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New Intro Postt~~
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Welcome to a world you can know as Benstremoth(bean-stre-moth). One not so different from our own except for its roots in magic. Magic used to be free until something people believe called the "order" came in and put the positions of syndics(archons) into place, categorizing magic into its core elements to be used. But that's all just stories of another time(lore post here for when i make it-)
What's important for now is the city of water, where our 4 protagonists reside. All humans(?) who have had boons bestowed on them by the Order. These 4 go through many troubles in their lives, but this blog is also a separate place from all of that. So please dont worry for their safety for now. Let's meet these 4, shall we?
First off, Liane.
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She is the young star of the gaurds, being one of the youngest captains in history. Though her duties and general workings have her more as a scout, talking to people and keeping the peace. For when things can't be solved with talking, she uses a spear and her ice boon to incapacitate criminals and bring them in. shes also loyal to a fault. Useful to the water syndic.
next is Arata,
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He is one of the best to-be lawyers in his class. With only a year left of schooling, she hopes to become one of the water syndics judges in the high courts. She and Liane have also been best friends from a young age. Very useful. Not much else to say about him on record. Has an electric boon
Third, Mary
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Lady Mary Anne, deaconess of the pure water church, or otherwise known as just Mary. She does most of the charity work with the church, taking care of each and every citizen she can with her fire boon. A avid healer in a rather ironic way. With well, being so cold and such a thorn in my side.
And lastly, Lucien
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a normal citizen with a water boon. There's not much to say on him except for his unusual look. With so many prostetics, it's strange to think him even human. He must look familiar to you, though Lady Delmare?
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Well well, with this bunch, things shall be very interesting... i wonder how it will all play out in the end.
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Let the game begin
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pandaheart666 · 2 years
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Life really do be like that sometimes apparently.
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vmpyria · 15 days
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ok respectfully you’re writing is absolutely ethereal😭. Anyways I have a prompt that may get you to write something for the SF fandom (I’m very fixated on it and I can’t find decent content lol)
~ok so yk how Sal is on that killing spree to free everyone from the red eyed demon thing? What if the reader had been living there and now he has to kill them? Idk I just feel very angsty today
(have a lovely day 💜)
SAL FISHER X READER: the end.
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i am putting a gun to my head, this was agony. i did some small research on how it feels like to be stabbed so my description is a bit detailed. i tried to expand on the feelings sal felt as he did this :( i hope i did the scene justice and i hope you enjoy! reblogs & replies help me be motivated!
TW — murder, blood, depictions of stabbing and death. angst.
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sal’s chest felt heavy.
this felt like a scene straight from his nightmares, but no — it was real.
his eyes were clouded with tears, his lip quivering. his tears stained his skin and the inside of his prosthetic. he stood over the corpse of soda and faced chug’s bloodied corpse.
“i—i’m sorry.” sal stuttered.
in his hand he held the knife.
he wanted to die, he wanted to stab himself just like how he stabbed the others.
first, he lost larry. larry, his best friend. his brother. the demon was beginning to take over him leading him to do the did the only thing he could — drank himself to death to avoid having his soul taken away from him.
then, terrance.
the little boy broke the heartbreaking reality to him.
to save them all, he had to kill them.
sal didn’t want to, he didn’t want to hurt them. his friends, his family.. but, it was either save them by killing them or lose them to the demon’s power.
the world wouldn’t understand, but at least he did. at least he knew that this was the easy way out.
sniffling, he stumbled to the door of chug’s apartment and then walked out.
his grip on the knife was tight, the the sudden realization of what was next almost made his collapse.
you.
you were next on his list, you.
his girlfriend, his everything, his confidant. you. he had to kill you next.
his stomach twisted, the anxiety, the fear, the grief, the pain. it was all too much, he felt nauseous, he wanted to throw up, he wanted to wake up from this nightmare.
he wanted to be with his mom.
he wanted to be cradled by her, to have his face pressed against his mother’s chest as he wept away the fear of this nightmare. he wanted her to gently pet his hair and reassure him — ‘it was just a nightmare, dear. it’s okay, mommy’s here and she’s not going to let anything bad happen to you.’
but no, his mom wasn’t there. she wasn’t going to hold him, she wasn’t going to tell him he would be okay. she wasn’t there.
and now, you weren’t going to be there either.
you had been the one he cried to when he felt the grief of his mother’s passing, you had been there. you had always been there. you listened to him, you held him, you cried with him.
and now he was going to lose you.
who was he going to cry to after this? his dad is dead, larry is dead, you’ll be dead soon. who was going to hold him and reassure him he did the right thing?
you weren’t gone yet, but he was already mourning.
the walk to your apartment felt like he was walking to his doom, which honestly felt like he was.
he had sobbed as he went up to the floor you lived in, he moved his prosthetic to wipe his tears and now he was in front of your apartment door.
it was time.
opening the door with the spare key you had gifted him during your first year anniversary, sal stepped inside.
the apartment smelled like you, he could smell the sweet candles you had set up around the house, they were vanilla scented.
he always loved the smell of your apartment.
“hello?” you called from your bedroom.
sal froze at the sound of your voice, soft and his favorite. he loved your voice, he could fall asleep to you just rambling.
you entered the front area and saw sal, a bright smile spread on your lips almost immediately. “sal!” you said happily.
you could tell he didn’t seem lively, the knife was in his back pocket, hidden from your view.
looking at his hands, you saw the blood that stained them, then you noticed a bit of blood on his mask. “sal?!” you said in alarm, walking closer. “are you hurt? are you okay? what happened?” you asked, concerned for him.
he’s going to miss you, so, so much.
he was going to miss the way you smiled, the way your eyes crikled, the way you pursed you lips when you focused on something, your laugh, the way you lit up the room, your hair, you skin, your style, your art, your music taste, your everything.
he was going to miss how you always shared snacks with him, how you always called him at night while he was in the suburbs, how you would arrange study dates. how you would hold his hand tightly and point out every single thing you liked, how you cared about him.
he was going to miss how you—
“sal?” you asked, standing in front of him , your eyebrows furrowed up in worry for his wellbeing.
he wasn’t going to miss this, what he was going to do to you.
“i love you.” sal said, his hand reaching to his back pocket.
you laughed, “i love you too! what’s happening?” you smiled, an eyebrow raised in confusion. sal’s hand gripped the base of his knife.
“please forgive me.” he whispered, you could feel his heavy gaze behind his mask, the way his voice cracked, was he crying?
you looked down at his hand, watching as it reached for the back of his pocket, you then saw the blade that peaked from behind him, stained and bloodied.
you stepped back, “sal? sal— what..what is going on?” you asked, letting out a nervous laugh as you stepped away from him.
you heard a muffled sob come from him, “please, y/n. please forgive me, this is the only—way.” he said, you could hear the pain behind his voice, he was now gripping the knife by his side.
“the only way for what? sal, s—sal, please put the knife down, what’s going on?” you asked frantically as you tried to step away from him.
sal’s vision was cloudy from the tears, his already broken heart shattering as he watched the fear in your eyes. “the d—demon, it..i need to save you, please..” he sobbed, stepping closer.
you pressed against the wall and watched desperately as sal stalked closer to you.
“i love you, y/n.” sal whispered.
he stood in front of you, his shoulders shook as you stared at him. you were at a loss for words, your eyes were wide in fear, tears quietly streamed down your cheeks.
sal’s grip on the knife got tighter, his knuckles turning white. “say it back—“ he sobbed, “p—please, say you love me.” he cried.
he was begging, pleading for you to say your words to him.
