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mozzawind · 2 years
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A Line Without a Hook
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Alistair watching his Mage girlfriend experience life outside the circle is making him feel fuzzy in his chest, almost makes you want to ignore the Blight,
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sweetmage · 1 month
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SweetMage's DA Writing Prompt List
Hi! I am making this little prompt list in anticipation of joining the Dragon Age Drunk Writing Circle. Below the cut you'll find all of my OCs/Ships (platonic, romantic, and familial), some TWs and disclaimers, and some sample writing prompts but feel free to come up with some of your own prompts or ask me for more info! :) WARNING: There are some 18+ prompts!
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Characters:
Edan Cousland | Inquisitor!Edan Cousland Garrett Hawke (purple mage) | Inquisitor!Garrett Hawke Anders (and Justice) Sebastian Vael Ser Roderick Gilmore (loosely based on the NPC companion mod but with my own characterization/HCs)
Romantic Ships (SFW or NSFW is okay!):
Purple Mage M!Hawke/Anders Edan Cousland/Ser Roderick Gilmore Celestine (non-Hawke OC)/Sebastian Purple Mage M!Hawke/Anders/Justice
Platonic/Familial Ships (SFW Only):
Anders & Edan Cousland Purple Mage M!Hawke & Any of the DA2 cast Garrett & Marian Hawke (twin!Hawke AU) Garrett and/or Anders & their son Victor (AU where trans!Garrett/Anders had a biological son during DA2 act 2) Edan & Any of the DAO or DAA cast Inquisitor Edan & any of the DAI, DAO, or DAA cast Inquisitor Hawke & any of the DAI or DA2 cast
Sample Prompt Lists:
*Starred prompts may contain triggering angst content * Bad Things Happen Bingo Card [SFW Angst] * Old Whumptober Prompt List [SFW Angst] Domesticity/Intimacy [SFW/NSFW Ship] Old Sicktember Prompt List [SFW Hurt/Comfort] Old Platonic Flufftober Prompt List [SFW Fluff] Old Flufftober Prompt List [SFW Fluff or Angst] Multi Category Smut Prompts (Vanilla, kinky, goofy, etc.) [NSFW Smut] ---
TWs and Disclaimers:
- Fics about Edan may contain references or depictions of his lyrium addiction and resulting cognitive decline (memory issues, hallucinations, confusion, etc.) as that's a big part of his character. - Fics about Roderick may contain mention of PTSD and past torture (mental/emotional/SA) at the hands of Rendon Howe as that is a part of his story.
Like To Write:
- Trauma and/or Healing - Sappy Smut - Hurt/Comfort Smut - Sweet/Romantic Scenes - Domestic Life in Tough Situations (long distance like Edan/Ser Gilmore, Fugitives like Anders/Garrett, etc.) - Hurt/Comfort
Prefer Not To Write/Won't Write:
- Anders Demonizing/Anti-Anders sentiments such as rivalmance, abuse from Hawke, death ending, him 'ruining' Justice, etc. (him facing opposition from characters like Fenris, Sebastian, various NPCs, etc. is 100% okay though!) - Non-Canon Major Character Death (near death, Hawke/Warden in the Fade, or non-companion canon deaths like Leandra or the Cousland family are okay though!) - Gratuitous Physical Torture - Second Person/Character x Reader - Modern AU/Coffee Shop AU/College AU or anything similar
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theluckywizard · 4 months
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2023 Writing Recap
Thanks for the tag @nirikeehan
(apparently I'm just going to do tumblr tag games for NYE! but this is a good one sooooo). It is hard to believe I just started writing Fanfic in January because weeeeee it has been a year!
Tagging @warpedlegacy, @crackinglamb, @leggywillow, @delicatefade, @melisusthewee, @spicywarl0ck, @skyeventide, @ammoniteflesh, @wildercrow, @rowanisawriter
words posted: probably about 370,000
additional words written: 140,000
grand total of words: 510,000
fandoms:
Dragon Age!
highest kudos:
My Cullen x Trevelyan and m!Hawke x Trevelyan longfic WIP In the Shattering of Things with 121
highest hit oneshot:
My Alistair x Cousland first time smut The Boy Who Talked too Much with 752 hits and 63 kudos
new things I tried:
Writing fanfiction 😂 Yeeting canon, being horrible to my blorbos
fic I spent the most time on:
In the Shattering of Things, if it isn't obvious!
fic I spent the least time on:
Probably my WIP Nightmare!AU A Splinter of Light which I really want to dig into, but I felt it pulling me from Longfic so I stopped (the premise is Rose and Dorian never return from the corrupted future and get scooped up by Hawke and his DA2 crew (Bethany, Fenris, Merrell, Anders, Elegant).
favorite thing I wrote:
Ohhh so this is probably my WIP Kiss Me Moonstruck, my matchmakingmoms!AU in which old friends Leandra Hawke and Alsatia Trevelyan try to fix up their two incorrigible children Garrett and Rose over Satinalia at the start of DA:2, Act 2. One of the reasons I am so into it is because it's new and I get to fold in alllll the lessons learned so far this year, but also because it's a self-contained romantic comedy/adventure romp with a lot of class commentary. If I'd thought of it first it would have served as a heck of a backstory for an Inquisition long fic. 👀
favorite thing(s) I read:
Weather the Dawn by @skyeventide - Breathtakingly beautiful portrayal of the friendship between Sebastian Vael and Nathaniel Howe. Archery descriptions that will give you chills. Deftly handled politics. Sky has such an incredible way of describing things that is just achingly original and beautiful. 🏹
The Rise by @warpedlegacywrites - This Cullevelyan fic is the reason I started writing fan fic! It was the first long fic I read that really grabbed me by the throat and held me! The delicious crunch and angst, the ROMANCE. It is so beautifully written. And BECandCall/WarpedLegacy and this fic is the reason I even found the fan fic writing community. 🥰
A Little Grace; And Some Elegance by @nirikeehan is a GUT PUNCHING work exploring Cullen's addiction and his history with Raleigh Samson. Her character work is amazing and her respectful but *brutal* grappling with lyrium addiction feels so authentic. And honestly, any of Niri's Cullen and Samson in Kirkwall stuff! Check out the stuff in her Kirkwall Kops (LOL). I use them as background research!
writing goals for 2024:
KEEP GROWING AS A WRITER. Keep plugging at long fic (maybe finish!?), finish and release Kiss Me Moonstruck, do the DAFF OC / OC exchange
new works:
LOLOL the last new work that isn't a companion fic to the longfic or the longfic itself is my Kinktober spanking (yes, really) one shot Proper Provocation. I spent a long time trying to figure out how to reasonably get Cullen to spank my OC Rose and I think getting them bickering and turning it into a playful spank fight was the way to go. THIS IS NOT HIGHLY POLISHED but it is silly and fun and smuttish and I yeeted it onto AO3. Please enjoy my new work 😂
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sigyns-drafts · 5 months
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▷∙∘Mastlist∘∙◁
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Norse mythology
Odin
Frigg
Fulla
Baldr
Hodr
Hermodr
Nanna
Hoenir
Jord
Thor
Sif
Thrud
Magni
Modi
Jarnsaxa
Loki
Angrboda
Sigyn
Fenrir
Jormungandr
Hel
Njord
Skadi
Freyja
Freyr
Gerdr
Eir
Lofn
Sjofn
Saga
Sol & Mani
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Snv/RoR
Odin
Thor
Loki
Heimdallr
Brunhilde (including all Valkyries)
Hermes
Hercules
Aphrodite
Hades
Shiva + his wives
Rudra
Anubis
Lu bu
Adam & Eve
Kojiro Sasaki
Jack the ripper
Buddha
Qin
Apollo
Poseidon
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Smite
Maman Brigitte
Amaterasu
Anhur
Anubis
Ao kuang
Aphrodite
Arcane
Ares
Athena
Artio
Awilix
Baron samedi
Bastet
Ballona
Cernunnos
Chaac
Chang e
Charon
Cu chualinn
Da ji
Discordia
Erlang shen
Eset
Fafnir
Freya
Ganesha
Gilgamesh
Guan yu
Hantchiman
Hades
He bo
Heimdallr
Hel
Hera
Horus
Hou yi
Isthar
Iz chel
Izanami
Janus
Jormungandr
Kali
King Arthur
Kukulkan
Lancelot
Loki
Maui
Medusa
Merlin
Morgan le fay
Mulan
Neith
Nike
Nox
Nemesis
Nu wa
Odin
Olorun
Osiris
Pele
Persephone
Poseidon
Ra
Rama
Sequet
Set
Shiva
Sol
Skadi
Sobek
Sun wukong
Surtr
Susano
Terra
Thanatos
The Morrigan
Thor
Tiamat
Tsukuyomi
Tyr
Ullr
Vulcan
Xbalanque
Yemoja
Ymir
Yu Huang
Zeus
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Ror!Thor x Fem!Sif reader(A kiss under the evening sun)
Ror!Hermes x NB! Human reader (Enchanting music of the night)
In whistling spirits can be growth (Hades x Persephone)
With an Honorary status, beware the rubble (Odin, Loki, Sigyn, Angrboda)
The unlikely jackal-headed companion (Ror!Anubis x fem!reader)
Bonding by the Nile (Smite!Sobek & Neith)
With parental aid, my cycle's dread will fade (Hel!Reader with Loki and Sigyn)
Slumber in the Divine Boardroom (Gn!Reader x ror!Hades x Buddha x Loki x Poseidon)
Secret crushes and seashells (Ror poseidon x oc)
You remind me so much of him (ror buddha x fem!reader)
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lycorogue · 6 months
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
Originally started by @izanae. **EDIT: Seems izanae was also tagged by someone, but didn't state who. So I'm not sure who truly originated this questionnaire... Thanks for the tag @tree-reads
The "original" Fic Writers Ask thread (that izanae started) was getting lengthy (by nature of the game), and I was about to double its size (by nature of my writing style). But please go and check that thread out to see how other wriblrs answered. You might find a new favorite that way!
Alright, let's get to it.
1. How many works do you have on ao3?
49 (really? It feels like I have so many more...) You can also find me over on FFN and DA still, and I do post my stories here too... just... FYI.
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
357,107* *I feel like I should clarify that the 49 stories and 357k words is since I started publishing fanfic in 2010. I feel like this doesn't seem all that impressive now... (also... holy hecken! I've been publishing fanfic for 13 years!?)
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Mostly Miraculous Ladybug (31), but I originated in the "Hey, Arnold!" fandom (7*). I've also written for Fruits Basket (4). I have a couple of D&D fanfics - 1 each for 2 of my D&D characters, and I have written one story each for the following fandoms: - Left 4 Dead/Jonathan Coulton's song "Re: Your Brains" - Graceling Realm series by Kristin Cashore (specifically, the novel Bitterblue) [Rated: Explicit] - Ender Series by Orson Scott Card (specifically, the novel Speaker for the Dead) - Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild (the LoZ franchise is one of my main fandoms... I'm shocked I haven't written more for it...) [Told in 1st person] - An all-OCs fic set in the X-Men: Evolution universe *I have more HA fics over on FFN that I didn't port over because they aren't completed works.
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
Woven Heartstrings Summary: Chat Noir needs a Christmas gift for Ladybug. Marinette is a very crafty and creative person, so Chat Noir asks her for some help in making a gift for his lady. While hesitant in aiding Chat Noir's attempts to woo her superhero self, Marinette reluctantly agrees. Although, after a week of working side-by-side with Marinette, Chat Noir's not so sure he wants to gift the scarf he's making to Ladybug after all. Could Your Paradise Also Be Your Hell? Summary: Marinette is not coping very well when she's magically transported into her older-self's body, and discovers she's now married to Adrien Agreste. [Unofficial companion piece to Remember That Time When... by @mostlovedgirl-writes ] Peeping Tomcat Summary: Something called to Adrien, and before he knew it, he was addicted to sitting outside Marinette's window as Chat Noir; just watching her. His voyeuristic habit needs to stop, but things have gotten far too complicated now that he realizes he's growing a crush on her. [Story told in 1st person; non-sexual voyeurism] I Was Thinking of You Summary: Girls' Day derails when Marinette realizes the male lead of a romance movie reminds her of someone other than Adrien. [Lukanette story] Is it True? Summary: Marinette instantly regrets confessing her feelings for Adrien. He decides it might be time for a confession of his own.
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Always. I may run out of spoons and miss a comment for a little while, but I make a point of going back and still replying eventually. Even if it's months later. EDIT: I neglected to copy/paste the whole question originally. So, here's the answer to the why/why not question. I make sure to respond to all comments because people put in the effort to read my story and then tell me how they felt about it. I NEED to send the love right back to them. I need them to know that their words matter and warmed my heart. (That said, even if you don't leave a review, I do love you, Reader)
6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Despite my friends teasing that I'm "the queen of angst", I actually don't have too many stories that don't end on a hopeful note. So, if we're going "pure angst ending" I only have two: Unsent Letter for the Fruits Basket fandom and True Husband for Speaker for the Dead (Enderverse). Both are shorter stories of people believing they are unworthy of love, pity those who do love them, and believe they have sinned and are deserving of being miserable. If you want to stick within the Miraculous fandom, I'd say I'm Not Allowed to Love You [contains s4 finale spoilers]. That was angsty enough that I had to end on a hopeful note via an epilogue that I added to the closing author's notes.
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Oh goodness! As mentioned, I try to end just about all of my stories on a high note. I was able to narrow the 49 stories down to 8 with a fluffy, happy ending. Out of those 8? I think Woven Heartstrings has the most optimistic, love-filled ending? Everybody is just showing their love and appreciation for everyone else (even Adrien and Gabriel... written pre-Chat Blanc, I believe???). It's just a lovefest story. Runners Up categories: - Favorite LoveSquare Fluff winner: I Just Wanted to Kiss You - Happiest Lukanette content winner: I Was Thinking of You - Happiest Family Unit winner: Build Your Own Luck - Happiest Platonic Love winner*: The Truest of Friends *excluding Woven Heartstrings - Happiest "I'm probably going to rework this as original fiction" winner: I Don't Care [a Gabriemilie story written before s5 lore drops]
8. Do you get hate on fics?
I have been so so SO lucky that I have not. My heart goes out to you writers who do. :'(
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
I have written smut 3x (working on a 4th). I published 1. I am cishet, so I am vanilla and write cishet. Smut is also a rare genre of writing for me to venture into. So rare that my current "smut" story is more "plot with eventual porn" than it is "porn with(out) plot". The sex is a significant character development moment in 3 out of the 4 stories I wrote. The 4th was more of a character study for a pair of OCs. No shade on the "porn without plot" folks. Those stories are so fun and indulgent and I appreciate them so much. My brain just won't let me pare down to that style no matter how much I try. It's like "Nope. Must have character growth. Throw emotions into this mess!"
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one?
I think I've only attempted to write a crossover once... and it was not a very successful result. It was Arnold Shortman and Helga Pataki from "Hey, Arnold!" in the world of Familiar of Zero. Helga was Louise and Arnold was her familiar Saito.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Uh... I don't think so???
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Not to my knowledge (although I'd be down if someone wanted to translate any of my works). That said, Woven Heartstrings does have the only non-English review I've received (it's in French). So.... maybe someone translated it into French without letting me know??? I just assumed the reader knew enough English to understand what I wrote or otherwise used a translating service....
