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itisme-rosie · 6 months

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-- displays of affection; james potter, sirius black, remus lupin x reader (separately) wherein they are affectionate in the most irritating (lovingly said) ways possible.

cw: fluff!! cursing (the colorful language kind)

[ review for the math exam? no, fluff >>. ]

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[ james potter ]

"you, sir, are staring" i muse, not bothering to lift my head to meet james' stare that burned holes into the side of my head, "any reason in particular as to why?"

"i don't know what you're talking about," he murmurs back, and from the corner of my eye, i see that he didn't shift away from me in his seat. james remained leaning on his folded arms against the table, not turning his eyes away from me, leaning even closer if that was possible.

i reach out one hand, the other flipping through the tome in search of the chapter we had to read for our history class to pat the top of his head, even lightly pinching his cheek, much to his chagrin.

"there, there, you big baby," i laugh quietly, thumbing over his cheek in an attempt to soothe him but he only pouts frowns even more.

"remus was right," i hum and he perks up a little at that, only for his face to scrunch up a little.

"our moony's always right," he huffs, "it's just a matter of what he's right about,"

"i don't know, you might not like what he's right about this time, and i am not about to be in the middle of a debate between you two,"

"it can't be that bad,"

"- is exactly what you said when he warned you about the bertie bott's every flavor bean, you know, the spinach flavored one, and you were so insistent that it was mint just because it was green, and he said spinach and mint were 2 different shades of green and you still ate it and you wouldn't talk to him until -"

"alright! alright!" james waves his hands around, hurriedly rushing to my side to clamp a hand over my mouth, "i got your point," he drops his hand with a sigh - albeit a very dramatic one, "perhaps it is better if i never know,"

and down back on the table his head goes, and my hand shoots out to run my fingers through his hair, smoothing it out a little.

"there, there, jamesie," i laugh as quietly as i could in the middle of the library, "all remus was right about is how pouty and clingy you get when you're tired,"

[ sirius black ]

"i despise you,"

"really? can't tell from that - ow - gorilla grip you have on my arm,"

"this is the last date i am ever letting you take me on - you know i despise mazes almost as much as i despise you - you, i despise most of all, top 1 on the list of things i despise,"

"don't worry darling," he muses, the circulation in his arm slowly getting cut off from how tightly you were clinging to him, "i won't let anyone get ya,"

"and also," he moves his head so he could whisper in your ear, "kinda nice that i'm number 1 at something in your life,"

"you're hopeless,"

"hopelessly in love -"

"now you just sound like james, cut it out, black,"

"that's my best mate you're insulting," sirius gasps with false offense, his hand on his chest, "besides, where do you think he learned it from?"

"birds of a feather indeed," i manange to half joke before one of the maze actors pop out, prompting a scream that dies out quickly upon realizing that sirius had begun laughing.

"i hate, hate, hate you," you grumble once more, detaching from his arm so you could swat at him. multiple times. multiple enough times that the actor that had been standing awkwardly beside you both after scaring you had coughed and retreated back behind a particularly tall haystack.

"you scared the poor man away, love," sirius barely mananges to speak through his wheezing laughter.

"it's only right, he scared the shit out of me,"

"oh i'm sorry my love," your boyfriend notices how you tremble a little, a small smile cracking his lips when he notices your ever so nonthreatening and adorable demeanor with the matching clenched fists at your sides and he embraces you tightly, rocking you both back and forth, "let's look for the guide and get you out of here, yeah?"

"you are never planning our dates again," you sniffle, from the cold or otherwise, it didn't quite matter so much anymore.

sirius tilts his head so you two were face to face, lightly bumping his nose with yours as a silent apology, "you're in charge, boss," he quips, kissing the tip of your nose and grinning when you start to smile.

[ remus lupin ]

remus never understood the appeal of beanbag chairs.

he sits on them, of course, and he finds them rather comfortable, but the problem lies upon when you're sitting on them.

you sit on them religiously, on one in particular - it had been a gift from your family over the holidays and it's been permanently attached to your behind. remus finds the attachment endearing, of couse. moreso the strange positions he finds you in when he stumbles across you sprawled on it and asleep, but he'd never admit to that.

if there was one thing he enjoyed more than that was cuddling close to you while he read and contemplated life and right now, all he got was patting your head while he laid on a couch in the empty common room, staring up at the ceiling and the details painted onto it while you stayed seated on the beanbag chair on the floor, head bowed while you went over your essay for the hundredth time.

your neck cramps a little, so you adjust how you sat, moving your neck a little and remus - dear, sweet, perceptive remus - gently runs his thumb over the back of your neck, right where the cramp was, and you groan.

"oh, that's the stuff,"

moony chuckles, concern veiled behind his casual tone, "you're awfully tense darling,"

"nonsense," you murmur, head and neck going limp as you ease into his gentle movements, "i'm quite alright, just...need a break,"

"well, if you didn't slouch -" he begins playfully.

"you, remus john lupin, are the last person that should be lecturing me on my posture," you huff, eyes fluttering open to glare at him with no heat in my eyes.

he raises his hands in surrender and you frown at the loss of contact on the achy spot on your nape, turning to face him but remus simply sits up, gesturing for you to turn around before he starts to massage the knots and cramps up your neck and down your shoulders.

"merlin darling, is your neck not aching?"

"feels numb mostly,"

"and you didn't think it was concerning?"

"well, it doesn't really bother me because i can't exactly feel it,"

"well, that's the problem sweetheart," remus says placatingly, and he chuckles, "you're supposed to be able to feel the back of your neck,"

"i've been using the beanbag chairs too much," you admit, "the back of them aren't really sturdy, so i don't lean and i end up slouching,"

bingo, remus lets a mischievous smirk you thankfully can't see grace his lips, "so it was your slouching? and i was right?"

"never said that," you answer abruptly, stretching when his hands leave the area it was massaging, "but if there is one thing i will be doing, it's sitting with you on the couch, scoot over,"

and he does, tugging you into his open arms and hugging you tightly, pressing kisses on your cheek while his hands rub your back comfortingly, "tell me where it aches darling, i'll help you feel better,"

#hp x reader #marauders x reader #marauders fluff #hp fluff #remus lupin x reader #remus x reader #sirius black x reader #sirius x reader

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toaster-trash · 9 months

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One of the things that piss me off the absolute most about popular academic Frankenstein analysis is the “Victor Frankenstein is sexist” take. Like I know I’ve spoken about this quite a lot before but god damn it’s like people just look at the text and see, “(I) looked upon Elizabeth as mine—mine to protect, love, and cherish. All praises bestowed on her I received as made to a possession of my own.”, and they just immediately go, “Oh! Oh! Sexism! Misogyny! Victor Frankenstein is a sexist! Why does he want to create the perfect man, huh? *gasp* is it because he thinks women are inferior?”

When if those people pulled their heads out of their asses for five minutes and read the rest of that paragraph, “On the evening previous to her being brought to my home, my mother had said playfully, “I have a pretty present for my Victor—tomorrow he shall have it.” And when, on the morrow, she presented Elizabeth to me as her promised gift, I, with childish seriousness, interpreted her words literally and looked upon Elizabeth as mine (…)” along with the fact that Victor explicitly says he was “about five years old”, they’d maybe consider, “huh, maybe it’s very fucked up of a mother to give her to her son as a gift and spent her entire life basically shipping these two adopted siblings together until, on her death bed, she says, “my firmest hopes of future happiness were placed on the prospect of your union. This expectation will now be the consolation of your father.” Wow, maybe that’s kind of fucked up. Maybe painting, again, a five year old, who was honesty for all intents and purposes pretty much just manipulated into thinking it was his duty to marry his adopted sister out of respect for his dead mother’s last wishes who died when he was seventeen, as a wife-beating woman hater who reanimated the dead to spite half the human population, is very very fucked up!”

Like I can’t stress this enough – both Elizabeth and Victor are victims here. Of course as the story goes on a bit and Victor is a grown adult man who’s still avoiding his feelings and fucking off across the continent with his buddy pal best friend every five minutes instead of facing his mistakes and emotions, yeah, he is honestly more or less to blame for Elizabeth’s death, but that isn’t misogyny. Avoidance of everything is like one of his integral character flaws.

And I mean if you thought the 1831 republication had some creepy undertones, look at the bloody original 1818 version.

“(My uncle) request(ed) my father (…) take charge of the infant Elizabeth, the only child of his deceased sister. “It is my wish,” he said, “that you should consider her as your own daughter, and educate her thus.”’

So just explicit incest, basically. And again, if you thought Victor’s mother was a bit creepy and pushy in the republication,

“I have often heard my mother say, that she was at that time the most beautiful child she had ever seen, and shewed signs even then of a gentle and affectionate disposition. These indications, and a desire to bind as closely as possible the ties of domestic love, determined my mother to consider Elizabeth as my future wife; a design which she never found reason to repent.”

“………A desire to bind as closely as possible the ties of domestic love?” My brother in Christ you were groomed. Fun fact, I read the 1818 version first and read that in the middle of form class and sat for a good five minutes staring flabbergasted at what the fuck I was reading.

So no, dear God no, nowhere in the text does it imply Victor Frankenstein hates women. I mean honestly it’s kind of shown in the way he talks about the Creature’s Bride that he doesn’t view women as objects and does, in fact, view them as people.

“He had sworn to quit the neighbourhood of man and hide himself in deserts, but she had not; and she, who in all probability was to become a thinking and reasoning animal, might refuse to comply with a compact made before her creation.”

My guy basically says “well what are we expecting her to do here, immediately marry you just because she was told to?”

