Love That Bites Pt. 6
Hello! Welcome to the next installment of my Dracula x Belmont!Reader series! It’s been a while, but its finally here! Reading so many kind comments really helped me push through writing this 💚
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Summary: After waking up and making a chilling discovery, you make the decision to head back home. You try to get into a routine of things, but slowly, you feel as if your life is crumbling apart. For some reason, your only solace seems to be Dracula’s statue and his castle. Dracula meanwhile observes as you seem to be growing worse for wear, a gnawing feeling of dread growing in his gut with each visit.
CW: Toxic and abusive family, mentions of repeating illness, anxiety, mentions of injury, nihilistic thinking.
Word Count: 6196 Words!
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You weren’t entirely sure when you began to regain consciousness.
All you really knew was how stiff your body had become, and how tired you still were.
That wasn’t completely it, either. You may still have been tired, but for once in your life? You felt rested.
It had been years since you felt like you had gotten any decent sleep. The fact you actually felt rested, even after the odd dreams you had, was quite the achievement.
Speaking of dreams, you tried desperately to cling to what you remembered as you began to wake.
You didn’t remember much, like what you saw. All you could really remember was what you felt.
A strange warmth, and the feeling of being held. Like someone holding you gently, but unwilling to let go. A warmth you so desperately craved to crawl back to.
Faintly, you could also remember a voice. However, you couldn’t remember what was said. All you could make out was that the person, a man, was trying to get your attention.
It was odd. The more you tried to pay attention, the farther the voice seemed to get. At that moment, it was like everything was slipping through your fingers like water.
You wanted more, but alas, you found yourself waking up against your will.
The carpet was the first thing you noticed, besides how stiff you were. It was fluffy under your touch, and still somehow comfortable. Your fingers curled into the light fuzz as you slowly woke.
Face scrunching up, you let out a groan as a flash of light blipped behind your eyelids, followed by a low rumble of thunder.
Rain? Where were you again?
Mentally, you went through everything in your head, when you suddenly remembered exactly where you were.
You almost sat up when your heart rate spiked, but calmed down as you blinked your eyes open.
Considering you were still alive, and still on the carpet in the main hall, you were most likely fine.
“Ugh… how long was I out…?” You mumbled, and pushed yourself up, trying to blink the fog away in your vision.
“Still, that was one of the best naps I’ve had in- HOLY-“
You couldn’t help but shriek as you scrambled back, falling right back on your ass as you scurried away from the statue.
Said statue had moved.
Dracula no longer had been reaching towards the middle of the room.
Instead, he had been reaching out towards you.
His head had been tilted downward towards you as well. The vampire’s head was looking in your direction, facing the ground where you had been laying.
“What the fuck.” You whispered, your heart hammering in your chest. It was as if you couldn’t move, could hardly breath-
How? How had he moved?
Standing up in a mild panic, you made sure to keep your distance as you eyed the statue warily.
Curious, and a bit frightened, you circled the statue, noting the differences while your hand hovered above your whip.
After examining him for a few minutes, you hesitantly relaxed a bit.
It seemed whatever had happened, Dracula was still cursed. He just somehow managed to move slightly while you were sleeping.
That was a thought that sent chills down your spine.
Still, he hadn’t moved since you woke up, so that was a plus.
It was still incredibly freaky though.
Gathering your courage, you inched a little closer to the statue, and got a better look at his face.
It wasn’t such an angry snarl anymore, more like a look of… desperation? You weren’t entirely sure what to call it.
Thankfully, it at least didn’t look angry. You think.
There was also his hand, it was still outstretched, but…
The hand wasn’t tense, with his claws outstretched. It looked more like he was simply reaching toward you.
If you didn’t know any better, you’d say his body language suggested he wasn’t trying to attack you in your sleep.
Then again… you could be reading too much into it.
Regardless, you couldn’t stop the inkling thoughts that pressed in the back of your mind. As a hunter, you had to be observant, more so than the average person.
Which meant learning body language.
And this just screamed lack of aggression. Interest, but no signs of anger. Not like before.
It… unnerved you. Something that should have at least been a relief, made you incredibly wary.
Why?
Why would he move now? What did you do for him to suddenly do so? Could he move this whole time?
This at least more or less (hopefully) confirmed one thing. He had to be somewhat aware of his surroundings.
You had no idea to what extent he was aware of, but he had to at least be able to see you, given he had been reaching for your sleeping form.
That did raise another question. If he could see, could he hear? Could he feel things through the stone? Could he taste? Smell?
It brought about several questions, and only offered educated guesses at best.
Heaving your chest with a sigh, you pressed a hand against your face, trying to think.
“What am I going to do…?”
At least, a small part of you was somewhat comforted. Chances were, he probably could feel things, not just see things.
If you had attacked him, he would have been forced to watch, and feel as you tried to kill him.
Oh, if that thought didn’t make you feel a little nauseous-
If you had really struck down the statue, he very well could have been hurt, and had been aware and felt it.
Sure, you knew it was a possibility, but actually confronting that thought now that you knew he was somewhat alive? It made your palms feel clammy.
“So… you are alive… I’m… not crazy.” You mumbled at the statue. His face was still turned downward, but if this was true, he was hearing your every word.