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Three different times. One was partially published. Prior to the Hey Arnold Jungle Movie officially being made, @chibisunnie and I attempted to write up a fanscript (is that how we met? I can't recall....). My friend Ronoxym and I have also attempted to write two different X-Men OC stories centered around his OC Devon. Although, in both cases, it was more he wrote the story and then I kind of unintentionally hijacked it???? The incomplete co-written fic that I actually attempted to publish* was one of the two I wrote with Rono: Please, Let Me Explain. *not published on AO3; on FFN and DA only
14. What’s your all-time favorite ship?
That I've written for? Love Square. Specifically anything where Marinette is herself instead of Ladybug: MariChat or Adrienette. They just remind me so much of myself and my husband. Fave in general? My OTP of OTPs is probably Gambit and Rogue from X-Men. I tend to refer to my husband as Gambit to my Rogue. (Are you sensing a theme as per my relationship vs my shipping tendencies?)
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
My poor unintentionally abandoned "Hey, Arnold!" epic What is Truly Meant to Be. It is on FFN and DA only.
16. What are your writing strengths?
I am frequently told that I keep the characters and world so in-character/canon-accurate that my stories read like "lost episodes" of a show. I'm also fairly good at dialogue and conveying emotions.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
- Naming things. Titles. Naming a McGuffin. Coming up with superhero/villain names. etc. - Anything with a LOT of action in it. Be that fight scenes, chase scenes, or sex scenes. I'm someone who can picture things in my head as clear as if I were watching a movie, and I try to convey what I'm seeing to the reader as if I were writing visual media such as a show/movie or comic. This usually leads me to micromanage the movement of the characters and the action ends up feeling clunky and repetitive. - Allowing the characters to get physically hurt in a way that professional medical treatment is needed. Broken limb? Stab wound? Concussion? Injured eye? Poisoned? Nope. Can't do it. Mental block tells me "no". - Write short, sweet, concise stories/drabbles/ficlets (can't you tell?)
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
Huh. With the exception of proper nouns (such as Chat Noir), I'm not sure if I've used non-English words that aren't just borrowed words within English or words most English speakers would know anyway (such as enchanté, cómo estás, or dōmo arigatō). I know I italicize thoughts, so I don't know if I'd italicize a non-English word to signal that it's a foreign word??? I'd assume the readers would know that already. I think, if I were to ever use a foreign word within dialogue it would have to depend on the circumstance. If the foreign word or phrase is important for the POV character to learn, I may include it along with a translation. Otherwise, I may just state that the characters are speaking in this other language and then write it in English so my readers have a better chance at understanding what is being said. Also, I am far from multilingual, so that would help me avoid translation errors.
19. What’s the first fandom you wrote for?
Technically, I think it would be X-Men???? I think I came up with X-Men OCs and storylines for those OCs back when I was in, like, 5th grade????? Then I did some Batman fanfics in middle and early high school. Mostly solo roleplay/dressup in my basement because I was that nerd still playing pretend by myself when I was 16. First fandom I published a fic for? If you don't count play-by-post RPGs*, then my first published-online fanfic fandom was "Hey, Arnold!" *the play-by-post game was for Batman.
20. Favorite fic you’ve ever written?
YOU'RE ASKING ME TO PICK MY FAVORITE CHILD!? Unlike parenthood, I GUESS I could put effort into actually answering this.... I've got it narrowed down to 4. These are the 4 I have probably reread the most. Two of them are the stories I wrote as kind of fanfics of @mostlovedgirl-writes 's fanfics. Take what you want from that, but, basically, I guess I love living in the worlds MLG creates??? The other two finalists are my personal headcanons for Miraculous Ladybug. Headcanon stories: Build Your Own Luck - cute little Dupain-Cheng family bonding story about the origins of the lucky charm bracelet that Marinette gave to Adrien. Forever in Darkness - What Plagg's life was like with his previous holders, and why he thinks Adrien is the best one he's had. Inspired by MLG: Could Your Paradise Also Be Your Hell? - How Marinette spent the night before heading off to NYC. Unofficial companion story for Remember That Time When... Rolling Thunder - Adult Marinette and Adrien stumbling their way into a romantic relationship, finally! Based off of Finding Yourself in the Details Honorable Mention to my longest story and first completed chaptered story: Peeping Tomcat
Phew! That... was a LOT! Thanks for sticking around until the end! It was fun going back through my portfolio.
All that wish to answer this, consider yourself tagged!
Official no-pressure tags for: @mostlovedgirl-writes, @captaintoomanybattles, @thetauruspixie, @livrever, and @cyhyr
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montcumbry-gaytor · 9 months
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Nepenthe. chap 03
act one : tacenda
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THIS IS AN OC INTEGRATION FOR THE WITCHER, IT IS NOT AN X READER FIC.
— BACK W DA THIRD CHAPTER!! YALL AREADY KNOW JASKY COMING ‼️ WE'VE BEEN WAITING, OR AT LEAST I HAVE ‼️
tw for : Canon Typical violence, Canon typical language, Mentions of blood, Death.
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(n.) things better left unsaid; matters to be passed over in silence.
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"Love the way you both just sit in the corner and brood."
Says the bard, and I see Geralt roll his eyes, obviously annoyed by the socialite.
"We're here to drink alone."
Geralt says lowly, looking away from the bard, his jaw is clenched as if he wants to say more, and from under the table I let the slightest bit of our boots touch, he nudges his foot back in a slight expression of recognition.
"Good, Yeah.. No one else hesitated to comment on the quality of my performance, Except... you two."
The bard says, pointing between me and Geralt before taking an uncanny gulp of whatever is in his cup, walking to stand in where Geralt was previously looking to avoid him.
"Come on.. you don't want to keep a man with- bread in his pants waiting.."
He adds, his face contorting awkwardly before taking a seat beside me, and my eyes flicker to Geralts in a call of desperation as the bard requests for your feedback.
"They don't exist."
Geralt sighs, though he keeps a tight lip, his gaze occasionally flickers to me, but never to the bard, when the brunette questions his meaning, geralt continues.
"The creatures in your song."
He adds, his nose scrunching up in distaste as the Bard begins to pick apart Geralt and I's features.
"Ohh fun, The white hair, the yellow eyes, the very.. scary companion and even scarier swords... I know who you are."
I see Geralt stand and begin to leave, and I take a final swig of my drink before leaving it, hot on Geralt's trail.
"You're Witcher's, Aren't you?"
He says, hanging on a pillar before shouting out 'Called it!' and I can feel myself burn inside, I'd gladly take coin to kill a fuck like him.
"A job I've got for you, I beg of you."
A young man says, rushing to the two of us and I find myself standing just slightly behind Geralt, watching just over his shoulder, and I burn my gaze into the bard.
He sheepishly turns away, and walks out of my view and I feel a bit of relief, and turn my attention to the man, listening as he describes some 'Devil' and offers coin.
I can see Geralt mentally bargain, before he raises the price just slightly higher, and it seems the man is willing, Geralt takes the coin and my stare flickers back to the bard, who stares at Geralt with curiosity, like he's avoiding my existence.
"Quite the bargain, Though you've basically robbed the poor lad."
I say, exiting the tavern with Geralt, he knows what I mean and let's out a sigh.
"Though it's no worse than what others do I suppose."
I add, and we snag our horses from the stables, and thank the woman who tended to them, rounding our way out of Posada.
I hiss out a small 'shit' as I hear footsteps grow quick and close, and Geralt picks up immediately, seemingly also annoyed.
"Need a hand? I got two! Each for the devil's horns."
The bard says, He clutches his lute strap which hangs on his right shoulder, and comes between me and Geralt, and I feel an underlying urge to kick his feet from beneath him, the thought of him eating dirt makes me feel a little better.
"Go away."
Geralt says, And persists through the hill up towards your destination.
"I won't be but silent backup."
The bard tries to excuse himself, but I feel the irony bubble up in my chest and come out as a chuckle.
"What a joke."
I comment to myself, and I hear the bard let out a small scoff before speaking again.
"I heard your note and you're right, Maybe real adventures would make better stories, and you two, my good sirs : smell chock-full of them."
The bard says, Gesturing comically to the two of us, I shake my head and give geralt a quick look, and I can see his lips twitch up.
But quickly back down as the bard adds on that he smells Onion, and then theatrically goes on about Death and Destiny, amongst other silly titles.
"It's onion."
Geralt Deadpans, and I let out a small laugh under my breath, and I hear the bard let out a meek 'Right.' before continuing on once more, before spitting out the title I know Geralt hates.
Geralt stops, and sucks in a deep breath in his teeth before turning to the bard.
"Come here."
"—Yeah?"
The bard asks, before contorting around himself as Geralt socks him in his gut, and I feel a bit of relief watching as the bard stumbles, and I give him a sarcastic pat on the back, before continuing with Geralt.
We get closer to our destination and mount our horses, and I feel myself fill with dread the more and more the Bard talks.
"Reading between the lines of the gut punches, id say you have a bit of an image problem."
The bard says, pointing to Geralt as he still hasn't given up on trying to 'Help' Though he's only made this journey heavy on my mind.
"Butcher is right."
Geralt says, and I frown a bit at that comment, he's had yet to tell me of what happened in blaviken that gave him such a 'Title' and only get what has been bounced around taverns-folk.
"Do you mind if I hop up there with you?"
"—Dont touch roach."
Geralt growls, and the bard immediately retracts and puts his eyes on me.
"You, Then?"
"Fuck off."
I hiss, hopping off my horse as Geralt and I tie them to a lone tree next to our path, I roll my eyes as the Bard retells old wives tales as if it's some legendary story.
I follow Geralts tail, just barely behind him as usual, with the heat heavy on my shoulders I pull a small braided cord from my hip bag, and tie my hair up and off my neck, granting an instant relief.
"What are we looking for again?"
"Blessed silence."
Geralt says, hoping the comment would stick, and he squeezes his eyes shut in irritation as the bard continues to chatter.
"Have either of you ever hunted a devil before?"
"Devils don't exist."
We say in unison, and the bard questions what exactly is going on, and Geralt explains once more.
"Sometimes there's monsters, sometimes there's money, rarely both."
"That's the life."
I add, and I feel my whole body jolt as I hear something whisp through the air, Geralt flinches and snarls out a profanity.
"Geralt.. It is a devil."
The bard says, staring into the disturbed shrubbery, and I can just see the silhouette of a horned figure, and when I look to Geralt, the bard begins to ramble before it's shortly cut off.
"Thank the gods."
I sigh, before I follow Geralt slowly, I listen for anything that could give off a location, but it's quiet, uncomfortably so, which is when the beast charges from the tall grass and into Geralt's gut, it's shouting surprises me.
"You talk."
Geralt says, pushing himself from the ground, and the beast charges again, this time Geralt promptly snags it by its horn and whips it around, pinning it to the ground quickly.
"What happened with you? Your mother fuck a goat?"
Is the last thing I hear as ground crunches behind me, and as I whip around I can't even see the assailant clear enough as my vision fades to a deep black.
A memory plays in my head, and I can't fight it, I'm stuck in place watching it happen to myself, I'm not in control of my own body.
I can smell the metallic undertone of blood, its filled with a searing pain over my left eye, my body is tired and I sit with its body in my lap, my knife sunken deep into its ribs, my heart aches as it's warmth fades away, and it's big fierce eyes no longer open, I let out a blood curdling scream in a mix of fury, pain, and victory, and I cannot help but be lost in my emotions amongst my peers, and somehow numb all at once.
The scream shrieks in my ears, ringing, and it fuels the pain in my temples as my eyes flutter open, and I feel myself groan as the blessed silence is broken.
"This is the part where we escape."
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— I hope y'all enjoyed this!! I know these chapters are shorter than the first but I tried to make the first chapter very telling of what Kael is like </3
— as usual it isn't proofread so if y'all see Grammer errors defo point em out.
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N.º 5
I was tagged by @bougainvillea-and-saltwater, thanks a lot!!! I'll be doing this about the protagonist of my current fic, Tatianna!
1. Favorite Tavern
Tati doesn't spend much time in taverns. Maybe the Frozen Hearth for its proximity with the College of Winterhold.
2. Favorite Drink
Spiced Wine! It brings her back to the King's Effigy on Solitude, after she helped restore the festival. Free wine and meat pies, stomach warming!
3. Travel Companion
Tati usually travels alone. Game wise, it's more practical to travel on her own so she doesn't risk losing a non essential follower (which is why after the Dawnguard DLC, Serana will be a frequent companion in travelling, since she doesn't die); Story wise, I believe Tatianna to be quite a reserved person; it's not that she doesn't like to be around people, just that she needs her own space. Sometimes, she would like to be more open to other people, to work in a team, to let people in, though.
4. Wealthy or not?
She has acquired quite the amount of gold with her various travels around Skyrim, her becoming Thane in three holds and the archmage of the College, and I'd say she has become rather wealthy.
5. Worships the Aedra or the Daedra?
Tatianna was raised within the Vigil of S'tendarr, so she mostly opposes the Daedra on principle. She doesn't hate all Daedra, thought, and there's one particular Daedra that will have an impact on her life... As for Aedra, she worships S'tendarr (for her upbringing), Julianos (for being a mage), Kynareth/Kyne (since Kyne was the one who taught the Thu'um to mortals) and Akatosh (because she's Dragonborn).
6. Biggest Fear
To lose control of herself, or sense of who she is - again (story wise). To become a "bad" person, to hurt her loved ones.
7. Pet Peeves
I've never thought about it.
8. Do they like being dragonborn?
When she first discovers it, Tati can barely believe it, and often questions why her. Then, she begins seeing at a responsability first and foremost, and while she is fighting Alduin, she doesn't question much the meaning of her nature. After defeating Alduin, questions will resurge, specially when she finds out about the First Dragonborn...
9. Favorite faction
The college of Winterhold. She hasn't given much thought to the other factions around Skyrim, and is pretty much a mage at heart. Plus, she has a certain "lone wolf" streak to herself...
10. An object of sentimental value
Never thought much about it, maybe the first enchanted robes she wore as a vigilant, because her father, who was a vigilant, gifted them to her. They serve as a something to remember her family by, even if she's not with the Vigil anymore.
11. Hobbies
Alchemy, reading and collecting Dragon Priest masks (in the case of my fic, it's not only the mask she will be collecting... 🤭)
12. Favorite city
Hard to say. She made her home in Morthal, but it is more a town than a city. Whiterun is radiant and welcoming, and so is Solitude, but she feels a connection to both Morthal and Winterhold - she is a mage, after all.
I tag: @rakimaiirisa, @kiir-do-faal-rahhe, @reachfolk, and anyone who wants to participate!
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N.º 4
first dragonborn meets last dragonborn.......
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N.º 3
thinking thoughts rn
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N.º 2
the last and the first
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Tatianna "Tati", born in High Rock and raised in Skyrim, ex-vigilant of S'tendarr, archmage of Winterhold, Last Dragonborn;
Miraak, hailing from Atmora of old, ex-Dragon Priest of Solstheim, Traitor, First Dragonborn;
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A minha publicação número 1 de 2022
thinking thoughts....
the first dragonborn who lived under the dragon rule trying to secure every last bit of fragile power to survive, conflicted between his humanity and his dragon blood, is told he can't be the master of his own fate.
the last dragonborn who knows no one else like her, is constantly warned to not let power consume her or told she's "the ultimate dragon slayer", told her fate is hers to discover.
and when the first dragonborn hears about her existence, he's threatened, because there can't be two like them at the same time, there can be no one like him who can subdue him.
the last dragonborn wants to stop him for what he's doing, and then she hears him pleading, "I'm the master of my own fate", and wonders.
maybe all he wanted was to have power over himself, because he never knew a world where he could do that.
and he is puzzled to find out that she doesn't want his power, because she has power over herself.
she's like him, dual in nature, human and dovah, yet she's nothing like him, she doesn't subjugate anyone, and doesn't allow herself to be subjugated. it's a balance he never thought was possible.
suddenly, he's fascinated by his rival.
