#I’m fucking terrified

[ranboo-and-the-like]

I want to believe that the ice is for new people. I really really do. But there are 8 eggs still alive. They would be preserved or “saved” in the ice. And the food collected would keep them alive. The players are getting really good at cucurucho loopholes, maybe the federation is picking up in some skills.

#I’m fucking terrified #we also don’t know when the election ends #big red timers are my worst fear #qsmp

[kaijuno]

Less than a week until I see the doctor. Maybe if it is cancer the chemo won’t be so bad. I’ll probably lose some weight that I’ve been meaning to.

#I’m just thinking worst case scenario and how to stay positive honestly #I’m fucking terrified #I’m young and I’m in relatively good health #so I have that going for me

[4fl0tsam]

The Beauty and the Beast special is good, but I’m sobbing over the beast costume that looks like Krampus and the wolves that are furries😭💀

#I’m fucking terrified #thanks i hate it #Beauty and the Beast #H.E.R #Disney #Disney+

[abewitchingwillow]

I’m unavailable until further notice. I have a world to escape to.

#sjmaas #sjm #house of flame and shadow #crescent city #maasverse #new book #I’m fucking terrified #I’m going to throw up

[lunarstar-fell]

I understand that adults try to give their children advice, and that sometimes they are correct. But for what reason is college put into this light as the most hardcore terrifying thing and any fuck up will put you on the streets for the rest of your life. I’m a year in, taking a class called intro to serial killers, and only now reading the textbook for the first time because I haven’t needed to until now. They could’ve calmed down a bit.

#don’t listen to me #I’m fucking terrified #I can pretend to know what I’m talking about tho

[possibly-pasta]

no job november hahahahaha!!!

#i’m fucking terrified #everything is going to hell #it has spoken

[the-stars-sigh-when-i-get-high]

You know I’m fucking high when I don’t even flinch at the THREEEE SPIDERS right next to me

#puff puff pass #spiders #spiderverse #stoned #baked as a cake #high as a kite #my dog really wants us to go inside #I’m not done with my bowl yet tho #i’m fucking terrified #scared of spiders #arachnophobia #weed #marijuana #Mary Jane #ganja #kush #hash #hemp #reefer #I’m fucking cold as shit #how are these spiders alive?! #this is ALASKA bish!!! #my dog is not happy with me yo #ik she doesn’t sense a bear cuz she’d be all up in its fucking face if it were #she’s crazy #dachshund #starshine mine #I’m not looking for the bears #don’t tell Keke #stay wild

[scrumpster]

Full offense but if as a queer goy your first response to “Jewish people are in danger because of Kanye West’s antisemitic comments” is “they’ll come for queer people after they come for the Jews, we need to act” you should really be asking yourself why you need to make this about queer people and not Jewish people to care enough to act. Like yes this isn’t good for anyone but why does it need to be about you for you to care. Queer Jews are already in danger from this. Are we not human enough for you to give a shit about us?

#antisemitism #kanye west #current events #jumblr #jewblr #fully aware I’m swinging my bat at the hornets nest with this one. too fucking bad #I’m so sick of Jewish people getting shoved to the side #it’s so terrifying to do anything right now #look up hate crime statistics. #plus with Hanukkah right around the corner things are going to get even worse

[ghost-bxrd]

Prompt:

It’s not that Jason forgot, per se.

But between smuggling a toddler out of the League of Assassins, trekking halfway across the world, and finding a suitable hiding place that’s also child friendly… well, it kind of slipped his mind that he’s supposed to be… dead.

Something that comes back to bite him in the ass when he takes Dami out for some ice cream and just so happens to run into non other than Brucie-fucking-Wayne

#look I’ve found a new fave trope and it’s Brucie Wayne having to keep up his act while internally LOSING HIS SHIT #Jason isn’t very into the whole revenge thing here #his mind is 85 parts ‘keep Dami safe’ 5 parts ‘kill joker asap’ and 10 parts ‘avoid bats at any cost’ #Jason doesn’t know who Damian’s father is #dealer’s choice if Jason establishes himself as Dami’s dad or older brother #his build certainly makes him look old enough #if you don’t look at his baby face lol #Jason runs into Brucie and goes straight into survival mode #Damian who is very observant for a toddler immediately clocks Brucie as THREAT based on Jason’s reaction #Brucie blue screens and desperately tries not to lose Jason in the crowd #jason is absolutely trying to lose Brucie in the crowd #while clutching Damian like his life depends on it #for all he knows it does #the visceral terror that your pseudo dad will take away your little brother/baby #Bruce who just wants to know if he’s hallucinating again: W A I T #jason who is terrified of being put in Arkham for killing people: no FUCKING WAY #hm maybe Jason plays the ‘I’m not Jason’ game again #it’s not gonna hold for long #but Bruce absolutely thinks that Damian is Jason’s bio child for a while and he’s on the WARPATH #Jason was sixteen when he died and never showed any interest in dating so literally every red flag is waving in brucie’s mind simultaneousl #or maybe Jason manages to get away and all Brucie is left with is the memory of his supposedly dead son #running away from him #and clutching a tiny kid #prompts #jason todd #batfamily #Damian wayne #batdad #brucie wayne

