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worstqueerbaittournament · 10 months

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Submission message: howdy, would like to submit keith and lance from voltron (lmao)

Submission message: BBC Sherlock and Moriarty / BBC Sherlock and John Watson

Additional propaganda: Now Keith and Lance on the other hand was a whole fucking mess that they then shoehorned in an hetero romance to try and "fix it" but by lord it was bad, everything about voltron is so fucking bad

Anyway this is my Klance propaganda : They were actually bait

Klance's queer baiting by the team was the worst!! We had to deal with NETFLIX ALSO GETTING IN ON THE QUEER BAITING!! If you searched up Kkance during the times for season 6-8, the SHOW WOULD POP UP. The directors would make jokes about it being canon, even Lance's VA got in the joke!

Their queer baiting was the worst for anyone who was even looking for an ounce of queer rep in that show. The only queer rep we got was a man who died after not even 5 minutes on screen, and shoehorned in the credit scene of a gay wedding of a character that was neither Keith nor Lance.

I do not know Agatha and Sophie, so I can't argue that klance was bigger bait or not, I just know voltron was mean lmao. the creators said stuff like "lance will be someone's first choice!" (meaning NOT ending up in a relationship with allura bc she very much chose another guy over him) and heavily implying he would be Keith's 1st choice (or a guy in general bc of point number 2). point number 2: they also released official art showing how super cool and diverse the main cast was! race! gender! LGBT - they had shiro (who was......canon gay but that's a whole other can of worms) and lance hold the sign with LGBT on it and then did absolutely nothing with that w lance at all (he hit on allura, so obvi he's not gay, but at least bi or smt) (UNLESS you count the scenes where he's flirty with keith). I just remember going into the last few seasons being like "klance probably won't be happen be honest with yourself there's like no queer kids shows!! but damn like it so could tho!!! because of how much it's been teased both in the show and by showrunners like I can't have no hope with the way the producers talk about it!" lmao I should have had no hope, but i genuinkey believed there was a possibility it could happen. and actually I discovered after the fact that i think one of the writers for the show who was the main advocate for klance (they had a lot of diff writers for eps, which led to lots of character butchering but ANYWAY) left not terribly long into the show I believe bc he didn't like the direction it was moving in and didn't want to be tied to the show anymore. so it's not like fans just made klance up either - it was written into earlier episodes with the hope and plan to continue developing later, and then just nothing ever happened with it besides INTENSE teasing it to keep queer fans around. esp after shiro's relationship was literally only a flashback and then his fiance thing or whatever got blown up before we even got to watch him interact w shiro as we knew him in present time in s7, so I think they kept being like hmmm klance and the stuff about lance being a first choice before s8 to keep ppl around. also esp bc klancers made up such a big portion of the fan base. then they made a horrible szn and ended it w a flashforward to shiro marrying some random background character who maybe had 1 line? I just remember hitting the flashforward and being like uhhhh who is this dude??? but they did that to hit those diversity points wow first gay marriage in a cartoon or smt idk it doesn't count to me really. so anyway voltron in general is queerbait lol but klance is because it started out as a legit possibility and then they said sike! but only maybe sike bc u guys are mad at us burying our guys in s7 so maybe klance could still happen haha okay now we're serious no it's not happening. anyway I think klance is p bad queerbait and a vote for them is a valid vote, not just u liking the ship.

#im sorry but johnlock is a household name in ther queerbait trenches

I don't know much about blaze runner, but this website made me endure Johnlock FOR YEARS, that ship makes me so fucking angry, and it's so much bait, the whole fucking show is just 4 kinds of bait in a trenchcoat trying to pass as something good, and Tumblr(and the rest of the goddamn world) ate it up like a five course meal. So anyway that's why I'm voting Johnlock

#klance #keith x lance #voltron #voltron legendary defender #sherlock x john #johnlock #bbc sherlock #tournament

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futurecorps3 · 1 year

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okay but imagine meeting nikolai at a masquerade ball :00

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Summary: A pleasant surprise in the masquerade's ball. Pairing: Nikolai Lantsov x fem!reader Warnings: None I think!! Word Count: 1.4K Requested: Yes

A/N: THE ROMANCE THAT MASQUERADES CARRY HAS ME ON A CHOKEHOLD SINCE I SAW THIS REQUEST TYSM NONNIE! hope u like it and don't mind it's a bit short. <3

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The corset was far too tight. She didn't get to wear her favorite color. The heels were killing her. More than two men had already approached her with terrible openers and she just wanted to go home. Y/N was really trying not to be selfish. She truly was; this night was very special for her father, as the masquerade ball was the first royal event her family could attend.

After years of bad luck with her parents' work, somehow, with savings and a recent escalade of people needing construction materials from all over the continent, they developed a small fortune into a big family-owned business that produced lots of money, meaning they went from being a middle-class family in Os Alta to making business with nobles on behalf of the king.

Word got around, and long-story short, his youngest daughter was forced to attend this ball with her parents. Looking around the room, there was no way they fit in here, but it was a dream of her father's, so she opted to get a tad tipsy with champagne and dance a little before she could go home. The room smelt like booze, expensive perfume, and laughter could be heard from every corner.

What did they find so amusing? From her point of view, the things she now had to get used to were pointless, boring and merely there to make positive appearances with the royal family, who wouldn't bat an eye at them, scarcely noticing their attempts. The girl sighed, watching some other boy in a fancy suit and golden mask approach her from the front, ready to reject him "nicely" as her father had suggested.

Then, a voice.

"This is all incredibly stupid." Simple.

Y/N turned around, finding a blonde head of hair with a blue mask staring at her. He was sporting a uniform like jacket with some medals over it and golden details all over... a general's son, surely. She wasn't sure if he was speaking to her or just wondering out loud since he was sweaty and short of breath, probably from dancing. However, he seemed to have read her mind, and that was enough to start a conversation.

"It is, people trying to impress people who won't even look at them directly in the eye." She chuckled, sinking into her glass of champagne, to which the boy gave a surprised stare. "You seem to have it against the royal family". Oh no. This was in no way a good start, or the setting to voice her complaints about the general injustice lived in her country.

"No! Not at all! I just-" "It's okay. I get it. They think they're too good for anyone, even though all these people are the backbone of their country, not the institution they represent. Ravka would be nothing without its people". A sigh of relief. Did this mystery man get it? He surely wasn't poor or looked like he could care less about social injustice and unfair judgments.

"How would you know?" She questioned, and he was amused, very amused. "Well, let's say I've done my own research over this land, contrary to my family's wishes". His family's wishes? Military men and women came from usually underprivileged areas. Maybe he was the son of some snobbish general who didn't want his precious boy to hang around peasants, but he decided against it.

Suddenly, he enveloped her hand in his, kissing the back of it while looking into her eyes. "Nikolai Lantsov", he introduced himself, lowering it back next to a seemingly limp body.

Oh.

People said he'd show up, but no one really believed it after many failed reunions who promised the prince's attendance. She should bow, her mom told her that she should if she ran into some member of the royal family. Her body reacted to her thoughts, grabbing a fistful of fabric around her and bending her knees in a polite bow. "Moi tsarevich... I'm so sorry, you must know I don't think sorely of our king and queen, it was merely an observation. Apologies".

Nikolai was awfully quiet. Y/N's head was down and all she could see were his shoes and people passing by. Then he laughed. He laughed. "Come on, dear, get up" he offered her his hand and stood straight once again, red in her cheeks. "First of all, call me Nikolai-" "Y/N" "-call me Nikolai, Y/N. Second, no need to apologize as I do think sorely of my family's ruling over the country. And third, that's not how I wanted to make you blush so please calm down, it's okay".

How could that ever be okay? Yes, the younger prince was greatly known for having major discrepancies with his parents and the model of government that was being followed, but it was only okay if HE said it. Not some random girl who just showed up and ran her mouth over the literal king and queen of her nation. She always found a way of fucking up.

"I always talk too much, I'm really sorry moi tsa-" "Nikolai". It felt wrong in her mouth, to be on first-name terms with such an important figure. She said it anyway, that charming smile of his making her weak on the knees and forgetting any kind of stupid hierarchy she was supposed to follow. "Nikolai".

"Why do you assume that's a bad thing?" he said, taking two glasses of whiskey from a waiter who was passing by, downing one and giving her the other "Hm?". She didn't quite hear the question, too focused on how his hands looked with so many pretty rings to the way his eyebrows furrowed briefly at the burning liquid. "Why do you assume talking too much is a bad thing?"

Well, that was new. This entire exchange was, really.

"Well I-" no words. She didn't know. He laughed. "You've been told it is, and I think it to be awfully human, therefore awfully lovely. We like being heard, and there is no reason why we shouldn't be". Another blush crept up her cheeks. Was he always like this? Y/N found, years later, that he had a certain fixation on questioning anything and everything around him.

He questioned limits, pre-impossed ideas, authority, words and virtually anything those beautiful blue eyes laid. Nikolai was that kind of special you find once in your life. "Do you uhm... want to get out of here?" she spat, not really thinking anymore. She wanted more of that. Whatever spell his charm casted upon her was doing wonders. "To where, exactly, darling?" he said, raising his left eyebrow slightly.

Teasingly.

"No, no! By no means am I suggesting something of such nature... I just want to talk to you" "We already are, love" "I'm aware, love. I mean, away from the noise and all these creepily masked people". Silence for a tiny moment. Then he offered his arm out to her, placing the glass he was holding previously on a table and directing his new acquaintance to the back exit.

When they got to the garden, the moon was up and she was the only witness to such an enchanting night for the young prince and the girl. At the time, their lifes didn't fit at all. Two opposites. But oh did their souls knew how to dance. Nikolai found himself at peace, away from the facade he kept around and the appearances to be kept long forgotten as he laughed with Y/N.