(Just a fun little comparison I noticed there – not to turn the conversation back to my whole “does Victor is gay” theory but I think it is interesting that Victor thinks that, that he does go “well she can’t just be expected to marry someone just because she was told to!” and then suggests to himself that she would probably rather “turn with disgust from him to the superior beauty of man” – interesting, Victor. Like Clerval’s “form so divinely wrought, and beaming with beauty”? Interesting as well that after Victor comes to that conclusion and destroys the Bride, the Creature immediately then kills Henry and only then does Victor finally go “well. I finally have to marry Elizabeth.” Feeling disheartened by sparing her your predicament only to be thrust even deeper into your own, are we?)

But yeah. “Victor Frankenstein is a full-blown women-hating misogynist” takes really piss me off. Another case of “oooh yes let’s cherry pick the text scouring it for anything we can possibly use to turn things back around to the same few analysis points we’ll reuse over and over instead of possibly considering that just because a text is written by a woman doesn’t mean that it’s a massive rant on the patriarchy disguised as a science fiction novel.”

Maybe that’s kind of sexist itself. Maybe women can just write kick-ass gothic horror sometimes. And maybe just because a work definitely has undertones about sexism and misogyny (like, fair enough, a lot of Elizabeth’s character definitely does) that doesn’t mean that the male protagonist wants to kill all women! And surprise surprise as well, works can comment on misogyny and patriarchy and acknowledge that women are treated badly in society and have been in differing ways for hundreds of years, without going “all men are inherently evil and fuck them all”. Bit of a side rant that I won’t go all into here, but just worth mentioning that after seeing this over and over again in media and analysis of media over and over again, hey, misandry won’t fix misogyny. It just makes everything considerably stupidly worse. –your friendly neighbourhood bisexual

#gothic lit #classic literature #gothic literature #goth lit #classic lit #frankenstein #frankenstein weekly #frankenstein or the modern prometheus #Victor Frankenstein #Elizabeth Lavenza #Frankenstein analysis #Clervalstein #(kind of)#frankenstein everyday

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treehuggerthegreat · 28 days

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something i really need to get off my chest even if i just post this privately is That i really dislike ‘caretakers’ in whump writing. or ‘whumper’ i feel like it makes a character (even if they’re just a hypothetical one) feel very 1 dimensional and it makes me so OKAY JUST HEAR ME OUT!!! whumpee i don’t mind much, it makes the prompt or what your talking about a little clearer. But it feels like it’s putting it into a box and making sort of roles which makes it feel less like a prompt and more like we’re in an omega verse fandom and i mean this really lovingly and affectionately and no hate to any of yall. I have a vast amount of characters and i write stories and books and I can say with out a shadow of a doubt, not ONE of them fall under ‘whumper’ or ‘caretaker’ because i develop them as their own individual character. Not even my antagonist are ‘whumpers’

So one of my main antagonists literally burns cigarettes on the MC and abuses the MC. Tries to kill her on her 18th birthday. Shes her mom, and the main character PHYSICALLY cannot leave that situation with out getting the authorities involved until she turns 18. Mom sounds like an ass, she beats ‘whumpee’ up! why would i NEVER call her a whumper? because she’s a whumpee by that logic. Her mom was extremely emotionally abusive, and half the time not fully there. Her shitty ass dad got murdered in front of her when she was just a kid. but Her mom isn’t a whumper either, because she too would be considered a whumpee. She was a world renowned flapper girl, everyone loved her. she LIVED for the fame and her face in newspapers. But behind the scenes she was actively ignoring her distant parents as they continued to try and marry her off. She was then forced into the marriage when she got pregnant with the guy (much so against her will which is why she killed him.) and ever since she’s been delusional and not fully there. It’s generational abuse.

more ramble under the cut + extra clarification on what I’m trying to say

okay but that’s just generational abuse right? There are other whumpers in the real world! Yeah i guess there’s sadists and serial killers, but like, there’s SOOOO much more guys.

I have a mini antagonist, he’s in highschool and he’s meant to be the toxic narcissistic ex of one of my characters. But he’s falling apart trying to get attention, he’s not fully aware of the damage he IS doing. Ass he may be but again behind the scenes he’s constantly fighting with his dad who refuses to do anything around the house and who is also transphobic (she’s bigender but i’ve been using he to make it less confusing right now) and now she has to take care of her little sister and act like a whole ass mom. As a sophomore. In high school. Not only that but her mom died, so she has to struggle with that. She’s just an annoying ass teenager, she doesn’t understand how to treat people or how she’s supposed to be handling what she’s dealing with. But getting attention and being liked at school? now that’s the shit. That’s like drugs for her. But to what lengths does she go to get that extra validation? He uses his boyfriend almost like an accessory. He’s not considerate of his feelings, and most likely doesn’t understand what a relationship is SUPPOSED to be.

Unless you’re making a sociopath character, which i LOVE a good sociopath character, you have to treat them like they also have humanity. Most of the time villains don’t just. Do shit to do it, they have some sort of background that lead up to this!!! And also even then with sociopaths they’re their own individual characters separate from the people they hurt!!! and also NONE of these are end all be alls and all characters must be developed this way!!!!

just my advice and stuff <3 i love all of you out there and i can understand why using certain roles and terms are the go to, and i’m not stopping you!!! i just really wanted to give my two cents so i can possibly help other writers!!!

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yanderes-galore · 1 month

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I saw you said we can send in some requests today if we can't tomorrow so here's mine ^^ Can you do a Spider queen alphabet? From Lego monkie kid

I'm so excited to write Lego Monkie Kid... the show quickly became my new fixation 🥰 Great animation and humor.

Yandere Alphabet - Spider Queen

Pairing: Romantic

Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Obsession, Manipulation, Abduction, Restraints through webbing, Degrading behavior, Spider Queen eats people, Venom/Spider conversion, Kidnapping, Mentions of being a pet, Sadism, Possessive behavior, Forced relationship.

Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

Even in the show, Spider Queen seems to be a prideful seductress. She's power hungry and hates losing. If she really did fall for someone, she'd be awfully flirty and affectionate.

She also comes off as intense as she's probably demanding when it comes to you and your attention.

You should pamper your Queen, no?

Being a demon I imagine she would get messy when it comes to her darling. Although... rivals quite often would end up as food for her.

Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?

Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

When she has you, she'll wrap you up in webs within her cave. When she feels up to it, she may use her venom on you... but she may hold that off for punishment.

Spider Queen may mock and tease her darling, commenting on how helpless they look in her webs. She promises she'll take care of you...

But you have to behave like a good pet if you wish to avoid her wrath.

Most likely... she does view you as a pet in a way, after all.

Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?

Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?

Spider Queen is not a very vulnerable yandere, she isn't very open either. She's a bit sadistic with her affections and isn't very emotional.

She may confide in you sometimes... but not often. Maybe she shows bursts of emotions when she's upset and comes to you for comfort?

Amused and a bit excited before being a bit disappointed. She really does love the chase... but sometimes she wishes you'd just listen to her.

Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?

A little and she'd enjoy it at times.

Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?

With Spider Queen, there can be a few. I imagine it would be when she first kidnaps you, converts you into a Spider Demon, or you see her eat one of your friends.

Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

Making you her little obedient pet... or maybe something more if she really feels like it.

Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?

At times, yes. She'll no doubt lash out more than silently coping. Most likely including... eating her rival....

Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?

Manipulative, Possessive, Controlling, Demanding, Sadistic, Flirty.

Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

"Courting" with her is abducting her darling for food... then falling in love with you. No real pining. Just a twisted form of fate.

Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?

Not really.

Naughty: How would they punish their darling?

Biting and converting you into a Spider Demon. Now you'll be perfect for her.

Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?

Most of them.

Patience: How patient are they with their darling?

Patient for the most part... but can quickly swap to impatient.

Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?

She most likely will... but never forgets you.

Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?

No and no.

Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?

Her nature is all I can think of. Plus... she's been the only Spider Demon for a long time.

Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?

She's a bit irritated but lets you be. Maybe she'll pull you into her arms in an attempt to comfort you if she feels like she can.

Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

SKIPPED

Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?

Not any I can think of... unfortunately.

Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?

Unfortunately, yes.

Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?

Not a worship yandere but would probably level cities to get you back.

Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

Doesn't pine.

Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?

Most likely.

#yandere lmk #yandere lego monkie kid #yandere monkie kid #yandere spider queen

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irregularbillcipher · 8 months

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hey sam I apologize if this gives you psychic damage but your lisaposting always makes me think about how I first heard of the game recently because someone on twt was like oh the game is about a strong manly father providing for his child only to have people correct them on the game actually dealing with parental abuse and ive been curious about the game ever since

NO IT'S OKAY i have. seen that post. that person does not understand the game, to put it lightly

the game makes it really clear that while brad, the main character of the central game in the series, thinks that what he's doing is protecting his daughter, he is, in reality, perpetuating the cycle of abuse

tw for discussions of abuse below

brad is a deeply pitiable character, whose childhood was defined by physical, emotional and sexual abuse towards both him and his little sister, the titular lisa, at the hands of their father. brad's main goal as an adult is to protect his adopted daughter from the abuse he and his sister faced, which his sister did not survive-- so in his mind, when his daughter buddy goes missing in a (genuinely very dangerous) apocalypse, where she is supposedly the only girl left in a world of horrifically damaged men, he's protecting her by going after her. he's protecting her by teaching her to defend herself through any violent means necessary, he's protecting her by withholding physical and emotional affection, he's protecting her by completely isolating her from the world. and it's sad! it's pitiable! you can trace so easily how a man who went through what he did would come to the conclusion that this is the only way to protect his little girl, especially in a world where she can so easily be hurt

and the game doesn't even say he's wrong about the fact that buddy is vulnerable, and could be abused. the game never physically shows the worst acts of abuse, but it's clear that brad and lisa went through hell as children, and that buddy also goes through hell. she is abused after she leaves, people are disgusting to her, and even more "well-meaning" people still strive to take her autonomy away for the "good of the world"

