#anyways yea happy anniversary :D

[galaxygermdraws]

Happy 3 year anniversary to CTL. How have I been in the Hermitcraft fandom for 3 years. That feels insane. Anyways uh. Yea I haven't drawn these lads in a bit! It's their bday today :D

(reblogs with tags/comments are appreciated. I've said it before that this AU was made by my partner n our friend, Lloyd! I did develop a bit more once it was given to me full throttle, n ofc Della helped with that. So at this point it's had like 4 owners . Version without text under the cut. Thankyu)

#hemitcraft #hermitblr #goodtimeswithscar #grian #hc s7 #ctl au #crossing the line au #hc ctl au #tw blood #tw eye contact #ask to tag #germdraws #germ draws #HOW HAS IT BEEN 3 YEARS. MY GOODNESS.

[namedoggo]

Today is The Day I Actually Started Working on My FF Comic =D (I Mean I Did Restart it In August, but I Think it still counts as the Anniversary Instead of August.)

(Old Art Ew-) Anyway So Imma Be Just Giving Some Scrapped Ideas I Had while Working On The Comic for Almost a Year

- The Fnaf AR Animatronics were Gonna Be Apart of It

- Raj and Isaac weren't As Important to The Story Then, but I Got Attached to Them

- The Stitchwraith was Originally an Antagonist

- Kelsey was Originally a Fnaf 4 Bully. I was Also Going to make Vhs tapes of Kelsey's Backstory, but Lack of Time made me have to Cancel That Project

- Devon wasn't even Gonna Be Apart of the Story, it was Gonna Be an Entirely Different AU

- Greg was Originally Supposed to Be a Ghost The Whole Time (I'll show the Art Down Below in a Read More Section because the art can Be Kinda Eyestrain)

- I Originally was Gonna be Writing this as a Story, but I really wanted to Make a Comic for it. Eventually some of My Friends Convinced me to Draw a Comic for It

- Oswald was also Gonna be a Ghost, but I decided that He also Live (He's still a More Minor Character, but he's not Dead)

- Ella and The Minireenas (From Room for One More) were Supposed to Be In It (Ella Still Might Be In It, but the Way She Originally Was)

Those are the Only Ones I Can Think of, but Now Moving On to More Character Design Stuff-

- Oscar Originally Had Blue Eyes Until I found out it’s Canon He has Charcoal Like Eyes

- Raj was Originally Color Coded with Blue, but I Eventually Changed it to Purple since it was close Isaac’s Color Code

- Detective Larson Originally had Brown Hair Until I Once Again Found Out he was Blonde

- Similar to Detective Larson, I found Out Greg was Originally Blonde, but Instead of Changing That I made up a Dark ass Backstory as to Why He Dyed his Hair Brown (Not a Design Change, just Showing I Am An Idiot)

- The Stitchwraith Had More of a Long Robe, only Black Marker on It's Face, and had Fetch’s Eye Color

Yea That's Probably Way More Scrapped Stuff Then There Should Be...But E h. Atleast I'm Happy with the Story/AU I Made Now...Now Old Art Time

Ok That's it...B y e

#fazbear frights

[broh3m3]

How do you feel about Antonio's new S skin??? (+accessory, even though we don't know what it does)

AH! I’m really excited for it!! ;v; I joined idv back when Inferno Sonata was available, but I didn’t pull for him as hard since I figured the odds were bad anyway, and back then I did not realize the limited tag meant gone forever, so I spent most of my inspirations gunning for Ivan :”D I love Ivan dearly but man would I have whaled for Demonio at this point, underestimated the power of goatees and different bangs. So I’m happy that there’s an S skin for Tonio that will be available in stores! Design wise I’d like to see it in game first, but as for concept I already like where it’s going- especially if its tied to the art school! A whisper of a man! Ghostonio! I wonder if he’ll float in game.. Assuming the accessory has to do with a new carry animation, the easiest thing would be something with his hair yea? Or maybe he suspends the person in air like Hastur with his. Would miss having the little snowman globe on him though... ...It’s a little silly as well, but the theme being hidden in fog or whatnot made my head rattle haha. All in all, excited for the anniversary and Tonio! Glad I skipped on pawnbroker for this.

#ask #poms got demonio though so at least i can see him every now and then fhdjsf #he already got a skin for last years anniversary and he really doesnt need more #but the art school theme makes me wish jack was saved for this one instead #anyways! tonios hella neat and also i am not immune to a n n #her veils so pretty! i really what they did with her #and happy for servais mains! specifically pom > : P

[ame77lala]

wew came back from japan trip back to reality 

(great nana again with black thick eyeliner around her eyes ^^;;) Nanoha Lyrical 15th Anniversary Party preparation has just started, for now, is voice recording meanwhile, in the studio they display these newly illustrations acrylic stands nana is happy to see her own character XD

she got this vase she wanted for a long time that can hold 3-4 flowers she trying to make an image of restaurant setting XD (but yea is kawaii~ XD)

recording songs for Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha Character Song Complete BOX not only for Fate but also for Levi (since is also voice by her and yes Levi will get to sing her character song) https://www.hmv.co.jp/en/artist_Magical-girl-lyrical-Nanoha_000000000710644/item_Magical-Girl-Lyrical-Nanoha-Character-Song-Complete-BOX_10030319

from Omama with a message “everyone please eat~” pear and shine muscat (japanese green grape) Team Mizuki is very excited (so are we!! as the fans XD) and said that zozo/chiba live express is near XD

hoping will be clear weather (indeed due to forecast it said will rain and it rain on 14 sept though in the morning only) they enter 1 day early as usual for their rehearsal and able to see the full moon~ she said she will give her all her might on the actual day (which you did XD)

and finally YEA FINAL DAY OF LIVE EXPRESS~! is been 7 years since last perform at ZOZO Marine Stadium (live union) and is her 200th solo live concert TAT most enjoyable and also NANA SUN POWER~!! YEA!! HARE ONNA POWER!! (sunny girl power and she asked us if is too hot ^^;;; not to worry nana wind is cooling XD) which yea she said in the blog a pleasant windblown through XD theres many more she wants to say but she will continue in AFTER LIVE blogging then she thank everyone, staffs, her fans for able to make all these happen to hit 200th big milestone TTATT (dont make me cry...) she also saw fans’ smiles that she is happy to see TTATT (nana-chan...) next year will be the 20th anniversary of her singing career planning the longest tour live in history and re-run beautiful the musical 

uwwwwwww TTATT anyway gomen nana-chan i will be unable to go next year TvT and as usual the AFTER LIVE i will wait till she posts all 7  also LIVE EXPRESS setlist/excel is completed https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1tsPqnZBJvzlP5xUzBRcnnjMlDQtmR8zvJo2O0_G2Ve4/edit?ouid=112212200425683288795&usp=sheets_home&ths=true also the data excel is also done including live express and 2020 lives just pending for other info https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1MyZyN3RrY3OuvhiKa-ls-VWxTOMecncYPIUtZfOaqMg/edit#gid=0

feel free to let me know what needed to edited/correction

#Nana Mizuki #mizuki nana #team Mizuki #seiyuu #blog #anisong #live express 2019 #live express #chiba #Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha #nanoha #Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha

[borderline-off-fangame]

Borderline’s 4th year anniversary

oh boy. it’s time my children. The game has been in development for 4 full years now. :’3 em tired. No art, i think i didn’t do art last year, oh well fdghfgh. been busy with real life and re-working on shit. yeaa, it’s gonna take a while aaaa... warning: birb rambles a lot here sorry!!

Let’s say that real life has been getting in the way, as I am close to wrapping up my studies and getting a graphic design certificate (also voluntary work at a print shop where I’m learning new things there dfhfgh), so progress has been slowed down than usual, sorry about that. Hopefully I will get back to proper development after I revise some stuff and write up new concepts.... yea you heard it right, Borderline is getting a re-write again.. Basically more criticism happened and we came to a conclusion to well.. re-work from scratch, and start working on new concepts for the characters. Will there be changes? Well, yes there will always be changes, major or minor, but pretty sure Borderline will take a different turn story-wise. Currently I have about.. well.

Not much concepts, but still working on them nonetheless, plus the art folder which is for graphic concepts of the game. So, to make this part short, Borderline will be going through a re-write, so the final product won’t be the same as the demo, you might even notice MAJOR changes to the story and the game play! Ye.. idk, I’m going in here super raw and rambly so again, sorry for that dfhfgh.

Anyways uh, what’s the progress over this year? 

Patch 2 exists, which was uploaded earlier this year, containing bug fixes and couple new shit in there, the whole 9 yards!! I even branched out and put Borderline in both gamejolt and itch.io for people to download in case they can’t use mediafire. Well, unexpected to say, as of writing this post, my game reached 2000+ downloads! How that happened, I don’t know, but it sure made me very happy!! :D I do thank you for taking the time to download my game and play it :’3333 I’ve met people whom I’ve inspired to make games of their own, and.. t’was an eventful year.. :’0c 

Sorry to keep things on such short notice, I’m unsure of what else I should say, I do thank you for being patient with me and my work as it takes time and effort to release content related to my game and shit, and thank you to the contributors who provided assets for my game.. uh.. what else? idk? I’m currently down with a cold, so I’m unsure of what else to say sorry ;; dfgh thanks so much for following this blog and keeping up with the progress despite it being super slow now, I just gfhfg. I thank you from the bottom of my heart!!

#Mama Birb speaks

[bestreasonstowriterecordreviews]

✰ BEST REASONS TO WRITE FUCKIN’ RECORD REVIEWS IN 2018 ✰

✰✰✰✰✰ 6th ANNIVERSARY  ✰✰✰✰✰

Neil Morris, speaking to Alan Lomax in 1959:

“Well, when I was just a small boy, Old Uncle Milt Oldfield…Billy Oldfield, the Congressman from Arkansas for so long, it is his father. He and my father are awfully close friends. And they were discussing music. They were music teachers both of them. 

“And uh, and they said, dad did and Uncle Milt sanctioned what he said, that MUSIC HAD NO END. That you could learn all the other guy [or girl] learned, and after you got that done they would then, something else would crop up. That uh, that you, that was the reason why that uh, music advanced. That’s why that you would get a better music in one generation maybe that is, uh, IT WOULD FIT THE TIMES IN WHICH THEY LIVED.” 

[Lomax: “What about music on the grapevine?”] 

“Welllll, they said that MUSIC GREW LIKE THE GRAPEVINE THAT IS NEVER PRUNED. That each year it’d…it’d put on a little bit more. That was what they said, now, about it. Any further questions?”’

It’s time to feast from 2018′s Grapevine That Is Never Pruned with 123 (+ 162 more) of the BEST REASONS TO WRITE FUCKIN’ RECORD REVIEWS IN 2018!

A prefatory note: The Best Reasons campaigns of our first five years endured critiques from far and wide about too many damn records listed.  Well...we can no longer countenance such reproach.  Every single one of these nuggets is an essential thread in the tapestry of 2018′s combustible sonic arts!  We here at FRR stand for ecumenicism and as such, consider the breadth of our listening parameters: Feeding Tube Records issued 74 items in 2018 (!), Clean Feed released about 80, and Astral Spirits about 30...that’s a lot potential gold in those three labels alone. Sure, it’s too much for any one person to absorb, but still... 

