#Laura you are my love but I had to point this one out 🥰

[amelmajrii]

tumblr user amelmajrii met the real amel majri tonight btw brb going to cry 🥹

#Laura you are my love but I had to point this one out 🥰

[child-of-the-danube]

So this is truly it, huh? Just like that, no more Doom Patrol?

I don't think I can completely explain how I feel about the show as a whole and how much it means to me, but this final episode just left me empty for both good and bad reasons.

WARNING!!! SPOILERS INCOMING!! DO NOT READ FURTHER IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE EPISODE YET!

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The whole Immortus/Butts resolution felt like such a cop-out. Immortus just going "Nah, you know what, I'm fine. Here's your longevity. Oh, and I'm besties with the Butts now. Too-da-loo 🥰" after being presented as their biggest threat ever? Meh

It would have been more cathartic had they somehow defeated Immortus when she was occupied with the Butts and got the longevity thingy off her neck to then run home only to find Rita already dead with Laura frozen with shock/grief beside her. To have them think they managed one more victory but with their biggest loss yet. And for Rita and Laura, the moments before she died could have been used to have a proper conversation and resolution between them. I would have loved if the final scene between them (and with alive non-ghost Rita in general) would have been Laura bringing her the Immortus nail just for Rita to decline cause she's at peace with dying. Even a simple "You're forgiven" would have been enough. And what was the point of telling Laura she's part of the Doom Patrol now to go "Yeah, you should all go your own way now" five minutes after she kicked the bucket???

Vic's ending was expected. It was obvious from the start that he would make it. And I'm glad cause he deserves happiness and to build a future that HE feels is right for him finally.

I'm also delighted Jane (a.k.a just K now) got her happiness both within herself and with Casey. And she's the only one we saw on screen saying goodbye to at least one person properly. Her and Cliff's realtionship was one of my absolute favourite things about the show.

Seems I managed to guess Larry's ending almost exactly. It was so sweet and beautiful. He didn't just return to space with Keeg but Rama as well. Can't lie, I've shed some tears during that scene. And his moment with ghost Rita... 12/10 wouldn't change anything about it

Cliff's ending is my favourite and the one that got me bawling my eyes out. "It's ok. I made it home" Uhm, excuse me?????? How dare the writers break my heart like that???? I am unwell and will need 5-7 business days to recover from it. Poetic, beautiful, amazing, showstopping etc. I love Cliff so fucking much

Dorothy who? Guess she just fell off the Earth after Immortimas

Also, Shelley? Never heard of her. Try looking in the woods when it gets foggy maybe 🤷

I guessed Rita would definitely die too but her whole "Each of you will be better off on your own" turnaround just didn't sit right with me. She's the one that spent her life keeping this little, broken, miserable bunch of just the unluckies motherfuckers known to the world together and managed to create a family that loves and supports eachother to death and THIS is her conclusion?? That they should just disband? Nope, not buying it. I guess it's somehow a way of telling that now the one that held them together, the heart of the show if you will, is gone that it's all done but I feel like that's a an insult to the rest of them and to the strength of their bond. Yes, Rita's insistence brought them together at first, but they've grown and gotten close so much since then even without her interfering in their one-on-one relationships. It just doesn't feel right. I also knew we'd get a Malcolm reunion scene but am I the only one that doesn't really care about him? Tbh, we didn't get to know much about him beside the fact that he was Rita's lover that tragically died. I just can't care about a character I know nothing about. I guess have fun posthumously frolicking in a field, Rita and Malcolm 🤷

So Jane got Casey and her sanity, Larry got Keeg and Rama, Vic got his friends and students, Cliff got see his family, their future and die peacefully beside them, Rita got to reunite with the love of her life in eternity and Laura got to, uhm, *checks notes*, play with a flamethrower? Like, ok, I do dig that she got to destroy the place that ruined her whole life guns a-blazing but what exactly does she get to do later on? The ones who remained alive all got someone to share their new found joy with, a proper plan for the future, they're at peace. Laura didn't get to neither truly reconcile with Rita, nor the Sisterhood, and now the only people she felt close to either died or went their own way without a true goodbye. What, pray tell, does her future look like beside, once again, loneliness and grief???? I fucking hated her ending. Give us a Laura de Mille spin-off, you cowards. Make it right...

#doom patrol #doom patrol spoilers #doom patrol finale spoilers #doom patrol season 4 #doom patrol 4x12 #rita farr #april bowlby #jane #diane guerrero #cliff steele #brendan fraser #larry trainor #matt bomer #victor stone #cyborg #joivan wade #laura de mille #madame rouge #michelle gomez

[christinesficrecs]

Hii I love your fic recs!! Can you recommend me some sterek fics with soft derek? Mostly canon or canon complient ? But alternate universe is fine too.

Hii can you please recommend me some soft derek/ maybe feminine derek fics. I just really want to read some soft derek fics.

Let me just say, I mostly had no idea where to go with this. 🤦🏻‍♀️ Also, I did restrain myself from making this nothing but Derek + kittens fics. It was really hard though. 🥰

Kintsugi by artemis69 | 7.8K

Derek is too big, and strong, and a werewolf. He knows perfectly well what men are and aren’t allowed to be.

Stiles would beg to differ.

In which there are pretty boys, flowers, panties, glitter, and Stiles gives a heartfelt fuck you to the concept of toxic masculinity.

Kittens Can Happen to Anyone by tsukinofaerii | 3.8K

When Stiles shows up at Derek's door with a box of orphaned kittens, Derek has no idea what he's getting into. With the cats, either.

I'm Setting the Standard for Living a Dream by skoosiepants | 2.9K

Derek is scowling at the camera, Henley unbuttoned. He looks sleep-mussed and unamused and there are two fuzzy balls of floof cradled in his arms. One is pawing at Derek’s mouth, the other is asleep in the curve of his elbow. Both are stripy orange and fluffy-furred with pink noses and pink beans, they are so super cute it makes Stiles’s eyes water a little.

five times Derek and Stiles weren't actually boyfriends (and one time they were) by HalfFizzbin | 2.8K

In which Derek and Stiles are essentially a married couple. Except they're not actually dating.

i wait for you like a lonely house by bleep0bleep | 4.5K

Derek isn’t sure why he buys the house. He doesn’t need the space, that much is certain. While it’s not as big as the one Derek grew up in, something about the cheerful yellow paint and the wide staircase (with banisters wide enough for children to slide down) draws him in.

Wait by cutloosemcgoose | 23.4K | Explicit

Sitting on his couch, staring at the wall, it feels like Derek is watching his whole, miserable, lonely life flash before his eyes. He’s twenty four and he’s alone. No family, no friends, no real pack. He’s six days away from spending one of the most family-oriented holidays of the year trying to avoid any human interaction. If anyone could see him right now, they would tell him he looks pathetic. If Laura could see him right now, she would probably beat the crap of him and then tell him he’s a loser.

Babcia Knows Best by thepsychicclam | 11.8K

Stiles takes his grandmother to bingo every Thursday. Now there's a new guy calling out the numbers, and his grandmother has decided to set them up.

Somebody That I Used to Know by PercyByssheShelley | 10.3K | Mature

Stiles and Derek have been together for months.

The trouble is, they weren't yesterday.

36 Questions by Leslie_Knope | 8K

“So I’m doing my senior psych thesis on friendships,” Erica says, not-so-accidentally elbowing Derek in the ribs as she turns to face Stiles. “How they develop, how intimacy is fostered, stuff like that.”

“That’s cool,” Stiles says agreeably. “What’s our part?”

“Well, I can’t really tell you the point because that would influence the results. But it’s a set of 36 questions that you have to ask each other.”

“Just the two of us?” Derek chimes in, finally, and Stiles sighs.

“Okay, dude,” he says, making a face, “could you try not to look quite so offended? Like, my ego’s pretty strong, but come on, man.”

Not Quite Lost (Not Quite Found) by alocalband | 25K | Explicit

A year after the nogitsune is defeated, Derek is living a quiet life in the mountains above a small town in Colorado.

Then Stiles shows up.

Maybe Someday (I'll Be Home For Next Year) by ofherlionheart | 16.3K

Derek Hale meets a Mabel Stilinski while living in New York. He learns that she has a grandson. There are miscommunications, scarves, stealth-matchmaking plans, and cookies. Many, many cookies.

#asks #sterek fics #ficrecs #sourwolfsprettyeyes #soft derek #dere hale deserves nice things #stiles is a nice thing #domestic derek #domestic sterek #derek loves cats

[lesbianlotties]

how would you rank the first 10 episodes of season 1 and why?

OH I LOVE RANKING THINGS THANK YOU...

ACTUALLY I TAKE IT BACK THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE

okay. i will attempt the impossible. but i Will be very biased and this is mostly about which episodes have my fav scenes ghsjdfhghfg from best to least favorite episode. let's go!! (spoilers: this is fucking long and i did both seasons!!!)

episode 1: pilot. because ??? it's literally perfect?? what do you want me to say. flawlessly introducing all the girls' pre-crash personalities. the shaunajackie homoerotic tension. "you are beautiful in the eyes of our lord". natalie wearing purple. pit girl!!!! she's been iconic since day 1!!!!

episode 10: Sic Transit Gloria Mundi. what can i say. i like beginnings and ends. i like high school reunions. i like death scenes that will haunt me forever and ever. and i still think that "who the fuck is lottie matthews?!" is one of the best lines ever

episode 5: blood hive. listen... nothing gets to me like a possession. to this day that's still one of my favorite scenes of the whole show

episode 9: doomcoming. absolutely iconic. pure chaos. also just the name doomcoming? instantly made history. "there's no bookclub?!?!?" also the aftermath of laura lee's death! how cute they all were getting ready together! jackie and misty. shaunajackie arriving together. lottie wearing laura lee's dress :) (smiling through the pain). TAIVAN!!

