#LIKE DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW INSANE IT WAS

[kelvintimeline]

i do think its funny to see all the sasunarus in the poll tags going OMG WE'RE LOSING??? HOW?? it's like... listen... my entire LIFE was shaped by sasunaru... i have shipped it for at least 15 years but...

spirk got girlies in the fucking 60s going apeshit for the idea of a man and an alien fucking. how can you read this:

and think there's competition. this woman wrote a FORTY page, SINGLE SPACED novel about spirk BEFORE WE LANDED ON THE FUCKING MOON... just banging this out on a fucking typewriter

just to show her friends!! she was rawdogging that fanfiction, no ff.net, no aff.net, no ao3! she went so insane she wrote 40 pages just for own friends to teehee about. we only know about it because spirk drove SO MANY other people insane, it was passed friend group to friend group across the COUNTRY just to be published in a zine without her consent... in 1987. this fic lasted in private, yet intense, celebration... for 19 years.

do you understand the type of RAVENOUS people had to be to have NO FUCKING INTERNET and keep a fic circulating for two decades???

i love sasunaru. no ship can match their... everything. but in terms of like... sheer contact-high insanity, spirk is on another level.

like spirk was driving people insane 13 whole years before the movie came out where spock died trying to press his hand against kirk's... some of the best spirk content had yet to come... and yet the girls went wild... truly wild already

sasunaru i love you but... like... spirk has lasted entire lifetimes. sasunaru has taken over half of my life... and yet we all know there is a woman in some retirement home remembering jerking off to a spirk fanzine before half of america even knew gay people existed. it's not the same.

#spirk #anything with the power to turn a woman in the 60s into a fucking fujoshi #needs respect on its name #im 1968 the fucking hayes code still existed #LIKE DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW INSANE IT WAS

[uncanny-tranny]

Another bonus to learning a fiber art is being able to speak to others in a Lovecraftian language that nobody else understands...

...and also being able to read things like THIS:

#art #crochet #fiber art #described images #image description in alt #used a crochet pattern for this because it's just INSANE #see i can recognize some of these stitch markings but i haven't done them all yet #i actually kind of prefer the diagram pattern because it actually shows you the shape and the way stitches compliment the piece #with a 'normal' pattern (e.g. 1 dc in fifth ch from hook ch 2 4 dc) i understand it sure but. it isn't the same. #i was reading somebodys recommendations for tapestry yarn and understood all the abbreviations and what they mean #plus i feel like diagrams can be a great way to teach you not only how stitches look but how they contribute to the larger piece #one of my crochet proficiency goals is to be able to look at a piece and know instantly what made it #*cue me at the store analyzing a crochet piece so i can replicate it for 5× the cost* #if you're selling a crocheted piece for like $20 then it's my imperative to replicate it and not buy it 🫡 #i think that has the same moral implication as like... 'proplifting' #did crochet as the example because thats what i do as a fiber art. if theres a similar thing for knit/weave/ect then DROP IT BELOW I BEG YO #i want to learn all the lovecraftian languages of the fiber artists <3 #i feel like describing the image in exactly what stitch marking indicates what would have been too much so hopefully the explanation as to.. #...what the diagram DOES and how it visually indicates a pattern was helpful <3

[average-hua-cheng-fan]

another reason i think that xie lian felt an instant connection on the ox cart is because he and hua cheng both grew up in xianle.

there are maybe 4 people still alive that grew up in that culture. based on my own experience, you can pick up on things like accent, cadence, references, and humor that suggest a person is from the same place as you without consciously noticing it. that sense of comfort and similarity probably played into their instant chemistry.

