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#i have fucking screenshots of you admitting to this shit. don't try and delete your messages sweetie.
shebrakesforrainbows · 2 months
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This is what happens when abusers are given a platform on social media.
#“emotional grooming” lol. get fucking real and get over yourself#“mocking trauma” REMEMBER YOUR BESTIE'S WHOLE ASS SONG PARODY MOCKING ME GETTING GROOMED BABE?#NOT TO MENTION THE ART AND MEME VIDEOS Y'ALL MADE??? LIKE DID YOU EVER CONSIDER MAYBE /I/ WASN'T COMFORTABLE EITHER?#where oh where have the smart people gone? where oh where could they be?#everyone knows you manipulated those people. your friends. your followers.#they were scared of you up until you showed your flimsy ass callout in which point they jumped onto your side#you know why? because they're fucking scared of you#and you. YOU. you know who i mean. she's not a fucking psychologist and you're old enough to know better than to believe random strangers-#-on the internet. not friends. not a psychology STUDENT. a PSYCHOLOGIST. a LICENSED MENTAL HEALTH PROFESSIONAL.#and to YOU. the two people who KNEW this was wrong and went along with it? SHAME.#you KNOW i know you went along with this because of fucking peer pressure.#she's an abuser. we've discussed this before. so many times.#someone who plots behind their “friend”'s back for THREE FUCKING MONTHS is NOT A GOOD PERSON.#all these issues could have been amicably solved if you had just spoken politely to me instead of. y'know. going behind my back and also-#SCREAMING AT ME FOR THREE HOURS IN A PUBLIC SERVER UNTIL I HAD TO BEG TO GO TO BED AT THE ODD HOURS OF THE NIGHT? LOL?#i have fucking screenshots of you admitting to this shit. don't try and delete your messages sweetie.#hell hath no fury like the scorned and believe me when i say i'm fucking coming for all of you.#ALSO WHY ARE YOU WHITE AND TELLING HISPANIC PEOPLE WHAT SLURS THEY CAN AND CAN'T SAY?#KAREN MOMENT#AND I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS /STALKER/ YOUR ENTIRE PERSONALITY IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE BEING OBSESSED WITH ME LIKE THE FREAK YOU ARE!!!#BYE GIRL#fucking proship trash i swear to god lol
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monmuses · 2 months
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just so you know goetiia ran Clive off tumblr so i recommend blocking them
hi anon! thank you for bringing this to my attention. just so you know - i am very aware and witnessed it firsthand with the shit they're posting.
i was one of the first to block after posting a screenshot of Skeptic's pinned post which, if im aware, that Stols has blocked first. i don't know what it is when they feel a need to defend themselves when put on someone's DNI, but isn't it funny how they say in their rules that they prefer to be blocked/dont care what people say, but the MOMENT their URL is out there on some post, they go apeshit?
they accused Clive of somehow influencing others to block when, in fact, i was one of the first to do on my own volition, among MANY others. they singlehandedly drove off multiple mutuals away because they cannot stop fucking posting about negative shit and drama that THEY make on their own. that was at their own hand. i don't know who has to tell them this, but trying to post others' blogs on THEIR own blog with THEIR posts to try and defend themselves is the most backwards method ive ever fucking seen.
and to go as low as to edit their own promo with Clive's URLs in their fat fucking DNI & make a massive callout post is insane to me.
also, i read that entire half-assed apology post. i'm sorry, but when you drive multiple people off of Tumblr in the RPC because you cannot stand when someone blocks you is insane to me. i will forever hold them accountable for driving TWO Stolas blogs into hiatuses/deleting because of accusing them for headcanon theft with dropping their URLs on the dash like anyone gave a fuck. and that its been done more than once or twice, plus they ADDED THE URLS TO THEIR FUCKING DNI! THEY DID NOTHING!
to try and excuse repeated behavior that's been going on for years with "i will take accountability and admit all the things ive done" by stating what you did is not taking accountability. they refuse to take it, no matter how many words are written and i will never fucking forgive them for driving so many people away. they've singlehandedly tried to make themselves the only Stolas blog to ever exist and claiming they have dupe anxiety. nothing on their posts, no matter how much they apologize, will make me or ANYONE else think they deserve a second chance after repeatedly breaking THEIR OWN RULES multiple times.
news flash: trying to "defend" yourself by posting others' URLs in your own blog WITH posts when you yourself are blocked or you blocked them in turn is going against your own rules about drama.
and you wanna know what i have to say about their shitty apology post that theyve repeated the past four or five times since nuking their blog so much?
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that is all. i will not tolerate guilt-tripping behavior and trying to use your mental illness as an excuse for your behavior. take it from somebody who used to be just like you, Stols - you learn the fucking hard way and change how you treat others the right fucking way.
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geddy-leesbian · 7 months
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(screenshot because I accidentally hit post while trying to copy paste something and had to delete it oops)
GOD THE LEON ONE IS SO FUCKED UP CHSBSNALFLF
first off, the timeline is different than the actual game. Luis is able to get some suppressant for Leon before any shit gets burned.
Luis gets captured again, and taken to Saddler. He had injected all the suppressants he had with him just before getting carried off, so Saddler couldn't re-infect him. But it turns out that isn't even Saddler's plan.
“That Agent Kennedy is proving to be quite a thorn in my side, much like you. I need him to live long enough for him to appreciate his gift and go home to spread it to the rest of the world, but he's starting to cause too much trouble. You like him, don't you?” “This isn't about him. Say whatever you want about me, but keep his name out of your mouth.” “But you'll want to hear this. He's quite fond of you. He doesn't want to admit it, but I've been in his head. He likes it when you tease him. He trusts you. You could send him on wild goose chases over and over, and he'd keep following you until time ran out.” “No. Never.” “It doesn't have to just be wild goose chases. Doesn't he owe you a dance? If you were to tell him that he had more time than expected, that he needed a break to relax before moving on, he would listen.” “You really think that I'm that selfish? That I'm willing to trade his life for mine? That I'm willing to trade his life for a dance?”
“Do you really think that you're not? You already chose your life over his. He doesn't have any suppressant. You used all of it on yourself, just so that you couldn't be re-infected. If you were willing to die for him, that was the time. Had you left all of it behind and accepted your own fate, he would have enough time to escape with his life and mind intact.”
Then he gets handed over to Krauser, who is pissy and a lot less concerned about Leon staying alive. So he gives him an ear piece, puts a tracker on him, chains him up again somewhere and says that he can either call Leon to come rescue him and Leon won't get hurt, or Krauser will abandon Saddler's plan and use Luis as the bait in a trap for Leon. (And ofc beyond that point he says he'll kill Leon if Luis isn't cooperating with the plan, and brags about being the one who taught Leon everything to the extent that Luis is actually worried.)
Luis just plays along, thinking that he'll be able to outsmart Krauser and somehow get Leon to the machine. Then Krauser sends him some pictures: His machine completely smashed, as well as everything being set on fire. It's 100% impossible to save Leon, and he breaks down sobbing and admits everything.
Leon's already made peace with the fact that it was a matter of when, not if, he'll die on a mission, so he's pretty chill about the whole thing and just asks Luis to kill him before his infection gets too bad 🙃
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DON'T WALK AWAY is angsty but not that fucked up. it all started one night when I was listening to one of my many Serrennedy playlists, and forgot to loop it so after the last song spotify decides to autoplay Don't Walk Away. a song that I had never had any strong feelings about. but then I realized I'm a Fool because it is so Serrennedy and I've been sleeping on it
I know just what you're doing. You don't want to put the hurt on someone. You've been trying to convince yourself you're better off if you just turn and run.
But I'm gonna hold on tight. I've got a feeling you'll only happen once to me. And no one, not even you, is ever gonna make you wrong for me.
Don't walk away! Or are you looking for a price to pay? Is that your master plan? Don't walk away! I'll do everything to make you stay. I've got to make a stand. Don't walk away! I'm not afraid. Don't walk away!
so yeah the fic is just right after RE4 when Leon and Ashley are waiting to get picked up, and Luis is trying to slip away because he thinks he's a shitty person who doesn't deserve Leon, and Leon's like fuck that you're coming with me
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petitprincess1 · 1 year
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U r such a bitch. Can't believe you stabbed dainty in the back and harassed him
I'm gonna give him the benefit of the doubt and assume you're just coming here of your own accord. I doubt he'd send people to bother me.
That being said. I didn't do anything. I knew that someone was bothering him and had dead-named him, but he never told me who. It was just some random anon that appeared in my inbox one day, which I ended up either blocking or deleting that anon. I believed him that it was just some idiot because I've had the same issues of people trying to cancel me.
As for harassing him....you mean the TWO comments I left asking to talk to him. Yes, I will fully admit that I should've let it go, but I was curious. He was still following me at the time on Twitter, so I took that as a sign. Plus, I was mildly panicked. Not even the first time I've done something like that. Maybe I need to think it through more.
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But yeah, that was it. The only other messages I have of him is him saying that we talked in the past, while he was under a different name. Idk, maybe we did. I have a crappy memory.
Other than that post that got put on Twitter, I have not done anything else to Dainty. I only went to that person because they seemed to have a bit more knowledge than I. People making those kinds of posts don't automatically make them a stalker. Hell, if that were the case, then the shit that I had with Trick and 6c6 was "stalking". Besides, I only went there because of the behavior he gave me was written somewhere in one of those claims, as well as having similar experiences.
Here's the post if you're curious.
Is it wrong that I talked to someone else and allowed them to post those screenshots? Maybe, but I did my best to talk this out with Dainty. He immediately assumed that I had made that post about him, even though MANY MANY people use the same words, practically the same sentences. It's understandable for his reaction, but I said it wasn't what he thought. Yet he still blocked me. Plus, this isn't the first time he has talked over me, while being upset with me. Unfortunately, I dont have screenshots of that moment, so take it with a grain of salt if you must.
Anyone who follows me knows that I don't go out of the way to make enemies or make "gotcha" posts unless deserved. None of what was said was meant to upset him nor was the wording even vaguely directed toward him.
