#but also depends on the ship

[queensconquest]

how do you need to be loved?

like lovers watching the sunset

calm, focused, tender. you need to be loved in the way teenagers kiss in the rain and giggle behind hands. you need to be loved like a child, taken care of, watched over, focused on. you need to feel the warmth of the sun, you need to feel the love rushing through your veins. you need to be reminded that love is worth it, and it’s beautiful to experience. you need to be loved in a way that is refreshing, again and again.

tagged by:  @yeonban thank you so much !!  tagging: @acandlelitdeath , @parieha , @psaiint , @goresugars , & you!

#OKAY THERES MIXED BITS HERE #so settle down while i tag talk #so some of it yeah but others v much no #but also depends on the ship #bc his love is a calm and focused love #and he likes being able to FEEL something #even if it is a bit ??? at first #bc chrollo struggles with that lack of 'self' #but a love is very much at least something that is 'his' #it can make him feel warm #and bring out aspects of him he can't really access himself #bc he depends heavily on the troupe in a way for his identity #but that can pull sides out #and being shown the beauty of it is nice #he likes things to be refreshing as much as he does like the comfort as well #but he definitely doesnt need it to be tender #v much depends on the partner for this bit #...the kiss in the rain is dramatics and he would do it #〉a history as blank as a journal〈 — ᛭ ⌜chrollo headcanon⌟

[gutsfics]

so. i just watched most of the new quintonreviews Sam & Cat video and for Reasons i looked up both Goomer and Frankini on ao3 and theres only One Single Fic thats tagged with Goomer/Frankini. fucking criminal.

double criminal for it being tagged as "past Frankini/Goomer" bc the actual relationship focused in the fic is fuCKING GOOMER/DICE. BITING AND KILLING.

#i have seen neither sam & cat or henry danger i just really love Goomer my boy Goomer #although i probably am gonna watch the henry danger musical episode bc Quinton really seemed to enjoy it #and also i love a good musical episode #anyway if i do ever end up writing Victorious/HWU crossover i Will be mentioning Goomer and Frankini in it at some point #mmmmaaybe. depending on how old Frankini is supposed to be. and when i decide to set it. ill have Frankini and Hunt be bitter exes #(bc giving Hunt the most batshit crossover ships is really fun to me) #he & Frankini would have been some super toxic whirlwind romance that ended So horribly and they hate each other #anyway i should go to bed now its past midnight lol

[steviesbicrisis]

I saw someone saying that they'd like to see Steve die in season 5 and my first reaction was to be upset about it, then I remembered I've been ignoring a character's death for 8 months and I've been doing just fine so, I think I can take the hit.

#still I'd be kinda pissed #depending on the hypothetical death #I'd still act like nothing happened tho #also IF that happened I can already see this fandom making after life/reincarnation steddie fics #because this ship won't die even if they're both death #thank you for coming to my ted talk #steddie

[dogmotif]

no i dont "ship" them thats a shortened version of the word relationship. i don't want them to be in a relationship i want them to have weird fucked up sex

#and by weird and fucked up i actually mean it unlike SOME people..... #also the word ship makes me cringe sometimes. depends on the day. i cant say no to it entirely though i must stay close to my roots #will speaks

[punkeropercyjackson]

Percy made this

#HELP SHE WAS MY FIRST THOUGHT KDJSYYJSSYJDYJTDJ ALSO I GOTTA WORK ON THAT SON OF POSEIDON HOBIE AU MORE YOU GUYS DESERVE TO KNOW THE TRUTH #bluepunk #< not a ship tag #percy jackson #hobie brown #transfem percy jackson #black percy #latino percy #autistic percy jackson #team parent percy jackson #aroaceflux bi percy jackson #punk!percy #pastel punk percy jackson #depending on my mood #trans hobie brown #ace hobie #unlabeled hobie brown #autistic hobie brown #team dad hobie #hobie is jamaican #mama's boy hobie #pjo #atsv #spiderman #the anomalies #dead seapunk siblings #perlex #x black!reader #< platonically for hobie #summerposting

[sillylotrpolls]

Yes, these are your only choices.

Yes, these are all pairings with multiple fics on Archive of Our Own in the Lord of the Rings - All Media Types category.

Yes, I did deliberately exclude incest ships. You're welcome.

