#are like all the lgbt adults just like friends in this bc i love that

[treasureplcnet]

Hello! I adore your Bodies fanart. I was imagining Karl in 1890 and how much havoc he would wreak. Also Henry and Karl would get along very well, I think, and Karl would be a *terrible* matchmaker for Henry and Alfred... I'd love to see your take on any of this, if anything comes to you 😍

HELLO OMG THANK YOU FOR THE EXCUSE TO JUST DROP HOT TAKES INTO THE BODIES NETFLIX TAG <3 all these drawings are very scrappy and i lost the plot and this became more like sharing all my hcs but still :')

now that you have brought it to me i really do think henry and karl would be unstoppable, i think they'd constantly have a fun, back-and-forth banter !!! i also can see karl dropping multiple not-so-subtle hints, and all of the detectives being quite supportive. gently too, considering the period-typical homophobia. i do think sometime along the lovelorn pining looks, he gets tired of seeing them orbit each other without anything happening, and this exchange occurs:

more doodles and crying under the cut :)

i will die on the "karl weissman bisexuality" hill. HE TOLD ME IN A DREAM!!!! it's just a little messier for him because he really likes women and will not figure it out ever. charlotte hillinghead TO ME also has the exact opposite problem where she is very much in love with her husband and doesn't have any incentive (or freedom considering the time period) to explore her sexuality. the way she accepted hillinghead's feelings for henry, and was less rejecting and more devastated over thinking he didn't love her or polly, just read queer to me somehow. an acceptance because she's like that too, yk? (maybe a bit of a reach but i don't get to choose who my mind designates as being bi)

i like to think that charlotte-karl experience a spider-verse mindmeld "YOU'RE LIKE ME" moment over being bisexual but they're not quite sure why they're feeling that way because they have no idea they're bi. if you are me you will understand perfectly

and i am a henry/alfred/charlotte poly truther as well (please see above discord ranting from my dms with a friend lol)

on more notes of just giving whichever character i want the bisexuality card, hasan is bi to me too. i think hillinghead and her bond a little over that shared religious guilt, of having their respective institutions be homophobic, and the feeling for so much of their life that they're different, so there must be something wrong. it helps her empathise with him and they quickly become closer because of it :) possibly also introducing him to queer lit, and maybe some non fiction lgbt history books

and one last final doodle because i think alfred as the only detective with an active love life where he's pursuing someone would make the others pretend like they can be adults but they want to know SO BAD and they also give advice once in a while because they're rooting for alfred :) they're all pretty good at hiding how badly they're invested in this (think iris 'casually' asking hillinghead how it's going and the other two perk up in the background) like i refuse to believe any of them are totally immune to the equivalent of office-gossip

this was so so long LOL i hope any of that is coherent !!!!! a lot of it ofc is my own projection bc i am bi, but it's real to me <3

#re hillinghead poly..... realistically a V poly with alfred in the middle but if i am allowed to be anymore annoying #literally everyone in the cast is bi to me. so its a triad. PLEASE DONT BURST MY BUBBLE RN LOL #esp the way ashe casually charms charlotte and makes her laugh in like ep 2... BI SWEEP!!!!! THEY ALREADY LIKE EACH OTHER #i do think ofc its easy to read ashe as being gay tho so i understand if some of this is just. not workable #but i will probably die on bi karl hill sorry everyone i know what he is #and also hasan thinks its ironic the moment she manages to get him out of the 3-piece victorian suit #alfred beelines for an outfit that makes him look like a gay history professor on a dark academia pinterest board #ANYWAYS. IF U READ ALL THAT UR A REAL TROOPER THANKS FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK #bodies netflix #my art

[filmnoirsbian]

I'm not partaking in the mcr renaissance rn mainly bc bandoms unnerve me after years of witnessing the 1d stuff that broke containment BUT. They really were one of Thee Bands when I was a teenager (I didn't believe in knowing anything abt musicians back then so really it was just Gerard Way as a disembodied voice in my mp3 player I didn't even know the names of the rest I didn't even like to know what musicians looked like unless they were women (lesbian moment)) and even when I was actively repressing my attraction to women I was still in the scene so my friend group was pretty faggy so whenever I think abt mcr I think abt my middle and high school friends who were boys in chipped nail polish and messy eyeliner and girls who kissed each other when we thought we could get away with it and trans kids who didn't know what their gender was but knew it was different with the black parade and bullets playing in the background so seeing all of this new mcr content and waves of love from old lgbt fans and young lgbt fans discovering and falling in love with and feeling represented by them is so...it feels like one of those movies where the adult returns to their hometown after being gone for a decade because their parent is in the hospital or whatever (my parent in this metaphor being Gerard Way? I guess? Or maybe the band is the hometown. My Chemical Indie Drama.) and even though a lot of things have changed there's still that nostalgic recognition and deep-seated love.

