#and yes I'm high rn

[exerpts-from-the-teenage-mind]

Oh honey. Oh baby. You had so much going on.

Well it's future me here to tell you that it does get better. Now I want to be honest with you, sometimes (even often) I wish to be dead. I hate everything. I relapse into old bad behavior.

But! Do not let that dissuade you. I swear, I promise, I'm the happiest I've ever been now. It's an extraordinary improvement. There's less bad things happening, and your mind is learning to heal. The highs are much higher, and the lows also higher. We will get through this, the me that I once was and the me that I am now.

We're in recovery. We're going to make it.

#original #original writing #hopefulness #mine #my thoughts #my work #recovery #first thing jve written in a WHILE #and yes I'm high rn #tw sui ideation #tw suicidal ideation #trauma #abuse #tw trauma #therapy #letters to my younger self

[yonemurishiroku]

Percy and Jason has been compared to Cleopatra and Mark Antony, a powerful Roman seduced by a Greek leader.

^^JKHDSDAJSKDHASJKNXNKCNKA

#obsessed with jason in position of high power #also yes percy seducing jason i'm anjdsahkjda #anon you have GOTTA STOP MY MIND IS BLOWN AWAY I'M NOT OING OKAY #EITHER YOU WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT IT RN OR I'LL BE FOREVER WEEPING #jercy #jason grace #percy jackson #jercy prompt #jercy au #cleopatra and mark athony au #pjo au #jercy parallel

[rosetodust]

simultaneously doing dabs, watching porn, listening to music, masturbating, vaping, girlblogging, & burning candles <3

#yes i have adhd #and it's like #super hot #multitasking #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #girlboss #girls who smoke weed #girlblogging #lesbian #lesbian yearning #sapphic #wlw #wlw yearning #alt #alternative #i'm literally girlbossing rn #adhd lesbian gen z behavior #mwah #i'm dab high :) #<3

[shoechoe]

current progress of my first attempt at a large survival minecraft build (SevTech Ages modpack singleplayer)

#not jojo related #random #i'm very excited that i'm getting to the top part of the trunk and branches now #it took me about a week to get 32 crates of leaves (rougly 55296 leaf blocks) in preparation for the leaf top #i don't even know how much wood this is i just kinda got wood blocks as i went along #the base to the top of the trunk is 92 blocks high. and minus the thicker base and top it is 33 blocks wide #i am usually not much of a builder when it comes to minecraft #this is my third playthrough of SevTech Ages and my bases always look very bad. so this time i went ''what if i actually tried this time'' #i have plans to terraform around the tree cause a tree in the middle of a plains biome probably looks weird #but plains are easiest to build in lol #also if you know anything about SevTech yes i am in age 1 rn (i want the rooftop ready for age 2 astral sorcery setup) #i have plans for where i'm gonna put my age 3/4 tech but it hasn't really been built much yet

[gizkalord]

my friend once said j/j/k was the most overhyped mid manga/anime she's seen and she's so right tbh

#don't get me wrong it's an entertaining battle shonen #but i think the series benefited MASSIVELY from the anime's high production value #and a genuinely solid first half #(although as the series gets longer it's rapidly becoming only the first third lmao) #but calling it the best or even among the best.... no imo #you can't even give the excuse of 'but it's a shonen; action matters the most!' NO #there are great shonens that balance action and character development and story/themes and i won't pretend they don't exist lol #sorry i'm on my hater train rn #yes i will continue to be back every week to read the new chapter

[idk-i-want-mcl-content]

ME VOY A MORIR DE VERDAD 😭😭😭

this is the THIRD TIME i have tried to get the illu from ep 28, i choose everything right but it just doesn't work. I think it's bugged or something the worst part is that the dialogue assumes i do have it and that they in fact kissed because look at that 😭 like it's so cute and i love armin but AAAAAAAAAAAAAA i'm so frustrated right now

#mcl high school life #mcl armin #does anyone have the same bug? i promise i triple checked my answers and i already played the episode more than twice but nothing :( #ya ahorita mano me rindo :( chale yo si quería esa imagen :((( #yes ik the dialogue is from ep 29 that's the one i'm playing rn #:(((((((((((((((((88888

[darkprincessw]

me if i was Saturn <3

#Saturn #planet #glitter #princess #this is me if you even care #galaxy #I love the stars #yes I'm high rn

[strangesmallbard]

it is simply astounding how often my High School Internet Activities have helped me perform various job tasks instead of like. the actual classwork and homework

#i'm tutoring a high schooler in creative writing rn LMAOOOO #disclaimer yes i know that schoolwork helps you develop passive learning skills #yell.txt

[winterlogysblog]

Mondstadt Expansion Map (Potential Scenery) (Purely Headcanon)

We know that the Mondstadt's map isn't finished there are still several places we will explore later on in the game and the obvious ones most people talk about is Dorman Port. But I have my own headcanon on some or few places that we get to see in the Mondstadt expansion update.

