#< not counting myself ofc

[sp1resong]

what if i made a mechanisms adaptation of razia's shadow. What then

#by which i mean 'razia's shadow but gay and in space and with slightly different songs' #......creature who's only listened to the mechanisms listening to their second concept album/musical: #spire rambles #not maintagging this sorry #NO BUT. im already thinking about stuff. like the worldbuilding. and who would be voiced by which mech #either tim or ashes as ahrima definitely. tim because the voice fits and ashes because. burning down a planet #leaning ashes for sure .. tim as barayas maybe? might even make him the Mandatory Mechanism Getting Involved in the Story for funsies #since he's pretty much the only one who doesn't appear in any of their actual albums #(along with ts? i kind of consider it to have been present in ouatis but it doesnt show up in the album proper i suppose) #it would make sense #............i think im literally the whole target audience for this one LMAO #the razia's shadow fandom is a bit on the dead side and i doubt there's much overlap with the mechs. if any. #< not counting myself ofc #hmmm. 'twould be a good chance to mess around with songwriting (something i enjoy) and writing in a new format (always fun) #.....ill be dead fucking honest im like 99% going to do it it's just kind of a matter of When #Anyways! that is enough tag rambling for one night. farewell

[mintcakeart]

new classic art eddie munson WIP just dropped

reference and colour inspo under the cut

i am such a sucker for other artists showing their moodboards and first passes so here u go

#catch me adding notes in the file bc im going away for 3 weeks n ik my own adhd too well to expect myself to remember what i wanted to do #i also might soften him up a lil bc i know in my soul that eddie munson would not have abs but perhaps Kas would? idk lmk ur thoughts #also attempting to keep the scars consistent with how i drew them on the leyendecker piece so ofc we welcome the return of transmasc eddie #gore #<idk if this counts but just in case #jam draws stuff #eddie munson #stranger things #art #digital art #fanart #WIP #art wip #eddie munson's scars #ftm eddie munson #eddie munson fanart #stranger things fanart #art study #art redraw #fallen angel #alexandre cabanel #illustration #kas!eddie #kas the betrayer #kas theory #kas the bloody handed #vampire eddie munson #vampire!eddie

[hamartia-grander]

Wyll breaking up with the player character if Ulder dies so Wyll must become the Duke makes me wanna throw up sobbing because he actually thinks that just because his father's first duty being to Baldur's Gate made him a Bad Father that Wyll himself will inevitably be a Bad Lover because surely no one could match love with duty if his father couldn't, unknowing he has more love in one hand than his father had in his entire body. fuck

#More in my reblog #“my father taught me more lessons than I can count” yeah dog they were called CAUTIONARY TALES 😭😭😭 #“pull me too close and I'm destined to hurt you” FUCKIGN. BITING YOU #“a champion's heart is as sharp as a new blade” SO CRAZY I GOT THIS SICK ASS ARMOUR. TRY ME. #I'm actually in physical pain over this. Wyll my love. #I need to rip ulder in two with my bare hands right now. #sorry I JUST saw the breakup scene for the first time today and I haven't stopped thinking about it it's making me ill with sadness #he didn't even break up with ME but it fucking feels like it goddamn #bg3 #Wyll Ravengard #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 analysis #oh my GOD and the fact that he offers one last dance. I'mgoing to ufckingexplode #and he spends five whole seconds just. holding the character. not even dancing. #I watched the version with him and astarion ofc I don't romance wyll myself (lesbianism) #makes me wanna write a fucking fic (derogatory) #why the fuck is everyone so ill over astarion when mr insane mental health issues is RIGHT here (i know why. but still)

[neverevan]

Inspiration Saturday 🎄

Aaand this would be the aforementioned second christmas fic; the rough draft is already done and it's just over 2k so I expect it to total out somewhere around 3-4k. Anyway, please enjoy this tiny snippet:

Buck sat in the waiting room, his eyes vacantly following the line of fairy lights running under the edge of the reception desk. They flickered every now and again.

Well, not just every now and again, but every thirteen seconds. Buck counted it out 67 times already.