"You talk like a book," he said, smiling as they sat near one of the many fountains. You could hear the water streaming down cobblestones and some noises coming from the bushes, the noise from the party becoming merely a background behind their chat. Y/n couldn't help but laugh. "What is that supposed to mean?". Their thighs were touching and she could feel Nikolai tense up a little.

"You do! There are some... things you say that seem taken out of a poetry book." "Like what?" Her cheeks warmed at that, waiting eagerly for an answer to one of the most creative observations someone had made about her. "You said that if love isn't passionate and extraordinary, then it's a waste of time because there are too many mediocre things in life and love shouldn't be one of them" "It's just what I think" she shyly replied, fidgeting with her mask, long gone since they started their walk.

"Then that pretty little mind of yours must be a thrill to discover" "Would you?" "What?" "Like to discover it" "I'd love to, dear" Nikolai smiled sweetly, blue orbs swimming in hers. It was the night the fox found shelter. The night they fell in love.

#nikolai lantsov x reader #nikolai lantsov fluff #nikolai lantsov ff #nikolai lantsov imagines #nikolai lantsov smut #nikolai lantsov #paddy gibson #paddy gibson x reader #shadow and bone season 2 #shadow and bone imagines #shadow and bone imagine

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archie-sunshine · 4 months

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Hi! Hello!! It's 5am and after reading the 1.5 Driftrod chapter I couldn't help myself by showing my appreciation for it- LIKE THANK YOU!!

My mean Drift apostle- I love how you characterise him! Thank you for sharing this! (Also, amazing how they both got send to horny jail, tho I doubt it would stop Drifty from being a mean teasing b-)

Anyways, a did question did pop up- two actually. But they don't really relate to each other. Kind off?

First, what are your thoughts on Hotlock? My heart, brain and evil horny half of me aches for both sides of Rodimus and Drift so I always have double brainrot about them (-size difference. it's the size difference.)

Second, I didn't find it anywhere on your info page(or maybe it's just me being blind, apologiesif it's the case) but do you have a Ko-fi or something similar? I'm a broke uni student but I still wanted to support you in some monetary way! (Also because I totally want to commission hotlock but felt guilty by just asking without paying hhh)

Sorry for the long ass ask! 5am me is ecstatic about what they just read and future me will feel shame and pass it down to at least three generations for making a fool out of myself.

Have an amazing day and keep being great!!

So do u guys ever get an ask that leaves u kinda sittin there like this?

*ahem* anyways!! Sorry, i got very carried away drawing sketches for this ask so if this is like- super overwhelming i apologize

THANK YOU!! FOR ENJOYING THE SECRET DRIFTROD FIC!! I have a lot of thoughts about drift and his sex life and libido and personal preferences. I won't go into heavy detail(unless someone sends an ask wanting to hear about my thoughts) but i fully agree that drift has a mean streak the size of the grand canyon, but also has so much internalized guilt that he REALLY tries to not do anything about it. Rodimus is oblivious to it- until Drift eventually snaps and makes his intentions very very clear. But there were some obvious warning signs, i.e. being a very persistent sex pest and getting way too revved up from bullying rodimus with the magnetizer on.

AS FOR HOTLOCK??? I genuinely hadn't thought about it- until i read an absolutely life changing brain shattering wip from a friend of mine. AND NOW!!!??? NOW ITS IN MY BRAIN. i cannot get it out of there. LOVE hotlock, lots of thoughts on hotlock. The tension, the hatesex, two pent up freaks with the libidos of rabbits. What's not to love right? (apologies, im not the best at drawing Hot Rod idw style but i think this gets the point across yea?)

I personally find it very compelling that they would start out hating each other, and hot rod would likely continue to consider their whole relationship more of a sexually charged rivalry. but deadlock I believe would become almost animalistically possessive of hot rod. Still hating him, still savoring the thrill of hunting him for sport for the express purpose of beating the brakes off him. but uh... not wanting anything to get between that.

I like to imagine that characterization for deadlock no matter who he ends up with, BECAUSE, I also really enjoy the idea that Drift would harbour a lot of guilt and shame for that part of his life? like i personally believe Drift would try to cover up as much of deadlocks remaining character traits as possible out of guilt, pretend they arent there and that he's a much more even tempered, normal person about the relationships he's in.

Now is that possessiveness or mean streak really gone?.... I mean...

drift would probably very much like you to think so.

NOW!! about commissions, first of all holy shit thank you? what? Don't spend your money on me good god- I USED to have a ko-fi, but i have not used it in a very long time!! I really appreciate the sentiment, but especially if youre hard for cash, I'd be happy to just draw requests because i think they're fun!! so feel free to suggest whatever you'd like to see(as long as its like- one of my hyperfixations bbgfdgfds-) I personally really love making people happy with my art, so like- praise, recognition, and knowing that my work made people happy(via comments or tags or inbox messages) is like fucking crack to me. I'd love to draw driftrod/hotlock for anyone, literally anytime, bc it would make them happy :] and that would make me happy :]

Like, see? I farted this drift out in under 10 minutes and it made me so happy to draw and i went 'omg the little people in my puter are gonna love this drawing' and it brought me infinitely more joy than the 25 bucks id get as payment for it.

IF!! I do open for commissions though, i'd likely be accepting payment via my paypal in CAD, and you'd likely see me open for them on my blog if you're following me!!

I know this post is already like exorbitantly long, for which i apologize, but i do want to say you should never apologize for the enjoyment you gain from someones work!!! This ask has made me so happy!! It makes me really glad to know that someone out there who i don't even know was brought joy by my very stupid fanfic at 5am somewhere. ALSO??? the fact that someone halfway across the world from me can see and love and enjoy something I made??? THE WORLD IS BEAUTIFUL WHAT?? The connection that fandom and creation can bring is beyond description and I am glad that my work reached you. any of you. all of you. thank you anon.

(jesus christ im getting emotional in this chilis today)

[Feeling nosy? Send me an ask or request in my inbox!!!]

[full sketchpage under the cut!]

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siiversans · 1 year

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OwO‽ I don't believe it, you really answered me QwQ and I thought you didn't have much time, and you think I'm sweet? What a beautiful person you are. Q u e e m o c i o n ! ! Well, sorry if these questions are bothering you a bit, but I didn't leave them to you before because I didn't know if you would be okay or available, plus the text was already long enough, Even I would be too lazy to read. Finally, here I leave you the following questions:

1) What exactly is that necklace that Hotaru! Frisk and Gin! Sans have for? Since when Gin! Sans died supposedly I would have to respawn with that at least, but I think I missed a part and didn't understand xd.

2) Are you ever going to do the story or you have no ideas and are you going to postpone it for the moment? I didn't see that movie, it looks nice so I might look for it at some point, But I would like to know what the story that you propose in your AU would be like, I think it would be great.

3) Why Tonbo! Chara is inside Kin! Papyrus? I think that was never explained or I don't know, maybe it didn't appear to me.

4) Do you like or dislike errorink? I like Frans, I don't care if he's gay, but I also like sanscest (I think it's written like that xd).

5) Is it confirmed that the Frisk of your AU is male? Or is it still a mystery and you just joke with its gender? It doesn't matter to me but I ask out of curiosity owo.

6) If I ask you for a drawing, would you do it? Or only for commissions?.

7) Who is Goatgurt (or yogurt) Asriel? I thought it was Tandoku! Asriel until I saw that he came out of the giant flower xD I felt so stupid jsjsjjssjs.

8) Why can't you leave comments on posts? Or does it only appear that way to me? Because I see that they are all deactivated.

9) What do Silveredge and Silverware mean? I know they are shipps but the names make me curious, also that of the children. Well, I think that was it. Wow that's a lot of text x,p sorry TwT I write too much almost what I think sometimes. I'm not one to edit things, I don't understand much of it, that's why I don't translate comics for others, I can barely manage jsjsjsjs. Bueno, Saravade linda😘

Ah sí, I almost forgot, won't you show me an OC of you? Since every artist has one and I would like to know how you look like x³

that will come into play soon :)

like. SUPER soon. like when we get back to hotaru soon!

if you mean gin's pre-outcode story, actually, yes! yes i will :)

it's a secret as to how or why right now but i'll probably reveal it properly when we get to that point in the plot (i'm busy with school right now!)

3) Why Tonbo! Chara is inside Kin! Papyrus? I think that was never explained or I don't know, maybe it didn't appear to me.

please imagine him as a combo of cross!sans and killer!sans!

bonus info: kin is mostly based on disbelief and handplates papyrus!

this is their dynamic! (apologies if theyre hard to translate)

as for how they both ended up this way, you can either ask about it to them or wait :)

4) Do you like or dislike errorink? I like Frans, I don't care if he's gay, but I also like sanscest (I think it's written like that xd).

i love errorink. it's in no way canon to this story or au but my current au fic is all about errink and i also run @errinkgarbagedump!

