#and hit me in the FUCKING FACE

[dreamofbecoming]

ok nope i’m not done @podcastenthusiast and @dancingwiththefae have set off a new round of brainworms i hope you’re proud of yourselves lmao

because like. it’s about the humility, right? it’s about admitting ignorance. it’s about acknowledging that sometimes you, personally, might not be enough to fix something, or someone, or that maybe whatever it is can’t actually be fixed. that it isn’t about fixing.

it’s “why so much makeup? you don’t need it, you’re so beautiful to me” vs “‘do you think i’m sexy?’ and oh god i really did”

it’s “i don’t know how to reach you when you get like this” vs “i don’t know, but i’m here”

it’s “stop making up death wishes and take my lifeline” vs “oh dear god, dear heart, don’t cry”

it’s “something’s sucking out your core and it’s so boring” vs “and now even though you’re mad…that’s ok”

it’s “can’t you see that i’m enough for you, but you don’t want me to be, because that means you’ll actually have to be content” vs “i will wait (for you to get better, for you to tell me what you need) and hope (that it’s still me)”

marbles answers the question “why so sad” with a partner who finally understands what she means when she says “stop asking why i’m sad, it’s enough to know i’m sad”

marbles is what happens when the partner of a mentally ill person stops trying to find a solution to the mental illness and decides to simply love them anyway. to wait, and hope, and sometimes pour them a drink and sit on the kitchen floor with them while they cry, and promise to murder their shitty customers for them. to not say “i’m enough for you” but instead “you’re enough for me, exactly as you are.”

(i know it’s about memory loss and not depression but eh depression can come with memory problems a lot and also sticking by a partner through severe mental or neurological illness looks pretty much the same all through, in the end)

#frothing at the mouth as fucking always #idk i don’t think i managed to rly articulate my thoughts toward the end there but y’all get it #the amazing devil #tad #joey batey #madeleine hyland #i gotta meet them just so i can ask them where the hell they got the AUDACITY #to come into MY HOUSE #and hit me in the FUCKING FACE #edited bc colors are fun and i want the contrasts to be easier to see #also i gotta be very clear: i love both songs #like the couple in lmws hurt each other and talk past each other and fail to stay together #but that love is very real also #sometimes love isn’t enough #i adore that they dive into that

[polarsirens]

gentlemen, witness Houdini manifest.

#dimension 20 #mentopolis #mentopolis spoilers #daniel fucks #chief alexander tightass #fanart #my art #31 being the number that sends me back straight to exu calamity…….. dang #this chief was hit with the entire force of escaping an apocalypse in the face

[akans-dead-at-sea]

It's alright

30 second timelapse:

#ofmd #ofmd s2 #ofmd fanart #our flag means death #“I am a brave boy and will NOT cry while getting reference screenshots of Ed” he said. #*barely manages to hit Win+Shift+S through the fucking tears* #I'm sorry but this is the only decent OFMD fanart I got in me for now #I'm shit at drawing people with faces/head and I still gotta learn and find a style but god knows the gay pirates are gonna help me practic #I still need to recover from this scene- this episode- this season- this show goddamnit #ngl at first I liked how I drew Ed's hair but the more I look at it now the less I like it >:C #did I forget to post this? no nope nuh uh I don't know what you're talking about #this absolutely blew up on twitter- lowkey hope tumblr dot com likes it too :> #ed teach #stede bonnet #gentlebeard #ofmd s2e8 #tw blood #blood #akans art

[the-great-kraken]

one thing that really annoys me about a lot of les mis productions is their insistence on making the les amis de l'abc older than they are. i know it's partly a schematics thing with hiring younger actors, but to me so much of the tragedy behind the barricade comes from the fact they were kids. they were college students staring at a future they despised, desperate to change it, and they - and the hope they had for a kinder future - were slaughtered. i mean, hell, the musical talks about it! all the time! javert calls them schoolboys, turning is the mothers of paris staring at corpses of boys who could have been their sons, cosette eponine and marius are kids lost in their first loves. idk it seems like such a minor thing but to me it's so core to what makes this story so devastating

#when i saw it live we had a marius who was pretty baby-faced #and bring him home hit me so much harder than in any other version i've seen #i wish it was more common because god it was so fucking good #almost brought me to tears in a way songs like that never seem to #anyway #rhi rambles #les mis #les miserables #the barricade boys #les amis de l'abc

[ilovemesomevincentprice]

