#hitting me all at once

[magnoliamyrrh]

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#im freaking out at the prospect that this may be the new normal for awhile #i never know when i get worse if its temporary or ive gotten long term chronically worse tm #i have absolutely no idea whats causing me to be so messed up tho #first was the physical pain hitting like a truck for some weeks but thats not that bad now? that got a bit better #now is just. bone deep exhaustion with 0 escape. for so many days almost in a row ill just feel like i need to randomly collapse and take #a very. very long sleep #i dont know if ive been this bad since i was on birth control years back #. #maybe it rly is just. months of stress and physical pain and slightly relapsing into bulimia and just. s t r e s s #hitting me all at once #lmao i have no idea how im going to get through life like this. im back again at that point where i wish i could just conveniently die

[madamemiz]

sad: falling out of a hyperfixation

tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it

#oughhhhhhh #this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol #i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content #and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock #but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once #and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion #i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like #a handful of times at best #it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away #(understandably so!) #anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts #musing about fandoms past as well #that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore #also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)

[ahhrenata]

distractions ✨

#for all the shooting range fics and what not #i was gonna make Leon’s face angry but i also think its cute that Luis cant see Leons soft expression #just hears the grumpy voice #i once again struggled with luis’ face… its hit or miss for me sometimes #not safe gun practices so don’t do it lol #serennedy #leon kennedy #leon s kennedy #luis serra #luis serra navarro #resident evil #resident evil 4 #resident evil 4 remake #resident evil fanart

[eddietoz]

#me when I haven’t watched everywhere everything all at once #:) #merthur #merlin #.txt #merlin x arthur #arthur pendragon #also.. has this been done? #greatest hits

[stbot]

Cynthia & Lydia (Grease: Rise of the Pink Ladies)

#grease rise of the pink ladies #grease rotpl #rise of the pink ladies #rotpl #cynthia rotpl #lydia rotpl #ari notartomaso #niamh wilson #i think i need a gif tag #look i promise i'm not a grease blog now #i just tripped and stumbled onto some feelings it'll be fine #lydia and her gay lil berets got to me #cynthia and their utterly swagless charm got to me #the two of them together in profile got to me!! #their gay little duet got to me!!!! #i was watching this show normally for Weeks. #and then watched 5 and 6 together and it just hit me all at once #short king ‘wait does this mean i’m a thespian?’ cynthia #known thespian 'i've studied your gait' lydia

[yes-asil]

Dream Team is going to turn 10 this year, so a decade passed with me giggling at Luigi on the bottom screen doing a little jolt in his sleep whenever I jump.

Also; headcanon that he has been nothing but sleepy since he arrived on the island and Mario is constantly worried Luigi's gonna fall flat on his face during battles in real life/is hurting him while traveling through his dream world.

#mario #luigi #nintendo #mario and luigi #asil and art #his character arc is so cute pleaseeeee #and yeah mentioning it once again but my B button is messed up so Luigi keeps getting hit #I've been dealing with this for 4 years I refuse to give up on my 3DS #I put ALL of my extra points and beans into his defence/hp #so he has a single fighting chance #while Mario gets the attack and speed boost #he has to take those enemies down in one shot or Luigi is dead next round ksjdhkd #the beehosses are the most infuriating just get away from me

[bloobydabloob]

Happy day 3 of DirkJake week.

Today’s theme was “Retro / Decades”… I am not sure if I even understood the theme right but I did them as like 50s greasers. For the decades part. Yeahh

#homestuck #homestuck fanart #dirk strider #hs fanart #jake english #blooby posting #dirkjakeweek24 #I spent like 90% of this drawing watching those awful 3lame videos on the side #like “the twerk of 87“ and whatever other stuff #My friends all know this but I think that 3lame was kind of a genius #There is probably no one else in the world who could possibly have come up with that cuphead song #What a guy. #Also made banana muffins once again #I already ate like 6. I just may have a boring ass life #Hit me up I’ll mail you one of the remaining 4 if you’re lucky #you can receive a handcrafted cold and mouldy muffin in the mail #8-10 business days #Please no one hit me up. #I’m eating the rest tonight anyways #DirkJake

[yonch]

my dear friend.

