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Now I'm gonna cry

"Burdened with glorious purpose."

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I like this headcanon a lot.

headcanon that Lucien has really long canine teeth like in anime and manga’s. it’s the point that when he smirks they poke out a bit

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Idk why people keep looking for fancast for Azriel when Matthew Dadario and Logan Lerman are right there! I mean look at them:

Are you telling me Azriel's pretty face ain't like this? Nah, I don't believe you.

#azriel spymaster #azriel shadowsinger #azriel #acotar #acofas #acomaf #a court of thorns and roses #a court of mist and fury #a court of wings and embers #a court of silver flames #bat boys

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A healthy hobby of mine?

I go find Azris's fanarat in Azriel's tag and pretend to myself that they are Luzriel.

#lucien vanserra #lucien acotar #lucien × azriel #azriel spymaster #azriel shadowsinger #azriel #azrien #azris #luzriel #azriel x eris #eris vanserra #eris acotar #lucien

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Rhysand: "Azriel is not the ravishing type"

Lucien:

#lucien vanserra #acotar #lucien acotar #lucien #acomaf #acofas #a court of thorns and roses #a court of mist and fury #a court of silver flames #a court of wings and embers #rhysand #rhys acotar

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"Azriel?"

"hmm?"

"you might be a wallflower, but you are a flower nonetheless"

Lucien Vanserra to Azriel, once upon a time in a feverish dream of mine.

#lucien vanserra #acotar #lucien acotar #lucien #acofas #acomaf #a court of thorns and roses #a court of mist and fury #a court of wings and embers #a court of silver flames #azriel+x+lucien #azriel #azriel shadowsinger #azriel spymaster #luzriel #azrien

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Wait a minute....

A pearl and diamond ring? PEARL?

Lucien my man, why would you buy her earings to match her engagement ring? What game are you playing?

My sweet boy, you sure are complicated.

I think it's wild that Elain did not mention her fiancé's name to Feyre once Feyre found out about her wedding.

Nesta had to tell Feyre about him.

But Elain definitely made sure Graysen knew what her mates name was.

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Omg, i LOVE this headcanon so much and it's so funny 😂 bcz Lucien is so immaculate and oh so gorgeous all the time, it would be a whole new world for him to see hairy human.

Jurian is NOT a morning person. He's like barely hearing a word Lucien's saying.

Fae obviously don't really have the same biology as humans, and I headcanon that one example of this other than the ears and the elongated limbs is that they don't have much body hair. The most they have is usually just pubic hair, not even anything under the arms or on the legs. The hairiest high fae Lucien knows is Tamlin cause he's got a happy trail. Lesser Faeries like the Illyrians have some, probably, but even then it doesn't get too extreme.

I also have a headcanon that Jurian is hairy as FUCK. Like wolverine through and through in terms of both body type and body hair. so when Lucien finds out for the first time he's like perplexed because the only other human man he's interacted with has been Papa Archeron, so it's not like he sees a lot of shirtless human men, and it's just...mind boggling to him that someone can have that much body hair.

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I strongly believe that each fandom is as toxic as the vibe of the book the said fandom is fandoming for... So, I personally kinda expected all this fiasco when I joined two years ago....

I think it’s really sad what has become of the fandom.

I joined in 2020, right before the release of ACOSF in 2021. Sure, things were heated then, too, especially with the release of ACOSF and the introduction of Gwyn. But it seemed like we were able to separate the different parts of the fandom until a few months after the release, when we (eluciens and gwynriels) were constantly fighting them (elriels and vuciens/vassiens? whatever) and it just got out of hand. Obviously, I cannot speak for the time before December 2020, but I heard it wasn’t exactly paradise either.

It really frustrates me to see that even 3 years after the release things are still escalating regularly. Bullying artists, doxing people, just being nasty towards each other. I don’t understand why it is so difficult for so many people to simply post and engage with only the parts of the fandom that make you happy. Why seek out negativity? Why always complain and fight? Why make people‘s days miserable when it’s literally only about a fictional character? Like they aren’t real and at the end of the day it. isn’t. that. serious.

