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onlythebravest · 8 months
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vminizzle · 1 year
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Sex shop
pairing : bestfriend!jungkook x f.reader
genre : SMUT, fluff
warnings :masturbation, really bad description of sex shop & stuff (sorry), mention of sex toys (not used, maybe in part 2 who knows ;) hehe ), teasing, use of pet names, praising, marking, first time, love making, penetrative sex, unprotected sex ( wrap It up guys! ), creampie, slight cockwarming, THEY ARE CUTE UGH
best friends ͜͡➸ to lovers ♡
words count : 4.2k
A/N : pls I’m insane (the way I had to clean my search history) ,, sorry this is a whole mess. I don’t know what I had in mind when I started writing this. I spent ages on this fic and ngl it didn’t turn out how I wanted but I tried my best :). I wrote this there is a long time ago but I decided to edit it 💀 & sorry for my english.
FEEDBACKS ARE VERY WELCOMED
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“see you on monday!” you waved at Jungkook as he waved back driving away.
You sighed as you walk to your friend.
“so, today your boyfriend doesn’t walk you home?” she teased. 
“Jungkook is not my boyfriend“ you blushed slapping her arm playfully.
"please you guys are always together. like always! Studying, hanging out together, shopping, lunch.. Except when he’s working on the weekends. He even sleep at your house.. I’m asking myself what you guys do-”
You gasped slapping her arm lightly.
“what? Chaeyoung stop! don’t say non-sense, we’re just..best friends.” you retorted looking down.
“yea yea whatever.”
Chaeyoung and you walked to your house, eating ice creams on your way.
“so what you wanna do?” you asked unlocking the front door.
“let’s just do nothing.” you laughed nodding.
You were laying on your couch scrolling though your social networks lazily when Chaeyoung suddenly jumped on you.
“Yo look at this!” she shoved her phone to your face.
“what is it?”
“it talks about masturbation.” she explained.
“and what about it?” you asked confused.
“I read that some women masturbate with water pression.” your cheeks heated up at her sudden burst.
“w-why are you even reading this?” you handed her the phone back.
“ just saw a girl from our promo repost this article.” she shrugged.
“that’s really suprising. I mean I’ve never thought about masturbation with water pression. Like I mean, using toys are easier no?” you looked at her eyes wide open.
“oh my god stop!” you threw a pillow at her face as she caught it midway laughing.
“wait! Don’t tell me you don’t masturbate, do you?” you hesitated before answering.
“i-it’s kind of personal.” you muttered.
“ugh stooooop we’re friends.. except you rather talk about it with your "best friend.” she wiggled her eyebrows teasingly.
“Can you just stop with him?“ you groaned.
“so tell me.” she whined shaking your arm repeatedly.
“well, yea.. like every other teenagers.” you cleared your voice making her grin.
“how many toys do you have?” she asked curiously.
“ok enough! this is so embarrassing.” you whined.
“not at all.” finally letting go of your arm as she grab her soda can on the glass table in front of you both.
“i don’t own any...” you muttered.
Chaeyoung chocked in her soft drink “you don’t?!” you shook your head.
“I don’t need it so.. yea.”
She stared at you silently for awhile.
“you should buy one.”
“why?“ you laughed awkwardly.
“it’ll be a new experience, another level of pleasure. And maybe it’ll please you more than your fingers or whatever."
How can she talks so openly? you thought.
“i know a great little sex shop not so far from here!” she exclaimed.
“you should check it out!”
“I’ll think about it.” you said, wanting this conversation to end.
❁ — •*:。✩
You furrowed your eyebrows, bottom lip caught between your teeth, the pressure on your clit making you feel frustrated.
Your legs spread wide open, fingers going in and out of you slowly to tease you a bit.
Rubbing little circles with your thumb on the throbbing nerve trying to stimulate you a bit more.
10 minutes. 10 fucking minutes that you were trying to make yourself cum.
You didn’t know if you were too tense, stressed or exhausted but these days you couldn’t make yourself reach your highs. You groaned and gave up as you sigh annoyed getting up to wash your hand.
Later, you smiled as you sat on the edge of your bed, noticing a message from your best friend on your phone.
[20:42] kook : just arrived home, I hope you spent a nice afternoon. You’re probably sleeping or watching something on Netflix without me :( 
[20:44] y/n : hey yes i did. How was work? nahh I’m gonna sleep. wanna wait for you next week to watch our serie :)
[20:45] kook : work was alright. ohhh that’s my girl hehe can’t wait for next week then!
[20:47] y/n : nice then. You’re working all day tomorrow ?
[20:48] kook : yea unfortunately I’m working all day :(
[20:49] y/n : ughh!! good luck for tomorrow. Go take a bath and rest idiot. 
[20:51] kook: thanks princess! Sleep well too love ya ♡ 
[20:53] y/n : hehe love you too ♡
You let your body fell back on the mattress, smiling like an idiot at the small conversation.
Jungkook could always make you smile without even trying.
Noticing a early message from Chaeyoung, you opened it.
[18:57] Chae : here the address of the sex shop I talked about earlier : <address>. I know how curious you are sometimes 👀 hehe you’ll tell me. xoxo
Your smile vanished when you thought about your little talk with Chaeyoung.
“ok” you sighed deeply.
“I’ll go to this shop tomorrow.”
❁ — •*:。✩
Waking up with the warm sunlights caressing your body gently. You stretched out groaning at the sore muscles.
You checked your phone. 1pm.
Well damn, that was a long sleep.
You decided to take a shower, eat lunch and get ready to “visit” this little shop.
Not wanting to be seen at such a place, you put a cap enough to hide your face a bit. You went for a oversized hoodie, a jean and a pair of vans.
Comfy.
You didn’t know why you were so nervous to go there. Is it because you’re scared to meet someone you know there? Is it because you’re embarrassed to see all the stuffs you’ll probably discover there? What type of things you’ll find?
“C’mon that’s just a shop y/n the fuck is wrong with you." you whisper-yelled to yourself before pulling your cap lower.
You took a deep breath as you put your hand on the knob of the door.
“Let’s go.”
Entering the place hesitantly, you looked at your surroundings. Deep red velvety walls, lights keeping the shop bright enough to make it less dark, shelves full of stuff you never knew the existence of.
The cashier welcomed you and you smiled at him politely.
Walking further through the shop, you noticed shelves filled with magazines, covers of obscene pictures of naked women and men making you cover your eyes feeling like a shocked and scared kid.
You blushed as you passed by lingeries hanging on the walls. Not lying to yourself, they were so pretty.
You brushed your fingertips gently over the soft materials, some velvety ones, lacy ones and other lingeries more… revealing.
Different boxes at the back of the shop intrigued you as you approached them.
Getting closer, you gulped feeling a little lump in you throat.
“what the fuck are these oh my gosh” you whisper-yelled completely shocked.
Not only vibrators were there, but anal plugs, anal beads, dildos, strap-on dildos , bdsm toys… handcuffs, ropes , flogger , whips, open mouth gag, blindfolds, spanking paddles, cock rings (pls help me!!), fleshlights …
“nipple clamps? That sounds so painful.” you whined covering your chest.
”urethral sound? oh lord i don’t even have a penis and I can feel the pain." you held your stomach, disgust painting your face.
“the hell are these? rabbit vibrator? butterfly vibrator?… bondage hood?? h-how do people breath oh my-”
(little break, let me clean my horrible search history real quick and drink some water my head is spinning with all these new information lmao)
Looking around you noticed bondage furniture and other stuffs making you uncomfortable.
“Chaeyoung is completely insane what the hell!”
“Good afternoon, how can I help you?”
A really familiar voice could be heard behind you. You turned around only to see your best friend.
”J-Jungkook!?“ you said louder than you thought.
“y-y/n?! What are you doing here?” shock written all over his red face.
”I’m hm I.. wait! What are you doing here?” you said trying to avoid his question.
Jungkook stayed quiet, mouth opening but no words coming out.
Looking at his shirt, you noticed the logo of the shop on it. ”you work here?“
Your eyes widened as you glanced at his red ears.
”hm.. yes.” he replied, head down as he scratched the back of his neck awkwardly.
 “Oh.. that’s why you’ve never tell me more about your job…“ you trailed out.
He nodded looking at you again.
“and you? What are you doing here huh?” he asked curiosity laced in his voice.
You chewed on your bottom lip, searching for an answer.
“so?” he smiled teasingly ears still red.
“yo stop with your weird thoughts!” you punched him on his shoulder.
“personal stuff.” you muttered.
“well, I guessed it’s for personal stuff.” he looked around you smirking.
“oh shut up.”
“so what.. are you searching for?” you looked up at him shocked.
“eh that’s my job calm down.” he laughed as you looked around searching for someone else than your best friend to help you.
“I .. hm.. I came for this!” you grabbed a random box on the shelve next to you not even looking at it.
“wow..is this for you?” Jungkook tried his best not to laugh.
“yes!”
“never knew my bestie has a dick.” you looked down at the box .. cock ring.
You closed your eyes embarrassment washing over you. He laughed softly as you put the box back at his place quickly.
Looking for a diversion, you glanced behind him “hey what’s that?!” you pointed at a random spot.
When Jungkook looked over his shoulder, you grabbed the box of a vibrator running away with it.
“what?” he turned back only to see that you weren’t here anymore.
You stopped running, putting your hand over your heart as you tried to breath slower.
Looking up, you noticed that you were at the lingerie "booth”. Your eyes stayed glued on one of them.
A black one exactly.
You touched the soft bra, fingers sliding on the lacy material. It was just so cute and sexy at the same time.
You shook your head walking at the front of the shop to the cashier.
After paying your product, the cashier told you with no shame to “have fun”.
Gosh what a day.
❁ — •*:。✩
You groaned exasperatedly throwing your purchase on your bed, this one bouncing on the mattress and ending on the floor.
You decided to take a shower, letting the warm water caress his way down your body pleasantly, helping your muscles relax, washing the stress and shame away.
After your shower, you went downstairs opening your fridge to take a bottle of ice cold water. You needed something fresh to calm down from all the events that happened today.
You swallowed down the liquid, the cold water hitting your throat in a pleasant way.
You jumped when you suddenly heard knocks on your door startling you.
