#I'm not good with words

[obi-wkenobi]

trying to remember when it was exactly that Jim became my sunshine man. my beloved. my favourite star trek character. I just spent hours hunting through blogs of long past, scouring for any mention of him and legitimately got excited whenever I found something. when did this become my norm??

#when i joined the fandom 2 years ago i thought i'd be a spock lover #and yeah i do love him but jim...jim means everything #something something abstract about his compassion and ability to always provide hope #i'm not good with words #but yeah #jim kirk #james t kirk #star trek #star trek tos

[seonghwasblr-moved]

Already seeing people make everything about Moonbin sad now. He was more than what he was battling with. Don't make everything about him about his mental health. He was more than that. He was a person with a whole complex personality. That's what he deserves to be remembered for

#maja talks #I'm not good with words #but the “this hits harder now :(” “no wonder he looked sad here” things really have to stop #we don't know for sure if he was depressed (tho I would guess so since you know) but don't make everything about him his possible depressio #cw death #tw death #cw depression #tw depression

[pablosleepy]

👑 Young Royals Inktober 👑

Day 31 - a scene you want to see in S3.

maybe a comforting scene? i have doubts Wilmon will be happy in the end, but surely they will be given hard times, and comfort as well as support, heck, just hugs without saying anything from someone you love is precious.

or something Wille could show Simon, Wilmon Sexy Times at the castle? I don't know.

Also I would like to mention @jj-draws-stupid-things and thank them for creating the Young Royals Inktober. I had fun following this version of Inktober (October was surely about YR and Wilmon for me), although I must admit, sometimes it wasn't easy as I'm not a skillful artist. Moreover, it helped me to get through this month and cope with stress after work, my own sort of escapism, so to say. So thanks once again, I'm very grateful for the opportunity to try something new.

#young royals #youngroyals_inktober #youngroyals inktober #wilmon #inktober #artists on tumblr #prince wilhelm #simon eriksson #do i need to say sorry for my messy drawings again? #thanks for coming to my ted talk #i'm not good with words

[raynesbunny]

Should I start writing short stories and headcanons of mashle?

#My confidence is buried 6ft underground #I think I'm cringe and lame #I'm not good with words #school makes me busy #Mashle x reader #Mashle

[quark-nova]

Just realized the Dinosauroid is basically a featherless Troodon fursona

#not sure if it's called a fursona as it doesn't have fur either #i'm not good with words #speculative evolution #and furry stuff i guess

[nihonium-art]

Thought about hope again. Sorry.

#trigun #trigun oc #trigun maximum #trigun original character #millions knives #doodle #my art #my ocs #Hope Rapier Millions Saverem #Zazie is also there but they're in bug form I'm not tagging them #tesla #she's here! :^) #I think it's impossible for Knives to 'EVER bring her up w/ hope #and I think hope would have Feelings about her. #like she was a kid just like her and got mutilated by the people the trusted #and Hope up until now trusted the engineer taking care of her with her life #so like. idk. knives putting the fear of human into hope smth smth #I'm not good with words

[mayskalih]

Would you build a romance between Ino and Itachi in a Anbu AU, like KisaSaku?

Oh yes. I loove anbu au! It would be very angsty and heated.

Imagine Ino going on a mission and encountering a missing nin from Konoha. She is no match for him but he decides to spare her and use her (transient) attraction to Ssk to spy on his brother. She slowly falls for him during their meetups. He falls as well, deep and hard, but doesnt dare thinking it's reciprocal. Until she says:'I love you, idiot. Not him'. No one dares to call him an idiot and apparently it turns him on.

#i'm not good with words #sasha asks #itaino

[clockworkbee]

those ships where character A isn't good with words and character B is there to give them words? They hit so hard, they make my heart drop to my stomach or rise to my throat.

#when they're like: #I'm not good with words #and then they're told something that just #fits? #patrochilles #jessa #wessa #norlie #the song of achilles #the infernal devices #book lovers #madeline miller #cassandra clare #emily henry #and more #character a and b #books #fictional characters

[pinktwinkiezoppo]

Hi mutuals sorry I don't talk to you I love you

#also my followers sorry #i'm not good with words #and also I get scared #zoppos posties

[ravenbarbatos]

Am New

Henlo. Am new. Just want to have fun and write stories. Prototype stories. For some feedback. Probably won't post often. I love chaos.

#new guy #pls dont hate me #story writing #idk how to tag this #how do you tag #pls help #i'm not good with words

[teazzle]

anyone good with words want to help me write a 'my upstairs neighbours are driving me insane' email for my office manager?

