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fungifaggot · 3 years

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Smoking Kills

Peter Parker w/ a Male Reader Who Smokes. [Hcs]

A/n: Wowie, sorry for disappearing yall. I was planning on returning with a long fic, but my brain feels like straight up juice right now and my writing is just not it rn. So instead heres a lil trashy hc type thing that i felt like doing cause its all that my brain is capable of writing at the moment LMAO.

Requested: Nah (working on some requests tho i stg)

Warnings: Pot usage, swearing, and sex is mentioned once

(Additional info: You’re a year older than Peter so he’s a senior and you’ve graduated high school and now share an apartment with friends)

Peter knew exactly what he was getting into when he started dating you.

I mean...discretion with your pot usage wasn’t exactly your thing

When you still attended Midtown, you’d always be showing up to class stoned out of your fucking mind

Which (despite you not caring) made the boy terribly anxious.

Causing him to complain to you, saying some stupid shit along the lines of

“(Y/n) you smell awful, you’re so gonna get caught!”

“Oh my god (Y/n) your eyes are so red how much did you smoke!”

You never did get caught, but you thought it was cute that he cared so much nonetheless.

Eventually he got used to it, and even found it kinda funny watching you try to function during class.

He always enjoyed watching you mumble your way through presentations (that you honestly probably finished the morning of)

or watch you try to answer a teacher after they called on you when you clearly didn’t know what was going on.

He even enjoyed helping you on your class work during the times you felt as though you were incapable of doing literally anything

(or if you had chem with him he’d try to partner with you to make sure you didn’t blow up the building during labs)

Now of course, being the way he is, Peter sat you down and gave you a long lecture about drug usage and its effects on the brain.

Telling you about how it can “ruin your memory” or “screw up your grades”

He made some very valid points, and you listened to what he had to say, you really did.

You just happened to not take any of his advice.

, but still. You knew that Peter was precious™ and that all he wanted was whats best for you and you honestly did appreciate that.

Over time though he eventually learned to stop worrying so much, because at the end of the day you managed to pass all of your classes and kept a steady job, and if you weren’t worrying about anything, then why should he.

After you had graduated you made the decision to take a gap year.

Which as a plus allowed you to (depending on your work schedule of course) occasionally pick Peter up from school and even spend a few hours with him.

Which one day just happened to lead to a rushed love confession on Peters behalf.

And then to a sloppy makeout session in a playground parking lot.

After you had officially started dating, his first time smoking was with you of course.

Despite Peter being a smart boy, sometimes he lacked common sense.

When you first introduced him to weed, he tried to out smoke you, thinking that he’d look like a loser if he didn’t (despite you telling him that he should stop)

“I can handle it don’t worry!” he said...

No he couldn’t.

The poor fool ended up getting so paranoid (and probably greening out.)

but you were able to reel him in by holding him in your arms and peppering kisses onto his pretty face, all while in the warmth of your own bed.

That night ended up in plenty of food, movies, and cuddling, and Peter kinda started to understand the appeal of it.

Eventually, you did end up cutting back on how much you got high.

Not only to help you out with work or to prepare for whatever type of schooling lied ahead

but also to help you in maintaining a steady relationship with Peter, in which he wouldn’t have to worry about you so much.

because despite Peter denying it every time you attempted to bring it up, you knew deep down that he still did.

Peter occasionally smoked too from time to time (like pretty damn rarely, and If he did, it was most likely with you.)

He loved to facetime or talk to you over the phone when either of you did so.

or play video games with you

and watch movies with you

and cuddle.

also high sex? Yessirrrrr.

Dating someone as ditsy and ‘reckless’ as you were was seriously the last thing he would’ve expected.

But being with you has introduced him to so many fun and just straight up stupid adventures that he never would’ve experienced otherwise.

And although at first you weren't his ‘ideal type’, that boy has managed to fall so deeply in love with you.

The two of you balance each other out perfectly (like yin and yang yknow... except in this case it a nerd and a druggie.)

You’re the exact type of laid back giggly energy that he so desperately needed in his life, its perfect.