#thinking about how they are bonded together by being the only people who remember their dead culture... augh it kind of makes me want to cr #as much fighting as fengqing do they are really the only people who will EVER understand each other's childhoods #which. aughhhh #there's a lovely modern au fic by heavensturtle called ''i'm just there to admire you.'' where they talk about chinese diaspora go read it #fics that mention paradise manor being in the xianle style also make me want to bawl. especially when fxmq notice it #other people that remember xianle: qi rong. jun wu. mei nianqing. yeah. none of those people are easy to talk to #buried deep in the xianle quartets heads are things like xianxia silly bands and xianxia nickelodeon and xianxia hi chew that LITERALLY #NOBODY ELSE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD REMEMBERS. DOES THAT NOT MAKE YOU FEEL INSANE #the immortality in tgcf and how it affects memory and sense of self and relationships. ourgh #i speak #tgcf meta #tgcf #tgcf spoilers #i guess? #tian guan ci fu #tgcf books #heaven official's blessing #hob #xie lian #hua cheng #hualian #feng xin #mu qing #fengqing #xianle trio #xianle quartet

[ramons-elevator]

In light of Em's death, I wanna point out how long its been since we lost an egg life. Not just permadeath. Just a life.

In the first month of the eggs, we lost almost half of them (Tilin (Day 23), Trumpet (Day 23), Juanaflippa (Day 24)) and Chayanne, Ramon, Leo, and Richas all lost a life (Day 13, Day 15, Day 36, Day 42).

Then in May, Tallulah, Dapper, and Bobby all lost a life (Day 55, Day 56, Day 57) and Bobby was the last permadeath we experienced.

Now Em lost a life on Day 293.

Day 293.

In 236 fucking days, no eggs lost a life.

We went from 3 eggs dying and 4 of them losing a life in the first month to one egg dying in 236 days.

These eggs went from being a competition experiment to being the reason why the islanders want to be better and strong.

No matter what, love is the strongest thing and it shows with the QSMP

#qsmp #qsmp eggs #ill tag child death bc I know ems death is very fresh #this is just a message to people complaining about the detah #like do you understand how much it took for the egg dudes to kill an egg #like its insane #ill shut up and tag now #cw child death #tw child death #child death

[fumifooms]

Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.

His grey hairs are so earned

#Chilchuck tims #dungeon meshi #analysis #HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY #You know what yeah understandable have a good day #Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose #Spoilers #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm #Anyways I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s #How he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺 #I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many #Compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol #He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!! #I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers #He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help #Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’ #Is nice in his opinion #This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost… #OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level. #‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc #Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡

[ghostly-cabbage]

We need to talk about the worst thing about making AUs....

The fact that then when you inevitably think about crossovers you don't want the crossover with the canon you want it with your specific AU. Your brain worms, your circus, but THEN WHAT?

Oh, yeah, to understand this crossover you need to go read this entirely different fic/series? Girl help 😭 you can't do that

#high-key this post is about the genrex x dp crossover I started way back when and how I don't think i'll ever be able to go back to it #bc fae and I have literally put such a massive amount of work into f.h:s and fleshing out the world and how everything works and #the characters personalities and development that I genuinely do not wanna write something in the canon universe anymore #like f.h:s has become my default way of thinking about Rex in a creative capacity #we're here just to suffer but also experience untold amounts of joy you know #we're really lucky here in the phandom bc fanon is so prevalent that people are willing to get in on the ground floor with any #wacky crazy fun hcs you can dish out #and i love it here for that #but for the smaller fandoms its... you cant expect your readers to already have an understanding of your specific au and bible length hcs #anyway #in a low-key way this post is also about how #last month Fae and i went insane for several days about our gen rex AU version of Rex ina crossover with Murderbot and it was so fun but al #It was just for fun and for us YES but I keep thinking about and it's objectively hilarious to write something that is for a max of 4 ppl #When you really get to it tho it was actually for a max of 2 people and those two people are named Kei and Fae

[numum]

the he

#the owl house #toh #darius deamonne #toh fanart #the degree that this man was underutilized was criminal #he was mentored by the previous golden guard????? he knew what belos did to him??? and then had to watch belos make a clone of him???? #bro like. the dynamics here are absolutely insane #how sick to his stomach do you think darius was when he saw hunter’s face for the very first time? #how sick to his stomach do you think he was when he realized he was resenting an abused child for something he wasn’t even aware of? #do you think darius blames himself? #do you think darius lies awake at night wishing he’d done something sooner? wondering if he could have spared hunter some of his scars? #do you think hunter knows? #do you think hunter wishes he knew how to tell darius that he understands? that it’s not his fault? #do you think hunter longs to know the words of comfort that would have been offered by the man who shared his face? #do you think they mourn together? #my art #myart

[leafwateraddict]

Can we talk about the fact Horror is the biggest hypocrite ever.