#tcp #mcr #the universal language

[blue-blugs]

CaitVi headcanons for paths cross, tangle into each other

Caitlyn:

Before Caitlyn meets Vi, she's very lonely. She has friends, but none are very close except Jayce. Meeting Vi and bonding with a bunch of misfits helps her become a fuller, more real person

She definitely knows she's gay, but doesn't date much during college claiming that she's “just too busy” (and yet you find time to hang out every weekend with Vi huh)

She knows that her and Vi have something in the back of her head- an us or a we, she just doesn’t think much about it until this fic

More specifically, she doesn't think about it until after Vi asks to lay in her lap at her apartment and she experiences something very LGBT

More under the cut (including Vi):

Her parents are very loving and supportive of her and Vi, but it was hard to get them to stop making distasteful comments about Vi for a bit when they were first introduced

Cait moves into a studio apartment like ASAP when starting college to get away from her parents and it helps their relationship

Jayce is her closest friend until Vi (as he is in the show), but sometimes Jayce invites Cait to do shit with him, Mel, and Viktor because he's trying to get Caitlyn to be more social haha. They all eventually grow closer, especially with Vi is added to the mix

Cait gets along with Powder but Powder still scares her/confuses her sometimes lmfao

The first time she tried her favorite tea was the first day she and Vi met. And yes that's why it's her favorite tea, even if she won't admit it

Cait is very touchy; she cuddles with her parents sometimes even as an adult and is very touchy with Vi, even in the stages of their relationship that were purely platonic. She introduces Vi to the idea of mutual touch between friends and that it can be a safe and nice thing. In retrospect this was kind of fruity of her tho bc how would she know? Its not like she bothers with Jayce lol

Caitlyn really likes taking care of Vi. Hence making her dinner constantly lol. She likes that Vi trusts her and tries often to show Vi that she is trustworthy

I'm autistic and I ended up making Caitlyn kind of autistic in this fic too? I asked my sister if that was bad and she told me that Cait is a little autistic in the show, so what's the harm, really.

Vi:

Vi acts like a fuckboy a lot of the time but she really isn't. She feels very vulnerable much of the time and occasionally expresses it, though mostly to Caitlyn

Vi is kind of a hustler in this fic; she works hard during her bachelor’s and works at the pub with Vander. She's probably just as busy as Cait but doesn't make it a part of her personality the way Cait does lmfao

Vi is a caretaker at home, the same way she is in the show, and takes that role pretty seriously. But because Cait is so self-sufficient, she lets herself have a little more fun around Caitlyn, and encourages Caitlyn to have more fun around her as well. Which is why she's so fucking annoying to her (rip Cait)

Vi has a few casual relationships/hook ups here and there during college but they don't last very long and a few girls back away as soon as they notice Cait’s presence in Vi’s life lol. They caught a vibe

Vi is usually the giver sexually but idk. Cait does something to her that makes her SO babygirl so Vi ends up being a switch when she and Cait start dating

I didn't really get into it during the fic but Vi and Powder were orphaned, adopted by Silco (who eventually gets arrested on drug charges) and then adopted by Vander

Vi was probably incarcerated for punching someone who was being a dick to Powder near the time Vander adopted them, but it was only for a few months or something. 

Vi fucking hated high school and school in general, but she appreciates the shit out of Vander and decided to work hard in night classes for him. She finds out she is smart if she tries and goes to uni on scholarship.

This is how I justify her being at uni with Caitlyn lmao, in any other situation I would have had her just do cars like she originally wanted. But I thought it'd be nice for her to prove to herself that she was smart!!!! Do something selfish 

Vi tried therapy around the same time Powder did and did really bad at it lol. She Did Not like opening up to a stranger. Therapy was much more successful for Powder. At some point she and Caitlyn meet though and Vi never ends up seeing a therapist ever again because she can talk to cait about anything and feel secure in their relationship, which accounts for a lot

Caitlyn is the first like, reciprocal friendship Vi has in a very long time. She's very used to being in relationships where she cares for another person but doesn't open up much outside of that or let herself be taken care of

Vi lives with Vander and Powder still and helps out at The Last Drop

#arcane #caitvi #my fic #i have a ten page google doc of ALL my caitvi headcanons #these are just the ones for this fic #it's so hard having hyperfixations #i am very close to writing a fic from vi's pov because she's important to me #headcannons

[jeffverse]

it’s pride month!!!!!!!! are any of the jeffs celebrating:0

no none of my guys celebrate anything they are all either too old or don’t care or both BUT they r lgbt

stat is he/him/any nonbinary bi

nine is he/him/any cis(?) pan

praline is she/her cis bi

val is he/she/they intersex nonbinary bi

six is he/him cis something….. definitely not straight

bonus: ryd is he/him trans bi

bonus 2: all of kilian and co is cishet so they’re getting excluded all month (sloan desperately wants pascal to be he/they bi)

- mod lucia

i asked this question so im ignoring what it’s saying and listing their business

blondie is cis gay

daisy is cis bi and i don’t like him

spirit is a dog

for a bonus blondies jane is a lesbian :)

actually on a side note blondie would wear one of these for pride

- mod sloan

Butting in like i always do since it's my male right in this pride month with mine. Most of my jeffs are trans and bi so! Specifics

- Dally is something and biromantic. He doesn't like to think about his gender even though in the server i joke about it, he goes by he/him but if you use she/her he's not gonna correct you but also going to stare at himself in the bathroom mirror almost ripping off the sink.

- Grease is transmasc and bisexual, as a bonus he's also canonically a dad!

