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#I’m weak for bandaged Levi
l3visthighs · 3 months
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romantichomicide95 · 9 months
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drabble prompt # 7- “why didn’t you say how bad it was?”
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"You idiot," Levi muttered under his breath. He was beyond frustrated, how could you let this happen? How could he let this happen.
You winced as the medic prodded at your wounded arm, causing a fresh wave of pain to shoot through your body. Levi's eyes narrowed as he watched your reaction, his jaw clenched tightly.
It started on your latest expedition, you’d been fighting a particularly vicious Titan when it managed to get its hands on you. Levi, of course, was able to kill it before it could really crush you, or worse, eat you. Unfortunately it still left a hefty amount of damage, damage you kept from your worried boyfriend. So here you were, laid out and injured in your room getting bandaged up.
Once the medics left you alone, Levi was unable to suppress his frustration any longer, "Why the hell didn't you speak up about how bad it was?" he demanded, his eyes narrowing. "I can't protect you if you keep important shit like this from me."
You looked up at him. His steel blue eyes bore into yours, and you could see the worry etched into his features. Taking a deep breath, you tried to respond, your voice slightly strained.
“I...I didn't want to worry you," you admitted, a weak smile forming on your lips. "I knew you had enough on your plate."
“Don't be stupid!” his voice had an edge to it, his frustration evident in his tone. You couldn't help but feel a pang of guilt at his words. You knew that Levi was already burdened with the weight of the war and the responsibilities of being Captain. On top of that he held the title of “humanity’s strongest soldier”. The last think you wanted was to add to his worries.
“But Levi, I know how much you have to deal with, I didn't want to add to your stress. There’s no need to worry.”
Levi let out a frustrated sigh, his eyes never leaving yours. "Seriously? You think I don't worry about you? That I don't care about your well-being?"
You felt a mix of emotions wash over you. On one hand, it felt nice to hear how much your boyfriend cared about you, but on the other hand, you hated the thought of burdening him further.
“It’s not that, Levi," you tried to sit up in bed but Levi’s stern gaze kept you in place.
“Stay put," he said firmly, his voice leaving no room for argument. "You need to rest."
You sighed, realizing that there was no use in trying to fight his orders. You settled back onto the bed, giving him a defeated nod. "Alright, fine. But please, Levi, understand that I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want to add to the list of things you already have on your plate.”
Levi approached the bed, his footsteps heavy. He sat down on the edge of the bed, his tone carrying a hint of frustration. "Do you think I can't handle it? That I can't handle taking care of you? You're dead wrong."
“I never said you couldn't handle it, Levi," you retorted. “It’s not about that. I just…I hate feeling this way. You’re more capable than me and I don’t want to burden you by getting in the way.”
Levi's brows furrowed, frustration mixing with concern. “Listen, you stubborn brat," he said, his voice firm. "You're not burdening me. If something happened to you…” his voice cut off for a second as he looked away, “Just tell me next time. Don’t hide shit from me.”
You could see the genuine worry in Levi's eye. His words slowly start to sink in, “You're right, Levi," you admitted, your voice quieter now. "I shouldn't have kept it from you. We're a team, and that means being honest with each other."
Levi's gaze met yours again, his features slightly less hardened. “Good. Keeping things from me doesn’t do either of us any good. I do care about you, you’re important to me.”
A small smile tugged at the corners of your lips. You reached out and gently took his hand, squeezing it. "I know. I’m sorry. I love you and I promise I’ll do better.”
Levi looked at you. He didn't say anything for a moment, his grip on your hand tightening. Then, he leaned in closer, “You better," he replied, giving you a stern look "Because if you ever hide something like this from me again, I won't be held responsible for what I do."
You chuckled softly. "I'll keep that in mind, Captain," you teased.
Levi rolled his eyes. "Just don't forget it," he muttered, his fingers tracing over the bandages on your arm. "I can't protect you if you don't let me."
You leaned in closer, resting your head against his. "I know, Levi," you whispered. "And I appreciate everything you do for me."
Levi wrapped his arm around you, pulling you closer to him. He didn't need to say anything else, because his actions spoke for themselves. Showing you how much Levi Ackerman truly did love you.
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spenzitz · 1 year
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could i request gojo, dazai and levi with the prompt you get injured? congrats on 500 followers!! hardwork paid off ⁉️
tysm!! and this is probably one of my favorite tropes so uh..
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YOU GET INJURED ft. dazai, gojo, levi
dazai, gojo, levi, x gn!reader, blood, vauge injury,
a/n ~ not sure how i feel about these... words ~ 1.7k
☆500 EVENT☆
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DAZAI
the problem with being the one who pulls the strings is you don’t get to play the game. while dazai is off planning god knows what, you end up getting injured when the enemy ambushes your small group. dazai doesn’t even find out you’re hurt until after yosano has treated you.
dazai rushes through the office towards the infirmary. he’s not running, he’s been told you’re stable and just need time to recover. he’s walking fast enough to get there and comfort you(him) but slow enough to compose himself.
when he sees you all bloodied and battered, he almost loses it. yosano reiterates to him that you’re stable and just need a few days to recover until you can go home, before leaving you two alone.
dazai nods to yosano as she closes the door, scared he’ll break down if he opens his mouth. once she leaves, it’s quiet with only light chatter from the office that can barely be heard over the light hum of the ac. dazai is sitting down next to you, refusing to make eye contact no matter how long you stare at him.
“it’s alright, dazai.” you say with a small, weak smile. dazai huffs out a breath and leans back in his chair, crossing his arms. he’s scanning over your body, finding new bandages and bloody gauze every time he looks. “you are not all-right.” he exaggerates his words as he motions towards your figure, laying there, broken.
you take the opportunity to grab his right hand with yours. “i’m still here aren’t i?” you say, pleading with him to just look at you, to see you’re ok. “dazai.” you bring yourself to sit up, wincing through the pain. you reach up and turn his head towards you, but it’s still not enough. he watches your chest shakily rise and fall and the dried blood smudged on your neck, but never at you.
“i’m right here, love.” you run your thumb back and forth on his face, as he slowly closes his eyes. after a moment, a tear forms at this waterline and gently rolls down his cheek.
despite the immense aches, you readjust yourself again to face him. you don’t say anything as you bring his head to the crook of your neck. it doesn’t take long for his tears to soak through your shirt.
“i’m not gonna leave you here…” you mumble into his hair. he starts shaking as he wraps his arms around you, holding you tight. you stay there for awhile and let him be.
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GOJO
“now, what do we have here?” gojo walks into shoko’s office, peeking through his blindfold to get a good look at you with his own eyes. as he makes his way over to you, you shoot a nasty look toward itadori, who takes it as his queue to leave.
about an hour ago, itadori spotted ijichi helping you out of a car. being the ever kind and caring boy he is, he told ijichi that he could help you to shoko’s office. what he didn’t mention was that he sent your fiancé a text vaguely explaining that you had been injured.
thankfully, your injury wasn’t that bad. it only took a bit of shoko’s reverse cursed technique and a few stitches for your leg to be significantly better. by the time gojo shows up, you were just resting before heading home for the day.
“hey! don’t be mean to him, he did the right thing.” gojo sits next to the bed you’re occupying, blindfold wrapped in his fingers as he examines your wound. you scoff as he plays out the exact reason you wanted to be the one to tell him. “so making you come over here and get all hyper over nothing was the right thing to do?”
he lets you take his blindfold from his hands and lay it on your opposite side, replacing it with your hand, now cradling his. his hand is stiff, tense, the poor thing. he’s the strongest man in the world, and yet he still can’t keep you from getting hurt. he thinks he should be upset, but honestly, he’s just glad you're ok now, all taken care of. his body doesn’t seem to get the memo.
“satoru? i’m fine now, there’s no point in getting upset.” he looks up at you, half-smiling with a hint of something mischievous. he pulls his hand away from yours as he stands. “don’t flatter yourself hun, just checking the damage.” gojo pats your thigh before reaching his hand out to help you stand up.
you should be offended that he says he’s “checking the damage” like someone backed into his car rather than his fiancé getting injured on a job. but you just smiled and took his hand, still tensed up. you don’t think he even realizes himself that he was worried, scared of how bad it could have been.
using gojo as a crutch was more of a burden than actual help, but you played along and kisses him on the cheek as a thank you once you reached your car, making him feel much better.
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LEVI
levi paces back and forth in erwin’s office, his whole front side is damp with half-dried blood. his cravat is long gone, being the first to go when he started applying pressure to your wound.
hange had to convince levi to let the medical team take care of you, peeling him away from you. now, hange approaches him slowly, handing him a change of clothes. “no, they’ll be done any moment now.” he says, turning away from hange to face the window. “exactly!” they walk around to be in front of him, trying to give him the change of clothes again. “i don’t think they’d like to see you all covered in blood when they wake up.”
hange gives him a pleading look, knowing that he hates being this filthy. “go get cleaned up, i’ll let you know if anything changes.” levi succumbs to his inner clean freak with a huff as he takes the clothes and leaves, heading to his room.
he thought he would- should, rush through cleaning up, but he ended up taking his time. he’d probably come to terms with the fact that even when they’re done working on you, it will be a while before you wake up. how stupid could he be? you were nothing to him, just another captain who’s lasted longer than the rest. a person who just so happened to see right through him. someone who saw who he really was and stayed anyway. he would never consider you a friend. just someone he talked to more than anyone else.
he carefully took off his uniform, god forbid he gets blood everywhere. he took a long shower, being sure to get the dried blood out from under his fingernails. once he’s dressed and his hair is dried, he makes his way to the medical team, calmly asking for an update. they tell him he can see you, but you’d probably still be out for a while.
he only gives a nod as he walks past them, into your room to see you. he knows if he opened his mouth, he’d probably end up lashing out at them, and they didn’t deserve that. what will you think if the first person you see after waking up is levi? surely you’d find it odd that an acquaintance of yours, no matter how friendly, was there. he has no right to worry so much for you, but he does.
levi’s been waiting in your room for a few hours now, sitting in an armchair facing your bed as he looks out the window. as sunlight slowly drained from the night sky, more people would peek their heads in to see how you were doing. a few subordinates of yours, one of your commanding officers, and even some friends from other regiments. levi didn’t know a single one of them, not that he should, why would he care? why does he care? you’ve never mentioned having friends outside of the scouts, but why would you tell him that? why does it take you being gravely injured for him to think about this? levi ponders it all, glancing at you more frequently as the night goes on.
it’s just past eight when you start to stir. you groan as the pain in your abdomen starts to register. in a moment, levi stands up and bolts for the door, but not before you call out to him.
“w-wait, please” you croak out. levi stops in his tracks, contemplating what to do. he was hoping you wouldn’t see him, or just assume he was checking in on you. he looks over his shoulder at you, not daring to meet your half-lidded eyes. “i should let the doctor know you’re awake” he says in a low and quiet voice. you can tell he’s trying to convince himself.
“just-” you attempt to sit up, cursing from the pain and lying back down. “please don’t go yet, give me a minute.” all you can do is stare at the ceiling as you try to catch your breath. you can’t stop him from leaving, even if you were fine, you could never overpower him physically. and yet, somehow, in your weakened state, he finds himself unable to move. he’s so pathetic, levi thinks as he turns around and pulls up a chair to sit next to the bed.
“thanks for patching me up.” you manage to whisper out. you can’t even manage to keep your eyes open. the blanket they put over you shifted from your attempt to sit up. he can now see where they bandaged you up, some dried blood they missed, probably just in a hurry to stop the bleeding.
levi closes his eyes and puts a hand on your shoulder. you peek up at him, and he squeezes just slightly, seemingly grounding himself. was he that worried about you? suddenly, he stands up, moving the chair back to its spot. this time, you don’t seem to protest.
“they should be changing your bandages soon, i can see some blood coming through.” he says softly, letting out another sigh afterward. before he steps out the door you say, “come back afterwards ok?” it’s more of a demand than a question, and he knows that. “ok” he says, nodding at you before walking out, finally relieved.
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☆500 EVENT☆
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jelliezellie · 1 year
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hey hey !
I hope you're having a good day here !
I saw that you requested some request about levi and thankfully, I am also back in my aot phase 👀
would that be possible to have something, (platonic or romantic, i dont rlly care) maybe a cadet who's having a panick attack, maybe not on the battle field but more before or after something big happened tho? and our precious levi taking care of them ?
no presure, feel free to decline if you want 😌
(your others works are fire damn 💃🕺)
A/N: Thank you so much! I'm returning to my roots for this one; a need for comfort is right up my alley. I gotchu >:) if you couldn't tell... I'm back in my aot phase, too. I have Levi fever at the moment. I also wrote this while I was fighting off my sleep meds, sorry. - please keep in mind that everyone who has panic attacks has them differently, so mine could be vastly different from yours. I am just writing from experience! With that being said, please stay safe and, um, don’t touch glass when you have a panic attack as Y/n does.
TW: Panic attack, blood and very slight depictions of gore (Marco), Levi bandaging you up, and mentions of death.
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You slammed the door to your room in the barracks, stumbling to your bed. You coughed, trying to breathe, and clutched the fabric chest when you were unable to. “I,” you gasped, wanting to cry out for help, but being unable to. Who could you talk to about this? The other scouts were trying their best to forget it already. Half of his face was gone. He was your best friend and half of him was gone.
Tears streamed down your eyes as you coughed and grabbed a glass of water. You had to calm down. You drank some, but it dripped down your shirt and you flinched, dropping the glass on the floor. “No, no,” you whisper-screamed as your trembling hands tried to shovel the broken glass up. 
A knock came on your door.
You shakily inhaled enough breath to call out, “Go away.” 
“It’s Captain Levi.”
You cursed to yourself as you stared at your bloody hands. The shards from the glass must’ve cut you when you were trying to clean them up. When you didn’t respond and let out a sob, the door opened. 
“What’s going on in here?” He asked, his eyes going from the tears streaming down your face to the broken glass to the blood on your hands. “Shit, cadet, what happened?” He muttered, his tone filled with worry.
You sniffled, unable to catch your breath. You turned away, not wanting to look weak in front of him. You heard his footsteps recede and thought that would be the end; you thought he would have just left you alone. You thought he would because it was Levi; he wasn’t a therapist or anything. He was just a guy. But you felt something tug at your wrist and you flinched hard. 
You turned to see him, sitting on your bed with a first-aid kit. You, again, tried to put on a brave front, but you felt your heart palpitate and you gasped as you thought all of the air in your lungs was escaping. “Can’t,” you cried out in a panic, “can’t breathe.”
Levi seemed to recognize this fairly quickly. His eyes widened slightly and he showed you his hand, then placed it on your arm—a reminder that you could still feel. That you were still alive and real. “I’m here,” he stated. “Breathe with me, okay?”
The blood dripped down your arm and you shivered as you felt it. “But the—”
“We will deal with that in a moment,” he replied, his voice soft, yet stern. “Breathe. In,” he inhaled, “and out.” He exhaled. He waited for your shaky breath to slow down before he repeated it softly. “In,” he whispered. In. “and out.” Out. Levi nodded when your breathing was under better control. “Good,” he murmured, “just like that.” Your tears still fell, but something about the way Levi’s chest was also rising and falling at the same time as yours was calming. You kept your eyes on him.
“I’m going the clean up your hands and bandage them now, okay?” He asked for confirmation before touching you. You nodded slowly, holding your shaky arms out. He looked at you with furrowed, worried brows before examining the state of your injuries. “Whenever you’re ready to talk—if you want to talk—you can.”
Levi took a wet cloth and cleaned all of the blood off.
“Half of his body was gone,” you mumbled. Levi looked up at you with a familiar sadness in his gaze.
“I know. Marco, wasn’t it?”
You nodded.
“I know cadet,” he said, his voice softening as you let out a sob. He shushed your cries, nodding. “I know. I know.”
Levi then used tweezers to pick out the tiny shards with care. He poured gauze over your wounds. When you didn’t even flinch, he looked at you again. “Cadet?” He called out to you, making sure your mind was still there, “Are you feeling any better?” He wrapped your hands and arms up.
You shrugged. “I don’t know.”
