#dealing drugs tw

[antiquecritique]

|| Matthew & Duncan ||

Even though he now had an actual employee in the store, Duncan still did all of the errands personally. Mostly because some errands were quite difficult to explain and give instructions for. Aside from restoring old furniture pieces, procuring misplaced or homeless art, retouching damaged paintings or completing rare sets of collector’s items, Duncan was quite good at finding and acquiring other things as well. As long as it was rare, in one way or another mystical and difficult to obtain, Duncan found it to be enough of a challenge to have him drawn out of his store in attempts to track it down. This may also sometimes include things that were somewhat beyond Duncan’s specialty, but not out of his reach as far as he could help it.

So, after a brief research on the infamous belladonna, or more commonly known as the deadly nightshade, which was the main ingredient of the item he now had in an inconspicuous paper bag like it were nothing more than some random groceries from a grocery store, Duncan made his way out of the night market, efficient and brief with his errand as always. The jar of the Sleeping Death, a type of poison whose recipe was almost lost and forgotten to most herbalists and poison makers, would soon find a buyer, already pre-ordered for purposes Duncan didn’t inquire about. After all, means to cause death were of little concern to one who’d already experienced his own.

However, on his way back he got sidetracked, which was quite rare since nothing could drag Duncan’s attention away unless he allowed it to. A face he knew had just stepped out of a shop further down the street Duncan had stepped on, a face he fancied he could see some features on that he could also recognize in himself. This wasn’t the first time Duncan had seen Matthew Baudelaire, a young man coming from a long line of an intricately branching family tree Duncan was intimately familiar with. There was once a very brief week in the past when Duncan had passed through Greywood, lingering only temporarily, when he’d stalked the Baudelaire family home without ever being detected and noticed a few children playing in the backyard, rambunctious and loud, which was typical of most little ones. The mop of unruly curls was as memorable then as it was now. The next time he’d found Matthew when he moved back to Greywood more permanently, Duncan had no problem matching that child’s face to its adult version. Now, it was well committed to memory.

However, what piqued Duncan’s interest even more was the man who'd followed after Matthew, coming out of the store behind him to continue whatever deceptively friendly chatter they’d engaged in before their transaction was done. Well, at least the man was trying to be friendly with Matthew, the guy a real schmoozer, one of those hustling street peddlers who’d talk to you like they were selling you fog even when all you’ve asked them was how they’ve been lately. Duncan knew that face too. He never forgot a face. It was a face that once saw Duncan’s crisp suit and eye-catching silver pocket watch chain and perceived a chance to lighten Duncan’s wallet for a few dollar bills. Needless to say, nothing the man had tried to sell him had managed to catch Duncan’s interest. After all, he had no need of a dealer of any kind, unless what they dealt with was a potential Rembrandt, a piece by Sheraton or a collection of an old volume set. But apparently, Matthew’s search did involve a dealer of exactly this sort, much to Duncan’s mild surprise. However, it wasn’t a smart choice to put this sort of trust onto this specific fellow and that Duncan was very well aware of. It took the old vampire only one conversation with the man to know that he was decidedly not the right person to do any ‘business’ with.

@matthewbaudelaire

#::DuncanxMatthew #death mention tw #drugs tw #dealing drugs tw #HERE HAVE A NOVEL #sorry not sorry!

[honeysodas]

This games sm fun dude..

#regretevator #regretevator roblox #roblox regretevator #roblox #roblox game #infected roblox #party noob #poob #lampert #regretevator lampert #unpleasant gradient #tw drugs #i dont rlly ship lampert and infected that much its probably more platonic but they seem funny whats their deal man...

[tangledinink]

hey. do you remember when we were six, and you walked me to the nurse's office when i fell and skinned my knee? do you remember when we were twenty-three, and i called you paramedics because you overdosed on xanax?

do you remember when we were four, and you held my hand at the ballpark when i was afraid we'd get split up? do you remember when we were eighteen and i left home and never came back?

do you remember when we were eleven, and i beat you at that car racing game that you liked so much for the first time ever, and you were devastated?

hey. do you remember when i was twenty-five, and i got the call from mom?

#sometimes grieving is recreating your dead twins dumbest fucking selfies and then writing poetry about it #yknow? #griefaversary #vent #personal #cw sibling death #tw sibling death #sibling death #tw family death #cw family death #family death #drug ment tw #drug ment #drug use #tw overdose #fidgetwing #grief #dealing with grief #tw grief #twins #cw grief

[elderwisp]

◁ || ▷ now playing

Atlas: [ internally ] They say that blood is thicker than water. But the blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb. So who’s your staunch companion? I’ll go first. Some would say it’s an old friend of mine.