I'm not gonna sit here and make it seem like I'm some "victim" because I am a little guilty of fucking up. However, I also don't appreciate him unblocking me, just to leave 14 messages of guilt-tripping and trauma-dumping....and then block me again. Like, again, maybe I shouldn't have just easily allowed something like that to be published, but it's just something that didn't feel right to me.
If you wish to unfollow and/or block me, you are freely allowed. Just please know that I genuinely, genuinely (even now) mean no harm. Whatever prerogative that Beep person has, does not align with my thinking. I just wanted to bring out that ONE thing because, in my eyes, it did feel wrong. (Again, i know two wrongs don't make a right).
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deviantartdramahub · 1 year
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Da90sAreGone: This is just Da90sAreGone here, I had found out that deviantdramahub decided to post screenshots/links of comments I made about Club trying to claim I’m doing just nothing but gossip. What did I find annoying about it? Them attempting to claim I’m a dumbass for following your “lies” about Club being a bad person. (Again, it just proves my point that they’re willing to defend him hell to back and don’t give a fuck that he’s going to traumatize more with his typical rps)
Ah yes, the same user who, for no fucking reason, blocked me. You've got some balls to say such nonsense about me or the people who help run this blog. Yes, unedited, non-fake screenshots of your shit comments have been shared and linked. Wait, you don't have a problem with that, do you?
I mean, it's better to see and hear what is actually happening than to read about what you want people to see! Fake-ass bullshit where nothing is proven, and your "word" is the only thing people are forced to take due to the fact that, as I already mentioned, you've shared no evidence of any kind to back up any of the claims You and DADramaNow have made!. So, saying you just "found out" and don't gossip is pretty absurd because you know about this blog sharing the truth about the lies you make, as well as warning people that all you do is gossip!
Da90sAreGone: This is just Da90sAreGone here, I had found out that deviantdramahub decided to post screenshots/links of comments I made about Club trying to claim I’m doing just nothing but gossip. What did I find annoying about it? Them attempting to claim I’m a dumbass for following your “lies” about Club being a bad person. (Again, it just proves my point that they’re willing to defend him hell to back and don’t give a fuck that he’s going to traumatize more with his typical rps)
You don't need any quote marks either side of the word, lies, because that is all they post! And if being called a dumbass is the only thing you're "annoyed" at, well then you clearly are a dumbass for admitting that is what is so "annoying".
I mean, eldritchfish19 who is useless, and always begs people to come back to "help" only to stab them in the back, was subjected to being called a "cat fucker". And i would say that was, really something to get annoyed at, due to the lack in evidence. Or, the user known as excelsior15205 who seems to have a massive ego, and a problem when it comes to igrnoing the bait, people leave. So, in other words, what you claim to be annoyed at, is nothing more than you trying to get people to show you sympathy, which is really pathetic.
Da90sAreGone: This is just Da90sAreGone here, I had found out that deviantdramahub decided to post screenshots/links of comments I made about Club trying to claim I’m doing just nothing but gossip. What did I find annoying about it? Them attempting to claim I’m a dumbass for following your “lies” about Club being a bad person. (Again, it just proves my point that they’re willing to defend him hell to back and don’t give a fuck that he’s going to traumatize more with his typical rps)
Traumatizing? You have the nerve to class what Club is doing as traumatizing? How about the peadophile you're protecting, BirdThatWhispers, aka, AnimeCitizen. The same 33-year-old guy who has been harassing, verbaly abusing, stalking, bullying, and traumatizing people since 2014. Oh, but of course not, because you're okay with his law breaking shit!
And need I point out that one of your members even admitted to be doing the very same thing as Club and LOVING IT, you know the "Traumatizing" roleplay you claimed. But no, again, you're okay with that as well, right? Because if you are, that would class you as being a hypocrite, but you knew that, right? So unless the post that DADramaNow member has been deleted, go check it out, it's in the list of lies they've being posting for nearly six fucking years you stupid cow!
And by the way, FYI bitch, if you find it so fucking disgusting of Club to do roleplays where people with high levels of Autism need care 24 hours, I hate to think what you're saying to those who actually excist in the real world hon, I really do hope you get your upcomings, because people like you are the real reason why nobody is getting heard, or taken notice of what other people are going through!
Listening to a drug abuser, aka, Morthais, or her buddy, TwoNaps who has been the main, if not the co-main reason this shit with Tri started, who, by the way, is an Asexual, do you even know what that means?! NO, because you don't give a shit, as long as you get what you want, and nothing gets in your way of amusement, then it's fine, right? Stupid fucking loudmouth brats like you should be seen and not heard, because as I already mentioned, people like you are the reason shit happens in the World, and nobody fucking cares to get off their lazy ass and help those in need, not scumbags like the terroist cult, DeviantArtDramaNow!
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Of note, I had to go to this page to realize what was going on in this post. Tumblr formatting must've glitched. I would be wrong if I don't anticipate this once in a while.
I would start by saying the following to Da90sAreGone: This place is like any blog, the people who come here are all different and have no coordination with one another except for a common interest in speaking about the blog's theme. You are not blocked or banned from this blog, as I mentioned about a certain other individual (and everyone I could say to the users mentioned near the bottom is on there), you have a voice and could come here to use it if you wanted and with the same respect as everyone else, but you either didn't know this despite speaking about it or you chose not to come here, instead proving what your favorite blog is all about by choosing to post about our blog there. This place is a court, a place for peacemaking, but it takes two to make peace. Alas, here we are with the voice of only one side who may or may not be uncivil with you right now (I'm looking at you, Lydia), while the other has wandered off leaving the former's defense to their own devices, like someone with a court hearing who decided to instead spend the time talking negatively about said court at the Mafia's office. Can you blame those who suspect your faction to be dishonest when such an analogy can be applied? Especially when you are being accused of hypocrisies and exaggerations like those above, which do seem concerning, it must be acknowledged you cannot be formally considered the winner of a debate if you can't debate formally. We give you a voice here, take it or leave it.
My message to all sides: It would be appreciated if you all were a little more civil. Also, I looked up eldritchfish19 and excelsior15205 and DeviantArt isn't one of the sites that come up. It appears you (Lydia, the OP) are referring to other sites' users, ones who haven't yet referred to who they are on DeviantArt (though that train of thought can proceed once they do).
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ablednt · 2 years
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responding to the dream stuff you've mentioned cause im confused on some things
wheres like, proof of his jokes? cause i've heard that he's made racist jokes but not what the jokes are, when he said it, and why each joke would be bad (the last part really only important for learning about why something is racist)
on one hand, yeah those jokes are horrible, but they are normalized and not specifically a "dream bad" thing. i havent seen dream specifically make that kind of joke tho
i vaguely remember hearing of this but also like. didnt he stream at the end of the month ?? at the very end, but still
most confused about this one, when has he ever mentioned this? i've never really seen anyone advocate for doxing, let alone dream
I just reblogged a carrd with proof of literally all of this sans the last one also for someone who "doesn't know a lot about the dsmp" you certainly are acting like you do lmao?
The last one is on his twitter somewhere, might've gotten deleted idk and idfc the rest of this should be enough for you anyway
Whilst I'm on the carrd though, here:
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[ID A tweet from dream that shows a google screenshot, he is googling the word "slaves" on the toolbar the word shopping is circled in red. Underneath this screenshot there's a picture of the stonks meme but with a minecraft villager over it. End ID]
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[ID tweets from dream2, a locked side account of dreams, in order they read:
"Look at all the offended people in the comments of this video, oh wait, there's literaly none
Native americans don't "own" screaming while flicking your tongue around. Of course war is offensive, people die. Saying "vive la resistance" is I'm sure offensive to french people. Plus, I literally have native american in my blood.
If you're offended, fuck off, literally could [sic] care less. It's not offensive and don't be a baby. Get off my account if you want to critique people having fun in a block game.
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When he streamed during pride month it was literally on a side account with less followers and for less than 2 hours and in response to criticism instead of admitting he dropped the ball or doing queer charity streams outside of pride month to make up for it he had this "joke" to make lol
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[ID tweet from dream that says "I'm baiting the LGBTQ+ community into subscribing to me for gay content didn't you hear [there is an ear emoji here] open your ears weirdo. End ID]
In addition to all this on the carrd that I reblogged there's mention of him making pedophilic comments, using the r slur in a derogatory way (like idc if you're neurodivergent that's not how reclaimation works lmao), and the like. Moreover the rest of his smp members are all doing similar shit, making similar jokes, joking about rape and mocking George Floyd and a lot of other stuff.
So like lmao nice try pretending that some of the most hotly debated racists around right now are really hard to find any info/proof on. This is just embarrassing please do better.
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papirouge · 2 years
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Sorry to be doing this in your inbox, I don't really like doin this, you can ignore this if you want. Mentions of sexual abuse ahead.
I accidentally saw some tiktok screenshots of people reacting to Amber Heard's rape account, and they left me feeling so gross. All of them thought the story was not a big deal, or even hot. And let me clarify, I dont know mcuh about this case, I havent been following it because I dont care about celebrities so i have no idea whos guilty and whos not, or if both are. Dont even know if the rape story is true, but the fact that people are reacting this way, a story that is similar to things women have actually gone through... and some even said "I don't even follow this case", basically admiting that there wasnt even any sort of bias or knowledge of whether she might have been lying or not.
Its all so disheartening. But i guess it does make sense. Ive heard that men invade or lurk womens rape groups where they discuss their sexual abuse to masturbate to these girls traumatic tales. And i remember years ago stumbling upon this forum where people (both men and women) woould post articles of real rape histories as fap folder and would try to dig the most details of these stories they could find, and would try to find photos of the female víctims.
And i avoid reading comments on rape stories because ive even seen victim blaming comments on stories where the rape victim was a 10 year old girl.
I guess porn truly has rotted men brains, where they see violent, hateful "sex" as normal or kinky. And many girls grew up reading violent degenerate fanfiction, so they think these stories are sexy or whatever.
Like I dont know. Perhaps im exaggerating, and I should lighten up. i cant help but remember feminists saying that no woman wants to be raped in response to assholes who claimed some women did, even if she found the man to be desirable, but the girls stating ir would be hot if it was Johnny depp are kinda undoing all that work. And i wonder if men would find it so 'fun' if it was a man telling a story about getting raped with a broken bottle.
