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leiswxrld · 9 months

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𝐓𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐄

𝐒𝐘𝐏𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐒… “Don’t run away this is what you wanted…right”

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: Street racer!Tom Kaulitz x Street racer!black fem reader

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: Smut, p in v sex, riding, missionary, public sex in a car, enemies to lovers trope, Tom low-key misogynistic, no condom, Tom is 18+, inspired by Tokyo drift.

𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: 3691 Words

𝐀/𝐍: please make suggestions on what I should write next low-key running out of ideas and dw sub!bill one shot has not been forgotten, writing it soon. Also listen to the slowed and reverb version so much better.

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You were number one street racer in all of California and the first woman to win a race against all men which deemed you the name ‘the queen of street racing’ and since then you hadn’t lost a race until he came along.

You were crouched in front of your car cleaning the exterior of your customised purple Nissan 350-Z, making sure to wash off the dirt from your last race. The soapy suds splattered all over your black dungaree as you wiped the sweat that formed across your forehead, the noises from your boombox echoed in your garage as tap in by saweetie played through as you bounced to the beat, muttering the lyrics under your breath.

You grabbed the mechanical creeper at your side and rolled under your car making a few adjustments and changing the oil filter before coming back up covered in muck and oil. The sudden ring of your phone was heard as you go to grab it, pressing the green illuminated button, “Hello”

“Yo Y/N got a race for you tonight you able to make it for today”

You contiplated your choices, hand gravitating to your hips. You really could use the money, “how much”

“About 1000 grand if you win this race”

“Alright I’ll be there in an hour”

“Ight bet see you there”

You hang up and decided the first thing on the agenda was to take a shower. You get dressed into the casual outfit you normally wore, a short purple skirt and a crop top, matched with long boots and a pair of earrings and necklace to go with. If you were going to race you were going to make sure you looked good doing it.

Sliding into the drivers side, you pushed the keys into the ignition and the engine came to life with a roar and you grinned in excitement as you turned on the radio connecting your phone to it as Shut up and drive by Rihanna blasted through the speakers. You revved the engine, the exhausts making popping sounds every time you pressed you foot on the pedal. You had exactly 10 mins to get there and you were guaranteed you were going to make it.

You took off, zooming down the streets of LA California with the windows rolled down as the midnight breeze hit your skin sending goosebumps throughout. Your hands controlled the steering wheel, making direct and quick turns towards the race. The familiar neon lights came into view as you saw the different drivers parked up in lanes over at the track, you park next to the familiar driver you knew as Devante who looked smug as usual, you wouldn’t consider him a friend or fiend but someone you could tolerate.

Stepping outside the vehicle, Devante doesn’t miss the chance to make his advances towards you letting out a whistle as you throw him the middle finger, “if it isn’t Y/N what are you doing here shouldn’t you be in the kitchen or something”

“Very fucking funny Devante the only person that will be in the kitchen will be you when I beat you in the race” you snidely reply, flicking your hair behind your back. He chuckles leaning against the side of his car as he seemed to eye you up more than usual, “We will see bout’ that Y/N when you’ll be the one making me a sandwich”

You ignore his dumb comment and your eyes linger to unfamiliar face down the far right with the black car which seemed to be a 1997 Mazda RX-7. He was tall about 6’2 from your usual height, the rows of cornrows he had surprisingly looked good for the white boy and he had a long white tee and baggy blue jeans that were sagged. He was beyond fine than you liked to admit even though you could barley see him to begin with and seemingly kept to himself not worrying about the people around him.

“Devante who’s the guy stood over there with the black car on the far right” you say pointing in the direction of the mysterious boy, he looks towards the direction your pointing in and chuckles, “Oh him that’s Tom Kaulitz German racer apparently he’s a pretty big deal in Germany won every race he’s been in”

You nod looking back at the boy almost mugging him, “What don’t tell me the queen of racing is scared she might actually lose to big sensation Tom Kaulitz” he teases and you roll your eyes and cross your arms .

“Puh-lease I’ve won every race there’s no way I’m scared that ‘big sensation’ Tom Kaulitz will beat me, it will be like every other race an easy 1000 dollars made”

He smirks eyebrow pointing upwards, “if you say so”

Your attention is drawn to the two Asian girls with flags, signalling the race was about to begin. “May the best racer win” you salute at him before climbing into your car, fixing the rearview mirror. You check yourself out once more, applying a fresh coat of clear lip gloss before flicking the mirror back up. Your attention is brought back to the two girls as they waved the flags, you revved your engine getting ready to take off.

You smiled at the familiar sight of your fan girls that we’re screaming you on, you send them a wave and a rev of your engine egging them on. Your head turns toward your competitors as they seemed to do the same thing sizing you up as you gave them all a wink. The girls wave their flags counting down from 3 until they reached 1 waving their flags down signalling to go and you take off with a quickness leaving a gust of wind behind.

You screamed in excitement, the thrill of driving going up as your adrenaline pumped your heart harder. Your foot pressed hard against the accelerator, making harsh turns as you watched your competitors in the rear view and they were inches behind you, luckily this race was one lap only and you knew easily you would win. You picked up speed, following the course of the road.

Your hand gravitated to the stick shift changing the gears every time you heard the timed ticks from the engine, the purple fumes illuminated the road as you turned the corner. One of the racers picked up speed going neck to neck with you and turned your head for a second to see it was that German driver. You sneered as he turned in your direction with a grin, speeding past you, “Fuck”

You chased after him, changing gears and your speed exceeding over 140 mph. Your hands gripped the steering wheel as your lungs tightened with anticipation, you were overtaking each other each second and the finish line was nearing, you knew you couldn’t lose especially not some newbie that you barley knew. You were swerving at each corner, the tires making noises against the tarmac as the finish line came into view and you pressed your leg harder on the pedal, not paying attention to the other drivers but you and him.

“Come on…come on….come on…”

And with that you both make it to the finish line and you didn’t come first place. You slowed down, parking your car near the finish line. Furious wasn’t a way to describe how you were feeling, you were beyond pissed to the point you felt actual fumes coming out from both ears. You watched how king dickhead got praises and cheers from the crowd as he seemed to be boastful about it in excitement as if he was trying to intentionally piss you off more.

Devante and the rest of the drivers pull up next to you and get out of their vehicles and you follow, glaring at the one who took your position as winner. “Seems like you owe me a sandwich”

“Fuck off D not now” he put his hands up at your snarky attitude and you continued to look at Tom. From now on he was captain asshole and you would make sure you would make it know.

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A few weeks went by and you went from number one female driver in LA to second place, every race you were in Tom managed to beat and steal your thunder; you managed to lose half off your fan base because of the amount of losses you had and they all migrated to Toms side which he decided to call them his ‘Girlfriends’ stupid name I know and rumour has it that he hooks up with his fans as an ‘extra reward’ how infuriating could he get.

He also liked to piss you off at any chance; embarrassing you in front of his fans and your own, calling you names and laughing at your faults every time you thought no one was watching, you were fucking sick off him.

“I can’t fucking stand him” you voiced out to your home girl on the phone as you worked on the engine of your car. “I know babe you’ve voiced this out every time you call me”

“Well you can understand why though; he took my place as the best driver in LA, stole basically all of my fans and practically doesn’t stop to embarrass and shame me for not winning”

“Girl why don’t you just race him only to prove to him that you can beat him in a race” she suggests and your eyes lit up with excitement, “That’s it thanks Suki talk to you later”

The next time you see him is after the race and he beat you once again. You waltzed your way towards him as he was distracted by the multiple girls that crowded around him. “Kaulitz” you yell out and he turns around towering over you, “Come to congratulate me Y/N” he says with a slight smirk on his face.

“No but I’m here to challenge you to a race tomorrow night at 11pm at the old warehouse” the whole crowd make noises to the sudden call our as you cross your arms waiting for his response, “Bet it will be fun seeing you lose once again”

“We’ll see about that Kaulitz” you reply and he steps towards you, his mouth moving to your ear “I’ll see you tomorrow night when you lose once again to me” you wanted to slap that stupid smirk off his face as you turn around, walking back to the direction of your car with a sway of your hips.