We all know that some combination of easy access to home studio tools, world wide web streaming, social media delirium, legacy record industry collapse, and artistic resistance to creeping authoritarianism has (somewhat paradoxically) unleashed a tidal wave of idiosyncratically great music during the past decade, so it should come as no surprise that such a list as this would contain nearly 300 essential items. Yea, it seems nearly everything gets recorded and released these days (especially the zonked improv/collagist /noise/outer limits realm), but whether or not we listen to such items as frequently as we consumed Exile On Main Street or Cosmic Tones For Mental Therapy back in the day is irrelevant...the time is now, and as far as wild sounds from the outer dimensions goes, now has unprecedented bounty...listen heartily, for tomorrow, who knows?

(...all long playing records unless otherwise noted...also, the list was made complete with links, but grrr they don’t show up, so point your browser as they used to say and happy hunting!)

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✰ ROSALI  Trouble Anyway (Scissor Tail) ✰

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✰ BRIDGET HAYDEN  Pure Touch Only From Now On, They Said So (Early Music, Sweden) ✰

✰ YUZO IWATA Daylight Moon (Siltbreeze) ✰

✰ L$D FUNDRAISER  Witness Disco (CocoMuse, New Zealand) ✰

✰ MAXINE FUNKE  Silk (Feeding Tube) + Eternity 7” (I Dischi Del Barone, Sweden) ✰

✰ LONG HOTS  Monday Night Raw cassette (self-released) ✰

✰ BASIC HUMAN  Cassette (Meatspin, Australia) ✰

✰ LOOSE-Y CRUNCHÉ Unruly Top  cassette (Altered States, Australia) ✰

✰ ETHERS  Ethers (Trouble In Mind) ✰ 

✰ UNHOLY TWO  The Pleasure To End All Pleasures (12XU)

✰ ZAÏMPH  Rhizomatic Gaze 2LP (Drawing Room) ✰

✰ ALLISON COTTON  All Is Quiet At The Ancient Theatre (Feeding Tube) ✰

✰ CONSTANT MONGREL  Living In Excellence (Anti Fade, Australia / LVEUM, U.K.) ✰ 

✰ OTHERWORLD  (aka Kay Logan) Mad Wee Light  cassette (Kit, UK) ✰

✰ DUSK  Dusk (Don Giovanni)  & “The Pain Of Loneliness (Goes On And On)” 7″ (Dirtnap) ✰

✰ WENDY EISENBERG  Its Shape Is Your Touch (VDSQ) ✰

✰ THALIA ZEDEK BAND Fighting Season (Thrill Jockey) ✰

✰ EN ATTENDANT ANA  Lost And Found (Trouble In Mind) ✰

✰ MARK MORGAN  Department of Heraldry (Open Mouth) ✰

✰ MORE KLEMENTINES More Klementines (Twin Lakes/Feeding Tube)✰

✰ PATOIS COUNSELORS Proper Release (ever/never) ✰

✰ ANNE GUTHRIE Brass Orchids (Students Of Decay)

✰ STEFAN CHRISTENSEN  City Code (Knotwilg, Belgium) & Two Live cassette (The Loki Label)

✰ BB & The BLIPS  Shame Job (Thrilling Living)

✰ SAMARA LUBELSKI / BILL NACE Samara Lubelski/Bill Nice (Relative Pitch)

✰ The SEDIMENT CLUB  Stucco Thieves (Wharf Cat)

✰ BEAT DETECTIVES  Rhythms & Edits Volume 1 cassette (Altered States, Australia)

✰ The COWBOYS Live At Tony’s Garage  7″ ep (Feel It) & The Cowboys [3rd Album] (HoZac - 2017)

✰ SUSANA SANTOS SILVA  All the Rivers – Live at Panteão Nacional  cd (Clean Feed, Portugal)

 ✰ DIRE WOLVES Paradisiacal Mind  (Feeding Tube/Cardinal Fuzz, U.K.)

✰ SPECIAL INTEREST/S Spiraling  (Raw Sugar)

✰ JANUSZEWSKI & SZLAZAK Split cassette (Czaszka, U.K.)

✰ NYLEX  Nylex cassette (Tenth Court, Australia)

✰ CHARALAMBIDES  Tom And Christina Carter 2 LP (Drawing Room)

✰ CHRISTINA KUBISCH/ANNEA LOCKWOOD The Secret Life Of The Inaudible 2 cd (Gruenrekorder, Germany)

✰  HEAVY METAL Heavy Metal ep 7″ (Total Punk)

✰  LUJIACHI  Invisible Hands cassette (Altered States, Australia)

✰  OBNOX Templo del Sonido (Astral Spirits/Monofonus Press)

✰  PINEAPPLE RNR  Pineapple Rik N Roll 7″ (Lumpy)

✰  WILLIAM PARKER Voices Fall From The Sky 3 cd (AUM Fidelity)

✰  RON JONS SURF SHOP  Ron Jons Surf Shop Sampler cassette (Ron Jons Surf Shop)

✰ LUCY MILLER Lion's Heart : Demos & Early Recordings cd-r (Soleils Bleus, France)

✰ BLUE CHEMISE  Daughters Of Time (Students Of Decay) 

✰ EKIN FIL Maps (Helen Scarsdale) & “Windblow”  download (Longform Editions, Australia)

✰ COUNTER INTUITS Vietnamese Lighter 7″ (Total Punk)

✰ CHRONOPHAGE  (Minneapolis) Prolog For Tomorrow (Cleta Petra)

✰ HOBBS-WHITE DUO Hobbs-White Duo at Whitechapel Gallery, 10 June 1973H download (EMC, UK)

✰ CHRONOPHAGE (Austin) Give Chance A Peace download (self-released)

✰ CIA DEBUTANTE  Waves (Czaszka, U.K.)

✰ WEEPING BONG BAND  Weeping Bong Band (Feeding Tube)

✰  COOLIES/The FUTURIANS Coolies/The Futurians split cassette (Uniform, New Zealand)

✰ QUIETUS Volume Four (ever/never)

✰ New Centre Of The Universe (Anti Fade, Australia)

✰ LISA CAMERON/SANDY EWEN  See Creatures cassette (Astral Spirits)

✰ BRUTAL BIRTHDAY “Commotion” + 2 7” (Total Punk)

✰ DE PONTI/MORETTI Before We Were Foam We Were Unbridled Waves cassette (Dinzu Artefacts)

✰ DAVID NANCE GROUP  Peaced And Slightly Pulverized (Trouble In Mind)

✰ CRAMMM  Crammm cassette (Brainplan) &  Live 2018 (Brainplan)

✰ NERVE BEATS Nerve Beats (Fine Concepts)

✰ WILLIE LANE  Known Quantity reissue (Feeding Tube)

✰ The WAY AHEAD Bells, Ghosts And Other Saints cd (Clean Feed, Portugal)

✰ BADSKIN  Where Was I  (Brierfield Flood Press, Australia)

✰ The ANCIENTS Frozen Aisle (Tenth Court, Australia)

✰ METTE RASMUSSIN & CHRIS CORSANO A View Of The Moon (From The Sun) cd (Clean Feed, Portugal)

✰ SYLVIE COURVOISIER TRIO  D’Agala cd (Intakt, Switzerland)

✰ MOSQUITOES Drip Water Hollow Out Stone (ever/never)

✰ CHARLOTTE HUG Son-Icon Music: Orchestra And Choral Works cd (Fundacja Słuchaj, Poland)

✰ RUSS WATERHOUSE  Amaro cassette (Gertrude Tapes)

✰ RICHARD PAPIERCUTS  Twisting The Night 12″ (ever/never)

✰ The COOL GREENHOUSE  “London”/“The End Of The World” 7” (Market Square Recordings, Spain)

✰ SANDY EWEN & CHASE GARDNER Transfusion cd (Marginal Frequency)

✰ AMEEL BRECHT  Polygraph Heartbeat (Kraak, Belgium)

✰ SUCCHIAMO Mani In Fuoco (Antinote, France)

✰ PORTRON PORTRON LOPEZ De Colère Et D'Envie (PoiL, France)

✰ TOM SMITH & MARK MORGAN Bones Sound Shipwreck cd (KSV, Germany)

✰ CIVIC New Vietnam 12″ (Anti Fade, Australia) & Those Who Know 7″ (Famous Class)

✰ CARLO GIUSTINO Non Uscire cassette (No Rent)

✰ DONALD MCPHERSON & TETUZI AKIYAMA The Kitchen Tapes, Volume 1 cassette (God In The Music, New Zealand)

✰ HORNE & HOLT Wires (Self-Sabotage)

✰ WOLKOROTS Don Treppenwitz cassette (Dinzu Artefacts)

 ✰SAVAK  Beg Your Pardon (Ernest Jenning Record Co.) 

✰ The BALKANYS The Balkanys  (Toddi Records/Another Records, France)

✰ ANTELOPER Kudu cassette (International Anthem Recording Company)

✰ CLAIRE POTTER & BRIDGET HAYDEN’S I Am Come From A Place) cassette (Fort Evil Fruit, Ireland)

✰ LAURA LUNA CASTILLO Laminaires (Genot, Czech Republic)

✰ RST  Spectra  (\\NULL|ZØNE//)

✰ TORI KUDO ガラ刑GALAKEI  2 LP (bruit direct disques, France) 

✰ SIGNE DAHLGREEN  Kunki Snuk cassette (Astral Spirits)

✰ PIOUS FAULTS  Old Thread  (Feel It)

✰ MELFI  Four Concerns  cassette (Czaszka, U.K.)

✰ The EX  27 Passports (Ex Records, Netherlands)

✰ J.H. GURAJ Steadfast On Our Sand (Boring Machines, Italy)

✰ KUZU Hiljaisuus (Astral Spirits)

✰ WUSSY  What Heaven Is Like (Shake It)

✰ BORZOI  A Prayer For War (12XU)

✰ RAYS  You Can Get There From Here (Trouble In Mind)

✰ DELPHINE DORA  Eudaimon (three:four, Switzerland)

✰ LAKE MARY & M. SAGE  Lupine Deluxe cassette (Patient Sounds (Intl))

✰ ART GRAY NOIZZ QUINTET  “A Call To You”/”Won’t you Say It To My Face” 7″ (Robelion Music)

✰ VANILLA POPPERS I Like Your Band 7″ ep (Feel It)

✰ SOURDURE L’Espròva (Les Disques du Festival Permanent/Pagans, France)

✰ LOGARDECAY (Leslie García and Paloma López) FRGL cassette (Umor Rex, Mexico) 

✰ DE KLUMB  Con Pimiento cassette (U-Bac, Germany)

✰ MIDWIFE  Prayer Hands cassette (Antiquated Future)

✰ SALAD BOYS  This Is Glue (Trouble In Mind)

✰ RAMBLE TAMBLE Outlaw Overtones cassette (Eiderdown)

✰ ABBY LEE TEE  Imaginary Friends I cassette (Czaszka, U.K.)

✰ INGRID LAUBROCK Contemporary Chaos Practices / Two Works For Orchestra With Soloists cd (Intakt, Switzerland)

✰ PATRICK SHIROISHI  Sparrow's Tongue cassette (Fort Evil Fruit, Ireland)

✰ FIA FIELL  All In The Same Room cassette (Nice Music, Australia)

✰ PREENING  Nice Dice 7″ ep (Fine Concepts) & Greasetrap Frisbee 7″ (ever/never)

✰ SABASABA  SabaSaba (Maple Death, U.K)

✰ HEADROOM/DIRE WOLVES Split (Pome Pome Tones/Centripetal Force)

✰ APOLOGIST  Houston  cassette (No Rent)

✰ The SITUATIONS  The Day After The Night Before cassette (Melted Ice Cream, NZ)

✰ WONDERFULS  Voices Like Rain cassette (Round Bale Recordings)

✰ TASHI DORJI & TYLER DAMON  Leave No Trace: Live In St. Louis (Family Vineyard) & Soft Berm cassette (Magnetic South)

NAUJAWANAN BAIDAR  Volume 1 cassette (Radio KHIYABAN, Netherlands)

LOUIS MINUS II  Je Voudrais Juste Dormir Pour Toujours cassette (Econore, Germany)

The OPAWA 45s Silver Screen Guitar cassette (Melted Ice Cream, New Zealand)

MT ACCORD Postcards From A Dream cassette (Czaszka, U.K.)

