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noahhawthorneauthor · 3 months
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It was a mellow month for reading, but they were all good books. Here's some of my priority reads for February.
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piizunn · 1 year
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mihkokwaniy
by joshua whitehead
mihkokwaniy
my kokum has many names:
the indian woman
the whitehead lady
a saskatoon female
but my favourite is:
the beauty queen;
they never meant to call her beautiful
what they meant by beauty was:
cheapdirtybrownprostitutedrugaddictalcoholicfirewaterslut
when they write: “an indian about 35 years old
naked from the waist down
died from asphyxiation
at the queen’s hotel
effects of alcohol
&sedatives”
they don’t mean beauty as in:
mino iskwēw
or: “pleasing the sense or mind aesthetically;
of a very high standard; excellent”
what they mean is
she is beautiful for a squaw in ‘62
she pleases the body
of white men who burn in the loins
for the teal-shade of a browning bruise;
when i type into google
“how to say beautiful in cree”
i get: shaoulle
& when i type that into google i get:
“brutal murder-sex assault case”
seeRE:rinelleharpercindygladuetinafontaine
that’s my grandmother:
she is a mino iskwēw
the beauty queen
a woman with a name:
rose whitehead
&shediedbecauseofit
i read somewhere that saskatchewan
is an economic machine
for producing rape—
seed&honey
& in tisdale you can buy a mug that says:
the land of rape and honey
that’s where my kokum is buried
& her grave is a modest little place
where rabbits visit & sometimes chew
where little dandelions bloom
grant wishes to the wind
to her children who are scattered
across the plains of kanata
looking for a quick fix
& for anger to heal
or at least amend
like it does for a judge
who gifts a man six years
for the death of three women;
i think of my nôhtâwiy
her son who lost his name to a polish man
& felt the sting of day schools
even if priests beat & made honey
with their fists smooshed
into the sweet rot of little brown boys
who liked hockey & lived in suburbs
with whites who made them wait
in the freezing cold
& broke their noses on the ice—
but you’re still not ready to apologize
for that just white yet
my kokum has made many headlines:
“woman found strangled”
being the most consistent
a fifty word article that calls for sympathy
not for the “strangulation death
of the whitehead woman”
but for the man:
steven kozaruk of esterhazy
who “was suffering from the effects
of alcohol and sleeping pills”
even with a “seven-man jury”
& “thirteen witnesses,” lives—
his whiteness is his weakness
(even if its biceps can crack a brown neck like a wishbone)
and that weakness is his innocence;
the life of my kokum is worth:
six years & fifty words;
all these things overlap
interweave, interlay, interplay, interact
penes
|inter|intra|
|probo|capio|vita|
terra|corona|letum|nullius
tansimaslow
my kokum is famous
a real holly golightly
i bet she even eats
fried bologna sandwiches
at tiffanys
aint that right gran?
when i visit your grave
in saskatoon
i see the face of kozaruk
on the prairie scene
fatteninginsuburbia
& here you are
with a rag-tag little monument
made of sticks & leaves
stems from jackrabbits
that seem to visit often
a little blue ribbon
god knows from who
& a sad little brown boy
with a million questions like:
how are you doing?
do you hate klik too?
what would life have been like
if you had lived beyond thirtyfive?
would i be alive?
would the cancers in my dad
not have crept & lived
spelled doom on his skin?
would i be able to speak cree
without having to google translate
this for you?
would you make me cookies
& teach me how to sew back on the limbs
to my plush rabbit floppy ears?
would you call me “m’boy?”