“s—sal—“ you stuttered fearfully, “i love y—you, i always have.” you sobbed, your gaze moving down to his knife.
“please don’t—“ you pleaded, sal gulped and shook his head. “i know it might not look like it..b-but i’m saving you, i promise.” he stumbled.
he didn’t want to do this, he didn’t have the strength to lift the knife and puncture your stomach.
you stared at him fearfully, you never understood much of the paranormal activity, you only knew a surface level of information, but you trusted him.
how silly.
he’s about to kill you, but you trusted his word. he had always been the person you most relied on.
a sudden punch was felt against your abdomen.
one, and another, and another.
you didn’t register the fact he had stabbed you yet, the adrenaline rush hiding the agonizing pain that would soon take over.
looking down, you watched as sal removed his knife from your stomach. your blood was oozing out, staining your clothes and then you felt it—
it felt like a searing pain in your skin, your organs had ruptured at the impact and now you were left in agony.
a choked cry left your lips as you tried to cradle your wounds, your knees feeling weak, and then your screamed. a gurgly guttural scream, one that displayed the agony you felt as your wounds seared.
you collapsed on the floor with a heavy thud.
sal stood over you, he was taking off his prosthetic.
dropping it down to the floor, he sank down to his knees and he was quick to hold you. he could feel your warm blood staining his shirt as he held you.
your hearing was muffled, you couldn’t make out what he was saying, you could hear your blood streaming through your body and your pulse.
it hurt so much you couldn’t even speak.
your breathing got fast, you felt yourself gasping for air. your chest hurt, you couldn’t breathe— your mouth began to fill with a metallic liquid.
blood began to spill from your mouth, your coughs were gurgled.
your body was moving with every sob that came from sal. his grip on your was deadly. he didn’t want to let go, he wanted to savor the warmth of your body one last time.
now he was weeping, his sobs were loud and guttural, he wanted you back. he wanted you to hold him, to tell him you were fine.
he had envisioned himself growing old with you.
he even thought about marrying you when he finished his studies, he wanted to have a family with you. it all sounded so stupid now, but he was envisioning the life he could’ve had with you.
he babbled various ‘i love you’s’ as he held you.
his voice was muffled for you.
you were so tired.
your eyes got heavy, your strength was depleted. you didn’t want to move, you didn’t want to speak.
you couldn’t.
it hurt, everything hurt so much.
your airways filled with mucus, your breathing got nasally and scratchy.
you weakly held sal’s hand for one last time and then your eyes slipped shut.
two more breaths passed and suddenly it all stopped.
sal sore that time stopped.
your grip stopped and your body went limp.
looking down at you, sal let out a sob, his face was tear-filled and red. his heart was broken.
first his mom, then larry, then his dad and lisa, everyone — and finally you.
the people he most deeply cared about were gone, and it was all because of him. he did this, the guilt that overcame his body was immense. he thought about stabbing the knife deep into his abdomen and twisting it, to feel the same pain you felt.
but he was scared.
deep down, he was just a small child, one that grew up alone, the only people that accepted him were gone.
now, he was left alone.
just how it started.
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bibibbon · 5 days
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MHA CH 421 rambles
Ok so this was a chapter ok. Iam personally not a fan of what happend here but you do you.
I hated AFO's little monologue. introspection thingy and to be honest sukuna does it better. Look Iam critical of both jjk and MHA as they fail in their own aspects on certain things but dam I couldn't care less for AFO and his monologue I seriously couldn't. Yoichi as already dead and if AFO's goal was to be a supervillain from a comic and to reunite with yoichi then why not just idk get the doctor to do it for him or just die to reunite with AFO 🤷‍♀️. His whole thing about tragedy making people stronger or him not feeling anything didn't even hit well because his development sucks and him coming back feels repetitive anyway
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Sero getting to respond to the things about tragedy felt so underwhelming I didn't like it. Sero throughout the whole and entire series lacked any screentime and development for him to be getting a big moment that should be given to another character feels like a horrible move. We seriously don't know of anything that has affected sero aka hurt him directly in the manga (aka something just him) so it all feels underwhelming and disappointing. Unironically, I feel like sero should of been one of those characters who left the story or just stayed as a minor character because hori is trying to develop and give him importance way too late into the story.
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Where is inko?!?!?! So we see everyone heck we see the civilians, gran Torino, Kota and Eri all comment and hope for izuku to do something but inko his own mother isn't present. Now this probably means something bad is happening or will happen to inko but if nothing happens and she isn't present then dam classic neglectful inko strikes again ig or if they make it a gag that she fainted out of stress i will just hate it even more
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I hate that this is something out of the endgame and if hori was trying to be like gege by making everyone join it felt rubbish. Iam not a fan and I mean it I HATE the whole everyone joining in to fight AFO together type thing and I just do. To me it's Izuku's time to shine and people take down villains and do their jobs in other areas at this point everyone is doing more damage to AFO than Izuku who hasn't even landed a hit on izuku. Also why is it that character like Todorokis who have had their big moments here?!?!? It seems like this is a fight where hori is trying to make everyone have a moment before Izuku lands the final hit which doesn't sit right with me. Like there are characters here who have already had their moments like jirou, camie, yuuga, asui, mina and way more but they're here to ... Assist in the fight have another big moment and make AFO more of a potato character then a proper scary villain
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present mic is back which I love. One of the good things is that present mic is alive, it's good to have confirmation of that
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Even though I think erasers writing is heavily flawed at least someone is holding Izuku. At least izuku is getting something , some comfort out here at least someone is holding him but dam this seems like a disservice all of this seems like a disservice to izuku. Like I wonder do the civilians feel guilty does anyone feel sad or guilty for having this 16 year old child fight something way bigger than him in the name of peace and other peoples safety?
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I think the whole thing with Izuku getting that guy's shirt is rubbish and underwhelming. It just doesn't sit right with me, that guy's shirt would of probably been dirty as hell considering it's the only thing we have seen him wearing. Like @mikeellee told me it would of been more impactful if the shirt was given to izuku and that guy had a healing quirk or helped izuku more directly. Now I get that this is supposed to make the guy more likable and show that he ahs developed which we can see and dam hori can actually give some decent development when he wants to but it all falls flat and doesn't do much for me. Also I have seen someone say that izuku wearing this shirt and it covering his upper half is showing how he is losing his ability to be a hero and dam that breaks me.
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I can't with the Izuku running to the battlefield and the parallels kill me (we haven't really developed/moved on from chapter one considering the story just loops around itself). Izuku running towards danger quirkless thinking that it's his job because people who were supposed to help and protect him failed. Izuku now quirkless with only the tiny and fading embers of OFA thinning trying to defeat OFA with the damage of kudos quirk still effecting him. All of this to protect others to help them something he never got during the past. This fight will probably parallel all might but all of this happening and I feel nothing all of it falls flat and I feel bad for izuku that's it.
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It was a chapter and considering how I hated previous writing decisions I was also gonna hate on the developed/expanded writing decisions either way
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sensitiveheartless · 1 year
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hi, I just wanted to drop in and say that I don’t know what it is about your art and writing but on my absolute worst days it seems to be the only thing that makes me feel the slightest bit warmer. maybe not better exactly but warm, idk how to explain it. uh. the point is I don’t know what special ingredient you put in your works but. it’s working. please keep doing it! you’re really awesome and I hope you’re doing ok, at least compared to earlier.