Vincent Price circa 1959

#vincent price #photo #photo edit by me #if anyone has this is high resolution please hit me up #god hes gorgeous #those eyes #smoking #cigarette #vinny with a ciggy #mmmmm #tw smoking #fuck hes hot #i desire him carnally #sexy actors #your face sirrrr #bicon #bisexual #god #babe of all time #horror #old horror movies #vintage #movie #actor #handsome

[beanghostprincess]

married couple behavior

#they're so married #and so touchy with each other #they make me go wild #sanji keeps doing these things to luffy and i think it's the cutest fucking thing #because he could just put a hand on his chest or in front of him to stop him but NO he has to hit him in the face #cutie patooties #one piece #black leg sanji #monkey d. luffy #lusan #sanlu

[strawberrybabydog]

them: i loooove being a mentally ill ally teehee :0) i had an anxiety attack once when i was 10 so i toooootally understand ur struggles. hashtag ally hashtag mental health awareness

also them: i hate this politician theyre delusional. what a psycho. i cant believe they let this narcissist on the internet still. absolutely psychotic behavior. this person is truly a sociopath. imagine having no empathy like this psychopath. couldnt be me, i Actually Care™ because im a Real Ally!

#delusional #my impression of every single leftist ever. every single fucking one apparently #really a slap in the face to be watching ur fave youtuber and they hit you with a out of nowhere #cuz i apparently needed a reminder that the world is hostile towards me #so i go to my 2nd fave youtuber. same thing #i literally watch breadtube how is this happening #on sanism

[djcarnationsblog]

AHA!! BUT YOU SEE, FOR I AM NOT FUCKIN' FINISHED BC I HAVE MOOORE FANART-

BUT THIS TIME FOR THE FANTASTIC FUCKIN' AU TMNT: MYSTIC FOREST, MADE BY THE ABSOLUTELY GODSEND MINDS @amevello-blue / @bluepeachstudios AND @wondrous-art WHO ARE WAY TOO FUCKIN' GOOD AT WORLD BUILDING AND STORY TELLING THROUGH ART AND JUST, HOLY SHIT-

and y'all gotta know, I am a fucking SUCKER for Leosagi it's actually terrible-

#djc art #tmnt fanart #mystic forest au fanart #Leosagi #Leonardo Hamato #Usagi Miyamoto #I know damn well that Leo isn't yet at the stage where he can just #Snatch Usagi's face like that #BUT THE VISUAL WAS TOO TEMPTING I HAVE NO REGRETS #On another note #Love how naturally Leo's crush developed #It was so smooth and effortless and natural #bro it just- #it hit me in the feels #It started so subtle #UNTIL IT BECOMES THE MOST OBVIOUS FUCKING THING TO POSSIBLY ANYONE BUT LEO AND MAYBE USAGI #Raph I saw you in that one chapter #You ain't foolin' me buddy #lols- #you ain't foolin' anyone we all know what you's was thinkin' #(Not like really actually) #(but you get what I mean-) #(you know what I mean?) #Shit XD

[fumifooms]

GBDGDGDVGDVDGDVBDHDVDHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#Trigger WHAT THE FUCK #dungeon meshi #marchil #My honest reaction #someone told me I was gonna go crazy bc of marchil crumb and i got to the end of the op like aw they lied to me #AND THEN I GOT HIT ACROSS THE FACE AND SENT FLYING ACROSS 5 ROOMS FROM THE STRENGHT OF IT #HELLO????

[umblrspectrum]

the ror2 modded experience

#starstorm 2 is an awesome mod #but holy fuck the empyreans are just #this stupid mushroom fuck's healing outclassed literally everything i had #i could hit it with 400 stacks of bleed and its just completely fucking ignore it #and then i stand in its mushroom fire for one second and it nearly killed me in a second #if i didnt have those tougher times i would've perished immediately #i ignored them and went to commencement anyway #died to a horde of perfected wisp chimera #no rex mastery for me sad face #risk of rain 2 #ror2 #ror2 rex #risk of rain 2 rex #stupid fucking mini mushrum

[introspectivememories]

tim your inability to put your personal life before robin for the people you love will inevitably lead them to distance themselves from you and you will be left with the ashes and ruins of what you once had wondering where it all where went wrong

#your man is in a bare ass apt hitting a punching bag hung up in the middle of the room with unwrapped hands #and you're worried about him finding out??? #also #tim not knowing bear knows was funny at first #but it's not that funny anymore #the fucking miscommunication is killing me #tim drake #bernard dowd #also like i wrote for bear that one time #'what's it like to be more familiar with the sight of your partner's back than his face?' #why would you not visit bear as tim before you went to interrogate him as robin #timbern #dc