JONÁŠ GRUSKA Žaburina (LOM, Slovakia)

CHICALOYOH  Jaune Colère (213 Records, France)

MAMITRI YULITH EXPRESS YONAGUNISAN  Yulith  2 LP (bruit direct disques, France)

AONGHIS MCENVOY & TRISTAN CLUTTERBUCK  Duos cassette  (Fractal Meat Cuts, UK) 

IE Pone cassette (Moon Glyph)

MARILYN CRISPELL/TANYA KALMANOVITC/RICHARD TEITELBAUM  Dream Libretto (Leo, U.K.)

E  Negative World (Thrill Jockey) 

Wound 2 lp (Carbon Records)

DOMINIQUE VACCARO Close Distances cassette (Dinzu Artefacts)

RIÑA  Aqui No Eres Nadie 7″ ep (Thrilling Living)

GÜNTER BABY SOMMER & TILL BRÖNNER  Baby’s Party cd (Intakt, Switzerland) 

TRISTAN MAGNETIC  Tristan Magnetique  triple cassette box (Otomatik Muziek, Germany)

FAMOUS LOGS IN HISTORY Famous Logs In History cassette (Fuzzy Warbles) 

LUKE STEWART’s Works For Upright Bass And Amplifier  cassette (Astral Spirits)

RADIANT FUTUR  Overdriven Youth download (Get Busy!, Russia)

LÄRMSCHUTZ TAFELMUSIK SEPTET  Vierte Tafelmusik  cassette (Katuktu Collective)

TERRESTIALS  Terrestials 12″ (Heel Turn)

ALEX CRISPIN Open Submission cassette (Constellation Tatsu)

MAAVIN Sunday Drive EP download (Get Busy!, Russia)

CHARLOTTE HUG & LUCAS NIGGLI  Fulguratio cd (Fundacja Słuchaj, Poland)

NAMELESS FRAMES Already Inside + 3 10″ (Super Secret Records)

GÜNTER SCHLIENZ  Liederbuch cassette (Muzan Editions, Japan)

SCRAP BRAIN Scrap Brain (Thrilling Living)

WURLD SERIES Stately and Befrothed cassette (Melted Ice Cream, NZ)

ENDURANCE Celestial Governors cassette (Tymbal Tapes)

BRABRABRA  Lagooona 7″ ep (Kitchen Leg, Germany)

DAN MELCHIOR  ‘The Folksinger’ (Swashbuckling Hobo, Australia)

JEN KUTLER  Worth cassette (Never Anything)

Field Recordings from the Sahel cassette (Sahel Sounds)

MONNONE ALONE Cut Knuckle 7” (Lost And Lonesome Recording Co., Australia)

ANDREW BARKER & DANIEL CARTER Polyhedron cassette (Astral Spirits)

YVES MALONE  Aced (2014) cassette (Baked Tapes)

JOHN HOEGBERG  Motion Detecting Songs cassette (Ehse)

CHAOSOPHY  Who Are These People And What Do They Believe In cd (Discordian/Liquen Record, Spain)

ARIAN SHAFIEE A Scarlet Fail  (VDSQ) & Beauty Tuning (Hausu Mountain) 

AKIRA SAKATA & CHIKAMORACHI with MASAHIKO SATOH Proton Pump cd (Family Vineyard) 

LEA BERTUCCI  Metal Aether (NNA)

BIG SUPERMARKET 1800 (Hobbies Galore, Australia)

GARCIA PEOPLES  Cosmic Cash (Beyond Beyond Is Beyond)

R.M.F.C. Hive cassette (Slime Street, Australia)  

BIKINI COPS Three 7” (Drunken Sailor, U.K.)

MUYASSAR KURDI & NICHOLAS JOZWIAK Intersections & Variations cassette (Astral Spirts)

P WITS Blonde On Blonde  double cassette (chemical imbalance., Australia)

FOLD Aegean Sea 12” (AUS, UK)

TASHI DORJI & DAVID GRUBBA  Fixed Entrance Derivatives cassette (Sky Lantern)

WET PISS Wet Piss cassette (Dumpster Tapes)

TIM & THE BOYS Growing (Meatspin, Australia)

DINO SPILUTTINI  Forever cassette (No Rent)

NEGATIVE NANCIES You Do You download (CocMuse, New Zealand)

MISSING PAGES  “Long Way Down” 7″ (12XU) 

SUNWATCHERS II & Illegal Moves 12” (both Trouble In Mind)

EYES NINETY Glaucoma Chameleon (Swashbuckling Hobo, Australia) 

PATRICIA KOKETT  Diabel 12” (Knekelhuis, Netherlands)

GEE TEE  Gee Tee cassette (Slime Street, Australia) 

C. WORTH  A Farther Sea cassette (Gertrude Tapes)

OREN AMBARCHI/KONRAD SPRENGER/PHILLIP SOLLMANN  Panama/Suez 12” (Ostgut Ton, Germany)

REX WONDERFUL & THE SILK SHEETS  Ego Death cassette (Tenth Court, Australia)

SARAH DAVACHI Gave In Rest  (Ba Da Bing) & Let Night Come On Bells End The Day (Recital)

PELVI$$  Pelvi$$ cassette (Fuzzy Warbles)

JEFF TOBIAS  Completely Phantom cassette (Baked Tapes)

BILL ORCUTT & CHRIS CORSANO  Brace Up! (Palilalia)

DONKEY BUGS  Ancient Chinese Secrets (Lumpy)

MOUNTAIN MOVERS  Pink Sky (Trouble In Mind) &  New Jam 12″ (C/Site)

MAbH  cinjusti cassette (Tymbal Tapes)

Bad Taste Vol. II - Another Collection Of Sounds From The NZ Underground cassette (chemical imbalance., Australia)  

TERRY I’m Terry  (Upset! The Rhythm, UK)

NYZ  RLD GLD ET AL cassette (Fractal Meat Cuts, UK)

THEE OPEN SEX White Horses (Sophomore Lounge)

DRUNK MUMS  Denim & Leather, Together Forever cassette (Slime Street, Australia)

JONES JONES [OCHS/DRESSER/TARASOV] A Jones In Time Saves Nine download (self-released)

IVAN THE TOLERABLE & FRIENDS Autodidact 10″ (Ack! Ack! Ack!, U.K.) 

DANIEL CARTER / WILLIAM PARKER / MATTHEW SHIPP Seraphic Light cd (AUM Fidelity)

PURPUR SPYTT Nitpick 7″ ep (POUeT! Schallplatten, France)

BLOWDRYER  Blowdryer cassette (self-released)

CHARNEL GROUND  Charnel Ground (12XU)

KAJA DRAKSER / PETTER ELDH / CHRISTIAN LILLINGER  Punkt​.​Vrt​.​Plastik cd (Intakt, Switzerland)

DRY CLEANING Sweet Princess cassette (self-released, U.K.) 

ELKHORN Lion Fish cassette (Eiderdown)

ROMAIN BAUDOIN  Bestiari (Pagans/In Situ, France)

SUNWATCHERS AND EUGENE CHADBOURNE 3 Characters 2 LP (Amish) 

FRANCIS PLAGNE Moss Trumpet (Penultimate Press, U.K. )  

SHITTY LIFE  Switch Off Your Head (self-released, Italy)

SICK LLAMA Stage Poison double cassette (unifactor)

ROCKET 808 “Digital Billboards”/“Mystery Train” 7” (12XU)

JON COLLIN What Is Thunder cassette (Fort Evil Fruit, Ireland)

CONCRETE LAWN Demo cassette (Urge, Australia)

BLANK REALM  Last Seen (Hobbies Galore, Australia)

DJ OVERDOSE  DJ Overdose 12” (L.I.E.S.)

LUDWIG BERGER & VERONIKA EHRENSPERGER  The Capacity Of Things To Act cassette (Dinzu Artefacts)

BRANDY Laugh Track (Monofonus Press)

PETER EVANS/ AGUSTÍ FERNÁNDEZ/BARRY GUY  Free Radicals cd (Fundacja Słuchaj, Poland)

LES HALLES  Zonda cassette (Not Not Fun)

SAMARA LUBELSKI  Flickers At The Station (Drawing Room) 

PRANA CRAFTER  Bodhi Cheetah's Choice  (Beyond Beyond Is Beyond)

YLAYALI  Pumpkin Patch cassette (self-released)

DEAF WISH  Lithium Zion (Sub Pop)

ROSE THOMAS BANNISTER  Ambition cd (self-released)

MIDDEX No Home (Polytechnic Youth, UK) 

SEI A  Phase EP (Aus Music, U.K.) 

KALI MALONE Cast Of Mind (Hollow Ground, Switzerland) & Organ Dirges 2016-2017 cassette (Ascetic House) 

GERRIT HATCHER Parables For The Tenor cassette (Astral Spirits)

The 1902 Syntropic Seasonal 5 cd-r comp (Wist Rec, Ireland)

The LENTILS  My Pillow Lava (Complete Trilogy)  double cassette (unread)

SCY2E*GLOCHIDS*NURSE BETTY  Weird Ear's Fantastic Voyage (Autumn East Coast Tour) comp (Weird Ear)

the SHIFTERS  Have A Cunning Plan (Trouble In Mind)

CÉCILE CAPOZZO TRIO Sub Rosa cd (Ayler Records, France)

PROJET DE VIE  Vol. #1 EP cassette  ([Equilibre Fragile], France)

JAX DELUCA  Organs In The Wind cassette (ACR, U.K.)

LUCY CLICHÉ Cliché’s Principle (Fleisch, Germany)

JANO DOE( aka KATARÍNA GATIALOVÁ)  Duranzie cassette Genot Centre, Czech Republic)

KOMARE Komare cassette (Round Bale Recordings) 

COLLATE Liminal Concerns (self-released)

AREK GULBENKOGLU  A gift like a hollow vessel (Penultinate Press, UK)

BASIC HOUSE & WANDA GROUP  No Sympathy  (Opal Tapes, U.K.)

MANUEL TROLLER Vanishing Point (three: four, Switzerland)

STEPH RICHARDS/VINNY GOLIA/BERT TURETZKY Trio Music  cd (pfmentum) 

HEART OF SNAKE  Heart Of Snake cassette (Maple Death, U.K.)

SCHWEBEN Sketches Of Plains cassette (Otomatik Muziek, Germany)

GENEVA SKEEN  A Parallel Array Of Horses download (Room40, Australia)

IKUI DOKI  Ikui Doki  (Ayler, France)

CHARLES BARABÉ  De La Fragilité cassette (Astral Spirits)

MIDNIGHT MINES  Invisible Insurrection Of A Million Minds (The Loki Label) & Stations 7″ (I Dischi Del Barone, Sweden) 

DELACAVE  Window Has No Glass (POUeT! Schallplatten, France)

MARY LATTIMORE & MEG BAIRD  Ghost Forests cd (Three Lobed Recordings)

M/M  I Know You Are Thinking I've Said This All Before cassette (Czaska, U.K.)