... but she's also abused before then, even though brad never once lay a hand on her and would have rather killed himself than done so

because at the end of the game, (SPOILERS,) you kneel at your daughter's feet, dying a horrible death as your addiction consumes you in the most literal possible way, begging, telling her you only ever wanted to make it so nobody could ever hurt her, and she looks you in the eyes and says "you're the one who hurt me most." because you were supposed to be her fucking dad, and you kept her holed up in an affectionate-less home, down in a basement, training how to kill a man in case one ever tried to hurt her, refusing to even let her call you "dad" because of your own trauma around fatherhood, so trapped that she didn't even know what the sky looked like until she was like ten

and the last choice of the main game is you as buddy, trying to figure out if you want to hug brad as he dies, and his last words are asking you if he did the right thing

brad is a deeply sad character. he's a man who loved his daughter and wanted to do whatever he could to mitigate the harm that could come to her, to make absolutely sure she did not suffer in the way he and his sister did growing up... and he broke some of the cycles. he is not the type of monster his own father was, he really isn't, but he did abuse buddy, and that's the point of the ending. buddy didn't want to go back home, she couldn't go back home, because you never made it a fucking home, and you never acted like an actual parent

as a side note, there are other fathers you can pick up as party members in the game, none of which have still-living children. they are mad dog, olan, and birdie. thematically, i think they're incredibly important

mad dog is an abuser, full stop-- a man who killed his son for not being "strong enough," who hates his children deeply, whose views on parenting are the most social darwinist "survival of the fittest, we need a strong bloodline" bullshit on the planet. a lot of his deal embodies some of the horrible fears brad has about his own parenting, that he will become an out-and-out abuser, and some of the actions that brad really does take, in forcing buddy to kill to become "stronger." his reasoning is different from mad dog, but the abusive action is there, and the conversation you can have with him in the newest update is framed as if you're being welcomed into hell. it's hopeless, bleak, deranged and cruel. it's one of brad's worst fears for himself

olan is a genuinely pleasant, likable guy, who had two daughters before the end of the world. olan did not kill his children, he did not hate his children, he did not seem to ever lay a hand against his children... but he neglected them. he neglected his girls, he neglected his wife, "even when he was there, he wasn't really there." he would have rather spent his time in his garage, downing whiskey and practicing archery, and in the newest update, he tearfully tells brad that his daughters never needed him anyway, that girls never really need their fathers. brad was also neglected, his father was an addict, he is an addict-- olan is another facet of brad's family trauma, another fear of what he could be. someone who never knowingly hurts his children, who is never cruel, but someone who fails his kids anyway. we never learn olan's daughters' names. he talks about them, some of their traits, but he never names them. after more than a decade, it's possible he doesn't even remember them-- he's not responsible for their deaths, but god did he fail them

birdie was, as far as canon implies, a decent dad. (and my favorite character, he's my icon.) birdie is, in his current state, a sweet but incedibly messy alcoholic mourning the deaths of his boys, but pre-apocalypse, he was a single father struggling to pay for his sons' medical treatments. there is nothing in birdie's backstory that implies in any way that he abused them, was cruel to them, or that he ever purposefully neglected them. his son joey died to a serious illness "that couldn't be treated on a dock worker's budget." his son jimmy killed himself after the death of his brother. (i think it's notable to mention that brad's sister, lisa, also killed herself.) birdie could not cope with the loss of both his boys, and it kickstarted his addiction. brad, who grew up in poverty, who is raising a daughter in a world where nobody can know she exists, has never had resources. birdie also never had resources, as a single dad with a tight budget, and no other family ever mentioned. birdie, in modern day, eats himself up with guilt, does anything he can to numb the pain-- it's pretty easy to draw a parallel between his addiction, spurred by his inability to save his family, and brad's addiction, fueled in large part by his inability to save lisa. birdie did care, he didn't do anything wrong, but he also failed his kids, and he's also now been defined by that

mad dog is brad's fears that he will be an abuser. olan is his fears that he will be neglectful, (with fears due to his addiction being sprinkled in as well.) birdie is his fear that even if he technically does everything right, chance, a lack of resources, and things beyond his control could still make him lose his daughter anyway. (birdie also plays into his fears about addiction, i think, because while birdie's time struggling with addiction never overlapped with the period where his boys were alive, brad's still being faced with an alcoholic father, and someone who uses alcohol and drugs to cope with the loss of young family members and the guilt over being unable to save them. it's also worth mentioning that birdie has design similarities to both brad and to brad's horrible father marty, despite being the only "good" dad in the game)

there is no father in this series that saves their child. from the horrible, no-gray-area-about-it abusive monsters to the shitty-but-never-cruel deadbeats to the guys who seemed to genuinely be doing their best with the cards they were dealt-- none of them, none of them save their children. none of them, including brad, and the idea that lisa is about some righteous quest to save your daughter is so insane that even brad doesn't fully believe it by the ending moments of the game

#if you choose to play it do look at trigger warnings ahead of time-- genuinely i mean that #also there are some bullshit racist jokes in it which i'm not gonan excuse and wanna make sure people are aware of #it's a game i love deeply but it's insanely flawed

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ma1dita · 2 months

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okok catching up on troubleverse WHEWW and i have the perffff song for them, paired with the lyrics verse-for-verse and me screaming shrilly LMAOOO.

but this song is sosososo perf, like everything abt it from the lyrics to the singer's erratically paced singing to the general unhinged vibes and. IT SHARES A NAME WITH THE ENTIRE SERIES TOO OMG-- 'partner in crime' by madilyn mei!! i haven't listened to my folk indie queen for a hot minute but i had to pull it out from the dusty archive of my skull for u 😗😗

When you're gone I feel alone again / The voices cannot hold my hand / They keep me company at very best / Distract me from my loneliness

insanity mention?? dionysus the god of mania?? HELLOOOO CAN THOU HEAR ME [rattling at the bars of containment]

Maybe I'm just an anomaly / Even my demons have their families / Truly something must be wrong with me / To need you as much as I do

smth must be wrong with trouble to need luke as much as she does and vice versa smth smth okay like. i think the whole thing abt him being trouble's ESA from buddy system is saying enough 😭😭

I was never meant to win / [... maniacal laughing] SHUT UP!

THE LAUGHING AND THE MUTED SHUT UP HERE JUST GETS ME. straight chills, ik it didnt happen but during love like a blister if trouble screamed at the other counselors out of rage and the campers heard it the way it sounded in the song UGH. I WAS NEVER MEANT TO WIN. THEY DON'T EVER WIN BC LUKE HAS BEEN DOOMED BY THE NARRATIVE OMFG.

Here's the reigns / Take ahold of me / Please don't let me go / You do the talking / Sew up my mouth if I can't keep it closed

BUDDY SYSTEM CODED when they're on the road trip bc the image just comes to mind instantly, like if they see questioning adults luke has to do the sweet talking bc trouble is lowkey a pro yapper and can't keep her mouth shut at all. AND 'here's the reigns take ahold of me' NO WORDS no words at all just vibes bc wdym. i just think that luke being vulnerable to trouble and talking abt his mom as if he were giving her the reigns to his personal life ermm.

Run for it / I'll keep em occupied for you / Cause I love you, I love you so

SOMEBODYS ANGEL SAVE ME SOMEBODYS ANGEL SAVE ME. trouble stepping into the battle with ladon to save luke, 'run for it i'll keep [LADON] occupied cause i love you i love so' I AM SICK. SOMEONE MAKE ME SOME CONGEE UGHHH.

I'm 'bout to die / Yet the only thing I find i'm worried about is you / Something tells me you aren't coming / Guess that I'm truly doomed

i saw ur synopsis of asking for trouble like. he's dying and the only thing he can think abt. is trouble??? r u kidding me? and then trouble supposedly pleading his case with the olympians in the as above so below synopsis DONT TELL ME that trouble is gonna be too late for luke and so he dies thinking that she still hates him (based off what im assuming from the when the curtains close synopsis, 'all strings r cut' WDYM??)

I overhear your brain when it's close to mine / Oh, I know that we're not the same / My heart's on the line / I'm just a pawn in your game / Not your partner in crime

JO THEY R SUPPOSED TO BE PARTNERS IN CRIME HELLO. solipsism c'mere i just wanna talk bc drunk!trouble seeing luke from a different timeline and KNOWING HE'S REALLY THERE BUT IT ISNT HIM = 'i overhear your brain when it's close to mine / oh, i know that we're not the same' THEY ARE ON DIFFERENT WAVELENGTHS IN THE MOST LITERAL SENSE POSSIBLE WITH TIME in this essay i will--

You're slowly killing me / Taking your- (I was never meant to win)

luke to kronos, the titan is slowing killing him from the inside out the longer he's possessing luke. HE WAS NEVER MEANT TO WIN UGH. i need to put maddie and u in affectionate jail bc ASDFGHJKL goodbye i am finished. troubleverse is sososoo evil, like this is srsly what everyone else feels when they read jubi bc if it is i am so sorry for everything.

to conclude jo, ily but i also am gobsmacked with my mouth hanging wide open and catching flies bc this whole thing is unbe-fucking-lieveable. the way u built their whole ass relationship from the ground up and swung a baseball bat into it like ok i need to take a business month to process this for reasons known and unknown, my bags r packed up at the airport, who cares abt my chem grade, it is sabbatical time WHEWW

THEOOOOO IM SCREAMING UNTIL MY HEAD EXPLODES THE SONG REC IS SO GOOD??? how tf did i miss that

i am so happy that you made the troubleverse part of your day it is an honor to have you connect the dots from your perspective and see how everything is playing out!! you in my brain ill make you congee BAHAH you've been the only one to put some of the dots together for the final arc (or at least voice it, thank you for being brave) and i will neither confirm nor deny but your analysis is pretty spot on for someone who binge read it today thank you so much!!

study for chem no rest for the weak >:( love youu

#જ⁀➴ jo answers !#feedback that made jo scream #trouble!verse #mooties: theo ! (˶ ˘ ³˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶)

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🕸️The Mischievous Spider-Glitch 🪶

All right, let's do this one last time.

