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derekgoffard · 3 years

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If you are comfortable with it ( and ONLY if you're comfortable DO NOT do anything you DON'T want to do) but 😶 can we get nsfw alphabet for Colin maybe????? Mayhaps

(Again if you're not comfy DELETE THIS ASK no one will know 🤫)

UHAUHS Thank u for ur ask aguuhs!! This was such a nice way to word this I'm- 🥺🥺 thank u for being so nice about this ask this is honestly so sweet 🥺😭😭😭❤️❤️

ALSO Im very very un-practiced in writing nsft stuff so this is more jot notes then atcual writing lol,, ( nsft under cut , tw drugging ) Gvvyvh gghh

NSFW Alphabet:

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Hes pretty good!, if he's not too exhausted himself he'll run around his apartment grabbing blankets and pillows for his partner lol! He'd ideally love to cuddle up with them after sex and watch a movie or smth but he will do whatever they want generally lol, he probably doesn't wanna leave them alone tho- hes real clingy afterwards 😔

B = Body Part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

He will tell them their hands if they ask BUT THATS A LIE LOL his favorite area of their body is probably their waist lol,,,,( if his partner has breasts it might be them too😤) his favorite part about himself is probably his hands; hes not a suppper confident guy but he likes how his hands are shaped and he loves how his fake nails give his fingers a longer look lol.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Very average, probably cums a little less then most people LOLGYD

D = Dirty Secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

HE SECRETLY WANTS TO SLIP THEM AN APHRODISIAC OR SMTH H H H HH he would never do that ESPECIALLY if he's built an atcually genuine relationship with them BUT. The idea just gets him goin vvf hhh he also probably would want to record it too, like one of those pov blowjob kinda things HHHHHH vhubbu

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

HES A VIRGIN 😭😭😭😭😭 hes had alot of practice on toys and he's watched alot of porn but with irl experience,,,he got none 😔

F = Favorite Position (this goes without saying)

Ye old doggy style and pretzel dip... He'd prefer to be on top but he's a true switch at heart,, he's also into cowgirl ( bottom ) if his partner is smaller and cowgirl (top) if his partner is bigger/has a dick/strap on

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He's not serious at all lol! He might get kinda ? Creepy tho?? As in he might go real quiet and feel them up a bit but in general he's super nervous abt it so he appreciates a partner who makes light of the whole thing! It'll make him feel better 🥺

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He trims often!, He has a tuff of hair down there but in general he's pretty well groomed, he would never have the balls to try and bleach anywhere near his dick so it's his og hair color ( brown )

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

He can get pretty intimate/romantic if his partner is! For him to even have sex he would probably need a good relationship with his partner; he's been lonely for so long and for him to finally have someone who he can be romantic with makes him very emotional lol!! If he gets romantic during sex he'll go really slow and probably would want to hold their hand during it lol

J = Jack Off (masturbation headcanon)

Jacks off a moderate amount; at least once a day;....he watches alot of hentai and cosplay pornos,, he also reads alot of smut lol

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

He's pretty kinky in general but his big ones are cosplay , bondage and overstimulation 😔😔😔 ideally he would like to do them all at the same time LOL. he's really into overstimulation with toys in particular 😡😔 he definitely has a thing for leaving his partner tied up the whole day on a vibrator while their in some skimpy outfit or smth hvqvyq H H😔😔 when he gets back he might wanna take a picture of them all exhausted to jerk off to later ygyvvggggg 😔😔😔😔😞😞😞

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Da bedroom..., he's pretty nervous and insecure abt this kinda stuff ( especially in the beginning) so he'd feel best somewhere secure and private; ...he's secretly got a thing for a blowjob in a public area or smth tho lol

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Colin is a simple man at heart; skimpy/sexy outfits turn him on alot, especially if it's smth he made/picked out for them 😞 showing sexual interest in him will turn him on too, aka just flirt with him LOL

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

degradation of any kind; he might be able to degrade someone if they asked for it but in no circumstances will he ever want that for himself lol,, it completely shuts him down

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

FFFFFF HAS A THING FOR FACE FUCKING LOL he would give his right arm for someone to give him oral 😭 it's a super big turn on for him and he probably fantasizes abt it alot😔 I imagine him being really into trying to give oral too; his braces will probably fuck it up alot tho 😔😔

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

His pace really depends on his mood lol; if he's feeling romantic he'll go slower and won't use any toys or anything; however 90% of the time he's gonna spend most of the duration on foreplay which gets him all riled up so when he atcually stars da fuckin he'll be pretty pent up and desperate about it😔 so on average he's going pretty fast hhh

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Likes them in concept but not in practice; he fantasizes alot about a quickie some public space like a bathroom or smth but in reality he could never do smth like that HA😔

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

He doesn't take any TRUE risks, he's open to try basically anything but he won't do anything where someone could catch them in the act