& take me to sundances
powwows, bingo nights too?
would you make sure i feed the rez dogs
when they all come around?
would you make me a jingle dress
cause i want to be a pretty dancer like you—
would you teach me what it means to be two-spirit
tell me i can be a beautiful brown boy in love?
make me say niizh manitoag—feel the power on the tongue?
would you teach me to knead bannock
make life from lard—
a real ratio for reckoning?
hi kokum?
can i call you on the phone?
i promise not to call collect
i just want to hear your voice
tell you i learned what it means
to say i love you
& feel the whole of cree
coalescing in my breath:
kisâkihitin; my god, kisâkihitin
hey gran?
can i ask you something quick?
are you okay up there in godknowswhere?
do you see what we’ve all done?
my dad says these things all happen for a reason
that i wouldn’t be here if they didn’t
hey gran?
i’m sorry—
you know that right?
did you have to die for me to be alive?
heygranheygranheygranheygran
i’ll let you be
& stop being sick’ning
i bet you’re busy
cooking macaroniandtomatosoup
for twelve hundred missing & murdered women,
girls & two-spirit folk
it’s just, am i supposed to hate him, gran?
tell him that with one death
he ruined the lives of an entire family?
i want to tell him that the life of a person
is an archive of memory
& when you he strangled the life out of you
in a queens hotel shoddy little bed
the last gasping breath you exhaled
held in it little particles
fragments of time:
a bay leaf boiling in tomato sauce;
a flake of tuna that a
cat named randy
licked&licked&licked;
the soft cry of a baby boy
plummeting into day;
the smell of sweet grass smudging
monsters from our bedrooms;
tell him: when you kill a memory
you snuff out metaphor
turn off the light in a home;
you destroy a world where children
are nursing still&still;
—& aint that the hardest truth?
to be honest
i’m no aeneas
no marvellous country house poem
no faeryland, no golden world
no chimeric homeric epic
i’m just a little brown boy
queered by his colour
writing for a kokum he’s never met;
but i promise you:
these spaces can transform
an injun into a warrior
who can claw, scrape, fight
who can write on a piece of paper
sign a name instead of an ‘X’
that says, “this is my kokum
& her name is Rose Whitehead;
and she is
beauty queen extraordinaire.”
I dedicate this poem to all missing and murdered Indigenous women, girls, and two-spirit peoples; for their families, friends, loved ones, and kin.  We are a collective trauma that demands to be examined, reconciled, resolved, and healed.
Today we survive; tomorrow we resist.
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Tfw you want to hold a book to your chest and squeeze it real hard, squeeze it full of love for the writer and the words and the message and the imagery and the whole beautiful frightening lot of it, squeeze it and rock back and forth just to really let it sink in
but you can’t because the paperback edition is too thin and floppy for proper squeezing.
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trans-axolotl · 1 year
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Book list for 2023
list of books that I want to either read for the first time, finish reading, or reread! I love book recs so if you see this and see any books you'd think I like, please give me recommendations! probably will keep coming back to this list and updating it throughout 2023.
Saving our Own Lives: A Liberatory Practice of Harm Reduction edited by Shira Hassan
The Future is Disabled by Leah Laksmi Piepzna-Samarasinha
How to Go Mad without Losing Your Mind: Madness and Black Radical Creativity by La Marr Jurelle Bruce
Madness, Violence, and Power: A Critical Collection Edited by Andrea Daley, Lucy Costa and Peter Beresford
full-metal indigiqueer: poems by Joshua Whitehead
Mad Matters: A Critical Reader for Canadian Mad Studies edited by Brenda A. LeFrançois, Robert Menzies, Geoffrey Reaume
Searching for a Rose Garden: challenging psychiatry, fostering mad studies Edited by Jasna Russo, Angela Sweeney
Year of the Tiger: AN ACTIVIST'S LIFE By Alice Wong
No Gods, No Monsters by Cadwell Turnbull
Exile and Pride by Eli Clare
Queer Silence: On Disability and Rhetorical Absence by J. Logan Smilges
Bodies in Doubt: An American History of Intersex by Elizabeth Reis
Intersex and After edited by Iain Morland
Dear Herculine by Aaron Apps
Sorrowland by Rivers Solomon
Cripping Intersex by Celeste E. Orr (this is the book i am MOST excited for I think I might actually cry and explode when I read it.)
that's all the books I'm going to add for now, but I want to actually have a list of books that I'm going to commit to finishing next year!
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bookaddict24-7 · 2 years
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AUTHOR FEATURE:
﹒Joshua Whitehead﹒
Four Books Written By this Author:
Jonny Appleseed  
full-metal indigiqueer
Making Love with the Land
Paradise Motel
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Happy reading!
