#i finally went to the doctor

[vi-138]

#sth #shadow the hedgehog #wahh been working on this for ages can finally get rid of it yippee #luzki's art #the needles are pretty stylized so i don't think i need a cw #but let me know if i should #i imagine shadow would be apprehensive about going to the doctor #after gerald happened #also because he's convinced hes invincible and hates vulnerability lmao #man don't you love medical malpractice #its so silly to me that ppl on the arc went and made a fully sentient hedgehog #like. if you wanted a living weapon or develop pathogen resistance there are surely easier ways to go about it #i'm just rambling now #i love silly edgy hedgehog and his truckload of trauma

[doctorwhoisadhd]

oh you KNOW tosh showed up at the hub again and the SECOND she got ianto owen and gwen alone in a room without jack she was spilling the beans on everything that happened & that jack told her in 1941

#captain jack harkness #jack harkness #torchwood #toshiko sato #doctor who #ari opinion hour #some bonff #GOD i would have loved to see that #tosh like YALL JACK FINALLY TOLD ME STUFF #shes like HE SAID HE SERVED IN THE WAR IN 1941. HE LITERALLY SAID 'i cant explain'. HE STOLE A GUYS IDENTITY BC HE WAS A CON MAN #and you KNOW gwens like Wait there was an american jack harkness who went missing in 1941 #and theyre all like freaking out because they finally know something about him #what i wonder is do they figure out the time travel part or are they just like So he definitely came thru the rift right

[whatsfourteenupto]

Fourteen is the errand friend who just likes to go places with everyone. Someone running to pick up the takeout? He’s in the passenger seat. Rose is swinging by a friend’s to grab something for a school project? She’s got a shadow. Donna needs to stop by the post office and drop something off? “Can I tag along?” He doesn’t even offer to give them a lift in the TARDIS most of the time, he just sees someone going somewhere and is like “Me too!”

#doctor who #fourteenth doctor #what’s fourteen up to #this is 100% inspired by my own behavior #and the time I went ‘I just like to ride along places’ when I followed my cousin to pick up takeout #and she went ‘I know and I love that’ #it’s A Step™️ when he finally asks Sylvia if he can come when she has to run out and grab something she forgot at the grocery store #it’s an Even Bigger Step™️ when she says yes but it’s only like fifteen instances of this later

[formerlyz]

I decided to make a little comic based on one of my Buddy Daddies Oneshots ❤️💙

#also I went to the doctor today and FINALLY got some meds so I feel like a person again! #and my Apple Pencil decided to fix itself :D #anyway I spent way too much time on this #but oh well #also I have a bunch of buddy daddies fics on my ao3 if you wanna check them out 👉🏼👈🏼 #I can’t decide if a first kiss would have happened here or at the end of ep 11 #I feel like ep 11 was when they confessed and this was when they kissed #it’s been over a month and I’m still deep in the brainrot #buddy daddies #kazurei #buddy daddies fanart #kazurei fanart #reikazu #reikazu fanart #myart #z tries to draw #my brainrot #buddy daddies missing scene #buddy daddies headcanon

[mysticarcanum]

i love this evil old man so much. listen to him laugh and cackle and giggle with glee for two and a half minutes

#posting this as its own post now #ive been saving time stamps from the war master audios for AGES #and i finally went through and put them together #jacobi is far and away my favourite master. and by god does he have the evil laugh to prove it #doctor who #the master #jacobi!master #war master

[welcome-to-sparkys]

[My] Fanon Ness

I must stress that this was helped made possible by @raglansragdoll Please give them love too!!! Also I know I have requests I'm working on them ^^;;

Full Name: Ness Wilhelm Scott

Age: 23 years old

Birthday: June 26, 1977

Gender: Genderqueer gay man (very closeted and internalized transphobia beginning of story | also period accuracy he wouldn't really state it this way, modern times he'd def have neos and such but that be an au)

Pronouns: He/Him

World building under the cut!

Ness is an absolute nerd. He's currently in college getting his master's degree in business, minor in theatre. He's been working at Sparky's since his freshman year of college to help pay student loans and such. He lives in a quaint, cramped apartment downtown near his college. He likes his coworkers, the gossipy waitresses, and his manager. He's never met the owner, though (🐇).

He loves to be in-the-know. He eavesdrops constantly at work, and it's honestly the best place to gather bits and bobs about the local townsfolk, cryptids, and other oddities. With his flamboyant nature and such a small town, he's also well-known and trusted. The grannies who come every Sunday after church services, crochet, and tip well trade tea for knowing about his personal life. Got a girlfriend yet? How's that degree going? How's your parents?

Though he's stuck his nose where it isn't supposed to be, plenty of times. Back when he was 19, him and a few buddies broke into their school's boiler room because rumor was it's haunted and had a skull of a pilgrim girl. Needless to say, that wasn't true, just a theory even, and he spent the night in the county jail. He's gotten more discreet since then, now preferring to work alone.