5) Is it confirmed that the Frisk of your AU is male? Or is it still a mystery and you just joke with its gender? It doesn't matter to me but I ask out of curiosity owo.

hotaru is amab (assigned male at birth) non-binary!

their pronouns are they/them, prefer presenting masc/androgynous (only a lot of the time! there are exceptions)

6) If I ask you for a drawing, would you do it? Or only for commissions?.

right now, i take little requests with tips on my ko-fi!

i can be a bit slow at responding and finishing the requests though <:)

7) Who is Goatgurt (or yogurt) Asriel? I thought it was Tandoku! Asriel until I saw that he came out of the giant flower xD I felt so stupid jsjsjjssjs.

goatgurt is the asriel from @asktheamalgamategoat! his story is concluded on the blog and i got the honor of taking care of little yogurt boy for the rest of time on my blog and story ^-^ <3

8) Why can't you leave comments on posts? Or does it only appear that way to me? Because I see that they are all deactivated.

i'll have to check on that! i changed the blog's tumblr settings some time back :p

9) What do Silveredge and Silverware mean? I know they are shipps but the names make me curious, also that of the children.

silveredge is just the ship name for gin x fell! it was just the name that came naturally and i felt fit them :)

silverware specifically was because me and my friends were joking around that "lol cross has knives. gink cutlery animatic. silverware, get it?" and there it is LOL

the names for the ship kids (im assuming sterling and rust specifically) was just because i thought it fit them and the ship :p

that's all!!! thank you so much for sending so many questions!!! i love writing these and answering them, im really honored someone finds these many details and has so many questions about it 😭💖

#long post #hnme extra #(idk if i ever made that tag before. whatever!)#not plot lore #(new tag too maybe? idk. i might change it but that's what it is now)#NOT hnme #azo0angellife #kin pap #papyrus

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universallychaoticpan · 1 year

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I'm assuming that ur request is open can u do where (separate) Dazai and Fyodor's gf have 3 breakdowns over their 1 week long midterm/Exams. But problem is that s/o don't won't to cry & make themselves look like a fool in front of her genius bf. I studied but its still so hard & I'm so stressed that my mind cannot process information.

Anon, you have guess correctly, as my requests are always open. And I relate, I was so stressed trying to cram for midterms for two of my worst classes and then I go and get sick lmao. Anyway, though this is coming out later than anticipated, I hope everything turned out well for you. Come back any time and I hope you enjoy :))

Hurriedly, you wiped the tears from your bleary eyes, glancing over at the clock. It's glaring red numbers - not made any softer by the single lamp you had on - read 3:42 and you groaned into your hands. The words on the page in front of you blurred together, both because of your exhaustion and how much you had cried. Your coffee was cold, having failed to lend you any energy hours ago, and you froze as you heard the floor by your bedroom door creak. No matter how bad it was, you couldn't let Osamu see you this way. Sweet, cocky, charming Osamu Dazai who never had to try. Dazai who was practically a genius, who sometimes forgot what day it was but never failed to ace all of his classes without the sleepless nights you had to put in.

Honestly, you couldn't understand what he saw in you. Compared to him, anything you did seemed small; if he ever really tried, he could probably cure cancer. And you loved him. But it was nights like these that you doubted every time he ever said he loved you. Why would you? You couldn't hold a candle to him. What were you doing? Studying endlessly for an exam to pass a class to earn a degree that would let you work forever. The thought made you even sadder.

Now you were so blind to anything but the notes in front of you you didn't notice your boyfriend, rubbing sleep from his eyes and brushing his dark hair from his still glittering eyes (how he managed to always look so awake you would never know, the man had a worse sleep schedule than anyone you'd ever met) as he pulled up a chair beside you.

"You know, if this was me, love, you would be scolding me to get to bed and 'get some sleep for once in your life.'"

You jumped, hiding your face in your hands. "The hell are you doing here?"

"Well I was terribly thirsty and imagine my surprise when I find you here of all places."

"No Dazai," you sighed. "I mean why are you here? Compared to you I look like a failure- anything I can do, you can do better with your eyes closed and your hands tied behind your back. So why are you here instead of with any of the other genius girls in this place?"

Dazai blinked. His eyebrow lifted, a questioning look making his lips turn up. "Love, you know how our professors always say there are no stupid questions? That was probably the exception."

"But I don't stand a chance against you! I'm not as impressive or-"

"Y/n listen!" Dazai looked exasperated, rubbing his eyes as he gathered himself. "What's so wonderful about you is how you always put everything you have into the things you do. You're right, you aren't like me; you're better and that's why. You have to care about the things you do, because your passion decides the outcome. And one can not be apathetically brilliant. Remember that."

You smiled, laughing through a sob as you felt his arms close around you, leaning into his chest and breathing him deep. "Now please," he sighed, "can we please go back to sleep?"

Fyodor grumpily turned over, eyes assaulted by the glow of your laptop.

"My love it is four in the damn morning, respectfully, what could you possibly be doing?"

Before he could see, you released your lip from between your teeth, blinking away your tears and steadying your shaky voice before you said a thing.

"Nothing, don't worry. Just go back to sleep."

There was a slim chance he'd believe you; you loved how smart he was, but now you were hoping to heaven and hell that he wouldn't take a second look. If he did, he would see the raw skin of your upper lip where you pulled it off, the streaks of dry tears making lines of your skin glow just a bit brighter. He would have seen the heavy way your eyelids begged to close, the dark shadows beneath them bringing light to your exhaustion.

Of course he saw it all. He sat up beside you, closing your computer and looked you in the eye. His eyes were made for the dark; staring through you even now.

"You're the one always preaching to everyone else how important it is to care for oneself hm?" He held your chin gently, forcing you to look at him. "I should hope you haven't forgotten your own words?"

"You're one to talk," you muttered. "You've never had to try at all. I hardly think you're in the position to lecture me."

To your surprise, he laughed; the sound was low in his throat and soothing in the heat of the dark.

"Perhaps my love, but you're not in the right either. We both know this won't help you."

"Better than doing nothing."

In a second, he had your body pressed into his own. He rolled you away from your laptop, switching your positions on the bed while keeping his arms around you.

"Do not dismiss your well being so easily, dorogaya. What magic takes place when you sleep." He drew a finger down your nose, making you giggle in spite of yourself. "I watch as the night takes your weary bones and crafts them new for the day. I watch you become new each night, washed clean in a midnight sea as your mind creates stories for you to call kingdoms."

"Poetic bastard," you grinned, as you sank into him with each slow exhale. You could feel your spine release when his hands slipped beneath your shirt, his palms warm on your skin.

"The day waits for you; it will come. Do not rush it. Enjoy the night with me."

#dazai x reader #osamu dazai x reader #fyodor x reader #fyodor dostoyevsky x reader #dazai bungou stray dogs #fyodor bungou stray dogs #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungo stray dogs x reader #bsd x reader

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snowdrop-ivy · 9 months

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Life With U {Blake Gray AU}

A/N: Hey! It's me again. I have a lot of backlogs of ideas that I need to write but I saw these drafts I made when I was obsessed with the sway boys particularly Blake Gray so sharing it with you and I hope you like it! Summary: Gabriella tackles life, heartbreak, friendship, being a social media influencer, and falling for that hunk named, Blake Gray.

There's always a boundary about life and internet. Some don't share their life and some do, just like me. I never even imagined it would bloom into a whopping 80M followers. I mean it just started from a single rant about my high school life transitioned to beauty, dance, and music videos. Still grateful tho.

I rolled my eyes at this 4th take of TikTok video. This is the last chance, if this won't work out, I'm done.

"Gab!" Avery, my bestfriend called from downstairs.

"Yeah?" I yelled.

"Imma head out to Taco Bell. Do you want something?"

"No," I answered. "I'm okay. Take care!"

"Okay, Gabriella, this is the last take. If you can't do it perfectly, you're done," I warned myself.

My hands went flying as I screamed when I perfected the dance. I immediately uploaded it then laid on my bed to take a nap. I have this long test tomorrow and I haven't studied anything.

"Gabriella?" Avery's voice getting louder and louder with the knocks on the door. I immediately opened the door. "Let's go skating."

My eyes opened wide. "Excuse me?" I scoffed. "It's 2 in the afternoon."

"Yeah? And?"

I mocked her. "It's blazing hot."

"Don't be a pussy," she dragged me outside, shoved me my board, then we headed out.

I didn't really had a choice because she's my bestfriend and I love her too much to say no. We are skating downtown to get some sun because we don't really get some Vitamin C.

"That's the sway boys," Avery pointed at Kyo's and his friends' making TikToks outside. "We should say 'hi'," she said, I just nodded.

"Hey, Gab!" Kio shouted. We went near them and hugged each other. "How you've been?"

"I'm good," I said and I hugged all of them except for 2 guys.

One brown-eyed tanned one and white blue-eyed one.

"Oh, by the way, this is Noah and this is Blake," Bryce introduced us. New members, I guess I never attend the meetings they asked us to I just ask Griffin to take some notes. I think I saw them here everyday filming TikToks with the boys. I'm not really here much than I'm supposed to because I'm finishing college.

"Gabby," I shook their hands.

We all went inside to hang out because it was blazing hot. Q's doing a live with Anthony that's why Bryce and Griff are so fucking rowdy. Messing up his live in every way they know. I was in the kitchen hanging out with Kio, Josh, Jaden, and the 2 newbies. Kio's cooking pasta with me and the boys are just talking about casual things.

"How is that different?" Blake laughed. They're probably talking about Noah's hairstyle that he said is 'different'.

I really can't believe that these 2 are just 19 years old. Boys at my school, when they were their age, didn't looked like this. Life is really unfair.

The pasta's done and I served them their plating's which they all said 'Thank you' with their mocked kisses.

"Good?" I laughed when I saw Jaden's face full of pasta sauce from slurping. I handed him a tissue. "Careful, babe, you're not in a competition."

"This shit is so fucking good!" Josh slurped more pasta.

Blake and I locked eyes and we both shook our heads. Damn, those blue eyes. It's very pulling.

"What's that?" Bryce shouted from the hall. He went inside the kitchen with them, still on live. "Here we have, Gabriella, cooking pasta for us because she loves so that much."

I just rolled my eyes and waved at the camera. "Do you guys want some?"

They sat down as I served them more pasta. Griffin does this thing where he pretends he's in a mukbang but this time he did it on a live.

"Today," he cleared his throat. "We are going to eat Gabby's ~special~ pasta."

"Very special," Bryce added.

"So special," Q said. "She only does this for us."

"We're that special to her," Anthony added. "Right, Gab?"

I flipped them off and laughed. My phone rang and it was Tayler calling.