My advice for you all, especially the newcomers, is to simply block people. I have blocked and am still regularly blocking elriels who find their way to the elucien tag (also: tagging etiquette in this fandom is simply shit lol). And since I started doing that, I have felt at peace, of course only if I don’t see what the other side of the fandom has been up to lol cause then it even gets me.

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Fanfiction Time! (Lucien×Azriel and painful as fuck! Because I'm PMSing and my brain is stewing for tragedy and drama)

So I have this fanfic on my head which in Azriel and Lucien get together secretly and they are the perfect couple and all. They keep it a secret for months and one they Azriel decides to tell his family about their relationship bcz he wants to share his life with them but that's when everything goes downhill because the IC are skeptical about their relationship, specially Mor because she can't bring herself to trust Lucien and get over the fact that Lucien is Eris's brother.

So after a while, Azriel gets tired of everyone being so hostile toward Lucien but he can't bring himself to fight with his family, bcz he is so afraid of losing them. So he does the one thing he believes is the easiest, because he was alone before and he survived, so he thinks he can survive again. He breaks up with Lucien. This is the scene:

He had lived through wars, he had survived torture, but this... This was breaking him. He felt stretched too thin, his skin papery and ready to crumble; was it the cruel fate or the mockery of life? He didn't know... But he was done. He couldn't loose his family, he couldn't bear being an outsider for them, and being with Lucien was just that! Being an outsider... He backed a step, he had to do this. Even if it was hard, even if it ended the one good thing he managed to build in the five centuries of his life "we can't be together anymore, it's wrong! It's pointless! All of it, all this shit is just a fucking mistake, I should have never approached you that night and you... You should have stayed away! I know I said things, i know I made you think we were good for eachother, believe me, i thought we were! But I know better now. I can't do this anymore, I can't keep ignoring who you are. Who you family are! It's over Lucien...we... We are over!" He backed another step, hoping that physically distancing himself whould help to let go!

the pain in Lucien's face would haunt him for years; betrayal flashed in Lucien's russet eye as his lower lip trembled... Azriel saw the exact moment that his words broke Lucien's heart. But what hurt Azriel more? That there was no question in Lucien's eyes, no doubt, no shock! As if he had been expecting this, as if he always knew Azriel would someday leave him, as if he could never believe someone would love him enough to stay and fight for him...as if Azriel had just proven him right. Broken and hurt, Lucien whispered "but... I love you, doesn't it mean anything to you?" But no... It wasn't an actual question. It was an accusation, it was what Lucien believed now; that all his love meant nothing to Azriel. what love though? How could Lucien love Azriel? Lucien was light and warmth and joy and Azriel.... wasn't!

Blood rushed toward Azriel's face, his control collapsing and his hands shaking... No, no child of light would love something as dark as him! "What the fuck does that even mean? You don't know me! You don't know anything about me! You can't possibly love me!" No... Lucien could never love him! Those were just words...they didn't mean anything.

But the sad amile that graced Lucien's lips, the light catching in his tear soaked golden eye...no! Wrong...Azriel was wrong. It was Lucien, the most generous heart that has ever lived; Lucien could love him. Lucien had loved him! He still did, didn't he? He had made a mistake and he knew it even before Lucien's words reach him "I know your hands always hurt when it gets cold, so I warm them for you. I know you visit your mother every Wednesday,  I know her favourite dessert is raspberry pie just like it's yours, and I always bake two ...so you can have a whole pie for yourself. I know you like your coffee as sweet as it gets and with so much milk that it's not coffee anymore." Lucien swallowed hard, Azriel reached his and and put one step forward but Lucien backed away... Azriel looked him in the eye, begging wordlessly for forgiveness but shaky tears treatened to spill from Lucien's eyes and for the first time in all these months, there was no forgiveness in them, only pain, only betrayal "I know you secretly love being around people because it makes you feel not so lonely, but you like to have you own space in silence as well. I know you steal some of Nesta's books and read them in secret because you actually love love! I know you don't like being an spy but you do it because no one can do it better than you and you don't want to leave your brother alone in doing what's hard and necessary. I know how to make you laugh, I know how to comfort you when you are sad, I know what you like, i know what you hate..but...But if it means nothing to you, maybe i should have never loved you."