(also maybe a bit of a weird note, but I tried making soup from scratch a few months ago when I didn’t know what to do with myself. it turned out absolutely terribly which was disappointing and surprising seeing as everything else I’ve tried to make has come out decently well. After a dramatic month where I swore I would never touch soup again, I kept experimenting and a few days ago I made one that was half decent - a nice spicy broth with lots of vegetables. I probably wouldn’t have tried to make it if it hadn’t come up so often in your works, which I know is a bit silly but the idea of making soup as a comfort thing got stuck in my head and what do you know? it was comforting. and a bit rewarding too haha. I already decided I’m making more tonight.)
god sorry this is so long and probably way more to throw at you, a stranger really, than I should have, but I guess I just wanted to let you know? as much of a cliché as it is, sometimes little things really do hit in all the right ways.
I’m going to be so embarrassed after I send this lol
quick! send it send it!
Anon you will make me cry (in a good way!), this is so sweet and honestly really encouraging to hear ;; I’m really happy the stuff I make has helped you in any small way, and I will continue to do my best! :D
I have been slower with making things lately than I’d prefer — I have a couple chronic health issues that’ve been flaring up and making things difficult, especially energy-wise. But drawing and writing always help keep me going, so I’m absolutely gonna keep on keepin’ on! And I hope the stuff I make can keep helping you in little ways <3
(Also congrats on the soup success!! Making it from scratch isn’t easy alskdjfj I still get a bit paranoid I’m gonna mess it up when I’m making it by myself, particularly the spices — like I’m gonna put in way too much or too little and ruin the whole thing, but luckily it’s always a bit more forgiving than I expect. More to the point, I’m so glad your efforts paid off! My comfort-soup fixation encouraging you to keep experimenting is so fun alsksjdjfj that is not something I was expecting to ever come out of the stuff I make but it’s awesome! :D)
(Also here is a soupkoku doodle channeling my weird thing with worrying about spices)
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Hope you have a lovely day today, anon!✨
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5eraphim · 9 months
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tf2 mercs: least to most fun to go shoplifting with-
(unedited/rent lowering gunshot post) 
10. Heavy
he’s not too observant and can’t help but draw attention, though it’s unlikely anyone would try to stop him even if he was caught trying to make a get away.
while he might not stop you, he wouldn’t encourage this kind of behavior. in his eyes it’s just a silly way to get into trouble, and has a hard time understanding the appeal of this.
he’s a hunter, not a gatherer an is at a natural disadvantage here. heavy is a simple man, he lives within his means, and is content to abstain from this practice.
9. Engineer
like heavy, engie doesn’t really get the appeal, but would be able to get away with stealing way easier than heavy. 
he was probably brought up taught this sort of thing was very, very wrong and disrespectful to the employees or something- or like, maybe he was caught when he was really young trying to steal idk, a toy or a snack or something in school and got in trouble and he’s never been able to shake the guilt. (he’s not a cop or anything, but would have the “I’m not mad, just disappointed” reaction if you were to proposition going lifting with him. and if he were to see a stranger trying to get away with stealing, he’s not gonna snitch.)
he’s always wearing those overalls and his work belt, so theoretically, he could empty all those out and go in with a ton of free pocket-space. he’s also on the shorter side and could easily keep his hands below the employee’s eye level.
might have a bit of fun tinkering with ways to disable security mechanisms. might randomly decide to disable a bunch of security devices and walk out without taking anything with him. just to sow a little chaos for funsies.
ok with stealing things like food if he were in an extreme situation, so long as you were stealing from some corporate chain store, and not a smaller independent location.
8. Soldier
HE IS NOT SNEAKY, HE DOES NOT WANT TO BE SNEAKY, PLEASE DO NOT MAKE HIM BE SNEAKY
the best strategy you could hope to use with him would be to just straight up ask him to go beat the fuck out of the cashier while you grab what you want and make a run for it. 
7. Pyro
it’d be fun to convince them to do this with you by pretending it’s all some game, and whoever can walk away with the most without getting caught is the winner.
when you put it to them like that, they can do quite well for themself, but prefers to stick closer to you, rather than stray too far on their own. it’s impossible to get much of a bounty with pyro, but they want to win the “game” so earnestly it’s hard not to have a good time despite the lack of reward.
always rips off soft security tags, but also likes to wear them on their clothes like stickers, completely defeating the point and getting caught as a result.
6. Spy
realistically, he’d be the best lifting partner you could ever hope for, but he’s too aware of this and would be really fucking annoying about it. you would walk away with some great loot for sure, but that doesn’t exactly mean it would be fun.
exclusively goes for ridiculously expensive items he hardly even wants or would realistically use. he doesn’t even really have anything to prove, he just does this for the bragging rights.
spy knows he has the huge advantage of being the kind of person sales associates wouldn’t assume would try to steal, even if he doesn’t want to admit it.
to people he doesn’t know- he’ll lie and say he paid for all his luxuries bc he can afford it, but people who are tighter with him know he’s stolen a decent amount of his finer treasures. 
5. Sniper
he lives in a campervan and doesn’t have too much space for cargo/personal belongings, but he’d really be in his element here, even if he doesn’t completely get the point of “the fun of stealing for the sake of stealing”
while he’s sneaky, he’s also real lanky, and would draw attention on account of being so tall, making him a solid diversion. 
he’s pretty fun to go out with, but he also only wants to go out once in a blue moon, so you’d better savor the time with him while it lasts. (he was simply not built to compute with capitalism, though he can handle small doses for the sake of a good time)
4. Scout
he’s done this all before. scout’s the little guy and has always felt the need to prove himself, especially to his older brothers/teammates/friends growing up. scout was probably hazed/dared into stealing a lot during childhood and adolescence, and has gotten remarkably good with practice. (unfortunately much like spy, he too knows he’s really good at this and won’t shut up about it.)
as the one who’s been at this forever, he likely has his own hook, a neodymium magnet, and is really good at the tinfoil trick. (you know he’s got them fast lil’ fingies) 
he’s surprisingly good at keeping his tracks covered and getting away with stealing. excels with a blitzkrieg, “get in quick, get out quicker” strategy. he’s not in it to steal expensive things, just likes to stir up a little trouble every now and then.
though, with all that said, just because he’d be great at shoplifting, he’d also be great at getting himself caught. he’s the biggest braggard, and would be way too likely to get cocky and brag about his heist before it’s over, and get himself caught and banned.
he’d be the most apt to, and grateful to accept gifts from you if he knew they were stolen. likes the idea you’d risk getting in trouble for him, and would want to try and one up you, and get you something he stole himself.
3. Demo
he wouldn’t exactly be good at this, but it would be fun. he wouldn’t shoplift alone, but is into the idea of doing it in a pack, or just with you.
realistically, he’d get a couple lifts in before he starts to get overconfident and gets himself and everyone he’s with caught.
specializes in liquor lifting, but likes to pick up little gifts for his buddies. (maybe one of the only guys who genuinely likes to gift stolen goods, rather than receive them.)
having one eye puts him at a serious disadvantage here, and he’s not too sneaky, but he’s usually pretty good at scoping out the area before trying to make his move.