#peter parker #peter parker x reader #peter parker x male reader #male reader #x male reader #male reader insert #seme male reader #weed #lol

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kageyuji · 4 years

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Hi!!! Can I request some hcs for todoroki, bakugou and kirishima with an s/o who’s always super sleep deprived/ super exhausted and they come to find out it’s because she constantly procrastinated her school work and stays up late into the AM to finish their work

Taglist: @transmantrash @rycbar-221b @squeaky-ducky

Todoroki -

He doesn’t really mind that you’re sleep deprived, or that you’re sleepy all the time, he’s more worried about your health than anything else

So he does a little snooping around and it turns out you’re pulling all nighters left and right

He instantly feels worried about you ever more, so he ends up asking you if you need any help in your classes

Nope, you just don’t know how to get work done lmao

So he starts sending you little messages through out the day, reminding you to do your work

And he gives you mini-deadlines, like saying he needs you to have a certain part of it done by the end of the day

It’s not like he does anything if you don’t meet his “deadline” but it somehow tricks your subconscious into believing you’ve to get stuff done

But you do get to play with his hair if you meet his deadline so personally I would get my work done

Bakugou -

This bitch, I stg

He was that one kid who finished projects the day after receiving the rubric it was me, I was that kid too I’m so sorry

So he is not used to procrastination, doesn’t really understand why you can’t focus and just get the task done

But he will regress

He doesn’t really know how to get you to do your work, so he ends up just helping you with it

He’s actually smart, despite seeming like the biggest asshole to everyone around him

He gets a little grumpy in the morning when he didn’t get his full 12 hours of sleep, but he’ll live to fight another day I think

It takes you half the time to finish your work with him around to help you, so you don’t lose quite as much sleep anymore

Bonus points cause sometimes he’s sleepy and falls asleep on all the papers and you get to draw a lil mustache on his face in marker.

He can’t kill you cause you’re his S/O and would die without you, no matter how many times he tells you he’s going to blast you when he’s finished cleaning his face off

I got distracted I’m so sorry what were we talking about-

Kirishima -

Literally the sweetest ever someone get me a Kirishima rn

Anyway so he knew you were feeling a little sleep deprived, no one getting enough sleep has bags under their eyes that dark

So he does his snooping and finds out that you’re procrastinating on doing your class work

He can’t deny that he has done that on several occasions

He’s definitely hit submit on some essays at 11:59 PM that’s all in saying

But he doesn’t want you to get a low or failing grade because you procrastinate, so he devised a plan, a system, a whole ass intricate scheme to get you to do your work

I don’t think you’re ready to hear this, I’m big brain not really someone come take tumblr away from me

He withholds kisses

Any time you’re up late doing work because you procrastinate, no kisses

When he sees that you’ve done your work during free time and actually got a good night’s rest in? Kiss attack

Believe me it hurts him to not be able to kiss you more than it hurts you

He’s just always so affectionate, it’s killing him but the red boi cares about you and he wants you to be healthy

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rockfact · 3 years

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fuck it liveblogging tpoh but putting it in one post so its not annoying (pls read tpoh before reading this post its got so many spoilers) also this is rlly long (http://jolleycomics.com/TPoH/The%20Hook/1)

anyway wow rgb rlly didnt like hero in the beginning eh?

OOOH THIS IS WHERE THE BUTTERFLY COMES FROM I FORGOT IT WAS THIS EARLY

god i love the worldbuilding in this beginning bit like ofc theres lies and doubts and fears like sure!! why not!!! this guys got a tv head!

oh dude rgb dead<3

MADRAS MY BELOVED

"cover ur vents" dude he IS a tv eh. well i know that she takes apart his wiring later but LMAO

rgb hates water<3 i would too if i was a tv. my sona is a tv but has water IN them so... yknow

TOby MY BELOVED HELLOOO

oh yeah the ferrys gone innit

sorry she did what to u TOby??? WHAT???

