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gorgonblood · 8 months

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was gonna add this to a post about liking women who are also bugs but its non-rebloggable so i guess yall can just have this now

ogtha deserved to be on that post what the fuck

#tw roach #tw bug #bug #insect #roach #cockroach #ogtha #my beautiful roach wife #HONESTLY IM SO MAD LIKE #WDYM I DONT GET TO ADD OGTHA TO THE BUG WOMEN POST #IM SO UPSET

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inkskinned · 4 months

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you have to go to work so you can pay for your doctor, who is not taking your insurance right now, and if you say i can't afford the doctor's you are told - get a better job. it is very sad that you are unwell, yes, but maybe you should have thought about that before not having a better job.

(where is the better job? who is giving out these better jobs? you are sick, you are hurting - how the hell are you supposed to be well enough for this better job?)

but you go to the doctor because you had the nerve to be hurt or sick or whatever else. and they tell you that it is because you have anxiety. you try your best. you are a self-advocate. you've done the reading (which sometimes pisses them off worse, honestly). you say it is actually adding to my anxiety, it is effecting my quality of life. so they say that you are fat. they say that all young people have this happen to them, isn't it a medical marvel! they say that you should eat more vegetables. they say that you probably just need to lose a little more weight, and that you are faking it for attention.

(what attention could this doctor possibly give? what validation? that's their fucking job, isn't it?)

there is always a hypochondriac, right. someone always tells you about a hypochondriac. or someone who is unnecessarily aggressive during the worst days of their life. or someone looking "for a quick fix". or some idiot who wasn't educated about how to properly care for themselves who just abandons their treatment. and again, the hypochondriac, the overly-cautious hysteric. these people don't deserve to be treated like humans (right), and since you might be one of these people, you also don't get treated like a human. because those people can really fuck with the system, you now have to pay for it. and besides. you're actually probably faking it.

(more often than not, you find a 2:1 ratio of these stories. for every "hypochondriac", there are 2 people who knew something was wrong, and yet nobody could fucking find it. the story often ends with pointless suffering. the story often ends with and now it's too late, and it's going to kill me.)

you are actually just making excuses. someone else got that procedure or that diagnosis and he's fine, you should be fine too. someone else said they watched a documentary about other inspirational people with your exact same condition, maybe you should be inspirational, too. you're just too morbid. your pain and your experience is probably just not statistically concerning. it is all self-reported anyway, and you're just being a baby.

(once, while sitting down in the middle of making coffee, you had the sudden, horrible thought - i could kill myself to make the pain stop. you had to call your best friend after that. had to pet your dog. had to cry about it in the shower. you won't, but that moment - god, fuck. the pain just goes on and on.)

you know someone who went in for routine surgery and said i still feel everything. they told her to just relax. it took her kicking and screaming before they figured out she wasn't lying - the anesthetic drip hadn't been working. you know someone who went in for severe migraines who was told drink water and lose weight. you know someone who was actively bleeding out and throwing up in the ER and was told you're just having a bad period.

in the ER there are always these little posters saying things like "don't wait! get checked today!" and you think about how often you do wait. how often the days spool out. you once waited a full week before seeing the doctor for what you thought was a sprained wrist. it had actually been broken - they had to rebreak it to set it.

but you go into the doctor. the problem you're having is immediate. the person behind the counter frowns and says we're not taking your insurance. you will be paying for this out-of-pocket.

they send you home with tylenol and a little health packet about weight loss or anxiety or attention deficit. on the front it has your birthday and diagnosis. you think about crying, and the words swim. it might as well say go fuck yourself. it might as well say you're a fucking idiot. it might as well say light your money on fire and lie down in it. and the entire fucking time - the problem persists.

it's okay. it's okay, it's just another thing, you think. it's just another thing i have to learn to live with.

#spilled ink #warm up #can you tell what i'm mad about today specifically #i will say that there are a LOT of things that go into this. like a lot. this is ungendered and unspecific for a reason #it isn't just sexism. it's also racism. and ableism. and honestly classism.#and before a healthcare professional reads this as a personal attack: i understand ur burnt out #we are ALSO burnt out. your situation is also dire. this is not an attack on you.#this is a commentary on the incredible amounts of bigotry that lie at the heart of capitalism #where people have to pay money out of pocket to be told to fuck off.#your job is important. so is our humanity. and if you cannot accept that people are fucking mad as hell #at the industry - you are probably not listening .#anyway at some point im gonna write a piece about sexism specifically in medical shit #but i don't want terfs clowning in it bc they can't understand nuance #> it is true that ppl w/a uterus are more likely to experience medical malpractice & dismissal globally #> it is also true that trans people experience an equally fucked up and bad time in the medical field #> great news! the medical industrial complex is an equal opportunity life ruiner :)#(if you find it necessary to go into a debate about biology while discussing medical malpractice #i want to warn you that you're misunderstanding the issue. because guess what.#cis MEN might experience this. particularly black men. particularly disabled men.#so YES having a uterus can lead to more trouble for you. but this happens a LOT.#instead of fighting those ALSO experiencing your pain.... try working WITH them.#which btw. is like. actual feminism.)