#lotr #lord of the rings #poll #polls #shipping #woke up and chose violence #I have some guesses as to the winner(s) #but my audience and ao3's audience are not entirely the same #'Gloin's canonical wife' will never fail to crack me up #I don't know why #it's just so perfectly absurd and earnest at the same time #also seriously debating doing one of these just for Legolas #he's in SO MANY fun ships #depending on your definition of 'fun'

[wren-of-the-woods]

I've been seeing a lot of posts lately talking about how no one comments/reblogs/replies/etc anymore, and, as someone who comments regularly on a lot of fanworks, it sometimes makes me wonder if my efforts are worth anything. Then I remember how much happiness I get from comments on my own work/posts and how much the community of fandom can matter, and I remember the power that can be found in spreading joy instead of disappointment.

So -- to everyone who comments on fanfiction: thank you. You make the writing process worthwhile and so very rewarding. You make people happy every day.

To all the people who reblog art and gifsets and meta and anything else with enthusiastic tags: thank you. You make people smile and promote interesting conversations and make being on Tumblr so much more fun.

To anyone who sends people asks about their works, whether it's unprompted or part of an ask game: thank you. You give people reasons to talk about things they love and feel like a part of a community.

To the people who makes reclists: thank you. You give us more to read while showing the author how much their work is loved and appreciated, benefitting so many people.

To everyone who organizes events and groups and blogs and dedicated to fandom: thank you. You build community and love and excitement so effectively and it's wonderful.

To all the authors and artists who respond to comments and build community: thank you. You make people smile with your work and then again with your response.

To everyone who contributes to fandom and community in all the other beautiful, varied ways that I can't even begin to list: thank you. You are why we're here.

And, finally, to every writer, visual artist, gifmaker, cosplayer, maker of edits, writer of meta, or creator of art in any other form: thank you. Your work is wonderful and you make fandom what it is, regardless of who sees your art or how much response you recieve.

Keep going, everyone. You are a part of something beautiful.

#wren talks #fandom #writing #fanfiction #ao3 #tumblr #writerblr #i get tired of seeing posts like 'things used to be so much better and no one comments anymore' #or 'no one reblogs things on this site these days' #it's such an oversimplification #like. of course people reblog! i reblog!! i am people! so are my mutuals and they also reblog! #LESS interaction doesn't mean NO interaction and saying it does erases the efforts of people who do interact #also this can vary SO much depending on your fandom and ship and how long you've been around and so many other factors #like the commenting culture in the silm fandom is incredibly different from that in the witcher fandom #star trek is closer to witcher but there're a few major differenes #can't speak for other fandoms but i'm sure there are other significant differences #and they also change over time #anyway all this to say that i think encouraging people works way better than complaining #and at its core fandom is an exchange of love #that should be based in positivity #but this got long whoops #hopefully it's vaguely coherent #ok tag rant over now lol

[buzzingroyalty]

if you didn’t know a lot of the official homestuck merch is super on sale rn

the plushies r very good def recommend if you enjoy this sort of thing

find em here

#Only downside is shipping can be pretty pricey depending on where you live #but worth taking a look at if ur interested #homestuck #happy 11/11 also

[dragonlover123a]

I am officially back in my Hazbin Hotel phase. But I wanna talk about Alastor's sexuality. Whether the Aromantic part is canon, I don't actually know. There's speculation on that. But! That doesn't mean you can't ship him with OCs, CCs or X Readers. I saw on TikTok awhile back this creator who was AroAce. I cannot remember their online name for the life of me, but they were married. There's more than just sexual and romantic love and sometimes they can mix. Like Alastor's partner might love him romantically, but Alastor loves his partner platonically. Or, knowing that Alastor is a sadistic serial killer, he might just see his partner as his favorite toy. And well, he would rather not see his favorite toy broken or unhappy. Basically what I'm saying is that it's fine to ship Alastor with others. You just gotta know how to write Alastor's side of it.

#I'm also asexual and married. #AroAce's can be in serious relationships. #It all just depends on the person. #asexual #aromatic #Alastor #hazbin hotel #let people ship what they want #Their not actually hurting anyone. #Y'all are just overly critical in this fandom Jesus Christ....

[apollosgiftofprophecy]

I never understood the hype around Orion X Artemis.

