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#crying my eyes out
graysonsthings · 9 months
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Criminally underrated screenshot from good omens 2
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aurinkolasitehdas · 3 months
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the way they look at each other. crying.
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harrystylesfan2686 · 4 months
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Pieces
Pairing: Azriel x Reader
Summary: Azriel and Reader are falling apart and there is nothing reader can do about it.
A/N: angst because I'm sad🥲. Inspired by Sand by Dove Cameron.
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I feel Azriel drift away from me.
Day after day, I notice him distancing himself from me. He doesn't spend much time with me now. Doesn't talk to me. Doesn't hold me like he did before.
He is spending much of his time with Elain now.
I see them in the garden, walking beside each each, her hand held in his. They talk and laugh with each other, lost in their own world. He even makes time for her.
Just like him did for me before.
He only comes home to eat, sleep and make small talk to me and then goes back to her again. Every morning I watch him get up from bed and get ready for the day, silently. He pecks my lips, whispers a small 'I love you.' and leaves.
I feel like a stranger to him now.
Whenever I try to talk to him about his day or literally anything else, he turns me down immediately, only giving me short responses. He doesn't ask me of anything in return, never wanting to talk me for more than 5 minutes.
It makes me feel unwanted.
When we accepted our mating bond, I had issues with trusting our future together. Azriel assured me we would be alright. He told me over and over again, that he loved me.
"I love you so much. You are my everything. I promise you, I will spend the rest of my life making sure you know that."
I could hear his love in his words. It was almost a century ago. That promise is what I remind myself of when I start to question his loyalty for me.
I've lost count of how many nights I've spent crying in my pillow, everytime these little things cut deeper wounds in my heart. None of which Azriel heard in his slumber.
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The silence is uncomfortable.
The clicking of spoons against dishes help in filling it a little but the awkwardness still stays. I look at Azriel, eating without glancing up. I made his favorite tonight. He still hasn't commented on it, not that I expected him too. I did.
I clear my throat to catch his attention but he still doesn't look up, so I ask,"How was your day?".
"It was normal." He says without looking up, not say anything else after.
"I made your favorite today." I try again. That finally catches his attention. Hazel eyes look into mine containing what it seems to be realization. I tilt my head in confusion. "Did you not realize that? I hadn't cooked it in so long so i thought you'd be happy to eat this."
"Oh, um, no you're right, I didn't realise it. I actually was trying to hurry up." He gave a apologetic smile.
"Hurry up?" I ask. "Yes, I have business with Rhys today. And I actually ate this a week ago." He looks at the plate.
"Oh?" I frown. "Yes. I mentioned to Elain once that I like this and she surprised me by cooking it and forcing me to eat and review it." He chuckles. "It was quite good." He continues eating as if he didn't just broke my heart to complete pieces.
My shoulders drop and eyes burn with tears threatening to fall. I look down to hide my crumbling face from him. I clench my figures around the spoon, trying to keep my emotions in control. I somehow manage to not cry until he is gone for the second time today.
But the second he leaves I drop on our bed and sob until my eyes are raw and sleep takes over me.
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flamehashirarengoku · 1 month
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snail-shell2335 · 1 year
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copia becoming a rat dad!!!! (and discovering one of the babies has his eye paint ☹️)
(idea credits to the lovely @cirrus-ghoulette !!)
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letterstomichelangelo · 7 months
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cred to @sauce.stars on tt
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hasnomoxxie · 1 year
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Get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my he
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krisspng · 14 days
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“When you go And would you even turn to say I don't love you Like I did Yesterday”
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mall-bat · 20 days
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a mom left this comment on my video and now i'm in tears
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tending-the-hearth · 11 months
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no no it's fine just the fact that they were invited into each other's respective homes/safe spaces and introduced to their closest family members while being shown a specific soft side of themselves that they rarely display in front of others even though they think it's embarrassing got to me
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graysonsthings · 8 months
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Criminally underrated good omens screenshot part 2
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harrystylesfan2686 · 3 months
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Cheat
Pairing: Azriel x Reader
Summary: Everything was going so great until Azriel cheats.
A/N: Heavy Angst. Hope you cry reading this just like I did writing it.😭👍
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Gods you are so drunk.
You raise your glass to take another sip of whatever you were drinking, all you knew is that it had alcohol in it. You had asked the bartender for the strongest drink they had and now you have no idea what time it is or which glass you are on. All you knew was that you couldn't think properly anymore.
Good. You didn't want to.
Because if you did, your thoughts would go back to Azriel again. You would again, think why he did it.