The next day you made sure you looked your best, you wore a tight purple dress that reached your thighs and knee high boots with a pair of purple sunglasses. You applied a thin layer of lipgloss and get into your car watching the time approach 11pm. You drove your way to the meet up spot and it was busier than usual, your fans and his fans in one spot as you parked at your designated area.

You spot suki and devante and give them a slight wave and as usual Tom was late, his black Mazda pulling in and parking next to you. You could sense his eyes on you as you turn to face him, he throws you a wink and you roll your eyes fixing your rearview mirror. “Good luck” Suki shouts from the crowd sending a heart your way and you pretend to catch it sending one back.

The two girls stand in front of you once again, waving their flags in a mannered fashion counting down from three before hitting one and wave their flags downwards and you take off. Both of you were out for blood, refusing to stand down without a fight. Your hand stayed on the stick shift as the other was on the steering wheel, the cold breeze blew into your car as the sounds of the exhausts echoed into the night sky. Tom looked at you with a grin and you wondered what he was thinking.

He sped up and cut you off from turning the corner nearly making you spin out of control into the street lamp in front of you. “That fucker” you screamed and you pressed your foot on the accelerator gaining speed until you we’re neck to neck with him and you turn to face him, “Pull over now” you yell signalling go the side of the road, he seems to catch on and follows you onto the side of the road, parking behind you.

You get out of the car and march towards his car, knocking on his window and he reluctantly rolls it down, “What the fuck is your problem you cut me off back there and I nearly hit a street lamp”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about princess maybe racing isn’t cut out for women like you”

“What the fuck do you mean by it isn’t cut out for women like me” you question,

“You know exactly what I mean I don’t need to repeat myself” your fists were clenched and you were getting irritated by the minute and that surfaced heat felt like it needed to be let out instead of being bottled up.

“You know what fuck you Tom you think your such a fucking know it all showing off whenever you get the chance, you and your stupid car should’ve stayed in Germany you misogynistic prick” you sassed, pointing toward his car and him with every word.

“Oh Yeah is that how you feel about me” he reply’s, clearly amused by your response’s.

“Yeah that’s exactly how I feel and I’d appreciate if you would kindly listen and fuck off” he gets out his car slamming the door and he backs you up towards the back of his car.

“Or what princess what will you do if I don’t” he challenged, pressing a hand onto the rear end of his car.

You could feel it, the sexual tension was off the charts both refusing to stand down. You were Infuriated with him and it made you want to strangle him while the other half of you was annoyingly turned on by the argument you had spewed with him and you didn’t fail to notice his eyes flicker to your lips that were smeared with clear scented lipgloss and also don’t miss how he looks at the fat of your thighs and the way your dress hugs your body, showing off what you had to offer.

“I’ll make you” you say, pointing in his direction.

“Then make me princess”

You push him onto the side off his car and smash your lips against his, venting out the frustration and anger you felt towards him from the past few days. He moans in response, pulling on your hair as your noses bash against each other in the hungry kiss. You pull away and your lip gloss was smudged onto his lips and you giggle to yourself pointing to the back seat, “Get in the fucking car ”

“Don’t need to tell me twice” he replys,

You both climb into the back of his car, shutting the door behind you. You climb into his lap and your hands automatically cling to his shoulders and you begin grinding your clit into his pelvic bone creating a euphorical sensation as your hands went to press at his collar bone. You both touched and grabbed wherever you pleased not caring for the potential onlookers that could catch you both in the sinful act, “Fuck” he mutters, biting on your bottom lip as he helped you grind into him, using his hands.

His hands move to your ass, kneading it in both as he continued to grind into you in slow motions almost as if you were riding him. He curses feeling the wet spot of your arousal on top of his baggy jeans, you let out cute moans and whimpers as he left red love bites and markings across your neck, claiming you as his.

“Already soaking wet for me” he muttered bringing two fingers to brush against the fabric of your panties and your juices coat his fingers. He pushes your panties to the side and slides two fingers into you with intense eye contact, stroking his fingers every time with vulgar gestures. “Oh fuck”

Your fingers clench around his fingers as the squelchy sound of arousal filled the car. He watched how you lost yourself on his fingers, pumping them in and out as your legs began to shake. Your head fell back as he stroked your spot every time, “Shit” you curse and you come all over his fingers as he slowly came to a stop before pulling them out.

He brings his fingers to his mouth tasting you and he groans around them, “Taste so fucking sweet”

You were so turned on beyond recognition and you needed him to be inside you then and there. You unbutton his jeans and he helps you pull them off along with his boxers exposing his fully erect cock and immediately direct it to your opening, “Eager are we” he teased, watching as you sunk down on his length with a gasp. “So fucking tight…shit”

You collected yourself for a second before lifting up and sinking back down, a guttural moan emits from his mouth as you began riding him. You hated to admit that he was bigger and thicker than the others you had hooked up with in the past, it felt like with every bounce he was breaking you apart on his cock. “So…fucking big”

He watched you under his gaze, hands going to your hips as he grinded your clit into his hip bringing immense pleasure that you felt you would come that second by just a few thrusts. “You needed this dick didn’t you” he questioned and you moaned in response, hand tightening on the seat behind him. “Fuck yourself on my cock…just like that ”

You were fully bouncing on him, the car shaking and the windows fogging up as your hand fell onto the window leaving a hand print on it. His head rolled back, groaning at how tight you were almost like a vice gripping him with immense tightness. “How long have you thought about fucking me Y/N”

“For so- fucking long” you confess, you we’re in the moment this would be forgotten by tomorrow morning. “Yeah tell me how fucking good I’m making you”

“Mhmm-”

“Tell me”

“Your making me feel so fucking good” you admit, eyes rolling back as your orgasm neared. “I’m gonna cum all over you Tommy all over your fat cock” you moan out, sinking your teeth into the crook of his neck. “Wait I’m not done with yet” he stops you and rolls you both over so that your back is against the car seat and he hovered on top of you.

He began pounding into you, every thrust hitting that spongy spot inside, your voice box emitting raspy moans feeling your breath caught in your throat as tears began to form in your waterline. “Ohhhh-fuck” it was too much for you to handle, trying to escape his harsh pounding, “Don’t run away this is what you wanted…. right” he mocked bringing his hand to remove the top of your dress, exposing your tits.

He slapped one of them grunting as he felt himself get closer and closer, “Where do you want it- fuck” he asks and you open your eyes, “In me….cum inside of me” you scream, wrapping your arms around his back and bringing him into another kiss, tongues tangling and moans mixing. “Shit”

You finally cum, your body convulsing as your orgasm hit you like a brick. Toms pace never faltered chasing his own before releasing inside you with a grunt and you moan at the warm liquid filling you up. You were out of breath feeling the now newfound embarrassment of fucking someone you hated and avoided eye contact. “Don’t get shy on me look at me” he finally says, gently putting his hand onto your cheek and forcing you to look at him.

“No one ever said I was shy you just assumed it” you lie, huffing out. “Mhmm definitely believe you princess” your cheeks flutter at the nickname and you curse yourself, why were you all of a sudden shy around him it made you want to puke. “I’ll let you win the race”

“Wait what really” you say surprised, what was he getting at.

“I wouldn’t say this if i didn’t mean it you know I love to win a race”

You roll your eyes, “and what’s the catch”

“The catch is you have to let me take you out somewhere”

“And why would I willingly agree to that”

“Because you like me”

“Just cause we fucked don’t mean I like you idiot”

“Tell that to someone else sweetheart don’t think I didn’t catch the way you reacted to me calling you princess earlier”

“Fuck off” you reply with playful hit on his chest,

“Admit it”

“A girl never spills her secret but I agree to your stupid date because I want to win”

“Mhmm keep telling yourself that”

He gives you one more kiss before you both get dressed and you cringe at the feeling of his cum falling down your leg. “Race you there loser” you mimic him from earlier and you get into your car, taking off towards the finish line.