All the noises of this world faded into nothing as Lucien's last words echoed in Azriel's eyes, his knees buckled, his heart racing... And before he knew, Lucien was gone.

#lucien vanserra #lucien acotar #acotar #acofas #lucien #acomaf #a court of thorns and roses #a court of mist and fury #a court of wings and embers #lucien vanserra is the most precious male character ever #a court of silver flames #lucien × azriel #azriel shadowsinger #azriel+x+lucien #azrien #azriel

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Lucien can potentially wield Lightening!

Like...hear me out!

He has fire from his mother And air from his father

Combine them and BAM!! He can wield Lightening!

It's totally possible! And logical! It makes sense!!

Sjm please please please!

#lucien vanserra #acotar #lucien acotar #acofas #lucien #acomaf #a court of thorns and roses #a court of mist and fury #a court of wings and embers #a court of silver flames #helion spell cleaver #helion #lady of autumn

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Since apparently the fandom is full of entitled bitches who has nothing better to do than making life and happiness more difficult that how it already is, I am going to make it my mission to comment the best aspect of every fanart I see on IG.

Being a part of a fandom and contributing to it shouldn't be so hard to the point of giving people anxiety.

Enjoying a book and different content about it, shouldn't be so hard and frustrating!

And so I think we should all do the same.

#acotar #acofas #acomaf #a court of thorns and roses #a court of mist and fury #a court of wings and embers #a court of silver flames #elucian #elriel #gwynriel #feysand #nessian #azris #lucien vanserra #azriel #azriel shadowsinger #rhysand #feyre archeron #nesta archeron #tog #throne of glass #aelin ashryver galathynius #rowan whitethorn #elain archeron #cassian #morrigan #amren #eris vanserra #feyre cursebreaker #feyre

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I love my Lucien feminine and tiny😁

I believe he is lean and pretty, just like his Ma

SAY IT WITH ME:

Lucien Vanserra has a slutty little waist.

it's just natural yk, i mean- he has broad shoulders, he's muscled - it just makes sense. And because of that his waist appears to be very small.

AND WELL- IT'S NOT LIKE I'M COMPLAINING, I LOVE SLUTTY LITTLE WAISTS

i also belive eris has a slutty little waist, but i won't elaborate on this one.

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Aw, that's nice!

I be pronouncing Lucien the way Voldemort pronounces Lucius idc

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Oh I'm with you in this and you should definitely see this:

what if. i spread. curly haired lucien propaganda? hm? what then?

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Not me waiting the whole fucking time for the Autumn king to turn out like Dorian's father, the king of Adarlan, and suddenly become a father who had to be bad for some reason but actually loved his child(ren).

Like!

This bad parent trope SJM seems to be obsessed with is really boring the hell out of me.

#dorian havilliard #autumn king #hofas #cc3 hofas #cc3 #throne of glass #bryce quinlan #ruhn danaan #einar danaan #house of sky and breath #house of earth and blood #house of flame and shadow #king of adarlan

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Wow

I'm really excited to see what happens

All my WIPs melded so bear with me!

Multi-chapter fic coming your way!!!

Click the link for the first chapter.

I’ve posted the epigraph below.

Come into my garden, wild and free

Step gently among the leaves

Hush.

Do you hear it?

Echoing through the vines.

See .

Beyond the slumbering buds.

The center of my garden, of my being, of my soul.

My Heart.

Hear —how it beats for thee .