"Hey," I answered. We were supposed to go out and eat but I lost track of time.

"Hype boys are hanging out here. We could just cancel the reservation and hang here."

"Okay," I nodded. "That sounds good. You guys complete there?"

"Yeah," he said. "Well, he's here. Is that okay? We can just hang out in my room."

I shrugged. "No, it's okay. We broke up months ago, I'm okay already."

"Lies."

We both laugh.

"I hate you."

"I love you too, sweetheart. I'll see you here."

I bid goodbye and hung up the phone. I scratched my nose and head back to the kitchen. Q's finished with his live that's why they're just hanging out. Drinking beer and eating pasta.

"I'm gonna go to Hype's. Do you guys want to come?" I asked them.

People think that there's beef between the two houses but there really isn't. We're all good friends and some fans really need to calm down on making false teas.

"Hayes' there, right?" Q asked.

I nodded and scratched my nose once again. It's itching like fuck.

"Is that okay for you?" Kio asked.

Out of them, he's the most protective when it comes to Hayes.

"Yeah," I answered. "I'm going there for Tayler not for him."

"You'd better be," Griffin said. He hates Hayes the most.

"Why'd you guys break up, tho?" Noah suddenly asked. "You two dated for what? Two? Three years?"

"Yeah, three," I said. "He cheated. So we broke up."

"Oh," his face suddenly went aloof. "I'm sorry, I didn't know."

"It's okay, babe, you didn't know anything," I smiled at him.

There were articles surfacing on why we broke up but I didn't give a full answer. It just wasn't right to bring our problems to the public because they're not involved on the breakup.

"You guys coming?" I asked them. They all nodded and get their selves ready while I clean the kitchen.

Avery went home because she said she isn't feeling the Hype. Noah went outside to answer a call. Blake and I cleaned the kitchen while waiting for them.

"You want to do a TikTok after this?" I asked him as he's wiping the island.

He just nodded and smiled. He became timid when it's just the two of us so I thought of the perfect TikTok video to break the ice. I'll probably do the same to Noah.

"What do you want to do?" He asked, while scrolling through his phone.

"Do you wanna do 24 Man?" I suggested.

He nodded. We "practiced" but I made him sat down to "add" some steps.

"What is this?" He laughed, confusedly. I placed his phone to the bar window to start the video.

"Just trust me, Blake-y boo," I laughed.

"Is that my nickname?" He asked. He probably knows what I call the other boys.

I winked and started the timer. Although his phone's useless because I'm going to use my phone.

"Wait here," I said and left to start the music. I'm already laughing my ass off so I don't how I'm going to pull this off.

I slowly made my way towards him, who's busy dancing the steps.

"Jackrabbit when he put the dick in it

How you nut and you barely put the tip in it?

Sixty seconds, got him gone, that's a quick minute

He ain't never felt some pussy with some grip in it

Hair done, nails done like a bad bitch"

We laughed our asses off and kissed him on the cheek after filming it.

"That's one fucking good TikTok," I laughed. "I think that broke the ice, right?"

"That sure broke the ice."

I did that to all of them to ease into it but it didn't change much because we were hanging out already ever since before Sway happened.

We waited for Noah to finish to do an actual TikTok where you're dancing. We did 24 Man, Rags2Riches, and Wet.

Griffin drove my car to the Hype House because I was too lazy to drive. I'm with Bryce, Blake, and Josh. The others are on the other car, obviously.

"I don't have a good feeling about this," Bryce said.

"What do you mean?" I asked, replying to some comments on my latest video on TikTok.

"I feel like he's going to talk to you and beg you to come back together again..."

"Yeah, yeah," Griff nodded. "What if you just hang out with Tyler in his room?"

"And we keep Hayes off of your sight. I know how douche-y he gets when he sees us hanging with you," Josh said.

"Fucking pussy," Bryce joked and they all laughed.

"You don't have to hate him," I rolled my eyes at them. "He made a mistake and owned up to it. We both moved on and you guys should do too."

"He made that mistake three times, Gab," Griff reminded.

Yeah, thanks for the reminder.

"Wait, is that his anniversary gift to you?" Bryce laughed. I just flipped my finger. Such a dickhead.

Some Hype boys are outside when we got there taking some pictures with fans. We got outside and did the same thing before greeting them.

"Are you here for Hayes or Tayler?" a fan asked which made Bryce and Griffin laugh.

"I'm here for Hype, no specific person," I lied because if I said I'm here for either of them some drama is going to happen and I hate that.

"She came here for me guys, #Gabony is fucking real," Tony hugged me from the back and kissed me on the cheek.

This boy really love the drama. "I hate you so much," I laughed and hugged him back.

"You sure do, babe," he chuckled.

Tayler met me at the gate and gave me a hug which made the fans scream.

"Please date already!"

"Tomorrow, we're busy today!" I joked and we both laughed.

"Sure, you hate drama," he rolled his eyes. "We should probably just hang out in my room because Hayes is drunk and I don't want anything bad to happen to you."

I nodded, he's right. Hayes' is uncontrollable when he's drunk.

"That's the best thing you ever said since you were born, man," Bryce shook his hands.

The boys did too. Tyler knows Noah and Blake already and it makes me so left out because I was out for a month due to exams. I'm on my last year before graduating college and after that, take the board exams and we'll see if I have the strength to go to med school.

I greeted the Hype members first before going to Tyler's room. I laid down his bed and he opened the Netflix so we can watch that crime documentary series I've been pleading him to watch with me.

"We should do TikTok after this," he suggested in the middle of the series.

I nodded because I was so focused on the series. This is the only time I can catch up of the long list of series that I have to watch because he's the only friend who's more patient to watch it with me and wake me up whenever I start to doze off.

"Hey, what's up, man?" He talked to someone on the phone.

I washed my hands and got outside the bathroom. "Who's that?"

"Hey, who's that?" The guy on the phone asked. He turned the phone to me and it was Jason, "Gabriella Bree! What's up, baby?"

"Hey," I laughed and sat beside Tayler. "I'm good. How 'bout you, man?"

"All good. All good," he replied. "Say 'Hi' to the fans tho," he said.

My eyebrow arched as I look confusedly at Tayler. I shook my head in confusion when he and Jason laughed so hard.

"It's FaceTime, right?" I asked him to which he just laughed louder in response.

"You're on Instagram live, Gabby," he said, chuckling.

I gasped in shock. How come that's Instagram live?! I didn't know the new update consisted of that. I am so behind the time now, I feel so fucking old. He scooted over to let me watch in peace while he talks to Jason.

"Are you guys now dating?" Tayler read a comment. He turned to me to let me answer the question.

"Yes, we are. I just asked him to be my boyfriend finally after seven fucking years!" I screamed, raised my hands in Hoo-ray, and chuckled.

"That's the answer guys, the moment of truth. Yes, we're fucking dating."

He ended the live shortly after that. It's these times where I don't care about the drama, I just let people assume what they want because at the end of the day, the people involved in it are the ones who knows the truth. And not the goddamn internet.

>Part 2<

#blake gray #blake gray x reader #noah beck #bryce hall #hype house #swayboys #blake gray au #au fanfiction #fanfiction #blake gray imagines #sway boys imagine #sway boys au #sway boys fanfic

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janggtoco · 11 months

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songs you associate your moots with?

okie anon. u didn't know this but you asked someone who takes their music recs very seriously so letsgetit (i only picked songs from my fave albums & liked songs playlist, nothing but the best for my favorite people)

@seokgyuu: dog days are over by florence + the machine - the reason i picked this for mitchie is bcs literally the WEEK maybe even the DAY we started regularly talking, i instantly felt less lonely and felt more ready to just. rebuild my life. and she gave me much more motivation and inspiration and i was just a much happier person to be on this app ;-; she's the reason i'm back to being my somewhat normal self.. i'm forever grateful for her love ;-;

leave all your loving and longing behind / you can't carry it with you if you want to survive / the dog days are over / can you hear the horses? / cause here they come

@seokmins: st. patrick by pvris but also lay me down by sam smith - i mean. obviously i had to pick the song that inspired the first chapter of my own series white noise.. but lay me down.. it's just the perfect calming song. i can't explain it but it's so elv-coded for me.. both of these are tbh. elv helps me forget the bad in my life and i hope i give her even just a fraction of the comfort and happiness she gives me ;-;

but please stay / cause i think you're a saint and i think you're an angel / i said you give me something to talk about that's not the shit in my head / you're a miracle

told me not to cry when you're gone / but the feeling's too overwhelming it's much too strong / can i lay by your side? next to you / and make sure you're alright / i'll take care of you / and i don't want to be here if i can't be with you tonight

@bitchlessdino: bubblegum bitch by marina - nana just kind of own bubblegum pink in my mind right now (it's also perfect for her online theme for both of her blogs rn).. i don't think this song really embodies nana in any way other than her fierce alter ego that comes out when you wrong her or her loved ones. like she is queen electra heart what can i say!!

i'll chew you up and i'll spit you out / cause that's what young love is all about / so pull me closer and kiss me hard / i'm gonna pop your bubblegum heart

@bisexualgyu: intro/forgive me by chloe x halle but also mundo by iv of spades - listen. rhys has chloe x halle energy. don't fight me on this. like this whole album is lowkey her-coded deservedly so. and mundo is a little obvious (at least for her). she knows why <3

so forgive me, forgive me / i've been going too hard in your city / so forgive me cause i'm not teary / best believe i move onto better things

limutin na ang mundo / nang magkasama tayo / sunod sa bawat galaw / hindi na maliligaw / mundo'y magiging ikaw

@97-liners: daddy lessons by beyoncé - picked this one just bcs it tells the trials and tribulations of growing up with a tough parent and ultimately loving them through all their flaws while also realizing the trauma they put you through. not to get deep but yeah skdjfs sorry to give you a country song jackie but at least it's beyonce 😭

tough girl is what i had to be / he said, "take care of your mother / watch out for your sister" / and oh, that's when he gave to me / with his gun, with his head held high / he told me not to cry / oh, my daddy said shoot