2. Medic
able to strike a perfect balance of stealing expensive items, but wouldn’t take himself too seriously, and wants to have a good time above all. it’ not about stealing expensive things, so much as it is about getting loot from as many different locations as possible.
he’d likely have the coolest little cashe of the weirdest stuff he’s stolen. he’s much like a magpie in that sense, medic likes the idea of pilfering and bringing treasures back to his “nest” and having his own little secret hoard. (he likes stealing and gifting for others too, but prefers to be able to keep what he takes)
his morality is completely relative and fickle- there’s no way he would have reservations about stealing from corporations or “big money” stores, or just about anywhere he thinks he could get away with
would hide stuff in his underwear bc he is a WHORE
1. Miss Pauling
would be the most fun to go shoplifting with. she has so much stress to burn off from work, and she could have a lot of fun winding down from a long day of mortal sin and heavy crime with some lighthearted crime.
would be willing to get tipsy or stoned before going out because she’s more interested in having a good time, rather than the bounty itself.
she’s feral, she’s evil, you know her hunter-gatherer instincts go fucking CRAZY.
women be shopping
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lookismfanfics · 9 months
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idk if ur requests r open but zach lee has such a little amount of fanfics so I just wanted to request a zach lee x fem! reader who has long hair that reaches her thighs and zach asks to braid her hair and after they share their first kiss. If u don't wanna do this it's OK! I hope ur doing well! 👋🏼
Your wish is my command! This actually gave me inspiration just as I was getting burnout. Thank you anon!
𝐀𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐮𝐫 𝐇𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
Zack Lee x Fem!Reader
Notes: Reader has long hair. SFW.
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ꨄ Zack tried to act disinterested in your most prominent feature.
ꨄ He didn’t want to bring it up, in fear that you would reject him. But as your relationship grew stronger…
ꨄ Zack couldn’t deny it any longer. He wanted to touch your hair really badly. He just had no clue how to ask if- you know.
ꨄ He stared at you from his slumped position on your bed. Your hair really framed your face perfectly, in his not-so-humble opinion.
ꨄ Long and elegant, draping down to your thighs. You were grumbling to yourself about the knots that you couldn’t get out and the strain of putting it up. Your complaints fell on listening ears.
ꨄ Zack tilted his head and adjusted his sunglasses.
ꨄ “Do you… need some help?”
ꨄ You turn to him, taken aback by the sudden offer. 🤨
ꨄ “Uhm, yeah. Actually. Do you know how to braid?”
ꨄ Zack, per usual, was not one to give up. He’d practice with pieces of string, dental floss, grumbling angrily to himself whenever he messed up.
ꨄ The first braid he ever did on your hair had turned out… decent. He told you shamefully that you could re-do it if you didn’t like it.
ꨄ Of course you kept it in all day, leaving him red faced and full of pride.
ꨄ He was just glad he got to touch your hair-
ꨄ Still. If he’s going to be doing this on a regular basis, he wants to become at least decent at the art of braiding.
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Zack’s fingers once again pull on your scalp, followed by a string of hushed apologies. Your strands of hair fit awkwardly between his bashed up hands as he attempts to weave it in accordance to his memory. You heard Zack sigh distastefully and grumble to himself before fingering at your hair again. You crane your neck to try to catch a glimpse of what he’s finished so far. “No wait— hold still!”
“Oh, okay. Sorry.” You have to purse your lips and close your eyes to avoid smiling. Zack looks like the most adorable, albeit serious, puppy behind you; staring down at your hair with wide, focused eyes and an earnest expression. More gentle tugs on your scalp. You don’t even bother reprimanding him for it since it no longer hurts. You just continue staring ahead until he finishes. “Okay…” he announces. You can practically feel the hesitation radiating off of him. “What do you think?”
Zack’s handiwork has drastically improved. A beautifully woven fish braid drapes your back as you preen in the mirror. A smile breaks out on your face that you can’t resist. “It looks great Zack! Thank you…!”
He smirks at that, nodding to himself and mumbling about what a good boyfriend he is. “Y-Yeah. It was nothing.”
You could say this whole learning-how-to-braid experience has made you both more comfortable about physical interactions. You wrap your arms around Zack and nuzzle into his sweater. “Thank you.” Zack feels a little lightheaded, daring to graze his lips against the crown of your head. “No problem.”
You feel your blood pressure rising, and tilt your head to meet Zack’s gaze. It takes a few intense seconds before he takes the initiative to caress your face with his hand. “Is that type of braid okay though?” He asks earnestly, tilting his head slightly. “Because I learned a couple others if you want me to re-do it.” “It’s perfect babe,” you assure him. Zack smiles confidently, leaning in a little closer. A hue of pink rolls over his cheeks. “Good.” If possible, he leans even closer.
You meet him in the middle.
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heard-nsfw-is-back · 8 months
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Part 2 of jumanji!steddie. Had a hard time deciding if Eddie should be in the trailer and I'm also trying to see which kids should be the two kids in the movie but I'm thinking Eddie gets a house. Idk fukin plot convenience. I make the rules
Eddie slumps in his house. It's a decent size. Too rich for his blood but the pride of his father so, whatever. He might just pack a bag and stay with his uncle tonight. The thought of seeing his parents right now sends a familiar ache in his chest. He sets the game on the table in their living room. "Eddie? Are you home?" The voice of his mother scares him and he jumps to hide the board under the couch. "Uh.. yeah. Yeah mom, I'm home!"
He scrambles up to meet her outside in the hall. Hoping that she won't think to go in the living room and see what new thing he dragged in the house. It wasn't until she was grabbing his face and gasping, that he remembered the cuts and bruise he had. Her frightened and worried face was nearly worse than his father's stern disappointment.
He brushed her hands off his face. "I'm ok mom, really." "Was it that Billy again? I told you to stay away from him!" Eddie scoffed and pulled away. "Trust me. I did not ask for this." His mother rolled her eyes. "Well look, dinner is on the table. Your father and I are going out tonight." She pauses and grits her teeth. "He.. hasn't seen these yet has he?" Eddie shakes his head. She nods a small curt thing. "Probably for the best. He has some good news for you!"
The 'good news' was his father was sending him to boarding school. Eddie almost lost his mind. The pain from his face, the stark realization that his father just didn't want him around, and his mother's refusal to take any side made him make up his mind. He was going to run off. Meet up with his uncle and try his damndest to live with him. Anything was better than here. At least Wayne would want him around.
His parents slammed the door shut behind them and Eddie ran upstairs to pack just enough to get him through the week. Some comics, snacks, a couple of clothes and magazine with the coolest guitar he'd ever seen. He wanted it for Christmas but his parents were strict about noise pollution. Whatever that meant.
He ran up to the front door and swung it open to see Steve Harrington standing there looking probably as surprised as Eddie felt. "Um. Hi." Steve smiled and Eddie felt almost all of the day's worries just melt away. It was amazing what that smile could do to him. "I uh got your bike for you." Steve pointed to the mess of wires and basically scrap metal hanging together by a prayer and bubblegum. "Steve you can't be here. If Billy finds out, I'm dead!"
Steve huffs and walks in anyway, dragging the bike behind him. "Billy and I are done. He's so weird. He's jealous about everything. Besides. You're my friend. I'm allowed to have friends." Eddie closes the door behind him, trying to come up with a way to get objectively the prettiest boy in the state out of his house. What has his life come to? Steve looked at Eddie. "Did Billy do that?" Steve bit his lip. "I'm sorry. I'll talk to him in the morning." Eddie waved his hands. "No no no! I'm good! Besides I don't want him getting pissed. Again."