episode 2: f sharp. *whispers* cunt. ← literally all i need to say. but seriously. it's nice to see them already there. but not insane yet. and of course, "hello misty... you crazy fucking bitch <3"

episode 6: saints. HOMOEROTIC BAPTISM!!!! but also shaunatai!!!! miss sophie nelisse really has been acting her heart out since day one huh

episode 7: no compass. i really thought van was so dead here 😭 but that was insane. and i liked to see the adults still chasing ppl <3

episode 3: the dollhouse. LAKE SCENE!!!!!!!!!!! and the beginning of lottie's beef with the cabin <3

episode 8: flight of the bumblebee. this episode ruined my life <3

episode 4: bear down. i mean, one episode had to be last even if love them all!!!! i do!!!!! and as much as the competition was fun to watch, i think they should've killed travis the second that he pointed that gun at nat <3

and you know what???? i want to share my ranking of season 2 too 😭 gshjdfhgjfhg so

episode 1: Friends, Romans, Countrymen. lend me your ears!!!!! another perfect episode!!! i'm still getting chills every time i listen to seventeen and cornflake girl (which is several times every day). i think nothing compares to the feeling of watching shauna eat jackie's ear. also the day i fell in love with simone kessell as lottie matthews. i literally haven't been the same since then. also the teen lottie yell!!!!

episode 4: old wounds. listen.... i don't know what they put in this episode (laura lee's ghost and lottienat bath scene and adult van) but it literally changed me as a person

episode 2: Edible Complex. ella purnell acting as ghost jackie is seriously one of the best things i've ever seen. and the jackie feast!!!!! history was made!!!!!!!

episode 8: it chooses. when i tell you that i've never, never been so stressed as i was from the moment that they start drawing cards to the moment the credits started rolling in.... i'm so serious okay? worst night of my life. i wish i could live it again (bonus points for lottie losing it at her friends confessing their many crimes)

episode 7: burial. therapy time!!! bruce the goat!!!! 🥰 nothing compares to the feeling of seeing the adults just happily hanging out (plus florence and the machine songs!). and then shaunalottie sex scene shauna beating lottie up while the adults dance around a bonfire??? 1000% rewired my brain. i collapse on the ground every time i listen to lighting crashes (again. several times every day)

episode 6: qui. i fully support sophie nelisse emmy campaign <3 unnecessarily cruel <3 they fuckimg ate that baby <3 jackie's voice <3 high school reunion!! <3 that last scene will fucking haunt me forever and ever amen

episode 10: storytelling. this episode ruined my life <3 i will defend it forever though!!!!! i swear i will!!!! i'm yellowjackets episode 2.10 number one defender!!!!! the natalie coronation scene is my favorite thing in the world. and i loved to watch the cabin burn, idk if i was the only one but i did NOT expect it!!! can't wait to see them huddling for warmth on a pile like puppies on season 3

episode 3: digestif. baby shower 🥰!!!! and i'm a simple lesbian, i just want melanie lynskey to point me with a gun

episode 5: two truths and a lie. teen nat comforted by adult lottie like adult nat will be comforted by teen lottie in a few episodes will haunt be forever. but, "i'm so sorry bestie", literally no one wanted to see that much of randy walsh

#i lost my mind writing this i feel exhausted omg shgjdhgjhf #THANK YOU!!! #yellowjackets #answered #mistyquigly

[kaunisbaby]

🔥BLIND CHANNEL+LOST SOCIETY GIG REPORT SOMEONE ACTUALLY ASKED FOR🔥

(please bear in mind that i was running on 1.30 hours of sleep and a full week of extremely severe anxiety before this damn night)

my friend and i took the train at 8 in the morning but since we're in italy we arrived two hours behind schedule 👍🏻 we got to the venue at around four i think?? where we met the lovely @maryonacross-mp3 and @braindeadfern hiii babes i love you 😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕

so. the meet and greet. i was very nervous about it. i didn't have any questions prepared and no gifts because i had been so sure i couldn't have uttered a single word. turns out the guys are not intimidating at all, i felt so at ease during the whole thing! a girl asked joonas what he had for lunch (no we italians will never not be outraged by the fact they had sushi the last time they were here. we're a food based culture im sorry) and he said pasta with tomato so i guess he's forgiven 🙄🙄 some other questions were if they knew some italian musicians apart from måneskin and they said eros ramazzotti (🤨 unexpected) and laura pausini (joel said the first and aleksi the latter, which is vital information if you ask me). also a girl asked olli to sign her bass and i think it was super cool, i wonder where she put it during the show though 😅

the most fun part was where some fans made them play a game they prepared. basically the band (we were tight on time so only joonas, aleksi and olli participated) had to pick a card with an italian tongue twister written on it and the one who read it correctly would win a prize (the prize being the cake in santeri's stories!). olli won with the best pronunciation 😅 aleksi had the longest one and for some reason he thought we read double L like in spanish 😂😂 this part was exhilarating honestly

during the group photo i asked aleksi for a hug 🥺🥺 he's so damn sweet, even the way he says "sure" when you ask him for a picture or a hug is super soft. the hug felt amazing 🥺 god im in love

i would've asked joel for one too but he was far away from me and i felt like i was taking too much time, since many other fans were still in line!

now on to showtime: i ended up first row in the center. i tend to try and not go apeshit with support bands generally (my body is starting to rebel against my reckless singing/dancing/headbanging/jumping) but lost society were just so fucking good i couldn't restrain myself. samy was standing right opposite of me and we locked eyes often. i was singing at the top of my lungs and he seemed pleased with it, so much so that at some point he held his microphone to my face as if to make me sing but i was like DUDE WHAT 😂😂

blind channel were fuckin amazing, but if you're reading this then you probably already know 😌 i had the time of my life!! let myself lose all control!! some highlights would be locking eyes with joel and him widening his eyes at how enthusiastically i was singing 🥰 and getting to hold both joel's and niko's hands during/after dark side!!

(also very personal but autopsy felt just as cathartic as i thought it would)

then!! my friends and i decided to stay at the venue to eat and drink something (the venue had a bar outside) just minding our own business (i was telling them about the m&g 👀) and then we saw the band get out 👀👀👀

we and some other fans gathered around them by the bus, joel was talking to fans with a glass of white wine in hand 😂 i asked him for a picture and he was extremely sweet 🥺 then i turn around and suddenly niko is opposite of me like 😳😳 hi hello, and we took a picture together as well 🥰 then my friend drags me over to aleksi and she tells him "here she is, im sure you remember her" (she meant the hug from the m&g i had been screaming about 😅) and like it was only slightly embarrassing because he was actually so cute about it, and we got another picture 🥰🥰🥰

and this is it i guess 😅 it was an amazing experience and i loved every second i spent in the proximity of/inside the venue. im extremely happy about how everything went, the guys were amazing in every sense of the word and im still vibrating 💕💕💕

#blind channel #personal

[bookgeekgrrl]

My media this week (24-30 Jul 2022)

📚 STUFF I READ 📚

😍 If They Haven't Learned Your Name (silentwalrus) - Bucky Barnes Gets His Groove Back & Other International Incidents #2 - it had been about 18 months since my last reread, it was well past time.

🥰 Sad Cypress (Hercule Poirot #22) (Agatha Christie, author; David Suchet, narrator)

🥰 Rhapsody on a Theme (Bittersweet_in_Boston, author; Astaraiche, artist) - symphony AU, silver fox steve

😊 Zen and the Art of Steve Rogers (Gfawkes, author) - no powers AU, motorcycle roadtrip

😊 (Not A) One Night Romance (Oh_i_swear, author; Girl_Back_There, artist) - silver fox steve + omegaverse! Family drama! -

🥰 Babies and Junk series (BarlowGirl) - sterek kidfic (and i am *picky* about my kidfic) - proof that you should def subscribe to authors/series you love bc you never know when an author will add a whole new fic SIX YEARS LATER

💖💖 +197K of shorter fic so shout out to these I really loved 💖💖

Anywhere, Anytime (AidaRonan) - Stranger Things: Steddie, 10K - - Eddie doesn't die but he does have nightmares, he flirts outrageously with a largely oblivious Steve. I absolutely love it when a fantastic and beloved writer just yanks you onboard a new ship. I don't even go here! But I love them. My blorbos-in-law.

📺 STUFF I WATCHED 📺

The Brokenwood Mysteries - s8, e5

Only Murders In The Building - s2, e6

What We Do In The Shadows - s4, e4

🎧 PODCASTS 🎧

You're Dead To Me - The Harlem Renaissance

The Jump with Shirley Manson - Laura Jane Grace "I Was A Teenage Anarchist"

Desert Island Discs - Bono, singer and songwriter

Hit Parade - One and Done

Teach Me A Lesson with Greg James and Bella Mackie - Where's The Most Painful Place To Get A Tattoo?

Ologies with Alie Ward - Testudinology (TORTOISES) with Amanda Hipps [Encore]

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Buck Atom on Route 66

Sidedoor - Culture in Crisis

99% Invisible #501- 99% Vernacular: Volume 2

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Plain of Jars

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - The Smallest Mollusk Museum

Shedunnit Book Club - The Nobodies

The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Maillardet’s Automaton

Lingthusiasm - Bonus 14: The Poetry of Memes - whomst shooketh the bred in the icebox

Song Exploder - Sudan Archives "Selfish Soul"

Twenty Thousand Hertz+ - Handbook for Sonic Happiness

Switched on Pop - Elvis, Big Mama Thornton, Doja Cat, and the Long Legacy of “Hound Dog”+

The Jump with Shirley Manson - Alanis Morissette "You Oughta Know"

This is Good for You - TIGFY Is Going On Pause - while i'll miss it, i'm genuinely glad NP is stopping before it became a burden

You're Dead To Me - Julius Caesar’s Rise To Power

Hit Parade - Point of No Return

🎶 MUSIC 🎶

Liz Phair

Presenting Against Me!

My Mix #1

Special [Lizzo]

Diva House Anthems

Presenting Rihanna

Tami Neilson

The Biggest Beats

The Donnas

The Linda Lindas

Women In Rock

Sudan Archives

Presenting Alanis Morissette

Funhouse 4am: 80s Freestyle

#sunday reading recap #bookgeekgrrl's reading habits #bookgeekgrrl's soundtracks #ithlyn - if you know you know #i'd basically forgotten that christie so it was delightful to watch it play out #much less of the usual contemporary bigotry which made the few instances stand out more if you know what i mean unfortunately #still very excellent #fanfic ftw #both the silver fox steve bang and a cap reverse bang are posting right now so it is an absolute *feast* out there #i'm only watching my 'must see' tv #hit parade podcast #switched on pop podcast #the jump podcast #sidedoor podcast #atlas obscura podcast #this is good for you podcast #you're dead to me podcast #20k hz podcast #song exploder #shedunnit podcast #99% invisible podcast #lingthusiasm #ologies podcast #desert island discs #teach me a lesson podcast #the donnas #lizzo #liz phair #alanis morissette

[thoughtfullyrainynightmare]

Aaahhh Laura ok so I said I would send my thoughts once the wedding chapters were finished hehe 👀!