- RRH is the same as Grease, transmasc and bisexual and also canonically a father. Which makes it that i have two transmasc deadbeat dad jeffs. Don't know what to do with this realization honestly (ask me about it)

- JD is pansexual and gnc! He doesn't care about gender at all and doesn't worry about how he's presenting.

- Tulpa and the system are unlabeled! They don't really worry about how they present or what they are attracted to. And they're young, so they don't really care about it. Any pronouns work for Tulpy

-Raden is also gnc and aroace! He's the sexiest mfer on this earth

-mod noah

Nathan is GAY gay as hell he has at least four rainbows on him at all time in the form of patches or pins. He's cis and he/him but you can barbie doll him into a pretty pink dress if you want

Pirate is bi and ace but he's like, twelve and hasn't figured that out yet. In his 20s he has a gender crisis but don't worry about it he's totally fine and normal

AJ is gay but has been with women in the past. He's cis but really gnc. He owns skirts and heels, is pretty good with makeup and has probably done drag in the past. His gender doesn't bother him he just does what he feels like

Darcie is trans and gay. He grew up in rural catholic Ireland in the 70s then got eeby deeby'd into the shining hotel so he only recently learned what the word transgender means. He's also homophobic sometimes but it's okay because it's funny

Tino is pansexual, aromantic and intersex. Despite his whole love theme and the amount of relationships he's had he really does not care about the whole thing, it's just a tool to him. Tino will respond to any pronouns but if you ask him what ones he prefers he'll tell you to figure it out on your own

Eddy is aro/ace and cisgender. He doesn't really understand the concept of romantic love and doesn't feel sexual attraction. He's happy with just having really close friends!! :)

BONUS ROUND: Darcie and Louise have four other siblings. One of them, Sean, is bi :)

BONUS BONUS ROUND: Pirate's future au roommate Steve is bi too but he's a COWARD and refuses to leave the closet. I want to hurt him.

-Mod CC

. Squishy is gnc! Rn he doesnt really understand romantic attraction but in his adult life he comes out as gay! Only romantic bc he's stuck with a 15 yo mindset forever

. Kipri is nonbinary and wlw!! Also her father Marcel is pansexual and kisses AJ on the mouth

. Frenchie is queer but it doesn't really matter what exactly how because he bites >:(

. Mike is nonbinary pansexual!

About CC's bonus: i shipped steve and pirate before it was canon 😎

-Mod Kim 🧢 Hi! Mod ez finishing out this round with his characters sexualities! At the very last minute too lol - Andy is GAY he is PAINFULLY gay and he is very repressed about it. If I brought him to a pride parade he would start crying. - His brother Drew is bisexual and in a polyamorous relationship.  - Cas is bi! He doesn’t figure this out for a while though because he’s dumb as hell and forgot that was an option. he’s like i can’t be gay? I like girls? duh? and everyone is like cas i swear to fucking god Shockingly, those are my main lgbt jeffs, with most of my others being straight or unlabeled. Bonus content, RT is straight but would love pride month because he wants to ally as hard as possible. 

#long post #pride month #creepypasta #jeff the killer #traphouse qna

[mallowstep]

Hi, so I am a former pro shipper turned anti turned possible pro shipper again. Originally, I was a pro shipper bc I was shipping irl people (basically they were non famous adults I actually knew and I was publishing fanfic abt them without changing names and stuff). Then I kind of got a clue and stopped. I was getting made fun of a lot bc of that so I kind of became an anti (jumped on the RPF hate train, cancelled anyone people told me to, hated on ppl for problematic ships etc). 1/2

i'm gonna answer this all in one ask, but i'm going to respond part-by-part, to help my information-processing-challenged brain.

i do want to say: i'm sorry you got made fun of. i do think that publishing things about people you know irl without changing names is not okay, but i am sorry you got made fun of. that's not a helpful way to help someone understand that they're doing something wrong, and i'm sorry you went through that.

Anyways, I recently got into a fandom that a lot of people have tried to cancel/shame people for liking, and I’ve been re-examining a lot of my views. It’s tbh a little sad bc most of my friends (while not active in fandoms) have a super anti mindset and would definitely shamed me especially bc of my past if I mentioned this stuff. However, becoming a pro shipper again has been a long, tiring mental process of learning to accept people again and I really appreciate your account for being so 2/3

yeah, problematic fandoms. urgh. i don't want to get into discourse, because like. not trying to do that. but ever since steven universe got called a problematic fandom (what the FUCK guys), i haven't taken that sort of shit seriously. with like, two or three exceptions which i won't list here, because the whole point is to deplatform them so no one talks about them and listing them defeats the point (which is why problematic fandom arguments are so dumb and counterproductive holy shit i wouldn't have known XYZ even EXISTED if people weren't constantly trying to tell me it was bad), and even then it's more of a "i personally do not engage with that."

i try really hard not to judge other people on their interests. i'm a proud homestuck fan. i write warrior cats fanfiction, often about very adult topics. i get it.

when it comes to friends...i don't know if you want advice, so ignore this paragraph if you don't, but it might be worth putting feelers out. people can surprise you. it's up to you what you want to do about that, but frankly, i don't care what your ship opinions are. if you're against harassment, you can be my friend. (you might not want me to be your friend, but hey, that's your prerogative.)

anyway, yeah. i've gotten embroiled in online circles before and had to unpick beliefs from them. it's hard work, and my heart goes out to you. remember that the most important part is that you don't harass other people. i'm a firm believer in "i don't need you to accept me, i just need you to respect me." in other words, i'd rather deal with a homophobe who kept their mouth shut around gay people than an LGBT+ person who told me i couldn't call myself queer.

but i digress. it's hard work, and i hope it goes well for you.