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

I know most ppl rlly like gremlin-Moon who’s always picking on and messing with Y/N (BuT LiKE iN aN EnDEaRiNG WaY) but I grew up with three older brothers. Anyway I personally would love to hit gremlin-Moon with a bat

#doodles #sketches #fnaf moon x y/n #fnaf moon x reader #gremlin moon #I don mind the occasional joke but if all of ur humor is based on belittling or mocking me I can and will go Cain on ur ass #‘OOoOhH BuT He’SJuST MeSsINg ArOuND’ yeah and I can put him in the ground. bitch #‘awww but it’s a sign of his affection!!!!’ also gives very BoYs WiLL bE bOYs vibes and I want to fucking hit someone #Babbit vs stupid mf moon challenge. I win by default bc of pure feral rage and years worth of stifled violence #I’m in a mood today sorry #Babbit lore #aka small things abt my life #I’m the youngest of four and hav three older brothers! #yes it sucked. yes we did get along 80% of the time #anyway if u ever wonder why I’m so paranoid abt ppl mocking me to my face or behind my back abt my interests. now u know #hits face on floor repeatedly #silly fluff #silly bullshit #bones of a rabbit fnaf #bones of a rabbit

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the picnic table scene

#this isnt going to make sense to literally any of you for a long time and im sorry about that #but FUCK was i writing this morning #man. man man man man Man the motivation Hit #this fic might get done after all... #i need. to go sleep. OUASGAHSAKJSNCADCLSKDVMS; #THEY MAKE ME INSANE THEY MAKE ME INSANE #YALL ALREADY KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABOUT #THEY MAKE ME CRAZY AGH AGH AGH #ok. ok. ill sleep. and we'll see if the scene holds up when my brain is Refreshed #absolutely unprompted #throwing myself to the ground and howling #who do i need to BITE #oh 7 am me we're really in it now #literally getting myself too worked up. im. Emotional. i almost feel like tearing up #if that was something i could do lmao #fortunately crying does not come easily to me but in my heart im like. idk. Sobbing #anyway in order to calm down im gonna go think about something that makes me equally insane #which is the OG reason i designed a butterfly look for howdy. yass!howdy's origins <3 #slamming my face through drywall ok bye im off to crazyville where i can catch a layover to sleepytown

[super-paper]

afotaro is the elephant's foot of toxic old man yaoi but that's not gonna stop me from memeing on it, y'know, as a coping mechanism.

#my hero academia #mha spoilers #afotaro #all for one #dank mha meems #tw: child abuse #what do you mean afo manipulated kotaro into fucking his wife. hori???? 😭😭😭 #give nao to me you utter loser i wouldn't need some ancient eldritch comic book shill to convince me to make love to my beautiful wife-- #more seriously tho #I've said it before that AFO and Tenko's dynamic is meant to be viewed as a story of abuse told through a lens of fantasy #and these chapters cemented that impression in the best (worst?) possible way bc so many abusers get close to the parents-- #--so they can have unrestricted access to their children + be trusted to be left alone with their children #Hori has really hit the nail on the head so it's disappointing that so many people still downplay Tenko's victimhood #and view this chapter as him ''falling off as a villain'' (wtf) #also the idea of AFO appearing to the Shimura fam wearing different faces/fulfilling different ''roles'' is so fairy tale coded I love it

[youaremysunshine-court]

so in the same episode Wilson tells cuddy Cameron in love with house and then ten minutes later, Cameron tells him she cares about house as much as he does and he agrees with her

#WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS #house md #hilson #its like theyve hit me in the face multiple times with the fact that they are in sweet gay love

[super-secret-clown-corner]

almost committed the cardinal sin of considering giving clown a normal person face for gags and had to make up for it with freaky ass

let him be an eldrich horror

handwriting transcript:

p1) dude's only visible features are his eyes until he smiles

p2) come closer i am i won't bite

p3) do you see my vision

#he's like some fucked up owl beast. to me. (deranged) #and of course these sketch ideas hit me like a truck in band so i had to sit there and pretend to be normal while my brain exploded #anyway ofc nobody (in universe) would ever see his face (but what if................. drama...........................) #i'm perpetually on the verge of writing fanfiction i swear #mcyt #mcytblr #mcyt fanart #clownpierce #lifesteal smp #the jester's art #the jester's sketch #tw eye contact #tw scopophobia #tw body horror