#cas did all of it for dean

[youchangedmedestiel]

Everytime I’m reminded that Cas was the only one in all universes with a crack in his chassis, that Dean wanted him to stay, that Cas did it, all of it for Dean, that Dean wanted to die because Cas was dead, really dead after Lucifer stabbed him, that Cas told Dean “I love you” twice and that Dean told Cas he needed him twice in such a vulnerable way, I just want to scream my lungs out.

#destiel #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #cas has a crack in his chassis #dean wants cas to stay #cas did all of it for dean #dean needs cas #cas loves dean #dean loves cas #destiel is canon #the greatest love story ever told #i want to eat glass #but i'm fine #this is all fine #i'm normal about them #totally normal #my random thoughts about destiel

[insanesonofabitch]

Me when I remember that Dean was supposed to gently and lovingly touch Cas’ face in Tombstone:

#they deleted that and deleted the dialogue about Dean being the one and only one to spread Cas’ ashes #in the meadow by the windmill cus he thought Cas would love it. and he did. #they deleted all that. #supernatural #spn #spn deleted scenes #spn 13x06 #tombstone #destiel #deancas #casdean #dean winchester #castiel #dean x castiel #reiotalks

[wigglebox]

And in that moment, he knew he was never beating the 💖💜💙 allegations

#spn fanart #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #destiel fanart #spn art #spnfanart #wiggleart #just something silly this morning I had the idea last night #and I swear in this moment he realized he did want Cas all up in his a—

[deanwasalwaysbi]

Cas knew Dean would keep the colt under his pillow. Sam didn't.

#dean was always bi #destiel #original content #spn #deancas #it's not that dean and cas fucked this time. it's that cas knew Dean in a way that sam didn't. #because sam didn't #it's about all the times they did

[sunglassesmish]

cas was hilarious for this

#my gifs #dean #sam #cas #castiel #spn #spnedit #spn 12x19 #all of the future posting today had me thinking about this episode #also. why did they fall like that

[cryptoidantagonist]

source 1 source 2 as of June 27, 2023

update: the smoke has mostly moved east to the new england region and has been in Ontario, Quebec, and areas close to there for months.

#air quality #i thought i would see posts about it like i did for the new york stuff but i guess not #made this because i checked and it's over 200 at my house rn #wildfire smoke #wildfires #maybe we should start recirculating those 'how to stay safe with the smoke' posts in case ppl forgot #poor cas... he's been trying to confess for years but all he's getting from dean is BREAKING NEWS #anyways this isn't breaking news it's been a full day #supernatural #destiel

[butterscotchx98]

Uh Supernatural amiright

#yeah yeah we all know cas is lamp #but fr tho why did they do that #I Need answers i Need them to explain in detail what that meant #I need to ask Jensen ackles what he thought he was doing #EXPLAIN YOURSELF #fanart #supernatural #spn #supernatural fanart #castiel #spn fanart #dean winchester #castiel fanart #destiel #dean winchester fanart #deancas #deancas fanart #destiel fanart #dean x castiel

[lonewolf638]

&& the way neither of them are bitter when they talk abt sam going to stanford with others, its more so, can you believe it? sam went to stanford. he did that! but in front of sam both john & dean viewing (& letting sam know!) that it was one of the worst things sam has ever done

#thinking about young sam 17 or freshly turned 18 year old getting that mail having nobody to share how excited he was with #he got a full ride he did that all by himself he didn't need anybodys help #later szn sam thinking it was okay how lonely he felt. seeing claire and telling cas that he needs to be there for her #while not applying that same logic to what happened to him #winchester family #sam & john #sam & dean #spn 12x02 #spn 1x04 #spn

[quietwingsinthesky]

it ever hit you out of nowhere that castiel is living in a dead guy's body and the show just does not care. it does not care. jimmy novak might as well not exist the moment he or claire is out of sight. cas stole a guy's body and his face and his life, and we can't ever talk about it or discuss it in detail because of how fucking horrifying it is that sam and dean's best friend just walks around in a dead guy suit. there's not even a human soul in there anymore. it's just a corpse. stone-cold body snatcher indeed.