Of course you came first place and your fans cheered like crazy congratulating you as you thanked everyone. Tom pulled up next to you and he gives you a knowing look as he walks toward his friends and you walk towards Suki giving her a hug. “Congrats Y/N what does it feel like to be LA’s winner in the first time in 4 weeks” she says pushing a fake microphone towards your lips, “Feels fucking amazing that’s what it feels like” your eyes gravitate to Tom and he was already looking at you, sending a wink in your direction.

“Definitely feels amazing”

#tom kaulitz x black reader #reader #black reader #tom kaulitz x reader #smut #x black fem reader #tom kaulitz smut #black reader smut #tom kaulitz #leiswxrld #leiscoven

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itsmealaiah · 3 months

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Could you make one with 2010!Tokio Hotel and fem!reader just gets passed around between them (sorry if this is to weird)

dw you're good! ❤️

Passed around

can be read as male or female

tags/ warnings: Sfw and Nsfw headcanons, mentions of sex, roughness/ dom! band members, body worshipping, mention of safewords

MDNI ⚠️

Synopsis: being passed around the band is more fun then meets the eye

(i would think the cycles like a month one week for each of the members)

Tom:

He's absolutely making the most out of those seven days with you. Taking you to clubs, getting wasted, waking up hungover, still dressed in the same clothes as the previous night.

Heavy, heavy sex during this time. Doesn't matter when. Public? perfect place to throw you against a bathroom wall and have his way with you. However, in private, he's much more dedicated, savoring each part of your body with his eyes, before giving you what you're both craving.

Very careful not to get you to use a safeword. It breaks his heart when the word spills from your lips, tiny little sobs escaping as well. He'll do whatever he can to make up for it, giving you cuddles, kisses, anything for his love.

I don't think he'd be fully in love, maybe like ninety-percent but only because the band each has a turn with you every week, so you come back to him pretty much used to the max (ifykyk)

Bill:

He is never leaving your side, always with you, taking in every single moment he can. It can mean him in bed, or just a calm day together where he pampers you like crazy, doing all your favorite activities, getting the best out of this short time frame.

Shopping, little dates, trips to the park, small car rides, or just a relaxing night in with ice cream and a cheesy movie, he's doing it all. He doesn't want to miss a second, and pass up the chance to be with you.

Cuddles are an absolute standard. He doesn't like to make loving sessions of cuddling sexual, he loves just to feel your body warmth wrapped around his, being consumed by his slim, tall figure while lying down.

When you guys actually have sex, its not just quick and easy, it's with love, with gentleness, with heavy carefulness. He prides in your wellbeing, making sure you feel better than he does. In his mind, he doesn't matter, only you, he takes so, so much pride in making you feel good.

(and when you squirt from his actions he feels like king of the world)

Georg:

He hates the seven day period, always begging for more time because he doesn't want it to end. (obviously a no but still)

He'll be worried that he's not giving you enough, that he needs to do more, rushing you everywhere, prompting you to tell him its okay, to just take it easy, that there's no rush.

Once he's calmed down and is in the right headspace, he's such a caring and gentle person. Giving you little gifts, going grocery shopping for your favorite foods, surprising you with clothes or just something fancy for another time when you're out and about together.

Romantic in-home date nights are a staple in this relationship. Usually ending with sex and aftercare, their his favorite night with you. It's probably not just one night to be honest, maybe like fridays and saturdays, I find those days romantic and carefree.

When he's in the mood, he's putting you first, just like bill. He takes such a delicate approach to your body it simply makes you melt in his arms, making him smile feebly while he's pounding in and out of you. He's both a dom and a sub, the roles reversing basically on your mood.

Gustav

My man gustav. He's probably the most gentle out of all the members, like in all my fics.

Every night, out to dinner. If you get bored of the same thing every night, he'll change it up. A relaxing night in, cuddling, giving you massages, small words of comforts spilling from his lips.

Falling asleep in his arms, his heart will be filled with so much motherfucking joy he feels like he can't breathe. He'll love you even more after that, giving you so many massages it'll make you crazy.

He loves those little moments with you. it seems cheesy to the rest of the band, but he lives for them. A little kiss on the forehead, cuddles, here and there. His love language is definitely physical touch.

In bed together, he will prefer being a sub over a dom. Have yall heard that thing were big dick men are always quiet? I feel like thats gustav 🤭😏. He will practically worship your body, eyes pouring over your naked frame, taking in each twitch, each movement, each little noise you made, begging him to stop looking and start using.

he makes it worth your while in the end

a/n: thank you for reading! requests are open! ❤️

#tokio hotel x reader #tokio hotel #tokio hotel x you #itsmealaiah #bill kaulitz #tom kaulitz #kaulitz twins #gustav schäfer #georg listing smut #georg listing imagines #georg listing #gustav schafer smut #gustav schafer fluff

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xxzlushiez · 11 months

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I’ve got an original request for ya, dw this wont be sent to any other blog and if it is it was not me 🛐 the reader won’t be pregnant but her and Bill already have their toddler and they’re at that stage when they repeat everything they hear. So during a livestream (reader is a member of tokio hotel) they’re just talking with fans and the boys and the kid suddenly says a swear word in either german or english super loud in the back. Bill and the reader just look at each other like “where did it learn that” and the others are loosing it

Got it from who?

B. Kaulitz x F! Reader

Synopsis: maybe having your kid around the band wasn't such a good idea💀

Notes: just fluff, cussing, bill and Name have a daughter, based on 2023! Bill, got inspo from a video of Gustav

A/N: Since it wasn't specified, I made this 2023 Bill I hope that's alright. You can imagine it as any Bill Ijust have it as 2023 Bill because I feel like it fits this prompt better! I hope you enjoy❤️❤️

- Having a kid with Bill was honestly the best decision of your life

-He's such a naturally good dad and the kid grows up too be so amazing

-mostly...

-Your kid went with you everywhere

-whether it be to concerts or interviews

-when she was old enough to make her own decisions, you let her come on stage with the rest of the band

-The fans are wild about her

-she gets just so many gifts like you guts had to make another room to put all her gifts in

-even though she's spoiled rotten b gifts her personality sure doesn't show it

-She's just the sweetest kid to everyone (she has a little bit of beef w/ Georg though for some reason)

-So, you can imagine you and Bill's surprise when she randomly cussed during a fan livestream

-You and Bill were busy chatting with the rest of the band when it happened

-it was so shocking Bill thought he misheard

-"What...what did she just say?"

-Bill was so embarrassed

-The viewers full on erupted when she said it

-went viral on so many platforms

-'Name and Bill Kaulitz's daughter cussing like a sailor'

-"what did she say???" "OMG WHATTTT??" "HAHAH SHE JUST CUSSED" "WORLDSTARRRR" -it didn't help that the rest of the band was laughing their asses of in the background

-she even repeated it when Bill asked what she said

-"Hör auf, eine Fotze zu sein"(stop being a cunt/pussy)

-she was apparently talking to one of her toys

-you and Bill started bickering like children about who she got it from

-"she definitely got it from you" "No. Way. I would never say!"

-until out of nowhere tom interrupts you guys-

-"Sounds like something Gustav would say."

-you both just stared at his goofy filtered face like "...he's so right"

-Gustav got a beating the next time you both saw him

-definitely stopped bringing her to all of the tours

-when you did, she was always cussing during interviews because it made all the fans laugh

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the-dumpster-fire-of-life · 1 year

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woo alright, i was hoping to request hcs of the band w a reader whos extremely affectionate but its completely platonic? just like how they react to it and what they do. thank you 🧡

(hello! Sure I can and here ya go! Sorry for the wait but enjoy!)

Platonic Tokio Hotel

Bill Kaulitz

I feel like he is open and happy to receive the affection

He doesn't mind a bit

He likes hugs, hand holding and kisses on the cheeks and stuff like that

He is open to your affection

He's like a child asking for a goodnight kiss on the forehead

He just likes being held

Your hugs and affection is somehow just so comforting

He doesn't know how to explain it

It just is

He knows it's completely platonic and is cool with that!

He knows that's just how you are and he'll indulge in it

He finds it fun how much you feel comfortable around him enough to give him affection

When he gets it more than the others he is smug about it

Doesn't really care if people see y'all when you give affection

He likes the hugs especially when it's cold

He's a pretty private person and would not like to be involved in a scandal

But for you he's fine with it

Finds it funny and will continue on like nothing ever happened if you showed him affection in public

Actually likes the confused looks from your platonic affection

He likes affection, so do you

It works!