Carefully, you lowered yourself to your knees, and looked at his face once more.
He… looked so… intense? Desperate?
You wouldn’t say that outloud, but it also felt odd to refer to him as such. The King of the Night, looking so determined while reaching for you.
Without thinking, you found yourself reaching forward to cup his face. Before you could even make contact, you froze, before pulling your hand away.
No. Bad idea. Why would you do that.
Last thing you needed was showing any affection and getting attached.
That was like a number one rule. Never get attached until you know damn sure whatever you want to get close to won’t hurt you.
With another sigh, you rubbed your temples.
What would you do now? Leave?
It wasn’t like you really had a choice. You had been here for who knows how long, and no doubt you’d have to deal with a pissed off step father the longer you stayed.
But could you just leave him here like this?
You wanted to curse. This was the same damn dilemma you had been dealing with ever since you first saw this stupid castle. You were getting tired of fighting yourself in your head over all of this.
Reluctantly, you stood up, catching yourself as you wobbled a bit on your feet.
“Seems I still have a lot of resting to do…” you mumbled as your vision spun just slightly.
Yeah, you were definitely still a little sick, but you were feeling leagues better than you were a few days ago.
“I… I gotta get home soon.” You muttered, holding your head in one of your hands.
Silently, you looked over at the statue again before turning to leave.
“I’ll… I’ll be back soon. I promise.”
It was weird. Everything was weird. Now that the statue seemingly was noticeably alive, you felt different on how to approach and act around it.
Though maybe you shouldn’t act different?
More and more thoughts swam in your head as you groaned. No, you did not need to do more mental gymnastics.
Carefully, you began to leave the throne room, noting how heavy the atmosphere had become. Depressing? Frustrated? You couldn’t place it, but you certainly related to the feeling.
You didn’t notice the eyes barely managing to tun upward to watch you leave.
As you made your slow descent through the castle, you fought back an ever growing headache as you thought about your situation.
Something that was becoming more common than you’d like to admit.
If Dracula really was somewhat alive, you couldn’t help but sympathize for the guy. It had been a few decades since he had been sealed, around 20 something years.
No doubt he was going mad. You were probably the most interesting thing he has seen in the past decade or two.
Even if you were his enemy.
But… were you? Now that you had not attacked him? He sure didn’t seem like he was trying to attack you in your sleep.
“Ugh. I need another nap.” You mumbled as you walked out of the castle and towards your cabin.
You had a lot of catching up to do.
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The day after you had gone back to your cabin, you decided to return back home. You dreaded doing so, but unfortunately you had very little choice in the matter.
The messages you received from your ‘family’ were, as usual, annoying and endless. It was only a matter of time before they started destroying your things again for staying away too long.
Thankfully, the stars were shining on you today, as no one was home when you returned. It was easy to sneak a bit of food and hide away in your room.
You wish you could say that they ignore you as usual after they all realized you were back.
Alas, things never seem to go your way.
Your step father had gotten somewhat physical with you again after he arrived home, your two step brothers watching from the doorway.
He had yelled, even gripping your hair and throwing you hard. You hit the edge of the bed frame, but thankfully had dealt with worse.
Though you’d admit, the concussion you had gotten from it was already a pain in the ass.
He wasn’t finished though, and made sure to yell at you some more. At that point though, you simply just let his angry words flow in one ear and out the other.
It ended with a sharp kick to your ribs, which genuinely took you off guard. Your step father never took it this far before outside of ‘training’, and he wasn’t holding back.
Thankfully, he seemed fed up enough with your presence to leave you be. He shoved past his sons, slamming the door behind him as you gasped for air.
You had managed to crawl to your drawers, and take care of the wound on your head. You also decided to count yourself lucky he didn’t seem to break your ribs, just bruise them.
After the pain subsided, you crawled onto your bed, shaking as you thought about everything.
What was your life turning into? Did your step father really not care about crossing that line? It certainly seemed so.
You weren’t looking forward to the future, if this is what was promised.
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Unfortunately, your fears were turning out to be true when it came to your home life.
Your ‘sweet loving family’ were growing more and more violent, toeing that line with how far they can get away with their behavior until you snapped.
But you couldn’t.
The moment you fought back, was all the excuse they needed to kick you out, and take everything you owned. Everything that was rightfully yours, would fall right into their hands.
The perfect excuse to anyone related to you by blood why the family artifacts were no longer theirs.
Your legacy, your mother’s things, your family’s artifacts… all gone, to someone not even in the family by blood. That alone was dangerous, some artifacts only resonated kindly with your family’s blood.
Hell, your whip was one of those very artifacts. Its one reason you never parted from it, making sure they never had the chance to swipe it from under your nose.
Not to mention the weapons and powerful tomes hidden in the family vault. In the wrong hands? Your step family could rival vampire lords with how dangerous they could become.
What a nuisance.
You knew they would take advantage of it too. It’s the whole reason they were trying to get you to attack them, or ‘give’ them everything by your own free will.
They wanted everything. The power, the artifacts, the riches… they wanted all they could get their hands on. All while looking completely innocent so they’d have an excuse if anyone inquired about it
And it seemed they were willing to raise the stakes to get it.
