#and I can't do that

[becca-e-barnes]

Ma’am, you are deviously incredible 🔥 We’re begging for an exploration of him saying “I love you” while fucking her like he doesn’t 🥹

My brain keeps picking up the storyline a few splendidly torturous hours in when her body’s completely spent & quivering & she’s a blubbering mess & that’s when he picks her up & takes his sweet time positioning her so she can limply yet eagerly watch their reflection has he finally gives her… exactly what her twitching body’s been craving. 🥵

I'm so glad you all enjoyed the thought of this as much as I did because I've been dying to expand on it 😵‍💫 (Part 1 here)

I like to imagine by that stage, he's absolutely desperate too though. He's got to feel your sweet little pussy clench and flutter around him, contracting so tight every time you cum that he swears it's going to be the end of him.

He's been too hard for too long, buried inside your body and he swears he's never felt you this wet or this hot before. It's been fucking luxurious, forcing you to cum against his fingers, feeling how your body's natural reaction is to coax him to drain his balls into you but that alone isn’t enough. He needs more than that.

He wouldn't admit it to you but he can't take any more. His balls feel like they're fizzing; overfull and beyond ready to flood your waiting, overstimulated body.

He arranges you gently, laying you on your front because he doesn't trust your trembling arms to support you. "That's it, good girl." He coos, hearing you whimper and sob pathetically because he needs to slip out of you to slide a pillow under your hips.

"You've made such a mess." He groans, taking a second to appreciate the delicious, inviting, slick little cunt he's about to indulge in. "You're dripping, sweetheart. God, I just know there's no way I'm going to be able to pull out."

His huge hands are gripping your hips and with one sharp, brutal thrust, he's back inside you and you both sob pathetically at the feeling of your bodies being joined again. This is exactly what you've needed but you don't have the words to tell him that. All you can do is whine and will your body not to cum again so soon.

"I meant. What I said earlier." He punctuates his sentence with soft groans, drawing back until he almost slips out of you before pounding back in.

He leans forward, tilting your chin up, making sure you can see the way he's fucking you in the mirror at the end of the bed.

"I love you. And I don't want you to forget that." He sounds sincere, one hand trailing up from the small of your back to right between your shoulder blades and then back down again. It feels intimate and tender but all that is forgotten by the very next thrust.

"I love you. But for now, you're just a mindless. Little. Drooling. Breedable. Cunt for me." He slows his thrusts down, determined not to cum so soon but it's going to be difficult to last until he gets the first couple of loads out of the way.

"Baby..." You whimper, feeling the tip of his cock nudge against your sweet spot, making you shake from overstimulation.

"I know sweetheart, I know. It's too much. But you're being so good for me. You're so perfect. How have no idea how you feel. So wet and warm and I can feel you fluttering around my cock. It's like you're trying to squeeze every last drop of cum out of me. Is that what you want? Because angel, I'll keep this delicious cunt stuffed full of load after load until I have nothing left to give you."

His thrusts are punishingly fast, thumping against your raised ass, half chasing his orgasm, half holding it back.

"And when I do, I'll remind you just how much I love you. And the baby I'm going to give you tonight."

With that thought, he can't stop himself from cumming, his dick twitching inside you as he shoots thick ropes of his seed right against your cervix. You're so cock-drunk you can only rut yourself millimetres back and forth but that's all you need to send yourself spiralling into another orgasm that leaves you trembling and sobbing.

"Fuck, you want that as much as I do, don't you?" He kisses the back of your neck, breathing you in while letting the euphoric rush subside. He notices he hasn't softened in the slightest despite such an intense orgasm but he knows he needs to be gentle with you for a moment before he can get any rougher.

#asks answered <3 #becca writes spice #anon #bucky barnes smut #bucky barnes x reader smut #needy!bucky #please no one think this is what a healthy relationship is like #but this really really does something for me #the level of nasty in me for someone who'd say stuff like that is truly endless #I'll be the ✨freakiest ✨wife for someone some day #but for now I've fallen in love with the eviee sendal Doc Martens #and I can't do that #because I know if I get them I'm going to feel way too hot #and that would be dangerous for everyone tbh

[edgepunk]

idk lately it seems like you constantly have to be energetic and upbeat online, screaming in caps in the tags and I'm not that kind of person. just cause I'm not yelling in the tags doesn't mean I'm in a bad mood or that I dislike someone. I don't have that kind of personality nor energy to constantly act like that, to me it's very exhausting to put up that kind of persona