Tom Kaulitz

He also likes the affection

Even if he knows it's platonic he'll be the one to tease and flirt a little bit

It's all for fun dw

He will hug you back no matter what

He would never push away your affections

Doesn't care that you just do it because you want to because he loves the attention

Such an attention whore I swear

Is the type to just want a hug for no reason throughout the day

If you give someone else more affection he is sulking in the corner

Give him a hug or a kiss on the cheek to make it better

Fans and interviewers have asked about it and a few times there was almost a scandal

He fed into it because he wanted to until you cleared it up

You just were comfortable enough to give them affection

He also finds it comforting ngl

Gustav Schäfer

I feel like he is the more shy as hestant one

Not because he is uncomfortable, he is just worried about making you feel uncomfortable

He doesn't know where to put his hands with hugs or what to down with kisses on the cheek

Give him a little time to get used to them and he'll be cool with it!

Will hug you back no matter what, will have his arm around your neck and may rarely kiss your cheek back

Norman Reedus and Andrew Lincoln energy at times ngl

You guys look like a couple sometimes but you guys are the friends to give each other disgusted looks when that happens

He also welcomes it openly and will display affection with you anywhere

Especially if you're nervous or stressed

He finds the hugs, hand holding and little cheek kisses comforting also

Will let you hang onto his back, have your head or feet in his lap just because

You remind him of a younger and clingy sister sm he can't help but just let you have your way

Georg Listing

He is the shameless and nonchalant one I feel

He doesn't have a reaction to the affection at all at times

But he doesn't care who sees or what the think when they see the affection, hugs, hand holds or cheek kisses

You can legit lay on this guy and he would not care

Have your arm around him in an interview?

He doesn't care and will wrap his arm around you also!

He likes giving into the affection, not that he would show it that much

He knows you find comfort in the affection, and he will gladly give it to you to make you happy

Will have an arm around your shoulder and just be hugging you in interviews, photoshoots, everything like it's nothing

He's like an annoying older brother with this sm

He likes the platonic affection you both share

He doesn't think affection needs to be just for a relationship, and can also be shared with your close friends if they're comfortable

He is shameless and will have no reaction at times, you need to do something big get a reaction

Is so used to it will just let you do anything like do his hair or just jump on his back

Will continue talking like nothing happened at all

#tokio hotel georg #gustav tokio hotel #tokio hotel imagine #tokio hotel x reader #tokio hotel #gustav schafer #georg listing #tom kaulitz imagines #tom kaulitz #tom kaulitz x reader #bill kaulitz imagines #bill kaulitz #bill kaulitz x reader #bill

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Unpopular opinion maybe? With all the recent rumors about SM4 supposedly filming in Sept or October, I really don’t want SM4 yet 😬 That insider basing it on the fact that Euphoria S3 got delayed, doesn’t really makes sense. That being said, I want to see Tom do other roles first. I want to see that Astaire biopic if it happens, I want smaller indie roles but unfortunately it doesn’t seem that way. You would think that with this break he has had, more offers and more casting announcements would’ve been announced by now but… We really only have Romeo and Juliet play to look forward too as something new, other than that…

Also, I don’t really get people fighting over MJ returning. It was a given she’s coming back. But I do agree, they better not make her remember Peter soon because it really wouldn’t make sense specially with how nwh ended. I wanted to see Black cat/Felicia but I don’t even have hopes anymore for that. Tati Gabrielle I will avenge you, dw.

#tom holland

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rookesbane · 11 months

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Characters as Perfumes: Doctor Who S8-S9 Edition

Twelfth Doctor: Maison Margiela Coffee Break

Peter Capaldi once talked about how DW fans always asked to hug him even though his doctor was known for not being a hugger. I decided to take that as inspiration because I love the idea that despite how intimidating or grumpy he looks, Twelve would probably smell cozy and huggable. Maison Margiela Replica Coffee Break hits the mark—soft lavender, a cup of coffee that’s 95% cream and sugar, and a splash of men’s cologne (he is, after all, a self-described strangely compelling masculine figure). Twelve is a paradox in many ways and so it just seems fitting that he would smell comforting and quite sweet as it complements his grizzly-on-the-outside, care-bear-on-the-inside personality. (perfume image source: x)

Clara Oswald: Diptyque Fleur de Peau

Being the control freak that she is, I figured Clara would want to smell like she always has her shit together and Diptyque Fleur de Peau is the perfect scent for that. It’s an inoffensive, musky skin scent but nothing like your typical out-of-the-shower fragrance—perfect for someone who works as a school teacher but always has to be on the go for otherworldly adventures with the Doctor. It doesn’t smell like books or libraries but rather a person who spends most of their time reading in libraries: clean but with a somewhat dusty quality to it, like the scent of dust motes from old books clung to a freshly washed, worn sweater. And like Clara, the scent of this lingers—like a long-forgotten memory that now only exists in a song. (perfume image source: x)

Missy!Master: Tom Ford Fucking Fabulous

As the Doctor’s main character foil, Missy’s scent would have to be very different from his but with similar elements. While lavender is also on the forefront of her scent, it’s nothing like the cozy, quiet sweetness of the Doctor’s. Missy’s scent would be loud and polarizing. The vanilla and tonka might say Mary Poppins but the leather and bitter almond scream Mistress. It’s androgynous and complex, you’ll either hate it or love it. And let’s be real, Missy would love wearing this if only for the name itself. She loves to make a statement, and what better way to do that with your perfume than to say it’s Fucking Fabulous? (perfume image source: sephora lol)

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Doctor Who The Star Beast initial thoughts (spoilers)

what are they all reaching for? Can someone explain this to me?

I need to chew on this episode a little more because I don't know how I feel about some of it.

I haven't properly watched Doctor Who since Catherine Tate left. I've seen a bit of things in between, but frankly hated most of what I saw. The only reason I'm watching now is because I LOVE Catherine Tate and David Tennant together. They're my favourite pair, and I couldn't not watch if they were finally going to resolve the horrific ending for Catherine Tate.

The good:

Catherine Tate and David Tennant still have electrifying chemistry. Catherine Tate was an absolute delight, as she always was on this show.

Yasmin Finney, as in Heartstoppers, is adorable and charming and fun to watch.

Shaun was a good character, and I liked the Noble-Temple family (except her mum, still hate her mum)

I loved the trans acceptance and I LOVVVED how much Rose's parents treasured and truly loved her. I LOVE ally-Donna, and I wish every queer child out there had parents who were that amazing.

The conversations regarding queerness- it's okay for cis-hets to be uncomfortable and awkward with how to deal with us, it's good for them to talk about it and learn, as long as they still show us respect. It was fine to show that this was new to the cis-hets and they loved Rose so much, they were learning to adapt. That's nice, and it's okay to show that this is hard for cis-hets at first, sometimes.

The conversations regarding pronouns treated as a normal consideration.

Related to this, in this anti-queer era, where trans children can now be taken away from their parents (in America), and the anti-queer/anti-trans attitudes all over (especially US and Britain), I admire that RTD was like 'I'm going to have a beautiful Black trans girl on Doctor Who and I'm going to give her loving and supportive parents, and fuck you if you disagree.' He knew this would get him a lot of backlash, and still did it anyway. And I appreciate and admire that.

The new Tardis interior is a nice kiss to previous iterations whilst a nice spin on things

Donna's horrific ending with Ten was one of the things I have always disliked about NuWho. I HATED what they did to her. It would have been better to kill her than mind-rape her, I hated that ending. It was so cruel. Although I didn't like the way they did it, I'm so happy that's finally resolved and she can go back to being the absolutely brilliant character she became at the end of her run.

The reference to the Tom Baker era with the barrister's wig in Tennant's jacket. It was silly but fun.

Rose's cute little stuffed toys were fun, but the moment I saw the one that looked like an Adipose, I knew the energy had been passed down to her and that would be enough for Donna to survive. Not so much sign-posting as it was sign-blockading- just announcing the entire plot immediately.