He stayed at your side as he put everything back in the first-aid kit. “It has been a long day, cadet. Let’s go down to the mess hall and get something to eat. You need to maintain your strength.” You nodded silently. Something about your silence irked him. “I’ll show you where I keep my tea, too. We can make some.” You nearly smiled at his attempt to cheer you up. 
“Thank you, Captain.”
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levmada · 1 year
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You have such a good perspective on canon!levi, how do you do it!! 🥰🤩 the cold weather has made me think fluffy thoughts... sooooo....
What are your thoughts on post-war levi needing some help with cutting his hair? He can manage, but it's probably harder to do, right? Does he even keep the undercut? Uh-oh, maybe the top grows out enough for a bun. Is this the first time he lets someone other than his mother cut it for him? Does it mean something to him, or does he just not like other people messing with it? If he needed help, he probably wouldn't ask, you'd just have to get in there and do it... and then it would just be a part of your routine together. I need to hear your thoughts!!
Also happy new year 😘😘
xoxo
happy new year!! idk how this post got so srs but here we are.... i promise... its fluffy towards the end...
//internalized ableism, mentioned suicidal ideation, some minor manga spoilers + hinted ch132 spoiler | wc: 1.0k
He didn’t get to cut his hair (I bet) for that month he was in the forest with Zeke. And then after the final battle, he’s in the hospital for some long months while his face heals (did you know that face wounds heal super well compared to other flesh wounds?), he gets multiple surgeries on his knee, and treated for the internal bleeding caused by the explosion (remember when he coughs up blood in the manga?), etc. The point is, he’s in the worst shape of his life.
And in all that time, his bangs grow to fall over his eyes all the time. They don’t like to stay pushed back over his forehead, either, and the prickly stubbled part of his undercut gains length. The longer tail in the back has creeped down his nape.
This is one more thing to constantly unsettle him. Routinely he’s always cut his hair every two weeks on the dot if he can, and he’s never let it get bad enough to grow out this much, not since he was a little kid.
He’s always cut his hair himself, too. At this point he’s firm in the belief that he’s the only one who can get it right, and on top of Levi’s stubborn independence and his newly realized weaknesses, means he’s defiant to letting even you (who has stuck to his side since he was admitted) trim it. You can count on one hand how many times he let you help with it in the past.
“I’ll cut it for you,” you offer out of the blue, for the hundredth time.
He, who’d been half-dozing in his hospital bed, grunts to show his distaste. The majority of the bandages are off his face, except for the white wrappings hugging one of his eyes. Unfortunately, Hange’s stitches had been removed, and restitched. Levi got extremely irate with the doctor who explained to him that the work done was shoddy, like whoever that’d done it seemed to be in a rush.
Either way, it still feels strange to talk with the cleft in his lips. “You’ve done enough for me.”
You stroke his uninjured hand. The other is still bandaged. Recently, he went through another small surgery to get them properly amputated to the second knuckle to prevent nerve damage and infection. (I’m so fucking sad.)
“The most I’ve done is just be here,” you say meaningfully. “Please let me help, ‘Vi.”
For the most part, Levi has been completely numb since the war ended. Maybe he’s still in shock, like the professionals say, but he has had the suspicion that he’s broken... That is until you beg him so genuinely. A familiar affection for you pulls in him. It reminds him. Not broken.
He blinks at you, and sighs deeply through his nose. “Only if… it’s not too much trouble.”
“Never. I already asked for the proper tools.”
He deadpans a little, affection growing. “Fine.”
Smiling, you give him a kiss.
Levi huffs. He’s stronger than he was since being admitted. With a few pillows fluffed up behind him, he sits up with relative ease. His socked feet brush the floor, where he stares down, deliberating.
“You shouldn’t—”
“If you get that fucking chair, forget it.” He raises his head and glares defiantly at you. “I’m not a shitty baby. I can fucking walk.”
You never said he was, never even implied it, but you understand why he’s lashing out. So you compromise by sitting down beside him, and sliding your arm around his waist. He hooks one of his over your shoulders, saying nothing as you together maneuver to stand. The bathroom is a few paces away, but to Levi it feels like miles as he heavily favors his good leg, causing him to hobble.
His cheeks burn in humiliation. Not because you’re helping him, but the fact that he needs help in the first place. He doesn’t even let the nurses do this.
In the same way, all the meaning of this favor to him isn’t in you cutting his hair. It touches him that you’d go out of your way (in his mind) yet again for him, as difficult as he knows he’s being. Has been.
He hates that his body’s this way now. Mangled beyond recognition of how it used to be, how it used to work. He’s left broken parts. Damaged. He’s permanently useless forever, he thinks. The resulting burden makes him think at his darkest moments that it would’ve been easier on himself and everyone else if he just died after killing Zeke. His duty was done. It would’ve taken long enough.
This occasional slew of dark thoughts have grown more common since he’s had time to do more or less nothing but think. When he remembers that everyone he fought beside, including and especially you, were thrilled that he was recovering, he feels a horrible stab of guilt. He should be grateful. The Titans are gone. He should be at peace, overjoyed. He doesn’t deserve to feel this much pain considering everyone else who lost their lives. Everyone close to him is dead. But, except you. Except you.
(I need to get back on topic.)
In the bathroom, he braces himself using the counter, his bad leg raised as you drag a regular chair inside.
“Same as always?”
“Yeah.”
He thought he’d feel even more pathetic that he can’t even do this with two less fingers and his eyesight, but he finds himself… relaxed for the first time in ages. More placated whenever your fingers card through his hair, occasionally scratching affectionately as you go about trimming, then buzzing his hair way down near the base of his skull and around his ears.
You’re slow and careful about it, and Levi finds himself holding onto that.
When his hair is fixed, the style as he always had it, he feels a shred better. Your eyes meet through the reflection.
“Thank you,” he mumbles.
Later in the future, when Levi is out of the hospital (which he leaves on crutches), and enough time has passed to partway recover and re-establish a new routine in your lives, you still cut his hair the majority of the time. His eyesight messes with his field of view—it’s a task to land kisses to your lips, let alone cut his hair straight. So even though he’s ambidextrous, that doesn’t mean much.
Every two weeks, same as always, you stand behind him with a towel laid out for the stray hairs, and wordlessly set about doing it for him. He could grow it out, but he much rather prefers a few things staying the same as they’ve always been. Including his hair. Especially you.
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obiwhat · 1 year
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I have a fic request for you, if you don't mind. An Erwin lives au. Erwin sees Levi for the first time after Levi gets blown up by the thunder spear. Levi is covered in bandages and in a lot of pain and Erwin being very concerned and protective.
hi there anon!! thank u for the request :)) i got real excited about this one, hope you enjoy! ~~
Beating Hearts
(takes place during the rumbling, when the crew escapes Paradis on a boat)
“Where is he?”
Hanji hesitated— muscles tense. They seemed to know instantly who Erwin was referring to, and why he’d be so urgent to see him. Then their face fell and they beckoned Erwin to follow them through the vacant ship corridors. As soon as Hanji started in one direction, he was practically stepping over their heels.
Erwin thought back to when he had assigned each one of their missions. He had been the one to assign Levi to guarding Zeke. He had sent him away to that damn forest for a month with the enemy. And so it was Erwin who was given the news of Levi’s condition once everything started going to shit.
“I tried my best with the bandages. I’m not a medical doctor after all. The stitches are rough. He swallowed water. And he… his chest doesn’t sound right,” Hanji rambled as they passed through the ship halls, leading Erwin to the only closed door at the end of the main corridor.
Erwin paused in front of the door. His hands were trembling. Fuck, he was horrified of what he would find beyond that simple slab of steel.
The ship rocked against the waves, jarring him from his thoughts.
“Hanji,” he managed, finally. “You saved him. Thank you.”
“Don’t know how many times he’s saved me,” they croaked, seeming guilty— of what charge, Erwin didn’t know. “I hope I did enough.”
“You did more than enough,” Erwin offered a meekly smile to them. They nodded and turned away, leaving Erwin to enter Levi’s room on his own.
The scent of antiseptic was the first thing Erwin noticed when he shakenly pulled the door open. There, in a small military style bed with pristine white sheets, laid his captain. Broken and battered, Levi was nearly the same pale tone as the bed he laid in.
Erwin’s feet carried him forward but he felt them going weak. Gently, he pulled a chair up to the bed, eyes burning as they trailed over the various assortment of bandages littering Levi’s face and shirtless upper chest.
Hanji was right, his lungs did sound strange. It was as if the very act of raising them dug shards of glass through each crevice of lung tissue. Internal injuries, was the first thought that came to mind.
All and all, he was still here. The stubborn man he had fallen in love with had lived, and they were reunited once again. That was enough— more than enough at what seemed to be the end of the world.
Erwin hadn’t realized that his hand had gravitated over Levi’s until his captain’s hand gave him a small squeeze back. Erwin lifted his head, looking up at Levi, half expecting him to be wide eyed and full of life as always— maybe he would even comment on Erwin’s ragged appearance.
But his eyes were hardly open, they blinked slowly as if it took all his energy just to muster up the will to look at Erwin. And once his gaze landed upon him, it seemed to glaze over.
“H-Hey ‘Win,” he croaked, his voice hoarse and jarring.
“Hello, my dove.” Erwin smiled, for Levi. He brought a soft touch to Levi’s warm forehead, stroking his damp hair from his bandaged face so he could see him better. “How are you feeling?”
Levi didn’t respond, at least not how Erwin thought he would. He simply paused, then trembled as he shook his head.
“I figured as much,” Erwin supplied. Him doing most of the talking was common for them. “When Hanji told me about the explosion… I didn’t believe it. I thought no one was stubborn enough to live through that. You’ve proved me wrong.
Levi raised his lip to a smile, weakly. Then he coughed and spoke again, “Put off dying… W-Wanted t’see you first.”
Erwin huffed a laugh, though he felt tears threatening to fall from his eyes. “Don’t even joke about that.”
His captain hummed, defiant as ever. Even now. Even in the state he was in, he was acting like himself. Erwin wondered if that was due to him— if Levi was putting up an act so Erwin would be comforted.
Then Levi gave Erwin’s hand another soft squeeze. “Y’okay?”
“Of course. Of course, I am,” Erwin shuttered, putting his cheek to Levi’s chest. Feeling his heartbeat slowly against the soft fabric of the bed sheets. “I am now.”
“Erwin, you should know, my face is… It’s…”
“What?” Erwin lifted his head, Levi’s expression had changed. He was avoiding Erwin’s gaze now.
“Well, I know I wasn’t much of a looker before, but now… I understand if—”
Erwin heaved in a breath and put his hands delicately to the sides of Levi’s cheeks, barely applying any pressure for the fear of hurting him. “No. No, Levi. You don’t understand.”
Levi’s gaze finally returned. His eyes were lined with a pain that Erwin knew had nothing to do with his broken body.
“You don’t understand. You will always be beautiful— because you’re mine. Until the day I die, I'll kiss each one of your scars and I’ll take care of you, Levi. Like you’ve done to me.”
Tears rimmed Levi’s eyes, he blinked them away and smirked. Though it didn’t last long as the smile caused him more harm than good, he winced and bit his lip.
“Dunno how many days we have left, Commander,” Levi huffed.
“Then I’m grateful that we will spend them together.” He pressed a soft kiss to Levi’s forehead, feeling the heat of his fever against his cool lips.
That night, and for the first time in weeks, Erwin let the steady and reassuring sensation of Levi’s heartbeat lull him into a dreamless sleep.
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One More Sun
One More Sun Characters: Levi x Hange Word Count: 1035 words
Canon universe. Their last night on the ship to Odiha, inspired by this @theysangastheyslew (but before Levi had his bandages changed).
Dusk. The misted porthole framed a horizon of lapping waves against a jaundiced sky. A beam of sickly light filtered down from the tiny window into the cabin; its narrow confines crowded with a single bed and two tub chairs. One of these was occupied by Hange who had drawn up a small table beside her. Gauze swabs, saline, fresh bandages and a metal bowl had all been laid out. Levi sat in the opposite seat. Without his bandages the torn flesh of his face lay exposed. Hange leaned forwards, so close that the outline of her cheek blurred at the corner of his vision. Shoulders tensed, Levi concentrated on Hange’s right earlobe as she applied a swab to his stitches. A single bead of saline trickled, the moisture cold against his burning skin. Hange’s breath whistled down her nose as she worked.
“Your face is healing well.” She removed the gauze to trace Levi’s cheekbone with her little finger. His mouth twisted at the sensation. “Sorry that the stitches aren’t neater but I was short on supplies.”
Levi did not speak as Hange discarded the swab into the metal bowl before touching a fresh piece to his ruined eye. The compress felt blissfully cool; Levi closed his other eye in relief. 
“We should reach Odiha before long,” Hange assured him. Her expression was hidden beneath her dark fringe and eye patch but Levi could feel her watching him. His suspicion was confirmed as Hange moved backwards, her gaze searching into his own. Levi’s jaw clenched. 
“It won’t be long now before you can have your revenge…”
“Do you think I’m sitting here pitying myself?” Even Levi was surprised by the harshness of his tone. Abashed, Hange looked down at her lap, the wad of gauze balled within her fist. “Is that what you think of me?”
“No, but-”
“I don’t know how to make you understand…” Levi glared over her bowed head, towards the cabin door. “...what it is to lose what I’ve lost. I’m a strong, skilled, ruthless cut-throat of a man-” He stopped, neck flexing as he swallowed. “-trapped inside the body of a weak, injured bastard that I don’t like or recognise.”
“Levi-”
“There’s no guarantee that I’ll be fit to fight when the time comes,” he continued hoarsely, “I can’t stand this. I can’t keep sitting on the sidelines while you -” Their eyes met. Levi quickly glanced away as though furious with her. “- all of you - put yourselves in danger.”
Hange dropped the gauze into the bowl and rested her elbows on her knees. To Levi’s astonishment she chuckled lightly to herself. 
“But this is exactly what Shadis and Magarth gave their lives for. They died so that we could have a shot at saving the lives of people whose names we don’t even know.” Hange lifted her head. She reached out, almost as though to take his hand, but stopped short. The cuff of her white shirt brushed against Levi’s leg.
“And I believe we’ll do it.”
There it was; the electric glint once again sparked in her brown eye. Levi marvelled at Hange’s wide smile; at the vitality of her flushed cheeks. It was a look of pure daring; an expression of infectious enthusiasm; one he had not seen for some years past. 
“Besides, someone up there must be on our side if they’ve allowed the two of us to come this far!” Hange gave a comical, reverent nod toward the cabin’s ceiling. 
“Never thought you’d be taken in by all that Wallist shit,” Levi cracked dryly, “must be getting philosophical in your old age.”
Hange sighed with amusement as she lifted a clean piece of gauze. 
“You know it’s because of you.” Levi’s tone was accusatory as stared hard at the space behind Hange’s ear. “You’re the only reason why we’re both still here.”
Her face was dizzyingly close to his own. Levi felt her cool breath on his skin. One agonising moment passed after another. Hange took the gauze away; dabbed again at the wound; held it for another moment. Levi’s muscles tensed as he stilled his own breathing. 
As she turned her head, Hange’s nose grazed his cheek. The skin along Levi’s cheekbone warmed. Lightly, she traced the stitch upon Levi’s lower lip with her thumb. He moved at her touch, his eye finally meeting her own.
Hange’s thumb stroked his lip; her fingers caressing his cheek. Levi did not protest as she tenderly kissed the corner of his mouth. Slowly, she drew back to chance a look at him. The question hung in the air between them. With a soundless gasp, Levi gave in. Their kisses were silent, swift. Hange’s lips barely brushed against his, with movements so careful it was as though Levi was made of glass. 
“Hange,” he whispered. But Hange was not looking at him. Her warm forehead was pressed to his.
"Hange… we can’t.”
Levi could feel her breath, quick and sharp, clouding him; pulling him in.
“You’re trying to run again…”
At this, Hange’s eye flashed open. She studied him as though seeing Levi for the first time. Then, with a barely discernible sigh, she sat back. Hange’s knuckles were pressed to her lips; to where he had freely touched her seconds before. The fleeting relief that had kindled between them had died down to mere embers. There would be no way back; just the ashes of that night and the ghostly memory of her kiss. Levi’s chest was heaving. He had to shake the thought from his mind; tear his gaze away from her mouth.
