#idek if that makes sense lol

[starryfox0]

ok, i really believed in the crowley raphael theory actually. like, it made a lot of sense. but ive looked into angel hierarchy and archangels may be powerful, but they aren’t as high in the hierachy.

muriel said to open that file you‘d have to be a throne or a dominion or above. above throne and dominion are only left cherubim and then seraphim.

only from the descriptions i wouldve said that crowley was a virtue, cause they are most associated with nature and stars and planets and run the operation of movement in the universe. that would fit a lot to what angel crowley did before the beginning, setting the engine into motion.

but he‘s higher ranked cause he can open the file.

i would guess, that crowley was either a dominion, who govern the universe, or a cherubim, and they are assigned to protect special places, maybe the universe or earth.

i still think that the raphael theory makes sense to a certain point and maybe they changed the hierarchy in the series but if they didn’t then i dont think that crowley was raphael/an archangel but rather a higher ranked angel

#good omens #crowley #angel crowley #good omens season 2 #muriel #angels #angel hierarchy #archangels #raphael #demon crowley #aziraphale #idek if that makes sense lol #i just wondered #archangels are there to carry out gods plans for the humans #principalities are higher ranked than archangels btw

[niinnyu]

Drew this but then the context for this suddenly feels v stupid doesn't fit them properly, so umm

What's kenjaku saying!? :0:0

#why do i like troubling yuuji like this #I've been thinking about these two a lot lately idek why #so im maling anything ithat mildly reminds me of them #then realise its mild and doesnt make sense lol #*making #yuuji im sorry #itadori yuuji #itadori yuji #kenjaku #kenjaku jjk #kenny jjk #jjk #jjk spoilers #jjk manga #manga #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk fanart #fanart #shit art #niinnyu comics #niinnyu arts #idk what my art is anymore lol man

[sihtriggyr]

“Our hearts were never one. I see that now. Rather, I have been a piece that you have moved about the board. […] I wanted whatever you impressed upon me to want.”

#house of the dragon #hotd #alicent hightower #otto hightower #team green #house hightower #olivia cooke #emily carey #rhys ifans #alicenthightoweredit #alicent hightower edit #hotd edit #hotdedit #idek if this makes sense but I like it lol #and it reminded me of her

[revvywevvy]

i would commit so many crimes for you bittergiggle garten of banban [zoom-ins under the cut]

#913's art #ok to rb #digital art #clip studio paint #bittergiggle #self insert #♡ bittergiggle #self ship art #self insert community #wlw self ship #//bittergiggle my lovely my silly my pookie #//im rewriting the banbanon (banban canon). im doing it for u babygirl. (also doing it like 2% 4 my girl son but mainly for my jesterwife.) #//though im probably only gonna share it w/ my friends idek. if i get bold enough i'll share it here. #//hes too good for this world. hes too good in general really. my silly. #//.....sorry if im making like zero sense its 8am and ive been up all night i need to go to bed LOL #//was up all night drawing my sillies #//OK IT FIXED I CAN PUT EVERYTHING BACK THANK GOODNESS

[bunnykaye]

Polin Week 💛

day two | favourite show moment

“One finds oneself in such an incredible position, and well....”

#bridgerton #bridgertonedit #polinweek #polin #colin bridgerton #penelope featherington #colin x penelope #dailybridgerton #bridgertonsource #perioddramaedit #perioddramadaily #perioddramasource #netflixedit #*mine* #bunnykaye #bkbridgerton #bkpolinweek #bkpolinweek2023 #idek if this makes sense considering pen said this and there's no pen gif to be found in this set lol #but my train of thought was like..... #what if we make AFL colin's POV??? #so there ya go lol

[incorrectsibunaquotes]

tumblr glitched and spared you all the most heated rant of my entire hoa fandom tenure