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kattra · 2 months
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What I’m Reading
FEBRUARY READS A Lesson in Vengeance by Victoria Lee **  It Would Be Night In Caracas by Karina Sainz Borgo  Under the Smokestrewn Sky by A. Deborah Baker **  Sleep No More by Seanan McGuire ** Locklands by Robert Jackson Bennett  Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents: How to Heal from Distant, Rejecting, or Self-Involved Parents by Lindsay C. Gibson (NF)  Hana Khan Carries On by Uzma Jalaluddin Mammoths at the Gates by Nghi Vo ** Kat and Meg Conquer the World by Anna Preimaza  Full-Metal Indigiqueer by Joshua Whitehead (P)  The Witches by Roald Dahl 
Graphic Novels: Eros/Psyche by Maria Llovet (GN) Porcelain by Maria Llovet (GN)
(26 books read / 100 books goal)
currently reading:  What I Learned From the Trees by L.E. Bowman (P) A History of My Brief Body by Billy-Ray Belcourt  Prospero Regained by L. Jagi Lamplighter  Adorning the Dark: Thoughts on Community, Calling, and the Mystery of Making by Andrew Peterson (NF) How Long ’til Black Future Month? by N.K. Jemisin (SS)  An Unkindness of Ghosts by Rivers Solomon  Mislaid in Parts Half-Known by Seanan McGuire
* - re-read // ** - 4+ star-rating (recommended)
GN - graphic novel // NF - non-fiction // P - poetry SS - short story collection // AB - audiobook 
TBR: The Innocent Sleep by Seanan McGuire XOXO by Axis Oh  Summer Sons by Lee Mandelo  Eat A Peach by David Chang (NF) 
WHAT ARE YOU READING? :D
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chokethefire · 3 years
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cant i just be a body that loves[questionmark] / why do i have to be a thing[questionmark] / i exist in the bone / & nothing really matters
""d" pairs well with vowels" from Full-Metal Indigiqueer by Joshua Whitehead
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sunriseseance · 2 years
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did i see “willing to give book recs” 👀 i would love to see u list some favourite!!!
ALWAYS
1. Full-metal Indigiqueer by Joshua Whitehead is an AMAZING technology driven poetry narrative about growing up twospirit, gay, and indigenous in Canada.
2. Who would I be if I didn't reccomend The Crying of Lot 49 by Thomas Pynchon, a book about how we know everything and nothing. Very funny, very fresh.
3. Black Jesus and Other Superheroes by Venita Blackburn is my all time favorite short story collection, it combines beautiful language with rich characters. Cannot reccomend highly enough.
4. I think every person on earth should read something by Toni Morrison. My personal choice is Paradise, which is a story of an all black town as told by the lives of the women in and outside. But you can't go wrong, so feel free to literally just close your eyes and choose.
5. Gonna have to be House of Leaves by Mark Danielewski. It's the book that takes the most advantage of being A Book of any book I've ever, ever seen. It's also fun, funky, fresh.
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Joshua Whitehead
Joshua Whitehead is one of the most out there writers to come out of Canada in the past five years. Being a fairly recent contributor to the list of LGBTQ+ Indigenous writers, Joshua published his first book “full-metal indigiqueer” in 2017. The book is a poetry collection focusing heavily on the intersection of Indigenous identity and being twospirited. It is a very playful collection of poetry where it follows Zoa, a twospirited trickster who crosses paths with the likes of Shakespear and Dickens all the way to figures such as RuPaul and Lana Del Ray. 
Joshua’s work can be perceived as very personal. He studies Indigenous literature and culture at the University of Calgary with the focus being specifically on gender and sexuality. His work has always been unapologetically about issues and topics surrounding these themes as well. And his writing style, much like his fashion, is very progressive, playful, yet impactful. Being very in touch with the LGBTQ+ community in Canada as well as his Indigenous roots, Joshua really does put his life and spirit into his work as well as his activism.
Source: 
Whitehead, Joshua. "About — Joshua Whitehead". Joshua Whitehead, 2019, https://www.joshuawhitehead.ca/about.