#I'm not good with words #talk

[sirsheoth]

I kiss you with tongue and as that happens I slide an ibuprofen in your mouth since you have a headache

#this is almost verbatim something I told my partner #she suggested it'd be a good tumblr post so I'm putting it out in the wild #you're welcome #words of sheoth

[jacobglaser]

He's just an Angel... I know.

Good Omens (2019-)

#this took so long and i never want to see the word angel again <3 #but i'm so happy with how this turned out #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable husbands #aziraphale x crowley #aziracrow #david tennant #michael sheen #good omens s1 #good omens s2 #goodomensgifs #goodomensedit #good omens edit #mygifs #nat gifs good omens

[iamanartichoke]

I don't know who needs to hear this, but as a creator -

I am fine with "the audience" -

downloading my fics

printing my fics

copy/pasting or screenshotting my fics

sharing your saved copy of my fics with anyone else who might want them in the unlikely but never impossible case that my fics are no longer available on ao3

making a book of my fic(s) and running your fingers across the pages while lovingly whispering my precioussss

doing these things with anything I create for fandom, such as meta, headcanons, au nonsense like 'texts from the brodinsons,' etc

I am not fine with "the audience"

doing any of the above with the purpose/intent of plagiarizing my work or passing it off as their own in any capacity

feeding my work into ai for any reason whatsoever

Save the fandom things. Preserve the fandom things. Respect the fandom things.

Enjoy the fandom things.

#fanfic #ao3 #archive of our own #fandom things #tumblr things #i may have said this at some point #i'm sure i have #but whatever - just in case #i don't say this with the presumption that i'm so amazing and people are clamoring to save my fics #but just if anyone is so inclined that's all #ftr i don't intend on ever removing my fics from ao3 or deleting fandom things from this blog #i've always shared my fandom things with the intent of keeping them shared bc that's the whole point of posting #but the fandom atmosphere and ao3 constantly being under attack who knows what can happen #not that this applies to anyone but should all else fail you can also reach out to me and i will personally give you a copy #at least of fics bc i save everything #not so much the tumblr things but this is a good reminder to myself that i should do that for the things i care about #that i've made or done and only posted here #anyway sorry i have now used up my quota of the putting words into sentences doing for today #i have plans to stare into the void now

[catinyourroom]

.. Was I too focused on the idea of having a crush, being in love, after so much that I

on the idea of having a crush on them...

that I forgot something important?

Did I forget other options? What if I did something wrong, left something...

#I don't know how to say this #I'm not good with words #idk #text post #love ??? #vent? ish? #vent

[inkskinned]

so one of the things that's so horrifying about birth control is that you have to, like, navigate this incredibly personal choice about your body and yet also face the epitome of misogyny. like, someone in the comments will say it wasn't that bad for me, and you'll be utterly silenced. like, everyone treats birth control like something that's super dirty. like, you have no fucking information or control over this thing because certain powerful people find it icky.

first it was the oral contraceptives. you went on those young, mostly for reasons unrelated to birth control - even your dermatologist suggested them to control your acne. the list of side effects was longer than your arm, and you just stared at it, horrified.

it made you so mentally ill, but you just heard that this was adulthood. that, yes, there are of course side effects, what did you expect. one day you looked up yasmin makes me depressed because surely this was far too intense, and you discovered that over 12,000 lawsuits had been successfully filed against the brand. it remains commonly prescribed on the open market. you switched brands a few times before oral contraceptives stopped being in any way effective. your doctor just, like, shrugged and said you could try a different brand again.

and the thing is that you're a feminist. you know from your own experience that birth control can be lifesaving, and that even when used for birth control - it is necessary healthcare. you have seen it save so many people from such bad situations, yourself included. it is critical that any person has access to birth control, and you would never suggest that we just get rid of all of it.

you were a little skeeved out by the implant (heard too many bad stories about it) and figured - okay, iud. it was some of the worst pain you've ever fucking experienced, and you did it with a small number of tylenol in your system (3), like you were getting your bikini line waxed instead of something practically sewn into your body.

and what's wild is that because sometimes it isn't a painful insertion process, it is vanishingly rare to find a doctor that will actually numb the area. while your doctor was talking to you about which brand to choose, you were thinking about the other ways you've been injured in your life. you thought about how you had a suspicious mole frozen off - something so small and easy - and how they'd numbed a huge area. you thought about when you broke your wrist and didn't actually notice, because you'd thought it was a sprain.

your understanding of pain is that how the human body responds to injury doesn't always relate to the actual pain tolerance of the person - it's more about how lucky that person is physically. maybe they broke it in a perfect way. maybe they happened to get hurt in a place without a lot of nerve endings. some people can handle a broken femur but crumble under a sore tooth. there's no true way to predict how "much" something actually hurts.

