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xamaxenta · 1 year
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It’s difficult to not feel discouraged sometimes when your partner is also an artist and happens to be faster than you in every conceivable way
This doesn’t bother me often because everyone is different and comparing production time and skill against each other or anyone is detrimental mostly and its ok to have your own workflow
but it does weigh on me vaguely sometimes sometimes that she can finish 2-3 full coloured pieces within a week and ive been painfully scratching out the same number but theyre only sketches that ill never revisit within a month
None of this actually matters in the long run, it just makes me feel bad on occasion
#like i should be doing more#im very sorry for complaining so much online#i just dont really have any other way to express myself#i know some of you have generously and kindly reached out to me to offer an ear#but my fatal flaw is i cant talk to anyone about my problems i just idk it was beaten into me that none of it matter#matters or my problems arent a big deal and i know ots healthy to think actuallt my problems are worth talking about or a big deal#but its hard to change a behaviour that was kinda literally beaten jnto you that talking about stuff likw this is a waste of time#i guess i just feel bad that i could do more and i dont because i dont want to#but i also want to if that makes any sense at all#i suppose it also doesnt help that alot of the work im doing right now i actually sorta hate like none of it is good to me personally#i want to stop being toxic towards myself#i just wanna stop hating me and who i am and what i do every step of the way#but that mean little voice inside me is like ahh. it wont shut up#I always say i need a break or more time but what am i gonna do with it#doing nothing at all isnt fulfilling#it sounds. sad like what teenager me did and i dont want to be or feel like that ever again but its fuckjng hard#this is so woe is me#im a liar bc i say the main text doesnt bother me but it bothers me alot im very envious of her speed prolificness and drive to create#and i have none like thats so unfair#this makes me sound ultra bitter god fucking damn it#i want to go to sleep and genuinely never fucking wake up again#please im done i just dont want to
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sailorhyunjinz · 3 years
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I always wonder how skz would react to an s/o with a LARGE SEX DRIVE SHSBDBS idk like guys r usually super horny but imagine if u were hornier than them HAHA
BRRRAH QUICK REACTION POST!
warnings: mostly dom!skz x gn!reader. impact play, nicknames, hickies, masturbation, exhibitionism, overstimulation, slight dacryphilia, sex toys, daddy kink, riding, degradation, dumbification. 
Bangchan: 
The thing is not that he wouldn’t like it,,, more like he would be tired?
Sure,,, he has good stamina but he would more prefer longer sex sessions that are more intimate and romantic rather than a bunch of quickies.
but thats like... 95% of the time, the remaining 5% is dicking you down so hard you won’t be able to walk because “you asked for it, you dumb fuck”
BUT THATS RARE
you would really have to get him worked up in order for that to work
and even then he would only go for maybe 2 rounds
“c-chan... one more time~” you said after cumming for the third time that night. “y/n, arent you sleepy?” he says, chuckling. you shake your head, “just one more time!” you say all giddy to which bangchan sighed. 
Minho:
ok now hear me out, im not gonna mix astrology in here,,, but i am going to mix astrology in here lmao
this boy a scorpio
a scorpio
meaning his intimate parts rule over his body (JUST SAYING TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT)
so he loves this. A LOT
any opportunity to be inside of you he’ll take
he’s hella horny and would like a s/o that matches that aura so HEY! fits perfectly (thats what she said)
show any sign of a sexual act and he wont hesitate to slam you against a table
legit as small as licking a lollipop 
“stop that unless you want my dick in your throat” he says, not even looking up from his phone as the sounds of you sucking a lollipop fills the room. you don’t stop, no, you go even harder. he looks up from his phone. “is that a yes?”
Changbin:
ahh... binnie binnie is head over heals for this
he finds it extremely hot that you initiate the sex most of the time
it shows that you really want him 
and he likes attention and feeling appreciated so this works
also has kind of a firey attitude
meaning that he gets worked up real quick
just like minho it doesnt take much for him to notice your sexual signs
“binnie~ i need you” you whisper in his ear as he’s working on something on his computer. you drag your lips across his neck and nibble on his ear before he turns around and glares at you with dark eyes. “princess/prince wanna play that game huh?”
Hyunjin:
shy to initiate so this makes it easier for him 
his stamina is relativly high
but i feel like there would be kiiind of a gap between the two of you since he’d be completely exhausted after a couple of rounds but you beg for more.
leaving him with no other choice but to give it to you
since he loves you too much to say no ><
i feel like he’d make fun of you for it 
LMAO I DONT KNOW WHY BUT JUST HE’D FIND IT FUNNY THAT YOU’RE ALWAYS SO DESPERATE
“hyunjin,, please!” you says in the nicest tone you could muster but only being mocked by hyunjin copying you in an annoying voice
“HyUnJiiinNn~” you burst into laughter, hitting him playfully on the shoulder. “thats what you sound like y/n!!”
but nah most of the time he will take it but always with some playfulness first. 
Jisung:
HORNY TEENAGER JISUNG AGENDA
all the time
no matter where or when
some of yall are about to be real mad at me but it must be said HASHAHAH STOP CHER STOP
he just gives me this hormonal teenager vibe
and so there’s a lot of fucking in a lot of unconventional places
simply because his angel wants it
it even borders to him being even hornier than you but you find joy in that
you’ve lost count of how many times you’ve caught him watching porn or masturbating BECAUSE IT HAPPENED OFTEN
and everytime it would lead to heated sex that could last for hours
“h-help me y/n! dont just stand there s-staring” he says, blushing a bit as he openly strokes his dick infront of you. you shrug your shoulders, closing the bedroom door and inching closer to the warm boy.
Felix:
tough one to read... hmmm.... 
honestly he wouldn’t mind
sure he’d be tired 
and therefore he’d rather prefer seeing you ride a dildo or something
because then you’re satisfied and he doesnt have to do much
NOT THAT HE’S LAZY
just that he likes to cuddle and chill more than being inside of you all the time
he’s sensitive which has its pros and cons
pro: easy to get horny
con: easily overstimulated
WHICH SURE you’d find it fun to torture him by keeping him cumming over and over again
but poor boy would be crying in the end
which only added to your horniness OOP
“y/n,, s-stop please im begging you,, ahhgh..” he moans from underneath you, you putting him through his fourth orgasm which is causing him to shake and cry as you didn’t stop riding him. “mhm... but I wanna cum once more, not fair... you can cum so many times but I can’t! be a good boy and shut up, maybe i’ll let you go after this round”
Seungmin:
giving me that same energy that chan has
but this time instead of 95:5 its more like 65:35
meaning 65% romantic puppy that wants to take his time with you, roaming his hands all over your body and really connecting with you
and the other 35% well... more like relentless pounding, all covered in love bites and hand prints (im drooling)
he becomes all hard dom when he’s stressed and soo...
you get him stressed which ok you feel bad about but... he gets to release all his stress (and cum) on you and you get what you want 
DING DING DING! win-win situation!!
so yeah he would like it most of the time especially when you’re stressed and especially when you’re a brat
turning him on by rubbing on his lap but running away the next second
he likes to make you obey rather than you already obeying. 
he was watching tv peacefully when you suddenly plopped down on his lap, starting to squirm about when watching a tv show. he held you down by the waist. “shh stop” he says once with a bitter tone but you didn’t listen, only continuing to move and feeling his member getting harder. “Is d-daddy getting hard?” you coo at him with a mischievous voice to which seungmin sighed, his hands snaking around your upper body and wrapping around your neck, pushing your back against his chest. “little fucker wanna play with daddy”
oml why did this become so aggressive i have a lot of pent up sexual frustration ASHASHS
Jeongin: 
he’d find it really hot in the beginning
but what he didn’t realise was how tiring sex is 
yk teenagers! learning as they go (i like how im talking about this as if im older than him LMAO)
catch his search history being: “is it normal to have sex everyday” 
he’d be sore :(( 
and when he told you that he probably needed to just cuddle he felt bad because he always wanted to please you
but the two of you would find your ways around it
vibrators EHHEHE
especially those remote control ones
he’d just go ham with those I KNOW IT
because just like felix, you’d be satisfied and he could chill for the time being 
beg pretty enough and he’ll give you the real thing
“b-but i need you now jeongin! stop with that fucking controller!!” you try to snatch it out of his hand but fail. “say please” he says, looking at you with sweet brown eyes. “pl-pleaseeee~!” he melts into a puddle of blushes as he speaks “alright but only because you’re a good one” 
HEY THIS WAS SO MUCH FUN WRITING!! send in sum more, i’ll make them into short reactions like these because my requests for the “official” reactions is closed (will probably open shortly) but YEEEAH 
thank u anon for your very very smart brain and for requesting HEH >< 
also this is not proof read so ignore any mistakes OOP
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frostsinth · 4 years
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Deals with Demons - Pt. 2
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“A deal with a demon is not so easily broken by either party,” He assured me, “I cannot forge another until ours is complete. Until then,” He squeezed me against him, “I am yours to command.”
My breath caught in my throat, but I nodded curtly. I placed my palms on his chest and pushed myself back. “Fine. Then open the door.”
....
With a  flick of his hand, an interdimensional portal similar to the one I had first passed through split the air before us. My eyes widened at the effortlessness of his magic; it had taken nearly all the strength of our ten most senior members to open the one I had used the first time.
I glanced at him out of the corner of my eye, but otherwise did not hesitate to step through. He followed hardly a breath behind, ducking his great horned head to fit through the doorway.
We emerged in the ceremony room, with its high arched stone ceilings and windowless walls. I looked about cautiously, but it was empty. And dark, save for the light from Abhilash’s flickering flames. The door closed behind us on the altar, and I slowly stepped down from the raised platform to the stone floor.
“Ahh,” The demon sighed heavily, stretching and flicking his tail. “It feels good to be back on this plane.” I checked over my shoulder and saw him licking his lips. “So much…. opportunity.”
I didn’t feel like he wanted any particular response, so I turned my attention back to the room we had entered. I felt hot anger stir inside me as I looked about the abandoned chambers. The Mothers had sent me to what they had assumed would be my death. Then they simply left. Without a second thought; without any remorse. No prayer group or wake in gratitude for my sacrifice. No vigil. No sermon. Simply abandoned the room and sealed it shut. Hiding away their shame. And they would return only in another ten years, with the next sacrificial lamb for slaughter. Their tender words of comfort seemed like hollow lies now.
But had I ever expected them to be anything more?
I started to walk forward, towards the doorway, my bare feet slapping softly on the cool stones. I stopped suddenly at the sound, looking down at my naked form.