Whitehead, Joshua. "Full-Metal Indigiqueer | CBC Books". CBC, 2018, https://www.cbc.ca/books/full-metal-indigiqueer-1.4148550.
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Danika reviews Love after the End edited by Joshua Whitehead
Danika reviews Love after the End edited by Joshua Whitehead
Love after the End: An Anthology of Two-Spirit & Indigiqueer Speculative Fiction edited by Joshua Whitehead is a collection of science fiction and fantasy short stories by Indigenous authors. It’s edited and introduced by Joshua Whitehead, the author of Jonny Appleseed and full-metal indigiqueer.In that introduction, Whitehead reflects on the intersection between Indigeneity and queerness: “How…
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books I read in 2018! (not including rereads, favorites are bolded!)
Shortcomings - Adrian Tomine
Skim - Mariko Tamaki and Jillian Tamaki
Tina’s Mouth: An Existential Comic Diary - Keshni Kashyap
Turning Japanese: A Graphic Memoir - Marinaomi
Killing and Dying - Adrian Tomine
Take What You Can Carry - Kevin C. Pyle
The Gentleman’s Guide to Vice and Virtue - Mackenzi Lee
Riotous Flesh: Women, Physiology, and the Solitary Vice in Nineteenth-Century America - April R. Haynes
Finder: Voice - Carla Speed McNeil
Witches Abroad - Terry Pratchett
Interpreter of Maladies - Jhumpa Lahiri
The Hate U Give - Angie Thomas
We Are Never Meeting In Real Life - Samantha Irby
Priestdaddy - Patricia Lockwood
What We Lose - Zinzi Clemmons
What Is Not Yours Is Not Yours - Helen Oyeyemi
Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard: The Ship of the Dead - Rick Riordan
Strange Practice - Vivian Shaw
The Best We Could Do - Thi Bui
Kindred: A Graphic Novel - Octavia Butler, Damian Duffy, John Jennings
Will Do Magic for Small Change - Andrea Hairston
Pachinko - Min Jin Lee
Her Body and Other Parties - Carmen Maria Machado
Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil - John Berendt
Salt Houses - Hala Alyan
March: Book One - John Lewis, Andrew Aydin, Nate Powell
March: Book Two - John Lewis, Andrew Aydin, Nate Powell
March: Book Three - John Lewis, Andrew Aydin, Nate Powell
Sing, Unburied, Sing - Jesmyn Ward
The Power - Naomi Alderman
Darkroom: A Memoir in Black and White - Lila Quintero Weaver
Blood Justice: The Lynching of Mack Charles Parker - Howard Smead
Warriors Don’t Cry - Melba Pattillo Beals
Moonshot: The Indigenous Comics Collection - ed. Hope Nicholson
Monstress: Awakening - Marjorie Liu and Sana Takeda
Boundless - Jillian Tamaki
The Cooking Gene: A Journey Through African American Culinary History in the Old South - Michael W. Twitty
Speak: The Graphic Novel - Laurie Halse Anderson and Emily Carroll
A Raisin in the Sun - Lorraine Hansberry
Surpassing Certainty: What My Twenties Taught Me - Janet Mock
Bingo Love - Tee Franklin, Jenn St-Onge, Joy San
Vietnamerica - G.B. Tran
Incognegro: A Graphic Mystery - Mat Johnson and Warren Pleece
Arab in America - Toufic El Rassi
Diary of a Reluctant Dreamer: Undocumented Vignettes from a Pre-American Life - Alberto Ledesma
Tell the Wolves I’m Home - Carol Rifka Brunt
The Immortalists - Chloe Benjamin
The Argonauts - Maggie Nelson
Little Fires Everywhere - Celeste Ng
The Autobiography of Malcolm X: As Told to Alex Haley - Malcolm X and Alex Haley
All God’s Children Need Traveling Shoes - Maya Angelou
The Fire Next Time - James Baldwin
Hunger: A Memoir of (My) Body - Roxane Gay
Deer Woman: An Anthology - ed. Elizabeth LaPensée and Weshoyot Alvitre
Bloods: Black Veterans of the Vietnam War - Wallace Terry
The Merry Spinster: Tales of Everyday Horror - [Daniel] Mallory Ortberg
