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lillyosaurus · 1 year

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WHERES YOUR HEAD AT?

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celenepolaris · 4 months

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So

First post of my art!!! It was kinda rushed and I don't rlly like it but I wanted to make some prohibited wish content of my own!!! Hope u guys like my little drawing :]

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cluescorner · 2 months

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I gave myself a writing challenge and I am fascinated by it

So basically I put the robins in a randomizer to give them a new order/role (because I just...kinda wanted to see what would happen + I like role-reversal AUs) and got results that are giving me a fucking brain blast.

Stephanie, the first sidekick who defines the role

Tim, the sidekick who dies and comes back wrong

Dick, the sidekick who saves Batman from himself

Damian, the sidekick who was never supposed to be a sidekick but would go on to prove everyone wrong

Jason, the youngest sidekick who is still the Kid Wonder

...So this is fucking wild. I've got some ideas and several of these fit perfectly (Dick's role is pretty similar to his one in canon), but some of these are fucking INCREDIBLE to explore (Steph being the first Robin is something I never even considered but tbh I kinda love it).

I probably won't write a fic or anything because tbh I don't like publishing my writing that much, but I might expand this into a full AU and post about it. I might randomize other stuff too (ie, stuff that I cannot change vs stuff that I cannot keep the same) but this fucking rules as a starting point.

#uhhh what am I calling this??#randomizedrobinsau #stephanie brown #oh my god I am so excited to figure out how tf to write this.#because she's my favorite of these characters and having HER be the first sidekick + the one who has a mentor/older sister relationship #with the others?? kickass. though I'll probably keep her and Tim's relationship as 'dating-then-exes' because I think it's funny #and then SHE can be the Robin who Tim got fixated on + figured out her identity?? holy fuck and then the angst of Tim later dying #Tim Drake #tbh I kinda wish he'd gotten a different position because 'sidekick who dies' Tim has kinda been done a lot with the standard #reverse robin aus. But it'll still be fun to write. Definitely going the Joker Junior route with this because Batman Beyond kicks ass #Dick Grayson #He'll honestly probably be the easiest. Like...his role has not changed much outside of being younger/not the one who defines this #But I still think it'll be good to see how well I know Dick beyond his eldest brother thing (which is my best way of relating to him)#Damian al ghul #damian wayne #oh this is gonna kick ass #Bruce does not want his son to be a sidekick but Damian just kinda forces his way into that role #and everybody doubts him because of his history with the league but he later proves himself more than capable #to the point that he can set out mostly on his own and still thrive #Jason Todd #Jason being the baby of the family is also something I have never thought about but holy shit it could kick ass #I really hope that I don't roll 'Jason must die' or 'Robin 5 must die' on the randomizer. I just kinda want Jason to live this time #But unfortunately I double-screwed him because he's on the 'must happen' wheel twice now. I did not think these prompts through #TBH I am so happy that none of them rolled their OG roles. because that would have been so fucking boring

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wunderschon-lieblich · 2 years

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Here it is! Modern Eivor spotted being the hottest lesbian in the world at a local Target mens section ❤️‍🔥

She’s such a heartthrob honestly

#eivor varinsdóttir #eivor wolfkissed #female eivor #I spent a ridiculous amount of time to actually finish this #meaning I’ve stared at it so long that I can’t like it all the way lol #i did have fun doing the tattoos though like #I enjoy splicing her canon tattoos together for a modern setting #kinda wish I’d added more but I needed to be done tbh #my art

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aroaessidhe · 1 month

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2024 reads / storygraph

The Saint of Bright Doors

a surreal Sri Lankan fantasy about colonialism, revolution, mixing fantasy with the modern world

follows a man raised by his mother to kill his father, a god-like cult leader

but as an adult he puts aside his life of violence and moves to the city for a quiet life

he becomes fascinated with ‘bright doors’ around the city that never open and have no other side, and joins a group studying them to find out more

and a support group for those with divine heritage that becomes increasingly revolutionary, until the task he was made for reemerges and his life upends

