#i mean i’ve loved it for years

[abstractredd]

writing a tes fic and having to deep dive into the lore to make it accurate be like

#i mean i’ve loved it for years #but recently been getting into the lore #HOOOOO #i CANNOT stop thinking about it #im so normal #tes #tesblr #tes v skyrim #tes 4 oblivion #tes iii #tes 3 morrowind #skyrim #oblivion #morrowind #of mer and man

[doccywhomst]

#i’ve been thinking abt that cringe post #i think the latent feelings behind ‘cringe’ are shame and sometimes envy/bitterness #same vibes as when six year olds say ‘those toys are for babies’ if they’ve been shamed for their age by older kids #anyway. i think part of the healing process is realizing that shame puts you at war with yourself bc part of yourself is a social being! #and that part of you wants community and acceptance (maybe love). shame is the absence of acceptance #unlearning shame means learning self-love and gaining the confidence to find your people #jerma #cw jerma #(someone asked me to tag lol)

[jeanmoreaue]

the fact that nora made Jean gentle at heart is so special to me. despite everything that’s happened to him and although he’s a bit abrasive, he still cleans the damn dishes and puts away leftovers without being asked i love him so much

#i just finished the whole book and i’m gonna have to reread that shit again #i’ve loved Jean for many years now (catch the username) and i just feel so special about him #and i can’t get over the fact that he’s 19 #which means he was 18 during the events of the foxhole court series #and the parallels between him and neil #WHEN HE SWITCHES OVER FROM CALLING NEIL NATHANIEL #that part made me lose my mind #tsc #tsc spoilers #the sunshine court spoilers #jean moreau #my love and light

[kyurochurro]

simon dobbles :DD

#churro art #my art #fanart #illustration #digital art #adventure time #simon petrikov #ice king #adventure time fanart #AHAHAHAAGUESS WHI STARTED WATCHING AT AGAIN #okay…. not to talk tew much in tags again… but whe;I say this show made a big piece of who i am today #I MEAN ITTTT #i love this show so much I. could never explain it in proper words I think 😭😭 #BUT ANYWAYS YEA I found out putting at in the bag while I draw or work is rlly nice #I’ve already seen so much of it so many times over for years #that putting it on the big relaxes me LOL #but anyways simon has slowly become one of my fav tragic characters #simon and Marcy is still one of my most fav at episodes 💔💔 #i just wanted to draw him after rewatching it!!! #and I also still love him as ice kind cus he’s so funny . even if he’s weird LOLLLL #ANYWAYS I WANNA DRAW MORE AT STUFF BUT IDKKK…

[thememerman]

I went into this on Twitter but I’m gonna go into again bc I don’t have a character limit over here 🧚

THE SYMBOLISM OF CROSSHAIR LOSING HIS HELMET.

he’s had this helmet since Aftermath. It was one of our first introductions to Imperial Crosshair and the things he was willing to do (and was at first forced to do) to get ahead and be seen as someone important to a higher cause. It represented his loyalty *screams* to the empire and the new goals he had that ended up separating him from the Batch in the s1 finale.

and WHEN HE LOSES IT??? practically every trace of imperial Crosshair is gone too. he doesn’t care if Mayday is dead weight or not, he’s going to get him back to base or die trying. he doesn’t care about what the empire wants anymore. he doesn’t care about being a good soldier. he doesn’t care about orders. he’s more himself than he has been since the chip activated god only knows how long ago. he’s throwing everything to the wind because he cares, because he doesn’t want to be alone again, because he sees too much of the people he cares about *COUGHS* HUNTER AND CODY *COUGHS* in his brother and he can’t stand to lose him too. and then he does anyway. and Crosshair is so done and so broken that he’s literally willing to probably be executed for treason just to avenge Mayday’s death. he was ready to die right there on that godforsaken outpost and he’s not a commander anymore he’s barely even a soldier anymore it’s just. Crosshair. all alone. all over again

#i can’t inhale properly anymore #I’ve loved him for years and it somehow just keeps getting stronger #you don’t understand what he means to me look at this feral cat of a clone and tell me how I’m not supposed to love him with my whole heart #star wars #the clone wars #animated star wars #clone troopers #the bad batch #captain rex #the dad batch #tbb echo #tbb crosshair #tbb hunter #tbb tech #tbb wrecker #tbb omega #commander cody #tbb mayday #bad batch spoilers #the bad batch season 2 #bad batch season 2 spoilers

[rubysparx]

Um actually I have something more to say about Kabru and Mithrun’s similarities and relationship.