Steve walked up to him and looked at the small suitcase in Eddie's hand. He looked like he was going to say something but they both shrieked when a loud drumming interrupted them. Eddie recognized it and ran over to the board. Steve slid next to him and Eddie opened up the board to see a small game. Four home places and a small glass dome in the middle with paths winding between them. Steve picked up two pieces. An elephant and a bat. "Cool minis!" Eddie gushed and only winced a little at Steve's face.
"Nerd." Steve chuckled and Eddie played with his lip trying not to blush. Steve went to smack his hand off before it could bleed again and dropped the pieces by accident. They spun and went to the home spaces. Steve grabbed Eddie's hand, he just squeezed it and Steve took a steadying breath.
Oh we go baybee I'm so excited to finish the next part but I'm very sleepy (it's 1 am and I'm like 60 years old it's time to honkshoomimimimi)
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mewmewchann · 4 months
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Not midnight for me yet but new years art!! Yippee!!!!!
I had a lot of fun drawing this so I hope you guys like it ^v^
ok time for the part where I get sappy under a readmore
Well this year has been. Interesting to say the least
...Well for starters I officially have a voice now. That's interesting right? Being a voice actress has always been something I've wanted to do, and that dream is now a reality! I'm currently involved in a number of Fangans/Project Sekai fandubs/just other random things which has been a lot of fun so far, and has helped me meet so many new friends! While most of the Fangans I'm voicing in still are yet to release, I'm still hyped to show you all nonetheless! I'm also involved in some Fangans as an artist and a writer which I am also excited to promote to people ^v^
And!! I am running my own fandub project of one of my favourite pieces of media in the past few years! Which is fuckin sick if you ask me I never thought in a million years that I'd be directing a project like this so being able to do this is so awesome (if any of the Orbit ALNST VAs are reading this ily all you are soso cool <3) We hope to have another release soon so keep an eye out for that :3
oh and ofc Memento Rosa and Hope's Chains have had some major developments that I've been looking forward to showing you all for such a long time. Both of these projects mean a lot to me so being able to write these and have y'all enjoy it means the world <3
As for next year! Obviously I'll be busy with my VA stuff and the Alien Stage dub, but my hope is to get Memento Rosa's main story and DFTH finally finished (I know y'all have been looking forward to it, dw I've not cancelled it I do plan on finishing it trust me). I do also at least want to start Hope's Chains chapter 4, and I guess starting Memento's event stories is a want but Idk if that's gonna happen yet But! Big things are planned!! Trust me!!!
Anyway, thank you all so much for sticking with me this year! It means so much that you guys are all here so...Idk what else to say other than thank you and peace and love hahahaha
Anyway! Here's to next year being hopefully as if not more decent than this one!! <3
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boltermasterbon · 1 year
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So ummmmm this is my first post hope y’all enjoy I’m mainly going to do gender neutral stuff with arcane, Star Wars and Frozen characters cause I’m a simp this first post is going to be for my fellow elsa simps so…..ENJOY!
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Warnings Angst, death, and loss of loved one.
Title: Loving the snow queen is a losing game… Part1 ;)
You were not a person who was rich nor a noble you were just a person that lived in a small house near the outskirts of the kingdom though somehow you blessed to have a friendship with the king and queen’s daughters. Elsa and Anna somehow you were their best friend you played and laughed and cried with them the three of you were a trio of fun but unfortunately when Elsa accidentally hit Anna with her powers things somewhat Changed Elsa became a bit distant then the day their parents died things changed completely. Your friends were no longer there for you and you weren’t there for them the two sisters grew apart while you lost your father, your grandfather, and your uncle you were alone luckily you had a few dogs with you so that’s a plus but one day a day that you thought was going to be the same as any other was about to change. A man on a bourse gave you a letter it was from Anna she had personally invited you to come to the ball and the opening of the gates you were glad she at least remembered you. You decided to go you didn’t have the best clothes luckily you managed to find some decent clothes that would fit the occasion and so you walked to the castle there you were at the gates when they opened nostalgia came in you remember the the times you got to the hang out with the sisters in the castle. You were happy and eager to see them after all this time you couldn’t wait to see Anna and Elsa and how they grew then after wondering the castle you found yourself sat down on a bench for Elsa to become queen when you saw her god the whole world stopped for a moment as you saw her beautiful blue eyes and her gorgeous blonde hair your love for her was reignited like a wild fire. Then when you saw her nervousness when she held the two golden objects (that idk what are called) you noticed a small bit of ice growing on where her hands were you always knew she had powers and when she became distant you noticed she stopped but didn’t asked cause you assumed she didn’t want to or something. Then at the ball you found Anna and Elsa at last and they both saw you Anna eyes lit up in happiness and relief “oh thank god you came” Anna said to you giving you a big hug while Elsa she looked at you with happiness and surprised eyes some people could notice she blushed a little even Anna noticed but said nothing “how have you been y/n?” Anna said “Good…though things have been lonely” you said “…….I missed you guys” “missed you too!” Anna said you looked at Elsa and then said “ my queen” in taunting voice as you bowed she rolled her eyes “Good to see you too y/n” elsa said as she chuckled a little then you guys talked and catches up then came the Duke of weaselton (Idk how to actually spell it lol) he took Anna and danced while you and Elsa laughed then you too had a moment. “ I’ve missed this” you said “me too…” said Elsa as her eyes Changed a bit from fun to longing and emptiness “You okay?” You asked ”oh I’m okay” she said though deep down you knew something was off then Anna returned from her crazy dance then Hans (who I hate but also kinda like cause he was a good betrayal villain) appeared you when Anna said her and Hans were wanting to be married you had……..mixed feelings about a the common sense part of was like “ok hold wait a minute this is just to fasts y’all at least need to date and put a ring on it first” while the friend side of you was like “yes! Finally she finds someone to love” then when elsa said no you were shocked a bit but agreed with her a bit on the “you can’t marry someone you just met part” but when things started to get heated you tried to help Anna and elsa then when elsa used her powers and created those spikes of ice you got to closed and the spikes hit your shoulder and your face leaving two small cuts which Elsa. Her eyes showed concern, fear and pain while she could feel her heart ache then she ran yet you still tried to follow her when she crossed the lake you chased after her but then you slipped too hard and ended up knocking yourself out the last thing you saw was elsa running into the unknown
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whump-and-suffering · 1 month
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a confession?
OK so most of my recent sickfic/snz fantasies are about This One Guy who I doubt anyone else on here likes, and aspects of his character and the canon might be offputting to some people, but I'm going to take the risk and post about him and see if I can convert anyone who isn't too squicked.
Mention of canon incest below cut.
so yeah it's R/ff R/ff RH//PS.
I'm incapable of finding a bald guy sexually attractive (I say this but I know someone who used to say they liked him but found him completely unhot, and now they've been trying to convince me that he's hot after all, so it might only be a matter of time...I blame this person for getting me interested in the character AT ALL btw) but I still want snzfic of him. There's like one old one on the forum but it's incomplete and ancient and...well I'm going to have to do it myself. I know there's one fic on here for Frank and don't get me wrong that's hot but...sadly my fav is NOT the hot one in this fandom.
But at least hear me out here. He is smol and skinny and looks so ILL throughout the film. I know people see the like sunken eyes etc as sinister but I'm sorry (/not sorry) he just looks sick to me. Like he hasn't had a full meal or decent night's sleep in far too long. Which considering how Frank treats him is probably accurate.