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So here’s my bingo card for Tallin (not that anyone cares). I tried my hardest to make the words large enough, but the bingo card maker just didn’t want to for some of them.
Since I’m a free agent in the Dragon Age fandom and have essentially no friends I feel close enough to bother them with tagging, I’ll just leave it here as it is. Well, whatever. Here, @itsalexistrvlyn , look what I made! I have no idea if we’re supposed to take these and fill these out as ourselves or our OCs.
*Note that my usage of the term ‘demisexual’ here is to describe the fact that Solas is the only single person in the world she is attracted to sexually and romantically. 
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Smutquisition Nominations - Let’s Get Down and Dirty
Every year we ask people to nominate relationships for Smutquisition. The reason for this is due to how AO3 works! In effect - nominating relationships gives us a set of “relationship tags” that can then be requested and offered during sign ups. 
Only relationships nominated into the Tag Set can be requested and offered. This gives us a smaller pool than the entire existing DA Fandom tag set (trust us, we’ve looked it’s MASSIVE), which helps with matching, AND allows people to request and offer things that don’t exist yet by making their own relationships in the nomination form! You want to be the first person to ever make or give all the DAO companions in a stack? You definitely can be, just make sure to nominate it! 
Nominations Open on January 1st, 2022 at midnight US EST!
Starting then, go to the Tag Set on AO3. In the top right hand corner (shown here, circled in red), click nominate.
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The nomination screen will allow you to nominate one fandom and up to 20 relationships. You must use “Dragon Age - All Media Types” as your fandom. Failure to do so may delay your nominations being approved. Then you can enter your relationships. 
The pairing/group must have at least one Dragon Age character in it. This character can be from any Dragon Age media - games, books, comics, etc. Pairings can be canon, non-canon, or sheer crack. We also allow poly nominations as long as there is one DA character. This exchange does allow crossover nominations with other fandoms. 
We are not allowing canonically underage Dragon Age characters to be nominated in this exchange. Because of the nature of this exchange, we are not accepting platonic relationships.
For the purposes of this challenge, the Dragon Age OC Protagonists will be considered different characters based on their gender and surname. This means that there are three options (male, female, and non-binary) for any Dragon Age OC character. When nominating an OC Protagonist, please keep this in mind and specify which option you want.
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Tags that already exist will automatically fill in (Male Lavellan/Dorian Pavus), while tags that don’t exist (Nonbinary Lavellan/Solas) will not. That’s okay. You can submit it as is without the autofill. 
Importantly - moderators cannot see who nominated what. If there is a question about your nominations, they will be posted here and on Twitter. 
After you’ve nominated (you don’t have to nominate 20 relationships - you can nominated less than that, as long as you nominated one), hit submit. 
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You can check your nominations at any time to see if they’ve been approved! Go to the Tag Set and click “My Nominations” in the top right. 
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After your nominations are approved, ones that are “allowed” will show a green checkmark. Rejected nominations will have a red “x”. Usually nominations are rejected for not having a gender/background modifier or for being platonic. 
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The only way to guarantee your ship is in the Smutquisition Tag Set is to nominate it yourself or check to make sure somebody else did! Please review the Nominations Sheet before nominating! 
Nominations close on January 7th at 11:59pm US EST and sign ups open at 12:00am US EST January 8th! 
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Day One: Phantom Memories [Gerel x Mira]
I’m so far behind and late with my entries for @ockissweek but here’s my first fic. @a1thusa was so kind to let me borrow any one of her OCs and I decided to go with her Mira Surana. I paired her up with my newest DA character, Gerel Amell because I haven’t played her yet and wanted to expand more on her character and story. Thank you again, @a1thusa, for giving me the chance tp write about Mira. I hope I did her justice! :)
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Summary: Two Circle mages share memories of the life they once had before being locked away in a tower. Or at least, the ones they can remember. Day 1 of OC Kiss Week 2021. Prompt: Memory. [Gerel Amell x Mira Surana]
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“Memories warm you up from the inside. But they also tear you apart.”
― Haruki Murakam
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For the fifth time since this morning, Gerel buried her face in her tome and let out an exasperated sigh. By the Maker, concentration was an elusive entity to her today! 
Maybe that’s because it’s such a gorgeous, sunny day out but you can’t enjoy the decent weather because Andraste forbid a mere Circle mage steps a foot outside and actually gets some fresh air. 
Gerel remembered the last time she basked in the sun’s rays, the warmth of the sun spreading across every inch of her cheek, nose, brow, and raven hair, travelling down her arms and hands. Such a small, trivial experience to think back on but she learned quickly how to appreciate the small moments in life as a Circle mage. The daily routine could be monotonous at best, if the Templars generally left the mages alone and didn’t decide it was time to throw their weight and authority around. 
“Can’t concentrate? Or are you bored already with studying?”
Gerel groaned into the worn pages of the book before lifting her head up to face her friend, Mira Surana. “Try both.”
Mira Surana had been in the Circle a few years longer than Gerel, even though they were of the same age. The young elf usually kept her umber tresses either in a loose ponytail or unstyled and flowing free when the deep night claimed the sky and slumber beckoned. Her brown eyes held a fire that matched Gerel’s spirit so it was no wonder the pair of them became fast friends when they both were thrust into the Circle at such a tender age. Such memories caused a wrinkled in her brow. 
Taking note, Mira shot her a concerned look. “Is something amiss? Or someone bothering you?” She lowered her voice before adding, “Is it one of the templars?” 
With a shake of her head, Gerel blew a single inky strand of hair out of her face and answered, “No, my ill mood has nothing to do with pigheaded templars. I’m merely cranky that I can't go outside and enjoy the beautiful day.”  
Taking the vacant chair next to her, Mira’s face morphed into one of sympathy albeit there was an amused twinkle in her eyes. “Well, given to your penchant for pranking half of the Circle, I can see why some of the senior mages and templars would be...hesitant to let you run wild outside. Knight-Commander Greagoir would never forget the time you try to ride one of the Chantry's horses by yourself!”
“I was ten years-old! Most children my age are always up to mischief!” Gerel protested in mock indignance, her mouth curving upwards into a devious grin at the memory of her almost equestrian escapade. An identical smile was on Mira’s features as well. 
“Maybe, but you also were brandishing a stick and screaming ‘Chaaaarrrrgggeee!’ at any templar who tried to pull you off the horse. Didn’t one of them almost get kicked in the chest?”
Gerel winced in recollection, relieved she had managed to maneuver the horse away from the templars and more to open fields. At least the two templars sent to retrieve her were wearing armor and more protected than she, a ten-year-old mage who missed roaming the countryside on horseback, like she did with her parents when she was younger and learning how to groom, feed, and ride horses on their estate. Those were happier memories Gerel had of her parents, before the templars arrived and took her away when she was six. Her father had held her tight beforehand, stroking her tresses and kissing her cheeks and the top of her head, unable to resist the templar who grabbed Gerel by her collar and yanked her out of her father’s arms. She barely had a chance to say goodbye, not when her mother was collapsed on the ground, hands covering her eyes as she wept uncontrollably while her father was trying to reason with the templars to let her stay with the rest of the Amell family. 
“Gerel? Gerel? Did you zone out again?”
Mira’s voice pulled the said mage out of her dejected reminisce and she closed her book, a thick, uncomfortable wedge lodged in her throat. “No, I wasn’t--sorry, I…” The lump in her throat shot straight to her stomach and her nostrils flared heavily. “I was suddenly thinking about my parents and the last time I saw them.”
She didn’t need to glance to her left to see Mira’s sympathy, not when it was interlaced with her friend’s tone or in her touch when the elf reached over to place her hand on Gerel’s arm. “I’m sorry, Gerel. Was it something I said?”
Shaking her head, Gerel turned around to face her longtime companion and level her dusky stare against Mira’s eyes, their walnut color drawing her in. The bright light from the open window outside cast a brilliant, almost buttery glow over Mira, ranging from the top of her head down to her cheeks, pointed ears, and shoulders--accompanied with tiny motes of dusts floating around her. Her fingers brushed against the knuckles and the back of Mira’s hands prior to covering over it with her own hand. 
“No, you’re not the reason I’m abruptly remembering the best and worst memories I have of my parents, the times I was free and not simply labelled as a possibly dangerous mage. I do miss them--and my siblings, wherever they are now.” Absentmindedly, she rubbed her thumb against Mira’s hand, drawing small circles in the soft panel of skin right in-between the joints of the pointer finger and thumb. Warmth already was flaring up between their fingertips but Gerel kept her focus on Mira and the carmine patches steadily rising on her smooth, flawless cheeks. 
“I wish I knew my parents,” Mira admitted softly, lowering gaze down to the two mages’ cupped hands. Her brain tried conjuring up images of her parents, or what she thought they looked like but every time the faces appeared nebulous and shapeless, without concrete details or hues. “But they’re like ghosts in my mind: faceless, distant, and invisible. And it’s so frustrating! I can remember parts of my home, like the halla and the way the canopy of trees cast spotty shadows across the emerald green grass when the sun was blazing high in the sky. Yet the visual identity of my parents are just one giant, empty slate.” She bit her bottom lip, the hand on Gerel’s arm unconsciously tightening its grip but Gerel suppressed any nose or look of discomfort.
Mira was already living in the Circle by the time she was brought to the mages, fatigue, hungry, and sore from both screaming and kicking at the templars to let her go back home. She moved from being the oldest sibling in her family to being thrust into a tower of strangers with sorcery jolting from her fingertips that she didn’t understand nor control. Gerel felt so lost and out of place, worsened by the fact she couldn’t even go outside to get some privacy. Mira was assigned as her roommate and helped her slowly get acquainted with life in the Circle of Magi, even though Mira herself also chafed under their restrictions and she was living there since she was four. Maybe that was why memories of their former life were both so painful and yet heartwarming to them. For remembering the good parts of their past was still ridiculously hard and overwhelmingly sometimes but at least, those recollections belonged to them and reminded them of a life outside and walls and strict rules, a life that could be theirs again--if the First Enchanter Irving (and the Knight-Commander, unfortunately) trusted their behavior. 
Leaning in, Gerel removed her hand so it could instead grasp Mira’s chin and tilted it upwards until their eyes met once more. “Mira, I promise you whenever we’re free to leave the Circle and can travel the world, I will help you find your home--and your parents, should you wish to look for them.” 
Mira nodded, the corners of her mouth tilted upwards into a small smile but her brown eyes remained solely on Gerel, her pupils seemingly larger the more she continued to stare at the comely elf. Gerel should have released her hand, should have leaned back to give her friend more space but their proximity was so enticing, so familiar, and comfortable that the idea of pulling away felt more unnatural and difficult to execute. She probably would have remained in that stance if Mira hadn’t closed the short distance between them and captured her lips with a slow, tentative kiss. 
Gerel remained rooted in her chair, one hand resting the armrest while the other gripped her chin, and yet every nerve in her entire body was alive and quivering with this unexpected spark zapping down her spine and each and every limb. Her senses were more focused, especially with touch and taste--like she could sample remnants of bread and mint lingered from breakfast earlier from Mira’s tongue as their mouths parted to deepen the kiss. The kiss was so warm, new, and inviting and when Gerel paused to capture Mira’s bottom lip with her teeth and give it a soft bite, the elf’s eyes fluttered briefly as a quiet but powerful, breathless sigh exhaled deep from her lungs.
Embolden, Gerel’s hand then snaked from her chin to Mira’s throat, cradling the back of her neck as she tangled some of her pale fingers into her friend’s loose ponytail, its smooth texture soothing her senses while their bodies bumped up against each other akin to two magnetic fields. Mira’s nose bumped against hers and she tilted her head slightly to continue the kiss more easily. She even teased Gerel a bit by first running her tongue along her top lip before allowing the kiss to resume and have their tongues momentarily entwine while Mira slid her hand from her arm to her side, high up and right below Gerel’s left breast. Now Gerel was torn between concentrating on the kiss alone or grabbing Mira’s hand to place it firmly on her chest and most definitely shatter the platonic aspect of their friendship. Because now her brain was full of unchaste and most assuredly heady thoughts, such as finding a new seat called Mira’s lap.
“Mira? Gerel? Are you two in here?”
 I hate you, Jowan. 
Jowan’s annoyingly cheerful but thankfully loud voice from the other side of the library startled the two women out of their entranced kiss, their forms immediately retracting from each other once they disentangled from each other's arms and tried to look as innocent as possible. Gerel already opened her book again to maintain the pretense she was studying but she kept making meaningful glances at Mira from her pages, regardless if Jowan found them in a few minutes. What a relief it was for them both to have Gerel’s usual studying spot to be so far back in the library and often ignored by other mages. In Gerel’s opinion, the kiss was well worth the risk.
“Do you want to talk later--tonight?” Mira whispered, playing with her ponytail as she tried but failed to stop brushing a finger or two against her mouth. 
Gerel nodded. “In our shared quarters, where it’s private.” A devious grin flickered across her porcelain-esque features as she added: “And we can be undisturbed.” 
Giggling, Mira nodded with approval, the flush on her cheeks refusing to fade. For some reason, Gerel felt absurdly pleased she made her feel that way, even if all they shared was a mere kiss--or two. Although, technically, there was a whole series of them, even though she lost track of exactly how many the second she started nibbling on her friend’s bottom lip and the warmth in her belly flared up with delight. Tonight they’ll have a proper chat about each other, not just swapping simple yet painful memories from the distant shadows of their past. This time, Gerel was rather hopeful about the future.   
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blarrghe · 4 years
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Some Kind of Fic Organization Post
Been meaning to make sense of my collection of writings for a bit. It turns out I’ve written a ton of fic in the short time I’ve been here, and this way it is all a bit more organized. I really like writing DA stuff and am also always in the market for more DA fic pals, so if you feel like reading any of my stuff uhhhhh here it is! my AO3 Origins Stuff Lonely Survivors rated: NSFW/E Pairing: Zevran x Alistair x Female Cousland Wordcount: 8367 (4/4 chapters - complete)  Summary: A short fluffy thing about overcoming trauma and learning to love. Describes the growth of the relationship between Violet Cousland, Alistair, and Zevran. Told in parts from all three perspectives, as each deals with figuring out how to love and survive. If you like stories about characters learning that they deserve love, this is the story for you. Read it on AO3
Warden Stories Rated: G Pairing: F!Cousland x Alistiar x Zevran, F!Brosca x Zevran, F!Surana x Alistair Wordcount: 5894 (3/3 chapters - complete) Summary: Exactly what it sounds like. Brief summaries of my three canon-ish Origins games, with a bit of backstory stuff for my Wardens. Two happy endings, one sad. Read it on AO3 ~~Tumblr Miscellany~~ Short stuff done for various writing prompts. This is a kissing book.
Leather Gloves - Zevran x F!Brosca I Don’t Care if the World Knows My Name - Zevran x F!Brosca Tell Me Again - done for the lovely @saraheliza95 ‘s OC Neria, who makes art that is so so pretty go look at her art. Neria Surana x Zevran Coming Out Chats - a series of dumb posts about my wardens coming out.  Kali Brosca, Violet Cousland, Talani Surana Dragon Age 2 Apparently I am sorely lacking in DA2 stuff and I’ll have to work on that, but I did fill a writing prompt that one time.