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yendts · 2 months

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doodles of my boy jason with lyrics from i think there’s something you should know by the 1975

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transmascissues · 2 years

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a lot of people aren't going to want to hear this, but if you actually want trans men to stop "playing up" our assigned sex/"female socialization" or "walking back" on our manhood in conversations, here's what you need to do:

accept that it is possible for men (yes, 100%-men-and-nothing-but-men) to experience gendered oppression, including misogyny. accept that it is entirely possible for captial-m Men to have a lifetime worth of experiences with misogyny. accept that it is possible for men to be not just hurt by but systemically oppressed under the patriarchy. accept that being oppressed for one's gender does not require any proximity to womanhood. accept that it is possible for men to experience the things you call "women's issues". stop calling the misogyny specifically directed at us "misdirected". stop acting like our manhood somehow cancels out the oppression we've experienced. stop considering yourself more of an authority on our oppression than we are just because we're men and you're not. stop supporting activist spaces that expect men to "shut up and listen and be good allies" while everyone else task about their oppression. stop simplifying the complexities of gendered oppression to "man = privileged, woman = oppressed". you would distance yourself from your identity too if people used it to gaslight and silence you about your lived experiences.

stop acting like being a man makes someone somehow "less trans" or "less queer". learn how to view all trans people as equally trans and equally part of the community. unlearn your tendency to view manhood and masculinity as inherently less queer than other gender expressions. stop talking about how trans men are "the weakest link" or making "jokes" about how much worse we are than other people in the community or blaming us for all of its problems. stop acting like being men means we have less of a right than other trans people to speak on what it's like to be trans. you would distance yourself from your identity too if you knew that doing so would mean being more accepted by the community you rely on.

deconstruct your belief that cis manhood is the gold standard of manhood. stop telling trans men that it's transphobic for them to assert that their experience of manhood might be different from that of a cis man. stop trying to pressure trans men into never acknowledging how their transness makes their experience of manhood unique by accusing them of "misgendering themselves" or "saying trans men aren't real men". accept that trans men are not cis men and never will be cis men and are still 100% very real men anyway because cis manhood is only one type of manhood. understand that if you hear "trans men are different from cis men" and think that means "trans men aren't men", you're the one who's actually saying cis men are the only real men. you would distance yourself from your identity too if people said that claiming that identity required being exactly the same as a group you're not a part of.

get yourself a personality that isn't just talking about how much you hate men. stop telling all the men in your life how much you hate men and acting like their willingness to just take it is a measure of their moral goodness. stop making "jokes" about how trans men are "joining the enemy". stop talking about how much you wish you weren't attracted to men, or how much of a shame it is that someone else is. stop acting like womanhood and femininity are inherently pure and good and harmless while manhood and masculinity are inherently gross and evil and dangerous. stop acting like there's something inherently corruptive about existing as a man that fundamentally changes someone the second they come out as one. stop acting like it's funny to say you want to kill all of us as if there aren't countless people actively working to eliminate us. you would distance yourself from your identity too if everyone you knew spent their free time talking about how much they hate it.

help put spaces and resources into place that take trans men into consideration. stop getting mad at trans men who "call themselves men but still want access to women's spaces" and start looking at the world around you and asking why we want access to those spaces. open your eyes and realize that there is nothing out here for us, that all of the spaces and resources catered toward our experiences are marketed for everyone except us. ask yourself where the hell we're supposed to go when every clinic specializing in care for our bodies is a "women's clinic", when the only men's shelters are really just for cis men and the people advocating for "inclusive" shelters see all men as a threat to be warded off, when no one is willing to make an actual place for us and we have no choice but to just find the place that looks the least risky and hope they let us stay. put some effort into making this world more hospitable for us. you would distance yourself from your identity too if the resources you need to survive were offered for every identity but yours.

