#I should really try to sleep

[caramelteaa]

I don't think you understand

How much I have hoped

That you had hopped on that train

And leave this town behind

Were the leaves golden and red

The day you disappeared?

#nitw #nitw fanart #night in the woods #nitw casey #fanart #calla art #I can't sleep and I can't stop thinking about Casey Hartley #He lives in my mind rent-free #so I drew this on my phone with my finger #I should really try to sleep #I just keep thinking about that maybe he disappeared in autumn #and that die anywhere else and weird autumn are not only about the current band memeber wanting to leave possum spring #but also about Casey #I should watch the gameplay again

[neongreenllama]

BREAKING NEWS JUST IN:

UDO IS GONE. THE TUBE IS OUT. I AM NOW BREATHING ON MY OWN.

#the guy in all sheepish “is it too late now? 👀👉👈” #where was he all day when i asked every nurse what's happening???? #anyway hopefully this means I can leave tmrw if everything is still alright then!!!! #i should really try to sleep #i am so exhausted #but life without udo is weird now

[ceyrann]

Hmm

#i must remember that i love kim hongjoong and park seonghwa more than any other men #thats how i wont get disappointed #or upset #cuz i should be loving matz as priority #including me as matz #so if the person im infatuated over is not interested in me #i still have matz #yeah #i should really try to sleep

[infiniteorangethethird]

ik the common agreement in neurodivergent circles seems to be that we all function better at night but here's to the ones who are on the opposite end of the spectrum. To the early birds who wake at 7 and can't stay up past 10pm. To the ones who are left out of almost every social event bc everything seems to be happening after 8 but you're normally in bed by that point. To the ones who are made fun of bc "only little kids go to bed that early". To the ones who, even if they wanted to, can never seem to find their place among others bc of society's expectation that the real fun only begins after midnight. I see you, I feel you, and I wish you a very same

#it's especially annoying bc everyone around me seems to believe #that THEY are the weird one/minority for going to sleep at 4am #when i have literally never. not once. met someone who went to bed at 10pm like me #as part of their natural sleep cycle #& ik i can't be mad at others bc you don't really pick your sleep cycle but like. #a lot of the time it feels like they aren't even trying to involve me #bc 'if i wanted to be involved i should have just stayed awake longer' #instead of like. starting shit earlier or idk #and then im the idiot for not being able to force myself to stay awake #neurodivergent #actually neurodivergent #adhd #actually adhd #autistic #autism #actually autistic

[bumblingbabooshka]

TUVOKTOBER Day 2: Lunch Break [Interrupted]

#tuvoktober #bea art tag #1000% directly inspired by that post about how Tuvok should eat tupperwear salad like a teacher #It's so true!! He literally WAS a teacher !!! #he's listening to monks chanting - his favorite music bc he's a gd freak #It's SO his favorite that Neelix knows about it. I really wanna know how he knows. #Probably 'he just asked him' but funnier: They went on an away mission and he had monk chanting playing the whole time #Neelix: (internal) This is fucking hell on earth (positive spin) At least I know his favorite music! #Everyone whose been in an older relative's car as they blast choir music (the car is always SO hot) understands #it's torture but also it's kind of comforting??? it always makes me want to got to sleep #Tuvok seems like he eats salad without dressing (maybe a light drizzle of like lemon or vinegar on top) and looks down on people #who do otherwise <3 annooooying <3 #Janeway: (early in their knowing each other) Can I join you~? I'm also having a salad! #<- did this specifically to try & bond with him #Tuvok: -gazes pointedly at how much dressing she put on it- I could hardly tell.

[loumands]

Assad mentioning the tenderness between Louis and Armand again and how it's a major part of how their relationship is different from the one Louis and Lestat had... I find it fascinating how even from the little we've seen Lestat and Armand being almost opposites is emphasized, and that they genuinely seem to be different and it's not just Armand hiding that he's just like Lestat or something. Lestat doesn't reveal his powers to Louis and Claudia; Armand is very open about being more powerful than Louis. Lestat becomes resentful when Louis is depressed and doesn't want to leave their house; Armand accepts it and just tries to fulfill Louis' every wish. Lestat is extremely jealous; Armand seemingly accepts Louis having sex with other men and they maybe even had threesomes. Lestat and Louis' relationship had so much obvious toxicity and violence and they argued constantly; Armand and Louis seemingly rarely argue and their relationship comes across almost symbiotic which is reflected in them being able to read each other's thoughts and communicate telepathically, whereas Lestat and Louis were permanently shut off from each other's minds.