Despite your step father seemingly growing more physical, he still seemed to prefer to hover and threaten you, rather than just straight up brawl with you.
He seemed irritated. Impatient. He was cracking, but still trying to remain in control.
It made you fear what reaching his breaking point would be. What would finally break the dam that was slowly showing its cracks?
At least when he tried to hurt you, it was brief. Like a warning and a threat.
It wasn’t as… rough as that first night you came back, either. More like purposeful shoves, the occasional hit to your back or stomach. Sometimes your arms. He never hit you again after an initial assault, but the threat was very much there.
If he didn’t hit you, he would slam tables and walls next to you. Slam doors in your face, toss chairs. He even threw some old plates, ruining a set your great grandmother had passed down.
That had been a rough night for you, realizing they were willing to destroy stuff from your family without thought.
Then there were the bouts of sickness you were experiencing.
Just like when you had been at the cabin, you were constantly falling ill.
It was random when it would happen, and the severity of each bout of sickness seemed to vary, but it was beginning to drive you insane.
Sometimes you would just get extreme migraines. Other times you were stuck in the bathroom for days nearly unable to move.
If it was a rough week, you were then banished to the car. No one in the house wanted to catch whatever was making you so violently ill, if by chance it was contagious.
Occasionally one of your brothers would take pity, and toss you some bread or a bottle of water and some gas station medicine. Most of the time though, you were on your own, trying not to puke your guts out for days on end.
It was beginning to affect your overall health. How could you go back to being in a healthy state of being if you were getting sick right after feeling better? How would you be able to keep up being a hunter if you were becoming a liability?
You were beginning to wonder if you were shutting down. The thought made you fear for yourself often when alone with your thoughts.
It was beginning to remind you of your mother, how she had fallen ill…
This made you miserable.
More than once, you ended up silently crying into your pillow in your room. You hadn’t cried in so long, but now it was hard not to after dealing with so much shit.
The one saving grace you had was your laptop, and sneaking away to visit the cabin.
Watching the castle on your cameras late at night brought you solitude, it helped calm your mind when you were overwhelmed. Even if it was just scrubbing through hours of nothing, just watching the castle seemed to put you at an odd sort of ease.
If you weren’t terrified of your step brothers or step father destroying the laptop, or finding out about the castle, you’d probably even use it as white noise to sleep when at home.
An idea you would have laughed at if you told yourself a year earlier.
You? Enjoying the ambience outside Dracula’s castle? You would have attacked whoever told you so, thinking they were trying to mess with your mind.
Now though, it was an odd comfort.
When you did sneak off to the cabin, you would leave the laptop on to listen. The oddly quiet atmosphere with the occasional clap of thunder had you sleeping in minutes.
Something most hunters would scoff at. Most can’t sleep through thunder and lightning, but the atmosphere had put you at ease.
It should bug you how much you were growing comfortable with the Master of the Night and his ominous abode.
But you were beginning to care less and less.
So what if you liked the castle? Liked visiting the Lord of the Night? It’s not like he had moved from his place since you slept on the floor.
The only discernible difference was the occasional movement in his eyes. Something that freaked you out a bit at first whenever you noticed it, whenever it rarely happened.
You and him weren’t hurting anyone, and you were still able to keep an eye on him.
Though your increase in trips were becoming a slight problem.
It was a getaway, and it angered your step family horribly.
You weren’t sure why they cared so much. They always talked about how if you didn’t exist they would have been better off. Surely being out of the house would be a relief.
Yet, whenever you went on a trip and came home, they always seemed angry, and not because you came back. They were angry you left.
It was all getting overwhelming. You felt like you were losing your mind. Why would they care so much, when it was blatantly clear they couldn’t care less about your well being?
The bizarre behavior only served to push you away even more. Why bother with their behavior when you could just vanish for a few days, even if it restarted this stupid cycle?
It only drove it further in your head that you were feeling trapped.
But once again, you at least had your sanctuary. Even if your comfort with the place had shifted so much the past few weeks, it was growing back to what it originally had been.
A sanctuary. A safe place from home.
Your visits with the statue had also changed as a result.
At first, you were hesitant on how to act. Should you be more wary? Closed off?
But when you took a trip back again after that time you had been sick, you decided to just roll with the punches.
He already saw you sick, and sleeping. Did it really matter at this point? As long as you were polite, you didn’t see a reason to behave any differently. He was still technically your host, after all.
If anything, you were more relaxed than ever.
After you had thought about it, the idea that Dracula was aware had somewhat been a weight off your shoulders.
He had already seen you as a mess. You didn’t have to play up any pretenses.
You also found that he was easy to talk to. It wasn’t on purpose, you just started talking on your visits.
At first, it was to fill the awkward silence. You talked about little things that had happened. Some silly hunts you had, and world events that had happened since he had been sealed away.
Though you began to wonder just how close you were getting to your family’s immortal enemy, when you started sleeping on his throne room floor on purpose.
Sometimes you’d find you talked too long, and it was late in the night. You started making the decision to sleep there every so often.
You never slept as close as you did the first time, still wary to a fault.