actually show trans men some fucking love for once in your life. find it in your heart to actually give a shit about trans men, to see us as real whole people who are deserving of love and community, to see our needs and feelings as worth your time and energy. care about us, care about our lives, care about our health and happiness and well-being instead of abandoning us the second we come out as men. start valuing our presence in the community and realize that we actually have a lot to offer if you could just listen to us. ask yourself why you're so comfortable leaving us to fend for ourselves in a world that wants us dead and is currently being very loud about that fact. you would distance yourself from your identity too if the community that supported you for years suddenly stopped caring about you the second you embraced it.

y'all will spend all day talking about how horrible it is that some trans men emphasize that they were assigned/raised female but nobody actually cares why so many of us do that. no one actually bothers to ask why we would put so much effort into being recognized as men but be afraid to fully claim that identity. no one wants to consider that they might be part of the problem, that they might be partially responsible for the thing they're complaining about.

if you want trans men to be able to stand firmly in our manhood and not undermine it with a million disclaimers, you have to actually put in the work to create an environment that's less hostile to trans men who do stand firmly in it.

because right now, regardless of my own personal opinions on the ways some trans men talk about their experiences as "afabs" or their "female socialization" or being "men but not like that", regardless of what issues i personally have with those kinds of statements, i can't blame them. not one fucking bit. and if you actually looked at how the world treats us - how our own community treats us - when we do fully own our manhood, you would feel the same way.

and if you aren't willing to do these things - which are literally just basic respect and care for other human beings, by the way - you don't get to complain about the ways trans men deal with how people like you treat our manhood. you can't expect a problem to disappear when you won't even acknowledge the part you might play in causing it.

#just saw yet another bit of socialization discourse and im so tired of the back and forth that i gave in and decided to Post About It #people love to notice trans men doing a thing and get mad at the thing without ever wondering why the thing happens in the first place #it's honestly incredibly dehumanizing #because it treats us like one dimensional things with no motivation other than Do Bad Man Things #instead of as whole complex people whose actions are motivated by complicated mental processes #transandrophobia #transandromisia #transmisandry #virilmisia #virilphobia #anti transmasculinity #trans men #transmascs

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pixlokita · 5 days

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Workplace: -after treating me like crap after putting in my two weeks to the point I was sick because of the anxiety-

Supervisor : can’t we keep you? You can always schedule doctors appointments after work or during the weekends. (When they’re closed)

Me: I really … can’t do that… you don’t even approve anything two weeks in advance…

Supervisor: I understand health is important but so is having a job 😔 you won’t have health insurance…

Me: the health insurance you gave me has a high deductible that I can’t even meet so I’m paying out of pocket for everything.

Supervisor: well-

Me: also you wrote me up for losing my house for a week after the tornado destroyed the power lines in my area.

Supervisor: we get hurricanes all the time in Florida though… and damage is covered.

Me: well it’s not here?

Supervisor: my mom died years ago …

Me: wha-

Me:

Me: a few of my relatives did too? I don’t get what this has to do with anything?

Them: fine. Can you resign immediately even though you have one more day to go ? Also we didn’t tell you to resign immediately … you send the email saying so.

Me:

Me: what is going on right now.

#pix habla #im so mad im so mad i want to cry but i can’t because im too mad to cry #why are they like this? what the actual fuck #vent #guys this is honestly something else #also working on holidays and having no breaks during full time shifts is non negotiable #get real…#not even part time jobs #this is insane to me #she kept talking over me too #do they think I’m stupid #im done =w=#legit also kept ignoring my resignation letter until the very end #because they keep trying to convince me to stay #there are no words rn

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chrisbangs · 1 year

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Bang Chan 특 (S-Class) FANCAM — 230602

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sunnys-side-upside-down · 5 months

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Dakota Doodle Page

#There is nothing quite like going hot tubbing in the snow #might do it again tonight honestly #DAKOTA IS MY LIFE LOVE LAUGH RIGHT NOW #the cutest lil bean #might post more stuff like this throughout the semester if im able to have the time and inspiration to doodle more #my capstone likes to cause mad burnout so we shall definitely see #this was fun tho! I'd like to do more #dakota #digital art #african wild dog #sketches #doodles #furry #fursona

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mamawasatesttube · 3 months

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just looked at the tim//kon tag on incognito to see who posted that shit take abt bart and JESUS it is fucking NOXIOUS in there with all the people i have blocked. i need to bleach my computer and my fucking brain.

