#i never noticed the tears before...

[guardian-angle22]

TK/Carlos + Touch

↳ 3.08 In the Unlikely Event of an Emergency

#911 lone star #tk strand #carlos reyes #tarlos #tk/carlos + touch #not sure how well it comes across but you can see the tear under tk's eye in that one screenshot and when I noticed it broke my little heart #don't cry baby I can't handle it #will never be over this episode #will never be over carlos softly telling tk 'I love you' here #or his thumb softly stroking tk's leg #carlos is in peak caretaker mode here and it's so beautiful to see #someone stop me before I write an essay in the tags of my own gifset #my gifs #there's definitely a pt2 for this episode possibly pt 3 I don't even know yet there's so much to this one #episode: s03e08 in the unlikely event of an emergency

[kestrelteens]

For the longest time it's been my wish to try and build some CC free stuff lmao I wonder how I'd do!

#i've never tried it before #but i'm seriously tempted #some of you are really nailing that and it's inspired me to try #i have also only recently noticed how much good non cc clothes there are in the game #mind blown #it reminded me so much of my childhood that i almost teared up lmao

[agent37]

fun fact! this was both the last thing i made in 2022 and the first thing i made in 2023!

inspired by the video ever :3 rendog miku drop pop candy post frfr

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#that hello chat gif leaves me in tears im going insane #hatsune miku #miku fanart #miku hatsune #rendog #renthedog #rendog fanart #renthedog fanart #im so lost someone pick me up im scared theres too many new tags #do i tag this with the hermos? ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ill say no. bc its. its not. ? yeah ok i wont #idk why it took me so long to - oh my god hold on a moment rens glasses shines are completely fucked- #sorry ok its been like 12 minutes for me. you dont ever need to see how bad that was #i literally dont understand how i never noticed that before 😭😭- #idk why it took me so long to actually go about posting this. #those last 4 tags were initially in a bigass blurb paragraph but. no one needs to see that on their miku rendog post.

[gayofthefae]

Has anybody talked about this parallel yet?

And I don’t mean crazy together/friends.

Will talking to Mike about friendship and solidarity with tears in his eyes over the years.

#stranger things #byler season 2 #byler season 4 #byler callbacks #my beloved <3 #byler #byler details #how i never noticed it before but 13 year old will had tears in his glossy eyes talking to mike too

[lotus-lamps]

hey....hey..heywait a minute.....

(speculating in the tags instead of here because i am incapable of writing proper readable commentary my bad)

#not my art #theory #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd fukuchi #bsd spoilers #look i know people have already been theorizing that the person at the end of the season finale is fukuchi #(and i've also seen theories that its the fusion of fukuchi and fyodor) #but like i literally never noticed this until now #there is NO way this is a coincidence that they have such a similar mask #its not the exact same #but i think its really interesting how fukuchis is the one that has lines running down the circles like tears or blood #also they sorta have similar hairstyles? #OH PLUS THAT SCAR LMAO #i did not look at the guy closely enough #“you cannot avoid death” #very interesting and fitting honestly #and they have the same belt thing :skull: #(not included in the picture sorry) #how have i never seen this before #anyways moral of the story they did a moderate amount of trolling #also cause he appears like right after fukuchi dies? #why would he come back though #he seemed pretty satisfied with his death #its probably not EXACTLY him but im really not sure why the guy is going against atsushi and akutagawa #also how the hell did akutagawa unvampirify and then get a whole bloodborne build in like two hours #major upgrade though lowkey #he kinda fine tho #/hj anime akutagawa is hard to simp for #manga akutagawa is much better what did they do to my boy

[lloydfrontera]

lloyd canonly being an angry crier gives a lot of potential moments of both vulnerability and endless teasing, ngl 👀👀

god it really does, i know it's not very realistic but i keep hoping one day we'll get to see him get into a full blown fight with someone and that particular characteristic of him will pop out at a very inconvinient time hjashdka

also i'm so glad i finally have someone else confirm that trait i was kinda scared i had exagerated it ajkshdka

lloyd would probably get so frustrated, because he's not sad! he's not hurt! he's just so mad it feels like everything it's bursting at the seams and he can't even talk because there's a knot in his throat and if he blinks he knows he's gonna start tearing up and he! hates it!!