Like...she's a virgin goddess? She has stated, very clearly, that she wants nothing to do with marriage, or romantic relationships. Aphrodite literally has zero (0) power over her.

Now...if you really want that genre of relationship tho...

Orion X Apollo is right there, you know?👀

#this is mainly geared towards the RRverse btw #toa fans i have one word for you: eclipse #:3 #tho i ALSO do not understand the orion x artemis ship in mythology...he's a canonical assaulter there :/ #and depending on the varient he either tries to assault oupis (one of artemis's hunters) artemis herself or the pleiades #massive red flag #but you know who is blind to red flags?👀 #our boy apollo lol #proof? *points to commodus* #the trials of apollo #pjo orion #pjo apollo #pjo artemis #toa apollo

[echoing-oursong]

okay i absolutely hate the thinking that some people (ronancers) have of ‘why are you not shipping this w|w ship because of steve who is a man why are you depending a man’s feelings on a w|w ship’ maybe it’s because regardless of your gender or your sexuality screwing over and betraying a friend is exactly that! it has NOTHING to do with sexuality or gender! SCREWING OVER A FRIEND IS SCREWING OVER A FRIEND REGARDLESS OF WHAT YOU IDENTIFY AS!!

#anti ronance #stranger things #also can we talk about how preformative and sexist this thinking is?!? #it’s performative cuz you’re saying ‘look i’m not depending a man’s feelings on a girl and girl ship’ while actively taking away any of the #history that is going on between the characters that this deals with #it’s sexist because it gives the vibes that just because someone is a man they don’t deserve a friendship with someone that gets them #like yep because steve’s a man that means his best friend can go date his ex which btw is betrayal at it’s finest when your friend actively #wanted you to get back together with you ex and now is gonna go fuck your ex #like this statement is the pinnacle of sexism and performativism #llike ahhh yes because steve is a man it’s totally fine that his best friend gets to betray him #that’s a totally normal way of thinking and not at all stripping away human decency and human connection with people

[p0rchc0ll4ps3]

JEAN THOUGHTS (LONG) (3K WORDS LONG) (PUTTING HALF OF IT UNDER A CUT) this is an extremely unstructured jeanessay really. a lot of thoughts i just piled in that have been in my brain that i wanted to get down.

THIS IS ALL LIKE. me coming up with shit btw. like. i try to keep things game canon and i shift stuff when i find out about it. but i am not immune to coming up with backstories and issues and personalities for these characters HELP

cw for mentions of drug and alcohol abuse, toxic partnerships, suicide attempts and suicidal ideation. also obviously this talks about fictional cops so

He and harry had worked on a few cases before harry’s encountered him

Jean’s old partner was a junior officer who graduated and went to work in searchlight (not jean’s receipt cop shit. Jean was happy to be on his horse and patrol the streets and hand out fines), and harry snatched jean up right after that. jean's good with teens i think. he sometimes looks after minot's kids (who are 14 and 16 respectively in my hcs)

Harry’s a guy who’s always drunk to avoid his problems. He used to go out drinking a lot with his friends when he was a teen (the 15th indotribe). Slowly all of them have died off, gone to prison, gotten shot, killed by the gang, suicide, drug overdose. Harry’s the only one left

He and his old cop partner used to get drunk and bitch at each other a lot. The old partner couldn’t handle harry’s depression. They were a negative feedback loop, feeding off each other’s negativity, seriously dragging each other down

Harry blew off the old cop when dora left bc harry was sick of the old cop’s bitterness and hopelessness and despair (but at the same time, said old cop had no patience for harry’s bitterness and hopelessness and despair)

So now harry’s been scanning for a new partner, just subconsciously because he thinks he’s fine to go it alone but I think something happens, like he almost gets killed or whatever and Pryce is like you’re a REALLY good cop. Get a partner or I’ll assign one to you. Can’t lose you

And then there’s jean. Who’s just lost his junior officer to searchlight. Who’s depressed but okay for now (he has a really “supportive” girlfriend (or so he thinks))

Harry grabs him. For the first year shit’s great. They mutually benefit each other. Jean pulls harry up, harry teaches jean how to be a really good cop (coz jean goes from patrol officer or sergeant to lieutenant; he’s SUPER unprepared for it and it’s extremely overwhelming, but jean’s smart and he manages (but it’s still drowning him)). They start to scheme something, a major crimes unit task force. “We’ll change the world, jean. We’ll shift the tides, we’ll raise revachol out of the ashes”

Both of them strongly believe in this

Then jean’s girlfriend leaves him. His girlfriend of six years. And it all starts to go downhill. Harry is like oh yeah I know how to deal with this. I can teach you how to cope.