#idek what happened i answered the ask & hit post but it completely deleted LOL #I’m not gonna bother to reanswer anon’s ask so I’ll give you the abridged version: #i would not feel the need to post so much about season 3 of hoa if people would stop being such virulent haters #and hold this season to an entirely different standard than the other two #like it genuinely makes no sense #i cannot stress enough that you can like s3 the least #that’s your prerogative #but to be so LOUD and so WRONG #ALL THE TIME??? #makes me genuinely mental #SEASON 2 IS LITERALLY MY FAVORITE SEASON #but season 3 needs love and so it’s been 11 years of me giving her love #anyway i guess i just gave you a take version of my rant #and @ anon: fuck you LOL leave me alone once and for all #i love having discussions and deep dives tho please do not think I’m @ing anyone on here you guys are chill and smart #and make good points and do great work and i love you #but if you’re a genuine s3 hater please fuck off to someone else’s blog i BEG #AND if you’re the anon who refuses to leave me in peace? i hope your pillow is warm on both sides #tess rambles

[weizhiyuan]

Okay. So. I had a whole 1700+ word essay written about my thoughts on too many bl fans assuming actors are straight but it was very uhhh rant formatted and got too heated so I’m gonna try again and be a little more chill and concise abt it…

Let me get straight to the point. I didn’t mention fanservice or shipping real people in that little post I made (I wasn’t expecting it to get any notes tbh lmao) but that’s very much related to what I’m talking about. In my experience, being vehemently against fanservice and rps goes hand in hand with assuming these actors are straight which is of course heteronormativity (homophobia!).

Fanservice & shipping are a vital part to the bl ecosystem, and they aren’t going away any time soon. And I don’t mean because it’s great for promoting a product or an upcoming series (which, yes, it can be, not denying that) but fanservice, in fact, queers our perception of “truth” and “reality” when it comes to these actors’ lives. When an actor is purposefully vague about their relationship or sexuality, they’re able to simultaneously not put themselves at risk by being “out” in a more traditional/upfront (perhaps western…) sense while also being capable of being perceived as queer to some degree by their audience. Infinite homosexuality glitch! Shippers are important because they play a role in believing their fav bl couple are together for real aka they are gay for real (also it’s just fun to do…). Yes, some people overstep boundaries but for the most part people are capable of being respectful.

I see a lot of people say bl actors are absolutely not dating each other and 99% of them are straight and probably even homophobic etc. constantly but like… who told you that? If anything, a job where you’re perceived as gay while still being not out enough (having such a hard time phrasing what I mean by this lol) to keep your safety would be way more appealing to literal queer people right? And surely most actors know what they’re getting into by partaking? Yes there can be issues with fanservice, rps, etc. but I can’t help but notice everyone seems to be focused on the issues and never the benefits. Assuming the majority of bl actors are straight is just plain homophobic, and I might argue it’s counterproductive to resist and say it’s “none of my business” when they’re purposefully going out of their way to make it our business (if you’re not into fanservice/shipping that’s fine whatever but what I’m saying is they are trying to make a point to be visibly queer on some level). Yeah, not everyone is gay, I know. But I have a good feeling there’s a lot more queer people in the industry than most people assume.

#does this make any sense even? there’s so many thoughts in my brain about this #I could go into even more depth but aaaaghhhgh #wording things is hard #anyway. continuation of my maybe controversial take ig #society and the entertainment industry can is and will be homophobic #the micro bl industry is part of the entertainment industry. even if it’s more accepting it’s not necessarily easy to be out idk #b.txt #idek what to tag this as so I will just use my tag lol #wait more tags more tags not trying to say we need to know Every bit of info of ppl’s lives but I am saying fanservice has a value

[bookishjules]

something something..

percy: who's side are you on, anyway? luke: oh [annabeth's]. always

something something..

percy: so if the gods fight ... will it be athena vs. poseidon? annabeth: ... i just know i'll fight next to you.

something about luke picking annabeth's side and annabeth picking percy's and percy picking annabeth's and annabeth picking luke's. and the three of them spinning around and around for years. something about luke betraying annabeth after she's found a new person to fight beside. something about luke calling her to his side again because he misses being on hers. something about luke picking annabeth's side at the end of it all, because annabeth picked luke's, and something about percy picking annabeth's side because annabeth picked his, even if, in those final moment's, annabeth had picked luke's side as well.