#rimi talks #for the record that post wasnt even by the one moron i was thinking of. its a DIFFERENT MORON #why are there so many of them. jesus fucking christ #mad bc tim and kon have a genuinely fun relationship in the comics but their Fucking fans.#''''''fans'''''''' honestly i KNOW none of these people have touched a kon comic in their lives #and most of them more than likely not a tim comic either #im so glad the block button exists but sometimes its not enough. i need an ''explode this person with a laser beam from space'' button

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commander-goo · 4 months

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OOOOOOLD transistor pic i never finished but wanted 2 slap at the wall. yea

#transistor #gooarts #honestly just posting because im mad over how much pussy i put into the detailng of reds hair and feathers..... girl what was wrong with me #i still am so very ill about this game by the way i dont think iever wont be but iwould like it to be known that i still am.#maybe one day ill redraw this. probably not actaully but a girl can dream #this pic is a lot bigger than this but the only thing that isnt wonky is the shading 😵

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bergoose · 21 days

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you know it would have been so easy for the try guys not to throw shade at watcher like that takes effort

#watcher tv #watcher entertainment #try guys #watcher #sorry im kinda mad because um what the hell #with their platform and their privilege (yes privilege bc the two faces were literally just the two main white men)#and the fact they literally share fans i feel like the try guys (honestly just the two guys at this point lets be real)#should have been standing up for their 'friends' not beating them down but that's just my opinion!#there's a time & place for friendly ribbing/banter but after massive backlash and waves of hate/cruelty/god to honest racism is NOT it #for anyone who shit talked watcher tv and then turned around and praised the try guys massjve fuck you #don't buy watcher tv actually im sure watcher will do fine without u actually #sorry im bitter but like come on!!! come on!!!#gonna make this my last post on this i will restrain myself i will be so good for my own mental health #vee posts

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theswordwizard · 9 months

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I don't think matt being a priest is hot

#call me a secular dyke but i see him in the cloth and my dick stays soft #im gonna seem like a real lame-o after my last post but honestly #its nice he's doing another community-care related role #i fear theyre gonna make him ditch it quick though :/#also i didnt say anything that would put it in any tags so you cant be mad at me

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orgasming-caterpillar · 10 months

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Reblog if you friends can randomly ask you if you're mad at them and you'd answer honestly without calling them insecure

#im neurodivergent #so i tend to overanalise things #ive had people not wanting to be friends anymore because i didnt get the time to talk to them and they believed we're not friends anymore #so it would be really helpful if yall answered honestly if i made you mad and not play sarcastic games #thats like knowing someone is deaf and then still speaking to them verbally even when you know sign language

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oceanwithouthermoon · 2 months

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i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,

if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."

i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,

i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason

#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions #ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person #if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully #that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is #not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion #yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something #like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi'#I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad #honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner #and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion #and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully)#but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ?#im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them'#have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf #its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!'#LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333 #ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious.#MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions #ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol #being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless #but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy #and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize #ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people #so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3 #i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE #watch nobody read this fr #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post

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givemewallywestorgivemedeath · 1 year

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Lmao. The new Titans series starts off with someone dying and the preview art is this...

Not super worried about Wally because he's, you know, got his own ongoing series and isn't dying. But I do think it'd be funny if they killed him and he just... came back. Like. In the same issue.

Death is an inconvenience to this man.

#dc #dc comics #the flash #kid flash #wally west #teen titans #titans #im just saying: it better NOT be Garth #he isn't in the line up but hes there and i don't like that #this could be like... a bait and switch and Wally is just having a PTSD flashback #but honestly itd be funnier if they killed him and the Titans were like '... hes gonna be SO mad when he gets back'#lmao murder mystery but theres a time limit because they have to solve it before Wally comes back #really just cause wally will make fun of them if they can't. if he comes back and has to tell them who did it he won't let that go #itll be a whole thing #theyll lose their cred

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cosmics-beings · 10 days

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Can I ask your opinion on what you personally think a good redemption arc for Megatron would be? I agree with your opinion of IDW/ES’s attempts because it really feels like something is…missing.

this is kinda critical, and it may be strange coming from me because over the past year I've tended to be soft on megatron but I've also been looking at characters with a more critical lens....so if hardcore megatron critique offends you then just look over. also...these are MY opinions.

What is missing is actual accountability, because in none of Megatrons redemption arcs does he ever actually take accountability, at least not in a way, IMO, that does anything for the narrative or holds him accountable.

There’s a lot of things that could’ve been done different. while I don’t really agree with how things are going in ES in regards to his character, what I do like is that Megatron’s past actions are finally coming back to get him. And by that, I mean that all the Decepticons have practically turned their back on him, which I love. And it also shows the organization can and in some cases should exist without him. I think what I didn’t like about ES, is that his redemption fell flat because he didn’t really understand a lot of what he did wrong. Meaning that, yes he was very sympathetic about being a warlord, and causing war and stuff. we even saw how much he cared about the deceptions and how angry he’d get when he thought that Optimus was working with GHOST to subdue the cons.