(Speaking of which, he has lots of non-snz whump potential as well considering he gets whipped and kicked onscreen. But I'm less desperate for that content since it already exists, there's some very whumpy fic for him.)
He's an alien so I don't know if he even can catch human illnesses but even if he can't, maybe there's a Tr/nsylv/n/an illness with the same symptoms? I mean his immune system's gotta be shot at this point right. Look fuck the worldbuilding there's a grand total of 3 people in the world who bother with worldbuilding for this fandom and I am not one of them. I just want him to be even more miserable and for his long pointy nose to be all red and sniffly. His voice is so raspy already imagine how he'd sound. And he clearly doesn't own a shirt and is walking around on a cold wet night in November wearing a torn up, unfastened coat and nothing but a very thin torn and backless waistcoat under it. Half his chest is bare.
At the same time I totally understand if his canon relationship with M/genta squicks people out too much. It would completely put me off the characters if they were human but I think I've just kind of gone, they're aliens and it's normal for Tr/nsylv/n/ans so it doesn't bother me that much. My fics wouldn't be sexually explicit, I don't do that anyway, but like...I'm not going to pretend it's not a thing either, but I will TW for it... and just hope there's at least a few people in the community who don't run a mile from it and that no-one makes a callout post for me or something.
Anyway this feels like r/offmychest or something. At the same time I guess if there's any community to not be embarrassed about having weird taste in, it's this one? idk
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nebulanewts · 7 months
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So I’m uh…very late to the party with these bc I was really trying to sit out whatever bug is going on for me but I saw this the day it came out and was like WHAT????
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I did NOT expect the previews to be released so early,but tbh I’m not complaining I was wondering when they were coming out :0c anyways,these were my initial impressions hearing the one in this video and the SIF 2 previews ⬇️⬇️
Ayumu - “Walking Dream” : Not gonna lie,this is not the song I expected to hear from this detective outfit but it’s really good - I like the bells and light waltz-y feel of the instrumentals,it’s not my FAVORITE Ayumu solo but it’s still nice plus it’s just the preview so idk I might change my mind when the full comes out
Kasumi - “Senobi Shittate” : You know what? This is a totally different sound for Kasumin,but I like it quite a bit - Not really my style personally,but the instrumental is really pretty and it shows a more mature Kasumi which is nice (and yes,I’m semi counting this as her black swan era too because of the instrumentals alone)
Shizuku - “Koakuma LOVE ♡” : My immediate thoughts are…HUH???? Like,I had a feeling that her solo may be cutesier due to her outfit choices but like…not like this and I love it so much,it may be one of my favorites so far :0c (but then again,imo Shizuku’s solos are always at least decent so it’s not that big of a surprise ig dndjdj - also everyone saying she swapped song styles with Kasumi is RIGHT omg)
Karin - “My Shadow” : If you look up “Karin Asaka” and put “having a bad song” next to it,you will find NOTHING because FINALLY!!!! KARIN GOT HER JAZZ SOLO!!!!! …ok it’s not exactly jazz more like electro swing but you know what? I will take it,this song is SO good - this one might be up there when it comes to my favorites too bc wow,I hope they keep doing this sort of song in LL
Ai - “Request for U” : Ok,so I was right about Ai getting a more mellow song than usual and honestly?? It works really well for her,it’s still somewhat upbeat and very Ai-y but like Kasumi’s,it shows a different side to her that I like a lot :] it’s rlly cute
Kanata - “Cooking with Love” : WOWOWOW my mind is blown with this one…this might be my favorite out of the album so far and my favorite Kanata solo like it sounds like a magical girl anime ending and I am so about it,we knew with that jirai kei outfit that she was gonna cook and cook she DID,this girl made a whole sweets buffet and I will eat every bite
Setsuna - “Cherry Bomb” : So the words on her merch WERE the title of her song,and boy is this song good too like…these songs were worth the wait - Hayamaru’s voice is fantastic,it’s distinctly different but still very Setsuna sounding,I love the sort of harder rock sound in this song :0c I’m one of the few that’s very 50/50 on Setsuna’s solos but this one is really good,they really cranked up the shounen anime opening vibes for her and I like it a lot
Emma - “Koisuru Sunflower” : This album continues to be full of surprises,I was expecting a slower song due to the outfit but am pleasantly surprised with this mid-tempo calypso-y song - Emma’s songs always have this sort of warm comfy sound,I feel like I’m relaxing on the beach with a fun drink listening to it idk what it is
Rina - “Watashi wa Magnet” : …huh this song is a lot slower than I expected it to be with the outfit,but I think it’s funny that Rina has gotten two love songs consistently although this one is more upbeat and bubbly compared to the more bittersweet somber sound of First Love Again,but it’s not really my style like it’s not terrible it’s just not a song I think I’ll listen to often ykwim
Shioriko - “Koufukuron” : Ok…this is absolutely not how I expected this to sound,like her outfit names were things like “Undead Celebrity” and “Royal Skeleton” - I fully expected this song to be kind of spooky sounding but no…ily Shio but this preview does NOT do the song justice,it just seems so flat in comparison to her other songs I’m kinda disappointed :/
Mia - “Lemonade” : The song is very cute,it gives me very 2009 Hannah Montana but like a good b-side - There’s other Mia solos I like more,but this one is alright and also some of the lyrics are a little…silly but it’s easier to brush past this time (looking at you Toy Doll)
Lanzhu - “5201314 / I Love You for A Lifetime” : And the most unique song title in Love Live goes to…Zhong Lanzhu! But seriously,Lanzhu really does not miss,this song is so good :0c I like that she speaks a little more Mandarin in this song,and even the general vibe of the song reflects that too. It still has her sound,but has elements to it that are new - She truly never makes a bad song
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Hi love your fics:) I had an idea for a fix where Poe Dameron is injured badly (like idk broken legs) in a x wing crash and the reader has to comfort him and keep him calm until help arrives😊 idk very angsty and fluffy.
Here is the fic, hope you'll like it ! Not as angsty as you may have expected but hope you'll like it !
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Poe Dameron x F!Reader
Content: Injury (broken leg), boyfriend/girlfriend deeply in love ,fluff, angst.
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Poe's scream pierces the relative quietness of the rain forest surrounding you like a coffin and silences the rare animals that had just found their voices after the loud crash landing of your X-Wing.
It's not only ambiant wetness and warmth that causes that sticky and thick perspiration to cover his skin, it is also due to the horrendous pain he is in.
Certainly a broken leg you think as you lay him on the ground of the cave you managed to pull him in. Swollen but not open.
"I don't want to look I don't wanna I don't wanna no no no."
"Your bone hasn't popped out don't worry." You say calmly.
Determined to keep his eyes tightly closed and his face directed to the rocky ceiling, he ignores your attempt to calm him down. You can witness his pain pretty easily and know from experience how painful that is, but you don't need him to panic like that, especially not now.
"Poe. Poe listen to me I know how to take care of it the time we get some help. I need you to stay calm, breathe and don't move."
"Please don't cut it off please don't." He whines before opening his eyes big at the suffering of the slightest movement of his ankle.
"Stop it Poe it's not the moment to joke." You growl as you take two pieces of metal that landed up there.
"No please no..."
This is when you understand that Poe, in his refusal to see what actually happened to him, is convinced that he is about to lose his leg. There is no trial with humor to lighten up your mood. He is genuinely afraid.