#this either makes all the sense or is so completely dizzying that idek what i was getting at lol #percy jackson #annabeth chase #luke castellan #pjo tv #pjo tv show #pjo #pjo tv spoilers

[hwanswerland]

seongsang @ idol radio for @woosansang  our boys aggressively saying some more sweet things to each other

#yeosang #seonghwa #ateez #ateezedit #atzsource #fio.gifs #the world ep 1 #tuserjazzy #when you made me your set i had to think of this immediately #but no time to make it #so a bit later than i intended to #beloveds continuing to be dorks <33 #anyway i know how you're stressed and all atm #so pls hopefully like this as a momentary distraction of like 2 mins from work or smth idk <33 #just like rb this whenever youve decided to me active on here again like no pressure #lol idek when you'll see this but when i post this it makes sense to wish you a relaxing sunday at least <33 #now to the me being me part of any given set that involves hwa #i would apologise for the length of this but im not even sorry #i would also try to like. stay focused here but #1) i cant and 2) you dont mind me going insane #even though this isnt even close to the point of this so i do feel kinda like i have a stupid lizard brain or smth #but like #this hwa omg #i had so many thoughts about him when i made this bruh #at least i could focus on yeo for the colouring because man #i would like to alternatively title this as 'how to be ys' #i know i say these things often but i like REALLY mean it this time #even though i'd have the same reaction as him lol cringe and laugh is such a mood #but still #BAJSDGAJZDHGHIUSDHAISDHS maybe its the hormones or smth

[bintturaab]

Normally I'd consider having breakdowns as a waste of time and a nuisance, berating myself but mostly my brain for being triggered by the most random things ever that I never saw coming and then having a huge dramatic reaction that I cannot find any justifications or reasons for, that even I'm left confused by (so let alone even attempting to explain anything to anyone else).

But, subhanAllah, in Ramadan, even the biggest breakdown over the most unexpected and random thing, feels like it has a purpose and it's not a waste or a nuisance. It feels like your heart is just wanting to be torn open in front of Allah for Him عز وجل to mend the wounds even you can't make sense of; to mend your heart that has been broken in such a way that you don't even remember any of the origins of any of the scars, they've just been there since what seems like forever.

I think, of all the possible times to break down, Ramadan is the most ideal time to break down in front of Allah عز وجل, because this is the month of dua and this is the season of healing and this is the month of Qur'an and we feel a closer connection to our Lord and our Deen than we usually do throughout the year. So even after we break, there's no better time to pick ourselves up and return to Allah with whatever of ourselves and our hearts that remain. Because nobody except Allah can mend and heal us from our deepest traumas and fears and insecurities. May Allah have mercy on us all ameen.

#idek if I'm making any sense lol #but yeah it's something that's been going on in my mind today #spilled thoughts #Ramadan #ramadan 1444

[im-not-a-sheep]

idk why, but I always thought scouts mom was Italian.

There is literally no explanation as to why I've always thought this

#Tf2 #Teamfortress 2 #Scouts mom #tf2 headcanons #Ig this counts as a headcanon lol #Idek where or what I saw to make me think this but for the longest time I thought she was Italian??? #Which doesn't make sense bc scout obviously isn't lmfao #Ngl I kinda like the idea tho #Younger me was onto smth maybe¿

[j-u-u-z-o]

No seriously ikkaku would make somebody feel so needy for him like I can’t - my mind right now lol

Send help

#idek if this makes sense #but should I still post it??? I know I’m a how for him but he really made me write the most smutty thing ever lol #and yet I keep adding more to the fic…big oof #you guys know how I write 🫠 #bleach x reader #bleach imagines #bleach imagine #ikkaku madarame #bleach x you

[theygender]

Bruh I've known for years that I have visual processing issues (separate from my actual vision problems) but I never really looked into the specifics of how it works before. I know sometimes, especially when my brain is tired, I have trouble making sense of shapes and separating the foreground of images from the background. So I can see the image perfectly fine but I can't make out what it is, even if it's something that should be very obvious like a singer crouching at the edge of a stage (actual example). Those moments are a lot like auditory processing issues, where you can technically hear what someone is saying just fine but your brain can't parse it into words. And when I'm having a lot of trouble with this sort of thing, image descriptions are helpful for me. I figured that was just what visual processing disorder was right?