“Shit.” I swore silently, looking about again. But the room was completely empty.
“What troubles you, lamb?” Came Abhilash’s purring, rasping voice from behind me.
I turned to consider the demon, and found his huge form hardly dwarfed by the large chambers. I felt a short wave of shyness at the sight of him. At the memory of his touch, I felt my cheeks flush. Another small part of me was tickled to see him standing there, at the foot of the altar that had once led to his prison. I was eager to see the holy Mothers’ faces when they saw him.
I wasn’t nearly as eager to be seen as I was presently, and I sighed, running one hand through my hair and crossing the other over my chest. Quite the impression I would leave on the Sisters dressed only in what the gods had given me on the day of my birth.
“I left my robes behind,” I told him, “And can hardly skirt around the halls naked, looking for something to wear. That’s not the image I want to start with.”
He chuckled, stepping closer and tucking his large fingers under my chin. “Then put something on.” He said simply.
I stiffened at his touch, but looked up at him, frowning a little. Wondering just how much the demon remembered about the mortal realm. 
“What exactly am I supposed to put on? There’s nothing here.”
His grin split his lips slightly, showing a flash of his pearly white teeth beneath. “There is you,” He pointed out, “And your new power.” His thumb traced the point of my chin. “Remember, little lamb; you are limited only by your own imagination.”
My eyes must have widened slightly in surprise, because he chuckled again. I pushed his hand away, turning and looking about to hide my irritation. Trying to figure out exactly what his words meant. Only limited by my imagination? I knew no spells, had never used magic before. How did one even begin to pull something out of thin air?
His words echoing in my mind, I closed my eyes. I pictured a dress; a simple white dress, that draped loosely from my shoulders down to my ankles. I imagined what it would feel like, how it would brush my skin, how it would move when I moved.
There was a slight tingling sensation, and I could hear the rush of my blood in my ears. Followed by a soft whoosh like air passing through a window. When I opened my eyes and looked down… the dress I had seen in my mind’s eye now covered my body.
My mouth dropped open, then morphed into a huge smile. I touched the fabric, pinching it between my fingers. It was soft, and silky, just as I had imagined it. Dropping the hem, I brought my hands up, turning them over, studying them. They tingled as I stared at them. I hesitated, then focused again, imagining sparks dancing between my fingertips. Without delay, little zaps of electricity passed between my digits. I yelped, shaking my hands in surprise. Then I laughed, grinning like a fool.
“You are a natural,” Mused Abhilash, and when I turned back to look at him, he had a knowing smirk on his face. “Now, what else will you do with your newfound power?”
I looked back at my hands, thinking. Turning it over in my head. What would I do? There were so many possibilities! So many things I wanted. So many things once denied to me. But what first? I could hardly decide. I almost danced on my toes in eagerness.
In the distance, I heard the soft toll of the midnight bell. It jerked me away from my thoughts, and surprised me. I had left in the morning, before dawn’s light had hit the steeples. Had it really been almost a full day since I had been sent through the portal? But the sound of the bells also twanged a deep rooted anger inside me. It bubbled and boiled in my gut, steaming into a hatred and rage that threatened to consume me. I took one menacing step back towards the door, feeling my blood rushing in my ears again.
The Mother Superior! And all the other Mothers. How they had preened and prodded at me all my life. How they had tried to take my spirit and mold it to their will. They had caged me, berated and belittled me. Tried to force me into their beliefs, and their rules. Played games with my mind and emotions. And when that failed, resorted to more physical methods of reinforcement and punishment. They had kept me chained to this place for no reason other than their own selfish purposes. And when I had become too unruly? When it seemed they could not break me? They had orchestrated my conscription into the role of sacrificial maiden.
My anger at my mistreatment burned hot inside me, and I let it simmer through my veins. I felt the magic tingle at my fingertips, and looked down at them. Wondering how satisfying it would be to crush my oppressors between them.
The weight of a huge hand slipped over my shoulder, surprising me. But before I could react, the demon spun me to face him and bent down, pressing his lips against mine. My eyebrows shot up, but I didn’t move. He ran his hand over my jaw, burying it in my hair as he pressed into a deeper kiss. His touch burned, though not with heat. It was an odd sensation, and it sent sparks zipping underneath my skin. I felt an alien eagerness tickling at the edge of my senses; felt it pressing against my own consciousness like a thin tendril of smoke. I couldn’t quite comprehend it, but I knew it was there. Knew that it was not a part of me.
My vision spun, darkness tinging the edges, and I felt the same weightlessness I had before back in the dimensional pocket. My eyes closed of their own accord, and I surrendered to his touch, his long tongue burrowing into my mouth, his lips working eagerly against mine.
It only lasted for what felt like a few moments, but when he finally drew back, I had to blink stars from my eyes. I swayed slightly before I settled back onto the balls of my feet once more. As if remembering how to stand again. I blinked a few more times, then frowned, looking up at him.
“Apologies, lamb,” He said with a wicked grin, “Your rage… it was just too tempting to pass up.”
I pushed his hand away again. “You fed on me?”
“As I am wont to do,” he replied, still grinning, “You are at my beck and call, no?”
I shook my still swirling head, spinning around to put him at my back again. “Keep your end of the deal, and I’ll keep mine,” I muttered, and took a few purposeful steps towards the door to the chambers. His kiss had left me frazzled, and it took me a moment to regain my previous train of thought.  “...I have decided what I want first.”
“And what, praytell, is that?” He purred, following behind me.
I unlocked the door and shoved it open. “I want the Abbey.”
“The Abbey?” He echoed, still no more than a step behind me as I walked out into the hallway beyond the ceremonial chambers. “What do you want with it?”
The hallway was actually a long bridge, with stone railings on either side and a triangular roof overhead. It was worn, and in disrepair. After all, they only needed to access the chambers on the side of the peak once every ten years. I paused, looking down at the temple below. The Abbey was small, but grandiose, built from pale grey stones with dusty red clay shingles for its roofs. There was a main building, several stories high and rounded in the middle with a square base, and several smaller out buildings as well as pointed steeples for bell towers. There was more than the eye could see, as the temple was built into the cliff face, looking as if the mountain itself had begun to swallow it back up. A high stone wall was built around the outside of the small green courtyard, and there was only one narrow path that led to it from the outside world.
“I will make it my castle.” I told him, tapping one finger against the stone railing. “My personal home in the mountains, though-” I looked at him out of the corner of my eye “-There appears to be an infestation in my new house.”
He chuckled darkly, coming to stand directly behind me. There was barely enough space for air to pass between our bodies, and I felt myself quiver a little at the thought of his touch.
“My, that is unfortunate,” He hissed, and his tail flicked like a whip beside us. “Would you like me to take care of it, little lamb?”
“Don’t call me that.” I grumbled, tapping the railing again. Thinking. The bitterness in my chest gripped at my throat. “Bring me the Mothers. Especially the Mother Superior. The rest of the Sisters will be given a choice; worship and serve me, or meet their death.”
“Hmm. Sounds fun.” I could hear his grin in his rough voice. “And then what?”
I walked down the long hallway, lit solely by Abhilash’s fires, kicking aside loose stones with my bare feet. My anger bubbled in my chest again, and I gritted my teeth.
“Then I want to repaint this temple with their blood,” I breathed, “I want to hear their screams, I want them to beg me for mercy.”
“Will you grant it?” He purred eagerly into my ear, closer than I had thought he could possibly be.
I narrowed my eyes, glancing out over the railing again. “Did they ever grant it to me?”
His laughter echoed around us, peppering the otherwise still and silent night air with its wickedness.
“Your wish is my command.” The demon bowed low, his sharp teeth gnashing in excitement.
“I will be in the Inner Sanctum,” I told him, “Bring them there. Oh, and Abhilash?” I waited until he turned to look at me again. “...Make a show of it.”
I hadn’t thought it possible for his grin to grow wider, but it did. He licked his lips greedily and his beady black eyes seemed to glow. Once more, the demon bowed to me. Then turned, disappearing into a puff of black smoke.
As I was descending the stone walkway carved into the mountainside, I heard the screaming start. My own grin tasted positively wicked indeed.
...
I walked down the long center aisle of the Inner Sanctum, breathing deeply the familiar scent of incense burning on the large altar before the massive windows that took up the back wall. The screams from the rest of the Abbey were a distant echo here, but I could still enjoy them as I moved towards the altar. Moonlight filtered through the glass, settling the huge room into a silvery glow; the smoke from the incense making it seem almost mystical. Ethereal.
Lies. I thought to myself bitterly, glaring at the pews set up facing the raised, open faced pulpit. How many times had the Mother Superior stood atop there, preaching down to the huddled sisters? How many lives had she twisted with her words?
I came to stand at the foot of it, the golden altar behind and at its base glittering. I scowled, feeling a bubbling rage in my chest at the sight. My blood felt hot, and I raised up my hands before me. Perhaps it was my imagination, but I swore I could feel them pulsing in time with each beat of my heart. As if I could see my own blood moving beneath the skin. I suddenly recalled the flames Abhilash wore, and imagined such a fire from my own hands.
At first, it was just a flicker, but as I focused, it grew. And grew. Engulfing my hands and licking up my wrists. But it didn’t burn or sting. It felt nice, like a silk scarf skimming over my hands as a wind played through it. I grinned, watching it for a moment. Then I looked around.
The pew nearest me was the first victim, and it flew backwards a few feet from the force of the fireball, splintering and shattering into a million blazing pieces. I fired another at the pew on my other side, then swept my hands in a wave. Willing the rest of the wooden pews to be forced back from the center of the grand chamber with a loud, sickening crash. They snapped and burned at the edges, surrounding the stone passageways that lined the Sanctum. Throwing the huge stone pillars into a brilliant orange glow.
I considered that, then turned back to the golden altar and raised pulpit. I scowled deeper at it, and imagined an entirely different setting; a throne. A golden seat at the top of beautifully carved stairs of dark polished wood. I felt my blazing hands tingle, and flicked my wrist at the pulpit. The flames shot out, licking up and around the altar. Melting. Twisting. Deforming the images and idols there. Reforming it into the vision in my mind’s eye.
It wasn’t quite what I had imagined. Not quite so sleek, nor imposing as a grand throne for a King’s hall. But I found I liked the way the heat twisted and warped the wood and metals, creating instead a masterpiece out of jagged edges. I grinned at it, willing the flames to recede to its edges. They melted back obediently to my will, and I almost laughed out loud. My heart raced and my face was starting to hurt from how much I was smiling.
