#i dont care anymore

[lefisheirl]

#i dont care anymore #toontown #ttcc #misty monsoon #rainmaker

[madhatter30]

I don't want to try anymore. Its like "whats even the point?" Nothing is ever going to work. Im never going ro get better. To be better. I've been trying so hard to get better, to not let my mind control me, but just when I think things are starting to improve I snap and end up right back where I started. Nothing is ever going to get better. I'm a lost cause. I'm too broken. I have too many problems. But it's all my own fault anyway. I wouldn't have any problems if I just tried harder. I wouldn't have an eating disorder if I just ate. I wouldn't have anxiety if I didn't dwell on the future. I wouldn't have depression if I didn't dwell on the past. The solution is to just be in the present. I don't seem like I have autism so it's probably not even real. I should just be normal. I just need to be better. It's not that difficult. I wouldn't be exhausted from trying to fix my problems if I didn't create them to start with. I don't have trauma, I'm just overreacting. Nothing even happened. I should stop wasting everyone's time telling them about my problems. I should tell them I'm better then leave so they don't have to deal with me anymore.

#tw depressive #tw depression #depressing poem #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #depressiv #anxceit #anxi4ty #anxienty #anxitey #anxeity #i dont care anymore #i want to disappear #why do i do this to myself #trauma #why am i like this #alone with my thoughts

[scoopac]

I have like 4 and a half hours left to finish my writing project i've been PUTTING OFF FOR A YEAR by now Someone please yell at me to finish it, I can't let it stay untouched longer

#though writing kills me rn #it's about ex blorbos of mine #I dont care anymore #I wish it was Odysseus smh #I'm suffering #scoop talks

[coffeexxcigarettes]

The Fool

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I've never felt so broken,

Like all my pieces are clashing inside.

You shook me,

And for a moment,

I thought I heard them click into place.

But I've been fooled by that sound before.

And the pain,

Unfortunately,

It's not as easily deceived..

x

#writing #poets on tumblr #spilled ink #heartbreak #poem #lovesick #mental health #sad thoughts #spilled thoughts #dark academia #i dont care anymore #i'm tired

[the-flooded-mind]

inro post:

hello! we are the flooded mind!, we are alexs ( @alex-is-gay0v0 ) mind, we have phone god (who has their own blog under @phonegod ), error, hope, aurorah, and alex ( @alex-is-gay0v0 )

bio:

(phone god and alex dont have one, i mean alex has one but it might be triggering)

error is phone gods brother, they never talk but they know each other exist, error was in foster care cause of his horns and tail, so the first time phone and error met phone god turned him into a glitch, and despite them never talking error lives in alexs head, he is also is alexs anxiety and depression.

not much is known about hope, but what is known is she and auorah are related, we dont know how but they are, hope was experimented on and is now a goat/angel hybrid, she also has alexs eyes but they glow gold, we sometimes wonder if hope is related to alex, hope is alexs hope and happiness.

again, not much is known about aurorah, she unlike hope was self experimented instead of by lab, she wanted to be special like hope since she remembered hope as the favorite child, (think of peter parker from spiderman across the spiderverse in universe Earth-65/gwen stacys best friend)but aurorah alexs anger and sadness.

rosella suffers from memory loss but does remember a few things, she does remember that she likes puppet alot kins her however, error and phone god were in the void and found her having a anxiety attack, she sees herself as herself but prefers being called puppet/marionette/charlie/charlotte, her shortened names are rose/rosey/rosell.

colors/emoji’s:

purple/☎️:phone god, blue/✝️:error, orange/🍊:hope red/👻:auorah, black/♦️:alex, green/🌹:rosella.

pronouns:

phone god:he/they/its.

error:it/its

aurorah:they/them.

hope:she/her.

alex: he/they

rosella: it/its

i am down to roleplay in dms. ( *cough* @british-randyjade-rambles / @theartshift *cough*)

⚠️CHARACTERS MIGHT BE ADDED AND INTRO POST WILL BE EDITED⚠️

⇩ocs⇩

#intro post #blog intro #oc lore #oc rp #i dont fucking know #i dont care anymore #introduction #introductory post #pinned intro #pinned post #read pinned #pinned bios #introducing myself

[batshikns]

okay it's offical im no longer paying attention to the manga. bsd will remain in my happy little fantasy and no one will force me to face reality.

#😭 #i dont care anymore #my own little au where nothing happens after the guild arc and skk learn abt showing care n shit #and sskk is slow burn(but faster because i have a poor attention span) #and then in a slightly different universe kunizai is cute domestic couple and dazai learns abt healthy habits #and HAPPY. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY SHIT HAPPENS #😭😭😭 #its MY hyperfixation that ive had for two years. Let me be 🤧 #batrambles

[bcintia]

Végül eljutottam arra a pontra, hogy már teljesen hidegen hagy annak a gondolata, ha nem lesz többé olyan, hogy Mi.

@bcintia

#hungary #magyar #tumblr #tumblr hungary #saját #idézet #fájdalom #magyar tumblisok #szeretlek #why you do this to me #hate you #i dont want to be here #i dont care anymore #empty inside #leave me alooooone #leave me here to die

[madhatter30]

I want to be so small that I disappear

I don't want anyone to perceive me

I don't want to exist

I don't want to be acknowledged

I want to be alone

I want to give up

I'm so tired of trying so hard to be something I never will be

#tw depressive #tw depression #depressing poem #sorry for being depressing #why do i do this to myself #depressing shit #feeling alone #alone with my thoughts #leave me alone #i want to disappear #i dont care #i dont care anymore #anxeity #anxitey #anxienty #anxi4ty #anxceit

[blackmetalstar]

very soon one of these days im gonna end it.

#tw sui vent #tw sui ideation #tw depressing thoughts #i dont care anymore

[peachteaships]

I don't want to draw anymore.

I don't want to be around anymore.

I want to stop existing.

I never wanted this. I never wanted to be their daughter. I never wanted to be born. I never asked to be part of this family.

#just #leave me alone please #dont reblog #or whatever #i dont care anymore

[mantasunray-art]

at the end of the day dnf will always be famous

at the end of the day dream has 30+ mil subs and george has 10+ and 5+ and they are one of the most influential and popular rpf ships of all time 😁😁😁😁

#dreamnotfound #should i tag this #i dont care anymore #ask bea