it's one thing when it't just javier bickering with him and cornering him to a point lloyd doesn't have a good comeback and it maybe a stung a little more than normal and he got a little bit angry and ok so he's tearing up but that doesn't prove anything! shut up javier!

javier starts carrying a hankerchief with him and offering it to lloyd with a smug smirk when he notices him tearing up which makes lloyd get soooo mad. sometimes he'll just stop their bickering by being like "i don't want to upset master lloyd to tears like last time :/" something lloyd also detests with his entire soul but he can't actually deny and he hateeees it

but it's another thing completely when he's actually angry and he actually wants to make a point and he wants to scream because he can feel his chest start getting tight and his vision is getting blurry and he hates how pathetic it must make him look, how easy it is to get under his skin, how vulnerable it makes him feel when he can't help but cry out of anger. it frustrates him to no end knowing the person he's arguing with probably thinks they already have the upper hand just because he can't help tearing up when he's enraged.

and i think javier wouldn't be able to handle this actually, if he saw that lloyd was getting genuinely upset with him to the point where he was full on crying, even if he knows it's more likely out of anger, he wouldn't be able to help worrying that there is actual hurt underneath and he'd start trying to defuse the situation. or at the very least it would shook him enough for his own anger to slow down.

and if he saw another person pushing lloyd to that point, they probably wouldn't live for very long lmao

#tged #the greatest estate developer #lloyd frontera #hey i got an ask #lunacurse #ahsjdhajk sorry this got away from me again asjhdka #also also also #i loveeee the idea of lloyd and javier getting into their usual bickering except maybe they're both a little raw because of recent event #(still don't figure out what exactly but y'know what i mean) #so it gets a little more intense than normal and before they know it they're full on arguing and lloyd starts tearing up but this time #javier doesn't stop because he thinks that's just lloyd being his usual self and it's not until they're both screaming at each other #that lloyd just. breaks down. completely. full on crying and sobbing. that javier realizes this was a lot more serious than he thought #and then he just. stops. because he never meant to make lloyd feel like that. and lloyd notices and it infuriates him even more so he just #storms off because the last thing he wants is javier pitying him #and then later on when both of them have cooled off javier quietly sits besides lloyd and without saying a word offers him his handkerchief #and lloyd just sorts of scoffs but can't help smiling a little as he accepts it. and then they make (out) up <3 #javier asrahan

[silent-partner-412]

Tears Of The Kingdom gently nudged me in the direction of the Rito Village and I immediately gave it the finger and started off to Zora’s Domain because reuniting with my boyfriend Sidon is my top priority right now

#zelda #the legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #sidon #so far the game’s pretty damn fun #i’m getting kinda sick of how much i’ve had to google basic mechanics cuz the game doesn’t explain them properly #(maybe i’m just stupid idk but i’ve never had this much of a problem in a game like this before it’s weird) #also the second i got out of the tutorial area and onto the main world again i noticed my level of fun start to drop #but we’ll see how it all ends up #the shrines in this are real puzzlers tbh #the new runes don’t fuck around im super into it #it’s giving oracle of ages and coming from me that’s a HUGE compliment

[leighsartworks216]

TOTK Spoilers kinda

I'm doin some fanart rn and I'm looking at references of the Gloom Hands and,, y'all

They're wearing rings

#it probably mirrors ganon's rings but i just never noticed before #totk #tears of the kingdom #minor totk spoilers #totk spoilers

[guhhhhhhhhhhh]

I have to put fresh sheets on my bed and make it but I've just been sitting on my bare mattress for the last 20 mins ranting to myself about this damn show