Watch Me - F!Hawke x Fenris Dragon Age: Inquisition
Shall We Not Revenge? Rated: NSFW/E - specifically, chapters 6, 10 and 15. Pairing: M!Lavellan x Dorian, likely some others eventually. Word Count: 94959 (lol) (25/??????) Summary: The longfic that will not leave me alone! The reason I started writing fanfic at all! Features my Inquisitor Taren Lavellan, my companion OC Leila, and (soon!) @serphena​ ‘s OC Theo Lavellan. A mostly true-to-canon retelling of Inquisition, but with an added companion OC. Very much about the relationships in the in-betweens, but with a fair bit of action too. Lots of character backstory. Not so much plot? what plot! as the relationships are the plot. Leila escapes slavery at the hands of a disgraced Tevinter magister to join the Inquisition, and some of her past comes back to haunt her. Taren Lavellan reckons with his role as Inquisitor, and falls head-over-heels in love while he’s at it. The fight to stop Corypheus changes everyone, scars everyone, but it also brings them together. Angst then fluff then angst then more angst then fluff, and so on. Join me on my emotional rollercoaster daydream. Read it on AO3
Lavellan Bros Rated: G Pairing: none it is about being bros Word Count: 8053 on AO3 (4 works) and some writing prompts on the tumblog. Summary: Started out as excitement over having a floofy hair bro in @serphena​ ‘s Theo Lavellan and somehow spiralled into this. Theo Lavellan is gorgeous and cool and all hers, I just love him a lot. Em’s art is great and you should go look at it. Lavellan Bros stories happen in either my Inquisition universe (see above) or in hers. Either way, their backstories overlap. Theo and Taren grew up in the same clan, with Taren acting as an older brother figure. Some stories are about Clan Lavellan backstory stuff and others feature these two dorks being bros during Inquisition. Lavellan Bros AO3 Lavellan Bros tag ~~Tumblr Miscellany~~ Writing prompts and other small fluffs. A Simple Fantasy - Fits in the SWNR universe somewhere. Pavellan fluff. A Letter  - teeny tiny Pavellan writing prompt fill that I just like a lot. He Braids His Hair Without A Mirror - another teeny tiny pavellan fluff for somewhere in the SWNR timeline, but with Varric. You Never Cared  - random shot at a Solavellan thing for an angsty prompt. Spoilers! The Gift is Love - Very adorable kiss prompt for @princessofthebirds​ ‘s very adorable inquisitor. As Long as You’re Safe - Theo Lavellan daydreams about kissing Cassandra, for a prompt. I Trust You With My Life - also a stupidly adorable kiss prompt, for @lesbianarcana​ ‘s Nyssa, from their own excellent fic(s) and comic, their art is seriously amazing. Don’t Look at Me Like I’m a Hero - another prompt ft. some Other Peple’s OCs, for @midnightprelude‘s badass inquisitor. Ft. Theo Lavellan as well. Part of my “let all the elves be friends” agenda ;) That One Headcanon Post that People Seem to Like - If you couldn’t tell, I love me some Found Family. Accurately describes Taren Lavellan, is apparently relatable. Ok so that’s me, all in one place. Big shout out to anyone who has ever read any of my stuff and an especially big shout out to those people who let me write about their OCs! Hoping to make some more fic friends out here, and I am always taking prompts!
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saiilorstars · 4 years
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Falling in Temptation
Previous chapters || Sequel to Stars Dance
Fandom: Doctor Who
Pairing: 11th Doctor x Female OC
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Ch. 10: Reality
Chapter summary: Two Doctors would usually mean things would get solved quicker, but not this time. The gangers and humans are raging war against each other and now it's a race to find the TARDIS and escape with their lives. On the side, Avalon is determined to get the only piece of honesty she can get right now and it can only come from the Doctor.
Fairy Tale Memoirs (Companion story)
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As soon as the ganger Doctor said spoken his first words to the group, he erupted into massive shouts of pain. "What's happening?" His words, his shouts, were all mixed up as if he was living through different moments. "I wonder if we'll get back. Yes, one day... Aaagh! I've reversed the polarity of the neutron flow!"
"What is he doing?" the Sapling cocked his head each time the ganger turned.
The Doctor tried helping the ganger but there was really nothing he could do at the moment, "'The Flesh is struggling to cope with our past regenerations. Hold on!"
"Don't you have like a billion of those?" Amy called in, making the Doctor momentarily pause to glare at her.
"No!"
"Would you like a jelly-baby?" the ganger Doctor questioned in his 4th incarnation's voice, "Why? Why!?"
"Why do they keep saying that?" Avalon suddenly asked, getting the glances of everyone, "I mean...that's what ganger Jennifer said too, remember Amy?" the second ginger had to agree with a nod, "What does it mean?"
"'Why' what?" the Doctor finally asked his ganger self, taking in Avalon's words and having to agree as well.
"Hello. I'm the Doctor," the ganger replied instead, using his 10th's self's voice, "No, let it go, we've moved on!"
"Oh!" Avalon snapped her fingers, suddenly beaming. "That's the one that went to New Earth!"
"Ava, not the time!" went the Doctor, but she mimicked his voice instead of agreeing.
"I'm never gonna meet him so I'll take what I can get!"
The Doctor's face might as well have stayed in a glare because it seemed like Avalon and Amy were taking turns making unnecessary comments.
"I've reversed the jelly-baby of the neutron flow. Would you like a..." the ganger grabbed the Doctor by the lapels, "Doctor...Doctor... I'm... I'm the... I can't."
"No, listen, hold on. Hold on!" the Doctor tried reassuring the ganger but was shoved away.
"No-o-o-o! Aaaagh!" the ganger showed his flesh-state face to the others.
"Doctor, we need you. Get over here," Amy called to the Doctor, taking cautious steps towards him with Avalon.
The ganger slowly stopped moving until he came to a complete stop. His hands fell from his head and came to adjust the bowtie around his neck. "Hello," he gave a wave with his hand.
"Hi!" the Sapling returned the gesture with a beam on his face.
"Cybermats," the Doctor crossed his arms and faced his ganger self. They really did look identical - it was really weird.
The ganger seemed to catch on and sighed, "Do we have time for this?"
"We make time. I'd like more proof that you're me. Cybermats?"
"Created by the kill by feeding off brainwaves."
Amy gave up trying to get the Doctor's attention and ran back to the door with the other factory workers. Avalon was a bit more awed by the situation but was nonetheless scared as well, so she hurried to the door.
"Don't you have guns somewhere?" was the first thing she asked the factory workers.
"Yeah, big guns would be good right now," Buzzer sucked some breath and nodded.
Jimmy was leaning against the door, a last resort to keep it shut against the gangers, "Why would we have guns? We're a factory. We mine."
"Get back!" Amy yelled as they heard a hissing sound along and saw smoke coming through the door.
"We are completely done for," Avalon declared as they all stepped back. She rolled her eyes at the conversation she was hearing from behind, "Are you two done yet?" she spun around to where the Doctors were, even Amy doing the same, "There's two of you yet still nothing gets done!"
"First of all," the Doctor headed for them and wagged a finger at Avalon. "Shut up!"
"Second of all," his ganger followed in suit with the same finger pointed at Avalon, "...still, shut up."
Avalon raised her eyebrows. Did they seriously think that because there were two of them they could win against her? Absolutely not. She folded her arms across her chest and smirked. "Two of you and you still can't come up with good comebacks. Truly sad. How many brains you got again?"
"Enough with the games," Amy sighed, "There's a problem that needs solving!"
"Breathe," was the Doctors' reply for her.
"What?"
"We have to get you off this island," the ganger Doctor looked at the not-so-well barricaded door.
"And the gangers too."
"Um, Doctor, I'm all for life, but the gangers are trying to kill us," Avalon pointed to the door where the acid could be clearly seen. She barred the Sapling from getting closer.
"They're scared, Ava, that's all," the Doctor assured.
"We're trapped in here," Amy also reminded.
"I don't think so. The Flesh Bowl is fed by cabling from above."
"But where are the earthing conduits?" the ganger Doctor asked.
"All this piping must go down into a tunnel or a shaft or something, yes? With us?" the Doctor headed for a large panel at the other end of the room, "Yowza!" he cheered as he removed the paneling to find a grate. "An escape rout."
Amy glanced at Avalon, mouthing 'Yowza' questioningly at her. Avalon made a face and shrugged, never understanding the Doctor most of the time.
"You know, I'm starting to get a sense of just how impressive it is to hang out with me," the Doctor smugly looked around the room.
"Do we tend to say "Yowza"?" his ganger genuinely wondered.
"Nope!" the Sapling turned around to answer. "Although you did used to say 'Allons-y' for some reason."
Avalon laughed and shot the two Doctors a look. "You did what!? Who did that?"
"I'd rather not answer," the Doctor turned his head away, intending on taking that secret to the grave. It was unfortunate that the Sapling did not agree.
"His last incarnation!"
"Sapling!" the Doctor frowned, feeling completely betrayed by the child.
"Ah, see, that's the one we need to meet!" Avalon sighed in true content, which did make the Doctor be a little less upset. It was better to have her laughing, even if it was at him, than to have her crying.
Just as the entire group managed to get inside, the gangers broke through the door. As they reached the grate, they saw the group at the grate where the Doctor sonicked the locks.
~ 0 ~
The group hurried down the tunnels after getting out of the grate. There was acid everywhere and it was making it difficult to get across without being touched.
"The army will send a recon team," Buzzer said to them.
"We need to contact the mainland," Cleaves reminded him.
"What about Rory and Jen? They are both out there," Amy stressed as she looked around in case they were somewhere nearby. Unfortunately, they weren't that lucky.
"This is a like a labyrinth," Avalon sighed, already having given up looking around their immediate areas. She held the Sapling's hand in hers, tightly, but she wasn't sure who was more afraid at this point.
"I bet you lot have got a computer map," the Doctor looked at Cleaves questioningly.
"If we can get power running, we can scan for them," the woman agreed but couldn't say more as they all started violently coughing.
"Doctor, you said earlier to breathe," Amy covered her mouth.
"Very important, Pond. Breathe," he stood by his statement.
"Yeah, I'm struggling to."
"Acid interacting with the stone," the Doctor managed to explain.
"Creating an asphyxiant miasma," his ganger finished thankfully.
"In English?" Avalon raised am eyebrow.
"Chokey gas. Extra heavy. If we can get above it..."
"The evac tower," Cleaves resolved and started leading the way, "This way!"
They entered a room full of machinery which was they assumed was the control room. As the Doctors got straight to work, the humans took a moment to end their cough.
"Ohh! I think I coughed so hard, I pulled a muscle or something," Amy remarked as she struggled to stand straight.
A bell chimed in the distance which made Jimmy sober up rather quick, "It's midnight. It's Adam's birthday. My son's five. Happy birthday, bud."
"Best present for him would be getting home," Avalon sighed and put a hand on her back as she stood correctly, "How we doing over there?" she called to the working aliens.
"Trying to get the power back," the original Doctor replied, "There's always some power floating around."
"Sticking to the wires, like bits of lint," the ganger Doctor popped up from behind the console.
Amy frowned, "Can you stop finishing each other's..."
"Sentences?" the Doctor finished, "No probs."
"Yes," the ganger nodded and both ducked down behind the console again.
"Confused as hell," Avalon commented with a resigned sigh, "You - well, one of you - said that the TARDIS was stuck in acid, so won't she be damaged?"
One of the Doctors stood up again, but neither Avalon nor Amy (nor the Sapling for that matter) knew who was who. "Nah. She's a tough old thing. Tough, old, sexy."
"No," the other Doctor stood up, "Tough, dependable, sexy."
"Come on. OK, how can...how can you both be real?" Amy felt like her head would spin if they continued to do that. She glanced at Avalon and saw the latte was more or less feeling the same. Only the Sapling seemed to be enjoying the situation.
"Well, because...we are. I'm the Doctor," went one of the pair.
"So am I," went the other, "We contain the knowledge of over 900 years of experience. We both wear the same bowtie, which is cool."
"Because bowties are..."
"And always will be."
"Stop it!" Avalon cut in with exasperation, "You weren't linked up to the Flesh so how did that work, exactly?"
"It must've been after I examined it," the original Doctor answered, "Thus, a new, genuine Doctor was created."
"Ta-da!" the ganger exclaimed.
"You mean I could've had a ganger too!?" the Sapling gasped at the idea as he recalled how close he'd been to the Flesh as well.
"No," Avalon shot him a look.
"Quite right," the Doctor agreed. "You were behind me, Sapling. I think it's better like that, though. Who knows what kind of ganger you would've gotten."
"It would've been cool," the Sapling mumbled, quite disappointed.
"But one of you was here first," Amy's pointed finger moved from one alien to the other.
"After the Flesh scanned me, I had an accident with a puddle of acid. Now new shoes, a situation which did not confront me learned self here."
"That satisfy you, Pond?" the ganger raised an eyebrow, "Ava?"
"Don't call me Pond, please," Amy said quietly as she moved around. She stepped beside Avalon when both Doctors looked at her. They were examining her as if she were some new experiment. "What?"
"Interesting," the ganger Doctor said, "You definitely feel more affection for him than me."
"No, I..." Amy could see why they would think that and felt uncomfortable having to explain. It should be obvious that she wasn't doing it to be mean. It was just natural. "Look, you're fine and everything, but he is the Doctor. No offence. Being almost the Doctor is pretty damn impressive."
"Being almost the Doctor's like being no Doctor at all," the ganger snapped.
"Don't overreact," Amy frowned.
"Well you are being rude," Avalon mumbled to her and received an elbow jabbed on her side, "Ow!"
"And what about you?" the ganger looked at the pained ginger.
"What about me?" she rubbed her side and glared at Amy.
"Do you think I'm real?"
"Being real is not the problem I have with you," blurted Avalon who then quickly covered her mouth, "Sorry."
"Ava," even the original Doctor was mildly surprised.
"Wha...she's the one who said you weren't real," Avalon pointed at Amy in a quick attempt to distract him.
"Yeah, thanks Avalon," Amy muttered, shooting her a glare.
"Oh shut up, you dug your own hole," Avalon snapped then sighed, dropping her hand from her side. "Look, I didn't mean for it to come out like that..."
"What were you trying to say, then?" the ganger was still snappy, which only made her frown.
"Listen, if you're really the same then you know exactly what my problem is. And just so we're clear, it's with both of you."
"Sounds like Father is in trouble," the Sapling announced. Avalon nodded her head, humming in agreement.
"I'm going to pull the 'I literally just came to life' card right now," the ganger Doctor happily said as it did free him of any problems. And even more, it made Avalon chuckle.
The Doctor watched with a frown as his ganger practically yanked Avalon's hand, bringing her far too close to him. What did he think he was doing? Avalon was smiling like she wasn't angry with them two seconds ago.
"Well, I guess I can't be that mad with you," Avalon bobbed her head while she pretended to think. "But you can't use that line all the time."
"I'll come up with better ones," the ganger promised her then winked. Avalon might have blushed.
The original Doctor wasn't very pleased with the interaction and did the only thing he could do, "Communication a go-go!" he slammed his hand on the console repeatedly to break them up, succeeding easily.
"Can it find Rory?" Avalon quickly forgot the situation as she and Amy ran for the computer screen, though the ganger Doctor shot his original a look for his obvious attempt. The Doctor ducked his head with the controls. He needed to work, after all.
Cleaves was already maneuvering the screen by the time the gingers got to her, "There's no sign of him anywhere."
"Come on, baby, show yourself," Amy insisted.
~ 0 ~
After a while of checking the scans for Rory and Jennifer, Cleaves decided to activate a transmission for the mainland, "St John's calling. Emergency Alpha. St John's calling the mainland. Are you receiving me, Captain? Come in'," but there wasn't an answer back, "We'll never get a signal through this storm. St John's calling the mainland. Come in, this is urgent."