He just started again, but he only got to six when he heard the voice he was waiting to hear for nearly 15 minutes now.

tags under the cut 💛

I was tagged by the lovely @daffi-990 @thewolvesof1998 @watchyourbuck @disasterbuckdiaz @giddyupbuck thank you my dears and for all the bunch of people tagging me for FIF too mwuah 💛

✨no pressure tagging: @malewifediaz @spagheddiediaz @jesuisici33 @jeeyuns @ladydorian05 @steadfastsaturnsrings @eowon @heartshapedvows @nmcggg @rainbow-nerdss @jamespearce9-1-1 @evanbegins @eddiebabygirldiaz @theotherbuckley

#there is no fluff without angst #the ski fic being the fluff lmao this one will be a little less cheerful though it has its moments and happy ending ofc!! #the ski fic is already at 5k btw and I'm only hoping that it won't go over 8k #there's also a possible third christmas fic that I don't think will be done on time but we'll see #also I feel so incredibly bad for neglecting the mudslide fic #which has been sitting at 40k the past month cuz I was busy writing everything else under the sun lmao #ANYWAY #I'm just rambling about word counts cuz I'm trying to motivate myself #buddie #911 #wip #the hospital fic

[leetaehwan]

🖤 NEW YEAR NEW GIF CHALLENGE 🖤 RULES: give your 2023 music review by showing your fave boy group, fave girl group, fave soloists, fave debut and most played song of the year, then tag some friends to do theirs! tagged by @changbeens and @chanrizard thank u !! tagging (if u want!): @lee-minhoe @ambivartence @leewonseo @xiaojuun @minchanz @blueprintchan @insoeng @dongkwan

#giving myself until the end of the month to finish the 2023 wrapped tag games i think that's reasonable #also i'm not sure if memories counts i think that might have been predebut????? idk i love that song tho #sorry if i tagged u and u already did this i am ofc late to the party :) #multi #games #kass.gif #eyestrain tw

[automatonknight]

image id: a simple sketch of a two panel comic, featuring a fallout new vegas courier and victor. the first panel shows the courier in the foreground, standing on a hill, showing a thumbs up as he yells down at victor with a smile. a speech bubble next to him says “this one’s for ya, victor!”. victor is standing down on the road and he’s smiling at the courier. the second panel shows a close up on a sunset sarsaparilla bottle with two bullets flying past. text at the bottom of the panel says “misses every shot”. end id

#qwerty plays new vegas #<-it counts bc it's based on my gameplay. i've never played shooter games i didn't know how to aim my weapon so i just tried. my best #without it (didn't go well) #victor is here bc i like him ofc :] #art #doodle #fallout new vegas #victor fnv #fnv #sorry doc mitchell abt robbing you but i need those glasses for my perk #this isn't the courier from my. crane wives lyricstuck btw. i didn't know what to do since it's my first save so i just. kinda made myself

[idrinkwetcementasproteinshakes]

the feminine urge to bitch slap every man ever

#expect hobie ofc #he doesn’t count as a man though #he’s too good to be a one of those #men are so annoying #loud #gross #they have so much audacity #and they smell #and every man I’ve met is at least a tad bit sexist #like #oh sorry that I don’t wanna clean my brothers fucking piss off the toilet seat!!! #guess I’m a “pretty pink princess” for that! #Or sorry that I don’t wanna pick his nasty ass socks off the floor for him!! #Or sorry that I don’t wanna clean his shit stained underwear for him!! Guess I’m a “pretty pink princess”! #And sorry that I accidentally bumped into you #I DEFINITELY deserved for you to shove me and flip me off #or sorry that after a long shitty day at school #and I would like for it to be at least a BIT quiet! #Guess I’ll let my brother(quite literally) scream at his bloody laptop and repetitively slam it down!!! #Oh!! Sorry for getting upset at you after I said no multiple times and you kept bothering me about it! #guess i’ll just go fuck myself #i hate men

[femme-malewife]

I already know how I'm going to write my "Making of Meoto" fic...

#tbh i told myself the moment the mv drops ill be making this fic #ofc i also have to take some....creative liberties #since radio drama lxl said that they used multiple costumes and such for the “mv”. So im assuming theres more than we get to see #but you guys can count on me!!! o7 #ill hust be at work for the next 10 hours and then come home and wind down then get ready to write

[sunflowerspdf]

does anyone know where this bit of 'trivia' about wilson's parents comes from?

(image ID: screenshot from the James Wilson House MD Wikia page, the Character Biography section. It reads, 'Wilson is one of three brothers. He has an undergraduate degree from McGill University, and graduate degrees from Columbia University and the University of Pennsylvania. His father is Christian and his mother is Jewish; he was raised in his mother's faith.' /end ID)

...

As someone who has watched the entire series and looked through the transcripts in an attempt to find the episode source for these details about Wilson's parents, I've come up blank.