My name is Dominic Decker, I was bitten by a radioactive spider, and for the past year I've been the one and only Spider-Glitch. A name "affectionately" given to me by my boss and biggest hater, J. Jonah Jameson, when he noticed the effect I have on technology. Apparently that spider that bit me was going through experiments with electricity, because the panic attack I had when I was bit seems to have mixed with that spider's properties, and now screens around me tend to temporarily glitch whenever I get too anxious.

I lost my Uncle Ben just as this all started, he was the only one who supported a certain.. interest I've always had. You see, I've always loved tickling, I really don't know why but it's always been something I've been fascinated by. Ben was the only one who knew, and he never once made me feel weird about it. In fact he said the world could use more tickling, that if people tickled instead of fought then the world would be a less violent place. Once he died, due to the same violence he'd often mention, I decided to put my newfound spider-based abilities to honor that tickly sentiment and became a hero of sorts. A hero that, instead of punching and kicking, tickles villains into submission. No harm, no pain, the job gets done and I get to have some fun of my own.

I made a suit, black and purple, with a spider logo to ensure that nobody would suspect me under the mask. After all, how many arachnophobes would elect to put a big picture of a spider right on their chest? After the suit I figured I could use some webbing, so I fashioned some web-shooters that would suit my purposes. They have three modes, the first being normal high-strength webbing, good for swinging through Manhattan and keeping enemies back when needed. Second, a special vibrating web I synthesized, made with the purpose of hitting a villain's tickle spots when I can't get close enough. And lastly, a sprayable mist to dissipate webs, mainly to stop the vibrating webs once I'm finished so I don't leave a villain in torture waiting for the webs to dissipate naturally.

With all of this in place, things have improved more or less. I mean I have a secret life and a moral responsibility to help people from the crazies causing trouble across Manhattan, but I also get to indulge in glorified tickle fights for the sake of good. Admittedly very dangerous tickle fights with people out to kill me, but regardless, it’s what I do and I can handle it all for the most part.

Really the biggest issue I have, other than the constant life-threatening situations I find myself in, is Doc Ock. Olivia Octavius, a scientist with four flexible mechanical arms strapped to her back. First time I fought her it was a bank robbery, she was trying to grab funding for a project. I stopped her in my tickly way and unlike any villain I've faced yet, she LOVED it.. I mean I love an appreciative Lee as much as the next guy but in this case it's going against what I'm trying to achieve. And worst of all she's too slippery for the police, so now she goes around causing minor havoc to lure me in and tickle her.

I mean I won't lie, I don't hate tickling her, she has the cutest tum of any villain I've faced and an adorable laugh. And I mean she isn't hurting anyone, she really just wants the attention and tickles from me, so.. I don't know, it's a confusing relationship we have. Don't really know how to handle it fully yet, but, it's not the worst cycle to be stuck in.

And that's my life. Tickling cute villains, trying to save people and indulge a bit, making this line of work as minimally violent as possible for the sake of New York and to honor Uncle Ben.

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And there we have it, this is my Spidersona and the world and people around him! I've wanted one of my own for the longest time, since the first Spider-Verse movie really, but I never had much of an idea to go off of. But then recently, I thought about it through the lens of using Spider-Man powers for tickly purposes and came up with all this 😝

Hope you guys are as amused by the thought of this all as I am. I have no idea what I'll do with this Spidersona going forward, if anything at all. I'd make art of him in tickly situations but I'm really not great at human anatomy If any tickle-artists that are also Spider-Man fans want to take up the challenge though feel free, I'd be happy to give what I imagine him, his suit, Doc Ock, and anything else around him in more detail in a future post if anyone was willing to draw him!

But anyways, this is what I have for now, and I'm pretty damn happy with it 😊

#tickling #ticklish #tickles #tickle #lee #ler #switch #tickle community #spidersona #spiderverse

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megs-mostly-past-random-fandoms · 2 years

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Their Happiness

Based on this request: Could I request some heartbreak? How about the reader is either Aberama or Pol’s best friend and in love with Aberama. But can see the love blooming between him and Pol and steps aside even though her heart is breaking? Maybe she stands with Pol at Pol and Aberama’s wedding?

Here you are! *Familiar characters are NEVER mine!

Fandom: Peaky Blinders

Warnings: Angst, unrequited love, AU-ish

Pairings/Characters: fem!reader, Aberama Gold x Polly Gray(Shelby), Bonnie Gold

You had been in love with Aberama for as long as you could remember. The two of you had been thick as thieves, growing into adulthood together, even helping raise Bonnie after his mother died. You weren't sure when you fell in love with him. It sort of happened slowly, but you kept it to yourself. Aberama was affectionate with people he was close to so there was no way of knowing if he felt anything for you like you felt for him. You didn't want to ruin your friendship, even as an adult. Nor would you even get the chance to.

You blinked in surprise. "What?" you asked softly as Aberama smiled at you from across the table. "I'm getting married, Y/N," his soft, slightly raspy voice answered, "Polly accepted." You gave him a smile that didn't reach your eyes. You knew it didn't. Not that he noticed in his bubble of bliss. You heart was more than broken. It was completely crushed.

It wasn't that you didn't like Pol. You did. She was your friend too. She was a lovely woman with a fiery spirit that you got on with well. You could see why Aberama had fallen for her even though you wished he hadn't. Still, it was better to be in his life, pretending to be happy for him, than to never seen him again. Wasn't it? You could handle that although the second nail in the proverbial coffin came a few weeks later, during tea with Pol.

"A-Are you sure, Pol? What about Ada?" Pol smiled at you and reached over to give your hand a little squeeze. "I am. I want you to stand with me as I wed Aberama. You are his best friend and know him better than anyone." You felt yourself swallow thickly as the air around you became almost suffocating in a way that wasn't caused by the cloud of cigarette smoke wafting around Pol.

"If that's what you want, then of course I'd be happy to," you found your mouth saying without your permission. She gave you a soft smile that you hated. It made you feel so guilty. If you could hate the woman herself, it would be better. But Polly Gray made it so damned difficult to despise her and she was an incredible friend as long as you didn't betray her.

That was what lead you to now. You were standing with Ada as you both helped Pol get ready for her wedding. Part of you wanted to run from the room, straight to Aberama, and confess everything. You knew you could never hurt him like that, however. He loved Pol and Pol loved him. Their happiness was the most important thing that day. To that end, you continued assisting Pol before taking your place for the ceremony.

As the officiate spoke to them of loving one another and being faithful to each other, you drowned out his voice. You had to focus on not crying. You'd get over it eventually. You knew you would. There was no choice. You were so lost in your own thoughts that you didn't realize the ceremony was over until you heard the clapping. You came back to reality in time to see Pol and Aberama kiss, sealing their union. Your eyes met Bonnie's and he gave you a smile.

At the party after the wedding, you remained on the sidelines as much as possible. You wanted out of there, but were expected to stay. So you plastered on a smile and tried not to think about how badly you were hurting. You had done a pretty decent job of it until Bonnie approached and asked for a dance. As his godmother, who were you to refuse?

While you danced Bonnie leaned a little closer and whispered, "I wish it were you." You glanced at him with furrowed brows. "I like Polly, I do. But you're more of a mother to me than she will ever be." You smiled at him again and willed your heart to stay in one piece. "You mustn't say such things, Bonnie. Your father is happy and in love. That is the greatest gift we could ever ask for in this life."

"But you love him." The tips of your lips turned down a little. "I have loved him for a very long time, but it doesn't matter. It isn't important. What is important is that we support them and love them both as a family. Do you understand? You cannot take away their happiness, Bonnie, so say nothing about this to your father." His dark eyes met yours and he nodded somewhat sadly. You glanced over at where Pol and Aberama were dancing and knew you were making the right choice, even if you felt like your entire world was crumbling before your eyes.

(a/n: I hope you like it!!)

Forever Tags: @fizzyxcustard @supernatural4life2022

#peaky blinders #aberama gold #x reader #reader insert #polly gray #aberama gold x polly gray

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al-ladito-de-una-candela · 1 year

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Anon who owns you here! If its olay for you, how About Claire doing an sfw Alphabet. Which one you decide. Fhat way we could learn morr about her Character, her likes abd what she hates etc.

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

In the borderlands (and even years before that) Claire didn't really get close to anyone but her mother. Having to live a life of hiding and escaping, she couldn't really trust anyone to let them close (which may be why she's good at hearts). Her true name is still a mistery, one she swallowed and digested for no one to ever know in hopes that would protect her from the people searching for her.

However, if she happened to get close to a new friend let's say, she's a rather passionate woman so she would go for an embracing hug and even squeezing their wrists/hands gently as comfort if they need it. In case she gets to have a partner, it's the same thing but she'd also allow herself to be rougher (she loves biting and she'd also love tossing and being tossed around, just like wild felines play). She's the type to fight for dominance genuinely.

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)

She's loyal af. Once she realizes you won't betray her, she would defend you with claws if needed. Expect her to teach you some flamenco and invite you into her culture which she's quite proud of. She'll also gossip about everyone and everything but would never run her mouth with a secret of yours. Just don't ever betray her or insult her culture. She would snap and quite easily to be honest. If she spits to the floor before, you're in for a horrible time from then on, she's sworn revenge and will get it.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

She doesn't count with experience in this to actually tell you. Apparently she did enjoy Chishiya's warmth, though.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

Excelent cooker, sucks at cleaning. She's being taught that women end up with a domestic life so she tries hard to convince herself that this will be her fate one day. However, deep inside, she doesn't want it. Her passion for the world is too big to be stuck as a housewife.