(cont. below cut coz this is long af and SUPER unstructured)

Harry’s coping methods are awful. He’s like. Pour yourself into your work and ignore your issues. when you can’t work, get drunk. And jean, being ten years younger and lower in rank, is like oh yeah harry knows what he’s doing why else would he be such a good cop. Fully trusts his opinion. And as a result jean becomes a drunk and starts to spiral down with harry.

Harry pulls him down. But it’s jean’s idea to try drugs. And it just gets worse and worse and worse from there. Another negative feedback loop. But this one’s like. They’re there for each other. There to help the other up. there when the comedown comes and knocks the wind out of them. there for all the messy messy shit that comes from drug and alcohol abuse. there to save the other from suicide. They're tight as fuck. They tear each other apart. They’d die for each other. And jean, ever the impressionable type, gets SUPER attached to harry, super emotionally dependent on him. And vice versa tbh!!!! Codependent as fuck, super toxic partnership (bc they’re so drunk and high all the time it starts to get abusive from both ends), overworking themselves to death, in such a hell of their own making

In the depths of it, when it’s at the very bottom of the barrel, when it’s really awful, they’re the type of guys who’ll give up together and say fuck it, mutual suicide. if we go out, we go out together, yeah?

After jean almost dies of overdose I think, the fear of god gets put into him and he realizes he’s drowning and how bad this is. Realizes this has all gone to hell. Realizes he wants to live and realizes shit needs to get better. remembers their old pact, to save revachol, to make the world better. This isn’t it. Doing this will do nothing for them but kill them, and after almost dying himself, jean realizes he doesn’t want to die. They have to try harder. They can’t keep doing this. He knows how harry is when he’s not tearing himself apart. There have been times where everything quiets and calms down and it’s like the first year again and hope comes back and revachol comes back and the future comes back. Times where jean realizes what it COULD be. That’s the thing. He’s SO aware of what it COULD be. That every time he gives up hope, and the hope comes back, jean is like shit man. You know. Things CAN be ok. Please. Let’s fix this. i don’t like seeing us like this. I don’t like all that brilliant genius you have gone to waste. Let’s get better. jamrock needs us. Revachol needs us.

But harry refuses and refuses and refuses and refuses. He does NOT want to get better. He NEVER wants to get better, he wants to drown and he wants jean to be there with him and when jean refuses to drown with him, refuses the mutual suicide pact, harry leaves him. Fine jean, I don’t need your help, I don’t need ANYONE’s help

And when harry comes back and it’s someone else that’s pulled him out of the water of despair, jean’s SO FUCKING PISSED because he’s been trying SO GODDAMNED HARD and it just shows that he’s not good enough, that he wasn’t the right one, that only someone else could’ve helped harry, that no matter how hard he tried, jean would never have been enough. he's more fixated on this than on the fact that finally harry's getting better, and one has to kinda' realize oh. jean just wanted to feel needed. jean just wanted to be someone's personal savior. jean's been doing this for harry, yes, but he's also been doing it for himself.

I dont know how that gets resolved yet. After hitting rock bottom and realizing the only way he has to go is up, jean tries to get better and get help for himself and for harry. He is, as I like to call him, a consummate professional. He tries to shrug off the addictions and the alcohol and tries to pour himself into his work, and as a result the precinct is kinda’ scared of him because he’s so damn tough and pushy about it. Like the coping goes from getting high and drunk to pushing other people around and micromanaging everything. Like he was a good cop before, even when he was just on receipts. Now he’s an even better cop because of harry and despite everything

Kim’s gonna’ show up and rock the balance of it all entirely.

