#i went a bit too deep

[awniie]

NO OTHER BOY W/ CHOSO

summary: choso finds out what a period is and takes care of you ୨ৎ

content: fem!reader , reader has bad cramps , fluff , reader has mood swing , not proof read 𓏲 ࣪₊♡

notes: this was a little self indulgent…⊢ ✶ ˖ ࣪ ☁️

“so your bleeding?” asked choso , looking you up and down with pinched eyebrows as he laid next to you. You nodded, pressing the pillow to your stomach trying to take your mind off the pain that was racking through your abdomen. You’d recently started dating choso kamo, who didn’t have much experience with well, anything. Especially not menstrual cycles. So when he found you the bed, rolling over and letting out pained groans and going through what seemed like 3 different emotions at once, he’d almost called 911. You’d notice his panic and quickly that what you were going through was, normal, which took him some convincing. “And this is normal, like you’re completely fine?” Your boyfriend queried, still having an incredulous look painted across his handsome features. You could see how this could be conflicting to him, it was like that for you too when you were younger, but after however many years of going through this every month it became less and less of a phenomenon for you.

“More or less, but you don’t need to freak out. This happens once a month for about a week. You get used to it after a while, but sometimes, take that back, most of the time it’s an inconvenience.” You reassured him before wincing at another spasm in your lower stomach. He frowned, obviously not thrilled with this revolution. “Is there anything I can do to help it, subside? He offered, moving the pillow on your stomach and replacing it with his big, warm hands. It was a kind gesture, and helped you calm down as you felt your stomach contract. “Uhh..no-not much. Maybe a snack?” You suggested, your eyes searching his.

Since that moment, choso made it his personal mission to treat you like a princess for the rest of the week. ( he already spoiled you all the time, but you get what I’m saying ) He brought you all your favorite treats. Sweet pastries with tiny rocks of sugar that coated the top. Your favorite iced coffee drinks, and anything else that you craved. He made sure to postpone all other activities that week, just to cuddle and spend time with you. Once on your really heavy day, he stayed with you until you fell asleep, just to run out to the store and buy you something. You woke up a bit before he returned and you cried the entire time. Some reasonable, mature part of you knew that he’d be back, but that part of you had buried herself deep inside of you for the week. You cried and cried, and he did come back, he was utterly confused. He had a white bag in his hand, but dropped on the floor and came rushing over to you.

“Why are you crying, I only left for a bit?” He asked you, rubbing his back and comforting you. You hiccuped and buried your face into his chest. He was throughly bemused at your sudden outburst of tears. You guessed you didn’t give him much closure on mood swings. He didn’t ridicule you though, just making sure your stomach felt okay and that he was here now with you and everything was going to be all right. “Look babe, I bought you this.” He grabbed the plastic bag and opened it to reveal a stuffed animal, your favorite in fact, that had a little opening on its back.

“You can put it in the microwave, and it’ll heat up and you can use it for your cramps.” He informs you, taking it out of the cardboard container it was in. “Here I’ll warm it up now for you.” You couldn’t help but feel tearing up in your eyes again. No other boy has ever taken care of you as diligently as him. He’s been by your side for the past couple of days, murmuring praises in your ears and helping you sleep. You sniff and all those feelings take form.

When he comes back, he sees you with yours eye glassy and tear-stained cheeks. He takes a long look at you, but says nothing before positioning himself next to you. “So you gonna tell me what’s wrong?” He asks, nothing making eye contact while he places the heating pad stuffie on your abdomen. You feel your lip wobble slightly and the words come rushing out at the same rate of your tears. “You’re just so sweet. Taking care of me like this Cho’. ” You confess, once again burying your face is his chest.

Choso felt his heart melt. He didn’t realize it had meant so much to you, it seemed like the bare minimum to him, but he grateful accepts your words. “shhh..don’t cry please. I’m doing this ‘cus I love you.” he presses a kiss to your warm, salty lips. “I love you so, so much.” You kiss him back, just a little softer. “I love you too Cho’.