I decided I loved the way the new dais looked, raised slightly above the long center aisle. The gold seemed to melt off the edges like old candle wax, and the stairs were a little less polished and more charred. But I walked up them, considering the huge golden seat I had formed merely by the strength of my will. It seemed more like a bench, with almost no back to speak of, but still with grand arms formed from warped gold. Set before the huge windows behind it, bathed in the glow of the fires of the burning pews? Now that looked ethereal. Mighty. And frightening.
There was the sudden smell of sulfur amid the burning ash filling the room, and I turned to look down at the aisle behind me. Abhilash stood there, considering my handiwork, a wicked grin on his face.
He bowed deeply, his great horned head almost sweeping the floor. “I come bearing gifts.” He told me, and yanked a magical black iron chain that seemed to shed ash with each movement.
The women attached to the chains gasped, staggering forward. Some fell to their knees, others fell into each other. All were disheveled, mostly in sleeping gowns, with their hair in disarray and splatters of blood covering them. Their eyes were wide as they looked about, gasping and whispering prayers. A few even cried.
But my eyes fell on the center most woman, who’s long, tapered nose was wrinkled up to her brow. She too was in her nightgown, with soot and blood staining the white cloth. Her hair was clumped to one side, with wild strands shooting this way and that. Not her usually poised visage. When she saw me, her eyes widened in sudden recognition.
“YOU!” She snapped, then twisted in her chains. “How dare you! You wicked, wicked child!” She yanked at her chains again, and even took a step forward. “I should have thrown you out when I had the chance! Blasphemy! Sacrilege!”
I scowled, turning as gracefully as I could manage, and settled myself comfortably on the bench. I rolled my fingers on the cooling golden arm, letting my nails tap a quiet rhythm amid the crackling of the fires. Abhilash stood beside the gaggle, looking more than a little amused.
“Perhaps you should be nicer,” I began, crossing one knee over the top of the other, “to the person who decides your fate in this world.”
Her eyes went so wide I thought they might burst out of their sockets. She spun to the demon, pointing at me with one long finger. “Demon! I command you! Kill the girl! Take her as the sacrifice she was meant to be!”
Abhilash crossed his arms over his broad chest and gave her a wide, toothy grin. Her face went a little pale, and she spun back. Glaring at me with her brow knotted. Then she looked over her shoulder at the cowering Mothers.
“Take them!” She offered, turning back to the demon. “Take them as payment! Do what you wish with them, but honor your agreement with me, Demon!”
The Mothers screamed and wailed at the Superior’s words. Some cried out to her directly, some dropped to their knees in prayer. Some were simply dumbfounded to silence.
I traced the bumpy gold beneath my fingertips, smirking. “Unfortunately, Mother Superior,” I chimed in, my lips twitching as I resisted the urge to smile, “Your agreement was broken once the demon crossed over to this plane. Or should I say, your cage?”
She looked at me, then at him. His grin grew by a few more sharp teeth. Shaking her head, she stomped one foot angrily.
“No! You can not do this to me! I am a Prophet of the Gods! I am Their will on earth!”
I couldn’t help but laugh, so hard that I had to wipe a tear from the corner of my eye. “Perhaps you have been pretending for so long, Mother, that you have begun to believe your own lies.” I stood slowly, turning to address the rest of the women behind her. “Now you see!” I told them. “Now you see your Mother Superior for who she truly is. An impostor. A selfish old hag who plays with the same dark arts she preaches against. A hypocrite and a liar.”
“NO!” She shouted, and flung herself forward as if to strike me down. 
But Abhilash merely raised his hand and the chains tightened, jerking her back. She lost her balance and fell to her knees at the foot of the stairs. She glared up at me, teeth clenched.
“I have only done what I must! To save this world! To make it a better place for all within it!” She snarled. “You know naught what you do, child! Releasing this evil into the world!”
I looked down at her, my eyes narrowed. Anger was building in my chest again as she spit and spat her lies at me. Even at the very end, she sought to control me. Sought to force me beneath her heel like she had done so many others.
When she saw my face, saw the coldness icing my veins as I looked down at her, I saw her hesitate. She looked back over her shoulders at the Mothers. Then back up at me. Her jaw squared, and she straightened herself as best she could.
“What will you do with me, Theodosia?” She asked, her voice soft, “I, who took you in when no one else would. I, who fed and kept and dressed you? Who tried to instill faith in you so you would never be alone?”
“Who cast me as fodder for demons for daring to speak out against you.” I returned, tucking my hands together before me as if I were not a seething pit of hatred inside. But then I paused, cocking my head to the side. “I will do nothing to you.” I waited until her shoulder slumped a little in relief, then let a coy smile slip across my lips. “Nothing you have not done to me.”
Her eyes went wide again, and I saw her quivering slightly. Behind her, the other Mothers had fallen into a huddle. Clinging to each other. Whispering prayers and whimpering softly. I considered the Mother Superior, then turned to Abhilash.
“Are you hungry?” I asked him pointedly.
His sharp teeth split his face in two, and his long tongue lolled out. “I am always hungry.”
The Mothers squealed quietly, staggering backwards at his words. I had to admit, he looked quite intimidating. Towering over us all at nearly 8 feet tall, with his broad shoulders and head engulfed in flames. He tilted his great horned head to the side, blinking his four black eyes in succession. Sending the women into a twittering mess.
I turned back to the Mother Superior, looking down at her. “Then I shall bestow upon you the same honor you once gave me; you shall feed the demon who I have made my own deal with.”
Her face drained of blood, and she looked frantically around. She spun, reaching out towards the other Mothers.
“Help! Help me!” She begged, clasping her chained hands together.
They screamed and staggered backwards. Struggling to get as far away from the doomed woman as possible. I looked over to Abhilash, who glanced at me out of the corner of his eye. I nodded to him, and with a growl, he quickly prowled over to the foot of the stairs. The Mother Superior tried to run, but he caught her by one leg and easily hoisted her into the air. The screams of the other women became deafening, drowning out the Mother Superiors own pleas as the demon’s jaw unhinged. His flames seemed to grow, spreading down his arms and over his back. Up his spine and legs from the tip of his tail. Blazing like a bonfire. Licking up towards the high steepled ceiling. Blinding the room to his might. Spewing thick, lung choking black smoke.
But I was unaffected by the light and smoke. I had a perfect vision of him as his form warped and twisted, as his pointed teeth gnashed and his jaw widened. He managed to fit her down in one huge bite. Well, most of her.
His jaw snapped shut with a huge, audible crack like thunder. Blood splattered across the room as a few errant body parts dropped from his maw. The remaining Women screamed even louder, their throats ripping for the force of their shrieks. What little strength they had left fled them, and they became a quivering heap of sobs and cries on the floor. 
I stared at the mess on the ground, unsure what I felt at that moment. My rage had subsided at the sight of the carnage. But it didn’t make me feel quite as ill as perhaps it should have. Instead, I felt a strange numbness settling over me as the demon’s flames subsided back to their normal flickering core and his jaw slowly rehinged. He licked his long tongue in a circle around his face, smacking his lips together in delight.
“Do you not see!” Screeched one of the Mothers. I glanced over at her, still lost in myself. “Do you not see what you have done, child!” 
I recognized her as one of the Mothers who had coached me on my impending encounter prior to the ritual. I felt a scowl forming on my lips as she stood shakily, pointing one quivering finger at me.
“You must never make deals with demons! Your soul is lost! Your own suffering shall come on swift wings!” She dropped to her knees, wailing and shaking her head. “You have let evil into your soul, poor child! And your torment will be endless!” Her quivering gaze turned to Abhilash, and she began to shake from head to toe. “You cannot trust a demon! They speak nothing but lies! They cannot be bound to any mortal! You should have listened to us, Theodosia Greystorm! You should have not let yourself be tempted by sin!”
I didn’t answer for a moment, considering what to do with the remainder of the Mothers. Certainly something had to be done with them. But I found I couldn’t quite find the same pleasure at the idea of another such display. For the moment at least. I didn’t look at the demon as I slowly moved down the steps.
“Put them in your old cage.” I told him, my voice flat. “We will deal with them later… if they are still alive when I decide to do so.”
“As you wish.” He purred, and I saw him bowing his head slightly out of the corner of my eye.
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UPDATE: Part Three is HERE
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neo-shitty · 3 years
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toffee!
yeah same, i follow some fic accs that occaisionally post smut and its like mmmmm is the fluff writing enough to balance the posts that gives me finger burn trying to scroll past it? but yeah thats probably the way to go
ah i wasnt there for the teaser but i can imagine that was tantalising. lmaoo yes but to be fair i do have a writing acc called channiesbigheart so... balancing it out? but i absolutely am whipped beyond belief. it was a TRAVESTY how COULD they have. yeah the b sides gave him more lines but they werent the ones that were performed over and over at stages. yessss the line distribution in this album is impeccable, im pretty sure the thunderous stuff was some of their best distribution
hehe i can understand that, sometimes putting someone in a situation so horrible it would be considered a violation of human rights is theraputic, ya know? mmmm the differences are a bit nuts, it was 14 degrees today and in less than a week its going to be 32 or smth. BROOO that would be legendary, i bet theyd treat their artists rlly well and have great music as well ahhh but its a lot of work adn commitment. yES that is a mood if ever i heard one.
its the same in australia as well, sadly, you have people who hold up harry styles and lil nas x for breaking gender roles and wearing make up adn steryotypical womens clothing (and keep in mind i have infinite respect for both of them theyre honestly doing so much for the de-dehumanising of gay people and those who wear whatever they want), and calling the kpop boys gay and other things for doing the same thing, when theyve been doing it for years and gotten no recognition smh its so tragic. yes, anyway YES ONLY 6 MONTHS I AM FOR ALL INTENTS AND PURPOSES A BBY STAN altho i considered myself a fully fledged stay like 2 days after i got into them cos i just spent all day researching and fixating. YES someone said it. it feels like theyre losing a huge chunk of why a lot of people liked their music in teh first place, which was that whole dna, dope, fire mood. and even doing bright songs is fine, liek they should do what they want but i feel liek the western music industry is so fucking toxic that they feel pressured into making these decisions. dont get me wrong, theyre good decisions from a business perspective, theyre getting record breaking sales but still. mmm yeah honestly yg just needs to get its shit together or get out
oooh! not into nct but i see a lot of him, he seems rlly talented. ahh yes another channie ult lmaoo i feel that, my list is growing in leaps and bounds as well. mmm yeah i think i will, im just going to try to save enough money :) mingi appealed to me mostly for the voice (like felix smh what is it with me and deep voiced bois) but also his soft visuals and the whole cutesy thing he has going on i rlly liked. yes i did get into them while he was on hiatus, but im still mostly a casual stan, ill listen to the album when it comes out but i dont think ill obsessively look over everything to do with it, like skz. HAH WE'RE MORE SIMILAR THAN I THOUGHT. lmaooo the thot line describes them perfectly, why are they all so damn attractive. especially seonghwa, like that man looks like a character from a book, cardan greenbriar vibes anyone? mmhmm! his vocals are absolutely insane. ty! yeah im excited altho idk how theyre every going to beat border:carnival, that shit was impeccable. ahh no stress, enjoy teh groups you stan atm!
