she put so many people on a pedestal and didn't care about anyone except pink, lapis, and nearing the end, steven.
she never questioned them, she very clearly has black and white thinking, and she relied on how they'd think of her just for anything. one bad thing happened to pink and she held a grudge against everyone. lapis hurt her and she wanted to go back to that just to have lapis. steven shattered her after they got close and she wanted to do nothing but serve him.
clearly she has issues and shes pretty decent rep for bpd folk who dont have a healthy mindset and are stuck in their ways.
yesterday i was writing down every artist i listen to in my notes app in a random order and now i want to sort them in chronological order and write down my fav songs &albums of them
this is bc whenever someone asks me what i listen to, i suddenly can’t remember anything, so i was thinking what if i make a list so then i wont have to try and explain anything cuz all this is so fcking random i cant even figure out my vibe myself
The Neighbourhood
Chris Isaak
Marika Hackman
Aphex Twin
MAREUX
Crystal Castles
PASTEL GHOST
Memo Boy
CRIM3S
plenka
SIDEWALKS AND SKELETONS
mathbonus
n u a g e s
I Monster
bonjr
Mr.Kitty
MGMT
Harmless
EYEDRESS
Tom Odell
Tom Rosenthal
ROAR
Dream, Ivory
C418
BADBADNOTGOOD
Duster
salvia palth
Alex G
Foo Fighters
Type O Negative
Bauhaus
плохо
молчат дома
Пошлая Молли
Odraz
Guerra Fría
Ivan Cornejo
yg h y p n o s.
joji
Виктор Цой
instupendo
MayRoosevelt
arbour
Brookside
VACATIONS
Alicks
Cigarettes After Sex
awfultune
SYML
Deftones
Mother Mother
Men I Trust
Nicole Dollanganger
Arctic Monkeys
Ry X
Peacock Affect
bon iver
Bernadette Carol
Current Joys
Yves Tumor
Haley Heyendrickx
Blue Foundation
alt-J
Черниковская хата
KA$TRO
Christian Death
Rammstein
Winter Aid
MoonDeity
Montell Fish
Yung Lean
AK4RI
Xasthur
I’m in a coffin
Где Фантом?
АДЛИН
ssshhhiiittt!
Gigi Masin
Guti
Беспокойник
almogfx
jéger
Vague003
leadwave
Øneheart
analog_mannequin
thenian
Thom Yorke
estrada
harris cole
Jaysen
Vida
Logan Belcher
TELEVISION BLONDE
ethan
emi priest
Odd Sweetheart
GEE TEE
oscar lang
pyro
EKKSTACY
hebona.
dandelion hands
PHANTOGRAM
ooes
мы
Vundabar
lunafreya
ghostangelo
(only after 6pm)
insomnia // Nine Paths
Haulm
lil peep
xxxtentacion
BOY FROOT
$uicideboy$
Mind’s Eye
Dexter Britain
JRS
OSIAS
Max Diaz
chiot
60juno
1782
Lebanon Hannover
Lana del Rey
Witching Hour
Depeche Mode
Your Funeral
vagabond893
Rew
Surf Curse
Grouper
The Mamas and The Papas
Wallows
Flora Cash
Cults
Emma Lu
girl in red
RENDEZ-VOUS
Maribou State
Bicep
Chakra Efendi
hisohkah
noire
flume
Mag.Lo
TV Girl
Princess Chelsea
Sitcom
Pixies
matt maltese
lord huron
Portugal. The Man
Sir Chloe
City Morgue
Gorillaz
Boodahki
Baby Bugs
Kina
Shiloh Dynasty
Karamel Kel
strawberry guy
WH0R3AGAMIZ
High Sunn
calamar
Sykes
bedroom
Toby Fox
pierce the veil
Nirvana
Hole
Marilyn Manson
Depeche Mode
Mac Demarco
twenty one pilots
Hozier
The Drums
Le Tigre
Mr Floyd Larry
K.Flay
IC3PEAK
Patrick Nitti
Patrick Watson
honorable mention: AURORA (bc not only do i love her music, but me and her literally have the same name hehe)
Anyone feel free to interact with me! Just be warned I can be a little freaky sometimes and I have anxiety. And autism but that’s obvious. I know a little bit of everything but I’m forgetful UNLESS it’s a fact about my friends (could be you in the future) then I never forget.
saw a post by a psychologist on insta that was like “don’t seek out happiness life is about all emotions” and while that is good and valid I did not ever experience actual happiness as a child and I am now addicted to chasing it. it is elusive. I have it and then it is gone
normalize spending a month by the seaside, breathing in the salty air and pretending to be a divorcee rediscovering the parts of yourself you lost in a loveless marriage