#t #just throwing that out there #idk if it's just me but the attitude on here has shifted slightly? #like you *have* to use caps you *have* yell in the tags all the time #and I can't do that

[mytortoisegotstuckinatupperware]

my contribution to the "unemployed friend at 11 am on a Tuesday meme" is painting a deflated weather balloon from the last 1800s and crying to moon song after apply to forty jobs how your week going

#unemployment #the one friend #that one unemployed friend #humor #shitpost #lol #pls help #jokes #funny #help me god #if I don't get hired soon I have to move back in with my parents #and I can't do that #I have nine children #and all of them bite but one

[girlscience]

anyone else get self-destructive when they are bored because at least feeling like shit is more engaging than feeling nothing?

#I'm trying very hard to stop myself from going down some very stupid rabbit holes on tumblr right now #but it is only kind of working #I am also stressed about finding an apartment and figuring out signing up for classes in the fall #which isn't helping #I was FINE this morning #I was thinking about my swtor character and her backstory and her old master #and it was great!!! I was having a good time! #but now I'm at work and can't focus and really just want someone to do like oc lore/rp for swtor with me #but again. I'm at work. and I don't know of anyone who would want that (unless you do jess) #(but I didn't think you were all that interested/enjoyed rp that much) #also. I would like to just dress up as a jedi and pretend to be one irl #and I can't do that #I should make a jedi cosplay honestly #do I get tik tok again just to see if there are people on there making jedi oc rp content #no. I shouldn't. but what if they are???????

[beelzzzebub]

people like to say they support you, but they get pretty bitchy and cold when they have to actually look at the manifestation of your problems

#lmao #anyway #as soon as my ocd symptoms turn into even the slightest annoyance #oops sorry we don't care for that #like sorry i'm not a fan of it either #simple shit #like the soap dispenser in the bathroom at my house drips #and my mom told me to grab the extra soap off it so it didn't get the counter messy #and i can't do that #because if the process of washing my hands makes me need to wash my hands #you see how that is a bit of a nasty cycle #so i said- i can't do that #and she said ok well can you wait until it stops dripping #and i said ok and i did that #and it was fine #but for some reason we had to keep pressing the other issue #so i said no i can't do that but i can wait #and she got upset and left and said that i can just clean the counter then #like #it's not a big deal #it's not an issue #it's just stuff that gets frustrating over time #especially when you're saying that you want to be supportive and helpful #but as soon as the things start to even cause the smallest bit of problem #you forget that this is part of it too #you'll have compassion for like. the idea of my ocd #but when it manifests you act really fucking weird about it #and i guess it's just tiring #boink #ocd

[kuiinncedes]

c:

#when i just wanna be more comfortable and do work on the couch but i can't bc i WILLLLLLL fall asleep 😔 #i have so much shit to do 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 #i forgor abt smth i have due tmrw lolololol #and this cs project due this weekend is kicking our butts <3 #and i have a bunch of other stuff this weekend #anyway :D fun week wheeeeee #jeanne talks #I WANT COUCH I CRAVE THE COUCH #BUT I CAN'T #BC THE PAST IDK HOW MANY TIMES I'VE TRIED TO DO WORK ON THE COUCH #I SOMEHOW END UP LYING DOWN #AND I END UP FALLING ASLEEP #AND I CAN'T DO THAT #i'm not even fucking doing work rn anyway LOL

[catboyrichardkarinsky]

okay so I'm going to do the musical theatre sexy people competition soon any last minute suggestions?

#i want to keep this relatively fair game for every side of the musical theatre fandom so i tried not to be biased #also there's no limit on how many characters can there be per media because then I'd have to choose between Marvin Whizzer and Mendel #and i can't do that #I'll let y'all do it isntead

[starberry-skies]

idk how to phrase this post so i will ramble in tags keep scrolling :-)

#aaagah #how to engage w media where the characters i like are in pain #however that pain is a personal trigger for me #i can't ignore it bc that's ignoring a main facet of the character #but engaging with it is just hurting me #also ignoring it means ignoring ppl w that same issue #and i can't do that #i feel so stuck #bc on one hand #i love the media and the character #and i want to see more of them and learn more abt them #but on the other hand #i can't engage with that media at all if that trigger is included without feeling physical sick and unable to properly function #oh my godddddd #idk why it's like. a thing. where people want to see their fav characters in pain #like that's a whole trope right? 'i love this character and i want to read a story where they suffer'? #i can't do that #i literally cannot stand it when i see a character especially one i like in pain #*unless* there is a guaranteed happy ending #otherwise i will Not engage w it #is that a symptom of hyper empathy? its possible hold on #update: i couldn't find anything #most sources were ableist or outdated (sometimes both) #yayyyyy. #anyway to get back on track #sorry i'm being vague abt the character and the show #like if you're *that* interested ask me in dms ig #ok i think i'm at 30 tags oh well #personal chirps

[ladychlo]

Motaz Azaiza interviewed by Ajstream after fleeing Gaza, please do watch the whole interview...