#mom the girls are fighting again! #tessellate #no but in all serious i've really wanted to show how these two deal with conflict #we have one person that's completely self destructive while the other deals with it by swallowing it and working to the bone #speaking of self destructive this is like the first official introduction into atlas's struggle with addiction #i'm nervous as hell talking about this but it's also something incredibly personal too #tw drugs #the sims 4 #sims 4 edit #sims 4 story

[schizopositivity]

Why it's hard for schizophrenic people to get treatment and diagnosis for physical health problems:

• Having "schizophrenic" in our charts makes a lot of medical professionals automatically not believe us. Especially if it is a problem that they can't instantly see themselves. They may think we are either delusional or having some kind of tactile hallucinations. They could see it more as a "psychiatric problem" rather than the physical medical problem that it is.

• If you have flat or blunted affect, they may not believe you, especially if you are describing pain. They have the expectations that you would be screaming, crying, grimacing, etc. When you are straight faced and monotone and say "I am in extreme pain right now" they will likely not believe you. And this paired with medical professionals views of chronic pain just makes them not believe you even more.

• Alexithymia makes describing your symptoms very hard, and even harder to describe how the symptoms affect you. The medical professional goes off of what you tell them, if you are vague or don't have the words, they will not understand you or not believe what you are describing. Either way that will hinder your road to treatment and diagnosis.

• Having memory problems, or trouble keeping track of things can also hinder your care. If you can't remember, or even remember to write down how often a symptom occurs, how long it lasts, how it felt in the moment, and how it impacted your life at the time, they may once again not believe you. Diagnosis often requires some sort of timeline or prevalence of symptoms, and not keeping track of that could keep you from diagnosis.

• They may avoid prescribing pain killers (even if you need it) because the fact that schizophrenic people are more likely to abuse drugs than the general population. And while that fact is true, it doesn't mean that someone in extreme pain does not deserve the right to pain killers just as much as anyone else who needs them.

• Being part of a disenfranchised group while also being schizophrenic can have compounding affects on your physical health treatment. Being low-income, being a person of color, being assigned female at birth, being transgender, being intersex, any other disenfranchised group or any combination of these will impact how you are treated by the healthcare system.

• Fear of medical professionals, or fear of Dr.s offices can impact the quality of your visit. You may feel too frightened to tell them how you really feel, you may just completely avoid going into the building at all. This can happen to anyone but is especially common for schizophrenic people due to our paranoia, inability to advocate for ourselves, lack of self esteem, historical medical abuse or personal experiences with medical abuse. Plus we can have doubts about the quality of our care because of any of the other reasons listed above.

And all this occurs while we as schizophrenic people, are at higher risks of several physical health problems (you can read about it here):

#i will make a part 2 on how i personally deal with these issues #this itself is just to raise awareness #schizophrenia #tw medical abuse #schizophrenia stigma #sanism #flat affect #blunted affect #memory problems #memory issues #alexithymia #medical abuse #medical neglect #tw healthcare #tw drs #tw painkillers #tw medication #tw drug abuse

[pfhwrittes]

https://www.tumblr.com/pfhwrittes/739087985055809536/a-quick-little-something-for-dealing-drugs-and

Could you add to this at all?

I’m not sure if you do anons but if you do and If it’s available could I be- 🐙?

(I’m 19 years old)

hi anon, of course you can be 🐙 (also thank you for specifying your age, that's very sweet of you but not necessary. i'm going to trust my anons that they're over 18)

gosh lets see what i can pull up as a follow up for this post. i'll have to dig into my murky memories to see if i can remember where it was going (or maybe to drag up some inspiration).

TW: unspecified intoxication, nausea mention (but no vomit), dubcon touching (johnny doesn't ask before touching the reader character, and the reader character can't consent anyway).

pairing: john mactavish x female reader --

you're sat on the kitchen floor, cool tiles bleeding the slightly feverish heat from your body, propping yourself up against the cabinet behind you. you stomach roils and you take a careful breath through your nose.

"y'alright there, hen?"

you blink open your eyes hazily, not entirely sure when they dropped closed, to look up at one of the men from the living room. did he follow you? where's your friend? you swallow and shake your head carefully. the kitchen blurs and spins around you so you close your eyes again.

"easy, easy. don't want ye makin' yerself sick now."

you feel two calloused palms cradle your face, a thumb strokes your cheekbone lightly sending a burst of heat and static up into your temple.