The statue didn’t move like the first time, though you swore the eyes followed you sometimes when awake. They would be in different places every so often.
You knew they were when you slept. It was… stirring confusing feelings in you, so you tried not to think on it too much.
It would have made you nervous if you hadn’t already spent so much time with him. You just wrote it off as a little quirk.
How fitting. The Statue of the Lord of the Castle, being able to watch your every move like in a cartoon or horror movie. It would be creepy if you didn’t find some odd comfort in it.
You later on ended up even searching your family home a little, curious if you could break the curse yourself.
‘It’s just in case,’ You would tell yourself.
As much as you wanted to deny it though, you knew you were curious. How you wondered if you had a means of breaking the curse, even though your own family placed it on him.
Would you actually do so? Probably not, even if the thought made you a bit sad.
Something you were a bit unsure and uncomfortable about. Were you really that lonely that you briefly thought about what it would be like to talk to him while free?
Yes, yes you were.
But you had a duty to uphold. Setting Dracula free could have so many consequences.
You also didn’t want to misread this.
Just because you felt comfortable at the castle, and in his presence, did not mean there wasn’t a chance he would kill you.
Your family was still his enemy, after all. He technically never agreed to just talk with you after you decided to spare him as a statue.
You didn’t want to get killed, and possibly doom the world over your silly delusions of maybe having a friend in the enemy.
There was something odd though about the whole curse.
Unfortunately, you couldn’t find much on it. You could only sneak into the family vault so often. You didn’t want to risk your family demanding you let them in again, or try and follow you. Again.
Even then, the few times you did manage to sneak into the vault, you didn’t manage to find much. Even when looking at the journals of each Belmont, all you really found was mentions of a spell, and a curse.
The last Belmont to fight Dracula, your grandfather, didn’t mention much about it. How he and his friend had used an old spell they had found to seal the Vampire away.
You found it convenient that you couldn’t find much about what the spell actually was.
By convenient, you actually mean annoying.
What if you needed to seal him away again? Or something went wrong?
Not a lot of planning on your grandfather’s end if he really didn’t leave any information behind.
That wasn’t even the worst of it either.
Apparently, there was a curse of some sort Dracula had placed on your family when your Grandfather had fought him. However, your grandfather refused to mention what it was, or what it entailed. All his journal mentioned was that a curse ‘existed’.
That certainly didn’t ramp up any lingering anxiety. Thanks grandpa.
Briefly, you wondered if this was why he was always so distant with you, and your extended blood related family. Perhaps he thought it would be less effective if no one really knew about it.
You had half a mind to call him and demand what it was, but that would only create a massive beacon towards the fact the enemy he sealed away had been found again after the castle initially disappeared.
It wasn’t worth the risk.
Something that still surprised you to think and say.
Still, the frustration, added along with the stress and sickness you were dealing with, were not mixing well at all. You were this close to tearing your hair out.
But you didn’t.
You held yourself together. You were at least thankful for your hunting experience. Without it, you wouldn’t have been able to keep a steady head in all this for as long as you have.
Still, even now as you warily watch your back just walking to your car for a hunt, you knew one thing was for sure.
Wherever calm resides, chaos is sure to follow.
You wouldn’t be able to keep this up forever.
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Vlad prided himself on being a man of many things.
He was Lord of the Night, the King of Vampires.
He also considered himself a man of science, a title he wielded, long before he had even turned his back on god.
His prowess with magic was also something he considered himself a master of. He took to magic much like alchemy, though it helped he had centuries to learn and practice all he could.
That, and having the Crimson Stone and Death itself under his thumb was a boon for him. He had little to worry about when he had been young, so he had time to master anything that caught his fancy.
As time passed, and his interest in revenge and humanity had first diminished, he had even taken up other hobbies.
Renaldo, his old friend, may have been an old fool. However, he had been right about one thing.
Eternal life could be incredibly dull.
Vlad took to learning many different things and trades. He excelled as a tactician, so he also took on learning different means of battle and war.
It came in handy when dealing with armies of the damned.
Helping lead an army of crusaders had been one thing, but armies of hell's bloodiest fighters? It had been a whole new experience, one he easily took to.
Though after he had firmly set his place in the underworld, and proven he was far superior to any other vampire, life grew dull once more.
So he collected books. He had always enjoyed them, much to the chagrin of the church when he had been human.
They always said his time was better spent strategizing. If he must read, it was better spent on reports, or looking into ways to counter the enemy.
Vlad had barely gotten a chance to read for enjoyment as a human. When he had been Mathias.
As Dracula, he had all the time in the world. No one dared oppose him, even just to read a book or novel.
He had even taken the time to write and bind his own collection. Something only a select few close to him had known about.
So for all of his achievements, being killed over and over again, and then being turned into stone, was very much a slap to the face.
It was a huge blow to his pride and ego, though he had reluctantly begun to accept he was not on fate’s side when it came to the damned Belmont clan.
Being turned into a statue though? It was one of the lowest blows to him of all time. He would rather be prowling around in purgatory or hell, waiting to eventually be revived against his will, than be stuck as stone for several decades.
But, there was an upside.
You.