You furrowed your eyebrows checking your phone to see if Chaeyoung texted you announcing she was coming over but nothing.
Opening the door you were faced to the last person you wanted to see today. The embarrassment too “fresh” to handle.
“Hi.” Jungkook smiled shyly.
You looked down nodding acknowledging his presence.
“hm.. can I come in?” he asked after a few seconds.
“oh! yea yea of course.” you let him in, closing the door behind.
“so.. what bring you here?” you talked still avoiding his eyes.
“can’t I come visit my favorite best friend?” he tilted his head to the side, raising an eyebrow up playfully.
“your one and only best friend.” you huffed.
“yep! my only one. mine.” he grinned cutely.
“yes. yours.” you smiled back this time looking at him, this one still smiling.
The atmosphere changed. You didn’t know how, why but it changed.
Something in Jungkook’s gaze changed for a second before he cleared his throat.
The word ‘yours’ affecting him a bit too much.
He couldn’t think like that, no , you’re his best friend.
But he wanted you more than that. He wanted you to be his.
A pleasant silence settled as you stared at each other, his eyes on your lips time to time.
“Can I kiss you?” he breathed out.
It was so sudden yet so tempting.
“yes.” you whispered as he approached you taking your face in his hands gently before connecting his lips with yours.
He kissed you softly, his hand sliding down your side to rest on your hip.
Kissing him felt so magical. It felt so unreal.
Jungkook pulled away, resting his forehead on yours before chuckling.
“i’ve never thought I’d kiss my pretty best friend one day.”
You chuckled hiding your face on his chest. He pulled you closer, hugging you.
This hug wasn’t like the others you shared before. This one was different. You could feel his heart beating faster when you wrapped your arms around him.
“y/n.” he spoke again.
You looked up at him waiting for him to continue.
“i.. i think.. I’m in love with you.” his cheeks red from the confession.
“think?” you teased.
He rolled his eyes smilling widely “I’m in love with you.”
“i’m in love with you too.” you said shyly before kissing his cheek.
He smiled before capturing your lips for another kiss, a sweet and loving one.
This time the kiss was longer, his hands creeping behind your back by your waist and tugging you closer onto his body.
The way your bodies were against each other’s made you feel some type of way.
A feeling you’ve never felt before. An unfamiliar feeling deep down in your stomach making you moan into the kiss as Jungkook’s hand went on your lower back pushing you harder on him.
He groaned feeling blood rushing down there. His growing boner pressed on your lower stomach.
You pulled away breathing heavily.
“I want you.” Jungkook whispered, his hands playing with the strings of your -his- hoodie.
“I want you too.”
You looked toward the stairs. Jungkook got the hint and took your hand in his walking upstairs.
It wasn’t the first time he came into your bedroom but this time, it wasn’t for studying, watching movies on your sleepovers or take naps… no this time was different.
Jungkook closed the door before walking to you, taking your chin between his thumb and index.
He leaned down, his lips envelopping yours into a loving and slow kiss again.
He started leaving little pecks, his lips trailing down to your jawline, to your neck sucking gently on the soft skin.
You walked backward to your bed letting your body fall on it pulling Jungkook in the process on top of you. He giggled softly as you caressed his cheek softly.
Your fingers went down, playing with the buttons of his shirt before unbuttoning them slowly one by one while looking into his eyes. He helped you taking it off completely throwing it away.
He bent down, lips on the side of your neck pressing light kisses, his hands sliding under your hoodie.
“can I?” he said gently pulling at the hem of the garment.
You nodded before sitting and raising your arms up. Jungkook chuckled pulling it off your beautiful body.
You suddenly froze, realizing that you were half-naked in front of him.
Your hands flew directly to your bra-covered breasts. If you felt exposed with your underwear on, you wondered how you’ll feel naked.
“don’t be shy.” Jungkook said softly.
“Easy to say when you don’t have breasts.” you muttered.
“i do have breats! But they’re super flat..it’s like they’re non-existent.” he said playfully palming his pecs.
“oh gosh stop.” you laughed slapping his arm.
Jungkook laughed too before taking your hands in his.
“look at me.” he started “your body is so beautiful. You are so beautiful. Don’t be shy around me. You know you can trust me and be yourself with me. So don’t hide from me.” you locked eyes with him, his words making your heart skip a beat.
No one ever talked like that with you.. about you.
You nodded with a smile decorating your lips.
“That’s my girl” he said as he peck your forehead.
He laid you down again gently, hands wandering on the bare skin, so soft as his fingertips caress their way up and down, goosebumps raising after their journeys. 
Jungkook lowered his head, his soft lips on your collarbone starting leaving open mouth kisses and little love bites there and then.
His mouth cascaded down on your chest, sucking on the sensitive skin to leave little reddish and purplish flowers.
He continued his way down, kissing every part he could, not forgetting to leave little marks proving that he has worshipped your beautiful body as it should.
He stopped when he reached your panties, looking up at you, a silent request to have your permission to take it off.
You hesitated for awhile, rethinking about his words. You did trust him. A lot. More than yourself perhaps? But being this exposed was really difficult for you.
Were you ready for this step?
“If you’re not ready or if you’re uncomfortable it’s ok princess, we can stop.” you heard him speak again pushing you out of your thoughts.
“take it off.” you answered.
“Are you sure?” he asked.
“Yes.” you lifted your hips a little bit as he dragged the soft material off your legs.
“so pretty.” Jungkook murmured as he caressed your thighs.
He took his time adorning them with love bites and hickeys, making them look even prettier at his eyes.
His face got higher, just above your most sensitive part.
He kissed your clit gently making you hiss. The new sensation so good making it throb, anticipation growing more and more.
The need to close your legs really tempting. And that’s exactly what you did.
Jungkook got off the bed to get rid of his pant.
You immediately looked away when he glanced at you, hands on the waistband of his boxer ready to push it down.
He blushed thinking about the fact that it was also his first time being naked in front of someone.
He still chuckled at your shyness murmuring a quiet “cute.”
Jungkook hissed as he finally freed his cock from his confinement, the sensitive tip hitting the air before slapping against his stomach.
You breath hitched when you felt the bed dip again signaling that Jungkook was back.
He made sure you were confortable, pillows behind your head, blanket over your bodies as you suggested for more ‘intimacy’.
Jungkook hovered you before talking again “are you nervous?”.
You gulped before letting a small yes escape from your mouth.
“Are you?” Jungkook nodded.
Both of you knew it was both your first time.
“If you’re not ready we can stop.” you said softly.
He smiled shyly nodding “y/n we can stop at any moment. Understood?”
You nodded hand cupping his cheek, thumb caressing the cheekbone.
Jungkook positioned himself at your entrance, the head of his cock rubbing teasingly on your folds making you moan.
“´k are you sure?” he asked one last time.
You nodded before he stopped you, shaking his head.
“I need a verbal approval y/n.”
“I’m sure and I want you to be sure too.” you said softly making him hummed.
“oh wait wait!” Jungkook exclaimed.
“what is it?” you asked confused many scenarios creating in your head ready to make you panick.
“be my girlfriend. no! I mean, w-would you like to be my girlfriend?” you chuckled at how cute he was.
“I’d love to Kook” you pecked his lips making him smile widely, eyes turning into little crescents.
Jungkook started entering you slowly and carefully making sure not to hurt you, checking up on your facial expressions time to time.
You gripped on his bicep hard as it started to burn. The unfamiliar intrusion uncomfortable.
You hissed, the pain making his presence more and more.
“are you ok? Do you want me to stop? Pull out? I can st-”
“i’m good don’t worry, keep going slowly please.” you whispered.
Jungkook peppered kisses on your cheek and neck, to distract you from the pain of the stretch as he pushed in deeper until he completely bottomed.
You groaned, tears forming in your eyes “shh, you’re doing so well darling.”
He caressed your cheeks a bit concerned “Tell me when I can move yea?”
On the other side, Jungkook suffered in his own way.
He scrunched his nose, bottom lip trapped between his teeth at the warm tightness around him so foreign, his mind going wild.
You took a deep breath, trying to surpass the burn down there.
You nodded gesturing him to move again. This one, thrusted in and out slowly, taking his time not to hurt you and enjoy the new sensation around him.
He groaned as he started feeling this exciting and pleasuring feeling making his cock twitched inside you.
You moaned softly, the pain fading away and the pleasure coming gradually.
The burn was still there but it was bearable, it felt good as Jungkook continued his slow moves.
“J-Jungkook” you breathed out hand gripping his bicep tightly nails digging into the flesh.
“you ok princess?” he whispered against your lips.
“It f-feels good.. you feel so good” your eyelids getting heavy, trying your best to keep your eyes on him.
He looked so handsome. On top of you, lips swollen with all the kisses exchanged, a light blush decorating his cheeks, his ears red, chest gleaming with sweat, little droplets formed on his forehead….. so ethereal.
As Jungkook continued moving in and out of you, the pleasure took over, the painful burn long forgotten.
Your hands travelled to his back, fingernails were buried into the soft flesh of his muscular back drawing little crescents.
“you’re doing so good baby. so good for me.” he caressed your cheek.
Jungkook took his time making love to you, nibbling on your earlobe lightly as he whisper sweet nothings into your ear.
You scratched his back as he gripped your thigh lifting it a bit getting deeper inside you.
“fuck please don’t stop.” you whimpered voice cracking, his length rubbing deliciously against your warm velvelty walls.
The wet and warm feeling around him made him feel lightheaded. You felt too good to be true.
He pressed butterfly kisses on your jawline, his lips travelling down leaving beautiful dark red flowers on your neck, continuing his path to your collarbone biting it lightly enough to form a little mark. “so pretty.” he whispered more to himself.
He let out a low groan as you clenched around him “fuck!” he rolled his hips sensually grazing over your sweet spot making you whined out loudly.
You ran your fingers through his soft locks. You squeezed your eyes shut, letting your head fall back into the pillows as Jungkook hit deeper.
Art. Just art. You looked like a masterpiece.
All covered up with hickeys, the red and purple marks on your skin making his eyes sparkling with lust, admiration and love.
“you’re so beautiful. so beautiful all marked up.” he said fingers running over the little bruises he left. “mine. you’re mine.”
The vein of his neck was prominent as he moaned when you tightened around him, the pressure making him weak to a point “baby d-don’t stop clenching p-please.” 