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

He can last for a while! He has a bit more stamina then an average person I'd say, however he crashes hard after pushing himself that far lol,,

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

HAS A LOT OF TOYS LOL, he has at least one of any toy that's on the market basically LOL😭😭, he bought them all in the cutest colors they were available in so they still fit his asthetic lol; at first he only bought a few ones for himself but owning so many made him feel really cool so he just kept going LOL

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Likes to tease alot; really into the whole bondage, vibrator torture, orgasm denial thing lol,,,hes not really into being teased himself tho😠 ( he is selfish 😠😠😠)

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He's atcually pretty quiet! He yelps a bit mabye ;

W = Wild Card (a random headcanon for the character)

He can space off sometimes during sex and will start doing weird creepy shit lol, (especially if their wearing an outfit) he might start drawing his fingers up their chest or leg or smth 🤮😔

X = X-Ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

It's a bit skinny but it's average! About 5.2in

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

He can be flustered/turned on pretty easily but with no influence his sex drive is on the higher side;

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

That depends on how far he exerted himself ; if he didint go too far he'll have a good amount of energy left, but if he really exerted himself he will be sleeping before his head hits the pillow LOL

#nsft #I FEEL SO SHY ABT POSTING THIS LOL AGAIN- LIKE IM NOT IN THE BTD COMMUNITY LOL WHVHSHB #i have absolutely no writing ability rip lol jbsbu #tw drugging mention #kinda??#lol .....#uhshsuh #THANK U AGAIN FOR UR ASK JBSBJSJB #colin #oc stuff #ask #colin midland

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ryctone · 4 years

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Homeworld!Ruby AU Masterpost! (HW!Ruby AU)

Since it’s 2am and have nothing better to do!.

So, since the ask blog has been long deleted, I may as well tell yall the basics of what I planned for this AU to be, bare yourselfs since this is probably gonna get very long, wohoo!

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The Answer:

It starts off as in the actual show, except that the main difference is that Eyeball is one of the rubies that got assigned to guard Sapphire (She and our Ruby are very close).

Everything continues as usual, Sapphire tells her vision of the rebels to Blue diamond, Ruby and Sapphire talk for a bit before the crystal gems attack, Garnet gets formed, etc.

But then (and the KEY difference in the AU) something happens that prevents Ruby from escaping with Sapphire and is left behind by this one.

old art is old

She’s taken back to Blue diamond and she’s furious that not only she fused with another kind of gem, but also messep up Sapphire’s vision that let the rebels escape and is condened to be shattered.

BuT THEN EYEBALL COMES IN TO DEFEND HER LIKE THE GOOD GIRLDFRIEND SHE IS and (somehow) convinces Blue to not shatter her.

(Please just imagen is Ruby there instead of Sapphire i got lazy hhh)

Ruby gets forgiven and goes on to have her own live on Homeworld where she would become the captain of her own ruby squad in Yellow diamond’s court with Eyeball, Army, Navy and eventually Leggy. Lots of shenanigans happen (Doc is non-existance, srry I tried).

Meanwhile; Sapphire on the other hand is forced to be on her own for the first time in years, with not ruby guards to protect her and not propose now since she knows she can’t go back (Even if she feels bad for leaving Ruby behind...)

She stumbles upon Rose and pearl and they offer her to join them; Sapphire, having nowhere to go and trying to find a new propose in life, accepts.

Years pass.

The War comes and goes, The corruption attack, etc. Rose and Greg date, Rose gives birth to Steven and Sapphire becomes the leader of the remaining crystal gems!.

Most stuff in canon happens the same way, but Sapphire takes the place of Garnet.

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Hit The Diamond:

Now this is where stuff starts to get REALLY different and weird.

Ruby and her squad are sent to find Jasper on Earth and crash-land near the barn thanks to Lapis.

Now, since theres not a ruby with the crystal gems, Sapphire comes with an Idea; she shapeshifts as a ruby and infliltrates the ruby squad to investigate what they are doing. But of course not all rubies are dumb, and Ruby and Eyeball get suspicious (especially Eyeball).

Ruby decides to play along with it and later even starts flirting with Sapphire while playing baseball like in canon ;Eyeball wants her to take the situation more seriously;.

And the best part, the ruby squad actually ends up wining the game because she got so distracted by the flirting she forgot what she was suppose to do,,

When Ruby and the squad are about to search the barn, sapphire reveals herself along with the other. I causes the rubies the same reactions as the original episode (Ruby doesn’t reecognize Sapphire,, yet). all except for Eyeball, who knows exactly who that sapphire is.

The rubies fuse, Peridot interupts, they lie about Jasper being on neptune and the ruby squad go... OR THAT’S WHAT THEY THOUGH.