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

Taking into account that most women from her culture end up married (or being forced to marry) with their first partner, it'd possibly only end when one of them dies since divorce would be considered dishonorable . Claire was forced into a relationship once and it ended before she got married because she escaped with her mother.

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

If she were to find a loyal and brave gipsy man, she'd be interested in commitment. However, due to the fact that she's in Japan... she's going to try hard not to fall for anybody that don't belong to her culture which deep inside she knows it means she'll end up alone.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

The physical stuff is explained in A. As for emotions, she can be gentle depending on the person. If you are her friend, she'd try to understand you and help you if you need it. If you did her wrong... she can dangerously easy watch you die painful death.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

Her hugs are quite embracing although they do not happen often. Can also be suffocating and she could easily squeeze your head to her chest, something not many would complain about.

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word? How often do they say it? How do they show their love?)

Uff, this would take her quite long. In regards to friends and romantic partners. And even if she says it once, I don't think she'd say it often.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

Listen, this girl is possessive with everything that belongs to her. Territorial af. I believe she can even go for grabbing the hair of a person to pull from it in a fight (let's say another girl). Will get mad and throw things around. Crazy, crazy, do not recommend.

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?

Rather passionate than sweet. Would make your lips and tongue burn with desire. Just give her the right motives and you'll end up with one or two blood drops from your bottom lip. Just saying. This girl has teeth.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

She's rather motherly and would risk herself to protect a child if they're in danger. But she won't be afraid to call them out on their bullshit if needed.

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

Full of energy in the morning. A new day means one is alive and should embrace life to the fullest. Before Borderland, she'd have breakfast with her mother before they both left home to work. Now... it's uncertain.

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

She used to spend nights alone with her mother, many times leaving the only bed they counted with for her and moving down to sleep on the floor. It was quite sad and unfair for them but her mother's voice before closing her eyes is something she'll always remember. "Mi amor siempre estará cuidándote, mi niña".// "My love will always look after you, my kid". It's actually a phrase from a song, the one she was listening to with the walkman while hiding her sobs.

Now her nights are spent... fighting with Chishiya.

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

Chishiya says she reveals info too quickly but actually, nobody really knows the most important things and it serves her to protect herself. She has a talent that no one knows yet and won't possibly play on her side in the next games.

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

Mun is laughing so hard.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

She has quite a good memory and even if she can't remember something, her intuition helps a lot. Would get bored if you talk about trivial things, though, and won't pay you much attention.

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

Doesn't have a relationship. The only one she has had was horrible so her favorite moment was when she didn't have to see his face again.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

She is protective as much as she is possessive. Would not blink an eye in risking herself for you if she really cares about you and you have earned her trust but that's a hard thing to do. She'd like to be protected the same way as well.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

Just what it's needed. She's not that romantic but would take care of appeareances, especially if she can add some touch to the task that speaks of her culture.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

Believing things are hers when they are clearly not, touching stuff without permissions, getting in trouble easily, having a big mouth, losing her temper quite easily, being more intuitive than rational even if it means her life is in danger, stubborn, bothering people when they're trying to focus... do I continue?

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

She likes being well-presented but would not complain if she couldn't get the look she wanted. Plus, she knows she's pretty and uses it to her advantage sometimes. Despite that, she doesn't like being the center of attention.

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

No unless you are what she believes is destined love. Claire does believe in fate and having another half.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

Some nsfw, why not? Claire being tied up would be the most amusing thing ever. Just picturing the effort the other person would have to do to get her like that (and not end up being tied themselves) and then watching her squirm and run her mouth and growl when she realizes she's being teased. It puts a smile on my face. That'd take some stamina, she won't get tired easily.

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

Seeing the mattress, going for it, closing her eyes. Night night.

Maybe annoying Chishiya in the process

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xoteajays · 7 months

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I've always had long hair.. At least in my older years, not as a child just because my mother never wanted me to have long hair which may be I only prefer having long hair now. But my hair is very long. I think that my hair is past my waste, down to my ass now, but my hair just never grows past that though. I'm way too emotionally attached to my hair.

Ever since my maternal grandmother died since she was the one who owned her own hair salon (and gave up her shop before she died), I've been going to my mom's friend who is also a hairdresser. She's okay... I have nothing against her. But she's too afraid to style my hair, or she just doesn't like to. Since she never does whatever I'd ask her to do.

I never liked people playing with my hair. And it makes it worse when someone does play with my hair, that always makes me sleepy every time that happens. I always get so sleepy whenever I am at the salon.

My family.. That depends. Half of my family is overly affectionate with people, and the other half of my family is not affectionate at all either.

Apparently, as a sign of Asperger's, I'm not fond of being touched but I have never liked being touched. Way before I even knew about many of my diagnoses. I don't know if that's because of my autism. Or not.

But, either way, I have never been comfortable with being touched.

That's why I brought it up! You see Ryu standing in the VIP balcony of the club, he is really standing by himself drinking while he is watching the concert. Like he is standing by himself, and instead of sitting with Sarah at the bar. So he is not sitting with someone he would consider as a friend, especially if Sarah might be Ice's love interest (based a lot of the comments in those mangas). And Ryu is definitely introverted.

Actually... If I'd ever went to a club like Club Heaven, I would be sitting with Rocky and the White Rascals up in the main area where they are. Nothing against Club Heaven, but I hate clubs. I have rarely danced in my life, I have the grace of baby deers. Let's not forget sweaty people grinding against each other. The germaphobe in me is so skived out.

And when I go to concerts, I don't sing or dance either. I'm even more interested in watching the musicians performing. But that's just me.

I'm not really a fun person in crowded places.

I know, I know.. That was a stupid reason to want them be related. I'm always thinking of things that most people don't care about, so which is why I'm always trying to find abstract ways to connect any details.

You already know that Pearl's one of the few background Warriors I've actually liked. Not including Jesse and Ice. So if I did have connection between Orange and Pearl.. I could try attempting to give him a story, possibly some drama for this story too. I'm not completely sure yet.

Exactly.. Koo's caring after Rocky and the Rascals, managing multiple businesses at a time, beating up creepy men, and even fighting other gangs too. Koo has more important things to worry about that isn't a dramatic situation involving Kizzy. And Kizzy's just having her drama.

Kaito's definitely the relaxed friend who is very accepting of everyone.

Ice cream floats, root beer floats if you mix it with root beer soda.. I've never been a fan of root beer soda. But I've had ice cream floats a few times in my life. I've had cherry ice cream mixed with cherry soda but that cherry ice cream doesn't exist anymore.. They'd stopped making that ice cream. But I never really had many ice cream floats though.

I do like fruit.. I don't think there is a fruit that I don't like, that I would know of anyway. And I do enjoy real cherries. But real cherries are too difficult to eat, messy too, so I don't eat real cherries that often either.

I don't know about you. But I love bananas and banana flavors. But as always, there's rarely any banana flavored snacks. Every yellow flavor.. Is either lemon or pineapple. Not really many banana flavored snacks.

Before I forget! Have you watched the movie Ballerina? But I'm asking maybe that movie could give you inspiration for Hinami since you did want her as a ballerina.. All I know is that the movie is a Korean action movie, a revenge plot type of action movie too. But I haven't watch it.

Well.. I don't know about undercover cops. But, if someone is coming at the cop with the intention to harm them - especially with weapons, the cop has every right to shoot them. I know this because there have been a lot of people in my family who are now retired police officers.

So much drama happening. And a lot of betrayals too. Mafia boss did become friends with the cop without knowing who he is, which could be a lot of drama for them. There are going to be so many betrayals.

I do love when a character is multilingual. And I mean.. Well. That can be sexual and non-sexual for me. But, in general, I'd find it fascinating to hear people speak in other languages. I love the multilingualisms.

So not only is he being played by the cop but he's being played by the wife at the same time. So this man is thinking with his dick too much. He needs to start thinking with his brain, not his dick. What the fuck.

I can't say anything about the actress who is the wife. But... I do enjoy the actor of the cop though. Because I'd seen him as an actor before.

Definitely tell me when you watch more Vincenzo episodes. And even other shows or movies.. When you do. That would be something to be talking about. Seriously. So that would be another topic to talk about.

I sent that video to you for a reason. The period episode. That was the old cartoon I used to enjoy.. The female characters are menstruating.

But I've been menstruating. I'm on my rag, but I think my cycle is very close to being done now.. But I only have a couple days left though.

my hair was short for a long time, then i started to try growing it out, but i’ve got this stress issue combined with medication i’m on that’s causing my hair to fall out. i’ve had it checked out and tested, i have healthy hair, the stress and stuff is just making it fall out and i’ve got all this short regrowth that makes my hair look uneven and a lil frizzy. also i’ve got grey strands poking through, but i think they’re cool so i don’t pull them out.

my aunty used to be my hairdresser but she quit because she developed pretty bad arthritis or carpal tunnel. so now i have to waste literal hundreds of dollars at actual hairdressers.

kind of unrelated but i realised it while i was at work. i don’t usually think about the other rude boys unless it’s takeshi or some times smokey, but! did nikaido did he choose the location for the drug den!? did he manipulate shion into dealing drugs?!!? DID HE KNOW WHY SMOKEY WAS SICK?!? FOR HOW LONG?!!???

ryu is a total introvert surrounded by extrovert. he got friend adopted like every other introvert who meets an extrovert. he’s up on the balcony to drink by himself and listen to music and support his bestie ice.

i’m also not a big club person. i’m not good at dancing, i don’t like having my eardrums blown out by music i don’t really like, i don’t like wasting my money on drinks. i’d maybe like to go to a queer club, but i don’t know of any in my area and i don’t really know any other queer people irl. i’ve never been to a concert actually. my dad and brother have, but not me. i don’t know any artists i’d like to see in concert tho anyway.

koo is busy being helpful around club heaven, kizzy isn’t. kizzy is having her dramas, but also she’s probably the cause of half the situations anyway. or the situation isn’t that bad and kizzy is just blowing it out of proportion. kaito is being mildly helpful, like he’ll help if asked but he’s not taking the initiative like koo.

i haven’t watched ballerina yet. but it’s on my netflix watchlist! it’s got my girl jun jong seo in it! i loved her in the call!

i don’t know that he killed any of them with the gun shots, but injured definitely. iirc the cop asked one of gang guys about the guys that had attacked them and apparently they’d all survived but were in hospital. so. he hasn’t killed anyone yet.

the boss is going to be betrayed and i’m so sad for him. he’s having his heart manipulated from all sides, since the wife is a girl he’s crushed on for years and the cop is pretending to be related to his best friend who died in front of him.

he’s absolutely thinking with his dick. he’s so into this chick he can’t even see how she’s playing him, even when his friends are like ‘this is a horrible idea, she’s a cop’. and he’s still like ‘…….i’m gonna go see her anyway’. A FOOL!! A BEAUTIFUL IDIOT!!