Vlad had mentally scoffed when he first saw you. He went through this whole song and dance in his head.
How you no doubt would be the one to free him. How you seemed so pathetic. So weak.
He didn’t find himself thinking such thoughts anymore.
Vlad wondered if he truly was growing to like your presence, or if being stuck in his own personal hell as stone was finally catching up to him.
Had he really gone mad from being stuck like this for so long? To the point he liked a Belmont?
Yes, he was a prideful man indeed, but even he could admit at this point that he was beginning to enjoy and look forward to your visits.
You truly were nothing like the previous Belmonts that had slain him. He really could see Leon in you, when he had assumed the bloodline had changed for the worst.
He liked you.
Would he admit it outloud? Probably not. But to himself in his mind, while stuck here? He didn’t see why he should deny it any longer.
Perhaps humanity still occasionally produced a diamond in the rough.
Vlad yearned for your presence. After those first few times, and he had caught glimpses of your personality and kindness, he craved to see you more.
He did partially blame that on being stuck like this for so long. However, he did genuinely wish to see you.
After he watched you grow ill the first time, is especially when it became difficult to deny he had at least somewhat grown attached after anxiety bubbled in his chest.
When you returned, the relief he felt had even surprised himself.
You had looked bad when you had stumbled out of his castle. It was another instance where he feared the time had come for his curse to take hold.
Yet, you managed to make it back wherever you were residing. You must have, because you came wandering back a few days later.
Your skin had sunken in, and you looked like you hadn’t slept in a week.
He must have been right, assuming you had been sick. Whatever you had must have been rough on you.
Vlad watched as you walked in, apologizing, talking with him for a while. It was even dare he say, cute, how you were still a little skittish. Still instinctively wary of him, but didn’t seem afraid. It was amusing in a way that would have had him teasing you if he could.
He listened as you spoke that visit, before you had gotten comfortable.
When you fell asleep though, he was a bit surprised, but he didn’t blame you. Even though you looked like you had some energy, you still looked like you needed rest.
It was strange.
For the first time in a long time, he felt warm, seeing you curl up close to his feet.
He doubted you fully trusted him, but when was the last time someone had done something so… gentle? Letting their guard down around him without fear, like he was another person?
It had been centuries, at least.
Did you really feel that comfortable? Or at least assured he could not hurt you?
He wouldn’t of course, not without cause.
Vlad watched you curl up, your body going still as your breathing evened out. You were out like a light.
You looked so peaceful sleeping. When you were awake, even when still sick, you were constantly on guard.
Sleeping however, your body relaxed, and you had a small smile on your face. He wondered what your genuine smiles looked like. Were they similar?
Dracula cursed his prison. He cursed your predecessor.
But not you. No, you hadn’t done anything wrong.
He wanted out. Wanted to talk with you. Meet with you formally and personally, not as he was now.
It was as if he felt his undead heart beat in excitement at the thought. Something he hadn’t felt in a long time.
That nearly made him pause. Just what were you doing to him? How was this grip you had over him growing so strong?
You hadn’t even done anything, except show him some basic kindness and mercy. He should hate you.
But as he has sat here and thought about it, dwelling on it, he finds he has no reason to.
Besides your bloodline, of course, but he didn’t always hate the Belmonts either. That would just be an excuse at this point.
He wanted to talk with you though. That promise you had made, of wanting to talk with him if he was freed… he wanted that. He yearned to be able to speak properly with you, let you know he was listening.
There was something about you. How you talked about your family, how you carried yourself. The way you still gave him respect, despite at one point had been terrified for your life.
You were fascinating. Vlad didn’t care if he was a broken record, but you were one hunter he wanted to learn about.
No doubt you had interesting stories and viewpoints. He’d love to hear them all.
The more he thought of it, the more he desired to be free. To move.
Dracula wanted to move. To talk. To touch.
You laying in front of him only made that urge, that desire, run hotter.
Your body was right there. He could have almost touched you. Feel you. Shake you awake.
Then the unthinkable happened.
Vlad moved.
It should have been impossible. He was well versed in what spell had been used on him, even if it had been modified to contain someone like him. The only thing that should have been able to make him move was blood from you or your family.
Yet, he moved.
Determined, he used this stroke of luck to push forward, bit by bit. He was so close to you, it wasn’t impossible to reach you.
It was tantalizing, and took so much power to keep going.
But he had to reach you. Touch you. Speak with you. It was as if that very desire was allowing him to keep going, to move another inch.
He was so close! Just a little further!
Before he could reach you, and cup your face, your eyes fluttered open.
You mumbled something under your breath, before jumping back in a squawk of surprise.
Had he really moved that close? Was it that noticeable?
It had to have been, with how alert you had appeared. You hardly seemed to believe that he had been able to do so.
But now that you were awake… it had been near impossible to get that same focus he once had. He wanted to curse and yell.
So close.
You kept your distance at first, confused and a bit wary.
After that, you surprised him by seemingly letting your guard down more.
In fact, you were more chatty than normal. It was like you were at ease with him, as if he were a nice acquaintance instead of an enemy.
What had changed? Had he startled you that much?
Or… perhaps by moving, you had a realization? You were acting more like he was in the room with you than before. Had that been a wake up call for you?