#the Saint of Bright Doors #aroaessidhe 2024 reads #this is kind of hard to explain I dont know if I did a very good job here lol #it is weird and full of so many interesting elements. I’m still not entirely sure how I feel about it but?? I really liked it mostly???#It starts pretty small scale focused on the MC & slowly unravels the wider worldbuilding and narrative elements in a really interesting way #The first chapter or two I assumed it was typical high fantasy but then it’s like. oh this is a modern city. with emails and stuff.#The pacing is a bit weird - it’s quite meandering and also pivots significantly in the second half. tbh I’m still ????? about the ending lm #but also I am happy to float through on vibes.#and there’s some elements (like the doors that become….not that relevant) that I want to know more about. (as an aside - I saw someone say #that it’s a very clear retelling about Buddha’s son? which idk enough about but probably could give a deeper context to a lot of it)#writing style is kinda detached from the MC but also there is a reason for this that makes sense with the twist near the end!#which is a kind of twist i LOVE. Maybe I wish it had been emphasised a bit more over the story though? unsure.#I thought his mother's story was interesting also - you think she's an terrible parent just there for background context at the start but #then when she tells her story it's like ohh there's more context here.#also I hesitate to just say ‘if you like the spear cuts-- you should read this’ because I think the elements that are similar are done in a #kinda different way and might disappoint you if you’re expecting it to be the same as spear….but regardless the sort of dreamy writing #rich world; narrative with fantasy but also modern day elements; some of the writing style; mlm MC (tho not a romance)#idk. it will definitely not work for everyone but I enjoyed it overall #also it is full of queerness #bisexual books

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mayoiayasep · 4 months

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anw i'll stand by it until the day i die that it should've been orihime who beat ulquiorra in the end and not ichigo

#bleach #orihime inoue #ok so hear me out. the shun shun rikka is confirmed to have ridiculously powerful abilities especially the healing ability which has been-#-said to 'trespass into God's territory'. the offensive ability is curbed by orihime's own intentions though right? and since she's more-#-of a pacifist character she doesn't usually fight often. however. however. one of the few (and first) times we see her actively ready to-#-fight someone is chapter 42 when tatsuki is injured and getting mind controlled. like. im just saying. we couldve had chapter parallels #and like i reallly reallly wish we had been able to see the full extent of orihime's offensive ability too like. the way the scene couldve-#-played out is so clear in my mind. though tbh its been months since i read that arc so like. maybe this idea 'goes against the themes' or-#-whatever. and like this doesnt even have to change her character like genuinely have her take down ulquiorra out of like. desperation and-#-then have her grapple with the enormity of her power and once again chose kindness instead of violences like she has before #anw i have more notes/better plotting out scene in my notes app if anyone wants to see....also fuck you again tite kubo for this<3 #jfc i havent done a tag rant like this in a while

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labwebs · 11 months

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🕸y’know while i get *some* of the criticisms that the mcu borrowed some of miles’ stuff for mcu peter (mostly ned sorta being ganke), i really don’t understand the “he speaks spanish!!1!” bit tbh. like. yeah. he’s a high schooler in the ny school system. he’s gotta take another language to graduate if he wants his regents degree. several years if he wants a higher diploma or did since uh y’know. and spanish is probably the most useful. so like. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#i don't live in nyc but i do live in the state and that's just. a requirement lol.#i wish i'd done spanish rather than french tbh but also i barely remember any french anyways at this point soooooooooooooooo #ooc #(and idk most of the other stuff that comes up other than the ned and ganke thing is just... peter being brought more to the modern day?)#(i do hope we see him take up photography in the new movies though)#(even if with social media and so on they don't have the same in as older versions of the character aka selling the pictures to jj)

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solradguy · 1 year

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I came to terms with the Sol kinnie thing months ago now because honestly who gives a shit, but every now and then I'll find myself in a situation where I wonder if whatever it was I was about to do was/is a pre- or post-Guilty Gear interest lol