I loved how Solara had asked all her friends for little things to help with the wedding (Tani with the bouquet, Neva with the Diamonds) it was so sweet and so cute and I think it made the whole wedding even more special 🥺💕!

I also loved the talk between Solara and her dad, because it showed that, even though he loved her and respected her choice to stay in Clover even though it made him sad and I can just imagine how upset he (and Celeste) were to lose not one, but *two* daughters in a such a short amount of time. But at least they can be comforted by the fact that the sisters are not alone in Clover, they have their husbands and each other to lean on!

I *loved* Solara’s wedding dress! I remember the art you made and, once I read the description of it, I could easily see it in my head 🥰! I love the letter Solara wrote to Fue as well, even though they both know he wouldn’t ever run away, i think it was still so cute and so sweet 💕!

Now the reception hehe 👀. I loved how after the wedding the girls were all just sitting around chatting and relaxing, it was so sweet! Also I could just feel the tension between Lena and Rory, and I could see where both girls were coming from! I also loved how Neva, Tani, and Josele all could empathize with Rory about not really being used to balls and parties and I think it made her think about not “being seen around” the wedding even though she was present!

THE BOUQUET TOSS ABJWSH!! I love how each lady kind of had a “strategy” to catch it and the one who actually caught it was Nacht who was just like “um…what is this?” and all but one person found it amusing 🤣, poor Nacht was so confused but was like “well, I *was* wanting to talk to you about this” 👀😂, and YAMI STEALING SOLARA’S HAIR PIECE OMG 😭🤣!! I could see him totally doing something like that unintentionally, he’s just like “oh this is nice and fits Charlotte” and just plucks it out of her hair 😭! He was lucky Charlotte wasn’t there otherwise she would of had a fit!!

And the talk between Fue and Lara’s family was amazingly written, because all the points they’re making are valid (ie; the country being unstable, feeling nervous and upset about their girls living in foreign lands, them not taking their places in Thea like they thought) but at the end of the day all they want is for Lara and Lena to be happy and, even if it upsets and worries them, i don’t think they’ll stand in the way of their children’s happiness.

Also the strawberries 👀 “as a thirst begun tormenting him. And this thirst, wouldn’t be quenched by none other than her.” Mhmm we see you Fue 👀😏!

These were amazing chapters dear and I’m sorry I’m behind on both this and Embers 😭! But since COTF is nearly done I now have more time to read hehe 👀😁! I can’t wait to see what all comes next and what all lies ahead for the newlyweds 🥰!

I'm super happy that you liked the little details! ^^ First I thought about them just being a part of the wedding, and not doing "work" for it, but it was the perfect opportunity to showcase the fact that each of them do have their own talents and things they're good at.

Yeah, Arcturus is having hard time with this, but at least he's had the opportunity to talk to Fue about it (he might or might not be more salty at Nozel, due to... a lot of reasons XD). And though he is a father, a protective one, he can also be reasonable. Meaning that he can't claim (just like Celeste) that these two wouldn't have worked to be here. They deserve to be here, enjoying their wedding day, even if it's a bittersweet moment for Arcturus. (Plus, it doesn't mean that he couldn't still have well-intentioned fun on Fue's expense.)

Aaaaa thank youuuu!! I had so much fun with that letter. The whole joke of "you better not make a run for it" is there just for fun, but I imagine that the nervousness people feel on their wedding day has something to do with, for some reason, being turned down. Which like... almost never happens at the altar (I've only heard of one wedding where the bride said "I don't" instead of "I do", but apparently that was an arranged marriage more of less, and the bride felt that the only way she could get it across to her parents was to stand in front of all the guests and quite clearly say "I do not".) Anyways... I really did have so much fun with it, and I'm happy to hear that you liked it!!

Lena is the more quick tempered one of the family, but she does care for her sisters. And the dynamic I'm trying to create between the sisters, is supposed to be as realistic as possible. Because Lena is sad that she doesn't see Rory that much, even if it's due to duties and life in general. And Rory is sad about it too, but... it's what it is.

I'm glad that it was understandable where both of them were coming from! Because Rory wouldn't miss such a big day (especially since Lena eloped, of which Rory is secretly a bit hurt), but she also doesn't, as she said it, want to be on display. Like she doesn't care if people see her, or look at her necessarily, but the idea of being in a ball room, in fancy clothes and standing like a statue and trying to appear overly important is what she hates.

YEAH! XD XD I was imagining him standing there as multiple eyes just kind of dart to him! But he's probably used to something like that with living with the Bulls ^^'

Yeah! Yami just really went like "well, we're supposed to catch this, so I caught it". *yoink* XD He really didn't think too much of it, but he can see when he has stepped over his boundaries. Char would tho! And she'll probably let Yami hear about it after she learns the full story.

That scene I completely winged, but I did want to do something between Mama Equinox and Fue, because... Celeste's supposed to be the family matriarch ^^' There really hasn't been enough exchanges between the two, but they've all been tied to a lot of things lately, so it's understandable. And Cel does trust her husband's judgement so... Y'know. But. I. Am. Overjoyed. That. You. Thought. It. Was. Well. Written. (*happy scream*)

Yes. The strawberries~

No worries! Take your time! I know I haven't been able to read everything I'd like to read, because creating at a steady pace along with life itself, just doesn't... work. Most of the time.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! COTF is soon done! Like yeah, all good things come to an end, but it's been a wonderful ride! Can't wait to see what happens! And thank you~

#talk about before we have it #Lyra #wifey #yami's biker chick

[supernaturalgirl20]

Hi! Hope you’re ok 😚

Just read your last fic with Marcus and I thought I’d send an ask 👉🏼👈🏼

Ok, so, to tie in with Valentines coming up, I was thinking maybe the office has some sort of ‘secret admirer’ event type thingy, no names on cards or gifts? 🤔

Marcus gets a card, or gift, off reader, he thinks it’s someone else at first, reader sees this and obviously is upset, but then he figures it out and it’s all fluffy... maybe smutty (if you want) happy ever after for them both 😁

Thanks Char, you said best gurl 🥰😋

Chloe thank you for this 🙏 I’m in love with this idea,I needed some inspo for this sweet marshmallow. Hope you enjoy ☺️

Secret Valentine

Pairings: Marcus Pike x f!reader

Warnings: Smut 18+, explicit, unprotected sex, PinV sex, oral (female receiving), fluff, mutual pining, misunderstanding, flirting, small bit of angst if you squint.

A/N: I loved writing this so if anyone wants me to write something for valentines please ask away 😊 also I need to point out the lingerie in this are crotch less 😈

Comments and reblogs really appreciated 🥰

Nervous butterflies fluttered in your stomach as you made your way towards Laura’s desk, brown bag in hand. You hoped he liked what you got him. Even though he wouldn’t know it was from you. That was after all the whole point of the secret Valentine tradition. It was your first year to take part, never having liked anyone enough before. That changed a year ago. Marcus arrived from Texas to head the art crime squad and you were lucky enough to work alongside him. He was handsome with his tousled brown locks and those brown doe eyes, but it was his sweet, caring attitude that drew you in.

Laura’s face lights up as you approach her, a knowing smile on her face. “I didn’t think you’d do it. It’s about damn time, I’m sick to death of watching you pine for him.”

“Well I figured now was my shot to see if things could go further than friendship.”

“You do remember its anonymous right?”

“Yeah I know, but you and I both know that Marcus will want to find out who it is, especially after everything with Theresa. I just hope he likes it.”

“He will. Now you know how this works! Tonight when almost everyone is gone Jason and I will deliver the cards and gifts, that way it’s a nice surprise for people in the morning.”

“Yeah, that’s perfect.”

***

Arriving to work the following morning coffees in hand you make your way towards Marcus’s office knowing he’s already buried deep in paperwork. Taking a deep breath you knock on his door before opening it a fraction to find him rummaging through the gift bag you left. Not that he knows that.

“Morning, what’s that?” you say as you hand him his coffee.

“Hey thank you, I really needed that this morning.” He takes a few sips before he gestures towards the bag. “Came in today to find this on my desk; one of those secret valentines.”

“Oh! Any idea who it’s from?” you say with a slight nervous edge to your voice. Taking a sip of coffee hoping he didn’t notice.

“Not yet, but I intend to find out. Whoever it is, I’ll kiss them. I mean there’s a pancake mix with all the toppings, that whiskey I like and tickets to the new art gallery showcase next week.”

“Wow! They must be in love.” You can’t help the smile that spreads over your face at his excitement. “Well I’ll leave you to it. I hope you find her.”

“Me too, she could be the one.”

Your heart began to beat erratically within your chest at his statement. You so badly want him to be the one.

***

Your day was busy, paperwork to be filled out and leads to follow, all the while you waited in anticipation for Marcus to walk through your door, smile on his face declaring his love for you. Highly unlikely you thought as the clock ticked by with no sign of him. Lunch rolled round and you felt deflated. He hadn’t figured it out. You think back on your time with him, had you not been obvious in your flirtations? You knew he didn’t want to date when he first arrived; his heart was shattered after Theresa left him for Patrick Jane, but now, his heart was mended and dating didn’t seem hopeless. Or so he said.

Grabbing your bag you make your way out into the bullpen, eyes searching for Marcus but you can’t see him anywhere. Deciding to go to his office you turn the corner and your heart sinks at the sight before you. Marcus is standing by Jessica’s desk, flirting. Jessica has always been that girl you just could never click with. With her blonde hair done to her ass, make up always done to perfection, nothing out of place and not a brain cell in sight, not that matters to guys, they don’t care about that. Standing there looking at the man you’ve come to love flirting with her, has a new found hatred flowing through your veins. A tear rolls down your cheek and you quickly wipe it away, you can’t watch this anymore. Turning to leave, you bump into Laura and she looks at you, confusion written all over her face.

“Hey Y/N are you ok? What’s wrong?”

“Nothing...it’s nothing I promise. I just…I’m not feeling too well I think I’ll head home will you let Henry know please.” You try to leave but she stops you.

“Hey, come on tell me what’s wrong. Do you want to grab a coffee maybe?”

“Yeah ok, thanks.”