Vlad found that he didn’t particularly mind.
He would silently admit he liked it even.
You spoke about anything and everything.
Normally, Vlad could not have cared less over the little lives of humans, only checking in if there were wars or major events in the making.
But he couldn’t help but listen, captivated by anything you spoke about.
Sometimes you spoke about current events. Other times you occasionally talked about your hunts or home life, though he noticed how you held back when speaking about personal things.
He wasn’t blind to how your demeanor changed when you mentioned your home life. Alas, he couldn’t ask more about it given his current state.
It didn’t change how he couldn’t fight the bubbling worry that tried to blossom when you seemed pained when talking about it.
In fact, he was growing rather concerned with each visit at this point as well.
He enjoyed your visits immensely, enjoying hearing you talk, even if it was about darker subjects.
However, after a bit of time, he noticed how your visits were becoming a bit sporadic. Normally, it would be no business of his what your schedule was like.
But Dracula was a smart man. He was well known for his observations and keen eye over the centuries.
Something was wrong.
It wasn’t just the odd air around you when you briefly mentioned your home life, or the odd inconsistency of the visits.
No, what was beginning to concern him was how you came back injured, more often than not.
Or sick. You were rapidly falling ill time and time again. This wasn’t normal. Something was wrong.
He knew you were a hunter and all, but this was getting ridiculous.
You often tried to hide it too, though he had a feeling some of it wasn’t intentional, as if this was practiced. A learned habit.
Even if you tried to hide your injuries, you couldn’t escape his keen eye.
A wobble here, a stumble there. Favoring one arm over the other just ever so slightly.
You didn’t make it easy, but he could still spot those injuries clear as crystal.
It was happening at a higher frequency with every other visit, until you were sick or injured every time you visited the castle.
If Dracula could hum and fidget, he would be.
He didn’t like this, not one bit.
At this rate, as time went on, Vlad couldn’t help but grow weary.
Given his luck and experience, it was only a matter of time until something went wrong
He was sure of it.
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bumpy roads & broken promises. (c.h.)
EDIT: Lmaoooo I did not expect this to actually get notes, thanks guys! I already made it onto someone’s fic recs-- I feel special. Actually might end up writing more if this gets more attention. :^)
I wrote this as a vent/comfort fic for myself but figured others might like it. Corpse has been my new safety youtuber ever since the old nosleep reader--deep voice/no face gamer went to shit so... yeah.
Heavily inspired by @mmonamona ‘s fic “Petty Fights and Lonely Nights” just more angst.
playlist
feng suave - sink into the floor
current joys - a different age
feng suave - venus flytrap
rei ami - do it right
summary: Corpse gets frustrated with work and snaps at the reader when she tries to ask what’s wrong, triggering a bad memory from a past relationship.
word count: 2, 932
WARNINGS: she/her pronouns used, coarse language, shouting, panic attacks, reference to past relationship trauma (no retelling, nothing detailed)
(angst, hurt/comfort, crying! lots of it)
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“God would you just fuck off already?!”
Frozen. Your body tensed up as the deep growl echoed through the cramped dark room.
You had been staying at your boyfriend’s apartment for about a week while you were on break from college. Flying out from the UK to California so you could spend as much time as you could with him before ultimately having to return to 5am facetimes while drowning in papers and essays.
Even before you’d booked the tickets, Corpse was already apologizing for everything under the sun. The size of his apartment and its cleanliness, the fact that he couldn’t do much more than order take out for you, his irregular sleeping patterns.. the list could go on and on. And while you assured him every time that you didn’t care, that you were coming to see him— not his apartment, not home cooked meals, and definitely not to scrutinize him for things he couldn’t control due to his mental health. But he wouldn’t buy it.
Not one bit.
He’d offer you a weary half-smile, pulling you into his chest or ruffling your hair before placing a soft kiss on your temple and changing the subject. You didn’t press any further knowing how often he was at war with his own mind and couldn’t help but think the worse of every situation.
As the days carried on, you’d spent most of your time tangled up in each other. Whether it be a movie, or playing some co-op games, or even just laying in his bed with him, you could barely stand to spend any time apart. But, of course, you were adults with responsibilities that would tear you from one another eventually. While you did miss his presence every second he wasn’t around, you couldn’t help but try to make his life even better for when he got back and for when you’d eventually have to leave him once again. Now, a week into your stay, his apartment was a good amount tidier than how it’d been when you arrived. The cupboards and fridge were stocked with groceries that would hopefully last for some time after you left, on top of the home made meals you’d make together or for him everyday. New picture frames were hung up on the wall of the two of you that you’d gifted to him when you arrived; it actually started to feel like home. Well, as much as it could without those familiar strong arms wrapped around you every second of the day.
Unfortunately, this evening was one of those times. Corpse had already been locked up in his office for a few hours now, the sounds of button mashing and frustrated exclamations making its way through the thin walls every so often bringing an amused smile to your face. He’d woken up a bit anxious already knowing he’d have to both leave you alone and put up a brave front for the stream that was planned that evening. You didn’t push him or try to talk about it, knowing that it would just make it worse; so you two had spent the day as it normally would (though he always looked and felt on edge) until he was forced to retreat back into that dreaded workspace.