The ATTACHMENTS  II cassette (self-released)

TYSHAWN SOREY  Pillars 3 cd (Firehouse 12)

JOËLLE LÉANDRE  Strings Garden 3 cd (Fundacja Słuchaj, Poland)

STONE WITCHES  Machine Efficient cassette (Slime Street, Australia)

CARA STACEY & CAMILO ÁNGELES Ceder  (Kit, U.K)

DIRE WOLVES (JUST EXACTLY PERFECT SISTERS BAND) One For The Heads cassette (Baked Tapes) & Earthquake Country cassette (Sky Lantern) & Shootout At The Dildo Factory (Eiderdown) 142

(this is a pic of DIRE WOLVES with their eyes closed)

GEN POP II  7″ ep (Feel It)

ANGLES 3  Parede (Clean Feed, Portugal)

FRANK HURRICANE Holy Mountain Coffee tour cassette (self-released)

CARROM  Prehistories cassette (self-released, Canada)

PARSNIP Feeling Small 7″ (Anti Fade, Australia)

ÁINE O’DWYER / GRAHAM LAMBKIN Green Ways 2 cd (erstwhile)

Longform Editions digital series, particularly: EKIN FIL “Windblow”, MARJA AHTI “Entering A Cloud” and STEAM VENT “Swells”

CLINTON GREEN Setting For The Iliad CD-R (Frustration Jazz, Australia)  

PETER EVANS & BARRY GUY Syllogistic Moments cd (Maya Recordings, Swizterland)

ETRAN DE L’AÏR  No. 1 (Sahel Sounds)

ALIEN NOSEJOB Various Fads & Technological Achievements (Anti Fade, Australia)

J.C. SATÀN Centaur Desire  (Born Bad, France)

NAGUAL & STEFAN CHRISTENSEN Third 7″ (I Dischi Del Barone, Sweden)

EXEK  Ahead Of Two Thoughts (W.25th)  &  A Casual Assembly  12″ (W.25th)

ARUÁN ORTIZ TRIO’s Live in Zurich (Intakt, Switzerland)

MIA DYBERG TRIO Ticket! (Clean Feed, Portugal)

LA DANTA Alpeis Καράκας cassette (Fort Evil Fruit, Ireland)

WEAK SIGNAL LP1 cassette (Reality Delay)

DISTANT STARS The Way Things Work cassette (Detonic, Australia)Field Recordings from the Sahel

MUDHONEY Digital Garbage (Sub Pop)

ROB NOTES & RYAN LEE CROSBY  Modal Improvisations on 34 Strings cassette (Cabin Floor Esoterica)

...all those LOKI LABEL boots...

#Best Reasons To Write Fuckin' Record Reviews In 2018 #2018 #Rosali

[dontshootmespence]

Broken Homes Fix Broken Hearts

A/N: Let @veroinnumera and I in on your thoughts for our OTP! Fuel us!

Chapter 33

It was far too early in the morning, but Derek was already on edge. Tonight...he was doing this. He was going to ask the woman he loved to marry him. It was actually pretty nauseating. Pulling everyone else out of their morning fogs, Garcia walked into the room clapping excitedly. “Tonight’s the night!” She sing-songed. “Chocolate Thunder, do you have everything ready?”

“Yup. All good to go.”

Hotch’s rare smile emerged as she looked up. “How are you feeling?”

“I definitely want to hurl. I’m pretty positive she’s going to say yes though, so I don’t know why I’m freaking out.”

“Because you’re opening yourself up to rejection. That feeling of vulnerability really sucks,” Spencer said matter-of-factly, barely looking up from his still-steaming cup of coffee. Silence fell around him to the point where he looked up. “What? You weren’t looking for an answer, were you?”

“No, kid.”

Emily moved her hand back, tapping him on the shoulder. “You two are so disgustingly in love. The proposal you have planned is the most adorable thing you’ve ever done in your life. You’re going to be fine.”

                                                            -----

About halfway through the day, Derek gave up on even trying to pretend he was doing paperwork. His head was spinning and he needed to get it on straight before tonight. No way was he letting this be anything less than perfect. She deserved perfect.

There were only two people in the world he knew could help him. One was the woman he planned on proposing to that night, so he couldn’t call her. Instead he picked up the phone and dialed the other: his mama.

The phone rang a few times before her voice came through on the other end. “Hello?”

“Hey Mama, it’s Derek. I just...I needed you.” He smiled.

“Is everything alright? Are you hurt? Is Juliet hurt? What’s wrong?”

“Nothing is wrong, I promise. Well, there might be later if she doesn’t say yes. But that’s why I’m calling actually. I-uh-I’m going to propose tonight.”

A joyful peel of laughter cut off any further explanation. He could hear the tears in her voice. “Oh baby I’m so happy for you. She will. I know she will. She’s meant to be family and meant to be your wife.”

Wife. He liked that word. But he had to get to fiancee first. “I’m actually nervous, Mama. Why am I nervous?”

“Because you love her. It’s not so much believing that she’ll say no as putting pressure on yourself to make it the most amazing night of her life thus far,” Fran replied. “How are you doing it?”

For the next few minutes, he regaled her with the details of the proposal, confiding in her that while the basic idea had been his, it wouldn’t have happened without the help of Reid and Garcia. “Those are good ones, that team of yours.”

“Yea, they are,” he said, breathing deeply as he looked at his watch. He needed to get back to work. “I’m feeling better, Mama. Thank you.”

“Any time, my baby boy. As soon as she says yes, I need a phone call, okay?”

“Of course, wish me luck.”

“You won’t need it.”

                                                           -----

Her father’s ring was beginning to burn a hole in Juliet’s pocket. Not literally, that would be a fire hazard, especially in a library. But figuratively it was starting to make her anxious. What was the plan? Was there even a plan? Should there be a plan? Her brain was burning through thoughts left and right. She had no idea what she was doing or how any of this was supposed to work.

All those great romances in cinema always showed the proposals, but not how the fuck anyone ever figured out how to propose. Not helpful. She knew how that part worked, all loving words and happy crying. At least, that was if he said yes. He would say yes. Right?

Of course he would. Anxiety was not going to ruin this for her. She was in love and going to spend the rest of her life with the person that made her feel happier than Juliet had ever thought possible. Derek Morgan would say yes, because he loved her the same way she loved him: with everything they had.

Approaching the door to the home they shared, Juliet noticed something that wasn’t there before. It looked like...paper? She strode up and took it off the door, unfolding it and smiling to herself.

This box is mostly filled with things

That never bring you glee.

Like bills, and junk and other things,

You’d rather never see.

A scavenger hunt.

Today was their one-year anniversary and he’d planned a scavenger hunt. He was truly the most amazing man ever. “Okay, so this obviously means the mailbox,” she muttered to herself. An enormous smile spread across her face as she ran like a kid to a tree on Christmas morning toward the mailbox, opening it to see her favorite lavender candles inside - along with another piece of paper. She read the next clue out loud.

Romance, mystery, fantasy Dive deep inside to look Find the place where you and I lose all our time Getting lost inside our books

Juliet frowned to herself, rereading the paper a few times. There were bookshelves in the living room but they didn’t read there usually. Most of the time they read upstairs, in the bedroom. The bedroom? It was worth a shot.

She headed back to the front door and inside, going up the stairs rather than look around for Derek. He might not even be home yet, he hadn’t texted. Hopefully she wasn’t ruining a surprise. Oops?

Juliet pushed the bedroom door open, ready to start tearing the room apart, only to find a bouquet of gorgeous yellow tulips. She paused for a moment, smiling. If Derek was there she would’ve been hugging him so tight. They were her favorites, and he hadn’t even had to ask to check.

Picking them up, she noticed another little paper taped to the bouquet. She could do this all day. The smile on her face felt like it was plastered there.

Up and down, and up and down you climb these everyday. You've likely seen the clue on these, but passed it anyway.

“What?”

Turning around, she stared out of the room and down the hallway. “I climb the stairs. But I passed the stairs. There wasn’t anything-”

She stopped herself mid-sentence when she a box on the floor with a paper attached. Before she read the next clue, she glanced into the box, assuming she’d find a pair of heels, but of course, Derek knew her too well. High heels weren’t her thing - with a few minor exceptions. Instead, she found a pair of white strappy gladiator sandals. They didn’t go too high on the leg either which was something that always bugged her. Only Amazonian tall women could pull off big-ass gladiator shoes. And women with insanely long legs. She almost forgot about the paper until it crinkled in her hand. “What’s next?” She asked softly.

It seems our clothes just keep returning

to this same machine.

At least they're better than the things

the ancients used to clean.

Laundry room. Juliet grinned, it had to be. After strapping on the shoes, she went the rest of the way down the stairs and headed for the laundry room. She blushed looking over the machines and recalling a few adventures. Later. There would be time for fun later, right now she needed to find the next clue.

After rifling through the shelves, Juliet finally opened the dryer to find another box, larger this time. She peeled back white tissue paper to reveal a simple robin egg blue dress, pulling it out she found an intricately detailed open back. Subtle, but beautiful. She’d always called her style casual and comfy, which it was at times, but Derek knew better than that, which was becoming clear right this very moment.

Luckily, the dress wasn’t too fussy so she was able to get it on without help, though she had grown quite fond of Derek lending a hand and zipping her up. Sometimes though that meant they didn’t get out of the house on time because he’d decide it looked much better off than on.

A bittersweet “aww” reverberated through the room as she realized she was toward the end of her scavenger hunt.

For your final item to begin our anniversary date:

When you're feeling less than fresh there's just one place to go To wash and get all squeaky clean and scrub between each toe.

“Bathroom!” She squealed happily. When she ran in, she caught a glimpse of the dress. She looked radiant in it. Maybe it was the dress, maybe it was the fact that she was insanely happy right now. It didn’t matter. She wasn’t about to question this feeling. Quickly, she looked around and her eyes caught a basket of bath products - lavender again. There was a bath bomb, shampoo, conditioner, soap, lotion for when she got out, even a purple towel.

Taking out her phone, she texted Derek. “Are you home, you sneak? I’ve found all your clues.”

She didn’t get a reply, but less than a minute later, Derek peeked his head around the door frame, flashing her a cheesy smile. “You found everything?”

“Yes!” She cried out, jumping into his embrace. “That was so much fun.”

“I have so much more planned,” he winked.

Juliet did a little happy dance as he put her down. “Oh, do tell.”

“Well, I have dinner starting downstairs. It’s a surprise what we’re having. These bath things are for you. Take a bath while I finish cooking. I’m even going to put the towel in the dryer and heat it up for when you get out. Then put on the outfit and I’m going to take the flowers and some of the candles downstairs. I figured you could use one in here.” The unrestrained joy on his face told her he was proud of himself. He should be. This was perfect. She’d remember this forever.

She leaned up on her tiptoes and kissed him, lingering there to capture this perfect moment. “Mood lighting. I like it. Okay, my sexy Casanova. I’ll take a bath and I’ll be down in a bit.”

                                                           -----

Half an hour later Juliet was slipping back into the dress and shoes and heading downstairs. She was trying to be quiet, but the house was old and the stair creaked, betraying her. Derek played along though, ignoring her until her hands were over his eyes. “Guess who.” She murmured happily, pressing a kiss to his neck.

