Hello! So I really don’t know if this is rude or not but I just recently went through another Fuyumi phase and rediscovered my love for your fic In Which the Todoroki Siblings Run Away. So if this is offensive please feel free to ignore me. But I just wanted to ask if the kiddos end up ok. Do they end up with the Midorya’s or Aizwa or maybe Rei? You wrote a powerful story and I love it so much it makes me bawl when I read it. I just feel like they need a happy ending. Thank you and hope you’re doing well!
hi! thank you so much for the love towards In Which the Todo Sibs Run Away, it really means a lot to know people actually still go back to that fic even years later! you're not being rude by asking (especially so politely!), i get being left in the middle of an abandoned story and wondering how it ends
first let me give a little extra info you didn't ask for lmao. i actually have the entire rest of the fic mostly outlined, but my interest in bnha as a whole and being a part of the fandom in particular tanked super hard about mid-2020 and only really recovered towards the very end of 2021, and even then i didn't get back into the fandom bc i don't trust it frankly
i might come back to iwttsra one day (pretty likely) but i'd be editing it very hard and rewriting most of it to make more sense/overall be more cohesive as a story instead of just a stream of consciousness type thing. it's ironically my magnum opus while also being my least favorite fic i've ever written lmao. in the past two years i've gotten better at actually outlining stories (i'd like to hope) and knowing my limits so we'll see where that leaves me when i get the energy to post my own writing again.
as for how the characters end up, in my original outline they all end up happy! there was meant to be a short custody trial arc, followed by an even shorter defamation trial arc, which culminated in endeavor being thrown in jail. rei would've moved in with inko, and all five kids were set to grow up happy and healthy and taken care of :) (they also got a cat, courtesy of aizawa, and they named him some stupid shit like super laser beam destroyer 2000 or something i don't remember but i do remember thinking it was hilarious)
thanks for the ask!! sorry for using it as a not-very-subtle excuse to explain what happened to the fic and stuff, hope this was a satisfactory answer :)
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fit & pac "dates that have been abandoned to go help/comfort an actively-panicking friend" count is now at either 3 or 4, with what happened to poor sweet ironmouse today
i love how much they love their friends, it's so important to me. they're babysitting empanada. i'm going to cry at how cute it all i
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Can’t draw one without the other so here’s a customer Dave to go with my last barista Karkat drawing 🫡❤️
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[ID: a piece of digital art depicting Luz, Willow, Amity and Vee from the owl house at Luz's quinceñera. The piece takes place outside the owl house at night with the characters all dancing. Willow's dress is blue with yellow and pink flowers as decoration. Luz's outfit is based on the good witch azura with a white and purple colour scheme. Amity wears a pink dress shirt and a dark blue skirt with transparent fabric both on the skirt and acting as the sleeves. Vee wears a yellow dress with white trim on the bottom. Light glyphs float in the air, the dancefloor lights the scene from below, and Hooty extends across the background. End ID]
on today's episode of "pieces I put way too much work into realistically!". Since it's unlikely we'll get a quinceñera for Luz at this stage of the show, I wanted to draw a cute scene of it, which slowly turned into posing and lighting practice
(Small disclaimer: I'm not a part of a culture that does quinceñeras! I hope that there's no glaringly inaccurate details here. As far as I know there isn't hard and fast rules for the dresses or dance floor? so hopefully everything here is plausible. Feel free to let me know if there's any egregious errors here. There's some doodles under the cut that are slightly more detailed, so same goes for those)
[ID: black and white digital doodles of owl house characters at Luz's quinceñera. The first doodle shows luz, Gus, Hunter and king, and is labeled "Gus, king & hunter = chambelands". The next shows willow, Vee, and Lilith with Luz and is labeled "Lilith, Willow and Vee = damas". There's a doodle of amity where's she's labeled "escort". There's a small full body doodle of Luz in a suit labeled "she gets a costume change!". The last doodle is Luz and hunter dancing together, labeled "Luz + hunter sibling dance". The background is purple. End ID]
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No because i absolutely fucking hate how having a short twink body type is automatically associated with having a feminine presentation. Like can we not apply gender roles to things people cannot change ffs
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I just want to be some guy
As a trans man, I don’t really feel like I belong anywhere in the lgbt+ community because I’ll never be attractive to anyone (which is why I ID as queer but even then I feel outcast) and it…. it really hurts sometimes. I’m simultaneously too masculine and not masculine enough.
in the men who are attracted to men spaces, most people when they see me think I’m a twink because of being short/small and/or for being trans/nonbinary. They think I’m hairless, feminine, boyish, submissive, etc. I’m…. at this point in my life I am really really not. Testosterone has made me male and everything that entails. I’ve gained (healthy! good for me!) weight and my stomach sticks out, I’m covered in body hair, I am partway to balding. All the things that are conventionally unattractive about men. All the things that are demonized in trans men. I’m too masculine to fit their idea of a nonbinary person. But masculine in “the wrong way”. I have to either be muscular/fit or small and hairless to be wanted here. I don’t even count as a bear, you’d probably just call my shape a “dad bod”. This isn’t just some vague feeling I get in these spaces- people have legit said to me “oh I love twinks” or “oh I love femboys” and I have to awkwardly explain that no I’m not one actually. I’m not what they want me to be. And I’m really tired of people placing that expectation on me- that I’m a slender hairless twink who is submissive and likes bottoming. Just because I’m small and/or trans. so gross.
and then in the women who are attracted to men spaces well… they’d never look twice at me. I’m short and not at all muscular/toned/fit. Again, I have gained weight, am hairy, and halfway to bald. Bedsides not being conventionally attractive- they usually want a man who can “provide”. I am disabled and can’t work. I can’t drive. I can’t give them flowers or pick them up for a date. I can’t be any of the things they’re looking for in a partner. Being disabled makes me seen as “less than”. Being dependent on other people is a trait that is endlessly mocked in men. I’m not masculine enough.
so where the fuck does that leave me? I’m not even going to talk about how being aromantic in queer spaces alienates me further. I love testosterone, I love what it’s done for me and how I feel healthier on it. But like. fuck. I don’t feel like I’m ever going to be attractive to anyone. I never get to feel pretty or handsome. I never get to feel happy about my appearance anymore and that makes me so sad. I used to derive so much joy from picking out outfits and accessorizing and applying glittery make up. I’m too sick to leave the house ever so I don’t do those things anymore, besides the fact that I *can’t* present feminine anymore without risking my safety. People would assume I’m a trans woman and act accordingly because they see a man attempting to be feminine. I am fully man and fully nonbinary, but I never get to exist as both at the same time. I can’t be feminine without people invalidating/forgetting my manhood. I can’t be masculine without people invalidating/forgetting my nonbinary-ness. I’m too masculine for nonbinary spaces and too nonbinary for masculine spaces. I just…….. I get incredibly sad about this.
And people generally don’t care??? the sentiment seems to be that trans men who are masculine, who pass, who are stealth, etc don’t belong in the lgbt+ community, shouldn’t be in lgbt+ or queer spaces. They’re not wanted there because of being masculine. These spaces are only for “non-men”. But the second you talk about your struggles as a trans man as a reason for why you should be included, you get pegged as an owo twink femboy to most people. It’s always one or the other (demonized or infantilized) and I’m really fucking sick of it. It hurts. I just want to be some guy.
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