At least outwardly Louis' relationship with Armand seems much more affectionate and tender than his relationship with Lestat, but at the same time there's a question what is going on underneath. It's crucial that Armand is different from Lestat, his relationship with Louis is different from Louis' and Lestat's relationship, and that he hasn't and most likely won't hurt Louis in the same ways Lestat did. But we know it's still not really a happy and healthy relationship either and i'm very curious to see more of what it's like and their unique type of fuckedupness. I think Louis having a relationship that is unhealthy in a completely different way than his previous one is much more interesting writing choice than repeating the exact same patterns would've been

#i should be sleeping i don't feel i really expressed well what i was trying to say #but like. no one is doing it like them #iwtvposting #iwtv

[b4kuch1n]

making of a feathered thing

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #tagging ship like a power word kill here #hi. linked there is a fic I wrote in uhhh. three hours? something like that #literally have no idea how to explain it to you at all. feel free to read if u wanna. mostly its like damn I keep puttings pictures into thi #s literary piece. #gonna cool down soon. oh boy is it hot here. probably why I wrote that #that took place in like november but the vibe is. summer. or something like that I really need to sleep #new ink arrived! its kinda watery! line still feathering! not into this! #I'll try to see if thats more my paper. dont enjoy that #but yeah Ive just been testing the ink and stuff out with these #doing these like. less than an hour each. no brain just go #man I wanna fly a kite... theres an open plot of land right next to me. I should try doing that #go out and hang out with so many bugs and fly a kite #gods. I need to sleep. idk not much to say here I simply think reki is a growing boy and he'll become great and awesome #thats all folks! have a good night. well good day. its 5am #sleep well! run so fast

[critterpdf]

happy 1 year to this comic i forgot to post feat. my inq basil <3

#dragon age #dragon age: inquisition #da:i #oc: basil #inquisitor cadash #sera dragon age #comic #this is goofy and also dumb but i remember i couldnt sleep til i drew it #basil my beloved. she does her best to try and sound Smart but she's really. something #she's more chaotic than she lets on. she wields an axe like 3 times her size. queen #anyways. posts this late at night. no one sees me being a dragon age enjoyer #solas dragon age #<- i guess i should tag him too #sera x cadash

[essektheylyss]

It took me like two hours to process that Caleb's description of dunamis actually was somewhat new information and then go back to grab the transcription because, uh, both "form of magic that exists between the fabric of all of forces of power" and "one of the oldest and most fundamental forces" are far more confidently firm descriptions than we ever got in campaign 2.

Was I actually roughly correct about what dunamis was??? HELLO???

VINDICATION?!?!

#like LISTEN it does feel like the obvious conclusion but HELLO?????? #CAN WE GO BACK TO THAT??? #i am choosing to believe that Caleb is too focused on the world ending to notice Ashton's head but UM. COULD WE DISCUSS THIS? #I'm never gonna be normal again. anyway. #straight up the universe was like 'megs is in hell week. yanno what she needs? motherfucking wizards.' #I'M SO USED TO GIVING AND NOW I GET TO RECEIVE #critical role #cr spoilers #caleb widogast #like yeah yeah i got all overly poetic and flowery about it but like ON A FUNDAMENTAL LEVEL THIS WAS BASICALLY WHAT I MEANT #and tbh i do think you have to veer slightly toward my concept in order to really explain consecution BUT ANYWAY #i need to sleep. i will not get to sleep but. i should try. #anyway glad to see my boi clearly did not have to give up his whole life's work he's doing so well 😌 #hope he is holed up in the Lavorres' spare room until Ludinus is dead 😌

[bookrat]

Pretty sure my little man has a case of abundism affecting the marble tabby coat under all those white splotches