Sorry to be vomiting all these words in your inbox lol. Im calmer right now. Guess im a little sensitive because it males me upset about how little people care about prostitutes and porn actresses and im doubting there will ever be an end to these industries. Men don't care. Women don't care. The only people who really care are radfems, a portion of Christians (lets be honest, many "christians" don't give a fuck) and some conservative people. And even then, some still put most of the blame on the prostituted instead of on the ones who create the demand (if theres no demand, theres no offer, simple as).
And like I said, i have no idea about this case, i'm no a depp stan or heard stan so its not really about them, just how messed up people act towards rape ahhhh
It's okay anon, my ask will always be open and I really appreciate how you and many other will share your insight about things that matter to you💜
Best advice I would give you anon is to realize that shit on the internet ≠ reality.
Yes, porn culture is widespread. Yes, violence is glamorized. Yes, weirdos fap themselves over female trauma...... but please, PLEASE for the sake of your mental wellbeing, just know that these websites are nothing but a tiny window of this World. Delete your TikTok & Instagram account. Slow down on 4chan/lolcow/kiwifarm because they will transform you into a cynical doomer. Tumblr should be on thin freaking ice. None of this is the reality. The degenerates displaying their obscenities aren't the norm.
Porn culture is a reality but some men are waking up. Look up the #nofap #pornfree movement. Good things are happening.
Beside radfem, Depp wk, and misogynist clout chasers, nobody cares about this trial. Most people only see crazy rich people tearing each other up. This case isn't gonna change the treatment of abused women worldwide and I hate whitefem acting like it did - they just obsess over it bc they relate to Heard, their bisexual White queen and also because they consider themselves as the standard of feminism ("if it happens to US now we're gonna care about it"). Note they NEVER had so much energy when another A+ celebrity (Megan Thee Stallion) got victim of abuse and she too got shredded into piece by crazy people online.... These whitefem they didn't care. They didn't wrote these corny post whining about how much step back for feminism it was🐊😭 (bc "feminism" couldn't be represented by a Black female rapper, you know 🙃)
See anon? This is only a circus. This performance outrage only manage to exhaust us mentally and make us fall into a doomer mentality. Terminally online people antics being continuously commented by terminally online people. Each defending its own little Chapel while pretending being more virtuous than the others. No wonder you feel drained by it.
Don't let the internet circus affect your mood.
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levis-little-nuggie · 3 years
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I wasn't sure where to start with this post. It seemed the more I looked into content @diavolosthots posted and her reactive, petty disposition to those who oppose her ideals, the worse the situation became. This is a long post and anyone who tags this as "drama" is getting reported and blocked. Fucking try me.
The main takeaway of this post:
Chey is not an ally to LGBTQIA+. She is transphobic, acephobic, and ableist.
She may call herself an ally, and she may show that she is capable of admitting mistakes, but an ally is someone who learns by listening to the voices of those she's hurt, insulted, and offended. You learn to be better. An ally is to be better.
Chey is not an ally. She hasn't been, and she isn't now.
Research, screenshots, proof, all under the cut
1. The obeyme-confessions reblog, timestamp says "yesterday"
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From the confession and from what I've experienced amongst the fandom, many content creators feature an MC with she/her pronouns as a default, and then neither tagging the content as having a gendered MC, nor adding a short line at the beginning of the post announcing MC's pronouns.
The MC in-game is gender neutral to allow for maximum player immersion into the game, even using they/them pronouns.
By creators consistently use fem pronouns for MC alienates and invalidates the rest of the fandom who do not use those pronouns.
How does this relate to Chey? It's her "carrot/broccoli" commentary.
It's a jab at the community within the fandom who do not conform to the gender they were assigned with at birth.
It's also invalidating to those who are questioning their own gender.
"These whiny ass bitches" are people within the same community who are just asking for equal representation and validation.
By equating pronouns to fucking vegetables, she is disrespecting the human right to question your own gender and telling us how much she doesn't care because this doesn't affect her.
2. Falcon546. Since Sunday, Falcon went out of their way to comment "#/10" on 3 of Chey's fics on AO3, rating the pieces on a scale of 1 to 10.
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This is a dick move.
I also don't know the extent of if there were any more pieces falcon commented on. There could have been more "#/10" comments Falcon left that have since been deleted.
As a reader, you're allowed to not like things. You are also allowed to ask the creator to add more tags and cw/tw if they missed something.
Taking it upon yourself to leave a comment ranking the piece's quality without initially providing any sort of feedback is a dick move.
HOWEVER
If you're going to post something you created on a public forum, you have to be ready to receive negative comments. It's the Internet. Just like a movie coming out in theatres, not everyone is going to like it and will feel like they have to vocalize their opinions.
It might feel cathartic to stoop to their level and be petty, but that's also how emotions start running high and things are said that you can't take back.
Granted, Falcon did provide some criticism, but Chey's initial response of "what I'm hearing is 'this isn't the way I would write it' but that's okay" is a good response. But everything after that was a trainwreck.
3. When shit hit the fan, almost 14 hours ago
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Remember carrot/broccoli from earlier? The reblog from obeyme-confessions?
Have you also seen her apology?
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The fact that the "broccoli/carrot" was used TWICE in such a short span of time shows IT WAS NOT A MISTAKE.
CHEY IS ONLY SORRY SHE GOT CAUGHT.
Her "apology" is so insincere it's laughable. If you want to be an ally, it's your responsibility to research and learn who you're standing with and what it means to them to be part of the LGBTQIA+ community. June is called PRIDE MONTH for a reason.
The trans community you've invalidated and disrespected because you used something sacred to them as the butt of a joke do not owe you an apology.
4. The transphobia, acephobia, and ableist content.
t wasn't until after I started this post that I found out about the rest of Chey's headcanons that only prove to add fuel to the dumpsterfire of a lie that is her claim to being an LGBTQIA+ ally.
July 15, 2020, MC is non-binary/trans
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July 15, 2020, MC is asexual
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July 24, 2020 MC has autism
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2 fucking days ago MC is struggling with their gender/sexuality
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If you can't figure out what's wrong about these pictures, why these reactions are harmful and invalidating as fuck, you need to stop writing about shit you clearly don't understand and research actual ways you can be a supportive ally.
Given that Chey is still completely ignorant of her toxic ideology, she has not yet put in the work to being an ally.
Ignorant allies do more harm than good.
Chey, you have invalidated us. You've told us that we don't matter to you. That you don't give two shits about why this is so important to us. You can shove your apology up your ass. In fact, stop apologizing. Your apologies are like fruit flies; unwanted, abundant, and serve no purpose.
Be better.
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THE RIME’S NSFW HEADCANONS XVCEBFJXZEJCXKSCVJSC you killed me and i’m thankful for it. Now: what about some protective!rime headcanons? Mc and him are still frenemies and he doesn’t want to admit that he care about mc and like their company and that he is pining hard but then someone hurt mc really bad👀 not only he need to take care of them but he want revenge too👀
— protective rime hcs when mc is injured
THERE WAS ANOTHER PROTECTIVE RIME ASK . please i accidentally deleted it before getting the screenshot anon i saw u. rime brainrot. why do i keep putting myself/mc through this this took too long heplppdmgkj
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i need them to give me my rime frenemy/pining arc already
rime refuses to admit that every time he helps mc it's because he cares and blames it on some other reason of "i'm not getting your little friends upset" or "i need you to do something for me" or "why would i let you embarrass yourself when i'm going to be seen with you?"
but mc about to run into someone and rime pulling them into him
he spots someone staring and stands in their line of sight before putting his arm around mc's waist and walking somewhere else, sending a glare in the person's direction
he sees mc reaching for something dangerous and smacks their hand away or pulls them back
rime shushing mc and pulling them behind him because he can hear something coming
now mc. coming back already injured. and rime is the one who greets them as they fall to the floor exhausted
protective rime looks so hot. like okay he's already hot but angry rime? not being angry at mc but someone else? for mc?
"what the hell happened?" "what does it look like, asshole?" "shut up. can you stand? fuck—" he realizes how serious it looks
"is it that bad?"
rime notices how similar this sounds to what he said to felix before he died, and he's panicking even more despite trying to cover it up, "yeah, you look like shit."
mc can't really notice it but his hands are a little shaky and his jaw is clenched while he tries to stop the bleeding because he's not a healer anymore.
rime ends up staying near them the entire time mc is healing unless he's bringing something for them
"you don't have to watch me." "yes i do." "you can get someone else to check on me later" "i'd love to, but they're all busy. shut up and eat your soup"
not a single person was too busy to take over
once they're a little better he asks who it was
"why?" "what do you mean why? so i can pay them a visit."
👁️👁️
"you don't have to go fight in my honour." "i was actually going to congratulate them for kicking your ass." "yeah, sure you were."
it doesn't matter if mc tells him or not because rime will figure it out. even if it means figuring out where they went originally that day, following the blood backwards, asking whoever was around what they saw, using magic
like he's pissed. all he can think about is the amount of blood on his hands while he was helping mc and the look on their face when they asked how bad it was. how it probably mirrored what his own was like
he eventually finds them and angry rime. isn't a welcoming looking person, even less so than usual. so they try to make a run for it (they don't make it far, obviously)
rime cutting them off, his eyes having a gleam and him spinning his staff. he glares and cocks his head to the side, "where the fuck do you think you're going?"
nooo rime don't be overcome by rage. noooo don't take care of them with a grin on your face as if it was easy, as if they were a bug on the wall.
nooo don't put the blade to their throat as you stand over them and say "you're pathetic. don't fucking touch them." haha noooo
here to remind you that rime's crimes consist of theft, murder, and torture. and this guy decided to fuck with the one person he likes. as if rime wasn't a second away from Killing escell for what happened to felix. when felix was the one who Jumped In The Way.
mc asking where rime was since he had been out all day and the M3 saying they didn't know, just that he said he had to fix some split ends somewhere. "maybe he went to go beat someone up," sage teases. mc realizes immediately what was going on
mc really realizing what was going on when rime eventually came back with blood stuck to his clothes
rime asking "how did you even lose against that guy? did you get even weaker than you already are?"