#jjk #jjk fluff #womp womp #i went a bit too deep #jjk x reader #jjk x you #jujutsu kaisen #choso smut #jjk choso #choso x female reader #jjk smut #jjk headcanons #jjk fanfic #jujustsu kaisen x reader #jjk gojo #jjk nanami #jjk season 2 #jujutsu sorcerer #nanami smut #jjk megumi #writers on tumblr #jjk spoilers #choso kamo #jujutsu kaisen choso #jujutsu nanami #gojo x reader #gojo smut #kento smut #jjk geto #gojo x you

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Late Night Talking

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#poorly drawn mdzs #MDZS #wei wuxian #lan wangji #This scene had massive 'we are the only two people still up at the sleepover' energy #thought let me set the record straight; wwx doesn't open up in the scene. He fully deflects #Nor does LWJ play with ants B*( #I wanted to merge the two scenes a bit that's all #My OG script was a bit funnier but it broke continuity so rip (i.e: wwx outright stated 'remember when YOU...' in reference to the ants) #also rip to lwj saying 'hey U up?' like he's texting his crush. I hope the spirit is still there #We all know lwj sticks to his 9pm bedtime no matter what #and wouldn't be traditionally texting on a cellphone #He wakes up at 4:30 am to go for a run #gets home at 5:30 to use the lan household computer to go on his shared google doc with wwx and comments 'are you still awake?' #cause lets me real. wwx might also keep a steady sleep schedule but at least he *can* pull an all-nighter #Can you imagine lwj at a sleepover? I admit to being the kid who went to bed and woke up 3-4 hours before the others #you either get fed up and wake someone else up for enrichment - or plan ahead to bring a book - or Walk Home #I fully missed out on all that deep heart to heart stuff. I usually was the one to go 'guysssss we are gonna get in troubleeee go to sleep' #wait this is too much sleepover talk I need to talk about wwx in the last panel. It's a mix of panic and pride. #He's just at the beginning of realizing this guy has changed a lot in 13 years #gonna be a while before more comic pages get posted but they're ready to go in the queue! #(I'm still posting other stuff daily though!)

[imperatorrrrr]

Nico Hischier at the IHVW Development Camp Meet and Greet

(there’s also a video)

#Nico Hischier #New Jersey Devils #I’m sorry for all the cropping I just wanted to leave the children out #also the last picture reminds of this Nico and Nolan fic about how when Nico concentrates on something his tongue is sticking out #there was a bit in the fic where Bratters would send Nolan pics of Nico whenever Nico would be sticking his tongue out of the side of #his mouth cause he was concentrating too hard #I love that fic by the way the one where Nolan discovers make up as a coping mechanism for all of his shit #and Nico is just the perfect boyfriend #anyway wow these tags went off the deep end #here’s more Nico content for tbe masses!

[sunlit-mess]

Okay, so I'm gonna try not to freak out, but uh.. I used to follow your art, and then my Tumblr went down, and I lost it.. the thing is I have you added on fb, and I'm ngl. I always thought your art looked familiar. Then I saw your Tumblr linked, and I honestly... cried. Your art always brought me so much comfort, and I was devastated when I couldn't find it anymore.. holy hell, I'm so excited. I can see more art now! I wanted to ask how you're holding up. I know life can be rough, and honestly, it's not nice more than half of the time to people who honestly deserve love. I hope you're gone from your old situation, though, and tbh I'm super happy I can see your art again! Though, tbh I'm nervous about messaging you anywhere since I'm not exactly... a friend or anything QwQ I hope you're doing okay, though, and I hope you have a nice day/afternoon/night!

Hello!! Welcome back!!! Glad that you enjoy my content still huhu 🫶

#messyr #As for situation- NO NOTHING'S NEW AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA (im going insane) #I don't know- The more I continue the more it gets worse and my body is also a bit-- too tired #the shit i went through remains a deep wound that re-opens every time they dig at the stitch. As for the present- #new wounds are painted to my brain and body- seemingly- each time they get mad oof #i'll be fine though- My coping mechanism remains the same: DELUSION

[oatbugs]

Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it #it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper #provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the #interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after #50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked #his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it #he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from #when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has #his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever #but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how #we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe #cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna #back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed #practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence #we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one #who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted #to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say #goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art. #you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea? #if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa #the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding #his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.

[theweirderofthetwo]

So i was thinking about edith galman

And for some reason my brain got stuck on the question: how did she and laurence actually start hanging out as children? Like yes their parents are friends, but that could just as easily have made them just kind of aquainted.