@gguksgalaxy: bitch, don't kill my vibe by kendrick lamar - just ready to be straight chillin'. tired of the drama. here for a good time with people who also won't cause too much drama. also just a straight up club banger lol.

i am a sinner / who's probably gonna sin again / lord forgive me / things i don't understand / sometimes i need to be alone / bitch don't kill my vibe / i can feel your energy from two planets away / i got my drink i got my music i would share it but today i'm yelling / bitch don't kill my vibe

@taeiltual: nights w u by tiffany day - just such a lovely feel good person that i love talking to and always brightens my day! this song is just bouncy and lovely just like bex in my mind <3 sdkfjs

but we don't got to talk about it / i just want to dance around / all night with you, you, you, you / cause i don't wanna feel the pressure / know that I'll be better when all my nights / are with you, you, you, you

#as always any moots i missed who want a song just send an ask~#this was so fun i hope ya'll like your songs i tried to stay away from kpop skdfjsj #but i can do kpop too 🫶🏾#anonymous #asks

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jimimn · 1 year

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I honestly don't know how to feel about this song.. Will it make me cry? Will it make me happy? Sad? Excited? Who knows 😭 I mean I'll know in like 10 hours but aksjnfkd Hobi really gagged me when he said this song is really dark but in a way that suits Jimin. I'm intrigued 👀

Yes, it's definitely giving fake love & black swan and I'm kind of still hoping Jimin would do a black swan type of slow/contemporary dance 🥺 He probably (definitely) won't do it for this song and tbh I feel like 'Like crazy' won't have a slow dance either but I can always hope 🥺🥺 And Hobi already spoiled that he had seen the choreography which makes me believe he already filmed the challenge with Jimin 👀

Also I was so sad today... I got Hobi's live notification and my heart just plummeted because I thought "well this is it" because he said he would come see us again before he leaves :( But then he said it's not the last time and just wanted to thank us for the music show win and he's just so :((((( It made me sad. And you know what's the second worse thing about him leaving? (first is obviously that he's.. leaving) but the second is that he won't be there to support the others :( and that just breaks my heart. The way he was talking about Jimin's album today and the way he has always talked about supporting the others and now him saying he has a date already and knowing he won't be there in person to celebrate with them and cheer for them and support them... Of course texts exist and I'm sure he will support them in any way he can.. It just still hurts. No Hobi "when you do your things, I'll go right away" 😭 Anyway now that I made myself sad, I will go and prepare for tomorrow 😂 Hopefully we will survive the mv <3 I hope you have/had a nice night! -🦋

idk about a specific emotion but i know I'll be overwhelmed in the best way possible and i will be stunned into speechlessness. that much I'm sure of 😭 I've waited for this day for so long. music by jimin. god i can't believe it's so near now. yessss omg hobi saying that jimin was able to tell his stories through his album really well and I'm SOOOOOO excited to hear his stories. so excited to learn more about him. OH and same. how i absolutely LOVE jimin doing contemporary/modern dance 😭 I've been craving for that really. something like his black swan solo dance or the i need u solo that he did. or like that opening stage at gayo daejun 2016 (?) that he did with other idols? imagine how gorgeous he would be 😭😭 smf pt 2 doesn't look like it'll have that but i could imagine it happening for like crazy. yes i know we have no idea how that's gonna sound but 🥺 like you said we can hope hehe <3

and please .. when hobi said he already got the date .. someone k word me i can't take it 😭 he's the sweetest person ever he's my sunshine they can't take him away from me 😭 and yes my god even hobi said the same thing didn't he? he said that the worst part is he won't be here to support the others when they release their work 😭 no but fr he's always the first one to like and comment and appreciate and put up stories in support and him not being able to do that will hurt like a bitch 😭 i hope the date is after jimin's album promotions are over though so he can stay for his jiminie 🥺 hes just so excited for jimin's album and i hope he gets to celebrate it with jimin before he leaves :((((( and whyyyyyyy why did you have to remind me of that thing he said to jimin during hobipalooza live I'm teary now 😭😭😭😭😭😭 "when you do your solo concert I'll go to you right away" "I'll do it in alaska" "I'll be the first to go" "in the southpole" "anywhere" A BITCH IS UGLY SOBBING.

all the best to us for tomorrow 🤭 i hope you're able to sleep because i dont think i will be I'm way too excited 🤣🤣❤️

#anonymous #replied #🦋 anon

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frankcastleonlyfans · 1 year

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SOO omg omg omg i don't know what to say. '5 crisis between us' is absolutely beautiful!!

1) i wasn't able to cry. i just had a huge grin from ear to ear bc OMG you're so sweet😭 i'm really honored. i hope you enjoyed writing it and not just felt pressed/ suffocated by the ideas. will you do something with the other ones, though? just interested.

(if you're ever interested my pronouns are she/her (but you can call me wife SORRY))

2) i'm in LOVE with your daemon and mom!reader. their dynamic! their relationship! i can die seeing them. yes they're toothachingly sweet so they need to go through crisises🥰 suffering is the key

3) the miscarriage crisis... maybe it was bc i didn't have any details and expectations about it in my head but it was strong. it is strong. this helplessness and this loving sweetness- no words. for me it felt more loving than the whole '5 moments between us' (don't get me wrong it is stunning, just my own impression. this is the climax of pure devotion to my eyes).

4) most likely it's just me knowing these ideas i've send but i had a minor feeling of rush? (yeah prob gust me bc i haven't had this feeling reading 1 and 5 paragraphs) like it IS long but this little incompleteness? (don't get me wrong it is great! i love the way you write and the way you think! just this small-small feeling like there is an opportunity to say more? you should know i work with a lot of texts and analysing them is going to be my like? job (i hope) so yes. i always overthink this)

no intention to offend you my love! you and your sexy brain have done absolutely great!

5) just me. i'd really like to learn more about relationship between mom!reader and alyssa. it feels like a great topic to think about. i'd like to see this, on the one hand, rivalry (i know it's toxic, maybe i am a bad person) and daemon's reaction, and family bond and mother's wisdom (bc alyssa is her child she obviously shouldn't feel like it's a rivalry), on the other hand. back to children's disgust of their parents' interactions. i kinda feel like alyssa should be really jealous? but is her mother as jealous when she's hust born? it's a really big topic for me (having mommy issues and always seeking attention💀)

In conclusion, is is TALENTED, BRILLIANT, INCREDIBLE, AMAZING, SHOW-STOPPING, SPECTACULAR, NEVER THE SAME, TOTALLY UNIQUE! and i really appreciate its dedication🥺 i strongly believe you and your au are going to become a legend! thank you so much for your work!

- ❄️

i'm so glad you liked it, you don't know how much your support means to me 🥹💓

i probably won't use the other plots bc the ideas i have in mind to work with before i finish the series don't really have angst or crisis vibes, just pure joy before we end our journey.

and i get what you mean about the loving parts and the difference between "5 moments between us" and this one. i think this one feels more personal and less domestic than the first one. the pain brought them together and made them stronger, while the other one are just silly little scenarios of they spending time with each other.

oh, and it's okay!! i know some of the scenarios are a little incomplete or don't have more to it (like the second depression one) but i didn't wanted to make a long ass sad story, i just wanted to share some moments they lived and got through it, without making it too appealing.

and before we end the series we definitely gonna have more of alyssa and her mom. i'm thinking about making them bond over a danger situation just to add a little bit of drama lol

but again, thank u so much for your support, darling 💓

#frankcastleonlyfans asks #dad!daemon targaryen au #❄️ sweet talks

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koreandragon · 1 year

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what do you think about the new one dollar lawyer ep plotwise? considering how much there's left to deal with do u think they'll set it up for a s2? it would make sense since they probably wanna milk the success. i feel like it wasn't really necessary to have jihun leaving for an entire year to reflect and everyone grieving it just for him to come back and everything's fine again lol. i'm scared the ending will be rushed. the fact that ep 9 was sorta filler and the whole series being cut short doesn't help :/ two things i will never get with this show is why the flashback had to be that long and then then deciding for less episodes right after that

but then again this ep did give us so many good mari/jihun moments like omg the way she hit him with the flowers like a lover who got ghosted skwidjs i also missed them getting into each other's personal space so much 😭 AND THE HUG??? i cannot believe that their chemistry is so good that this show has all of us wearing full clown attire every week even after his literal dead ex-fiancee who he's barely over got introduced 🙉

i really loved this episode actually. and if you guys know me you know i'm generally very against kdramas getting a second season because most of the time it's unnecessary but i think this show would benefit from a season 2. it has a format that is suitable for more seasons, kind of like a sitcom? i wouldn't be surprised if they went for that considering the little stove league jab in one of the episodes lol

tell you what, people usually hate time jumps, i eat them up. why? because i love reuinion scenes. love being like "ohh how are they going to meet again, what's the other person gonna say when they see them" that stuff is very fun to me. i just think it was funny how he was like "i'll be back soon" then they didn't see him again for a year lmao?? i also like that it gives the characters time to think about what the other person means to them, how their abscence or them leaving them behind makes them feel like how mari was incredibly hurt over it. and you see i don't think she forgave him that easily, she gave him a run for his money first.

they said they wanted to preserve the quality by cutting the episodes so i hope they're gonna do that and it won't be rushed.... i am pretty annoyed now that the flashback was so long like i've never seen a whole flashback last EPISODES. especially if you're gonna cut the show short.

it wasn't just me who noticed the the crackling electricity this episode like the pent up tension from him leaving and mari being mad at him but also being worried about him and wanting to forgive him was just *chef's kiss*. so much personal space invasion and casual touching and just...idk...longing?? call me insane like call me absolutely off my rockers but i'm still gonna be sitting in the front row of this circus. especially when they parallel mari with juyeong or juyeong in a flashback says something that can be applied to mari and his relationship like i just wanna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways i'm normal. let's see how they wrap this up.