"Poe, Poe look at me." You say as you kneel by his side and cross his anxious gaze. "We are going to save your leg. It must have broken. Your bone is still inside, no open wound. The area is just swollen. I am going to keep it as still as possible. For now I don't see any infection or..."
"Ok ok ok do what you have to." He hisses between his clenched teeth as he rests his sweaty head against the ground.
"Don't move. I need to find something to hold everything."
Soon enough you replace the two metal pieces with two wooden sticks much straighter than them, and find a few rests of belts that are going to maintain them. At least you hope so.
"I'm back." You say as you kneel next to his shaky form. "Calm down, breathe in and breathe out. It's important I need you to calm down. It's going to make everything easier for us."
"Am I getting on your nerves ? Am I can you tell me please if I do please Maker it hurts like really."
"I'm going to put the sticks on each side of your leg then use the belts to maintain them so it keeps your leg in place."
"Oh no not that..." he whines again.
"We have no choice, still better than removing everything."
He hisses as he lets you do what you intended to, your jacket soon both in his mouth and all over his face to make him stop screaming as you readjust your primitive gear as good as you can. Between the adrenaline leaving your veins, his pain you are causing and the uncertainty of the time of your rescue, you are starting to feel overwhelmed.
"Here it is." You whisper loudly before removing your jacket from his pale and offended face. "Here it is. That's the best I could do."
It looks pathetic but it's actually pretty decent. You check a few times if it doesn't obstruct the blood circulation, then wipes the sweat off his forehead as his chest rises and falls deeply, his fists grabbing stones and dirt under the brief surge of pain.
"I can't believe we got so unlucky." He groans as you run your fingers though his dark curls to remove them from his face. "We got cursed by some forgotten Gods on that planet I can't believe it. It's absurd."
"It happens. It happens don't worry, once back at the base you are going to be alright."
"Hold my hand please." He sighs.
You do as requested and scoff as he grabs your fingers in a firm fist almost crushing them as he stops breathing.
"It's your beauty that's breathtaking absolutely not that kriffing leg that feels like in fusion." He excuses himself.
"Oh well I see you're still strong enough to be sarcastic."
"Uh ? No no no honey no I didn't want to imply you're ugly or anythiiiiiing." He hisses again as you scratche his head to divert his attention the best you can. "You're wonderful, future pin-up for our Squadron."
"Am I a vulgar pin-up for our propaganda now ?" You raise an amused eyebrow.
"Not like any other, you're a warrior pin-up with a huge ship with huge cannons. My girl has huge cannons and I'm proud of her for that."
"You know that maybe having a broken leg is saving you from a much darker fate ?"
"That's a threat and I'll send Leia after you if you keep threatening your beloved Commander. And what is it that causes such resentment towards pin-ups, I thought you were the nicest woman alive." He pouts.
"I don't have big cannons though."
"Oh don't be so sure." He grins before moving his hips a little to limit his pain. "But please give me painkillers or make me pass out."
"I can't." You admit sadly as you scratch his scalp again. "I'd like to make you shut your mouth sometimes but at least it proves me you are not in a desperate condition right now."
"Even when I want to say I love you ?"
He knows what he is doing and despite the disgusting and loud noise coming from his mouth as he keeps shifting his leg you smile in disbelief.
"Poe, please stop moving it won't help. It can even make things much worse. You don't want it to go through your leg, right ?"
Panic takes over his eyes and finally, he stops. His silence lets you more at peace with your thoughts and you check regularly the information sent by the rescue team. They are getting closer and closer, but you will have to wait for at least an hour. You manage to find some dry fabrics to wipe his forehead off, singing a song your heard a long time ago, so long ago that it is a pale imitation of the chorus repeated dozens of times in a row. At least it makes him more relaxed.
"If I could I'd fall asleep and ask to marry you in the morning." He comments.
"Don't be silly Poe," you chuckle, "you deserve more than a song."
"I do think I deserve a little song because I've been pretty much brave until now. But do I deserve my girl ?"
You can't look away from his sweet gaze. His lower eyelid may get agitated by spasms from time to time but it doesn't demonize the raw emotion in his pupils.
"You do deserve me Poe, and I hope I deserve you."
"You deserve me. So what about this marriage ?"
"Wait... were you actually serious ?"
Flabbergasted, you watch his nod. This simple movement is much more impactful for you than the noise of reactors from afar, growling louder by each second.
"Well not right now but... later ? I really want to things properly. Why not while you kick their Supreme Leader's buttocks with your amazing skills ?"
"You're talking about a marriage with the most awesome man of the galaxy and you joke at the same time ?" You start to sob.
"Don't cry sweetie no no no, please no don't cry !" He laughed before wincing at the pain. "And come on I'm stressed to ask this to the most awesome woman of the galaxy, you should see how sweaty I am from that proposal and not from that kriffing leg."
Why is he so casual about all this ? The both of you could have died and he's there joking ?
"Wait was that the actual proposal and you're waiting for an answer ?"
"Uh no, but why not ?"
"I love you idiot. Of course I want to marry you !"
"Oh ok. It honeymoon for after I heal ok ?"
"That's how I know you're seriously injured." You sigh as you wipe off your own forehead with the back of your sweaty hand. "Oh Maker you can't make things easier can you ?"
"Never." He grins before inhaling brutally. "But I'll make up for all that delay."
The moment the rescue team circles high above the cave you get out of it, gesturing them exactly where you were. Maybe you look all too happy by bouncing on the rocks and screaming orders to them when you could just gesture things to them, but you need to do something to express your excitement. After all becoming Mrs.Dameron is going to be an interesting adventure.
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mageofarcane · 2 years
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hello ^^ idk if you write angst but,, could i request tsukasa after a show and he’s like really exhausted and not in the mood to do anything after that which kinda seems out of character but hear me out!! he had a really bad day and he hasn’t been in a good mood even before the show. so the reader is his s/o and they hug him, and tell him that he did great and all, but that made him more annoyed and overwhelmed that he pushed them off, which made the reader sad and confused then tsukasa realizes what he did the next day and apologizes to the reader. i hope i explained this ok !!
I'm not good at writing angst, but give me a specific prompt/scenario and I can try to work off it.
I ended up writing far more than I initially though I would but I really like the idea and enjoyed writing it. Tsukasa has put up with so much shit in the past that I'm surprised he hasn't truly snapped at anyone.
🌟Tsukasa pushing away his s/o after a bad day
It was a long and exhausting week for Tsukasa to say the least. Nearly everything that could have went wrong had gone wrong to some extent. School was stressful, show planning and rehearsals were even more so. Props weren't working right. Costumes were way behind schedule. Many revision of the script had to be done.
Tsukasa was trying his best to keep himself to together and be the amazing future star and troupe leader he had to be, but it was getting hard. By the time of the show, he was overwhelmed and nearly at his breaking point. All that mattered to him was that the show went as well flawlessly as possible and that the audience enjoyed it.
But of course, the show didn't go as smoothly as he hoped. It wasn't anything major, at least from that audience could tell. Rui and the others were confident that everything would turn out fine but it still made Tsukasa upset.
Finally, after he and his fellow actors made their final bow and went behind stage to let the audience disperse. There weren't any props left to clean up from the last act of the show so Tsukasa and the others were packing up to head home for the night. You waited until he was about to leave to go up to him and congratulate him on another amazing show.
As you went up to him, you could tell he looked completely exhausted. In an attempt to cheer him up, you happily exclaimed that he did wonderfully and that you really loved this show, all while pulling him into a hug.