He cheated on you. Traded you with a black haired female who was way more attractive then you were. Raven, her name was. You were friends, or at least you thought you were. You finally thought that you've got yourself a real friend now but turns out all she wanted was your mate.
You honestly don't blame Az. She is so beautiful, with green eyes and legs that went on forever. You both met at a coffee shop when the waiter accidentally exchanged your drinks. Your friendship started right away. You were so excited to finally have a friend of your own that you did see the red flags waving right in front of your face.
Like the first time you introduced her and Azriel to each other, you had sat up a dinner because you wanted your mate and best friend to get along. She spent the whole night talking to Azriel instead of you but you thought that she was excited to meet the famous shadowsinger.
You scoff at your foolishness.
One night. One night was all Raven needed to into Azriels pants. One night when you were gone to a mission Rhys sent you on. Just one night when you weren't with Az, she was.
You were devastated to hear what Az did in your absence. You, so badly, wanted it to be false that you asked Az if he truly consented to it. You thought maybe it wasn't true and az, the spymaster, got somehow molested. But, gods, were you wrong.
You left your house and walked, crying until you there were no tears left to fall. You don't know how you ended up in a bar but that's where you are now, drinking yourself into the hole of betrayal and sadness.
"Gods, darling. I was looking all over for you." You sigh as you feel his body loom over you from behind. His hurtful voice effecting you even after what he did to you. Gods, the comfort he brings you is engraved in your body it seems, doesn't matter what happens, his presence will always be comforting.
"Leave me alone." You can't bring yourself to say his name. You'll cry all over again.
"Darling, let's go back home. I'll leave you alone after I know you're safe." He touches you arm and you feel as though you move through space and time before finally landing in your living room. Deffinately a result of the alcohol running in your system. Your head spins and you stumble, Azriel tries to catch you but you force yourself to stand up straight and push his hands away.
You gasp and glower at him. "Why did you bring me here?!" Anger suddenly filling your body, spilling out of the small part at the back of your head that you shut it in. You dont look around your house, you can't. You've handled enough tonight and if you even spare a glance at the house you both built together, you'll break.
"I want to you to leave me alone for a night. I asked for one night alone Az but you can't even do that?" Your sudden outburst surprises Azriel but before he can explain you speak, "I can protect myself. Ugh. You act as if you care about me, but I know you're just acting." You can't control your words and maybe don't want to. "You wouldn't have cheated on me if you did." You grumble and Azriel has the ability to look hurt.
"What do you think would have happened if I was the one who had cheated?" You glare at him. "You would hate me and have kicked me out of the house. The inner circle would despies me for hurting you and laying with another male. Some of them would literally kill me! Why? Because they love you. Love you in a way that no one loves me." You see red and tears start falling down your face when he opens his mouth, probably to oppose to what you're saying but it's true, you know it is. So you don't give him the chance to speak and continue.
"You have a family to go to when you're hurt or angry but I have no one. You have friends that will stand by you no matter what, I dont. The only one that I thought was, turned out to be a back stabbing bitch. My friends are you friends, My family was yours first. I don't have anyone to call my own! You were my everything, Azriel. Now I don't have anyone."
Your crying so much that its now getting difficult to breath. Your not even sure what you're speaking now but all you know is that your hurting Azriel with every word that leaves your mouth judging by the tears that well in his eyes and slowly fall down his face. His looks down in shame because the severe anguish in your eyes is too much for him to handle.
"I am all alone. I have no where to go, no one to go to. I don't want to face Feyre or Rhys or anyone else because I know that no matter what, they'll always be with you. I don't want to go back home because it's filled with memories of us. All the times you said you loved me, all the times you showed me just how much, all the time you promised me that you will never hurt me and that you will be with me until death parts us. You showed me those wonderful dreams just to crush them because you wanted to get your dick wet! You broke my heart and did the exact thing you swore not to do."
"Why would you do this to us? Why would you do this to me?" Your knees buckle and Azriel steps forward, hugging you to his chest and preventing you to fall. Your words incoherent now.
He sits on his knees with you as you sob into his chest and hold onto him for dear life. You don't have the energy to push him away and his touch feels oh so good, so you just let him hold you, for now.
You both sit in middle of the house you once called home and cry for the relationship that's now beyond broken.
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flamehashirarengoku · 1 month
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Are you happy...?
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28dayslater · 2 months
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capswarmedals · 4 months
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ever think about how there's probably a moment where anthony and james were both captains? because i do.
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stupidneko · 2 months
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so so so SO CUTE
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