I think a lot abt how it’s shown a few times how elven culture relies heavily on non-natural ways of doing things, and it’s interesting especially how like our main cast repeats multiple times the three steps to living a long and healthy life. Meanwhile the canaries, the elves, don’t necessarily recognize that stuff as important as it is. I think specifically of the example of Mithrun explaining to Kabru that he has to have medication or a spell otherwise he can’t sleep, to which Kabru tucks him in and gives him a massage which knocks him out cold. His dependency on other methods to fight off insomnia were kinda just in his head, he hadn’t tried anything else. I mean prior to joining the canaries he was fully restrained 90% of the time so ofc a servant would just come in and place a spell for him to sleep every night. And he was like that for years. And then Cithis just replaced all his caretaker servants, then it became her job to make sure he took a pill or listened to her bells every night. I think there’s something there about how there’s a list of stuff Mithrun wasn’t allowed to be around and when he gets separated from the canaries he encounters all of that since Kabru doesn’t know to “protect” Mithrun or restrain him so severely. And it’s interesting because Mithrun doesn’t even seem to have issues with the things, like ofc top on the list was he wasn’t supposed to see goats or sheep. One of the first things he and Kabru eat is barometz. Its something to me that Kabru, who has also suffered so much, takes Mithrun into this dungeon and he has to face head on what’s been bothering him, he has to look his trauma in the eyes. And eat it. He cannot move on until he sees it, understands it, and finally starts talking about himself (“the last desire I had left wasn’t revenge, I wanted the demon to finish me off” “I was scraps left on the plate […] I guess vegetable scraps have their uses too”)

It just seems to me like a more vague and overarching way we see the elven cultural mindset hold him back from properly healing, I don’t think Kabru knew what he was doing at all but the fact of the matter is no one was filtering Mithrun’s view of the world anymore. And while Mithrun believed that didn’t matter to him, nothing mattered, it still made a difference. He was still on the path to moving on, and properly healing, even though he didn’t quite recognize that.

#dungeon meshi #not overtagging this sory #I’ve been having a lotta Mithrun thoughts despite saying i don’t like him very much #</3 #not a Kabru/Mithrun shipper just bc I can’t get behind #shipping Kabru with the guy his mom used to be coworkers with #and she also like. oversaw his rehabilitation. for years #but I mean I see the dynamic that fact just bothers me when I consider it myself #do whatever you want. thumbs up emoji #these quotes aren’t exact and there’s no image proofs #this is a messy one I’m literally just getting my thoughts out #this post was originally drafted at like 4am #Cortana send this thing out into the world #also slightly off topic but does #anyone else ever think abt the implications of marcille’s dungeon lord dress being #corseted in a story where body fat shows strength and love of life #the demon gave her a dress that made her appear unnaturally thin. hey can anyone hear me #hello. hey

[rinisdrawing]

fav friends + family 🫶

(also, it’s my birthday today!! here’s some doodles of characters that make me very happy <3)

#fnaf #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb #fnaf ruin #five nights at freddy’s #fnaf fanart #gregory fnaf #cassie fnaf #vanessa fnaf #glamrock freddy #3 star family #i turn 19 today…. i first started tumblr when i was 14/15 time goes by so fast…. #i probably sound like a broken record at this point but thank you all so much for the love and support!! im super grateful <3 #anyways the duos and trio ever me thinks #i’ve missed drawing fred & greg!! 2 years later and they still mean absolutely everything to me #rin’s artchive

[tongues--and--teeth]

I think all of the coffee cookies need glasses. Comes with the territory.

The real reason Cappuccino isn’t here

#‘oh espresso wouldn’t have a beard’ This man is not shaving every day. #he sleeps in his work clothes and brushes his teeth twice a year he is NOT shaving #Guess which one is my favorite character #it’s painfully obvious lmfaoooo #I could not draw his silly ass #I do also think Affogato does not HAVE glasses I just think he needs them #Not a very serious drawing tbh but I’ve been strangely artistic lately #crk #teethart #I did technically draw this two days ago but whatever. posted today. #cookie run fanart #cookie run kingdom #fanart #affogato cookie #cappucino cookie #I mean. he is there. #crk affogato #my art #espresso cookie #espresso crk #latte cookie #latte crk #coffee siblings #anyway? Latte trans femme lesbian who’s dating alchemist because the schools/colleges they work at are figuratively next door #I love my womnen rarepairs. they’re great.