DIAL HI HI HI HI HI DIAL IL LOVE YOU

i forgot rgb is British. gay little guy who says cheerio and telly

bro her fucking dreams got in his vents oh no

YOOO HIS SUIT CHANGED COLOR AFTER GLITCHING i love this fucking comic

dude she killed that idea OH hi the moth butterfly is back

oh nooo the doubts r here and shes crying nnonoooo

GOD GET HER tHE DOUBTS R GONNA EAT HER ALIVE DAMMIT

OHF UCK THE FEARS ARE BACK AND OH FUCK A GRIEF TOO?!??? FUCK

oh bro the grief fuckin cried on him oh noooo wait isn't this when he goes negative. i think soYEAH IT IS !!! NEGATIVE MY CONFUSING BELOVED

get those fears asses negative wooo !!!! also bye the grief ^_^

oh yeah gotta take him to the tree since he's out of order eh

ASSOK ASSOK ASSOK

oh rgbs outfit changed again. does that when he glitches it seems:) i love it

hero pls just listen to him

assok i LOVE YOUUUU

THE FUCKING TREE MELTED CANT HAVE SHIT IN [whatever this place is called i don't remember rn]

aaand down they go!

OGHHGHH THE IDEA DIAL TOby AND MADRAS ALL SEEING THE TREEEEE YEAHHHHHH

YES THE BIRD I LOVE THE BIRD !!!!

AND MELODY TOO I LOVE THEM BOTH THEYRE GAY <3

poor TOby :(

the fuckin.. god i love this comic. the metaphors for trauma and shit i eat it UP

rgb i love ur puns but please shut up /j

DID SOME FUCKIN SCISSORS COME IN HERE AND CUT OUT THE WIVES ??? WHAT THE FUCK<3 LOOKS COOL AF BUT DIE. WHY ohhh that's why we see them later and they're all wet n shit. the ocean ate them

AWE HERO ILY bye you stinkin butterfly get outta here !!!

OHH I FORGOT HOW COOL THE HEARING IN THE DARK BIT IS !

YES THE MARKET I LOVE THE MARKET I LOVE THE FIGHT SCENE ...

HIS SUIT CHANGD AGAIN CUZ OF THE DIMMING OF HIS BRIGHTNESS I LOVE THIS LORE !!!! ITS SO COOL

wait dial don't u dare throw TOby into the abyss i stg. die dial

oh they rlly are cousins huh. sayin the same thing.. also dial die i hate ur gay little headNNNOOOOOOOO HE DROPPED TOby FUCK YOU DIAL

nooo this is making me sad abt the characters i make and then forget :( i don't want them to be forgotten

CELL ILY

DUDE SHES IRONING HIS FUCKING ARM

god i love hero sm

LMAO RGB GETS HORSESHOES <3

i love the explanations of characters getting outlines n stuff. this is so cooooool

oh goodnight to the market. hi dial fuck you OPH HERES THE WIVES !!

oguh the one sided convo ... spooky

mmmmm don't dream around rgb or no good!! bad !!!! love the bits of lore tho. fuck yeah

oh and his clothes changed again i think! nice!!! i love the suit he's wearing in the recent ones.. really my style

WAHHH HERO LEAVING ASSOK BECAUSE ASSOK WANTS IT.. IM FUCKING. I LOVE HERO SO MUCHHHHHH THEYRE SO NICE... i love this story

this story legit be changing the way i look at other stories . mmm solid outlines my beloved

the fact rgb can just turn up his volume to scream louder<3

AH OFUCK THE DUDES GOT A GUN EH oh yeah his names click. i wonder how many names i can steal from this comic

god rgb so smart :)

click my beloved antagonist

HE JKUST SHOT RGB WHAT THE FUCK. SHOT HIM W REDACTED TOO?::?W AHT THE FUCK CLICK

god i love this bit. hero can shoot him or not. he's muted he cant defend himself. its so good oh my god. rgb accepts it too.. he takes his hat off expecting to die oh my god. i love this bit SO MUCHH

the fuckin.. "what do heroes do to monsters?" "SAVE THEM!" LIKE YEAH HERO I LOV EYOU

n then rgb is banned (rightly but how do they get assok back??) and hero becomes his keeper i love this. i fucking love all the chapters in the market

"did you ever forgive me?" "did you want me to?" "...no" "oh, well, that's too bad" HELLO? WHAT!

ogoh and clicks eye(??) falling into the market.... checkovs gun innit

madras lore yesss

all my homies love the world of make believe :)

ah fuck the trees are gone oh this is fuck

I KNEW SHE GAVE HER FINGERS TRAIN

oooh so rgb was a writer? or a comic artist or something???????? cooool

LMAO NICE TIMING LOSERS

!!! CANDLE RABBIT

idea loose in the market!!

