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simcardiac-arrested · 9 months
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honestly don't even remember what happened in 2017 at all, it was a year. that year is no longer.
what the fuck DIDN’T happen in 2017
#fucking cuphead came out. fortnite. little nightmares#FUCKING PUBG#NIGHT IN THE WOODS#LIFE IS STRANGE PREQUEL. WHICH I PLAYED WAY TOO MUCH OF BTW . it was like the second coming of christ to me#hollow knight but i didn’t know about hollow knight back then#ddlc …#slime rancher. and yet another dlc for ark. Back when people still liked playing ark. and by that i mean#nobody fucking liked playing ark. but it’s like stockholm syndrome. you wouldnt get it#FUCKING GANG BEASTS !!!! revolutionary. life changing. and then ? Bendy and the shit machine#anyone remember that ??? anyone remember the wejrdass comic on tumblr that was like bendy and the quest for the ink machine?#I do. I do.#but that’s just games. you know what else came out in 2017? the fucking emoji movie. DO YOU UNDERSTAND#DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT IT WAS LIKE BEING ON THE INTERNET WHEN EMOJI MOVIE CAME OUT?? You dont. You havent seen what i’ve seen#2017 was the year of shape of you. of despacito. of that’s what i like by bruno mars. Do you understand how insufferable it was being on the#internet while those songs were popular. Have you even watched the 2017 youtube rewind#2017 WAS ALMOST THE YEAR LOGAN PAUL HAD HIS FOREST CONTROVERSY. UNFORTUNATELY HE HAD IT ON LIKE JANUARY 2ND OR 3RD OF 2018#so it’s almost 2017 but not quite#pewdiepie was still popular ….#most important of all? i was a homestuck fan in 2017. I was a fan of many things#much more stuff happened but if i have to think about 2017 for a second longer my brain will fry#cramswering
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bloos-bloo · 2 months
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Sorry for going quiet, been busy- here’s some art I did today
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thehappiestgolucky · 2 years
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Hornet my beloved,,,
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gayelderstourney · 9 months
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OLD MAN YAOI BRACKET ROUND 1
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Propaganda:
Gerald Robotnik/Black Doom:
Scientist who wants to blow up the world and his evil alien boyfriend
Dude they had a son together and his name is shadow the hedgehog
They created Shadow the hedgehog together. Yes Shadow the hedgehog. This is canon. Theyre also super divorced just trust me on this.their old man yaoi is real
we as a society would not have shadow the hedgehog without their old man yaoi
old man fucks alien so he can bring his daughter back from space safely, gives birth to sad gay hedgehog
you KNOW they fucked
they’re shadow the hedgehogs dads. Like canonically. black doom is an alien god guy and gerald is eggmans grandpa who didn’t love him enough and gave him daddy issues. he also went insane after the government killed his granddaughter (who he loved instead of eggman) and tried to kill humanity :3 these two are like bitter exes to me. they’re both dead. the devil from the bible fucked that old man
Black Doom and Gerald Robotnik are Shadow the Hedgehogs dads. Gerald is a (silly, slightly insane) old scientist and Black Doom is a two thousand year old alien who wants to destroy the Earth. Its not canon but Shadow's gay dads mean everything to me. They kiss and hold hands on the space colony.
IM DOING MY PART!!! GERALDOOM SWEEP BAYBEEEEEEE!!! GO SHADOW’S GAY DADS!
Sheo/The Nailsmith:
It's really nice because you unlock it after the nailsmith asks you to kill him with the pure nail and you refuse and walk away. He then says he was wandering hallownest without purpose until he found sheo who helped him discover that there was more to life than just one calling. These two are probably the only characters in the game to have a genuinely happy ending
The nailsmith loses his purpose in life after finishing his ultimate masterpiece, his lifelong goal, the pure nail. He requests the protagonist to try the nail on him, but If you refuse, he will find sheo who helps him to find new meaning in life and realise that there is more to life by teaching him different crafts. They can then be seen sculping figurines together, and sheo is also painting the nailsmith.They share a common love for art and crafts and inspire each other. Sheo's story is that he was a nailmaster, but got tired of it, and put down his nail to pick up a paintbrush. I think it's beautiful that he could help the nailsmith realise what he himself did. They both also used to live in solitude without even realising how lonely they were, and I think it's cute tuhat they can do art together now :]
They are two bugs retired from their career and making better lives for themselves and they’re gay about it. Nailsmith believes at first that he has nothing left after creating the perfect nail and asks the knight to strike him down, and if you don’t, he meets Sheo, a retired nailmaster finding a new calling in painting and sculpting. They find a shared love in creating things and Nailsmith finds a new calling in art as well. The achievement you get for uniting them is called “Happy Couple”
Gay bugs gay bugs gay bugs (Cw mention of suicide) They both used to pursue their one passion in life: forging the perfect nail (sword) for the Nailsmith and the art of combat for Sheo. Sheo realized he could just leave that life when he lost his passion for fighting, and he found himself a new purpose in life: art. However, he always seemed very lonely, completely isolated by all other bugs in his hidden house in the middle of a thorn jungle. When The Nailsmith achieved his goal and forged the perfect nail, he lost his purpose in life and his will to live. He asks the player to kill him. However, if the player refuses, he can later be found in Sheo's house, modelling for Sheo or sculpting figurines with him. He thanks the player for not fulfilling his request, because he has found a new calling in life here, making art together with Sheo. They both express how happy they are to no longer be alone. This also gives you the "Happy Couple" achievement, confirming that they are a couple.
THEY'RE CANON!!! They're fucking canon!!! You can talk to them at one point after doing a Bunch of Stuff to get them to meet each other and you get an achievement called "Happy Couple"!!! Gotta love old man yuri
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weirdmarioenemies · 6 months
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Name: Fish Bone
Debut: Super Mario World
Fish Bones are—hey! We’ve already talked about you, and very recently at that! We love you, Fish Bone, but it’s time to stop hogging the spotlight!
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Name: Fishbone
Debut: Kirby 64: The Crystal Shards
There we go!
It’s that funky fresh time of year where all the strange Mario creatures retract into their holes to make way for other, stranger beasts, and boy is Fishbone strange!
Fishbones are the reanimated skeletons of dead fish, and golly, what a great skeleton to have! Just three boomerang-shaped bones and two hollow eye sockets. No spine, no discernable jaws of any kind, just pure, abject salminimalism! I bet you wouldn’t even know these were bones if I didn’t tell you, and yet they still manage to evoke a fish skeleton so well!
But whose skeletons ARE they? While we don’t have any direct confirmation, it feels pretty likely to me that we have the skeletons of dear old Floppers on our hands! There’s a common fish enemy in most Kirby games called Blippers, but Blippers are entirely absent from Kirby 64, and Floppers are a lot thinner and pointier than them anyhow!
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But even with that in mind…wow! This still only barely looks like it could be in a Flopper. Just a wonderfully abstract skeletal structure all around. And it only gets weirder from here!
There’s a reason for the peculiar shape of Fishbone’s head! Rather than hop or jump around like most water-based enemies, they shoot their skulls at Kirby for damage! (Don’t worry, it grows back!) Why, you may ask? Well, they provide the Cutter ability, which in Kirby 64 looks like this!:
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Most underwater enemies in Kirby don’t give abilities, since Kirby typically can’t inhale while in water (understandable!). He can do this in Kirby 64, though! With them shooting their heads to attack and being fairly common, this makes Fishbones the most Cutterest enemy in the whole game, even more Cuttery than Sir Kibble himself!
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They are, in fact, SO Cuttery that Miracle Matter’s embodiment of said ability looks a lot like Fishbones!
They STILL couldn’t get enough of Fishbone, though! If you inhale and carry it over your head, you can shoot its skulls yourself! Due to the way Cutter works, this is actually MORE ideal to use when you’re underwater, since using the ability makes Kirby sink!
Sadly, they reverted how Cutter works after this, and with Kirby going right back to spitting bubbles underwater, Fishbones didn’t stand a chance ): Despite its awesome design, it just joined the foray of thousands of other Kirby 64 enemies to never see the light of day again.
But who knows? Maybe it will appear in a future game, just like beloved Plugg, and grant the Cutter ability once more! After all, the Kirby franchise has finally started begrudgingly acknowledging that Kirby 64 did, in fact, exist.
And I think that any enemy that can say they could be combined with Ghost Knight to inexplicably let Kirby create a giant toothy maw out of his arms, deserves a second chance. :)
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Before you ask, no, there’s no way Fishbones could come from the only OTHER bony fish in Kirby 64, Blowfish, either. As for why, let’s take a gander at the scrapped enemy Blowfishbone herself!
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“Oouuughh…I am–I’m so, so many bones…ooohgghhgh…”
Thank you, Blowfishbone.
(All gifs taken from the Strategy Wiki!)
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ataraxiaspainting · 1 month
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Fly Me to the Moon.
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Yan Jingliu x F Reader.
Synopsis: “You looked at me like I was made of stardust, and told me that even the moon above us could not compare to the brightness in my eyes.”
Warnings: Yandere themes, violence, and unhealthy relationships.
Word Count: 1k.
i’m so sorry if i’m wrong about xianzhou landscapes lol…
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The Xianzhou Luofu’s eclipses are as rare as someone who can walk on water.
Moons come and go across the Flagships’ skies as they make their way throughout the galaxy, and so do the suns. They all change from pink to red to gray, and none of them stay for long. Unlike what the Abundance teaches its creations, life has its way of teaching that nothing lasts forever. Permanence is but a fantasy and only those who are blind fools seek out such a blasphemous dream.
But if it is a blind fool you must be to see her whole for the first time, you will gladly be one.
You met just a fragment of her oh so long ago, under the very covered sun that was oh so rare. You dared not to look away from her as she moved towards you like clockwork, her sword dragging across flowered ground. The moon was white, and so were the blossoms. So was her hair, which looked like a bundle of shooting stars. She didn’t smile, but she didn’t frown either. An expression as neutral as water.
She had a black blindfold over her eyes that had the sign of a crescent moon.
To you, she was brighter than the eclipse above.
You two moved together in a circle, a cautious waltz, but also an enticed one. Curiosity.
“You are a Cloud Knight, aren’t you?” She asked. The grip on her blade’s handle loosened just slightly. “I can tell by the spear you hold.”
You nodded, and a chuckle quieter than the gentlest wind escaped her lips.
You took a step backward as she took one forward. It was not out of fear but at the very least well-meant care—a dance crafted from years of training under daylight and starlight.
Now, hundreds of moons later, you take a step backward as she now takes three forward. Fear controls you like a puppet as you point your spear, which has by this point been remodeled and repaired from many battles with the Abominations of the Abundance. Daylight and starlight become one with the same snow-white eclipse in the sky.