[birdy-bird27]

Visualization of how I feel about spamton

#spamton #I just I’ve him so much I need to fucking squeeze him like a stress toy #I LOVE HIMMM AGAHSHSJ #there must be something wrong with me #I never have been this obsessed over a character so violently for so long #the closest was undertale but like it wasn’t this bad #Thnk god I have the plushie so I can do this irl #then after I give him a kissie then cuddle him to bed #where he eventually wakes me up with his loud ass voice box #like WHAT DO YOU MEAN 2 YEARS?! #it felt like I met him yesterday #like the hype hasn’t died down at all for me yet

[rustyreveries]

happy autism acceptance month!! i doodled salad to celebrate <3

he’s one of the best unintentional autistic reps imo

#sal is my sugar pie honey bunch <3 #kissing him holding him in my arms. his breath stinks but that’s okay mine does too lmao #he means so much to me .. ​every time i see him i do a little happy stim :3 #btw!! this month marks like… 9 years?? since i first discovered salad fingers! #i joined the fandom last year but i’ve liked david’s stuff much longer than that. i didn’t even know sf had a fandom until recently lol #salad fingers #the pose is kinda awkward but it’s fitting i think #i hate how simple my art style is but i don’t want it to be complex either ☹️ oh well #tho i guess it’s ok cuz i like the more cartoony look. the only thing i wanna rlly improve on is shading #i’m practicing i promise …… #i’m gonna go a bit crazy w/ the tags cause… i think i deserve it #tbh creature #autism creature #ngl the tbh creature would fit right into the sf universe #autism acceptance #autism acceptence month #autistic artist #actually autistic #btw if you’re wondering how i post art so fast it’s bc i have like 500 sketches in my files that i’ve never finished 😭😭 #i’ve been going through them and just. cleaning them up a bit before shoving them down everyone’s throats #ok bye love u guys /p #> rust’s art <

[kitamars]

happy new year ^^ ✨✨✨

#happy new year everyone #honestly all i can really say is #thanks for sticking with me for so long #it really means a whole heck of a lot more to me than you all know #the support i’ve gotten for my work is insane #and i can’t wait to show you what i have in store for you all next year #here’s to another fantastic year! love you all ❤️ #kotetsu t. kaburagi #barnaby brooks jr #kotetsu x barnaby #had a wonderful year thanks to them #partners (affectionately derogatory) #taibani #tiger and bunny #tiger & bunny #t&b #tnb #ok bye

[mcybree]

i need to start hating other characters besides just scott apparently. does anyone have suggestions

#Sorry i dont. care enough about the other guys. #I mean I do i rlly do but like. not enough to feel comfortable saying i’d hit them with my car #I get to say I’d hit scott with my car because i’ve thought about him for 15000 billion years and #am cursed to the scott favorite blorbo hell dimension #I cant start doing this with like. idk. bdubs. I dont know him like that #I could hit bdubs with my car recreationally like for fun. I think he’d flatten like a pancake and then stand up just fine #bree barks so fucking loud #On an actual note: ive given a lot of thought to why cscott gets hated specifically and it’s actually really fascinating #theyre of course just theories though I’d need like. more personal testimonies to back them up. #since i think im an outlier in the “i relate to 3l jimmy so of course I’d hate 3l scott specifically” department and therefore dont have— #extremely relevant personal insight on the topic #also usual disclaimer that when i say i hate scott i also love scott he’s my favorite etc etc

[daffi-990]

Fuck it Friday

Here’s Buck and May’s first meeting from I’ve been sleeping so long in a 20 year dark night (now I’m wide awake). I’m so close to finishing this one. It was meant to be just a small 2K fic but it’s more like 5K now .. whoops 😅. Got a few things left to type and then I can edit and maybe get someone to read it and she’ll be good to go!

Prev snippet here.