"how did you even lose against that guy?" roughly translates into "i fucked him up and i know you could have to. i know you're stronger than this" and mc can't help but look away like damn . ok
rime leaves with them the next few times they have to go out . just in case
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One Night Only 2, Part 5
Dedicated to @muse-of-mbaku and I should've been did this a long time ago. I sowwy. Word Count: 5,290
Warnings: Softboi!Erik, Smut
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Erik blinks slowly before touching his locs in a reaction that has come to mean he's not completely sold on your idea or thought process and you should think it through. "Aight so.. your plan is to fly Corey out here to the house to force him to talk to Anaya, but you say he ain't tryna see her or be around her for more than, what, ten seconds..," Erik's brow wrinkles.
"It's because he's emotional," you sigh shaking your head flippantly. "He cries easily when it comes to her and Anthony. Then he feels like a babyback bitch so he doesn't want anyone to see that side of him, but that's just how much he loves her. Which is why he needs to talk to her face to face," you gesticulate. "So I just need you to talk to him and convince him to come here because he might listen to advice coming from another quote-unquote alpha male."
He licks his lips, brow furrowing. "Watch yourself," his eyes twinkle. You offer your hand in relent.
"Chill moe. He's stubborn is all I mean, but that's another reason you could talk to him, y'all have that in common," you cheese. His brows go up in playful warning before you get serious again. "No, but you know as well as I do they belong together. They know it too, they just need to be reminded. I can't handle both of them, I can only hold one at a time. If one walks away I need you there to keep the other from leaving."
"Oh, like that?" He leans back on his elbows looking up from the bed at you as you plot your intentions.
"Bro, like that. Hopefully it doesn't come down to it, but knowing Anaya's temper and Corey's level of petty, it might."
Pulling out his phone. He dials a number and puts it on speaker. It rings twice before Corey's lazy voice picks up.
"They done got to you bruh?"
"My girl sad cuz your girl sad and it's cuz'uh you. Bring ya ass and fix it... Tired of this shit."
"Niggas got work."
"Not no more, we all held up off our schedules for this hoe shit. Get on a plane, you know the address. Don't make me have to come get you."
"Oh you tryna hoe me now? That's cool then, buy me another pair of sneakers when you touch down, bitch."
"Nigga fuck you," Erik's face scrunches.
"Since we hoein' an'shit.. yup. Hit my cash app. Have my gift in hand or be prepared to get that ass beat. Give a fuck if you a rapper nigga."
Just as you're about to step in because the conversation is getting way out of hand, you shut your mouth.
"Whatever bitch, you heard what the fuck I said. Get here," Erik mumbles.
"I said I'm coming, damn."
Corey hangs up and Erik balances the phone in his palm looking at the screen before turning his attention back to you. You don't know what the hell kind of communication that was, but if that was how they communicated, it had nothing to do with you.
"He'll be here.. What you gon' tell Anaya?"
"ANAYA ALREADY HEARD," a muffled voice fogs through the wall. Her room is a few doors away but she is nosey as hell in the next room. Erik's hard squint toward the wall only rips the sputtering snicker roughly from your lips. He's not used to people being nosey in his house.
"My bad," you almost snort when he wipes the particles from his face and stares at his hand like how dare you spit on him. "Stop, it's not poisonous. Lick it," you prompt pushing his hand to his face. He turns away like a baby not wanting the food you're pushing but he doesn't do that when he's kissing you. He leans backward on the bed seemingly to avoid you, but you see where this is going. You climb on top of him and like you suspected, he grips your ass with his free hand while you wrestle with his other thick hand trying to force it near his mouth as he snickers. You have every intention of playing along with his game. "LICK IT," you yell pushing his wrist as he tilts his head. You can feel him getting semi-hard beneath you.
"There are children in this house," Anaya yells through the wall.
"They ain't mine," Erik yells back before flipping you so that he's on top. The sloppiest kiss is what follows and then two chaste ones on your tongue since you refuse to put it back in your mouth.
"What you wanna do about the leaked number," he asks pulling back. You'd already gotten it changed, but you didn't know who posted the number onto twitter in the first place. If it wasn't Armont it had to be a business contact. You doubted it was anyone really close because they could've done it at any point and this seemed like too late in the game for bullshit like that to occur. You hadn't even seen the tweet in question though.. and you'd searched your name and your fan created hashtag #y/ngang.
"I just want to know who did it so I can move on without being paranoid. I can't even find the tweet they said was posted. I think it was deleted," you admit.
"You know damn well shit don't just disappear on the internet," he mumbles sitting up completely to dial another saved number and putting the phone on speaker. "Erik," the voice greets in a professionally chipper tone. "Quentin," Erik responds dully. "My girl's number was leaked on social media and that's a problem for me."
"Safety concerns, I get it," Quentin offers. "Shouldn't be too hard to figure things out. Did she change her number? That's the first thing I'd recommend."
"Yeah she got a new number, but I still need to know who's responsible for this leak or she can't give her new number out like she needs to. It's affecting her career and her lifestyle therefore it's a serious issue for me, you feel me?"
"Oh absolutely! Uhh, what is her account handle? I can check things out and call you back."
Erik gives him the necessary information and hangs up. "That's two problems. What was the third one? The babysitter. What she do?"
"Erik, I was disgusted," you sit up before recounting the situation of child neglect and catching the chick in your closet wearing your clothes. When you'd checked your closet it was clear she'd tried on multiple dresses and even sprayed your Dolce perfume a few times. It wasn't that you were hung up on these material items so much as the principle. She shouldn't have been in your stuff. She didn't know you and you didn't know her. "So not only had she not fed or cleaned up Anthony.. been all up and through my shit.. but when I kicked her out she ain't wanna leave immediately. I had to go downstairs and then I heard the door close like I'd scared her or something. What the fuck?"
He shakes his head unsure of what to say. "She lucky it was you who caught her and not me. She ain't mess with my shit wonder why?"
"I don't know but she weirded me out. Courtney, who we have now hasn't tried anything like that so far."
"Well you fired the other bitch and she ain't been back so things should be alright now."
"You right," you sigh letting it go. "Charge it to the game."
"That's right," he says rising and adjusting his dark grey joggers over his black briefs. "Was that it?"
"Yeah, I didn't expect you to stop and handle everything right now but--"
"Why wait," he interrupts, "Procrastination never helped anything."
"Facts.."
"I'll be in the gym," he calls over his shoulder as he shuffles from the room. Well.. that's that then. You'll just wait now to see what happens.
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"Use your fans to track it down. Somebody gotta screenshot," Anaya says as she's beside you in the home studio spinning in a rolling chair. You've gotten far off the task of messing around with the sound of instruments for the fifth possible track on your album.. that is, if you don't switch it with the seventh track. Anaya was supposed to be telling you which order was better, but she was on her phone and deaf to the world around her. "You know what, I'll do it so your name doesn't have to get tied to it."
"Thank you because I'm not trying to dig myself deeper into anything stupid. I let my servants do the dirty work for me," you tease.
"BIIIITCH," Anaya rears ready to flame before getting distracted again.
"You got ADD," you comment. She's hooked to that phone.
"You got a nappy ass kitchen," she quips without looking up causing you to flinch at the quickness of the comeback. You feel on the hair at the back of your neck ready to come back at her but trying to find something else. "I'm a mom of a one year old boy, it's a requirement that I know how to multitask. I'm posting now trying to get some info. Hashtag Y/N. Hashtag who has those digits. Hashtag Y/Ngang. Hashtag.... wait. I just had a thought," her head shoots up. Her chair stalls.
"What if it's a page that doesn't like you?!"
"Who doesn't like me? It's me." Pft.
"But if someone's hating on you they don't see you," Anaya gestures to your general area, "They just see a generic image. Some bitch who has everything they want in life."
"I don't... hm.. damn, I do have everything..," you pause, "..but I've worked for it. It wasn't easy."
"You have."
"I may not deserve every good thing that comes--"
"Don't start that doubting shit," Anaya interrupts, her index going crazy to emphasize each point. "You deserve it. You worked for it. Anyone in your ass about it can catch these hands."
"I love it when you talk violent," you tease biting your lip.
"You so stupid. Shut the hell up," her eyes roll. "ANYWAY. I say we create a fake account but make it a hate page and talk shit. Then reach out and see what people are talking about you."
It's a good idea. You hang behind Anaya's shoulder as she creates a throw away email and a fake Twitter account handing you her phone. Instantly, you start hammering out tweets.
@ Y/N give it up, singing is not your ministry sis
People say Y/N is attractive. Okay, but consider seeing an optometrist?
If I have to hear her sing off key one more time I'm cutting my ear off like Van Gogh
"Done," you say handing the phone back to Anaya. She sputters and almost drops the phone. "What the hell," she cackles.
"What? That's the type of thing a hater would say. I've seen things like that said about me before. You've seen it too."
"Okay, but you got them beat in originality," she chuckles spinning in her chair. "Okay so let's search up the hating tags and.. here's an interesting account. There are about three, four, five.. nine tweets about you in this tag from one account. I BET they'd know something. I'm messaging them about my hate for you right now."
You stand over her shoulder to watch the screen as she sends the DM.
"They probably won't resp- Damn that was quick," she mumbles. The minutes slip away as you watch Anaya type back and forth, bullshit to this person on the other side of the screen who seems to absolutely hate every fiber of your being. You expected passive aggressive anger where they'd say something and then move on, but no. It's been twenty minutes and they haven't begun to talk their shit it seems.
And Killmonger doesn't even love her. I heard that he's gone all the time and they're not really together, it's just a publicity stunt so she can profit from his image since she lacks talent of her own.
"What the fuck....," you stare at the messages that keep popping up. Lowkey it's kind of bothering you, the passion and the time that they dedicate to hating you. Also, who is clocking Erik's schedule to know when he is and is not home?
Ooh tea? I need sources, Anaya responds with the eyes emoji. She's linked to a tea page with a discussion board consisting of twenty eight pages of back and forth chat, as well as pictures and videos of you.
What the hell....