AH FUCK CLICK IS BACK :I KNEW IT

the idea is a fish now! cool. good on it. love this idea

oh TOby finally hit the bottom huh?

this rabbit is so confusing wtf

3 suns????????? rabbit cmon man you put us way too forward wtf!!

ah yeah rgb is broken eh? getting close to the end

SHE FOUND ANOTHER BIT OF THE FUCKING SUN? R U KIDDING ME

MELODYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! also lmao julienne melted cuz shes cotton candy :(

LMAO HERO IS MELTING HELP

i love how hero goes from obviously human to ?? that could be a monster!

madras time

fuckers turned off rgbs body cant have shit in make believe

MADRAS NO WHAT DONT LEAVE:(

and they step back!

elastic valley my beloved

i love these pigs sm

hi tg

"because he's *trying*" hero id fuckign die for you

AAAAAAAAAAAND I'm caught up! post time. sorry if u read all of this i have an illness and its called sharing my feelings all the time

#this is so long im so sorry oih my godddd #DONT READ IT IF U HAVENT READ TPOH I STG !!!!! PLS READ TPOH #hold on gonna add a link at the top

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nightgem · 2 years

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since i already started though here’s my thoughts so far

i find it really interesting how the story complicates how people get labelled as “rebels.” like, aera isn’t actually trying to be rebellious and she’s shocked when the term is applied to her, but that’s really what it’s like when people who are just trying to be themselves do something that’s considered “socially unacceptable.” i think she’s literally five years old when they first call her that??

fuck doriline like seriously 😅 i know she’s a little kid and doesn’t understand the significance of everything she’s doing necessarily but she’s such a bully. if she doesn’t leave gaili alone i stg. also so true about how her dream in life is basically to be a cop. those kids are insufferable. (if me having aggressive opinions on fictional children offends you that’s cool but probably don’t follow me. i am not going to stop having them)

i really love aera i think she’s such a cool protag. i don’t really read a lot in this genre tbh so i can’t claim she’s unique with no frame of reference but i do feel like the extent of her defiant stubbornness is something i don’t see in a lot of characters. usually there’s like, the fiery, loud, (purposely) rebellious character, or the character who kind of accepts the situation despite not liking it, or the one who tries to like it... aera’s none of that really. she just does whatever she wants as much as she possibly can and despite her relative quietness her rage is really loud

I LOVE CYRRUS. i don’t have smart things to say about this he’s just really cool and really annoying which is what i love in a character lmao

i’m at the “religion” chapter in part 1 rn, will post more as i go along

#light rereads night gem #.txt

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bettysnooze · 7 years

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9, 13, 16, 8, 10 !

10. which muse is the most fun to write for?

already answered here !!

16. which muse is most willing to fight another muse?

depends on what they do tbh but like if this is ‘fighting for no reason’ than definitely makaria, and if it’s bc they’re an isle kid or like half-animal then it’s otto

and ofc makaria and otto would just 100% fight each other

~*~*~*~*~*~ okay so somehow i got all the long ones kjhbfevkhe so READMORE for otps/notps and How I Met My Muse (also since this got so long i’ll answer 13 on another ask!!

8. what is each of your muses otps? notps?