But Hange was watching the horizon darken beyond the porthole.
“Just one more day at sea… then it’ll be over before we know it.” She wasn’t smiling this time. Levi could not be sure that she was even speaking to him. Despite the assurance of her words, Levi sensed the heaviness that lay within them. Their slow march towards darkness would continue despite their hidden fears and desires. It was no use, this wanting. But if Levi had been a Wallist or a man who believed in prayer, he might have asked.
For just one more sun.
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Pairing: Demon priest! Levi x Reader
Genre and tags: Modern AU, fluff, romance, falling in love, teasing, flirting, cute, plot building, relationship development, smut, breeding, unprotected sex, multiple positions, dirty talk, dom Levi, rough, multiple Os, creampie, mating, breeding kink, baby, fluff.
Concept: You and Levi are on your holiday. You see the work Levi and Mike have done on your horns. You remind Levi how much you love him. The two of you make love together. You take your little baby to see her grandma and you update her on what's going on with your friends.
Important notice: Due to comments made to me as I planned this story, I have chosen to create a brand new religion to avoid causing any offence to those reading this fic. Some terminology is similar to other religions and inspired by them too.
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You held Levi’s hand as you finished your walk together on your holiday. You gazed at your husband and smiled softly. You felt so deeply in love with him. It was strange for you to be in a human form, but you were in the human world for your holiday. You shifted closer and hugged his side making Levi blush a little at your actions. You smiled when he wrapped an arm around you and gave you a loving squeeze.
Levi smiled a little. “You’re very loving and cuddly.”
You wrapped your arms around his neck and stood in front of him. “Kisses.”
Levi blushed at your puppy dog eyes. “Oh, don’t give me those puppy dog eyes, you know very well it’s my weakness.”
“Kisses?”
He sighed before lifting you. “All right my love.” He looked up at you and smiled softly. “You get plenty of kisses. You will be showered in them from your ankles to the top of your head.”
You blushed. “Good. I want to cover you in kisses as well.”
He hummed a laugh. “Good.” He leaned up and kissed you. “Let’s get you to our room.”
You cuddled Levi and stayed hugging him like a kola. “Yes.”
He carried you to the villa and then to the bedroom. He sat you on the bed and knelt before you. He cupped your face and kissed you. “Your horn clasps will be set. You want to see mine and Mike’s work?”
You nodded shyly. “Y-Yes.”
He pulled you to your feet and watched you turn into your demon form. He unwrapped your horns to reveal what was below. He smiled at the beautiful decorations on your horns. Levi and Mike had turned your horns into something else. The gold clasp was around where the break was. It was in the same spot on your other horn so it looked matching. Gold vines wrapped around your horns with little flowers with frosted gems inside them. Levi loved them and hoped you did too.
He stopped with his back to the mirror. “Ready?”
You nodded. “Yes.”
He shifted to the side and became a demon. He pulled off his bandages as you reached up and touched the gold. “I had mine done too, so we’re matching.” He blushed as you gazed at him with wide eyes. “I didn’t want you to feel alone.” He saw your heart pupils grow and tears consuming your eyes. “Ah! Oh no. Please don’t cry.” He rubbed your tears as you softly cried. “I’m so sorry. It was a bad idea. We’ll go back to Mike, we’ll take it all off and we’ll try something else. We’ll keep trying until we get the right thing for you.”
You shook your head as you whimpered. “I love them.”
He gasped at your declaration. “You do?”
You nodded as you sniffed. “They’re so pretty. You made my horns pretty again.” You rubbed your tears away. “You made me feel pretty again. Thank you.” You whined. “And, and, and, you got yours done to match!” You cried hard. “I’m so lucky!”
Levi chuckled at how sweet you were. “Oh, bless you, my love.”
You sniffed and leaned up and kissed him. “I love you.”
Levi wrapped his arms around your lower back and tugged you against his body. He smiled at you and captured your lips in a sweet and loving kiss. “I love you too.”
You giggled. “Your horns are so pretty.”
“Thank you.” He tapped his forehead against yours as he swayed. “Yours are more beautiful.”
“They’re like wedding rings, right?”
He chuckled. “Right.”
You pressed yourself against him and made him walk backwards towards the bed. “You’re so wonderful, handsome and sweet.” You slowly unbuttoned his shirt. “Levi, I’ve been thinking.”
He moaned against your lips as his erection twitched in his pants. “Yes?”
“Take my necklace off.”
Levi’s eyes widened. “R-Really?”
You nodded. “Please.”
Levi lifted you before twisting around and slamming you onto the bed. He panted and tore his clothes off. “I’m going to fuck you so good. I’m going to drown your womb in my seed. I will fuck you every hour for days and make sure my seed takes.”
You shivered and felt your arousal dripping out of you. “Oh, shit. Levi, that was…” You moved your magic on your body to make you naked. You parted your legs and panted. “Breed me.”
Levi drooled when he saw your soaked pussy lips. He growled at you. “Such a delectable meal all for me.” He pounced for you.
Your legs were shoved over his shoulders, his hips humped the bed as he sucked your clit passionately. There was no softly easing you into this, he was a full-on horny devil with you and you loved it. You screamed in pleasure as his hands gripped your body tightly. He moaned against you as his forked tongue swirled and flicked your clit in a passionate kiss. His French kissing on your gem of pleasure was never-ending. You saw stars in your vision as you panted in delight. You closed your eyes and let yourself plunge into the seas of ecstasy.
You reached down and grasped both his horns in your hands and whimpered. You blushed at his lustful gaze at you. You could see the pure hunger and love for you in his dark pupils. You felt desired and sexy. You moved your hips against him and rubbed your pussy against Levi’s face. You blushed at your actions, but he looked like you’d sent him into pure heaven. You moaned at him as your legs shook over his shoulders. You squeaked as Levi grabbed your body right under your breasts with his claws.
You threw your head back and cried out as you drooled. You felt your coil tighten before violently snapping you cried out in euphoria as you let your orgasm consume you. “Levi!” You panted and whimpered. “Ah, fuck. Levi, please. I need you.” You blushed at seeing the glisten of your juices on his face. “Use me to become a daddy.”
Levi’s eyes widened. “Daddy?”
You nodded and moaned at him. “Come here, daddy.”
Levi grabbed your necklace and ripped it from you before launching it across the room. He grabbed your thighs and shoved them against your chest before plunging his demon cock deep into your hungry pussy. He pounded himself roughly into you as he watched his actions. He flicked his gaze up to your face as you panted and moaned so deliciously for him. He reached and grabbed your wrists and pulled your arms between your legs as he continued to buck senselessly into you. He smirked at your squished breasts bouncing away at his rough actions. He was driven by the desire to breed you.
You leaned your head back and moaned loudly as you felt Levi’s cock fill you up. The perfect bumps lining his magnificent cock rubbed every inch of you the right way. Your toes squeeze tightly as your legs shook at your nerve endings dancing in pleasure inside you. Your horns were ignited in a pink sparkle of pleasure. You gripped Levi’s arms and dug your nails into his skin as you felt yourself drowning in pleasure. You shifted your legs on Levi’s shoulders and blushed when he turned his legs and licked your skin making you squeak.
You whimpered as tears ran down your cheeks. You were overwhelmed by the pleasure throbbing inside you. You hummed at the harsh slapping of Levi’s body against your cheeks. You felt like he was spanking you as he was making love to you and you loved it. You looked down at yourself to see you were soaked with arousal and so was Levi. You whined in response and felt proud at how wet you were and you were covering Levi’s thick meaty cock in it.
Levi smirked. “Admiring yourself?”
You blushed as you looked up at Levi. “Y-Yes.”
“Good. Look at how wet you are. Look at how soaked you are, how horny you are for my cock. You’re a sinful little minx.”
You moaned. “Yes!”
He growled at you. “You like this demon cock fucking you?”
You shivered. “Yes!”
“You like how deep I get my cock into you? You like how I stretch you wide and fill your greedy pussy?”
You whimpered. “Yes, Levi.”
He grunted as you clenched him. “What a good little minx you are. Such a good girl for daddy.”
You flushed bright red. “Yes! Oh fuck, yes.”
He panted heavily. “You take me so well. Good girl.”
“Only for you, daddy.”
He smirked. “You gonna make me a daddy?”
You nodded. “Yes! Yes, I am! Give me all your demon seed and I’ll make you an army.”
“Good girl.”
You cried out as your legs shook in pleasure. You whimpered as your orgasm ripped through your spine and spread through every inch of you. “Levi.”
Levi slowed down and panted. “Look at you enjoying your orgasm. Was it good? Was it nice?”
You purred at Levi. “Incredible as always, my love.”
He lightly held your neck and kissed you. “Good.”
“I have one complaint.”
He rolled his hips against you. “Do tell.”
You whimpered as his cock rolled around inside your aching pussy. “No cum. I’m empty of your cum.”
Levi smiled at you. “Patience, my love.” He spoke against your lips. “I’ll give it to you in no time.”
You wrapped your arms around Levi and purred at Levi. “You tease.”
“Well, I am a demon after all.”
You moaned against his lips as he moved deep within you. “Father Levi?”
Levi bucked at your words and tone. “Yes?”
You panted against his lips, your hot breath heating him up. “I have a confession.”
He tangled his fingers in your hair. “Do confess.”
You rolled your hips against Levi. “I’ve been having such sinful thoughts about a priest’s thick cock.”
Levi blushed. “Have you now?”
You nodded. “I’ve been thinking about it pounding me hard and making me cum over and over before he drains himself in me.”
Levi bit your lip and tugged with a little growl. “Naughty girl. I know just how to repent.” He lightly held your neck before gripping the bed in his other hand. “A good fucking and a nice load of my seed.”
You moaned as he grinded deeply and roughly against you. “Oh, f-fuck. Yes! I accept this punishment.”
You clung to Levi as he ravaged you against the bed. You squeaked when he sat up and pulled you with him. You sat on Levi and blushed as you gripped his shoulders. You whimpered as you looked down at Levi. You sank down on your love and let out a long blissful moan as every inch of him went deep into your pussy. Your eyes rolled back as you felt his pointed tip kissing your cervix asking for permission to open so he could fill you.
Levi turned your head to the side and ran his forked tongue up your neck. “Ride me. Show me how you want forgiveness for your sins.”
You gripped Levi’s shoulders and began bouncing up and down on him. You panted and mewled at him. You wrapped your arms around his head and shoved it into your breasts. You arched your back and kept moving on his cock as pleasure vibrated in your muscles. You tugged on his soft raven hair as you felt like you were in the ultimate paradise. Your eyes were consumed by big bright pink hearts. Your tail flicked in the air as you felt a little devilish desire inside you. You shifted your tail between you and Levi and began softly caressing his plump full balls.
Levi moaned at your playful touch before taking your breast into your mouth. He teasingly squeezed your breast a few times in his mouth. You closed his eyes and thought about them being fully and plump from pregnancy. He moaned against you sending a pleasurable vibration through your nipple. He sucked hard before moving his tongue on your nipple. He gazed up at you as his tail reached between you both and began flicking your clit in the way you needed and desired. He gripped your ass hard in his clawed hand as he dragged his lips up your body and sucked on your neck to feel the vibrations of your moan against his lips.
Levi shifted his legs and knelt up just a little. He held your neck and behind as he began pounding his cock into you. You gripped Levi’s shoulders as your eyes widened in pure pleasure.
You threw your head back. “Oh, Gods!”
Levi growled at you. “There are no Gods, only me. Who’s your God!? Tell me!”
You screamed in pleasure as he pounded into you harder. “You! You’re my god!”
“Good girl.” He grunted. “You like it when your God fucks you hard?”
You let tears run down your cheeks. “Yes! Fuck yes!” You mewled. “Fill me, please. Daddy, please!”
He panted as sweat rolled down his body and his wings fluttered. “You begging your God for his seed?”
You looked at him. “Please! My god, please.”
He slammed his cock hard up into you as your coil snapped. He smirked as your screamed in ecstasy as pleasure ripped through your body. He rolled his hips against you and panted. “Not yet, my love, not yet.”
You shook on him and your nerves vibrated. “Mm! Levi!” You pouted at him. “So mean.”
He lay you down on the cool bed and pulled his cock from you. He panted and smiled at how wet you were, how much your pussy was leaking with juices. You’d made so much that his dick had a beautiful shine to it. He moaned your name. “My little minx. You are a delectable meal that I have the pleasure of enjoying over and over.”
You giggled. “You have been blessed.”
“I have.”
You rolled over onto your stomach and lifted your hips. You teasingly wiggled your hips. “Breed me in this wonderful position. You know how we both love prone. Shower my back in your loving bites as you pump your thick, hot dick into me. Make yourself a daddy.”
Levi straddled your legs before grabbing your butt cheeks and prying them open to reveal your open pussy with pulsing walls begging for it to be filled with Levi’s penis. He sank deep into your and moaned at having your warm wet silken walls wrapping him up again. He gripped the back of your neck in one hand as his other held your hip. He rolled his hips against you and watched as he pushed your butt cheeks up and released them. He smiled as your cheeks moved from his actions, but he knew that soon they’d be smacking hard.
You shivered at Levi’s delicate movements. You went to plead with him about getting rougher with you, but he read your mind. You gripped the bedsheets hard and tugged on them. You turned your head to the side and drooled against your pillow. Your ears filled with the sounds of Levi’s hips slapping harshly against your backside. Your eyes rolled back as a smile spread on your face and drool soaked the pillow. Your moans and breath heated you up more causing your fire to consume you. You screamed in delight when Levi’s hand left your hip and proceeded to collide with your cheek in a playful smack.
You bucked against him. “Yes! Ah! More!”
Levi’s raven hair hung in his face, his lips were parted as he panted heavily from railing you against the bed. He smirked at your reaction. “You liked that? You like your God punishing you?”
You purred at him. “Punish me, daddy! Punish me!”
He smacked your bum again making you scream in delight as his cock continued to pound into your pussy. “You take it so well. Good girl.” He grunted. “You nnnnnh, you take my cock so well. Such a good girl for me.” He moved his hips faster making your nips and bum rise up into the air from his rough actions. He smacked your bum hard and began rubbing the spot. “Such a very good girl.”
You whimpered against your pillow. “I love you.”
He leaned down and showered your back in kisses. “I love you forever. I love every part of you. My incredible, delectable wife.” He dragged his tongue up your back and between your wings. “Such a good girl for me. I love you so much.”
You whined against the pillow. “I love you, Levi.”
Levi smiled at your confirming words before leaning up and pounding himself into you as hard and fast as he could that you knew you loved. He panted as he softly held the back of your neck and massaged your hip again. He gripped your hip hard as he gritted his teeth in pleasure. He moaned your name as he felt pleasure burn in his veins. He shivered as he felt close to mating with you. He couldn’t wait to fill you up. He wanted so many little demons with you.
You shifted and shook under your husband. Your mind was mush as pleasure had a strong hold on you. You wrapped your demon tail around Levi’s thick muscular thigh and squeezed him. You cried out in delight as his tail moved against your clit. Your legs shook as your body wiggled and spasmed. You slowly started to lose control of your body and knew very well this next orgasm was gonna render you an immobile mess against the bed.
Levi moaned as his knot began to swell. “I’m gonna breed you, my love.”
You groaned against the bed. “Yes, please do. Fill me.” You squeezed your toes and moaned in delight. “Empty your load into me. Drain your plump balls deep into my womb!”
Levi panted as his hips kept smacking against yours. He groaned as his knot tapped against your pussy lips. He pushed his knot into you and stretched you more. You screamed in pleasure as your body spasmed at your orgasm consuming your whole being. You shook against the bed as your eyes rolled back into your head.
Levi moaned your name as he humped you closely to push him over the edge. He pressed his cock in deep, his pointed tip pushing your cervix open just enough for him. He held you still as he pumped ribbons of his demon seed deep into your womb. He panted and whimpered as he drained his balls into you. He moaned a little as he felt he’d filled your womb but there was still more of his cum. His cum wrapped around his cock and oozed around him.