[transmascissues]

“trans men don’t have any real safety concerns to worry about” i can’t wear a mask when i go into public bathrooms even though i’m higher risk and bathrooms are some of the easiest places to get sick because i don’t reliably pass when my facial hair is covered and i can’t risk not passing when i use the men’s room, but i also can’t just use the women’s room for safety anymore because i don’t reliably pass as either binary gender anymore. so my only options are to risk getting sick, take my chances with the consequences of not passing, or just never use the bathroom in public (which has its own health risks).

and today, it almost didn’t even matter that i was putting myself in danger to ensure that i passed because, thanks to a faulty lock and a man who didn’t think to knock, i came very close to having my half-naked body exposed to a bathroom full of cis men. if i hadn’t been holding my coat on my lap because there was nowhere in the stall to put it, every single guy waiting in the (very crowded) bathroom would’ve seen that i didn’t have a dick. how well do you think that would’ve gone for me? my money’s on Not Well At All.

#it took me a solid hour to stop shaking after #like yeah maybe the guy who opened the door would’ve have done anything but what about all the other guys? #i feel like the chances that None of those guys would’ve had a problem with trans people is pretty low #i’m so fucking lucky it didn’t happen but even coming that close was Terrifying #starting to use the men’s room consistently is…a time #but when i do it right i get less weird looks than in the women’s room so it’s not like there’s a better option #transandrophobia #transandromisia #transmisandry #virilmisia #virilphobia #anti transmasculinity #transmascphobia #trans men #transmascs

[aestheatiousempathy]

#I’m Fucking terrified #shrek #donkey

[twinstxrs]

murph knocking it out of the PARK this episode both as riz (badass lil creature, fiercely dedicated to his friends, so deeply loving to his mom & reassuring her that he sees her + appreciates all she does for him) and just as murph (“the beans are due,” laughing at ally’s lack of written saving throws, reaction to the trap door bit, “so tactical, so late”)

#fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy spoilers #fhjy #riz gukgak #brian murphy #murph #also just. post-trap door bit being kristen’s turn & beardsley having clear tears in their eyes was SOOOO 😭 #wait ALSO ALSO riz getting called a punk bitch by duggan earlier sent me so bad my god #so much happened in this fucking episode fr & it was both wonderful and deeply terrifying at once so i’m just focusing on the fun parts rn #wait also also also (sorry i keep remembering things) riz ordering pancakes waffles AND french toast @ the diner was so lil creature of him #idk i’m obsessed

[mouthfulloftoothpasterry]

Good morning

#i’m fucking terrified #i don’t want to do this interview #help me help

[vivelarevolution13]

tbh I still think Brock Rumlow was an interesting character and upon further examination way more unsettling a villain than most to me because like. Let’s be real, the second you lay eyes on Robert Redford as Pierce monologuing in his pristine suit and glass office high up in the sky he just screams Evil Politician! at you. You can see it coming a mile away. Meanwhile Rumlow is….Just Some Guy. On the surface, he’s just some side dude. He’s not enhanced, he’s not in some major position of power, he’s just someone who’s really good at what he does and seems dedicated enough to the work and functions well with his team. He respects Steve, might admire him even, but not so much that he gets starry eyed like everybody else. He’s lighthearted but focused, he’s no nonsense, he’s the everyman Steve can relate to way more than spooks like Natasha or Fury.

And okay, maybe what Rumlow does for a living is beat intimidate and kill people, but it’s not like that’s the primary objective, right, because SHIELD are the good guys and this is what Steve does now, too, anyway; except that Steve doesn’t really use any weapons other than the shield, he holds back, he doesn’t carry a gun anymore which is usually fine since he’s dangerous enough without it. But when that leaves him vulnerable, he’s covered: Rumlow’s got his six, and he does it well, and he earns some of his trust. This is familiar to Steve.