Imagine, exploring the Mondstadt expansion map and then stumbling upon an old abandoned treehouse that we can actually go into, inside the tree house we can find several notes written by a hand of a child, memorabilia tucked in somewhere like seashells and dandelion seeds. Further more, there are several drawings scattered on the floor and hanged on the wall most of these drawings consist of turtles for some reason and drawings of three children holding hand and hand with smiles on their faces. Based on their hair color and a particular eyepatch it would take us long to realize that this is Jean, Diluc and Kaeya's childhood treehouse. Upon investigating everything around the treehouse an achievement pops out. The achievement is titled: "Memories of Childhood Long Ago"

Beyond the treehouse (it dosen't matter which direction) we'll be able to see a mansion, big and grand. This is the Ragnvindr Manor that Diluc sold. The manor was mentioned by Kaeya in Venti's story quest and I found it odd how we haven't seen a mansion ever. I highly doubt it's been torn down because who in their right mind would ever do that. Also, who did Diluc sold the mansion to? Who has the money to afford that?! Maybe Diluc is the one who torn it down and just sold the land, maybe?

Archons, I'm going on a tangent here 😂

Anyway...

I would actually like if we can enter the Adventurers Guild HQ because so far out of all the regions, Mondstadt has the grandest base for the Adventurers Guild they have an entire three story building in there. Goth Grand Hotel would also be a nice place we can explore. This is the hotel in Mondstadt where the Fatui resides in. I highly doubt we can go inside these buildings but it's a nice thought.

Speaking of Buildings we can explore. The Knight's of Favonius HQ. So far, we have the library and Jean's Office or to be specific Varka's Office. We know that there is a restricted section in the library and this place is bound to have some huge lore tucked in those bookshelves. To add to that we have the second floor and the third floor. Within these floors we're likely to see the Captains Offices, there are 10 Captains in total but there are more likely to be 9 rooms for the captains because Albedo has that camp in Dragonspine but who knows maybe he does have one. I wouldn't expect to enter all 10 of those rooms because more than likely half of the Captains are npcs but Kaeya's Office is an interesting place to explore, more than likely he has some secrets tucked in there somewhere just like that one brick in the hidden strife event. And you know what that means ✨️LORE✨️ Upon investigating every nook and cranny of his office we'll receive an achievement titled: "The Captain and his Secrets" or something like that idk. And since Kaeya's office is the Cavalry Captain's Office more than likely Kaeya still have some things and furniture back when Diluc is Captain.

*inhales copium* these things may not happen or be implemented ever but it's a nice thought *inhales more copium*

#mondstadt #mondstadt expansion map #genshin #genshin impact #purely headcanon #i'm high on copium rn #i can't stop thinking about kaeya when 3.8 is right around the corner #goth grand hotel #knights of favonius #knights of favonious hq #adventurers guild hq #library restricted section #knights of favonious second floor #yes this post is indeed ragbros centric #my mind works in mysterious ways #i didn't post angst this time yay #kaeya #jean #diluc

[the-heaminator]

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#The hetalia to trans pipeline is getting a tad too fuckin real for comfort #It doesn't help that I talked with someone I know who recently came out as transfem. She explained her symptoms and feelings of dysphoria. #Which just so happened to align a tad too well with my repressed ass thoughts. If the other way round #She was saying that her voice was too deep and that she was very conscious of it that she kept trying to explain to her cis girlfriend that #She was one of them and yknow. I'm very conscious of my voice being too high that I look in the mirror and it feels wrong #my shoulders are too narrow everything feels wrong. 80 degrees to the left and the way she explained it really set light upon it and i-i #And lookie here heam has a packed by a south asian dad sized suitcase of things to unpack here and I dont wanna do this #This is scary. I want to curl up in a ball. I look at my reflection and get scared. This isnt me this is someone else. #Like yes I know I went from she her to she/they to they/them. But going to he/they or he/him eventually somewhat scares me #it feels right but wrong scary but comfortable just want a hug please for the love of gOD #The heam speaks #The heam yells into the abyss #I-if someone is open enough to help me with this that would be very vet gladly accepted I want to be held even by words rn

[saintedbythestorm]

Not dad trying to tell me about some big fallout news he heard about from some work colleague 😂 oh what the poor man just subjected himself too.