She is smiling. Her sword no longer glides along sprouted soil, but a stone path painted with the blood of your fellow soldiers. Her blindfold is off, her eyes the very image of a hollow, depraved husk. Mara.
She does not chuckle when your hands shake, but rather she loudly laughs.
It is the farthest thing from gentle.
Jingliu has many presences, but none of them last for very long. Some stay for a week at most without issue, but those are rare and so far distanced from one another. She lets you leave, most days, to go buy tea from the market or to go sit down and feed the birds or to let you practice aiming your weapon at the training dummy she placed outside your living quarters. 
When she first brought you here, she told you that you are free to duel her whenever you wish. Win, she said, and you can leave whenever you wish too.
The only thing is you can never manage to even touch her.
The uncharted areas around the cottage she acquired for both of you are dark, and the only places where there is light are the ones that have straight and narrow paths, paths to the few places Jingliu allows you to go unsupervised. Or is the definition of unsupervised in Jingliu’s world is to have you watched from a few kilometers back?
You cannot tell. Nor do you want to know the answer, because you know the truth will stomp on your hope like it was a lowly insect.
You also don’t walk alone at night for reasons like those. You cannot see anything, only hear and think.
You cannot see Jingliu if she is watching you from behind.
Even though she swears on her honor that she does not follow you closely.
You can hear Jingliu’s breathing though, how desperate she can sound, or how calm she can sound. It all depends on what moon shines through the brightest.
Meals with Jingliu are always the same.
No matter what her mood is at that particular moment, she always stares at you from across the table.
Sometimes her hair is well-kept, on days when she is happier and more active in her self-care. Sometimes she bats her eyes at you. Sometimes she seems to stare past you, to the unlit fireplace or the vase of flowers near the entrance door. Her stares can turn into glares in an instant, or her glares can turn into loving gazes. You wish most days that she wouldn’t be so distant, but you don’t want her to be suffocating with her affection either.
You just want the best of both worlds. An eclipse.
“How is it?”
Your attention is abruptly captured. Her gaze appears slightly less serene yet intensifies, while yours remains filled with doubt. Your hand ceases the motion of guiding the fork towards your mouth, descending listlessly onto the table.
“Is something the matter, [First]?” Genuine confusion on both of your parts.
“...N-No.” As you lower your gaze and gently shut your eyelids, your whole body quivers uncontrollably, leaving you powerless over its movements. “It’s good.”
“Are you sure?” Your gaze evades her as if being controlled by a small prey animal’s instinct. Your heart races, as if on the verge of a sudden collapse. “You can tell me if something is wrong with the food.”
Your fingers interlock with such force that you fear they might leave imprints on your skin.
“No, no… it’s good, really.”
She tilts her head. “You aren’t eating, though.” You hear the sound of a chair being dragged, a sure sign that she is standing up. “You can be truthful with me, dearest. I won’t be upset.”
Gazing out the window, you offer no response. The sound of her sigh reaches your ears, yet your focus lies elsewhere. A single leaf gracefully twirls upon the surface of the nearby pond, without a care in the world. You hope it will not drown.
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sunnytarg · 1 year
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hello ♡ hope you're having a good day, love your yandere post so i was wondering if you could do a yandere reaction with Maegor, Aegon I, Aemond, Aegon II (separate) who are in love with their sister reader but she doesn't love them and they She constantly rejects and even threatens them with telling her father (yan! platonic) about his attitude towards her if they don't stop?. Thank you you are amazing and I love your writing ♡♡♡♡♡
I hope this is what you wanted. I’m still trying to figure out how to write Yandere!characters. Enjoy! 😁
Tw: stalking, dubcon, breeding
Maegor
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Maegor couldn’t care less if his sister didn’t return his love because he knew that once he had her she would eventually learn to love him. Of course, when she told their father after he made tried to make a move on her after winning a tourney he was annoyed but not swayed to stop. He had won this tourney not just for his own glory but for her, why his sister couldn’t see that is beyond him.
His plan was simple. He would simply talk to his father and have his sister become his wife. It didn’t take much to convince his father especially after he pointed out how he married not only two women but his two sisters.
Aegon I
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Aegon has no idea why his sister isn’t returning his affection. His other sisters did. He has the best dragon, he has shown he can be a good husband and he has plans on uniting Westeros so why doesn’t his sister live him in the way he wants? His frustrations all come out after their father announces his sister's betrothal to some cousin at supper. After they finish with their meals and his sister-wives go to their respective bedrooms he corners his other sister. He demands to know why she doesn’t love him. What does he have to do for her to accept his affection?
This does nothing but frightens her and in return, she tells him that she will tell their father about this. Why does he have to be greedy? He already has two wives, two wives that are already his sisters so why does he need her? Of course, without realizing she slips up when she says “at least I’ll soon have a husband who will only have one wife and will be able to give me the love and time I deserve.”
It isn’t until after everyone has fallen asleep that he comes up with an idea to have his sister finally be his. In the morning he’s waiting for his family to enter to break their fast and on the table is his sister’s betrothed. Aegon is standing beside the lifeless body with Blackfyre in his hand and blood on his face and hands. Over his sister’s screams, he looks at their father and says “I shall wed her. After all, there is no one better for her than someone who already loves her and knows her.”
Aemond
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Aemond truly believes that he is being subtle by leaving his sister's favorite flowers and treats outside of her bed chambers to find. Or when they have a meal together as a family and he has the bard play a song he knows is her favorite (he doesn’t see her frown when he requests it). Aemond is his sister’s shadow. Never admitting to his affections but never gives his sister room to meet knights and gentlemen of the court.
It becomes too much for her at a certain point. She feels like she is suffocating under the weight of her brother and so she finally snaps with the only threat she can think of. If he doesn’t back away then she will tell their father. Truthfully, they both know the threat is hollow. Viserys doesn't really care what they do. If she had threatened to tell their mother, perhaps, then Aemond might worry but instead, he gives his sister the illusion of space. He is still always there. Watching her and listening in on what she talks about. He even pays her handmaidens and servants to listen in for him.
When she finally marries a knight, who in Aemond’s opinion is far below his precious sister, he watches through a secret passageway as her new husband fucks his sister for the first time. He knows he could do it better but at the sight of her naked body and her small moans, he can’t help but fist his cock as he hides away. For now, he will settle for this but eventually, hopefully soon, he may think of a way to convince his sister to come to his bed and perhaps bare his children, or better yet - he can find a way to dispose of her knight of a husband and have her come crying into his open and waiting arms.
Aegon II
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Aegon gets what he wants when he wants it. His sister threatening to tell their father of his love for her doesn’t bother him in the slightest because at most he knows his father will just shrug and forget about it. Aegon doesn’t matter to him. He, is, however, determined to make his sister realize how much she cares about him.
Her threats are empty to him. She says she will tell his wife, but he doesn’t care. He was married to the wrong sister and Helaena never wanted to marry him in the first place. She says she will run far away but Aegon has a dragon and promises he will find her. Eventually, she says that she will tell their mother. Now, that is a problem. If their mother learned about any of this she would have his sister sent far away and married. He knows that she finds Targaryen's customs sinful and disgusting, despite having him marry his other sister.
It doesn’t take Aegon long to realize what he must do to keep his sister around. She cannot marry, it is as simple as that. The only way to guarantee that is if she is dishonored. With that in mind, he sneaks into her room that night. He doesn’t wake her as he places with her cunt. He wants to make sure it’s nice and wet, easy for him to slip his cock into. He doesn’t want to hurt her after all, he loves her.
She does wake up when he pushes his hard cock into her from behind. She yelps in surprise and the clench her cunt makes around him is so delectable he groans loudly. He doesn’t want her to wake the entire castle, though, so he moves a hand over her mouth as he thrusts into her. He enjoys every second of it. From her slick, right walls to her whimpers turned to moans and her soft skin pressed against his. As he gets closer to cumming he starts to thrust harder and just before he shoots his seed into her he leans down and whispers in his dear sister's ear, “I will do this every night until you are with my child. The men of the realm will see you as soiled but this only proves how you are mine and trust me, you have never been more beautiful than right now, naked and with my cum leaking out of you.”
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esther-dot · 7 months
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The problem with Daenerys is that she sees issues from a purely black-and-white perspective. She stops Mirri from being raped and acts as if that’s the complete solution to her problem. Daenerys acts as her savior and insinuates that the rape victim she “saved” much be grateful. However, upon having her people murdered and ravaged, Mirri tries to get back at Drogo. But she doesn’t even really contribute to his death, as we know that Drogo died of his own infection that he refused to treat (he also refused to follow Mirri‘s advice on how to treat it). Sure, she apparently kills Daenerys’s infant, but I doubt that’s even true. Mirri explicitly announces that no one must enter the tent while she’s performing her magic. Yet Jorah and Daenerys enter anyway.
And even if this isn’t true, Daenerys herself believes that Jorah killed her son since he didn’t listen to Mirri and took her into the tent, yet it is Mirri she burns alive.
Ser Jorah had killed her son, Dany knew. He had done what he did for love and loyalty, yet he had carried her into a place no living man should go and fed her baby to the darkness. He knew it too; the grey face, the hollow eyes, the limp. “The shadows have touched you too, Ser Jorah,” she told him. The knight made no reply. (AGOT, Daenerys IX)
You know, you're right that there's a distinct pattern of misapplying or refusing to accept guilt when it suits her. While her feelings may be alleviated by "saving" people,
"She will do no harm." Dany felt she could trust this old, plain-faced woman with her flat nose; she had saved her from the hard hands of her rapers, after all. (AGOT, Daenerys VII)
Perhaps Dany needs to reconsider what put them in that position in the first place, and whether it might actually have been Drogo and her choices, her war, that ruined their life,
"Saved me?" The Lhazareen woman spat. "Three riders had taken me, not as a man takes a woman but from behind, as a dog takes a bitch. The fourth was in me when you rode past. How then did you save me? I saw my god's house burn, where I had healed good men beyond counting. My home they burned as well, and in the street I saw piles of heads. I saw the head of a baker who made my bread. I saw the head of a boy I had saved from deadeye fever, only three moons past. I heard children crying as the riders drove them off with their whips. Tell me again what you saved." "Your life." (AGOT, Daenerys IX)
And I think the reader should be alarmed that while Dany thinks she's saved a life here, she promptly turns around and takes it:
"You will not hear me scream," Mirri responded as the oil dripped from her hair and soaked her clothing. "I will," Dany said, "but it is not your screams I want, only your life. (AGOT, Daenerys X)
I suppose this is similar to her freeing people but the situation being so bad they’re desperate enough to want to sell themselves back into slavery and instead of that being a wake up call about the results of her choices, telling Dany she hasn’t done what she thinks she’s done, Dany decides to take a cut, to profit off of their suffering.