You moaned against the bed as you felt Levi’s hot seed inside you. You shivered as another orgasm dragged its delicious fingers up your spine. “Ah!”
Levi flopped against your back and sighed. He wrapped one arm under you and reached to hold your hand. He softly kissed your shoulders. “I think it’s safe to say you will get pregnant.”
You hummed a laugh and spoke weakly. “Levi, my darling, it only takes us to have unprotected sex once to make a baby.”
He blushed and whined at you. He nuzzled the crook of your neck and whimpered. “Let me have this.”
You pulled his hand close and kissed it. “You did amazing. You gave me so much of your seed that I have no doubts. Thank you.”
Levi smiled against your skin. “Thank you.” He kissed your shoulder. “Are you okay? I wasn’t too rough, was I?”
“Oh, no. It was incredible. You were perfect.” You smiled at him. “I loved every moment.”
He smiled back. “Good, I’m glad. I only ever want to make you happy.”
“I’m very happy.” You closed your eyes and hummed. “Can we stay like this? You feel so good against me.” You snuggled and sighed. “Please?”
Levi hummed a laugh. “Of course. I’m a little sleepy and my knot is still too big. Let us rest.”
You yawned and slowly drifted off under Levi. “Love…you…” “Love you always.”
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You half lay on your husband as you lightly slept you hummed and stirred at a cute cooing of a sweet baby. You lifted your head and turned to sit up in your bed. You rubbed your eyes and smiled as you looked down into the cot next to your bed. You smiled at your baby girl gazing up at you. You scooped her up into your arms and kissed her little forehead as she mumble and giggled at your affection towards her.
You put your legs up and sat her on your stomach and lay her on your thighs. “Good morning, my little Lilly pad. You are full of beans today.”
Lilly held your thumb tightly. “Mm.” She gazed at you with such love and wonder.
You hummed a laugh. “I love you so much.”
Levi moaned as he slowly awoke to your sweet voice. He opened his eyes and smiled when he saw you sat up with your little baby on your thighs. “Well, if it isn’t my two favourite girls in the world.”
You hummed a laugh. “She woke me up.”
Levi sat up. “She needs changing?”
You shook your head. “No, she just made cute little noises. So, I decided to have a nice little moment with her.”
Levi shuffled up close to you and looked down at his little girl. “She’s so precious.” He welled up and sniffed. “I love her so much.”
You giggled at your soft husband. “Bless you.” You lifted your daughter up. “Could you hold her while I clean up and get ready to visit Kuchel?” You pressed the end of Lilly’s nose. “We’re going to see grandma today!”
Levi chuckled at his daughter squealing in delight as she got your attention. “Mum will go crazy.”
You slipped off the bed. “She will! She loves Lilly.”
Levi held his daughter in his arms and smiled at her. “Hello, my Lilly pad.” He got out of bed. “I bet you need your nappy changing, huh?” He lay her down on the changing bed. “Don’t want you getting a dirty bum-bum.” He took her onesie off and nappy before cleaning her up and changed her. “My goodness, you made a big mess, huh?” He chuckled and put her in a bunny onesie. “There we go, my little bunny.” He held her feet and kissed the bottom of them. “All clean and looking good. Shall we get you some breakfast?”
Levi carried his daughter over to the kitchen and started making Lilly her drink. He mixed everything together and shook her bottle. He heated it up and he bounced her. He checked the bottle was right for her and offered it. He smiled when she started drinking right away. He hummed a laugh at how hungry she was. She ate a lot and was a cute little chunky thing.
You walked over and smiled. “How is she doing?”
“Good.” He put the bottle down and burped Lilly. “All fed and burped.”
You took Lilly from Levi. “Perfect. Thank you so much.” You sniffed her. “My goodness, your daddy has got you smelling all good.” You carried her to the going out baby things. “I think your daddy would love to have you strapped to him.”
Levi ran over yanking on his turtleneck jumper. “Yes! Mine!” He yanked on the baby carrier. “Gimmie! Gimmie!”
You slotted Lilly into the carrier so she faced Levi. “There we go.”
Lilly looked Levi in the eyes and squealed in delight. She kicked her legs and hands before grabbing at Levi’s shirt.
Levi rubbed her little back. “I got you, my little cutie.” He kissed her forehead and smiled a little. “Let’s get going!”
You held Levi’s hand and flew with him until you reached Kuchel’s home. “Kuchel!” You waved to her as she ran over. “Hi, momma!”
She ran over and tackled you into a hug. “Hello, my lovely daughter!” She pulled back. “How are you?”
“I’m great.” You looked over at Levi. “We have a little visitor for you.”
She gasped when she saw Lilly gazing at her. “Oh! Precious grandbaby!” She picked Lilly out of her little seat and cuddled her. “You are so plump! Just like your daddy was.” She hummed a laugh and kissed Levi’s cheek. “Good to see you, my sweet baby boy.”
Levi hummed a laugh. “Hey, mum. Yeah, she’s a plump baby. Our little Lilly pad eats a lot.”
Kuchel covered her granddaughter’s face in loving kisses. “What a good little girl she is.”
You walked inside her home and moved to the kitchen. “I’ll make drinks and snacks.”
“No! No! Levi will do all that, won’t you dear?”
Levi kissed you. “Go rest, okay? You need to relax more.”
You sighed a little. “Okay.” You walked to the living room and sat with Kuchel as she bounced your daughter. You reached up and fiddled with your new contraceptive choker. “How do you feel about more grandkids?”
Kuchel gazed at you with eyes filled with joy. “More!? Are you!?”
You shook your head. “No, not yet. I know Levi would love a little army, but I just wanted to know how you feel. I mean, we’ll go places together for work and can’t be at home with the kids. So, we need a babysitter and with us aiming for a lot of kids, it’s a lot for you to do when we do have to go away.”
Kuchel hugged your baby tightly as she welled up. “Please, have a whole army. I will love them all!”
You giggled. “Wonderful.”
Levi put the drinks and snacks down before sitting next to you and singing his arm over your shoulders. “We’re really thankful to you, mum.”
She smiled. “You both deserve to go off and have some fun, as well as be able to work in places with no worries. I’ll take good care of all my grandbabies.”
You hugged Levi’s side. “Great, well our next won’t be for a while. I’ve told Levi we’re waiting on Lilly being close to one or over one when we try.”
Levi grumbled. “Wait…huff.”
You kissed his cheek. “Patience dear.” You rubbed his chest to soothe him. “Have you heard about Erwin and Hange?”
Kuchel raised her brow. “No?”
You grinned. “King Erwin has a lover and she’ll be Queen. She was a human and they met in the human world as he was starting to make connections so we don’t have to hide anymore. Well, this pretty curvy woman with tattoos caught his eye. He fell for her hard and now they’re deeply in love.”
“So romantic! What about Hange?”
You smiled. “Same thing. Hange was studying humans and she met a sweet doctor who is a bit wild like her. The two got on really well. Her girlfriend is so nice and a bit crazy.”
Levi sighed. “Those two making a child could bring about the end of the world.” He shook his head. “Help us all.”
You laughed. “Levi, be nicer. Your friends are happy and in love. Even Mike has found the cutest plump girl.”
Levi kissed the top of your head. “I’m glad my friends are experiencing love as I have.”
You smiled softly at Levi. “You sweet romantic.”
Kuchel handed Lilly to you as she fussed. “I’m proud of them all.”
You took Lilly and smiled. “You being a Mrs grumpy pants? You got that from daddy, huh?” You lay her on your thighs and cycled her legs. “Think she either needs to burp or toot.” You pulled her legs down before pressing them to her chest and smiled at her toot. “There we go, just a bit of gas.” You picked her up. “Eating so much has done that.”
Levi smiled as he watched you with Lilly. “You are so beautiful.”
You blushed as you locked eyes with him. “Thank you.”
Kuchel giggled. “You two. I have a feeling I’ll have another grandbaby in no time.”
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Mountain Vacation Part 3
CW: Blood, bruises, past whipping, past torture, mentioned nudity (not sexual), implied past sexual assault, restraints
Part 1, Part 2
The walk back to the cabin seems longer than it was before. The snow deeper and harder to carve a path through. 
At around the halfway mark, Caiden passes the unconscious girl to me. His shirt is streaked with blood. The look on his face shows he knows exactly what I’m thinking as I cradle her to my chest. She’s too light. Too cold. The only comfort is the slight rise and fall of her chest as she breathes. 
The others surround me for the rest of the hike. Their eyes flick around, constantly watching for the evil people who committed such an evil crime. We don’t know who they are or how many of them are around. Will they look for the girl? Or did they abandon her completely?
“Hey! I can see the cabin!” Levi cheers, his pace automatically quickening. 
I can see it too. The clearing around the building is just a few steps away. We’re going to make it! 
The relieved noises the guys make ring off of the remaining trees. Somehow, it’s enough to wake the girl. She shifts in my arms slightly, just enough that the arm lifted over my shoulder falls against my chest. She’s barely conscious and extremely weak. Her hand pushes against me as her breathing stutters. 
“It’s okay. You’re safe now. We’re not going to hurt you.” I whisper to the girl. “Hey. She’s waking up. We gotta get there. Now.”
Levi runs ahead to open the door as the rest of us pick up the pace. I want to run. To get her cleaned up and in a warm bed as soon as possible, but I can’t risk jarring her more by getting in a hurry. “Aiden, do you think you can find some clothes that might fit her? Antony, can you get some cool water and some rags to clean her with?”
“Cool water? Shouldn’t it be warm?” Antony asks.
Alex sighs, “No. Her body is too cold. Warm water might as well be boiling. Evan, take her to the kitchen and put her on the table. The couch is too low and the beds are too big.”
The warm air flowing through the doorway takes my breath away. It’s so warm and the girl in my arms is so cold. Her head falls back as her struggles increase. The girl’s eyes are wide and her breathing stops. She’s panicking. I don’t know of anything I can do to calm her down. 
“It’s alright, Evan.” Alex’s hand claps on my shoulder making me jump. “She may not realize it yet, but she’s safe. We’re going to do everything we can to help her.”
Alex helps me rest the girl gently on the table. Antony and Levi burst in with a bucket of water and clean wash rags. Alex gives us a few tips on the safest way to wash her injuries and we set about the task of cleaning her of blood and dirt and the other stuff covering her. 
The girl seems to be drifting in and out of consciousness through the process. Her hand pulls away slightly as I clean under her nails, then goes limp again. We try to be respectful, but the girl still reacts as we make sure to clean all of her to prevent infection and let Alex check for other injuries. By the time Alex finishes bandaging her and we dress her in the clothes Aiden found, the girl has rested and warmed up enough to shiver. 
Her whole body quakes as I pull her back in my arms. She doesn’t fight. Her eyes seem unable to focus on me as we walk to the first bedroom. It had been Aiden and Caiden’s room, but the two had quietly agreed to sleep on the pull-out bed in the living room. It was the smallest room with only a single bed. 
As I rest her on the bed, her eyes finally seem to focus on me. Her mouth opens slightly, but all that comes out is a rough cough. Her hands twitch up as her face screws up with pain. Alex doesn’t have to tell us that she’s done some serious damage to her vocal cords. Her throat must burn from screaming. 
We have water bottles and straws in the kitchen. A quick glance and a nod from Alex who is pulling the covers up sends me out of the room to grab one. I start to grab one from the fridge, but realize the mistake and take a room temperature one from the case. I’m not sure if she’ll be able to use the straw, but I grab one anyway. 
The whispers leaking through the door of the room are harsh and angry. Everyone but Alex is gathered at the foot of the bed. They seem to barely be holding it together as they argue in hushed voices. 
Alex motions me closer and takes the bottle from my hand. “Help them calm down.” He whispers, setting the straw aside and twisting off the cap of the water. “They’re getting distracted thinking about what might have happened. We need two people to stay with her. To help her warm up. You and whichever one of them calm down first will need to lie down and share your body heat with her. Somehow, I don’t see any frostbite damage, but staying like this for much longer will be bad.”
I nod and step away as Alex lifts the girl’s head to help her drink. None of the others react to my approach, continuing to argue quietly. “There’s no way we can do that! We’ll be buried in an avalanche if we try to take her down the mountain.” 
“We’ll call for a helicopter. They can fly her down.”
“A helicopter will do the same thing. There are other cabins lower on the mountain. We can’t risk an avalanche.”
“We have to do something! We can wrap her up, but we’re not doctors. You saw her. I don’t know how she’s still alive.”
“She’s a fighter, Levi.” I throw my arm over his shoulder, trying to pass on the confidence I’m not sure I feel. “You’re right. She went through something horrible, but she survived. I don’t think she’s going to give up now. 
“We’ll call it in. Let the police and emergency people know to send help as soon as it’s safe. Until then, we have to stay calm and watch her. We need to be ready to help her in any way we can. Protect her from the people who are still out there.” 
My eyes scan over the group. The only one ready to meet my eyes is Antony. “Hey, Antony. Go talk to Alex for a moment. The rest of you need to cool off. Go for a walk. Check over the First Aid supplies to see if there’s anything else useful. The girl is safe for now. Go rest.”
Caiden and Levi look like they’re going to argue, but Aiden takes their arms and drags them out. I watch them go, not ready to turn around and face her again. The girl’s chilling hissing scream gives me the courage I needed. 
Antony has taken off his shirt and is undoing his belt. Alex is holding the girl in the center of the bed whispering, “Shh. It’s okay. We’re not going to hurt you. We just want to get you warm. It’s alright. You’re safe.” 
She’s not going to listen, and I don’t blame her. It would be better if she were still unconscious. I slip around to the other side of the bed, watching her as her eyes stay trained on Antony who is laying his pants over the chair in the corner. She throws her body onto her side with surprising strength as Alex moves to let Antony take his place. The moment her eyes focus on my now bare chest, she freezes. 
Looking at each other for bravery, Antony and I slip into the bed. Antony’s arm slipping around her waist breaks her from her panicked daze. She strikes out at my back as I back against her, but the most painful part is how cold her hand is. Her feet kick, and I trap her freezing toes between my legs. Antony gasps as he closes the final gap. The girl is pressed fully to my back and I have to stifle a gasp of my own from the cold. 
Antony whispers reassurances in the girl’s ear as she continues to fight. She’s losing strength. Each movement is weaker. Then, finally, she’s out. I glance over my shoulder at Antony. He nods angrily. We’re going to protect her. She’ll survive this. She has to.
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Reason ~ ch. 13
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Pairing: Female OC x Levi Ackerman
Tropes: Instructor x Cadet, Strangers to Lovers, Male MC falls first
Warnings: angst/slow-burn, strong language, upcoming smut(18+ readers only for those chapters pls 🙈), physical assault/violence, mentions of scars
Brief Summary: This story takes place a few years after the Fall of Shiganshina. Devon Alba is in her final year of the 101st Training Corps (844-847), due to her success as a cadet she gets the chance to meet Captain Levi. She doesn’t think too much of him until he catches her in the midst of doing something that she isn’t entirely supposed to be doing. But surprisingly, this leads to something unexpected...
Chapter 1 [...] Chapter 12 | Chapter 13 | Chapter 14
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She woke up to the sound of low voices. She saw Imada’s familiar side profile sitting beside her.
Imada’s hand was stroking hers but she wasn’t facing her. She was facing somewhere else.
Was she talking to someone?
She wanted to talk to her but when she tried to open her mouth her chin ached.
Weakness suddenly engulfed her and she drifted back to the darkness.
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She suddenly shot up on the bed. A sharp cry left her mouth as pain trickled throughout her body a second after.
“Stay down.” a familiar voice ordered while pressing her arms down gently.
She looked up to see Imada. She glanced around to realize that she was in the infirmary. Monty and Keith also stood by her bedside.
“Nurse!” Imada called. “She’s up!”
“Hey Dev.” Monty said-his voice cracking with relief. He reached out to touch her shoulder but Keith caught his hand quickly.
“No, that shoulder’s injured, remember?”
“Shit-yeah.” Monty mumbled apologetically.
Keith looked the most disheveled she’d ever seen him. His jawline seemed to protrude more and his face looked gaunt.
Stress lines marked Imada’s forehead as she looked down at her.
The nurse arrived in haste, “Hi dear.”