A. Harry’s better because of Kim, who’s only known him for a week. After all jean’s done for harry, after being there for him, it takes some guy who doesn’t even fucking KNOW him to make harry hopeful again

B. Kim’s method of leadership is different from jean’s. Jean micromanages Everything and trusts no one to his job for him. The only person who’s good for the job is himself. The only person he can trust is himself. No one can let him down if it’s just him, and he’s promised himself not to let himself down. Meanwhile, Kim puts his trust in people to do their assigned jobs, and when they break his trust, he throws his authority into it and pulls them back in line. Kim may not be as good a detective as jean (or harry for that matter) because he doesn’t keep his mind open to options Off the beaten path (such as how when in the game harry was like. This door in the whirling is important. And Kim’s like. It’s just a door harry, it doesn’t matter. And then completely blocked off that option as a possibility), but he’s a damned good leader. What he lacks in detecting, he makes up for by relying on other people he’s working with and working as a team. We all have our faults but we also all bring everything to the table. So Kim gets in there and he’s like, trying to work with everyone and totally getting in jean’s way because jean is being authoritarian as fuck whereas Kim is calmly taking it authoritative style.

C. Jean is very concerned about his professional image. C-Wing has become a joke to everyone in the precinct. Jean also knows that he and Harry themselves have become a joke in the precinct. Jean has made up for it by putting on this very strong, controlling front, putting the fear of god into everyone and getting them to respect him as a cop. But now here’s this kitsuragi guy and he operates DIFFERENTLY and jean is having a VERY hard time trying not to crack in front of him. Trying to keep up his professional front. Except that Kim has caught onto this and Kim likes competition, and he’s got it in his head he has to find a way to get jean to respect him and a way for jean to respect harry again because Kim absolutely HATES how jean treats harry now: no respect, completely hopeless that harry will get better and resentful of Kim for being the one there for harry when it should’ve been jean. Jean treats Kim with some begrudging respect and admiration because he’s trying to keep this professional front up. He respects Kim as a cop, and some part of him is thankful that SOMETHING got harry out of his deep dark hole. But jean hates to admit that it wasn’t him that could help harry. Hates to admit to himself that he just wasn’t right for him. hates to admit that he wanted to see harry better out of some selfish reasoning, and hates to admit that some other part of him liked seeing harry broken because it proved to jean that everything is indeed hopeless.

Jean is scared to be hopeful again.

But there’s harry. And he’s smiling. And he’s trucking through it. And he’s trying to come clean. And he’s trying to be there. For revachol. For Kim. He has a reason to live again.

And in some stubborn part of jean’s heart, it’s making him hopeful again, too. But he’s been burned SO many times he’s scared to let that back in. Scared that as soon as he’ll start hoping again, harry will plummet back into the dark, and he’ll finally lose him forever.

So in the meanwhile he hates on Kim. Tries to be professional and keep it together and all that but goddamn. Fuck this guy. Fuck him. He doesn’t know that harry won’t get better. He doesn’t know SHIT. He wasn’t there for him. There’s no way he’ll help.

And Kim has picked up on that! But he’s also picked up on the very small hint of hope that jean’s got in there. And the very small hint of gratitude jean’s got in there. And Kim, being Kim, liking competition, being petty, not liking how jean is being such an ass outwardly when he doesnt have to be, not liking how jean refuses to trust ANYONE, decides that he has to pry that hope and gratitude out of jean. He knows jean’s a good cop. He knows he’s a team player. He knows if he gets jean out here, and if jean and harry are truly friends again, C-wing will finally be worth its mettle again. And if harry really wants to “change the world” as he’s been talking about, Kim knows jean is crucial to that. So.

Kim hassles jean. A lot. Constantly testing him. Constantly pushing him. Teasing him. Questioning his authority. Trying to pull it out of him, to get on the same level, to get him to trust everyone, and respect them all again.

And that above EVERYTHING is the thing that’ll make jean crack. Because he’s trying soooo hard to keep up his face and then here’s Kim prying him open again.