#tj answers #long post //#long post anon

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Send me Ⓐ and my muse will rate yours || Accepting !

@the-arkham-librarian sent: Ⓐ

Attractiveness:

repulsive || hideous || ugly || not attractive || unappealing || not unattractive || meh || no preference || ok || mildly attractive || nice looking || cute || adorable || attractive || pleasant on the eyes || good looking || hot || sexy || beautiful || gorgeous || hot damn || would tap that || perfect || godlike || holy fuck there are no words

"I dun think anyone could e'er say tha' she ain't a beauty. She gots dis...soft but bright charm. I dunno if it's th' Irish part o' 'er, or jus' 'ow she acts, but it caught me eye rite away. N' she can be bloody badass, more than yeh would expect. N', cor, seein' 'er like tha' makes me a wee 'ot n' bothered."

Personality:

grating || irritating || frustrating || boring || confusing at best || awkward || unreasonable || psychotic || disturbing || interesting || engaging || affectionate || aggressive || ambitious || anxious || artistic || bad tempered || bossy || charismatic || appealing || unappealing || creative || courageous || dependable || unreliable || unpredictable || predictable || devious || dim || extroverted || introverted || egotistical || gregarious || fabulous || impulsive || intelligent || sympathetic || talkative || up beat || peaceful || calming || badass || flexible

"Smart, witty, funny, charmin'...woh's not to like? I found 'er a wee annoyin' at times, back when we first met, but I can't judge 'cause I ain't a bloody pleasure all th' time either. N' we got past it quickly. She gots a bossy side too, but I dun mind tha'. At all."

How likely they would have sex with them:

not if they were the last person on earth and the world was ending || fuck no! || never || no way || not likely || not sure || indifferent || I’m asexual || maybe || probably || it depends || fairly likely || likely || yeah sure || yes || would tap that || hell yes || fuck yes! || wishing that could happen right now || as many times as possible || we are already having sex

"If it was completely up to me? I'd make it 'appen. She's beautiful n' she's a firecracker, n' tha's exactly me type. I gots me reasons not to push it, especially not fast, but tha' dun mean tha' I ain't interested. 'Cause yeh can bleedin' bet tha' I am."

Level of Friendship:

never in a million years || worst of enemies || enemies || rivals || indifferent || neutral || acquaintance || friendly toward each other || casual friends || friends || good friends || best friends || fuck buddies || bosom buddies || practically the same person || would die for them || true friends || my only friend

"We gots into quite a few adventures...n' misadventures, so aye, I can say tha' she's one o' me mates. Even if she ain't anyt'in' like most o' 'em. Dunno where our dates will lead to, but even if it was nowhere, it's good to 'ave 'er 'round, even jus' as a friend."

First impression of them:

I hate them so much || I don’t like them || I don’t trust them || they annoy me || they’re weird || I’m indifferent || meh || they seem alright || they’re growing on me || truce || I think I like them || I like them || I’m not sure if I trust them || I trust them || they’re cool || they’re genuine || I think we’re going to get along || I really like them || I think I’m in love || oh fuck they’re hot || I love them

"We didn't completely 'it off, also 'cause she was nosin' 'round n' riskin' to blow me cover, but we made a good team. I got thru all tha' shite much faster thanks to 'er. N' she's a librarian at bloody Arkham. She deals wit' those nutjobs all friggin' day. You gots to give 'er credit jus' for tha'."

Current impression of them:

"We survive th' whole ordeal n' she decides to keep seein' me. I call tha' a bloody win. N' a test she passed. Most folks run away in th' other directions after spendin' jus' a few 'ours in me world, but Eliza chose to stay 'cause she wanted to see more. I guess we clicked n' I ain't against showin' 'er a wee bit o' magic n' th' likes. She said she'll gimme fencin' lessons...I dunno if I wants to imagine 'ow tha' will go."

How good of a kisser:

worst kisser ever || terrible || bad || awkward || just okay || alright || pretty good || good || makes me moan || excellent || exciting || oh god they’re good || I dream about it || fucking amazing || absolute perfection || we haven’t kissed

"We didn't kiss...yet, but I expect it to be pleasant. A beautiful lass like 'er? No bloody way she ain't got past lo'ers. I dunno if it will 'appen n' 'ow, but it gives me somet'in' to look forward to."

#* Blokes like me? We cheat. * ::ic::#* My reality is eleven tenths perception. * ::headcanons::#* relations ::John & Eliza:: *#thearkhamlibrarian #(( relax and work flows just fine. ::queue:: ))

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lokisprettygirl · 2 years

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Irreplaceable (Loki x Female Reader)

Summary : You lost your husband to death, but then you met him. Loki.

Warning : Death loss, grieving, mental conditions, if talk of death triggers you please don't read.

You went through the worst trauma of your life when you found him, you lost your husband in an accident and then you met him, Loki, his kind nature instantly attracted you towards him, he filled the broken shells of your heart and he repaired it slowly with his love and you fell in love all over again even though you didn't think it would ever be possible. Afterall your husband was the one, right? He was the love of your life, and he would always be. Nothing will change that.

"Are you ready for your parents' anniversary?" He asked you as you got ready, you looked around and white painted walls made you feel as if you were in heaven, afterall Loki was nothing sort of an angel himself, he brought you back from the brink of madness. He gave you hope when you needed it the most, You turned around to look at him and he smiled as soon as his eyes met yours.

"You're so pretty my dove, I fall in love with you everytime I see you" he mumbled and you kissed him softly, you never thought anybody would ever be able to make you feel the way your husband did, he brightened up your day with his mere presence, you couldn't imagine your life without him, he was your everything, but here you were.

"I'm just worried about their judgements, Loki, my husband's parents will be there too and I don't know how they'll react" you sighed and he kissed your forehead to soothe, his touch lingered for a while, you closed your eyes at the soothing touch.

"Don't worry pretty dove, I can assure you that they won't judge you for getting over your grief and for choosing to move on the way you are doing" you teared up as you heard him and you hugged him tightly. Always so kind and compassionate, so caring and so supportive.

"I'm not using you to move on loki, I know we haven't been together for long but I genuinely love you" you caressed his cheeks and he kissed over your fingertips.

"I love you my pretty dove, I always did" he replied and then he took you to the party. He hated driving because of his own personal trauma so you drove, on the way he kept his fingers in your scalp, scratching it gently like your husband used to sometimes. The thought made you remember him.

When you reached the party, everyone stared at you as they watched you dancing and giggling with a complete stranger, a stranger that wasn't your husband. A stranger for them but you loved him, you could feel their judgemental stares, as they whispered into each other's ears, afterall it hasn't even been a year since he died, your hubby, your sweet hubby.

You saw your ex-mother in law and you watched her eyes filling up with tears, a look on her face you couldn't read. Must be disappointed in you for moving on so easily. For forgetting her son.

She broke into tears as she caught Loki kissing your cheeks so affectionately and you giggling again, you lost your husband but she lost her son too. A son can't be replaced. But You didn't replace him, right? That's what he would want, he'd want you to be happy.

"They are all judging me Loki" you said to him and he took you aside to comfort you.

"Don't bother with that dove, you know I don't judge you, I never would judge you for moving on and falling in love again, in fact if I was your husband, I would want you to let go of me, I know it must be hard, all those memories and the love you two shared, it must be so difficult, but you have to go on, if not for yourself then your loved ones, and for leo"

You shook your head in response as you thought about your 5 year old son, you're doing this for him, you want to take care of him, you want to give him a happy life but you have to be happy and you have to heal first in order to do so. You have to move on.

When you went back to the party, your mother walked over to you and she hugged you tightly, she completely ignored Loki as if he didn't exist for her. Everyone treated him like an outsider and it broke your heart. You moved on, they didn't. But Loki didn't deserve it, he was Only there for you.

Once you reached back to your place, Loki dressed you back in the clothes you wore before you got ready for the party, a white full length gown. And then he laid you down on the bed and you felt his caresses on your cheeks "I love you loki, Please don't leave, I don't want to be alone, I can't be alone" you sniffed and he kissed you softly, you could feel his touch, his warmth

"I won't, I promise my dove, I promise" he whispered softly and he pulled the duvet over you to warm you up.

"I love you Loki" you whispered and he smiled.

"Sleep my little dove, have a long day tomorrow, I love you my sweets, I always did and I always will, but you have to let me go sweetheart, you have to stay strong my princess, our time together may have been cut short here but I promise I'll see you in the afterlife but Until then you have to hold on, for me, for leo, for yourself" It was the last thing you heard before you fell asleep.

Your doctor monitored your progress throughout the day. Exactly 10 months ago, you lost your husband Loki in a car accident, and developed a delusional disorder, where you acted as if you met this new guy and fell in love again.