#again rewatching this with a developed adult brain is CRAZY #and I'm catching so many things I didn't notice before #and it's making everything feel even more !!! than the first time I watched the show #like!!!!like!!! somehow I never caught onto how such a strong part of flint's grief comes from the fact that he didn't try and rescue Thomas #and how his actions led to all of this happening in the first place #he could have sided against Thomas with his father. and they never would've had any of the mess that came with angering Dad #but that just wasn't possible to him anymore #because of what he felt for Thomas he had to defend his ideals. the ones they shared #and after all that. KNOWING that HE was partly responsible for what happened to Thomas!! just how painful it is that he walked away. #and fled to Nassau. and didn't do anything to try and help Thomas #like!!! the GUILT that must cause!!! the ANGUISH!!! no WONDER he's Like That Jesus Christ #and like!!! oh my GOD Toby Stephen's acting is outstanding in this #the way you could feel the palpable shift right after flint hugs Miranda. while Ashe is telling them how he can wisk them away to someplace #else in Europe. and james steps back!! you could see it in his EYES that that is the moment when Captain Flint starts to form #and you can hear it in his voice. the barely perceptible shift. that he reached his breaking point #also I completely forgot about the surprise Vane attack at the end of that episode and I nearly screamed #black sails #ALSO!!!!!! going through all of this with the knowledge that Miranda dies T^T and that Thomas is actually alive and they get reunited #is tearing my soul apart I think #these sheets may not be going on my bed tonight.....

[ajdrawshq]

crying at isat ending counter: 3

#I HATE THIS GAME (ive never loved a game more) #also i forgot how beautiful the final battle themes are..... #and like. there are plenty of games where ill tear up thats fine thats normal #this is the third time ive seen this in what couldve been a single month(?????!!!!!!!!) and im still legit crying rn #and oh!!!!! its coming soon!!!!!!! the one i havent even seen yet!!!!!!!!!! #aaaaaaaaa............... #soon................ #isat #isat spoilers #especially for some of these next tags. beware #ALSO NEW DIALOGUE FOR ME SINCE I COMPLETED ALL THE SIDEQUESTS YEYEYEYYE #oh!!!! that part of bonnies is different.. i dont remember sif saying theyd explain their past to them before #and sif telling bonnie everyones ok even tho that never .. agh :') #this game is so cute. everyone is so cute i love this game to bits #sif n miras friendship is so dear to me....... #feelings buddies!!!!!!!! #sifffffff :'3 #i think if i beat this game daily my depression would just cease tbh. alas. that is against the will of the game itself #WAIT I JUST NOTICED BOTH HAVE HEARTS IN THEIR EYES DURING THE CONFESSION .. aw :3 #HDJSJBDMK HIS REACTION TO SIF TELLING HIM THEY . #OHHHH MY GOD????????? THAT FACE #SIF???????? GO BABY GO #'MAYBE WE SHOULD'............... DEAR LORD #ISA BLOWS U A KISS!!!!!!!! #im so happy for them god bless #ok. now . the thing i Really did this for. here we go here we go here we go

[himbo-harrington]

The way I've spent probably over 300 hours playing breath of the wild and I've only just discovered that you can find the recipe of food you've cooked 🥴🥴

#how? how?? #like every time you select a meal the word recipe pops up and ive literally never noticed it before #and i was so excited to see it in tears of the kingdom when it already exists in botw #breath of the wild

[ne0nbreeze]

I started rewatching season one of mob psycho and having the context of the ending for some reason is making certain moments so much more impactful for me. Idk if I’m just paying more attention than the last time I watched it or if the ending legitimately changes that much for me but ough it’s making me think about so much I love it

#I’ve always loved episode five #but rewatching it with additional context made me realize so much that I never noticed before #I actually almost started tearing up a little toward the end and that’s never happened before with that episode #yeah I think I’m just gonna end up watching the rest of the season now lol #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #my post

[basslinegrave]

me: okay i will stop thinking about wuko- relapsed. relapsed. relapsed. please i need to study

edit: an extra monke from a previous notes sheet with a joke. i also made the same joke on this current paper because i have one braincell

#idiot of the week: me #i signed up for an exam thats tomorrow but decided to go on monday like the resr of my group #i did now however notice the teacher changed the time range until when you can cancel your sitting #so i just thought i can cancel it today. i was so wrong. so im cramming and its hell #theres so much and im only like halfway in and i only have ~2 hours left #i wanna go sleep at a normal time #also idc if i fail tmrw but i also wanna test myself... and knowing me i would also study the day before so. it literally doesnt matter #ready to fail and if i pass this. im literally never studying ever again (i always say this but like i pass tests ppl study for a week for #and i just check it the day before) (in tears yes but if it works it works) #rant in tags #thoughts are being thunk #theres SO many typos but nobodys gonna read these anyway. so whatever #rest of my group* i did not*