The character of Rose, even if I don't like her name, was still an interesting, intelligent, creative and thoughtful young Black trans woman, and that is always a delight to see. After 60 years, there is finally a queer Black person in the Who universe and I really love that. Regardless of whether I think this is a good episode or not, RTD intentionally and knowingly bringing a Black trans woman into the world was really, really lovely.

I also loved seeing a Black father who was loving, supportive and kind- Black fathers are very often shown in entertainment to be harsh, abusive, distant, etc to their families, so I like that we got to see a great Black father who clearly loved his kid and his wife.

The bad:

The annoying monologue beginning- show, don't tell. That was just silly to watch. Especially with just HOW dramatic they were trying to make it.

The Marvel-looking opening, I'm cool with the big budget, but it did feel disconcerting and took away some of the charm of the shoe-string budget DW.

Why, WHY does every story with a trans youth have to show bullying? No, let's talk about this. Because it feels like every story that does include a trans/non-binary/queer character, there is inevitably the scenes that show us suffering and being mistreated. What if, just once, there was a trans youth who was happy, and all their friends were cool with it, and they weren't mistreated because they were different? What if we didn't have monsters tormenting a queer child? We are more than our suffering. And we are story-worthy despite the many scenes of torment. It's almost 2024. Let's try to have at least one queer character in something that is not mistreated because of their identity. Just for fun, let's try it.

The deadnaming of Rose. That added nothing, it was unnecessary, her name is Rose, and no one needed to acknowledge any name that she was previously known by. Please, writers out there: if you're going to have a non-binary or trans character who has found their new identity, understand that we do NOT need to know what their previous name is. Especially if it is going to be used to hurt that character through abuse.

The plot was very, very basic. I know it's a children's show, I know it's trying to reset some things, I know it's going to be very 1-2-3 but does it have to be SO 1-2-3? Couldn't we throw in a spin? 1-1.75-2.35-3? Just a little less basic? I knew everything that was going to happen within just the few minutes.

RTD has an obsession with linking everything back to everything. I never really cared for Billy Piper's Rose, and never really cared for the obsession Ten in particular had for Rose. So I don't see the need for the name, it just feels unnecessary and an attempt to link things back to previous people and events. It's not necessary. We can love Donna's daughter without her being called Rose. I know that's RTD's thing, but I don't really love it.

Donna's mum. She's exhausting. I know that's the point, but I just don't really care for her. The story would have moved faster and been more enjoyable without her, for me.

The pacing of the entire episode was a mess. Everything was drawn out and over-explained until the third act, which was put into hyperspeed with nonsense explanations.

The weird creation of bullet-proof shields from the sonic screwdriver? I know it's a trope that is just used to get out of every scenario, but it just felt a bit silly. I preferred when the sonic screwdriver is used for practical things like 'resonating concrete,' but not absurd things like creating a shield. If he can create bullet-proof shields with that sonic screwdriver, then there's never any danger for him if he has enemies near- just draw a shield. It's stupid, and immediately takes away all drama and energy.

The Doctor just randomly telling this UNIT stranger all of his woes and secrets and thoughts and worries- again, show, don't tell. None of this needs to be said. And it certainly doesn't need to be said in a hyper-dramatised way. To a random stranger he doesn't know. Even someone like me, who hasn't seen the show in many, many years, will catch up without the monologues.

Because the pacing was a mess, the third act was a mess-- they had to fly through the whole 'Donna will die' stuff, and the 'but she and Rose still have the energy inside them and need to get rid of it' and that was definitely a weak part of the story.

Just 'let it go.' What? 'It's a shame you're not a woman anymore, 'cos she would have understood.' What? What does this even mean? This whole resolution made absolutely no sense.

I'm struggling to understand why the meta-crisis energy was never activated in Rose previously? Why she didn't get a letter home from school when she was glowing? Why when the kids were tormenting her on a playground she didn't accidentally nuke them all with all that power? Why did Donna have to be activated before it activated Rose? That didn't make any sense. Again, not integral, but just another little annoyance.

Rose's cute little stuffed toys were fun, but the moment I saw the one that looked like an Adipose, I knew the energy had been passed down to Rose and that would be enough for Donna to survive.

Also, how did Donna know that he'd regenerated back into Tennant? He never tells her. He also doesn't tell her he was a woman before. Arguably, it could be the energy telling her, but that energy hasn't come in contact with him for 15 years so why would it read him and his past and instantly tell Donna everything? And if that had been the case, Rose should have known who The Doctor was when she met him. Again, not crucial, just another annoyance that wasn't cleared up.

the second we see the cup of coffee, we all know exactly what's going to happen. Couldn't they have thought of a better way to keep Donna in the Tardis?

Donna finally gets to re-evolve, and the first thing you have her do, the first thing? Is to destroy his new console. Seriously?

Tennant's energy was a bit off. Not sure why, yet- I felt he was playing it just a little too much. It felt performative. The first moment it didn't feel that way was when he and Donna were in the Tardis for the first time.

RIP Bernard Cribbins. 🥺 You would have made this episode much better.

Things I'm chewing on

I appreciate that RTD tried to show a beautiful, strong, intelligent Black trans woman with a supportive and loving Black father (Black fathers are very often shown as abusive or absent, so that's really lovely, thanks RTD). So I'm thinking a lot about that, how Rose was represented both on her own and with her family, etc. That's beautiful, and lovely. And all too rare.

I might be struggling with how Rose's gender identity was part of the plot. Particularly, Rose's comment, 'I'm finally me.' I'm trying to work out what that meant. If she wasn't aware that the meta-crisis energy was in her, what, exactly, was stopping her from being her? She was already recognised by her friends and her family as Rose, as 'she.' So... what was that energy doing to her inside to make her say that? Is that why she was feeling lonely and different? Because that's not really made clear.

It also felt a bit like they were saying that Rose was nonbinary and trans because of the meta-crisis energy that had been passed down from Donna. That the energy had changed her somehow, and made her different. So, are they saying she was only trans and non-binary because of the energy inside her? If that's the case, are they inadvertently saying that Rose is not actually trans, and that now that the energy is gone, she knows her true identity? Are they saying trans and non-binary isn't something she was born with? That it's something that can be done to someone, without their knowledge or consent? And that she suffered unnecessarily because this energy made her believe she's trans and non-binary? Would she have been trans and non-binary had the energy never been passed down to her? I'm not really clear on what their message here with all of that was. I think it was poorly written, and thus not very clear. I need time to think on it to try to understand what they were trying to say with all of this.

I am looking forward to Ncuti Gatwa joining-- having two queer Black actors in the tardis would be really lovely (if Rose ends up on the Tardis), and I hope they do that just to piss off the cis-het anti-'woke' crowd.

That said, I wonder if it was fair to Gatwa to bring arguably the most popular NuWho Doctor back just before him. The racist 'fans' are already complaining because you dared to have a transgender and non-binary Black woman on the show. They're probably not too happy about having a queer Black actor stepping into the Tardis, either. By bringing the fan-favourite Tennant back for the 60th anniversary and then taking him away again, I wonder if those 'anti-woke' fans might rally even more against Gatwa, complaining that 'we could have had Tennant again.' Obviously those idiots will find anything to complain about, so fuck them. I hope that people embrace Gatwa with open arms. I haven't enjoyed DW for a very long time, but I'm certainly willing to give him a shot, as I do like him. I'm looking forward to seeing at least the first few episodes with him before deciding whether to continue with it or not.