“Hmmm, I’m terrible at guessing. Give me another hint.” Derek insisted, grinning.

She rolled her eyes, removing her hands and kissing him lightly. “Oh, it’s the woman I’m hopelessly and irrevocably in love with.”

“Hi.” Juliet whispered, unable to help the smile that spread onto her lips. She felt giddy; he made her feel so excited and content.

When they’d visited his family, his mama had cooked some fettuccine alfredo that Juliet had fallen in love with, so after hanging up with her earlier, he texted in desperation for the recipe. Up until then, he honestly had no idea what he was going to cook, just that he was planning to cook. Juliet took a piece of pasta from the bowl, slurping it up and leaving a drop of alfredo sauce on her nose. “I kind of want to do the lady and the tramp thing with the pasta.”

For her, he’d do it. His heart started beating frantically. She looked so stunning. Her smile carefree, her eyes awash with candlelight. Dinner smelled amazing, and in the background of his sense, he could smell the tulips he’d picked up for her. “You look beautiful, Juliet,” he said seriously.

“Thank you, love.” She blushed, looking down at her plate. “You don’t look too bad yourself.”

It was now or never. He couldn’t wait until after dinner. He’d throw it up in the process and that was not how he wanted her to remember this proposal. “You know I love you more than anything else in the world, right?” He asked, his voice wavering slightly.

“Of course, I do.”

“When we met, I figured this was a favor I was doing for my cousin. I never expected to meet the love of my life. And I definitely didn’t expect for said woman to assume I was a stripper on first meeting,” he laughed.

Juliet covered her face with her hands, remembering the epitome of foot in mouth that had happened the year before. “To be fair. You would be an amazing stripper.”

Derek chuckled. Even in a moment like this she could make him laugh. This was definitely the woman he was meant to spend the rest of his life with, if she’d have him. “We’ll have to revisit that later. But for right now, I have something else I’d like to do, if that’s alright.”

“Derek?” She asked softly, breath catching in her throat. He was going to say another perfect thing if she let him keep talking. But she couldn’t. This was it, this was the right moment. Slowly Juliet started to reach into her pocket.

“Juliet. Could you look at me for a second?” He murmured. She froze, looking up. He was shaking. She gripped the ring tight. “Is everything okay?”

He nodded but didn’t speak, slowly getting up out of his chair and reaching into his back pocket.

No.

As if it was happening in slow motion, Derek knelt down on the floor, reaching into his pocket where he held a velvet pouch. He dropped it into his hand.

This wasn’t happening.

Yes, it was. “Oh my god,” she whispered, hands covering her mouth as the tears sprang to her eyes. “Derek?”

“Juliet Hunter-Lewis,” he started, grasping her hand, “No one on earth has ever made me feel like you do. I see everything when I look at you. The wedding, the marriage, the family, the growing old together. I’ve never been able to imagine that with anyone, but with you it’s just so natural. If you do me the honor of being my wife, I will spend every day of the rest of our lives making you feel about me the way I feel about you...Will you marry me?”

Tears starting to blur her vision, Juliet found her way out of her chair and knelt down on the floor in front of him, trembling as she pulled her father’s ring out of her pocket. “Only if you say yes too.” She laughed through the tears, smiling at the love of her life.

Derek found himself laughing too as he nodded. “Yes. Yes. A million times yes. Or whatever the biggest number Reid knows is. That’s how many yeses.”

“Then yes!” Juliet exclaimed, holding out her right hand and trying in vain to keep it from shaking. They both knelt there on the ground laughing and crying as Derek slid the ring onto her finger and then she did the same. “This is so beautiful.”

“It’s my mama’s. She gave it to me when we visited.”

That was months ago. “You didn’t ask her for it?”

“No,” he replied. “She just knew. Mother’s intuition, I guess.”

She was going to have to give Fran the longest hug in the entire world next time she saw her. “It’s amazing. She’s amazing. You’re amazing.” Leaning in, she grabbed his face in her hands and pressed a kiss to his lips. “I love you so much.”

Cradling the back of her head, he pulled her closer, their sweet and chaste kisses turning breathless in the blink of an eye.

“Dinner’s probably getting cold,” she laughed.

He didn’t care. “We do have a microwave.”

Something told her dinner was going to have to wait.

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[cocoarosalia]

All He Wants (KatsuDeku)

Katsuki was a simple man of simple needs.

All he wants is to wake up, live out his lifelong dream of being a hero, and come home to his dorky husband, cook dinner and relax. He didn’t think he was asking for the world, honestly.

So why the donkey fuck is Deku making this request so goddamn difficult.

Worst part was that it had been all day. Izuku started irritating him early by whining and complaining for him to stay in bed with him as long as possible. When he finally managed to break free and start making breakfast, Izuku insisted on making it himself, completely forgetting the fact that he was total dog shit at cooking. Three band-aids and a small kitchen fire later they’re out the door and while Katsuki is in the middle of punching a dude into the brick for taking upskirt pics, what does he get? Innocuous, goofy and cutesy selfies of Izuku parading around the city like he ain’t got shit to do! Taking pictures with fans, commenting on random all might merch, VIDEOS OF HIM PETTING DOGS WHEN HE KNOWS THAT’S KATSUKI’S FAVORITE THING TO DO, Katsuki was so irate he couldn’t see straight. After a long shit day, he trudges hisself home, battered, bruised, and completely exhausted.

And all he wanted was to walk into his house, have his husband welcome him home with a kiss and pretty much deflate on the bed until he eventually blacks out.

But Izuku is apparently feeling cuddly tonight….

Because of course he is

Which brings us all the way to now with a clingy Izuku, a pissed off but slightly too tired to really fight katsuki, and an order of take out between them.

‘Well at least he didn’t try to cook this time’ he thought, more bitter than a black coffee laced with vodka.

“Kaaacchan” Izuku cooed sweetly in his ear. He lifted up a bite of his food to katsuki’s mouth and in return he took it graciously. He was starting to think how nice the situation was until his shoulder began to ache from the strain he put on it pummeling loser villains all day.

“Deku, as disgustingly cute as you are, I’m fucking beat. I’ll play with you tomorrow, i’m going to bed”

He could feel Izuku jolt slightly in his lap “Uhhh you can’t yet!”

Katsuki quirked an eyebrow at him suspiciously “And why not?”

It was funny, if Izuku had rabbit’s ears he could clearly see them hanging low on his head “Well I mean, this is a once in blue moon occasion you know? The both of us somehow being here together, it’s nice.”

As if he had finally heard what he had said, Izuku’s ears started to flush red “A-also becaaaaauuse I wanna watch that new spy movie with you and it comes on in a few minutes!”

At first he wanted to push more on his statement from before but without missing a beat Katsuki plucked the remote off the coffee table, turned to the TV guide and hit record on the upcoming program. Izuku cursed, damn this new technology!

“Now that that’s taken care of,” Izuku was suddenly and unceremoniously dumped on the seat next to him with a chaste kiss to ease his worries “Goodnight Deku”

He made his way for the stairs but Izuku was insistent on spending time together. Or, at the very least, keep him from going upstairs.

“You can’t go into the bedroom!” He protested. Izuku was clingy sometimes, downright insufferable on occasion but this was way too pushy for a bit of attention. Something fishy was going on in his house but he couldn’t truly be too bothered to care.

“Whatever it is you broke, burned, or trashed I will be sure to yell at you in the morning”

Katsuki shoved his way past Izuku and had just made it to his weirdly closed bedroom door when he was tackled to the floor by his husband’s rock solid body.

“Kacchan!” He said a little too loudly to be natural “Let’s take a bath together!”

That completely threw him for a loop “You want to what?”

“W-well I mean you just got home from a long day of sweating out in the sun and you hadn’t taken a bath yet so I figured why wait for the invitation!”

“Ok deku this is ridiculous, what are you-”

Katsuki really hated Izuku’s quirk sometimes, especially when it allowed him to toss Katsuki over his shoulder like a limp bag of rice (even though he was pretty sure the nerd didn’t need it given how stacked he was)

So now he’s somehow managed to find himself sitting on the bathroom stool staring confusedly at the tile in front of him while Izuku diligently washed the day’s work from his body.

He just wants to sleep. WHY was that so goddamn hard!?

As he moved around to Katsuki’s front to wash his chest and his arms, Izuku’s fingers slowed to grip softly to his palms. He ran his thumbs over the burn scars that littered his skin and muttered softly to himself “It’s, not too long ago I feared these hands more than death itself.”

Katsuki’s breath hitched unconsciously. He knew of his...past transgressions but he’d hoped that they had moved beyond that to a place of trust.

Without thinking he had to ask.

“What do you think of them now?”

Izuku blinked up at him in unexpected confusion then cast his eyes down in thought. Katsuki didn’t know if he was making him sweat on purpose or not but the long stretch of silence felt like it couldn’t be anything but deliberate.

Eventually a small smile cracked along Izuku’s face as he brought his husband’s hand to his cheek. He nuzzled into it softly and spoke with joy and resolve.

“I love them more than anything in the world!”

Katsuki released a breath he didn’t even know he was holding.

“The most jacked hero in the world is a fuckin sap. The tabloids would have a field day”

Izuku laughs wholeheartedly and Katsuki quietly smiles to himself. Fuckin’ Nerd.

And that should be it right? They wash off the grime of the day, they soak and play in the tub for a while, dry each other’s hair like when they were little, a textbook example of a lovey-dovey way to end the day.

“Kaaaachaaaan, don’t go to beeeeed!!!”

But clearly Izuku wants him to be an insomniac

Katsuki lugged his feet forward as Izuku clung desperately to his ankle. He was just about to turn the knob when Izuku wailed even louder.

“Jesus Christ,” Katsuki turned to his sobbing mate and groaned in exhaustion “Deku, I’m tired, i’ve been out all day and all I ask is to lay in my bed until consciousness finally escapes me”

He bent down to take Izuku’s soft face into his hands “I have indulged you, entertained you and have given up precious sweet moments of sleep just to make you happy. So for once I am actually begging you...let me go to bed”

Katsuki left him a stuttering mess and it wasn’t until he heard the door finally begin to creak open that Izuku made one final lunge to stop him in his tracks.

But it was too late. Katsuki could finally drown himself in the sweet embrace of sleep with the help of his bed! Which is littered with sakura petals….and lit with scented candles….and has soft jazz music playing in the background….

D-did he fall asleep already, what’s happening here?

He felt a soft thud on his back as Izuku’s voice came out muffled through his shirt.

“You ruined the surprise” he said with a pouty huff

A grim thought blanketed his mind. “Deku” he said, straining to keep his building anxiety in check “What’s today?”

Izuku wrapped his arms around Katski’s waist “It’s not our wedding anniversary, don’t worry”

He puffed out a small laugh when he felt all of Katsuki’s muscles relax at once

“Although it’s not…..NOT one of our anniversaries.”

“Deku...” He was losing his patience; what little there was anyway.

“Today’s still a kind of anniversary, just not the one you’re thinking of”

Izuku fished his phone out his pocket and brought it around to Katsuki’s chest. With tired filled, bleary eyes he looked down to see a screenshot of text messages between them staring back.

Deku @ 11:30PM: Uh, Thanks again for the All Might Plush Kacchan. I never knew you were such a sharp shooter!

Kacchan @ 11:32: You better believe it nerd! All those shooting range lessons with my mom had to paid off somehow

Deku @ 11:33: Yea but to get each one on your first shot! no misses or anything! You’re really amazing!