The nurse took her temperature and checked her pulse rate.
“How do you feel?” The nurse asked gently.
“It…hurts.”
“She was having a nightmare and woke up.” Imada reported grimly.
“What’s your name, dear?” The nurse asked.
“Devon…,”
“Last name?”
“Alba.”
“How old are you?”
“Eighteen.”
“Do you know where you are?”
“The training corp’s infirmary?”
The nurse smiled before scribbling something down onto a clipboard, “Good. Your long-term memory seems intact.”
Her smile turned sympathetic when she lowered the clipboard, “Do you remember how you got here?”
Devon’s brows drew together as she tried to think past the subtle throbbing in her head. Her mind suddenly flooded with images from her last assignment. Fear surged through her body as she relived the memory in her head.
“Carter…” Devon trailed off.
“Yeah, the motherfucker is long gone. Kicked off the Training Corps and hopefully rotting somewhere.” Keith sneered.
“Yeah, the man’s definitely not an issue anymore considering he’s basically crippled now.” Monty added.
“What?” Devon exclaimed.
“Are you close with Captain Levi?” Keith asked abruptly.
“That is not the point right now.” Imada reproached with a look of annoyance, “Will you let the nurse finish?”
“How did you guys find me?” Devon asked-as more and more details of the fight became clear in her mind.
“They followed your trail of blood.” Monty answered.
“What else do you remember?” The nurse urged.
“I…remember he slammed my head into a-” Devon let out a dry laugh, “tree trunk. And then we fought a bit. He tried to stab me with my pocket knife but I ran.”
She glanced down at her bandaged shoulder, “When I was running he threw my knife at me and it hit me in the shoulder.”
Her brows drew together, “I think I fell down a hill after that? I’m…not sure.”
The nurse nodded, “Well actually you were found in a sinkhole. You must’ve fallen into it by accident when you were running.”
“How did you guys…figure out it was Carter?” she asked.
Monty answered, “He was one of the few students unaccounted for when they did an attendance check right after you went missing. He used the alibi that he went to take a piss but they found your knife in his pocket. Imada recognized it as yours but he claimed that he’d found it laying somewhere a week ago.”
“He’s a fuckin’ liar.” Keith fumed.
“They ended up finding a pile of blood stained clothes in the woods afterwards-and they were his size. But what sealed the deal for him was when he started to show bruising on his face. They knew you hadn’t gone down without a fight because of the marks on your hands so they arrested him.”
She was quiet for a moment, processing it all.
“Do you have any idea why he would do that to you?” The nurse asked.
“Um…me and him kinda had some rivalry going on. I guess since I was doing well in our assignments he thought I was competing with him for first place in our corps but…I wasn’t even trying to get ranked anywhere specific.”
“Well, at first anyway,” she turned red, “He kept trying to bully me so then I decided to actively try for first place to piss him off.”
Her eyes widened momentarily before continuing, “I guess I did that a little too well.”
“As I was told,” the nurse said-rather dismally-while scribbling more notes onto her clipboard, “Crazy how far a man’s ego can go, ain’t it?”
Devon merely looked down at her scabbed hands.
“Well-as you know-you have a couple injuries. The bruising on your back and chin are pretty much healed. You have a few scratches from the fall but they shouldn’t be an issue in a few days. It’s mainly your forehead wound and shoulder I’m worried about.”
The nurse continued, “You cannot put too much pressure on your right arm for several days—weeks, at best. Your forehead wound is patched up but it will take a while to heal-the cut is rather deep.”
The nurse paused before asking, “Does your head hurt?”
“Yes.”
“I figured it might. It’s probably going to hurt for a while but please let me know if it gets too severe. There should be a fresh ice pack by your bedside every two hours to help.”
“Thank you.” she reached for the ice pack but stopped when she realized she was using her right arm.
A second later-Keith handed it to her.
“Thanks.” she mumbled.
The nurse excused herself.
Devon turned to look at Imada, “How long have I been here?”
“Four days.” Imada responded.
“Four days?!” Devon exclaimed.
“Yeah, that head wound got you good.” Imada said with a growing frown.
“Yeah,” Monty agreed. “You opened your eyes a few times but-I don’t think you were fully conscious.”
He shook his head a moment after, “I still can’t believe Carter took it that far. He definitely would’ve made it in the top 10–all that for first place?”
Devon’s fingers dug into the ice pack before she tossed it back onto the nightstand. She couldn’t believe it herself.
“He was willing to kill you.” Monty said—in shock.
“Yeah, cause he’s a psycho bitch with no balls. He had to hit her from behind cuz he knew if he faced her head on she would’ve obliterated his ass.” Keith seethed.
Devon tensed. He wasn’t wrong but to picture Carter watching her from behind—waiting for a proper moment to hit her hard enough to impair her skill—creeped her out.
Just how much did he hate me?
“Guys,” her words came out rather hollow, “Can we please talk about something else? I-I just don’t want to think about it anymore.”
She didn’t have to look up to know the three of her friends had shared a glance of worry.
Imada patted her hand, “Of course.”
“So…rank day,” Monty leaned back in his seat, “It’s next week. Do-“
“Next week?” Devon exclaimed.
“Yep.” Monty replied, glumly.
“Fuck—you guys think I’ll still be able to enlist with my injuries right? Ugh. I know the nurse said I need a few weeks but still…”
“I don’t see why they wouldn’t.” Monty answered.
“Yeah, especially after they hear about your circumstance I’m sure they’ll understand.” Imada reassured.
“They better.” Keith mumbled.
Devon glanced down at her shoulder. Doubt swirled within her. As much as she wanted to believe them she couldn’t help but feel anxious. Would the Scouts want an injured cadet?
“Do you guys think…that I’ll be able to fight the same-I know my shoulder is injured but…I should still be able to fight like before once I heal, yeah?” she tried to sound lighthearted but the slight shake to her voice gave her away.
“Are you kidding me? Of course you will.” Keith almost yelled.
He walked over to pinch her cheek, “Nurse said you're gonna be fine after you heal so you will be. Don’t doubt it.”
She cupped her cheek, “Ow.”
Keith grinned and she couldn’t help but smile.
Monty spoke up, “Yeah—you’ll be back to yourself in no time. It would take a lot more than bitchboy Carter to get rid of those skills.”
“Did you just curse?” Imada questioned.
“Yeah-I was gonna say that.” Devon said before looking at Imada.
They both shared a look of mirth before facing Monty. Monty rarely cursed so it was rather entertaining to see.
He reddened, “Yes—it’s not a big deal.”
Keith shook his head as the girls laughed.
“Monty, you are such a dork.” Imada giggled.
“Oh, Come on.” Monty face-palmed himself.
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Devon rested with her eyes closed. Imada sat on the edge of her bed, her fingers stroking through Devon’s hair comfortingly.
Devon sighed, “That feels amazing.”
She could hear the smile in Imada’s voice, “I know.”
Imada’s fingers in her hair suddenly paused, “I actually had to talk to you about something but I didn’t want to say it in front of the guys.”
Her eyes flew open, “What happened?”
“Nothing—well actually, you should tell me.”
“What do you mean?”
“Is there something going on with you and Captain Levi?”
Devon was speechless.
“Hmm?” Imada urged.
“Where’s this coming from?”
“You answer my question first.”
She supposed there was no point in avoiding it now. She’d kind of been wanting to tell someone anyway.
“It’s not like that but…” she began to recount their encounters from when he’d first defended her on the street to their last meal together.
Imada’s mouth hung open, “That…explains a lot.”
Devon’s eyes widened, “What do you mean? You’re not mad?”
“Hell yeah, I’m mad. Why didn’t you tell me sooner?” she demanded.
“I-I don’t know,” she mumbled, “I just didn’t know how to bring it up.”
“Isn’t he like…way older than you?”
“Almost a decade.”
“10 years?” Imada exclaimed.
Devon held her hands up, “Listen, it’s not like that-“
“How do you know?”
The nurse suddenly entered the room.
“Hi girls, so sorry to interrupt but visiting hours are done for the day, okay? You’ve got to go.”
Imada bent down and grabbed her bag, “Okay.”
She gave Devon a lingering look, “Feel better. I’ll talk to you later.”
Devon nodded, “See you.”
Devon watched her go with one question lingering on her mind.
How do you know?
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Devon jolted awake when she heard the sound of the curtain near her bed being pulled.
“Shit,” a monotone voice muttered, “These curtains are too goddamn loud.”
Her eyes immediately found the voice’s source, “Captain Levi.” she gasped.
He walked over to her, “Hey.”
She attempted to sit up but his fingers grazed her good shoulder, “It’s fine, lay down.”
She laid down with a low sigh–even trying to sit up made her shoulder ache.
“How are you feeling?”
“Not the best.” she answered honestly.
His expression was somber as he gave her a onceover, “It shows.”
She couldn’t help but laugh, “Thanks.”
She looked up at him. The moonlight spilling through the thinly veiled windows casted a glow on his face. It lit the ends of his dark hair with an indigo sheen and made his gray eyes appear crystalline. She blinked-multiple times-to make sure she wasn’t dreaming.
Her aching shoulder was a painful reminder that she was very much awake.
She subconsciously cupped her injured shoulder, “I’m sure you heard about what happened.”
“I did.”
She hesitated before asking, “You're not here to ask me about it?”
“No,” he said, “I read your report to the nurse already. It wasn’t anything we didn’t anticipate.”
She looked away, “Oh.”
Then why is he here? Is he truly here just to see me?
Imada’s earlier question rang into her mind.
“Devon,” His deep voice cut through her thoughts.
She turned her head to see that he was now sitting in the chair beside her bed. The moonlight emitting from the windows only lit one side of his face now, the other half was hidden in shadows.
He seemed to be fiddling with something in his hands, “Why do you want to be a Scout?”
That was probably the last question she would’ve ever guessed to come out of his mouth. Ironically, it was the only question she couldn’t answer.
She looked down at her battered hands, “Do I have to answer that?”
For the first time, Levi appeared indecisive, “I suppose, you don’t.”
Her brows furrowed, “Why? Why do you ask?”
He leaned forward in his seat, his elbows resting on his knees. “I guess I was curious.”
She stared at him-trying to get a read off of him-anything. He always appeared so indifferent it was hard to tell what he was thinking.
He stood up then and handed her what he’d been fiddling with. Her pocket knife.
She gasped before gently taking it from the palm of his hand, “Thank you.”
He watched her turn the knife over in her hands for a moment. The sight of her scarred hands made something twist within him.
“Wait,” she said, abruptly.
She suddenly took his hand and turned it over. Her eyes widened when she saw the smattering of bruises along his knuckles.
“What happened?” she whispered.
He yanked his hand away.
His action hurt-in a way that wasn’t physical. She hoped it wasn’t too obvious in her voice when she spoke, “Levi?“
He sharply turned his head towards her.
“I mean-Captain Levi…” she quickly corrected herself before looking down. Embarrassment coursed through her as she remembered her place.
Who did I think I was to ask?
Her heart thrummed wildly against her chest as she felt him staring at her. A moment later, he walked towards the edge of the curtain.
He glanced over his shoulder, “Get better. That’s an order.”
Then he was gone.
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Until I Fall - Part Twelve
Levi Ackerman x Fem Reader.
Eventual romance but this is a slow burn, definitely angsty and darker. It will also focus a lot on Hange, Erwin and the original scouts. Eren and the 104th training corps will be around but I’m focusing on the older characters in here. Your self insert name is ‘Azeria Becker’ pronouns She/Her/Hers. Using a name because don’t like using ‘y/n’.  
Cannon universe. I wrote this for myself but I hope that you enjoy it, too lol <3
cw: imagine literally every awful/gory thing that happens in SNK. Death, violence and gore. Drinking, sex. (bolded ones in this chapter)
I will be releasing 2 chapters at a time every few days. You can find all chapters here.
The next morning you awoke with the searing dull pain of bruises and cuts across your body. Your muscles were weak and your head felt clunky and cloudy. Overall, the general feeling could be summed up into one word; awful. Still you made your way over to the infirmary to visit Ilse. When you saw her leg bandaged up, relief washed over you. Thank god you’re alive. “Ilse!” You exclaimed, making your way over to her as fast as you could. “Azeria!” She exclaimed back and the two of you hugged. If everyone else had to die, at least you knew you had her. It was the best feeling that you had felt in a long time.
“Im so happy you’re okay,” you muffled into her, hugging her as tight as your body could hold her. “I’m so glad you’re okay, too. I didn’t know what happened when you all left for wall Maria” She replied.
“Ilse,” you choked on your words and began crying, “It’s awful. We’ve lost the entire land of Wall Maria. Thousands are dead and missing. I have no idea what we’ll do.”
She held you tighter, “I’m sorry I couldn’t be there to help. That’s awful.”
You caught your breath and looked out into the distance, “It’s okay. We will take it back.” You wondered if you would ever believe that yourself.
“Are you hurt at all?” She asked.
“Yeah, I got a nasty concussion. It feels like my head is full of water.” You sat at the edge of her bed, “How’s the leg?”
She smiled back to you, “it’s alright. Broken, but that’s fixable. I’ll just need to rest for a while.”
“Ilse, did anyone else from our class make it?” She frowned, her eyes lowered down and she shook her head, “It’s just the two of us.”
Your face fell solemn. Although, unlike yesterday, the pain felt like numbness. You had cried all of the tears that you had in your body last night; there was nothing left but exhaustion. You looked her in the eyes, “Were going to stick together from now on. Same squad; always.” She smiled and nodded back at you, “Always.”
You lifted yourself from her bedside, “I have to go, I’ll come visit you again tomorrow.” She gave you a wave, “You better!”
The infirmary was crowded. You hadn’t realized just how many of the soldiers were injured. And what horrified you more was the fact that this was everyone who was left after the expedition. It was only your squad who was left relatively uninjured. You walked across headquarters and wandered over to Hange’s office. Their door was ajar and you could see papers scattered across their desk. “Morning,” you said, knocking on the door. They lifted their head up from reading and smiled at you. You could tell that they were tired, so were you. “Good morning, Azeria! You’re finally up!”
“Just barely,” You smiled, “Can I come in? Or are you busy?” You chewed your lip.
“No, come sit! I love company,” They gestured to the chair across from them and you wandered over, groaning in pain as you sat down. “Getting crushed by titans will do that to you,” They laughed.
“Tell me about it,” you groaned, “How are you holding up?”
They adjusted their glasses, looking around the room with an unreadable face, “Physically? Fine. Although, it has been tough. We took a lot of losses and there’s so much to do now. Paperwork and duty wise and also in regards to some other things that have been bothering me.”
“I’m more than happy to help,” You offered. You really just wanted to get back to work and get your mind off of everything. Being bored was just giving you more time to be sad, and you didn’t want to think on it anymore.
Hange smiled back at you, “I’m sure I can think of some things that you can help me with.”
It made you over the moon happy that they’d let you help them. You looked down at the papers scattered across the table. It was titan information that the Survey Corps had collected; heights of different titans, kills, data on where attacks occurred. Why was Hange looking at this stuff?
“What are you reading?” You asked, your brows furrowed as you searched the papers. “Our information on titans. There’s still so much that we don’t know about them,” They replied. You looked around at the papers.
“Hange,” you started, “Somethings been bothering me since the expedition.” They met your eyes, “What’s been on your mind?”
“Well, I know that we can get abnormals that come around when we go on expeditions, but there were so many that came towards us. Plus, I heard about the Colossal titan that appeared and broke the wall yesterday. It feels… strange.” You said. Hange was focused and deep in thought.
“I agree. I’ve been doing this for a while and I’ve never seen anything like this before. There’s been some bloody massacres of our troops but not with abnormals, and who knows what the Colossal and Armour titan are. I’ve never even heard of anyone spotting them before.” You looked at them, they were puzzling down at the scattered notes, searching for something. “Is that why you pulled all of these notes out?” You asked.
“Oh- no. Actually, I’ve had something on my mind, too. When we were out there fighting, I killed one of the ten meters; this big huge titan. But when the head fell, I noticed that it was incredibly light. Far lighter than it’s size would suggest. It made me wonder; how can it be so light and so strong? How can the colossal vanish in thin air with all of that steam? We know so little about them. I really want to try and observe them more.”