#doctor who #doctor who 60th anniversary #david tennant #catherine tate #yasmin finney #ncuti gatwa #the star beast #trans and nonbinary characters in entertainment #transgender women #rtd #russell t davies #rip bernard cribbins #donna noble #doctor donna #tenth doctor #lovely family dynamic and supportive parents for a Black trans nonbinary woman and that's really lovely #RTD is going to piss off the anti-woke neanderthals and I love him for this even if I don't really like the episode very much #please stop deadnaming trans characters #please stop focussing on trauma and pain for queer characters #we are more than our suffering and honestly we deserve better #pronouns #normalise pronouns #thinking about the doctor who special and not sure how i feel about it #wow disney gave them a lot of money #doctordonna #long post #doctor who spoilers #catherine tate and david tennant have such wonderful chemistry and I really do enjoy watching them together #transgender #trans characters

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anon here yeah no dw i do believe maple is a bad person who doesnt want to improve herself, my point more so is that people will say that stuff about maple while also saying the opposite about equally bad male characters. like clear sky did not improve and did not want to but he redeemable because. he was sad about his sister dying so he can murder all he wants. its not that i dont think maple is a bad person its moreso that im annoyed by the double standards built around her (just like how basically every woman in the series is treated with absurd double standards by both the fandom and authors)

ahhh okay, sorry if my response was kinda odd, i'm very sleepy and it's hard for me to tell tone when i am slkdfjsdlf. i see what you mean now! yeah the double standards around mapleshade are batshit insane. even back in the day before TBC the writers thought ASHFUR was better than her. the guy who didn't even have the sympathetic exile backstory, he just did all that atttempted murder on his own, but its ok bc hes sad...... like to act like there's no double standard here is to be deliberately obtuse.

(i also pointed out in my MSV liveread that even within her book theres a huge double standard with appledusk. he gets exposed and his wife immediately forgives him after two seconds and everyone coddles him and gives him the tiniest slap on the wrist and then tell his side chick to go kill herself basically. and this disparity isn't really pointed out, like yeah it's a point that mapleshade was treated so harshly but... lbr it's a pattern where the mollies are treated much more harshly than the toms. and we even see it in the fandom where ppl just make up shit like "she emotionally abused him")

i'm still holding out on my evil prediction that we're gonna get a scene with dead dad jayclaw and frostpaw abt how he hates his bitch wife and he's the good parent frostpaw had all along and the fandom will eat it up and make "uwu sweet dad" art of him and make up ideas like "his wife abused him for the funsies"

#while i definitely dont personally agree with this flavor of fanart. i kinda miss mapleshade interpretations where she was a river guardian #like where she looks after lost children like mosskit. bc while i think thats strictly AU territory for me personally #i think its much better than the discussion ppl try to have now where they lean too far in the other direction #bc at least at that point there was this compassion for her and a desire for her to be better #like it was a response to the misogyny in her writing most of the time by defying the hand she was dealt #compare that to now where people are now saying shes a stupid dipshit who got her kids killed and deserved it #mail #anonymous

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this ain’t no place for no hero this ain’t no place for no better man

just some fun headcanon sketches of the Most Normal Family, the Akai-Sera houehold. not pictured are Mary’s younger sister, and also James Black who’s basically the pleasant confirmed bachelor of an uncle

more headcanons below the cut (most of which are pretty specific to my canon divergent fanfiction lmao);

backstory nonsense!

-how does an ostensiblity japanese man join the british secret service? easy, Tsutomu ‘Thomas’ Akai was born in london into a mixed british (japanese & british-caribbean) household. he usually just asks people to call him Tom to make things easier. -Mary Sera’s birth name is Marianne Serafim. she’s from the west midlands in the UK, and comes from a fairly well-off prestigious family (much to the resentment of her younger sister, again not pictured) - Tom and Mary met at basic training after being recruited for MI6 (him, off the streets of petty criminality & her, right out of a PPE degree at King’s). - their relationship was tumultous from the start, between the easy-going Tom who had a very relaxed view on ‘laws’ and ‘rules’, and the high-strung Mary whose entire life had been ‘laws’ and ‘rules’. obviously, they were perfect for each other lmao - when it comes to kids, they tried to “collect” as many nationalities as possible. they made a point of their first being born in Hawaii, for that sweet US citizenship, and their second scraped a Canadian citizenship in much the same way. unfortunately by the time the third was born, this cute goal had kinda been forgotten. - ON THAT NOTE! after tom akai officially went MIA during a job (TM) in december 1993, mary went into Paranoid Secret Agent Lockdown mode. she changed all their names, moved the family several times, and used her vast resources to spy on everything she percieved a threat to her kids, including those same kids. it got pretty unbearable for a while, since she somehow managed to do this while heavily pregnant and then with a newborn on her arm.

the “kids”

- Shuichi (31 at the start of the story, born december 1978) is the ice-cold loose cannon who left home at age 16 and didn’t return for 5-6 years, having already committed several heinous crimes against humanity as part of his, uhh, normal job as a cia agent. dw he eventually got kicked out of the CIA for being a fucking menace. much like his parents, he went into foreign intelligence work. he also makes a point of using his dad’s surname in an ill-advised attempt to draw out people who knew his tom akai (and possibly were involved in his disappearance). he is a violently attractive man, violently attracted to violence. - Shukichi (28, born november 1982) is the Perfect Son: intelligent, charismatic, good-looking, and above all kind. he stayed home and took care of the family even when his older brother ran off, at behest of his mother got himself ‘adopted’ by another family, and eventually went to cambridge (Japanese Studies & Classical Poetry). he now regularly competes in international shogi tournaments. he’s the only one who regularly uses his ‘english’ name, Keith. his siblings often call him ‘kitsch’. - Masumi (16, born march 1994) is the precious baby who can get away with actual murder because everyone loves her. (shuichi suspects this is because she looks the most like their dad.) at the start of the story, she’s about to start sixth form in the UK! for her A-levels she’s taking english lit, psychology, and history; with philosophy and french as AS-levels. (she took her japanese a-level when she was 13, thinking it would be an easy A*. she didn’t study for the exam, and got a B. everyone was aghast.)

dynamics: - shu & kitsch are fairly close in age, so they were kind of each other’s best friends growing up (shu had like no other friends tbh). both liked watching wrestling with their dad, too. between the two, shu always got them in trouble and kichi always talked them out of it. after tom formally “vanished”, their relationship kind of shattered because shuichi went off the deep end and eventually ran away from home. kichi resented him for the longest time, and even now, - mas & kichi grew very close: until she was like 7, he was the only brother she knew, and even afterwards he was the most consistently ‘there’ sibling. more than anything, he’s the one who taught her the native japanese their dad spoke. favourite hobby nowadays is teasing their shuichi for not knowing any pop culture references. they’ve made a game out of it. the loser is ALWAYS shu because he has no idea what “may the fourth be with you” means - shu & mas share a troublemaking and roughhousing streak. masumi fucking WORSHIPS her oldest brother, having first ‘met’ him when she was 7 (after he returned from running away), only to discover he’s “a secret agent??? wtf he’s so cool?!” whenever she sees him nowadays she uses him to get into films she’s technically too young to see. (also she sends him videos of her beating up school bullies so he can teach her jeet kune do. he’s dubiously proud of her)

#detective conan fanart #shuichi akai #shuichi akai headcanon #akai family #mary sera #tsutomu akai #masumi sera #shukichi haneda

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hiiiii

could u do a vance image or story where the reader has trouble with an eating disorder or with self harm i struggle with both and haven’t seen any recognition of these.

if u can’t that’s alright dw!!

HELLOO, I would be more then happy to do this as I also struggle with these and agree with the fact that there isn't any recognition of these in fics. I find that if they are in fics, it's almost comforting, but that's just my opinion. Also I hope you get better from these and I am always free to message if you need to <3 Ik there are different types of eating disorders, but I'm going to use the one that I have gone through

Parings: Vance x gn!reader

Warnings: eating disorder, self harm,a slight panic attack, implications of bullying, swearing. Shit writing<3

Fluff and some angst, also somewhat ooc Vance

I also don't know how American school works because I am not from there so yeah. So I'm gonna do it based on what my school was like

It had been a tough day. So fucking relentless. It has been the same day over and over again. Wake up, go to school, get picked on relentlessly, go to the grab-'n'-go with Vance, go home, don't eat, cry, sleep. Sometimes before sleeping or a shower I'd inflict pain on myself, but in places that aren't visible like my hips or thighs. I dont need Vance worrying about me more than he does.

It was currently near the end of fourth period and I could hear slight laughing from behind me. Slightly turning my head towards whose laughing I could see Tom, Sophia and Amaya (just change these if they are your names) huddled together looking at me every few seconds then looking back at eachother and whispering something and laughing. Great. I know things won't change soon but it's getting really boring now. Thankfully it's lunch next and that means I can talk to Vance and all that sappy shit.

