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Looking for peAce

Sirens sound. People shout. Within me - doubt.  I hear too much, I hear too much - don’t like the sound. Please make it stop I've begged to God for twenty years. He’s just like humans, hears me, sees me flooding plenty tears. 

I gave up on him, on her, on it as I tried so hard, With my lazy eye my sensitive soul I fell a part, My ‘amigos’ no comprende what I've seen in life, The pain, the sorrow, the loneliness that lead to strife.

#poetry #old poem #writing #poets on tumblr #poetic #depression

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Like Water[s]

He say, she say, Lee say be like water, Drink more, cry more, cry more just for water, For this substance makes most of your daughter, Without her human kind would be in trauma...

You would be in trauma.

I used to cry for days. And days. And days, Then I realised the pain, will remain, the same, So I discovered a way, to embrace, the pain, It’s to be like water, to delay, the grave...

You can delay the grave.

When you flow like water you adapt, that’s fact, When you flow like water you accept, it’s inept, When you do that you can see the light, it’s bright, When you be like water you are wise, it’s right...

Be like water it’s right.

#bruce lee #poetry #poem #hiphop

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Some photos I took on my phone, HTC One X. No filter photos for the GiffGaff photography competition. 

Photos shot in: BudaPest, Munich, Prague & Las Vegas

#photgraphy #smartphonephotography #htcphotography

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2014

It's been a longggggggggggg time since I've been on this.

Should I return to writing?

Hmm

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REFLECT TCELFER

Now that perspective has changed...I realise how dark of a place I was in...

I felt content and ready to ascend beyond this realm. 

Having barely stepped out of my Country of birth; seeing only a fraction of life. I still felt content; as though I'd seen and done it all.

It was dark.

But my bright eyes continued looking further then what was around me. 

Far sighted glasses would have made me blind.

I had a thought. That thought was Europe. The Universal powers. The ability to manifest thoughts was again proven within my life.

Here I am. In the most powerful Economy; centre of Europe.

It's summer...I'm seeing light now. 

I don't feel ready no more; not ready to ascend. I have much more to do here. 

Dwelling is my worst enemy. Therefore I've moved away from him, ignoring his texts / calls. 

I'm searching for a new best friend. One within this light.

Thanks to my new eyes, my new perspective, I will find it.

#/efiL #life #perspective #poetry #poems #diary #/Life

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Unfinished hypothesis deducting human difference

There are no categories and no groups,

Integrated living, no need for troops,

these humans are colour-blind, so they all look the same,

equal nutrition physically they are in the one lane,

only difference is persona ggbt5tybhrthgr

ergresttys

tetsets

#racism #society #culture

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Long Term

Long term. I was in it for the long term. Very confident that it would've lasted long term. Every thought was thought to manifest into what I thought was long term.

Did I move too fast? I must've made to wrong turn, whilst thinking of the long term. Even on a 30MPH road, I drove 60 so I must've made the wrong turn.

Ended up in the middle of nowhere. Not knowing which way to turn, let alone where I'm headed. Does it even matter anymore? Distant from society I am, so this nowhere is home. 

#anomic suicide #anomie #society #heartbreak #love #808

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The Will of Fire

Call me an arsonist arising when the suns low.

But I'm a good guy, The neighbourhood know.

Head Quarters However Question my every move,

They make a sly suggestion - I'd be on the evening news.

This families sucking away the oxygen,they say that's what stops the fire.

Luckily for me I've found a new source, a much stronger supplier.

This source is hotter then any and provides fuel within my shire,

Thanks to this bizarre beauty, remains in-tact, My Will of Fire.

#poem #poetry #beauty #fire #Poems #shakespear #edgar alan poe

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Mothers Day

The day for Mothers, the creator of man? Then who's God? Is that a mother too? Help me understand.

Without man, a mother can't conceive. So the label mother won't be given to she.

Adam & Eve... What a funny story, like balamory, or things on Maury, are surely more believable, and could be feasible, by adding ancient pretext, in the Holy Bible, the script that's an idol, for many people in far away lands, consisting of people that are rivals. 

I'm sitting here idle. Without even a smile. Ain't seen her in a while... Call me Vile...'cus I've not said it yet.