You paused and thought hard before you spoke next. “… What if we could capture them alive?” You asked. Hange’s face turned into a smile, “That’s what I’m thinking. We’d need to build something to use that could capture them, and we don’t have any technology that would be able to do so right now.”
Before you could stop, the words fell out of your mouth. “I-I can try and help with that,” stop talking, Azeria, “I was educated as a mechanic before I joined the Scouts. I’m sure that I can make use of some of that knowledge for this.”
Hange leaned back and regarded you with a puzzled look on their face, “I don’t understand. If you have this engineering experience, why didn’t you become a mechanic? Why did you want to join the Survey Corps?”
They must have seen the surprise on your face as they asked the question. You didn’t know how to find the words to explain yourself. How do I tell you that I hate who I am sometimes?
“Well,” you spoke, “I never wanted to be a mechanic. It was my parents business in the interior and we did a lot of work for the Military Police. I told them that after training I’d be an MP so that I could work in the interior and see them all of the time. But I lied. I really just wanted to be in the Survey Corps, I want to set people free. I’ve always hated the idea that while I’m living this happy, safe life behind all of those walls, there are people’s whose homes are under threat every day. I can’t sleep at night knowing I’m not making the world better. I just want to protect people. And if I can use some of my knowledge from my time working for my family? Well that’s just a bonus, I guess.”
Hange softened their face and smiled at you “I think that we’re going to get along.” You smiled back. You hadn’t told anyone about your past since training. It felt nice.
“Okay,” they cleared their throat. “Let’s propose this to Erwin tomorrow. For now, if you want to help, there’s a pile of letters to be sent off to family members. Do you mind sorting it and sending it with carriers to the right town?”
“Consider it done,” You smiled, “Thank you Hange. I can’t wait to get started.”
Hange beamed back at you, “Me too.”
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ddeokbxkki · 1 year
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even if time passes. (three)
series: the fourth crime unit (au), reincarnation au main characters in this chapter: sasha, hanji, armin
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It’s been three weeks since that failed mission. Hanji was discharged but she’s been spending most of her time at the hospital. In the day, she would stay by Sasha’s and Armin’s side which the two was very grateful of, especially since they still had occasional nightmares or panic attack when the memories hit too hard. At night, she would be in the ICU, beside Levi. 
That night, Armin and Sasha decided to visit the Ackerman siblings, totally ignoring the advice from the doctor when they were caught heading towards the ICU.
“It’s best to not move about for now and definitely not to the ICU, especially since you just woke up not too long ago. Your bodies are still weak and so are your immune systems.”
They had pretended to listen to his words but there they were, standing at the entrance of the ward, in the middle of the night, taking a quick scan to find Levi and Mikasa. After all, whether it’s the Fourth Crime Unit or as the Levi Squad, the only orders they follow were those from Levi, Hanji and Erwin.
“Hanji’s not here.” Sasha bent down and whispered, her hands still gripping onto the handles of the wheelchair. “I thought she’s here every night?”
“Maybe she’s just away for a while?” Armin whispered back. “I see their room.”
Sasha’s gaze followed where Armin’s pointing at. Through the glass door, they saw Levi and Mikasa. Both of them laid still on their own hospital bed, hooked up to a web of tubes and wires. The rhythmic beep of the heart monitor was a constant reminder to Armin and Sasha of how fragile their life was right then.
Both of them stayed at their spot, the low hum of the machines was suddenly deafening. Armin was clenching tightly on the end of his shirt, the image of a wounded Levi suddenly coming back to him. 
He remembered being in shock when they saw Levi all bandaged up after they met up with Hanji. 
He remembered Levi insistence on the ship as he forced himself out of his room. 
He remembered Levi struggling with his ODM gear because he lost two of his fingers.
He remembered the despair after they lost Hanji. 
He remembered…
Armin felt a knot in his stomach suddenly, his heart started racing and he felt himself having difficulty breathing. Sasha noticed that as his body started shaking.
“Armin, it’s okay.” She squatted beside the wheelchair and whispered as she took Armin’s hand in hers, rubbing small soothing circles with her thumb. “You’re safe, we’re not fighting a war anymore. Breathe with me, please.”
Armin followed Sasha’s lead, focusing on the rhythm of her breathing. He found himself being able to breathe again as his body stopped shaking. He could feel his heart rate slowed and once he’s calm, he turned to look at Sasha with tears in his eyes.
“Thank you, Sasha.” Armin forced out a smile.
“It’s okay, I’m here for you.” She returned it with a more genuine one. “Do you want to go back and tell me what did you see?”
He took a glance at Levi’s and Mikasa’s unconscious form and felt another knot in his stomach. But before he could let it take over him again, he looked away and back at Sasha.
“Maybe it’s best if we leave tonight.” Armin muttered weakly. “At least we know they did not get worse.”
Sasha nodded and tried to stand up. But like what the doctor had advised them, she was still weak and squatting down for a while made her a little giddy. She felt herself losing balance but a pair of arms caught her just in time before she fell.
“This is why the doctor told you guys to not move about.”
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meliakirschtein · 1 month
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MESS HALL KISS
“C’mon potato girl!!! Drop it!!!” Jean cried, trying to pull the meat from Sasha’s mouth. Connie had her in a headlock, and Melia was holding her legs down, as she was punching and kicking. “Sasha!! I don’t want to have to kill you here!!!” Connie exclaimed, keeping his hold on her. It was the night before their mission to reclaim Wall Maria, and the scouts were all treated with a meat feast as one final hurrah. Melia pulled on Sasha’s legs, causing her to lose grip of the meat for just a moment.
“I’ve got it!! Jean said, pulling it out of her mouth, only to have his hand chomped on. “SASHA, YOU FREAK!! THAT’S MY HAND, YOU’RE EATING MY HAND!!” he squealed. “Sasha!!! We don’t eat our friends!!!” Melia cried, prying her mouth open and holding Jean’s bleeding hand in hers. “We should probably get a bandage for that,” Melia said. “Really?? You scouts never get meat? Pathetic,” Marlowe said incredulously, causing Sasha to punch him in the nose. “Connie, just knock her out already,” Mikasa said.
“Owwww… Hey, would you mind patching up my nose?” Marlowe asked Melia, who was gently wrapping a bandage around Jean’s hand. “Ehh, it looks fine to me,” Melia replied, sitting down and cutting herself a piece of meat. Jean sat down next to her, giving Marlowe on the other side of the table the smuggest look he could muster. “I bet Hitch would patch up your nose if she were here,” Jean said smugly as Melia served him a piece of meat also.
The scouts continued to enjoy their meal together, eating and laughing and talking. Melia got up to check on Sasha, who was tied to a pole. She had finally wore herself down and just sat there. “Don’t worry, I’ll save you a piece of meat,” Melia said, patting her on the head before returning to the table with her friends, hearing the middle of another argument between Jean and Eren. “The ones who really suck are the suicidal maniacs who think the only way to fight is to charge in blind, right??” Jean egged Eren on.
“Are you talking about someone in particular?” Eren asked. “Yeah… I’m looking right at him… suicidal maniac,” Jean said, incredulously. The exchanges continued as they both stood up and began exchanging blows… both through punches and their words. “Wh-what’s going on?” Marlowe asked. “Oh, don’t worry about it, it’s normal for them,” Melia said, standing at the end of the table, watching the two boys duke it out. “Should we let them keep going?” Armin asked. “I think it’s fine…” Mikasa answered, looking over to Melia, who smally nodded in agreement.
Right as the fight seemed to be slowing down, Captain Levi appeared from nowhere and gave each of the boys a swift punch to the gut, knocking them both to the floor. “That’s enough celebrating… go to bed,” he instructed as Jean began throwing up the meat he had eaten just a bit ago. “And clean that up…” Levi added in his usual deadpan tone. “Yessir!!” the scouts called out, getting to work cleaning up the mess hall and Jean’s big mess.
Melia crouched down next to Jean and linked her arm in his, helping him to stand up. “Hey… you ok??” she asked. “Why didn’t you stop us?” Jean asked, wiping his mouth. “You were both kinda asking for it…” Melia replied, slinking her arm around his waist as he draped his arm around her shoulders weakly. She helped him out of the mess hall and had him sit down on a step just outside. “Wait here,” she said, as he leaned his side against the wall next to him.
He sat there for what felt like an eternity, grimacing at the pain. Within a few minutes, Melia returned, with a teacup in hand and a loaf of bread. “It’s a good thing I’m buddies with the kitchen staff,” Melia said, handing the cup to Jean. “It’s peppermint, it’ll help with your stomach,” she added. “Thanks,” he said, taking it from her and sipping it slowly. “And you should eat some bread, it’s bland enough that it shouldn’t bother your weak stomach, but you do need some sort of food in you,” she instructed.
“Geez, you’re starting to treat me like my mom does,” Jean whined. “Oh? You want me to start calling you ‘Jean-boy’?” Melia teased. “Don’t you dare… although… it’s not so bad when you say it,” he replied as he took the bread from her and began munching on it. “And Eren called it a mane… but I really do like your hair,” Melia said, ruffling his hair. “Longer hair suits you,” she continued, blushing smally. “Do you really think so?” Jean asked as he tried to look at his hair before continuing, “If that’s the case, I’ll let it grow out.”
The pair sat for awhile longer as Jean ate up the bread and finished drinking his tea. “Ok, we better get to bed,” Melia said, standing up. Jean pulled on her skirt slightly to get her attention. “Would you… go with me?” he asked, blushing. “I mean, yeah?? The male and female barracks are in the same direction, I’m not walking over there by myself!” she replied. “I meant… go to bed with me?” he clarified, not meeting her eyes.
“Woah there, Jean-boy, isn’t that a bit too soon for that?? I mean, we haven’t even kissed yet!!” Melia replied, her face turning a bright red. “WHAT??? NO! That’s not what I meant!! I just mean sleep with me!!” he tried to clarify. “JEAN!!” Melia exclaimed. “NO WAIT!!! UGH! I mean just sleep next to me… Geez!! I’m a gentleman, after all!!” he said, still flustered. “What I’m trying to say is that all those nights when we were on run with the special ops and you slept next to me, I always slept so good… even though we were sleeping on the cold hard ground,” Jean clarified.
“Don’t be stupid… Captain Levi would KILL us if I were to sneak into the men’s barracks!” Melia said, sitting down beside him again. “I know, forget I said anything,” he said, resting his hand in his chin and staring at the wall next to him, thoughtfully. “Only if you kiss me...” Melia said, shyly. She would never be so bold as to make a request, but she felt like Jean needed a morale boost. “What? Here? Now? My breath probably still reeks…” he said, knowing that he had just thrown up moments earlier.
“…and this isn’t exactly a romantic place to kiss you, I’d rather it be perfec-” before he could finish his thought, Melia had grabbed his collar and pulled him in, awkwardly locking her lips with his. Jean was shocked, embarrassed, flustered… but enthralled by the feeling of his first kiss. As they separated, Jean continued to look at Melia wide-eyed, though she couldn’t look at him yet. “Idiot… you need to get out of your head sometimes… and yeah, your breath still kinda reeks,” Melia said.
“But… it was still perfect,” she added shyly. Jean chuckled shyly. “Yeah… it was,” he said, leaning in, wanting to try again, before being interrupted. “There you are!!! Idiot! Captain Levi was asking why your bunk is empty!! Just wait ‘til I tell him you were busy kissing Melia behind the mess hall!!” Connie exclaimed after seeing them. “CONNIE YOU MORON! GET BACK HERE!!!” Jean said, taking off after Connie, who was running away with all haste.
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i-just-like-goats · 2 years
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Levi x Female Reader Angst to Fluff
Summary: happy endings are never a guarantee in the world Levi lives in
Warnings: mentions of death
WC: 0.9k
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“We’ll never have our happy ending you know,”
“I know, which is why we should make the most of the time we do have,”
Those were your words to him when you revealed your feelings. He had told you that the feelings were returned but warned you of the uncertainty of the relationship lasting due to the nature of your jobs in the scout regiment. That didn’t stop you from loving him with all of your heart. But as he previously warned, his fears came to fruition.
“Where is she?”
“Levi. I don’t think you should see her right no-”
“Where. Is. She?” Levi repeated with more weight on his words.
“She’s still recovering. We don’t know if she’ll make it,”
“Just let me see her. Please,”
Levi’s desperate expression made Hange sigh in defeat.
“She’s in the critical care wing,”
Levi strode to where you were. He paused at the closed door, preparing himself to see your injured state. There you lay, bandages almost covering your whole body. Levi was not one to cry, but seeing your broken body made his eyes water.
“What happened?” Levi whispered.
“The colossal titan transformed. She was the nearest to the transformation which resulted in burn wounds of varying degrees from the heat and energy expelled by the titan’s transformation. Currently we’re just waiting to see if she wakes up, her pulse is still there but we may need to prepare for the worst,” one of the nurses said.
Too stunned to formulate a verbal response, Levi nodded with a blank expression as the nurse left to tend for the others that were close to the colossal titan.
Day by day, Levi sat by your bed every waking hour to be there for when you awoke. As the days dragged on, the others already woke up and were now moving and walking around. But still no response from you.
A week and a half passed and the doctors were ready to pronounce you dead, as you showed no signs of waking. Levi begged that they allow him one more night with you. They obliged, so that evening, Levi skipped dinner in order to spend as much time with you as he could.
“Y/N. My dear Y/N. I don’t regret loving you even if I were to lose you like this. I won’t plead with you to wake up for me; that would be selfish and you don’t deserve to suffer any more in a world with Titans. I only wish that I dated you much sooner so that our happiness would have lasted much longer,”
Up until now, Levi was managing to keep his voice steady and tears from falling, but realising that he would have to say goodbye to you for real and get rid of any remaining hope he had left, crushed him. The tears were no longer held back and he allowed them to fall down. Levi clasped your still warm hand between both of his hands and sobbed into your intertwined hands.
“Who died?” A raspy voice asked from somewhere in the room.
He was slightly irked by the fact that his final moments alone with you were interrupted. Levi looked up after hastily wiping his eyes with one of his hands while the other still held yours. To his confusion there was no one else in the room. He shook his head, figuring that he probably imagined it and looked back at your face.
Your face still held the same expression as when you were sleeping. The only difference being that your eyes were open!
“Y/N?”
“That is me,”
“Y/N,”
“Yes?”
“Y/N,”
“Please stop saying my name,”
What Levi previously found impossible was finally possible again - he chuckled. He chuckled at your confusion, just overwhelmed with relief that you finally woke up.
“You. You were supposedly dead,”
“Well. I’m clearly not. Whoever pronounced me dead; I’d like a word with them,”
“You were unconscious for ten days, and no one was sure if you’d wake up. And your pulse was quite weak, which is why you ‘died’,”
“Whatever. I’m awake now aren’t I? So stop your tears, you’re wasting energy, I can tell by those bags you haven’t been sleeping,”
“Easy for you to say, you weren’t in my position of not knowing if you would survive or not,”
“True. But I’m not dead. My beating heart and conscious mind are evidence that I survived the colossal titan,”
“Don’t ever do that again. That’s an order,”
“You’re not my commander. That’s Erwin. And besides, I’ve learnt my lesson, I’m staying away from titan shifters, that is, assuming that the colossal titan’s transformation is what has led me here with these burns,”
“Your assumptions are correct. Your injuries came from the colossal titan, and I haven’t been sleeping because I’ve been by your side,”
“That’s sweet of you, but do take care of yourself will you?”
“No guarantees. Especially if you’re in this situation again,”
“I technically can’t be in this situation again. Captain’s orders. As well as my boyfriend’s,”
“It would be beneficial for your boyfriend’s sake if you tried to stay alive,”
“I’m not planning on ever going near the colossal titan again don’t you worry,”
“But I do worry, because.” Levi took an inhale. “Because I love you,”
“And that’s why I love you too. You always care about me and I care about you, so until I’m fully recovered I’m not even going to see a titan,”
“Your boyfriend thanks you,”
“Your girlfriend is weirded out by the third person speech,”
You laughed out loud at your last sentence, which in turn brought a fond smile to Levi’s face. In spite of your promise, your happy ending with Levi was still uncertain, but you were alive and safe with him. For now that was enough.