“Jungkook I think I’m- fuck.” you moaned feeling the knot in your lower stomach tighter, your heart beating faster as the pleasure propagated inside you.
Jungkook placed your calve over his waist, he cupped your jawline, his lips barely touching yours as he whispered “cum for me love.”
He furrowed his eyebrows at the way your walls convulse around him. “fuck! I’m so near!”
Jungkook slid his veiny hands up your arms until they reached your hands, pinning them at each side of your head as he tangled your fingers together.
The sweet little gesture making your heart stop.
He bent down to press kisses on the sensitive marked-skin of your neck. His touches overwhelming you.
Butterflies finally blooming into your lower stomach as you came around him.
The sudden wave of pleasure forming tears in your eyes as they slid down your cheeks. His name leaving your throat in a high pitched moan.
Your soft moans pushed him over the edge of his own release, he moaned deeply as he came inside you, filling you up to the brim.
The warm cum made you sigh as you let your body relax against the soft sheet.
“i love you.” he pushed stands of hair out of your face.
Heat rushed to your cheeks, the three words making your heart melt.
“i love you.” you whispered softly, caressing the back of his head gently.
Jungkook buried his face into the crook of your neck, his breath tickling you.
You chuckled, hand stroking up and down his back to soother the scratched skin. He looked up at you before pecking the tip of your nose.
“’m tired.” you mumbled yawning.
“let’s get you clean up first cutie.”
He was about to pull out when you groaned pulling him down on you. “let’s stay like this please?” shyness showing up again.
“as you wish princess.”
He laid a kiss on your temple before turning around on his back, pulling you on top of him. His slow heartbeats and an last I love you were the last thing you heard before drifting off in his warm embrace.
a beautiful relationship started and probably a wild one …
a/n : not a frequent f2l fic right? I hope i did good - a part 2? I love writing fluffy smut since I’m a romantic person 😭 sorry sorry. Anyways, thanks for reading luvs. Take care of yourselves :)
+ I forgot to add that jk and reader are both college students and it’s a part job for Jungkook.
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recentadultburnout · 10 months
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Info for writer in Thai series fandom: Random food
I added some pictures on AO3 but not here, but I tried searching in English, and it did show the correct item, so if you want to know what it looks like, you can look it up.
Breakfast
Actually, anything can be breakfast, but this is some of what is frequently viewed as breakfast.
Khao Tom (Boiled rice/Rice porridge)
Joke (Rice porridge/Congee)
Tom lueatmu (Pork Blood Soup)
Khaoniao mu ping (Grilled Pork Sticky Rice)
Khaoniao mufoi (Glutinous Rice with Shredded Pork)
Khai kratha (Pan egg)
Namtaohu songkhrueang (soy milk with topping)
Sandwich boran (thai style sandwich)
and everything westerners consider breakfast.
Northern food
Namphriknum (young chili paste)
Namphrik-Ong (Ong Chili Paste)
Khaepmu (Crispy Fried Pork Rinds)
Sai-Ua (a type of sausages)
Kaengho
Kaenghangle (Hung Lay Curry)
Khanomchinnamngiao
Khaosoi 
Central food
Nam phrik long ruea
Nam phrik kapi
Homok (steamed fish with curry paste)
Thotman (a type of fish ball)
Pucha (deep-fried crab meat and minced pork in crab shell )
Kaengchuet
Kaengphet
Kaengsom
Khaophat (Fried rice)
Yam
Northeastern food (E-san food)
Soup nomai (bamboo shoot soup)
Tomsom (fish soup with ginger)
Kaeng Om
Kaeng Proe (Bamboo Shoot and Yanang Soup)
Kaeng Het (Mushroom Soup)
Kaeng Khai Motdaeng (Red ant egg soup)
Somtam 
Southern food
Kaeng Taipla
Kaengsom
*Kaengsom in the central and southern regions have some differences. Recently, there was even a debate online about whose Kaengsom is superior.
Kaenglueang
Kai Tom Khamin
Khua Kling
Phatsato
Phat Phet Kop
Yam Nam Budu 
Nowadays, every part of Thailand eats everything I mention here, but its origin is still very obvious, and the origin can give some impression about what it will taste like for people who try it for the first time.
Popular Foreign food
Chinese food (some kinda Thai-Chinese more than actual Chinese)
Japanese food
Korean food
Mexican food
Indian food
Vietnamese food
Westerner food (Farang food)
Drink
Green Tea
Iced Tea/Thai Tea
Lemon Tea
Cocoa
Nom yen/Nom chomphu (Pink milk)
Oliang
Yok lor
Coffee boran
Butterfly pea juice
Lemongrass and Pandan Juice
Nam daeng (Red drink) (Hale's blue boy sala flavor)
Nam khiao (Green drink) (Hale's blue boy cream soda flavor)
Bubble tea
Chain Restaurants  
Sizzler
KFC
McDonald’s
Burger King
Starbucks
Subway
Taco Bell 
MK Suki
S&P
Barbecue Plaza
Yum Saap
Fuji restaurants 
Katsuya
Yayoi
Ootoya
Chester’s Grill
Pizza Hut
Pizza Company
Narai pizzeria
Hachiban
Mos Burger
Dairy Queen
Swensen
Easy to find dish
There a type of restuarant call ran-ahan tam sang (ร้านอาหารตามสั่ง) (Cooked to order resturant?) which is basically everywhere and this is a basic almost every those restuarant will have.  
Rice top with fried basil
Fried rice
Stir Fried Vegetables with Rice
Garlic Pork with Rice
Stir Fried Chili Paste
Thai Styled Sukiyaki (water/dry)  
You can select the type of meat yourself, even if the name includes the word "pork," (it's just a place holder) and you can add extra meat (more of the one you select or something else) or eggs if desired.
Eating utensils
The most common choice are just a spoon and fork. In places like noodle shops, it usually has chopsticks as well. and for steak, a knife.
List of online supermarket site
Index
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mega-punani · 2 months
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For your Pirate AU, what are all the boys favourite food/dishes/treats/fruits/veggies and drinks(alcoholic and non alcoholic)? I don’t think anyone has asked this, but I was curious, for all of them? Sans, Papyrus, Blue, Stretch, Red, Edge, Razz, Cash, Bear and Cinnamon?
Also are people allowed to use your vers of AUs or even your AUs in stories with different twists?? Like say pirate AU(since I already mentioned them), and like doing the dragged from they’re universe of one piece to a total new that’s kinda modern time? Dealing with an MC that’s trying to keep them outta trouble as well as hide they’re secret but also it’s where a true pacifist route happened??
And of course give you credit but can they use your make, vers, variant, au, whatever you wish to call it in this case, in stories and other works?
Yaw! People can use the pirate stuff for whatever honestly. The au is kinda my idea but not really cause I'm just smashin 2 things together lol. I don't mind. Of course, designs are made by @the-skeleton-in-ur-closet so if you end up drawing or using the designs you GOTS to credit them (or I will hunt you down /hj) Also, the dragging the pirate au to a modern Y/N would be so FUCKING FUN. I loooove those tropes saur much.
FAVORITE FOOD AND DRINKS:
Sans: Anything greasy and bready. Bro loves his carbs. Is a big fan of Ketchup too! Favorite drink is a hot mug of cocoa.
Papyrus: SPAGHETTI! And a wide range of pastas. He is also a huge fan of anything tomato. Looooves drinking iced teas, refreshing and sweet!
Blue: Huge fan of sugary and carbonated sodas but hates sparkling water. Blue is also a great enjoyer of greasy foods loaded with meat (like tacos). Likes fruits that are sweet and tropical.
Stretch: A refreshing jug of beer and potato based foods. He also has a deep love for spicy foods, even if he can't handle them well.
Red: MEAT. Bro loves him some bbq, steaks, and grilled goodies. He doesn't really have a favorite drink, but he'll enjoy a cup of coffee in the morning. 2 cubes of sugar and a dash of cream.
Edge: The stronger Edge's morning coffee, the less he will yell at the crew. This man needs his caffeine NEOW. Pasta is his guilty pleasure but he tries to suppress the fact that he wants to eat it constantly. He must set a good example by eating healthy...
Razz: Tea, wine, and cheese. Razz's holy trinity. Will nibble on a block of cheese in the middle of the night (scaring tf out of Bear)
Cash: A lover of alcohol. Every to all, especially the strong ones. He's a little embarrassed about this, but chocolate. Just cause he didn't get much as a kid,,,
Bear: Spicy foods and dairy. Spicy foods cause he can feel a strong kick from the food and it makes him all warm on the inside. He likes his dairy because it is still pretty new to him. (unfortunately, he is mildly lactose intolerant-)
Cinnamon: Desserts of all varieties. He loves him some sweet pastries, and he loves him some fudgy brownies. Cupcakes, muffins, cakes, donuts. Cinnamon got quite the sweet tooth. All of it can be paired with a hot cup of coffee that is 4 times more cream than coffee.
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rimicchan · 16 days
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Fragaria Memories Collab Cafe menu translation
I'm sure a translation is already out there, but I'll throw my hat in the ring for the fun of it. At the moment I've only translated the titles, but I'll probably come back and translate all the descriptions. I'm no professional by any means (a lot of my translations are purely vibe-based) and I'll leave notes for things that are weird.
As always, feel free to let me know if anything's off with the translations! My ask box is open (and I believe you can comment anonymously if you'd like).
(Also pleasantly surprised that the menu is pretty broad compared to a lot of collab cafes I've seen. I think the speculation was that we'd get a main meal per Bouquet and then some random sides or drinks.)
FOOD MENU:
Rimicha's love limit salmon ♡ burger plate (リミチャの限界ラブ・サーモン♡バーガープレート)
Kurode's hidden hard working and inferior omelette katsu curry with crispy rakkyo (クロードの隠れた努力と劣等のオムカツカレーwithパリパリらっきょう)*
Myunna's flour-filled lemon cream pasta ~with deep fried prawn~ (ミュンナの粉いっぱいレモンクリームパスタ〜エビフライもいっしょ〜)
Badobarm's longed for chirashi sushi. "I'll eat it for sure one day!" (バドバルマのいつか絶対食べてやるぜ!憧れのちらし寿司)
Hangyon's everyday would be boring without any surprises~ chilled Chinese Noodles?! (ハンギョンの日々サプライズがないとつまらないですよね〜冷やし中華!?)