so this is gonna be like ‘i once shipped them’ and ‘so many crushes’ (I’LL USE THE SLASH)and it could have been for like five minutes or five weeks so pls welcome to my mind

betty otps: betty/ranon, betty/happiness, betty/feeling-protected, betty/melissabetty notps: like romantically every other guardian kid bc she is literally their mother/sister

veronika otps: VERONIKA/NOELLE, also veronika/a-good-loving-familyveronika notps: veronika/not-good-loving-families

makaria otps: MAK/BAIN, mak/talon JHBCVKDJHFEBJ A MESSmak notps: mak/stress

hershey otps: hershey/ophelia, hershey/self-care, hershey/self-confidence omfghershey notps: hershey/self-destructive tendencies

cestrum otps: cestrum/misty, cestrum/relaxationcestrum notps: cestrum/lola (i stg this was a crackship idea once and lord almighty)

aiwei otps: aiwei/juniper, aiwei/happiness, aiwei/finding-out-more-about-his-family, aiwei/BECOMING-A-REAL-BOY-BC-HE-WAS-ONLY-A-BABY-WHEN-HE-DIEDaiwei notps: aiwei/confrontation :(

otto otps: otto/common-sense, otto/open-mindednessotto notps: otto/any-of-his-dreams-coming-true, otto/winning

illyria otps: ROLLY POLLY OLLY (illyria/ronan), illyria/the-sea, illyria/comfortillyria notp: illyria/not-being-near-the-sea (this is happening rn jfc), illyria/discomfort

kirsa otps: uM KIRSA/SHEN (SHIRSA???? SHIH TZU???), kirsa/talking-about-her-emotions-instead-of-passive-aggresively-making-them-into-playskirsa notps: kirsa/not-being-honest its an issue

dignan otps: dignan/being-himself, dignan/darcy CAN I LET THE POOR BOY LIVE ? NO ?, dignan/FUTURE BOYFRIEND WHERE ART THOU, dignan/baseball the real otp thodignan notps: dignan/closeted

helen otps: helen/swords, helen/coranza, helen/angel, helen/shae, I GOT SO MANY, helen/being-herself, helen/no-responsibilitieshelen notps: helen/keeping-things-to-herself :(

penelope otps: penelope/money, penelope/being-soft, penelope/coming-to-terms-with-her-horrible-upbringingpenelope notps: penelope/being-selfish jcvnfklrfjvbwr

9. why were you drawn to each one of your characters?

( BETTY ): i knew tasha and rhi from a previous rp we were all in, and they’d played guardian characters too and i aLWAYS wanted to play a guardian character but i didn’t have any ideas back then, but then they were like “hey you should join us” and i was like “BOY OH BOY”. sandy was always my favourite guardian, and i had just finished rping a daughter-of-morpheus character so dream powers were like my thing and boom, betty mansnoozie was born aka the sweetest, most good character i’ve ever written. ALSO i’ve always had sibling-ish relationships with rhi so like the betty/jake relationship goes back a LOOONG way

( VERONIKA ): after betty i knew i wanted a darker character, and i was like “okay so who is like completely unforgivable” and i immediately thought of rasputin. there was also another rasputin child around at the time, and they had gotten rasputin’s powers so i was like!! what if i made a kid that wanted those powers, who wanted to be a villain and to be like their parent?? veronika’s gone a long way since then and really like i’m so proud of her and i love her so much, she’s just gone through a lot i lOVE HER

( MAKARIA ): SO OKAY LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT ME AND HADES BECAUSE HONESTLY, THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR YEARS. i first played a character based on panic (hades’ sidekick) like aaaaages ago, and then i played actual disney hades in another rp. needless to say i really fucking love hades as a character. and betty was too nice, and veronika was too cynical and kept to herself, and i really wanted another mean-spirited CHATTERBOX (because i myself am such a chatterbox i mean look at this). i lowkey had a child of hades in a closed rp sort of situation, his name was macario (because i’d wanted a son) but the original is makaria, and i love my girls sO makaria was born. i also love zendaya, and previously hades had always been white but so much art on tumblr depicts persephone as this beautiful black woman so !! BOOM. i also wanted to try a different villain-kid-parent dynamic, because veronika ends up hating her dad but mak like 100% defends hades still like even to this day

( HERSHEY ): I WANTED A BOY LMAO and i was really into bts at the time so i’m like okay hmm where would yoongi fit in?? i re-watched wreck-it-ralph randomly and i remembered that i always wanted to try a sugar rush child so i was like heeeeeeeeeyyyy :)))). and it kinda just all fell into place because i’d also been interested in making a character that loved cars and racing (fast and the furious got me so bad). and i liked the idea of having another character with some sort of ability, and it was so interesting figuring out how hershey was going to fit into the auradon world bc he was originally virtual sO YEAH. and also the name came like in a second. FUN FACT, hershey von schweetz’s fc (in a different time before BTS took over my life) was going to be hailee steinfeld and now look at wHO USES HAILEE STEINFELD