***

You grab a table as Laura gets the coffee, and you sit staring out the window, regret seeping into your veins. Maybe this was for the best. Maybe he isn’t your one and this is the universe telling you to move on.

“One regular cappuccino and a chocolate muffin.”

“Thanks Laura your the best.”

“So you going to tell me what has you looking so glum?”

“It’s Marcus…he…well I caught him flirting with Jessica. I think he thinks she gave him the present. I mean she doesn’t even know him that well how would it be her.”

Jessica looks at you now with sympathy in her eyes, her hand reaching across the table for yours.

“Hey he’s an idiot then if he think that it her. Honestly I’m surprised he didn’t give you something, I was half expecting him yesterday but then he didn’t show.”

“What do you mean?”

“You really don’t know?”

“Know what?”

“Y/N that man is in love with you, it’s written all over his face whenever he sees you.”

You scoff pulling your hand back and sipping on your cappuccino. “I doubt that. We both know he isn’t shy about how he feels, he would have told me if he liked me. I mean we practically spend every weekend together, he would have said something.”

“Don’t be so sure, I mean he did have his heart shattered by Theresa. Maybe he doesn’t want to be so open about love now, it would make sense. You said so yourself you spend all your free time together maybe he is afraid you don’t feel the same.”

“I’m always flirting with him.”

Laura just shrugs her shoulders and digs into the croissant she bought. You let out a long sigh. There was no point dwelling on this you needed to move on. You chat a little more and then you stand to leave.

“I’m going to head home. Thanks for being a shoulder to cry on.”

“I’m always here you know that. I’ll tell Henry you had a bug or something, go home and eat some chocolate and drink some wine.”

Waving goodbye you make your way to the supermarket, you’re going to need supplies if you’re going to drown in sorrow for the night.

***

Laura is startled when Marcus appears out of nowhere. “Jesus! You almost killed me with a heart attack.” Her hand is on her heart as she moves around him to head out of the copier room. “What can I help you with?”

“Have you seen Y/N? I went to her office for lunch but she’s not there and her things are gone.”

“Oh yeah she went home for the rest of the day, wasn’t feeling well. Why?”

“Oh…uh..” Marcus’s hand moves behind his head, the other resting on his chest. His cheeks had a small pink tinge and Laura tried not to smirk at his obvious nervousness.

“Did you hear she got a gorgeous bunch of roses today? Apparently there from Dave down in the crimes unit.”

“She did? Did she like them? How did she seem? I didn’t think..”

Laura couldn’t help it now as the sly smile spread over her face. “I’m joking. She got nothing today which is a shame really any guy would be lucky to have her.”

“Yeah I know.”

“Hmm, you say something?”

“No! Is she ok?”

“Look I don’t normally get involved in peoples business but I can’t take much more of the live sick glances you both send each other and yet do nothing about.”

Marcus neck and face were red now as he laughed nervously. “What…I don’t know…”

“Oh cut the shit Marcus, I know you know who sent you that gift bag so let’s not pretend otherwise. Why were you flirting with Jessica?”

“What? I wasn’t…I mean I thought she had sent it, she had said something and it lead me to believe she had but I tried to get it out of her and she was clueless. Which isn’t a surprise really but then I thought, hoped it was Y/N. That’s why I want to find her.”

“Can I ask why you didn’t send her a gift? Hell even a card?”

“I have a gift for her, I just…I chickened out last minute. What if I ruin what we have? I can’t lose her so if she’s only in my life as a friend I’ll settle for that.”

“She loves you, you idiot.”

“What?” She does?!”

“Yes! Now what are you going to do because she saw you with Jessica and thought you liked her.”

“I wasn’t flirting with her I swear, I love Y/N.” He stops talking, realisation hitting him. Laura just stands there smiling at him like a Cheshire Cat.

“Is that why she went home?”

“Yeah so you need to go to her and fix this, just remember to thank me in your wedding speech,” she says winking at him before she heads back to her desk. Marcus practically runs back to his office to grab his coat and car keys. He was going to make this up to you. He was going to show you he loved you.

***

You had a glass of wine in your hand as you twisted and turned, looking at yourself in the floor length mirror. The red lace felt soft against your skin, what a shame no one was going to see it. You’d come home and done your hair and make up in an attempt to make yourself feel better. A knock at your door startles you and you almost spill the wine.

“Shit,” you said as you frantically grab your silk robe before making your way towards the door. Opening it slowly as you try to wrap the tie around your waist you fail to see the lust in Marcus’s eyes as he takes you in.

“Marcus! Hey what…what are you doing here?”

“I…I came to….god your beautiful.”

“What?”

“Y/N I need to tell you something, I can’t keep this in anymore.”

“Ok, do you want to come in?”

“Thanks,” he says as he walks past you into your living room, placing the bags he brought in the coffee table. He turns to you as you follow him and his eyes roam over your figure and he licks his lips.

“You said you had something to tell me!”

He nods his head as you pull the robe a little tighter.

“I know it was you! The gift I mean.” He slowly steps closer with each word he speaks. “I knew straight away but then that little voice in my head told me there was no way a women as beautiful and kind as you liked me like that.”

He’s standing right in front of you now, you can feel the heat from his body. His eyes are staring at you like you hang the stars in the sky. His hand comes towards your face moving a piece of hair behind your ear.

“I loved it by the way, the gift. I have one for you too. I wanted to give it in the secret valentine but I second guessed myself.” His eyes are now focused on your lips and you bite your bottom one between your teeth.

“Yeah?”

“Hmm. I love you Y/N. Honestly I’ve loved you for a while.”

“You do?” He nods his head as his arm wraps around your waist pulling you closer. “So much.” His thumb strokes your cheek gently as he leans down and closes the distance between your lips. His are slightly chapped but you don’t care, he’s actually kissing you. His tongue licks along your bottom lip begging for entrance. When you open your mouth to allow him in, your tongues fight for dominance. You pull at his lip with your teeth and he groans into your mouth. He pulls away slightly breathing ragged as he rests his forehead against yours.

“I need you baby.”

“Hmm. Then take me Marcus. I’m yours.”

He lifts you up by the ass and carries you to your bedroom before gently laying you on the bed. He stands at the edge of the bed eyes boring into you.

“Open the robe baby.” You gulp loudly at his tone and a pool of slick gathers at your core.

“Did you not hear me baby, I said open your robe, now.” You fumble with the tie loosening it to reveal the red lace lingerie you had purchased.

“Fuck baby your so goddamn beautiful,” he practically growls as he starts to strip, his clothes landing in a pile in the floor. Your robe joins his clothes as your hand reaches behind you to unhook your bra.

“No! Leave it on baby.” His eyes are blown wide in lust as he crawls his way up the bed towards you. His lips pepper kisses along your leg up towards your thigh and a shiver runs through you as he inches closer to your aching pussy. He smiles at your reaction licking a strip through your folds.

“Oh fuck…Marcus.”

“Hmm,” he says as he devours your cunt like a man starved. You run your fingers through his hair and when he sucks on your clit hard you tug on it causing him to moan into your cunt.

“So good..Marcus I’m…I’m….”

“Let go baby I got you.” That was all you needed to push you over the edge as you come hard coating his tongue in your juices. He moves up your flushed body, kissing as he goes until he flush against you. He looks you in the eye, love and adoration shining through. “I love you.”

“I love you too Marc…ooh,” you gasp as he slowly pushes inside you, hips thrust until he’s buried deep. His head falls to you chest as he calm himself.

“Fuck baby….so…so tight. I just…I need a minute.” You run your fingers along his back and he shivers at your touch. He begins to move his hips slowly at first wanting to savour this moment, but then your wrap your legs around his ass and gasp out, “Marcus please…harder.”

“Oh fuck baby..”

He moves back into his knees pulling you with him as he thrusts hard up into you. His hands wrapped tight around you.

“Oh god Marcus I’m..I’m gonna…again.”

“Come baby….come all over my cock. Ngh so fucking beautiful.”

You do come again, hard, and as your cunt clenches around his cock he groans into your neck. He pumps himself into twice more before he comes with a loud grunt, coating your womb in his seed. He falls back onto the bed pulling you with him.

“Shit baby I never asked…I….I just came inside…I…”

“It’s ok Marcus I’m in the pill. Even if I wasn’t would it really matter.”

“Want my baby do you?”

Yo nod your head and reach up to cup his cheek as your lips meet in a passionate kiss. “I want it all with you Marcus. The whole nine yards.”

“I want that too, fuck baby I love you so much. I’m sorry again about today…” You place your finger on his lips quieting him.

“Let’s forget it ok, start fresh from right now.” He nods at you with a huge smile on his face.

“Staring with you heating up that take out you brought, I’m starving.” You both laugh and he kisses you again before he hops out of bed to grab the food. You sit up in bed watching him leave, eyes focused on his firm ass. A smile spreads over your face, you’ll have to thank Laura tomorrow.

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[the-widow-sisters]

ooo i have a cute idea! i just watched hawkeye and i won’t say any spoilers, but i just fell back in love with clint’s adorable family. so could you write a fic where everyone lives after endgame and nat takes yelena to meet laura and the kids? with the kids falling in love with yelena and thinking she’s so cool, especially nate whose only 3 or 4, and yelena being such a softie with him. also laura totally loving her. thank u!

A/N: Something nice and warm and fuzzy and family-oriented just in time for Thanksgiving! 🥰💖 I’ve actually been keeping up with the Hawkeye show so far and I’m so excited for Yelena to show up! The anticipation has been killing me 😂 I’ve also fallen in love with Clint’s sweet kids and his little family 🥺 

But I hope you enjoy this one! Thank you for the wonderful request, and Happy Thanksgiving!

Word Count: 4252

  “Are you sure about this? These kids don’t know me, and I doubt being Aunt Nat’s sister is going to make them automatically love me or whatever,” Yelena spoke as they approached the little country house, the nervousness building inside of her with every step they took.

  The Barton’s had invited the both of them to stay for a weekend since Clint’s wife had apparently been dying to meet Yelena since she first heard about her. Yelena was extremely uncomfortable and not ready to face this scary encounter, whereas Natasha was excited as could be about the visit.

  “What?! They’re going to love you.”

  “What makes you so sure?”

  “You’re fun, goofy, and you like to annoy people. And it seems that annoying seems to grow on most people,” Natasha teased, bumping her shoulder into Yelena’s. Yelena just rolled her eyes heavily, groaning unappreciatively. However, she did appreciate Natasha’s attempts to make her feel better.