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feysand | T | female rhys, rewrite of summer court bedroom scene
inspired by staring at this art for all of my waking hours. thank you @popjunkie42 and @wilde-knight for the quick beta reads. <3
ao3
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We were given a suite of connecting rooms, all centered on a large, lavish lounge that was open to the sea and city below. My bedroom was appointed in seafoam and softest blue with pops of gold —like the gilded clamshell atop my pale wood dresser. My finger slid across the golden lips, down into the soft, pink hollow of the ocean floor treasure thoughtfully, considering the odd shocks of emotions that continued to consume and confuse me when the High Lady touched me, looked at me with that cold steel gracefulness shot through with …
With what?
I couldn’t seem to name the emotion there: when Rhys angled her chin, tilted the planes of her face so her thick lashes shadowed that sultry violet gaze. Ever calculating, ever watchful, ever filled with something when I was in the room. Even when I was away, I could feel the weight of that look on me.
The white door behind me clicked open, and like a child caught with their hand where they didn’t belong, I quickly withdrew my curious fingertips from the inside of the clamshell. Rhys slid into my room.
She leaned against the door once she shut it, the top of her sleeveless black tunic unbuttoned to reveal the upper whorls of the tattoo spanning her chest, the muscled curves of her powerful shoulders and licking down her biceps, up the column of her neck. Ever drawing my eyes where I knew they shouldn’t go, where I shouldn’t want to stare with such … heat, at another female.
Confusion reared within me once more as haughty annoyance, but Rhys spoke as if she didn’t notice the battle that waged within me everytime she forced her proximity on me.
“The problem, I’ve realized, will be that I like Tarquin,” she said by way of greeting. Her thick black braid hung over her shoulder, curls framing her face, pulled out of place by the Summer humidity. “I even like Cressaeida.”
Gods, why couldn’t I look away from those fly-away hairs, the elegant halo they made in their quiet revolt against the High Lady’s commitment to a perfect image? My gaze flickered to the silver chain that hung just taut enough between the lapels of her tunic, revealing only teasing glimpses of the swells of her breasts.
Had the fawn skin there warmed the chain with the upwards press of each of Rhys’s rising breaths, or was it a cool shock to her skin everytime that sent shivers down her spine?
I clenched my fists against the traitorous thoughts.
“And?” I took up a spot against the dresser, where clothes that I had not packed but were clearly of Night Court origin had been already waiting for me.
Too much irritation bled through my tone.
The space of the room — the large bed, the windows, the sunlight — filled the silence between us as Rhys considered me with a predator’s intent.
“And,” Rhys said, “I want to find a way to do what you have to do without making enemies of them.”
It was impossible to focus with her so near, in my room, next to the bed, thoughts of my fingers gliding along the smooth flesh of the clamshell blurring with the wrong, wrong, places I kept thinking about exploring on Rhys, in Rhys.
Without thinking, I blurted, “I won’t ruin your chances with him by getting caught.” The sexual tension that had been heavy on my mind since we arrived in Summer, the charge I felt between us, I had to be misinterpreting it, misplacing Rhys’s own intentions with the Summer High Lord.
A well-placed match to ensure her place back in Prythian’s good graces, to have the Golden Boy as her lover. Surely. Surely that was what I was feeling. She was envious of the attention I was drawing away from her, that for our mission’s success I had to play her potential beau.
That damned head tilt. Then, “Do you like that Tarquin can’t stop looking at you? I can’t tell if it’s because he wants you, or because he knows you have his power and wants to see how much.”
“Are you jealous?” I asked, suddenly breathless under the intensity of her gaze.
“Why would I be? But having a High Lord lusting after you is a dangerous game.”
“First you taunt me with Cassian, now Tarquin? I can’t tell if you’re threatened by me or can’t find other ways to annoy me.”
Rhys prowled closer, and I steadied myself for her scent, her warmth, the impact of her power. She braced a hand on either side of me, gripping the dresser. I refused to shrink away, even when that confusing swell of desire pulsed between my thighs. “You have one task here, Feyre. One task that no one can know about. So do anything you have to in order to accomplish it. But get that book. And do not get caught.”
I wasn’t some simpering fool. Rhys was a female, for Cauldron’s sake! I had never been interested in a female, a woman, before, I had only been with males. And Tarquin was here, handsome with kind eyes and … Unimpressive, that taunting inner voice said without regard to my carefully smothered feelings of disregard where the Summer High Lord was involved.
Still. 
There was no reason I should be so affected, so fraught with nerves and want that my thoughts seemed a scattered mess. I knew the risks. And that tone, that look she always gave me … “Anything?” Her brows rose. I breathed, “If I fucked him for it, what would you do?”
Her pupils flared, and her gaze dropped to my mouth. The wood dresser groaned beneath her hands. Her strong, capable hands I couldn’t stop thinking about on me, in me. “You say such atrocious things.” I waited, my heart an uneven beat. She at last met my eyes again. “You are always free to do what you want, with whomever you want. So if you want to ride him, go ahead.”
“Maybe I will.” Though a part of me wanted to retort, Liar. I had lost all reason, the most unholy thoughts swirling in my mind. It was only she, only Rhys, I wanted.
“Fine.” Her breath caressed my mouth.
“Fine,” I said, aware of every inch between us, the distance smaller and smaller, the challenge heightening with each second neither of us moved.
“I would be remiss,” she said softly, eyes like stars, “if I didn’t at least warn you that you’ll never find satisfaction under a High Lord.” She clicked her tongue in reproach, my eyes unable to do anything but watch the slight part of her mouth and the flick of her pink tongue. “Didn’t your time with Tamlin teach you anything? You’re too exceptional for them, Feyre. They’ll never know just how to please you, how to coax the sweetest sounds from you … Like sin and rhapsody all in one.”
“If not them, then who?” The sheer power of her enveloped me, shaking me awake. As if every nerve in my body had been set ablaze and only she existed in this world.
The salt and the sea and the breeze tugged on me, sang to me. She, she, she, each wave lapped.
And as if Rhys heard them, too, she inclined her head toward the clamshell on the dresser. “I know just what you desire, my darling Feyre.” With promise and clear intent, she purred, “I don’t need to be daemati to know what you fight within yourself.”
The moment lengthened, drawn out across the ocean, eternity, time itself. I was held there, staring into those wild violet eyes, dreaming about just what her mouth on me, her fingers in me, our bodies pressed together would feel like, the cries of our pleasure carrying over the slapping break of the wake.
It wasn’t right, it wasn’t natural, it wasn’t —
The faintest curl of her lip, the sneer of challenge.
I snapped.
Damn it all to hell. The Book. The mission. The High Lords who wanted to woo me, wage battles for me in their shameful attempts to flirt.
As soon as my lips surged forward, Rhys was there, meeting me with her overwhelming presence. Our mouths met, teeth temporarily clashing until she took control. Her hands lifted from the dresser and carded roughly into my hair, angling my mouth just where she wanted it, so her tongue could plunder and soothe and take all my hesitations away right with any remaining thought beyond the aching need at my core, the dripping desire for her.
As her clever tongue parted my lips without hesitation, so her muscular thigh drove between my own slender legs. Like a woman possessed, I ground down so that tinder of arousal could seek the friction it needed for a wildfire to catch. Rhys smiled into my mouth, delighted, and parted to speak with velvet promise.
“Let me show you how a High Lady plays, Feyre darling.”
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summertimemusician · 4 months
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Warriors/Hyrule Warriors Focused WIP Sneak Peak
“... So, you came here not as the ‘Captain of the Knights of Hyrule’, or even as ‘The Hero Who Wields the Sword of Evil's Bane’...” You started, light and raspy and something close to hollow that made Warriors ache, you both breathing heavily and bloodied and bruised, and still standing, you were beautiful, taking the place of the late hyrulean sun as you had your knee to his chest and your dagger to his neck, but he wasn’t worried, not with you  “... But rather as an ‘old friend’?”
The way you practically spat the words through clenched, bared teeth would have been mistaken by loathing by anyone else, snake venom and the shape of winter winds in your eyes and mouth in your frigid fury, if he couldn’t tell how your usually steady hands shook like icicles in early spring. Knew as well as you did that all it would take is one slip of the blade and his neck would be split open.
“You heard me the first time, didn’t you?” he spoke calmly, breathing and taking you in as if that single moment would be your last.
(And maybe it might, if he didn't do this right.)
You paused, then a snort, then a chuckle, then a laugh, something close to a yowl, or maybe a howl as you sobbed.
Your blade misses his neck by inches, stabbing into the ground below and he doesn't flinch. Doesn't allow himself to flinch, knew you'd pounce on any hint of weakness and hesitation
“Aah… I suppose it’s my loss, Link.” You laughed, it was a bitter, ugly sound. Something that made him hurt and want to hold you in his arms as he did back then, in unwanted ballroom nights where you'd both slip to vacant rooms and talk about everything and nothing. When he felt comfortable speaking, when the vitriol of his fellow men didn't burn against his skin and the loathing both from others and himself for why the war started didn't tighten around his neck like a noose. When you'd both go horseback riding while on leave and you'd smile for him with all the brilliance of a star and all the sharpness of a blade, ready to take on the world so long as you were together.
He hated seeing you like this, broken down and ruined by war and thirst for justice never given, hated how he burned away pieces of himself and didn't think to look more into the situation before he lost you. 
(And why would he have? Good soldiers follow orders after all, even if it's against their own comrades.)
He missed you so, so much.
“It never ends, does it?” You snarled out, hurt and tired and something that was all the melancholy of a trapped animal, “You hurt me, you come back, I hurt you right back, you still return. I just can't keep doing this anymore.” You bare your teeth in a smile, half mocking, half desperate, “I can't even slit your throat to shut you up properly now, pathetic, isn't it, hero?” 
He felt flayed open, who knows, maybe it would be a kindness if you did slit his throat open. He'd prefer that in the place of seeing the one person he cared for the most a hollow mirror of their old self.
(He knew Mask, Linkle, Spirit, Tetra and the Sailor would give him a good shake for it. But he couldn't help it.
It wasn't the first time he considered ways to end the war after all.)
“It doesn't have to be like this,” He offered, somewhere between the charm he sometimes had to use when interrogating the enemy and a desperate plea, “We can do better, we can make things better.” 
“You really think I can just let it go? That they will also let it go?” You say, scoffing bitterly, “Everyone has seen me fighting you today, hero, all remember what I've done. The only route waiting for me is execution if I throw it all away now.” There's conviction in your voice, but hesitance in your gaze as he dares to place a hand over yours, over the sharpened, but old blade, the one he once gave you, “I hurt you, you hurt me. There's no going back from that.” 