DESSERT MENU:
Hallritt's apple pie-like eton mess present (ハルリットのアップルパイのようなマンリーメスの贈り物)*
Merold's Lord's resounding sweet tune-like strawberry ice cream tart (メロルドの主への甘い音色響かせる いちごアイスタルト)*
Cielomort's cafe croissaint roll that floats in the blue sky (シエロモートの青空に浮かぶカフェクロワッサンロール)
Louterstella's star-shaped hotcakes that Kura likes (ルタールステラのクラも好きなお星様形ホットケーキ)
Pikero's experiment? A chou donut that I've stuffed with matcha whipped cream made from your trivial and pointless logic (ピケロの実験?君の軽くて空虚なロジックに俺が抹茶ホイップを詰めてあげようかシュードー���ツ)*
DRINK MENU:
Puruth's wanting to drink pudding pudding-style milkshake (プルースのプリンと飲みたいプリン風ミルクセーキ)
Romarriche's rosehip tea which conveys heartfelt warmth and consideration (ロマリシュの温かい思いやりが心に伝わるローズヒップティー)
Sanah's full bloom nahaha~♪-like colourful frozen drink (サナーの満開なはは〜♪なカラフルフローズンドリンク)
Willmesh's gathered thoughts fluffy pastel soda (ウィルメッシュの想いしたためる ふんわりパステルソーダ)*
Klarkstella's dreams of stars and clouds' white water* (クラークステラの夢見るお星様と雲のホワイトウォーター)
Chaco's chocolate banana milk that he found on a detour (チャコの寄り道で見つけた とっておきのチョコバナナミルク)
Arupek's fired up kabosu lemon squash (アルペックの気合い入れのかぼすレモンスカッシュ)
Tuxam's Awesome! Cream soda that has the grace valued by gentlemen (タッサムのAwesome!紳士たるもの品格が大切なクリームソーダ)
Drinks with a Fragaria Bouquet cookie (フラガリアブーケクッキー付きドリンク)
Notes:
I'm sure people know about rakkyo, but for the sake of it I'll just note that this is what it is. It's a side dish often paired with Japanese curry.
So this by far gave me the most trouble, mostly because I had no idea what マンリーメス is and any articles on it were from 2017 about a cafe in Japan claiming that they're popular in Australia. (They weren't, from what I can tell.) A theory posed to me is that a cafe somewhere in Australia (likely Manly, Sydney) had an eton mess on their menu called a "Manly Mess".
Noting here that I... really have no idea what Merold's dish's title actually is. This is my best guess considering the kanji and the vibes I get from it.
Whatever's going on with Pikero's dish, I had a hard time translating it. There's nothing really implying that the matcha whipped cream is made from 'your logic' nor is that really the vibe I get, but I'm not quite sure how else to translate it.
Just wanted to note here that "white water" probably means it's a yoghurt-based drink, according to one of my sources.
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edensakes · 2 years
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I literally jus copied and pasted this off my wattpad book 🤪🤩😍
Wattpad: shoyoroyo
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You turn over on your back and stare at the ceiling for 15 minutes just thinking about... stuff. You make up scenarios in your head giggling to yourself at the funny ones.
Deciding to finally get up you swing your legs over the bed and stretch. You get up and walk downstairs. Hearing nothing you peak around the staircase to see no one was home. 'I guess they left..' you thought to yourself.
Quickly eating some cereal, you hurry upstairs and put on an outfit. Nothing special sense it doesn't seem like a special day.
You go downstairs and swing your small bag around your neck and cross it over your body. You make sure you have change, a mirror, rubber bands, bandaids, your house keys and pepper spray. Smiling to yourself at being prepared, you head out.
You walk down the street looking around. You see kids playing outside with each other and couples walking around through the park. After walking around for a good 30 minutes you get a little thirsty.
You smile a little remembering you brought yourself some money. So you head down to Grab' n Go.
You open up the door and let someone walk out before you enter. The store is chilly making you breathe out heavily.
You look to your right to see a group of people standing around a game that looks like pinball.
In the middle is a blonde haired kid. His arms flex slightly each time he presses the buttons on the side. He seems like he's kinda desperate to win.
Looking back in front of you, you start walking to the drinks isle. You look through each isle then turns to the candy isle spotting something you like.
You look through the packs of candy then picking out your favorite candy. Smiling to yourself you exit out the other isle and then you realize you're in the drinks isle.
Browsing through soda's, water, and juices, you look up slightly to see the one you wanted. Reaching up you grab the bottle. You turn to the right still looking at the bottle not realizing a kid was walking the same way you were.
You bump into the kid making him stumble back into the pinball game.
You look up quickly apologizing, your eyes avert to the one playing the game. His hands dug through his hair as his mouth gapes open.
He gets angry and turns to the boy furiously.
"You motherfucker, you fucked with my game!" He yells through gritted teeth. He grabs the boy by his shirt and throws him into the magazines next to him.
Becoming startled you quickly turn to walk away.
"Don't you fuckin' move!". You stop in your tracks and slowly turn to him. He started walk up closer to you quickly, hands clenched into fists. Your eyes widen as you quickly start backing away.
Fumbling with your bag you reach for your pepper spray and spray him in the eyes.
He yelps in pain and grips his face yelling "You dumb bitch!"
You quickly run through an isle, placing your items on the shelves, and book it outta there.
You start speed walking to your house once you know you're great distance from the store. "Guess I'm never going back there again.." you mumbled to yourself quickly shoving in the keys to your house door.
You close the door quickly behind you and breathe out heavily. You laugh slightly to yourself and mentally pat yourself on the back for remembering to bring your pepper spray.
Feeling disappointed by not getting the things you wanted, you go through your freezer and take out some ice cream. Setting it on the counter, you turn your heels to the stairs and head into your room.
Putting your bag up on the hanger, you walk into your restroom connected to your room. After cleaning out the tub you start running some warm water for a bath. You pour in some tub soap and splash your hand in the water making bubbles. You dry off your hands then head back downstairs. You scoop out some ice cream then put your favorite toppings on.
You head into the living room and sit on the couch switching on the tv while waiting for your water to finish. 3 minutes go by and you hear knocking on your door. Setting down the bowl you yell "Coming!" for whoever who's waiting. You look through the peephole to see.. blonde hair?
You turn over to the window then peek through the blinds. No fucking way.
The kid from Grab' N Go is here?! He must've noticed you peek cause his head whips to the window. Oh my gosh.. he looks so angry.
He bangs in the door yelling, "Open up, I know you're here you stupid fuck!". Getting nervous you run to the kitchen getting a knife. You clutch it in your hands and scurry back to the door. "I have a knife! Go away!".
The banging stops and you look through the peep hole again. He's still there but he's looking at his feet.. "Can I come in please?". 'What? What he seriously going to ask that? Did he forget that he was going to beat the shit outta me or-' "Look, I'm not here to hurt you.. just open the door.." he speaks.
You think about it but decide to open it. You hold the knife to your side still making sure you have defense. You open the door slowly peeing your head to the side to look at him.
His face is red, a lot in the eyes. He looks like he was crying. You open the door a little more quickly. He stands there looking at you then to side repeatedly. You lower the knife feeling horrible.
Stepping to the side you usher him in. He looks at you a little confused but then comes in slowly. He looks at the knife in your hands then back at you. Seeing him you put the knife on the table next to you. "Sorry.. I thought you were going to beat the crap outta me or somethin'.." you say smiling a little feeling awkward.
There was a little bit of awkward silence so you speak up, "Do you need water for your eyes or ice?". He nods slowly. You press your lips together and guide him to your couch. Biting your lip feeling embarrassed you quickly pick up your bowl of ice cream. "I'll be right back just sit tight, kay?".
You walk to the kitchen and set the ice cream down. You pour some cold water into a cup and grabs some ice and puts it into a plastic baggie and you grab a rag on the way there. You bring the things over and set them down onto the table.
"Here you go.." you say softly. You sit yourself next to him but distancing yourself. He stares at the things instead of grabbing them so you pick up the ice and brought it to his face.
Before you could get closer, he grabs your wrist and squeezes it tightly. You wince a little. He grabs the ice from you and puts it to the corner of his eye. You feel a little offended since you were only just trying to help.
Remembering your bath water you excuse yourself and run upstairs. Luckily it was just the way you wanted it so you turnt off the water. Creeping back downstairs he was still in the same position only he was looking around the place.
You come and take a seat next to him again. "So.. how did you uhm find where I lived?" You asked feeling a little creeped out on how fast he was able to find you. It was a little bit of a silence before he spoke, "I asked some kids at the park.. one of them was your neighbor I guess.." he mumbled. Nodding your head slowly you look to the side.
You glance up at him and stutter a little, "I'm so-sorry for spraying you with the pepper spray.. but it looked like you were going to hurt me." He turned to look at you. "I was going to hurt you," you raised your brow at that, "But I realized you were a girl.. I was going to stop but you sprayed me.". Feeling guilt that he wasn't going to hurt you, you also felt slightly offended.
He wasn't going to put up a fight with you because you were a girl? What kind of sense does that make? "You weren't going to fight me cause I was a girl." You said crossing your arms. He chuckled at that, "Yea I wasn't.. I may look like I'd beat the shit outta ya no matter who you are, but.. I wasn't raised to hit girls okay?" He said looking back at his hands.
Unfolding your arms you smile at that. Least whoever raised him had common sense. "What's your name anyway?" You asked him. "Vance Hopper.." he looked at you expecting you to say your name. "I'm R/N L/N." You smile at him.
Spending 20 minutes talking and laughing it was getting dark out so he decided it was time for him to leave.
Walking to the door he stops and slowly turns to you. He looked like he was going to say something but he shook his head and quickly turned back.
Feeling disappointed you let him walk out. You both say goodbye before you close the door. "Wait.." you stop and slowly open the door back up.
He stutters over his words before finally getting it out, "If you wanna h-hangout again, just come by the store again tomorrow.. that's if you want of course you don't have to, I'd totally understand-" you cut him off by laughing. "Sure Vance I'd love to come hang with you." You smile at him. He smiles bigger for the first time hearing those words.