( -wait, i have a point im getting to, but i realized while writing this that it makes complete sense for them to just have been vaguely friendly before picking each other for perfectly-appropriate-future-spouse-good-now-that-is-decided-we-will-be-so-socially-acceptable-together and getting to know each other more closely in the years afterward)

Anyway, i like the idea of them being friends from very young so i want to figure out how that could happen. 4 years age difference is pretty big when you are children

What gave me a solution was actually that i think edith has at least one sibling even if that never is mentioned. I belive this because people would have been way more stressed about her taking time to marry if the family inheritance was going through her. So i decide to belive 1) that edith has one older brother who is maybe a year younger than george laurence and 2) that the middle laurence brother is much closer in age to george than to will. Because then the three older boys would probably want to do things together without their annoying youngest siblings.

And i’m thinking that will laurence would be pretty okay with this: he is suddenly the oldest! he has been given a Responsibility (a duty you might say) to look after a younger child! there is finally someone who is willing to play ships with him!!!

#this is an old one. i went deep into my drafts looking for other things and found it #it’s messy but i like the idea enough that i want people to see it #i really like edith’s practical attitude #if no one stops me i am going to add her to my collection of aspec headcanons #(i have way too many things lying around in my drafts because i always feel that i need to think a bit before posting/reblogging) #(and since i keep doing that things often get buried and lost) #temeraire #my art

[emily-mooon]

Imagine if Stacey and Neil actually met in high school except they didn’t go to the same school: they met through Kid Chameleon.

One night, Scott brings Stacey to one of their shows and it just so happens that Stephanie (or Steph) brought Neil with her.

Since they were both the youngest people there (Neil’s 17, Stacey’s 16 till December), they decided to talk to each other and they hit it off.

Stacey also develops a bit of a crush on Neil and would always ask Scott if Steph was going to bring her brother with her again, as she wanted to see him and didn’t know if there was another way.

Then one morning, she discovers that they take the same TTC bus and from then on they talk before and after school and become sorta friends. At this point, Neil also starts developing a crush on her.

Things stayed like that for about two months until Neil and his mom moved places (as I agree with the headcanon that the Nordegraf siblings have divorced parents) so they would no longer take the same bus in the morning or after school. They still have Kid Chameleon shows to meet up and talk at right? Ha ha wrong cause at New Years, the famous break up between Scott and Envy happens which in turn, also breaks up the band.

That whole break up was the nail in the coffin that strained Neil and Stacey’s kinda friendship. They didn’t have the others phone number cause they were both too shy to ask and also cause they both kept forgetting.

There also wasn’t a whole ton of opportunities to ask either of their siblings for their phone numbers so they just gave up and went on with their lives.

But then why didn’t they recognize the other in the like three times there were in the same room together? Easy answer: Stacey was distracted by everything around her to even notice Neil, who in turn, was slowly disappearing into the crowd and fully did by the time it was Lisa’s going away dinner.

So when they see each other again properly at the Chaos Theater, something clicks and they fall back into where they once were two years ago. To them it felt like a decade, but no it was just two years. They catch up on what they missed in the others lives on the walk home.

After that these dorks start dating cause the feelings were still there, just buried deep, left dormant, and forgotten. They came back but slightly different as people change.

#and that’s it! #this idea has been cooking for a little bit btw #i am an au fiend and this gets added to my long list #I have another idea where neil lives on the east coast with his mom but spent Christmas with his dad and Stephanie #he also says he’ll come visit Stacey during March break but since kid chameleon broke up after Scott and envy broke up #he didn’t get to (also cause he went on a trip with his mom instead) #the drama is there but I think I’m the only person who headcanons that Neil has family on the east coast sooooo #or hey how about he moves there with his mom since she wanted to be closer to her family #that’s another alternative #anyways try to pry this au headcanon from my cold dead hands #i love it sm #apologies if some things sound cliche deep down I’m a romantic at heart and I’m such a sucker for ppl meeting again after not seeing the #other for awhile #also sorry for any spelling mistakes it’s late at night and I should go to bed now so gn! #scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim comic #young neil #neil nordegraf #stacey pilgrim #nordegrim #emilys headcanons #emilys long list of aus #i guess this counts as canon divergent too #long post #cause it is kinda long ngl

[maxe-murderer]

ok once midterms are done and i have a bit of free time i might write out a post breaking down why hidgens asking for $30 million to fund working boys in hatchetfield ape-man is absolutely insane in every way possible

#max rambles #if he went straight to off broadway and transfered to broadway its way too much for what that show would need #and still pretty crazy if he went straight to broadway #and ofc its an amount so insane that he just could not use all that money at the starlight #the starlight is a regional theater like cmon dude #theres a bit of a chance too that the starlight (as in the company there that actually agrees to put on workin boys) is a not for profit #but almost certainly not but theres the chance #and i would go into detail on that possibility too #i did not have 7 weeks of learning about the business of theater and budgeting and shit to not look way too deep into how hidgens would use #that 30 mil if he actually got it #starkid #hatchetfield #workin boys #anyway

[muttsterion]

If you want I would LOVE to hear more about your Kenny 'dies' and trains people in secret as Mysterion AU

Ha it was just an idea that I thought of almost right after Mysterion turned out to be Kenny. The fact that Kenny was nearly killed off for good before his alter ego was even an idea.