You don't push him away, so he presses on with cautious hope in his breast, courage rekindled. He is so, so tired, but he'll be darned if he loses you a second time, he's come this far after all, “There isn't. But we can move forward from this, there's no need to let it go, but it's not too late to try and make things better either. Not yet anyway, I know you can't trust me after everything I've done to you, and I can't fully trust you after all you've done either, but I don't know about you, but I'm done with trying to hate you. I'm tired of letting those doubts turn into hate.”
Your grip tightens, suspicious as a fox in the face of a wolf, “And what makes you think I'm done hating you?”
“You wouldn't have let me keep speaking if you were.” He bites back, he doesn't have much time left until the rest of either of your companies arrive, “Come back with me, please.”
His tone is soft and kind, and something in your expression breaks, it is the conflict between loathing and grief and longing, all clashing spears and swords and none winning.
You let the blade go, and he doesn't waste any time holding you as you choke on a sob, doesn't mind the way one of your hands curls into a claw, cutting against his wounds. He's sure he's holding you a bit too tight too after all from the way you wheeze, but you don't push him away, and that's enough.
‘Finally.’
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awesomesaurous · 10 months
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-rant, please excuse the salt-
I really wish Don’t Starve Together was a different genre of game. I know that’s stupid because the objective “Don’t Starve” is the whole foundation of it, but I kind of just wish I could take the look and the loose story and make it more of an adventure and less of a never-ending survival game. I think in the Hamlet DLC for the base game, the “town” aspects of it scratched that itch a little bit, but I want more. The interface could even look exactly the same. I played the demo of Cult of the Lamb, and that game has a similar top-down 2D look to Don’t Starve, except there are in-game “cutscenes” and you have dialogue options which advance the creepy little narrative. Hollow Knight was good with this too. It’s a metroidvania, so there’s no crafting at all (I don’t consider status upgrades to be crafting), but like most RPGs with a silent protagonist, the story is furthered through exploration and interaction with NPCs. Some people love survival games, and I enjoy them quite a bit, but I like them to have an endpoint. The Flame in the Flood has a brutal difficulty curve, but it does reward you for your persistence, and it’s by no means impossible to beat. The journey takes you further and further along a river which at first seems endless - but it does have an end, and that’s what I want, I guess. Closure.
Hades is one of the most enjoyable games I’ve ever played, and the main reason was how much you are rewarded, even for failed attempts. You might totally choke on a run, but even so, every time you venture out you’re gaining more darkness/gems/etc that you can invest back into your stats and weapons. As in - there is no wrong way to play the game, you will move forward and improve no matter what. I love that. DST has finally dipped into this territory with Wilson’s skill tree, but I think they ought to give every character a similar mechanic. The skills would be specific to each character, and I think would give players more of an incentive to do repeat runs. At a certain point the whole game gets boring, and depending on my mood I sometimes boot it up, think about all the trees I’m going to have to cut down, and then immediately close the game, because I’m sick of doing virtual chores.
Stardew Valley was so addictive for me that I had to delete the game to get control of my life back. That game is nothing but farming and chores, yet I didn’t get tired of it. I think that’s because if you want to, you can ignore any aspect of the game you don’t care for, and time will pass anyway. You can spend all your time farming, or just mining, or focus on relationships with NPCs. Obviously with Don’t Starve, you can’t ignore food because starvation is an ever-present threat.
I also don’t give a damn about boss fights. I never have, in any game. I’m always eager for them to be over so I can get back to actually enjoying the game again, but nope I have to hit this thing 1000 times without getting permanently killed. Don’t Starve’s fighting system is shit, and it always has been. The hit boxes suck, and the fact that I need to download mods just to see health levels for the enemy is ridiculous.
I’ve had a lot of fun with DST, but I think I enjoy the fandom stuff more than the actual game. Same with TF2. It’s pretty fun to play, but I enjoy watching SFM videos and stuff like that more than playing the actual game. Don’t Starve has such fun characters and such an appealing style that it draws people in, and the animated shorts promise this wider world and a more intriguing story that isn’t in the actual game. Most players won’t even get to the cryptic hints at the story that are in the actual game (the Ruins, etc) due to the difficulty curve.
There’s a lot of creative energy and highly imaginative world-building, but when are we going to see it put to use? If anybody has any thoughts on all this, feel free to leave a reply.
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kedsandtubesocks · 9 months
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in the shadow (of your heart) - Mandalorian!Bakugo
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pairing: Mandalorian!Katsuki Bakugo x Jedi!Reader
tags & warnings: (all characters aged-up 25+) Star Wars AU, intense yearning and light angst, brief discussion of raising children, a surprise Jedi!Todoroki x Smuggler!reader appearance, Monoma bestie supremacy, exploration of mandalorian lore and customs, inexperienced Bakugo and the endearing fluff that comes with him
wc: 7.6k
a/n: here it is…the cultivation of all my other snippets and ficlets that have led to this moment, you don’t necessarily need to read them before to understand this but I think it would just add to the goodness of reaching this point, biggest and dearest thank you to @willowser & @ofmermaidstories always being my mando bakugo squad, also the title of this piece comes from the always lovely Florence + the machine & her song ‘cosmic love’ - thank you for reading!
⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ .𖥔 ݁ ˖☾𖤓.𖥔 ݁ ˖ ⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆
It’s been a galactic month since your entire world collapsed.
A month has passed since the Jedi temple was attacked. A month since you woke up and found yourself in the bedroom of the mandalorian that conquered your heart.
And a month since you…
The thought of what you did has you flinching in pain like you just touched an exposed live wire.
Someone calls out your name. When you turn there stands Shouto along with his intriguing friend - the scavenger pickpocket who could speak seven and maybe even more languages.
“We plan to explore Tatooine tomorrow.” Todoroki is patient and calm, a true honor to his Jedi title. “You’re more than welcomed to join us.”
Even his friend, the pickpocketing smuggler who still does not seem trustworthy, wears a rather understanding look mirroring Shouto’s.
You think of the heat on Tatooine, the blistering mirage of the sand and the change of scenery it might bring.
So you agree to go.
Shouto smiles a reassuring grin that whispers of how proud he is for you to take this step.
His smuggler friend grins wider. “Sweet, guess that means I get to steal a bigger means of transport for us.”
“No.” Shouto flat out swiftly shuts the idea down.
Something hollow, the echo of a laugh leaves you but you hope even this is the start of returning back to yourself.
You send Monoma a private message over your jailbroken data pad about your upcoming trip. He immediately calls as you pack.
“Sure Tatooine is boring but...” Neito begins, a bit bored himself. “You can go snag me one of those nice satchels the vendors there sell.”
The truth is easy to find under his words.
I’m glad you’re getting out, I’m glad you’re trying to move forward.
You ask if the Jedi council has anything new to stay and just thinking about it draws a deep ache in your soul.
“Nah. They’re mainly keeping busy overseeing the rebuilding process and there’s been no update on the hunt for the culprit.”
You sigh. There had been no leads or luck on your side of the search either.
“I’m not surprised. Leads are going cold. Even with Sir disgusting picture perfect Jedi knight Deku still on Naboo, we got nothing.”
Oddly enough you missed hearing Monoma complain about the shining star that emerged from your academy class.
“Let’s hope Tatooine has something.” You hope.
“Well now with you on the investigation team I know we’ll get shit done. And if not, I’m getting so close to blowing something up myself.”
“Hey now.” You playfully chide Monoma. “No threats of violence now, Jedi Knight.”
Monoma chuckles weakly but the comment draws blood at a barely healing wound.
A silence settles between you and your dear friend. Its heaviness over the call clogs your senses and painfully crawls over your skin.
“Miss you dummy.” Nieto coughs out through tears and you furiously blink back your own.
“Miss you too, you annoying ass.”
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Tatooine’s heat bears down unforgivingly.
The planet’s two suns stings your eyes. There’s even sand in places you didn’t think it could reach. But the liveliness of Mos Eisley, the commotion of the markets, comfort you and raise your spirits.
Under the dry air it feels as if you are resurfacing, emerging from a fog you have existed in for an entire month.
It’s invigorating, has you strolling through the markets with a relaxed ease.
Shouto and his smuggler, who is notoriously friendly with the Jawas, decide to check the junkyards first for any new information and leads. You instead head to the city to hopefully pick up any chatter about the temple.
After all, you are no longer in your Jedi robes.
So any fear of someone not speaking about the temple around you is gone.
Among the bustling marketplace in the heart of the city, a stall with shimmering jewels and trinkets twinkling under the two suns snags your attention. Specifically a beautiful iridescent gem like pendant immediately catches your eye. The jewel hangs off a simple sturdy leather thread and allows the stunning crystal to be center focus. Your fingers trace over it gingerly and fondly.
“Oh, are you planning to propose soon?”
The vendor suddenly asks intrigued and brightly curious. Her words make you choke out a wild dry cough.
“Excuse me?” You politely and weakly laugh.
“That’s an engagement pendant!” The older twi’lek woman beams excitedly with a twinkle in her eyes almost rivaling her jewelry.
“You have someone special in mind?”
The image of who you have in mind flashes fast. His striking black beskar armor, the electric orange and green trimming… his loud voice…
Your heart starts crumbling in your chest.
“No.” Your reply is rather hollow. “Just thought it looked beautiful.”
Whatever else the woman hears in your voice is enough to quiet any more questions she might have. You return to browsing the other jewels offered on the stand. But even with the beautiful craftsmanship before you, a slow poison seeps into your mouth and you try swallowing it back. But your heart remains an open wound thinking of that mandalorian.
And you think it always might be now.
The stall vendor who went silent now gasps so sharply it spooks you. You snap your gaze up to her.
Her eyes staring beyond you are wide and hypnotized.
“A mandalorian.” She whispers.
A terrifying dread runs up your spine. The rational voice screaming inside your head argues it could be any mandalorian, that you shouldn’t be getting this worked up.
You decide to see and prove to yourself that it is not the mandalorian haunting your existence.
When you turn off to the side -
You discover striking obsidian beskar armor, a beautiful ink dot against the shimmering sands.
Your heart collapses. Your legs almost buckle.
The familiar beskar helmet stares straight at you.
“Shitty Jedi!”
Then the mandalorian screams so gutturally loud that half of the market turns towards him.
You turn the other way and run.
Your heart races wildly loud in your ears, a horrifying war like drumbeat.
It can’t be him.
But in your heart of hearts you know it is. You would know it’s him in every lifetime, in any other reality.
In such a wild panic you can’t fully comprehend your focus. You even forget to use the force to run away.