Looking through the wikia page history (detailed below the cut for anyone interested), it seems like it is perhaps an hc / fanon that has been removed multiple times but then at some point was readded? But it seems somewhat entrenched, so I'm uncertain.

Is there an episode (or maybe creator interview) I've missed?

Details about Wilson's biography/early life, from the wikia page history:

Up until early 2011, 'very little is known of Wilson's early life.'

This seems to be the case until an unknown user adds what seems to be either a personal hc or the missing episode details to the page (later in 2011):

(Image ID: Early Life section for an earlier version of the James Wilson page. It reads, 'Wilson was born in New Jersey to Henry and Sophie (Krugman) Wilson. Wilson's father is Protestant and his mother is Jewish; due to the mixed religions the family never seriously practiced one religion or another, although Wilson is recognized as being Jewish. From the time Wilson was born until he was ten his father Henry was a woodshop teacher that did oddjobs for extra money, Sophie was a nurse. Shortly after Wilson's tenth birthday the family moved to Pennsylvania where Henry Wilson started up a construction company along with his brother, this money made the family comfortable financially. Wilson did well in school and was also talented atheletically, he was the captain of his highschool's varsity tennis team.' /end ID]

Barring minor edits, these family details remain on the page until 2013, when a user removes the bulk of this section with the note 'Completely unsubstantiated... This is made up').

Days after, this edit is undone, returning the above paragraph to the page. Then this undoing is undone. Then the family details paragraph is restored again.

It stays until a year later, when it is removed and replaced with 'Wilson was a kid'. This revision is undone. (2014)

The paragraph about Henry and Sophie Wilson stays up until 2019, when the names and vocational details are removed, but Wilson's parent's heritages are left in, with the note: 'Removed information from Wilson's early life that is not canon about his parents, it's probably from one person's fanfic that was mistaken for information imparted by the show'.

The remaining details about Wilson's parents religions are removed (2019) and then readded (2021, essentially stating that Wilson's father was Christian and his mother was Jewish, the basis for this portion of the wikia page as it stands today); the names and vocational details from the screenshot above are not readded after this point.

No source for parental details or reasons for additional adds or removes of said details are included in the page edit notes; the only other discussion I could find was a 2013 note on the talk page that 'The early history is completely fabricated, as admitted by someone on Livejournal. Stop reverting it'.

#james wilson #house md #idk if this counts as meta #ppl can have whatever hcs/fanon they want ofc #but i'd love for it to be clear what is someone's personal hc vs. what is actual canon #sorry for the deep dive i'm trying to distract myself atm #but yeah genuine curiousity if anyone has any other details #tbd

[nebulamist]

I'm 19, but I feel like I've lived less of life than the average 9-year-old.

#my post #i mean #i've never even left our home alone yet (i'm not allowed to) #not once #and i'm not even allowed to choose what i eat #my parents infantilize me a ridiculous amount for someone my age #(that doesn't stop them from yelling at me and taking all their anger out me ofc) #not to say i deserve anything though #i literally failed an exam (because i'm a dumbass bitch) and i have to redo a year now #i'm pathetic and my life is pathetic #i should really kill myself #i hate my life #and everyone around me would be better off #i have two major failed attempts (the others aren't good enough to count) #maybe third time's a charm #rant

[theeverdream]

I've had like three separate mental health breakthroughs today because of how I've approached stuff that I'm dealing with, and I'm proud of myself? But I'm tired? Can life give me a goddamn fucking break?

#yaaaaaaaaaaallllllllll #It's 11:36 p.m. and I am taking the rest of the fucking night off! #(from thinking. ofc I don't get a break from this pain flare up I've had for weeks or x y and z AND my brain never turns off anyway BUT HEY #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #mental health #istg can I get a body and brain transplant or like #abducted by aliens? Something? #OH MY GOD my self insert tv show fantasies as a kid were escapist weren't they #yeaaaaah I uh probably actually had a worse childhood than I've been telling myself and yes a lot of things are kind of #coalescing today and YES THIS COUNTS AS ANOTHER FUCKING BREAKTHROUGH SOMEBODY PLEASE KNOCK ME UNCONSCIOUS

[daz4i]

i know aging isn't the end of the world and 24 isn't that old and life isn't a race etc etc etc. however,

