#HATE IT HERE FUCKING HATE IT HELL COUNTRY

[uncanny-tranny]

The idea that trans people in "safe states" shouldn't still fight for their rights isn't the right thing to do, I think. In fact, I'd caution against complacency. We have to ensure that safe states stay safe states. You cannot assume your rights when they are being taken away in many other states

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #transphobia #transphobia tw #also the idea that safe states are immune from being *unsafe* for trans people is pretty wild #like sure in the USA at least there *are* worse states to be trans in #but i don't think assuming you have rights and will continue to have them in safe states will be the right move #i feel lucky to live where i do and i am grateful that i was fortunate enough to have been forced to move here... #...but i also do not feel *safe* here. hell one of the cities i wanted to study in had a huge fucking hate crime occur... #...and that's what we're calling safe. so be careful out there. there is a lot of fighting left to do and it's complex and messy... #...if you're able to foght for that then be careful and safe... #...and if you aren't able to fight don't feel guilty. just rest. it's fucking hard enough out there and you have nothing to apologize for #this post was US-centric because that is where i live but it may apply to non-US countries

[fvckw4d]

"other countries have poor people but worse, don't speak usamerican" fuck you actually. Shiver in my freezing ass cockroach infested poisoned water mold ladened lead paint flaking ass apartment with me. "At least you're not the REAL poor or getting bombed or whatever" repeat what you said back slowly and then jump into the poisioned river down my street. Starve with me. Bitch.

#Big difference between us centricism and BEING A POOR PERSON AND TALKING ABOUT IT Jesus christ #You are a tar pit. #☠️ #'Solidarity but for only if you're suffering in the right country in the correct way' go to hell. #'homeless and poor people in the US benefit from imperialism' in the abstract yes but also do you FUCKING HEAR YOURSELF #Are you fucking insane #If your big ideologal stance is really 'not being bombed is a privilege and it's even MORE of one if you're in a Bad Country' #we are past the point of no return. #Also I'm gonna say it but just because the us found a way to profit off of queer people and claims they won't hate crime them #Doesn't mean it's not more or less illegal to be queer here I can't. Stress enough. If you can't rent an apartment #or hold a job because you're queer. That's just a slow winter or summer death here. You know but you refuse to actually understand. #I don't need your compassion it doesn't matter to me that much. I have real problems to deal with. #But again. You're a fucking tar pit. Hope your soul never finds rest.

[iwouldkickahorse]

I hate living in America because weekly I go through the paranoid fearful hell of remembering that project 2025 exists, know that it will literally turn my life into a shit hole due to it turning anything that republicans don’t like illegal, know that the literal first promise is making anything they see woke child porn, see if ANYONE else actually cares (they don’t), learn even WORSE shit that will come out of it, cry because no one cares and most people will vote in a republican and it will probably go in affect, knowing I can’t do anything besides scream into the void for more people to at least hear about it (I’m a minor), stop because its making my mental health awful, rinse repeat see you next week.

anyone else?

oh yea heres the fucking plan, its 1000 pages, happy reading

https://thf_media.s3.amazonaws.com/project2025/2025_MandateForLeadership_FULL.pdf

#america #paranoia #lgbt #leftist #lesbian #gay #bisexual #transgender #aromantic #asexual #trans #nonbinary #diversity equity and inclusion #enby #people of color #abortion #I HATE IT HERE #THIS HELL COUNTRY THAT WANTS TO MAKE ITSELF A DICTATORSHIP #FUCK AMERICA

[wandererbird]

someone wants to start a new state?

#slovak president election result be like #i love my country but i also fucking hate it to the core #i had some beer im just going to sleep it off #the elections and the beer #4 years of hell again yay #dont wanna move abroad but kinda dont wanna stay here #slovakia

[springsteens]

is Men's Day a thing in other countries too or are only Polish men oppressed and tormented so much that they needed their own day in order not to feel treated unjustly because god forbid women have their own celebration?

#i hate men's day. when i see people mentioning it or celebrating it my eyes roll so fucking hard #ive never heard of it outside poland though #those ugly sexist creepy assholes living in this country really do think that women's day is there to idk #show them that they matter less or something i dont know #they had whole centuries of oppressing us. they still oppress us (especially here) so why the hell they want their own day? #god i hate (polish) men so much you have no idea #posted by me #delete later

[holyvirgilscriptures]

WTF is up with all these takes like “[extremely horrible and totalitarian fascist dictator/regime] dislikes the conception of Israel, therefore I believe that all their previous actions are actually defensible.” Do you guys actually care about marginalized folks, or is your activism purely selective and comprised of “facts” and “opinions” that conveniently fit into your narrow-minded world view? Because some of you genuinely seem to believe that “the enemy of my enemy is my friend” is an actual moral political stance to take. Guess what? It’s not. A government opposing something that you also oppose in doesn’t suddenly mean that you get to claim that they’re “misunderstood” or you were “lied to about them” or they're “actually right”. Your performative activism directly comes at the expense of oppressed people.