Hearing the bell signalling the end of the lesson spread joy on my face because it meant that I wouldn't have to deal with the teacher who can't even do a basic lesson and the nightmares that are people who make things unbearable. Rushing to put my things away ,not caring if sheets of paper were crumpled or not, I got up and sped my way to outside and round the corner to the usual spot where Vance and his mates were. And to no surprise they were there. "Did you really skip again?" I said in a joking way because of course he skipped, "now what makes ya day that darlin'?" Vance responds back in the same tone, coming up to hug me while his friends didn't say anything, of course, because why would they question what he's doing when he can break their nose within a second. When he wrapped his arms around me, he must have noticed that they went round more that they would have and the fact that I winced ever so slightly because he must have put pressure on a fresh cut, he froze for a second but then carried in as if nothing happened, I guess it's because there's people around and he doesn't (for once) wanna cause a scene. I stopped bringing in lunch as I though that the meal was useless, so I never ate during that time. Vance had been bringing in slightly more food from the shop than usual and I didn't want to think anything of it until he started to give it to me. That annoyed me because I have been putting in so much effort to not eat during this time because I didn't like how I looked and had purposefully stopped doing what caused that issue for me, and now he was putting it directly in my hands telling me to eat some. "I love the fact that you got this for me, but I'm really not hungry and don't feel like eating it at the moment." Trying to give it back to him, all he did was shrug his shoulders "save it for later, as long as you eat something today then that's okay, can't control when ya eat." God why did he sound so calm while saying this, doesn't he know it's driving me up the wall!?

~ye olde time skip because I'm fucking lazy~

Walking home with Vance in the cool autumn breeze was always a delight but today just decided to be even more of a bitch. Vance hadn't said a single word in the past couple of minutes and he looked as if he were thinking about something. Now I'm not saying the silence was uncomfortable, it was just a bit weird because we'd always be talking about something. Thankfully we wouldn't be in silence for much longer as we were walking up the small dirt path up to my house. "Hey um, y/n, can I come in I wanna ask you something, just not out here cus I'm kind of cold?" I looked at him puzzled. "Yeah sure come on" walking inside shouting a quick hello to my mum/dad I led Vance to my room and sat on my bed making space for him to sit as well. "So uh what's the thing you wanted to ask me?" God this is gonna be awkward. "Well I've noticed something off about you, and if I'm wrong then it doesn't matter, but you've lost weight and while I can't tell you what to do with your body, you lost it in a concerning amount of time and whenever I seem to put my arm around your waist or hug you, you since and tense up slightly. I just wanna know if everything is okay yaknow cus it may not seem like it but I notice the changes you make." Shit, shit, shit. God how could I be so stupid as to let him notice.

Before I even know it I can feel my chest closing in and Ive got tears welling up in my eyes. How could him saying he notices what's wrong with me, makes me have a minor panic attack. Vance's eyes widen slightly as he realises what's going on and brings me into a soothing hug, gently stroking my hair and whispering words of comfort to me. Slowly I start to calm down regaining my breath, my chest feeling lighter and the tears stopping. Slowly rocking back and forth slightly in Vance's arms staring at the wall. "I've stopped eating Vance." I said quietly, so quiet that I wasn't sure if he heard it. "And I've been... Harming yaknow." He didn't say anything for a few moments. "For how long?" That's all he asks. "The eating, maybe just over a week and a bit. The harming, a couple of months." God why is he so easy to open up to, it's painful but also relieving. "Why darlin'?" I was hoping he wouldn't ask this but I might as well tell him now I'm this deep into it. "Didn't like the way I looked, I looked in the mirror and all that was there was a bitch who didn't look right, who deserved what pain she put herself through." Again there was silence. "You look beautiful, you always have and you always will. There is nothing that can change that, but darlin' please stop inflicting this onto yourself, I'll help you through it, I'll be there for every meal you eat and every milestone you reach in beating this. I know it's gonna take time and I'm willing to give that to help you. Please get better for me, yeah?" Staring at the wall tears welling up in my eyes once again, I nodded slightly and closed my eyes not wanting to look at Vance's expression. "Thank you doll, I love every bit of you scars and all" "I love you too Vance." I did whilst interlocking my pinkie with his as if it were a pinke promise. And that's where we were sat for the next couple of hours before putting on a film and slowly falling asleep in each others arms.

#vance hopper #finney blake #bruce yamada #griffin stagg #gwen blake #robin arellano #paperboy #the black phone #the black phone 2022 #vance hopper x reader #finney shaw #the black phone x reader #finney blake x reader #finney & the ghost crew #finney the black phone #robin arellano x reader #billy showalter #bruce yamada x reader

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celtfather · 7 months

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Fun at Dragon Con 2023

Did I go drinking with hobbits this year? You bet I did. Hear all my stories escapades from Dragon Con 2023. Learn what new musical pin is in my store and how I’m keeping them organized through upcycling.

This is Pub Songs & Stories #274.

0:20 - Marc Gunn “Arthur McBride” from St Patrick’s Day

3:02 - WELCOME TO PUB SONGS & STORIES

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3:44 - WHAT’S NEW - UPCYCLING MUSICAL PIN CASES

8:48 - UPCOMING SHOWS

SEP 23: Ironshield Brewing, Lawrenceville, GA @ 5:30-8:30 PM

OCT 13: Ironshield Brewing, Lawrenceville, GA @ 6:00-9:00 PM

OCT 19: Bandcamp Internet Concert @ 7:30 PM

OCT 20-22: Multiverse Con, Atlanta, GA

DEC 3: Nerdy Wonderland & Holiday Market at The Lost Druid Brewery, Avondale Estates, GA

DEC 10: Nerdy Noel, Huntsville, AL

12:29 - Dan the Bard “Drink Drink Drink” from Unicorns & Dragons

14:44 - JOIN THE CLUB

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15:49 - DRAGON CON THURSDAY - SATURDAY

24:56 - Marc Gunn “Those Characters Died” from Sci Fi Drinking Songs

29:56 - DRAGON CON 2023 - SATURDAY - MONDAY

37:09 - CLOSING

37:45 - OUTRO

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do-androids-dream-ao3acc · 10 months

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Yesssss I’ve been tagged in the tv show game (first, sucker for shows, second, for games) by @between-thepages, thank you!

I’m not sure who to tag because who of my mutuals is a show addict like me? Please feel yourself tagged and tell me you absolutely want to be tagged in things like this ❤️

List 5 favourite shows (in no particular order) and answer questions accordingly.

Doctor Who (I mean, ofc, right)

9-1-1

Into the Night

Prodigal Son

Kleo

1. Who is your favourite character in 2?

Buck. But also Bobby. But also Athena.

2. Who is your least favourite character in 1?

Oh, DW is a comfort show, really. There’s no... wait, maybe it’s... Tzim-Sha.

3. What's your favourite episode of 4?

Hmmm... probably the one in which Malcolm (nearly? Can’t remember actually) falls out of his enormous window even chained to his own bed because his nightmares are SO strong, he just can’t keep the tension in.

4. What is your favourite season of 5?

Sadly, there is only one season.

5. What's your favourite relationship in 3?

Oh, since pairings and such are not (that) relevant in this show, I’ll say it’s everyone’s relation to Terenzio and Rik. Because those two are annoying in their own way and cause lots of troubles. (The gif shows Terenzio on the left)

6. Who is your anti relationship in 2?

Oh my, the 9-1-1 fandom will hate me, but it’s actually Chimney and Maddie. Yeah sorry, I just think Maddie is soooo exhaustiiiiiiiing ...

7. How long have you watched 1?

Since 2015, maybe. Started with 9 and got instantly hooked.

8. How did you become interested in 3?

Netflix-Trailer, I guess.

9. Who is your favourite actor in 4?

Apart from Michael Sheen, who of course is brilliant, and Tom Payne, who is of course wonderful, it’s Bellamy Young. You love her, you hate her, she’s just awesome.