#textpost #Most of them have been pre-Guilty Gear interests which is honestly hilarious #Like of course I don't have proof for most of it but my fursona is the funniest one #He's basically bootleg furry Sol Badguy BUT he was like that MONTHS before I got into GG #I've been thinking about this over the last few days though #Because I was doing some Queen stuff and had a thought like 'am I only doing this because my brain's weird or do I actually care'#And went through like a checklist of things. I do actually care #Sol is like frighteningly relatable though and sometimes I wish he wasn't lol #I typed this at 2am last night but saved it to my drafts instead of publishing it haha Still kinda feeling it this morning though tbh #I wish I could better articulate or find a term that describes how I relate to Sol better because 'kin/fictionkin' feels too...#Hmm.... Psycho-religious? A lot of essays I read while initially figuring this out related the kin tag to something more like a-#-Philosophy or something similar to a religion #But for me it's more like my brain filling in empty spaces within itself because No One was like me growing up and #now that I'm also trans there are even LESS people who are like me #So my brain sees a character that's similar to me and is like 'oh holy shit it's us. Let's be like that' hahah #This got really long I should've put it up in the post sorry lmfao #Anyway this is something I've done my whole life and 'kinning' is really the only term that fits what it is even if it's not a 1:1 fit #It usually doesn't bother me but knowing that some of the things I enjoy now I probably won't later once my interests shift again does #I still keep waiting for it to happen with Guilty Gear but GG is so different from anything else I've been into I'm not sure it will #Since most of the things I like about GG were things I liked before getting into it. Like heavy metal & weird scifi/fantasy #I'm not going to elaborate on how exactly I relate to Sol also. My blog is too public for that #and this post is already a little too personal #kin tag

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vampstel · 1 year

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Hey ho, quick rant cause I keep seeing this discourse pop up on Twitter…

Self diagnosis is perfectly valid for a myriad of reasons. Many people (including myself) can’t get a professional diagnosis due to our income, where we live, our gender, our race, etc. I wish getting a diagnosis is simple but truth be told… it isn’t. This applies to physical illnesses too, not just neurodevelopmental or mental health disorders.

For example, I’m chronically ill. I’ve talked about that a lot on here. I am diagnosed with GERD and have suffered with it for 3-4 years. However, it took me a whole year to get myself properly diagnosed and medicated.

I went to multiple doctors and had several checkups. They all told me I was fine when I obviously wasn’t. I didn’t know what was wrong with me until I took it upon myself to research about multiple gastrointestinal diseases. I stumbled upon GERD and noticed I had all the symptoms. Then boom, when I mentioned that possibility to a doctor, they finally got me diagnosed and I got medication.

Self-diagnosis is one of the first steps to getting a proper diagnosis. Some of us can’t afford to do the next step, though. I personally believe that’s okay as long as you do extensive research on what you think you have.

Afterall, you know what you deal with. I know damn well I’m neurodivergent and I don’t want to waste thousands just to get someone to tell me what I already know. Plus, I’d risk getting my healthcare and privileges taken away.

Just know that not every self diagnoser is “trying to be quirky”. Majority aren’t like that. They just want to understand themselves better and realize what’s wrong with them. No one wants to be ill and no one wants to be apart of a minority that gets oppressed and misunderstood.

And don’t blame these people because “they make real diagnosed people look ridiculous”. We’ve always looked ridiculous to “normal” people regardless. A piece of paper isn’t going to stop that.

Thanks for coming to my TED talk. I have more to say but ehh this is long enough lol I’ll just ramble in tags

#꒰ v’s rambling ꒱#I self dxed myself with ADHD when I was 14 maybe and it was the best decision I’ve done #wanna know why?#It’s because it made me understand myself more.#I’m no longer hard on myself for not functioning normally #I always wondered what the hell was wrong with me #why can’t I do basic tasks #why do I have issues with focusing #why do I have sensory issues #and the list goes on and on.#I suffered with these problems ever since I was young but my country has so much stigma around these conditions #So even a self dx was enough for me to feel better about myself #I learnt ways to cope and even found out how to deal with exec dysfunction and focusing issues #Still wish I was diagnosed though. Dont get me wrong. Medication would help me a lot tbh #I really wish it was simple to get a diagnosis. I really do.#It took me years to accept the way I am. Some of y’all clearly don’t understand the pain #the pain of being poor. the pain of being in a country where mental health and neurodivergency is stigmatized #It’s fucking terrible man #it’s why I wanted to move to the UK. cause the healthcare here isn’t shit #but yeah that’s all bye

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snowflop · 1 year

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I have a few things to say about the direct but they're all overshadowed by the announcement of a sequel(?) to one of my favourite games of all time, Fantasy Life for the 3ds, that looks soul crushingly disappointing. My disappointment is immeasurable and my direct is ruined.