[bo0zey]

me, afraid to develop a benzo addiction so doesn’t take any of my prescribed clonazepam for >1yr : eek!!😨😰no thx!!😓😓

me, 1 year of worsening escapist behavior + 6.5mg klonopin later: now THIS is the shit im talkin bout😎😎🤤🤤

#IM NOT CONDONING DRUG ABUSE PLSSS TAKE UR PRESCRIPTIONS AS PRESCRIBED!! #benzodiazepines are only rlly addictive if the person starts abusing them. not if ur taking them as prescribed #also i can’t just keep doing this on the regular degular ok this was a blip in the simulation #i just had an awful spiraling start to my day at 6am and just wanted to sleep away the pain of realizing i’ll never have my mom again #everything i wanted someone to feel abt me everything i wanted them to say that they love me that they’re proud that they’re going to miss #i was so desperate to be comforted i even left my room and went up to my dad before he left for work and he didn’t even notice the tears #then the waterworks started and my dad finally hugged me against his chest #i felt so small like a child 22 year old me jsut wanted to be comforted by her dad like #like a child all over again #but ik i had to get it together i couldn’t be a child forever so i let go #i went back to my room n i couldn’t qualm the sobbing abandoned child within i couldn’t give her her mom back #all i could do to make this anxiety this pain this desire to see her again right now now now. #all i could do was take my anxiolytic and hope it put me to sleep. just for a little while #i only wanted to sleep for just a little while until the storm passed and i woke up n forgot what it feels like to miss my momma #she wrote her last letter to me and i spiraled at her words #‘i’m really going to miss YOU’ as i tell myself over and over i don’t rlly miss her i’m numb to her absence #‘ our coffee dates. car rides. shopping’ i don’t remember any of those things not clearly at least #’sitting in the couch together holding your hand while running my fingers through all that hair of yours’ #that’s all i want . someone to run their fingers through my hair. but she’s not here anymore no one wants to love me like she did #‘you know your self worth like i taught you when you were just an itty bitty little baby’ #how would she feel now if she knew my self worth was 0 it’s nothing i’m worthless i’m alive to be used n abused i’m not worth anythin #not worth anything good #i always thought she was my best friend. in her letter she said i was her best friend .i always thought my feelings were one sided. but no #she said she’d look at me and it was like looking into a mirror #now when i look into a mirror i don’t recognize the reflection they’re a stranger to me #was she my mirror too??? and now that she’s gone i don’t know who i am anymore???? #if she’s gone i might as well be gone too #these awful thoughts needed to stop i needed to sleep so i took 12x the amt im supposed to #it’s not gonna happen again. but i won’t lie it was nice while it lasted #ramblings

[lxnarphase]

g. satoru who is a massive pervert and constantly whines for you to let him touch you all the time, even when you're both around others. you've lost count of how many times he grabs you and pulls you into his lap, his warm hands slipping under your shirt while sitting next to g. suguru, who's attention is no longer on the tv.

'he doesn't mind,' satoru always comforts you, grinning into the skin of your neck. 'sugu's my best friend, he knows i can't help but touch you, baby.'

best friend or not, that doesn't explain how you always ended up with your legs spread open wide in satoru's lap, your jeans and panties discarded somewhere on the floor as suguru kisses all over your thighs. the two of them talk like you aren't even there, as if you aren't growing wetter as each second passes.

"satoru," suguru purrs, his fingers running up and down your soft lips, parting them open to watch slick slowly drip out of you. "you must be doing something else to her. i've never seen it get wet so quickly." the way he speaks so calmly makes you dizzy. it's unfair, so fucking unfair how calm and collected suguru is when he's inches away from your pussy, those pretty purple eyes focused on it.