A dead end hallway stops you in your tracks. Before you can bolt in another direction, a mandalorian descends down from the sky. He lands before you a fiery man of myth immortalized straight from his people’s creed.
“What the fuck?!” Bakugo screams at you raw and demanding.
“Stop screaming!” You hiss back but your voice already begins cracking.
“No!” He snarls back.
“You’re going to cause a scene.” You snap back harder and glare fierce at him.
“I don’t fucking care!” He punches out every word not wavering once. Standing across from you, Bakugo is an intimidating force so broad and filling up the space with his armor.
It’s a simple staring contest. No words are spoken for what feels like hours. A part of you wonders if maybe this is all just a heat mirage illusion brought on by your sad heart.
You end up sighing defeated.
You weren’t going to have this discussion, this reunion, here in an alleyway of the city. You and him deserved better than that.
So with a silent nudge of your face beckoning him to you, the mandalorian wordlessly follows you back to the hostel Shouto’s smuggler booked.
A rapid nostalgic haze tugs at you. This feeling of him so close to you, walking through a crowded planet is as if not a day has gone by.
Yet, an entire month hangs between you and him.
Thankfully your two travel companions are still out when you return to the suite. In the eerie stillness of the cramped room, you turn to the tense warrior.
“What are you doing here?” You don’t even have the energy to yell at him.
Out of all the planets in this grand universe, how did you have the luck of stumbling into this man here?
“That annoying fuckin’ blonde Jedi friend of yours.” Bakugo replies gruffly and his words rattle your brain.
“Wait, Monoma?!” You’re the one shrieking now.
The helmeted warrior nods.
“He told me you’d be here…” Bakugo’s voice trails off.
Even with the rabid confusion consuming your brain, you remember Neito was planned to be sent back to Mandalore. However, he never spoke about it with you. So you began to wonder if he ever did go. Now it makes sense and only confirms your suspicions.
“Why did he tell you?” Your voice wavers frustrated.
The mandalorian’s fist clenches. “Because I told him I needed to talk to you, shitty Jedi.”
The term claws at your soul.
“I’m not a Jedi anymore.” You flat out tell him.
A moment passes.
“Yeah…blondie told me about that too.”
Your heart drops. Of course Monoma told him. He always was a damn gossip.
All you can do is shakily exhale.
The memory still stings so raw.
Leaving your lightsaber at the ruins of the temple, crying with Neito over your decision, sitting with a thick confusion that had you in a daze for days…
“Why?” Bakugo asks, confused, dare you even say genuinely concerned.
“Why did you leave the order?” He clarifies.
The question you knew was coming.
The weight of its answer still feels too grand, too out of reach even for you. It’s like your heart and mind can’t fully comprehend into words the complicated sticky reason.
You tried to justify that your confusion mainly stemmed from the trauma of the temple attack and that you needed time to mediate, to heal. But the truth, your answer, is that you wanted more.
You wanted to yank off the shackles keeping you from reaching for him, that kept you from embracing every aspect of your heart.
So you half heartedly lie.
“I couldn’t wholeheartedly serve the order anymore.” Even stripped of the title of Jedi knight, your answer surprises you. So noble and composed as ever, a hard habit you think you might never fully be rid of.
“What’s that supposed to fuckin’ mean?” Of course Bakugo sees through your words, tries digging through them.
“It means what it means.” You reply back sharply. “I couldn’t stay in the order. I had too much on my mind and I knew…”
You knew that everything in you ache to break everything you were raised with. Because after you faced ruin and destruction, you ached to step forward into a future full of life without anything holding you back, without worrying if you were disappointing anyone or even yourself.
“I knew I couldn’t honor the Jedi.” You finish simply.
You were thankful those like Shouto and Monoma especially understood and helped guide you. They supported you even after your path diverged from theirs.
It’s why you would continue to still help look for the culprit who attacked the temple. You might not see yourself as a Jedi anymore but that didn’t mean you would truly abandon them.
So absorbed in your thoughts you don’t realize how quiet the room has gotten until Bakugo suddenly breaks it.
“Sorry…Knew how much it meant to you.”
It did. But you realized there are things that might mean more.
All you can do is weakly thank him.
You sigh again as the weight of this moment slowly curls over your shoulders and tries to dig past your skin.
“Is that why you left without saying shit? Without even saying goodbye?” His voice gradually fluctuates with tension and hurt. It shreds apart your heart with a jagged edge.
After you had woken up in Bakugo’s room, you stayed in a pretend sleep whenever he returned, not ready to face him yet. You couldn’t continue to keep bringing him into your path of trouble. Even after meditating, even after deciding to leave the Jedi order, you came to the same conclusion. You needed to leave this mandalorian.
For his sake and maybe mainly yours.
So you tell him how you managed to leave like a wordless ghost.
In your first true selfish act, in your first step at shattering your sense of self as a Jedi, you used the force to sense when Bakugo left. Once he was far away enough, you slipped out of the hut. Using the force to cause diversions, you bolted straight to the planet’s port of entry. After that you slipped away onto the next transportation shop.
You cried the entire time on the way back to Coruscant.
You do not tell him this.
Now the consequence of all these actions, your actions, stands before you hurt and anger forged in a man of beskar armor.
“You didn’t even tell me.” His voice cracks and your eyes blink through cloudy tears to stare at him.
You ache to see his eyes, to know what this man looks like.
“I have my reasons, and I’m sorry. I really am.” You apologize, wiping your tears away.
“Yeah? Those reasons better be real fucking good!” He snarls and you glare furious at this mandalorian.
“You wouldn’t understand.” You snap back like a cornered loth cat. You’re tired. You’re emotionally drained and the heat of the planet is catching up to you. You wearily move to sit on the creaky dusty couch.
“To have something control your life that keeps you away from someone…from somethings-”
You quickly correct yourself, but your voice continues wavering more and more with the frustrated tears threatening to spill.
“You’re so loyal to your own creed and I…I couldn’t face you.”
You don’t tell him the whole truth.
You don’t utter the truth that you loved him so much that it alerted your entire world. You wanted to let yourself love him against all odds. But, you wonder if this myth of a man could even possibly hold the same feelings towards you.
Every emotion tears you apart all over again. Inside of you rages a storm ripping apart every safe harbor you had built. All you can do is close your eyes to stop the tears from the storm raging.
“You said it kept you away from someone.” Keen as ever, Bakugo catches your comment.
That’s when you also notice his voice is closer.
Your eyes snap open and your heart drops into your stomach. The explosive mandalorian kneels before you.
“Who?” He asks calm, firm and surprisingly low.
You can’t even say his name and instead stare at him, stubborn and your tongue locked up tight
Bakugo says your name in the same direct tone except now with an undercurrent of urgency.
“Who?” He repeats again.
Out of frustration or maybe finally the weight of your emotions cracks you. Angrily shove away tears until you eventually cry into one of your hands not even able to look at him.
“I knew we could never be together.” You croak out a whisper. “You’re engaged. And with your creed, even when I stopped being a Jedi I just…”
The words escape you on another sob.
Large gloved hands suddenly rest gently on your thighs. Panic snaps your eyes open and there his striking black helmet stares unwaveringly at you.
Bakugo firmly says your name and you wait for the heartbreak that’s about to come.
“Marry me.”
It doesn’t.
“What!?” You ask through tears and snot.
“Marry me.” Bakugo repeats as unflinching and true as he did the first time.
“You… you’re engaged!” You stammer out.
“Obviously not! I’m in love with you but I’m not a fucking asshole! I wouldn’t have asked you if I was still engaged!”
His words knock you breathless, throw you out of orbit and you’re surprised your body has not floated away.
“You love me.” The words don’t sound real even from your mouth.
He coughs out a watery sound and moves forward. His bodily slots between your legs effortlessly. He curls against you and presses his helmeted forehead to yours.
“More than you know, shitty jedi.” He croaks while his strong arms wrap you in his embrace.
“Not a Jedi anymore.” You mutter watery as you clutch onto him.
“You’re not.” Bakugo confirms as he moves to rest his helm against your face.
“Be my riduur instead.”
During your time in Mandalore you picked up on plenty of Mando’a phrases and words. You even flirted with the idea of trying to learn the language fully.
You did learn some mandalorian words held a sacredness that set them apart because of their layered holy weight.
Riduur is one of those words.
It translates to wife, husband, spouse. But riduur held the weight of a partner forged in such a deep love that the basic term of spouse couldn’t capture the bond a mandalorian marriage would bring.
Your eyes widen and a storm of tears blur your vision. This time however, it’s the overwhelming overflow of emotion filling your heart and spilling over.
Nodding you holding onto him tighter.
You try joking about wanting to be the only one who gets to annoy him for the rest of his life. But your voice comes out a ridiculous sob.
Bakugo barks a wild chuckle and his arms tighten around you as well.
“S’why I asked you. Couldn’t put up with any other extra.”
Your eyes close right as you now hold onto your fiancé, and the thought of that makes your brain trip over itself.
“We’re getting married.” You mutter out mainly to yourself still not believing it.
“Damn right.” Bakugo growls low and proud.
“Congratulations.”
Your eyes snap open wide and horrified at hearing Todoroki’s simple flat comment.
Your mandalorian scrambles away from your embrace to instead lean in front of you, as if to shield you.
Standing in the door’s entryway is Todoroki and his smuggler friend who smacks your once fellow Jedi knight.
“I told you to keep quiet!” The smuggler cries out horrified at being caught.
You’re embarrassed. Bakugo is screaming obscenities but for some reason, you laugh. It’s a buyout laugh filling you bright and beautiful. That’s when the force suddenly surges through you warm and celebratory.
Earlier this month you thought it had slipped away. That even the force itself began to pull away because of your decisions.
But now it hums beautifully in and around your body, exhilarated and electric. You think you could power an entire planet.
You laugh and simply lean against your fiancé who continues to threaten to blast poor Todoroki out the window. But his hand suddenly reaches out to your knee and he squeezes it tight, reassuring as if to say I am here.
You came to Tatooine simply looking for a lead on the temple attack.
Now would be leaving it engaged with a mandalorian by your side.
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“Come back to my ship with me.” He mutters softly after you manage to drag him away to a local cantina to grab something to eat.
You don’t hesitate to follow him.
The inside of his grand sleek starship, modified to fit a whole room compartment, greets you like the warmest old friend. You even take a stroll around trying to see if he added anything new.
“So you wanna to get married now or what?” Bakugo simply asks.
Your mind feels as if he just set off one of his explosives inside.
“Now?!” You shriek shrill and chaotic.
“Yes now.” You’ve been with him long enough to know this tone suggests he’s rolling his eyes.