Buck closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, letting the sea air fill his lungs to the brim. Evan Buckley has finally been boxed up, tape sealing the lid shut. This is his fresh start. He exhales, opening his eyes and setting off in search of breakfast and coffee, so much coffee.

The Main Street of town consists of different shop fronts including a grocery store, flower shop, hardware store, butcher and a cafe called Abuela’s. Buck sighs in relief as he opens the door to the cafe and it quickly turns into an appreciative moan as the smell of freshly brewed coffee hits him.

“If you’re letting out sounds like that just from smelling the coffee, we may need to put a warning sign up on the door for the noises you make when you actually drink some.”

A blush begins to creep up Buck’s neck as he looks behind the counter where a young woman is standing. She’s maybe 18 or 19 with warm brown skin, dark brown shoulder length hair and a face that should really be on tv or in magazines. She’s beautiful, and Buck can tell just from her kind eyes and warm smile that it’s not just a skin deep beauty.

“Uh sorry, it’s- it’s been a long couple of days and I’ve been living off of shitty gas station coffee and- and whatever they’ve had in their hot boxes.” He rubs the back of his neck, ducking his head sheepishly.

“Well today you’re going to be having fresh coffee and an equally fresh breakfast.” The young woman states, leaning casually against the counter. “I’d go with the chocolate chip pancakes, they’re extremely popular and for good reason.” She picks up a menu and slides it across the countertop towards Buck who steps forward to grab it, leafing through the pages. “I’m May by the way.”

May holds her hand out towards him and Buck accepts it, shaking her hand. “I’m Buck, and chocolate chip pancakes sound amazing.” She smiles at him and Buck is helpless but to return it with one of his own, a genuine Buck smile, not the fake one he’s had to wear for so many years. “And the biggest cup of coffee you have. I don’t care what kind, surprise me.”

No pressure tagging: @jamespearce9-1-1 @thewolvesof1998 @watchyourbuck @callmenewbie @spotsandsocks @hippolotamus @wikiangela @lover-of-mine @rainbow-nerdss @giddyupbuck @devirnis @fortheloveofbuddie @loserdiaz @spagheddiediaz @malewifediaz @wildlife4life @weewootruck @exhuastedpigeon @eddiebabygirldiaz @theotherbuckley @try-set-me-on-fire @athenagranted @disasterbuckdiaz @fiona-fififi @homerforsure @hoodie-buck @honestlydarkprincess @jesuisici33 @jeeyuns @ladydorian05 @clusterbuck @captain-hen @bekkachaos @monsterrae1 @prettyboybuckley

#this is before Buck meets Chris and Eddie 😊 #fic: I’ve been sleeping so long in a 20 year dark night (now I’m wide awake) #daylight series #daffi writes #it’s school holidays here in Australia so I have two kids home instead of one which means less typy typy time #but I’m also loving having both my kids home 🥰 #but Mumma also needs space 😅 #haha parenting is fun! #(it’s hard and rewarding and all the emotions rolled into one)

[cordiallyfuturedwight]

Outro : EGO - BTS (방탄소년단)

Just trust myself. for @hopeinthebox

#in honor of outro ego being my most played song on spotify this year #I mean I haven’t seen my wrapped yet but according to receiptify it’s my most played …. of all time…. so I’ve just got a feeling #jung hoseok #btsgif #j-hope #hobi #usersky #annietrack #shirleytothesea #joonietrack #heyryen #CYPHERNET #and for lizzy for being... lizzy <33333333 #thanks for having the best taste in music and providing a safety zone to go feral in skjdjsjdjdj #LOVE YOU #hope this made you smile like you make ME SMILE ok embarrassing bye #mine!

[jyminie]

Just finished the trials of Apollo and I NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT

These books were so different to me because they directly revolved around a topic Rick clearly wanted to touch - abuse. Specifically, familial abuse. Personally I think he’d done it gracefully in a way that really sinks in for me now, but I’m not a victim of abuse and don’t pretend to understand the subject.

Regardless, I think the way Rick wrote Apollo, Lester, was absolute perfection. There’s an art to writing a literal god in first person perspective, and have him be one of the most human characters in the entire franchise.