"'We're just about reading you, St John's. How are you doing? We've had all kinds of trouble here'."
"'Request immediate evacuation. We're under attack. The storm's affected our gangers. They're running amok."
"'Your gangers?'"
"Yes, our gangers are attacking us. We need you to take us off the island immediately and wipe them out."
The two Doctors looked at each other with concern, that wasn't part of the plan and Cleaves knew it.
"'Copy that, St John's. Shuttle's dispatched. Hang on'."
"You'll need to airlift us off the roof of the evac tower. And Captain, any further transmission sent by me must come with the following code word. I'm typing it, in case they're listening in.'
'"Got it. We'll swing in, get you out and decommission the Flesh'.
"We've got to get out of here," Buzzer said immediately after the transmission had been cut off.
"But we can't leave without Rory nor Jennifer," Avalon reminded him.
"We're not leaving without them," Amy firmly said.
"I want 'em found too, but it's about casualties, innit?" he raised an eyebrow at the two gingers, "Can't be helped."
"Well you're going to have to cope because we're not going anywhere without them," Avalon declared.
"What are you doing?" Amy had noticed the Doctor sitting in one of the chairs at the console typing away. She moved closer and observed the screen.
"Making a phone call," the Doctor answered distractedly.
"Who to?"
"No-one yet. It's on delay."
"Right, not getting it. Why exactly are you making a phone call?"
"Because, Amy, I am and always will be the optimist, the hoper of far-flung hopes and the dreamer of improbable dreams. The wheels are in motion. Done."
"I dream of getting out of here," Avalon sighed, "And as quick as possible."
"Will be taken care of," the Doctor pointed at her assuredly.
The Sapling had noticed Amy staring at something across the room. He came to stand beside her and tried to catch whatever it was she was looking at, but he couldn't find anything. He then realized that Amy hadn't even noticed he was standing right there. "Aunt Amy?" he tapped her arm and watched her jump in place. "What's wrong? What were you looking at?"
Amy rubbed her eyes and gazed at the wall she'd been staring at. Nope, no eye-patch woman there. Why did she keep seeing that woman? Was it some effect from the TARDIS?
"Amy?" the Doctor called now once he saw how pale she was. "What happened?"
Amy didn't know if she would sound crazy but she had to get it off her chest. She'd been carrying the secret with her for a while now and for some reason, she felt like now it was getting worse. She kept seeing the woman by the hour. "I can't take it anymore!" she exclaimed. "It's her! I keep seeing her!"
"What is she talking about?" Avalon inched behind the Doctor. Like the Sapling, Avalon gazed at the wall but found nothing.
"There's a woman I keep seeing, a woman with an eye-patch, and she has this habit of sliding walls open and staring at me," Amy frantically explained and missed the reactions of both Doctors.
"Is that like a movie?" the Sapling glanced at his Mother for the answer.
"Not one I've seen," the ginger promptly responded. She checked to see what the Doctor thought but noticed how unsurprised he was. "Doctor?"
"It's nothing," the original tried to wave off.
"Yeah, judging by Amy's face it doesn't look like it's 'nothing'," Avalon tilted her head, "What are-"
"It's a time memory. Like a mirage," he cut her off, "It's nothing to worry about."
"Liar," Avalon whispered then looked at the ganger beside her, ready to question him too.
However, he had his eyes closed and looked like he was in some type of pain, "It's in my head..." he hurried out the room.
"Hey, hold on!" Avalon called after him.
"Don't let him go," Cleaves warned.
"Leave it to me," Amy hurried out the room, hoping to fix some the things she'd said to him.
Unfortunately, that didn't seem the case for when she returned to the room, it was in a hurried run and heavy breath, "Keep him away from me!" she ordered and ran over to where the other Doctor was.
"Amy?" Avalon frowned at the attitude of her friend, "What's wrong?"
"Did you sense it?" the ganger Doctor came into the room and questioned his other self.
"Briefly. Not as strong as you."
"Sensed what?" Avalon walked over to Amy and hoped to calm her.
"Is there pictures we're missing?" the Sapling looked between the two Doctors, just as puzzled as everyone else.
"Not quite," went one of the Doctors.
"Amy, I'm sorry," the ganger Doctor apologized honestly.
"No, you keep away!" Amy snapped, pulling Avalon closer. Rory would definitely not want Avalon to be around the ganger who had radical, horrific emotions, "We can't trust you!"
"It would appear I can connect to the Flesh," the Doctor wasn't particularly paying attention to her at the moment.
"Well, you are Flesh," the ginger continued to say.
"I'm beginning to understand what it needs."
"What you want. You are it."
"Amy," Avalon put a hand on Amy's arm, disliking the tone and attitude she was taking with the ganger. If he was connected to the Flesh, then he didn't exactly have a choice in what he saw.
"It's much more powerful than we thought," the Doctor continued on without notice, "The Flesh can grow, correct?"
Cleaves was another that wasn't very interested in the topic, "Its cells can divide."
"Well, now it wants to do that at will. It wants revenge," the Doctor approached her, "It's in pain, angry. It wants revenge."
"Hm, thing got a mind of its own now? Where did I hear that one...?" Avalon sarcastically looked around, "...mm, oh right," she crossed her arms as she finally stepped around Amy, "Me."
"Mother was right," the Sapling agreed with a nod of his head.
"Doctor, I told you that we couldn't trust him," Amy went up to the Doctor herself. "I was right. He can't be the Doctor. He can't ever be, he's just a copy."
"That's not very nice," the Sapling pointed.
"Yeah, I'm gonna have to go with the Sapling this time," Avalon folded her arms.
"Be quiet, Avalon," Amy snapped, nearly sounding like a mother and looking like it when she pulled Avalon back with her.
"Hey!"
"Doctor, it might be best if you stayed over there for now, hmm?" Cleaves resolved as she stepped towards the ganger, prompting the other Doctor to move up as well.
"Hold on a minute. Hold your horses," he cut in between the woman and the ganger, "I thought I'd explained this. I'm him, he's me."
"Doctor, we have no issue with you. But when it comes to your ganger..." Cleaves looked around to the other people for their opinions, though their faces were more than clear, except for one person of course.
"I think you're all overreacting a bit," Avalon tried to input but no one listened.
"Be quiet!" snapped Amy again, though this time Avalon sent her a deep glare.
"Tell me to shut up one more time, I dare you," she gritted her teeth. It was completely outrageous that they forced the ganger Doctor on a barrel like he was some criminal.
Amy would not take the dare; she'd seen the fights Avalon had in the past and she wasn't interested in getting a black eye in the midst of all the trouble. "I just think it would be safer," she said, though her tone was still strained.
"Safer? They're the same!" Avalon gestured to the ganger and then to Doctor. "Down to the same stupid bow-tie! No two people can make that same mistake!"
The Sapling covered his mouth to giggle when both Doctors gave Avalon the same deadpanning look.
Amy, though, wouldn't listen as she shook her head. "You're too blinded by them."
A new type of anger flourished across Avalon's face when Amy made that accusation. Making that accusation basically told Avalon that Amy believed she couldn't separate reality from her stories, from the all the stories she'd heard about the Doctor. It was an outright offence, honestly. "I am not blinded, Amelia Pond! I'm not seven! I'm not a child!"
"Avalon," the ganger Doctor stepped in when her face began to match the shade of her hair. He grabbed her arm and gently pulled her away from the mini-stare down she was having with Amy. "It's fine, really."
"No, it's not," Avalon continued shooting Amy glares. "I hate when they say that. Like...like I'm too engulfed in my stories to realize that I'm in the real world." She turned to him, expression akin to a beg. "I know I have my stories and I love them but I'm not blinded by them. I know you're real and that you have flaws and...this is the real world. It's not my fairy tale world."
"I know that," he assured her with a soft smile. "You don't have to prove it to me."
"...just like you don't have to prove to anyone that you're real," she said and shot the others another glare. "You're a ganger but you're the Doctor. I know you are."
"And that counts for a lot, trust me," he rubbed her arms comfortingly. "My Ava."
She smiled back but when he moved to sit on the barrel the others ordered him to, she yanked him to his side. "Absolutely not. They can all suck it." She stuck her tongue out at anyone who saw.
From his spot, the original Doctor struggled hard not to laugh right there and then. That's my Ava.
After a couple minutes, the group got word from the mainland they were trying to land when the signal was cut off.
"I can't find Rory. I'm going out there," Amy had had enough of waiting around.
"We could use the sonic to track him," the Doctor offered as he pulled out his screwdriver, "Humans and gangers give off slightly different signals. The sonic can tell the difference."
"Oh, so the sonic knows gangers are different, so the other Doctor is different."
The Doctor rolled his eyes, "He is the Doctor."
"Not to me," Amy assured, "I can tell."
"Sure you're not prejudiced?"
"Nice try, but I know, OK? We've been through too much. You're my Doctor. End of."
"Amy, instead of making things worse come over here," Avalon was with Buzzer in front of the visual screens, "We've got Rory and Jennifer," everyone quickly gathered to see the screen.
"They're heading for the thermostatic room," Cleaves seemed confused and with great reason.
"Let's go get them," Amy declared but saw the screwdriver being tossed over to the Doctor on the barrel, "Hang on!"
"We can't let him go," Cleaves moved over to the Doctor, "Are you crazy?"
"Am I crazy, Doctor?" the Doctor turned to his other self.
"Well, you did once plumb your brain into the core of an entire planet just to halt its orbit and win a bet."
"I remember that!" the Sapling laughed as he watched the images in his head.
Avalon was not amused in the least. "That's not being crazy, that's being utterly stupid. And that's coming from me. Mels used to dare me to do the stupidest things."
"Enough!" Amy snapped. "Now he's not going-" she pointed to the ganger, "-I am!"
"Do you know, I want him to go," the Doctor stepped closer to her, serious, "And I'm rather adamant."
"Well, then, he'll need company, right, boss? It's fine. I'll handle it," Buzzer offered and stepped forwards.
"Thank you, Buzzer. It'll be all right. I'll find him," the ganger waved and left with Buzzer to follow.
"I can't explain it to you now, but I need you to trust him," the Doctor looked at Amy and even Avalon, "Can you do that for me?"
"Course," Avalon nodded but Amy seemed to have more trouble accepting it.
"What if you're wrong?" were her final words.
~ 0 ~
"These temperature gauges are rising," Cleaves read from the screen. They'd been monitoring the visuals for a while and was growing concerned, "Jennifer and Rory must have shut off the underground cooling vents."
"Why do that? They'll kill us," Dickens frowned.
"There's a million gallons of boiling acid under our feet..." Cleaves slowly looked down at the floor.
"And now it's heating up the whole island," the Doctor understood, "How long till it blows?" his answer was the explosion that rocked them entirely.
"Gangers or no gangers, we need to get the hell out of here," Dickens urgently said.
"Shuttle! We need evac," Cleaves started a transmission again, "Where are you? Can you hear me? Can you...?" she stopped when she felt a jab at her forehead.
"Cleaves? Cleaves, sit down," the Doctor helped her away the console and sat her on a chair.
"I'm fine," Cleaves assured as she put a hand on her forehead, I'm waiting for results, so let it go."
The Doctor had used the sonic on her and got results instantaneous, "It's a very deep parietal clot."
"Inoperable?"
"On Earth, yes."
"Well, seeing as Earth is all that's on... offer...hm," Cleaves slumped in her chair, "I'm no healthy spring chicken, and you're no weatherman. Right?"
Another quake struck and shook the room, "Something just cracked. I heard it," Avalon frantically looked around for anything that was breaking.
"Yeah, we can't stay here, let's go," the Doctor agreed and headed for the doors.
Cleaves moved to the console again and did another transmission, "Cleaves to Shuttle. We need to move, and we can't be collected from the evac tower."
'Give us the codeword'.
"The codeword is..." but her voice was cut off with another quake that struck that console and cut off the transmission.
"Cleaves? Cleaves, it's dead, it's dead," the Doctor called to them, "We need to get out of here. We need to get back downstairs and get those vents back on, come on."
They ran into a new room where the Doctor and Cleaves hurried to change the settings on the machine, "It's a chemical chain reaction now. I can't stop it. This place is going to blow sky high," the Doctor sighed.
"Exactly how long have we got?" Cleaves asked.
"An hour? Five seconds? Er, somewhere in between."
The klaxon sounded along with a series of explosions, "Out!" the Doctor ordered and ran out the room with the group.
They ran a couple feet until they found Rory on a turn. Amy was the first to hug him as she was the closest one.
"All right?" Rory pulled back and studied her followed by Avalon.
"Us? What about you?" Avalon hugged him, "Don't you dare do that again!"
"Yeah, aunt Amy and Mother were very worried," the Sapling informed as if Rory hadn't already known that.
"There's a way out. Jennifer found it. A secret tunnel under the crypt," Rory pulled away and looked at the group.
"From the crypt? It's not on the schematics," Cleaves shook her head.
"It runs right out of the monastery. Maybe even under the TARDIS, Doctor. Follow me."
As everyone ran after Rory, the Doctor seemed slightly hesitant to do so.
"We can't leave without Buzzer," Jimmy said as they entered the new room.
"I'll go back for him," Cleaves called.
Rory was with the Doctor and was looking nervous for some reason, "Doctor, look...I'd better tell you, I haven't been quite straight with you..." but ganger Jennifer pulled him out the room before he could finish and locked the group inside.
"Rory!" the Doctor pounded on the door, "Rory Pond, Roranicus Pondicus!"
"Rory! What the hell are you playing at?" Avalon shouted but caught sight of Jennifer on the other side and knew it had to be that woman's fault.
"Rory, there is no time. This factory's about to explode!" Amy called frantically.
"I'm sorry!" Rory was able to say before he was dragged away by the Jennifer.
"Can we hurt her?" the Sapling made a deep scowl appear on his face. They were just trying to get home and that woman was about to kill them off.
With no other alternatives, the Doctor hurried back to the acid with the sonic, "This is going to overheat and fill the room with acid, just as a point of interest."
"Please, stop talking," Avalon sighed, she'd rather not hear about their looming death.
Dicken started lowering the cap over the vat as an effort against it. Jimmy moved closer to the vat and shook his head, "It'll never hold her.'
"If you have a better plan, I'm all ears," the Doctor pointed, "In fact, if you have a better plan, I'll take you to a planet where everyone is all ears."
"I've also seen that one!" the Sapling tapped the side of his head. "Can I go there afterwards?"
Even through the now shut cap, the acid was far stronger. Cleaves observed it from a distance, "The acid's eating through."
"This is it, huh? This is where we're going to die," Avalon shuddered a breath as she stared at the weak vat with soon-to-be overflowing acid. She felt her breathing pick up. That was new. She never really considered that one of their trips might be the last one.
The Doctor came over to her and hugged her. He didn't care if she would push him away; he needed for her know that he wouldn't leave her side. "No, it's not," he quietly said.
"Oh you don't have to lie," Avalon sighed. She allowed him to hug her for a few seconds, letting herself enjoy his hold just for a bit.
Jimmy had moved to keep the vat's lid down but some of the acid managed to splash on his chest, knocking him to the floor. At that moment, ganger Jimmy ran into the room and went straight for his other self. The Doctor had gone to check the original but found bad results, "There's nothing we can do. The acid's reached his heart."
"Hang in there, mate," ganger Jimmy sighed.
"I'm quite handsome from this angle," Jimmy managed to humor.
"I'm...sorry. I'm the fake. Adam deserves his real dad."