Katsuki @ 11:34: Of course! My name isn’t fuckin Bakugou for nothin!

Deku @ 11:36: And it’s not just for the plush either...you’re amazing for other reasons too

Katsuki @ 11:37: What do you mean?

Deku @ 11:40: Kacchan you didn’t have to take me out tonight...I know how much your image means to you….and I know i’m not the toughest guy you know so just the fact that you were willing to even be seen with me is amazing you know?

Katsuki @ 11:41: No I don’t and that’s the stupidest fucking thing your pathetic ass has ever said

Deku @ 11:41: …i know I should be used to that by now but it doesn’t get any easier

Katsuki @ 11:43: Look Deku, UNLIKE you I couldn’t give less of a shit what others think of me. I’m a motherfucking badass and that means I can date whoever the hell I want. And if that means I’m dating a weakling like you then so be it, GOT IT?

Deku @ 11:44: G-GOT IT!

Katsuki @ 11:44: Good, and one more thing.

Katsuki @ 11:45: you are as soft as a melted marshmallow, you cry at the sad scene of every movie, and you let little kids climb you like a fucking monkey gym. Put simply you’re a total fucking pushover.

Katsuki @ 11:46: But I guess those things can also be like, amazing too or whatever. And it’s why I, like, love you and shit so at least be grateful for that nerd.

Deku @ 11:46:.......

Katsuki @ 11:46: Nerd?

Deku @ 11:50: you said you love me

Katsuki @ 11:55: yea what about it?

Deku @ 12:00: you SAID that you LOVE ME! LIKE ACTUALLY SAID IT! Well except that it was over text and not by voice so I don’t if this counts or if you genuinely meant it--

“I had to actually get outta bed and go to your house to verbally say it to your face 10 times in a row before you actually shut the hell up about it.”

“I didn’t sleep a wink that whole night”

Deku squeezed him a little tighter and shuffled his feet in thought “We’ve become international heroes, received countless medals and awards, have our own joint merchandise line and i’m pretty sure our fanclub is so big that it can be labeled as a religion now.” Katsuki snorted at the thought “But there is no award on this earth that can compare to hearing you say that you love weak, pushover, crybaby me”

Katsuki felt the hands that folded across his stomach, ran the tips of his fingers over the scars and ridges that littered the same palms that fed him dinner and washed his back. All he had ever wanted in life was to be recognized, to have it be known to the whole world that he was amazing and should be seen as such. But then here was Deku, the man who could rip the city to ruin but chose instead to spend his days saving cats out of trees, singing his praises since they were four. He thought he wanted the world’s attention. Turns out he really just wanted Izuku’s.

Katsuki was starting to get the itching suspicion that maybe HE was starting to turn into the pushover

“Wait a minute” Katsuki said after a moment “So you mean to tell me that after you knew that I had a shit day at work you dragged me to all corners of this house, purposefully keeping me from our bedroom and sleep, deliberately pissing me off more and more to then surprise me…..WITH OUR BEDROOM?”

“But I had to!” Izuku whined “You were just gonna ruin the surprise and go to bed anyway! Plus your present wasn’t finished drying yet so I had to stall for time!”

“Present?”

Suddenly Izuku became very acquainted with a knick in the wall from when they finally got their first bed that wasn’t a pair of oversized futons.

A wickedly evil grin cracked along Katsuki’s usual prickly cowl. He stalked himself just behind Izuku’s back and put his lips just behind his ear, his favorite weak spot to torture.

“How exactly did my present get so dirty Izuku?” As tired as he was nothing could top the visible shiver that ran down his husband’s spine.

“I may or may not have uhhh tried it on before you got home. I liked the way it looked and um...couldn’t help myself.”

Katsuki was a simple man of simple needs; and tonight, all he wants is to watch his favorite present squirm.

#boku no hero academia #boku no hero season 2 #my hero academia #katsuki #kacchan #katsuki bakugou #katsudeku #bakudeku #bakugou #bnha bakugou #Midoriya #Izuku #midoriya izuku #deku midoriya #deku #domestic #fluffy #these are my sweet sons who i love very much

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Breaking up and getting back together with RFA S/O

Requested by @sohanaa04! Thank you for the request hunny bunny!

Here is part one of your request!

Yoosung

You can't believe him. 

He forgot your date

 Because of a game  

Apparently he overslept after playing LOLOL all night  

But it was the first year anniversary 

FIRST 

You were so upset that you began talking about the little things that bother you 

He was guilty at first but then he got heated too 

Next thing you know, you blurted out

 "I want a break up!" 

"Fine!" 

That was how the first anniversary ended. 

Three days later, you were still crying over him. 

You knew some of the mistakes he did was because he lack if experience, you understand that. 

But the fact how he overslept and when you came over after waiting two hours with no calls or text.

 And he greeted you, half asleep, with 

"Oh MC, what are you doing here?" 

His face was greeted with a loud slap. 

Maybe you shouldn't have slapped him that hard... 

Nope! He deserve it! 

But his poor baby cheeks... 

But he was at fault-  

Ding Dong 

"Ugh... I'm not gonna bother, I'm not home" 

you mumbled as you bury your face into the pillow. 

Ding Dong Ding Dong Ding Dong 

The sound got annoying and you were getting pissed especially with your bad mood. 

Stomping your feet, you slammed the door open to a startled Yoosung. 

Seeing him there in a button up shirt and jeans looking handsome and remembering how you looked like 

You slammed the door close. 

"WAIT MC! OPEN UP!" 

"GO AWAY!" 

You crossed your arms as you stomped away. 

 He doesn't look like a mess unlike you, he must be very happy that he's a free man again. 

Ding Dong KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK  Ding Dong Ding Dong 

You slammed the door open again when the sounds irritate you. 

"What the hell do you want?" 

"I'm sorry" 

"Well sorry doesn't change anything"  

You tried to close the door again but he pushed it open 

He may look weak but he is stronger than he looks, much stronger than you 

But that didn't stop you from pushing back to close the door

"MC please- I'm sorry I know it was my fault and I know I can't do anything to change it" 

He said struggling as he was trying to keep the door open 

"But I can't do it! I can't live without you! Please baby please let me in! I would do anything, I'm sorry I'm an idiot I know! Please give me another chance" 

Your lips trembled and your eyes were filled with tears

You no longer have the strength to close the door but since Yoosung was pushing it with force 

The door hit you and that earned you cursing at him

 Yoosung cursed as he got in, cradling your face as the tears stream down your cheeks

 "I'm so sorry MC, oh god are you hurt? Of course you're hurt, please don't cry. We need ice, where else did I hit you?" 

He lifted you up effortlessly, kicking the door close, he set you on the sofa before running to the kitchen to get some ice 

You hugged your knees to your chest as you buried your face into your knees, crying to yourself. 

"Where does it hurt?" 

He tried to cup your face to make you look at him but you just pushed him as you edge away

"MC, I know you don't want to see me but please, only this time, please look at me, I need to see you" 

He gently cupped your face and you had no more energy to push him again 

Yoosung's eyebrows furrowed as he rubbed his finger on your forehead making you flinched 

"Does that hurt?"

He gently put some ice to soothe the pain but the main pain wasn't coming from there

And your tears won't stop 

"I'm sorry MC, please don't cry.., I just keep messing it up don't I? It's no wonder you want a break up" 

He sighed as he set the ice down while his other hand wiped your tears away. 

"I just want to say that I really am sorry... for everything... I wasn't supposed to get mad that day and yet my emotions take over and- You don't have to quit RFA, I'll do that instead so you won't have to see me again. I-I" 

He looked down as he cleared his throat 

"...I'm sorry for coming over. With this incident, I was thinking ahead of myself wanting us to get back together"

He looked up with his eyes hurt but a huge twitching smile. 

"I should probably leave now... Goodbye MC"

His voice cracked as his lower lips trembled but yet he got up to make his way to the door.

 "Yoosung"

"Yea?"

He stopped but didn't do anything to turn around to look at you.

"Please stay"Y

oosung turned around, tears falling from his own eyes but his eyes was lighting up with hope

"Okay"

Zen

Zen's new co-star was getting a too friendly with him and every time you talk about it, Zen kept defending her saying

"She's just nice and she's friendly with everyone babe"

Ha

You weren't that naive, you saw how the looks she thrown to him with all the gesture and compliments

and how she glared and gave you a sinister smile.

This time, it was too far

She 'slipped' and kissed Zen at the corner of his lips and dared to act innocent

Your man on the other hand just laughed it off and acted as if nothing happened, in front of you

That's how the fight erupt once you two reached back home

"I'm an actor! You should have understand that from the start! You can't keep being jealous of her or anyone! It's my work!"

"Well I guess I don't! So it's best if we break up then!"

"wait- babe what-"

"Good Bye Zen"

That's how your relationship with your ideal man ended.

You were a mess and he still looks godly on TV.

Good for him, now he can bed anyone he likes.

You looked away from the TV hanging in the cafe and took your drink before heading home.

You were not in the mood for anything except hot chocolate, ice-cream and your cuddly blanket waiting for you back home.

Just as you were about to reach your apartment door, you saw a hooded figure pacing in front of the door.

You were about to go back down or report to the police when you saw Zen as he turned around.

Yep, you're going back down alright.

You tried to make a run for it but the man was too fast when he got in front of you.

"Excuse me sir, but some of us have other things to do"

He grasped your wrist and pull you towards him, wrapping an arm around your waist so you can't escape his embrace

"Zen!"

"Please just for a minute, please"

"One minute and I'm out"

You glared at him and kept quiet to hear what he got to say

"You were right babe"

"About?"

Zen averted his ruby eyes away before shutting them

"About her... just wanting my dick"

You rolled your eyes with a scoffed as you pushed him away to escape from his arms

"I hope you both had a great time then"

You sarcastically said before turning around to leave but he wrapped his arms around you as he hid his face into your hair

"No! You got it wrong! I don't want to put my dick in her! I want it to be in you- Ah fuck"

He pulled away as he put his hands up while you looked at him indisbelief

"That's not what I meant! I meant as in I only want you! I miss you, I'm sorry... for not listening..."

He sighed as he put his hands down

"I-I... I'm sorry for everything... I should have listened and stay away from her, instead I got you hurt instead and breaking us apart"

"Thank you for your apology, now leave Zen before one of your fans catch you"

You walked passed him but he kept walking after you

"What could I do? To make you forgive me? To make you mine again?"

"I don't know Zen! Maybe for starters, don't take me as a jealous bitch because I don't get jealous easily! And maybe give that bitch a taste of her own medicine like a bruised eye or something"

You mumbled the end but nevertheless you got into your apartment and slammed the door to his face.

You didn't heard from Zen until the next few days when a knock was heard on your door.

As the door open, Zen was standing there.

You were about to shut the door again when he stopped it with his foot.

"Please! Just turn the news! And then I'll leave if you want me to!"

"STAY OUTSIDE"

You shut the door and turned on the news nevertheless

"Actress xxx, a co-star in the new show with Actor Zen is being held for questioning due to her sexual harassment that she had done towards her co-star especially Zen, here are the evidence from film footage and messages that were leaked to the media-"

You opened the door open and saw Zen paused his pacing

"I-I can't give her a bruised eye, so I thought-"

You wrapped your arms around his waist as you bury your face into his chest

Zen hesitantly wrapped his arms around your body but he was still tense and scared of you pulling away

"D-does this mean I'm forgiven?"

"Maybe"

"That's good enough for me"

Jaehee

Jaehee keeps nagging about your decisions

You know she does that because she cares

But it's getting too much.