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maries-gallery · 2 years
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MARIEEEEE. imma submit my sfw request here, and my nsfw in another ask ♡♡♡
but first...
CONGRATS ON 2,000 MWAH YOU ABSOLUTELY DESERVE THEM ALL !!!!
may i request E, I, and M (preferably in canonverse? if allowed?) for Levi (duh) from the sfw list??
Cece Sister ! Of course you may ! And what you ask, you shall receive, so this will be in canonverse <3
26 shades of love event
genre : fluff, comfort
warnings : none
E for Emotions
Levi isn’t used to showing or talking about the feelings swirling in his chest, he’s not used to opening up about the things going on in his head. Putting on a cold and unbothered façade as soon as the Sun rises in the sky, only to let go and crumble once it sets in the horizon, tired of pretending. 
Pretending that everything is okay, that his nights are peaceful and not haunted by the whispers of dying souls. That the void in his chest doesn’t exist, doesn’t threaten to swallow him whole. That he’s not scared, every waking moment, of losing those he holds dear to his heart. Hange, Erwin, his squad members, you. 
But you might be one of the few people he lets in, through the cracks and gaps of his composure, through the darkest hours of his nights. 
It’s hard at first, for the both of you. Levi’s scared of letting his vulnerability shine through, scared of you thinking him weak, scared of sharing the blood on his hands with you. But you’re patient, willing to wait and go at his pace, something he’s forever grateful for. 
First he shows you he cares, shows you how his heart beats for you, how it flutters in his chest when you look and smile his way. 
It’s a lingering look as he catches your eyes, it’s his fingers brushing against yours as you walk side by side, it’s a soft loving smile graced upon you as he watches over you from afar. It’s his lips ghosting over yours in a tempting kiss before crashing against your mouth with reckless abandon. It’s a quiet I love you whispered for the first time, tears clouding his vision as he shakes with grief beside you, hand holding yours as you lie unconscious in a hospital bed. Your first expedition gone wrong. 
And slowly afterwards, he shows you the real him. 
He shows you the tears that stream down his cheeks, lets you in on the darkest hours of his nights, lets you hold him until the Sun rises and lets you soothe the pain. 
I for Injury
Bold of you to assume Levi would let you get hurt in the first place. Considering the amount of people he lost to life saying he is overprotective when it comes to you is an euphemism. Even on missions, his eyes never stray from your form and ideally you’re a part of his squad. 
But in the rare cases you do get hurt, Levi knows how to tend to you as well, having seen more than a few wounds in his lifetime. Who do you think it is that looked over Isabel’s scraped knees ? Over her bruised knuckles ? 
He’s gentle as he assesses the damages, doesn’t dare look into your eyes as he bandages you, guilt swelling in his throat at the sight of the blemished skin and dark crimson. He sucks in a breath as you do. 
He failed you. 
What if it had been worse ? What if you had lost a limb like Erwin or worse ? He clenches his eyes shut, suppressing the thought at the far back of his mind. His insides churn at the simple idea of a world without you. Another loss he wouldn’t be able to get over, another loss he’d carry on his shoulders for the rest of his life. 
What’s the use in being humanity’s strongest if he can’t even protect those he loves ? Can’t even keep you, the most important person in his life, from harm ? 
He keeps silent as he tends to you, too stuck in his thoughts to utter a word. Only once done does he words a quiet Sorry, his voice barely above a whisper. 
“I am sorry.” He repeats, silver eyes still avoiding your gaze. 
And you don’t need him to explain for you to understand, to see through the fog in his mind. 
A gentle hand reaches out to cup his cheek, his eyes widening at the simple touch and finally meeting yours. 
“I’m fine, Levi.” You say softly, offering him a smile, “I’m alive, okay ?”
And those simple words, those oh so simple words with so much meaning, bring him to his knees. Hot tears welling up in his eyes as he nuzzles your palm and bathes in your scent. 
After a silent minute he nods, “You’re right.”
M for Memory
His favourite memory with you is without a doubt your first date. 
Living in a world haunted by gruesome deaths and Titans leaves little to no time for a break and so dates together are quite the delicacy. But this may have made your first moment together, away from duties, even more delicious to the taste. 
The two of you had climbed up a quiet hill, picnic basket in hand and a large blanket spread on vibrant green grass, under the shade of a tree. The breeze was cool, ruffling through the leaves and making the birds sing, light cotton clouds drifting in a sky of blue. 
For the first time in forever he found the world beautiful and life worth living. 
Just the two of you, the gentle wind caressing your cheeks. Away from the bustling city, from Titans, from rotting corpses and mud. Away from the Undergound he had known and away from the misfortune he had known. Free for the span of an afternoon. 
You had packed bread and cheese, grapes and diced apples. And of course he had brewed tea, two cups to go with it. You had eaten silently, enjoying each other’s presence before lying down on the blanket, his head on your lap and your fingers playing with his locks, looking at the sky and wishing time would stop. 
He had fallen asleep too, lulled by the wind and your gentle touch, your sweet voice as you hummed a simple tune. 
A perfect afternoon. 
And even years later, the memory still sticks to his mind. 
@levmada @levi-my-beloved @nelapanela94 
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aetheternity · 3 years
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How they simp ft the Aot boys
This is both Aot universe and Modern universe. I’ll separate them accordingly. 
(The charismatic simp): Jean  
•Aot verse:
☆ He's gonna become your friend as soon as he realizes he has a crush on you and he'll do everything in his power to stay by your side when that happens.
☆ He'll slide into the first available seat next to you in the mess hall and bring extra bread so that he can slide it onto your plate if you're extra hungry.
☆ If you spend a lot of time in the library he'll find a book similar to whatever he'd seen you reading before. (Of course he has to ask Armin what kind of books would be similar to your current choice.)
☆ And once he knows your favorite genre he'll head to the library late at night and grab a couple from that genre. Bookmarking his favorite pages so he can talk to you about it and you'll think he's super smart. (He's definitely fallen asleep with many books on his lap, chest and head since he started crushing on you.)
☆ If you have a hobby that's more interactive like sewing or flower picking he'll offer to carry your little basket or wear the thing you're currently stitching up so you can work better.
☆ And yes he did get caught wearing flowers in his hair by Eren. But it was because you'd smiled so fondly at him while sticking daisies in his brown hair. Giggling so cutely when they fell out. And he was gonna take that memory to his fucking grave regardless of what titan idiot had to say about it.
☆ And yes he did get caught wearing a skirt that you were fixing for Historia. By both Connie and Levi.
☆ Levi who went pale in the face and looked as though he was secretly praying for his own demise to come soon as he slowly closed the door and walked away.
☆ And Connie who laughed so hard he choked on his own spit and had to be helped to the infirmary because he was now coughing every time he breathed. So Karma ig 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️
☆ He just has to touch you..
☆ Oh God he wants to. He's gonna find a way. Whether it's a little shoulder nudge when you're complimented during meetings by higher ups. Or pats on your back.
☆ If you confide in him about your lack of confidence before a mission he's gonna sit with you and talk you through your feelings.
☆ He does this thing where he leans into you when talking. Rests his hand on your lower back as his breath touches your ear. Whispers sweet compliments into your ear because you need that shit.
☆ And it's good enough to make your toes curl.
☆ Guides you by the wrist through thick crowds so you don't get overwhelmed or lost and sometimes you expect it so you reach out for him and the two of you end up holding hands instead.
☆ He's become your little nurse. Like of course he's worried when you get hurt but there's also the opportunity to fix you up. So silver linings 🙄.
☆ If you're allergic to anything he doesn't have it in his first aid kit. Sometimes you'll get like the smallest little bruise on your knee of some shit. And it's not even from training, you just happened to trip while cleaning the stables and now: thumb sized bruise. But he's like "I don't care, sit so I can clean it."
☆ "It could get infected!" He'll try to convince you but like no, no it couldn't come on now it wasn't even really bloody..
☆ If you just so happen to have extra chores he'll go out and bring you some water then offer to help. Or he'll just ask Levi if he can go help you.
☆ "Those boxes could be heavy." He'll tell the Captain. "We don't need anyone getting unnecessarily injured before the next mission." And of course Levi knows what he's doing and sends him to go help because he honestly doesn't wanna listen to this anymore.
☆ If you have back problems or even if you don't he wants to carry your bag. No you don't get a say in it. But you can go ahead and argue with him if you want to.
• "I just think it looks too heavy."
• "Jean, I'm ok I promise."
• "Ok how about this? Let me hold it for a couple minutes then I'll give it right back."
☆ Yeeeaah. You're not getting your shit back. He's gonna walk you all the way to your designated location and then put the bag down where you need to be for that time period. Even if it completely inconveniences him.
☆ And he won't tell you that he had a meeting that he's now over 12 minutes late to. You don't need to know it'd just worry you for no reason.
☆ He has adapted some sort of like sixth sense when it comes to you. Like sometimes he'll wake up in the middle of the night to pee and just so happens to walk past your bedroom door as you're reading a book on the floor or crying or something.
☆ And now he's sitting with you even though his organs are currently failing.
☆ He'll bring you a glass of water or tea or whatever you want. You want food? He'll find it. Want a book? He'll go get it.
☆ Sometimes he sits in bed with you and just lets you cuddle up to him or reads you a book as you lay on his chest listening to the unsteady beats of his heart. Unsteady cause ya know it's you laying on him. And yeah his face is becoming redder by the second but he can't stop staring at your sleeping face. Even if you snore louder than a titan stomping he doesn't give a single fuck.
☆ At some point everyone thinks you two are dating and they talk to you both as if this is the case but you're not! At least not until Jean finally explains that yes, he does have, "Feelings for you." Tells you exactly how long in fact because to him it's crucial.
☆ When he kisses you it's the type of kiss that makes you suck in air. He takes you by the shoulders, slowly looking for even the smallest bit of hesitation in your face and presses his lips to yours. When you pull away you're lightheaded, pupils blown as you look at him with stars in your eyes.
☆ "Oh.. wow." Is all you mutter.
☆ Good luck, you just fed his giant ego.
•Modern verse:
☆ Modern day Jean is more shy and reserved. He'll definitely try to become your friend but he probably has a lot less opportunities to get you alone.
☆ If you both work at the same place you're probably both confined to your own spaces and if you both go to the same school you might have separate classes.
☆ So here's what he's doing: finding anyway, shape or form to invite you out.
☆ He got an extra ticket to a concert. He'll just not tell Connie and invite you to come with him. Because you know.. you deserve a break after work right? There's a new restaurant opening near him? Cool he's already on the phone telling you their entire menu. (He might have memorized it before calling but he won't tell you he's reading off the menu.)
☆ Sometimes he might go to your desk and leave you something sweet or cute. Like candy or little desk ornaments but he's always too shy to write a note that has his name at the bottom so he settles for staying anonymous. His heart immediately grows three sizes when he sees you playing with the desk ornament he left or eating the candy while typing away at the computer.
☆ He'll look out your favorite band so he can find out when they'll come to the city where you guys live and buy the tickets. Maybe he stays up all night, what does it matter sleep is for the weak.
☆ Or he'll find out your favorite restaurant and go there when he knows you might be going so he can just happen to run into you. No obviously it's not creepy. 😑
☆ If he can't seem to connect with you plan b is to pimp out Sasha. He just has to connect with you! So he'll get Sasha to find out any useful information on you and report back or he'll ask Sasha to become close with your best friends.
☆ If not Sasha then Connie 🤷‍♀️
☆ Once he gets useful information that's when he steps in. Oh you have a presentation for school to work on? He's at your door at 10pm with snacks (that he knows you love thanks to Sasha), energy drinks, and information on the topic you're working on.
☆ I'm talking he brought papers full of information in case you need to beef up your slides. He also brought his own laptop so he can search up any information that seems incorrect. He'll listen to you as you talk about your project and give you feedback on your performance.
☆ This might take all night but he can't help his desire to help you. And of course he's not gonna tell you if he has his own homework to work on.
• "You think it's good? Really?" You'll ask as you close your laptop for the night.
• "You're gonna get an A. Especially since I helped so now it's guaranteed."
• He loves the way you snort and roll your eyes at him when he says this.
• "Thanks Jean, you're a life saver."
☆ If you hug him you might also need to help him up off the floor or bandage him up cause he's gonna hurt himself from the shock and excitement.
☆ If you have a work presentation or just in general need help with something you're doing for your boss. He'll dedicate as much time as he has open to helping you with that too.
☆ Need coffee before your presentation? He's running to the nearest shop. Don't really understand the project your boss gave you? He'll work you through it the whole night.
☆ If you happen to tell him on a Friday that something in your house needs fixing all of a sudden he's 'Fix it Jean' now he's telling you he can fix it tomorrow and the second he hangs up he's looking up how to fix a clogged valve or some shit.
☆ And Sasha and Connie are like, "Sir, what made you think you were a handy man??"
☆ He manages though. Brings like three books to your house and looks through all of them simultaneously. Thinks he messed everything up and is about two seconds away from crying on your floor like a toddler with a spilled juice box but he pulls through surprisingly. Has your shit fixed and gets a little kiss on the cheek.
☆ Which leads into him guiltily explaining the truth and telling you everything. From the trinkets to the tickets to now with this thing he nearly ruined in your apartment. But he's so relieved to see you're grateful for everything instead of annoyed like he'd been believing in his head.
☆ Now he gets a real kiss. And Modern day Jean is built different. He's so nervous to touch you like you're made of glass. But when he does he's got his hands on your sides, keeping you in place like you'll run. Your fingers delicately threading through his hair. Giving you the kind of kiss you don't wanna pull away from. You become so quickly attached to the taste of his lips and the subtle beats of hesitation still lingering on him.
☆ You wanna pull his tongue into your mouth. Keep him so close but he pushes you back. "I wanna take you on a date." He mutters with glassy eyes and bright cheeks.
☆ And obviously you say, "Yes."
(The informed simp): Armin
•Aot verse:
☆ As everyone has said a thousand times before. Armin is an informed simp. And within the first week of knowing he has a crush on you he has information on, your family life before you joined the Corp, your favorite food, your favorite color, your favorite flower, your hobbies etc etc.
☆ And every bit of that information is stored in his file cabinet like brain.
☆ When he found out your favorite color he wore it as often as possible in out of uniform situations. Even if it was just accenting the rest of his clothes he found a way to wear it somewhere.
☆ He skimmed through books that had information on attraction and started subtly complimenting you to make you notice him.
• "Hi, [Name] that jacket really brings out your eyes."
• "It's the same jacket everyone's wearing Armin.."
• "Oh.. yeah.."
☆ Sneaks references to things you like into conversation as often as possible. Because you know, right after a meeting is the best time to talk about how your favorite song is tied to the fact that your mom used to sing it to you to help you sleep?? 😃
☆ More power to him.. he's a little confused but he's got the spirit.
☆ He slipped flowers into your favorite books but it didn't really seem to matter because he was never there when you actually encountered the flowers. (But he did often see you talking about the plants with your friends and twirling them between your fingers) good enough.
☆ He found out ways to better help your digestion. You know because what's love if not healthy bowel movements.. cause like every other attempt made him look stupid so he looked through some books on foods to help keep your colon healthy. And he explained it over dinner..
☆ Safe to say the only one who thought this topic was at all interesting was Levi.
☆ He's absolutely bombing and he hates it. At this point you only give him shy little smiles and then just walk away. He knows you probably don't hate him but he hates that nothing is working for him.
☆ At some point Eren's talking to him solo and he explains that he knows about his crush on you. Following it up promptly with, "Why don't you just tell [Name] that everything you were doing wasn't to be weird, at this point coming clean is probably the only way you could still have a chance."
☆ And he hates it that Eren's right. But he marches right up to you when you have chores out in the stables because if he didn't he'd never say all the things rushing around in his brain.
• "Hi Armin." You greet with that smile.. that smile that makes his stomach tense and his heart want to burst.
• He breathes in before replying, "[Name], I.. like you.." You pause where you're getting water for the horses to see his sun kissed red cheeks. "Everything I've done is because I really like you.." He continues, letting out a shaky breath.