The ruby ship crashes again and it turns out the ship got badly damaged thanks to Lapis attack. Steven (good ol’ classic Steven) offers to help them repair their ship in enchange that they need to help repair Lapis and peridot’s barn.

The Ruby Squad accept (except Eyeball) and go on to have even more shenanigans on the barn along with a lot of drama(not really)

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And that’s pretty much what I had! Still thinking about whatever or not put certain canon elements *coouughh*

And how this events would affect episodes like Back To The Moon, Bubbled, Room For Ruby or even The trial and the movie. Always open to suggestions!

Thanks for comming to my presentation-

#Homeworld Ruby!AU #HW!Ruby AU #my au #su au #steven universe au #my stuff #rambles #long post

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yuriyuruandyuraart · 9 months

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Opinions on Dream? :^

SO many feelings about him omgg rant under cut please forgive me

okay so i don't really talk or draw him much cause honestly,,,most of the times i just think he's a bit....boring? or more accurately plain? not in a mean way either but just in a 'fades into the background' type of way like don't get me wrong!! he's a really nice friend to his peers, his feelings about his powers and aura making his relationships harder to navigate and trust along with his whole conflict with nightmare and morality about what's good and bad IS very cool!! and i love it whenever they write him to be complex and not on this black and white mentality or when he's just straight up following along his friends with no free will or with a dubious purpose without ever addressing his issues or feelings! it's just unsatisfying to me :')

or when they're making him the 'naive' and oblivious, (sometimes childish?) character being marked as the obstacle and villain along with the other star sanses from the fic's pov, always talking about doing good things while fighting his brother and not hearing him out about the balance, (and for weak reasons most of the time. like it's been so long and you STILL haven't sat down with him when he's, generally, basically begged you to just have a talk? guys please :'( ) or when they go for the victim sad dream always missing the old nightmare, where corrupted nightmare is the incarnation of evil, with no sympathy or emotion except anger and sadistic glee, killing and hurting everyone and dream's just trying to protect the multiverse and dream's always been in the right. such extremes!!!

LIKE!! i hope i'm not the only one that thinks a 500+ year old should have had enough time to idk. learn things? about people and manipulation and deceit? after knowing what the villagers did to night? about the bad things in the world and how there's a lot of grey areas in life and that he maybe reflected on his past enough to process and ask himself if there should to be a convo to settle his differences with nightmare (and you can make nightmare the stubborn one too! or have them BOTH be petty and imperfect and have some things wrong and some right at the same time like why do i always see the good guy vs bad guy cliché with these two when they're the perfect example of why positivity doesn't have meaning without the negativity!! as long as there's a satisfying evolution or growth that doesn't leave me empty i'm good yknow?)

plus i believe dream really isn't as dumb as people view him. i do get some of you saying he probably can't read or write since that's actually a pretty interesting idea to explore! but in general please let him have emotions other than pure sunshiny happiness or endless sadness like he's gotta have more depth than that! let him make mistakes, have flaws that don't just make him the bad guy that's always in the wrong by default, and be angry or suspicious or jealous or bitter or battling his mental health problems/depression or malicious or smart or witty or mischievous and silly or sarcastic or ANYTHING dude i just want him to be put into different scenarios where he can be serious or lighthearted like it doesn't even have to be long or perfect but make him feel real.

it could definitely be that i don't read or see much art about dream or really look for it hard enough but also i just. i feel bad for even saying this fr and i wanna be honest about why i don't enjoy most stories about him cause he always gets the worst treatment along with ink!!! especially ink omg the poor guy has it the worst i think like wow do they mess him up :'(

always one dimensional in non shippy fics, or too plain or easily replaceable by other, more entertaining people in the significant other's life in most of his ships like man. i have read fics out there that made me genuinely FEEL and root for him and love his character so much it restored all hope for me!!! but i can only name one on top of my head and the others? it's been so long i don't even remember their names i just legit feel terrible cause i love him still and i can't find many headcanons that fit my interpretation of him yknow?

not to say people who write him very happy, mislead or sad are ruining him like that's silly- if i see something i don't like i just. move on bro i wouldn't force people to feel or think the same way i do about him cause anyone can have whatever headcanons they want!!! just talking about what i personally look for in him and why i can't exactly find it since most of the stuff out there just isn't my cup of tea :')

hopefully i didn't set anyone off with this rambling opinionated essay i just pulled hhh xD i know i know he's a popular character and i know a lot of people like dream so *sobs* please please recommend me artists and fics about him that you think is good it's been so looong since i've read or seen anything new that makes me attached to this little guy aughg<33333