(DO NOT TAG AS SHIP)

#fe3h #fire emblem three houses #claude von riegan #byleth #byleth eisner #i was thinking about how claude calls shahid “kyoudai” in jp. and how that's also his chosen name for byleth at the end of white clouds #and i was thinking about how long he must have been searching for family that he could be safe around. and how desperate he must have been #for anybody to fill that role for him. and the weight of it all hit me at once #i drew this like months ago though so dont expect much more 3h from me im really deep in isat sauce atm #my drawings

[keferon]

I jUST LEARNED

Megatron and Orion Pax meeting for the first time:

And then. When Future Megs talking to Past Orion in mtmte#36

#I #help #I didn’t understand this moment when I was reading mtmte I DIDNT HAVE THE CONTEXT #The fact that….that Megatron did so much terrible things #and hurted and murdered so many people #and tried to kill Optimus for millions of years #but when he’s talking to this past Orion #the first thing Orion pulling is #ah Megatron with an R #his first initial reaction is to joke about that one time he mispronounced Megatron’s name #because this Pax #This past version of him doesn’t remember Megatron as a tyrant. He remembers him as a guy whose name isnt Megaton oops sorry this is awkward #he’s Megatron with R my bad #it’s such a innocent little detail #Everyone around Megatron constantly reminding him about all his crimes and seeing him though ‘he is scary’ and ‘he is evil’ lenses #But this👆 #This is a reminder #Megatron wasn’t always a terrible person #He was ‘Megatron with an R’ once #I don’t know why this detail hit me so hard. I must be running out of symbols ahahah #maccadam #mtmte #tapa if you’re happen to read this #this moment is from issue 22 in a general map I gave you:)

[fuckthemforthis]

Yeah we're rightfully focused on UM.

BUT.

Also finally the original "dej mi vse" version?!? Look at that positively overwhelmed puppy of a man 😭

#joker out #the way bojan was hit with everything all at once i love it #and me. i was also hit with all that plus the force of his adorable reactions. #two stones all the birds

[nat-20s]

I personally headcanon The Doctor as asexual and specifically ace in the way of. It's not that they forget that sex exists as much as they try to ignore it as much as possible. They'll flirt until the cows come home but when someone seems like they actually want to sleep with them they're like wait what? That can't possibly be right you're thinking of someone else and then they'll straight up dip. Evidence: i feel this in my bones

#also evidence is the multiple times they've been hit on and their response is like...right...anyway... #i imagine at least once there's been the #Ten: just found out about sex? what the hell? #Donna: don't worry sex isn't real #Ten: oh thank god #conversation you know? #biace character of all time. 2 me

[darth-sonny]

never forget

#because i certainly won't #this bitch can go toe to toe with the leader of the kraang for a few seconds and not get hit #while his whole fucking CLAN got k-o'ed despote all of them attacking at ONCE #this guy's hidding some skill #tmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmmt #rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #leo hamato #my art #sonny draws #prime leo au #<- not really but this is the au that made me realize it. so it feel apropos to tag it as such

[wlw-cryptid]

I am once again thinking about having a big strong butch lay back in my lap to nurse after a long day

Telling them that I want to make Daddy feel better and pulling their hands to my chest, helping them pull my shirt away. They'd hum and humor me because not even whatever cool-headed calm exterior they put on will stop them from having their princess's heavy tits in their mouth, and I'd eagerly pull them closer. Once their mouth was full, I'd start start talking them through it. Telling them how good it feels in my soft, warm voice, telling them how much I love them. What a good daddy they are, what a good butch they are, how they take care of me like a good husband should. My body's here to take care of all their needs.