It’s All Absolutely Fine: Life Is Complicated So I’ve Drawn It Instead - Ruby Elliot
The Book of Unknown Americans - Cristina Henríquez
Through the Woods - Emily Carroll
The World Only Spins Forward: The Ascent of Angels in America - Isaac Butler and Dan Kois
Tributaries - Laura Da’
On the Bus With Rosa Parks - Rita Dove
Full-Metal Indigiqueer - Joshua Whitehead
Whereas: Poems - Layli Long Soldier
Not Your Villain - C.B. Lee
My Body is a Book of Rules - Elissa Washuta
Mis(h)adra - Iasmin Omar Ata
All Out: The No-Longer-Secret Stories of Queer Teens Throughout the Ages - ed. Saundra Mitchell
This is Just My Face: Try Not to Stare - Gabourey Sidibe
Crazy Brave - Joy Harjo
Harriet the Spy - Louise Fitzhugh
The Lesser Blessed - Richard Van Camp
A Burst of Light: and Other Essays - Audre Lorde
The Mysterious Benedict Society - Trenton Lee Stewart
My Brother’s Husband, Vol. I - Gengoroh Tagame
When You Reach Me - Rebecca Stead
The Wicked and the Divine: Imperial Phase (Part 1)  - Kieron Gillen and Jamie McKelvie
Honor Girl - Maggie Thrash
The Alchemist - Paulo Coelho
The Prince and the Dressmaker - Jen Wang
Leah on the Offbeat - Becky Albertalli
The Summer of Jordi Perez (and the Best Burger in Los Angeles) - Amy Spalding
How to be Black - Baratunde Thurston
Bury What We Cannot Take - Kirstin Chen
No Reservations: Around the World on an Empty Stomach - Anthony Bourdain
Medium Raw: A Bloody Valentine to the World of Food and the People Who Cook - Anthony Bourdain
Our Dead Behind Us - Audre Lorde
The Wicked and the Divine: Imperial Phase (Part 2)  - Kieron Gillen and Jamie McKelvie
The Awkward Thoughts of W. Kamau Bell: Tales of a 6'4, African American, Heterosexual, Cisgender, Left-Leaning, Asthmatic, Black and Proud Blerd, Mama's Boy, Dad, and Stand-Up Comedian - W. Kamau Bell
There There - Tommy Orange
Paul Takes the Form of a Mortal Girl - Andrea Lawlor
Jonny Appleseed - Joshua Whitehead
Just the Funny Parts: ... And a Few Hard Truths About Sneaking Into the Hollywood Boys’ Club - Nell Scovell
Perma Red - Debra Magpie Earling
Toil and Trouble - Mairghread Scott
Kissing God Goodbye - June Jordan
Wade in the Water - Tracy K. Smith
Reincarnation Blues - Michael Poore
Nepantla: An Anthology [Queer Poets of Color] - ed. Christopher Soto
Not Here: Poems - Hieu Minh Nguyen
Dead Girls: Essays on Surviving an American Obsession - Alice Bolin
Trail of Lightning - Rebecca Roanhorse
Fierce Femmes and Notorious Liars: A Dangerous Trans Girl’s Confabulous Memoir - Kai Cheng Thom
Taproot: A Story about a Gardener and a Ghost - Keezy Young
The Witch Boy - Molly Knox Ostertag
The Haunting of Hill House - Shirley Jackson
Don’t Call Us Dead - Danez Smith
Bright Dead Things - Ada Limon
The Poet X - Elizabeth Acevedo
Citizen Illegal - Jose Olivarez
American Sonnets for My Past and Future Assassin - Terrance Hayes
for colored girls who have considered suicide/when the rainbow is enuf - Ntozake Shange
The Carrying - Ada Limon
Mercury: An Intimate Biography of Freddie Mercury - Lesley-Ann Jones
Unclaimed Baggage - Jen Doll
A River of Stars - Vanessa Hua
We Have Always Lived in the Castle - Shirley Jackson
Spinning Silver - Naomi Novik
Barbie Chang - Victoria Chang
Corazon - Yesika Salgado
Chemistry - Weike Wang
Number One Chinese Restaurant - Lillian Li
Lucy and Linh - Alice Pung
My Favorite Thing is Monsters - Emil Ferris
The Plant Messiah: Adventures in Search of the World's Rarest Species - Carlos Magdalena
The Incendiaries - R.O. Kwon
Dirty River: A Queer Femme of Color Dreaming Her Way Home - Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha
Dumplin’ - Julie Murphy
How Long ‘Til Black Future Month? - N.K. Jemisin