ahh thank you so much, ill keep that in mind. hehe thats good! hopefully its soon :( ah ty, it means a lot. ill think abt that and hopefully talk abt it a little more :)
ah, no it was inside our gymnasium but to get to the other side of the stage you had to exit the building, go around the back and then enter through the other stage door. ah tysm! im glad too. mmm same, they baffle me. ;n; noo so sad :( ahh, thats um not smth i put on here, but im in high school so make of that what you will :)
thank you! ive done a majority of them, i just have maths, an english presentation and an economic assignment due now so im pretty much home free. yeah i feel like hes the epitome of here for you while being inescapably far away. haha she sounds like one of my friends. lmaooo why is that me. hmmm i feel like youve answered a lot of them in that answer so maybe just ateez, enha, txt and bp? if you stan them? :)
ahhh no problem at all, proud of you for managing to overcome the procrastination! progress! mmm thats good! ahh pls do let me know if you ever decide that, i cant promise i wont cry but do what you gotta do :)
<3 w.a. 🐺
hi! sorry for the late reply, i didn't know how to construct sentences yesterday e.e
yeah sometimes it's the perfect balance! i personally don't like fics that focus mainly on the filth? the plot has to carry the whole fic somehow and the smut is just something to add to the mix. also, i'll follow you on your writing blog! i keep forgetting to do so, damn it.
"sometimes putting someone in a situation so horrible it would be considered a violation of human rights is theraputic, ya know?" putting it this way just silenced me but yes. angst just feels more realistic. it isn't always happy endings irl so i tend to do it a lot.
falling into skz is so easy! it felt like that for me too. stanning them felt like getting sucked into a blackhole. also yes i agree. kpop is nothing but an industry after all and it runs on money so i get why they do what they do as well.
i suggest we not talk about haechan because i will literally not shut up but yes my boy is an ace :( chan is also sooooo easy to love. and the chan's rooms just solidified his place as ult. having something to look forward to every week at a time when my mental health was just plummeting into the depths of tartarus just helped me be stable. oh yeah, mingi's deep voice is indeed sexc. and he has some wack ass duality as well! and i think seonghwa was one of the people i nearly considered as bias just because of his visuals because wow that's one beautiful face. and true, idk how enha's going to beat border:carnival. i don't like all the tracks simply bc of taste preferenceds but i like more than one so i consider that a lot already.
bro that gym should've had some sort of a covered walk :// also i miss being in high school sO DAMN MUCH. but i still feel like i am because time stopped when quarantine started and i was still in senior year at the time.
my ateez bias is wooyoung! it wasn't that much of a shocker to my kpop stan irls because i was a jimin stan for the longest time. enhypen is jake and they kept pointing out that he looked like seungmin sometimes so it's like chan's aussie-ness with a tinge of seungmin (the other guy in my skz bias line, in case i haven't mentioned it). txt is huening kai! i find it hard to believe that he's my age because he looks a lot younger? o.O and he always looks good damn :(( sigh for blackpink it's lisa! i tend to bias the maknaes of yg groups, it's a pattern i've noticed but don't intentionally do!
DON'T WASTE YOUR TEARS OMFG. you can always reach me elsewhere if i like disappear off this blog.
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blackdahlia-parker · 5 years
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What you reading love?
Part 2- Tom Holland x female reader
Summary: you were meant to be studying for an exam that you had the next day, but instead of returning home so your boyfriend could help you, you decide to head to the library and got too interested in a particular book. What happens when Tom catches you flustered while thinking about him in a public library?
Warnings!: Smut! 👀 throughout, dirty talk Please don’t read if you are uncomfortable.
Please Read part 1 if you haven’t already 🙃 someone asked for a part 2 so here it is-
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“But Why did you say you hated my teasing love?… If you didn't like it then why were you a moaning mess hmm?” “Ahhhaa T-Tom” was all you could reply . Flip— he’d caught you good you thought, as he continued to move his finger, slipping in and out, in and out at an extremely pleasurable pace. Just then a woman walked past as he went deeper on purpose as he saw her. He was really putting you at risk now. “Ahhhaa—cheeky shit!” You screeched, as you attempted to push the both of you further into the hidden corner of the shelves, gasping for air. Removing himself from within you, he laughed quietly as he forced his middle finger into your mouth and got you to suck on it, ravishing it like a dummy. You made yet another filthy noise, but you just can’t help it. God you were embarrassing yourself.
“Shhh darling!, you just can’t keep your mouth shut around me can you? Why’s that then hmm?” You couldn’t really speak probably with his rough finger in your mouth. Muffled, but you tried at least; “n-no reason babyyy” you looked up at his face and just melted into his mocha eyes. There were crinkles around them as he grinned. “oh yeah I’m sure it’s for no reason” he sarcastically replied winking. Why did you have to be looking at those damn eyes as he did that? You were just drawn to them....they were like a whirlpool. Drawing things to the very centre. Ending in dangerous results. Dangerous but good mmmm. “I can tell how much you like me now Y/N. I mean it’s pretty evident now isn't it? Now, slurp you filthy wet  mess off my finger. There’s a good girl.”
“hmmmhhh hmmmhhhh hmmmhhhh.’’ You tried to shut your mouth but failed, so you just did as your boy told you to. You teased him, getting a small lick of his finger before quickly removing your mouth from around it and then going back to suck it hard and then grabbing his hand to shove it in and out. Leaving your saliva on his now wet finger that your tongue swirled around slowly in attempt to turn I’m on. And you had succeeded in doing that for sure.
You were still lost in his deep eyes, watching as they turned from looking like day time, to the pitch black night sky. They looked mysterious and it excited you to not know what he was gonna do next. He then removed his finger when he was satisfied that you'd cleaned it enough. He’d felt his stomach twist at the explicit sight of you sucking his swear finger hard, twirling your tongue around it while not once taking your eyes from his. “God y/n, if there’s something you need to do, you make sure you do it properly don’t you? I bet the teachers at college love you because you suchhh a good little girl aren’t you love? ” your knees shook at the comment. You could listen to his voice all day and wouldn’t get bored. You loved being praised. He knew it too so he did it purposely all the time, being the big tease that he is.
Leaving you standing by the shelf, he went and grabbed the book again. The one you were reading earlier. As he studied the book, he tried to find some of the most erotic pages and you studied him. Your eyes stuck to his face. He turned you on so much and made you soak all the was through your underwear when you saw his focused face. He has a bit of a wonky nose from breaking it a couple of times, but nevertheless it was shaped really nice. His small lips looked larger than usual, as he licked them until red and puffy while he read. You bit your lower lip at this and you could've sworn it nearly bleed. “Oww” you silently gasped, while bringing your finger up to touch it. You stared at his long, curly brown locks that draped down his forehead on his concentrated face. Your head taking you to the most sinful of thoughts, as you imagined his head among your thighs, hair tickling them and sending tingling shivers to your pussy, while he would lick up every drop, and look up to you with those damn eyes. ‘Shit’ you thought.
You came back to reality and pushed the naughty thoughts away, while you focused on his little freckles which was very pretty and hopefully didn't have a chance of sending you back into a dirty daze. The flaws and details on his face were immensely beautiful, but there was one thing that was more….. Your body attempted to keep you from looking but it failed miserably as your eyes said differently, they wanted to be blessed. Your eyes slowly went down from his face, passed his upper body and down to his lower, catching sight of the outline of his big fat cock—
Just as he found the page, he looked at you. You were guilty as sin. Your jaw dropped as you tried to think of a misunderstanding. He'd caught you good and proper. What you thought of was rubbish; “I’m so sorry T-Tom, I know what it looks like b-but….ummm…..i wasn't looking at y-you” He shook his head and laughed as he ran his tongue over his lip, “Nuh u uhh darling, I don't want your excuses.” He wasn't normally this confident but he forced himself to be, purely for his girl’s fun. Your whole body shook. “Don’t worry, you wont have to wait for much longer for my cock darling, in fact I have the page i wanted right here’’ and with that, he pointed to it. Page 289. Sh!t.
For some reason you remembered specifically what was on that page, and you began dripping again. “T-Tommm…” you quivered, “are we really gonna do what it says in the b-book h-here?” As much as it excited you, you had a slight frightful look in your eyes. You were in p-public. “Yes my dear….Do you comply to any of this?” he questions. “N-no not really… I guess I can’t complain” You were a stuttering mess…and what the hell did you just agree to??!!
You didn't bother checking what time it was, at least you both were hidden, but god help if he does you good. You were still stood up. He decided that it was best if You kept your ruffle skirt on and just slide down your underwear. But even that was enough. You’ll never be ready for what was to come…
He read from the book; “Thomas roughly swirled his finger around her clit. She was soaking, which proved to him how much of a naughty girl she was. This wasn’t allowed. Not without his permission” he did as the book mentioned, he reached up and grazed around your clit a little at first. So light that at one point it hit a spot and tickled. You jaulted , wrapping your arms around his thick neck and turned rouge. “Ohh hheehe” you gasped while giggling. But then he smirked and began to rub pastily and abrasively up and down the area. You looked down to where his fingers were and nearly came at the sight of how good he was handling you. “Ahhaaa Tomm—Oh uuuu—Such a good husba— boyfriend, yeah boyfriend.” I mean you secretly wanted to marry him. He felt so pleased with himself. He was making you forget reality , making you think he was your husband. all that was on your mind was how good he was pleasuring you...in public. Where the hell did he learn to move his fingers like that? “T-Tom ahaaa, Oh my goddd baby!” Now it was his turn to say “shhh”. You then whisper yelled at him, as he continued to rub around the most pleasurable spot in the whole of your body; “What do you—Ahaa— Ohhaa—What do you expect—ahhaa T-Tommy?!.”