#random pet post #it really is a weird coat pattern #I'm never sure if I should describe him accurately as a white marked tabby or as the first impression people get of a black and white cat #love his little backward C's #I got all my other pets around the same time and they've been dying off one by one this last year or so #I'm down to just this 4yo kit and Bruiser #actually I'm not done whispering in the tags #pretty soon it's just gonna be me and this terrible little man against the world #and he gives me such weird problems you cannot even begin to imagine #took to the leash and harness without a bit of difficulty but I can't take him anywhere cuz he freaks out about people 500ft away #really difficult to find sitters for him cuz he gets so stressed about changes and waits until 3am to SCREAM #he's 17 lbs and wants to sleep on my chest 14 hours a day #took him on a work trip a week or 2 ago cuz of aforementioned petsitting troubles and some kind of wire got crossed #so instead of stress peeing in my laundry basket he now humps the nearest blanket covered limb to alert me of problems #he got scared of his water dish recently and is only now starting to get over it after 3 weeks of drama #he knocked it over last night and humped my leg while I tried to sleep to try and convey to me that he was thirsty #I'm thinking of getting a second cat and just fucking hoping that it'll be normal and maybe Prompto can target it for some of his weirdness

[berrydoodleoo]

should you begin to lose heart, look to me

(rendered in Blender Cycles, click for higher resolution)

#ffxiv #haurchefant greystone #alphinaud leveilleur #tataru taru #my art #line is haurchefant's from the divine intervention quest when wol has the trial by combat for alphy and tataru #should you begin to lose heart #look to me in the stands #and I shall cheer so loud #you will wonder how you could ever have contrived to doubt yourself #i've been replaying the post HW quests #and i realized i really like the lighting in fortemps manor #the windows have a cool blue glow and the lamps are warm and yellowy #so i wanted to try recreating that in blender #and then i had the idea of a cuddle pile on the couch #which morphed into this #i'm picturing this as taking place directly after the scions take refuge in ishgard #they can't sleep so they stay up together talking about nothing and everything and end up dozing off #and then wol has a panic attack #i wanted to capture that sleepy feeling of freaking out as quietly as possible because someone is sleeping nearby #the hushed quiet of the snow and the sibilant whispering and haurchefant's steely-eyed intensity #i mean he loves the wol so much and believes in them so relentlessly #if you were having a breakdown because the new friends who you've just been getting used to and thinking of as family are all dead #and you feel like it's all your fault #and now you have these broken-hearted kids who are dependent on you for safety and purpose #not to mention the rest of the world #in that situation #haurchefant's affection would be overwhelming #devastating and unbearable in its sweetness #this started as a holiday thing which i guess it kind of still is depending on your holiday feelings so uh. here we go

[skitskatdacat63]

I should've been sleeping before my flight but instead I drew Seb as Antinous :D

Reference + Commentary:

SEB IS MY MODERN DAY ANTINOUS, OKAY!? I WOULD DEIFY HIM IF I COULD!!!

But seriously I spent like an hour obsessing over statues of Antinous just thinking; "holy fuck, he reminds me so much of Seb???"

Big, pretty eyes? Check. Magnificent curls? Check. Beautiful side profile? Check. Etc etc.

I read this description of a statue and was instantly struck with "this is so Seb.":

"The body and face of this sculpture are in idealized youth, with plump cheeks and round face, and his hair is usually unkempt. Antinous's hair has also been described as artificial looking, even wig-like, because of how similar the placement of his hair is across statues. His youthful appearance, large eyes, pouting lips, and layered locks of hair over his forehead are some of the iconography that can be used to identify him"(x)

Also which AU of mine is this hmmm. It can be either the Renaissance Muse AU(x) or the random Roman Caesar Fernando AU(x) I drew it with the latter in mind(bcs its basis is literally just Hadrian and Antinous), but it's fun to imagine the Martian version as well!! Maybe an AU of an AU, where Mark is Pygmalion, and Seb is Galatea 🤭🤭

#I DO NOT UNDERSTAND MY BRAIN #cant draw all week when i have limitless free time #and then when i should really be sleeping: boom suddenly can draw something again #i am so tired rn its horrible. my flight got delayed so ill try and get a bit of sleep but yeah.... #HAPPY WITH THIS THOUGH #tried to color it regularly and i didnt like it so then i made it more marbley ykow #but now i cant stop thinking of seb as antinous #THERES SO MANY GOOD STATUES AND BUSTS AND THEYRE BOTH SO PRETTY AAAAHHHH #this is just the boy king statue all over again okay.....(nothing can be as good as that tho hahaha) #well yes anyways antinous = seb. thats my new historical thesis #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #catie.art. #sv5 #renaissance muse au