"yeah? 's wet?" it's also unfair how riled up it gets satoru, seeing his pretty baby getting shy because his best friend is rubbing his fingers up and down her slick folds. "she's so messy, isn't she? she's the prettiest little pussy," he coos into your ear. that gets a chuckle from suguru, his eyes finally looking at you. "always the one to talk to the pussy and not about it, aren't you, satoru?"

his fingers finally focus on your clit, rubbing little circles into it. both you and satoru look pretty from this angle, suguru notices. the pure need and shyness on your face paired with that manic desperation on satoru's...it's a perfect picture, one he wants saved forever. maybe next time you'll let him take some pictures...after all, he needs a new background for his phone.

"c'mooon, sugu...give her a kiss? c'mon, c'mon, give that cunt a kiss, tell me how sticky 'n' wet she is," satoru fucking begs, acting as if he's the one spread open and dripping. but you second the thought, giving suguru the prettiest little puppy eyes.

"anything for you, princess," he coos softly, leaning down and pressing a little kiss on your clit. it's so light you barely feel it but then he's peppering kisses on it, your wetness starting to get on his lips and making each press of his lips sticker and wetter. "s-sugu-!" before you can even beg for more, his mouth is on you. his tongue is so wet and hot on your cunt, it feels like he was drooling for you.

"does she taste good? how wet is she, suguru, c'mon, tell me, tell me how that pussy tastes, pretty please?"

"mm, satoru, it's almost as if you wanted to be between her legs."

"who wouldn't? she's so pretty, she's squirmin' so cutely, my pretty baby, my needy little mochi, her pussy's always so creamy and warm and messy, god, i miss it right now."

"shit...stop talking like that, you're gettin' me flustered, should i-"

"s-sugu, please, keep going," you so politely ask. it's unbearable how cute you are, it's taking everything in him to keep being nice, to keep treating your cunt nicely. he knows satoru is mean and practically bullies your pretty slit almost every day, but he wants to be the nice one, the one who you go to when your 'toru' is being too mean. yet, you're making it so fucking hard when you look at him with lidded eyes that beg him to be rougher with you...

but he knows he's done for when satoru whispers something in your ear that has your eyes fluttering a bit and gets a pretty little gasp from you. those gorgeous eyes—oh, do you have little tears in them too?—connect with his and he's fucked.

"s-suguuu, please," you coo to him, moving your legs to hook over his shoulders and pull him closer to the apex of your thighs. "i need your mouth on my pussy r-really bad, please don't tease me." you take a pause and squeeze your eyes shut, whining a little as satoru coos for you to keep going. "g-give my...my messy cunt attention, suguru..."

suguru shakily sighs and the next thing you know, his mouth is smushed against your pussy, his tongue hungrily swirling against your clit as his hands grab onto the fat of your thighs. he doesn't know what gojo told you in order to hear you say that, but he's silently thanking him as he messily sucks and slurps at your juicy cunt.

it's so hot, all it takes is a few swipes of his tongue and you're gushing everywhere. suguru lowers his head to dip into your hole and he moans. he missed this, missed the sweet taste of your juices on his tongue as you squirmed and moaned for him, your boyfriend's best friend.

"fuck, i-i can hear how wet she is," comes satoru's pitiful whine, his hand dipping down to swipe at your clit as suguru focused on lapping up everything that dripped out of you. "lemme help, lemme help, wanna help you get her creamy, sugu." the feeling of suguru groaning into your puffy folds has you keening, arching your back against satoru's chest. oh, he's in heaven watching you both. "yeah, you didn't know she could cream, didya? put your fingers in her, sugu, put 'em in that sticky little pussy 'n' angle up."

reluctantly pulling his mouth off you with a wet sound, suguru slips two of his fingers in you. he doesn't miss the cry of his name, but he really doesn't miss the delirious giggle and moan when he angles his fingers up, rubbing against that spongy spot.

"f-fuck, she's dripping..."

"go on, fuck her with your fingers, you know you wanna see her make a mess. make her fucking cream, suguru, get her prepped. maybe t'day she'll let you put it in...oh, based on your face, she just clenched on your fingers, yeah?"

his fingers are still swirling around your clit, his other coming down to press on your abdomen. he can hear you getting wetter, your little whimpers turning to moans as you slur their names desperately. he wants you to lose all thoughts, only able to think about him and suguru...yeah, he wants you all soft and sweet so he and his best friend can try and slip into those warm, slick walls.