You sounded like an uneducated child trying to form your sentences (except with the moaning…) He then chuckled mischievously and came to a sudden stop. Your mind couldn’t figure out why. He was on the ground…what the he—Then it hit you like a ton of bricks, as he licked a stripe all the way up the inside folds of your pussy. You gulped as he swallowed your wetness all the way down his throat, in one massive gulp. “Tommyyyyyyy!!!!” You really began to whine now. He got up from the ground. You was fuming. You raged; “what the heck??!! that’s all i get is one lick??, please stop teasing me Tommmm.’’ “Haha, patience baby, or I’ll just leave right now. Leave you here on your own to sort your own mess out. It that what you want darling hmm?” You certainly did not want that. “No!” You replied hastily (just in case he did leave you). He chuckled darkly; “I thought as much love. Now behave!” He snapped. And with that he spread his hand wide and slapped your ass cheek firmly, causing you to Yelp as a trickle of wetness ran down your thigh from your dripping core. And to top it all once he’d done that, he moved his hand and brought it back and slapped down onto your pussy this time it felt so good and stung just a right tiny amount, making your clit tingle as he then rubbed his whole palm over it in a traumatically slow motion. You were flooding. He tutted as he felt such wetness. “Ahh-haaa mmmm p-pleaseee” You rocked yourself on his hand uncontrollably. Tom shook his head and licked across his bottom lip at what you were currently doing and then spoke, leaning in close to whisper in your ear. Lips ghosting your ear. “My little SLuT!”. He then blew on your ear. It was short and simple but sent shivers right down the side of your face. And with that he gave quick grab to your pussy, pinching it into his hand. You whimpered, eyes falling backwards. You didn’t know how much longer you could stand this.
“Now where were we?…. Page 289…’’ he stated, as he began to recite the book’s words again….
“Thomas laid his girl gently to the ground as he got down beside her.”  “ooofff, you heard it, lay down dear” he said breathily and smirked as he put his palm flush to your heaving chest and slowly lowered you down while he grabbed on to support you. You were now eyeing him from down on the library’s floor. You cannot believe you are doing this, stomach fluttering as you started to get a little excited at the thrill of it all. He continued to read… “He pulled his jeans off while he put on a seductive show for her.”  Tom did as the book said, as he pulled his jeans off traumatisingly slow and he seductively rolled his hips in a grinding motion. You saw his dick move with his body through his pants and gulped, eyeing it with strong lust for him in your eyes. You hadn't expected it, but as soon as his jeans were off, he yanked his underwear off quicker than she she thought was possible, but in a very sexy manner. Being the seducing God that he is.
OH MY GOD! It wasn't only you that was dripping…He was too. You stared at it. Long, red and tip releasing sex juice. “Mmmhhmm, yum” you accidentally said a little too loud for your liking. He stared at you intensely, not saying a word at your reaction to him. Instead he just shook his head , tutted and his pupils dilated until they were almost black.
He wanted to devour you. His gaze made you scorch. “Quit looking at me like that , or I’m going to cum before you even shove it in me!” He growled at your words, “Is that so darling?, am I that flippin’ delicious?” You just nodded in response. He was incredibly satisfied with himself for this. But just then, he lost all of his smiles as he instantly thought of something vital. “Oh sh!t Y/N!.....we don’t have a condom do we?” Your eyes widened a large amount as the boy reminded you. Tom was ultimately quite sad as he was getting excited all that time and for nothing to come of it. “Well.....actually.....” you spoke....embarrassed and anxious to speak.....”I actually have ......a cond— well you know....one of them handy in my b-bag” You blushed furiously. “Ahh do you now?”, your boyfriend questioned amusingly “are condoms a thing you keep handy in your bag on a regular basis?” He questioned again....expecting your answer to be ‘no’ but instead it was this; “well.....this is quite embarrassing....but um—yes Tom, yes they are.....I don’t really know.....I’ve just wanted to do this for so long, I’ve wanted you to do at least something to me again for ages....and I guess they really did come in handy” you smiled a cute, innocent toothy smile......but not for long.....
A fire lit in Tom’s stomach. He was ‘in’ as they’d say. “Aww that’s really cute Y/N......but just you wait.....the noises you’ll make darling won’t be so adorable sounds.....and they’ll be all for me.....isn’t that right, my little princess?” He winked. You could’ve collapsed to your death. What an embarrassing end that would have been. You can see it as headlines now; ‘cause;- her boyfriend turning her on too much, too frequently’. You internally laughed at the thought but decided to play back, “wanna bet?” ......”oh yes please baby” he smirked “it’s on!, I bet you’ll be moaning like a wild animal” he then lowered his voice into more of a whisper.....”trust me , you’ll be jelly by the time I’m done with you darling.” Something was telling you that he would be right. You were wobbling already. ‘Pathetic’ you told yourself, as you gave one of your knees a smack, attempting to stop the wobbling , unsuccessfully. You huffed.
Before he proceeded to look at the book, he approached Your bag that was right beside the by the shelf and found a condom in the side pocket. Oh god, one of many....you had a stash...you wanted it bad. His eyes went big at this, as he returned to you and the book’s not so religious words;
“After Thomas has his underwear off, his errection was in full sight and he was oh- so relieved that his ‘penis was free as his balls escaped the tightness of his boxers too.” Tom held in a laugh at the word ‘penis’ but couldn’t hold it any longer, his cheeks burst and mouth flying open with a cute, toothy laugh while he had his moment. He knew it was a little childish but he just couldn’t help it. The classical way that bit of the book was written was hilarious to him. Looking down at the page again, he processed the words to speak “He could feel the cum inside of them , desperate to pour out with sexual desire. The air hit his throbbing cock as it grew hard. He got to the ground, where he knelt down in front of her centre, with her whole body flush to the floor.” You both blushed furiously at this. If you weren’t eager before, then you were now. You just loved the thought of all that liquid within him “mmmm”
Tom stopped and spoke to Y/N in real life; “Red Hot is it love?” you just groaned as Tom said this and he continued looking at the book, reading to himself before speaking to you again. “ohhh this is kinky darlingggg, what he does next. I mean it’s normally the girl that .......you know........but if that’s what want, then I’ll do it....only for you ...How do you want it pumpkin?” Your eyes water, you wanted to feel him so badly and intensly. Your feeling for him were immense. His were too. You spoke; “Like the book T-Tom pppleaseee!!” You began to whimper like a helpless animal trapped in a cage. He grinned, “Alrighty then love” and then chuckled as he spoke the cringy words of a famous song.... “I’m gonna take my horse to the old town road, I’m gonna ride ‘til I can’t no more...”. “Oh my god Tom” ,You gushed but laughed at how he killed the mood. But it certainly didn’t stay that way for long.....
“The man reached for her legs and pushed them slightly back towards her head. Legs in air, ass on show as he brought his length pointing directly downwards , leaned over her , practically sitting on top of her,his red cock plunging into her sopping centre.”  Tom wasn’t sure if this position where he rode the girl, possibly even sitting on her was even possible, it might not have even existed but it apparently did in the book so regardless, he went for it.....good.
Pushing your legs back,he set the book aside and he got over you in a leaning but practically in a sitting position and pushed, sinking in deeply until he couldn’t see himself anymore when he looked down.Your tight pussy took every inch. “Good girl” he praised you.
“Ohhh Tom , T-Tom feels a-amazing. Ohhhh please moveeee, — take it out a-and s-slam it back innnn.” You choked on your rather long sentence. (You’d rather be choked by him though;) ), as you moaned and moaned. Tom found this so flipping sexy, but had to block your pretty, filthy little mouth. He put a hand in front of it as you continued your muffled begs for him to move. He begins to bounce up and down at a purposely aggravating slow pace. You groaned at the speed he was going, wanting him to thrust into you with all his might.....harder and faster becauseyou was a naughty girl and that’s how you liked it. “Oh god Y/N, young so tight, it can barely fit in.....and .....uhhhhh—wettt....do I really make you feel that gooooddd baby?, ohhh— listen to the sound of my cock as it pounds you. Our skin  s-slapping togetherrrr......sss—sounds like heaven doesn’t it darlinggggg?” There was a pause as he gave you a chance to take the sound in.....you getting extremely week in the knees, and then; “Do you love my thick cock- b-baby?” He said in between pulling in and out. “Do you?.... D-describe— it— to— me, Ahhhaaa.” He moaned. Your whole body shook .....you absolutely loved hearing a boy moaning, especially your boyfriend. You were so glad he wasn’t embarrassed to just let it all out and be as vocal as he needed to be <3. His voice reached a peak at the end as it went more into a high pitched whimper. Oh my God Y/N though, that was so hot and endearing. you thought his helpless, submissiveness was swoon worthy.
You struggled to hold back from making sinful noises but somehow managed, and you cheekily lied to him about what she thought of his massive dick. She silently laughed before speaking; “No Tom, I don’t like your stupid cock. I-its t-tiny and under—undersized and your so bad at s-sex!” He stopped moving for a minute and pulled out, you immediately wanted him back. He began to actually worry that that’s what she actually thought. You couldn’t hold it in any longer. He wandered In Your eyes for an answer. Then you burst out laughing at his reaction. “Ohhh you nasty girl” Tom said, “you got me thinking there for a moment.  Now look who’s killed the mood? ....and it was a sexy one at that!” He shook his head playfully waiting for your reply. “I’m sorry Tom. I really liked your fat cock in me actually. It felt really good babyyyy” she faked a little moan to wind him up. Tom squinted his eyes at you with fake anger for this, but felt proud. But you needed him back in you now!!! You spoke to him again; “Tom, i need your cock inside me n-now!” you begged. “my what?” he asked…..as if he hadn't heard you in the first place. Right then you thought. You decided to joke again at him for that. “Your tiny, little, undersized,….microscopic—Ow!’’ he touched your pussy and spoke,“Oh, is that area sensitive? I apologise.” Tom gave an evil smile, “you were saying?”
You rolled her eyes at his touch and shifted; “I need your huuuge  cock inside me Tom!!!” Tom nodded, “that’s right baby, that’s better.” Tom chuckled darkly as he slammed back down into you harder than he ever has before.
“Tommm, *slap* oh this *slap* t-took a dramatic t—turn, *slap* Ohhaa my Godddd!!! *slap*W-what happened to y-you? So r-rough *slap*T-tommy, uuuuu— Y-your so goodddd!!” He slapped your ass with each powerful thrust. It was stinging.He groaned in reply to your moaning all because of him….all him… “What do you think * made * m-mee like this darling? Hmmm?” He questioned,while you looked up and saw the most un-holy sight of him bouncing up and down and in and out of your tightness at the speed of light. Another kink of yours was him questioning you with the words ‘hmm?’...you don’t know why it just made you soak continuously. You replied to him “I - I don't p-particularly know what made you like this Tommm” You could barely breathe. “Darling ohh Darlinggg— of-of c-course you- you do. UhhUUu. You really upset daddy by what you said earlier, so n-now your paying for it….You asked to be done better, so that’s what I'm going to do, my P-Princess.”