You occupied yourself on your phone and laptop for a while, checking up on friends, reviewing anything you’d need for the upcoming semester, just scrolling through your socials— y’know, the works. But by the time you’d gotten bored with your scrolling, you’d notice it was a perfect time to start dinner that you’d hopefully be able to eat together with Corpse. You’d gotten to work right away, doing your best to be as quiet as you could to not disturb his work as the different aromas began to spread through the small kitchen in his apartment. Finishing up the dishes after the meal was all cooked, you dished up two servings and set them on the coffee table in front of the couch before you went to retrieve your other half.
Turning the knob of his office door slowly, you peered into the dark room; only the silhouette of the floppy mop of hair you adored so much was able to be seen in the dim light of his computer monitors. Taking a hard look at his right-most monitor you notice an editing software pulled up instead of the usual live chat he had on while streaming, so without any worry of interrupting you opened the door and stepped into the room. It was a cozy room for sure, and it always seemed to smell just like him— which of course is a given but with how much time he spent in this room, it was even more so present. Walking up slowly to his right side so you wouldn’t startle him with just your voice you watched his gaze flick to your form before steadying itself back in the monitor. Furrowing your brows at his strange behaviour but not letting it get to you, you opened your mouth to speak.
“I made dinner!” You smiled down at him, taking a few steps back toward the door so he would be able to get out of his gaming chair without you in his space. However, the hunched form of your focused boyfriend didn’t move an inch. Your heart sunk a little at his attitude but decided to just try again.
“Corpse, baby, dinners ready.”
“I’m not hungry.” The short statement left his mouth in a low grumble, if you hadn’t spent all this time with him studying his voice and begging him to speak more to you, you probably wouldn’t have been able make it out at all. You huffed out a sigh, this was new for him, you really hadn’t seen him as anything other than the cuddly baby you’d grown to know and love. But, you thought to yourself, love would come with days like this and it was bound to happen eventually. Trying your best to not get frustrated or angry with his snappy attitude, you kept your voice light and cheery as you tried again to coax him out to eat.
“Corpse you’ve barely eaten today I-“
“I said I’m not hungry.” Startling at the angry tone you’d never heard from him before, you could feel yourself start to get choked up. Pulling your hands up to hug your arms, trying to sooth yourself, you could feel yourself starting to slowly freeze up. Goosebumps ran over your skin, a chill snaking it’s way up your spine as you gulped, trying your best to muster up the bravery to speak again. You didn’t know what had gotten into him, he knew how the tone affected you— he was usually even the one to comfort you after an episode triggering something like this. As your mouth began to run dry, you took a deep breath deciding that he would definitely come to his senses in the next moments, you opened your mouth to speak again.
“Is everything alri-“
“I’m FINE! I’m not a FUCKING CHILD I don’t need you constantly checking up on me! God would you just fuck off already!”
You didn’t even notice the tears dripping off your cheeks until they splashed against the bare skin of your hand. Slipping into the defense mode you knew so well, your body switched onto autopilot as you began to backpedal out of the room, almost tripping a few times as you sputtered out a choked “okay, I’m sorry,” before closing his door once again and stumbling messily down the hallway to his room. Your mind was moving a thousand miles a minute yet was completely blank at the same time, and before you knew it you were tucked away inside the dark closet in his room.
This was the routine, this is where you’d be safe.
Trying to slow your erratic breathing you hugged your knees even closer to your chest, praying that in some way it would ease your shaking body. But inevitably, you felt the sobs that you’d kept trapped in your throat since you’d left break through. Your chest heaved with the breaths you took to keep your sobs as silent as possible. You thought you had trained yourself well enough for this, you’d done this a million times before— but in the back of your mind you knew that this time it was different. Shrinking into the corner of the closet, the only thing on your mind was all the broken promises he’d sworn to keep.
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Corpse sighed, his body weighing him down in his chair heavily, head aching with all the work he’d been doing that evening. Pulling his attention back, he stretched his arms as his sore eyes glanced over at the clock in the corner of his screen. 11:34pm. Fuck. That much time had passed already? Raking a hand through his hair he yawned sleepily, he knew he should probably spend more time working before calling it a night but all he wanted to do was curl up in bed with you-
Shit.
Finally snapping out of the heavy trance he’d set himself in every time he sat down to edit, he thought back to the last time he had seen you— calling him for dinner where he snapped at you to leave him alone… almost 3 hours ago. The memories of the past moment flooded into his head and seconds later he was scrambling out of his chair and out into the hallway. It was dead silent, Corpse felt like his heart was practically breaking his ribs with how hard it was pounding in his chest. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Gripping at the right side of his shirt he rushed into the living room, rubbing frantically at his eyes as they darted around the room quickly looking for any sign of you.
“(Y/N), baby?” He rasped out, voice caught in his throat, walking through the living room and spotting the now cold meals she’d prepared waiting uneaten on the coffee table. His heart sunk as he hurried to the kitchen only to see the rest of the meal out on the counter, not doing anything to ease his mind. He called your name again and again; rushing back into the living room his eyes darted to the front door, a tiny bit of relief pricking his system as he saw the door was still locked and latched, as well as seeing your shoes and jacket by the door. Rushing back into the hallway he peeked into the bathroom, flicking on the light switch and with no sign of you, continued down the hallway to his room.