So ha what if on some alternative timeline Kenny "died" as he did in "Kenny Dies" and just never came back or showed up? As far as everyone's concerned he's just dead and gone. Then one night Mysterion shows up and absolutely no one can figure out who he is because they wouldn't even suspect the one who was supposed to be long dead in the first place.....but something seems familiar about him...his friends definitely feeling that they know him but can't quite figure out who he is cause no way is it their friend who died....and one night as Cartman decides to be a superhero himself he's the first to personally stumble upon Mysterion....but....who is he...it couldn't be...but before he could figure anything out the hero is gone. He'd have many suspects minus one...

And I really couldn't decide when or how but eventually the mask and hood would come down revealing it was the supposed dead one all along. Ha but would he be welcomed with loving arms or greeted some evil demon? Nah it'd be worse. If the curse has a say it'd warp all of their memories the moment he saw his face and he'd be greeted with the casual "Oh hey, Kenny."

I haven't put that idea into any real motion, for one kind of need a reason for Kenny to come back but not show himself for so long until he decides to be a superhero, but there ya go. Some nice bittersweet angst for you to play with you want. XD

#South Park #Mysterion #Kenny McCormick #as you can tell I went a bit deep with this but hey it's a fun idea #I have so many more like this the immortal boi is just too fun to not have any deep lore XD

[yaminerua]

Found this ancient old edit attempt I’d made years ago buried deep in my drafts;;;

#Duklyon #clamp school defenders #My drafts are a mess and there are so many old things I saved there instead of reblogging to reduce spamming the dash #so I have no idea what’s buried deep in there anymore so I went looking and found this #It’s a bit messy but it needed done bc kenpi clinging to the branch was too cute #And I’d wanted him to cling to takepon #anyway thank you 2016 me for making this lol;;

[stardestroyer81]

Mega Man 10 features a triad of playable characters— Mega Man, Proto Man, and Bass. Unlike the former two, Mega Man 10 was Bass's first 8-Bit outing (Not counting his very minor cameo in Mega Man 9), and his faux NES sprite is... off. It's not a bad sprite by any means, but his color palette and posture being much too close to Rock's never quite sat right with me.

But what would Bass look like in my spriting style? Well... here's your answer! ✨

#Star's Art #Mega Man #Rockman #Bass #Forte #Sprite Art #Coolness #I've had a Bass sprite sitting around for a long while now— since about 2019 I believe #I've been meaning to post it for just as long but I knew I could do a smidge bit better than my first iteration of the sprite #So I made a few alterations to his posture and height and it was much closer to my liking! #I realize I could have saved a color by making Bass's armor a solid black rather than the usual deep grey #Though seeing as I went into this with the 'Mega Man Ultimate' spriting style in mind... six colors isn't too crazy #I mean. Just look at Amazon Man. His sprite uses six colors! #Even now I think that the above sprite of Bass that I drew is amidst one of my best character sprites #It feels a lot like a demake of his appearance in Mega Man 8 in particular wherein he has SO many good sprites #This does in fact mean that I'll eventually get around to respriting the rest of Mega Man's main cast in my style #I have preliminary drafts of just about everyone already drawn. All that's left is to touch 'em up!

[khlur]

threw up for the first time in 3 years

#val don't look #i went a bit too hard on deep fried shit yday #chased it down w a shot of tequila #i think the food i had at that pub was stale too #oh well i feel a lot better now but i'm just dehydrated

[boyheros]

Hunters first thought after being reassured that theyre not gonna get tied up and stoned (lots to unpack there btw) is to wonder if theyre gonna get the silent treatment. which is much tamer a response and more theoretically likely but. for him that's probably still a big punishment isn't it...

