Every breath is like a storm
Every heart beat is a quake
Each tear is a flood
And her dreams are mountain
That's how she is
As wild as nothing else
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wow wow wow what an absolute horrid day. Actually, the day is not even over. Who knows if I will make it through these next handful of hours. I just want to take a shower with the hottest waters hell has to offer and then crawl into bed to stare at the wall. My intake is under 1,000cals and it was all healthy stuff but I am being a complete spaz about it. I know I am being depressive over my food so I don't have to be depressive over other things. It is so sad and pathetic of me. my brain feels like it is about to explode.
fruit & soup- rounding up to 800cals
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daily intake: 1 slice of avacodo toast, spicy fried rice and an egg, diet coke and amaretto. may or may not drink a bottle of wine later
either 650 or 1259 depending on the wine
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idk why, i feel like i should tell ya about my intake today.
Six mozzarella sticks from Checkers (with marinara sauce)
One french fry from Checkers (literally one fry)
One chicken bite from Checkers (literally one piece)
One small sprite (from Checkers again 🤦♀️🤦♀️😭) with a little ice
And a little bit of water
That's about it i hope i didn't miss anything
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Day 0 (before I saw the results).
1031 calories.
Steps: 7169.
I decided I'll eat at the bar whenever I can. Not as a reward but as some sort of consolation. It's hard to explain. Also being around people has become vital to me. I want to know them and I want them to know me. I want their clients to be curious about me.
After that I'll go to the park to walk, read, and walk again. I need to make as many points as possible on the app so I can make donations.
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yuck sad low day. I just want snuggles and nice things.
intake:
chia "pudding" w/ apricot
protein muffin
protein drink
rice
idk total cals. just too much.
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extremely fucked up that eating healthy makes me gassy. i decide i'm gonna have a nutritious bowl of quinoa, veggies, and lean meat for lunch and my body thanks me by giving me unbearable abdominal pain for the following six hours that can only possibly be relieved by getting into a yoga pose and ripping a ten second long uninterrupted fart. unbelievable
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