#ask #rambling #delete later?#probably xD i just wanna love him SO much but sometimes he's just *sigh*...forgettable #i tried to explain myself but also it's like 4 am and i skimmed through the proofreading so don't take this too seriously HHH #like really even when i do read good fics about him he's not on the forefront of my mind and it's painful to me :'(#i used to see him as my third fav but now? ever since i've read and seen characters who get heavier more in depth plots?#i can't say it with as much confidence :') and dream lovers out there i am not bashing your choice or even your headcanons #to each their own but i really wanna hear someone be passionate about him in my feed or askbox like TELL me about him #i've seen ink rants out there that are FIRE like so true!!! but where's the dream defense team???#maybe it's just me tho :') btw i still like cream but not the same way as before if i'm being real #it feels the same...all of it and it makes me wanna bite something ARGHGG #i know i know i ship some stuff that's basic too hhh but dream and cross are always written the same and dream is too innocent #and nightmare is too weird in some of these fics like if MY brother ever tried to literally attack my hypothetical partner????#i wouldn't give him the :'((( sad face and weakly tell him to 'please stop...you're hurting him'' like NO girl they're TWINS #they're the same age i would tell him to BACK off and not insert himself in my love life after years of ignoring and fighting LIKE #especially since most of the time cross is actually good to dream and all- so he doesn't have a good reason to disrupt his bro's dates #UGH i just have so many opinions but basically i would love him a lot lot more than i do now if they also let him be more flexible #and shake things up like with shattered and stuff! gimme alternate versions of him even if it's too ooc like we do for all the other sanses #jaa i am SO sorry you had to read all that dude thank you so much for passing by :'D

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shinayashipper · 4 years

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Today was a very emotional day for me and I just want to share a lil’ bit of me. (Maybe will delete later)

Just some childhood story about me and my brother.

When we were children, I shared my love for YGO with my big brother. He’s the one who got me into things actually, because back then I was such a lil’ duckling, always tailing behind him and always wanted to be included in whatever he’s doing. I shared my deck with him, though it’s mostly him who actually build it BECAUSE I SUCK- and I was the one who INSISTED to include three Black Magicians in it because “It’s YAMI’S CARD!!!” HHHH But honestly, I REALLY SUCK.

Everytime YGO was on TV, my brother and I were all like “Go, Yami!” and thinking back, it was so wholesome?? HHHH

But then, we grew up of course and we have many other things to think about. Our parents was pretty strict and my brother was what you can call “rebellious” but actually not really. He was into theaters, into arts and stuffs. He directed many school plays, wrote the scripts, got into bands. It was pretty cool, right? But our parents couldn’t really understand it back then, they couldn’t really understand our interest for things that’s not scientific or academically-related. My brother got most of the impact. There were days he wasn’t even allowed in the house... I always open the door for him whenever possible. But yeah, he couldn’t even get the major he wanted, everything’s got to be our parents’ decision.

The good thing is! My parents are FAR BETTER now, like they actually tried to understand us more. Putting our interest and opinions into consideration! And I really love my family for that. In fact, it’s like we’re getting closer during this pandemic... like, emotionally and stuffs.

But this post is about my brother... So, I had a major depression at the start of this year and I lived alone so I was really, really worried I might do stupid things but I don’t want to worry my family and such... It was so hard that it even affecting my work... My supervisor even called to check me in, offering concern because my performance dropped significantly HHHH especially when it was the start of Working From Home thing. I remember I was shaking and crying at night when SUDDENLY my brother just messaged me: “Do you want to come home? I will pick you up” AND I FREAKING BAWLED like we weren’t as close as when we’re young anymore and we rarely messaged each other but suddenly he just did That when I was in That State and I said yes, I want to go home (to our parents’ house) and so after preparing everything, he picked me up and we went home together. I’m still in my parents’ house even now, and my condition’s been better.

And since then, somehow me and my brother just reconnected. Like, we’re closer! emotionally! We talked about small things... talked about music... and gosh yes we talked about YGO again. (he doesn’t share the same amount of interest for it anymore tho, and our deck stays forgotten) HHH

Now when I rewatch YGO again, watching Yami duels, unconsciously I was like “Go, Yami” to myself HHHHH

I love my brother.

Sorry for such long personal ramble, I was filled with many Emotions. It’s also my fave Kpop idol group’s anniversary and such, today means a lot to me. I love them. I love you.

#personal

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fulgensun · 4 years

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[ When I discovered the FFX Ultimania Omega book had not only a long novelization of the whole story and trivia lists, but also snippets of the original plot and even parts of that original script and scenes (together with authors’ interviews and explanations) I knew I had to look more into it ! Points finger at it -- I want it haha. Admittedly, it was one of the first things I did concentrate on the moment my copy arrived, months ago by now ! Because so little of it is contained on the eng side of the fandom, it seems, that even the wiki had incomplete versions of these original parts of the script...