"Yuh- Yeah cool.. uhm see ya." He says turning around and walking away. You nod and close the door. You peek out the window and see him do a small fist pump hearing him giggle to himself. You tap on the window making him turn to you.
His face turns red from embarrassment knowing you probably just seen something he wouldn't do in front of anyone else. He awkwardly smiles and waves then turns to quickly walk away. You smile big and turn to go back upstairs.
Guess today was special after all.
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sarahowritesostucky · 2 months
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Tips for coping with depression
As someone who struggles deeply with depression, I thought I'd post these very simple but very crucial tips for overcoming a low time
FIRST AND FOREMOST, IF YOU ARE UNHAPPY ENOUGH THAT IT'S AFFECTING THE WAY YOU ENJOY LIFE, YOU'RE UNHAPPY ENOUGH TO SEEK OUT THERAPY AND POSSIBLY MEDICATION. My depression doesn't usually manifest as sadness. It manifests as exhaustion, lack of drive, and tanking self-care. So it took me a long time to realize that it "counted" as depression. If you don't have insurance, look up a therapist who is willing to do a payment plan and to see you only a couple times a year, maybe just via tele appointment. They might be able to prescribe you medications if that's what you need. I was VERY hesitant to start meds, but I tried low doses of two meds and they rapidly turned my life around.
But in addition, here are my personal recommendations:
BRUSH YOUR TEETH. Always do this first. I don't know what the heck it is about depression that makes brushing your teeth so damn hard, but it's a thing, and you'll feel better if you do this first.
START WITH A SHOWER. Once you finally manage to force yourself out of bed, please for all that is holy, just get a shower. I prefer baths, but I've heard from others that the shower part is crucial to them. Get a shower and stay in there as long as you friggin' want or can. Get some tingly mint shampoo. Get a tingly face wash. That shit is invigorating. I actually keep my toothbrush and toothpaste in the shower and brush at the end of my bath (whatever I'm depressed and weird)
GO OUTSIDE. Even if it's just opening a window or standing on your apartment's balcony for a bit. Go outside and see the earth. Go for a walk.
GET SUNLIT. get assessed for vitamin D--you probably need supplements. Purchas an indoor SAD sun lamp; you can get them pretty cheap on Amazon and just 30 mins a day with that thing makes a difference!
SUPPLEMENTS. Important and useful ones I like are Vitamin D, Ashwaganda, CBD oil, Kratom (approach with care if you have addiction issues). And take a friggin' multivitamin--you're a grownup.
ALWAYS DO SOMETHING KIND FOR YOURSELF. do something small, simple, and kind for yourself, for no reason other than it's a simple pleasure. Eat one of those tiny half cup portions of ice cream they have at the grocery store, put vetiver oil in your bath, get the overpriced drink at Starbucks you always tell yourslef you shouldn't waste money on, light a candle or get one of those misting waterfall thingies and plug it in. Watch some cat videos, do a coloring book, bake a batch of muffins. Whatever feels nice to you.
LISTEN TO HAPPY MUSIC. I'm a big fan of angsty, dark rock and alternative music, but I force myself to avoid it when I'm having a hard time mentally. Instead I listen to upbeat gym music or pop, music that sound how I wish I felt.
CLEAN YOUR SPACE. If you're my kind of mentally ill, your living space sometimes can get pretty bad. There can be are piles. Put on some of the aforementioned music and get going, one item at a time, you can always take a break or stop whenever you want.
GO TO THE GYM. People who've never really worked out don't seem to believe us gym rats, but it's true: regular exercise can help almost as much as (or more than) antidepressants!
DRINK LOTS OF WATER AND EAT WELL. I used to be a diet soda addict, okay? But water is what our bodies thrive on, and you'll be amazed at how much more awake a simple chug of water can make you feel.
CALL A HELPLINE. If you need to talk, call a helpline. It's so easy. You don't have to be in crisis mode or at the end of your rope to call, and unless you're on the phone actively threatening immediate harm to yourself, they aren't going to do anything but give you a kind ear. I volunteer at one of these helplines, which strangely also really helps with depression.
BE KIND! To yourself and others. It's free to do and worth its weight in gold to the people on the receiving end. As Ru Paul likes to say: "Kindness is the highest form of intellect."
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scaryscinny · 2 years
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new food rules for me<3
i think if i can make a list of foods to allow myself to eat and really avoid everything else, it’ll be a lot easier for me to keep it up so!!
can eat whenever:
-strawberries
-pickles
-water, gum
ALWAYS avoid:
liquid calories of any kind
diet sodas / anything carbonated (low/no cal but cause bloating and still bad for you)
ice cream (i don’t enjoy it very much, but once i have a little it’s hard to stop myself. i especially hate vanilla flavoring and creamy things, i just don’t feel well after)
dairy in general tbh
pasta, mac and cheese, pizza (i really don’t enjoy it very much but i try to enjoy it and overeat because i like the feeling, i always regret it and feel sick. there are just better options tbh)
fine, in limitation:
corn flakes or other low cal cereal (like 300kcal for a whole bowl, but it’s so easy to overeat)
french bread (when it’s fresh it’s very hard to avoid, high calorie so i’d rather just chew and spit a piece until i get grossed out than cut it out completely)
chocolate (hard for me to avoid when it’s in front of me, i just try to take very small pieces at a time and then wrap up the leftovers... even if i come back for it ((let’s be honest, i definitely will)), i can at least space it out a bit)
fast food (examples below) (if i stop myself completely, i’ll just end up giving up and binging/ ordering waaay too much when i finally go back to it tbh. i’m trying to keep it minimal/ maybe once a week or every other week.)
fast food go-to’s:
mcdonalds: 10piece chicken nugget, medium fry: 460 + 350 = 810 kcal
kfc: small popcorn chicken, small fries: 362 + 260 = 622 kcal (i’m uncertain about the sizing and found different results on calories... but i’m going to count this anyway because i NEVER end up finishing the chicken and i throw away like half of it)
starbucks: two bacon gouda sandwiches: 370 + 370 = 740 kcal (trying to avoid liquid calories so no drink)
chipotle: build your own taco/burrito kit (yes, the one for kids haha) with flour tortillas, white rice, shredded cheese, and guac: estimated 1000kcal (i’m unsure because the amounts are difficult.... probably a little less because i can never finish it all but i do also get chips. no drink)
NOTE: if i’m really craving something, the best thing to do is eat some of it along with fresh fruit (i.e. cheetos, bread) or in the case of fast food, to try to order the smallest version of the meal you want (i.e. 4pc nugget and sharing a small fry, or just eating a bite of everything and then throwing it away) so you can’t go back and get seconds afterwards. instead of refusing to eat what you really want to and binging on crap later, i think it’s easier to give in a little and then make up for it later. plus, i’ve noticed that most of the foods i crave taste so much better in my head... when you eat it and are disappointed, it’s less appetizing in the future
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linzsaw · 4 months
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My Monthly Favs What’s in my cup:
Every morning I drink iced coffee made from my one & only Nespresso machine. The past few months I can’t get enough of the double espresso blend, and then I add a bit of whole milk (happy cows only) and sweet cream. I can’t find anything better from Starbucks or anywhere else. Sometimes if I’m craving a hot drink, I’ll head to Dutch Bros for a hot Carmelizer and it is totally worth the cringy 9 minute forced convo with the DB crew. I also start my day with electrolytes, currently in the watermelon flavor. It’s surprisingly really delicious but I miss the Electrolyte Synergy blend that I was drinking for a long time, which has been sold out for almost a year now. :’)
What’s on my plate:
Dinner lately has been the laziest in America. After our trip, Drew & I either have the same ole chicken, rice and veggies, a spicy “mexican bowl” or some form of pasta, usually with Raos Arriabatta sauce. This week we’ve been stuffing our faces with Trader Joe’s frozen meals. We promise to be better next month, but we are really exhausted and the last thing we feel like planning are meals. However, for the last week of December we actually have some things planned for the holiday weekend. On Friday, we’re hitting up the town as we do every year to walk around and see the lights, and find festive little bars to try out new Christmas cocktails. We plan to spend Christmas with just the two of us. For Christmas Eve we are making our annual corn beef, cabbage and carrots because apparently we are super Irish (confirmed by 23&me which btw leaked all my genes to hackers). On Christmas we are having tri-tip, garlic & butter brussel sprouts, and mashed potatoes. The Christmas cookies we’re making this year include White Chocolate Cherry Shortbread cookies, Peanut Butter Blossoms, & Holly Leaves. Okay and now that I’ve told you all that, the Christmas cocktails we decided on this year are The Mistletoe Kiss (a vodka, soda water, rosemary & cranberry drank) and Bad Santa White Russians. I also heard that Moon X Pinot Noir from Trader Joes was really good and lately the Redvolution just isn’t doing it for me.  Let me know if you want any of these recipes, ladies. I will make sure to find GF, DF, and V options. 
What’s on my bookshelf:
I’ve finished two of the Colleen Hoover books, and now I’m reading another one of hers called Verity. It’s kinda depressing but that’s kinda the vibe as of late so I’m into it. 
What’s in my playlist:
We love the Sia Christmas album. It’s so fun and happy. Believe it or not, Andy introduced me to it lol. It’s so good!! Other songs I’ve been into are I remember everything by Zach Bryan and Kacey Musgraves. It reminds me of a family member rn which is very depressing to me. Fun to cry to. Bubble - STAYC, Surround Sound - JID 21 Savage, Baby Tate, Adora Hills - Doja Cat. 
What I’m up to:
Making our house into a winter wonderland of lights. Watching hella hallmark movies. Being seriously lazy, not working out or eating healthy. Walks with Snoop around the park. Mandala scratch off nightscapes. Reading at 3am when I was jetlagged. I had a sleep study this month too, no sleep apnea for me, back to mouth taping! It really does help with quality of sleep for me. You should try it! Also magnesium spray on my feet (shout out to Aly). This has helped with my restless leg syndrome that we’ve all experienced. This weekend, we’re making all our foods and cocktails, going downtown, driving around with hot choc to look at lights, and heading up to Rocky Mountain to hike a bunch of mountains. 