For a bunch of people who claim to hate you, they spend a lot of time being hyperfixated on you. They look like fans. On page four there's the screenshot in question taken from Twitter and reposted with laughing emojis and various people saying that they called just to call you a bitch and hang up. Of course, you know for a fact that was a lie, you hadn't answered.
The poster of the tweet exposing your number seems to be a different account than the one you and Anaya have been chatting to. Anaya looks up the account and it's still activated, they've just taken down the tweet although they still talk shit. It's like a rabbit hole.
Anaya takes all the screenshots she can and stretches her thumb out before copying the links. You'll have to give them to Erik to pass to that guy he spoke with on the phone or get his number from Erik when he finishes his workout.
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Over the next few days, you work only on your music in the home studio and in the recording studio where your team gathers. It's a lot of tedious work and a lot of trying different things, but it also feels good to be doing what you love. Erik is Erik.. consistently busy and everywhere and that's fine because you know you'll see him when Corey comes. Anaya has been enjoying the house, lounging and playing with Anthony while Courtney the new sitter has been stepping in mightily to give her breaks.
The day finally comes when your phone lights up with a message from Corey to say he's on the ground in LAX and taking a car. That means he'll get to your place in an hour. You check the time and call Anaya who's out back with Anthony playing in a plastic pool Courtney brought over to let Anthony splash in. You let her know she has an hour to prepare herself for whatever's about to happen. She just says okay. Then you call Erik. Corey gave him the heads up a long time ago it seems.. so he's already on his way home. Turning back to the computer before you, you put your Drop headphones back on and continue to edit your vocals for the track six, deciding it's missing something. Angling the Shure mic on the table, you speak a sentence and fade it into the next recorded verse.
You almost jump out of your skin when Erik drops his hands on your shoulders, laughing at your reaction.
"When you start rapping?"
Your heart thuds as you remove your headphones and check the time. Fourty minutes seems like ten when you're working.
"That's my greeting? Let's do this again. I'll walk out and come back. This time put a little more love in your reception."
You watch amused as he walks back out looking back at you repeatedly. He peaks his head in before sauntering into the room and approaching you. You stand and meet him half way hugging him before smoothing down his beard gently.
"Now that's better. Thank you," he mumbles bumping your nose with his and walking to the screen where you've been working on your project. "Can I hear what you have?"
"Of course." You want him to hear everything you have so far but you have to show him when you both have the time. For now, you just play track six watching his face closely for any change in expression as he shakes his head gently to the rhythm. "What do you think?"
"It's not finished, but it's good.." He's really focusing on the individual sounds you can tell. "I like where it's going, but... Yeah, you'll figure it out," he nods cutting his commentary short. He's not feeling it, but he's not one to harp on negative things regarding you or at all really. He sees that you understand the song kinda sucks right now. You nod in response deciding that the song is nowhere near being complete as he said and suddenly you hear where parts could be smoother and words could be omitted. It also comes to mind to change the entire arrangement. "I think I got it," you smile.
"I know you do," he confirms, "You always figure it out."
Leaning your head onto his chest, you hug him again and he rubs your back. So you decide to go a step further and slip your hand under his white graphic button down. There's a black and white image of a big fearsome cat printed near the neck. You begin unbuttoning the shiny magenta buttons from the bottom. He did make the shirt look damn good. You peel it off of him and toss it over your chair, working on his slim black Louis belt then his black Levi's. Close the door, you remind yourself before scooting off to lock it.
Your cut off hoodie comes off in a lithe motion followed by your shorts and panties in another quick push. When you reach him, you each have the same idea simultaneously yanking each other roughly, clashing bodies. He's got you by the waist and the low bun and your nails sink deeply into the keloids of his biceps as you sink to the floor intertwined, his body under yours. Your head swings to the side and your body envelops his, covering him and like a second skin while you slide back and forth.
"Grab my dick.. Put me inside." He holds your hips in place while you reach under and grab his length, sliding the tip along your lower lips and slipping it into your cave. "Don't tease my shit, ride."
You sit with the dick inside, shallow, and make slow even rotations taking his hands from your hips and pinning them near his head. You tend to do this slowly and watch his patience deteriorate bit by bit. He doesn't speak again, but you watch his eyes fixed unblinking on yours as you continue your slow wind, smug.
You keep winding and then pause, realizing it's not giving you the feeling you want and are used to. He's not reacting the way you expected either. You wanted him to get frustrated and take that passion out on you but..
"That's it? Or did you wanna dry hump me too?"
"You're annoying."
"Nah, I just wondered how long you'd do that knowing it wasn't hitting shit for you or me. Did you have fun?"
Planting your hands on his chest you push from your knees to the balls of your feet and bounce up and down taking him deep the way he likes it. It's mildly painful, but also very pleasurable. This is the position that changes his tune. If he's mad, you can always hit this position in the bedroom and soon he's back to singing your praises. A little clit stimulation and you'd be closer to coming too. Reading your mind, his fingers swipe his tongue and then reach to rub your small nerve bundle in the way you love.
"Bounce it, gimme all that."
You go as long as you can, taking the pounding in stride no matter what.. until your knees give from the fatigue and your body gets weak from the pressure of your building orgasm. You decide to ride, rocking against him from on your knees. You're close.
"Faster," he whispers, a hard quick slap to your ass. Oh shit.. You go faster until your body gives you that jolt like you're about to cum. "Wait what you doing," he panics suddenly.
"Reverse cowgirl." Giving yourself a quick and slick break, you have to pause to turn around, but you manage to keep the dick in and start back riding building your speed. Reaching down, you grab his balls gently to force him closer to orgasm. He moans a little when you play with them and you continue until he grips your legs.
"You tryna make me nut first."
"What was your first clue," you smirk giving his sack a mild tug forcing him to cuss sharply. He likes this.. and so do you. You want him to cum and after two more well timed pulls, the white creamy fluid shoots inside you.
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"I missed this," he pants, his minty breath on your ear as you claw his back and bite your lip, your knees high on either side of his large body.
"I'm coming," you breathe letting the electric current cause your body to shake and jolt. When you finally calm down some, he pulls out and you pant quietly while he lays beside you. A glass of water at this point would be great. Swallowing, you sigh big. "It's a shame Corey had to come to bring you back home to me," you pout. His kryptonite. He kisses his teeth.
"You know I got a lot I be doing," he whispers but you're not truly upset with him and he knows that. You know better than to fault him for his career and interests. He never did that to you.
"I forgive you. You're here now," you smile seeing the warmth in his almost black eyes.
"I ASKED YOU A SIMPLE QUESTION," Corey's voice yells so loudly that it carries to where you are. You check the time realizing you'd done forgot all about him. Shit, shit shit. Scurrying, you pull on all your clothes piece by piece and Erik stands leisurely putting his clothes back on but leaves the shirt unbuttoned and his sneakers off and on the floor.
Following the shouting, you walk out into the hall and see Corey outside of the guest room facing the doorway. Anaya's calm angry voice is loud now too.
"And I don't have to answer the way you want me to. I answer the question how I answer it and you take what I say as what I mean. I mean exactly what I said," she asserts loudly. You get close enough to lay eyes on them both and you notice baby Anthony on the bed sleep. How he could sleep through all the yelling was beyond you. Must be used to it.
"...I'm a ask you one mo' damn time," Cory points walking into the room straight up to Anaya with two fingers, almost pushed into her face. She doesn't budge knowing he knows better than to put them any closer. He's not that reckless afterall.
"What's the question," you yell cutting in with a hand between the angry couple. Anaya's eyes go straight to you, her hand flying up in exasperation.
"He keeps asking me if I'm FUCKING anyone at WORK.. I don't know how many fucking ways to say no. Do I need to sing it in a song because words don't penetrate."
Gaping, you flatten your hand in the air and lower it signaling her to come down a notch. Few times have you ever seen her this angry. Her lips purse and her eyes shift briefly before her head tilts and her foot swings on its heel. She's trying.
"Corey. Back the hell up," you say slowly pushing your hand forward to gesture he should step back. He takes two quick dramatic steps back, shrugs, and crosses his arms. "Show me the picture," you prompt moving closer to him and watching his phone screen when he takes it out. It looks like a woman who looks like Anaya and it does look like she's on her knees and her head is obstructed by a mans ass and groin area though his pants are up.... it doesn't look good. His fly could be down... He's got one hand in front of him because on camera you can't see it. It looks like he could be palming her head. "Um.. wait. Neither of y'all say a word to each other. I need to examine this."
How can you tell Corey that the photo is a lie when you'd think the same thing as him seeing the photo with no context. Anaya said she was picking stuff up from the floor, but the photo is cropped so there's no proof. But there's also no concrete, hardcore evidence that Anaya is lying.
"She wouldn't do something like this especially in public," you say aloud looking at every detail you can and zooming on the photo.
"No offense, Y/N, you like a sister to me for real, but no one figured you for sex in public with niggas you barely know but look how that turned out. How am I supposed to be sure? I'm just supposed to accept that she just might be cheating on my ass and that's supposed to be okay? I gave everything to this fuckin relationship I can't st- Man, shit." He made it halfway to the door before Erik blocked it.
"For starters, fuck you," you glare. "Second, look at you right now acting like a bitch. You always forcing me to do some shit saying I need to boss up? Yeah, it's your turn to face your relationship head on. Put your big boy pants on. Stop being a BITCH."
"You call me a bitch one more time," he points.
"And you'll do what," you challenge stepping closer.
"Pluck you in that bigass sixhead. Sit ya ass down."
"I wish you would! You lucky Anaya loves you, stupid ass. But you need to trust her! Anyone who gets accused constantly like that and not believed would be mad. You're basically calling her a hoe. How long is she supposed to hear that she's a hoe from you?"
"Maybe don't do hoe-ish shit," Corey snarks narrowing his eyes with sarcasm. You can feel Anaya's rage behind you building. It's a concoction of anger, frustration, pain, and annoyance. This is cutting her deeply to her core.
"Corey... Do you honestly think that lowly of her?" Your own heart is shredding at this point and heavy.