"Shut up," Jimmy playfully rolled his eyes.
"What do you want me to do? Anything, just say."
"The way things are, mate... it's up to you now," Jimmy pulled on the cord around his neck and gave it to his ganger, "Be a dad. You remember how."
A stunned ganger Jimmy held up a wedding band in his hand.
"Jimmy Wicks...you're a dad," the Doctor clapped him on the shoulder.
"Right then, everyone, it's time to go!" ganger Cleaves called to the group and ran out the room first.
The Doctor stood by the door as everyone ran out but noticed Avalon staring at the corner of the room. "Ava! Let's go!"
"Amy said that woman appeared there again," she pointed at the wall. "How can that be? There's nothing there."
"Avalon, it doesn't matter!" the Doctor ran back to bring her out of the room. "We have to go!"
"But it does!" Avalon snapped, yanking her arm out of his hold after they'd gotten into the corridor. "Because you know what it means and don't want to tell us! And when you do that, it means something's happening."
"No, it's not," the Doctor tried his best to smile like nothing was going on around them, like neither of them were in danger. "You know me, I've got so many things in my head that I don't even know what's going on half the time."
"Nice try," Avalon rolled her eyes. "You know what's going on, more than you're letting on. But I shouldn't be surprised. It's what you do. Keep everything to yourself."
"This...isn't about Amy anymore, is it?"
Avalon once again rolled her eyes and when she attempted to leave, the Doctor grabbed her arm. "Look if you're not going to tell me anything, then just leave me alone."
"Now a wait minute, 10 minutes ago you were dandy with the other Doctor but now I'm the one you're mad at?"
"Are you seriously telling me that you're jealous?" Avalon didn't know whether to laugh or scream in frustration. "Why are you like this?" she air-strangled him instead.
"Like what?" the Doctor frowned.
Avalon groaned, her hands dangerously close to actually strangling him by the neck. "I hate you, you know that!? Do you enjoy being self-righteous with me? Especially with me?"
"I would never-"
"-then why don't you just tell me the truth already?"
"What truth?"
"I'm going to kill you, after," Avalon muttered and stepped towards him. She grabbed him by the lapels of his jacket and pulled him close to her so he would definitely listen to her words. "If I'm really going to die here, then I refuse to go without hearing you tell me the truth about us."
The Doctor's eyes widened. "Oh..."
"Yeah, 'oh'," Avalon could be pretty scary when she wanted to, and of course she'd choose to be the scariest when she wanted a confession from him about their feelings. She sure knew how to pick them.
"I don't think this is really the time. I mean, we have got some killer acid and actual killers after us-"
"-I don't bloody care," Avalon snapped. "I deserve for somebody to tell me the truth for once in my life." Her face suddenly softened, as did the grip of her hands on his jacket. She tilted her head slightly, eyes glimmering with tears. "And I would really like for that 'somebody' to be you."
"Ava...I can't..."
"Why not?" she asked through gritted teeth. "And don't tell me it's because there's nothing. Fantasy Fest. That's all the proof I need. You were about to kiss me and don't deny it."
"I stopped for a reason..."
"Because you nearly got caught."
"No, because...it was the right thing to do," the Doctor put his hands over hers and gently pulled them off his jacket. "Because I can't do that to you. You have me falling in temptation, Ava. Being who I am, it's a dangerous thing."
"And I told you plenty of times that I like dangerous. Literally. I love the adrenaline," Avalon said with the most honest smirk on her face. She raised her head as if daring him to challenge her.
He honest to God loved that look on her. He could kiss her to death right now. He brought one of his hands to touch her face, very soon grazing her lips. "My Ava. You have no idea what goes through my head whenever you're around me."
"I would if you just told me," Avalon whispered.
"Thing is, Avalon, I've done this before and it never ended well," the Doctor's gaze lowered a bit.
Avalon could see the pain etching across his face, as if it were still raw because it happened yesterday. She didn't have to hear each individual story to know that the Doctor blamed himself for every ending. "You're 909, I believe you."
"I don't want you to be the next one. Because sometimes it's not the fact that they've left me, it's how they ended up leaving. You won't be the next one, not on my watch."
Avalon's eyes watered up. "Can you just say it, though? Say it once, please."
But the Doctor wasn't brave enough. If he said it out loud, then it would finally become real. And when it became real, the pain that came with it would also be real. He couldn't do it. "I can't...I'm sorry..."
The ground suddenly rumbled underneath them, nearly knocking them both to the wall. The Doctor grabbed ahold of Avalon's arm - even if she wanted to murder him for his inability to speak the truth - and searched the hallway for a good route.
"We have to go!"
"I hate you!" Avalon didn't hesitate to start and he would be smart enough to know that this wasn't the end of their conversation. Just because they were about to die was no excuse! Not for them!
~ 0 ~
The rest of the group had entered a new room after being chased down by ganger Jennifer (who was now the only one bent on war). They'd met up with Rory and the other Doctor again and were now trying to keep Jennifer away from them. As Dicken came to shut the door that would keep Jennifer out, he crashed into a running Avalon and Doctor.
"Where the hell have you two been?" called Rory from the end of the room, frankly offended they'd left them to their luck.
"Yeah, ganger Jennifer is still after us!" the Sapling waved his arms frantically. Of course then he dropped them when he noticed how angry his mother looked. "Why are you upset, Mother?"
"Ask your father," Avalon shoved the Doctor with her to the side.
A scream carried down the hallway and made everyone look out to see Dickens shut the door with himself on the other side. Jennifer had killed him and was making her way towards the group now. Ganger Dickens shut the door in front of them with the help of ganger Cleaves and the Doctor that had come in with Avalon.
There was a creaking sound from the ceiling and the other Doctor looked up to see a familiar blue square coming through. "Here she comes!" The TARDIS fell down and added an extra rumble to the ground. "Oh, she does like to make an entrance! Move!" he ordered as he went up to the doors and opened them up for the group, "Go, go, go, go!"
Ganger Dickens left the door and ran into the TARDIS. Cleaves was going to do the same but looked back at her ganger, "Get on board! Go!" the ganger shooed he off.
"I'm not leaving," Cleaves tried to argue but the loud bang Jennifer gave on the other side of the door cut her off.
"Go!" the ganger yelled at her and so went Cleaves into the TARDIS.
"Sapling!" the Doctor called from the TARDIS. "GO!" The Sapling nodded his head quickly and made a dash for the blue box.
"Now's our chance," Amy hurried to the TARDIS and looked back at the others, specifically the Doctor at the door.
"I have to stay. Hold this door closed. Give you time to dematerialize."
"What are you doing?" Avalon frowned, "What happens if you stay here?"
"Well, this place is just about to explode. But I can stop her."
"Both of you can survive this, OK?" Amy looked between the two aliens.
"Or perhaps you think I should stay instead... Mr Smith?"
"No, of course not. But look, this man, I've flown with him, you know? And you are amazing and yeah, I misjudged you, but you're not him. I'm sorry."
"Amy, we swapped shoes. I'm the Doctor," the Doctor by the TARDIS informed.
"And I'm...the Flesh," the Doctor at the door said rather nervously as he looked at Avalon.
"You're what now?" her eyes widened.
"I, uh, I...probably should've mentioned that before-"
"-right, because telling the truth is so easy for you clearly," she rolled her eyes.
"No, hold on!" Amy shook her head fervently as if that would make things more clear. "How's this even possible!?"
"Well, they switched places, didn't they?" Rory wasn't that surprised the Doctor would pull something like that. In fact, they should've just seen it coming.
"Well I'm not the original, I haven't been all along," the ganger Doctor shrugged, not able to explain much further.
"I don't know which one of you to kill right now," Avalon looked between both aliens, though the reactions from each were different. The one at the door looked heavily frightened while the one at the TARDIS was trying to understand what was going on.
"Ava? What happened?" the Doctor, the real one, asked her.
"Is there a way you both can survive?" Amy's hair kept flinging from side to side as she asked the two Doctors.
"Yeah, so I can kill both of them," mumbled Avalon.
"You okay?" Rory touched Avalon's arm, the only one who wouldn't die at the moment. She shook her head in response. "What happened?"
"Nothing!" she quickly exclaimed, shooting the ganger a sharp look, "Nothing happened," though her face was upset and sad, "Just, um, just tell us, is there a way of survival for you?" she genuinely wondered.
"Get to safety, Ava," was the answer of the ganger, a soft smile on his face.
"Well we can't just let him die!" Amy exclaimed, frantically shaking as no one seemed very worried about that detail.
"It's fine, Pond," the ganger Doctor smiled just like his other version would. "We got what we needed from this place, didn't we?" he shared a knowing look with the other Doctor, both nodding in agreement.
"What?" Avalon caught on and frowned even deeper. "Oh! I am so done with you two!"
"No Avalon, wait!" the ganger grabbed her arm and gently tugged her to his side. "You were right...about everything." She still shook her head, more ready to kill him before ganger Jennifer did. "Hey, I mean it," he tugged her arm again, forcing her to look at him. "You were absolutely right, but then again...when aren't you right?"
She wanted to roll her eyes again but he had that stupid grin she liked a lot. While she was lost in her thoughts - deciding whether to keep pretending to want to kill him or just leave - she didn't notice that the ganger Doctor had leaned to her side until he whispered something in her ear. When he drew away, she had her wide-eyed stare locked on him and she had a deep blush across her face.
"What he say?" Amy scrunched, wondering if it was some other secret the two aliens had kept from them.
Even the Doctor by the TARDIS was puzzled. "Ava?"
Avalon shared a small smile with his ganger. "You finally said it," she leaned closer to him, letting her nose rest against his cheek. "Thank you. And you know that I feel the same," she told him in a whisper. She pulled away and looked at the door he and Cleaves were desperately trying to keep locked, but ganger Jennifer was using all her monstrous strength to pound against it.
"You need to go," the ganger ordered her. "Please."
"But..."
"I'll be fine," he assured.
"You lie," she said sadly. He didn't say anything except give her another smile. She nodded, indicating she understood, but before she left she surprised him with a kiss on the cheek. She went right into the TARDIS without looking at anyone else, much less the other Doctor who couldn't be more confused in his life! What had that ganger of him said to her and why did she react like that? They were so close too...
Of course he soon turned an accusing look on his ganger, demanding questions with a silent glare.
"Oh shut up," went the ganger in return. "Maybe she's the one who can change things. Because if you don't, and I survive this, I'm coming back for her. You got that?"
"I'm interested," Amy remarked to Rory, both of them looking at each of the Doctors at the same time. "But I'm so confused at the same time."
"I'm not," Rory frowned. It was what he specifically wanted nothing of for the sake of Avalon. "Let's go!" he yanked his wife towards the TARDIS, leaving the two Doctors to work out whatever they needed to.
Avalon was inside with the Sapling but while the tree child was ecstatic to be safe inside the TARDIS, Avalon was lost in thoughts. Rory took a quick stride towards the woman, dreading what was going on through her head.
"Hey Ava," his voice, though gentle, managed to startle her, "Are you okay?"
"Uh...yeah, I think I am," Avalon answered but she still seemed like she was figuring it out. "I just..." she laughed humorlessly, "Why is he so...like that!?"
"Ava," Rory deeply sighed and brought a hand to her curly hair. "I really wish you hadn't..." he couldn't finish it out loud, for her sake, but she just smiled sadly.
"I couldn't help it Rory," she said with the tone of a child. She always did that whenever they had a serious talk. He was like the grown up because God knew she could never be an adult.
"Told you," Amy was smirking, completely the opposite of her husband.
"I don't get it," the Sapling suddenly said, his lips curled into a pout. "What's going on? What are we talking about?"
Avalon just laughed, wholeheartedly for the first time that day. "Oh Sapling, nothing. Nothing except your Mother is a true idiot."
~ 0 ~
After making sure the gangers were stable and dropping ganger Jimmy back to his son, the Doctor brought Cleaves and ganger Dickens back to the headquarters of their factory.
"You really want us to do this?" Cleaves sighed as they approached the conference room.
"Your company's telling the world that the situation is over. You need to get in there and tell them that the situation's only just begun," the Doctor pointed to the door, "Make them understand what they're doing to the Flesh. Make them stop. Dickens, remember, people are good. In their bones, truly good. Don't hate them, will you?"
"How can I hate them? I'm one of them now," he gestured to Cleaves beside her.
"Yeah, and just remember, people died. Don't let that be in vain. Make what you say in that room count."
"Ready? Side by side," Cleaves said as they'd stopped in front of the conference door.
"You got it, boss."
Together, the two co-workers entered the conference room. Amy moved closer to the Doctor and nudged him, "You okay?"
"I said breathe, Pond, remember? Well, breathe," the Doctor sighed as he knew what was coming next. He started making his way back for the TARDIS where Avalon had preferred to stay. Now, on top of a ganger Amy, he had to decipher what secret Avalon was refusing to tell him. And more importantly, what the hell his ganger had whispered in her ear.
"Why?" Amy called but couldn't say more when she doubled over in pain. "Ooh! Woah! Oh!"
"What's wrong with her?" Rory quickly tried checking her for any injury, but he didn't remember seeing anything earlier.
"Get her into the TARDIS," the Doctor ordered and entered the box.
"What's wrong with aunt Amy!?" the Sapling's cry pulled Avalon away from her journal. She looked up to see the Doctor and Rory helping Amy get into the TARDIS.
"Contractions," the Doctor bitterly answered as he went around the console, setting the TARDIS in motion.
"Excuse me?" Avalon hopped off her seat and hurried to help Rory.
"She's going into labor."
The Sapling gasped. "Aunt Amy's having a baby!? I thought it was Mother!"
"Would you stop saying that!?" snapped Avalon. This was no time to remind her that she needed to change diets.
"Doctor, what are you talking about!?" Amy asked in-between groans. She literally felt like she was being stabbed in her stomach. "Rory, I don't like this - OW!"
"You'll have to start explaining this to me, Doctor," Rory practically ordered. He could handle the secrets the Doctor kept from them when it wasn't about Amy. Something was happening to his wife and he wanted answers now.
"What, the birds and the bees? She's having a baby," the Doctor moved away from the console. The Sapling gasped again, in delight until someone would tell him it wasn't all that great when the person in labor didn't even know she was in labor. "I needed to see the Flesh in its early days. That's why I scanned it. That's why we were there in the first place. I was going to drop you off for fish and chips first, but things happened and there was stuff and shenanigans. Beautiful word, shenanigans."
"You're getting off topic," Avalon snapped. "Not to mention the fact I knew you were keeping something from us!"
"It hurts!" cried the second ginger.
"Breathe," the Doctor pointed at Amy, "I needed enough information to block the signal to the Flesh."
"What signal?" Amy didn't understand and quite frankly didn't have the head to decipher it with all the pain she was feeling.
"The signal to you."
"Doctor?"
"Stand away from her," the Doctor sternly looked at Avalon and Rory. He expected the simultaneous refusal from them, but it didn't mean he would be patient about it. Time was literally of the essence now. From here on out, they were at war.
"You need to start explaining now," Avalon's eyes narrowed on the Doctor, and with good reason.
"Given what we've learned, I'll be as humane as I can, but I need to do this and you two-" his voice suddenly rose in volume, "-need to STAND AWAY!"
Avalon flinched when he started yelling. She didn't say anything back, she didn't dare to. Instead, she looked at Rory and the two slowly backed away from Amy. Why were they leaving her!? Why was the Doctor shouting at them!? And why did her stomach hurt so much!?
"No, no, Doctor, I am frightened. I'm properly, properly scared!"
Even the Sapling had the good sense to be afraid now that he was looking at everyone. He slowly inched closer to Avalon who, once she felt him nearby, slowly took him into a hug.