Those words were nearly all it took…you were sure that you were about to spill and drip down all over his cum filled ballsss, but you forced your body to hold it all in. There was so much inside you right now, and you could tell that his cum was piping hot by the temperature of his balls as they whacked against your groin. You thought of the words ‘Daddy’ coming from your boyfriends mouth. Who knew he could talk so dirtayyy.
He read the words of the book for one final time; “Thomas went in, and I mean in. Hard and deep as she gasped for air. A hitch in her throat. He finally moved one hand from her hip. where it had once resided for some time and brought his own fingers to his mouth, as he licked one, brought it to her nipple, wetting it and blew.”  You as shuddering like jelly beneath Tom, as you knew that this was coming next. Your boy began to lick his thumb and then lifted your t-shirt slightly. You had no bra underneath. His lips curled up at the religious-free sight as he brought his wet finger to your nipple, removed it, still bouncing and slamming into her, leaning close and blew on her breast’s damp nipple. You jolted,
And kicked your legs further up in the air at the tingling sensation, when the cold air hit your soaking nipple. Oooff. You loved this so much. You wanted more. You wanted to be his slut. You was enjoying it a little too much if you ask me. As you kicked you nearly caused Tom to fall off of you ; but gladly he hadn't or he would have gone tumbling into that bookshelf….someone would have surely caught you both for sure then…phheww!
But the thrill of it was purely amazing. You yanked at his long curls while he was resting inside you as your pussy flooded; “mmm Ahhhaa yesss”, a wet liquid just continuously ran and poured out of it. Pulling your t-shirt down, Tom pulled out of you. His hand now deciding to go elsewhere. But before he could move, you quickly grabbed his fat cock and tossed his back down on Top of you (but not inside) , and you forced him to grind on you like he did to that umbrella during his lip sync battle- him grinding on that umbrella was so F-ing arousing. Shit. He wiggled his cock and his ravishingly radiant ass, as you lay on the floor getting the best of views. God you wanted him to grind on you hard. That ass had a scrumptious shape. Plump and rounded. ooff and the sight of him when he wore tight trousers that clung to it was to die for. You heaved, heaved and heaved as he sped up and he growled like a possessive bear, not wanting anyone else to hear moan but him. Nobody else deserved to. But that was impossible. You were just so loud. He was just grinding but that was enough. His ass and cock banged your skin harshly but then came to a stop as you reached out and grasped it, tugging it towards your mouth. You wanted to taste his flesh. Mouth wide open, But as he realised before it even reached your mouth, he slapped your hand causing you to let go of his dick. You felt miserable. “NO!’’ he said harshly, Yanking his massive length away from you...
A/n- thank you so much for reading part 1 and this, I really appreciate it.
Part 3 anyone? 😂💓
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Vivi & John
Contains: language. Sexual theme
You stare out trying to have a single normal day but somehow he was there to see you but he couldn't even stop to stay but you instantly try to avoid him because he was the most powerful man alive who's capable of anything.
But deep inside he was also alone even a trouble man would be like that he was kept under a dark place since he was all alone just being a follower in vought
" john... are you okay is there anything you wanna talk about " you tried to convince him to tell you what's going on his blue eyes would blink like marble type of colors which makes you stare around to keep normal but your heart would rise
" hmm not really I was thinking about you alot you been what avoiding me because I told you the other day I was involved" meaning he was the one responsible for the terrorist supes being created by him he didnt even lie about his words
" I...uh no I wasnt trying to avoid you I just needed some space I hope you understand why, I wanted to know how I mean why?"
Your voice became weaker when you spoke about it
" okay enough already you questioning me again you know how I hate that, anyhow i dont wanna talk about that "
He was leaning abit further from the desk to where you are trying to push yourself by the chair almost immediately your heart was beating fast he could even hear it too but the fear made him grin
" oh babe you worry too much theirs that fear again" he moves slowly trying to study you more but you kinda title your head aside breathing gently by wearing the white shirt blouse and your black short skirt
" uh I no... that's not it I was just worried what if they ask me about it I mean also the white house would " you swallow hard looking at the same man but he was tall and pretty you could even see the blue lining above his torso even the shape figure of his form you just sit back
" your scared arent you. Theirs no need for that if I wanted to even if they find out I will destroy everyone of them, I would kill for you they don't matter to me but you, you surely are beautiful"
You see him biting his lip from your eyes to his he grab by your head inhaling sharply shuddering
" please john I wont tell I didnt tell them anything i will do whatever you want " you finally surrender
He took you close enough towards his strong right arm guiding you into that kiss he pressed his warm mouth clashing towards you like a fire breathing hunger it made you blush with that excitement even the affection you want
" mmm-mmm take your clothes off I wanna see you again babygirl" he was whispering so gently he kept his fingers sliding toward between those thighs you been bad enough for him
" fuck you, you can always think you can have what you want I hate you still but i dont want you to fucking go anywhere daddy"
You spoke with many sassy attitude about how to provoke him he finally huffs with that husky gentle tone it almost sound like a wolf
" fucking little bitch, your mine and I can do whatever the fuck I want whenever I say it, you follow me your mine alone even this little cunt of yours "
He was mentioning about your wetness the same warm fingers made you groan alittle even aroused by that grip you belong to this king
" my goodness hell...john please I love you. You damn crazy man take me please " your weak even helpless towards him you kissed him but he pulled your shirt to rip them apart even when he took his blue opening zipper above him he almost looked like a male model type by that body he remove his American flag even his shoulder pads to help him to take them off tossing them down
" I fucking love you say it you little slut " he demands by that tone you know how he is and he loves to play dirty
" I wanna be fucked i love you please daddy"
You kissed his fingers to suck them above you wet above your mouth drooling he finally hissed growling gripping your breast hard but you felt his mouth devouring even wet it made the thousand jolts sparkling like a flame burning you but inside you want him
" mmm that's it your my favorite bitch I want you to scream instead " spank behind your ass he didnt let you go
" I want it daddy " you reach to stroke his cock gently to focus on his eyes on you
" oh man you said enough put those mouth to work first babe"
He made you kneel to push you down grabbing your head up to guide his tip towards your mouth but you were hungry too
" mmm I love you " you open your mouth to suck him even you heard him exhale which means he loves everything inch he felt your mouth again even your tongue it almost made him uncontrollable to keep his hunger he reach behind your blonde hair more tightly
" fuck...mmm-mmm dont stop baby I love that you so fucking hot"
He was moaning for you to keep going when your mouth widen for him you taste him above your mouth also spitting to wet the rest giving him deep throat also moving your head gently even more he finally had enough when he grab your head hard thrusting inside your mouth for more you gasp also grabbing his legs to keep up but you gag abit gasping for air he force it in until he was hard also even pleased
" oh fuck...ahh..come here little one you earn it now " john made you stand putting you against the desk to bend you straight up putting your ass for him to see how gorgeous you look he scratch beneath the skin when it made you hiss but your stomach was shivering even behind your back he press sliding inside you but he wasnt easy at all he wanted to fuck you hard
" mmm-mmm babe oh fuck dont stop...ahhhhhh damn it. It feels so good " you yelled groaning out reaching for the desk tightly feeling yourself moving along with his thrust he went on faster for the rhythms to pick up and pacing more he groans moaning through his own lungs breathing in and out moaning along with you
" oohh vivi your mine, who do you fucking belong huh?"
Spanks you hard to make you winced but it felt so good when he speed up the pace causing you to cry out like your in pain but you love it you felt him pulling your hair tugging it hard
" oh god your my fucking god mmm-mmm john...please daddy... I love you my king..."
You wailed trying to cover your mouth above you but you couldnt help it he covered your mouth instead to held your arms around when he held them from behind you. You wailed making you in tears he was harder this time pounding you
" aahhh...fuck oh my little baby your gonna make me cum yes...that's it take it mmm-mmm..." he moans by your ear biting it behind you, you feel him inside you tearing from your walls even your inside being wet so much your body wanted to explode
" john...aahhh...fucking hell I'm gonna cum daddy..."
you finally hit your orgasm making you cry by your lips it also made you aroused like hell, he was also burning he groans beside your neck from biting them hard to keep his voice he breathes kissing your lips deeply letting you settle your up to have you reach for him he gasp gently sighing with each kiss
" mmm my little one " he made you turn to face kissing your figure when you sat up by the desk grabbing on to his back clinging on
" I love you so much dont leave me alone john" you kissed him for more but he gaze into you from stroking your cheek when he nuzzled
" mmm I want you always with me you will rule by side if you want to you'll obey me yes " grip your jaw from kissing your neck he bit it hard when he heard you groan
" aahh yes...I will daddy I would risk everything your my fucking obession "
Your words made you cry abit because you mean it he spread your legs apart entering in you again he grab the desk also thrusting aggressively this time against your warm walls you moans when he fucked you so much by the pace he almost wanted to break you apart
" aahh...mmm-mmm john...oh John....damn it I love it" you yelled by his ear in pleasure closing your eyes shut you scratch behind him wrapping your arms around him to close to keep him but he gaze into you again watching you voice rising throwing your head back moving by the desk seductively your toes and even your legs began to shake
" oh fuck...ahhh...babe" john reach you but this time he cum inside like hell he groans exhaling and even gently to keep you with him
" mmm-mmm you feel so good I love you " you layed back by the desk when he slows down to lean he carried you by the couch to settle you down when he took you there he breathes from catching his breath chuckling slightly
" oh man your always keeping me alive vivi" you saw him staring again when you leans beside him snuggling up with him to keep him from everything else you close your eyes to feel his skin he made you exhausted from that heat.
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shozto · 5 years
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Hello (^ ^) May I request a first kiss scenario with Shoto with a currently sick shy-reader?
awe this is so soft!! i love this sm. this was so cute i’m crying ahh! anyway, enjoy lovely anon! fell free to request again! 
also, this was slightly inspired by @writersfailure​ , who actually kinda inspired me to start this blog! go check them out :)
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the day had been a rough one for y/n.
first, she woke up with a sore throat, probably due to the chocolate ice cream she decided to eat right before bed, but she complained nonetheless. 
second, she got to school late. aizawa gave her hell for it during training, despite her being sick.
third, she accidentally fell asleep during on of present mic’s lessons, to which aizawa also gave her hell for during training. 
now she sat at her desk, her face propped up on her hand as she attempted to understand the lesson that aizawa was teaching them.
if shoto said he wasn’t worried for the girl, he would be lying. he watched her with a careful gaze throughout the day, making sure she wasn’t doing anything stupid that could hurt herself.