"I don't think lowly of her, I still love her... I still love you and shit," he says to her now, "But goddamn I don't know what to do. I always felt like some nigga would come along and try to take my place.. I tried to do everything so you wouldn't feel a need to go to no other nigga for nothing and then I hear that you suckin dick in the office and y'all messing around. Bitch sends a damn PICTURE. What would you do with that? You'd leave my ass. Lie and say you wouldn't. Lie and say you wouldn't!"
"Get out my face," Anaya sighs.
A loud smash steals the attention of the room and it wakes the baby who looks confused and a little scared before going back to sleep. There is Erik with a stack of plates. You hadn't noticed he'd left. One plate is shattered on the floor from hitting the wall.
"We taking this downstairs." Erik's eyes narrow and he turns leaving the room. You see Anaya look to Anthony who's sleep again and the three of you head downstairs after Erik finding him in the middle of the living room. He hands a plate to Corey. "Smash it," he commands. Corey eyes him, feeling the weight of the plate in his hand and staring at the wall before throwing the plate.
"FUCK," he yells throwing his arms and stretching them.
"Feels good," Erik nods handing Anaya a plate. He doesn't have to tell her. She smashes it and then another one, her body dropping the tension, arms going slack and hanging. It's so sudden when she starts sobbing, you're shocked but you rush in to hold her as she let's loose on your shoulder, shaking.
"Regardless of what the pictures show... This the mother of your child," Erik speaks, his eyes on Corey whose arms are over his head like he's trying to stay standing. "This is the one who takes care of your home, feeds your child. This is the one you decided to marry. Till death do you part. Y'all ain't dead," he shrugs. "Neither are your feelings for each other apparently."
You can't see Corey's face but you can hear him sniffling and see his hand moving constantly to wipe at his face and he groans like he's frustrated at himself for crying.
"Y'all gonna get over this. It won't be easy. But you both need to." He's looking at Anaya now and he touches her shoulder gently not taking her from your embrace. His voice comes out lowly and it's so warm and kind it's comforting you as well and you're not even the target. "Now you know this damp ass nigga be crying himself to sleep to Jodeci. You got the type of nigga to sing Frank Ocean to a picture of you, thinking bout you.. You really finna let that go? ....When you know he luh you that much?"
Her sobs have slowed and her breathing has begun to even. He turns back to Corey.
"Y'all are meant to be together.. People gonna test to see if they can get between y'all.. Don't let em," he nearly whispers. "I stay getting DMs saying my girl been with hella other niggas in the industry."
"Hold up, what DMs," you murmur looking over. Not to ruin the moment. But what DMs??
"--other niggas who ain't got a pot to piss in," he adds.
"Who is sending these DMs," you ask a bit louder.
"I even seen shit photoshopped to look damn realistic... but I trust her. She ain't give me a reason not to. Even if she did, I'm not giving her up that easy. NOOO," he frowns. "That's mine. She stuck with my ass."
"Ok but can we go back to who is working so diligently to craft such ridiculous lies? Can we get that info?"
"Y/N.... Shut up. This ain't about you. See that?" He turns back to Corey. "How long it take y'all to be comfortable and real with each other like that? Love when you reach a certain point.. it ain't always worth starting all the way the fuck over. Some relationships ain't meant to be, true. But it took Y/N to come along and teach me that there will be someone in your life worth fighting and dying for and nigga.. you got two. Don't fuck this up. This small shit. Look at this girl, how in love she is witcha ugly ass.. You see that shit?"
A moment passes and Corey approaches you and Anaya slowly, locking eyes with you and requesting permission to Anaya which you grant. Carefully you pull back and let Corey take your place holding her. She starts to cry again and this time he's rubbing comforting circles on her back and rocking her gently. Erik tilts his head giving you the sign to go with him upstairs leaving them alone and the two of you silently make your exit.
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undeadmanbun · 5 years
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I would normally delete this person's URL anon, but I will not be doing so in this instance because she is spreading unfounded claims. I don’t know what this person’s beef is (beyond disliking criticism of a fictional character??? hating a specific shipper???) but to claim a legitimate hack that people targeted by was a hoax, without evidence to back those claims, is fucking gross. And then to blame a jonsa shipper for something HER corner of fandom not only was responsible for but laughed at? Gross.
This happened to us. You don’t get to claim it’s a hoax without evidence to back up those claims. You do not get to make these unfounded claims in the name of a dumb ass ship war.
Fortunately for us (not for them) I/we do have receipts, aka evidence of our claims. Here’s roughly what happened:
This known pro-Dany account started going wild when Sophie was at the press junket day and Emilia Clarke was not. They went kind of wild:
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You can no longer see their history because they deleted this (and other) accounts but you can see that they’re always trying to fight jonsas on twitter. Here is EVIDENCE of an example:
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Then it got weird. Accounts started saying things anti-Sophie/Sansa but they were known anti-Dany (not the real person Emilia, the fictional person Daenerys). Here is EVIDENCE of this (note the changed username):
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We assumed it was an anti account trying to mock Jonsas, as has been known to done before by some pressed shippers and their nasty pals (there’s some more EVIDENCE on my blog in a post) Here’s an example of the confusion:
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As you can see, we didn’t know what was happening, but brushed it off. We’re exceptionally familiar with anti Sophie and Sansa sentiment on twitter, it’s par for the course, and we just called it out and moved on.
A little while later I was in a DM with friends (one of which doesn’t like Jonsa but associates with us on twitter and gets shit for it) and he started asking us if we’d got any weird texts from twitter.
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As we were discussing this I also received a weird text from twitter. Here is some EVIDENCE of that:
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Please note the top two codes sent to me on my mobile and they are fake. The third one was real and I generated it myself later on when I was forced to go and enhance my twitter security because *we were being hacked by a mad stan*
This happened to people we know, including an account called Starfall Dayne (see above screenshots) and to  others including Cut Like A Buffalo (whose URL never comes up here, not sure why). They obviously clicked on the texts sent and the hacker got into their accounts, took them over, changed to names to clever things like “jonsa moron” and then proceeded to start making nasty comments using that account before deleting it and doing the same again a few times over.
We all had to lock our accounts because WE WERE BEING HACKED AND IT WASN'T BY WIGHTJON. It’s not a joke, it's not a hoax, but it is an embarrassment that people don’t want to admit their fellow stans are capable of this and are now shifting the blame onto jonsas, aka the VICTIMS OF THE HACK. I don't give a fuck about your personal beef with someone, this is a ridiculous claim. We all had to increase security of our twitter and lock our accounts because of this asshole.
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This is not a few people criticising your fictional fav, this is people’s personal twitter accounts being taken over and destroyed because someone doesn’t know where to draw the fandom wank line. The best thing certain Jonerys stans can do now (not all, just the ones who are mouthing off about this) is shut up and apologise for blaming people for things WITHOUT EVIDENCE.
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incarnateirony · 4 years
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I'm sorry but you come across as a joke. If SPN had just given me everything I've wanted for a decade - bi Dean - I'd be so thrilled that's all I'd be focusing on. Instead, you're triggered by any person who disagrees. You're calling people who don't see it bitter. You're just trying too hard. Textual confirmation would require non of the exertion. Pro fans would be happy. Antis would be livid. Instead, you're misquoting Kelios because her canon crap posts are mainly about Sam Dean separation. 1
2 But instead of quoting her correctly, you’re implying she thinks what’s crap is that Dean is bi when she literally stated no, Dean isn’t gay or bi so I don’t see how one could interpret that joke. Kelios isn’t saying she’s seeing it. Someone else says they took that joke that way. The problem is - that joke was also taken other ways, by other people. Hence, it’s not clear. At all. My whole timeline of destiel shippers were bored and actually frustrated with the lack of bisexuality.
Wow look at this whole assed joke in my inbox, so let’s break down how many lies, fallacies and intentional misdirections you included over the course of two asks.
1. “IF SPN HAD GIVEN ME WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANTED HOW I WANTED THEN I WOULDN’T BE DELETING THE CURRENT CANON CONTENT NOW” is not a valid defense, I don’t know what you think you accomplished.
2. “Triggered” is nice hot button language, but it’s adorable because you’re… the one *here*. In *my* inbox. Hiding on *your* keyboard behind *tumblr’s anon mask* So now that we have that out of the way, as much as you want to rev this up to being a loss of control by me, I’m not the one screaming about not getting my way exactly how and when I want on my schedule in someone else’s inbox. K?
3. Oh would you like the screenshot where she admit that it’d be gay if it went like that? I posted it twice I can do it again. Or do you need the one of her desperately attempting to pretend Dean fucking half a corpse was a rational explanation? They all know it. 
3b. “Kelios isn’t saying she’s seeing it.”
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Okay so you’re right! She didn’t see it. Her anti friend did and talked her through it. She then just blatantly denied the text that came through her screen and then tried to whip up a corpse-fucking answer instead? Cuz the other answer IS gay?
4. Many people took that many ways. *checks all twitter and tumblr trends* Yeah sure okay keep telling yourself that now that you realize you’ve niched your point of view into being contingent on the screaming of several people so obsolete the plot has literally mocked them as villains and had authors block them. It’d really, REALLY suck to realize you’ve been manipulated by a group of tinfoil covered brotherfuckers with a collective IQ of 30 this whole time and that all the warnings you’ve chosen to ignore about it might have been right, GOD that would suck, wouldn’t it?
5. YOU’RE TRYING TOO HARD UWU YOU’RE MAKING TOO MUCH EFFORT
What? Drawing stick figures pointing out how fucking stupid you’re being? Is that hard effort for you?
Answering the anons YOU just sent a multibrick message to MY blog after YOU navigated HERE to do so?
Pointing out that the text is the text?
NOT having to explain in circles? 
Let’s see what effort: “Holy shit another time Dean had a group encounter with a guy only this time they included double dogging a single target in the text.”
Yeah god that’s so much harder a fucking point to reach than “well since that would make dicks touch and he’s not gay then clearly they murdered her, cut her in half, and fucked her corpse.”
Who’s the try hard here?
Or I dunno.
The person who just sent a series of absolute kindergarten level logic in two bricks to my inbox because you are *deadass furious* that I am *flatly celebrating textual content* that *requires NO FURTHER EXPLANATION?*
Yeah sure.
Effort.
Look, your staunch refusal is your problem sweetie. 