He heard about Freddy's soon after and became obsessed. He asked anyone and everyone who would listen about the place. Who owned it? Why did it shut down? After a few months, he started putting some details together. Five children missing so close to the place shutting down, their bodies never found? He could smell a theory brewing.

He's the reason William had to start frequently hiring security guards. Vanessa was usually enough to ensure his prized possession didn't get vandalized or broken into. Well... Until Ness got involved. At first, the gate wasn't even locked. It was just some simple chain. Then he learned how to lockpick. Once the padlock was put in place he "borrowed" the note with instructions from a late security guard.

He always wanted to snag something from the pizzeria. He brought his camera he bought through saving tips and snapped photos of literally everything. He once left with a shard of glass from a pinball machine, but he then got weird feelings about the animatronics. He took notes. After a few months he had several notebooks full of his scribbles, photos, and bits of rubble or memorabilia. His little pencil topper he actually stole from the prize counter inside the pizzeria and is his favorite find.

It got a lot more difficult once Mike got involved. Mike caught him the first night, interrogated him, and threw him out. It didn't deter Ness, and in fact it relit the spark that had started to fizzle out. He grew more determined to get to the bottom of the mystery. He started a blog, documenting his theories and thoughts online. It didn't gain much steam, but he had a few fans from around the country.

Boy was it awkward when Mike came into the diner the first time. Ness hid, for the first time ever, in the back. It worried his coworkers because he wasn't one to avoid meeting someone new. Quite the opposite. Ness did peek, once, only to be met by Mike's ragged, sleep-deprived glare.

They didn't talk the first few times, but Abby was fascinated by Ness. Her "friends" were too, telling her that they recognized the waiter. She demanded and begged Mike to take her to the run down diner again and again, and eventually he obliged.

Eventually, the two warmed up to each other.

Ness went with Mike during the Climax of the film. Vanessa still makes an appearance and gets stabbed, but she's more a background character. Ness, Mike, and Abby get out of the crumbling building by the skin of their noses.

Mike and Abby become regulars, even having "their" table. Ness knows their order by heart, and always has something new to share with Abby.

And then securitywaiter :3

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#sorry the ending is a little rushed #im disabled sick and went to the doctor today #im a little drained #but i love this and finally have my ideas written down somewhat #working on ness and mike having a kid lol #divider/banner is by @cafekitsune #fnaf movie #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #securitywaiter #mike schmidt #dreamtheory #ness the waiter #mike x ness #ness the waiter fnaf #ness headcanon #fanon #ness fanon

[icewindandboringhorror]

Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!

#cats #holiday #OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few #days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below) #My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart #rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart #so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag #and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day #last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few #hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent #ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect #because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make #me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these #'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a #few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is #getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better #and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo #I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm.. #pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c #Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after #like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread... #I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was #doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally #ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully #whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos #ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever. #And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely #though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart #stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive #things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***

[destinationtoast]

It's really, really nice to have a doctor say, "Oh yeah, that makes sense" after years of having people tell you your pattern of pain can't be happening and/or is inexplicable!

#whoo validation #i went to a pain management clinic today #and I gave him my five pages of typed notes of my symptoms + everything I've tried #and he was like #i've seen things like this before #and you've done most of what i would suggest #and done a terrific job tracking it all #but i do have a few more ideas #which is delightful #but also it's just a relief to have some idea #of why this might be happening #most of the doctors and specialists i saw before believed me #but were very stumped #this is a chronic pain thing I've dealt with for over a decade #op #happy news #in other good news I've had a lot of success lately treating my anxiety #with new meds #so much health stuff finally starting to look up #50

[thenotoriousscuttlecliff]

This really explains why so much of the acting during this era comes across as awkward and stilted, the scripts were often arriving so late that the actors had almost no prep time.

#doctor who #dw #by the sounds of it chibnall was just never on time with his scripts #which is why so many of them feel like first drafts because was literally writing them at the last minute #he even admitted that's what the S11 finale was #and I seriously doubt it was the only one #it is really ironic how he was hired partly because he had the experience of running a big tv production #so it was assumed he'd be a safe pair of hands #but it seems that his era had the most chaos behind the scenes #in a few years time we are probably going to get some really frank interviews about what really went on during the making of this era

[nightmanatee]

yaz meets martha one week into being unit's consultant btw. it's yaz's sad-sad look and kate's "yeah" without even a question that makes martha realize that she gets her.

dr. jones might never join companion's club but makes sure that yaz is heard. and that at least someone can understand her.

bc they talk.

#idk i just love the idea of martha being like? me and the doctor? dunno what you mean #but also liking yaz and understanding what she went through #bc they're not the same but same if you know what i mean #and yaz finally FINALLY gets someone to talk to and someone who gets it #bc yes they too loved the doctor #martha jones #yasmin khan #dw #doctor who #13th doctor #thasmin

[annoyedlord]

WE FINALLY HAVE AN IDEA OF WHY IM IN SO MUCH PAIN AND MY GP GAVE ME A LETTER SO I CAN SEE A CENTER WHO'LL HELP ME AND ALSO A FRIEND GAVE ME A CANE TO HELP ME TO WALK WHEN I STRUGGLE TOO MUCH IT WAS A GOOD WEEK!!!!