  “I’m sure they’re going to adore you. Just let yourself be cool. Y’know, like you did with the rest of the Avengers when you first met them,” Natasha pointed out, and Yelena nodded a bit, noticing with dread how the house was growing even closer.

  “Yeah. But they were adults,” Yelena expressed, and Natasha stopped to look Yelena in the eyes, her light greens piercing Yelena’s own honey-greens.

  “Maybe so. But you know, I’ve found that getting kids to like you is a lot easier than getting adults to like you. I mean… Nate’s four and he’ll love you forever if you just smile at him and talk to him. Lila’s just the sweetest and all you have to do is just talk to her like you talk to me. And good grief, Yelena… Cooper still gets a kick out of bathroom humor and other crude, inappropriate stuff,” Natasha explained, and Yelena nodded, trying to memorize all of the information.

  “You and Cooper will practically be soulmates,” Natasha joked, a grin spreading across her face, and Yelena just glared at her playfully, shifting her bags into the same hand so she could shove Natasha’s shoulder. Natasha laughed heartily.

  “Jerk.”

  Before Natasha could reply, they were quickly interrupted by a loud noise at the house.

  “Aunt Nat!!!” a girl’s voice yelled excitedly, and Natasha shifted her gaze from Yelena to the front door where multiple people were spilling out. Yelena watched with surprise as Natasha’s eyes lit up with an expression that Yelena had only ever seen Natasha have when she was speaking to Yelena herself. It was that one with awe and pure adoration that almost seemed to communicate Natasha’s mental question of how she could be so lucky to have earned such love in her life.

  “My kids!!!” Natasha excitedly greeted, immediately dropping her bags and running the rest of the way to the house as a teenage girl and a tiny boy crashed into her. And older boy came running out as well, reaching out to hug Natasha with his siblings.

  Yelena walked a bit nearer, her own bags still clutched in her hands, and she stopped a small distance away from them, uncomfortably watching the exchange and not sure how to interact since it was all so out of her element.

  “Hey, sweetheart, how have you been?” Natasha asked, her voice communicating nothing but softness and warmth as she pulled away just enough to cup the girl’s cheek. She leaned into Natasha’s hand, a giant grin on her face.

  “I’ve been good,” she replied, her eyes sparkling so much that she was obviously not too focused on what she was saying as much as she was on who she was looking at. Natasha nodded with one of the biggest smiles that Yelena had ever seen on her face. She then bent down to address the small boy that was currently latched onto her leg with his whole body.

  “And what are you doing, you little leech?” Natasha playfully questioned before bending down to hoist the boy up into her arms, tugging him off of her leg. She peppered his face with playful kisses, and he squealed joyfully.

  Yelena could not help her slight smile that was building as she watched Natasha interact with the kids. This was a side of Natasha that she had never witnessed before.

  “And Cooper, you’re taller than me now, buddy,” Natasha grinned up at the boy, putting down the little kid before reaching out to the teen and squeezing his shoulder fondly. He just smiled at her happily, and Yelena looked around somewhat awkwardly, working up her nerve to add into the conversation.

  “That is not too great of a feat. After all, it does not take much to get taller than her,” Yelena spoke up, a slight smirk on her face. However, her smile dropped, and she immediately found herself strangely nervous when all of the kids truly paid attention to her for the first time.

  Natasha turned to look at her, something that could only be described as pure joy in her eyes as she grinned ridiculously widely.

  “Kids, this is Yelena. She’s my little sister,” Natasha introduced, and Yelena offered a slight smile, not sure how to handle this situation. She would have been much more at ease if the children were adults, but since they actually were kids, she found herself strangely uncomfortable and uneasy.

  “And Yelena, I already told you about them, but this is Cooper, Lila, and Nate,” Natasha introduced, gesturing to each, and Yelena nodded a bit, looking at all of them nervously as they stared at her.

  “Hi,” Yelena spoke, unsure of what else to say. Lila replied with a quiet hi and Cooper nodded to her.

  However, to her complete shock, Nate came running up to her quickly and latched onto her leg tightly, hugging her as tightly as he could. Yelena froze, looking up at Natasha helplessly, and Natasha had a much too large grin on her face as she moved her head down in the kid’s direction, signaling to Yelena to respond somehow.

  Yelena reached down, patting the kid’s head. To her surprise, he looked up at her from his position holding onto her, a big smile on his face.

  Yelena tentatively responded with a smile of her own, and she felt just a little of her nervousness dissipate. She glanced back at Natasha, silently asking for help, and Natasha laughed before heading over and scooping up the boy in her arms.

  “Come on, my big man. You think you could help me with my bags?” Natasha asked him, a big smile on her face.

  “Yeah!”

  “Yeah?” Natasha playfully asked, her voice warm as she leaned forward to nuzzle her nose against his with a laugh. She then headed back with him to where she had dropped her bags on the ground.

  Yelena then realized that she had been left with the two oldest kids. She was honestly not sure if that made her less or more uncomfortable.

  “So you’re Aunt Nat’s sister?” Lila questioned curiously, stepping closer, and Cooper moved forward, his hands extended as he reached for Yelena’s bags. Yelena hesitantly let him take the bags, closely watching him as he started to head inside with the luggage.

  “The one and only,” Yelena replied, allowing a bit of confidence to slip into her voice as she returned her eyes to the girl’s. Natasha was a topic that Yelena could navigate comfortably since she knew everything there was to know about her sister.

  “That’s so cool! I always thought Aunt Nat needed a sister or somebody. She used to seem kind of lonely,” Lila admitted, and Yelena quirked an eyebrow slightly.

  “Huh…”

  “So… I’ve heard a lot about you! I sometimes hear her and Dad talking on video calls, and I always hear her talking about you,” Lila expressed with a slight smile, and Yelena could not help the grin that spread across her face at the thought. She turned her head, looking back at Natasha as she praised Nate for his hard work carrying one of the much smaller bags.

  “Sounds like her. She’s such a softie,” Yelena expressed much too happily with a slight roll of her eyes but tried to hold back most of her sarcasm as she headed up the steps to enter the front door. She was not sure how the kid would take it since Lila seemed to think Natasha walked on water or something.

  “I know, right? For a tough agent and all, she’s really soft,” Lila joked with a smile, and Yelena huffed, her smile growing as Cooper passed them by to go meet Natasha and help her and Nate with the remaining bags.

  “You don’t know the half of it,” Yelena expressed with a slight chuckle, and Lila’s eyes lit up as she looked at Yelena, eagerly awaiting Yelena’s next words. Yelena looked over at her with a slightly conspiratorial smirk.

  “You know she’s a poser, too, right?”

  “No…?” the girl questioned, tilting her head slightly as she listened to Yelena. Yelena headed through the front door, Lila hot on her heels.

  “Well, she has this thing where every time she lands, she has to strike some kind of fancy pose,” Yelena explained, and Lila laughed a little, nodding as she leaned in a bit nearer to Yelena as Natasha headed up the steps not too far from them.

  “I’ve seen her do that on TV. It’s a little over the top but I think it’s pretty cool,” Lila confessed, and Yelena shrugged, actually conceding to the words since she knew Natasha had no idea what they were talking about.

  “What are you two conspiring about?” Natasha questioned playfully, and Yelena could see the happiness and excitement in Natasha’s eyes as she looked between the two. Yelena knew that her sister was really excited for Yelena to get along with the kids.

  Lila laughed a bit, smiling as she looked over at Yelena. Yelena just tilted her head slightly at Natasha.

  “Wouldn’t you like to know, poser?” Yelena replied, and Natasha just huffed, grabbing Yelena in an affectionate headlock before looking at Lila questioningly. Lila was still laughing about Yelena’s nickname for Natasha, and Natasha just glared at her playfully.

  “Okay, then, you traitor. Do you know where I can find your old man?” Natasha asked as Cooper approached them.

  “Oh, he’s out back with Mom. They told us to keep on the lookout for you,” Cooper answered, and Natasha looked at him quizzically.

  “What are they doing back there?” Natasha questioned curiously, and Yelena did not miss how Lila glanced at Cooper with mirth in her gaze. Yelena raised an eyebrow wordlessly.

  “Well… Let me show you,” Lila spoke, and they all followed the girl to the backyard.

  As soon as they stepped out the back door, Yelena heard Natasha chuckle underneath her breath, looking out at Clint and his wife.

  “Barton, what’re you doing?!” Natasha called loudly as she stepped out into the backyard and headed for the barn. Everyone followed along behind her.

  Clint turned quickly from his position on the ladder, and he grinned somewhat sheepishly. Laura was at the base of the ladder trying to keep it steady for him.

  “Well… It’s not what it looks like.”

  “So you’re not trying to get chickens off the barn roof?” Natasha called with a laugh as she approached Laura. Laura released the ladder for a moment to hug Natasha tightly. Yelena remained near Lila since that was the only kid that she had really managed to bond with very much so far.

  “Okay… Well, then it is what it looks like,” Clint replied, his voice strained as he lunged forward and grabbed a chicken by the legs. It squawked madly, and he grabbed onto her as he tucked her gently against his chest.

  “Alright, alright, calm down,” he told the chicken before starting his descent down the ladder. Laura turned to hold onto the ladder as he went down, and he finally got to the bottom, landing in the grass. He then let the hen go, and she went running to go and meet the rest of her flock.

  Natasha laughed a little as she looked at him. He grinned at her, opening his arms for a hug. However, she just reached out and plucked a feather from his hair where it had gotten stuck in the middle of his chicken adventures.

  “Sprouting feathers, Barton? I always knew you were chicken under all that bluster,” Natasha expressed with a smirk, and he just rolled his eyes. She laughed before finally hugging him tightly, patting him on the back.

  As soon as she was through greeting him, he looked over at Yelena and a smile came onto his face. Yelena could not help her own grin as she headed over to stand next to Natasha.

  “Hey, pancake,” he greeted and Yelena narrowed her eyes just a bit at the nickname. However, her smile grew as she thought of the perfect response.

  “Nice to see you, Clinton,” Yelena replied, and he lost a bit of the smile in response to the name. She just chuckled in reply, and he reached out to hug her. She somewhat stiffly hugged him back, not entirely comfortable with it but more comfortable with him than his family.