I'd go from holding their hand to rubbing their forearm to massaging over their hips, and their eyes would get heavy as they relaxed more and more into me. Sure I'd sigh and whimper and love how it felt, but my voice would begin taking on that other tone; the one that reaches into their mind and soothes all their thoughts down until they can only wait for what I tell them. Before they even realized it, they're preening at being called a good boy and I'm undoing their belt, slipping my hands under their pants and palming at their bulge. I coo about how hard they are, how sweet they are to me, asking them little things like "do I taste good, sweetheart? does that feel good?" just to make them nod and listen and obey more than anything else. When I stroke their cock through their nice black boxers, I want them to moan into my breast and whine out "more" and "please" until they can't take it anymore n remind me whose in charge

#anyways i got off thinking about this earlier #i just want to be taking care of daddy and Pretending like I'm being subservient as they actually drown in subspace #she speaks #i know this isnt fine writing but i wanted to share #it would be so healing to start a scene cooing for daddy. make them moan for mommy. n then switch back to them being in charge n mounting m #once theyre inside. coming back to their senses and me falling apart under them #i wish you all a very lactation kink. drink my milk and tell me how youll help me produce more #greatest hits

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

they are so so soooo Important to me...

#as usual click for better quality smh... #also yes im once again changing sundown's outfit colors #it looks more like it was always supposed to now - like a sunset! #k.z and sundown make me howl and wail and crack my ribcage open #snf sob... hack wheeze.... cough.... #scribble garnish #forced idiots <3 #oc #original character #sundown - and this duo specifically - are what Cemented this whole little headworld story in my mind #for literal years they existed in a nebulous space #i struggled with characters and dynamics and a story #but then i thought of sundown and she filled that missing niche Perfectly #shoutout to her! she's bringing it all together! #and her relationship with k.z is just... ough... it hits me hard ngl...

[oddly-casual]

Mutant Mayhem spoilers

It’s such a small moment and maybe I just have brain rot or something but in the beginning when Splinter is talking abt why he hates humans it’s Mikey specifically that chimes in with that little “you don’t know that.” And just UGH

Even just by his tone you can tell that he knows his words aren’t going to change anything because they’ve had this conversation too many times. But also Mikey was the one Splinter almost lost that day, like if Splinter was any slower Mikey would’ve been gone.

And you just know in the minds of children Mikey equated their isolation from humans as being his fault because he almost got ran over as a baby.

Like I don’t wanna say it because sometimes leads to unnecessary angst, but children who grow up isolated from everyone else believing that they can’t confide in their parent often blame themselves for their parents decisions.

Donnie and Raph back talk and make fun of Splinter the most but Mikey does it like once and Leo does it never. So you can tell Leo and Mikey don’t get upset with their father, they get upset with themselves for the way things are and I just

#mutant mayhem #tmnt mutant mayhem #tmnt #tmnt mm #mm mikey #mm splinter #LIKE THEY INTERALIZE IT SO MUCH #It makes every scene with Mikey longing for the human word hit harder bc what if he’s like ‘this is my fault’ #i noticef Donnie rags on splinter the most like Donnie talks back and calls Splinter a shut in and all that #Raph is second because he actually gets angry at Splinter but when he does he just shuts down and isolates himself #Mikey makes fun of Splinter once with the cheese butt joke but that’s literally it like he never rags on Splinter even when the others do it #and Leo just never does it he has that oldest daughter syndrome where he’s like ‘they sacrificed so much for me I have to be good’ and just- #fuckin ouch man #EVEN WHEN SPLINTER KS APOLOGIZING RAPH JUST LOOKS AWAY LILE #LIKE RAPH CANT EVEN LOOK AT HIS DAD BEING EMOTINALLY HONST BC HE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE IT #Hc whenever Raph got angry Splinter just out him in timeout so now Raph isolates when he’s angry with his family #mutant mayhem spoilers #in case now one has watched the movie yet

[queer-ragnelle]

"In another life... I really would've liked just doing taxes and laundry with you"

-Arthur Pendragon, Excalibur 1981

I'M IN SO MUCH PAIN

#arthurian legend #arthuriana #arthurian legends #arthurian mythology #king arthur #queen guinevere #excalibur #excalibur 1981 #everything everywhere all at once #eeaao #quotes #ask #strejdaking #me & strejdaking getting the critical hit psychic damage on you poor innocent followers