Normally, Tsukasa would be proud to hear you complement his shows, but tonight his patience had run low and didn't want to deal with anyone. He pushed you away, not hard though, and left as quickly before he had a chance to say something he would regret.
Initially, you were confused. He pushed you away without saying a single word, but after a few moments you realized that it was because the stress from the past week had gotten to him. He probably just wanted to be alone for a little while to decompress. You know he didn't mean to upset or hurt you, so you left him be for the rest of the night, though still a bit upset over him pushing you away.
By the time Tsukasa got home, he knew he f-ed up. Upsetting you was another thing that had went wrong this week, and he had caused it. He knew he should call you and apologize but he just couldn't bring himself to. He screamed into his pillow, angry at himself and his head continued filled with unwelcome thoughts until he finally fell asleep from exhaustion.
He awoke the next morning feeling a lot better, but he immediately remembered what he did to you the previous night. He quickly made himself decent and ran to your house.
It didn't take long for you to answer the door when he knocked and he panicked for a moment as he didn't even think of how he'd begin to apologize. When he did finally did try to talk, his words came out faster than he could process them. He did the best he could he could to say he was sorry for upsetting you, that he was entirely in the wrong for how he acted towards you, and that he loves you so much.
Before he could even finish, you pulling him into a hug and told him it's alright and that you forgive him. Your reaction surprised him but he threw his arms around you nonetheless. He couldn't find the words to express how relieved he was that you forgave him so quickly and how happy he was to have such an understanding and patience partner like you.
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Apparently Voltron was in the Lgbt+ category on Netflix and HAHA that’s probably the most false thing in the history of ever.
I mean…this is the show that a lot of people consider homophobic, or at least they think the writers are. And i can’t even blame people for thinking that.
I believe we had like ONE legit LGBT+ moment at the VERY end of the show where we got a glimpse at shiro’s wedding, right before the credits rolled (I think but hey it’s been a while since I watched the show)
Oh and if that wasn’t enough the show runners also thought queerbaiting was ok because they new their target audience and knew what they wanted to see…so why not lie about it and give them false hope? That always succeeds!
And when they DID actually have an official gay character he was killed off in like 2 mins which I’m sure also contributed to people calling the show homophobic.
I mean I know Lance is supposed to *officially* be bisexual but we have been given no proof from the actual show because we’ve only seen him trying to be a womanizer and flirting with girls like it’s his job so like that whole thing was pretty pointless too.
So yea…Netflix has to re-think how they categorize some of their shows.
I agree that VLD should not be placed into the LGBT+ category on Netflix.
From everything I heard from cons and stuff, they used a lot of queerbaiting language and imagery because they knew a decent portion of their audience was hoping for inclusion. And imo the one image from Shiro's wedding at the end wasn't quite enough to actually make it fit into that category, since any other hinted at LBGT+ relationship in the show (Shiro/Adam, Zethid/Ezor) was portrayed in a way where it could have just been two very good friends.
The thing, however, is that most likely shows are placed into categories by possibly some intern who isn't paid enough to care, or someone who hasn't actually seen the content. Or, honestly, it's all an automated system and shows are sorted based on keywords or algorithms or other computer stuff I know nothing about.
Lance being lumped into the LGBT sign with Shiro and then having nothing come of that is just disappointing to say the least.
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There's honestly a lot of different things I could say about this picture and why it's probably one of the main reasons the VLD fandom got so upset and angry at the show in later seasons, but that would definitely make this post too long lol.
If anything, at the end of the day, VLD served as an example for how not to handle LGBT+ rep – so idk…maybe Netflix put it in that category ironically.
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I was watching some older episodes of alien force involving ship and omniverse made the whole situation just a lot more tragic. In alien force Ben was kinda told he hated ship and it seemed weird/uncharacteristic for Ben to say he didn't want anything to do with ship- a line we never hear him say that doesn't make sense in alien force context, but after omniverse?
I could totally see Ship tackling/grabing ben (in a friendly way) and triggered the losing feedback flashback and Ben yelling out anything to get ship off him and then retreating, he BACKS UP at the sight of malware years later so him being nervous around galvanic mechamorphs isn't a stretch. and it makes the whole situation with ship hurt a little more as it retroactively turns into Ben not admitting the real problem he has with ship becouse he's not ready to share that wound with Julie and it driving them apart .
And makes Rook's prying and Azmuths pressuring a lot more annoying. He didn't even tell his girlfriend why hes scared of her "dog", why would he bear his soul to someone who isnt owed the information? (Also kinda paints Gwen in a bad light for not realizing that might be part of Ben's problem with ship, though personally I think she was meddling in their relationship to much and too often to begin with becouse of her projecting what she wants with her and kevins relationship onto them without addressing her own struggles but thats completely off topic)
Honestly with the Malware plotline I think they could have at least had a moment of clarity, emotional vulnerability and them parting on decent terms instead of phone break up 2: electric boogaloo
(idk I thought of how cool a julie and ben ep where they broke up peacefully after the malware reveal and adding context to bens issues with ship would have been super cool and I got rambly. hope this is ok to send)
OMG YOU KNOW WHAT THAT'S TRUE
I've written about how Ship should have been received more as the connection between them since both the Omnitrix and Ship himself are Galvan technology, but YEAH one of, if not Ben's most traumatic experiences was brought upon by a Galvanic Mechamorph. That would have absolutely tied things together, and opened up further discussion between Ben and Julie about the way aliens have impacted their lives both separately and together.
On the topic, I really have a bone to pick with this whole demonizing Ben for "not wanting anything to do with Ship." I know conflict needs to be included somehow in order to further the plot and so on and so forth, but, as you said, it's uncharacteristic of Ben to say that. And I think that's because everyone took it the wrong way (canonically).
First of all, is he not allowed to decide he doesn't want that responsibility on top of all his already existing responsibility?
He just wanted to go on a relatively normal date with a girl, and instead he was forced into giving away his secret, putting his unarmed date in danger, and on top of it all, involuntarily coerced into adopting an alien weapon. It'd just be another thing to have to hide from everyone.
Does anyone think about why he was even apprehensive about asking her out in the first place? How he must have stressed about what would happen if she found out, and things didn't go so well? If they didn't continue seeing each other? It's one thing that she's accepted his alien superhero double life, but now she's indirectly adopted an alien weapon with no prior experience with anything of the sort. That's not what he signed up for, but he has to deal with it.
But please fandom, go on about he's the insensitive one 🙄 lol anyway you could headcanon that he'd have had a bad experience with a Galvanic Mechamorph at that point, yes. But, even canonically speaking, all the implications of Ship's addition to the story are precisely why this was done - because all things must be connected and lead into each other in order to tell a story. People really seem to hyper focus on Ben's addition to the conflict and ignore the way he contributes to the resolution, but that's a slightly different conversation.
For the record, it's a GOOD thing that Ben recognizes these things. Of course someone whose life has been tied to alien tech since he was a kid would be consciously aware of the reality of the situation. He responds to the situation in the way that he should, and as we should expect him to when his past is taken into account. The same thing can be said about Julie, actually, since she has not had any prior experience with aliens, and would absolutely respond to a dog-like creature accordingly, apparently even if it chased her date around the pier, kidnapped her, and put a bunch of people in danger.
Anyway yeah in case I didn't make myself clear all of these are great points. Always ok to send <3
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