#why does it look like animal crossing what have you DONE!!!#look how they massacred my boy #i'm miserable desolate and inconsolable how could this happen to me #that aside really dlc heavy direct huh #like the fire emblem dlc... i haven't bought it yet it'll depend on how much extra story they add in wave 4 #splatoon dlc is... fine i guess um #i wish it wasn't split in half AND the first half is just a cosmetic swap for the square #like YEAH i like inkopolis WAY more then splatsville but not enough to pay for juuuust that y'know #Marina backstory is interesting but... hopefully theres more then just that I'm not overly invested in her past tbh #uuuhhhh what else GBA games fucking FINALLY but it's expansion pass only pain and suffering on planet earth #idk if i wanna play fe7(6? idk which one that was and i don't wanna go check) that badly to give them the extra dough....#if they add more fe games though or god forbid pokemon ones I will succumb 100% sorry #wish they'd just sell them to me though orz #in terms of new games the only one that stuck out to me was... Fashion Dreamer i think was the title? looks fun can't wait to try it #nintendo #snow blogging

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yousaytomato · 2 years

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The recent trend where entire cults are formed around sharing just one bad opinion is so incredibly terrifying.

Echo chambers have always existed within social media but more than ever the people within them are actively recruiting others - if you go into any extremist tag you will see people openly bragging about successfully doing this.

But even outside of that we're feeling the effects of it, namely in the recent push to have to declare everything about yourself. You must state age, race, sexuality, gender, list your privileges and your alliances.

Complex, evolving, and nuanced issues are forced into binaries and you're encouraged to publicly make your stance. There's no time to learn and no room to change - you've written it in your bio. It may as well be engraved in stone.

We don't reward people for changing and learning and growing. It's even worse on platforms like tiktok where you've connected an opinion to your actual face forever.

And so you have to just keep digging in, even when information changes, even as the world changes.

And this is how it's happening, how these groups are forming - because isn't it safer and easier to just surround yourself with people who are all doing the same thing too? To find people to continually confirm your biases?

#woes of emily #ask to tag #this is NOT for ter/fs or MA/Ps or any of that SHIT #i made this because i saw a blog yesterday that was like #everyone with [opinion] is over 19!#and it's like. maybe there's a reason that people over 19 are more likely to have that opinion. maybe it's to do with having time to learn #and grow.#like. im just thankful that i have been able to do that. and that this push to have to decide where you fall on every single topic #is a very recent thing #i think people feel so pressured into it that half the time it's just like #which of two popular posts of opposing opinion did you happen to see on your dash first #and then next thing that opinion is in your caard or bio and you're set for Life apparently #This also isnt about forgiving shitty people for shitty things they've done! like it's obviously very case to case!!#there's no one rule for every single thing. i wish there was but there isnt!!#I've said things on this blog that i dont agree with anymore. I've said things irl. as have my friends.#and if they got played back to me i wouldn't even recognise them as my own thoughts and feelings #and tbh they probably weren't. because i was a child. because i was still learning #popular opinion changes so quickly too. what's allowed to be said and what isn't.#i think about that post a lot that's about a fic set in the 00's with a trigger tag of 'era-accurate homophobia' and like YEAH #this isn't even About that though #idk man. many thoughts #this is a diary entry more than an essay pls understand that #and pls read real critical theory and opinions on this stuff if you actually want to know more. and decide whether im right or wrong lol

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undertheknightwing · 2 years

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I miss him.. I miss him real bad 😔