Open to people who don’t label/people trying to become proshippers and stuff bc no matter how people irl treat me, I’ve always felt welcome here. Anyways, absolutely love your warriors stuff and thanks for having such a cool blog. 3/3

i'm glad you feel welcome here! i hope everyone does. i don't care what people call themselves. i'm here to have a good time, and anyone who wants to have a good time with me can.

this is my corner and i say ship discourse is dumb as hell. like sld;fksd;ajfk it's so dumb and not worth my time i've made an active choice to not bother arguing about it anymore. i was tempted to explain why it's dumb, but i'm not going to do that. it's not worth it.

wishing you the best.

<3

#ask #anon #mine #ask to tag #you got like three responses #because i didn't realize mari had already written you a response when i wrote mine... #last night? #not last night i'm looking at clocks and times #not last night #but y'know #w/e

[runawayballista]

this isnt apropos of anything Online, like i am not responding to discourse or a take, ive just had a couple really good conversations about this lately with some long-time pals including a pal i spent a LOT of time with at my most messy and weird and awful, and we were part of a pretty tight friend group full of messy weird awful people. he called me yesterday out of nowhere, we hadn't spoken in a while but never stopped being friends, and he was talking about how fucking hard it is to make friends as an Adult because people are expecting your Adult Niceness, and we wound up talking at length about how important it was that we met each other when we were really stupid and embarrassing and when we became close friends we also became really close with the parts of each other that are really stupid and embarrassing, and as a result there's basically nothing we can do of to embarrass ourselves further in front of each other. we all did such heinous shit to and around each other over 10 years ago that we'd have to really try to hurt each other at this point. we can be incredibly mean about each other in a fundamentally affectionate way

i also like didnt really fully appreciate how important this was to baby trans madi like.. we met in freshman year of college, i didnt have ANY local trans friends and id been bullied out of my campus's LGBT lounge by virtue of being the only trans kid lmao. but my buddy zac & the extended friend group i got brought into bc we worked together were all cis, most of them were dudes, and none of them had ever met a trans person, i barely knew other trans people, and they were weird and stupid and jerks about it in ways that you would find pretty predictable circa 2007 but from a place of genuine fondness because what actually happened the moment i told them i was trans they went "okay" and everything after that was curiosity and awkwardness. we made jokes about my packer that would probably get you dogpiled on twitter nowadays but they were the kind of mean jokes you make about a person because you know them really intimately. those are special. those friends are special. i LOVE it when people i love make fun of me in deeply specific ways that they are only able to because they know me so well, and i loved it when they were mean to me because it was the same way they were mean to each other all of the time. and i know i'm saying "mean" a lot but it's the empty meaningless shit-talk kind of mean, the kind of being bullied by your friends that lets you know you are loved because you only ever really put that much effort into teasing someone when you care about them. it also kept us all the bare minimum humble for us to continue being tolerable human beings

#雑談 #dont reblog this one either! #im just having a lot of feelings today!

[mmmaruda]

I need to get this of my chest. My parents have had enough of listening to me saying the same shit over and over again.

I feel like nobody talks about this enough. I'm almost an adult yet I haven't experienced being desired by someone romantically. I naver hold hands kissed, texted with someone or even had a crush. I kinda accepted that theres a big chance of me being aromamtic but just because i am aro doesnt mean i want to be. Theres nothing wrong with being aro but I want to know how it feels. How its possible that one person makes someone so happy, I want to feel that. I want to be desired, to have someone that appriciates me and maybe an ego bust. Idk about being in a relationship but someone having a crush on me or smh. To confirm that Im lovable. Of course I'm still young and have plenty time to experience it but I feel like it will never happen. I want to feel wanted, to have someone that cherished me. To have a deeper connection. Maybe the issue lies in me being unlikeable? The last time I had someone I could call my best friend I was in primary school. I have friends, I'm just never their first option. We mostly see each other at school, but when we do go out I just know we don't click. I sit there all day waiting to go home. I feel very often sad and frustrated because of this. I'm not seeking a romantic relationship but a platonic one. Yet I'm still unsuccessful in finding both. People say that you find love when you dont try, it comes naturally. That I need to focus on myself but when I do this I only see my classmates and family so where would it even come from. I have a big problem with meeting new people. I don't know how to do it. For the past 3 years I have been working on myself. Since then I can actually talk to someone without stressing out and crying. I signed up for multiple events in my school just to meet new people and it never happens. I'm so lost, i dont know what to do. In primary school I felt fulfilled because I was around people I genuinely liked. They made me happy, my life didnt revolve around them but they were making my everyday life nicer. Still we werent that close and we lost contact. We dont call, meet, or even write to each other. Some of them met their current partners and just gave up on friends. People prioritising romantic relationships over platonic are shallow and fell victim of patriarchy. It seems like by society our only goal in life is to find a romantic partner, get married and have kids. Even if it's someone lgbt who cant have bio children, people still expect them to find their "other half", because it's "how life works". I feel like I'm never going to love anyone and nobody is going to love me. I have this one closer friend that always has my back just like I have theirs but they're always so busy with other people. It hurts honestly so much. Like half a year ago we went to see spiderverse since and I decided to be bold. I asked them If I could videocall them that night because I had so many thoughts after the movie. But they said that tonight they had already made plans with someone else. There's nothing wrong with it but at that moment it hit me. They're always doing something and I can never make plans with them because of it. I value them more then they value me. I'm not their first choice person. I was also restraining myself from becoming to close/depended on them because in the past being too clingy made me lose friends. So why everyone has someone close and I don't. Why I don't have someone I could do matching bracelets with or pfp. I'm a filler person. I here just because not bc anyone wants me. I want to make more irl friends but I don't know how. I know it's not my personality or looks but something is wrong with me. I think it's because I miss a lot of social clues but idk. I just want friends.