#mothers day #god #adam eve #story #poem #poetry #rhymes #stanzas #literature #english #writing #heart #iii #hiiipowr

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"My passionate sense of social justice and social responsibility has always contrasted oddly with my pronounced lack of need for direct contact with other human beings and human communities. I am truly a 'lone traveler' and have never belonged to my country, my home, my friends, or even my immediate family, with my whole heart; in the face of all these ties, I have never lost a sense of distance and a need for solitude..."

Albert Einstein. iRel8

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This guy will BLOW son. Such a talent. Salute to GAME for finding him.

This one of my fav joints from the 'Bijoux22' mixtape (GET THAT) ft the LEGEND Common

#/SOTW #SOTW #elijah blake #bijoux22 #the game #jesus piece #common #rnb #hiphop

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My Top 5 Tracks of 2012 (Plus Extra)

1. Kendrick Lamar - Sing About Me / Dying of Thirst | GKMC |

2. Ab-Soul - The Book of Soul | Control System |

3. Joey BadA$$ - Waves | 1999 |

4. Ab-Soul - Nibiru | TDE Fan appreciation week |

5. Joey BadA$$ Ft Capital STEEZ - Survival Tactics | 1999 |

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Extras for Hip Hop Heads to Peep:

- Kendrick Lamar ft Ab-Soul & Jay Rock - The Heart Pt 3 | GKMC hype track |

- Capital STEEZ - Chicago | AK47 Reloaded |

- Ab-Soul - Only 1 

- Game - Celebration Remix ft Bone Thugz | Jesus Piece |

- Pro Era - Like Water | PEEP the aPROcalypse |

- Chip - Let it Breathe | London Boy |

- Earl Sweatshirt - Chum | Doris |

- A$AP Rocky - 1 Train | Long.Live.A$AP |

#hiphop #SOTW #hip hop #top 5 #2012 #music #rap #tde #pro era

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Illuminati tryin' to read my mind with a eagle eye And the haze got me thinkin', why We killed Osama and plenty innocent people died We should see the signs, but we Stevie blind

Rest In Power J/Capital STEEZE! You've ascended beyond us!

#/SOTW #SOTW #CAPITAL STEEZ #PRO ERA #STEEZ #PROGRESSIVE ERA #RIP #AMERIKKKAN #AK47

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211212

Eye wish it happened. Eye wish we blew.

Eye wish all the people vanquished, the ones that said they knew.

If only we could start afresh, and see the new age come through.

From Piiisces to Aquariiius, let the third I shine on you.

I feel the world has still ended; the one that we all knew...

Now all of the philosophies the Socrates devised during democracies,

That passed heaps of hypothesis and promised beings from the streets,

Upon believe, that their ways were correct,

Will in today's civilisation find disrespect, no recollect of their works,

But many will interSCEPT like nerds,

With the staff of control whereby average heads might turn,

To eat what's being fed to them with no concern,

Not trying to use their own thoughts, so mental slavery returns.

But never went away...

#2012 #poem #poetry #apolocalpyse #Civilisation #socrates

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Fading Bond

I don't really understand,

So I try to remain seated.

Over the top with the thoughts,

Shall I tell her or just tweet it.

The connection had full bars,

She lost signal at a meeting?

It's like I'm in the countryside,

Can I get to her by screaming?

No, the bond must be long and gone,

So as far away she is keeping.

But it was so real and so special,

I need her attention *start beeping.*

It seems she's content with driving on,

Passenger seat empty, no me in.

I'll have to delete off the hard drive,

Hopefully along with memories...goes feeling.

#bonds #fading #distance #seperation #love #poetry #poem #poems #feelings

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Thoughts of a Saiyan in the West

Sometimes I wish I could teleport.  To the middle of nowhere; the middle of the desert, the middle of one of the seven seas, the middle of an island... Anywhere away from this civilisation. Away from this western civilisation; away from fashion, away from sports, away from bickering, away from socialising. I just want to be away from this 'reality' in which I can't find any life; any heart, lungs, kidney, blood or brain to prove its real. All I find is lies, falseness, deception, deceit, and confusion. It makes me feel alone, so alone, even without that wish, I think I may just be in my own world.

#life #society #norms #pressures #western #civilisation #world #poetry #poem

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* Note to self *

Make a change for a change, without changing.

This is lame, I'm gun' wait a while for shit to hit me!

yup!