"m'gonna be sick." you manage to slur out through numb lips but the hands don't pull away.

"naw, yer no'. just need a drink of water is all, hen." one of the hands moves away from your hot face and you feel something cool and smooth nudge your lower lip. you blink your rolling eyes open so you can focus on the glass of water - is it water? - under your nose.

the man tilts your head back slightly and you sip carefully. the water washes away the slightly sour taste in your mouth and you hum to let this helpful stranger know you're done for now.

"good girl, well done." your helpful stranger practically purrs at you as he removes the glass from your lips. you feel his thumb swipe at a bead of water in the corner of your mouth and your world tilts slightly on its axis again. maybe you should ask him to stop touching you now, but you feel like you'll shatter into pieces without the anchor of his palm on your cheek and the thumb that's now resting on your bottom lip.

"is that right?" he asks sounding amused. oh, you must've mumbled some of that out loud. you blink at your stranger, wondering if his eyes really are that blue. who is he anyway? did he follow you? where's your friend?

"'m johnny. i saw you go out into the kitchen. your friend..." he pauses briefly and you're fascinated by the way his lips twitch as he contemplates the words he wants to say. you want to touch the stubble on his jaw. "is a wee bit busy at the moment. so i thought i'd better check on you."

you hum, you know what busy means. and oh, you must've asked him your questions out loud again. you don't know if that's a good thing so you close your heavy eyelids again. maybe that will help you keep your thoughts inside your head.

"hey, c'mon hen. you cannae fall asleep here." johnny taps your lip to get your attention. "let's get you somewhere more comfortable."

you mumble something half formed and garbled about not wanting to see whatever it is your friend is doing with the other men in the living room and johnny huffs a quiet laugh.

"naw, naw. c'mon i'll put you up in my room, how does that sound?"

that sounds pretty good. so you let johnny manoeuvre your uncooperative body upwards and trust him to guide you out of the kitchen in your haze.

you miss whatever he says to the hulking figure in the doorway as you focus on keeping your feet in contact with the floor but you're very aware of the way his hand on your waist burns like a brand.

somewhere in the back of your mind a tiny shrill voice warns you about something before it gets washed away. maybe you'll remember after having a lie down.

-- taglist: @kaadaaan

#dealing drugs and feelings #pfh answers #🐙 anon #tw drug mention #tw nausea mention #tw dubcon #female reader #john mactavish x female reader #here you go anon! i hope you like it! #also guys: please be careful if you're getting fucked up. stick with your friends and don't mix drugs and alcohol please #jm

[the-aussie-simmer]

A turn of events no one was expecting 😂

#agnes crumplebottom #I mean I'd smoke too if I had that depressing ass life 😭 #yes that's Eddie Munson doing his drug dealing best #sims 4 #sims 4 mods #eddie munson #basemental drugs #sims 4 basemental #tw drugs #cq drugs #cw weed #tw weed #funny sims #funny sims 4

[kamerlort]

funniest sketch i’ve ever done under the cut (tw for drug mention/depiction)

being a pothead means i have to draw all of my favorite characters smoking weed 😔😀 obvs jimmy is the main stoner on the tortuga and always shares his stash with ppl.. especially chris after he’s had a long ass day of dealing with zach awkwardly hitting on him and failing

#wild kratts #chris kratt #tw drugs #tw weed #art #my art #the way i’m def inking this today along w some martin and zach sketches.. #wild kratts hyperfixation giving me the only motivation i’ve had in a year tbh #also sorry for weird thing in the corner i draw on picsart and i forgot to edit it out and now i’m lazy #chris dealing with zach via text saying he’s gonna block his number if he doesn’t stop trying to rizz him up over messages #zach sobbing on other end #also chris kratt if u ever see this i’m so sorry for ruining your wholesome kids show with my bullshit

[marshmallow-biscuit-blog]

#tw weed #tw drugs #weed #drugs #cuphead #mugman #the cuphead show #cuphead don't deal with the devil

[throttlegainwell]

Sort of combining WIP Wednesday with that ficwip word game Wednesday thing (which is "missing" this week), so here's one from Dear Whoever You Are:

When my mom told us about you, Jonathan looked like he was going to puke. Then he looked empty. He’s mostly been high ever since, so I don’t really know how he feels about you. But, then, he was high before Mom told him, and he might have been at least a little high when she told him, too. I promise you’d like him. He’s a good person. You want someone like him in your corner. But I guess you can’t have him. I can’t really either at the moment, so maybe we’re in the same boat there, except that I know what it’s supposed to feel like so I know what I’m missing, and you’re probably all alone.