#how dare they bring him into the season so late #his character is 100 times more interesting than the any of the cushings #they could have done so much more with him than just being ally's follower #he's what saved this season for me tbh #i love how the rest of the bizarros are clearly opposites of their earth-prime counterparts #like bizarro and jor-el are nothing like clark and jordan #but jon-el and jon are less opposites and more copies of each other that turned out differently because of the families they grew up in #not completely different though since jon is starting to adopt jon-el's views and even attitude and personality #which is something that didn't happen to clark when bizarro was around #which is so interesting to me!!#i wish we could have gotten jon-el earlier in the season #so there could have been more conflict between him and jon instead of that one scene #their relationship could have been much more complex and just straight up heartbreaking #than 'my evil doppelgänger is trying to merge with me'#only if they gave more of the season to jon's story instead of focusing almost solely on cushing drama #even jordan's story this season mainly revolves around the cushings because of sarah #i don't know how you can introduce jon-el then just ignore him to give the cushings all the attention #like what the actual fuck #seriously #they'd rather write about a dysfunctional family made up of the worst people in the show #than a kid with the powers of a god #but the kid is a version of jon so i guess that's why they're ignoring him #superman and lois #jonathan kent #jon-el

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telephonemarketer · 6 months

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genderfluid aro bi (middle school) -> bi transman (high school) -> bigender bi butch (early college) -> butch lesbian (late college)

#heh whats funny is thatin middle school a 'friend' of mine at the time called me a butch lesbian insultingly #and damn ... she was right ... absolusly on the nose #I I'm still figuring things out but yeah ...#idk I've been on t - for a few years now ...#I was a really disphoric kid growing up #i don't really regret anything . i dont regret going on t #Im rlly happy with what it did and has done for my body (fat dist voice hair etc.#not sure if i'd go off of it or keep going #even though now trying to percieve myself as a butch lesbian makes it kind of difficult (the voice and stache ... name too and pronouns)#ARG i wish butch he him lesbians were more common in the world #i feel so lonely n invisible irl ... no one like me #though tbh most butches are probably going into trades ... not game design ... idk #need to get my ass to a lesbian bar and hope someone picks me up #where are the butch lovers in real life when you need them ...

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liinos · 7 months

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(blue spring) > chasing that feeling > growing pain > deep down > stepping stones >>> dreamer = happily ever after

#not a super big fan of the 'more more more' looping in the back of the deep down chorus but i like the rest of the song so i'm ignoring #i'm not ranking do it like that and back for me bc they were already released but dilt low end of bottom bfm low end of middle #blue spring gets to be here even though they performed it before bc i like it the best <3 #i'm a blue spring truther idc!!!!!! one thing about me i love a Well Done Ballad!#tbh... i don't think any song of this album feels like a Title Track but after listening i do agree with ctf even if i wish it did more #maybe srr was just soooooo 🤯 for me #deep down and growing pain could swap spots or be equal tbh this is just upon first listen

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buggachat · 6 months

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Honestly I think my take on the "Chat Noir was not there in the final battle" comes down to the fact that I kind of just don't think a satisfying final battle between Chat Noir and Monarch was actually possible.

I read a lot of fic, for example, and I've read the scenario play out a lot of times in a ton of ways and I've never been fully convinced of it tbh (and not because they weren't great fic!!). It seems just completely traumatic for Adrien in a way that the scenario inherently cannot properly focus on, because it's all happening in the middle of an action scene and Adrien is too busy being Mid-Battle to properly have a cathartic breakdown about it all. I mean, Chat Blanc already showed us what would happen if he did have a breakdown mid-battle (and why wouldn't he?). And though it'd be fun to have a big triumphant moment of him defeating his abusive father, Adrien simply isn't a character who would find that scenario triumphant, or cathartic, or anything other than viscerally traumatic.

Also, I agree that it's unfair that Chat Noir was not present— like it was unfairly tilted in Ladybug's favor— but I don't think it'd be fair if he was present, either. Because Marinette is, in fact, the main character. The main character whose character arc is primarily focused on her finding her footing as a hero and discovering all the responsibilities that come with that power (as opposed to Adrien, whose character arc is moreso about freedom and identity). And let's face it, in a fight between Ladybug and Chat Noir and Monarch, nobody would be focused on Ladybug at all. It's not about her. It's not her fight. She'd just be there as moral support and an extra set of hands, which really doesn't work for her character arc at all and is completely unfair to her!