And maybe Rumlow’s a little too good, fine, maybe he shoots a guy in the head within the first fifteen minutes of the movie when he doesn’t necessarily have to and then cracks jokes immediately after but that’s alright too, because that guy had Steve at gunpoint and that guy was Bad whereas Rumlow is One of the Good Guys just doing his job, right. Rumlow’s joking around because he’s used to the violence, they’re all used to it, and this is just how it works. They’re just soldiers doing the grunt work and following orders, and this is familiar, too.

Except that they’re not soldiers and this isn’t a war, except that the work is for an intelligence agency whose job it is to hoard and steal information and monitor civilians and orchestrate and sabotage and meddle in internal and external state affairs. Except that the Good Guys, in reality, are extremely grey at best. Except that many of the Good Guys turn out to be Nazis on top of everything else, and it’s not that far of a stretch.

But when it’s all starting to unravel, you’re still thinking well maybe some of these guys didn’t know. Maybe they didn’t do it out of individual belief, and if faced with the right choice, they can be redeemed.

That is until you realize that Rumlow maybe didn’t respect Steve and what he did so much as what Steve could do if only Steve weren’t “weak” in other ways, if Steve had chosen the right side. That it not being personal is less a cop out and more a taunt the same way just following orders has always been, for Rumlow and many many men that came before him and will continue to come after. Until the vault when, by the most charitable of interpretations, Rumlow looks at the Winter Soldier letting himself be smacked around and crying and getting shocked like he’s maybe a little unnerved (if not just downright fascinated) by the whole thing, but not enough that it really changes anything for him, because the end justifies the means and it’s not really his problem, anyway.

Until Sam shows up and Rumlow looks at him like a bird of prey and says This is gonna hurt with a fucking smile on his face, and then you think: shit, man, obviously. How was it not clear from the start.

To me, what makes someone like Rumlow a good villain, even a side one, is not that he’s straight up Insane & Evil™️ or suffering from Tragic Backstory Syndrome or all hopped up on magic superstrength juice or whatever, but precisely the fact that he’s Just Some Guy with a cockroach survival mentality who operates well within the established system and just so happens to be really good at his job - a job that he might’ve even joined thinking it was for a good cause, or because he had something to prove, or simply because it gave him one hell of an excuse to be a bully. Because he either wholeheartedly believes in HYDRA or he just doesn’t give much of a shit either way so long as he gets his due in the end, and both are just as bad.

Because when you strip away all the grand scale superhero theatrics, you’ve seen this before. You’ve seen Rumlows in your school and in your neighborhood and in the military and the cop car patrolling your street. They’re the ones who sometimes say or do somewhat offputting shit but you figure it’s fine because they’re otherwise real nice or charismatic or normal looking, or maybe they work a job that’s framed as helpful or protective or inherently good despite the power dynamics at play, or they share your background and interests and you chat about the weather being crap this time of year.

And every time one of them turns out to be a violent, hateful piece of shit, you’re still somehow surprised then, too, when you really shouldn’t be.

#apologies for the extra long post but I’ve been thinking about why he freaks me out as much as he does #the world is full of brock rumlows is all i’m saying. #and that to me is way more terrifying than evil crazy russians in underground labs or deranged aliens could ever be #brock rumlow #ca: tws #brock rumlow meta #I guess???? hello how the fuck did I get here at 5 pm on a tuesday jesus christ #mcu meta #max.txt

[bicheetopuff]

If I wasn’t a bnha fan and you told me all of these people were the same person:

…I’d call you a filthy fucking liar

#midoriya izuku #I’m sorry but there’s literally no fucking way #and hori has the audacity to call him PLAIN?? #he literally has the biggest glow up hori how dare you call him plain #bnha #bkdk #bakudeku #fr though no wonder fandom has so many different interpretations of his personality #bro has range #he’s a cutie and a terrifying badass at the same time

[dumpster-fire-sapphic-failgirl]

Y’all.

Y’all.

Steel not only chewed out the governor’s Citadel mage so hard she made her cry. But then she gave that poor woman an order that was basically “Haul your wall sized computer monitor TO THE JAIL LOBBY so I CAN YELL AT MY WAWARD ASS DAUGHTER in 5k”

One: I’m not sure if I was any of the three that I would be able to say anything more than “yes ma’am” “no ma’am” or “sorry ma’am”

Two: you can make a lot of arguments about nature vs nurture but I think we might have spotted where Suvi’s tendency to try bulldozing her way through problems comes from.

#worlds beyond number #the wizard the witch and the wild one #aabria iyengar #brennan lee mulligan #taylor moore #I’m 40 fucking years old and I’m terrified of steel #suvirin kedberiket #steel #wwwo spoilers #wwwo #wwwo steel #ma’am #just… ma’am