But even in your delusions you knew, you'd never lose him, he would always be there for you and you'd always belong to him because he was the one true love of your life and he was irreplaceable.

#loki #loki x female reader #loki x reader #loki x reader angst #loki x reader fluff #loki x reader insert #loki x reader fic #loki x you #loki x reader one shot

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yanderes-galore · 5 months

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Could I request something for romantic yandere DBD Nurse please? I can't decide if I'd rather have an alphabet or a concept so you can pick which one you'd prefer to write.

Sure! Was originally going to do a concept, but an Alphabet may be easier? Also, focusing on her base lore, not Tome lore.

Yandere Alphabet - The Nurse/Sally Smithson

Pairing: Romantic

Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Obsession, Violence, Death/Murder, Poor mental state, Delusional behavior, Mentioned kidnapping, Stalking, Fear of loss implied, Clingy behavior, Choking/Suffocation, Trauma, Forced relationship.

Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

Sally is quite the tragic character. In her base lore she went on a massacre in the asylum she worked at for two decades due to her failing mental health. She's gone insane... but maybe there's some humanity in her somewhere.

Sally would probably be one to slowly trail her darling at first. She doesn't want to scare you off. She may even see you as another person to treat.

Her obsession may start mild but grow intense. She's loved someone before, her husband, before he died. Now she's alone... but not for long.

When she gets her cold hands on you... she may never let go.

Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

Messy, but not without reason. Similar to Amanda/The Pig, she feels the survivors around you could corrupt you. So it appears she'll need to purify them before they get near you... with her frigid fingers around their necks.

Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?

She would not mock you, if anything she wants to try and "help" you. She took you into her care because she thinks she loves you. Under her care... she'll treat you.

She tries to be as accommodating as she can with her darling. She treats you as a nurse would despite her lack of words. Every once in awhile her actions dip into overly affectionate territory.

Internally she admits it's... unprofessional. Yet Sally just loves you. She promises in a croaking tone that she'll take good care of you.

Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

In her eyes she isn't doing anything "against your will".

You? Well, that's up to you. The answer is most likely yes due to how delusional Sally is by this point.

Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?

Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?

A lot. She is incredibly vulnerable around you as you are her second love. She lost her last one... so she is scared of losing you.

As a result her feelings make her linger and cling around you.

She's a ghost who haunts you in trials, even if she means you no harm.

Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?

Genuinely saddened. As a result she would try to limit your fighting in the only way she knows how. Limiting your air.

She stops when you stop fighting, apologizing by placing her hand on your cheek and rubbing softly. You're terrified... but she just sees this as restraining a combatitive patient.

Not a game to her, she hates the idea of you escaping... or dying.

Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?

Honestly I want to say dying/seeing other survivors dying to her the first time in a trial.

Yet the fact she has this eerie attachment to you as a whole is pretty bad.

You're always the last one left... always waiting for her to confront you... but who knows, you may have seen worse due to these trials.

Sally isn't sure. She sort of wants to recreate what she had with Andrew, yet at the same time she wants to treat you like a patient. She's rather torn between the options.

Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?

Partially she does, yes. She'd most likely try to cope, but may lash out if she feels the attachment between you is threatened.

Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?

Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

Eerily nice. She seems like she's trying to be comforting. Her touches are freezing, like she's been in the winter cold for too long. Yet the patterns she traces on your skin appear to be comforting.

Things like circles on your back... holding your cheeks... it's like she means to be caring to just you.

It's like she's trying to replicate her old life, her old partner... just to satisfy her delusions.

She actually... isn't all that bad when you comply.

Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?

Slowly, trial by trial, until things click. She's constantly jumping between two delusions. She can't tell if she sees you as a romantic partner or a patient.

As a result her actions are rather mixed.

It will take time before she solidifies her feelings... by then you may have gotten used to her.

But nothing could've prepared you for her brewing obsession towards you.

Compared to other survivors? Yes.

Naughty: How would they punish their darling?

As said by letter F, she'll try to stop your disobedience in the way she's, scarily enough, used to in her lore.

Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?

You never had many in the trials anyways, but she tries not to take any.

Patience: How patient are they with their darling?

Quite patient.

Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?

Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?

By this point it would be her second heartbreak, she probably would not recover.

Yet that'll never happen in these trials.

No and No.

Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?

Most likely her past trauma.

Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?

Saddened and sympathetic, she'd immediately try to comfort you.

Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

She's easier to control (?)

Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?

Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?

Appeal to her delusions, you'll get hatch/gate every time.

Unless she decides to keep you longer....

At the start, yes.

Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?

She'd go to great lengths, unsure about worship though.

Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

Not very long, pretty sure she already snapped.

Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?

If other trials didn't break you I'm surprised. Soon hers actually become comforting when you give into the madness.

#yandere dead by daylight #yandere dbd #yandere the nurse #yandere sally smithson

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orange-waterfalls · 3 years

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I Call This One: Bold & Brash!

The egos x artist! gn! reader

ty @pokemonpunqueen for the request!

A/N: I’ve decided that I’m gonna write for the egos when I can’t think of anything else or I need practice writing lmao. I mean I was doing that before? But I didn’t know it? listen it’s fine it’ll be fine but FOR NOW I thiiiink I’m gonna take requests. Just a few. I’ll stop when I think it gets too much. This is exactly what it says. I focused on like drawing/painting for “artist”, with some references to animation thrown in there. I did Darkiplier, Wilford, Yancy, Illinois, Google, Eric, and a Host thrown in there bc I love him and I miss him

Word count is 1.5k

Enjoy

Egos x artist!reader

Darkiplier

He’ll want to commission art from you

He makes comments about how Mark is a narcissist but also he’s a narcissist.

Oh look, Dark’s asking you for another picture. What does he want? He wants you to draw him? Again? For the fifth time this fucking month? Wonderful.

He likes looking at how you make art of him, be it stylistic or realistic

He will hang them up all over the fucking house so pace yourself

He’s fine if you draw anybody else

Except Mark. Never Mark. How can he tell, you ask? No fucking clue, but he does

Gets a bit worried that you won’t make enough money to live comfortably

Just because not everyone needs a fucking MANSION-

Will always buy things for you if you ask

Likes to be able to support your job or hobby

Sugar daddy? I mean maybe

Makes sure you eat, sleep, drink water, survive--

Leaves snacks for you at your desk for when you don’t want a meal.

Carries you to bed if you fall asleep at a desk

Recommends you wear comfy clothes at all times so you can fall asleep wherever

A bit of an enabler, he’s doing his best tho

If you take commissions don’t be surprised if he threatens to kill someone when they don’t pay or are rude to you

He loves you, that’s all

Wilford

Fucking elated

Draw him!!! Please!!!! Please draw him!!!!! He has coin!!!!! He can pay!!!!!

Ecstatic if you actually draw him like he’ll giggle for an hour straight just looking

Secretly commissions more art from you

So also sugar daddy

It’s always something so obvious so you know it’s him anyways

He likes bright colors and eyestrain for some reason

If you make that, he just. Stares at it. Unblinking. You have to snap him out of it (im not projecting what do you mean)

Gets extremely worried about you not taking care of yourself

Gets someone to fucking babysit you when he’s gone so you take care of yourself

When you get greatly offended by this he settles for texting you reminders

And when you ignore those he texts more

Don’t be surprised if you get spammed by several people and an alarm starts to play from somewhere in the house

You’re gonna be healthy whether you like it or not, asshole

Drags you to bed aggressively

He WILL NOT drug your food with melatonin because that’s illegal. B U T-

He’s a little confused, but he got the spirit

Will advertise your art to anyone and everyone and also on his show and threatens the audience with a gun

AGAIN, a little confused. he just wuvs u so much

Yancy

I mean technically he’s kind of an artist too so he appreciates your skill and creativity

He’s very nosy and likes to look over your shoulder while you work

If you don’t like him doing that, he still does it, just more secretively

Likes to work in the same room as you.

That is if you don’t mind constant singing or tap dancing in the background

He shows off your art to anyone and everyone and gets mad if they don’t immediately say it’s fantastic

May or may not have stabbed someone over it, you’ll never know

If you show him something you’re working on, he’ll show you something he’s working on in return

The law of equivalent exchange

You tell him you can make MONEY from things like art and dancing and he goes apeshit he gets so fucking excited

If you’re like an animator and offer to animate his dancing he might actually cry

He’ll deny it constantly every day until he dies

If you make things traditionally he hangs them on the wall Everywhere

You might run out of room

By which i mean you will run out of room as soon as possible

Will never tell you a drawing is bad ever unless it’s like Really Bad which it never will be in his eyes

He loves anything and everything you do u are so precious

You have a permanent support system within the man

Google

Used to see art as pointless

Then comprehended the chemical release it causes in the brain and thought that was fine

Then saw you get really mad with something you were working on and got confused again?

If art no make good chemical, why art?

He still doesn’t understand, but that’s ok

You tried to get him to make something once

He just. Kinda. Made a buncha ones and zeroes

You still framed it and hung in on the wall and he got embarrassed

If he could blush, he would

If you draw him he looks like he doesn’t care but it’s at that point he decides he would die for you

Primary objective: answer questions as quickly as possible. Secondary objective: make u happy. Tertiary objective is to destroy mankind

If you draw bing that will disappear IMMEDIATELY you have BETRAYED him

If you ask for a color palette recommendation he Always says the google colors. Always.

You might’ve thought he was going for an rgby type of thing. But then you realize.

He is in charge of your financing. He will tell you the most efficient ways to make money as an artist and you follow then

He is also in charge of making sure you FUCKING EAT A MEAL

“But isn’t an objective to destroy mankind?” shut up he’s not happy about it either

Despite his best efforts he loves you and that ain’t gonna change

Illinois

Doesn’t fully understand

He needs to be outside at all times and cannot stay in one place

And you’re like??? Required to stay still???? For prolonged amounts of time????? Disgusting. Anyway, whatcha workin’ on?