Skincare Saviors:
My skin gets so dry in Colorado, its TERRIBLE. And now that I’m saving for a house, I had to break up with my amazing esthetician, who by the way I stole this template from. I’m obsessed with Dermlogica thanks to her. I use a miscellar water if I wore any make-up. If not, I just double clease with my face wash. In the AM I’ll use my Rosehip Triple C+E Firming  Oil, followed by COSRX snail mucin essence, and a magical mix of calm water gel and intensive moisture balance. 
Love you long time,
Li
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motsimages · 9 months
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Things you can drink/take to help you stay hydrated that are not just water
Water is the healthiest, easiest and cheapest way to stay hydrated. But for some people it is difficult or impossible. Sometimes it's also just boring and you don't. Sometimes it's not enough to recover from being dehydrated. So here are other ideas to stay hydrated when it's hot, ordered from more water-like to less water-lik:
Make "flavoury water" (as I call it): some tea-shops sell dry fruits and flowers with no theine/caffeine that give taste to water. You can also cut some lemon in slices and put it in water (mint optional). Feel free to try with your own dry fruits or average fruits, see what comes out of that. This feels more refreshing that plain water and the taste sometimes is just what you were missing unknowingly.
The same but hot. Yes, it feels like hot weather drives hot drinks away, but sometimes they are a gift from the gods. I will mention here: soups. I particularly like this option at night.
Kompot. This is a Russian conserve for fruits that consists on boiling fruit with sugar so that it lasts for winter. You get a drink with all the flavour and, if you like, you can also eat the fuit that is left floating inside of it. I either mix the fruit with the water (taking the seed off) or throw the fruit away because I don't like it. It is my favourite summer drink.
Sodas and other classical refreshments. It is always best to drink something that to not drink anything, don't let anyone tell you that Coca-Cola is not an option. Do keep in mind that Aquarius is not necessarily a good option for electrolytes, it's more an average refreshment than real help in case of severe dehydration.
Jelly. Particularly good if you struggle to swallow for whatever the reason. Excellent option also because you can suspend fruit in it (if you like extra textures). You can make it thicker or ligther too, in case you feel like chewing water more than slurping it.
Slushies. Specially good if you like the crunch of the ice.
Milkshakes and smoothies. They are technically different and the texture can be different too, but in my head they live together. So yeah, fruit mixed together with water or milk. Probably smoothies hydrate more than milkshakes but options!
Cold soups. Gazpacho, vichysoisse... (any other soup/puré you make that want to try cold). They have a thicker consistency than any of the other, but they have a lot of water and vegetables (which also have water). Particularly good if you struggle with pure liquids or require more nutrients than just drinking water with flavour.
Ice creams? I guess you can count them too, they do have liquid, and we included milkshakes. Probably not the best option for hydration but complementary to others.
Fruit and vegetables. They tend to have a lot of water too, some more than others, but it's also a good way to have nutrients and stay hydrated. You can make salads, fruit salads, just bite it...
Overall, a combination of all of the above should keep you covered. Remember to play around with ingredients, textures and flavours too.
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boyswanna-be-her · 1 year
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If anyone else is finding themselves hungry as hell, cash poor, with no time/ability to cook for themselves, I have found some basic acceptable American fast food that is cheap!
Dominoes will sell you a large pizza for $6.99 right now if you order online and pick it up yourself. It’s honestly a HUGE amount of food. (Pretty sure you can also get like gross wings or a gross salad if you want it for the same price but cmon don’t get those from Dominoes). They also have reasonably priced 2 liters of soda (tho the water is overpriced), if you, like me, love torturing your body with diet soda and tempting the kidneystone gods with your hubris.
A Wendy’s junior bacon cheeseburger is a whole lotta fat and protein for $3.69. Even with my sensory issues lately this has been a good option. Don’t waste any money on drinks here, they are insane.
Panera is running a thing right now where you can subscribe to their unlimited drinks “sip club” and it’s free through the end of the year. It’s normally $11.99/month but I tried it out and you put a payment method on file but they charge you $0 presently (and you can cancel it). VERY wonderful if you walk/drive by a Panera every day. Every two hours you can get a free coffee, hot tea, iced tea, soda, or SPARKLING WATER (that they have sparkling water on tap is truly a revelation for me, they have no idea how much seltzer i can consume if given the chance). Of course the catch is that you have to be ok with getting a drink AND NOTHING ELSE sometimes or you’ll just get sucked in.
They also have more bev options included than most places do entirely, with several flavored iced teas and a whole menu of, inexplicably, caffeinated lemonade. Their bagels are also pretty cheap (99¢ or $1.69 depending on flavor), esp if you don’t buy the individual-serving cream cheeses which are both wasteful and cost as much as or more than the bagel to begin with. Oh and they’ll sell you a turkey sandwich for $5 which is sometimes a relief from the junkier stuff. (their kids menu is cheap and just order ahead and skip your shame)
Taco Bell still sells protein-dense sides like pintos and cheese & bean burritos that are affordable ($1.99 & $1.69, respectively). They’re not much to look at but you really can’t go wrong with refried beans, cheese, and sauce.
I burned myself out on value menu chicken nuggets and cheap double hamburgers at McDonalds but they’re always an option. They have a good value menu and usually are running a promotion with $1 drinks.
Idk if anyone else is in my weird food situation rn, but I drive or walk past these places almost every day that I’m working—sometimes several locations—and having some reliable options is helping me not skip meals out of frustration. I’m honestly over feeling any sort of guilt that I eat like a picky child. I promise I also eat plenty of nutritious food (not gonna lie, I eat a lot of dinner with my parents at home, but they’re great cooks, they make healthy stuff, and they send me off with leftovers). But when it comes to packing myself a lunch, my ISSUES have been getting in the way.
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The best way to describe me on my period is that It’s a full moon since I’ve gotten bitten and it’s my first time transforming into a werewolf. I’m happy, than mad, next thing you know I’m hysterically crying and eating a 10 pound bag of Swedish fish and drinking a liter of cola watching princess diaries, while Eddie Kingston brings me offerings of chocolate and soda before hiding in the living room. What is your aew boyfriend doing for you.
Did I shamelessly use this to write some fluff for my sweet boy? 100% yes. He'd be such a good sport.
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In the few months we have been dating, Cash has figured out my pattern. It's like a clockwork, really. It all starts 4 days before my period hits.
For two days, I am ridiculously horny. The way he blinks and breathes makes me lose my mind. Basically the fact that he has a pulse turns me on. So we have sex at least three times a day, even more if he lets me have my way. I apologize for being so needy and clingy, but I can't help it. That's the fun part for the both of us.
Then, for another two days, I am ridiculously bitchy. The way he blinks and breathes makes my blood boil. Basically the fact that he has a pulse pisses me off. So he tries to stay away from me as much as possible, and when I snap at him for no reason whatsoever, he is a true gentleman and sucks it up. I do realize at some point how shitty I am treating him, and apologize for being so moody and mean to him, but again, I can't help it. Every once in a while, I cry while telling him I am sorry. That's the shitty part for the both of us.
And then, my period hits. It's okay the first, maybe even the second day. I am my normal self, or at least as normal as I get. And we live our lives in peace.
At some point, the cramps start. Bad cramps. Really painful cramps. So when Cash sees me standing there, writhing in pain while one of my hands is almost digging into the wood of the doorframe, he walks up to me, wraps his arms around me from behind and tenderly kisses my neck, his beard softly brushing my skin. "Do you want your hot-water bottle, Sweetheart? Maybe some cuddles?" He asks as he gently rubs my stomach.
My first reaction is to lean against his body and sigh. There is just always something about his embrace that makes me relax and feel safe. It feels like nothing bad can happen as long as his arms are around me.
"Oh God, yes please. I'd love that." I feel him smile against my skin before he takes my hand in his and we walk over to the couch.
He presses his lips on mine before mumbling that he'll be right back. In the meantime, I grab the soft blanket and wrap it around my body, eyes flinching in pain every now and then.
He returns a few minutes later with my hot-water bottle and places it underneath the blanket, on my lower stomach before crawling under the blanket as well. His arms snake around me again and I nuzzle into the crook of his neck.
"Want a hot chocolate? Ice cream? A sandwich?" He asks after a few minutes. My lips are ghosting along his neck until I reach his jawline and pepper his face with little kisses until I reach his lips. "Nope. I just want you." I whisper against his mouth before kissing him.
He grins and runs his hand along my back. "Already back to being horny?" The amusement in his voice makes me smile.
"It's not my fault you're this handsome. It has never happened with my exes. Not to this degree. So you're the one to blame." I retort before running my hand along his chest. Then, I get serious. "I'm sorry, though, I know I am a lot to deal with."
He chuckles before pulling me closer to his chest. "Don't you ever apologize for wanting to have sex with me again. I happily comply, Baby. It's actually a great workout." His other hand gently rubs my stomach, and I can't help but smile at him. Our lips are magnetic, because we simply can't keep them off of each other. So what started as an innocent kiss soon turns into a messy make out session. And I am not sure if it is the warmth on my stomach or the magical feeling of Cash's touch, but soon, all the pain caused by my cramps vanishes.
I honestly think it's the latter.
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@o-mio-babbino
Ooooh yeah oh oh I wasn't expecting this
But I like a surprise challenge :3
(Sorry it took so long to do it, I got too much into it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)
Send me a ship and a number and I'll tell you
20 - What does their home look like? Their room?
I'm a Tumblr and Pinterest addicted. This means that I could spend hours in this topic, just searching every detail that it isn't that important but it is cool.
I'll make a tour by their house with you ^^ Come with me!
First, entering in their home, you see a coat rack and little wardrobe for put your shoes. Please, keep your coats and outside shoes there. If you don't like to walk barefoot, they have extras slippers, for warm and cold days.
(But please, don't touch the panda slippers. This is for Sage, only)
The ambience is well lit. They like sunlight, so this whole house is designed for receiving good light everyday and everywhere.
Also there are many plants distributed in the house, each one with a different name.
You observe the light walls. There are Chinese Hanging wall scrolls and shelfs with plants.
In one of the shelfs there's a big portrait of Sova and Sage together, and small portraits of their friends and family. Every time that they are entering or leaving their house, they look at those pictures and remember what home really means.
