My husband and I were in Walmart yesterday and saw an old coworker. Now, we didn't particularly talk to this coworker because we a) weren't in the same dept. and b) she was pretty passive-aggressive, even on good days.
So this old coworker asks us how we're doing since we left Walmart like 8 months ago. My husband told her where he was working now, and she asked me "What about you? What do you do now?"
"I'm a freelance artist and I'm writing a fantasy novel," was my simple answer.
She gave me this sarcastic surprised face and goes "OoOOOoOhohohoOO. So you work from home? Must be nice and easy."
.-. Like, YOU asked ME.
I stopped talking to her after that. Like, no it's not fucking easy. I want to make art and writing my career, and my husband working is what's keeping our heads slightly above water right now. I can't drive a car, so any job I get has to be online where I CAN work from home, and no one has answered my applications yet, save for ONE that I'm reading a 175-page guidebook for and then taking a 3-part test for. Working from home is no easier than putting in an application for any other job and working there, and I've not got a single commission from my artwork because I'm just not to the level that people want to commission me, and that's understandable, but dude, I'm going broke so I gotta try something lol
But if she had known any of that, I knew that instead of meeting me with empathy, she would have instead said, "You should never have left Walmart" because they have a cultish way of thinking. You're either one of us or you're not, and if you're not, then you're fucking missing out. That's corporate America.
So I have to say, when you see someone that you haven't seen in a while, don't pry into their business, especially if you're going to be passive-aggressive or uppity about it. Your struggles are not greater than someone else's. People have shit going on in their life. Whatever they choose to tell you is not the whole story, and you are not entitled to the whole story.
Comic #301: Burnout - Website links: Here!
I always do my best work when challenged by myself rather than others. So no surprise that my burnout is getting worse. People who gently suggest I take a break, I love you, but this is my livelihood. I can't stop my job unless I get a new one, that's just reality. I do my best to make time for myself and to take breaks for my health, this is why I've lasted so long on a candle melted down to the wick
🤔 Q for artists: there is a product you've done artwork for.
It gets published, and you see your artwork has been altered by the publisher — in-house, — compared to the originals you've submitted.
How would you feel in this situation?
Hey if someone commissions you says they can't use third party apps but can pay ny check-thats a scam right??
This felt fishy from the start but I figured he was just. A normal straight bro guy whose never done commissions (insta gram account made 3 weeks ago very weird way of talking. Asked the price after i sent him my commission sheet. No intrest in the sketches) I should've mentioned payment methods earlier... but uhh yeah.
So I finished the pet portrait commission. Not sure what to do now.
I WANT!! to be a person who does little dnd doodles immediately after sessions and I WANT to be a person who nature journals regularly and I WANT to be a person who brings watercolors to colorado and actually uses them I WANT to do art casually and freely and joyfully as a reflection and extension of being an active participant in the world!!! FUCK!!!!
@nnoiffu replied to your post “funniest thing about being medicated for ADHD is...”:
moving from art to business was the best decision i ever made and now im an analyst and i would not trade it for anything
yeah i feel like you get me lol especially because i know you and i share very similar views of both our capitalist hellscape + value in art ( creating, and receiving; visual, written, or otherwise )
i am having a lovely time drawing daily again, focusing on improving fundamentals again and revisiting projects/ideas i've had for years. tomorrow i am hosting a three hour figure drawing session in an art discord, and i'm really excited about it. i am actually struggling to play video games, because i am just more interested in drawing all the time, and it feels great.
and honestly one of the last things i want to do right now is try to take all that, and the enjoyment i'm getting out of it, and adjust it to the current environment of professional art - one of the og hustle cultures lol.
well, I’ve just had to dodge THREE DIFFERENT SCAM ATTEMPTS on Instagram in the past 2 weeks. At this point I’m like 90% sure they were all separate accounts run by the same guy who is stealing strangers’ photos and posing as multiple people.
WARNING TO OTHER SMALL ARTISTS. They’re targeting small accounts that are desperate for commissions. If someone messages you requesting pet portraits and won’t make payments through a third party app like PayPal, Venmo or Kofi and instead want to do a direct deposit of some kind, DON’T FUCKING TAKE IT. block them, report them and run.
#ENDLESSSHADEPRINT
Compilation of the many drafts created for the 'Midnight Plaza' series. A lot of experimenting, adjustments and edits before delivering the final draft.