  “You must be Yelena,” the woman spoke as soon as Yelena and Clint separated. She looked at Laura, feeling a bit of trepidation. The woman immediately came forward to hug her and she very hesitantly returned the hug, her body stiffened with the contact. She was not sure how to handle this since a stranger had never hugged her as a greeting.

  Laura finally pulled away, and Yelena found herself endlessly thankful. Laura just smiled at her with that strange affection, and Yelena smiled slightly in return.

  “It is so nice to finally meet you,” Laura expressed, and Yelena nodded.

  “It is good to meet you, too,” Yelena expressed somewhat stiffly, and she could feel Natasha’s reassuring hand on her back. Yelena leaned into the hand gratefully, and Clint suddenly spoke up.

  “So you guys must be hungry from the drive. Whaddya say we go inside and order some pizza while we catch up?” Clint offered, and the kids all excitedly agreed. Natasha nodded happily, and Yelena grinned at the prospect of one of her favorite foods.

  They then all headed inside, and Yelena sat down on the couch. Natasha sat down to one side of her, and Lila plopped down next to Natasha. Cooper and Laura situated themselves in the other parts of the living room as Clint headed into the other room to order the pizza.

  Nate, however, immediately came up to Yelena, looking at her with a big grin. Yelena felt her heart slightly melt with his expression. It was so strangely trusting and unguarded as he happily watched her. Natasha, Lila, Cooper, and Laura were all busy talking, and so Yelena focused her attentions a bit more on the little boy that seemed so insistent upon interacting with her.

  “What’s up, kid?” Yelena asked quietly, raising an eyebrow, and he just laughed as he reached out and started climbing up and onto her lap. Yelena froze immediately, her entire body stiffening as she moved against Natasha a bit. Natasha looked over at the two, a slight grin on her face as she took in the sight.

  “Nate, honey, don’t—” Laura started, but Yelena quickly shook her head as she very hesitantly placed a hand on the boy’s back.

  “It’s okay, don’t worry,” Yelena told her, not missing how happy it made Natasha to see Yelena getting along with the kids. Yelena was really uncomfortable with the prospect of interacting with small children, but she would try for Natasha. Plus, a small part of her felt that this was somehow strangely nice in a really weird way.

  She held the kid, and he leaned against her, looking at her with a wide smile. Just looking into his eyes, she somehow found herself softening. He did not seem to be afraid in the least, and she could not help but wonder if this was how normal people would be treated.

  “Okay, so pizza should be here in about forty-five minutes to an hour. Nat, you wanna help me with the rest of the chickens while we’re waiting the pizza to get here?” Clint offered, and Natasha immediately looked at Yelena, slight concern in her eyes as she silently questioned Yelena. Yelena nodded her answer, bumping her forehead into Natasha’s shoulder. Natasha smiled slightly, reaching out and tugging Yelena’s head against her lips as she kissed the spot just between Yelena’s eyebrows.

  “Be back in a little bit,” Natasha told her quietly, and Yelena just nodded. She watched carefully as Natasha and Clint headed out the door, and she then was forced to turn her attentions to a group of people that she knew hardly at all.

  And she could not help but feel at least a little nervous.

     ………………………………………………………………………………………………………

       About thirty minutes later, Natasha very hesitantly approached the doorway she had left from earlier, peering in behind Yelena as she somewhat nervously looked in on the scene unfolding inside the room.

  She had left Clint outside with the chickens to come and check on the people inside, and she was very much afraid of what state things were in since she had left Yelena completely alone with a group of people she did not know. She knew that Yelena had said she was just fine, but she was not sure how much of Yelena’s “fine” was just trying to be tough.

  To her complete shock, Yelena was sitting on the couch with Nate snuggled in her lap. Cooper and Lila were throwing grapes at Yelena’s face as Yelena demonstrated her ability to catch them in her mouth. Laura was just laughing at the group, and they were all getting way too invested in throwing the grapes.

  “If you guys are impressed with this, remind me to show you guys how to burp on command later,” Yelena commented, and Natasha felt a huge smile coming onto her face.

  “I can burp my ABCs,” Cooper told her with a grin, and Laura shot him a warning glance.

  “Cooper!” Lila disgustedly cried, but she looked quite surprised as she took in the sight of Yelena cackling gleefully at the very prospect of the idea. Yelena repositioned her hold on the little boy in her arms as she looked at Cooper challengingly.

  “Do it,” Yelena challenged, and he started burping them. He got to the letter F, and he had to stop since he was running out of gusto to do the trick.

  Yelena then immediately picked up where he left off, and Laura groaned a bit at the both of them. She glanced up at Natasha, looking as if she were about to say something to her, but Natasha raised her finger to her lips with a smile. She honestly wanted to see how the interactions would keep going without her interference.

  Yelena was only able to hold out until the letter P because Nate was laughing way too much at her, and Yelena could not help but laugh with him.

  “You like that, do you, myshonok?” Yelena questioned with a laugh, and Lila leaned in a little as she heard the Russian word, her eyes lighting up with curiosity.

  “Ooh, Yelena, can you teach me some Russian while you’re here? I’d love to learn,” Lila expressed, and Yelena furrowed her brow as she looked over at the girl.

  “Sure. Has our favorite poser never taught you any?” Yelena asked, and Natasha could not help the warmth in her chest as she listened to her sister’s warmth as she talked about her even if it was in a playfully sarcastic manner. Lila nodded.

  “Yeah, Aunt Nat’s taught me some. I’d actually love to learn from both of you,” Lila told her, and Yelena huffed slightly, a bit of a grin on her face as she looked at the girl and nodded to her.

  “I’m sure we could convince her to help teach. Just make sure you pull out the puppy-dog eyes, though. She’s a sucker for those,” Yelena told her with a wicked smirk, and Lila giggled in response to Yelena’s words.

  “Revealing all my secrets, are we, malen'kaya sestra?” Natasha chose that moment to speak up, and all of the kids and Yelena turned to look at her. Laura smiled fondly at Yelena, her eyes twinkling with affection, and Natasha could not help the overwhelming feeling of love overcoming her every sense as she very happily realized that so many people that she loved with all of her heart seemed to be getting along so wonderfully.

  “I’m trying to help these kids out. It’s like they didn’t get a crash course in how to properly connive you,” Yelena informed her, and Lila smiled happily at Natasha.

  “Could you and Yelena teach me some Russian?” Lila questioned, and Natasha caught Yelena’s pointed glance between Lila and Natasha. Lila almost laughed, but she experimentally poked out her lip just a bit.

  Natasha approached the back of the couch, reaching a hand out to touch the underside of Lila’s chin fondly.

  “Sweetheart, you know you don’t have to use puppy-dog eyes to get what you want from me.”

  “Wait… Why do I have to then?”

  “Because usually what you want is a lot of trouble and takes a lot of convincing,” Natasha replied immediately, a smirk on her face, and Yelena just haughtily huffed in response to Natasha. Natasha smirked as she came around the side of the couch. Lila moved away from Yelena to give Natasha a spot next to Yelena, and Natasha sat down quickly.

  Before Yelena could react, Natasha immediately started tickling Yelena relentlessly. Yelena yelped, trying to cover herself while also keeping a hold on Nate. Everyone around them started to laugh, finding it hilarious how the tough yet goofy Yelena fell apart at their Aunt Natasha’s hands.

  “Argh! Kids, help me!” Yelena cried out, and Natasha just laughed wickedly.

  “You’re barking up the wrong tree! They’re on my side, Rooskaya!” Natasha happily announced, but she slowed in her assault as she watched Nate clamber up so that he was standing up next to Yelena from where she had crumpled into the couch.

  “I’ll help you, Lena!” he cried, unable to get out her full name but going with the quickest nickname he could as he launched himself at Natasha. Natasha immediately raised her arms to catch him.

  To Natasha’s surprise, Cooper laughed at them and hurried over to sit down on Natasha and squish her legs. Natasha could hardly pull herself out from under Cooper since she was so occupied with Nate who was perched on her torso trying to jab his hands under her arms.

  After this struggle, she was laying down on the couch now with her head in Lila’s lap as the boys held her down. Lila was looking down at her, her face lit up in a huge smile.

  “Attack her, Lila! Show no mercy!” Yelena cried from her position squished just behind Cooper.

  “Lila?” Natasha questioned, looking up at Lila helplessly and hoping the girl would not listen. However, Lila was just looking down at her apologetically.

  “I’m sorry, Aunt Nat. I love you, but the people have spoken,” Lila expressed before digging her fingers into Natasha’s sides. Natasha could not help her laughs as she squirmed underneath her favorite kids in the world.

  If this was the way she had to go, she would gladly accept her fate.

  However, everything was brought to a halt as the doorbell rang, signifying the pizza arriving.

  “Pizza’s here!” Clint called loudly, hurrying through the house and heading for the front door.

  “Of course you show up as soon as food gets involved, Barton,” Natasha commented, and he just turned his head to smirk at her before opening the door and dealing with the pizza person outside.

  All of the kids got up to go call dibs on their pieces of pizza, following their father into the kitchen, and Natasha sat up, slumping against the couch with a light laugh as she looked at Yelena.

  Yelena just grinned wickedly at her and Natasha reached out, shoving Yelena’s shoulder playfully. Yelena moved way too dramatically with the push, and Natasha grabbed the collar of Yelena’s shirt and tugged her over against her. Yelena leaned into her side, her head resting on Natasha’s shoulder heavily. Natasha then happened to look up at Laura.

  Laura was just sitting there gazing at the two with the happiest and most fond expression on her face, and she sighed contentedly. Natasha raised an eyebrow, wordlessly questioning the woman.

  “It’s really good to see you so happy, Nat. You’re really lucky to have someone as special as Yelena,” Laura complimented, and Natasha opened her mouth to speak, but Yelena quickly interrupted.

  “I’m the lucky one because I get the best poser in the world,” Yelena expressed, looking up at Natasha with adoration despite her teasing, and Natasha felt a ridiculously happy smile overtaking her as she looked down at the younger woman.

  And as Clint and the kids came swarming back in, the former bringing pizza and the latter begging Yelena to tell a story about something or another, Natasha felt something she had not felt in a really long time.

  She felt almost whole again.