#I’ve seen people defend Russia and China #and North fucking Korea and idi amin and HITLER of all things #you guys are so fucking weird #also 99% of the time the reason these fascists dislike Israel is not because they support Palestine #but because they hate Jewish people #which I suspect is a reason some of y’all have lol #anyway. it’s always the westerners too #because if you were from Asia (Taiwan/SEA) none of y’all would be fucking defending China of all countries #sorry that coming from a 3rd world country means I actually have to deal with the consequences of these horrific governments #meanwhile all I see are comfortable and privileged westerners arguing that “oh they’re not THAT bad!” #also let’s just get this out of the way now #I know the reason some of you are hell-bent on defending these regimes/fascists is because they’re fundamentally anti-US #which let me be clear being anti-US is not the issue here #it is the fact that perf. activists hate the US government so much they are willing to defend equally (if not more so) horrible governments #i/p conflict

[nobodybetterlookatme]

Would love to know why my body has suddenly decided that it's okay to give up on trying to function when it's actually super not okay

#not snz #but i am coughing like hell so there's that #I'm not even sick or anything #my respiratory system is just being a bitch #tell me why I've been doing intense cardio for basically my whole life #never had a problem with any of it before #swam at the junior olympic level #was on the track and cross country teams all of high school #and now all of a sudden my throat wants to try to close whenever i run for more than twenty minutes #lung wise i was getting in enough oxygen but Something Was Happening #and it's been like twenty hours at this point and I'm still feeling it in my throat #fucking dying #i can breathe fine now like it's not bad anymore #but i can still fucking feel it #and if i breathe too deeply in makes me cough like hello wtf #my chest gets a little tight sometimes after i run but this is something else #and it's literally only when i run i can do any other type of cardio or exercise and it's fine #and it's not even every single time i run #fucking sporadic #hate it here

[catastrxblues]

good morning it is now 4 am and i have just finished watching atonement good night

#atonement #next tags are just going to be personal rants ignore that #i couldn’t sleep at all so i tried reading s&b and then fanfics and then the bell jar but it just didn’t hit #so then i tried writing but i just kept crying so i thought i’d watch a romance movie because yes #should’ve gone for four weddings and a funeral or pride and prejudice because what the hell is this #i didn’t know anything about this movie i just remember having it on my watchlist and saw ONE clip so i picked that help #and yes i ended up crying and the tears are still here but i’m also starting to think that that’s not entirely because of the movie at all #i stripped my bed off its sheets because the bright color annoyed me and it was already peeling off anyway and i was too lazy to put it rig #and when i pulled back from the screen after the movie finished and just look at how bare my bed is and how i’m in the middle of them #i just started crying again #and my legs are aching and i hate myself and i think i want to take a shower but maybe i’ll wait later on #i don’t think i’ll sleep at all honestly i’m not sleepy anymore #besides i’m thinking of going outside today just at the park i don’t know doing something #i always sleep really really late lately because my parents are out of country right now and no one is keeping me checked and i apparently #still can’t take care of myself. cried about that too it was something. why am the eldest daughter i’m so not fit for it #and then i always wake up at like 9 am and it’s already too late by then that i just never do anything productive #and it’s like i’ve been living in a simulation and i’m kinda going crazy and insane but it’s okay because today is going to be better #i hope because i’m not getting any sleep and i can finally go outside at 7 in the morning instead when it’s already way too hot #damn this is supposed to be one of the best years of my life??????? fuck off #also i can hear the azan subuh from the mosque by the neighborhood and i miss praying honestly #it’s so funny because i was happy to get my period because that meant i wouldn’t have to wake up so very early on in the morning #but i miss it now #hopefully my period will end soon #nadirants

[thatbitch151]

Just learned that the explicit reason for PE in America was to train children to get used to military like work outs.

I fucking hate this country

#america #usa #PE #school #I’m so lucky to live in a time period where this country is going to burn to the ground #I fucking hate it here #and I can’t wait to see the people that made my life hell burn and die with it

[disaster-fae-king]

tbh if we get a republican president in 2024 i’m heavily considering buying a gun once i move if the trumplestiltskins want me dead that bad they’re gonna have to put in some fuckin effort

#have been on the fence about it anyway for safety reasons after i graduate #since i’m gonna move to a red state n i’m pretty visibly trans #but like. god. #will have to talk to bf because we’ll probably be living together n idk how they’ll feel about it but #at the very least i’m investing in a taser i’m just Disabled and can’t really run or fight #fucking HATE IT HERE hell country #there was an annoying girl i was sorta friends w at the beginning of the year and she had her head up her ass about a lot of stuff #but she was fucking right about how trans ppl should start carrying if they can #idk this is just me rambling to nobody but like. it’s genuinely getting hard to feel safe anywhere but new york #& i’m not even from a red state so. #sorry ik this is probably like. dramatic n shit i’m just. 😬 #love when a presidential candidate starts outlining policy changes he’d make to implement trans genocide. real fun week it’s been. #tw transphobia #milo talks

[kimmkitsuragi]

not me starting to look up east asian unis for masters when i realize it would be waaaaay cheaper than europe and still academically fine generally

#me: if im able to escape from this hellhole then im not going into yet another homophobic/transphobic/misogynic etc country 😤 #me when i realize it would be ₺800k vs ₺300k for tuition only: me and my bestie 🥰 #i hate it here i have 0 ideas about what to do and i have to decide and do something SOON. fucking hell #how the fuck will i even make it idkkkkkkkkkkk #🗒

[thelastharbinger]

Wtf. Just now there was a shooting in a medical hospital in Tulsa. This past Saturday there was one in Chatanooga and last week, Texas. That's three mass shootings in less than 14 days??? What. The. Fuck. I hate it here. I hate it here. I hate it here.