#relationship #frienship #lonliness #mental health #what do i do #im a loser fr

[starfoxrry]

#i was..... i was about to get better #i was doing so good today #literally was.... so close to just ykno getting the fuck up im fine #then i went on instagram and im back to feeing like shit #ykno that feeling when you realise that the only reason your whole..... life has been stunted is because of your untreated mental illnesses #im 20 but i can barely get out of bed most days #im a closeted lesbian with self esteem issues so bad that i have problems with intimacy #i blame it on the fact that everyone i meet irl at uni is homophobic which to some extent is true #but if i put in actual... effort into finding a... love interest i probably could worm myself into my town’s local lgbt scene #which i do know exist... but ive always felt like i dont belong with those lesbians and bi girls bc theyre all who i want to be but am not #i have severe social anxiety so im horrible at making new friends that i can be myself with #most of the time i feel like my other friends and aquaintaces and tumblr friends hate me #i love the two friends that i do hv and do hang out w but theyre also some of the busiest uni students #ive lost interest in almost everything that doesnt involve whoever i stan #i have no interest no.... proper hobbies... no... life #my young adult life..... lacks so much flavour... nialls chicken has more flavour than my life #i was doing... so fucking good im so disappointed in myself

[jadenvargen]

Idk if youve made a post like this but any m4m animes/mangas you recommend? Im trying to find stuff thats not overly romance focused or like. Idol groupey?? Like ikemen. Also watched kaiji because I saw your art and my soul hurts from the first arc alone

IM SORRY FOR THAT KAIJI IS SO MUCH uhm... i think i know what you mean? i don’t read too many gay manga( bcs i have hard time finding ones i like also😭) but there’s some i really recommend! Been a while since I read some of these so I’ll try my best to warn but I might have forgotten something ;; ! anyway I have a few to reccomend!

Shimanami Tasogare

you’ve probably heard of it, it gets recced a lot, but it’s for a reason. It weaves an expert narrative, focusing on a small community of LGBT+ (an older gay man, a pair of lesbian wives, a transgender bicyclist, the mysterious agender leader, and a young child who’s unsure of their gender identity and presentation) people and how they navigate the world. Its POV character is a young closeted gay man struggling with self acceptance, and finds family and love within this group. 

warnings:

Homophobia, Bullying, Transphobia as central and constant, but also mentioned suicidal ideation, pedophilia, parental abuse, as well as cancer.

What did you eat yesterday?

If you’re not much for romance, this one’s definitely for you! Not to say the romance isn’t there- it’s just very casual. A fun and honest tale about a gay odd couple and their day to day struggles, from light to major, told with the help of food recipes that they eat for dinner every day. Very comfy. Also has a delightful live action show!

warnings: Homophobia, grindr-esque fatphobia at times, domestic abuse(one of the men is a lawyer and deals with lots of types of cases), and the biggest one would be a bad bit in Chapter 2 where a woman thinks our protagonist is going to assault her while he thinks she may be homophobic. I would honestly skip this chapter. 

Hare no Hi

A one-shot about a gay divorced dad learning his son is gay too, and struggling to know how to help him. Since it’s so short, I won’t say more but I think it’s really amazing!

warnings:

the son has a crush on the dad’s friend, who’s an adult. this isn’t encouraged by him or anything(in fact explicitly rejected) but warning just to be safe!

I hear the sunspot/ Hidamari ga Kikoeru

A HoH university student recruits the help of a go-getter shonen protag classmate to take notes, and their friendship and feelings for each other develop along the way. It’s more about the HoH guy’s struggles to fit in and what to do in life, and how to fit in a relationship in all that. I’m not HoH myself, so while I cannot definitely decide if it’s perfect representation by any means, I think the story and characters are very real and wonderful to follow. 