She will nag you at the smallest things like how you bought a new underwear for yourself

It turned into an hour of heated discussion

"You just bought new underwear the other day, MC!"

"It was on sale! And it's comfortable!"

"You spent too much money!"

"It's not like I'm asking for your money! It's my money! I can buy whatever I want!"

Things escalated quickly when you told her

"I'm sick of this! I can't do this anymore Jaehee! I'm breaking up with you"

Jaehee's stunned look was the last face you see of hers before you left her apartment.

It's been a week since then.

Sometimes you wondered if it was truly your fault. Were you that bad that she had to nag you all over?

Was it her? Was it both?

You got off the bus as you walked down the street, you're feet were heavy but your heart was heavier.

You stopped at the intersection, looking over to the coffee shop that Jaehee likes to come when she goes to your house.

Sighing, you decided to walk away when you saw her walking out with two coffees.

Wonder whose that for? It's none of my business anyways...

You were about to walk away when she looked up and met eyes with you

At that moment, you felt your feet were stuck to the ground as you stared at her not knowing to walk away or stay

Especially when she came walking towards you

"Can we talk, MC?"

Wordlessly, you nodded and brought her to your house.

You felt your heart melt when one of the coffee she brought was yours

"I know I nag a lot but... it wasn't all my fault, you spend too much shopping. Remember how you barely had enough money for lunch?"

Your face flushed, you couldn't deny that you tend to get carried away with shopping, you tried to avoid it but some times, the object will magically appear in your hands and money gone from your wallet

The conversation was calm and you both admit both of your faults.

"I'm sorry Jaehee, for spending a lot.... and thank you for bringing me lunch"

"I'm sorry for nagging a lot too"

"....so are we back together?"

"You were the one who wanted the break up"  

"Can I take it back?"

Jaehee chuckled as she shook her head

"Only if you promise to spend wisely this time"

You half smile and half grimacing

"I'll try...."

Jumin

"I'm sorry MC, I have to go to on a business trip. I'll make it up to you okay? I'll bring you that make-up kit you like. See you soon love"

It was the tenth time he bailed on you, you understand that he's a busy man but

You wanted his time not his money

He told you to be selfish of him but he won't give you the thing you wanted the most.

Him.

He'll bring you gifts and sorts but then he will be off to work again.

It's annoying and if you just wanted gifts, you could just get a sugar daddy instead.

Well this really feels like having a sugar daddy but even sugar daddies don't leave their sugar babies alone this much

Long story short, you got into an argument with Jumin when he got back.

The man couldn't understand why you were that mad

"You told me to be selfish! And what I want is you, Han Jumin. Not your damn money! If I wanted money I might as well just date some other rich man!"

"Excuse me what? I know you don't want my money and I'm here-"

"For now, you have to go back after this don't you?"

It escalated quickly when you pronounced

"That's it! I'm breaking up with you! I'm done Jumin!"

"M-MC, y-you don't mean that"

"I am! So Good bye Jumin!"

Jumin froze at his spot as you left his penthouse crying

Over a week passed by in pure agony and you're finally out of the house

You felt sick in the stomach when you see a the next-wdoor couple being sweet to one another

Jumin was sweet, kind and caring to you but it was tough to get his time

And he could be so... frustrating at times

You had already packed up the gifts (even the ones you adore a lot) but you do not wish to keep them if it reminds it of him

You'll just have to ship them off back to him so you won't have to see him

You miss him but it's better this way, you hated the fact how you need to imagine him being there to fool yourself that he's there when he's not

Like right now, you must miss him so much that his car is in front of your apartment block

Oh look at that, Han Jumin is standing in front of me ha-ha you need to stop thinking about him

"MC, can we talk?"

Oh shit its real

Long story short, he's in your apartment and you passed the box of gifts to him

"Here's the things you gave me, the other two box is in my room"

"MC... they are yours... you really don't-"

"Either you take it or I'll throw them away" ...well not throw, maybe donate them away.

Jumin sighed as he put the box down before he hesitantly hug you

"I'm sorry MC... I'm sorry that I can't be the perfect man for you. I know I lack a lot and I know there are much better and suitable man for you"

Jumin burried his face into your neck

"But can't you please give me another chance? I-I'll try harder, better. I don't know how this work but please come back"

You slowly pushed him away, his presences is making it hard for you to say no

"I don't know Jumin... It was really lonely...I-I"

You looked away when your tears began to fall

"...You must have been hurt a lot. Please don't cry, love"

He cupped you face as he wiped your tears away before pulling you into his warm arms again

"I keep making you cry even when I wanted to make you happy... I supposed I don't deserve you after all... I'm so so sorry MC"

You sobbed as you wrapped your arms around his waist when he tried to pull away

"I'm sorry too Jumin... I should have understand more but I can't"

"Don't apologize, it's not your fault MC really"

You two ended up apologizing to one another while hugging at the entrance and you don't know who started it first

But you were kissing him

Things escalated quickly and the moment you felt his lips on yours, your self-control broke and so was his

You two ended up at the couch together, panting

You laid on top of him as he kissed your forehead

"Are we... together again? If not, I-I'll accept this as our last time together and won't bother you again"

Jumin croaked and you couldn't help but to kiss him

"Only if you swear that there will more of our time together... I'm yours"

"I swear"

707

That's it, you are done.  

You can't keep up like this.

His house is always a mess, you don't know how Vanderwood could handle this.

You can't even sleep in a clean bed, there are ants with all Seven's carbonated drinks.

The house is frustrating and you partner who you never see anymore is making you angrier.

That's how you slammed the door open to his office and Seven jumped before he pointed a gun to you.  

"Oh it's just you MC"

"Oh yes, it's just me"

You burst out as your temper hit your limit.  

Seven was caught off guard but soon he turned heated too.

Next thing you know, you both were screaming at each other's face.

"I'M BREAKING UP WITH YOU!"

"GOOD RIDDANCE!"

That was how the break up went and soon you were back at your own apartment.

Drowning in tears and ice-cream.

"I'll protect you"

"HE'S LYING. RUN AWAAYY"

You screamed at the TV show before sobbing miserably.

It's been three days, no calls no nothing.

The fact he told you 'Good riddance' was making you angrier

But you were enraged when you found out all the ice-cream were gone

"Great"

You throw the empty pint away before putting your- wait a minute this is his hood

"Screw it I just want ice-cream"

You took your money and left your phone knowing that nobody would call anyways

Making your way to the nearest convenience store, you got your ice-cream with a couple of stares but you could care less

The moment you got home, you realized that your phone been ringing non-stop

51 missed calls from 'Darling 707'

What the hell does he want now-

SLAMMM

Your front door was knocked down and there was Seven panting

"WHY THE HELL DID YOU BREAK MY DOOR DOWN FOR?!"

"WHY DIDN'T YOU TAKE YOUR PHONE WITH YOU?!!"

"WHY DO YOU CARE, GET OUT!"

You pushed him out which was useless since your door was broken anyways

"You've been staying home for three days and you went out without your phone and I saw you leaving from the CCTV but I can't track you down- what the hell is wrong with you?"

"Who told you to track me down you stalker?! You tracked down my phone- You know what? You can take my phone with you!"

You pushed your phone into his chest but that didn't stop him from firing back

You two were practically screaming with a broken door between you until there were neighbors walking out to check what's going on

Some were hesitant whether to step in or not seeing how there were fire from both side

There were no physical contacts but the shouting was scary enough that no one would come near

The first person who tried to stop you both ended with a loud

"SHUT UP"

From you both before you two went back to each other

"WE'RE DONE SAEYOUNG! WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU CARE WHERE I'VE GONE OR WHAT HAPPEN TO ME?!"

"BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU WHY DO YOU THINK?!"

"WELL I LOVE YOU TOO"

"THEN WHY ARE WE BREAKING UP"

"BECAUSE YOU CAN'T TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!"

"THAT'S WHY I NEED YOU TO CARE FOR ME"

"YOU'RE NOT A BABY"

"I AM YOUR BABY"

"OH SHUT UP"

"JUST KISS ME ALREADY"

That was how you two made up with a passionate kiss with audience and a broken door

The neighbors glanced at one another before whispering amongst themselves

"....does that mean we could  go in?"

"I have a feeling something will happen and I don't want to see it"

"We should go"

"Congratulations on making up"

V

This was the last straw

V kept hiding things from you and it's not even for a surprise!

Even after you both started dating, his habit of being secretive is still there

He had hid the fact that he had work and left you hanging for a day with no news

Hide the fact that he was trying to save money and instead of telling you so, he decided to not meet you at all for a month

Now, he hid the fact that he had to go for doctor's appointment every Wednesday

It started a month after you began dating

It's been over a year

"Am I even in your life Jihyun?"

"Of course you are MC"

"What am I to you?"

"My lover... of course?"

"Well you're not treating me like one"

The conversation started calmly but then you began to tell him every single thing you found out that kept hiding

Including the old pictures of Rika in the box in his closet

"I wanted to throw them out!"

"Does it even matter what you want to do with them now?!"

You burst out about your frustration and how you felt

You were literally bawling when you told him

"I want a break up"

V stared at you with glassy eyes but said

"Okay"

That's it. No more words exchange.

It's been two weeks and you were still deciding whether or not to delete the pictures you had with your teal haired ex-lover

You went on your life but every corner of your house reminds you of your memories you had with him in there

So you went out instead and walked around until you reached the park

You walked down the trail to clear your mind and get some fresh air

Even the smell of the fresh air and the grass reminded you of him with the outdoors

Maybe you shouldn't come here after all

As you turned to leave, you saw someone staring at you

A teal haired person

Seeing that colour, you began walking away hurriedly but alas his long legs got you

"MC, wait"

"I have no business with you"

"But I do... Please?"

"Then hurry up"

He sighed but began talking nevertheless

"I didn't tell you about the doctor's because I don't want to you to worry-"

"I already was!"

"I know you were, I didn't want to make you more worried so I didn't tell you, it was my fault"

One by one he explained his actions and apologized

"About the pictures with Rika... It was to remind me what I have done and why I become this way... It will forever remind me that the love I had with you, is actually true love"

You crossed your arms and look away, tears beginning to gather in your eyes

"... this doesn't change anything"

"...I know it won't... I won't force you to get back with me because even I won't do it"

V looked down, his voice was solemn and regretful

"I was selfish... I didn't try to understand you like you did for me... I'm sorry"

That made the damp broke and tears fell from your eyes

"M-MC... Please don't cry..."

He tried to wipe your eyes away but you turned away

"I was really upset Jihyun"

"...I know"

"I was worried"

"I know"

"I feel very angry and annoyed that you did that"

"I know"

"And I miss you"

"I kno-"

He paused and looked at you, with his lips slowly quirking up

"I miss you too"

"I swear if you hide another thing from me, that will be the last time you see me"

"I understand"

"Now kiss me already"

V chuckled with glassy eyes but still swooped down and kissed you.

#mystic messenger #mystic messenger imagines #kim yoosung #zen #kang jaehee #han jumin #choi saeyoung #luciel choi #707 #kim jihyun

[ellipsesarefun]

A/N: for @cosmicdusttrails​!!!!!!!! hope you enjoy this piece!!!! :D

It's ten minutes to four in the afternoon and the classroom is already empty when Lance finishes his advice (if you call his stupid goofy face and being in too close to someone else's space the summary of his own guide to charming people). Goofball and all that she adores about him, Pidge should have bought those cheap earplugs during her and Lance’s grocery day the week before.  