#he just turned 24 yo #I can't imagine how many dreams aborted by what's happening #please do watch the whole interview #motaz azaiza #free palestine #gaza

[justalittlebluetiefling]

#i don't believe that people for serious reasons sort their books any way but by author #and then obviously by release date/series within that #i am being told that i am being JUDGY #also if you sort your books any other way HOW DO YOU FIND THEM #i really need to know #polls #can't believe i forgot to include genre in here

[lazylittledragon]

can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024

#ramble #if you say unalive in front of me i will personally kill you with my hands #you just can't muffle and censor and hold someone's hand through some things #some things are horrible. and they should be spoken aloud and they should upset you. because they are horrible #the second we started kidzbopifying the world was the end of taking anything seriously i think #i'm not even joking i've spoken to people older than me who won't even say the world sex #this isn't the playground you're not going to get in trouble just let us say the word!!!!!! #how am i supposed to listen to you when you won't even say the thing you're supposed to be talking about #yes this is the fault of the platforms with their censorship rules but the fact that we all just go along with it like it's not dystopian #you do know it doesn't stop with cursing right. people are already having to censor queer terms because they get flagged as inappropriate

[inkskinned]

i got rickrolled today but it didn't work because i have adblocker installed, so youtube just told me i violated the terms of service. yesterday i was trying to edit a picture as a joke for my girlfriend, and google made me check a box to prove i'm human because i wasn't "searching normally".

it isn't just that capitalism is killing fun and whimsy, it is that any element of entertainment or joy is being fed upon by this mosquito body, one that will suck you dry at any vulnerability.

do you want to meet new friends in your city? download this app, visit our website, sign up for our email list. pay for this class on making a terrarium, on candlemaking, on cooking. it will be 90 dollars a session. you can go to group fitness, but only under our specific gym membership. solve the puzzle, sign up for our puzzle-of-the-month-club. what is a club if not just a paid opportunity - you are all paying for the same thing, which makes you a community.

but you're like me, i know it - you're careful, you try the library meetings and the stuff at the local school and all of that. the problem is that you kind of want really specific opportunities that used to exist. you are so grateful for libraries and the publicly-funded things: they are, however, an exception - and everything they have, they've fought tooth-and-nail to protect. you read a headline about how in many other states, libraries have virtually nothing left.

do you want to meet up with your friends afterwards? gift your friends the discord app. you can choose to go to a cafe (buy a coffee, at least), a bar (money, alcohol) or you can all stay in and catch a movie (streaming) or you can all stay in bed (rent. don't get me started) and scream (noise complaint. ticket at least).

you want to read a new book, but the book has to have 124 buzzwords from tiktok readers that are, like, weirdly horny. you can purchase this audiobook on audible! your podcast isn't on spotify, it's on its own server, pay for a different site. fuck, at least you're supporting artists you like. the art museum just raised their ticket price. once, they had a temporary exhibit that acknowledged that ~85% of their permanent art galleries were from cis white men, and that they had thousands of works by women (even famous women, like frida! georgia o'keefe!) just rotting in their basement. that exhibit lasted for 3 months and then they put everything away again.

walmart proudly supports this strip of land by the street! here are some flowers with wilting leaves. its employees have to pay out-of-pocket for their uniforms. my friend once got fined by the city because she organized a community pick-up of the riverfront, which was technically private property.

no, you cannot afford to take that dance class, neither can i. by the way - i'm a teacher. i'm absolutely not saying "educators shouldn't be paid fairly." i'm saying that when i taught classes, renting a studio went from 20 bucks an hour to 180 in the span of 6 months. no significant changes to the studio were made, except they now list the place as updated and friendly. the heat still doesn't work in the building. i have literally never seen the landlord who ignores my emails. recently they've been renting it out at night as an "unusual nightclub; a once-in-a-lifetime close-knit party." they spent some of those 180 dollars on LEDs and called it renovating. the high heels they invite in have been ruining the marley.