#*loud sobbing* Finally a doctor took my pain seriously!!!!!!!! #REALLY #When GP said 'No the normal amount of pain is NONE we need to find what's wrong.' I WAS TEARING #Last time i tried to mention my pain the doctor went 'nah that's bc you're fat go and do sport' ??????????????????????????????????????????? #my good gal i'm not fat aND EVEN IF I WAS!!! what the fuck!!

[honeypleasejustkillme]

“how did that t break go?”

#this past week has been fucking insane. i literally am on my death bed #it’s rough out here #my fuckin nose bled for an hour and a half yesterday and i vomitted blood 6 times. #went to the er and got told i was fine and go home and then had to go back and finally they cauterized it #i hate doctors honestly #bpd shitposting #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd vent #bpd mood #bpd problems #my awful awful t break

[facelessfinest]

I think it's time we all admit that What if?...Doctor Strange Lost His Heart Instead Of His Hands? has been the only genuinely interesting and well done episode of the show so far.

High stakes, good pacing, phenomenal animation, and a story that actually deviates from the original in a meaningful way. It actually feels like such a small change lead to a vastly different reality.

I think what makes a What If? story interesting is the ties it has to the main timeline; if you want to showcase how a small choice can utterly change a whole universe, then you have to start in a universe that is comparably the same as what we already know, and show how one character choosing one different option can be catastrophic. Otherwise, you aren't really exploring branching timelines/butterfly effect, you're just looking at unrelated universes.

Even then, not every idea is interesting enough to warrant spending so much time on it. *ahem* captain carter *cough*.

Strange Supreme's appearances are just so fascinating because we get to see the new highs and lows a character can reach when their hearts are in a slightly different place. We get our unique factor in the form of him being genuinely in love with Christine instead of his job, and then our diverging path with him choosing to seek out dangerous knowledge, a choice which is highlighted by showcasing what would have happened if he hadn't done so! In the end, the universe is fundamentally changed, completely collapsed around him, despite starting off so normal. And that's not even the end of it!

He shows up in more episodes because of the power and knowledge he has attained, and as a lesson to the Watcher that choosing to sit out is only selfishness in the face of a danger that is ready and willing to take advantage of your compliance. It is genuinely fun to see the power he has in action; Ultron tried to blow up the universe in the finale, and Strange DEVOURED THE EXPLOSION. Like, that's fucking awesome!

And then there's Carter... Whose reason for being everwhere is just "I'm Captain Carter!" How dull...

Anyways, Strange supreme is goated and I will have no sass.

#I see you people saying that strange isn't consistently written #Because he was smiling and sharing a toast with the guardians of the multiverse in the finale #Did you even listen to his toast? #Bro went on a whole ass existential rant #Like he is not mentally well #But he is still at peace with where he is because he sees it as the consequences of what he did #Yall clearly never talked with depressed people #Because masking is a thing! And he is clearly doing it! #strange supreme #stephen strange #doctor strange #what if #what if season 1 #what if season 2 #captain carter #peggy carter #christine palmer #marvel #marvel mcu #meta analysis #adhdfinest

[viksalos]

I FINALLY HAVE A PHD COMMITTEE TOGETHER AND A THESIS PROPOSAL ON THE CALENDAR AFTER 5 YEARS OF STRUGGLE EVERYBODY CLAP

#text #we're thinking the proposal gets done this semester and then the defense is next semester ahhhh!!!!! #i'm finally gonna have my doctorate!!!!! #the shit i went through to get here. lmfao oh my god

[thatuselesshuman]

Y'ALL I FINALLY GOT A FUCKING DIAGNOSIS FOR THE SHIT I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH SINCE I WAS 18 LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOO 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

#I've been waiting for this day #for so long #This new doctor is proof that good people exist y'all #And that my old doctors were ass #She ran like 2 tests then went: #“Yeah you have a form of long-term anemia and insomnia” #“oh and probably sleep apnea you should get a sleep study done” #“We're going to put you on *insert medicines here* and you should be feeling better within a few weeks” #GOD SEENDDDDDD #I FORGOT WHAT IT FELT LIKE TO HAVE ENERGY #JESUS CHRIST IS GOODDDDD #IM LITERALLY GOING TO THROW A PARTY #IM GOING TO FEEL NORMAL JUST IN TIME FOR FINALS Y'ALL 😭😭

[dangerscully]

if you need me i'll be crying about this in the corner

#doctor who #finally caught up — i was away this weekend so couldn't watch live #context: i grew up watching bernard cribbins in the railway children every time i went to visit my grandma #his death is up there in top 5 'celeb' deaths that really hit me #<3