Honestly, I was surprised and baffled at the described snippets -- the ones similar to Tidus the plumber HH I guess that’s one known fact, but so much more was contained there... and all was deleted for a total change of the story-- but looking back at it now, I can’t help but wonder just how different the whole atmosphere and story would have been ! It’s something widely described and explained in the Ultimania... I have not seen anything like that ever posted anywhere, nor here or on other websites or wikis. While this won’t be a word-by-word translation of the script in the book, I feel - having a FFX centric blog like this, posting these little gems here, so that people can read them too, could be an amazing thing to do ! If these snippets can make people dream (ah...) or imagine how things could have gone, but don’t have the resources to know it since it’s all kept in an old book in Japanese, then that’d be awesome !

To make things look better, I guess I’ll keep part of the post under a read more -- !

REGISTAN

Before the book arrived, all I could find in the web, translated here and there, was the description of Tidus (the plumber yeah HHH) in Registan (the old name for Zanarkand) swimming around, meeting his group of friends at the Dome/Shrine of Registan and even fighting monsters underwater, where he’d also see a calm Sin passing by. The Dome was both a gathering place for citizens and a holy place -- with an altar and pictures of Yevon around, people would pray him for good health but it’s not considered a true religion as Yevon doesn’t seem to ask for anything in return. The Hymn (of the Fayth) would resound inside it.

In the end, they discarded the name Registan because a true city has that name - even though Zanarkand is based on the real city of Samarqand. Tidus was also described not as easy-going as we know him now. The script continues. Tidus, trying to hurry towards the Dome to meet his friends, would have met a group of soldiers fighting monsters in the street. They were supposed to be elite, chosen fighters, whose commander would shout orders at them. The commander being Auron ! The soldiers’ performance did attract a crowd; among them, Auron notices a man covered in a black cloak staring back at him and starts chasing him. The script reveals the cloaked man is, in fact, a Guado ! Tidus doesn’t notice this last part, and keeps rushing to the Dome... but he’s late, his friends have left already.

I have discussed in a HC post before how Tidus is able to cook. Well, that is something the original script had planned to show the player (so that we could feel nostalgia and closeness too, of Registan/Zanarkand) and something I inspired myself to, for said headcanon: there would have been a scene of him, cooking abundant meals at home (still a boat).

SIN ATTACKS

The next snippet tells of Tidus, some other day, entering the Dome. As he does, he notices a group of men in black cloaks exiting the Dome. A second later, panic settles. Announcements broadcast the same news and people start running and screaming: Sin is landing on Registan. As alarms invite people to evacuate the area, Tidus notices Auron outside the Dome helping people flee; Sin is indeed approaching the Dome area -- its body is scarred, pyreflies seeping out of it as many arrows and spear pierce its body. Sin opens its many eyes and stares at Tidus, before blinking, closing all its eyes except for two, brown-coloured pupils and keep staring at the boy, calmly.

Soldiers, in the meantime, keep attacking the still beast. Hurt, Sin tries to retreat back in the sea, destroying many buildings in the process and whatnot... but the men in a black cloak from before (the Guado), who have witnessed the whole scene, suddenly start following the monster. The script informs the reader the tallest cloaked figure is, indeed, the leader of these Guado, Seymour. Auron and Tidus follow the totally-not-suspicious bunch.

A very interesting thing I noticed... the script also has the dialogue of Auron and Tidus chasing Seymour and the Guado, who seem to want to do something to Sin. Auron DOES have his ‘This is your story’ moment ! And all is still supposed to be Tidus’ tale and flashbacks. The fact it all carried over to the game we know was nice to notice.

THE GUADO

Instead of Baaj as we know it, Tidus would have later arrived in a small lone island, most likely after having touched Sin. Exploring it, he would have found a video-sphere -- a scene of a mother and child would have played: the two would be conversing, but the language they spoke would be incomprehensible to Tidus. He would have also found human remains, buried in said island, of - he thinks, the same mother depicted in the brief video. The script reveals the language would have been the Guado’s native one. Tidus would have accepted the creepiness of it (’This place gives me the creeps’), grilled some fish and waited for someone to rescue him HAHA (it is also revealed he’d spend days alone, stranded in there...)

Here too, I kinda had some very familiar vibes of the whole situation. If I think of a hypothetical Guado language, a mother and child, desert abandoned island and all, the story of Anima and Seymour in Baaj comes to mind. Not to mention the script reveals the dialogue of mother and child would have become understandable once Seymour’s intentions etc were to be discovered by Tidus -- confirming the child in the video is most likely a younger Seymour (and probably that we would have learned the language of Guado as we do now with Al Bhed’s ! )

MACALANIA’S MUSICAL

This is my favorite. Do you remember those animal-like forest creatures you see in FFX, playing instruments around Spira, greeting even Mika and Seymour in Luca and encouraging you to catch butterflies ? Those are what nowadays remains of this original snippet of script, according to Kitase himself. The idea was to give Yuna an idol-like appeal (I guess they still had no idea what X2 would have done ahah) and this scene was a good example of it, together with the wedding ceremony, Toriyama confirms.