However, Megatron’s care for the Decepticons in ES is very very conditional. Meaning that if any Con had an issue with I’m, or literally wasn’t worshipping his feet or seeing him as a leader, he was prone to violence. This was shown with the Seekers AND Soundwave especially Soundwave — whom his peaceful facade broke the minute Soundwave held him accountable.

So I can’t say I completely hate ES, because it shows the flaws in taking a war lord and trying to make him a family grandpa, when he hasn’t really, truly been held accountable. But that’s also the thing that kinda makes me not like his redemption arc in ES. He is free, with the Autobots, with the Maltos, while his people are not. AND YES, for whatever reason, Megatron betrayed them. Maybe Megaton thought he was doing the right thing, maybe he thought it was saving the Decepticons, regardless it was still a bad look imo.

I hope ES points that out, how hypocritical he is, how the Deceptions don’t really want him as a leader because of that.

IDW/Lost Light...

I love the Lost light, and i have a soft spot for LL Megs, but I really don't think Megatron deserved a lot of the nuance and care he got, when other characters had to suffer and didn't really get that. LIKE soundwave and other cons/ex-cons also deserved that nuance and love he got.

I think what i really hated however is how Megatron's presence on the Lost Light overshined a lot of the other characters. There was this need to push an unneeded redemption to the point that other people's narratives were overlooked. Rodimus suffered MASSIVELY for this, and he became an addition to Megatron' s arc, wherein he still had so much more growing to do. Now his character is solely tied to megatron and to me at least, it's kinda annoying. He deserves to exist outside of megatron but because there was a need for redemption for Megatron, he doesn't get that.

The relationship between Magnus and Rodimus, which needed to be highlighted, was HEAVILY destroyed because the narrative wanted Megatron to be the main character. And Roddy's trauma with being a prime was essentially downplayed.

I think that Megatron probably should've fought Unicron with the others in the end. And similar to starscream and soundwave, i think death, certain death would've been a great redemption for him. I'm not saying he can't be on the lost light for a while but essentially he wasn't held accountable for anything he did. he got therapy, he got a family, and he also got to leave to go to the functions universe and live a life he wanted.

and yeah maybe he gets executed, but there is also another megatron who was created with another LL, who doesn't get that, and he gets to be free and happy, while trillions are still dead because of him.

I don't think he actually got a redemption arc in the LL simply because he wasn't held accountable for anything. He got a very compelling, sympathetic story that i guess worked...

but i never saw it as redemption because he never was truly truly held accountable for what he did.

that's just my opinion. all of this is just my opinion so you don't have to agree with my takes!

#i've been dragging starscream #so i guess it's megatron's turn #imo tho i'm not really dragging them this is just a really critical look at their characters #especailly megatron #who like i've been saying tends to be woobified or pacified #to the point where if you mention he was a villain #nowadays - especially circles on twitter - will get mad at you #especially if you are uncomfortable with how the narrative kinda glosses over him #megatron #rodimus prime #transformers idw #transformers earthspark #tf earthspark #honestly both megatron and starscream are overly excused and pacified by their fandbases to the point where #pointing out their villains #or probelmatic tends to get people mad #and i've just been tired of it!!!#but as i've really been looking back im not a fan of megatron's redemption arc in ES #and im not calling it a redemption arc in IDW because it's nawt

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osarquivosmagnus · 9 months

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Also, one other thing: meta talk but it has been feeling like cc roier is cooking lore for a while now, with the changing of the skin of his cubito and acting harsher about his "jokes" of the eggs being gone, now no longer jokes, and he did mention cellbit twice, once as qroier and today on stream he was upset that he missed cellbit on the qsmp. Cc roier, from what I know, is gonna join another minecraft challened for 10 days next week, and he'll probably not be on qsmp (or at the very least not as much) as the challenge happens, so, I do wonder if he wanted to do this with cellbit to have some kind of excuse to be gone. I just REALLY HOPE he won't get kidnapped or something bc I'm sorry, but cellbit's sanity has been hanging on by a thread, today forever said to cellbit he needed him sane and present bc he is the one that can hold it together, but with richas gone and roier too?? That man is gonna CRUMBLE lmao

#qsmp #guapoduo #spiderbit #i think this is more of a ramble than anything #but yes #im honestly kinda curious on how cellbit would roleplay if he did lose roier these days #if it would be a cannibalistic mad man run ti get his husband back #or if he would be more present by pure stubborness like with the pills arc #that he needed to be sane bc his kid is gone #his ex got drugged and so did his other close friend #anyway

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