☆ A period of far too long goes by with neither of you saying a word and his blue eyes flicker up to you in concern. When you clap your hands together he nearly parts from his skin.
• "Oh! That explains the weird compliments and the stuff about my mom!" You sigh, slapping your head with a smile. "Oh thank God. Armin I like you too."
☆ More silence because 1. He didn't think you'd like him back and 2. Holy shit you like him back!! He's simultaneously having a party in his brain and melting into the floor.
☆ When he finally kisses you it's unsure. Makes you lean into him. Sweet but subtle like gentle breezes on a hot day. His mouth is closed and his arms cautiously wrap around your waist looking for any sign that you want to get out. But you don't. You just wanna keep pecking his cute little lips because he's so cute and everything he's done is so cute.
• "Finally." You guys turn to see Mikasa and Eren.
• "It's about time." Mikasa greets with a little smirk.
☆ And Armin is practically fainting trying desperately to explain that it wasn't what it looked like but his face continues to tell your little audience that yes. Yes it is what it looks like.
•Modern verse:
☆ Modern day Armin is equipped with an advantage.
☆ Fucking social media.
☆ He went to your page and found out your birthday, your family's last name, how many friends you have in real life. Shit if he dug around long enough he could've probably found your heritage portfolio and your social security. (Social media's a little dangerous sometimes..)
☆ So when he becomes your friend and gets your cell number (Another thing he could've probably dug up online.) He sends you things you might love at any and all times of the day. He spends every free second he has, from lunch time to the last hour he has before he really has to go to sleep researching shit you might like so he can send it to you.
☆ And modern day Armin is so sexy in how he manages to get you into a ton of situations featuring him, your cute little blond simp. Modern day Armin needs to write romance anime 😭
☆ He heard you like aquariums not only did he send you a website to get those tickets way cheaper but he also invited himself (telling you that he was already going). And planned to take you around the city to get your favorite food and any other activities where he could drop his extensive knowledge on marine life. Oh you love astronomy? No problem he was just about to go to the planetarium this weekend, you should definitely go along so he can take you to the planet's light show and stare at you instead of the stars.
☆ Oh your favorite movie is coming out? He had no idea.. he just happened to have an extra ticket to see it the day it comes out. Not only is it now free of charge to you for that but he's also already brought a bunch of your favorite snacks to line his backpack with. Even if your favorite snacks are from a different country he got them express shipped so they'd be there sooner.
☆ He also has weather apps on his phone and laptop so that he'll know if the weather changes even the smallest fraction so that he can take you anywhere else if needed.
☆ Yes he definitely has spent a shit ton of money on you but every time he takes you somewhere your face lights up so beautifully that he'd repeatedly slam his credit card on the table to buy you a plane ticket if you even hinted at wanting it.
☆ In this beautiful opposite world you definitely confessed to him. (You better for his pain and suffering.)
☆ He could've jumped for joy knowing his plans worked perfectly but he simply takes a deep breath, eyes full of contentment as he mumbles, "I feel the same way."
☆ When he kisses you it's with his thumbs lightly rubbing the small of your back. Chewing gum spit out only fifteen minutes ago so his breath was still perfectly fresh. Adding just enough tongue to make you arch and gasp into his mouth. And yeah, he read up on how to do that too. And now that you're his, he's gonna need two jobs cause he came to spoil. No you don't get a say in it.
(The interested simp): Eren
•Aot verse:
☆ Yeah I know this one's weird but let me explain. Eren's simping capabilities are so simple they can be so easily described as, interested.
☆ He legit figured out he had a crush on you and then about 15 minutes later he'd found out everything you'd wanna be if you lived to see the end of the war.
☆ It's so obvious he's simping hard, I mean man's was enamored by you talking about your parents workshop back home. 🙄 You know what I don't even think he was actually interested he was probably playing it up but lowkey disassociated
☆ He definitely gets made fun of for it on the daily too but unlike Jean he kinda shrugs it off.
☆ He's not gonna scavenge the earth for information on you. He's gonna let you tell him and he wants you to tell him. Tell him literally everything about yourself and you will cause he'll know if you don't.
☆ Sometimes he plays little games with you to try to figure out some kind of information about you on like a long ride back from a mission or something. It helps him ease the tension in his brain and gives him something new about you. Win-win
☆ He beat the fucking system by just getting you to talk about you and dropping things you both have in common into conversation. He really did better than Armin!
☆ If you have trouble during training he'll talk you through what you're doing wrong and help you work through your issues. If that leads to some touching well then that's just how things will go 🤷‍♀️
☆ The second he has your favorite color in his mind he's buying you a piece of jewelry with the same stone color. Yes this is him marking you as his and no you probably won't realize but the second you put it on in his eyes you belong to him. And now you can never take it off. 😃
☆ He has a little notebook (not for writing journal entries or anything.) It's just sometimes he forgets certain things you tell him and you pretend to pout when he asks for the information again so he writes it down in the notebook so he can read it and remember it again.
☆ There have definitely been instances on more than one occasion where the two of you would stay up all night talking. Sneak into the other person's room. Sitting on the floor together or side by side on the bed. Those are definitely the best nights because you get to show off your Eren trivia and prove you've retained just as much information on him as he has about you.
☆ Another scenario has presented itself in which you're the one who ends up confessing. Eren would come close cheeks flush with pink and whisper, the ghost of his lips on yours, "I think it's kinda obvious how I feel." When he kisses you it's with both hands cupping your cheeks. So hot against your face. Thumbs curving delicately over your skin. He's leaning into your lips over and over again. Recapturing them every time he pulls back but he also loves making you work for it a little, smirking when you have to strech to capture his lips again. Taking every bit of oxygen from your body. You kinda hold onto him with slightly shaky arms when he's finished. But honestly he's only finished for now cause he'll never get enough of your lips now that he's had a taste.
•Modern verse:
☆ Modern day Eren talked to you before he realized he was attracted to you and you haven't gotten rid of him since the day he realized he wanted you.
☆ He sees you walking to your next class or to the copy machine and he trots his way over to match your pace.
☆ When he's not with you, he's texting you nonsensical stuff he thinks you'll find funny. And when he is with you he's listening to every word you say with the dopiest grin adorning his features.
☆ Sometimes when you're talking he'll unsubtly lick his lips to see if he can make your eyes follow his tongue or he'll lean in closer, kinda crowding you a little if you're both standing. Speaking of crowding he pulls you into him by your hips if you just happen to be standing in the way and someone needs to get past you two.
☆ You'll never understand how much harder he falls for you when you look up at him through your pretty lashes. Hands slightly on his chest.
☆ He loves annoying you. Doing little shit like poking you with the eraser on his pencil or snatching your books from you when you're writing while he's talking. Cause he just thinks you should be staring into his eyes while he talks in the same way he does with you.
☆When he brings you dinner he always brings himself something to eat as well and he'll plop down next to you and ask you for details about your day. Smiling fondly at you when you complain about minor inconveniences.
☆ He loves your fingers so much. If he's not staring into your eyes he's looking at the way your thumb drags over your dripping boba/coffee. The way your fingers click perfectly over every key on your laptop. Every now and then he'll reach out for your hands massaging the knuckles because he just wants to touch them so bad. Bonus points if you smile at him while he does it.
☆ Not gonna lie it could definitely go either way with a confession. But it's probably more likely going to be on you unless he just so happens to accidentally confess while sleepy or drunk.
☆ When he kisses you, he cups your chin pulling you close, angling his tongue so it slides right up against your teeth. He softly hums into your mouth and you can tell he's at least a little nervous but his touch is so perfect. His thumb sliding over the edge of your lips as he sucks your tongue into his mouth. You're more than a little ashamed at the whine you let out when he pulls away. But the way he's blushing makes you feel at least a little bit better.
(The Childish simp): Connie
•Aot verse:
☆ Let's be honest, he doesn't know what he's doing. You know, cause you're his first crush.
☆ He's going to work extra hard to drop even the most random jokes and then look directly at you hoping you laugh. Just laugh cause if you don't he might repeat the joke again and that'd be uncomfortable for everyone.
☆ And when you crack a joke he's out here guffawing like it's the best thing he's ever heard. Like he'll legit pause all conversation with his loud ass laughing and everyone in the room is just like: 😒
☆ If he gives you gifts they're normally things he thinks are cool or awesome but every now and then he'll pick a flower and just randomly stuff it in your hair and when you look at him confused smile adorning your face he'll say, "It fits your face." And then awkwardly gesture at you. All you can really say is thank you.
☆ He practically crashes into the seat next to you at meetings. Jean dead ass started pretending to race him for the seat next to you and one time he tipped the chair over and fell on top of it, Levi made him reenter the room properly after he'd managed to stand up.
☆ He sometimes does that I'm not touching you thing to get your attention or taps your shoulder then looks away as you turn to look at him. He'll poke your shoulder a couple times until he's successful in keeping your eyes on him then he'll hover his finger over your head or shoulder until you roll your eyes.
• "Connie.."
• "I'm not even touching you!" He'll laugh
☆ He does nice things for you but they never really work out well for him. One time he got you a glass of water because he thought you looked thirsty and he placed it in front of you when you weren't looking. You turned from where you were talking with Historia and your elbow tipped over the cup spilling its contents all over your lap and meeting notes. He felt so so bad.
☆ One time you tripped during training and got a huge scratch on your leg and Levi stepped in to care for you. He asked Connie to go get the alcohol and in his excitement he ran back and tripped spilling the entire bottle all over the floor. Eren had to go run to the closest store and get more.
☆ At some point in time he walks into your room and sloppily pours his feelings out to you as you sit on your bed staring at him in confusion. His face is like beet red and he's breathing like he just ran a marathon. But you laugh and tell him you think he's adorable. You think he's gonna hug you when he pulls you in under your arms but he just holds your back super tight with both hands and swings you around till you can't stop giggling. His kiss is sweet a little sloppy cause it's his first but he's eager and cute as he pulls you into his chest. Probably bites your lip in a playful way and you can't help but lean into him.
•Modern verse:
☆ Modern day Connie is probably annoying the fuck out of you. He sends you memes all day! Put your phone on silent all you want you'll just come back to 40+ messages. And he likes to call you when he's not busy which means you're forever regretting giving him your number.
☆ He'll deadass go to the bathroom and face time you in the stall talkin bout some, "What're you doing right now?" And you're like, "Mfer what are you doing right now!"
☆ He takes any given opportunity to flirt with you and he's so goofy you won't realize he genuinely means everything he says,
• "I really hate your last name." He randomly says
• "What'd my last name do to you?"
• He shrugs, "I think you should change it."
• "To what?" You scoff
• "Springer 😘"
☆ And he calls you for the stupidest shit when he's at home:
• "Connie, what's wrong? You called me like four times in a row."
• "Which animals do you think would be the bitchest if they spoke human?"
• "Bye Connie 😑"
• "No wait!"
• "What?"
• "Send nudes."
☆ Loves to lay on you when you're sitting. Like he'll deadass drop his whole weight onto your back while you're sitting in your desk chair trying to work. He's just looking for a way to touch you and doesn't know how to express that.
☆ Yes he does have you in his phone as something crass and no he's not willing to change it. Most likely some shit like fat ass with a heart or Mommy/Daddy as a personal joke.
☆ And yeah you find him super annoying until this one night when he's texting you pics of his old family dog back home and he tells you everything about the dog's life from when he was a puppy to the day he passed and he shows you pics of him kissing the little pups head and holding him and things like that. The last video he sent was him crying while holding a framed photo after the dog's passing during Christmas time. And it's the first time you've ever been provoked to hug Connie instead of choke him.
☆ When the time finally comes for Connie to tell you his feelings you're in a good place to accept them and tell him you like him back. And that's when he pulls you in around the neck and gives you a surprisingly natural kiss. His mouth is parted slightly, hands gripping the back of your shirt a little as he keeps you close. He allows you to take the lead. Forehead warm where it's pressed against his. You both can't help but stay like that for awhile.
(The lowkey simp): Levi
•Aot verse:
☆ Rule number 1 you cannot know he is simping. He'll take it to his grave but if you're not oblivious you'll probably catch on.
☆ When he disassociates during a meeting his eyes get darker in the middle and he just rests his chin on his palm and stares at you. Doesn't matter that the meeting has been going on for more than an hour and he has yet to blink. He doesn't even know he's doing it. When he comes back down to earth he just blinks normally and looks away. And if no one tells him he'll honestly continue to do it. Sometimes in different positions, he's laying back in his chair head forward but his eyes are on you a couple seats down on the other side of the table.
☆ He picks up items whenever he goes into town. And I mean every. single. time. For you and he makes sure it's something you'll love and while you're out training he'll stuff it in a box and place it on your bed.
☆ He writes you anonymous notes with little inspirational words on them in places only you'll find them. But it's inspirational in Levi terms so it's shit like, "Stay alive for tomorrow." And "Don't look down because the sun is up."
☆ When he needs a break from work he just closes his eyes and thinks about you. Sometimes he does it just because he secretly loves that warm floating sensation he gets.
☆ Like Eren he'll trot up beside you whenever he can. But he won't say a word unless you say something first.
• "Hi Captain." You greet when he pops into your peripheral vision.
• Genuinely can not help how soft his eyes are when he looks at you, "Hello." He replies
☆ He'll find some reason to complain about the way his entire squad cleans their rooms so that he can also have an excuse to say he'll reclean them so that he has an excuse to make a bee line for your room first and be trapped in your scent. Taking your sheets off the bed and holding them to his chest, sweeping, getting that extra elbow grease on the windows so they're more spotless than even his standards.
☆ And of course because he doesn't want you to know he's simping hard for you he has to deal with you paying him the same amount of attention as the other higher ups which he hates with a burning passion. Like why don't you like him more? He does way more for you on a level that you can see. You should be more affectionate towards him. You talk to him everyday.
☆ I don't think I need to tell you Levi's shy so you'll be confessing. And you start by telling him you know the notes are from him because while Levi's intelligent he's also stupid. Like who the fuck else has access to your uniform clothes and would care enough to go in your drawers just to leave a piece of paper with the words, "Life is never so shitty that you can't at least better yourself."
☆ He kinda just lowers his head as pink soaks his entire face. And you lift his chin up to press a slow chaste kiss on his lips. He doesn't touch you. He can't bring himself to but he manages to kiss back. His irises so bright when you pull away. "Thank you Captain." You tell him before you leave. He's definitely genuinely worried his heart is getting ready to explode as he stares at the closed door.
•Modern verse
☆ Modern day Levi is a fucking mess. He doesn't know shit about having a crush and he knows it's you really early into meeting you but he's like, why them. He managed to spend his entire existence avoiding romance and yet here you are. He doesn't even know what he wants from you so sometimes he comes off a little more aggressive when he's talking to you.
☆ He stares directly into your soul when you're sitting across from him for any reason. You had to have had a crush on him first because he genuinely doesn't know what to do with himself.
☆ If you invite him somewhere he scoffs immediately following it up with a, "I'll be there."
☆ He rereads your messages whenever he's bored. And if you send him good morning texts he'll be thinking, morning beautiful angel. The one time you sent him a good morning text with a heart he analyzed it so long that he never replied back to you.
☆ The second he figured out how to use personalized ringtones he made yours something soft and sweet. Most likely with violins or maybe with a harp.
☆ A couple times while he was bored during a meeting or class he wrote your initials in cursive in his notebook. One time he wrote it on the front of his notebook by accident and had to throw that one away. Which honestly made him sad because he really liked how it looked.
☆ When you confess to him it's by accident and the way his face lights up is actually the most precious thing you've ever seen. He comes back down to earth slow and admits that he "feels the same." Under his breath of course but you heard and that's what counts.
☆ When you kiss him you instantly notice how small his lips actually are 🥺🥺 like you've stared at them before when he was eating and stuff but his lips are cute and so small. And he's so hesitant to kiss back. But then he does and you can kinda feel the tension leave him a little. His arms a little shaky as he supports himself. It probably looks like two middle schoolers kissing for the first time honestly. Right down to the sitting on the edge of the bed thing. But Levi's lips are so warm and he's such a naturally good kisser that you indulge for as long as you can.
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