#i think a big reason i feel so bad abt being this age is ppl told me this is when things start to get better #and i still feel the same way i did as a teenager so. well. is it really 😐 #(being on t probably isn't helping but it's been over 3 years already so... not an excuse i think) #but I'm also physically aging like the reason i barely upload selfies anymore is i see myself getting uglier every day #despite fighting for my life to at least take care of my face and hair...... can't fight the passage of time 😔 #+ ofc. my (younger) friends being way more sorted out than i am on every level #again ik life isn't a race but. it can't help but hurt to know I'm still behind literally everyone i know #and my excuses for that aren't even good. bc other disabled ppl my age are also more sorted out than i am #other depressed ppl other borderlines other autistics etc etc. hell these are also my irl friends 😭 #and it's dumb. bc feeling like i wasted my life isn't really pushing me to change that now. just makes me want to die even more #(bc i mean what's the point. i will never catch up. I'm still at the starting line AND i move so slow it doesn't even count) #(i don't have a single milestone ppl my age have not even finishing high school which is like. the bare minimum) #(and it sucks bc i also know i have potential i KNOW i can do shit in theory i know I'm smart and got skills. but i can't put it to use) #(and now this is turning into less of a thing abt age and just generally me talking abt how i wasted the last 24 years) #this was more of a stressed rant abt how I'm turning ugly and feeling super old but well. it all boils down to self loathing at the end 👍 #vent #negative // #ask to tag #sorry for being so depressing all day oof ik i already said it before but it's been a rough couple of months #(nothing happened my brain just needs to get flushed down the toilet ^_^) #edit: i think. part of my panic about aging. is bc as a kid i was used to being the youngest everywhere #i was the youngest in my class bc i started school a year early. i was the youngest in acting school bc they don't normally accept teenagers #and in addition to that as an adult but before starting t i was always told that i LOOK young too #but now ik i look like I'm in my 20s. and it's killing me that i aged this much in so little #i wonder if shaving my beard will help but i don't wanna get misgendered 😐😐😐 and rn it's the only thing guarding me from that

[wiinterbunny]

💒🧸🎀🐇

#i've been so so scared and anxious and worried for the future for a while now #everything's changing #my mom is talking about moving (without me lol rip) #i have to become independent now #i fucking hate myself bc im almost 25!!!! and im still a pathetic loser who is dependent on her mom #but ofc i cant be #even if i've thought a lot abt myself and my personality disorders and i think this is just who i am #i need and want to be dependent on someone. to be taken care of and someone to make choices for me #but my mom just dont want to do that which i ofc get sksksk #and idk i dont have a dream. i cant imagine myself capable of any job #but i have two ideas of occupations i might be ok at #buuuuut i have no fkn idea how u get an apartment??? how do u get money? how do u do this and that #i know NOTHING abt being an adult or independent and im so fucking scared #dying seems so much easier and more tempting #i cant do.. cant do it to my mom #also it's sad bc recently a dream has formed in my mind #it's including another person tho. and i dont have any control over that. i cant force someone to choose or want me #so that dream is the least realistic of everything. even if this person really is my dream.... bit i cant count on it #and i have to build a live for myself. even if its not the life i really want #im scared im too dumb and childish and worthless to do so tho

[star-realities]

#someone stop me #I already have a dragon rider dr I don’t need another #but it’d be FUN #BUT always the risk of being married off to a relative #and I don’t want that #reality shifting #shifting #shiftblr #desired reality #shifting realities #because ofc I’d make myself a Targaryen they’re so cool #side note: I’ve never seen hotd or got #but I have read many fanfics #and seen many TikTok’s so it counts I guess

[iron-niffler]

not me sitting at my desk staring off into space wistfully thinking about what im going to do on december 19 at 11am after my last final as if i don't have ten assignments to do, a paper to write, two exams next week and 3-4 finals to study for

#help #def gonna buy myself a milkshake and some snacks when it's over then just nab an empty classroom and play video games for hours #thinking about winter break on the horizon is literally the one thing getting me through this final stretch stg #that and those mountain dew fruit flavored energy drinks #ofc my dad was asking if i wanted to get a job over break #like i would consider it but my break is 2.5 weeks long #yes the theater would probably take me back but it took me like a week and a half to start bc paperwork #haha im to busy to be unmotivated but too stressed to get to work #just looking at differential equations is making my head spin much less SOLVING them #why did my school decide that five days (counting the weekend) was enough for thanksgiving break #my elementary school siblings had more time off than i did ffs #how much longer can i tell myself just x more days #how much longer till i just...lose it #wrote myself a long ass to do list for now till break then had to take a several hour long break to calm dowb #and now im more stressed bc im more behind and fml #im too stupid for engineering #still holding myself to my high school standards which are just impossible to reach in uni #like when im doing high school shit i barely studied and always got above an 80 #now im just...average #like literally half my grades are at the class average #feels like im fighting tooth and nail for C's but oh well that's just mechanical engineering ig #it's just months of “just gotta get through this exam” over and over till a two week break then it's time to do it all over again