Basically, it would just be Chat Noir temporarily acting as the main character and having the worst time of his life in the most un-cathartic battle for him possible left completely traumatized with Ladybug in the background awkwardly trying to comfort him after the fact? And then the season ends? And then the next season presumably goes back to Ladybug being the main character? After a time-skip to the new school year? It's just an ending that I feel like is a lot better in theory than actually on paper. And you can probably make an argument for ways that it could be made to work, where it would enhance Ladybug's story in a meaningful way where she still feels like the main character, and would somehow be triumphant for Chat Noir despite it probably being the worst moment of his life, and somehow not make the rest of the series following feel like bonus content as opposed to a continuation of the story...... but, I dunno. I think it's a lot easier said than done.

The fact of the matter is, I've always been waaayyyy more interested in how the aftermath of Gabriel's defeat affects Adrien than the battle itself. Post-Hawkmoth defeat is one of my favorite types of fic for a reason, and it's because the aftermath can be so juicy, especially for Adrien as a character. I think whether or not Adrien is actually there in the battle itself has always been kind of irrelevant to me, because no matter how Gabriel is defeated, his defeat will have immense repercussions on Adrien's life going forward. And the way they did it, Marinette is now a part of it in a more active way, too. Which is good for her character!

( Also, if he was there to triumphantly defeat Gabriel, would that mean he would just.... watch his father die? of cataclysm? a-and.... nathalie would just.... die, too? so he'd have three dead parents after all that? who he watched all die (or, in emilie's case, saw her corpse)? or is this a scenario where MONARCH BEATS CHAT NOIR and still makes the wish? is that cathartic? for Adrien to lose to Gabriel? Frankly, I loved seeing Gimmi and The Wish, it's been teased for so long that I was expecting it, and I loved the fact that Nathalie got to live as her narrative reward for coming to her senses and trying to murder Gabriel with a crossbow. I like that we got to watch a full season of Gabriel painfully dying to a cataclysm— poetically inflicted on him by Adrien, but of Gabriel's own doing. I like that Nathalie has presumably adopted Adrien after having an arc of her trying to be a parent to him once she realized nobody else would, that's so much more interesting than any other alternative. I just don't see how all of these things, some of my favorite things that season 5 gave, can still all exist at once with Chat Noir present in the final battle in any way that's satisfying. )

#ml s5 spoilers #ml re-creation #ml recreation #re-creation spoilers #recreation spoilers

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bluexiao · 6 months

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#monsieur neuvillette’s relationship headcanons

NOTES. finally a work after months. i missed this, tbh. but hey, here’s my new husband for you. might also have a part 2 of this i feel like i haven’t written everything yet

WARNING. real identity spoilers (nothing too explicit from the current archon quest i haven’t even done it yet oops)

NEUVILLETTE

(Before)

Before the relationship began, it took a long while for him to truly process what he had been feeling towards you—to be frank, he even thought he was getting sick (which was impossible. He never got sick.), though that thought comes to an end the moment he realizes that the effects only happen when he is around you. Only you.

He had heard of love before. Had seen love. Had read about love. Not just the platonic or familial ones, but also romance and more. And yet, he does not understand them, simply because he considers them as something someone like him would not eventually feel.

And yet, it all changed when he first saw you. Curiosity turns to admiration, and admiration turns to anxiety—which is never good; the sweating on his hands and the back of his neck, and the pressure on his chest whenever your presence comes.

He was only reminded of the term romance when he consulted Sigewinne about it.

“Does it only happen around a certain person, Monsieur?” “Monsieur, I think you are simply in love,” she says. “Humans do tend to have the same symptoms but it does not necessarily mean you are sick. It appears to me that you feel the same as well. Does their presence give you happiness?”

He did not even need to ponder over his answer. What he does ponder over is how he should deal with it. The evidence is overwhelming, and there is only one verdict. And yet, where does this lead to?

Contrary to popular belief, he will confess as soon as he is sure of his feelings. He is an honest and honorable man. He would confess his feelings if he could, but it did take some time knowing how busy his schedule was.

The only thing that probably was able to push him to go through was the Melusines. It took them weeks to have him clear his schedule up for a nice little dinner date that they had planned and suggested to the Monsieur.

“Recently, I have come to realize that I have developed a romantic interest with you, Y/n.”

“I do not intend to put pressure on you. I shall accept whatever judgment you make. I do not wish for you to change how you treat me in any way.”

“If you may… I can only ask to indulge in this meal with you for tonight. Your company eases me greatly.”