Like he learned it from someone.

i think it's basically a big trust issue haha. kim trusts jean because he knows jean is an officer of the rcm and a good one at that, but he doesn't like jean's lack of respect towards him. jean trusts kim for the same reasons (bc kim's an officer of the rcm and a good one at that), but he doesn't Want to bc he's jealous. harry trusts kim with his life (if kim says jump, harry Will jump), and harry also trusts jean with his life, though he doesn't know it. however, jean doesn't trust harry anymore. he wants to because he used to be able to but now harry's gone down the drain so much he can't and he hates seeing how much kim does trust harry and how much kim trusts him (jean himself). harry doesn't understand why jean doesn't trust him. we were partners right? for four years? haven't we been there for each other? and jean just doesn't want to come to terms with any of that

meanwhile in all of this there's judit. and she came from a-wing where she made the mistake of babying all the men there and got treated like shit for it, so now she's on a strict I Am Not Taking Care of Any of These Men and Their Issues regime. she is also a Consummate Professional, and lower rank than all of them (tho when harry gets partnered with kim, and jean gets promoted to lieutenant, she'll become the satellite officer lieutenant). jean Tries to ask her for opinions bc oh woman, woman may not be good at police work but woman is smart with emotional issues (a very incorrect opinion judit Always makes sure to call jean out on his bullshit for) and judit always just says 'just do your job, officer' but internally she thinks to herself maybe if they all you know just fucked and made up it would be better (coz there's Sexual Tension there for sure) but she keeps this opinion to herself and VERY buried. she does NOT like office drama. she would prefer it if nobody fucking dealt with that and everyone could do their jobs thank you very much. shit's hard let's get on with it, just trust the guy bc he's a fellow officer of the rcm and let's move on, okay? at this rate, she's convinced they're gonna' get themselves shot and killed for all this bullshit.

honestly it's just jean who's the issue here hahaha. kim's chill, he's okay with everyone, the 41st is loads better than the 57th (less racist, by a margin, for one). harry's struggling, but he's got support and he feels hopeful he can make it. jean on the other hand is the only guy sitting there and victim-blaming and rotting away and coming up with bullshit and being a complete jackass about everything. he's BURYING it, that's for sure. but internally it's tearing him apart. and it definitely bleeds over in how he treats kim and harry. come on, jean. get your shit together. do your fucking job. nobody wants to hurt you. i know mommy and daddy yelled at you a lot when you were a kid, but none of these people want you dead. not even kim. he's just messing with you to get you to lighten up and get on the same page as everyone. come on man. stop your moping. they love you, too, i promise

so yeah that's my extremely long unstructured jeanthoughts essay that'll probably become more solidified the more i write him and jean himself tells me what's up but yeah. i like the guy. he's so. fucked.

good for him 🥰

#c4rg0f1l3s #yeah. #disco elysium #disco elysium spoilers #jean vicquemare #harry du bois #kim kitsuragi #not saying anything but i do have shipping agendas HAH #aro shipping agendas. no romance. just dependency. i like it when guys want to depend on each other #did you know i really really like it when a guy is so misguided and mentally ill #also jean bpd moments girly is going thru it #i put my fingers on all of them and added my funny little interpersonal drama that might be ooc #i am not immune to writing characters who feel and think too much about everything oops #just personality disorder things #shoves them in my mouth #also judit. i like that one #SIGH #marfă din elysium

[the-lightless-flame]

i love celia so much shes amazing but one note. i need her to have gay tension w gwen Right Now so i can complete the gwendolyn bouchard multishipping trifecta

#ive already commited HARD to being a gwen multishipper and i can and will add another ship to this. possibly more if i can #gwen being passive aggressive to her is a good start but i need more cmon celia im not asking for the world here we gotta keep this going #i do also think that celia and alice could be a compelling relationship depending on how things go but im trying to commit to the bit so #also this doesnt feel that spoilery to me but im gonna schedule this n the other post i did for thursday jic #gwendolyn bouchard #celia ripley #tmagp #tmagp spoilers #tmagp vague

[shaba-the-art]

Possible merch sale (small interest check)

I'm considering selling some very limited merch, since I have stuff coming in that I'm not able to sell at a con. I have charms, pins, sticker albums and a variety of stickers. The prices have not been set yet cause I don't know how much the import tax will be. I'm hoping to do this internationally since it's all so limited and I know there are people outside Europe who are interested.