[singsweetmelodies]

Hii, would you do 1, 2 , 4, 8 and 11?🙏🏼

hello, darling! why, yes; yes i would 😘💕

1. Who would end a heated argument by defending their actions with ‘because I love you!’ ?

AHHH, anon, i love you for that one, because this is actually one of my favourite tropes ever. the heated "because i love you" mid-argument... and of course it's a thousand times more delicious if they're not dating yet. the stunned silence... the "wait, what did you just..." and trying to figure out if they meant it... GOOD FOOD. mwah.

and for piarles -- ahhh, i'm actually going to take this as an excuse to write a little mini fic/plot bunny idea that's been running around my brain for forever. so here we go: imagine pierre, in his alpine era feeling happier and freer than ever, making the most of his freedom and, uh, celebrating. in bed. with anyone and everyone. except, most notably, charles. he never invites charles into his bed. and of course charles notices. how could he not?

charles doesn't know what he's supposed to think. should he be hurt that pierre apparently wants to celebrate with everyone except his best friend? should he be worried that he did something wrong? is pierre just not attracted to him? (charles doesn't think that one for too long, btw. he knows he's too pretty.) so i think he'd be a confused mess, bless him, but also probably getting a little more annoyed each time he hears about pierre fucking yet another person who isn't him. because come on. what is pierre's problem? what would be so bad about getting charles in his bed, too?

and one day - i'm thinking after a shitty race, when he's already pissed off - he sees pierre making out with some other driver (george? 😏) behind the alpine motorhomes, and charles just decides that enough is enough. this is getting ridiculous.

so charles pulls them apart, and drags pierre into his motorhome. sits him down, confused and more than a little offended. but charles isn't having any of it. "explain yourself," he says, all hot and challenging and angry. pierre is more confused than ever, and he wants to know what charles is on about. charles, in turn, wants to know why pierre will fuck anyone in the paddock except, apparently, charles himself.

and pierre of course gets defensive. "i can fuck whoever i want, charlito." and charles is like "i'm not saying you can't! i just want to know, why not me?" and they go back and forth like that for a while, arguing and getting more and more annoyed, until eventually pierre snaps and shouts "because i love you!"

charles is just like :o - and pierre winces, but carries on. "because i love you, and i don't love any of them. so it doesn't matter if it's just a one-night-stand. but charles, if it's you... if i ever get you in my bed, i would never want you to leave again."

and charles is just. speechless. because what. he expected a lot, but he never even imagined that. pierre loves him?!! pierre loves him. what. (pierre also almost walks away in the time it takes charles to process this momentous realisation, but charles comes to his senses just in time to grab his arm, and kiss him within an inch of his life, and, yeah. needless to say, they figure it out xD)

anyways, yes, uh. that's how i think piarles for the ending a heated argument with "because i love you!" trope would go <3

2. What would they do if the other woke in a manic state after a nightmare?

answered here 💙

4. Which one is more protective? Who needs to be ‘protected’?

answered here ❤️

8. What happens if one of them gets sick?

answered here 💞

11. Do either try to hide their emotions if upset? Can the other still tell?

answered here 🫶

(obligatory otp asks)

#asks & answers #anon #obligatory otp asks #ahhhh i felt so bad that this entire ask was mostly 'answered here.... answered here.... answered here' 🙈🙈 #and so i told myself 'i'm just going to give them a SMALL plot bunny to make up for it' #small. LOL. i should have known better #when am i ever able to write anything small or short when it's about piarles... #NEVER. never is the answer #i am absolutely insane about them yes #but i also love every fucking moment of it #like. this plot bunny was SO FUN #and it really has been in my brain for AGES. making me want to run around and scream it at people #which ofc i can't do because WOW. public decency much #but luckily tumblr is allllll about insanity #so i hope you like this one; darling anon!! <333 😘 #🦑🏎️ piarles #myfic #(sort of; at any rate... it's a fic idea. plot bunny. IT COUNTS xD) #my hcs