#castiel spn #spn #this is not like a Castiel Crime (tm) to be clear. this is more me being (un)surprised that the show is Like This. #castiel is a horror story he is so much a horror story in the rapture #and then they just uh. never bring up again how horrifying and fucked up this is for another like 7 seasons #and when they do its to briefly go :( claire lost her dad :) but its okay! she forgives cas for it! #which!! NO SHE SHOULD FUCKING NOT!!! #but we can't have that discussion. we can't talk about that. because to acknowledge that it's fucked up would mean making cas kind of. evil #in a way that would vastly improve his later character arcs btw. if we had to reckon with not only this massive transgression #but with the fact that cas himself STILL DOESN'T SEE IT AS ONE. #that on a lot of fundamental levels. he is still functioning as he did in s4. a lot of that base programming is still there. #something something how cas never changes out of his suit under his trenchcoat #but it's like. jimmy said yes. so it's fine. that's what it is to him. #anyway. i wish they hadn't been scared of making all three of the boys more fucked up in later seasons. #thank GOD for dean being interesting in how he becomes Worse <3 because they were not bringing that for castiel. #again. good version of spn where jimmy's bloodline is an off-shoot of the lucifer vessel bloodline. explaining a) how lucifer Got In There #and b) letting lucifer possess claire later so that the two of them can have daddy issues together. #something about cas being the monster-not monster that jimmy let in that destroyed his life. #something about lucifer being the monster-not monster that castiel lets in later. the cycles. they are cycling.

[raz-writes-the-thing]

Monthly Pity Party (Supernatural One-Shot)

Team Free Will x AFAB!GN!Reader / requests are open

Summary: Your cramps are kicking your ass this month, though you do wish the boys would quit throwing pity parties for you.

Fic type: period comfort

SPN: @wereallbrokenangels (send an ask to be added to a tag list!)

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"I think I might actually die, like, for real," you groaned, rubbing at your forehead irritably. "I mean- if we ever do find the bastard, I'd like to ask why he or she or they said 'fuck you in particular' to people with vaginas and uteri and all that bullshit."

"Yes, it's not something I was able to fully understand from his plans," Castiel replied, seeming to only be half listening. Your hand shot to your lower belly, breath sucking sharply between your teeth. "Though it does serve a purpose... if... that may provide some comfort to you."

"You know," you groaned, resisting the urge to curl yourself into a ball and pass away on the spot. "It really doesn't, Cas."

Sam stood from his favourite spot at the table, picked your socked feet off the end of the lounge and sat down again while pulling them into his lap. You gave the gentle giant a soft yet strained smile and he squeezed your left foot to show he was listening.

"Dean will be back soon," he said by way of comfort. You were also pretty sure it was a diversion to nip your conversation with Castiel in the bud before it got too heated or too existential. You had a habit of doing that during your time of the month.

Speaking of- the sound of the bunker door closing heralded the arrival of beers for the boys and treats for you. Special treats that you only really reserved for that horrendous week once a month where you weren't able to hunt half the things on your to-get list, or even sometimes able to stay awake for longer than three hours.

"All right," came Dean's voice from around the corner. "Party time. I've got the goods. Beer, pie, skittles, and... all the other crap you asked for." He placed the two bags of groceries and goodies onto the coffee table before gesturing for you to move so he could settle down on the couch with you.

You made space for him and then he patted his lap for you to lay back down again. You settled your head down in his lap as he used his arm to screw the lid of his beer off and chucked the metal disc onto the table.

"Oh Cas, I forgot to heat the thing up," Dean mumbled, giving you an apologetic squeeze on the shoulder before pointing to your homemade wheat bag. "Be a good Angel and do the thing?"

Castiel picked up the wheat bag and disappeared into the kitchen. Hopefully after his stint as a human, he'd know how to use the microwave to heat it up properly. Honestly though, if your skin was able to withstand it, you'd love the direct heat of the sun over your cramps.

Dean leaned forward, grabbed one more beer from the table and passed it to his brother who thanked him quietly. Then he passed you the bag of skittles and watched you rip the thing open and shove a handful into your mouth with a moan of relief that bordered on pornographic.