Also, there is a celestial fan and a wooden bow in one of the walls. If you want to know, Sage received the celestial fan by a dear friend and the wooden bow is the first bow that Sova made.
We are now in the living room. They have a small couch and puffs, that can be easily moved for earn more space for the visits. In the middle of the room there is a center table, with a fireplace. It can be use for heating up the food. They eat there, usually with Sova hugging Sage.
There's a big TV in the wall. Sova loves to watch sports and movies. Sage doesn't care about these things, but she watches with him. She end up sleeping and he takes her to their bedroom in his arms (After the game ends, obviously)
Feeling hungry? Yeah, me too. Let's go to their kitchen.
It is clean, organized and an explosion of colors. You can see the sunset by the window.
The home appliance are colored in blue, yellow, red and green. It is a fun place to be and even more to cook with the person that you love.
Despites they have a refrigerator, a stove, a sink and a microwave, they don't have any coffee machine. Sage drinks it sometimes, but she prefers tea. Sova don't drink coffee. It smells good, but the taste is horrible and make your teeth darker. (His words)
Tea couple <3
Sage like to eat A LOT. But her eating habits aren't the best. She often takes snacks like candies, chips and random biscuits.
By other hand, Sova has a totally health diet. He always judge Sage when she even touches a soda bottle in supermarket (next headcanon, maybe?)
But he is soft and can't denial her anything.
So Sage keep eating non health stuff.
For encourage Sage to improve her diet, Sova spread various types of fruits by the kitchen. It is aesthetically beautiful and influence her to eat fruits instead of snacks.
Also, he is the one that organize the food, so he intentionally hides some of her things in the refrigerator and puts her snacks in the highest shelfs. This case is particularly funny to him, because she needs something to reach her snack. Sometimes she is too lazy to do it, then she asks Sova's to get one for her. He loves to annoy her.
"Babe, give me a doritos?"
"A doritos? You have a perfect eatable apple here"
"I don't want an apple. I want doritos."
"The calories in this..."
And then they goes.
If he stress Sage too much with this before he finally get her snack, she will patiently wait until he is not looking to end with all of his ice cream. (His kryptonite)
"Where is my ice cream?"
"I don't know. Where's my doritos?"
"... Look here, woman."
Did you want some fruit? Pick one. Sage will pretend that she eat it for make Sova proud.
Let's drink water and go to their bedroom.
You come in and just want to jump in that amazing king size bed, full of fluffy pillows. Sova choose it. Even tough he could sleep anywhere, he really likes comfort in his own home. He also spread himself while sleeping and thought that with a bigger bed he wouldn't disturb Sage.
What was a mistake because she can only sleeps touching him. She doesn't mind that he kicked her during sleep, since he still with her. After they started to live together, Sage can't sleep without him in bed.
(Sage sleeps in the right side, while Sova sleeps in the left)
Leaning in bed, the sunrise it's right in your face through that other big window.
You hear the sound of water falling. It is Sage's small fountain, which Sova founds out that really helps him to sleep.
In the wall in front of the bed is their wardrobe and bookshelf.
The wardrobe is all mixed with their clothes, but somehow, it works.
The bookshelf is surprising small and probably is the most disorganized thing in their house. They have books in three different writing systems. Try you to organize this in a limited space.
Something interest about their nightstands is that only Sage's has a bedside lamp. Sova has nightvision in his robotic eye so he think it isn't necessary. Also, he is more a Kindle reader.
Sage often wants to strangle Sova for ruining the vision of his organic eye this way. Even that his dedushka died blind and he has propension to be blind too, he keep doing it.
Between the bed and the window, has a proper mat to meditate. Sage meditates when she wake up and when she go to sleep. Sova likes to watch her meditating, laying in their bed. It is something pacific in the middle of their chaotic lives.
Wake wake sunshine, our tour isn't over. Say goodbye to the good bed.
Take a look at this fancy black bathroom! They don't have a bathtub but a cool waterfall shower.
Watch out if you want to use it. It only has two temperatures: Hotter than hell or freezing cold.
Yeah, Sage (hot) and Sova (cold) never take a shower together.
You see two sinks with a lot of products there. It is impressive right?
Sova and Sage take hours to fit their hairs. Two sinks are a need for they. Specially when Sage started to do a skin care routine in Sova, specific for his skin type.
See that little stool in the corner? When one of them is burned-out, the other puts they there and do they daily care routine for they. Sage already learned how to do Sova's beard and he brushed her hair like thousand times.
Put this mascara down and let's go to the last room. Their office.
That is actually their garage.
Yes, this car here never got into a traffic accident (until now)
There are two work tables here. One is full of radianite pieces, where Sage makes her orbs. And the other is half with mechanic parts of drones, arrows, bows and... And eye(?). The other half is a full gamer setup.
Except that none of them are gamers. That's Sova's hunting stuff.
You know, sometimes, old fashioned don't work right?
Sage use it sometimes to play solitaire when she's bored. Or see cute animals videos.
The younger agents thinks that is a big waste that awesome machine in the tea couple hands. They don't give a shit.
Oh yeah, it is a guitar supported in Sova's table. When he is bored, he likes to practice.
And... I think that's all!
Thanks for choosing Ellemany Invades Houses Tour Lines. For more travels, request our superior (ellemany)
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33 - What kind of presents do they get each other? Do they only do it on special occasions?
They like to give small gifts when they want to spoil each other. Usually it is something that they have sure that the other will like (as Sage's favorite cookie or a big pot of Häagen Daz for Sova).
If they have any doubt about it, they simply ask what the other want. And, sometimes, do too much. Once, Sova said that he wanted a new chess board for his birthday.
You thought that Cypher's chess board was cool? Wait to see the radianite board that Sage gave to her man.
Their primal love language isn't receive gifts, so none of them really mind if the other is giving or not gifts in special occasions. They usually rather to spend time together and going to somewhere.
The most disappointed birthday that Sage had was when Sova heard a Chamber advice (terrible choice, really) and he gave her a jade collar and an alone spar trip because "woman like jewels and space". She enjoyed the spar and uses the collar, of course.But the next year, when Sova made a simple Chinese dinner and gave her a panda hat? Oh, that was the paradise.
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36 - What’s their greatest strength as a couple? Their weakness?
They see each other as their own superhero, that's their greatest strength and their weakness.
They admire each other, in a way to always try to improve themselves to be their better version. Sage sees in Sova someone who inspire her to try to be kind and positive, no matter the circumstance. Sova sees in Sage someone that is strong and resilient, who could shake the lays of the universe for her own wish. Sova wish to be as powerful as her.
That's the shit actually.
Sova knows how Sage thinks that he is always kind, but he did some real shit in his life. And he would do it again, if he thinks that it's the right thing to do. But the idea of Sage knowing his dirt parts terrify him in a way that he rather to pretend that he is always good, even that's a lie. (Cypher in the background: DAMN HYPOCRITICAL! )
While that, Sage knows how Sova sees in her someone powerful. However, that's not true. She might resurrect the deaths, but she's paying a hard price for it. Sometimes she feels like she is more hurting people than healing. She wouldn't like to let Sova know about how powerless she really is and feel.
While they inspire each other to be their better selves, they create unreachable expectations for themselves and, in consequence, a mask to show for their partner. It is a type of barrier that they don't want the other pass and don't allow them to be truly in this relationship. Only with time Sova will learn that Sage still would accept him even with his ugly parts and Sage will show Sova how fragile she actually is.
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I had a lot of fun writing these (and long times in pinterest trying to understand feng shui logic and hoe to mix it with russian culture). Now I want to do with every ship ;-;
Anyway, thanks for the request and hope you like it 😘😘
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mymelodyhasanorexia · 2 years
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30 day thinspo challenge 13 and day 13
what do you normally eat in a day?
it depends, but usually, for breakfast: wholemeal toast with houmous, or a fried egg (w/o oil, just a nonstick pan, or sometimes a chopped tomato added), or a low cal pancake, or a bowl of fat free yoghurt with sweetener and berries
lunch: a salad (made of spinach, tomatoes, spring onions, cucumber, lemon juice, and garlic granules. sometimes tuna for extra protein, or prawns if I can afford them), or the aforementioned yoghurt mentioned above, or a sandwich of wholemeal bread, hummus or philadelphia light (just so the bread won't be dry) with a slice of reduced fat cheddar and half a tomato, sliced, or 50g rice with the previously mentioned salad but in a tiny portion, and some type of protein. if I'm lazy I might have a piece of rye bread with tuna on top.
dinner: just a sweet potato, or if I want something more substantial, a fritatta with eggs, skimmed milk, broccoli, a sliced sweet potato, and a slice of reduced fat cheddar cheese torn in pieces if my calorie deficit allows. sometimes I eat ramen if I can't find a pack that's 300kcal or less.
snacks: seafood sticks, chocolate or berry rice-cakes, a very tiny portion of mixed fruit and nuts (I love them, but they're so calorific so I have to weigh out like 20g), fibre one bars, blueberries, strawberries, a plum, those off-brand kinder buenos from lidl (it's 118kcal for a bar), 50g haagen daaz strawberry cheesecake ice-cream, a can of tuna, or skinny whip bars
drinks: water (obviously), green tea, green tea with lemon, lemon with water, black tea, peppermint tea, various diet sodas, rice milk, coconut water, almond milk, skimmed milk. I try to avoid drinking my calories as much as possible bc those calories still count, despite what ppl may think, and they're not filling. but I keep the milks around for days when im craving something nice and liquidy instead of diet soda or tea for the umpteenth time.
your favourite thinspo blog and why
probably @vngels-recipe-book, such a great source of low cal recipes! (btw I hope the mod is okay, she hasn't been active in a bit and made some concerning posts on her main before going offline).
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When was the last time you fell?: It’s been a long time.
What's the last flavor of ice cream you had?: I think mint chocolate chip. Ugh, that sounds so good.
Do you know a Stephen?: No.
Green or Purple?: I like shades of both.
Are you currently mad at anyone?: Myself.
Do you own any sundresses?: No.
Have you done any deep cleaning recently?: No, I’m not able to do anything right now. But let’s be real even if I wasn’t laid up in the hospital I wouldn’t be doing any “deep” cleaning, ha.