Like. people frequently tell him his voice is annoying his peers ignore and belittle him & he gets little respect despite his position. he's kept separated from the other scouts. he had no friends, ever. he was so alone that Darius was surprised he could interact with others his age. the only other person he could reliably speak to on the regular is Belos, who is cruel and controlling and can get Hunter to completely shut up and backtrack with a single look.

Hunter was excited for a moment to talk to Luz about magic in 'hunting palisman,' even though they were discussing something illegal and technically on opposite sides. Before he even bonds with flapjack in 'eclipse lake' he makes a comment that "he can't speak palisman" but he still continues talking to him anyway. being ignored and not able to speak would be. so bad for him .

#sorry this bit is making me crazy #am i reading too much into this ? maybe. but if i wasnt supposed to deep dive into hunters issues they shouldn't have given him so many #i also have plenty of thoughts about the fucking TIED UP AND STONED but but i just went on a discord tirade about it so i wanted to talk #about something different #my ability to think about hunter is vast and endless. #phx news #toh

[egginfroggin]

My greatest crime with the Mistborn AU isn't that I sent Ingo to Hathsin, or that his grief from coming back to find Emmet gone is manifesting as a do-or-die determination to either kill the Steel Inquisitors like they (supposedly) killed his twin, or even the fact that I made Emmet himself an Inquisitor.

It's the fact that I made Emmet an Inquisitor and deprived him of his hair as a result.

It's not the big metal spikes through his eyes and out the back of his skull or the fact that Ingo has unknowingly painted a target on his own twin's back, it's the fact that Emmet lost his signature Submas sideburns.

Absolute travesty.

#mistborn au #submas #subway boss ingo #subway boss emmet #pokemon #egginfroggintalkin #eggin's writings #I realized that the steel inquisitors are all clean-shaven and immediately went 'but the sideburns' #Ingo may be messed up and deep deep in grief but at least he has his sideburns #Emmet is unrecognizable between the lack of hair and eyes and that's sad #wouldn't it be a shame if Ingo couldn't recognize him oh gee that'd be too bad if they clashed #aw poor guys that'd really be terrible #tsk tsk a real tragedy #dropping backstory that I haven't put into a post of its own yet give me a bit and it'll be explained #does the tone come across? can you tell that I'm having fun with this?

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

I was actually having a pretty good day until just now :/

#i reread and made notes for two solid hours! 15k of words! #i went for a walk and got ransom a toy and stocked up on chocolate (my excuse is that sometimes when i'm feeling awful eating a bit of #chocolate helps lol and this stuff was 50% off) and generally had a good walk! #and i had a bath. first bath of the season! and i read like hafl of out of hte silent planet while i was bathing and it was wonderful! #mum made the BEST ginger pudding today! #so like. i've had a great day today! #so many blessings! #and now i just feel awful because i ate something and i wanna throw up and i mustn't #been struggling more with dealin w eating lately too at times and in the last week have been deviating from what the dietitian's been #encouraging me (variety) bc i couldn't deal with it #but today was a good day! a great day! and now i feel terrible for no apparent reason #yay me :/ #puddleglum hours #personal #incidentally am SO grateful for the job that requires me to wear short sleeves bc i know that by now i would've harmed deep enough to scar #on my arms as well if i hadn't had the knowledge that the next day id have to be at work w that. the reason this is coming up rn is #bc SURPRISE i rlly wanna harm #and i CAN'T my mother found my knife. honestly even having it htere whether or not i used it felt like it gave me an option even if i #didn't take it. it was a comfort. and now it feels awful not having it esp as idk when i'll get it back and also even worse my parents #litcherally gave me that knife for my last birthday. i don't know how mum feels about that #but yeah i just. i want to do smth drastic so bad #and i CAN'T #tw sh #i don't even know why #ugh

[driftwooddestiel]

over rhe trip wed go to bed at like 9 every night right. and i havent stayed up past 1 since ive got back. but since some of my friends get back at 2 day ive decided to stay up until they arrive, which normally would be no problem, however since i am a. not at my own house rn and therefore without much pricacy b. not used to staying up late as of recently, and c. having to be quiet because people are sleeping and im not even in a seperate room, well . this staying up late has been making me go insane

#im working on my almost 3 years in progress fnaf animation . i made a franz ferdinand animation in the style of the comics youd find on #slacken_ties. speakinf of s_t. i went on a scary rabbithole of s_t comics and trying to find ones that arent no longer available because #the image hosting sites died #and i got a bit too invested. i also went on a deep dive to try and find the souorce of the naul kiss (i did nojt succeed 😔)