10. Which show do you prefer 1, 2 or 5?

I love them all. And they’re all great when you’re in the right mood. You do NOT make me choose! 😂

11. Which show have you seen more episodes of 1 or 3?

1, simply because it just has more seasons.

12. If you could be anyone from 4, who would you be?

Edrisa! Everyone else is basically deranged or a murderer, while she is just weird 😂

13. How would you kill off your favourite character in 5?

The answer is always stabbing.

14. Would a 3/4 crossover work?

Uh... definitely not! I mean the characters in Prodigal Son are crazy, but the premise in Into the Night is that the sun’s killing people and you have to flee it, soooo no.

15. Pair two characters in 1 that would make an unlikely, but strangely okay couple.

I... don’t think of Doctor Who as a show with pairings. But. Yeah 13 and Jaz. I’m team Thasmin.

16. Overall, which show has the better cast, 3 or 5?

That one is really hard, because both shows have an extremely good cast. Seriously, if you watch shows because of very good acting, both are awesome.

#ask game #tag game #shows

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stayarmytinyzenmoa-l · 2 years

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GAH I NEVER TOLD YOU ABOUT THE FLIGHT

our seats were all relatively close to each other thankfully, and the people sitting in nearby seats were kind enough to switch with my parents so that they could be near my brothers which left me all alone but it was fine because i sat next to a pretty cute guy who was around my age (he was really polite dw)

last time i went i was able to eat food without it trying to come back up as soon as it went down but this time it was just the smell of the food that made me start getting sick and i wasn't able to eat much because as soon as i put it in my body refused to let me swallow it (including water so it was about 22 hours of hell)

i did unfortunately get sick twice despite not eating anything and doing a routine of watching movies and then sleeping whenever i felt bad T-T luckily i managed to make it to the bathroom before i made a mess of myself ;-; butttt i didn't pass out this time surprisingly so that was good because we were quite literally sprinting to make it to our connecting flight and managed to get security and the whole process done in time and were literally one of the last people to enter the gate before they closed it off akhdbfj

the second flight was much shorter (4 hours instead of 20) but somehow our pilot managed to get there in less than 3 hours? good because i was literally sitting on the flight going "i'm watching uncharted because there's no way i can get sick while watching tom holland"

so i managed to watch uncharted and the adam project and skip eating because this time i was sitting next to my dad and he was more of a "it's okay if you don't eat, just hydrate yourself with liquids you'll be fine" :D

all in all, we all made it safely and am now just enjoying my time here while dreading going back akhdfb

OH YEAH OOOOO

ALSO NO WAYYYYY YOU GO ROSE HAVE YOUR LIL YN MOMENT but we stan, I love sitting next to people who are relatively my age because it feels a little less awkward, with the exception of sitting next to moms lol. There was one time I sat next to this old guy and felt so awkward but the flight back I sat next to this one mom who had the most adorable of kids haha

Nooooo that's the worst 😭 Tell me you ate a feast afterwards because you deserve it omg, but luckily it's just airplane food so you're not really missing much anyway 💀

Right in time then, huh? Connecting flights are so stressful omg, there was one time we had an emergency connecting flight in Chicago and not only did they not tell us until we landed but they also delayed our luggages for a week :D Anyway, I'm glad you made it through relatively scotch free!

YOUR PILOT WAS LIKE "GOTTA GO FAST" DSFJKDHF Also same I would never let myself get sick with Tom Holland in front of me I would be so mortified

Wooo go dad!!

But ahhhh you made it! One of the rare instances where the destination is better than the journey hehe

#asks #rose 🌱

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anotheruserwithnoname · 2 years

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Jenna Coleman on DVD/Blu-ray in North America (June 2022 edition)

Once in a while for the benefit of my fellow Jenna Coleman fans in North America, I’ll do a quick rundown of what TV shows or movies featuring our favourite actress are available in DVDs and Blu-rays - and what are not. In reverse chronological order (drama productions only). Spoiler break to respect timelines:

The Serpent (2021): Has been out on DVD in the UK for a while, but sadly it seems to be an example of a Netflix series that isn’t getting a physical release over here. Doesn’t bode well for her upcoming series, The Sandman though its predecessor American Gods was released to home media, so who knows. (The upcoming film Klokkenluider? Not even going to try and guess that one. The War Rooms hasn’t even started filming yet as far as we know.)

A Separate Peace (2020): This was an online play by Tom Stoppard Jenna did via Zoom mid-lockdown. A one-time shot, it’s unlikely to get any sort of re-release. I saw a copy of it kicking around Youtube for a while but no longer. A review with clips from it can be found here.

Inside No. 9 (2020): There’s been DVD release of Season 5 (including Jenna’s guest appearance) in the UK, but in North America the show isn’t well known so no release here as yet. When the recently announced American remake comes out, will it spark a Region 1 DVD or Blu-ray of the original?

Corporate Monster (2019): Filmed way back around 2010, but held for nearly a decade, it’s only been made available on Youtube. Sometimes short indie films turn up on DVD, though, especially if the director goes on to bigger and better things, so you never know.

All My Sons (2019): The live stream of Jenna’s West End debut play (see above, with thanks to gifmaker @oswincoleman) was delayed until early 2020 for North American fans and unexpectedly got a streaming rebroadcast during lockdown. But National Theatre Live doesn’t tend to do DVD or Blu-ray releases, so don’t hold your breath to see this in any formal release.

Victoria (2016-19): All 3 seasons are available on DVD in North America (I’ve seen box sets of the combined seasons), but there’s no Blu-ray of S3 over here as far as I know. All are also available in the UK. The PBS edits (which include extra scenes in most regular episodes) have never been released, but may still be viewable online in the US on PBS’s website (which can’t be accessed from Canada so I can’t check).

The Cry (2018): DVD release in NA and the UK. Not overly common, but available. No Blu-ray though.

Thunderbirds Are Go (2017): Jenna did a guest voice for the first episode of Series 2 of the CGI remake series. It’s on DVD in the UK, but so far it’s only available on streaming here.

Me Before You (2016): Widely available in DVD and Blu-ray here. Sadly, I tend to see it in Wal-Mart $5 special bins these days.

Doctor Who (2012-2015; 2017): Widely available on DVD and Blu-ray. Twice Upon a Time was released on its own if you want her cameo. If you want her extra scenes as Clara (things like the Doctor Who Ultimate Guide minisode and her cameo in The Five(ish) Doctors Reboot, you may need to invest in the Matt Smith and Peter Capaldi box sets. Good luck finding her DW audio story “The Time Machine” on CD, but I think you can still order a download of it from places like Big Finish (her only other known audio book, The Secret Garden, is also a rarity on CD but I think Audible has it, along with a 2018 audio drama of A Christmas Carol in which she plays a role; it’s not on CD.

Death Comes to Pemberly (2013): Widely available on DVD and Blu-ray over here, though I think as with Victoria it’s the UK edit that we got in North America, not the PBS version which may or may note have extra scenes (I’ve never been able to verify).

Dancing on the Edge (2013): Again, widely available on DVD and Blu-ray here.

Room at the Top (2012): I won’t rehash the rights issues that delayed its broadcast for a year and make it unlikely to ever get a DVD or Blu-ray release anywhere, but you can stream it on both sides of the Atlantic.

Titanic (2012): Widely available on DVD and Blu-ray. Just don’t mistake it for that little home movie James Cameron made back in the 90s.

Captain America: The First Avenger (2011): It’s a Marvel movie - you can likely get it in 4K too (possibly the only Jenna release in that format). Just remember - she’s in two scenes but you might need the 4K version to see her in the second one.

Waterloo Road (2009): Jenna was a cast member for Series 5, which is on DVD in the UK. North American fans are able to watch her season on officially sanctioned YouTube uploads (still available but with the series revival I’d search for “Series 5″ specifically to skip recent uploads). DVD release has begun in North America by Acorn, but looks like only Series 1 so far.

Emmerdale (2005-09): Not a chance. You can find clips on Youtube but Jenna appeared in more than 400 episodes of the soap and the only soap opera I know of to be released in entirety on DVD was Dark Shadows.

#jenna coleman #our queen

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