you should kill yourself <3
what a great suggestion.
Might take you up on that, not like many would care.
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Got way too high and attempted to flirt with one guy, ended up straight up asking him how hard does he like to be bitten, I wanna disappear
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yep, that's it, that's my last straw. I'm done.
Can 2024 tennis season come already? Seriously, when will this season end?? Man I miss Rafa and his tennis.
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Funny how, I’ve hit the booze the last couple days, and my beard/ stubble came back with a vengeance.
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Is it bedtime yet?
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I have my math FINALS tomorrow. I'm going to kill myself if I fail
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I thought i felt a little bit better but seems i was just dissociating and pushing everything away
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My mom treats me like I’m a built-in servant. She left me with an absolute disaster in the kitchen with the laundry undone, and a restaurant fucked up my sister’s order so now I’m cooking. I had to feed the cats and give them their meds. Oh, and when I bring it up, she’s going to say: “You didn’t have to do any of that!” Okay, then when was it going to get done??? Because she sure as hell was not planning on doing it.
All this while I’m having an endo and chronic fatigue flare, and I’m sick with a virus.
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I'm not sure what's happening
One second I'm here
The next,
I'm spiralling back into that pit.
I wish I had never met you.
I wish you were just a face in a crowd.
I wish things could have been different.
This is why I disappeared,
This is why I'm gone forever
This is why I was so angry.
Why is there still a knife
Buried in my chest?
Just come take it back.
Please,
I don't want to hurt anymore.
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My sisters are playing an owl whisle over and over again
Its 0:34
I and our oarents have asked them to stop it over and over again
I can no longer distinguish the sound from my own thoughts
I don't know if im still hearing them play it or im imagining it. But then i hear their laugh.
I just want it to end.
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there is a sorrow in me. it hungers for my life.
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I can't do this life shit anymore
It's fucking pointless
Everyone leaves
I push away the people that don't leave
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grey’s anatomy got renewed for season 20
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“It gets better”
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I haven't felt this bad in a long long time, it's a bit despairing
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Sorry for venting so much on main. I just... you know. Periods. Pain. I hate it. I'm getting menstrual cups tomorrow, so hopefully those help.
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