Brutally honest. It may even drive you crazy how this all seems so easy on him.

But in reality, his palms were sweating underneath his gloves and the slightly cool sensation of the utensils as he blurts out his intentions for setting up such an occasion. His heart was pounding but he could not process whether this was about how you looked especially good tonight or his nervousness with finally confessing his feelings for you.

Or maybe both. Either way, all evidence of such leads to only one thing—you.

Bonus; I do think he’ll reveal who he is first before he gets into a relationship with you but that really depends on how observant you are.

(During)

It was a surprise to him, at the very least, how he had managed to keep you as his lover despite what he lacks. He knew how he was not well-versed with “feelings” per se (just in his mind), but you, the angel that you’ve always been, chose to be with him.

The sudden change did not occur to him much, actually. But he did notice how much his mind lingers to you more often than not, and how he will end up recalling how you are now his one and only lover.

It takes time for him to adjust, but it all started with frequent conversations (much more than before), then sending flowers to your place every other day (constantly), though most of the time they’re delivered by someone else, knowing how busy he is as the Chief Justice.

Or when he started to first brush his gloved fingers to yours.

When he does something, it will be constant. (Maybe this also comes from being responsible and disciplined as shown by being the Chief Justice). All the things that he did before, he still does them now—unless you’ve told him no, of course.

He is definitely a man of his honor!!

And would always ask for your permission first before he touches your hand, or holds them, or hugs you, or kisses you.

He does like pampering and showering you with “offerings” though.

Stuff like buying your favorite flowers or trinkets once or twice a week, making sure you have enough supply of the best water out there. And even with how he always has an umbrella or parasol for you (ones he got ever since you got together; one in his office, one that’s foldable for him to carry under his coat, and one he gave to you for every time you leave the house.

Through the course of the relationship, he learned about the beauty of life, which is how he sometimes brings you flowers despite its short life. However, he still secretly prefers giving you trinkets for your hoard of gifts from him, mostly because it symbolizes his everlasting love for you. (He’s very romantic like that, even if he does not know he is)

He will also introduce every single Melusine in Fontaine. At first, it may surprise you how he knows all of their names, but it will surprise you even more the moment you realize you could do the same. If you do, he’ll love you even more (which he thought was impossible at first as he knew he already loves you very much).

The Melusines will treat you as their other parent the moment it is known amongst all of them that you’re his lover. Sigewinne, for one, would always give you a personalized gift. She would also always send you letters to ask how you are and probably be quite excited whenever you accept an invitation for a cup of tea.

Monsieur Neuvillete is not jealous, but he is possessive and territorial. It’s a dragon instinct, forgive him.

It also comes with being protective. Though he’s not feral, he would make sure to always shield you away from any harm, or anything that might take you away.

One time, he had to deal with a bunch of… shameless individuals who had tried to make a move on you, and though he has great trust on you, he cannot help but have the same self-deprecating voices in the back of his mind.

Though instinctively, he finds himself buying you trinkets or flowers again.

“Hm? You just gave me one earlier, didn’t you?” You look up with a confused look but still hold that smile that stirs butterflies in his chest.

He nodded. “The flowers reminded me of you, mon amour. I could not help but feel the urge to give it to you.”

It does not stop him from giving you offerings.

Of course, he cannot just give up on you. The ruling of whoever deserves your love and affection the most. Of course, he is at an advantage knowing that he’s already your lover.

“Is there something wrong?” You looked up to him, hearing the pitter patter of the rain outside through the taps on the windows. You had your hands on his shoulders, gently rubbing them with your palms.

“It’s nothing, mon cœur, no need to worry.” He flashes you a reassuring smile, and yet, at the back of his mind, he wondered how you could have thought to check on him. Is it perhaps the gloominess in the atmosphere?

You frown as you look at him intently, “There are times when you’d shower me gifts with a saddened look on you. I’m worried, is all.”

He stares at you then. Ah, so you noticed, he thought.

He chuckles as he shakes his head and stands right next to you. “May I?” He opens his arms and you nod and dive right into his chest. He enclosed you into an embrace, relishing the feeling of your warmth.

He kisses your forehead then. “Allow me to bask in your presence for a while.”

For short, one of the best. Definitely a 100/10.

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