Overall this includes: - sinner acrylic pins (8 designs, 6 of each) - Levia-Behemo double sided acrylic charms (4 pieces) - RiliAllen double sided acrylic charms (6 pieces) - Miku sticker books (5 pieces) - Miku collectable cards (200 cards in total) - a variety of stickers

The stuff coming in (except for the RiliAllen charms, which I already have)

Stickers would include - ec caramelldansen - sekai heads (OCs, all unit VSs, 15 extra Tsukasas, bonus) - cmyk june - misc. stickers (Shrimpku, RiliAllen charm separate) With a possibility of more stickers being made along the way

If you have any questions or suggestions you can dm me, send an ask on any of my blogs (@shaba-the-art, @tiny-evillious, @shabaababa, @mr-sabo-len-tage-sir), or just leave a reply. (or find me in a server on discord)

#evillious chronicles #vocaloid #hatsune miku #merch #fan merch #shabart #i also offer handbound notebooks and sketchbooks #and dreamcatchers #i would love to give a general price for things but it really will depend on the import tax #cause if i paid 200 for the stuff+shipping i might need to pay up to 50 for import tax #and that will bring the price up #doing the same poll on twitter too btw

[eashgirl]

VERY rough sketch of Breakdown and Bumblebee (tfe) I'm working on(preview)

It's very rough because I haven't cleaned the lines yet on a different layer, nor have I colored it. It's just in the first step progress I still have so much to work on so consider this a messy and rough doodle.

I loved their dynamic so I felt obligated to draw them, it's just so adorable, their banter, the angst everything about them screams soulmate energy whether it's platonic or romantic they are soulmates I kid you not.

I guess I should properly correct it, it's Breakdown and Goldbug, this is based on my new Wip ao3 fic which follows my own version of the events after the s1 finale.

Bee is definitely rolling his eyes under that visor (playfully ofc) I'll probably add a little chibi in the top corner.

I'm not really including a whole lot of ships in the fic just breakbee and starblade with other implied background relationships like ironchrome, oplita, thunderstream,jazzprowl and dratchet, the reason being the fic isn't really romance focused(and because I'm horrible at writing romance)and even the main ships I've listed won't have any explicit scenes just scenes to develop their relationship further.

#tfe #earthspark #doodle #breakbee #breakdown #bumblebee #goldbug #tf earthspark #transformers breakdown #transformers bumblebee #transformers earthspark #breakbug #??? idk #do I ship them?well depends on what you mean by ship #i mean I do consider breakdown and bee to be soulmates but I also consider op and elita to be soulmates and I don't ship them #to me my relationship with both of those ships is pretty neutral it can go either way (same feelings I have for the koss ship) #they can be either disaster friends or conjunxs #I have the same feelings about nautica and skids too somewhere between either amica or conjunx there is no real choice it's in-between #transformers #so to me their relationship at the moment is more than mere friends but not lovers yet #cadance for the arisen au #earthspark au

[mustangs-flames]

Good Samaritan Ch.5 sneak peek

He hadn’t thought despite the fact that thinking was all he seemed to do now. About Cesar, about Mrs. Torres. About that day in the church, that unfathomable creature wearing the cracked visage of the Virgin Mary’s face, her divine beauty rendered profane. How Ces- that thing, had begged and pleaded, a voice that sounded exactly like his best friend’s warbling in some mimicry of pain. Its hands grasping at stone tiles, blood staining between the lines. Wide brown eyes and gasping breaths and red smeared around a straining mouth, staining white teeth, fingers reaching for a hand that did not reach back.

‘It hurts, Mark.’ 

Something that seemed like agony written in the shapes of a face Mark loved more than he loved anyone else save his own mother. How it was not Cesar, had never been Cesar; had admitted it aloud only moments before. It was not a person, it had never been one and never could be. It was a monster. A monster. One that stole his best friend’s life and then his face, and lied and deceived its way through everything. Mark wouldn’t listen to its deceptions any longer, refused to be drawn in, to care for something that couldn’t feel anything - that was merely a mockery of someone else. He’d failed Cesar once in not realising the creature before him wasn’t who he’d thought. He wouldn’t let himself be tricked again. 

No matter how much the desperation in its eyes had appeared all-too-heart-breakingly-human.

#hail true body au #tmc #tmc au #my writing #htb mark #and here we see mark's conflicted thoughts and resentment against alt!cesar :) #i sure hope mark doesn't become angry and vengeful to the point he's just being self-destructive #that would surely suck for him #(also not a ship btw so don't be weird. mark and cesar were co-dependent best friends) #(sorry if this is a little scuffed it's from a draft of the chapter lol)