"Don't be. Hold on. We're coming for you, I swear it," the Doctor stepped closer to Amy, putting a hand on her cheek. He felt terrible for taking this long to finally do something about her situation. "Whatever happens, however hard, however far, we will find you."
"I'm right here!" Amy clung to his arm, shaking him to get him to listen to her. But despite her insistence, she could see in his eyes that he'd already made up his decision about her.
"No, you're not. You haven't been here for a long, long time," he stepped back and held his sonic at her. The mere act froze Avalon and Rory in their respective spots. It looked like Amy was suddenly the enemy trespassing.
Amy whimpered in her spot, one hand still wrapped around her stomach. "No..."
With one click of the sonic, she turned into a Flesh puddle.
Rory gasped at the sight of what used to be his wife.
Avalon's eyes wide to the brim. Her grip around the Sapling tightened as if they were next on the list.
The Doctor slowly lowered his sonic but he couldn't look at Rory nor Avalon. What would he tell them? That he'd known for a while Amy wasn't really there with them but he didn't have the tools nor the knowledge to find her?
"Doctor," Rory suddenly spoke up. "Hey?" he had to call twice before the Time Lord would finally glance at him, but only then it was a slight glance. "I don't understand what just happened, nor what is happening but I bet my life that you knew about this."
"Rory-"
"-NO," Rory's voice sharpened quick, shutting the Doctor down in that moment, "You knew about it for God knows how long so right now, you owe me."
"Rory, stop," Avalon's voice was a frail whisper. She was truly afraid of what was coming next, but Rory was already thinking ahead and it included her.
"Avalon, be quiet," Rory snapped. It was so uncharacteristic of him but it was another testament of how furious he was. He walked straight up to the Doctor, and showcased his deepest glare. "You owe me and I'm gonna use that to save the other person I just know is in danger." The Doctor blinked at him, unsure of where Rory was taking this until Rory's eyes flickered to Avalon. "I've felt this for a while and nobody would listen to me, not even Amy."
"Rory, what are you talking about?" Avalon asked, about to walk towards them when the Sapling hugged her tighter. He was mighty afraid and the fact everyone looked so angry and upset didn't help ease his nerves.
"The letter, Avalon," the Doctor said, side-glancing her with sorrow eyes. Now it was Rory's turn to be confused. Neither he nor Amy had heard about the letter. "What did the letter say?"
Avalon's eyes would blink several times before she answered and when she did, she still wasn't sure what it had to do with their conversation. "Dear Avalon, I know this is strange and probably confusing but it is imperious that you listen to me. You must remain with the Doctor for your own safety. Bad things are coming, and they will be coming for you and all your friends." She swallowed hard, attempting to keep calm but her body was visibly shaking. "But it-it's not about me right now. It's about Amy-"
"-but they could be the same people that letter was talking about," the Doctor sighed. "I should have known from the start. I should have been more careful."
"Doctor, they got to Amy but we can still keep Avalon safe," Rory said, now more urgent since they finally figured out what he was trying to say.
"Yes, you're right," the Doctor nodded, turning towards Avalon. The woman took an instinctive step backwards, bringing the Sapling with her in the process. "Avalon, you might be next."
"No, stop it!" she snapped. "We need to focus on Amy and-"
"-you," Rory said. "I'm not losing you too."
"What...what are you going to do?" Avalon asked, her tone laced with a clear fear.
"Whatever it takes," the Doctor promised her.
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The Journey of a Forgotten Soldier (Levi x OC)
This is a story I’m in the process of posting on both AO3 and Wattpad, though I decided to add it to Tumblr as well. However, since I’ll be behind on Tumblr comparing to AO3 and Wattpad, this may remain behind or I might bulk post.
Relationships:
Alana Frey (OC)Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin)/Original Female Character(s)Levi Ackerman/Alana FreyFurlan Church/Original Character(s)Furlan Church/Alana Frey
Characters:
Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin)Furlan ChurchIsabel MagnoliaAlana Frey (OC) - CharacterErwin SmithHange ZoëPetra RalGunther SchultzEld JinnOluo BozadoKeith ShadisSpecial Operations Squad | Squad Levi
Additional Tags:
Graphic Description of CorpsesBlood and InjuryViolenceMurder
Summary:
Alana Frey, a girl born in the Underground City, longed to see the true sunlight every morning that she would wake up. Alongside her comrades: Furlan Church, Isabel Magnolia, and Levi, Alana’s life as a thug continued with no way around it; until the sudden day she and her companions were offered the deal of a lifetime.
“Once you complete this job, not only will you be generously compensated for your work,
but you will also earn the right to live above ground.”
Word Count: 2.2k
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CHAPTER 2: Omni-Directional Maneuver Gear
With soft, and expertly maneuvering hands, the wings of the bird were soon wrapped in bandages handled by the smiling blond. As he finished up, he cradled the small creature in his hand, admiring his own work.
“You’re something else.” With pure emerald eyes, the redhead looked up to the blond. “Oh, right. What’s your name? I’m Isabel.”
“I’m Furlan and that’s Levi,” he responded, tilting his head towards the scowling raven haired boy, who sat back on his wooden chair. His gaze moved to the short, braided haired girl who was cleaning out an empty pot in the open kitchen area. “And that’s Alana.”
“Furlan, Alana, and… Big Bro?” She repeated their respective names while stealing a glance at each. However, when her eyes landed on Levi, she beamed at his new nickname. 
That caught Levi's attention, and he turned to the excited redhead. His gaze hardened as he looked at her, a bit creeped out. “Big bro?” 
At first, Isabel had looked discouraged. Even so, she spoke quickly and with determination, “Please let me join you!”
“Huh?”
“You guys use ODM Gears, right? I’ve seen you in action. Seeing you guys fly free like birds made me jealous.” Courage replaced her earlier discouragement as she begged, “I want to try out a Gear too!”
Furlan’s eyes turned to Levi’s—the obvious leader of the group—while he wondered out loud. “What should we do?”
Levi’s line of sight shifted to the floor, but instead of answering, he stood up from his chair. His heavy footsteps were the only noise in the room, suspension growing. Isabel kept her gaze forward, not sparing the moving boy a glance. She was obviously nervous, but refused to show it. 
Tap, tap, tap.
Once Isabel had had enough, she turned to her right—where Levi was standing—, and pried for an answer. “Hey!”
“If you’re going to stay here, learn how to clean first before learning the ODM Gear.”
This had caught the attention of the remaining three immediately. Especially Isabel. “Huh?” She turned towards Levi, whose figure left the residence with a quiet click of the door. Swiveling her head back towards Furlan, she gave a questioning look for whether or not she had gotten approval.
Furlan gave a soft smile to the girl and nodded. That simple movement brightened up Isabel’s face immensely. She turned over on her chair, looking to where Levi had left, and gripped onto the top of the piece of furniture while a large smile covered the most of her face. 
“Thank you, Big Bro!”
[~]
Die Stühle liegen sehr eng
Wir reden die ganze Nacht lang
With Alana’s help, Isabel learned how to correctly buckle the leather straps to the gray gear around her waist. Already finished tying them around her legs and upper body, she had no problem staring Isabel directly in the eyes. “Remember, Izzy, the key to Omni-Directional Maneuver Gear is to be able to balance. Otherwise, you can fall and get hurt, so be careful,” The ravenette scolded. She was already aware that Isabel was probably too excited to listen to any of the words that left her mouth. 
“I know, I know!” And with that, Isabel hurried over to the two men awaiting her arrival. They decided to teach Isabel how to balance herself inside of a little cavern area known only to them.
The quartet had agreed to help Isabel learn how to use the gear, but Furlan had been a little worried. Even if it was just a practice, he did not want the energetic girl to get too hyper and injure herself. They had only known each other for a short period of time, but that didn’t change the caring boy’s attitude. 
Without glancing at the anxious blond, Levi grumbled under his breath. “She’ll be fine. If she can’t do it, then she can’t.”
Suddenly, Isabel’s voice cut through their conversation with a tone of pride, “I can do it, Big Bro! I know I can!”
“Then show me.”
She was taken aback by his sudden command, but readily agreed. Holding the two handles on the gear in her strong grip, she aimed and launched the wires, with the pull-down triggers that were centered on the handles, to the top of the cavern. As the piston-shot grappling-hooks on the ends latched onto the rocks, she knew that she was steady. Slowly inching herself off of the ground by activating the gas mechanism on her backside with the second trigger, she focused hard on keeping upright between the two wires.
“Look! I’m doing it, Big Bro!” Unfortunately, she had celebrated a bit too early. Isabel’s weight shifted too far to the right, which caused her to lose her balance. The poor ginger ended up hanging upside down with her arms and legs sprawled out.  
Dieser niedrige Raum ist nicht schlecht
Wir können uns gut verstehen
While Furlan and Alana rushed over to the struggling girl, Levi stood his ground, almost smirking. He was well aware that ODM Gear was difficult to work with. Nobody, no matter how talented, was able to pick it up right away; not even him.
“I told you to be careful, Izzy!” Alana frowned as she helped untangle the dangling mess in front of her. “You could’ve hurt your head, or broke something.” Not once had the blue eyed girl’s motherly side disappeared during situations like this. Once she finally got the younger down from the air, she checked for any bruises or cuts.
“I’m fine, Lana! Besides, I was doing fine, so I know I can do it again!” 
“If you say so…” 
[~]
So ist es immer, unser Licht ist nur das Trinken und singen wir, begrüßen morgen
After a couple of long hours of practicing, just as every other day before, the group arrived back at their home. Alana had no problem heading towards the kitchen area—her favorite—to prep their small dinner. It was quite difficult to have anything exotic for food, so she worked with the small portions she had. Furlan layed out the dishes, but not before he made sure to clean off his shoes well. He didn’t want to get on Levi’s bad side by making the house a mess.
Isabel, on the other hand, collapsed on the couch, happy to be back. It had been a month since the others had allowed her to stay with them. Glancing at the small bird she had carried that first day, who sat on the chair next to her, she was reassured by it’s content look. 
“Hey, take off your dirty boots. You’ll make the couch filthy.” Levi had no issue speaking up with a clear annoyance in his voice. Though he had a harsh tone—and terrifying face at times—he wasn’t as bad once he showed his caring side. 
“Yeah, yeah.” She replied in a sing-song voice while taking off her muddy, ankle high boots and tossing them onto the floor. 
The clean-freak’s eyes immediately twitched as he grabbed a broom that leaned on the side of the wall. Stomping over, he shoved it in front of her face. “Clean it, brat.”
“C’mon, guys,” Furlan whined, “let’s not fight before we eat.”
There was an obvious glare between Levi and Isabel, but they grumbled and sat down at the set table. It was not new for them to get into small arguments that either Alana or Furlan would have to resolve. As Furlan took his spot at the table, Alana came with four dishes balanced on her hands and arms. 
“You know, Lana, if we get to the surface, you should become a waitress. You’d be good at it,” the blond commented. 
“Oh shush, you.” She playfully nudged him and laid out the plates in front of each person before taking her spot next to the blue eyed boy. “Even if we get out of here, there’s no guarantee I could do something like that.”
So ist es immer, unterm riesigen Himmel
Leben wir zusammen, die Nacht ist lang
Isabel was quick to start eating her portion, not caring for the mess she made on her face. If you could get food in the first place, you were considered lucky; if you could get time to eat it in peace, you were even luckier. Though no one had asked her, it was evident that Isabel hadn’t had the luxury of the time on her side.
What she did next surprised everyone.
Taking the small loaf of bread she had, she handed it to Levi. Whether that was considered a peace offering or plain bribing to get out of cleaning, nobody knew. Maybe she had done it just out of kindness. 
However, Levi didn’t accept the food. Instead, he ruffled Isabel’s hair and turned his face away. “I don’t need it. Besides, your face looks like shit.” Pulling out one of his white cleaning cloths from his pockets, he started rubbing down the messy girl’s face.  
At the opposite side of the table, Furlan and Alana tried to hide their smiles at the sweet act from their cold looking friend.
[~]
Da die Sterne nicht leuchten
Kann der Mond auf diese Stadt nicht scheinen
“And then the guy came out of nowhere! It was as if he was watching me the entire time and trailing me. But no worries. I wouldn’t let someone who is all bark and no bite kill me.” Furlan explained his recent experience from on the streets. He sat down and positioned himself next to Alana, who laid down on her torn mattress happily listening. 
Almost every night, Furlan kept Alana company as she fell asleep. Sometimes he’d tell his past stories, new stories, or just anything. She would be attentive, even though she was slowly falling asleep. The pair would normally fall asleep together in the same room while Levi had his own until Isabel arrived. 
Tonight was different. Levi sat on the opposite side of the mattress from Furlan, cleaning off his knife once more. Even though this wasn’t his respective room, he decided to listen in on the conversation as he kept his hands busy. Due to him being on guard constantly, the ravenette had suffered heavy insomnia—unlike Isabel, who often fell asleep instantly. He had left the redhead to sleep in their room. 
“Ah, right, Lana. I wanted to give you this.” Furlan smiled as he held out a small piece of jewelry. It was a black, leather cord necklace with a blue raindrop shaped charm in the middle. “It’s not much, but I was able to buy it.”
Alana sat up quickly. Her bright blue eyes sparkled as she looked at the necklace with awe. “It’s so beautiful!” Her face turned a bit somber as she remembered their situation. “But wouldn’t it have been better if we saved the money to go to the surface?”
“Nah. I want you to have it. Besides, it’s your twenty-fourth birthday today, isn’t it?” Furlan asked with a grin. Careful not to hurt her, he calmly hooked the jewelry around her neck. “There you go.” 
A soft, visible blush painted Alana’s face as she looked down in embarrassment. “Thank you,” she mumbled quietly. She lightly touched the charm, smiling softly. 
A soft pattering echoed in the next room, and then, seconds later, light flowed into the dimly-lit bedroom. The silhouette outlined the younger ginger, who tiredly rubbed at her eyes. “Where’s Big Bro?”
“I’m right here, brat.”
“Oh… why are you in here?” She made her way over and sat in between Levi and Alana. “Couldn’t sleep?”
He only grumbled in response.
“Hey, I have an idea! Why don’t we all sleep together in one room?” Isabel offered happily, seeming completely awake at this point. 
The other three looked at her with shock. Though they had lived together for years, it wasn’t common for them to sleep together. Before Levi could blatantly reject, Furlan gave her a happy smile. “That sounds like a great idea.”
After an hour of convincing the two raven haired roommates, Isabel nuzzled up on her back between Levi and Alana on the extra mattress she brought in. Almost instantly, she was asleep and snoring away. Alana took out her braid and let her hair fall down onto her lower back. Then, she placed the large blanket on top of Isabel. 
“Let’s get some sleep, you two.” Furlan spoke up as he made himself comfortable on Alana’s right side. She complied, but Levi sat just as stubborn as before. He didn’t want anything to do with sleeping so close to any of them. 
“C’mon... Big… Bro,” Isabel mumbled in her sleep. It was almost as if she listened to the entire conversation.
With one more grumble, Levi slid himself across the floor to Isabel’s left side and laid down. Putting his head on his toned arm, he rested on his side, facing away from the rest. While he looked distant, he was secretly smiling to himself. 
The quiet air around them was filled with the snores of Isabel, the hushed whispers and chuckling between Alana and Furlan, and even the faint strumming of a guitar playing outside.