"And that concludes my TED Talk. Thank you for listening." Lance says as the four of them saunter through the hallway, giving an overly dramatic bow for effect. Pidge glances up to the two of them and then turns to share her exasperation with Keith. They both shake their heads and sigh before Keith chiming in with a, "You do know that being yourself is important, right? Hunk can say to Shay whatever he wants." Pidge nods along to his words and darts her gaze back at Lance. The said person narrows his cerulean eyes at them.

"And what do you know about romance, hm, Keith?" Lance retorts as he crosses his arms over his chest and careens his head away from them. Pidge barely stops herself from rolling her eyes. She hopes her boyfriend doesn’t instigate any further argument from mullet of a loner, lest they’ll be standing around for the rest of the day.  

"Obviously more than you, seeing as he's in a blooming romantic relationship with a wonderful charming guy." Her lips curve into a smirk when his nonchalant bravado falters with a mocking gasp. They pass through the school gates and they pick up the conversation once more.

"Shiro doesn't count!" Lance says, waving his arms around, "Shiro's Shiro!" The other three all grace him with deadpanned expressions and he ignores them, adding with his ridiculous puppy pout, "And what about me? Back me up Pidge! You’re my girlfriend!" He exclaims. He keeps that utterly stupid puppy pout with added emphasis. Both of them know by now her weakness to it (and she absolutely hates it).

“Boyfriend or no, Lance, you’re a goofball.” She says, laughing, “You can’t even stay put during that one TED Talk seminar a month ago and you couldn't keep your eyes open through the second one!”

"But you love me anyway." He teases, his capricious gaze unrelenting. She doesn't fight the roll in her eyes but the growing smile on her face tells them all that she's smitten.

"Goofball." Not even a comeback but a reply no less. He only laughs.

"But I'm your Goofball." He bumps his elbow against hers and she does the same with unwavering euphoria.

"That doesn't make any sense at all." Keith says and she suddenly she regrets forgetting that he and Hunk are still with them. If she could just drench those beautiful ocean eyes and goofy grin in acid rain, then maybe Lance wouldn't be this distracting.

"And also, it's obvious that Shay likes Hunk too." Pidge remarks, making sure Lance hangs on to her every word, "So even if he were to say something as disgusting as those rare and wild arthropods in some unknown island or talk science then yes. She'll like him anyway." And that is the inevitable, undeniable, and absolute truth. Hunk and Shay are lucky to have each other.

She glances off to the impending sunset, of watercolor-like sky fading from blue to still light scattered blots of red and orange. She immerses herself in the swirl of vorfreude of a certain tall, lanky someone with a wonderful handsome grin and cuddle sessions while playing video games until the dreadful 4am hour. She looks back at the road ahead of them and saves the thought for later.

They finally met an intersecting road and they all bid each other goodbyes. Both Hunk and Keith part ways, Keith at the apartment building at the end of the intersection and Hunk at the far left. Lance and Pidge link arms with laced hands as they cross the pedestrian lane of an empty street.

Two years ago, at the start of their college freshman term, she would have blanched at the mere notion of them sharing the same apartment unit. They were mutual friends of Hunk and Allura. They had not been around the other in their high school years as much as they do right now, not to mention that awkward crush she had on Lance then.

It took a momentum of switching chores here and there; study sessions with a break hour of video games, squabbling over what to buy for their weekly grocery shopping to become more than acquainted to their living arrangements. A confession and three dates later, Pidge realized that nothing much has changed. Sure, they’ve developed new set of habits, such as lounging around in only their shorts and underwear (sometimes it’s either of them and sometimes it’s both), have become familiar with each other’s random likes and dislikes, but there didn’t seem like some exponential difference, as though this has been designed long ago. As sappy it may seem (and she will never admit this out loud any time in five years), she and Lance seem to fit...

"Hey," Lance voice breaks her away from her reverie after a minute of walking , "How about for our anniversary dinner, I make some pasta and beer tonight?"

Pidge grins. "Sure, and I'll pick a series marathon?"

Lance flippantly waves a hand, "Psh, only if it's Voltron!" Their fingers tighten their hold and then the whole conversation shifts back to their own mundanity of homework, lab class gossip, and their friends. By the time they arrive at their apartment, she makes her way to her room while Lance heads to the kitchen to prepare their dinner.

From out her window, she lingers at the gleaming sunset, nostalgia creeping into her train of thought. She kneels beside her bed and slides out from under it a worn out shoe box tied in green ribbon and a lock. It's been quite a long time since she's added another missive. Just how many sunsets she's contemplated while writing one? Too many to count from the emotion it emanates. She had stopped on their first date, as they intended to be as a coven of clandestine confessions before they started out a romantic relationship. Still, it is strange to give them all to him at once and even stranger that she never did.

Pidge pulls out a key from her pillow and unlocks it. She reaches a hand to unwrap but hovers the moment she touches the fabric. It's already old and worn from the creases and not a single dust or cobweb in sight.

Maybe... It wouldn't be so bad to show him this. It's their anniversary after all.

She goes back out with the box in one arm and slowly saunters over to their small round dining table, where two sets of empty plates and utensils arranged parallel to each other along with a platter of rigatoni with sausage and fennel, and a small bowl of cheese sticks at the center. She finds him with two bottles of beer as she places the box on the table. His eyes flick towards the object in an unspoken question.

“Happy 2nd Anniversary, I guess?” She flashes a sheepish smile and a shrug. With the tip of her fingers, she slides it to his side of the table and watches as he takes a seat and unwraps the present slowly and delicately. He pulls the lid off, revealing several colorful stationary envelopes, each in meticulously tied in string and with his name written in neat cursive. He takes one with a trembling hand, shock eminent in his features.

“This is…” He trails off, noting the dates on each envelope “Were these…?”

“They were meant for you, before we got together, actually… At this hour or so, I’d take the time to write you a little something. I don’t do them every day, but it’s… a lot.” She looks down at her fiddling fingers, staring at the lines on her hand, “I never really gave them to you, did I?”

“You’re giving all to me now, that’s important.” He reaches for her hand and she follows with hers, lacing their fingers, “Thank you, Pidge.”

“No problem, Lance.” She says.

This is probably the sappiest she’ll ever get today but she doesn’t care. Seeing him like this is worth it.

[EXTRA]

“Wow… I had no idea you’re this sappy, Pidge. Where’d you get all these lines?”

“My brain, you goofball.”

“And you just had to write a letter in an old receipt? And your old notes? Really?”

“What? I thought it was an aesthetic thing or something?”

“….you were just lazy, weren’t you?”

“Yea… ran out of fancy stationary so I had to make do.”

“yea, but you could’ve chosen something that doesn’t have numbers in it…”

“Like I said, aesthetic.”

#plance #pidge #lance #katie holt #voltron #ellipsesarefun writes

[neapolitandemon]

do you have headcanons about sprinjara?

I actually do! Maybe not as many as ribmin but eH; anyway yea here's some:•The first person Ninjara really interacted with in the Arms league was Spring Man, he thought Spring was a lil too hyper but he got used to it•Spring was the first one to develop feelings for Ninjara. He realized a few weeks after they became friends•Ninjara realized when Spring and him went to a pizza parlor and he fell in love with him and his love for pizza, probably whispering ("god I wish that pizza were me")•They started dating after maybe 7 months of their meeting and no one found out until their 1 year anniversary•Sometimes they train together and they consider that a date•When they're hanging out in their apartment it's usually pretty quiet? Surprising really•Whenever Spring shows any affection towards Ninjara in public Ninjara fucking d i es•RibMin/SpringJara double dates happen a lot•Everyone loves them together, they're so happy for them you don't understand, their fans are so accepting i-But yea that's it, I ain't the best with headcanons (*´∀｀*)

[ame77lala]

ughhhhh... lately been staring into space... (the aftermath of in awe of LIVE GRACE ^^;;;) yes i m back from japan...LIVE GRACE is... wow.... much goosebumps why theres some weird songs like WHAT YOU WANNT lol can it be BLUE ROSE instead?? conductor Kouichi Fujino... fell on stage =v=;;; “Fujino-san daijobu desu ka?” (if i recall he trip on the stairs, but he get up quickly and told us he is a-ok! lol) also a staff fell into slow-moving trap door XAX;; (whats wrong with everyone?? too hype that this concert is sold out lol + many goods sold out lol)

ok enough about LIVE GRACE and on to blog

a staff, writer for smile gang, came back from korea and gave misato and nana the bunny hats, which i m sure most of you know how this work XD if you dont, basically you press its paw (where nana’s /misato’s hands are touching) the bunny’s ears will move up

oh wow...looks interesting and yummy XD she took the idea from Manten ☆ aozora show (that shown last week, or i say 2 weeks ago lol) and try it for herself are dumplings, that use lotus root slices as skin instead of usual flour skin

princess nail art style for LIVE GRACE XD (well is more like you suppose to dress up to be a queen though =v=;; see it for yourself when the DVD/BD is out XP)

mizuki nana staff pass (yes even the star of the show must have a pass to show you got the authority to access this place XD) mainly this blog post saying is finally happening tomorrow, songs that never sang and plus from 6 years gap and also from beyond 6 years (old old songs) (which yea you can see the setlist) she will sing in full power (yes you did...and always lol) feeling the highest luxurious stage throughout her body (totally agree lol)

andddd it started! 3rd live grace she been seeing in her dream has turned into reality~ and yea conductor Fujino-san’s fall lol (which i did explain on top lol) she also said that is a totally different feel from usual live (IT IS!! VERY DIFFERENT FEEL OAO...)  very comfortable tension XD (yea is not the usual POWER feel but more of like the feeling of the music, which how i got goosebumps, maybe same song but is truly totally different feel) she said she will explain more details after the 2nd-day finish also, she will be attending precure event before going 2nd-day live grace =v=;;; (a rush for nana lol)

which yeap it did happen XD this blog on the start she said theres so many things happen that she dont know where to start and to put into words XD but she said that she will put more details for AFTER LIVE GRACE (as usual) here she talks about thanking Fujino who did a wonderful job on transformational nana’s song into orchestra arrangement with many attempting, many decisions (yes is no easy job to do) also, Kado D who did the arrangement for acoustic corner thank both cherry boys and Tokyo Philharmonic Symphony Orchestra  (sob* i did shout arigatou towards the stage because is super good!! though whoever did sound system was drunk that he messes up the balance volume that he power max everyone...me ear lol) also lastly to people who went to live grace and cheer on TAT and few years later to hold LIVE GRACE 4....(which she had no plans yet lol more workload)

then on to precure 15th anniversary live with Fumie Mizusawa (who voice cure marine) they both sing and dance OP and ED of heart catch precure (she did abit on 1st day XD explaining that she need to attend 2 events, precure and live grace) the last photo is, of course, misato who voice cure happy

after typing that.... my mind went blank again... ughhhh anyway updates news 5th zacho koen will be on 5th May 2019 ballot by nana clips 8

Nana lab will have live viewing (of course most likely only for japan =v=;;)

and also summer tour..... from July till Sept 2019

(i have a complain....since nana you are in panic mode due to search for a BF/husband/love WHY YOU ADD MORE WORKLOAD, I WILL NOT SUPPORT THIS LIVE TOUR!!....oh well it is what it is lol..... ganbatte nana-chan...)

#Nana Mizuki #mizuki nana #seiyuu #blog #anisong #orchestra #live grace III #live grace 3 #live grace 2019 #precure #Hearcatch Precure #nail art