[theshadowrealmitself]

I got two thoughts tonight:

Vulcans who’ve become so good at regulating their emotions that they still have a pretty good hold on them even when compromised, like under the influence of chocolate, and being quietly happy about that fact

And

Human partners/friends/coworkers/etc, not just other Vulcans, understanding how important it is to the Vulcans they know to not show emotion outwardly, and how humiliating it must be to not only show emotion in public but to have that choice + control ripped away from them, so whenever a situation where their control slips, like chocolate/weird plant pollen/emotionally compromising event/etc happens, they focus on helping that Vulcan get away from people and into some privacy (even from them) instead of using it as an opportunity to “find out how that Vulcan really feels about them”

#I hope this is comprehensible #I am both tired and sick #and trying to think happy thoughts instead of thoughts that upset me #I’m a fan of like. Vulcans accidentally drunk texting people #I think that could be funny #but other people knowing that the Vulcan is drunk and actively trying to take advantage of the situation? #not funny #not fun #it’s about not taking advantage of your loved ones #but accidental confessions on their own when pressed by no outside force is okay to me #if any of this makes sense? #my brain is frying and trying to sleep rn I should really be passed out already #Star Trek #Vulcans #Humans

[bonetrix-arts]

Oh yeah now that I’m home I can post the print I gave to @dilfosaur !! (Hope the tag is okay and also I hope you liked it <3)

But aaaaa the con was so so fun!!!!!!!! I’m so glad I was able to go, definitely changed my brain chemistry forever (/pos)

And now that I am home…….. perhaps I will draw more Luce because I am So Normal and So Cool 😎

#evie art #drawfee #drawfee fanart #oops! all Karina blorbos #also I’m so happy with how fonts_ came out because I can’t ever draw reptiles and I guess they possessed me or something??? #also mr anneus 😍😍😍 gosh I need to draw him more because he’s such a cutie patootie #karina’s a real one for making a Normal Guy version of him so he’s easier to draw 🙏🙏🙏 literally saved my life fr #and after seeing the stunning sewed crafts the people in front of me brought I really wanna start sewing again!!!!! #maybe I should try making a Luce plushie…… #I might have similar enough colored fabrics laying around…… at least for a prototype perhaps #yes……yes I do not foresee sleep in my near future boys #this critter is gonna go bonkers crazy mode and that’s a fact

[galaxywarp]

Does sleep matter? Lmao. I know it does. but. I’ll be totally honest. After all of the meth and bipolar mania I’ve experienced, I think I’ve lost touch with its importance. I used to spend 2-3 days awake at a time. I still pull all nighters several times a week and I largely sleep with no routine and no schedule.

Doctors keep telling me that sleep hygiene and a sleep schedule matter. I don’t think they’re lying. But. I’d love to hear from someone who is also mentally ill like I am. Someone who does try to do sleep the Healthy way and could tell me first hand that it can help me be less depressed and anxious.

So. Is sleep important?

#I really appreciate it guys thank u #it’s almost midnight and I realized I was feeling ready to keep doing all this stuff #and maybe. maybe. I should maybe try to sleep instead

[b4kuch1n]

see, dearest, loving me did not save you. you scraped by just fine without. but it doesn’t hurt, does it?

#pokemon #swsh #professor sonia #gym leader nessa #aquaheartshipping #sonessa #hi. this is pre-dr.jones!sonia and callie!nessa btw #doesnt affect the piece much but I just want u to know #I love that potc made up the whole davy jones/calypso thing and I ate that shit up unquestioned #dont care it slaps it means everything to me now. next #litcherally used those vibes for like anything I can I just think that should be a thing more #but also! the original dr.jones!sonia joke has like seven extremely stupid layer that make it very dear to me #so Im not willing to let go yet. even tho dr. jones is now technically involved in a tentative thing I have on the side #along with the other two (gun haveman and the cloudwalker) #this is actually! kind of a color study again. but also I just really wanna draw the girls #I think Im just gonna spend october drawing critters and the kids in costumes. I need it #this is hopefully the first! I'll try to unclench my brain and let it do its stuff #now tho? I sleep #tomorrow I have a promising dinner to look forward to. and the next day? noodles #have a good weekend lads! doesnt hurt to have a bit of love on ur side