Trying to process this your mind sputters in a spiral like a broken speeder bike.
You understood mandalorians held certain courting rituals that you vaguely heard of. You voice this concern to your mandalorian who crosses his hands over his chest in a pouting type manner.
“That’s for potential marriage partners. We’re already engaged aren’t we?” Bakugo challenges.
“So we just skipped an entire courting process?” He seemed like such a traditionalist and would be upset over this. You even sound more upset than he does.
Especially when your fiancé simply shrugs.
“You’re not mad?” Now you have to ask and he shakes his head a casual no.
“Didn’t need to court anyone else.” He gruffy asserts confident and true.
So that meant jumping straight into marriage?
Whatever lies on your face, whatever is clouding your heart, your fiancé notices it and sighs.
He explains how Mandalorians typically didn’t have long engagements. When someone proposes marriage it’s with the acknowledgment they would be wedded moments or at the latest days after.
It mirrored the same direct quickness the first mandalorian vows were rumored to have been said in the creed’s legend.
“Look,” Bakugo continues with all the conviction a warrior pursuing victory holds.
“I know that’s my culture and shit but…We can wait whenever you’re ready.” He reassures you.
“I’ll wait for as long as you need because I know the ending s’always going to be the same. And that’s me as your husband. So if we do it today or fuck a year from now, I’ll wait.”
Love crashes into you in waves and you cannot fight the current any longer.
“So whenever you’re ready.” Bakugo’s beautiful beskar helmet nudges towards you. “You let me know.”
Now, you want to marry him now.
“Bakugo-” You are about to say your answer when he cuts you off.
“Katsuki.” He corrects you, a gentle firmness that speaks of his kind understanding.
His first name.
The most precious of gifts he can give to you and now here it is ready for yours to hold.
“Katsuki.” And you find to tastes like the most reverent prayer.
Mandalorian weddings, from what you remembered, were quick and privately intimate ceremonies. Here in his ship, away from his home planet and far away from yours on Coruscant, it’s as if this space is carved out just for you and him.
You don’t care about how long it’s been since you last saw him or that you only have been engaged for less than a day.
You want this, to be married to him, for him to be your husband.
And maybe it’s the shackles of the Jedi order being released from you but you want to be selfish. You want to grab at anything you want and greedily say yes it is okay to want without any guilt. It is beautiful to embrace it.
“Guess you’ll be the one having to call me Bakugo then huh?” You tease light but adoration coats your voice thick.
His shoulders tense. You can almost sense, almost see the suspended hope hanging on by a thread.
“So…you saying yes?” He tentatively ask.
You nod repeatedly and firmly.
“I want to marry you now.”
Katsuki walks closer to you, gently holding your hand in his.
“There’s this saying…” he begins low as if someone outside the ship might hear him.
He says a phrase and you can’t process what it is. You barely even pick up a word of Mando’a
“It’s a way we say I love you.” Katsuki explains. “But translate into basic it means something like… I’ll know you forever.”
To know is to love and to love is to know a person.
“That’s beautiful.” You admire and he nods silently.
“You know me, more than anyone else has.” Your mandalorian tells you. “And I know you. And even when I think I didn’t want to. I wanna keep knowing you for as long as I live.”
You swallow back a sob threatening to escape as you nod. You want that too.
He squeezes your hand.
“You ready?”
You squeeze his hand back. “I am.”
For a moment you think of the oath you took when you became a Jedi knight. How you swore to consecrate yourself to the universe, to a grand idea that would tie you to preserving an ideal and cause until your last breath.
Here you are now taking another vow, another oath, that you swear to honor for the rest of your days.
“Repeat after me.” Katsuki says and you don’t miss the slight waver in his voice.
“We are one when we are together or apart.” He declares and you repeat.
We are one when we are together or apart.
“We will share everything.”
We will share everything.
“And…” he pauses for a moment, but quickly gathers himself.
“We will raise warriors.”
The implications are not lost on you. You knew how open the mandalorians were about adoption, about raising children communally. This was a topic you would have to deeply discuss with him.
But the idea of simply guiding and watching over any young ones, even if they were not your own, even if you and him decide to not have children, shifts your world. Because just being by his side to help guide the next generation as you grow old with him is more than you can ever imagine.
We will raise warriors.
Once the words leave your mouth suddenly a shaky modulated exhale escapes your mandalorian.
Katsuki breathes out your name.
His bare hands move to cradle your face and a wide range of beautiful emotions begin to bubble in you.
“You shitty Bakugo.” Your husband, your husband, croaks to you tear soaked. You laugh loud and just as watery as he sounds.
That was going to take some time to adjust to. But this, in every way, is better than hearing him call you a shitty Jedi. Because you are Jedi no more. And now you exist as a Bakugo.
The excitement and giddiness bubbles over, illuminates you from the inside out. Katsuki presses his helmeted face against yours as you embrace him tight.
“I love you.” You breathe out to your husband.
Katsuki squeezes you firmer. You simply exist in this moment in his arms soaking in the quiet but powerful conviction of this new existence. You are someone’s spouse. You are his, just as irrevocably he is yours.
Katsuki mutters out your name.
“There’s…still one thing we gotta do.” He adds.
Oh?
Slowly Katsuki untangles himself from you and you already miss his warmth. His shoulders slightly curl over and his helmet can’t even face you.
A tinge of fear bubbles in you fast and threatens to poison the barely moments old wedding bliss.
“I’m going to have to fight your ex fiancé for stealing you away, aren't I?” The idea that pops into your head so fast and quick you can’t even stop it.
The beskar helmet turns back to you.
Then, Katsuki bursts out laughing. A true warm gruff cackle that shakes his shoulders and makes you want to smack him.
“What?! That’s it, isn’t it!?” You shriek. You immediately dreadfully think of having to go hand to hand against the red and white armored mandalorian of Yui Kodai, who you only met once.
Katsuki continues to laugh even after you begin pouting. He even shakes his helmeted head a solid no.
“Fuckin’ love your ridiculous ass so much.” He breathes out a wonderful modulated sigh.
His hands move up towards his helmet.
And then he begins to raise it.
The action clicks instantly in your mind. In many cultures and customs a kissing vow is exchanged after weddings. You wondered if that was a secret only known by mandalorians.
So out of respect for your new husband you naturally close your eyes.
The hissing sound of his helmet being removed fills the small space of his ship. You didn’t realize how much you had missed the quiet but electrifying sound.
You wait for the pressure of his lips against yours.
Nothing comes.
The force even retreats away from you so softly like a loth cat returning to its bed to nap and you feel a chill in the air.
Katsuki sighs slightly shaken and heavy.
You’re about to ask if he’s okay, want to comfort him already when he speaks up first.
His voice crystal clear calls out your name.
“Open your eyes.”
The words clutch your throat and ignite an electric wave throughout your body.
“What?” You ask a bit confused because maybe you had misheard.
“You heard me.” Katsuki urges gruffly but gentle, so truly like him. “Open your eyes.”
You couldn’t.
It was against the code, against everything he stood for, everything his people stood for.
The surprise brush of his fingers against yours provides a solid stability.
“What?” He teases light. “Afraid of what you might see?��
No. That wasn’t it at all.
You even shake your head a furious stubborn no that makes him chuckle.
You know without even seeing him that he’s beautiful, probably one of the most striking forces to ever be seen in this galaxy.
“You know I can’t.” A fervent urgency leaks into your voice as if you want to remind both him and yourself of the danger behind this act.
Defiance, banishment, excommunication.
The words sting you fierce.
Like the solid lifeline he is, the back of Katsuki’s bare hand tenderly running across your cheek floats you out of your hectic thoughts.
“We’re married now, idiot.” His voice wavers. “Clan members are allowed to see our faces.”
Something deep inside of you shifts so effortlessly.
You are a clan member now. The answer hangs so truthfully and effortlessly in the air you almost can sense the force itself giggling at you.
You want to see him. You’ve wanted nothing more than this, to know him and know the face of your husband.
So you open your eyes.
The first week after you left the Jedi order, Shouto’s smuggler friend took you out for a drink. There on the sips of alcohol and the freedom it tasted of, you spilled your heartache.
“In love with a mandalorain.” The scavenger had sighed almost a bit apologetic. “And you have no idea what he looks like?”
You shook your head no.
“I have imagined it though,” you instead added boldly because you had.
At first you couldn’t picture what this man of fire and beskar, who would fight a galaxy with his bare hands, would look like. But for some reason you always pictured his eyes bright, like the fiercest force that could never be dimmed because that’s the type of man he is. You believed his eyes would reflect that.
And now you find they do.
The most stunning crimson eyes stare at you so openly, honest, hesitant and guarded slightly. The bold red color is beautiful. You don’t even think you’ve seen eyes so gemlike.
You think of how red for a Jedi is aligned with the sith. It’s not a color one wants to encounter in a lightsaber. There was even a legend that spoke of how the first red kyber crystal was created when a sith held a white crystal in their hand until they bled and let the color soak into the gem.
The color that was once a warning sign now stares at you as a promise of your future, wonderful and warm like the red sky in the evening.
It fits him too.
The color of war, blood and passion so vividly mixing with the color strongly associated with love…
You think you fall in love all over again with this mandalorian.
Then you finally soak in his entire face and feel your soul leave your body.
He’s handsome. Of course he’s handsome you knew he would be. But he’s stunning in a way that has your thoughts clustering together in a collision.
A strong sharp manly jaw, high cheekbones, and the softest spikes of blonde hair -
You can’t believe it. He’s a blonde. He’s gorgeous.
And he’s yours.
“You’re beautiful.” You croak out freely and tear soaked.
You get to see his emotions flash across his face now, see how his eyes shimmer so glossy as his eyebrows furrow.
“Shitty riduur, that’s my line.” Katsuki replies back just as thick and his hand now simply cradles your face once again.
What did the vows say? That you and him were now one whether together or apart?
That already seems to be so true. Or maybe it always was.
The way you and Kastuki seemed to both mirror and repel each other like planets trying to fight a gravity bigger than your orbits. Now here you are.
You can’t help it.
You laugh a watery jubilant thing and clutch onto his hand still resting on your face. You happily burrow closer into his hold.
Slowly but so firmly Katsuki draws you into him. His bare face goes to rest against yours. His nose even burrows against your forehead as he towers over you.
Shakily your mandalorian exhales, relieved and gentle and you melting into him more.
“Thank you,” you whisper softly to him. “For showing me…for letting me know you.”
Katsuki’s arms wiggle out to now wrap you in a true warm embrace.
“Yeah, yeah.” He mutters back and your heart jumps at his lips tickling against your skin.
“You smell s’good.” His molten syrupy voice seeps into the very core of your being.