The pilgrimage party would have passed by Macalania during a peculiar festival: people of all races would gather in the woods to commemorate and celebrate the figure of Yunalesca, all sponsored by the Temple of course. Seems like a traditional festival, if you think about it, full of lights, magic, happiness, etc. There would have been a stage built in the forest, depicting a corner of old Registan and people would sit there, waiting for the programmed musical number to start (the musical band would be composed of the beings I described earlier !) Yuna would have been chosen to play as Yunalesca -- the script describes her as breathtakingly beautiful, dressed as Yunalesca (I supposed the bikini was not planned to be Yunalesca’s official attire... I hope so). The Guado would have built, with magic, a ‘fake-Sin’ prop to be used during the recital... but as the scene of the Final Summoning did approach, the Sin-prop would have started causing panic by growing bigger and bigger (turns out it was all Guado’s plan) so manacing and real-looking people would freak out and its giant size would destroy the stage and the lights. In complete darkness, a weird light would appear on stage. This light would shape itself into a precise figure: High Summoner Baska (YES, his original name was supposed to be Baska, later changed in Braska), Yuna’s father.

The audience would start yelling his name with joy, calming down, before a man yelled: “Do not fear Sin, for Baska has returned!". A violent wind would arise and the figure of Baska would disappear. Tidus’d then turn around and find out that man who just talked was Seymour. Angered, he’d yell: “That’s a fake! It’s a Guado illusion!” The script goes: people turn around to glare at Tidus, since Baska is a very loved figure among Spira’s people. Yuna remains still on the stage: “True, my father died ten years ago!”. People would turn their anger at the girl, asking if Baska had been Sent after his death. Yuna cannot lie and confirms his father could not be Sent to the Farplane, and that he may be a monster. The crowds protest: “So, are you going to kill your own father?! We don’t need you as a Summoner!”. Yuna would fall on the stage, probably overwhelmed by those hateful comments.

What does this make me understand ? Guado are seen as magic experts, they help with the festival but yet find a way to add their own, weird personal touch to the musical. Also Yuna probably does not know what truly becomes of a High Summoner after their death, and probably thinks that, by dying and not being Sent, her father became a rancorous monster (by now, we know that Summoner performing the Final Summoning probably do not need to be sent: Braska didn’t receive one and is still present in the Farplane in X and X2).

Also, it’s worth mentioning the holy spring scene would have had Yuna screaming (much like Tidus does in Kilika) all her frustration and helplessness at her destiny, crying against Tidus’ chest. There is no mention of the kiss, but I cannot be sure about it as an idea: the script for the holy spring scene stops as she buries her face in his chest and weeps. Being there an affection system, if you hadn’t bonded enough with Yuna, Kimahri would have consoled... and that, kids, is why Kimahri still is present in the holy spring / kiss scene in FFX ! It’s a nice reference.

The last snipper in the Ultimania is the party facing Yunalesca. I find the scene really similar to the original -- she calls them fools, asks who will take Jecht’s place. She calls human beings weak creatures who find new ways to substitute the dead ones and reject peace. She does try to attack Auron too, but he dodges her attack and the battle begins. Outside the Dome, much like in the game we know, Sin is watching them. But in the original script, he did carry people of Registan on his back. Why? Kitase and Nojima explain Registan was supposed to float above Gagazet (Fayth Scar weird column of water, anyone?). Before the final battle, the player would have had the chance to do a sidequest, in which Sin would have helped you carrying your Registan friends in Spira... yea, crazy. Tidus would have been briefly taken home again and helped his old friends, all carried on Sin’s back to Spira. But once they did decide on Registan/Zanarkand being a dream, the sidequest disappeared. ]

#ffx #final fantasy x #Final fantasy x ultimania #meta tag.#[ the fact i don't have an analysis tag ]#[ or proper meta one is embarrassing hhh ]#[ bless... bless the ultimania ]#[ like... if this doesn't make you curious!! ]#[ i wished more was explained BUT it's still a lot more than what I ever expected ]#[ beware long post under cut because i can't contain myself ]