He might ask you to try and teach him

If you do try he gives up almost immediately

Sometimes you just get so into it that you forget to do basic things and he gets upset

(i.e. eating, sleeping, living, etc.)

He gets worried about you

He is a hypocrite bc he does the same

He will drag you to bed, motherfucker

Honestly he might lock your shit somewhere until you fucking take care of yourself. it’s like a hostage situation god

“Where the fuck did you put it” “I have no clue what you mean. I might know if you eat your dinner, though”

Asshole (affectionate)

Sometimes you like make faces when you try to draw a person and it’s hilarious and cute to him

He looks at your drawings the moment you walk away but acts like he doesn’t care

He cares a lot

Will support you no matter what but will also tell you without hesitation if he thinks something looks shit

Listen he’s out of line but he’s right

Eric

Loves you a lot and will support anything and everything you choose to do or make

Drawing? Awesome! Painting? Wonderful! Animation? Superb!

He often wants to buy you supplies or something but he does not know what anything is

Fuck is a chalk pencil???? What are gel pens vs normal pens?????? Watercolor????? What the fuck are you saying??????????

Will subtly drop hints that you could,,,, draw him,,,,, maybe,,,,, if u wanna

And by subtly I mean he starts to ask and then starts crying

If you draw him he will cry again he loves u so much

If he ever were to get a tattoo it’d be something u drew. Nothing else is as important to him at the moment

He enjoys photography and film, and likes to try and bond with you over artistic things

I mean. Some things overlap.

You could talk about a single drawing for hours and he’d listen intently the whole time

Don’t ask him for feedback, it’s always some version of “it’s perfect and I love you”

Even if he hates it

Which,,,,, he might hate it sometimes

He’s not a good reviewer. 2/10, very biased

He likes to take photos when you’re in the zone

If you tell him to delete them he will

While secretly making one his home screen

Host

Hey, he gets it

He writes, he understands the hyperfocus

Sometimes he wouldn’t move from his chair for a day because he was busy writing a script

That being said, you probably have to be the one to get him to take care of himself

Or you have to take turns

Otherwise you’re both gonna fucking die

He asks you to describe your art to him and tries to picture it.

He’ll tell you if he thinks it probably looks good or bad

You shouldn’t take it to heart because he can’t see it

He is a bastard sometimes

“Well, what do you think?” “I think it looks fantastic” “Thanks, babe” “...” “... you think you’re fucking funny, don’t you”

He asks if you can draw him sometimes

No, he won’t see it, but he’ll appreciate the sentiment if you do

He will ask for your opinion on his scripts sometimes

If you say it’s bad he gets really defensive

You work in the same room a lot of the time and forget the other is there

One of you has to preemptively order food or like set a timer so you can goddamn Survive

You’ll be fine

#markiplier egos x reader #darkiplier x reader #wilford warfstache x reader #yancy x reader #illinois x reader #googleplier x reader #eric derekson x reader #eric derickson x reader #x gn reader #x gender neutral reader #darkiplier x gn reader #wilford x reader #wilford warfstache x gn reader #yancy x gn reader #illinois x gn reader #googleplier x gn reader #eric derekson x gn reader #i'll be honest i only thought about this bc i saw mark's fucking VIDEO on tiktok and got kind of excited

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robinofinashiro · 3 years

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request from anon: “Hi, can I request yandere alphabet for Kyojuro Rengoku 👉👈Thank you and have a good day Queen.”

pairing: yandere! kyojuro rengoku x fem reader

request status: OPENED

A - Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

rengoku does not give a singular fuck who sees him when it comes to giving you affection! you’re in the public? you’ll be holding his hand, kissing your cheek when he feels like it, and if it’s that bad, he’ll do a quickie in the bathroom.

B - Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

very messy! he doesn’t care. if he sees someone getting too close to you, he’ll make sure to get rid of them as soon as possible. he can’t let anyone get close to you. he’ll go to the ends of the earth to make sure that you’re by his side and that no one comes in between the two of you.

C - Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?

honestly, he’ll mock the hell out of them when he feels like it’s necessary. if you’re purposely doing things to annoy him or going out of your way to piss him off, he’ll make sure to remind you that you’re never leaving him. other than that, he’ll treat you like you’re a princess! you deserve everything in the world and he’ll give it to you if he feels like you deserve it.

D - Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

despite from the sweet nature that he gives off, he will do ONE thing against your will and that’s to have kids. he needs to continue his family line and since Senjuro isn’t working to be a pillar anymore, he needs to make sure that someone continues that and it might have to be his kid.

E - Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?

rengoku, when he feels like the time is right, will bare everything to his darling. come on now, you’re gonna be his wife, right? it’s only right that you know what his baggage is! he doesn’t care if you judge him or not, when it comes to this sort of thing, he kinda wears his heart on his sleeve.

F - Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?

he would be kinda pissed. you’re supposed to be this perfect wife/darling and by you acting out, he doesn’t sit well with that. why can’t you be more like Sanemi’s wife? a perfect little darling that just sits there and waits for her husband like she should. punishment is a whole other ballgame that i will touch on later.

G - Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?

absolutely tf not. how can this be a game to someone? rengoku is the kinda person where if he meets someone that he falls madly in love with, he’ll stick by you until one of you dies first and even then, he might commit sewerslide if you happen to be the one to go first. however, he might get a kick watching you trying to leave him bc it’s nearly impossible to leave where you’re trapped.

H - Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?

rengoku’s affection, jesus christ. that shit could get mad annoying. if he’s had a particularly bad day, just brace yourself and let it happen bc he will be one affectionate mf. it could get to the point where he’ll be affection even into the next day if it’s that bad.

I - Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

literally a picture perfect life. (very much the american dream in a sense). he wants kids, hell, if you want pets of some sort, he’s down to adopt a few dogs or whatever you or your kids want. he just wants everyone to see that his family is perfect and how far he’s willing to go for them.

J - Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?

oh absolutely. rengoku is the type of mf that if he sees someone flirting with his darling, he’s ending that shit QUICK. he cannot and will not let it happen. clearly it isn’t your fault so he’ll console you that you had no way of knowing what that scums intentions were and after he’s done with that, he’ll try to find the person to give them a lesson.

K - Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling

he will be very clingy like i said. he wants everyone to know that his relationship is perfect but in private, double that. he’ll make sure that you know you’re loved and that he wouldn’t trade his life with you for anything in the world.

L - Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

he would try the attempt to court you at first. rengoku is someone who is very charming so 8/10 times, it’ll work. however, if you’re being stubborn, that’s when the other side of rengoku comes out. but if you do decide to date him willingly, he’s the sweetest mf ever. he’ll bring you courting gives to every date, etc, etc.

M - Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?

honestly, rengoku is seen as the black sheep in the sense that he’s always readily happy and enthusiastic. not much changes when he’s in the public. unless you happen to piss him off in public, seemingly the only time when he would change his personality.

N - Naughty: How would they punish their darling?

he doesn’t try to do it often, he hates seeing you hurt. but if you happen to actually piss him off to the point where you need to be punished, anything ranging from being alone for days to sexual punishment (that i wont be going into detail for).

O - Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?

not many tbh. you have free range into his entire estate. however if he has maids working around, they know it’s best for them not to talk to you. he wont let you leave his estate to speak to anyone. you have the right to anything as long as you’re not trying to leave or get into contact with someone. he’ll even let you visit your friends or family as long as he’s there.

P - Patience: How patient are they with their darling?

eh, he’s about 50/50. he can be very patient with you or be ticked off almost immediately. more than likely tho, he’ll deal with your shit most days. the days that he doesn’t, it’s probably bc he had already probably had a bad day and you’re just making shit worse.

Q - Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?

if you die, rengoku won’t move on and like i said before, he’d probably commit sleep forever. if you escape, he’ll spend the rest of his days looking for you. regardless if you escape or die, he won’t move on. you’re his and you will remain that way important person in his life.

R - Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?

to a certain point, he’d feel guilty. i think the only thing eating him up is the unethical part in all of this. the fact that he’s basically abducted you and refuses to let you go. but will he ever let you go? absolutely not. you’d have to kill him before that happens.

S - Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?

i see the only way this happening is bc of his life. his childhood wasn’t the greatest but it wasn’t exactly the worst so idk, i think more than anything it was out of curiosity and probably seeing others do it that make him snap.

T - Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?

if rengoku isn’t at fault for making you upset, he’s HEARTBROKEN. he doesn’t like seeing you that way and he’ll find the person that did it and make them pay for it. HOWEVER, if he was the cause of it, he almost turns into a wall and brushes it off, probably murmuring that you deserved whatever it is that made you cry.

U -Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

honestly no. he wouldn’t only bc he’s very much the person that finds the classics of being a yandere as the only way to do it. anything like killing your darling or along those lines are way to extreme for him and he doesn’t like it when others step out of line.

V - Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?

SENJURO RENGOKU. his little brother is also his world and i think if you catch kyojuro in a situation where you can exploit senjuro, he might give in but honestly, it probably won’t hurt and it’ll be worse for you when he finally has you alone.

W - Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?

like i said before, only if it was necessary. he wouldn’t ever intentionally hurt you if you didn’t deserve it. he doesn’t like seeing you hurt and he hates seeing you cry so only if it came to you being a brat would he then actively physically punish you.

X - Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?

ehhhhhh, not really. he sees this relationship as 50/50 however he did kinda worship you when he wasn’t your boyfriend/husband but he would go different lengths in order to win you over. he doesn’t really care what he has to do, he will make you his whether you like it or not.

Y - Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

tbh, it doesn’t take long before he snaps. if he sees you going out with someone and he feels like you might leave him, that’ll be a point. if he sees you being too free, that might be another point. in general, less than a year before he snaps. hell, less than half a year.

Z - Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?

mentally, YES! physically, if he needed to. but not to the point where he’s killed you.

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