“y/n,” the boy’s serene voice called out to her.
she looked up, her e/c orbs meeting his heterochromial ones. 
“yeah?” she spoke in a scratchy voice, squeezing her eyes shut at the pain of speaking. 
“are you okay? you look a little sick.” he was now kneeling in front of her desk, his chin resting on the small grey table.  
“i am,” she spoke quieter now, her voice rasping in the slightest. 
“class is over… do you want me to walk you home?” 
“huh?” the question had caught her by surprise. the two were friends, sure. but they’ve never really talked much, let alone hung out outside of class.
“i’ll walk you home,” he said, much more sure of himself this time. 
“but-” she sneezed, turning her head to the side so she wouldn’t sneeze on him. “but don’t you have other things to do?”
“not really.”
“o-okay…” she opened her bag and stuck her notebook inside. she slung the bag over her shoulder and stood up. “let’s go.”
he put a hand on her shoulder and slipped the bag iff, holding it in his right hand. “i’ll hold it.”
“but-”
“nope. i’m holding it.”
“you have a nice house,” shoto said softly as she opened the door. she turned around and smiled.
“thanks.” she looked around as he placed her bag on a small hook.
“uh, my parents aren’t home right now, but they’ll be back at around five.” y/n looked over at him. “you’re not planning to stay, are you?”
“well, since your parents aren’t home, you don’t mind if i stay a while and help you out, do you?”
her heart swelled up. did he really care about her that much?
“uhh,” she laughed slightly and looked down at the ground, heat boring into her cheeks. “i wouldn’t mind if you stayed,” she said quietly. “in fact i’d prefer it if you did.”
his cheeks tinged with pink. “i’ll stay, if that’s what you would like.”
she smiled and nodded, walking over to the kitchen. she sucked in a breath, but got into a coughing fit straight after. he quickly ran over to her and rubbed her back softly, recalling what his mother used to do when he was sick. 
he wasn’t too good with this stuff, but for y/n, he would do anything. 
she shied away from his touch, afraid of getting him sick. he grabbed her a glass of water and handed it to her, again rubbing her back as she silently thanked him and drank the water. 
after she stopped coughing, he placed a hand on her forehead.
“y/n, you’re burning up.”
she looked up at him wearily, her eyelids drooping as she leaned onto him.
he hesitantly put his arms around her frame. “you should lie down.”
“okay,” she rasped. “my room is just upstairs. come in if you need anyth-ing.”
y/n wobbled away from him and up the stairs.
“y/n,” shoto’s voice come from outside her bedroom door. “may i come in?”
“yeah.”
the door opened and revealed shoto holding a bowl of soup. he walked over to her bed and placed the bowl on her nightstand. he then moved his hand to brush away the hair from her face and pressed his hand against it.
“you’re still really hot.”
“i’m wha- oh…” her cheeks flushed red. she thought he meant hot as in hot. 
he quickly cleared his throat. he didn’t mean it that way, but in his mind it sounded like that too.
“i made you some soup,” he said rather timidly. 
“you did?”
“yeah. do you want some?” he asked, grabbing the bowl.
“yes please.”
he looked down at the bowl and pulled out the spoon, carefully blowing on it and moving it to y/n’s face.
“here y/n, say ahh~”
y/n’s cheeks flushed even more and her heart started to beat rapidly. did he really just say that?
it’s funny how someone so serious can be so… child-like.
she hesitantly opened her mouth, leaning forward as shoto gently held it to her mouth. she quickly pulled away and covered her face with her hands. 
“you really don’t have to do this, todoroki. i can feed myself…” she sputtered, embarrassed. 
“okay. only if you want to.”
she glanced up at his face. his eyes were different. softer, somehow. 
“just d-don’t leave.”
“i wont. it’s getting late though. aren’t your parents going to be home soon?” he asked, his eyes glancing over to the clock. 
he was right. it was almost 5:00. 
“oh.. i guess you might wanna head home then, don’t you?”
he sighed and scooted closer to y/n, his hand travelling to hers. “i don’t want to head home,” he paused and leaned forward, his face merely inches away from hers. “but i will because i don’t want you getting in trouble with your parents.”
she nodded. “th-thank you.”
damn this boy could turn her into a stuttering mess.
before she could say anything else, she felt his nose brush against hers. her eyes fluttered closed.
what was happening?
in a moment, his lips were pressing against hers in a soft pucker. she slowly kissed back, unsure of what was happening.
she had never, ever kissed anyone before. what was she supposed to do?
after a few seconds, he pulled away slowly. both of their eyes were still closed, the ghost of their lips against each others dancing across their skin.
“feel better, y/n.”
he left the room and her house. 
the thing is, the next morning, she was better. and when she went to school, he wasn’t sick.
do kisses really heal?
maybe so.
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catbtr0822 · 7 years
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~Štøp štøp tÿłër płëåšė đønt đø ït~ I hear as I start to wake up from my dream the voices are blurry after in my mind I keep thinking about it but I doesn’t mean anything its just a dream I guess so I wake up and get ready for my first day in my new school I’m very nervous and I wonder if Tyler goes to the same school
So I go to my closet and figure out what to wear im very picky about my clothes I decided to go with a black shirt with red letters I don’t really get since I got it as a anonymous present last year it says FPE with a slash through them I don’t know but I guess its fine I put on some random black jeans I found and my black boots with red little Skulls I never really liked them but I didn’t care how I looked I went to the mirror and put on some eyeliner because I looked ugly otherwise
As I go to the kitchen all ready I see my little sister with some pink leggings a purple skirt with black dots and a crop top im like all right its not that bad she
Jocelyn: make breakfast (as she uses her phone)
Me: yeah since mom ain’t here
Jocelyn: Ok but don’t make the eggs boiled again
Me: okay picky bitch
Jocelyn: fu anyways where were u last night
As I make the breakfast I start thinking should I say or keep it a secret I think but I know she wouldn’t say anything but tease
Me: oh I was just in the forest and met someone he was walking me out
Jocelyn: ohh its a he is he cute?
I really want to dibs him but he’s not mine
Me: yeah he is but back off I like him
Jocelyn: does he have a cute friend?
Me: yeah yeah whatever eat up
Jocelyn: damn ok
We start eating and realize that we’re late we hurry up and eat as the bell rings and I run out lock the door as fast as I can we cross the bridge to get to school its in the middle of the forest but If you walk straight you go to school if you go left that’s inside the forest if you go right there’s the little lake we go straight ahead and open the doors fastly she go the the junior side I go to the senior side
As I walk by the lockers I see some seniors staring I think they ditched but I don’t care I first stop at the restroom to see if I look okay and see some punk girls smoking one pushed me back and threatened me to see if I carried any money but good thing I took boxing and karate classes so I straight up punched her and kicked her she begged for me to stop her friend just stayed there staring I left running towards my new homeroom
Mr ruths class I went in every body stared I just standed there waiting he said oh another late one what’s your name young lady?
Me: c-carina sir I can explain its jus-
Mr ruth: no need to explain lies
Then this dick yelled out she was late because she sucked my dick in the morning Everyone laughed at me but I saw someone familiar it was Tyler he wasn’t laughing he was just staring at me
Mr ruth: SILENCE!
mr ruth: I guess you’ll have to sit next to Tyler since nobody wanted to sit there I can see why though now GO!
I thought to myself how can nobody want to sit with him I find him so interesting ahh
Tyler: hey
Me: oh hey Tyler right?
Me acting as if I didn’t remember him but really I thought of him last night so much
Tyler: yeah you look great haha
Me: oh really thanks you look good too?
Jenna the most popular girl stared at me talking to him
Jenna: hey new girl you shouldn’t hang with him he’s disgusting
Me: you’re disgusting now shut up
I can feel jennas jealousy
Tyler: thanks she tells that to everyone who tries to be my friend and they listen because of her looks
Me: I won’t because I don’t like listening to people
It was the end of homeroom and I went to rest of my classes until lunch I was very scared because in my old school I usually sat with my bestest friend and dumb boyfriend but now I’m alone my sister goes at a different time so I’ll have to face the lonely life when u look in the lunch room I think Tyler already faced the lonely life
I walk to sit down in a lonely table and Tyler waves at me to sit down I go sit down
Tyler: hey again
Me: hey
Tyler: I’m very sorry I just don’t like sitting alone
Me: me neither
Tyler: Want to sit with me from now and on only if u want?
I couldn’t believe this I had to say yes
Me: yeah I do
Tyler: sick will you meet me in the forest today in the treehouse?
Me: yeah
Tyler: sure u wont get lost?
Me: I think I will I only went once
Tyler: then I’ll knock you I know where u live so yeah?
Me: oh OK not to sound rude but am I the only person u talk to?
Tyler: well since Josh went on vacation to California Ive been lonely I need someone…
Me: you have me now ok?