"I don't know how you eat those," Dean said sceptically. You chewed on the lollies a few more times before swallowing.

"They taste good," you replied as if that was a good enough answer to it all. "And shut up, I've seen some of the stuff you've shoved down your gullet."

"Shut up, Sam-" Dean quipped as Sam snorted out a laugh at your signature bantering. "But fair point."

You let out another hiss as your cramp amped it up once again. Your voice evened out into a rather pained and elongated word not fit for young ears and Dean's brows furrowed in concern.

"Dean, you get like this every month. It's just a few days of discomfort- and if Cas wasn't so wiped right now, he'd make it all go away for me. It's nothing I can't handle. Promise."

Dean took a moody sip of his beer and rolled his eyes.

"Yeah, well, I don't have to like it, all right?"

You were saved from having to put too much thought into your response as Cas reappeared from the kitchen, wheat bag in hand. He handed it to you and you placed it over your abdomen. Instantly the heat began soaking through your skin to ease the ache beneath.

"I'm sorry I can't heal you in my current state," Castiel apologised before sitting down stiffly in the single-seater armchair. You sighed, chowing down on a couple more lollies.

"Look guys," you said, pulling your head and feet out of the Winchesters' laps and sitting up. You pressed the heat pack against your abdomen and leaned back against the couch. "I know you all mean well, but it's just a period. You don't have to pity me. I'll be all right after some Advil and some comfort food. A snuggle or two wouldn't hurt either. But I'm not going to have any more of these pitiful apologies and concerned looks."

The three of them looked at each other and then back at you again. Dean and Sam both took a swig and nodded respectfully.

"Sure thing," Sam replied with one of those blink-and-you-miss-it acknowledging smiles.

"Uh-huh," was Dean's answering reply. You knew what that meant. He'd humour you for a day or two and be right back at his usual schtick. But that was fine. You kinda liked it when he was just a little worried over you.

"Right then," you said decisively, giving Castiel a very pointed look. "I'm going to lay back down and we're all going to watch a movie. I am going to grumble about my cramps and we're all going to have a great time, yes? Good."

"Yes dear," Dean reached for the remote for the television. "Now- Cas, I know better than to ask our menstruating friend here what we're gonna watch so- your pick."

#team free will #team free will x reader #dean winchester x reader #sam winchester x reader #castiel x reader #dean x cas x sam x reader #supernatural fic #supernatural fanfic #supernatural fanfiction #spn fic #spn fanfic #spn fanfiction #spn x reader #supernatural x reader #im on my period and it sucks for real #i did my best here sorry all #spn one shot #supernatural one shot

[azrael08]

Currently obsessing over the idea of Michael and Adam getting separated (Like Michael leaving the vessel for whatever reason, maybe a case or something???) and Adam gets hurt or like tortured and Michael just goes fucking FERAL.

Like, they might be helping the Winchesters and Castiel out for once, just cause they need like Michael’s power or something, but then Adam and him get split from each and Adam gets kidnapped by these monsters who like beat the shit out of him and finally Michael finds them and once Michael sees what they’ve done to Adam he just- looses his fucking shit. I’m talking smiting all the monsters, breaking the windows, bursting bulbs and probably ruptures the sound barrier for a sec.

And then after all this damage he quickly goes over to Adam and cradles him so softly and with such gentle care he heals all his wounds and soothes him and asks if he’s okay and then re-posses him so he can wrap himself back around Adam’s soul and find peace again. All the while Dean, Sam, and Cas just watch on like tf happened? Two seconds ago you were ready to kill everything within sight???

#idk if he takes one of the brothers as a vessel or if he takes Jimmy’s body and Cas goes into Dean for like side-story Destiel #midam #midam spn #proctective trope I adore you #the ‘who did this to you?’ trope but Michael already knows who did this to Adam and he obliterated all of them #supernatural #adam milligan #michael spn #Michael *taking notes*: NEVER leave Adam again

[daftmooncretin]

in supernatural season 6 episode 18 frontierland. dean makes reference to star trek iv the voyage home and is dismayed by the fact that sam doesn’t like star trek and bobby has “only watched deep space nine” (which…. wow whole other can of worms) but that means dean winchester is enough of a star trek fan to not only have seen the original series but also the companion movies???? and his favourite is the one with the whales!!! he’s a hardcore trekkie!!! my blorbo canonically obsessed with my other blorbos what a revelation for me. I skip and i kick my feet and i say yippee!! salvation!