Have you ever cooked a meal for a large group of people?: I can’t cook unless it’s ramen or something I can throw into the oven or microwave. I mean, I’ve made ramen for someone else as well and cooked an oven pizza or baked something that others had too, so I guess if you want to count those things lol.
Do you like reading peoples survey answers?: Yeah.
Do you check your email daily?: I do. Mainly just to get rid of the notifications.
Have you ever used a whole tube of chapstick or do you usually lose it before doing so?: I don’t think I’ve ever finished one.
When did you last wash your hands?: Earlier.
Do you enjoy being outside in the rain?: I enjoy the rain from indoors.
What are some lyrics to the last song you listened to?: “Save me from the nothing I’ve become…”
Do you ever read the newspaper or get all your news online or television? : I couldn’t tell ya the last time I read a newspaper.
Have you ever watched a meteor shower?: No.
Does the number 8 have any significance to you? : It’s actually my favorite number. I see it often, too.
Who has the best hair that you know?: My aunts and a lot of my cousins. They have thick, long, really nice hair. I didn’t inherit that, sadly.
Have you ever been to an aquarium? : Yes.
Are you currently happy? : No.
What's a reason for your happiness?: —
Is there a light on in the room you're in?: Yes there is.
Do you know anyone that has a birthday today?: Nope.
Have you ever been to a car show?: No, not my thing.
Do you like grocery shopping?: I do. I like picking out what I want and seeing what new stuff there might be.
Have you ever been in a play?: Yeah, in like 3rd grade.
Can you see a mirror from where you're at?: No.
Do you have a large or small backyard?: It’s small.
Do you like blueberries? : I don’t eat them alone, but I like them mixed into stuff like muffins and waffles or in a smoothie.
What's your favorite flavored water?: I like Propel flavored ones and those Ice ones.
If given opportunity, would you go to outer space?: Nooo. Just the idea of outer space scares me.
Do you own a record player?: Nope.
Has religion ever come between you and somebody?: No.
When did you last have an important conversation with someone?: I have a lot of those nowadays.
Does caffeine cause you to get shaky? : Nah. I drink coffee and soda cause I like it, but caffeine doesn’t help me much. It does help take the edge off, but I don’t feel energized. The only time I felt shaky was when I had some Rockstar variety several years ago. I think it was the punch one.
Is there a scar on your body that you can't explain? : Not that I know of.
Have you ever accidentally shut your finger up in a door?: Omg, yes. Excruciatingly painful.
What would you say that most people know you for?: I don’t know? I’m not anybody of importance.
What's your favorite kind of juice?: I actually kinda like apple juice now. I never used to, or any juice actually, but I had a few when I first got here pre-breathing tube and I oddly liked it.
Do you have any stuffed animals?: Yeah, a ton.
What are you up to today?: Apart from the usual, I’ve been visiting with my mom since late afternoon watching one of our shows.
Do you wear hats often?: Yeah.
Do you have any nieces or nephews? : Nope.
Do you own a religious book?: Several.
Have you ever owned a wreck it journal?: Yes.
What did you last purchase?: A couple gift cards.
What was a celebrity you liked as a kid?: Like the popular celebs in the 90s.
What did you last eat that was spicy?: I can’t eat spicy food anymore so I don’t even remember. Damn, I miss that.
Have you ever had tofu?: Nope. It doesn’t look or sound appealing to me.
Would you or have you ever held a snake?: Nooooo.
Do you peel your apples before eating them?: I just would cut them into slices and left the peel alone. Or had the ones that already come that way.
Do you season your food a lot?: I do like my seasoning and sauces.
Do you ever light incense? : No.
Is there anything you'd like to say to someone?: Meh.
What are you currently wearing?: A blue hospital gown.
Have you ever gotten up in the middle of the night just to talk to someone?: Yeah.
What was the last social event you went to?: My brother’s grad party last year.
Do you use the word "like" excessively? : Yeah, lol.
What are your thoughts on horse races?: I don’t watch them.
Do you watch The Simpsons or any other cartoons?: Stuff from my childhood. I never got into The Simpsons.
Do you find tattoos attractive? : No, but I don’t mind if someone has a few. I’m admittedly not a fan of a lot of tattoos or face tats, but that’s a personal preference. You do you.
If you have a car, does it have a name?: —
Why did you last see a doctor?: I’ve seen a lot of doctors for different things a lot while being here.
Do you get light headed after getting blood drawn?: Yes. It’s never an easy task either. They often have trouble and I end up having to be poked more than once. When I first got here both my arms were messed up because of that. Given the state I was in when I came, they had an even harder time.
What did you first think of this morning?: Here we go again…
When did you last cry?: Today. Daily, basically.
What's the funniest thing you've seen today?: Nothing really.
Have you ever been snorkeling? : Nooo. I can’t swim and deep water scares me.
Are you clumsy? : I have my moments.
Do you prefer satin, cotton, or flannel sheets?: Mine are cotton. Flannel is nice, but it gets too hot.
What's your favorite kind of jam/jelly?: Grape and strawberry.
What's on your bedside table currently?: I don’t know currently since I haven’t been home and my room has been rearranged and straightened up so I’m sure some of the things have been moved.
What's the best compliment you've received recently?: The nurses and my family say I’m looking better, but I don’t see it.
What's some things you always make sure to pack before going on a trip?: My medicine and medical supplies are most important and then like my phone, wallet, laptop, and all the other typical things like clothes and toiletries.
What's one of your strengths?: Hm.
Have you ever spent more than $100 on a pair of shoes?: No.
Would you say you're an impulsive person?: No.
What have you last been diagnosed with?: A few things.
What's something that makes you quirky?: I’m not quirky.
What types of cheese do you consume the most? : I love various kinds of cheese.
Do you purchase extended warranties on your electronics? : Sometimes.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Probably a diner.
What was the last sweet beverage you had?: Pepsi. Sigh, I miss soda.
Do you believe in psychic ability? : No.
Have you ever won any carnival games before?: Nope.
What was the last fun thing you did?: The last time I went to the movies with my fam. That was when the latest Dr. Strange came out. I would have been seeing the new Thor tonight if I weren’t stuck here. We always go opening day or weekend at least to see the new Marvel movies. I won’t be able to see it until it’s released on Disney+ so avoiding spoilers is going to be pretty much impossible.
Do you wear glasses?: I do.
What song did you last have on repeat?: I don’t recall the last song I was really into and listened to often. I’ve hardly listened to any music the past couple years to be honest, which is odd.
When did you last have pizza delivered?: Some time in May.
What do you normally pay for your hair cuts?: When I went I also would have my hair dyed so it was pretty pricy.
What's your favorite decoration in your place of residence? : All my stuff.
How many computers/laptops are in the building you're in?: I’m in the hospital, there’s numerous computers.
Have you ever been to a rodeo?: No.
What frosting goes best on cake?: Buttercream.
How long does it take you to get ready?: Like an hour.
Do you do some form of exercise daily?: I should be doing arm exercises.
Have you ever won a big prize for something? : I won $100 on a scratcher, ha. I was pretty excited cause it’s just a couple bucks if anything but generally nothing at all, so that was cool.
Do you think it's true that good things come to those who wait?: It can, but it’s not a given. You shouldn’t expect to just do nothing and you’ll get it.
Do you show your feelings?: I can’t hide or downplay them like I used to. My emotions took control over me.
Have you ever held a chicken?: No.
Would you rather feel too much or nothing at all?: I wouldn’t want to feel nothing at all cause feeling good things is good and emotions in general make us humans and not robots. There’s definitely times I wish I didn’t feel anything, though.
Are you hard to please?: No.
What is today's date?: July 7, 2022.
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Yesterday, I binged. It was not the "typical" binge for me. Usually to really binge I need to order out or at least go to the store or gas station for some garbage. But yesterday I fasted all day and then made some fire enchiladas and ate way too many and then ate a bunch of s'mores and ice cream. But like always it gave me a massive stomach ache, made me so tired I almost passed out even though I slept plenty, uncomfortable for hours and hours, and then the follow up binge that happens after my stomach settles a bit. Stomach is still upset this morning and even though I AM NOT HUNGRY AT ALL AND IN FACT HAVE A LARGE STOMACH ACHE, I WANT TO BINGE AGAIN. I want to make popcorn with tons of butter and eat it all. I want to make 4 s'mores and a cup of hot cocoa. I want to go to the gas station on break and get chips and soda. My stomach aches and my head is foggy and even though NOT eating is the only solution to feeling this way I can almost not control myself. Almost being the operative word. I am not giving in to the self destructive urge to binge this morning.
Once the urge passes, it's like it never existed. But the urge is so strong today. Because I've been not fasting and eating out a lot lately, I am out of practice. Even if it has not been a binge, like I don't think eating out or not fasting immediately counts as a binge, but slowly I have been turning a normal lunch or a normal meal into a binge. Slowly I have been convincing myself I'm not losing control but I am.
I cannot keep doing this, it's self harm and I feel terrible physically for what I'm doing to my body. I have noticed my binges are changing and adapting to fit my more healthy lifestyle. It's great that I don't have very many undeniable cravings for fast food but the new thing I have for turning normal home cooked meals into a binge as a treat is going to get dark fast. It's easy for me to see why eating an entire XL pizza in one sitting is problematic behavior but it's a bit more in see insidious to just have an extra enchilada, it's fine, I mean you already took more than you planned and you are stuffed but they are so good and they are right there and jus go for it. And then I'm making myself sick the rest of the day, bouncing between sick from my binge and then eating more as soon as I recover. And I'm paying the price for it! My stomach bounces between feeling a bit uncomfortable to I think I need to lie down since last night, even waking me up I was so uncomfortable. I just have to get control of this new destructive habit before it gets completely out of hand. I have a binge eating disorder. I need to get used to seeing these symptoms in myself and being honest about them. Not lying to myself about how it's not a binge because how can you binge on a home cooked meal? Uh by eating until you are sick and then continuing to eat even after that that's how.
Anyway. I am now going to start counting my binge free days. I want to track my relapses for sure and I have found that if I put something in my daily tracker I can kind of use that to guilt myself into doing the thing so it's at least worth a shot.
Today is One Day Binge Free. Here is hoping that tomorrow will be day two. I'm going to drink tons of water, focus on my work and the show I picked out (going to try out The Sopranos during work) and try to give my digestive track a break.
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