Can we talk about how he doesn’t eat humans and what that implies about him, whether it be some kind of semblance of him believing he doesn’t deserve to eat in any capacity, or believes that he’s above others in some way by not doing so? (Though it’s likely the latter, considering he did take the makeshift ketchup from aliza)

Can we talk about how for the sake of revenge he essentially fucked over all of monsterkind by destroying their last hope of survival.

Can we talk about how he gave Papyrus what I can only assume was a human organ disguised as a tomato when he said he didn’t want to eat humans.

CAN WE PLEASE TALK ABOUT HOW he tricked Papyrus into eating humans so he wouldn’t starve, while simultaneously refusing to eat human flesh in any capacity.

#HE DRIVES ME FUCKING INSANE DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND #MY BRAIN IS MELTING #G O D #he makes me sick #i love him i hate him i love him i hate him #horrortale #horrortale sans #horrortale papyrus #undertale au #i dont think i could explain how much i love and hate him if i tried #its like i want to kiss him and throw hands at the exact same time #is this enemies to lovers #leaf posts

[general-cyno]

do you ever think about how zoro's vow in ep 6 is like. you're mine and I'm yours and we'll be together from now on and until the end. no matter what we face or how difficult it is or even if we die trying I'm placing my dream in your hands and holding yours in mine because I think you're worth it all and I'd never fail you the way you'd never fail me. and all of it after luffy admits he'd do anything for zoro except stand in the way of his dream and that he needs him. do you ever just

#they've infected my brain and they're not leaving anytime soon #zolu #opla #tp #opla zolu is on the first stages of insanity do you understand how much more. intense it will get if they do like. thriller bark #I thought abt it for longer than a second and received full blown psychic damage I NEED IT SO BAD

[lunzi0]

REVISITED NIGHTMARES\\ #1

Revisited Nightmares Chapter 1 part 1

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WOOO..okay..these took.. A WHILE… welcome to the 1st pages of revisited nightmares!! for now i do not have a publishing schedule so just look out for them until i do!

#I REALLY HOPE PEOPLE LIKE THIS #i am going insane #i hope you guys really enjoy this story AAHHHHH #fnaf au #fnaf gregory #cassie fnaf #fnaf evan #elizabeth fnaf #five nights at freddy's #revisited nightmares #you can tell as i went on with the pages i started understanding a bit more on how to do my comic..WE SHALL..SEEE…

[mossfeathers]

literally cant wait for bigb etho and bdubs to team next life series they will be called the b team despite etho's complete lack of a b in the name (he joined the team 5 minutes too late and didnt get a say in what it was called) and it'll be the best team that the life series has ever created (source: trust me i was told in multiple multiple dreams)

#moss chitchat #you guys dont understand how bad i need an etho bigb team theyre my rarepair and so good together #bigb and bdubs is also so fun i just really like the idea of bdubs going insane and bigb just going along w it #also bigb and etho being the “chill people” of the server when tehyre really some of the most not normal means theyre perfect #for one another #i could talk about them forever and ever you guys dont understand what ill do if they dont team or at least interact more than once #bigb #bigbst4tz2 #etho #ethoslab #bdubs #bdoubleo #trafficblr #life series

[angelogistics]

bestows the highest honor upon beloved characters (lion dance AU)

#one piece #opfanart #roronoa zoro #zoro op #blackleg sanji #sanji op #lion dance #zosan #hey ok so see how i tagged this zosan um . teehee . i need 2 draw them being gay alr thats next on the list #zoro mainly tails btw (for sanji) but occasionally he'll do head i think he would really like jowga and sanji would do futsan #but like for the ladies he would be hoksan do you understand ..... um im insane about lion dance <3 anyway #myart #zoro probably shouldnt be wearing his earrings if hes in lion but well . one of my teammates does and hes fine so its chill #hei tui is extraordinarily pretty i really love how he came out .... #i thiiiink sanji would be a huangzhong and zoro would be the um whatshisface ZHAO YUN hes so zhao yun #oh fuck luffy is absolutely liu bei HOLY SHIT WAIT THAT WORKS SO WELL >???? HES NAME SO CLOSE im freaking out omfg