“(Y/N), please baby.” Flicking on the light his eyes scanned the room not catching a single sight of you-- when he heard it. Slowing his breathing down as much as he could in his panicked state he focused in his hearing on the small heaves of air coming from the closet. Stomach dropping, Corpse collapsed onto his knees, legs giving way from underneath him when he realized where you were and what was happening. Crawling his way toward the closet door he stopped right outside of it, he heard your breath hitch and knew you were holding it out of practiced instinct which made him want to vomit. But it wasn’t about him right now, so with a deep breath he finally managed to whisper out.
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“Princess, I’m gonna open the door okay?”
Finally releasing the breath you had been holding, your lungs heaved for air as light flooded into the dark closet. Peeking an eye out from where it was buried in your knees, you blearily made out your boyfriend’s blurry figure kneeling outside the closet. With your body feeling like it was completely out of your control, sobs once again began to rack your huddled form as you shrunk away from him as far as you could into the corner of the closet.
“I’m gonna come in and sit with you okay, I won’t touch you unless you say I can alright?” You could hear some shuffling before hearing the door creak shut again engulfing the both of you in almost complete darkness, save for the few streams of yellow light coming from the cracks of the door. Corpse stared forward in complete silence, long legs bent uncomfortably and body hunched over in the cramped space of the closet trying to give you as much space as possible but knowing that the first step was sitting with you. The man beside you sighed softly, feeling his heart splinter with every heaving sob that raked over you; he could feel his own tears prick at his eyes and a sob starting to well up in his throat but he held them back. Mustering up the courage and will he finally opened his mouth to speak.
“(Y/N) I am so, so fucking sorry,” his voice pitched just above a whisper because he knew if his voice got any deeper that it would startle you and scare you even more than how you were already feeling right now. ‘I don’t know what I was thinking. It never should’ve hap-“
“Y- You br- broke your promise.” Your reply came in watery, stuttered breaths; the knot in Corpse’s throat came right back up, tears filling his waterline as much as he tried to keep his composure for your sake.
“I know. I know I did.” The man beside you managed to choke out thinking back to the day where he first lost his temper around you. You’d told him everything about your experience with your past relationships and how you were treated, what you used to cope and what he could do to avoid that in any way possible. He promised that day that he would never again raise his voice, or move too fast even when he was angry or frustrated, and made sure to note down anything that would possibly trigger you to completely avoid altogether. And he kept those promises… until today. Tilting his head to glance over at you, his eyes adjusting to the darkness of the closet to see you staring straight ahead, tears pouring endlessly down your damp face as your body still shook with soft cries.
“I can’t lose you (Y/N)” Corpse’s voice shook as he tried to figure out the right things to say that would keep you from walking right out that door.
“I’ll do anything. You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, I don’t know what I’d do without you. I’ll be better, I swear on my life I’ll be better. Anything you need— it’s yours. I just.. I can’t lose you. Not like this.” He hated how much he sounded like he was pleading when he’s the one who fucked up. The last thing he wanted to do was manipulate you into staying with him which was exactly what your ex did when they made the same mistake time and time again; something he swore he’d never even think of doing. But here he was, and here you were glancing up at him with bloodshot eyes, hair sticking to your tear slicked face and body shaking so much you’d think it was below freezing in there.
Tearing your gaze away from his, you heaved a watery, shaky sigh trying your best to get your thoughts in order. While you had your issues, you knew he had his as well; and with as much patience and understanding he gives you with your snappy, frustrated, sad days, you needed to give back that same patience and understanding with his own. You needed to be brave here.
“Baby-“
“C-Can you just hold me? Please?” You sputtered out just above a whisper, and before you could even unwrap your arms from around yourself Corpse was pulling you into his lap; strong arms encasing you as he pushed his face into your hair. That’s when you found out he was shaking just as much as you were, chest rising and falling erratically with contained sobs as he tried to keep his brave demeanour up for you. Tucking your head under his chin he leaned back against the wall as he crushed you to his chest, the droplets hitting the top of your head giving way to the fact that he was crying too. Pulling your arms up from your side, you slowly wrapped them around his shoulder as he pushed his face against the crook of your neck, sobs finally giving way as he cried helplessly into your shoulder; further dampening the already tear-soaked cloth of the hoodie you were wearing.
“I’m sorry,” Corpse sputtered, hooking his chin over your shoulder so he could keep up with the heaving of his chest, pulling an arm up from around your waist to rest on the back of your head. As much as he wanted to run his hands all over your body and bury his fingers in your hair to feel and memorize every inch of you, he kept them still not wanting to overwhelm you more than this kind of touch already did.
“I love you, I love you so much, I love you..“ he whispered over and over into the darkness of the closet as you both began to breath slower as one. Shushing him softly, you repeated the soft words back to him before wrapping your arms tighter around his shoulders, ensuring him that you were going to be alright.
There would be bumps in the road but Corpse was worth it.
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