(The reading order is all out of whack for a lot of chapters uploaded though so I’d reccommend checking a read order thing before starting lol...Also, the last chapter is gone from most scan sites for some reasons, but just searching “chapter 29″ should lead to plenty of downloads.)

warnings: ableism, bullying

Blue flag:

Not my personal favourite, but a lot of people swear by it! Different strokes, so it might be for you. Basically: Boy likes Girl, who Likes Boy’s friend, who Likes Boy, then other complicated factors start to enter the picture. It’s a sort of relationship drama between every character in their large friend group. 

warnings: homophobia, bullying, sexual assault mention, i think i remember some weird homophobic rhetoric that was like endorsed but maybe i’m mixing things up, katy perry and taylor swift pro gay mixtape.

not a lot because i’m kind of picky and i tend not to like a lot of what i read ;_; a lot of gay stuff is just bad yaoi, hard bara which is fine but not like.. a story lol. or like.. super focused on highschoolers and i don’t care for that. some general lgbt manga i’d reccomend other would be: 

double house (character study of trans woman cis woman roomates.. and then more:) ) 

i wanna be your girl!(cis girl in love with her real girl childhood friend but struggling if these feelings mean she’s invalidating her gender but Actually she’s just bi... the t girl is straight though so be warned.) 

Ohana Holoholo (2 ex girlfriends become roommates to raise the child of one of them, and rediscover old feelings along the way.)

Koi Ga Ochitara is explicit, 18+ but if you’re an adult gay man it is. Somehow very touching and relatable.

[desi-lgbt-fest]

STUDENT OF THE YEAR IS SO GAY

omg every time I see the movie I get reminded of how queer coded rohan and abhi are. the movie is based on their ‘friendship’ forming and breaking, there’s literally a whole song dedicated to how hot abhi is with girls AND boys singing it. and there’s another song dedicated to them being best friends. im such a sucker for the whole enemies to friends to lovers trope. and the climax of the movie in the first and second half is still centered on them. rohan isnt mad that abhi kissed his gf, he’s mad that abhi kissed someone that wasn’t HIM.

THERES SO MUCH POTENTIAL

okay so, they meet again as adults, and abhi is married but, shanaya knows that he’s still in love with rohan. so when they meet again, shanaya lets abhi know suuuper casually that rohan’s still single. and abhi’s like internally panicking bc the love of his life is still single?! but ofc he doesn’t care because they’re still fighting. abhi still hasn’t listened to any of rohan’s songs, cause he’s petty like that, but now he has time so why not? he’s basically sobbing halfway through the first album, why you ask? because all the songs are about him, and rohan hasn’t used any pronouns in his songs cause he hasn’t officially come out, but abhi just KNOWS who they’re about. so when rohan arrives abhi’s just all ‘heart eyes’ and they’re both in love again. ofc they talk and sort it all out, *insert the movie make up scene, but they both end up kissing*. and then shanaya’s just in the corner smirking cause she predicted this like years ago. abhi gets a divorce but him and shanaya are still very close, rohan and him come out and are icons to desi lgbt+. the end

bro... don't make me rewatch student of the year bro...

#desi lgbt fest #queer bollywood #mini event #asks #lellsinthesky #student of the year

[1990jeevas]

👀 mcc discourse? /gen

okay mcc discourse time everyone strap in

the three things i see people being pissed about most often are the lack of lgbt+ people in the event, the specific lgbt+ creators playing and, of course, technoblade being involved. so, let's break down why all three of these things are fucking dumb.

1) "there isnt enough lgbt+ creators".

this would be a fair argument that i could get behind...if not for the way mcc is set up for this specific event—and by that i mean it is a youtube sponsored event. the ccs involved need to have platforms on youtube to be able to participate to begin with, as it is a charity event. mcc doesn't have a lot of lgbt+ streamers involved this time around because a lot of those streamers straight up could not stream this event and scott literally said this himself.

on top of that, this isnt a "get invited and you can play!" event, it is a "you need to apply to be involved" event, meaning, if people dont meet the deadline, or they dont apply at fucking all, they cant play. that's not on fucking scott or anyone organizing mcc, that is on the ccs (if they even wanna be involved, i could not blame them for avoiding mcc after last times mess) who didnt apply in time/at all.

2) "there isnt enough diversity in the lgbt+ streamers" aka "im erasing people's identities and, again, disregarding the literal qualifications for this mcc which include having a youtube platform"

i keep seeing people bring up how every lgbt+ person in mcc is white and able bodied and neurotypical etc etc (which is an inaccurate statement anyways) as reasons why they "arent good enough" or they're bringing up how there "isnt any of [x] sexuality/gender involved" as if that's the organizers faults and i uh. i hate to break it to yall but, again, this is an apply to get in event. if these ccs that were "more diverse" (bc why the fuck are we referring to these ccs playing in fucking minecraft championship as some weird ass diversity characters instead of real life people who are more than their race, disability, etc.) met the requirements and were lgbt+ but just didnt apply, while a lot of other white, cis, neurotypical, able bodied, whatever the fuck else, did? yeah. nobody can change that. scott didnt just pick and chose who gets to play, there are literal rules for this event and also applications that are involved like?? hello????? and obviously i would love to see some more lgbt+ creators from different backgrounds with different identities in the cast, that would be awesome, but that is ultimately not up to the organizers. they cant force people to play. they cant skip people in the waiting lists. they can't have people who cant stream be involved in this mcc as their first event, both because it would be sad for them not to stream their first mcc and because it is a literal charity event.

and, to make things worse, a lot of people are saying there "isnt any trans people this mcc" which is just. a blatant lie. eret isnt cis and sqiashey is genderfluid, yall just dont like eret so you decide to refer to her as a "cis man" constantly, which is transphobic, and yall also dont know sqiashey so instead of doing research, you started running ur mouths and then didn't apologize when you got called on it.

like. even if eret was truly problematic, which i dont believe they are as they have apologized for every little mistake theyve made and dealt with the backlash from entitled little privileged teenagers online all while not complaining even the slightest bit, that still doesnt give you a right to misgender them and erase their identity as a non cis person entirely because you're mad over a fucking minecraft event like??? how fucking privileged you must be that this is what gets you heated. not any actual homophobia or transphobia, but apparently "lgbt+ people in minecraft not being diverse enough". choke.

