#Arghh

[zoinyoi]

#YELLS CHILCHUCK IN LOVE #IM MARCILLE #ARGHH #dungeon meshi #art #dunmeshi #chilchuck #illustration #fan art

[iamfuckingsorry]

i'm sorry but like. i played the game for the first time like a month ago (and it absolutely wrecked me, it was beautiful), and i just can't stop thinking about this and i need to get it out. but like, kim, what the fuck is the deal with kim?

like, he's just such a weird little man with such a weird little collection of character traits, but also he's just so fucking perfect.

like, kim. he spent 15 years being a cop in a department he fucking hated but he just stuck it out. he is so done with teens he basically refuses to speak to them unless he absolutely has to, but he still spent 15 fucking years in that section, refusing to give up. he's proud to be a revacholian and to protect the city now, but did he feel this way when he joined the RCM? or did he join to prove to everyone that even a monkey fucker like him could be revacholian? or did he join because he got kicked out of the orphanage he grew up at and didn't have anywhere else to go? or was there a different reason altogether?

and look at him now. he's presumably one of the best cops in his precint (i'm sure he mentions something about this early on in the game but i honestly can't remember), and one that seems to mostly play fair and genuinely care, which doesn't seem to be that common at all. and he's proud of this and strives to always be professional and calm and collected even if he doesn't always fully manage. he keeps himself in check first and foremost, and seems to try to keep everyone at an arm's length and not engage in personal discussions, even though he will often indulge harry if directly asked.

and so far it all makes sense, right? he's been treated like shit all throughout his life, dealt a fairly shitty hand, an orphan, an immigrant, a homo, possibly visually impaired (has he always needed glasses? was he able to get them as a broke-ass kid with no one to speak on his behalf? or did he grow up never able to see properly, struggling in school because he could never read the board or react in time when people threw shit at him, made fun of by both teachers and classmates?), mocked and ridiculed, and he's had to fight hard to get to where he is now. and he desperately needs to keep it this way, so he works hard and sticks to the rules and keeps his distance from people, and he puts a stop to everyone and everything that people could make fun of (no, harry, you will /not/ call me kimball, you will call me Lt kitsuragi, no, harry, you will /not/ tell anyone about the ice bear fridge, i will /not/ be known as the ice bear cop). but he's also mostly a genuinely nice and compassionate person and he really cares, as long as people are at least trying to do good.

but also…

he basically wears period cosplay to work. like. for real, he clearly wears his fucking pilot jacket so often that having the RCM insignia sewn onto it was the most logical choice. he is so obviously into planes and cars (but he's too blind to be a pilot :), do you think he used to hate himself as a kid not only because he was poor and abandoned by everyone and "an immigrant" but also because not even his own fucking body would let him be what he wanted to be), he has an extremely expensive vehicle that's his, his only, and not even really needed for the stuff he does at work the majority of the time. he clearly had to have a chat with his boss at some point in time and justify this purchase and why the car should be permanently assigned to him and him only, and even if i'm sure he had a bunch of actual reasons you can't convince me that his boss and all of his colleagues weren't all aware that really, he just wanted a fast fucking car and had an excuse to get it. and clearly the higher ups like him enough to indulge him, because surely no one would be actually fooled? why would a crime investigator get it and not, like, the fucking traffic guys chasing drunk drivers and illegal racers every night?

and like, in some ways he fucking owns it, doesn't seem to give a fuck, he's who he is and if people don't like it that's not his problem. but he's also embarassed about listening to that fucking radio station. but he also drives a sports car and wears driving gloves and a pilot jacket, of course he's listen to that fucking radio station. but then he also does newspaper crosswords. like, he seems to put a into maintaining this facade of professionality, but he also really doesn't fucking care when it comes to a lot of the stuff, it's great. except for the extremely random stuff that he does care about and can get extremely flustered about momentarily.

and it feels really out of character in a way. he works so hard on keeping himself in check at all times, representing the RCM in a good light and making sure both him and others get treated with the respect they deserve. he smokes one cigarette a day to keep proving to himself he can keep his vices in check, for fuck's sake. but then it's like he just picked one (1) part of his personality where he just went like, fuck it. Fuck it, I work hard for this shit and I deserve to do what I want sometimes too, and this one fucking thing is innocent enough and safe enough, and I don't give a fuck, I deserve /one fucking thing/ and I'm gonna get it. I'm getting the goddamn jacket and the Kineema and if people have a problem with that, they can go fuck themselves. I /need/ this one thing and I. Am. Getting. It.

(it's clearly a big part of his personality, but do you think there were other massive interests in the past, or maybe there still are others he isn't as open about with? Things he thinks would undermine his career and reputation? Past hobbies he abandoned because if anyone found out, that would be the end of his career at the RCM, even though for anyone else who wasn't a stupid fucking immigrant who can't even see right it would be a funny little detail?)

anyway.

i'm just like. stay the way you are, my weird little man. you're great.