Your mind feels cloudy but in the best way so much that you can only hum back a quiet thanks as you press your cheek against his warm face more.
He says your name and your eyes, which had closed in pure content bliss, open wearily.
“There’s…there's somethin’ else…”
What elses could there be?
Begrudgingly you draw back from his warmth and glance up at him a bit curious now.
It’s so interesting and even a bit funny to see how expressive your husband truly is now. His crimson eyes are averted from you. His pretty blonde brows furrow so hard and faintly a hint of pink begins to color his cheeks.
Embarrassed, he seems embarrassed.
You’re about to ask what he means when suddenly those gemstone eyes of his snap back to you quickly and fierce.
“I wanna kiss you.”
He flat out says it but with unwavering solid sharpness.
The thought almost makes your body buckle. You even almost choke on the sharp inhale you take.
“O-oh.” You stammer out.
“Yeah.” Katsuki mutters out low and slightly bashful.
At just the thought your eyes immediately flicker to his lips. You noticed them earlier of course when you first saw his face but didn’t want to stare. Now you find they are soft, plush and you want to press your lips against his more than ever.
“I haven’t…” your mandalorian begins then his voice trails off.
He hasn’t kissed anyone.
It makes sense. He’s so abstinent in his loyalty that he would never remove his helmet for a simple kiss.
And, for some reason that truth licks a dangerously warm heat up your throat that also seizes your heart. To know you’d be the first and only one to kiss him awakens something clawed and pleased inside of you.
Katsuki swallows hard.
He’s hesitant, embarrassed, maybe even worried. It paints his handsome face so easily.
Very cautiously your hand rises up to his face.
After having his face covered for most of his life out of instinct Katsuki immediately snaps his attention to your hand with a hard cautious scowl. You freeze, wondering if this is all too much.
But then realizing what you are trying to do, your mandalorain’s scarlet eyes soften instantly. When your hand softly rests against his face, mainly against his sturdy jaw, Kastuki exhales heavily as he closes his eyes.
The weight of this force of a warrior melts against your hand as he leans against it fully.
“You’re considered the best of the clans,” you begin. “The best out of all the others.”
“Damn straight.” He mutters out still looking like a blissful lothcat against your hand.
You hold back a chuckle that still manages to trickle your lips.
“Then you have nothing to be afraid of.” You reassure him. “You’re a natural and the best for a reason.”
But you also realize that yes, even though he said he wants to do this, this does not have to be done right now.
“Plus, there’s no rush…We can wait whenever you’re ready, I’ll wait as long as you need.” You repeat the same words he told you, feel their weight and devotion, patience and love, weave deep into your bones.
You even feel a smile tug your lips.
Hazily, almost sleepily, his eyes halfway open to stare out at you with such an intense warmth you feel as if you are staring into his heart's core.
He’s so unbearably gorgeous you almost can’t stand it.
Then without any warning, Katsuki leans forward and presses his lips against yours.
The surprise of him acting so quickly mixes with the surprise of finally getting to kiss him that you wonder if your heart is going to give out from the rush of emotions. But then your mind melts to simply solidify into this moment.
You’re kissing him, your husband, your mandalorian. You’re kissing Katsuki.
His lips are so soft, warm and the faintest smell of his herbal soap suddenly fills your senses.
Slowly his lips begin to pull back ever the slightest before you jump back at him with the same energy of acting without hesitation.
Your eyes close as pure bliss fills you to the brim.
Your lips meet his once, twice in sweet simple kisses but each time he presses closer and closer to you.
Katsuki’s lips now chase yours as if to ask for another kiss every time as if he wants to slowly kiss you again and again until he can’t any more.
You almost want to snicker, but you believe if you do your secretly tender hearted husband might storm away in embarrassment. But it’s not out of humor why you want to laugh. It’s out of a giddiness you can’t describe.
Until you realize the giddiness is simply love.
It is a love stitched into your bones and so overjoyed to finally be free, to finally be in this moment with the man with crimson sunset eyes.
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You came to Tatooine with Todoroki and his scavenger. You now would be leaving the planet with your husband.
“Are you sure you don’t want to just come back with us?” Shouto asks with the most intense sincerity in his dual colored eyes. He stares so directly into you wanting to gauge if you give him a secret sign saying otherwise.
“My ex jedi is coming home with me!” Bakugo barks back angrily at Shouto who ignores him flat out.
You laugh and even the scavenger who you now feel is slowly actually becoming a friend, laughs too.
You can’t thank this pair enough for what they have done for you. They gave you shelter when you were lost and aimless and a home when you had nowhere go. They became almost your strongest support system besides Monoma. Your heart would hold them tight together.
And when you bid them goodbye you hug the two of them just as right. You vow to contact them when you return to Mandalore.
Just because you are married now did not mean you would abandon any of your friends or the task of finding who attacked the temple.
As you watch them take a speeder bike to head out to the other city here on Tatooine you say a silent blessing to the force to keep them safe.
“When we get back home,” Katsuki mutters. “We’ll start figuring out what leads we can track.”
Seems like you would not be alone in your search.
Then the word hits you gently.
Home.
Mandalore would be your new home. Or mainly, Katsuki is your new home now.
Overwhelmed with emotions you turn back to stare at your husband.
Katsuki wears his helmet now but you can so clearly picture his handsome face composed with determination. You even itch to lean forward to just kiss the side of his curved helmet cheek. Instead you playfully nudge your armored husband who stiffens at your playful action. Then he nudges you back harder.
You snicker amused at how childish he can be.
“Damn weirdo.” He even mumbles out annoyed.
But his fingers continue to brush against yours as if to simply chase after your presence or simply remind him
how close you are.
The markets once again liven up the streets of Mos Eisely. You wanted to do one final look through the shops and vendors before your trip back. You even mention finding something for Monoma, specifically maybe that satchel he hinted about wanting.
“Fuck you and him are gonna be damn headaches together.” Katsuki even sounds as if the thought stabbed his side.
“Oh hush.” You chide him gently as you scan the market place.
That’s when you spot the familiar jewelry stand. The same elderly twi’lek woman is there working. Her eyes grow wide seeing you and then they eagerly flicker to the mandalorian with you.
Naturally you walk back to the stall.
“I’m thinking you might need that necklace now huh?” She grins wide and your face heats up.
“I was worried when I saw him chase after you but I should’ve known it was a lovers quarrel.” She adds and the thought of her being worried is endearing.
“Ha?” Your mandalorian asks so rudely and you lightly shush him as you buy the necklace.
The sweet elderly twi’lek giggles the entire time. Especially when Bakugou swoops in to hand the vendor credits.
“I could’ve paid for it.” You huff.
“No, cause that’s my job now.” He bluntly tells you like it’s the most obvious thing in this galaxy and you don’t even want to argue with him.
“Besides, s’nice.” He admires low, only for your ears.
“It’s an engagement pendant.” You explain. You even add how you’re just holding on to it until you can give it to him later.
“To mark our engagement and all that.” You casually and a bit cheekily say.
“We’re married!” He snaps back insulted and horrified that you’d even make the mistake of even forgetting.
“Oh you’re married?!” You’re not that far from the stall for the vendor to catch that. Or it could be that Katsuki is just that loud.
Either way you and him turn back to her. Her warm eyes shine with excitement.
You sleepy grin back to her. “So he says.”
“We are!” Your poor husband cries back furious.
You think this is it. This is the true blessing of getting to be married to this mandalorian for the rest of your life and that is getting to tease and annoy him.
You can’t help but snort. Then the rush of footsteps on the sandy gravel come towards you. When you and Katsuki turn back your dear vendor approaches with something in hand.
“Here, the companion piece!” She warmly hands you the twin of your necklace.
“Once someone gets married the spouse is meant to come back to retrieve the matching necklace so that the two are now together forever.”
It’s a sweet tradition and you happily hold the two necklaces together as you ask how much for both.
“Oh no young one, it’s fine.” The vendor waves you off warmly. “Think of it as a wedding gift from me and the city.”
You’re overwhelmed by the gesture, the pure genuine sweetness of it and the force even dances beautifully in the air.
“You’re too kind please let us-”
Before you can finish Katsuki moves beside you and places down two solid gold credits on the stall’s counter. That’s triple the amount that you paid and you’re pleased at your husband’s action.
The vendor exclaims in huttese and almost looks petrified seeing the money on her stand. She tries to sputter out something but you simply give her a warm thankful nod.
“Think of it as our thank you for the gift.” You tell her earnestly and even Katsuki beside you nods in quiet agreement.
With her heartfelt thanks you find yourself already walking back to the ship. Monoma’s satchel would have to wait for another day. Your eyes are focused on the two necklaces sitting in your grasp.
“I’m counting this as my wedding gift to you.” You say matter of factly to your husband.
“Oh yeah?”
“Yup, deal with it.”
He chuckles low at your reply.
“Moron.” Is all he says but you hear the truth happily buried beneath it.
Thank you, it’s wonderful. I'll cherish it forever…
You glance down again to look at the two necklaces with a fondness before you move to place them in your bag
“You’ll get your gift when we get back home.”
Then his words almost make you trip and drop your precious jewelry pieces.
“What wedding gift?” You ask again as worry leaks into your voice.
Even with the helmet on you know he’s staring dryly at you.
“What? You can get me somethin’ and I can’t get you shit?”
“You know that’s not what I mean!” You reply back huffy.
He stays quiet.
“What did you get me?”
Again he stays silent and doesn’t answer.
“Katsuki.” You hiss out and you believe this ridiculous mandalorian is now grinning at you victorious.
“It’s meant to be a surprise, shitty Jedi!” He barks back and you’re too wrapped up in this conversation to even correct him.
“Shit…thinking about it, it won’t be a surprise when you gotta get measured.” He mutters mainly to himself as if he realized this fact.
The words stop you dead in your tracks.
You stare at him a bit petrified and confused. So all you can do is ask him again, low and even a bit serious about what he got you.
You’re thankful to have made it to the edge of the market and it is mainly vacant.
Because your spirit leaves you the moment you see Katsuki move to tap at his beskar shoulder pauldron.
And it clicks.
Armor.
He means to give you beskar armor.
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guumiester · 1 month
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So ummm, hey people who look at this sometimes. Guess who completely forgot they post on Tumblr for a month lmao. I was literally trying to work on my normal Grian design and went “Oh my god I have a Tumblr”. Anyways hello to the just over 100 people who follow me I’m back lol. Most of you probably know this or follow this for the Hermitcraft x Hollow Knight AU I have. And guess what, I didn’t forget about the AU, but I forgot about the Tumblr for the AU, how do I do that? I have no idea.