"mmn...she's really creaming...god, pretty girl, can you cum for me? i wanna see you cum on my fingers. satoru, move your fingers, the poor thing needs my mouth on her."

"hmmm, suddenly you know what she needs? ehehehe, you're learninggg, suguruuuu!" if you had turned to look at satoru, you'd see the charged look in his eye, blue eyes practically glowing with insanity. his hand grabs a fistful of suguru's hair and pulls his face directly into your cunt, unable to handle any more of this. he wanted to see you cum on suguru's face.

"c'mon, c'mon, kiss it, suguru, make it messy for the both of us. mmh, fuck, listen to you making out with her pussy, s' wet and sticky, isn't it? oohmygod, both of you sound so good, she's gonna cum, sugu, she's gonna cum in your mouth...fuck, i love you both so much, can't wait to see you both fucking each other."

#geto suguru smut #gojo satoru smut #gojo smut #suguru smut #geto smut #geto suguru x reader #geto x reader #gojo x reader #gojo satoru x you #gojo satoru x reader #jjk smut #jjk x you #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen smut #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jujutsu kaisen x you #𖤐 ── lxnarblabs. #𖤐 ── lxnarworks. #💎 ── satoru. #🔮 ── suguru. #i am insane !!

[riaki]

i literally cant stop thinkin’ about highschoolbully!gojo who used to be your ride or die ‘til he started getting attention from those popular jock type guys who are always assholes to everyone. and him being.. well, him means he preens under attention no matter who it’s from, so naturally he started to gravitate towards that group and their little troop of cheerleading fangirls. and then he started distancing from you and without either of you really realizing it, you’ve slipped between the other’s fingers. but the way he acts towards you makes you think he let you fall without moving a muscle to slow you down.

soon enough, a year swings by and by the end of it he’s gone from your life, save as just another face in the gaggle of boys who make crude jokes and laugh at smart kids and pop milk cartoons during lunch just for the hell of it. but you’re minding your own business, ‘cause you’re mature enough to realize that people come and go, no matter how close you might’ve been and you think it’s unfortunate that so many memories could be thrown aside in a blink of an eye, but it makes a lot of sense when you walk past satoru and his friends bullying some random kid. you don’t know him, but you’ve heard enough to realize it’s his girlfriend satoru’s flirting with while his ‘gang’ kick at the kid. and it’s sickening, but you don’t say anything when you walk by.

and when you don’t ever see the kid afterward and catch the dark eyebags under his girlfriend’s eyes, you come to the cruel realization that satoru isn’t the boy who’d bandage the scrape on your knee you got from tripping in the playground or buy you a soda because he’s noticed your sweat when you were walking home and you don’t have any money left on you.

it’s a glass half empty, half full type of situation. on the one hand, you don’t have him anymore. on the other hand, you don’t have him anymore. that is, you lost your best friend, but you’ve also lost someone who has the potential to absolutely ruin your life. and you don’t know whether to be glad or not, so you just mind your own business even if it hurts a little when he ignores you, stops tossing paper at your head in class (unless it’s to embarrass you) and stops walking you to and from school.

but the cherry on top of the shit cake is that he doesn't get it. so when he approaches you in the library one day after satiating the need to tear pages from books and make them into paper airplanes to throw at people, he doesn't seem to understand why you try to ignore him, or put off his attempts to hold a convo. but the worst part is that he's just sleazy and clueless about it. it's like he took an eraser and wiped every single year of your friendship off the chalkboard with one fell swipe, and you wish he'd done that too to the less-than-appropriate messages he and his friends had written towards one of your classmates.

he doesn't understand why you're hesitant to talk, and that's what makes it the worst. he always thinks he's in the right, and he keeps setting you off and it sucks that he knows exactly what sets you off. "i'm an asshole? what're you talking about? really, you're in over your head. you never change." he laughs, and you ignore him, and he gets bored, and he's about to leave when he spots your wallet open next to your book, on the table. there's a polaroid peeking out, and he recognizes the tufts of white hair to be him. but there's a weird feeling in his chest, and he thinks he gets it from you, so he leaves because he thinks you're weird.