Edit: I just realized this person sent me a part 3, 4, and 5 of further wordsalad while I was writing this but it’s equal canon deletion “WAHHH I DON’T LIKE IT” is strong in it, such as “I DON’T LIKE IT LIKE I DON’T LIKE DEAN GOING AFTER A CHEERLEADER” okay but it sucks but that happened? That doesn’t make it go away? I REPEAT IF YOU MISSED IT: THINGS YOU DONT LIKE ARENT NON-CANON JUST BECAUSE YOU DON’T LIKE THEM.
I *am* half tempted to publish this embarrassing mess of the rest of the messages, since they’re at least anon and wouldn’t be publicly mortified by name for a long series of personal revelation that literally lists a long series of events that happened in canon that they don’t like, while debating what “counts” as canon, and saying this isn’t canon because… it’s like… those other… canon… things… 
Literally no matter how much you pretend you’ve successfully jockeyed the goalposts around on What Words Mean and What Happened In The Show, the content and goalpost and target is still there. You’re the only one running in circles. But thanks for unwittingly betraying that it isn’t that you don’t see it, it’s again, that you don’t like it, because you choose in to drag other associations, and then dismiss the content. Because you don’t like it.
Which is the core of this conversation right now.
Thanks.
I’ll pass on individually addressing the rest of this ridiculousness since addressing the first 2/5 asks still took 2 pages to dismantle all the smoke you were pouring out, I really don’t need to double or triple it.
o/~ No matter how hard you try to delete the text, the text still exists. o/~
o/~ It exists if you like it o/~
o/~ It exists if you hate it o/~
o/~ It exists as it exists even if you wish it was more o/~
o/~ The text gives no fucks if you like it o/~
IT SIMPLY EXISTS.
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deathlybetrayal-vt · 7 years
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Okay I need to get this out right now.
Okay so my close friend @supershadicx250
Was dealing with a person who says they were going to my school Sam Houston High School and they said they had looked through my list and phone on what I am planning to do for art in the future and had told them about my surprise for the undertale anniversary.
Here is proof:
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They started out in saying that I had 'told them' about my plans.
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Then they ask if Shadic knew me by any chance, proving they were actually stalking me and making them uncomfortable.
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Then they admitted they went to my school and said they looked at my phone and sketchbook, setting off an alarm and Shadic texted me about it this morning when I was doing nothing much in Culinary since we had a substitute and had to write notes and I was really confused.
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Then the anon says they were simply a fan and not stalking me, dude if your telling my close friend that you looked through my shit then you are fucking stalking me!
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Then this drew the final straw, this made Shadic very afraid for me and I was really shocked, so I told them I would screenshot these asks they had received before deleting them and I have to say something.
DO NOT FUCKING FREAK MY DAMN FRIEND OUT I AM SERIOUS!
I may be a close friend to Shadic but that doesn't mean you should try to like freak them out or beg for their attention so they would notice you. Same goes with me if you wanted me to notice you, It's stupid! It's like that yandere bullshit that happens on Tumblr sometimes. I'm honestly sick of it.
So don't ever do it again.
And don't try to tell my friend Shadic about my personal shit because that thing about my Monotale AU is supposed to be a fucking surprise and you had to blurt it out to the entire world and now it's ruined. So think before you start a fight on the internet or freak out the ones you look up to.
I hope you guys who are like this to some people they like get it through your skull that it's very disrespectful to share personal information of your favorite artist to someone who is a friend of them publicly on the internet.
Thank you for reading this.
And please stay safe for those who do have to deal with this
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I broke up with my long distance boyfriend last night, he's also my best friend and the person I trust and feel most comfortable with. He's still that person to me and I don't think that will ever change. I had to end things with him because I can feel that he has lost interest and romantic feelings for me and didn't want to be with me anymore, he admitted that. We both think it's not going to work with this so much distance. I was numb all over my body last night but now it's all sinking in -nk
It hurts so much, he's my first boyfriend and my first break up. He started falling out of in love as I was falling and it's shit. I have so many memories, chats, pictures, videos and screenshots of our conversations with him and it all hurts to look at and fuck, I know I'll have to delete all of them eventually but just looking at them already makes tears flow and I feel so awful right now -nk             
(moves over and pats the seat beside me)
Join the club of people whose love life is a mess. (There’s a lot to unpack there, but we’ll leave it at that for now)
I feel so much for you. When i broke up with my first boyfriend, it was weird because I felt numb and then it hurt in quick succession. He was still my friend, but everything was so confusing. I wanted answers. What did I do wrong? Did *we* do something wrong? Can I still save it? Did I end it too soon? All those feelings are normal.
And it took me nearly a year to finally delete all our messages. I couldn’t even read them one last time. Just a mass delete in one day. Just put them all in a folder/album for later deletion.
You might want a bit of distance for a while. I mean, make it clear you’re still friends, but you need space for obvious reasons. Your relationship will be different afterward, but it’s no less precious. He’s still a friend, and he’ll be there to fill whatever friend role you need at the moment.
Coping mechanisms: Find a new show to binge/obsess over (I suggest Neo Yokio because it is silly as hell and Kaz is also going through a break up), start a new hobby, reconnect with friends that you neglected for your boyfriend, stay busy! Seriously, fill your weekends with something, even if it’s binge watching. Take up dance, pick up a cookbook and make every recipe (a Cookbook for Movie Lovers is good, plus it is linked to the Binging with Babish Youtube channel, and he’s got a sweet beard, sweet tats, and a smooth voice. Even if you can’t buy the cookbook, look at his channel it is great!). I went to a museum super early in the morning to sketch. I’m not good at drawing, but I loved it and I looked legit, people asked me what art school I went to. Whatever it is you like, do more of it and include friends if you can. In fact, do something you’ve never done, just to see if you like it. That’s how I ended up finding out I love hiking!
I’m not saying staying busy will stop the hurt, but it does three things. One: distracts you from the numbness/pain you feel at the time. Two: connects you with friends old and new. Three: taking up a new skill set will make you an even better person from someone to be friends with/potentially date.
If I can recommend? The Art of Charm: Getting Over a Break Up. The whole podcast is shockingly good, but this was a good episode. While it’s definitely more geared towards guys, there’s stuff for people of all genders. Whether or not you want to get back in the dating world is up to you, but a lot of it is telling you to get out there and do stuff, and quite frankly, I agree.
But still. Join the couch. I’ve been feeling a million feelings at once. It hurts one moment and is great the next and I’m numb the next day. But I’m ready to get off the roller coaster. Nanowrimo is coming up soon (another good thing to try, even if you fall short, it’s something to do!). I’m outlining my novel for that. I have so many fanfiction projects I put aside because of my own emotional tangle, but I want to get back to them. There’s a a show debuting on Broadway I want to see and I have to organize my friends to go. I want to finish up some things in my apartment. I am so behind on my reading. Hell, i could use some sleep. I’m determined to finish Earthbound, I’m playing an emulation for about an hour or so every night. I want to master the art of hosting a hotpot party. There’s so much to do!
Let me know what you get into! I’m always down for a chat!
And I don’t know which one of my followers/blog stalkers you are, anon, but I love you!
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haleyjames · 5 years
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As much as I admire what you are doing, Crystal messed you rightly out of frustration. To publish her ask with screenshots to "prove" your innocence only highlights your guilt. You have to understand that why you might not have directly encouraged anyone to send those messages, your followers did so because you published the theory. Your theory was wrong, two innocent people are paying for it. Take ownership, delete the posts and don't pretend like you're the victim. It's okay to be wrong.
I posted Crystal’s ask for the exact same reason I post every single ask I receive, just like this one: so people have the opportunity to say what they need to say and be heard. I’ll send her a private message and ask if she’d like me to delete it, but I assumed she wanted to be heard by me and other people who view my blog. I used the screenshots to show that I wasn’t “accusing her”, I was theorising and said in every ask I got that I WASN’T 100% SURE. I’m not trying to “prove my innocence”, I was trying to highlight how this all got blown way out of proportion when in my responses to the anon I got I never ACTUALLY said “Crystal is Kelly”
I feel like some of you are so set on making me the villain that I can’t do anything right. If I post screenshots/receipts, I’m an asshole. If I don’t post screenshots/receipts, I’m a liar AND an asshole. If I keep the posts up, I’m an asshole. If I delete the posts, I’m trying to hide my mistake and sweep it under the rug and I’m an asshole. I literally can’t do ANYTHING right. 
I have taken ownership. I admitted to the mistake, I apologised. What else would you like me to do? I’ve kept the posts up to SHOW that I made a mistake. I’m not pretending I’m the victim? I’m simply explaining myself and defending myself and responding to messages. Again, I ask, what would you suggest I do? I’ll put it in caps and in bold, so hopefully you people will get the message:
I MADE A MISTAKE AND WRONGLY THEORISED THAT THREE PEOPLE WERE KELLY USING AN ALIAS. I APOLOGISE FOR PUBLISHING MY CONCERNS AND FACILITATING ANY SORT OF MESSAGE, HATEFUL OR OTHERWISE, TO THESE PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH KELLY AND HER GROSS BEHAVIOUR. I WAS WRONG. I MADE A MISTAKE. I AM SORRY.
I feel like this has happened before. This type of shit distracts from the real issue at hand. I’m not going to apologise for being on guard and paranoid about individuals on this website. I admit that I was wrong in these instances and that my being forthright in my concerns lead to people getting hurt. I take responsibility for that. But I’m not going to apologise for being scared about Kelly. That’s what this is all really about and it’s fucking stupid how people try to distract from that by throwing hate at ME instead of addressing the actions of the real perpetrator. In the eyes of some of you, whatever I do is wrong, but I’m not gonna stop posting until they stop acting like predators and abusers. 
In the future, I’m going to continue to publish every message I receive. Next time someone has a theory, though, I’ll simply reply with “yes” “no” or “I don’t know”, whatever the circumstances. Hopefully that’s an appropriate response for you.
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fair-fae · 7 years
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You know, I'm not a drama person, I don't like it, but it came up on my dash so much that I kind of had to read it. All of that nonsense could've been avoided if you didn't even take it to the public. Judging people for THEIR characters that THEY made and can do WHATEVER the hell they want with them? Oh woo ho good job, you're so popular for taking the "barrage" of it. No. all it did was prove that you're a D-bag and I've got a nice, long list of people to block now and avoid contact with.