#it was about that leak from weeks ago. dad got quite the details about it. he walked right into that one. #and that dear sir is why we do not try to bring news about the hyperfixation. i will know about it and you will hear about it. #dude even got the history of fallout 3 as a bonus. since that was the one he mentioned 😂 #he also got a very veeeery long version about why i would necessarily get so excited about the leaks. #you know age of the document. the whole company sale thing. how much the time line clearly has already gone to shit. etc etc etc. #yeah... yeah i think he really came to regret that one 😅 #listen i have only slept 5 hours. am high on caffeine and painkillers- almost had a migraine ok. #which means i have like 0 filter rn and am quite brain tired. i will not realise how long i am going on for once i get started rn. #the info dump has started and it will end when i brain says so. i sure af won't notice I am doing it cause I'm just excited to share #not until i manage to like finish my long ass story do i realise i went on for like a good 20-30 minutes... oops. #and that may just be a generous estimate cause i got really going on the infodump ok. it was a blast. ngl. #i am very passionate about fallout ok. this is what happens when you fall asleep to fallout lore most days of the week. #yes i lost the plot ages ago about this hyperfixation. it makes me very happy. so i don't even care. i will keep doing it. #til the hyperfixation dies and bring great sadness to the lands... til we find something else. god knows when that is though. #i am very ok if fallout hyperfixation just... doesn't go away actually. i like hyperfixation. brings many a solution when upsetty. #.... i really need to stfu up now. hi. 👋 why are you still reading this??? these ramblings of a madman. 😂 #ryder speaking #i got this far before i realised i did not in fact write wouldn't get excited... well i aint fixing it now 🙃

[bsaka7]

I am NORMAL about seeing family I am NORMAL I am NOT nauseous I have DEFINITELY thought about packing I TOTALLY have already done my shopping from the work gift shop

#I'm literally sick to my stomach rn :/ I even ate breakfast #I can't even say going home everyone is like are you excited to go home #And I'm like I have newly divorced parents who have family halfway across the country from each other. Neither of which where I grew up #So I can't even see friends or anything. And my mom's fam fought about holidays so theirs is split #So my brother is going to one faction with the cousins and FLORIDA and I'm going to the other with my mean grandma who makes me cry #Anyway of course I say yes im excited to go home #It'll be good bc i haven't seen most of my fam since last Xmas. But still I am like. sooooooo stressed it's insane #Also work is STILL REALLY COLD #But not as bad as yesterday #1 day travel 3 days dads fam 1 day travel 3 days moms fam 1day travel. Then literally a week and my mom is coming to visit. Oof. #Anyway. Flight in 24hrs #Wait perks. I'm going to get a hug from my grandparents :) I haven't touched anyone anything more than like. A high five. Or 3in the back #Since may.

[roseband]

ew he's in nyc for some boring luxury brand's launch

#personal #they're livestreaming it tho..................i could also work from phone/minilaptop and go to meatpacking lol #but i wont that's...... too much #i never get like... the minimalistic luxury brands tho... if im gonna buy any high end designer #it's either karl lagerfeld shoes (yes i know what he is.... they're all samples cuz im a 6 shoe lol and i got em for $15) #OOOOOooOOoor me being tempted to get moschino or and other stories when it's in nordstrum rack or c21 #there is soooo much moschino on sale at c21 rn like two season's ago's line... but it's still too much for me to justify buying lol #like i am the biggest clutterbitch aesthetic forever and always #im not sure what i'm wearing for eric's two concerts but i have my the rose concert outfit planned already #like i'm wearing this rlly cute corsetted crop top with a rose pattern fabric with off the shoulder long sleeves #(which i'm soooo sad bc i got it at goodwill and like it was $5 but i looked up the brand and it's rlly expensive :<<<< #which means i can't just buy another thing from the brand but it fits super well lol) #and then either black flared slacks or vintage tripp cargo pants #and my usual platforms for concerts cuz theyre the only comfy enough shoes that give me height #and im borrowing a hat from my mom that looks like leo's in alive and making a rose corsage choker similar to the freepeople one #FOR ERIC i'm thinking one night this plaid green blazer i have with a black turtleneck and a tulle skirt but it might not be cool out #i could try to convince my mom to loan me her long leather jacket like eric's in the mv LOL #it doesn't even fit her anymore so she should just give it to me *grabby hands*

[constellationcrowned]

#'but Kala; ______ isn't listed here!' yes i know I might do another round for the others later otl #these muses are high on my brain list rn (plus some have hc drafts) so they go first lol #..... also if you pick Sishel you're buttering me up for something I'm sure otl