#hoping for a s2 ngl #ask #anonymous #one dollar lawyer

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ebbarights · 1 year

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alright so people won't be annoyed at me liveblogging a three day old episode with thoughts they have already seen a million times i will compile all my thoughts into one post so you can just skip this

SHIV PREGANTE??? i was 80 percent sure this was happening but i'm still fucking surprised just like with logan's death

the intro sounds soo fucky. like i thought there was something wrong with my speakers but this happening right after logan's death I LOVE IT

hiam abbass in intro we love to see it

i feel like i do have to add (since no one will read this anyway) that the reason it has taken this long for me to watch it is that i really really think watching succession is bad for me. like it kind of counts as self-harming behaviour i think. but yesterday i went on a long walk that really helped and now i feel more equipped for the episode. let's see if it undoes all the progress!!

MARCIAAAAAAAAAA MY LONGEST YEAH BOI EVER

this really is the season of hugs

'i'm sure it'll crush me eventually' 'pre-grieved' relatable repression king

my one wish for when the show is over is that someone makes a greg-less cut. just remove all of the scenes where greg's there

first sympathetic karl moment

the HEAVY swedish accent oskar has i love it

willa absolutely slaying that dress and marcia. queen on queen violence

krank real

'i have been worried that this was gonna happen for ages' real. whenever anything bad happens i have already anticipated it and so my emotions never feel real in the moment? like i've practiced them already so often that it's hard to feel something u know

kind of weird to say and probably gonna bite me in the ass later but it really seems like kendall is the most well-adjusted of all of them

'he's a bit racist' interesting use of present tense there roman. sure you've pre-grieved enough

kendall's second name is logan officially confirmed huh

frank openly laughing at greg i loooove it roman fully saying he hates him i am so here for this

is it real motif showing up yet again

i actually can't bear this frank kendall dialogue

did frank say 'he left you' or did he say 'he loved you'

roman just immediately leaving when tom shows up. same

i never would've guessed that shiv would blame herself. honey being on the plane didn't kill him. but it makes so much sense that she feels left behind and alone

i still want to know about how shiv and tom met and what that difficult time was

like i fully believe tom loves shiv and that he means what he says when he tries to comfort her. but with the background of his one ally being dead there's just no way that shiv can believe a word he says, and it's gotta be at least one motivating factor for him

DOG WITHOUT IT'S PERSON roman take a look at that mirror and see what you might find in there

clogged toilet -> bodily fluids motif really all the motifs making a comeback this episode

why is shiv like half a head taller than roman her heels aren't that high

STEWYYYYYYYYYYY

KERRYYYYYYYYYYYY

greg stop talking about being distasteful you fully asked for a job while logan was in a coma

i love roman being nice to kerry maybe i'm naive but i can't see an ulterior motive for that? unless he wants to be like logan oh my god please don't please no

romtom real (also i just accidentally typed rimtom. accidentally? guess we'll never know)

stewy lore his dad is 95 and is 'normal' enough to just randomly sue his neighbour

KENSTEWY REAL

haunted house motif real

i love willa's mom

roman's joking about growing old sharing a bed with his siblings like charlie and the chocolate factory but i'm serious i want that. in my life. both for them and for me and my friends

roman yet again being the only one who thinks about connor. at all

helping old ladies cross the street somebody kill me

roman admitting he betrayed them just so he can get a shot at ceo. well at least he told them himself?

here's the thing i kind of think kendall's right about shiv not really working but. god emotionally i will kill him for you shiv. cutting her out again?????

'i'm not trying to fuck anyone' ace king

shivshivshivshivshivshiv

GREG I LOATHE HIM

SHIVSHIVSHIVSHIVSHIV

connor's mom?????

jesus kendall. i knew he would do this but jesus.

once again the end titles music is so fucking amazing.

#succession s4 #this is THE episode for all the motifs and all the crackships

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stinkyme · 1 year

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HIII IM THE SILLY ANON WHOS ASKED U SILLY QUESTIONS LIKE sigmas va, cosplay, etc and I even complimented your work (I love ur work) YOU’RE ALSO SO NICE!!! I decided to do what you suggested on the Jouno cosplay!!! His accessories are fairly easy to make and his wig is a good price ＾＾Im probably going to make a Sigma cosplay which I have it all planned out!! I LOVE YOUR WORK SO MUCH AND EVERY TIME U ACCEPT MY ANONYMOUS THINGY I GET SO HAPPY !! I hope you don’t mind how long this is or how many times I ask you silly questions about Bungou Stray Dogs !! I hope you have an amazing day !!! I hope I can reveal who I am soon, I just prefer anon because I feel kinda weird with my profile out there but I’ll try to get comfortable with it ＾＾

HELLO MY DARLING!! YOUR QUESTIONS AREN'T SILLY AT ALL :) AND I KIND OF GOT AN IDEA IT'S FROM THE SAME PERSON BECAUSE YOU USUALLY USE THOSE CUTE LITTLE " ^^ AND ^ ^" I DON'T HAVE SMALL ONES THAT YOU USE, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN :D <333 and just vibe you give me is kind of like sparkly so I recognize you :D

ALSO!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LIKING AND COMPLIMENTING MY WORK, IT REALLY MEANS THE WORLD TO ME AND I APPRECIATE YOU DEEPLY! ALSO, YOU ARE SO SWEET PLEASE, I FIND YOU ADORABLE :D <3

and please!! OF COURSE I AM GOING TO ACCEPT AND ANSWER YOUR ASKS, THEY ARE ALWAYS SO LOVELY AND INTERESTING!! In general I never ignore asks, I could only put them on the wait list if it's a request so they can immediately get notification and when people read, they can see contents in ask itself! Other than that, I will always answer as soon as I see it or as soon as I am able to sit down and write properly!! :) So feel free to send me asks anytime, if it ever happens you don't get an answer - it might got deleted or didn't come through (I personally never had those experiences I believe however I see it can happen, but beside that - I will always answer you!!) :) <3

THAT'S AMAZING THEN!! I AM GLAD TO HEAR THE WIG IS REASONABLE PRICE AND THAT YOU WILL ALSO BE ABLE TO DO SIGMA COSPLAY AS WELL!! I am sure it's going to be absolutely angelic and beautiful! I absolutely adore cosplays, but especially Sigma cosplayers! I think his hair, outfit, vibe and everything in general is absolutely wonderful! :)

PLEASE HONEY!! I DO NOT MIND AT ALL, SEND ME ASKS ANYTIME YOU WANT AND THEY CAN BE AS LONG AS YOU WANT THEM TO BE, I WILL ALWAYS ANSWER EVERY POINT MADE IN THE ASK, UNLESS I ACCIDENTALLY MISS OUT ON SOMETHING, BUT I ALWAYS MAKE SURE I ANSWERED EVERYTHING :) AND FEEL FREE TO DISCUSS/ASK ANYTHING, I HAVE NO ISSUE WITH IT AT ALL :)

I hope you have an amazing day as well my sweetheart, take care of yourself and enjoy yourself today, hydrate and treat yourself nicely and kindly <3

Take your time with that, it's okay if you feel uncomfortable to reveal yourself, I won't push you or anything similar like that, feel free to come here anytime and if/when you feel comfortable enough to take off anon - feel free to do so! Until then, this is perfectly okay, your comfort comes before anything else :) <3

can I call you Sparkly by the way? :D I think it suits you hehe

#stinkyanswers #sparkly anon hehe #YOU ARE SO SWEET!!!#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR COMPLIMENTS AND ASKS AND THE FACT THAT YOU LOVE MY WORK #I DEEPLY APPRECIATE IT AND IT MAKES ME REALLY HAPPY TO HEAR!! :) <3 #and take your time with revealing yourself no pressure or anything similar!!!#ALSO ALWAYS FEEL FREE TO HOP IN MY ASKS I LOVE TALKING TO PEOPLE :D #take care of yourself today sparkly!! <3 and have an amazing day :)

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v-anrouge · 2 years

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Spoilers for Vil's Dorm Uniform (mostly part 3 but i talk about the first parts too) and also a bit of his overblot

VERY LONG POST WHERE I TALK ABOUT THE STORY AND MY TAKE ON VIL'S CHARACTER

context that i barely remember lmfao: in the first parts vil is talking to the students in pomefiore about how they're gonna appear in a maganize (if I'm not mistaken) and how they would go through a strict routine until the day the reporters come (i think it was two weeks??? idk) they have a new skincare routine that vil gave them (he gave epel a special one and also assigned him to clean all the windows of pomefiore)

when vil assigned epel to wash the windows i was like 🤨🤨 but then in part 2 (i think) epel says he thought he was lucky for getting the window washing task because vil won't bug him about his appearance so much (he then says he was wrong because pomefiore is giantic and there's many windowns so he got the short end of the stick) and i thought man, did vil assign epel to wash the windows cuz epel is used to doing manual labor?? (is this correct to put in a sentence i don't know plz correct me) but i stopped thinking about it cuz i went to sleep lmfao but yeah my thoughts get confirmed by this part here so yeah vil was thinking about that when he assigned epel to that ask, which honestly i think it's quite sweet, u might think but aster why is it sweet vil just used epel, but then ill tell u: vil is aware that epel wishes to be stronger and have muscles which is why he chose epel to do it instead of someone in the dorm who was already strong (like rook for an example) and by cleaning the windows epel says that he built muscle which again confirms that vil IS a thoughtful person even if he shows it in a rather confusing way, he's caring but he's strict because he wants everyone to be their best which by itself is already super sweet i wish I had a friend that wanted me to be my best all the times honestly

in the end vil talks about the strength of the students in pomefiore and their "secret" to be so perfect and vil talks about how they're constantly working to be their best selves and while some ppl may think "duh they only do it because vil forces them too" that shouldn't take away the credit because even if it's a dorm rule to take care of your appearance to be able to endure it all takes a LOT of strength and determination, which i dare say is something vil really value, i mean there are ways to move out of dorm, it takes time but there's ways, so obviously there's reasons why pomefiore students stay there, vil can say things that are harsh and that may make u sad but the thing is unlike ppl that hate him say so vil doesn't point it out to make u sad, he points it out because he believes you have potential to be better, it may be hard to accept his words but if u really think about it, vil only gives out good advice.