and it goes on; you practically become a nobody in satoru's eyes, because of that weird, weird feeling you give him. it's unfamiliar and he's never gotten it before and he doesn't like it. but it's unavoidable when your professor pairs you two for the end-of-term project. and of course, you're ready to do all the work, because that's how it always was between you when you were kids. but sometimes he'd surprise you by helping, and he'd show you that he was actually intelligent just to earn your praise because he liked it. but he ignored you, and you did everything, and it would've been okay if not for his friends egging him on to present your entire project when the day came and leave you with no content for a grade.

that's the first time it hits him: does he really want to do that? but it's not like it'll be the first time; you've always taken the hits for him, because you're naturally smart and you'll pick yourself back up in no time, and you get why he does it, so it'll be okay. so he agrees, and he enjoys the time he gets to spend with you through it, but the nagging weird feeling that blooms in his chest like a pesky weed only grows stronger. that's all his feelings ever seem to do around you.

but before you know it, presentation day swings around. you had coffee this morning (on his card), and you're ready enough to shoot him a small smile that sends his heart a-flutter. so you go up, feeling up to the task and ready until— he starts talking, and talking, and talking, and people don't think that he's taking your words out of your mouth because he's intelligent when he wants to make you praise him and you don't get the chance to get a word in and you notice the guys are laughing and hitting each other's shoulders to themselves in the upper rows and before you know it it's over. people are clapping but moreso they're looking at you and they're whispering— but it's terribly loud and they don't bother to hide it. they call you things that shouldn't bother you but they do anyway, because it's satoru's fault, and you're such a fool for thinking you could have it your way again.

so you leave class early, excusing yourself and ignoring the way your professor gives you a distasteful look and scribbles something next to your name. you're out the door in a second, neglecting your bags and satoru's a little lost because— didn't he just do good? people were clapping, and laughing with him and not at him, but it's attention either way so he doesn't mind. so why do you? why did you look at him like he stabbed you in the back? and his friends are calling his name, and he wishes he could chase after you and do something but he doesn't.

and it's a little sickening what they do next; one of their girls grabbed your bags and tossed it to them, and they've started rifling through it as if they own it, tearing up your shit and dumping everything onto the ground and he's kind of just... glued to the chair by his feelings. his heart feels like it's been patched together and the weird fuzzy feeling he had in his chest that's been cultivating has extinguished to be replaced with something he realizes he's only ever felt when it comes to you— guilt.

he's so lost in his thoughts that he doesn't realize his friend is silently offering him something— nudging his side to get his attention. he takes it without really realizing he moved his hand, and his silent friend with the gauges in his ears and the dark hair gets up and leaves without another word. when satoru looks down, he realizes he's been given your wallet. "the reward for betraying your baby," they call it. like all you're worth is the money in your account.

he's a little curious. that's how he's always been; asking you questions, rummaging through your stuff, laughing sheepishly and shaking it off when you caught him red-handed. so he opens it up, ignoring your sad little cards and the funny look on your license. he's looking for something, subconsciously; but he doesn't find it. there's no white tuft of hair to suggest his presence in your life; just empty black leather. nothing else.

and he doesn't see you after. or the following day. or the following weeks; weeks that turn into months that turn into the end of school and he's graduating but you're not by his side. and neither are his so called 'friends'; the only thing he has to their name is your own ruined friendship. it's a shame; he feels alone. very alone. no fuzzy weird feeling, not even that thing people call guilt. no attention to chase, and connections are ever harder to make. it shouldn'tve mattered that much, right? it was just a presentation. why wouldn't you just come back to him like you always did? were you not still friends...?

but the blood is still on his hands, and he doesn't manage to ever wash it off. guilt has a way of festering; of weighing on the heart 'till there's nothing left to feel or think but unfortunate circumstance and what could've been done differently. it just sucks that he never tried hard enough to keep you from slipping between his grasp. and now, he doesn't even have a polaroid to your friendship's name.

pt.2

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