3) "technoblade is a lesphobe, why is he in mcc"

tw on this section: i discuss my expierences with homophobia as an afab nblw briefly and reclaim the d slur (if you wanna read this section and avoid the homophobia discussion and/or d slur, skip from "as someone who is nblw" to "techno making a shitty joke").

all of techno's lesphobic comments are from 5+ years ago and were, at worst, jokes in poor taste. as someone who is nblw, i have had men follow me and my friend around and call us dykes for holding hands in a museum, i have had my family members harrass me for my sexuality and casually talk about how im gross and wrong for liking girls and i have been punished by literal teachers for showing "too much pda" with my past girlfriends despite the fact that ive never even kissed someone on campus before, just held hands and hugged. techno making some shitty jokes when he was a teenager years ago, while also having a plethora of examples of him being an lgbt+ ally, which does include lesbians, should not be treated the same way as literal bigots calling queer people slurs. and if you think it should be, you have had it fucking lucky.

yes, it is valid to be upset over these jokes, they're fucking weird and he shouldnt have made them, but to treat it with the exact same seriousness as a grown ass adult showing blatant homophobia in current times? no. fuck no.

extra notes bc there's some minor discourse points i left out: no, dream team shouldnt get to be involved in this event over other cishet ccs involved just because they have bigger platforms because this quite literally isnt about them, it's about lgbt+ people and they just didnt happen to get in. shut the fuck up. stop mentioning ant and velvet as people who shouldve been involved, they're quite literally together rn doing little daytrips and shit and they most likely dont wanna spend their time together playing fucking minecraft. also, stop saying techno should be replaced with ranboo (or anyone for that matter), it breaks ranboo's fucking boundaries and him donating 100k to the trevor project doesnt suddenly mean he gets to skip the mcc waiting list.

in conclusion: twitter stop whining over pride mcc, your privilege is showing.

(tagging @tauntwenthome bc you said you wanted to hear as well <3)

#mcc #technoblade #mcyt fandom critical #dsmp fandom critical #fandom critical #discourse #this was hard to write bc this situation is a pain in the ass to explain ajsksk #like specifically the 2nd section i kept rewriting and i still think it sounds confusing but whatever #mcyt #mcytblr #ask to tag #shit self #ok to rb #asks #ghcstbvr #magnus tag 💭 #bangerz

[fecto-forgo]

rating fandom affection terms for characters because i have nothing better to do

favorite character-simple, straight forward, not bad at all, but it lacks spice and a true demonstration of love, 8/10 gets the job done

problematic favorite-a great term, once again straight forward but in this case about the guy in question being acknowledged as a stinky rascal, 10/10

cinnamon roll-its ok, i was never into it bc idc for those types of characters, suffered a sad fate of eventually becoming a term associated with diminishing characters into just their "cute and pure" traits, 2/10 bc i remember it getting really annoying after a while, it being from old fandom times society wants to forget doesnt help its case

smol bean-same feelings as above, but suffered a more tragic fate that its downfall was caused by 30 years old adults attempting to call themselves smol beans, 1/10 i use smol every once in a blue moon

tol-i honestly dont think this was ever put in proper use, it was created to match smol but taller people (in fandom height standards thats anyone above 5'0) do not give off the vibes fandom people need to want to infantalize them, 5/10 for sounding a bit funny

waifu/husbando-i think someone using those to refer to any character at all should be a red flag, 1/10 someone can get more 4 points if their favorite is of age to be called that

best girl/best boy-can be a red flag but can also be used as a term for "whos your favorite from *gender*?" so it gets a mild pass, 4/10

baby boy (baby)-cute! came from a decently funny meme, 7/10 funny to scream out when youre rotating them in your brain

gay baby-im honestly convinced this wasnt used by a single lgbt+ person outside of like, maybe a gay baby jail joke, 0/10 called me a slur

rat-was funny the first fifty times, 6/10 not horrible but after a while it felt like itd meet the same fate as cinnamon roll

komaeda-i do not know how i feel about this, if its used in a conversation itll either be hilarious or be the worst attempt at making a character summary, ???/10

twink-i keep getting flashbacks to the chubby twink fight in that post about the animal crossing owls everytime i hear it, 6/10 i dont know what it means anymore

sexyman-funny term for us, slur for the characters, im confused if this is even an affection term/10

son/daughter-adorable i love seeing this get used for a character who had family issues, 8/10 just very sweet

poor little meow meow-the specific brand of irony is genius, its like watching a victorian woman throw bread crumbs at a starving orphaned homeless child, 9/10 my friend wanted to kill me for calling lancelot from king arthur my meow meow

skrunkly-meow meow but with a bigger brand of pity, truly like seeing a cat who just got out of a bath and is in misery, 10/10

blorbo-a fine revolutionary term used to fight back against angry ops their posts were getting fandom tags in the fandom app, 20/10 cured my fear of judgement