Tyler: thanks
The bell rang and I we left after whas just boring classes and I go pick my sister up from her class she tells me how she was about to beat this girl up and stuff as we walk home when we’re walking I see Tyler and he waves at me and smiles I smile back
Jocelyn: u must like him alot
Me: no he’s just a friend
Jocelyn: I haven’t made none
Me: you will
We get close to the house and walk in my sister goes straight to her phone I go to my desk as start drawing with my earphones on
My sister comes in and says this Tyler is looking for u I reply with oh OK I grab my boots and run out I say will u be fine alone she says yes byeee leavvvvvee I go like ok
Tyler says exitingly lets go
Me: ok lets go
Tyler: want to go to my treehouse
I replied with yes for sure he starts running towards the bridge I go after he said hold my hand instead so u don’t get lost I run very fast I hold his warm hand and feel butterflies in my stomach he smiles back and we start running we run so fast we trip and Tyler to protect me he falls to the floor and me on top I look at his beautiful eyes he looks at mine
Tyler: I love your eyes
Me: I love yours too
We get up and start running again and see the tree house he climbs up first then me but I have a fear of heights so I keep going instead I go in and see a lot of pillows art and a bed it was cool for a treehouse he says you can sit or lay down whatever you want I sit akwardly and he lays and turns on the the radio to classic music he says want to dance I agree we dance and we’re very close he looks in my eyes since we slow dance and we kiss his lips are so warm after we kiss he says carina you’re the one for me
To be continued…
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PART 4 TO DATING THEO RAEKEN
READER X THEO RAEKEN
FIGHT CLUB
The next morning, I woke up with my eyes stinging and my body sore. Stiles wasn’t talking to me and hasn’t even bothered to reply to my messages. I had only received one from Theo saying goodnight. And after seeing Derek in so long it honestly brought me down. I Just thinking about what happened last night made my stomach swirl. I just wanted to lay here. I honestly didn’t want to go to school either so I decided to not go. I closed my eyes and threw the blanket over again. I woke up to somebody shaking me calling my name. “Hey..Y/N… wakeup Y/N” “mmmm..” I groaned as I opened my eyes looking at the black haired boy sitting next to me in bed, it was Stiles “Hey you feeling okay?” he asked pushing my hair out of my face “Mm yeah I’m just a little under the weather” I said clearing my throat “I came to your house as soon as Scott and the girls told me you weren’t in school.” “You’re not mad…?” I said looking at him “No No… listen I’m sorry about yesterday. You know I’m just trying to protect you…” He stood up and turned his back towards me. “I just can’t lose someone who is so important to me again.” He said as he released air “Stiles you’re not going to lose me, okay?” I said getting up and hugging him “I know but I just get worried” he said and looking at me with his big brown eyes “I’ll check up on you later I gate go back to school. Are you going be okay?” he asked holding my shoulders “Yes stiles go” I said laying back into bed. I laid back down and fell asleep again. I woke up at around 12 in the afternoon. I decide to go to my garage and hit the punching bag a couple times. I began by first stretching making sure to really warm up my muscles. I then started. Punching and kicking trying to get every ounce of anger I had. I just kept think about Derek and why the hell he was hear. I began to punch harder and I could feel my knuckles throbbing but I didn’t care I just needed to get it out of my system. Every time I punched the bag I felt as if I was punching Derek. My eyes began to water and I fell to the ground sobbing. I quickly got up and shouted “No I will not let him win!” I began to punch once again feeling the adrenaline run through my veins.
I stopped and jumped to wrap my legs around the bag and did my ab work outs. After finishing up I jumped in the shower. I felt the hot water pour down calming my muscles and reminding me that pain is only temporary. I got out drying my hair in which I heard my phone buzz. I had 4 missed calls, 1 voicemail and 6 text messages. The messages were all from the pack telling me to feel better and the calls were from Theo. Except for one. I didn’t recognize the number. I listened to the voicemail first. “Hey Y/N its Theo but you knew that because you have caller I.D uhh I know this is like super weird I hope this s okay that I’m calling, I missed you at school today, Shit, no I mean we missed you at school, call me back just want to make sure you’re okay, okay bye” I scratched my head and smiled real hard. He was honestly so sweet. And he made my day. I decided to give him a call back. The phone didn’t even ring twice before I heard his deep voice “Y/N, hey” “Hey Theo just returning the call.” I said walking towards my bed “Oh yeah are you okay? I didn’t see you at school, is everything okay?” he said with actual sincerity “Yeah Theo I’m fine thanks for asking” I said squatting down and missing the bed making me fall “Ahh fuck” I said rubbing my butt “Y/N are you hurt don’t move I’m coming” “Wai- "before I could finish he had already clicked A few moments later I received a knock at the door and I answered still rubbing my butt. It was Theo he looked so worried yet relived. "Y/N are you hurt let me see” he said grabbing my hand and spinning me “Theo I’m okay I just missed the bed that’s all, you can relax” I said giggling “okay good, just making sure you weren’t hurt.” ‘Why?“ I said as I furrowed my brows "Well because I don’t want to see you hurt, I care about you.” “thanks but I’m okay.” I said rubbing his arm “well since your all right want to go out to a club later?” he said with smiling “Umm sure I don’t think my mom will mind” I said smiling. “Great it’s a date, I’ll pick you up at 7” he said brushing my cheek I shut the door and screamed into a pillow by the couch, I was goanna go out with Theo! I immediately called Lydia and Malia in a three-way call telling them everything. Lydia was excited but Malia still was a little standoffish but she was happy for me as well. After hanging up I got a call from Scott. “we know you’re going out with Theo tonight and we just want to say that if anything happens you calls us do you understand” Scott said “if he hurts you I’ll kill him” Stiles said grabbing the phone from Scott “okay I gate get ready I love you guys” I said laughing “we love you too” they said together I went up to room and started doing my makeup. I didn’t wear makeup a lot just when I thought it was necessary or when I had time. I really wanted to look good. After today I wanted to Theo to think not only was I athletic but a beautiful girl. I honestly wanted to impress him. After I was done with my makeup I put on some high waited jeans and a beige shirt that showed my stomach. And some light heels.
I checked the time and it was 6:30 and I heard someone call my name from downstairs. I came down stairs to find my two bestfriends talking and then they paused.
“Hey guys? what are you doing here?” I said “Y/N you look-” scott said as he was quickly cut off by stiles who had just turned around “Beautiful” he said giving you big puppy eyes “Thanks I really want to Impress Theo, I think I’m starting to like him” I said looking down “Y/N , we actually came to tell you that we found out what he is.” Scott said looking at Stiles. “Well what is he ? ” you said looking at the boys “Hes uh a uh Chimera” Stiles said “A what??” you said looking at them puzzled “He has two sets of Dna infused with mercury, theyre mixed creatures” “so his he like evil or something?” you asked looking at the boys “well umm ” Scott said “We aren’t completely sure but we don’t know his intentions” Stiles added “oh well he should be here any minute, so you guys need to leave ” I said pushing them “No way !Y/N we are here to make sure he knows what will happen if he does anything to you” Scott said “yeah ill kill his little chimera ass!” stiles said standing tall “Guys I’m okay, really, I can protect myself” I said continuing to shove a little harder
After I  managed to get them to leave, I quickly went upstairs to put on some perfume. and heard a knock at the door, I quickly went down stairs and fixed myself before opening the door. the first thing I noticed were his glasses, i didnt know he wore glasses, his spiked up hair perfectly in place. he was wearing a plain black tee and black jeans. through the shirt I could see the imprint of his abs and muscles. boy was he hot. I inhaled taking in his musky smell and quickly made myself talk. “Hi Theo, Come in ” I said smiling   “Wow Y/N you look .. Stunning” he said looking at me up and down. “Thanks you look very handsome, also didn’t know you wore glasses ” I said giggling while biting my lower lip and grabbing my jacket from the table “I don’t, they just go with this outfit.” he said as we both laughed he escorted me to the car with his had on my lower back. he opened the door to his blue truck and signaled me to get in. he closed my door and got in himself. the ride there was short and I was dying to ask him about being a chimera but I didn’t want to ruin the moment. when we got to the club he opened my door and held out his hand. “Take my hand ” he said I nodded and smiled, he held on to my hand tight and we walked towards the line. I felt butterflies in my stomach as he line moved. I wasn’t much of a party person. I was nervous of how things were going to be or if I needed to worry about the people in there. but I think Theo knew I was nervous because he said “don’t worry,  Ill be with you the entire time” I smiled and looked forward again. when we reached inside he got us drinks. I wasn’t much of an alcohol person,  but I wanted o have fun so I asked Theo to bring us some shots.  we took two together and I could feel the music as I swayed my hips. I brought Theo closer placing my hand on his neck as our faces began to get closer. I had seen Theos eyes began to look at a certain spot. “Whats Wrong? ” I said “That guy there, do you know him? he keeps staring” he said nodding his head into the direction of the guy, I turned and saw Derek standing there starring at us. the alcohol had made me more brave so I told him “No but let give him something to stare about.” I turned around and pressed my ass against him moving my hips. I put his hands on my waist signaling that it was okay. we moved our bodies together to the beat of the music. I glanced at Derek giving him a Devalish smile and continued pressing against Theo. I could feel through Theos jeans a bulge began. and I loved it. I quickly turned and kissed his neck still swaying close to his bulge.  I quickly felt a strong heavy hand on my shoulder pull me back.   “Hey man !” Theo shouted “Derek whats your problem !? ” I said trying to get away from him “Y/N I told you to stay away from him !” Derek said looking back at me “Hey man let her go before I make you!” Theo said taking off the glasses and throwing them “Id love to see you try” Derek said cracking his knuckles in his fist “Lets take this outside then” Theo demanded “Theo lets just go” I said  following them to the back alley I watched as Theo as he began to breath heavily and he quickly unleashed his claws. his eyes bright yellow.
“Stop Theo hes not worth it !” I yelled from the side “No Y/n I wont have no one Disrespect you that way” he said angerly “Y/N hes a chimera! the dread doctors made him!” Derek said as he began to walk towards Theo shifting.
Theo ran and started punching as Derek dodged every single of them. Theo kicked Derek sending him a couple feet but not enough to make a big effect. Derek looked up and growled as he ran punching Theo in the Stomach sending Theo across the alley. I quickly ran to theo and helped him up. “Theo lets go, hes not worth it, hes no one..” I said as we turned and walked away. I caught a glance at Dereks face and saw his eyes go back to normal and relax his face, I think he was shocked that I said that. I meant it though. he didn’t care about nobody but himself. I helped Theo in the car and told him that I would drive. i had my license but i didn’t have a car due to us never having enough money. i drove home watching Theo in the passenger seat as he groaned and shut his eyes. we arrived and i helped him out of the truck. i helped him on the couch. i suddenly saw blood coming from his chest and i quickly grabbed the first aid kit. i lifted his shirt and put alcohol on the wound, he groaned but i knew it would help the healing process. he tried getting up but i didn’t let him. “I don’t want to bother you and your mom” he said trying to get up “No your hurt and need to rest” i said taking off his shoes “are you sure i don’t bug you?” he said “No you never bother me ” i said smiling as i put a blanket on him “Thank you babygirl” He said closing his eyes i placed a kiss on his forehead and sat in a chair next to him.i went upstairs to get out of these heels and began to undress. i changed into a long shirt. i never wore pants to sleep. i got into bed but couldn’t sleep so i went downstairs. I watched him sleep as his chest would rise and decline from his breathing. there was something about him. i just couldn’t help it. i got up and i shook him a bit waking him up. “Theo.. can you come sleep with me” i whispered “mmm yeah princess” he said getting up taking the blanket we got into bed and he hugged me tight and i could feel his breath against my skin. it felt good, this feeling, this feeling of not being alone. i felt safe
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