i see a lot of people using epel as a way to say vil doesn't accept people for who they are but to me that shows that they did not understand what happened in the vil and epel story and probably didn't read epel's cerimonial robes card which explains the story and vil says that he doesn't have a problem with epel's accent, what he has a problem with is the fact that he uses it to offend people and be rude (im almost a 100% sure it's in epel's cerimonial robes card but if it's not correct me) u may say "aster how is that not changing epel to what he deems best" imagine if epel continued to talk like that he would get in trouble no doubt, NRC is full of people who can't take a minor offense and with the way epel talked to vil despite knowing that vil is his housewarden proves to me that epel would for sure get beat up in school, and as much as i know epel is strong against the multiple delinquents in the school epel would get ABSOLUTELY OBLITERATED, vil was most likely thinking about the trouble epel would get himself into when he forced him to stop talking like that, although i cannot lie and say that vil wasnt thinking about pomefiore reputation because well it's obvious vil cares about his reputation and how ppl view him (a bit too much which is literally the reason why he overblotted in the first place)

In conclusion: people like to talk shit about vil and honestly as much as i love vil he's no saint, but sometimes u guys simply do not get his intentions and how his character works and simply assume he's the worse human being in the universe. (which again is the reason he overblotted, because people think of him really badly, honestly they really knew what they were doing w vil's overblot story because everything that ppl talk about vil in twst ppl also say in real life) vil is a very caring character and he's sweet, this may be just my opinion or just be biased but i feel like almost all of the ppl that hate vil simply can't understand him and don't get how a person can be strict but a nice person at the same time, also important to remember is that twisted wonderland is a game of villains so none of the characters there are saints, which honestly?? is what makes the characters good characters because you know DAMN well people in real life are not saints and everyone has done bad things, what matters is that you're not a terrible person that hates everything and everyone and that u redeem yourself from your mistakes (which im assuming is what gonna happen in chapter 6 with vil since chapter 5 ended whitout showing any character development) and although vil cannot really redeem himself for almost killing someone you need to realize that literall every overblot so far has almost killed someone because they were in a vulnerable and unstable mindset (and by overblot i do not mean only the form because even before they transformed they almost hurt people) and that if you're not ready to see villainous shit don't play a game of villains have a great week ❤️

I think that's all i had to say?? If u guys have more then plz tell me

ANYWAYS here's some bonus content

absolute based reporter yes rook is amazing slay rook kiss me on the lips challange starts now

this made me feel a lot things

Bye stan Vil Schoenheit for a good life

translation: you hate me because im hot ugh.. i've never done anything to you

#twisted wonderland #disney twst #disney twisted wonderland #vil schoenheit #vil twst #twst vil #vil twisted wonderland #spoilers #twst rant #?#maybe idk #anyways #i love vil #maybe im biased

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baekhvuns · 2 years

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Bestie uh look at this hot bitch https://twitter.com/PSHsource/status/1528651982914867202?t=cEzABvk3uMb8OhEFG1cnzg&s=19

Gonna end myself I NEEEEED THIS POLA: https://twitter.com/hwaupdates/status/1528623149025112064?t=1LpoyY1Q2bD8Hjj2zUvbqw&s=19 BOXER HWA IS MY ENEMY

Also I ordered the Wonderwall merch, but they announced more and the PCs are different OF COURSE, but I'm gonna be strong and not buy... all I can do is count that one of my friends gets a Hwa photocard and gives it to me <3

Anyways, lil boy: https://twitter.com/MAS_43ver/status/1528650223592931328?t=Gn35XgIhqayf8jnxtFXZ7g&s=19

This reminds me, I haven't s2 of Bridgerton, totally forgot about it lmao, I kinda liked s1 though it pissed me off at times

Wave Hwa makes me think of bad boy SH fic from ateezmakemeweep THE SURFER BOYFRIEND

AK really wrecked us so badly, what an icon. I also couldn't believe because me and Hwa were matching, I was about to change my hair actually, but thought DAMN NOW I'M GONNA RE-DYE THEM RED! #twinsies. Red hair is amazing, but difficult to manage, so I get why it didn't last long, but 2021 was the year of Seonghwa's hair. I thought he won't top red, but DV hair happened and I felt blessed, but that wasn't enough?! He had to go pink ksudurueuhesgsgsg he did it for me

What did you talk about 👂🏼I think we should rob Seonghwa period. He has too many things I want

😳😵😩😊🤤🤯 - me reading about the villain Y/N fic, pls we love a sexy simp 🥰 oh no poor girl though, but she doesn't stand a chance. Make it 80 chapters or 74637k words bestie it's up to you, but I want it to be long af obviously

Oof rip to that fic and many many others. I recently found a link to one work, but I can't access it since it's under "read more" and the author deleted it 💀

I'm the pigeon lady from Home Alone lmao, cat lady too, just animals lady

Yeah the canals look nice, but 🙊 especially when it's really hot. I stayed in places directly on the canals and mmmhmmm nothing like some stinky water first thing in the morning

Exactly. At this point she doesn't even have many shooters left, I only saw some teens being dumb they're probably same as her 🤡 I really can't predict Hybe's decision at this point, but I doubt she'll be back, this is too big. I saw their stage the title was LE SSERAFIM - Fearless (without Garam) and I screamed ejudisdhshshsjd

Yeah another clown moment from the military stans 🤡

No actually Tomorrow had a happy ending! It was kinda open too, a bit cheesy maybe, but I'm glad everyone's good <3 the show was tormenting enough, sure I would love to see more and I have questions so perhaps they rushed it a bit, but the last scene ❤ Also we saw mr man LSH in handcuffs KNEELING... I mean it was a sad moment actually, man was so miserable (but what's new) yet everyone was like skudushdhdhsissyjs sexy man why so sad?!

Now I can't stop thinking about the series, I wanna finish The Sound of Magic but how can I 😭😭😭 when you eventually watch it let me know, cause we need to talk

The tattoo is done! I actually don't know how many I have, cause some are kinda connected but more than 10 for sure - DV 💖

hi hello!

Bestie uh look at this hot bitch https://twitter.com/PSHsource/status/1528651982914867202?t=cEzABvk3uMb8OhEFG1cnzg&s=19

Gonna end myself I NEEEEED THIS POLA: https://twitter.com/hwaupdates/status/1528623149025112064?t=1LpoyY1Q2bD8Hjj2zUvbqw&s=19 BOXER HWA IS MY ENEMY

BRMQHDKQHDMQHDKW PLS I HOPE U GET IT 😭😭😭😭 SCREAMING HES SO FUCKING FINE IM GONNA START DELULU LEVEL 50 IF HE CONTINUES PLS

you better get a hwa pc or that hwa pola 🔫 LAMINATE THAT POLA BC ITS WORTH TO BE IN A MUSEM PLS,,,, how many merch’s did u buy..

Anyways, lil boy: https://twitter.com/MAS_43ver/status/1528650223592931328?t=Gn35XgIhqayf8jnxtFXZ7g&s=19

i have been avoiding this photoshoot bc it makes me want to write this wedding etl and i 😭😭 CANT DO THIS I WILL WRITE IT AFTER I FINISH THIS ONE

This reminds me, I haven't s2 of Bridgerton, totally forgot about it lmao, I kinda liked s1 though it pissed me off at times

season two >>>>> season one BESTIE WATCH IT WATCH IT !!!!! the chemistry is much better this time,,,, they will piss u off bc tHEY WONT KISS FBWMNDKW but absolutely 100% watch it 🔫

Wave Hwa makes me think of bad boy SH fic from ateezmakemeweep THE SURFER BOYFRIEND

NO BC I DID TOO FHWNFBEK PLS GOSH THAT FIC BROUGHT SOMETHING OUT IN ME WITH THAT DIRTY BLOND HAIR 😩😮‍💨

wHAT AN ICON,, my friends get scared when i mention red hair hwa bc they all start going feral nfvvwndbsk FBMWHDKD RED HAIR IS HARD TO MANAGE BC THE COLOUR KEEPS WASHING OFF INTO PINK / CHAMPAGNE 😭😭😭😭 no fr 2021 seonghwa’s hair on top,, im just rly afraid what he’s going to do this time around i 😀 silver or blondy ash better come back 😭

What did you talk about 👂🏼I think we should rob Seonghwa period. He has too many things I want

we actually were planning to meet up but he said they’re a little busy right now,, 😭😭😭 YEAH I WILL ROB SEONGHWA’S ALBUM COLLECTION THAT ONE WITH SIGNS AND HIS JEWELRY COLLECTION ON SPOT

villain y/n is so sexy omg,,,, he’s the bIGGEST SIMP FOR YN AND WILL MAKE SURE EVERYONE SEES IT,,, his girlie tries to take a stand but yn isn’t interested in meddling between them but mr hwa is always there ☺️,,, BFMWHDKW 80 CHAPTERS PLS I CRY WRITING ONE SHOTS ID PASS AWAY AT 80,,, series but like 4 parts 🔫 bc each part would be like 15k+

Oof rip to that fic and many many others. I recently found a link to one work, but I can't access it since it's under "read more" and the author deleted it 💀

NAURRRRRRRRRRRR WHEN U THINK U HAVE A CHANCE BUT IT JUST DISAPPEARS

I'm the pigeon lady from Home Alone lmao, cat lady too, just animals lady

LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭 animal lady with the best cats and pigeons ???? gotta stan,, dv anon vincenzo era

Yeah the canals look nice, but 🙊 especially when it's really hot. I stayed in places directly on the canals and mmmhmmm nothing like some stinky water first thing in the morning

YEAH FBWJDHWK the way they re-recorded the song and changed the choreo so fast iM sURE THEY KNEW pls the whole v and jennie thing 😭😭😭??? they’d be so hot but out of nOWHERE

Yeah another clown moment from the military stans 🤡

when is there ever not a clown moment from them dbfbf

LSH IN HANDCUFFS GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE HE W- oh he was miserable??? stop it.