( CESTRUM ): so after the craziness and Extra-ness of makaria and hershey i know i wanted someone more chill. i had always loved alice in wonderland i knew i wanted a son of the caterpillar because 1) alan rickman’s voice is God and 2) i always wanted to rp the caterpillar in like so many disney rps but i never got the chance lmao. so the idea for cestrum actually came even before i found the perfect fc (kibum), and it took me ages to find the perfect fc. i knew he was going to be weird and quiet but also talkative but also nOT? and just a different moral compass and way of thinking from everyone else. i was so sure about applying for cestrum and it was only after that i was like “ok but am i going to be smart enough to play this like 5000 IQ person wtf did i get into” and yEAH. also i always like making new characters with types that (during that time of the rp) aren’t so common yet, so having this stoic character was like yEAAAAAHHHH

( AIWEI ): so hershey and cestrum are my first boys and this is basically the start of my “one boy after another” streak and then i got AIWEI. the real babe. everyone’s been pretty mature so far, or like dealing with a lot of responsibility etc. and now i wanted someone who would be like a real teenager (more or less) and just have that childlike wonder and be rly innocent tbh. so aiwei is all of this, and he’s young and inexperienced but the twist was that he’s actually this boy who died in a fire when he was a baby and his father, in the underworld, resurrected him and performed some magic frankenstein stuff to make him grow older. and he’s the oldest out of all the kids but he’s been a baby 60% of this life until elder gutknecht finally got all the tools necessary to make him old and i jUST !! also i really loved that tin-man song from the wizard of oz. my actual baby, aiwei gutknecht i love him and will die for him

( OTTO ): AND AFTER ALL THE NICE, SEMI-NICE PEOPLE i was like “so what’s happening with the isle thing right now do ppl not like them like is there active resentment or what” and then i was like “what if i had a character that did the active resentment!!” and otto white was born. i knew he was going to be a jackass. i knew he was going to be anti-isle. and i knew he had to be a prince and a kid of one of the ‘original’ disney princesses. and i ended up choosing snow white because she’s technically the ‘oldest’ and there was evie and vera and i was like aayyyyy conflict. but yeah so otto was going to be the personification of fear and bias against isle kids, and i thought it’d be fun to play with that politics and society thing that i’ve never really done before. otto’s my first character that is actually irredeemably an asshole. i wanted to see how far i could go and where i could go with a character that was actively trying to not change. i was super nervous about applying for him tho bc like i knew he was going to insult a lot of people and i didn’t want to be like hated rip bUT it turned out well so YEH

( ILLYRIA ): i’ll be honest i watched pirates of the carribean and like calypso/davy jones is still the otp of otps for me. and i once had my fortune-telling phase and i saw valentine was there anD ALSO AN OPPORTUNITY TO USE A FILIPINO FC !! HECK YEAH !! and at this point i wanted to like branch out from my usual characters and try something different, to add new things about characters so i thought about illyria’s aversion to touch. and i knew she was going to be stoic and weird like cestrum, but she was also going to be charming and i wanted to see how that would go and it’s hard getting into illyria’s head sometimes but she’s like a Fave

( KIRSA ): so i watched this movie called “the darjeeling limited” and it’s basically about this dysfunctional set of siblings – one of them feels super responsible for the other two but is a big mess, the other sort is more put together but has problems he actively avoids, and then the last is this playwright who’s been in love with the same girl for like 10 years and falls in love easily. and i was like “who does that remind me of???” SO TBH the idea for kirsa first started out as a brother for the stahlbaums but then i realised there were no more spaces and i was like “tHE SUGAR PLUM FAIRY!!” and the rest is history. so kirsa is the dramatic playwright who falls in love too easily but also doesn’t know how to love properly, and she drinks and smokes and has all these vices and she’s still 17 so like what a hot mess. she’s as talkative as mak and as flirty as hershey but kirsa is less put-together and although she thinks she knows herself, she really doesn’t. she needs guidance pls