#do you think he makes cas roleplay as spock #also though when did dean watch all of this? #because the way sam reacts it implies he didnt know dean even liked star trek? #did he hide it growing up from sam? #or did he randomly become a trekkie during the shows run because that would be fucking hilarious #spn #dean winchester #supernatural #castiel #destiel #star trek tos #star trek #jim kirk #spirk #tos #the voyage home #spock

[adreamoverlife]

Is this a safe place to admit I don’t really like the way Castiel is often talked about in relation to destiel or will I be crucified for the second time

#listen okay #I get it I get it destiel website #but #I really hate the way Dean is often used as the ONLY bit of free will Cas has #and that Cas ’belongs’ to Dean #I like can’t stand it #especially when Sam is often used as the butt of the joke as being lesser to Dean #like Cas did rebel before Dean multiple times #he really WAS in love with humanity!!! #and making his character solely about Dean removes a lot of the things that make him interesting to me #this kinda goes hand in hand with the way Dean feels more…. centered in the later seasons?? #ill probably make another post detailing this but #I don’t hate Dean or anything but there’s certain things I find very strange in later seasons is all #and by strange I mean I wanna put all the supernatural writers into a box and shake them around a lot #Castiel #spn

[shedontlovehuhself]

The very real need to gatekeep Castiel from Dean fans/hellers.

#like did yall pay attention to castiel at all?😭 #the worst part is I'm a destiel fan #i love dean and Cas #but damn have some respect for my angel please #he's real and not a tool #castiel #spn #supernatural #destiel #dean winchester #Cas #cas and dean #misha collins

[gracelesstars]

On this New Year's Eve, are you too thinkin' bout season 8's: "I did everything I could to get you out! Everything... I did not leave you!" "Nothing you could have done would have saved me, because I didn't want to be saved... After the things I did... I didn't deserve to be out." and season 15's: "I left, but you didn't stop me."?? Because let's be real - Cas would *not* have stayed if Dean had stopped him as he didn't think he deserved to have Dean's acceptance/love. (can't believe that 3yrs later on I am doing 180 on this - i.e. initially thinking that Cas not staying was a result of Dean not asking)

anyways, I guess this is your usual reminder that Dean saving Cas from the Empty & saying "you don't think you deserved to be saved/loved?" is the only series conclusion that would've made perfect sense. See you with the same message, just rephrased differently, next year!

#spn #supernatural #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #believe it or not i was having a normal evening #but then my brain decided to project into my mind the clip of teary-eyed Dean saying all that in s8 #the emotion in that scene had my spn brainworms active again #that was Dean-way saying that he wanted Cas to STAY (with him) #and then it got me thinking how Cas was blaming Dean about this in s15 #which is bs because Cas would've left anyways #he did so many times later on in s15 after all #Just how Dean didn't think he deserved to be saved #Cas didn't think he deserved to be loved #and that's why the ghost of the Empty-rescue-finale will haunt me for the rest of my life #in another universe they complete this perfect parallel and end up together 😢😔

[phantommermaidqueen]

@sailorsally , potentially the horniest person on my dash, drawer of amazingly broad shoulders, whom I eviscerated last week. Sorry maybe for implying that there were never any marbles 😘

This piece with a teeny tiny Dean lives in my head rent-free

#destieldtiys2024 #destiel fanart #myart #spn fanart #I'm tired so I can't remember all my tags #truly tragic #Cas ended up with like. . . a really long torso #most of my glitter gel pens decided they absolutely did not want to be part of this and stopped working #Dean is there he is just tiny #and no shading because my brain does not understand #thank you Sally for providing art with fellas with such broad shoulders #you are a gift