Now I can't stop thinking about the series, I wanna finish The Sound of Magic but how can I 😭😭😭 when you eventually watch it let me know, cause we need to talk / The tattoo is done! I actually don't know how many I have, cause some are kinda connected but more than 10 for sure - DV 💖

I WILL YES WE WILL TALK ABOUT THAT SHOW JDJDJD,, 10??? BESTIE UR LIKE THE EMBODIMENT OF WHAT ID WANNA BE,, omg did u get it in a like or like broke the lyrics down or have an illustration with it?

also.

do u see his muscles.

#✉️ : ask #dv 💖 anon

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leleamo · 24 days

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okay, back to our heroes, everything was ready

"as there will probably only be Hard Drive there, Feral and Felina will deal with he, and me, Razor and Michelle will go to Dalila, and brats, you stay in the Turbokat flying over the bunker in case things get out of control" said T-bone hat for everyone

"and we set it on fire!" said Foll excitedly "ehh... no Foll.." said U-bone "ah.. I wanted fire.."

"Michelle, can't you just send Dalila to the future from here?" asked Blaze "I think it would cause a bigger mess if she disappeared out of nowhere..."

"and we stayed here! safely!" said Manx, smiling

"yes! I think I need to sit down..." said Letícia, sitting on the floor

then the Hero team ran to the Feral's car, the Swat Kats and Foll to the Turbokat and left for the bunker!

"good luck guys!" shouted Garlie, waving at them

"be careful Swat Kats!" Callie shouted, smiling...

so... they arrived at the bunker and entered without thinking twice!!

when they entered they saw: Dr. Viper, the Metallikats and Hard Drive!

"whoa! we have company!" Razor said.

"Michelle.. let's try to go to Dalila.. she must be inside..." whispered T-bone to Michelle who agreed, then the fight began!

Hard Drive attacked Razor and the Metallikats on the Feral's, and Viper tried to attack T-bone and Michelle, but Michelle hit Viper on the head with her giant hourglass, making him faint.

"wow..." said T-bone, shocked

"I already did this to you in my dimension!" she said with a smile, as they entered the Bunker's basement...

slowly entering... there she was, sitting on the floor, surrounded by her Creeplings, Dalila...

"she looks like a princess..." said T-bone, in disbelief...

"the princess is going to return to her tower..." Michelle raised her hourglass but!

"NOT SO FAST!" Dark Kat appeared behind them, and grabbed T-bone by the neck and threw him against a wall, then grabbed Michelle, choking her "do you really think you're going to kill me that easily?"

"kill you?!" said T-bone.. getting up..

"yes..." Dalila slowly stood up, her eyes exuded hatred as she stared at T-bone... "you killed my father, on that same day, in that same place... but today... that changes... you won't kill my father..."

"YOU ARE GOING TO DIE!" Dark Kat shouted as she threw the already unconscious Michelle away... approaching Dalila "I have a bomb here, and if it explodes, the only blood it will spill is that of all of you!"

T-bone, still dizzy, slowly stood up... "I would never kill anyone, even if it was someone as disgraceful as you... Dark Kat..." slowly trying to raise his hand with the Glovatrix... to take control of the bomb out of Dark Kat's hands with one shot...

"oh yes you would kill... even more so if he had a bomb... or not, which was the case..." Dalila said, calmly approaching T-bone

"what...?"

"that day... my father didn't even have the bomb in his hands... a long story... believe me... hehehe... but you killed him... without thinking twice... I don't know if you regretted it... But I don't think so, right? Hehehe.." She spoke with sarcasm... and hatred, while T-bone was scared by what she said...

"I... killed someone...?" T-bone was shaking, he was a vigilante, not a murderer...

"oh.. you don't want this... you'll regret it... beautiful, I like it.."

"you'll regret it...? what do you mean daughter...?"

"You'll understand, dad... Would you feel sorry, T-bone? feel sorry for kill someone..." Delilah laughed as T-bone started to get furious

"SHUT UP!!"

"oh accept it! it's not so bad! you killed a terrorist! You should be smiling! you are the hero! Hahahahaha!! HAHAHA!!" she smiled and laughed, as she moved a little away from T-bone, who covered he ears, Dark seemed surprised and perhaps scared for a while... while Michelle slowly regained consciousness...

"SHUT UP! SHUT UP!" T-bone screamed with hatred, he hated that, and because of his fury, he pointed the Glovatrix at Dalila and... shot her in the chest... a huge hole started to bleed... and she... smiled...

"that's what I wanted..."

#swat kats #swat kats oc #fankid #swat kats au #fanfic

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harryhandstan · 10 months

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HIIII happy (late) 4th of july!!

you are literally the sweet person to ever exist i can’t believe its been like 2 years since we last spoke. its crazy how time flies

oh noooo im sorry that happened to you :(( im glad ur doing better and taking good care of yourself 💓💓 wishing u a speedy recovery!

alsoooo good luck with house hunting! that must be so exciting!!looking for a new place to call home and making new memories in it! i just know youll find the most beautiful homey and perfect place!! im manifesting for u

im doing well!! not much happened except for school stuff but i just went to my first ever pit concert a few months ago! i saw the driver era (only because i thought ross lynch was hot lol) i didnt know what to expect for pit but i didn’t expect to stand for 8 hours straight 😭😭 AHHHH ALSO im seeing taylor swift in a few weeks and i literally cannot wait!!!!

im always thinking about u! talk to u soon!! good luck 🍀 love youuuuuuu!!! 💗💓💓💞💕

-🧸

happy late 4th of july to you too bestie!! I hope you had a great day!!

I'm sorry for the delay in answering this btw it's been storming here so my wi-fi has been in and out all day!

omg stop you're so kind to me I genuinely love talking to everyone and I consider you and many others here my friends so y'all make it easy to just repay the love I've been given!!

it's actually only been a year bub! I only know because I looked it up to refresh my memory about what we talked about before cause like I said a lot had happened and I couldn't remember if we'd talked since my accident. it was last year after my birthday and after harry's house came out. but really it's alright I don't want you to feel bad!

thank you so much for the well wishes ❤ I realized after that I left some detail out of what happened to me and didn't explain it very well, but if I ramble on too much just feel free to skip over it! basically not only was I kicked but I went flying about 8 feet across my yard too, which caused me to have a compression fracture on T11 of my spine. I also had a contusion on my right hip (which is just a really, really deep and bad bruise), which is where the point of impact was. I will (hopefully) continue to improve, but having arthritis still causes me to have a ton of pain if I do too much physical activity. that part of my spine is also partly collapsed and always will be, but my neurosurgeon said that as long as my arms and legs are still okay that I should just slowly start to get back to "normal" life and listen to my body as I go along! I asked if I needed to keep up with x-rays or anything over the years but he said my symptoms would get much, much worse if the collapse got any worse and I would know I need to come back to see him. he also said IF I would've had to have surgery that it would take like 12 pins and a huge rod to correct things so I'm so SO lucky that things weren't any worse!

thank you so much for helping us manifest!!! it means more than you'll ever know because it hasn't been easy so far trying to find a place 😔 we live in such a rural area in GA and we originally wanted to stay in the same town because I was supposed to start a new job in january and we wanted to be close to my work. I probably won't get to take that job now (which is a whole other long story), and since there are very limited options we're probably gonna have to broaden our search to surrounding towns that are slightly bigger! we ultimately want a house together, but I think we're gonna have to settle for an apartment for now until we can find the perfect place for us. anything would be better than here rn though!!!

idk if I've ever talked much about my dad to you but we have as no contact of a relationship as possible even though we live in the same house. he's the reason for my accident and so the day it happened and we were waiting for the ambulance to come my mom told him that we wouldn't be coming back to this house. but then we had no choice we didn't have the money or resources needed to go elsewhere. I was worried as I got better she would forget about that and slip out of that mindset, but thankfully she hasn't! she just told me tonight we'd probably go look at apartments next week and that she can't wait to get out of here. I could truly cry at the thought of having a safe, clean, and comfortable space away from him. it's what my mom, my siblings, and our dogs all deserve!

how is school going? how much longer do you have to go? and oohh I'm so happy you got to experience a concert in pit!! it's amazing but it is soooo exhausting I hope you got lots of rest afterward 😊 when I saw harry I wore my ankle support thing to my pit concert to because I knew my feet would be swollen the next day probably. and taylor swift that's so cool!! I'm very excited for you!! I hope you have the best time!!! where are your seats for that show?

I'm always thinking about you too!! seriously sometimes I'll just think about you or how you're doing so just know you're always getting any spare good vibes I have sent your way ✨ thank you thank you for the good luck!!! love you moreeeee 🤍

I was gonna tell you about getting to see stevie nicks and my road trip to see my little brother but I talked so much this time we'll save those stories for next time if you wanna hear about them!!

#again I'm sorry this is so long!!!!#ask me stuff #anon #answered #🧸

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