#can we get gun policy laws in this country now please? fucking hell! #in may there was a shooting here in an nyc subway in brooklyn and you never think these things will happen near you #but now we just gotta expect that one day you might just be gunned down on your way to work. at school. at a grocery store. #i HATE it here #gun control #texas #tulsa #chatanooga #mass shootings #gun violence

[brother-emperors]

[dont reblog] I’ve been posting about it on and off all day, but words truly cannot convey the depth of what I feel over what happened this election season. for the first time in my life, I do not feel hope or love towards the philippines. I feel love for those protesting in the streets, I feel love for those protesting outside of comelec, I feel love for the people who dared to hope for something better. but I have a hatred for those who sold out their countrymen for greed. for those who spread disinformation for another dollar in their pocket. for the first time, I do not feel love anywhere in my heart when I think of a country I consider home. I want to believe in whatever mabini believed in, when he worked tirelessly for a vision the reality is. well. it’s hard, when this keeps happening.

it feels trite, for this to be the reason to change my url back to the very first thing that it was on this account, but it’s also like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#also brutus and cassius? i dont like those guys just for show. if you voted BBMSara: i fucking hate you. get the hell out of here #fuck fascists fuck dictators and fuck their shitty fucking children who would burn my country to the ground for power #and fuck their supporters for wanting to be a part of that. i'll doomguy you all in hell

[thesaltyace]

Just laying here watching Inside as I continue to process the leaked SCOTUS decision on Roe v. Wade.

Not really listening to it, but it sure is capturing the chaos in my head consisting of "this is insane this cannot be happening" nervous energy and "wow birth is a curse and existence is a prison" low key depression.

#I had an abortion in 2017 #If I hadn't been able to access an abortion legally I 100% would have done anything to access one illegally #Like I cannot stress to you how seriously different things could have gone #I would have risked death repeatedly to access an abortion #I would literally rather die than be forced to carry a pregnancy to term #I have the copper IUD which supposedly is good for another 7ish years #But holy hell what will things be like by then? #What happens if I somehow get pregnant even with an IUD (which would likely be ectopic)? #I'll be traveling halfway across the goddamn country because America is a hellscape (derogatory) #I fucking hate it here #I fucking HATE IT

[shoeshineyboy]

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#i miss my friend lads #i was meant to go see him abroad but now i can't because i live in this shithole hell country that i can't afford to leave #so it's like!!!! i had something to look forward to while we're not rlly able to talk!!! and now i do Not have that!!! #i have a week off that i really wanna cancel instead!!! #yelling into the void that i am terrified things are gonna be irreparable because even though Nothing Bad Happened #i am unfortunately fucking insane and am catastrophising #the good news is i think i can fit botox in with my travel budget #and yes. it is a running theme with me that i consider cosmetic surgery when i'm emotionally distressed #this is insane. i am aware. i also remembered that i need to text my therapist back #ultimately. the issue is. i wasn't born rich. like 100% #i have had to work for everything i've got and that's basically nothing #maybe i am fucking sick of working for everything while other people get everything handed to them #i never watched gravity falls but that 'cheating at life' quote i saw on here earlier. yeah #sometimes i wonder why the fuck i work at all. i'm not working to get good things for myself i'm working to stay alive #and lads i am pretty fucking neutral with regards to that right now so WHAT is the point #shitting fuck #to clarify: that is related to living here right now #it's nearly half a tank of fuel to get to my parents' house #i have to fill up once a week that's almost £400 per MONTH #i fucking hate this country i hate how expensive everything is i hate how no one gives enough of a shit to act #i would LOVE to protest. but you can get arrested for that. and if i don't work i can't pay rent. i need my job #and rich people don't give a shit. we're just NPCs to them #and yes to clarify i live somewhere where peaceful protest is basically illegal :) #they passed that a few months back. police and fucking whatever bill

[racmune]

some ppl say america is a third world country with a chanel bag

canada is america with pronoun pins

#i refuse to elaborate any further #fucking hell tho #its always #**well at least we have a liberal govt** #<< at least thats what it was before the biden presidancy #but if you actually look at stats the quality of living here for the poor #**AND ESPECIALLY MARGINALIZED** #its absolutely terrible!!!!!! #people will literally die because were the only country with paid for healthcare that doesnt have socialized pharmacare #i could go on and on about this #btw this isnt hate for pronoun pins its just talking about the superficiality of canadas liberalism #which is honestly redundant however i digress #andy rambles #canadian politics #american politics #politics