Lester STRUGGLES. And he’s not perfect at all, he doesn’t even begin to understand everything at the start - not the world, not consequences, not the stakes and not the people around him. But fuck he learns, he learns the hard way, the only way, by doing. And it’s not a linear journey either - between book 1 and his more or less lucid identity in book 5, he goes back and forth between learning, and relapsing to his old ways, and learning again, and trusting and understand and rising victorious in all the confusion. He doesn’t shy away from his emotions - he cries a lot, and gets frustrated, and laughs. He learns to feel for other people. But he also learns to heal himself. And he does it by helping others heal, too.

To me, this red thread tying the books together by a common serious subject, made the reading somehow more whole. I can’t explain it, but Apollo slowly verbalising (well, thinking), realising there are similarities between his relationship with Zeus to Meg’s relationship with Nero, was so satisfying. Although I feel like “satisfying” might be a bit of a harsh word. Mostly I felt proud of him. I /felt/ for him, so very much, for so long. He’s likeable because he’s so human, and that includes both his silly and tragic sides, because these coexist within all of us. And I think he as a character encompassed that beautifully.

Reading that last book, expecting a showdown of sorts between Apollo and his father, and receiving a short conversation, an understanding, instead, was amazing. Because that’s Rick’s way of showing us what’s important. No use trying to fix what we can’t, what isn’t our responsibility to fix, what makes us miserable. Humans have this natural ability to rise from their own disasters and forge out of them their own paths in life. And Apollo did just that. It took him time, but that’s how it goes for all of us. And instead of fighting Zeus, he chose happiness. He chose focusing on what’s important, his old hobbies, his friends.

In a way, I’m bittersweet- I wish he didn’t have to stay at Olympus. I wish he could spend as much time as he’d like on earth. But the thing is, a god is what he /is/. But now, he understands for the first time that he gets to pick what kind of god he should be.

And he chose the human kind.

#I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I FUCKING LOVE HIM #STRAIGHT UP IN MY TOP 3 WITH PERCY AND ANNABETH #this little rant hardly even scratches the surface of the feeling I have #I’ve only just finished reading the tower of Nero #for some reason I put it off for two years but finally here we are #whatever Rick put in this character #it fucking WORKED #the joy this little loser brings me is actually insane #his development is perfect #but again #I don’t mean that just in the “’becoming less of an asshole’ way #he also learns to deal with his own set of traumas #his pain and fear and guilt #and he does that by BEING HUMAN AMONGST HUMANS #which (surprise!) I am too! and so are you! #and it hits because like. he’s there for me #he said it himself #and I think he’s right I can feel it #I love you little buddy #I hope you’re well #the trials of apollo #trials of apollo #apollo #lester papadopoulos #percy jackon and the olympians #the heroes of olympus #pjo apollo #pjo #toa #riordanverse

[hellsite-hall-of-fame]

Hi! I'm the anon who originally asked you to tag your asks, and I just want to say you shouldn't have to apologize to those mean anons. This is your blog and you can post whatever you want. I'm really grateful that you were kind enough to tag your asks so that they can be filtered, but if those anon can't appreciate you going out of your way to do that, they should just unfollow you and find another way to see heritage posts. No one should be berated for using a feature their blog came with. Answer as many asks as you want and ignore those hateful anons. You're awesome for running this blog and you should be able to interact with your followers, especially if they want to interact with you.

this is such an articulately worded ask and I appreciate it, thank you😭

and like the prev anon wasn’t really mean, but I just normally am able to come up with a better and more eloquent or funny response to those kinds of asks but I just. don’t. have. the. energy rn lol

no but I appreciate what you said, especially coming from you! and yeah I did legitimately spend hours tagging and mass editing all of my posts to make a cohesive tagging system, so I thought I solved the problem lol but alas

#also i’ve never thought of answering asks as ‘using a feature your blog came with’ but that’s actually lovely perspective and I like that ty #but really y’all I have over 1.7k unanswered asks on this blog😭 #like that’s accumulated over 4 years but still!!! #and I want to answer them all and feel so bad that I don’t but I just. can’t. bc yeah #damned if i do damned if i don't #or more accurately and from a kaitlin butts song- damned if I do -bored if I don’t #anyways #ask #the hellsite answers #anonymous #hellsite hall of fame curator’s bullshit #the curators ask addiction #also it’s possible I don’t know what anon hate is #if someone said something actually mean to me i’d probably think it was a joke sooo idk