Schauten wir das Licht selbst an
Singen wir unter dem Sternenmeer
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(A/N) This was a very fun fluff chapter to write. Hopefully, it's easier to bond with the characters by having scenes such as these. As I write more and more, the characters really grew on me as their personalities differ, but they all end up getting along like a family. Isabel is like the energetic little sister who is the opposite of the quiet, stoic Levi. Their bickering has to be handled by the caring, motherly Alana and the calm, level-headed Furlan. 
Thank you for reading. And once again, thank you to Brianna for editing.
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vicunaburger · 4 years
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Admittedly, I’m Hard to See
Fandom: Beetlejuice the Musical Chapters: 1/? Pairing: Beetlejuice x OC (Holidae) The Players: Beetlejuice, Lydia Deetz, Holidae Bell Word Count: 1,305 Warnings: Not at this time, but we’ll say M for Language
Notes:
I apologize in advance... for the whole thing. It’s been a minute since I wrote things I felt like posting. 8D
In Which a Stage is Set
It was a weird house.
There were the obvious architectural modifications that made the tri-level craftsman become a modernist nightmare, sure, but there was something else. A vibe, however trite the word had become lately. This aura of unsettling that washed over the place in waves. Even the oddly barren trees and dead grass reflected the "obviously haunted" house look it may or may not have been trying to go for.
Then again, knowing Lydia Deetz, it might have been very intentional.
The aforementioned woman hopped out of the passenger side of the small u-haul truck, stretching her arms upward with a satisfying pop. Even though it had only been since the previous weekend since she had visited her old home, it still always felt like a new experience coming back to the house. Her stepmother was always rearranging the furniture or painting the walls some awful color scheme. Nothing she ever picked would ever be Pantone color of the year, so to speak. Because of Delia's habit of switching design schemes on a dime, the house was always in a state of what the artsy woman called "new flux".
Ever since the Maitlands had gone to their permanent home in the Neitherworld, Delia had been free to let her creative juices flow out into the rest of the house, not just the upstairs area they had allowed her to express herself upon.
Hearing the drive side door open and shut heavily, Lydia turned her attention back to her traveling companion, gesturing to the house in a "ta-da" motion.
"Well? Better in glorious technicolor right?" Lydia walked to the back of the truck to unlatch the lock. "Better than the black and white study at the last show?"
"Glorious isn't... isn't the word. Visually distressing is more accurate. Why the extra wall facade tacked on like that?" The other woman replied.
"Delia", Lydia replied.
There was a nod of understanding, "Explains so much."
Both girls were similar in terms of their lack-of height, but that's where the physical similarities started to pair off. Lydia Deetz was petite and dressed like a fancy little doll stuffed onto the rack of thrift shop; a look she had perfected over the years to a fine science. The other woman, a one Miss Holidae Bell, had a good several pounds on Lydia; choosing to hide her shapely form under ratty jeans and a well-worn, baggy sweater.
Holidae ran a hand through her bobbed, chestnut colored hair, staring up at the house. Her friend was right; seeing it in person was completely different than the photography showcase they hosted last month at the art gallery. Or having lived vicariously through the vivid descriptions late nights in their small college dormitory, a pastime they often shared every time Lydia came back from her home visits.
Sudden movement in a tiny attic window caught her attention, her head tilting forward as she stood on her tiptoes in a attempt to see better.
"Hey Lyddy, didn't you say your parents left yesterday?" Without taking her eyes off the window, Holidae reached out to the side to grab the suitcase she was handed.
Lydia was digging around in her bag for the house keys, "Yep. The 8:20am to Rome."
Holidae jerked her head toward the attic, "Something's moving around upstairs."
Fumbling suddenly with the keys, the other girl shook her head, "Couldn't be... oh, maybe they left a door open! Bad drafts upstairs. Plays up the whole haunted house look, wouldn't you say?"
Lydia's oddly fast reply didn't go unnoticed by Holidae, "Huh. I suppose so. Irresponsible though, what if someone got in and robbed the place?"
"It's Delia. I was lucky to get the spare key set before they made it to the airport." Dragging a heavy suitcase up the gravel walkway, Lydia approached the front door to unlock it.
Holidae stood watching the window for a few more moments before following suit, unable to pinpoint the feeling that her friend was being a little shifty. Maybe Lydia had been truthful during her late night ghost stories about dancing around in the air, or her photos of "ghosts" she took when she was younger. Holidae always chalked it up to her friend's penchant for the bizarre, but it wasn't as though Holidae herself was a skeptic about the supernatural. It was one of the reasons the girls had bonded so quickly as roommates.
There was never any judgement made about one or the other's eccentric qualities. Just a casual acceptance that well, that's how they are. No harm done. No questions asked.
Well, Holidae thought as she crossed the threshold into the house proper, it would make for an interesting occupancy.
As both women made their way into the relatively normal - for a change - footprint of the house, a pang of guilt struck Lydia deep in her chest. She didn't like lying to Holidae, but certain facts about the home's... other guest... weren't something to be discussed within the first few minutes into the house.
Breakfast, maybe?
Or never?
She doubted she could really get away with keeping the attic's occupant a secret for the long term; he wouldn't stay quiet with someone new in the house.
The other occupant was less of a guest and more of a very permanent resident. It's the unfortunate result of not reading the handbook thoroughly, Juno had told him; not that she encouraged him to read the thing cover to cover. The less he knew, the more she could ignore him.
Beetlejuice watched from the attic window; a thin trail of smoke rising from the cigarette he just lit up. Lydia, his best bestest friend in this world or beyond, had done her best to explain the new housing situation to him. Truthfully, he may or may not have zoned out during the conversation, but he got the gist of what she was trying to say.
No, she is not some breather replacement best friend.
I will of course come and talk to you all the time!
Just be good... please?
Don't scare Holli or so HELP ME, BJ-
Things like that. Like he was some little kid.
...that last point was probably high up on Lydia's priority list, but not so much on his.
He took a drag off the cigarette, trying to eavesdrop on the conversation below. Lydia had accurately described Holidae's appearance, he mused, must be a photographer thing. Thicker build than the waif-like Lydia - which was something she had not imparted to him fully - but he was infinitely thankful for the surprise. Meat on a breather was something he had admitted to himself he was keen on, not that he would turn any sort of partner down based on looks. He was an equal opportunity demon, after all.
Beetlejuice's face broke out in a very wide grin when he noticed Holidae staring upward, and he waved just for kicks, "Oh-ho, you're going to be too much fun, aren't you?"
He pressed his face comically hard against the window glass, banging on the frame as hard as he could. Holidae was still staring, meaning something he was doing was getting through to her. Sure, Lydia could always see and converse with him with ease, and that was something uniquely special about his friend. It would make sense that she would find another living soul that had the same affinity for the strange and unusual to pal around with when she wasn't hanging out with him. Just how strange was yet to be determined.
Stamping out the cigarette, he wandered back to the center of his little attic space, "Might as well get the introductions out of the way. Would hate to be a poor host."
With a small puff of smoke, he disappeared into lower floor of the house.
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theharellan · 4 years
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Dragon Age Words I’ve Written Over the Years
I say “words” because some of my favourite work I’ve written in threads. Most are Solas-centric because this is a Solas rp blog, but not all. @unofficialdragonageday
Dare to be in the Company of Those Stronger Than You, 2015-2019. Fan written banter between the canon characters of Dragon Age: Inquisition and Solas. Find more (including OC and non-DA:I characters) here in my banter tag.
Tales of Fen’Harel, 2017. There are always two sides to every legend. A series of original legends about Fen'Harel.    
Five Times Defended, 2019. Solas & Mythal, platonic. Five times Solas put his life or word on the line for Mythal.
A Memory That Strains, 2019. Solas & Mythal, platonic. He had always thought of her as the best of them, but when he sees a path forward for the People, she draws back. Solas confronts Mythal in her temple on the eve of the Elvhen Rebellion.
Five Times Enlightened, 2019. Solas & Wisdom, platonic. Wisdom was one of his oldest and dearest friends, and had offered him countless lessons over its existence, and beyond.
It Tastes of Despair, 2017. This world tries to mimic the one Solas knows, the ways in which it falls short leaves him hollow.
I Cannot Come In (Unless You Dream of Me), 2017. (tumblr, ao3) nb!Lavellan x Solas. When word of Ian’s capture reaches Solas, he does everything within his power to see him brought safely home. Strongly recommended that you read @theshirallen​‘s drabble, “And My Heart Cannot Be,” first as this is a response to it.
Never Far From My Mind, 2019. (tumblr: part i, part ii) nb!Lavellan x Solas. Brief moments where Solas thinks of Ian, part of a continuing series.
A Name That Fits, 2019. (tumblr, ao3) nb!Lavellan x Solas. While Dreaming in the Hissing Wastes, Solas finds himself confronted with a spirit sickened with fear. In his efforts to heal it, he is forced to confront uncomfortable feelings about his own identity, and seek comfort in another’s arms.
Five Times Loved, 2016. nb!Lavellan x Solas. Five times Solas demonstrates his love for Ian, set during one of the hardest points in Ian’s life.
Naked, Vulnerable, but Completely Content, 2018. (tumblr, ao3) nb!Lavellan x Solas. Nights of sleeplessness sometimes call for creative solutions. Solas suggests Ian Lavellan try a lavender-scented bath, but Ian would rather not enjoy it by himself.
Five Times Flirted, 2018. nb!Lavellan x Solas. Burgeoning feelings between Solas and Ian are slow to take root. This world and its customs are strange, but he feels he needs to make his affection known.
Five Times Solas Held a Baby, 2018. nb!Lavellan x Solas. Ian keeps handing babies to Solas for some reason.
First Kiss, 2017. (ao3, tumblr) nb!Lavellan x Solas. “For just a moment, I want to be brave in ways I’ve never tried before.” Ian Lavellan kisses Solas for the first time.
Apodyopis, 2019. (tumblr, ao3) nb!Lavellan x Solas. The act of mentally undressing someone. Solas finds himself hoping something more will come of tonight, but knows his desires are not the only ones which matter.
Was It Only a Kiss?, 2018. nb!Lavellan x Solas. A roleplay thread between myself and @theshirallen about Solas and Ian’s first true kiss.  
Five Times Hugged, 2018. (tumblr, ao3) Solas & f!Cadash, platonic.  Solas isn’t much of a hugger, but Thora is.
Expectations, 2019. (tumblr, ao3) Solas & f!Cadash, platonic. Rewrite of the balcony scene between Solas and my Inquisitor, with the conversation taking a different route.
On the Meaning of Names, 2018. Solas & f!Cadash, platonic. Thora takes it upon herself to learn elvhen, and during her lessons happens upon a familiar word.  
The Year That Wasn’t, 2019. nb!Lavellan x Solas, Solas & f!Cadash, platonic. This is technically unfinished but it’s a thread between myself, myself, and @theshirallen​ that I love enough to share in its incomplete state. Set during the quest In Hushed Whispers, where Ian can be picked up alongside other companions.
All We Are is a Promise, 2015. (tumblr, ao3) f!Cadash x Blackwall. Thora and Blackwall spend their first night together after taking him back post-personal quest.
That Mercy you to others show, show that Mercy to Me, 2017. (tumblr, ao3) f!Cadash x Blackwall, Solas x nb!Lavellan. Solas seeks wisdom in an Inquisitor who chose to forgive Blackwall.
Let’s Be Selfish, 2019. (tumblr, ao3) f!Cadash x Harding. The Orlesian Civil War was over, but its conclusion left Thora Cadash feeling hollow and tired. Lace tries to lighten the evening, to do something to reclaim it for themselves.
Morning After Kiss, 2019. (tumblr, ao3) Merrill x Sera. It’s funny, waking up in the wrong bed but the right place. Merrill finds herself at home in Sera’s sheets after a night of fun.
Forbidden Kiss, 2019. (tumblr, ao3) f!Aeducan x Gorim. Gorim and Tamar Aeducan don’t have the luxury of being open with their affection.
You Are Not Alone, 2015. Solas has left the Inquisition, but his ghost lingers in Skyhold’s walls. A short piece on what Solas’ absence might feel like to those he left behind.
Taking Up the Grey, 2014. A series of drabbles following a Warden Carver Hawke and his interactions with the cast of Dragon Age: Awakening.
I don’t want this to take up more space than it already will on the dash, so I’ll link you to my writing tag on Solas and my DA multi and leave it at this. Thank you to my rp partners for the five years of inspiration!  ❤️
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🎀 - Can you describe your original emotional response to the ending of Trespasser, when playing as Iwyn Lavellan?
how dare? you? make me think back? LOL. 
So, as you know I’ve talked about before, I was spoiled for Crestwood, but not for Trespasser. So I was not that heartbroken over Crestwood, but I didn’t expect Solas to leave at the end of the game. 
Having seen the Trespasser trailer (but nothing else, even if I played way after it was released), I knew that Solas would make an appearance. 
So. 
I rushed the game. I was so upset over not being able to choose Solas as a companion. The X with the romance tarot was really… something. I had such a longing, such desperation. I thought, I was certain, that I could find him and then he could be part of my party again .
I know. I know. I’m a hopeless romantic. An idiot romantic. 
So in many ways I was not paying attention to the Trespasser plot - I don’t care about the Qunari or whatever. Just let me find my lover!! ( I really should replay it and maybe pay attention lol)
So I get to the scene with Solas, and I’m looking at the time I played and I realize that there is probably not a lot of the game left, and a sort of disbelief settles over me. 
As I also said before, I don’t usually get deep into my OC and their mind, when I playthrough it is mostly a sort of ‘empty vessel’ for ME to experience the story in rpgs - so in many ways I felt this for myself. Iwyn’s patience and determinism and confidence didn’t play much into my experience - in many ways those came later (tho was influenced by my choices in retrospect). It was so immediate. 
I loved the conversation with Solas, his explanations. I love his voice, alright, and I love getting some more glimpses into the lore. As an atheist myself, it make fully sense to me, that the Creators were powerful mages rather than true gods. I was fascinated by Solas story.
I did choose things I feel Iwyn would say - including asking Solas about his plans and all the details. I was completely enraptured. 
I think the only jarring moment was the ‘What is the Dalish saying…’ I honestly felt like it was too cheeky for the gravity of the situation, esp since we didn’t actually have a sex scene. (Initially I didn’t chose ‘and so he did’ as a reply but I did go back and play that part to test it out. It didn’t feel like Iwyn would raise to the bait, and I think that was one one the moments I did think about her personality). 
THEN the end. OH THE END. the var lath vir suledin - I got the gist, but I had to look it up. Solas walking away.
“I’ll never forget you.” 
I was so torn between heartbreak and anger and disbelief. HOW DARE HE?
I don’t think I cried. I think I was more stunned? and devastated. and awe at the whole… amount of feelings. of course the, the exalted council came to the conclusion after, and my feelings were so RAW, and I got so upset when they wanted to shut down the inquisition. I do think playing as Iwyn Lavellan was important here - is this because I’m an elf? You want me to save you, and then take away my power?
So I had a lot of ‘over my dead body’ feelings here. It was too much on top of the whole Solas thing, and I also felt like it would be better to have an organisation at my back, finding him. This was a defining moment for Iwyn’s characterization as well, as you know. 
I was very relived at Cassandra saying ‘find our friend’. It was nice to see she did think of him as a friend. I remember a tiny easy breath. 
Then ofc Cass reading Varrics book in the epilogue was a welcome comic relief. 
after, like the week after. I remember being incredibly ineffective at work. Looking up elven phrases. reading DA wiki. Trying to find that perfect fix it fanfic (and not being satisfied, which ultimately led to this new hobby of writing a discovery of which I will be eternally grateful and worth every ounce of suffering. )
whew. 
congrats to whomever managed to read this far lol
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