Okay, anon. I haven’t bothered setting the record straight with most of this shit, because I know folks like you will continue to believe what you want to believe and hear what you want to hear, just like you’re doing now. But I’ll bite. You’d think all of you getting onto your soapbox about how you shouldn’t judge or attack others wouldn’t keep talking shit about a situation you know nothing about and/or are terribly misinformed about. So I’ll enlighten you with what actually happened.
A while back, the person in question got into an argument with some people on the RPC, trying to tell them that their interpretation of the lore was wrong. Rather than leaving it at that, when he effectively got shut down there, he proceeded to take a screenshot of the conversation and post it on his tumblr, complete with a rant about the people who disagreed with him, their opinions are so wrong and awful, how dare they disagree with him, etc. essentially playing the victim when he was the one to try to badger them for their opinions in the first place. He also left their names, icons, signatures, etc. in full view.I responded and told him he probably shouldn’t be trying to harass any other people about the lore considering his own character concept (thus, you would think, making my opinion on his character pretty clear). Why? Because it’s fucking true.I don’t give a shit about the lore or whether anyone follows it. Probably every single one of my own characters at least bends the lore. But at least have the self-awareness and respect for your fellow role-players to say “yeah, my character breaks the lore” or not get your jimmies rustled every time someone says “oh, yeah, his character is lore breaking.” You wanna break the lore? Cool. Own up to it. And if you do break the lore, don’t try to force everyone else into following it–especially when you can’t even admit you break lore and instead stretch the lore to try so hard to justify your entirely lore-breaking character concept. Don’t try to heckle people for presumably doing what you do but won’t admit. Granted, these people weren’t even breaking lore anyway, which makes his insistence that they were even more ridiculous.So after some excuses about how he was trying to start some intellectual discussion or something and not just drag these people despite featuring their identities and primarily just complaining about them throughout the post, he admitted he should have at least edited out their names and apologized. Great! You’d think that should be the end of it. I didn’t have anything against him at that point, but also had no desire/reason to associate with him, so I didn’t. A couple months go by. Some post comes across my dash. A girl in the community is doxxing her online ex-boyfriend in a callout post about him for unexpectedly breaking up with her because she “thinks” he was lying to her about serious issues and “believes” he was cheating on her. Because I’m a loud and opinionated person, and because that’s some heinous thing to do, I spoke out against it (via a post on my own blog without naming names, mind you, because I’m not going to hijack someone else’s post with negativity or call them out by name). The girl found it, assumed it was about herself, flipped out, and then of course I was the bad guy for saying doxxing isn’t okay. And then the person in question joins in. Not even to discuss the topic at hand, but to dredge up the old drama about how I was so mean to him and he did nothing wrong, etc. A pretty crappy 180 turn for a person who apologized and made it seem like there were no hard feelings, but whatever. Someone saw that he obviously didn’t like me, and seized the chance to try to talk shit and spread rumors because they knew he’d give them the platform. They sent him some anon about how I hate women (lmao). And of course, he published it, with no skepticism or disagreement, only more commentary about how I’m mean and awful. I went to respond, only to find myself blocked. So I went on about my life because it’s not that big of a deal, but hey. The moment you talk shit about me, especially in a venue where I can’t respond, especially facilitating some lies and BS rumors, especially after leading me to believe we’d made amends–you aren’t off limits. You don’t get spared niceness and politeness. Is that mean and petty? Probably.¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I’ve never claimed to be a nice person.Now, to the horrible, awful thing I did to make this “public.” Fast forward to yesterday. I’d kept my mouth shut and left him alone. In a section of the RPC that doesn’t get a ton of traffic, largely because you have to make an account on the website and then manually opt in to this specific forum, several of us were discussing an absolutely awful person which is an unrelated story I won’t get into. Someone asked something along the lines of, “Are you guys talking about Underaged Looking Allagan Voidsent Chimera Demon Guy?” I responded with basically “No, we’re not talking about Underaged Looking Allagan Voidsent Chimera Demon Guy.” And that was it. We moved on with the conversation because he wasn’t who we’d been talking about. His name, tumblr, server info, in game race, class, etc. was all never given. No identifiable information beyond a very brief and tongue-in-cheek description of his RP character comprised of words taken directly from his own wiki, tumblr info, talk of his own character and RP posts.Someone saw the conversation, and based on our intentionally shitty description, was able to accurately guess who we were talking about and send him an anon to tell him about it. You’d think that would be pretty telling about his own RP, and this anon’s interpretation of it. He answered the anon in a long rant about me that featured both my in game name and my tumblr handle. In case you need me to spell this out for you, he went public with it first. I’ll also remind you that I was blocked, so I wasn’t/couldn’t be following him, and I was not properly @tagged in this rant, so I never would have seen it unless someone told/linked me, or someone I follow eventually reblogged it. And I honestly can’t imagine the level of narcissism it takes to write a long personal post full of wangst and victim-playing every time you hear a person had something negative to say about you or your RP character (not even by name–and by picking words from his own descriptions of his character), especially a person you have had issues with in the past and who you openly shit-talked yourself prior. Who does that? Lord knows my blog would be overflowing. Not everyone will like you, especially not people you jabbed at first. Especially not with an off the wall RP concept. Especially not with you trying to pass that concept is lore abiding and just “unusual.” Especially not with you trying to tell other people they’re “wrong” about the lore. Especially not with your character being a squicky, walking fetish and immortal jailbait. And that’s not even touching other things people have told me about this person that rubbed them the wrong way. Move on with your life.However, I found out about the post thanks to the OP himself when he unblocked me just to send me the link to the post and then before I could even read/respond to the post, sent me a barrage of IM’s still playing the innocent victim which is grating enough on its own but also included him straight up lying about ever posting/saying anything about me, insisting he’d done nothing to me, had nothing against me, this was so out of the blue and uncalled for, etc. When I pointed out this wasn’t the case, that I had seen and read the posts firsthand because blocking me doesn’t prevent me from seeing his posts, he began to lie instead about the contents of said posts and pulled some gaslighting bullshit about how I had just “misread” them, all the while either willfully or coincidentally not seeming to understand anything I said to him (I mentioned him publishing the anon about how I hate women at least twice and the response was always “I never said you hate women!!” Well no shit). He kept insisting that I had “gone behind his back” and that if I had a problem I should “say it to his face” despite the fact he’d had me blocked and that I’m not a douchey enough person to try to contact him despite that, and despite the fact that he had “gone behind my back” and not “said it to my face” twice now prior, and had done just that with his post about the folks from the RPC as well.He also insisted that the tumblr post was meant just to innocently “bring the issue to my attention to clear things up” despite me having no way to see it on my own unless by coincidence, and despite him proving to be willing and able to send me IM’s instead, which you’d think could render the need for a public post moot. When I pointed this out, he promptly deleted the post, lest anyone else see through his bullshit to what he was really trying to do.After my initial response to his wall of IM’s, he sent another wall this time with more insults and accusations, and promptly blocked me so I couldn’t respond. So yes, I made a vaguepost, I know, how awful, how dare I. A vague post vague enough that only someone who had seen his post, or who heard about it from him otherwise, would know who and what it was referencing. Until he responded to it himself, that is and unblocked me again to send me more angry messages to which I responded by permanently blocking him instead because this game of blocking and unblocking sure was getting old.Cue his charming friends sweeping in to tell me to eat a dick, making false accusations against my RP partner and I, sending me threats on Discord, telling people I flashed my breasts for money, etc. And the other person? The one who brought him up in the first place who I had only been responding to? Whose name he was given, was aired in the same public post on his blog as mine? As far as I know, she hasn’t gotten any hate, probably not a single message. And I’m glad, because she shouldn’t get any, she doesn’t deserve it. But at the same time, sure seems sketchy that the person who did the same exact thing as me–and who did it first–has not provoked anyone’s ire, not even been messaged. The public post in reply to the anon who named her, even, was aimed 100% at me. Now isn’t that funny. It’s almost like this was an excuse for people who already had beef with me to try to take shots at me and pretend it was justified. It’s almost like all you anon keyboard warriors don’t even know how this started or what actually happened.And now I’m going to talk about something else. You cannot do “whatever the hell you want” with your character. RP is a two-way (or more) street. There is a real person behind each and every character. These people are looking for fun just like you, and are every bit as deserving, and your fun shouldn’t impede on theirs. We are all allowed equal parts of fun.So when people play their weird ass lolicon/shotacon/pedobait characters, who is having fun? What if the other person in the RP was sexually abused as a child and you’re dredging up terrible old memories for them and making light of their pain? What if they’re a parent worried for their child, or worse, the parent of a child who’s already been abused? What if they’re an actual pedophile and seeing you RP this is tempting them, making them think they’re desires are normal and okay? Hell, what if they’re a goddamn ordinary person who finds it creepy and uncomfortable?What if the fetishized, futa ERP avatar is interacting with someone who is trans or nonbinary or intersex IRL? What if it’s triggering them (in the genuine, real sense of the word)? What if the walking affront against the lore character talking about being an Voidsent Half-Primal Garlean Spy in the middle of the Quicksand is ruining everyone’s immersion–particularly when they refuse to play along as others respond realistically IC and try to kill them or arrest them or kick them out? What if the OP af infinitely-stronger-than-everyone-else-around-him character is making the RP unfun for every other RPer involved because their characters can’t do anything but get beaten up or bow to his whims unless they stoop to godmodding or suddenly beefing up their own character?People can and will judge your character. Those judgments are usually best left kept themselves or quietly shared between trustworthy friends. But when your character trespasses on the OOC fun of the role-players around you? Sorry, my guy, people have every right to speak up. And all this nonsense? All this nonsense was a small handful of people who were already pretty nasty showing their true colors and getting told to pipe the fuck down. A pretty good outcome, if you ask me. So, please, block me, anon. My life will be better without idiots like you in it, and the same probably goes for anyone else you intend to block. Your nameless, ignorant, anonymous presence will not be missed–or noticed, for that matter.
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