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computerspace · 5 years

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tagged by @reydishii!! sorry this is two days late i just never check @’s

nicknames: when online, crow. if we’re buddies ap

zodiac sign: aquarius. i don’t know what rising or moon or sun means but google told me that i am an aquarius

height: 5′2

last movie i watched: big eden!! very gay and sweet and homophobia-free romcom. highly recommend

last thing i googled: “dribers liscence limit 16 ohio”. spelling errors and all. another most recent is “cowboy house minecraft”

favorite musicians: i listen to whatever comes on my spotify discovery playlist but folks that i listen to repeatedly are queen, lemon demons, bleachers, they might be giants, jack stauber, brian david gilbert, a little mountain goats, and ajj

song stuck in my head: heaven is under the sun, by beta play

other blogs: satansbrother which i made for personal posts and p much abandoned. and digitalwordsmith which i made for oc and writing stuff which i plan to update with character info eventually. it requires a password 2 look at tho so they will stay private 4 now B)

following: 152

asks: here’s all that’s in there

i don’t have the heart to delete them. thanks cass

average amount of sleep: six and a half hours on a school night. i did the math wrong initially and got four and a half and flipped a little bit. but yeah and i go 2 bed later and wake up even later on weekends

lucky number: 3, 7, 13, 42 b/c hitchhiker’s guide to the galaxy

what i’m wearing: plain gray tshirt, a denimish blue nasa hoodie, my signature soft batman jammie pants

dream job: computer programmer, probably. i want 2 make an artificial intelligence son and name him after alan turing. but really any variation of feral scientist would do

dream trip: travel isn’t my strong suit but i really like touring washington dc? i’ve been there before tho so i don’t know if it counts as a dream trip

favorite food: bibimbap babey!!

instruments: i played guitar in the past (like 3rd grade) and want 2 pick it back up again so i can do covers. i learned ukulele in sixth grade because i (subconsciously) wanted to impress a girl but never got the chance to flex to her😔

languages: english only, tho i am taking spanish in school and hope to eventually become fluent!!

favorite song: hhh many. i want to break free by queen, counting down the hours by ted leo and the pharmacists, my ordinary life by the living tombstones, dead weight by jack stauber to name a few. really anything you can put on blast

random fact: my knee pops like a glowstick when i squat but only my right knee

aesthetic: i’ve been told i exude 80s energy, jack stauber and bill wurtz’s lovechild energy (thanks ligma), and mild indrid cold from taz energy. personally i like aesthetics that radiate triumph and stuff that’s just Out There. things where they shouldn’t be. making ordinary things exciting. all aesthetic

my go-to mutuals were the ones who tagged me so im gonna reach out and tag @indirectcomedian and @lucas-miller-is-a-bitchboy!

#feel free to do it if yall want to hhhh you guys are only other ppl that interact with my posts and arent p*orn bots #my posts #abt

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youngninelifer · 6 years

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Got tagged by @the-carmevore !

rules: answer 20 questions and tag 20 blogs that you would like to get to know better!

nicknames: Ellie (my family and old friends from before I moved call me this but I’d prefer nobody else do lol), ells (ol and vik ❤️) .....idk I’m nickname-poor

gender: nonbinary

star sign: Leo

height: I’ve thought I was 5’2 for ages but people have been debating me on that so I should probably check lol...

time: 6:30 pm

birthday: August 12!!

favorite bands: florence + the machine, alt-j, glass animals, imagine dragons, white hinterland

favorite solo artists: hozier, sea oleena, susanne sundfør, Cosmo sheldrake, Mikki Ekko

song stuck in my head: I’m listening to Pure Feeling by florence because I just rediscovered it bc my phone deleted it when it broke and I forgot it existed?????

last movie: i think it was hidden figures!! SO good...

last tv show watched: the good place HOOHA ...just finished it last night... UNREAL

when did i create my blog: idrk, I think... four years ago?

what do i post: on my main I post memes and cool art... and whatever I like that doesn’t fit into my sideblogs! TAZ also...

last thing i googled: i looked up interviews w the good place cast last night haha

do i have other blogs: yep!! @idyllon is for my sunlight, warm oceans, honey-type aesthetic, and @crowhound is my dark, godly, weird masks and teeth-type aesthetic. @littledeadling is my art blog, and @amorbidfascination is a largely inactive old weird vent blog I made when I was an edgy depressed 14 year old . @deathplaces is a very inactive blog mostly for my own personal collection of places I’d like to go as a ghost after I die, before I leave here. @borzoidalwizardsclub is a dumb thing about wizard borzois that I kinda abandoned haha

do i get asks: i have been getting some lately and it’s THE BEST💕💕💕

why did i choose my url: it’s something Jason Yeldham calls Cat in The Pinhoe Egg, which is my soul as a physical rectangle

following blogs: 560

followers: 537

favorite colors: I rly like soft yellowy olive green! I think pastel cool colours r my favourite too, and my fav colours to wear are burgundy, olive, and mustard, and ~dusty rose~ which is so pretentious but that’s what it’s called

average hours of sleep: oh idk.... 8 on weekends and more like 9 or 10 on weekdays (cuz I don’t work til later)...... a fella likes their sleep . Shh.

lucky number (s): ent got those!