do you want to experience the old internet? do you want to play flash games or get back the temporary joy of club penguin? you can, you just need to pay for it. i have a weird, neurodivergent obsession with occasionally checking in to watch the downfall and NFT-ification of neopets. if i'm honest with you all - i never got into webkins, my family didn't have the money to buy me a pointless elephant. people forget that "being poor" can mean literally "if i buy you that toy, i can't afford rent."

you and i don't have time to make good food, and we don't have the budget for it. we are not gonna be able to host dinner parties, we're not made of money, kid. do you want some kind of 3rd space? a space that isn't home or work or school? you could try being online, but - what places actually exist for you? tiktok counts as social media because you see other people on it, not because they actually talk to you.

there was a local winter tradition of sledding down the hill at my school. kids would use pizza boxes and jackets and whatever worked, howling and laughing. back in september, they made a big announcement that this time, rules were changing, and everyone must pay 10 dollars to participate. when im not scared shitless, i kind of appreciate the environmental irony - it hasn't gone below 40. so much for snow & joyriding.

i saw a bulletin for a local dogwalking group and, nervous about making a good first impression, showed up early. the first guy there grimaced at me. "sorry," he said. "there's a 30-dollar buy-in fee." i thought he was joking. wait. for what? the group doesn't offer anything except friendship and people with whom to walk around the city.

he didn't know the answer. just shrugged at me. "you know," he said. "these days, everything costs money."

#spilled ink #warm up #“why did u tag it warm up” bc i wrote it off the cuff while drinkin coffee lol #btw the 30 dollar buy in for the dog walking is bc they pay the organizer a small pittance so she can #run fb ads and stuff and like she does put in a lot of work i don't mind paying her #but that's exactly what im fucking talking about like. #ppl can't afford to volunteer their time anymore and we all understand it!!! everything costs money for everyone! #like we didn't have to use to say ''do you mind paying me back for the stuff we ate'' #we used to be able to afford to feed our friends once in a while!!!

[whatkindofnameisella]

can you believe that we have fanfiction. that we have websites dedicated to fanfiction. that there is a place that you can go and read tens, hundreds, thousands and thousands of pieces of writing that strangers have made. people who are not "writers". people who come home at the end of the day and have feelings and say, i am going to put that into words. i am going to share those words. short, long, sweet, sad, horny, funny, wonderful words. we are all just human and we all love to make and remake and share that with others. can you believe that.

#ao3 #archive of our own #fanfiction #sometimes i can't even believe how much i myself have written. like i think i am not a writer. i am not doing enough. i do not write enough #and i look back and i have 34 (34!!) works on ao3 and reams of unpublished work on my computer and so long left to live. so i think #we will be okay. #writing

[spyglassrealms]

had a fucking hilarious dream that tumblr replaced the "block" function with the far funnier "glock" function, which did the exact same thing except whenever anyone blocked you a random bullet hole, like a png of a bullet hole, would appear on your blog. discourse blogs were unreadable bc you'd go to the page and the sheer amount of bullet hole pngs stacked over the blogs obscured everything. I woke myself up laughing

#normally I don't chronicle my dreams here but fucking hell that one was funny #I think this would genuinely make tumblr better tbh #@ staff do this cowards #spy has thoughts #my life is a sitcom and i am my own laugh track #functional website #spy's smash hits #Glock function #edit for everyone in the notes saying 'everyone clapped' #I know I can't prove to you that it happened for real you're just gonna have to trust me on this #but I swear on my goddamn life I'm not making this up #I make so many conscious puns that sometimes my subconscious cooks up a real good one

[beelzzzebub]

guys my eyes are so loud and i'm so tired

#i really should take my meds #but then i will be even more tired #and i will probably fall asleep #and i can't do that #because i need to finish my prospectus #so idk what to do :( #boink

[hansoeii]

we go just right.

#when the date went so wonderful that you don't even mind that you forgot your umbrella at home #crowley is doing his best and aziraphale appreciates it very much #aziraphale's very special version of pride and prejudice can't get wet #so you gotta use the four year old newspaper you found in your bentley #I am not mentally ready for season 2 #it will change me in a way that I cannot even explain #thank you neil gaiman love of my life fr #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens fanart #good omens 2 fanart #aziracrow fanart #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #crowley #david tenannt #micheal sheen #neil gaiman #digital art