[aunmenosheteroenespanol]

911 3x06 Monsters and the award for funniest B-plot goes to: adult man terrorized by small bird

#this is legitimately the most insane episode I've seen so far (though I've only seen up to here) #chimney's badge subplot. buddie divorce subplot. literally framing buddie like a couple having relationship troubles #also when maddie is insane it's ok. she can do whatever she wants shut up mind your business #911 fox #911 on fox #911onfox #911edit #911 gifs #chimney han #howie han #howie 'chimney' han #911 chimney #gay firefighter show #my edits #how the hell do people edit this show why is it so bright and yet you still cannot see shit. I don't understand soap opera lighting #literally found a scene that's poorly lit and I breathed out a sigh of relief like ok. this I can do. no gaffers no problem

[bee-snail]

HELLO CAMP CAMP FANDOM !!!

I'm going so crazy about him yes yes

#can you tell im going insane ? can you? i am. i am going down the rabbit hole at insane speeds i tell you #what a GUY #such a silly little fella !! #commits a bit of murder on the side yes indeed #i do feel a liiiiittle bad for max though. unlike elvis presley he did not get wise to the devil in disguise #camp camp #cc daniel #camp camp daniel #cc max #camp camp max #cc fanart #camp camp fanart #also this is like my first time drawing for this fandom so be kind !! hahshehe #i admit i feel a little 'eeerrrhrnrngng' abt these. someday I'll understand how to actually draw david & daniel #my art

[carlyraejepsans]

i wish i had more energy to draw and plot lately i NEED to make the insane daemoverse flowisk situationship real. i need you guys to see my vision

#they're the only ones that understand each other they're the only ones marred from the same mistakes #nobody else can understand the way save power changes you and they don't know how to live with it afterwards #but hell if they're not going to stick around each other to see what happens next #there's a chara shaped hole carved into both of their chests and they want it back they can't bear being alone again. but they have to #and so they cling to each other. because who else will understand? #and they are FREAKS!!!!!!! #a freak and a frea(s)k #also it's been like 12 years since the barrier broke. what does it mean to grow up after you spent so long stuck in stasis #what does it mean to Change and develop past the solidity of what you thought you were #also they're really stupid roommates frisk keeps eating raw ramen blocks to avoid doing the dishes #they have one of those mad detectives corkboard with the red string going everywhere which is almost impossible to walk through #because flowey handles it and he keeps ignoring the fact that he's 2ft tall while frisk. isn't. lol #also the corkboard is 70% investigation and 30% them bickering about stupid bullshit as commentary #the post it situation in the flat is insane #daemo tag #frisk #flowey

[neuronary]

so this season of dimension 20 has been. well. interesting on multiple levels. but as an animal scientist (of a very different curiosity than stoats, but a conservationist nonetheless), one of the most fascinating things has been the attitude towards humans from the stoats. because if i, or anyone i have ever worked with, discovered that there were intelligent stoats living in a nuclear power plant? you bet we'd be trying to set up inter-species communication on the double. and seeing the stoats think "hey maybe these humans are... not necessarily completely the bad guys" is so exciting because like!!! yeah! in so many stories from the perspectives of animals, humans are evil, scary monsters that are trying to kill these things because they fear what they don't understand. but every single person in my life is the polar opposite of that, and we all are dedicating our entire lives to the protection and understanding of these animals out of unabiding, ceaseless love. and it's just. it's really nice just to see that recognised as a possibility in burrow's end. so. uh. thanks aabria. i (and a few other less terminally online scottish conservationists) really appreciate it. thank you for allowing this narrative to be complex and nuances. thank you for acknowledging the care and love in our lives, however unintentionally.

#dimension 20 #d20 burrow's end #burrow's end #also like #an enormous part of the research i would love to do is in communicating with octopuses #do you understand how completely insane with excitement me and every other scientist i know would be if we found out animals could fucking #read #god we would go INSANE #C R A Z Y #anyways #i love this season so so much