My Sister, the Serial Killer - Oyinkan Braithwaite
Unapologetic: a Black, Queer, and Feminist Mandate for Radical Movements - Charlene Carruthers
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piizunn · 2 years
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i went to massy books (Indigenous owned and operated!!!) in Vancouver today and got a copy of the the north west is our mother by jean teilet and full metal indigiqueer by joshua whitehead- which is a rare find but i’m so excited. i read one poem from it for class last semester and it ruined me. i don’t love all of kent monkman’s work but the painting on the cover of full metal indigiqueer is so good, probably one of my favourites by monkman
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un-common-place · 3 years
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Full Metal Indigiqueer
Last year I took human geography, in which a lot of the content was about the history and colonization. Before last year, I don’t think I ever properly considered the current effects of colonization. I’m really glad I had this persepective before interacting with this book. Because of my previous education I understood that the literary structure is working to subvert the colonial structure. I did find it hard to read but worth the work because the things that make it hard to read served a purpose it the meaning. 
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shaynanigans · 7 years
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September Books
Full-Metal Indigiqueer by Joshua Whitehead bfp(h)aGe edited by Shant Basmajian & Brian David Johnston Mine by Stephen Collis On The Merry-Go-Round by bpNichol & Simon Ng
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to-be-illuminated · 6 years
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From Joshua Whitehead's Full-Metal Indigiqueer
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kattra · 3 months
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What I’m Reading
BOOKS OF JANUARY The Spirit Bares Its Teeth by Andrew Joseph White  Dear Mothman by Robin Gow  Gods of Want by K-Ming Chang (SS) A House With Good Bones by T. Kingfisher ** Monologue of a Dog by Wisława Szymborska (P)  The Taking of Jake Livingston by Ryan Douglass  Bookshops & Bonedust by Travis Baldree ** Clothes, Clothes, Clothes. Music, Music, Music. Boys, Boys, Boys. by Viv Albertine (NF) Prospero In Hell by L. Jagi Lamplighter  Hour of the Crab by Patricia Robertson (SS) A Game of Fate by Scarlett St. Clair
Graphic Novels: Sorry For My Familiar Vol.11 by Tekka Yaguraba **  Faithless Vol.3 by Brian Azzarello & Maria Llovet 
(13 books read / 100 books goal)
currently reading:  Don’t Read Poetry: A Book About How to Read Poems by Stephanie Burt (NF) The Fellowship of the Ring by J.R.R. Tolkien Yellowface by R.F. Kuang  It Would Be Night In Caracas by Karina Sainz Borgo  A History of My Brief Body by Billy-Ray Belcourt Locklands by Robert Jackson Bennett  Full-Metal Indigiqueer by Joshua Whitehead (P)  A Lesson in Vengeance by Victoria Lee Prospero Regained by L. Jagi Lamplighter  Jagannath by Karin Tidbeck (SS) 
* - re-read // ** - 4+ star-rating (recommended) GN - graphic novel // NF - non-fiction // P - poetry SS - short story collection // AB - audiobook 
TBR Sleep No More by Seanan McGuire Under the Smokestrewn Sky by A. Deborah Baker  How Long ’til Black Future Month? by N.K. Jemisin (SS) Eat A Peach by David Chang (NF)  Eros/Psyche by Maria Llovet (GN) Porcelain by Maria Llovet (GN)
WHAT ARE YOU READING? :D
Find me on: GOODREADS | THE STORYGRAPH
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