*any sexual term*-would maybe be a bit funny if you guys used it for men who actually look pretty for once, 2/10 has ironic potential

slut/whore-very funny if used in a couple of men, otherwise its just awkward 3/10

any graphic paragraph of wanting to fix a man through something such as putting them in rice-a great way to show concern but still hint at being able to laugh at them, 10/10 i tried joking about this with a friend outside of tumblr and she acted like i was insane

will update if i remember more <3

#analiceoriginal.txt

[cloudycrystalkpop]

a handful of fic recs

so bc im insane, these will be organized by genre instead of group

Science Fiction 

Residue written by @taetaesbaebaepsae

pairing: Monsta X’s Joohoney x fem reader

sub genres: strangers to lovers, Android au

warnings: vanilla smut, just generally heartbreaking, theres a lot of ways to read the subtext and general commentary in this fic, and they just hurt even more

when I tell you I cried and it took me d a y s to get over this fic, f u c k. the world building is done very well, and after reading and taking days to process this reminded me of how much I love sci-fi as a tool for social commentary. this also made me rethink how to use the idea of “humanity” and what exactly defines it. 

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Goldstorm and Bug Boy written by @masterninjacow

pairing: ATEEZ’s Yunho x fem reader

sub genres: rivals to friends to lovers, mutual pining, superhero au 

warnings: violence, some slight gore, sexual tension 

this is so fucking cute. it reminds me of my childhood reading comics and the small snapshot stories in kids superhero cartoons. Yunho makes for a Spiderman I really like, less the awkward nerdy boy, and more so the gentle kind and playful man. he's easy to imagine as an older, mid twenties Spiderman, and his almost mentoring relationship with reader I really enjoy. 

Horror

I'm yours, you're mine written by @wildernessuntothemselves

pairing: Stray Kid’s Felix x fem reader (x Chan)

sub genres: heavy smut, yandere, psychological horror

warnings: !NON CON!, BDSM, murder, public sex, heavy dom/sub dynamics, abuse (physical and emotional), stalking, cheating, I'm 100% positive there is more I'm forgetting

honestly if you like yandere, or things like Killing Stalking you will probably enjoy this fic. the horror is mostly pretty slowburn until it kinda hits you all at once. I literally knew how it would end from the very beginning yet I STILL found myself gasping with a hand over my mouth when everything is revealed. 

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Twilight written by @foreveryouaremystar

pairing: ATEEZ’s Mingi x fem reader

sub genres: enemies to lovers, royalty au 

I am stretching this fic by putting it in this category but I do think the first couple of chapters fit 

warnings: abusive family, adult content 

I'm the biggest sucker for Mingi in royalty aus, but this one focuses on him as the son of a conqueror king. theres some subtext I like about what it means for a kingdom to be “taken over”. Mingi isn't written as the usually awkward fluff ball, and it focuses well on his intimidating air and high intelligence. 

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[17.25] written by @lettersfromaphrodite

pairing: Stray Kid’s Changbin x fem reader

sub genres: vampire au, prostitute au

warnings: BDSM, smut, switch!Changbin 

this is lovely if you are looking for a sexy spooky vibe. I adore this authors work and this is a not so guilty pleasure of mine. 

Slice Of Life

Fall Season written by @star-lemonade

pairing: A.C.E’s Sehyoon x fem reader x Byeongkwan 

sub genres: non idol au, polyamory, LGBT+ 

warnings: smut, threesome

wow this fic makes me soft. especially the relationship dynamic of reader and BK. as a queer person reading Sehyoon and Byeongkwan’s dynamic in this fic contrasted to Sehyoon and readers dynamic really pulled on my heart stings. both our male leads here are bi in this fic and reader has to overcome their own biphobia in their character development and I think its written well. 

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All In written by @tenelkadjowrites

pairing: ATEEZ’s Mingi x fem reader

sub genres: best friends to lovers, fake marriage au

warnings: drinking, smut, size kink

this is exactly what the summery says, and its perfect. please drink responsibly. if I had any notes for the author it would be: you made me cry with Mingi’s confession at the end and my lawyer will be contacting you-

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[17.59] written by @lettersfromaphrodite

pairing: Stray Kid’s Jeongin x fem reader

sub genres: royal au, strangers to lovers, found family

warnings: emotional abuse, assassin reader

LITTLE BABY PRINCE JEONGIN I would die for him. hes so fucking adorable never speak to me again. this fic is sad as fuck in the beginning but don't worry it has a happy ending

Mis. Series

so I wanna shout out these series from these two authors really quick

@i-see-thevision ‘s Stray Kids Heaven Or Hell

genres: various

summery: each story depicts a SKZ member as either a demon or an angel, and follows their relationship with each of their readers. 

my personal favorites: Jisung and Changbin

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@lettersfromaphrodite ‘s wereworlf x witch Stray Kids series

genres: soulmates au

summery: each member of SKZ’s pack finds their mate, who each happen to be witches. a coven and sisterhood is formed among the wives of this pack of wolves.

my personal favorites: Felix, Chris, and Jeongin

#fic recs #Admin hanged man #stray kids #ateez #Monsta x