( DIGNAN ): so this really just began as a “i wanna get in on this waters family drama” business LMAO. and i love sarah’s misty so i wanted to see how it would go if she had a little brother. it also made a bit of a change because most of my characters are like the ‘older’ siblings or friends and i wanted more young people so i thought of dignan!! i also wanted a character that would be more pro-authority than other characters i’ve had before (dig’s always going to think highly of the auradon royalty bc he understands them and knows they don’t rly have much choice sometimes and that they try their best). and i chose joe keery (aka steve harrington, love of my life) as an fc bc i JUST FINISHED WATCHING STRANGER THINGS and charlie heaton was darcy, and natalia dyer was being used too and i was like hEYYY FC CONNECTIONS.

FUN FACT: dignan’s two defining things right now (baseball and being gay) weren’t even in the cards at the start, he was literally supposed to be more john watson, i’m-gonna-be-a-serious-doctor and like be fun but a guy who loved to study. but now he’s sporty and he’s figuring out this new part of himself and he’s literally my actual favourite character right now i love dig so much. also i needed a character that would 100% share my love for the 80s (hershey loves 80s music but only sings to annoy ppl so its not the sAME). and now dig has the hair and the fashion sense and he loves 80s music too man.

( HELEN ): the idea for helen really began with like this ‘bodyguard’ idea. i wanted a character that was like 100% protective. they were going to be this warrior, trained-as-a-child kind of person, and they were gonna be connected to royalty. i first tried this with kirsa but that didn’t work out, and then i tried it with dignan but he was too soft and easily persuaded tbh he can never be mad at his royals. and then i thought of tangled (and the mess the hoods and the greenes were in at the time LMAO).

helen was first gonna be max’s child (for the full guard effect) but then i saw a space opening for rapunzel and eugene’s child and !! and then she became princess warrior, who wanted to protect her people rather than rule them and LIKE WHO DOES THAT REMIND ME OF??? PRINCESS LEIA ORGANA THAT’S WHO so seriously fun fact, a lot of the inspriation for helen is leia. and i chose the name ‘helen’ because of helen of sparta, a beautiful woman who started the longest war, and together with the fact that helen is very much a fighter of wars rather than the starter (and she has low self-esteem rip) its so fun i love helen, my sword princess child

( PENELOPE ): so i have an asshole auradonian, and mak is like simmering down, i knew i wanted an asshole isle person. and mak/blythe have such an awesome friendship and i loved blythe’s character and all the people in the cinderella family and world and i knew i wanted to get some of that action ;)))) so i rewatched the 2015 movie (I LOVE CATE BLANCHETT SO MUCH) and then i rewatched ‘ever after’ which is this 90s cinderella movie with drew barrymore. after watching ever after, i knew exactly how i wanted this daughter of drizella to be like. she’s going to be the worst parts of mak and kirsa (they’re bitches but like nice ones) and just be this snooty sugar baby gold-digger. she knows exactly what she wants, she knows she’s going to get it. she’s part daisy buchanan, jordan baker, very much this hedonistic character who understands life as being good if you have money and status. such an old idea but it’s what she learned from her fAMILY.

a lot of penelope’s character came from me wanting to explore what i’d found with otto, the unapologetic asshole, but now she had reasons to be. otto’s rich and gets ltierally everything he wants so he sucks even more because he’s still mean-spirited – but now we have penny, who grew up with nothing but wanted everything, and her grandmother and mother put all their hopes and dreams on her, told her not to associate with her nicer aunt and cousin and even her little sister – and she’s an asshole. literally guys penelope is going to change and become better i just dunno how yet but shE WILL

13. what’s a weird headcanon you have for each of your muses?

THIS ASK GOT WAY TOO LONG ALREADY, BUT I GOT THIS NUMBER IN ANOTHER QUESTION SO I’LL ANSWER IT THEEEEERE

#the whole 'why were you drawn to ur characters' thing #eventually became like 'A History of Ally'#jehbvkwhebvkrhje #I JUST HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS #christ it got so long #i can literally write essays about my kids #ooc;#missingapulse #m

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