#natasha romanoff #yelena belova #clint barton #barton family #widow sisters #black widow #avengers #hawkeye #lila barton #nate barton #cooper barton #laura barton #family #marvel #marvel fanfic #marvel fanfiction #marvel fic #fic #fanfic #fanfiction #platonic #platonic relationships #sisters

[userholland]

happy (almost) new year. it’s me liz :D

this is a bit sappy but. even though this year was rough for me, i still appreciate the friends / mutuals i made & followers i received over the interweb and how they've dealt with me 🥺 hope everyone has a happy new years and even better 2022 ! screamholland era was wild 😀and just a little fun question to answer: what made your 2021? 🤍

@venomsilk / s 🥜: bitch. i don't know where to start 😭.... you made my year so much by some power bringing us together and i feel like ive known you for more than a few months. ill say it. we are insufferable but in the best way possible toward how we deal with anons and just assholes in general. literally everything in a bestie you need and one of, if not, the best writers ive ever read from. also up and coming gif maker, making the content we all secretly asked for ! you're so strong, hiliarious & a beaut. i just know youre gonna be successful and i just admire and adore you t b h.

to think, it starts with comments on fics then blowing up the chat with spongebob memes and accurate takes on any topic. always on the same page & if were not... i throw a short joke at you. but ive come to be attached to the name lizbon. tbh, i dont think i would have gotten through the last 5 months of this year without you because people just don't know how to act. being able to vent and just laugh was better than worrying about shit that doesn't matter & you've taught me that well. and just fully admitting id let tom [ redacted ]. 😀 cant wait for more of this energy in 2022. always giving you hugs and wishing u the best. so much growth and love to come for us. mwah

@t-lostinworlds / t 🧸 : my girl <3 i feel like we've been friends for the longest time and i don't know how to explain it but you just bring so much comfort and understanding to any conversation we have. you're incredibly sweet and a beam of sunshine in my life as well as others. you're an amazing writer and you're so dedicated to your wips, literally always a chefs kiss to anything you post. i will always be at the front lines of the protect t-lostinworlds squad 🧍🏻‍♀️

@lauras-collection / laura 💃🏻 : have been sending you all my love all year ! your writing always hits a soft spot for me & i cant wait to read your newest one since i still have to see nwh 😭 you truly are one of the kindest ppl ive ever met and our chats always are on point. i hope that you’re doing well and its always nice to hear from you, keep me updated bubs 🥺

@tmholland / okina 🍷: my truly superior simu lover (also asian hottie). i feel like we’ve known each other so long but didn’t truly vibe until now and ive been missing out tbh. you’re one of the funniest people i see on my dash when you post and i better be invited to yours and simu’s wedding when the day comes. literally prettiest girl ive ever seen and proof that asian dont raisin. sending u all my love and have the healthiest and safest new year mwah <3 !!!

@softholand / gi ⛅️ : literally your url, so soft and too pure 🥺 you make me laugh and i know we have each other’s backs. always feel like we’re on the same page as well and i appreciate it sm ! ill always be in your corner like i know you’ll be in mine (’: i hope we get to talk more and im so serious when i say that youre so wholesome and i hope you have an amazing year ahead of you <3  

@honeyspidey / lola 🐝 : sigh. i feel like we didnt talk much but still very much appreciated when i see you on my dash. i adore your writing and hope to see more in the next year. you have such pretty energy and are so wholesome. giving you a big hug and hope you had a wonderful year 🥺

@cindymooons / hope 🌔 : just wanted to give a beloved shoutout to one of the best gif makers out there. appreciate you, and y’all follow her ! and you’re so sweet & amazing and just have contagious energy thats so bright and sweet. and i always appreciate your comments/tags on my fics <3 cant wait to see what you post in the next year ofc 🥰 and hope you are safe and healthy going into 2022 !

and here's to the mutuals who i hope to talk to more this year 🥺🫂: @silkscream @cumholland @celestialholland @heyhihellowhatsup0 @veryholland @vitaminholland @thesunlightofourpast​ @annathesillyfriend​

#liz talk.txt #2021 wrap #really wanted to just. give up these last 2 months bc of so much hate #but i realize that people are just mad i have an opinion. and will go any lengths to call me awful things #hope everyone had a great year & pls take care of yourselves. <3

[bardly-working]

quickreacts to CritRole c3ep14

yeah wow I watched this one REAL late. Started watching it live and had to stop, didn’t finish until today. it’s been a rough week y’all

Spoilers below the non-spoiler pic!

Goddammit Matthew Mercer why do you keep giving these aggressive, violent, scary enemy NPCs so much sexual energy, holy shit

c’mon, Matt, you’re doing this on purpose

Okay, no weapons, okay.  This guys probably a goddamn werewolf blood hunter, but okay…

“You throw the first punch”  ITS A TRAP THATS ALWAYS A TRAP

Marisha: “I just want ‘em to kiss so bad”  I’d like to thank the CR ladies for saying what we’re ALL thinking in this fight

“A HUNDRED GOLD? I’LL TAKE THAT ACTION!” omg Chetney

Fuck.  Our boy’s gonna die 😅 ...oh thank Aeor for FCG!

Can confirm: staying in accent when you’re surrounded by different accents is real difficult

Oh my god Travis is just... the glory hole jokes I cannot I love this

Matt/Eshteross: “I think we should just keep our ears open” Ashley/Fearne: <flips her low deer ears up and I’m in love>

Lorelai de Rolo what the FUCK Marisha

Can I just say that I fucking love everything about Marisha’s incredible Norma Desmond schtick as Laudna, I adore her

Like, goddamn, is she not just the most 🥰

fuck fuck fuck fuck Ashton’s getting interrogated JUST DENY IT

DUDE.  JUST.  YOU.  FUCK.  UGH.

You have like 2 different possible connections to fey shit (both Fearne and whatever “weird fucking fey chaos magic” Milo used on you) you can use as an excuse for having, say, some knowledge of a creepy Archfey dude.  Or even just, y’know, a nightmare of him!!!

AND HE’S BASICALLY SAYING THEY DESTROYED THE TOWER???

Dude, you DIDN’T destroy the tower!  Don’t act like you did! NOOO ugh

Sam/FCG: “Were you lying?” Ashley/Fearne: “Well I was gonna take a little bit of a detour“ I love Ashley so fucking much.  And I love that she ans Ashton are both such bad liars.

Dorian you are so fucking awkward, I ador[ian]e you.

dude this is the worst game of telephone ever I fucking love it

Robbie: “As we’re walking to the potty-” Travis: “The potty...” Robbie: “I have children!!” I love Travis and Robbie’s banter so much.

FUCK wait welp they got the guards killed

This is what we get for calling the guards, I guess

Eyyyy combat here we go, Dugger 2.0: Fashion Edition!

DAAAAAMN ROBBIE!  Yknow I never thought College of Swords was anything decent, saw it as an inferior version of College of Valor, but damn, Blade Flourish is legit!

Wow, so Laura said “so you’re gonna stick it in her, pull it out, stick it in her, pull it out, and then stick it in the other guy?” without even smiling?! (Bonus points to Travis for “well yeah, I mean, he is a bard.”)

Fey-Touched ex-CUSE ME MISS IMOGEN?

Ashley: Natural 20. <hoooowwwwwls!> (she is so cute I cannot) Laura: HOWDY DURRDY DURR! HOWDY DURR DURR DE!! (it wasn’t a HDYWDT but it was adorable)

Oh my god the way Liam describes combat is always so fantastic.

Travis and Robbie both just being huge fans of Liam/Orym, and they BOTH just start doing those quick little imaginary dagger moves, it’s adorable.

NOOOO RUSSELL THE GUAARRRRD! 😫

“she’ll help me” WHO? WHO WHO WHO WHO WHO WHOMST

FUCK she got away... hooo.... they’re going to get blamed for this--OH SHIT THAT OTHER GUARD’S ALIVE HE’S GONNA VOUCH FOR THEM THANK GOODNESS

Dorian and Laudna’s friendship is just... perfection. I love it. Laudna: How do we look? How do we look? Dorian: You look amazing as always. Laudna: <wiping his sleeve> You’ve got some, like, goop here. Dorian: Yeah, okay. Game face, game face, everything’s normal, go down and up and then-- Both: <look down, look up> And... ‘Ah!’ <Pose!> Me: <wild applause, tears, bravo>

Fuuuuuck Cyrus what the fuck have you gotten yourself into.

Dorian and Imogen’s friendship is just... a disaster.  I love it. Robbie/Dorian: I’m gonna break for the door. Laura/Imogen: Are you telling anyone that you’re leaving or are you just... R/D: No. L/I: Cool. Cool. We’re the worst group.

BELLS HELLS. HELLS YES.

oh no oh god oh no oh god oh cyrus you motherfuck oh no oh

Marisha/Laudna: “ughafhamnhunl DARKNESS! <looks at Matt> Wait, what were you about to say, first? “ 😂Relatable moment.

SMOKE GRENADE WTF ARE YOU SERIOUS DORIANTHAT’S NOT GOING TO FUCKING WORKTHE MOST POWERFUL PEOPLE IN THE CITY ARE HERE I CANNOT--OVERTLY?!

I am LOSING my MINDcHARM PerSOn WORKED OMG

oh no the gnome noticed oh no the gnome is gonna--

IT’S HIM

IT’S ESHTEROSS

IT’S OWLBEARMAN

No Laudna, fucking do not draw attention to yourself right now, Vali saw YOU as a ghost at the tower, he’s gonna remember you more than anyone...

Wow they are suddenly making up for all their shit rolls earlier...

THANK GOD GUARD-FRIEND TO THE RESCUE

All Guards Are Bastards Except One

Sam/FCG: “I’ve got a mask on! No one will remember me!” (I love this lil robit)

Taliesin/Ashton: “Closest [guard] on the way out, I make eye contact: ‘Great party,’ and I tip a gold coin.” (bless this punk rock)

oh no... Eshteross is mad 🥺 OwlBearDad plz don’t be mad

Dorian: “So your bounty... was for falsely stealing from a Mahaan house... and you thought the best way to pay it off was to... actually steal from another Mahaan house.” Me: You TELL ‘im, Dorian!

Oh FUCK me, the Green Seekers thought he blew up the tower... which this crew did not do, but was involved in... fuck.  Someone must have remembered seeing Dorian.  Blue guy in fancy ass clothes is fairly memorable.