in no other situation would it be appropriate for doctors to ignore pain. just because someone can break their wrist and not feel it doesn't mean no one should receive pain meds for a broken wrist. it just means that particular person was lucky about it. it should not define treatment.

in the comments of videos about IUDs, literally thousands of people report agony. blinding, nauseating, soul-crushing agony. they say things like i had 2 kids and this was the worst thing i ever experienced or i literally have a tattoo on my ribs and it felt like a tickle. this thing almost killed me or would rather run into traffic than ever feel that again.

so it's either true that every single person who reports severe pain is exaggerating. or it's true that it's far more likely you will experience pain, rather than "just a pinch." and yet - there's nothing fucking been done about it. it kind of feels like a shrug is layered on top of everything - since technically it's elective, isn't it kind of your fault for agreeing to select it? stop being fearmongering. stop being defensive.

you fucking needed yours. you are almost weirdly protective of it. yours was so important for your physical and mental health. it helped you off hormonal birth control and even started helping some of your symptoms. it still fucking hurt for no fucking reason.

once while recovering from surgery, they offered you like 15 days of vicodin. you only took 2 of them. you've been offered oxy for tonsillitis. you turned down opioids while recovering from your wisdom tooth extraction. everything else has the option. you fucking drove yourself home after it, shocked and quietly weeping, feeling like something very bad had just happened. the nurse that held your hand during the experience looked down at you, tears in her eyes, and said - i know. this is cruelty in action.

and it's fucked up because the conversation is never just "hey, so the way we are doing this is fucking barbaric and doctors should be required to offer serious pain meds" - it's usually something around the lines of "well, it didn't kill you, did it?"

you just found out that removing that little bitch will hurt just as bad. a little pinch like how oral contraceptives have "some" serious symptoms. like your life and pain are expendable or not really important. like maybe we are all hysterical about it?

hysteria comes from the latin word for uterus, which is great!

you stand here at a crossroads. like - this thing is so important. did they really have to make it so fucking dangerous. and why is it that if you make a complaint, you're told - i didn't even want you to have this in the first place. we're told be careful what you wish for. we're told that it's our fault for wanting something so illict; we could simply choose not to need medication. that maybe if we don't like the scraps, we should get ready to starve.

we have been saying for so long - "i'm not asking you to remove the option, i'm asking you to reconsider the risk." this entire time we hear: well, this is what you wanted, isn't it?

#where's the word woman in this u might wonder if u suck #good news i am nonbinary and have a uterus so that is something that can happen #im also gender fluid tho which means im immune to certain psychic damage bc if u call me a woman i'll be like <3 okay <3 #writeblr #the tightrope of ''ppl need access to this'' #and like also #''what the fuck is going on over there'' is like. so difficult as an activist #i was <3 punctured <3 during mine #and almost bled out on the table :) they didn't have anyone standing by bc it's ''just a little insertion'' #so i started crashing and i vaguely remember apologizing for the fuss as i heard my heart rate monitor start going <3 tachycardic <3 #she wasn't even a bad doctor tbh #ps btw the reason i even HAD a heart monitor is that i have a genuine heart condition and they knew GOING IN that there was a chance #i'd crash on the table #like my heart just likes to do fun little tricks and <3 stop working <3 (i do not want to discuss the specifics ty i am okay im ontop of it #and they were like 'oh u will be fine' and then she did do a puncture thru my uterus . pop! #and im sitting there dizzy and feeling my heartrate start to drop bc it feels almost. beautiful. like. the whole ground just #woosh! out from under you. and shit is like grey's anatomy. i'm looking up at her grey eyes #she's old she wears this nice shawl she's like got Cool Lesbian vibes and people are sprinting into the room #from other parts of the clinic unrelated to me. while the monitor is like a little aria singing #and shes like hey youre okay stay awake stay with me something went wrong we have to keep trying #and i remember thinking - i was trying to think of nice things. i have so many beautiful places that now overlap #with this terrible memory #i became dimly aware that there was too much on her wrists and hands. like #that was too many liters #and then when they had finished all this. i packed up and drove myself home #i have had (bad thing) happen to me. and the same feeling happened after #that numb almost lamblike bleating. you cry without noise. like. ur body is so shocked and ur mind so empty #you just stare at the road and everything everything is happening behind glass and static and you are standing so far away from it #while you hold ur hands at 10 and 2. and something in ur brain is SCREAMING at you - IT WAS BAD AND IT SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED #and ur just watching the alarms in your body going off and youre thinking. a little pinch! ha. i think i just lost something important.