I have actually been working on the AU and will be trying to post more about it now! I’ve decided to stop trying to finish all the designs and start just having fun with the ones I have and figuring out more of the story I have to go with it. So be excepting to see a lot more art that isn’t just character designs!
That’s all for now, stay tuned for more HollowCraft (Hollow Knight Hermitcraft) Art!!
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progenycursed · 2 months
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OHHH I LOVE PALE KING AS A CHARACTER AND I LOVE YOUR TAKE ON HIM, I AM EATING GOOD TONIGHT
If it isn't a spoiler for the comic, does he ever realise he was wrong about the vessels? And what do you think was his reasoning for escaping into the dream realm with his palace?
Thank you! I wanted a different take on his character than what I usually see. And I loved the idea of a god that doesn’t act regal because who’s going to stop him? So it’s great to hear people enjoying this hyper deep-in-denial nerd I have created. Now onto the lore dump!
I won’t say when for story reasons, but yes, he does eventually realize he was wrong about the Hollow Knight being mindless.
For the explanation for him being in the dream realm, it wouldn’t be covered in Progeny Cursed so I can let my chronic can’t-shut-the-fuck-up-itis run wild on this one.
As for why he entered his dream realm, it was his backup plan for catastrophic failure. When he realized the Hollow Knight plan wasn’t going to work, he had to come up with another way to keep his people safe. Since fully ascended higher beings can’t enter another's dream realm without them knowing and allowing it, it was his only option.
His plan was to pull all his still living citizens into his dream realm until it safe to bring them back out. But he needed to research how as he didn’t know enough about the dream realm to do such a feat. He needed time and data. His best source of information was from Unn, but even she wasn’t sure how to pull living mortals into a dream. But it was all he had to go on, so he did test after test to learn how best to do it. He learned no one who was even remotely infected could enter his dream. They had to be untouched. And he would need to pull in physical objects as well so the mortals could actually walk on something.
As the infection was getting worse, he began moving citizen to the palace. Those who had already lost their families, homes, towns were offered a safe place in the palace. Anyone willing to was allowed in as well. As being closer to him lowered the chances of them falling to the Radiance. Many in the city, especially the upper class, decided to stay in their homes.
He decided to run a larger trial on how to get people into his dream before committing to the final pull. When he ran the test, something went wrong. Instead of just the few volunteers, everyone along with the palace, was pulled in. Since it wasn’t his plan at that time to pull the entire palace in, some of it was left behind. Along with anyone or thing just outside it.
Worst of all, he pulled himself in. Without an anchor in the physical world, he couldn’t get anyone out, including himself. They were all stuck inside, and no one else could get in. Most, didn’t even know what had happened. Many thinking he had abandoned them. And all he could do was watch them all fall to Radiance from his dream realm.
But I don’t think this was his only backup plan. >:)
Has anyone ever been confused by the lore tablets in King’s Pass? When I first played the game, I thought higher beings was referring to those who had their minds given to them by the Pale Kings blessing. They became higher than animals. Then I learned that higher beings are the gods.
But then that lead to new problems. Any higher being that came from beyond the borders would know that there was a world beyond. They wouldn’t lose their mind outside of Hallownest. And the tablet about ‘only this kingdom could produce ones such as you’ would just be our right wrong. No foreign higher being would read these and believe them.
Then it clicked for me. The only group all these tablets would cover, is the vessels. They are technically higher beings so they could read these tablets. They are the only beings we have seen that can focus soul to heal. They were made within the Kingdom of Hallownest. And Ghost lost their memories beyond the borders, lost part of their mind. These tablets were made for them. And they were all trying to convince them to enter Hallownest.
Now why would the Pale King want vessels to return to Hallownest? How would he know these vessels would specifically come from the Howling Cliffs into King’s Pass? Why would he not want them to hide themselves? It’s almost like, he knew it was going to happen, and he wanted to lead them to something…
Lore Tablets referring to Higher Beings:
Higher beings these words are for you alone-
-(Kings Pass) Your strength marks you amongst us. Focus your soul and you shall achieve feats which other can only dream
->If you made it this far, you can heal by the way
-(Kings Pass) Within our lands do not hide you true form. Let all bask in you majesty, for only this kingdom could produce ones such as you
->Don’t hide your face or form. As this is the place you came from
-(Kings Pass) Beyond this point you enter that land of king and creator. Step across this threshold and obey our laws. Bear witness to the last and only civilization, the eternal Kingdom. Hallownest.
->Past here, you enter the land of the king that created you. Once you enter, obey the laws
-(Howling Cliffs) These blasted plains stretch never ending. There is no world beyond. Those foolish enough to traverse this void must pay the toll and relinquish the precious mind this kingdom grants
->There is nothing out there, to leave is to lose the mind this land gives you
-(Abyss) Our pure vessel has ascended. Beyond lies only the refuse and regret of its creation. We shall enter that place no longer
->Don’t look what’s past this door.
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bloodyscarab · 4 months
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Moon Knight Mystery Swap!!
hey! here's a fic i wrote for @fdelopera for the 2023 moon knight mystery swap! very belated חנוכה שמח!
so grateful to have participated in this, and as a jewish system i felt incredibly lucky to have been able to write about the feeling of being a jewish system around the holiday season for another jewish person! thanks for this prompt and thanks to @tiptapricot for putting this on!
rededications of dedication
word count: 1.1k rating: g prompt: mcu moon knight system celebrating hanukkah, but each alter has a different idea on what to do, but while writing this turned more into the mcu system celebrating hanukkah, showing what each alter did to prepare. oops! final notes: slightly angsty in the middle, but a happy ending! small mentions of struggling with religious identity. generally jewish stuff that i don't aim to explain for the uninitiated. based slightly on my own system experience + how our system engages with religion. cheers!
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in the system, it was jake that first engaged with the idea of hanukkah.
the concept of celebrating hanukkah had grown into a distant fog in the years since the system had left home. religion itself was not the issue, but the time and space in which hanukkah resided always felt distinctly hollow. the winter holiday season always left them with a bitter burn.
hanukkah wasn’t necessarily about the family. they all knew that. but it wasn’t a transgression to want someone to pray with, to watch the candles’ dancing brightness with, to recount embarrassing memories of hanukkahs past with.
jake had proposed the idea internally because layla that had inspired it externally.
“did you ever celebrate hanukkah, as a kid?” her eyes were scanning her phone as marc laid next to her in bed, back turned and eyes closed. the room was dark aside from her phone screen.
he hummed inquisitively, turning to face her. “why?”
“just looked it up because i was curious. it starts next week. i thought it would be cool if we could do something.”
“i did used to celebrate, but not for years.” marc wanted to expand on the statement, but every memory he tried to reach for felt as though it was only pulling itself further away from his grasping hands.
“do you wanna do something?” her voice softened, like she could witness the mental struggle in his face. “we don’t have to. it was just a thought.”
“i don’t know. i’d have to think about it.” it was such a simple answer that only seemed to hold multitudes of further questions. she nodded with a hum and looked back to her phone.
steven wanted something that he felt he could excel at.
he took to research on the prayers and traditions a part of him thought he ought to know without looking them up. the prayers he found felt clunky on his lips at first, like he was hitting square blocks against circle pegs. he understood only vaguely that the language had once felt circular before, that his mouth had, at one point, not felt square.
it was important for him to get those kinds of things right, and he knew within himself that it felt important only to him. he knew that marc didn’t mind, he knew that jake already knew, he knew layla wouldn’t mind. yet he struggled with each word, getting the pronunciation of the chet just right, letting the spacial vowel between the dalet and the shin hang for just the right amount of time, just for himself. it gave him a purpose for the moment, for his time out.
he was the one that looked for a hanukkiah, in a joint effort with layla. marc had imagined something rather plain and uninspired, while steven and layla pushed against the idea. the pair chatted over layla’s laptop for hours over ideas: surely electronic ones were too cheap and far from the original story, a thick olive wood one seemed too grand, a silver one with long and elegant intertwining strands felt just slightly too ornate. then there was the prices; then again, what was hanukkah but a celebration, an excuse to buy and use something expensive, ornate, heavy with artisanal craftsmanship and centuries of tradition? marc only listened in, intense conversations in the next room over that he could absorb in the louder chunks, but not entirely.
marc had been more interested in the understanding of his own history. asking jake for some kind of exchange of memory felt like walking across a glass bridge under a dark abyss, trusting in one another to not let the other look down.
jake’s stories felt only somewhat familiar to marc. each memory felt fragmented, split into a narrative marc remembered and a narrative jake knew to be true. marc was surprised with the amount of things he thought to be routine that he learned from jake. jake remembered things like the murmuring of marc’s father in his study, reading over the hanukkah halakha. he remembered things like watching marc’s mother taking time to wipe the wax that dripped down the hanukkiah branches just before sunset, the sky’s pink hue bathing her features in a glow that made her look less angry, less tired.
marc had the instinct to hide from the memories, to run across the chasm between him and jake and shatter the transparent bridge. he ached with a feeling of profound loss. he was faced with the seemingly endless times he missed those moments that connected him to deeply to his identity, the moments he now realized were missing in a way he wanted to recapture.
it stung in a way he could not quite place that jake did not just hold the memories he could not bear to carry, but also ones where he had been content, if not still balancing softly on an undercurrent of imminent destruction. the stinging became a quest, a want for versions of the feelings that jake held onto for marc alone.
jake suggested hanukkah because he wanted it. marc was jealous, in some respects, of jake’s assuredness. some of the prayers still hung from his lips, tucked into his cheeks to be used whenever needed. jake knew about hanukkah in a way that was admirable simply for his memory. he remembered their father’s recountings and readings of maccabees, held firmly to the power of the visual of jews with agency, power, self-confidence.
hanukkah was more than just lights on a windowsill, more than simple stories that echoed through bones of generations, and jake knew that best.
before the first sunset, it was jake’s hands that unpackaged the hanukkiah, placed it on a small plate to catch wax like their mother had done. it was marc’s hands that lit the shamash, touched it against the first candle. it was steven’s voice that recited the prayers, slowly, methodically, like he had practiced.
and it was layla that sat the longest at the desk, letting the warmth of the light rest against her as she sat on her laptop until the columns of wax were redistributed into drips and puddles. the light from the flames radiated off of her face and curls in a way that marc felt comforted by.
when she crawled into bed beside him, he hummed at her like he did the week before when she suggested celebrating hanukkah in the first place.
“still a good idea?” she whispered.
“yeah.” she could hear his gentle smile in the dark through his words. “glad you suggested it. you seem to enjoy it, too.”
“of course i do.”
“seven more days,” marc mused, a tone in his voice that held an air of sadness at the transience of the positive feelings of the holiday.
“seven more days. until next year.”
“yeah. until next year.”
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