Cyrus: “[I was] the new kid without any sort of known rap, really... aside from the bounty... actually, no, I’m real bad at this, I’m so sorry.” Me: ...Oh Cyrus, you’re too dumb and cute for me to stay mad. <3

House Wyvernwind: We’re Real Bad At This, We’re So Sorry.

oh no it’s happening, oh no

I already got spoiled for this but Fearne’s immediate “wait wait wait wait,” and Orym’s “No, wait, I don’t know that that’s necessary” just.. <lip quiver>

I... oh FCG kicking the floor with his lil legs😭

Dorian spent so much time trying to get away from who he was and get away from his family, even though he’s said he loves his family.  Maybe... maybe he needs this time to reconcile who he really is with where he comes from.  Integrate these two parts of himself so he can just honestly say that he’s Dorian Storm without it feeling like a fake name.

Imogen: [about the name> I mean we are a bunch of hellions! Chetney: We raise hell! Laudna: And we killed Bertrand! <big smile> This fucking ending has me sad laughing and happy crying, I swear.

Ashton: “Here’s to Dorian, who’s leaving us for his stupid brother. what the fuck is up with that?!”  Love him.

I love how much the whole cast ships both Dorym and ExU Trio.

Robbie: "I'm gonna try to sing a little song for these guys" Laura: "...are you gonna sing it?!" Robbie: "NO!" XD

Yeah, as someone with Huge Bard Energy, that is such a mood.

EXCUSE ME, I ONLY SING WHEN IT’S INCONVENIENT.

<whispers>Worchestershire</whispers>

“I would never forget you.” 🥺 oh Fearne

Halfling hug and forehead kiss <3

Bravo, Robbie Daymond It’s only been 14 episodes (okay sort of 22) how am I so emotional about this!?!?!

Dorian spent so much time trying to get away from who he was and get away from his family, even though he’s said he loves his family.   Maybe... maybe he needs this time to reconcile who he really is with where he comes from?  Integrate these two parts of himself so he can just honestly say that he’s Dorian Storm without it feeling like a fake name.  He has his brother’s acceptance and support, but having his brother by his side for a while might... I dunno.  Make it all feel less like a dirty secret.

Maybe this’ll be good for him.

What a performance from all of them.  Hot damn, the CR cast and crew, tho.

#critical role spoilers #cr3e14 #critical role c3 #my HEART was RACING #and then it was BREAKING #Laudna is Norma Desmond - CANON #Dorian Storm Will Return

[supernaturalgirl20]

A misunderstanding

Pairings: Ricky Hauk x reader

Warnings: Smut 18+, explicit, protected sex, break up, angst, fluff and more fluff.

Summary: you and Ricky break up after being together for years. You reluctantly go to a Halloween party that will change your life forever.

A/N: this is purely self indulgent, I was in my Ricky feels today. Also my stories are not beta read so there’s gonna be mistakes. Hope you enjoy!

Comments and reblogs are really appreciated 🥰

You’re emotions were all over the place, you were angry with one minute and upset the next. The rest of the time you were just numb. Ricky was the love of your life, you’d thought you were his, apparently you were wrong.

He’d been staying late after college to work on a project and when he wasn’t studying he was working at the garage. It felt like you never saw him anymore and you missed him. You decided you were going to surprise him at work with dinner, his favourite from Sally’s diner. Parking up at the garage you grab the bags of food and make your way inside. When you don’t see anyone you assume he’s back in the office, so you make your way there, pushing open the door your shocked at what you see. Dropping the food into the floor you burst into tears and quickly make your way out to the car. You can hear someone calling your name but your in a daze until he grabs your arm pulling you into him.

“Hey baby please let me explain. It’s not what you think, Casey she kissed..”

“How could you Ricky? I love you, I thought you loved me too, clearly not.”

“Y/N please just listen to me.”

“Why? So you can fill me with lies?”

“You don’t trust me?”

“Really! After what I just saw your turning this on me.”

���I love you Y/N, I have been in love with you since we were fourteen. You really think I would throw away our future for anyone else?”

“What am I supposed to think when I walk in to surprise you and she’s all over you.”

“If you can’t trust me then what’s the point.”

“So it’s over?”

“Yeah I guess it is.”

You don’t say anything else, afraid if you attempt to speak he’ll hear the sadness in your voice. You just hop into your car and drive away.

It’s been two weeks since you broke up with Ricky and god did you miss him. You’ve been going over everything in your head and you can’t remember if he kissed her back, was is really her pushing herself on him. It didn’t help that you saw him practically everywhere you went. He completely ignored you of course but you could feel his eyes on you when you weren’t looking.

Your best friend Laura had roped you into going to a Halloween party, said it would be the party of the year. She convinced you to wear a leather cat women outfit and you had to admit, you looked good. Maybe you could find someone to hook up with, take your mind off Ricky. You touch up your make up and make your way downstairs.

“Y/N….you look stunning. Ricky eat your heart out.”

“Can we not…talk about him please.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Come on lets go.”

Your wandering through the throngs of people, Laura having gone MIA as soon as Josh appeared. You didn’t really know anyone here and you don’t do well in large crowds so you grab a beer and make your way out back. The cool air refreshing against your warm skin, your beginning to rethink this whole leather suit.

“So did you try it on with him?”

“Yeah, I kissed him but then his god damn girlfriend walked in, ex girlfriend now.”

“Look at you getting what you want, go on girl.”

“Well I didn’t get what I want though. He doesn’t want me, he said we were just friends. Can you believe it, he turned me down. Apparently he’s in love with Y/N, I mean she’s not even that pretty.”

“I think it’s cute! I heard he’s planning on marrying her.”

“Oh shut up Katie!”

They didn’t realise you could hear their whole conversation. You felt like you couldn’t breath, Ricky was telling the truth, she came on to him. God how could you be so stupid, now you’ve lost the the love of your life because you didn’t trust him. You had to get out of here. Standing up abruptly you make your way back inside, trying to push through all the people when a hand grabs your wrist. You try to pull out of their grasp but they only hold you tighter.

“Hey it’s ok, it’s just me.”

“Ricky! What are you…”

“Not here, let’s go.”

He intertwines your fingers and leads you out front towards his truck. He opens your door for you and helps you in before running around and hopping in himself. He doesn’t say a word the whole drive, he just keeps stealing glances at you, it’s not until he pulls up at cabin like house that he turns towards you.

“There’s something I wanna show you.”

Ricky helps you out and brings you towards the small house, is beautiful, nestled perfectly among the trees. He unlocks the door and when you make your way inside your blown away by what you see. There’s cables dotted all around the place creating a romantic atmosphere. There’s blankets and cushions on the floor, a small picnic basket and the fire is lit. You turn to find Ricky’s gaze already on you, a flicker of something behind his eyes.

“What’s all this?”

He slowly moves towards you, his hand nervously rubbing the back of his neck.

“I wanted to surprise you, I’ve missed you, so damn much and I’m sorry about Casey. I meant what I said nothing happened, she came onto me but I turned her down.”

“You did all this for me? Why haven’t to spoke to me? Anytime I saw you, you just blanked me.”

“I didn’t know what to say. It killed me to not be able to hold your hand, kiss you, talk to you. I love you! I have since we were teenagers and I plan on loving you the rest of my life.”

He slowly get down on one knee, pulling a small blue velvet box out of his jacket pocket. He looks up at you, “baby I love you, I will love you until I die and if there’s a life after that, I’ll love you then too. Will you marry me?”

Your shaking as you sob, tears falling down your cheeks. You can’t believe this is happening, you’d though you’d lost him forever and now he’s here right in front of you asking you to be his wife.

“Yes! Yes I’ll marry you.”

He places the beautiful ring on your finger before standing up and kissing you.

“I thought I lost you. I’m so sorry I didn’t believe you, I should have known you wouldn’t do something like that.”

“Hey baby it’s ok, it’s in the past, let’s just forget about it ok?”

You nod up at him, trying to control your tears.

“How did you do all this? Who’s place is this?”

“It’s ours!”

“What?”

“It’s ours, I bought it last week. I remember when we were younger you always said you wanted a house in the woods, somewhere quiet and peaceful. I’ve been saying up for it.”

“You bought us a house! Ricky!” You completely break down and he just pulls you close, wrapping his arms around you.

“I didn’t mean to upset you, I..”

“No baby, these are happy tears I promise. I love you.”

“You eh, you look sexy as hell in that outfit baby.”

“Yeah? I think it makes me look fat to be honest and I’m roasting in it.”

“Definitely not fat and eh, I can always help take it off you.”

“Would you like that, we could christen the new house, right here in the living room, by the fire.”

The whole time you were talking your hand was slowly inching towards his obvious bulge. He really did like you in this outfit. He closes his eyes and his breathing becomes heavy.

“Are you ok?”

“Hmm Hmm.”

“Are you sure baby.” You whispered seductively into his ear. He couldn’t take it anymore he was on you in the blink of an eye, kissing you passionately. He starts to unzip your cat suit when he suddenly stops.

“Jesus Christ you’re trying to kill me baby, you’ve been going around with nothing on under this, this whole time?”

“Well yeah, it’s not exactly made for underwear lines.” He strips you out of your clothes, his own following after, a messy pile on the floor. He just stares at your naked form, admiring every dip and curve, you feel hot under his gaze. The ache between your thighs is too much, you need him. You practically jump on him as you both lay on the floor. You push him back and straddle his waist, his hands gripping your hips as you line him up and sink down on him slowly. He moans in pleasure as he fills you up.

“Miss you baby….missed this..”

“Missed…..oh god….missed you too.” You can’t get the words out with moaning.

You move up and down his cock, your hands on his chest, helping you move faster. You roll your hips up and down, bringing yourself closer to your release. Ricky is thrusting up into you, faster and faster, his moan of pleasure filling the room. He thrusts again and again and you can feel your orgasm building in your abdomen. You bite your lip as you come hard, your cunt engulfing him and sending him over the edge as he paints your walls with his come.

“Fuck……love you…”

“I love you too baby.”

You move off him and lay beside him on the blankets, your hand running up and down his chest. Your both sweaty and panting, a mixture of pleasure and exhaustion.

“I can’t believe this is our home now…thank you so much for this Ricky.”

“I’d do anything for you Y/N, your my whole world. I was a little selfish too though, I couldn’t wait to start our life together, you know marriage, house and a baby.”

“Well you’ve already sorted the house and we’re already half way to marriage, we just Gotta work on the baby now.”

“You read my mind baby.”

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