#disco elysium #DE #kim kitsuragi #rant #i'm sure this isn't even very in character #but i just #arghh #i need to talk about this okay #herr's personal tag

[flyinpucks]

he looks so fucking good

FUCK

#i just want to rake my fingers through his beard #ARGHH #BROOOOO #I CANT BREATHE #nico hischier #luke hughes #jack hughes #nj devils #nhl

[buttery-chaos]

fav and least fav sp fics?

i need to know what the my immortal of sp fanfiction is lol

LMAO idk if i have one in mind that id consider my least fav but i know my fav always <3

#this fic changed my life tbh #so funny u ask bc i spent 5 hours yesterday formatting it so i can turn it into a physical book for myself 🥺 #i read it like 2 years ago and i still think about it all the time fr #arghh #ask #anon #rambles

[xraiyax]

Brain fog also heavily interferes with drawing have some rough sketches and share my pain

#I will try to do them proper another time. #I don’t even have a clue where that second one will go I just feel the feeling but I can’t sort it in #arghh #sketches #my art #lawlu #lulaw #one piece #trafalgar law #monkey d. luffy #truffy #law x luffy

[feral-sylki]

I love Sophia Di Martino’s interviews and stuff about the show, she clearly has such a deep enjoyment and understanding of her character (I need to find time to listen to that playlist she dropped everyone’s posts about it are making me so excited) but it’s interesting watching people’s reactions to her commenting that Sylvie and Loki’s relationship is a bit “weird” bc they’re the same person and like. I run a blog called “feral-sylki”. Obviously I ship them. I love the ship. And one of the reasons I love the ship is because it’s weird. I don’t think it’s perverse or anything, but it is weird, and I love that! I love getting to explore the dynamics of two variants of the same person! It’s classic sci-fi stuff that I adore, to go hey, wouldn’t it be crazy if we took this concept and ran away with it?

#she just wants Sylvie to be happy I love her priorities #loki #loki season 2 #sylki #sylvie laufeydottir #pro sylki #and I need to listen to that playlist #I’ve just been working a lot and had a lot on this wwwk #arghh

[mtndw-whteout]

Me drawing Teru: what if he had,,, dimples.... hmm.

Me drawing Mob and Ritsu: Now, what if THEY had DIMPLES.

*implodes*

#mob psycho 100 #atlas thinks things #Mob and Ritsu have dimples #its canon im one #arghh #teru would have those long dimples #example? all of my drawings of them #well most

[a-living-sinn]

It's his superhero movie and it's all about him

#pizza tower #the noise #pizza tower the noise #art #digital art #artists on tumblr #my god #he #is #so #ARGHH #Im #normal #about him

[add1ctedt0you]

Thinking about little jin ling going to jiang cheng and asking him why other kids have a mom and dad and he hasn't neither of them

#ARGHH #jin ling and his jiujiu #Headcanon (???) #mar!nonsense

[brenbofen]

Was performing at a football game tonight and all I could think about was Dottore in the little cheerleader uniforms….

Hrghh he’s like a mold, spreading in my brain but like…. him in this pretty little skirt that barely covers his ass n like a tight fitting top…. dies

#— dottie brainrot #i promise im writing guys #just so busy #with band and school #arghh #dottore only think keepign my going #love my wife #kisisng him

[furryprincebarbarian]

How do I use tumble dryer.... 🥺

#luffy #one piece #arghh

[ceoandslutler]

here me out:

sebaciel sugar daddy au but ciel is just an unhinged little ceo man who literally doesn't know what to do w his wealth so just spends it on this pretty demon (probs made a contract w him and he's just a lazy secretary now lol) and said pretty demon does not really,,, understand what this stuff he's being given is but just takes any clothes or jewellery given to him because pet corvid brain see: sparkly thing that master keeps looking at so now he wants shiny stuff too. bonus points if he just doesn't like the stuff being bought but thinks ciel just really loves this stuff and he's like "oh master is sharing it w/ ME !!!" but ciel just liked that one(1) rusty old phantomhive ring and some miserable suits and everything he buys is just because HE thinks sebastian likes it but dumbass demon doesn't even care about high jewellery or haute couture and just wants to stare at silly rich human man giving him attention

#i love ceo ciel sm #smth about him is just so #ARGHH #funfact: crows don't actually like shiny things and only know they're special if their owner values them eg if they have jewellery #so only pet crows like sparkles #rlly wanna see sebs secretary era #sebaciel #symuses #sebastian x ciel #kuroshitsuji #ciel x sebastian

[bluxtapose]

some old fionna and cake doodles (again)

#i !! miss!! this !!! show !!! so !!! much!!!! #arghh #thes are mostly facial expression and pose practices i think #fionna and cake #adventure time #simon petrikov #finn the human #candy queen #winter king #marceline the vampire queen

[asteralien]

myth-mouse -> asteralien, myth -> aster

but more importantly for the love of god is there a richard maxwell story that anyone wants me to write. i want to write my baby boy so bad but my inspiration well is bone dry BONE DRY and pure whump event prompts aren't doing it and i'm in a Distress about it

#AUGH #WAAGH #ARGHH #ETC #[shakes richard violently] you are the only thing that gives me social cache on this hellsite COUGH UP A STORY KID #going back to my og internet name bc i've run into too many myths and i feel deeply uninteresting

[ehlnofay]

ARTFIGHT REFS FINALLY DONE!! ft little design notes in my dogshit handwriting. I'm genuinely very proud of the drawings I did for these so take a look! there's a lot of little details in there. also you may notice that poor torr and efri look a little swagless and this is because I ran out of time... they did not get new art like everyone else. so sad. anyway here's my artfight (same name because I hate picking new things.) I will meet you on the battlefield! goodnight!

#dude you don't know how fucking sleepy I am. it's bedtime GOODNIGHT #can't believe I stayed up an hour trying to cope with the slow ass loading #when I could have just done it tomorrow morning. god. #arghh #ah well. they look sick as hell and that's all that matters #oc tag #efri #arabella #torr #caelestis #dovahkiin #pax #the elder scrolls #tesblr #skyrim #my art #tes #oblivion #morrowind #fay draws #art fight #bosmer #dunmer #nord #imperial #cyrod #cyrodiil #character reference #fanart #hero of kvatch

[aaravos-the-bug]

uhm. i finished season 5…

WHAT THE FUCK

#the dragon prince #tdp #aaravos the bug #IM RAGING #WHAT #WHY #ARGHH #tdp season five #tdp s5 #the dragon prince season 5