instruments: i USED to play piano (quit years ago cuz I hated practicing hhh) but mostly trumpet!! I miss it :’C I was lead in jazz band for 5 or 6 years

what am i wearing: I changed into sweatpants and a sweater when I got home cuz I’m cold

how many blankets do i sleep with: Lots, Pal

dream job: early retiree who gets to do nothing but write novels and poetry and draw and basically just.. Create everything I want to Create

dream trip: mm. I’d like to visit Amsterdam some day! And see London and Paris! But I don’t want to go alone, either with my dad and sister or with my friends!

favorite food: i don’t think I have one I literally have never had a clue what to say when people ask me this......

nationality: Canadian!

favorite song right now: mm I don’t have one I’m in love with right now.... recently I discovered Teardrop by Aurora and that was my most recent fav song (tho that lasted like a day and a half so). My fav song of all time is Rabbit Heart by florence (WITH the music video, as an important aspect to my love for it)

Thank you!!! ☺️ I tag @crowempress and @invisincere (if u wanna! I’m sure not tagging 20 whole people wow)

#bz bz #long post #ask games

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hoshalicious · 6 years

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sugar daddy!soonyoung

if he isn’t the type of sugar daddy that buys a shit ton of clothes for you and for himself, then idk who tf he is

a soft one too

and i’m talking about very soft

lately he’s been low key looking for a significant other for a long time but he never says anything about it

but the thing is, when you or anyone else see him for the very first time in america, you wouldn’t even think the slightest bit that he’s either famous or a millionaire

lmao he’s always wearing clothes that make him feel comfortable when dancing, something like a black t-shirt and some sweatpants

but he actually is famous, but not everyone knows him

but there are times that people do nicely stop him to take pictures or selfies and he really doesn’t even mind it at all !!

so he’s famous through instagram, known for him making incredible dancing videos he posts

he even does dance covers and they’re so amazing

his stage name is of course hoshi

people were so into his dancing, even did some backup dancing for some well-known korean artists

he even helped or has made choreographies for some of the artists too, whether it’s a solo artist or a group.

and yes

he’s REALLY famous in south korea ajskdf

hhh like wow, he’s such an inspiration for many young fans

you’re an insta model, but not too known but maybe have around 500K followers

not a lot of people know about you but you are grateful for the people who you inspire and how you are

your followers LOVE !! YOUR !! AESTHETICS !!

you get a fuck ton of fan mail occasionally through your post office and you would send the letters back with a response !!

though it wasn’t really as much as you think, it clearly makes you happy

except that one negative note you received

“delete your instagram. you’ll never become famous.”

response: “y’all hear sumn?” and you legit posted the letter + response on instagram

your blog is an negative-free zone yeet

but ANYWAYS

one of your admirers made some fantasized theory about you and soonyoung

they were like “oh my god i love these two people so much!!” with both photos present in the post

and you left to see his account, being really famous and his videos were very outstanding

but guess what, he messaged you sometime later that day

ok fast forward

so it was BIG NEWS when you two were a thing

like y/n?? and hoshi?? datinG??

even the fan that fantasized who shipped y’all in the first place was shooketh as fuck lmao

“y’ALL, HOSHI AND Y/N ARE ACTUALLY TOGETHER, DID THEY READ MY POST ??”

though there were some people who disapprove your relationship with him

mostly international fans but you don’t care, you love this boy with all of your heart

and trust me, he loves you

i mean he has been lovesick for a little while oof

but wow lemme tell you

he’ll order you fast food if you ever wanted to, for example, order any takeouts or pizza deliveries like he’ll buy you that shit

he knows how much you like modeling for instagram so he’ll even buy you new clothes and makeup

maybe some self-care products !!

like yeah you still had money for makeup before but not as much for clothes

you had never had the confidence of what you were wearing to the public

so most of your photos were selfies with a t-shirt on using your phone

maybe even a cute sweatshirt you bought recently

but you have been grateful for what hoshi has been giving you

a new camera for your birthday, new outfits and maybe even a new phone !!

there was no way you could ever pay him back, like he had a lot more money than you did before you dated him

but you do give him a whole lot of emotional support, he would always feel down due to some hate comments or even doubting if you still love him

his past relationships were terrible because they all cheated on him before he even got famous

and you being you, no negativity, gave him cute pecks on the cheek and you both were just giving each other affection

your kisses always make him feel loved no matter what

you both even go to a buffet for the both of you to be stuffed

“eh, i’ll post a cover tomorrow”

“i just want to sleep”

it’s been a tradition that you two would go on vacation maybe about 3-4 times a year

one for summer, one for winter, one to visit your family and one for one of you two have collaborations

but anyways, yes i bet that hoshi would be an affectionate sugar daddy

like he would be the cutest boyfriend to have but also the rudest (appearance wise, not personality wise) man to ever e x i s t

and i’m sure this man would be a true blessing too

abi; october 22, 2018.

#kpop #svt #seventeen #hoshi #kwon soonyoung #carat #seventeen imagines #seventeen scenarios #seventeen performance unit #soonyoung

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