#i don't know why like 75% of my jonathan-related posting this past week has been drug-related #it's a fluke i promise it'll taper off #(i'm interested in the drug thing i just don't think it's a massive deal) #(will does though) #drugs tw #dear whoever you are wip #writing tag

[misssprinkles]

If you could be anyone in cemetery mary who would you be? Also I live your content🥰🥰🥰

Mary. Again.

I love her

I already relate to her alot

SPOILERS, DRUG, AND DEATH MENTIONS

3. All the other characters dont have great lives (Reginalds a serial killer, Crowven and Twyla have gangs, Theo dies, Zapara has a drug issue, etc) I think Marys life has the best circumstances of them all. Especially in the true end.

#Also tyyyyyy! #That means a lot to me! #arcadekitten #noisrevverse #cemetery mary #cm #You might start to see a pattern with me lol #I even dressed up as Mary for halloween #mary anta #mary #I dont think I could deal with the guilt of being Crowven Reginald or Twyla #I get guilty really easily #I get guilty just from saying a little white lie #Drug Mention TW #Drug TW #Death TW #Killing TW #Bro the amount of times I tried to post this and it crashed the editor. #All cuz i put commas in the tags

[jupiter3]

@vitalphenomena

"you're fifty short."

#brothers in... [redacted] dealing? #drugs tw / #ask to tag #vitalphenomena #* t. jm.

[pfhwrittes]

i'm blowing the dust of johnny's dealing drugs and feelings headcannon and rereading my bullet points. i think i've done alright, so have some of my bullet points under the cut.

edit to add: tagging @kaadaaan because i made a note to tag you in future ddaf stuff a million years ago (and because it's johnny)

didn't get into drug usage until after he joined up with the armed forces because absolutely nothing was going to stop him from making it in.

was familiar with drugs before he joined because his sister's shitty ex-boyfriend was a low level dealer of weed and eccies

definitely acts as price's coke dealer and kyle's shroom guy (undecided if johnny has a little shroom set up in his wardrobe in his place off base).

for sure buys weed off simon to sell on when he goes back to glasgow to see his sister (comes back and splits the profits 70/30 with simon).

the kind of man who "knows a guy" who might have a number for you if you're looking for something specific.

pretty sound as far as dealers go, always sorts you a little bit more than what you want. (eg if you want a gram he'll sort you 1.2 with a wink. ends up with a lot of repeat customers that way.)

#dealing drugs and feelings #pfh wips #tw drugs #jm #this is very rough but it's heading in the right direction at least

[panicbones]

man i love weed dont get me wrong but i really dont like hanging with ppl who are stoned all the time and when i tell ppl that they act like im being a killjoy like? no? i equally dislike when ppl are drunk off their ass. im allowed to be uncomfortable with substance use

#i find it deeply aggravating and difficult to deal with ppl who are so inebriated with SOMETHING that i can barely have a conversation w the #i just dont like being around ppl who use substances in excess anyways? #weed is more acceptable sure but its still a substance #i understand when its for pain management but if you arent doing that. you might have an addiction problem #also weed is overall seen as softer than alcohol and generally by way of how ppl act it is #but i still dont like it #this is starting to become an issue for me cuz my roommates best friend who comes over often is always always high #and i feel like a dick but i want them to cut back on it very badly. at least in my own home #idk. i might just be in a weird mood #skeletal chatter #weed cw #drug abuse tw

[thelimecrimes]

My humble opinions on SDV Characters and their relationships with the Devil's Lettuce.

#stardew valley #tier list #weed #tw drug use #ppl who say Harvey would be pro-weed are wack he's a small town doctor he's probably misinformed as hell #also if it's illegal in the valley he would not risk that shit #he's sending you to rehab #Also Elliott probably tried it in College but he's a huge hypocrite now he's older #Non-human means they'd give you that raid shadow legends pack w/o thinking abt how it'd kill you #Penny is OK with it bc Pam deals but if she ever tried to sell to a kid she'd literally murder her #and I'll stand by that Evelyn's cookies are edibles until the day I die

[alilaro]

people joke about the Hat Man like a cryptid, but from experience if you pop 20 of those benzos your ass is gonna have to deal with this

#hid it under read more bc im NICE (and also am a big BABY) #horror tw #eye horror #body horror #ommetaphobia tw #drugs tw #ask to tag #hat man #take more and you might even get to meet his family #this is what jordan peterson had to deal with for years this is why his brain all fucked up #sorry lobster boy but im built different #also pls dont actually do this i have psychosis and addiction problems im just being a clown rn