Well now I'm reading more about it and it turns out that there are 8 different types of visual processing skills and VPD can affect any of them. The issues I just described would fall primarily under visual foreground issues bc it stems mainly from not being able to distinguish the foreground (singer) from the background (stage and audience). But it probably also involves some visual closure issues bc I have trouble figuring out what the full shape is if part of it is cut off (like if the singer is kneeling in such a way that not all of their limbs are fully visible), as well as form constancy issues bc I have trouble recognizing familiar shapes if they're in an unexpected position/context (singer kneeling close to the audience instead of standing on stage)

Reading more about form constancy has got me really mind blown actually. I have a lot of quirks that I always just attributed to autism/ADHD. I can't find objects in plain sight, for one thing, especially if they're in a different location than normal. I can set something down on a table right out in the open and almost immediately lose it if there's other objects nearby for it to "blend into." If I'm looking for something in a cabinet or the fridge or even just on a slightly crowded counter I have to ask my gf to remind me what color it is so I can just pick out the color, bc otherwise I can look forever and not find it. Even if I make a conscious effort to check each individual item, I can look right at it multiple times and still not process that it's the object I'm looking for. I have to make it a habit to always put things back in the exact same spot bc otherwise I can't see them. The other day I went to get a new roll of toilet paper from our toiletry shelf and I thought "damn, we're almost out, I better order some more." I didn't realize until I bought a new box and went to stack it on the shelf that there was already an entire new box right there, just slightly to the left. And this isn't even "tired brain" processing, this is my everyday normal

And apparently... that's all described as symptoms of form constancy issues? Like, some of the things optometrists warn parents to watch out for when determining if their child has VPD are "difficulty finding missing items quickly even if they are in plain sight" and "difficulty recognizing objects when placed in a new location"

Another issue I have is a ridiculous inability to orient myself, know my way around familiar places, or understand where I am in relation to other places. I still have to use GPS to get to shops near my home that I've been going to for years and I have no idea what direction anything is in. My gf and I once had some fun playing a game where we stood in our living room and she asked me to point in the directions of things like "the store across the street" and "the entrance to our apartment complex" and "the mailboxes" and "the dumpster by our building" and I was unable to get any of them correct. Part of it is bc even if I DO manage to memorize my way around somewhere it's just a single-line map telling me when to turn to get from point A to point B and it falls apart if I try to come at it from any other angle, and part of it is due to an inability to judge distances (I have taken the extreme long way around on multiple occasions bc I couldn't tell that "just around the corner of that side of the building" was a shorter distance than going around the opposite side of the building, circling around the back, and then coming in from the other direction)

...Turns out that another aspect of form constancy issues is "difficulty judging distances" and "difficulty picturing objects at different angles." Aaaand during this research I happened to stumble across a site with little baby games to help young kids with visual processing issues practice to improve their form constancy skills and uh. It's kinda kicking my ass 😭

I learned some FUN things about myself tonight lads

#prosopagnosia (faceblindness) also falls in the visual processing issues category apparently which. makes sense i guess? #im just kinda shocked that all these issues might be related tbh #like i had always thought of it as three separate things: faceblindness—spatial reasoning issues—visual processing issues #with the visual processing issues being the least impactful on my life bc it only really affected my ability to discern images #and usually only acted up significantly when my brain was particularly tired #but. apparently vpd is a much wider spectrum of issues than i even realized and it may be Causing the other issues? potentially?? #idek what to do with this information tbh. it changes functionally nothing except that i can put a name to my experiences #ive already naturally worked out accomodations to make my life liveable with these challenges #like using my GPS everywhere and always putting items back in the same spot so i dont have to rely on sight to find them #and luckily i have a partner who is very patient and always willing to help me when i inevitably have trouble anyways lol #but this is definitely. some knowledge i guess #ill probably at least bring this up to my therapist but this may be outside of her wheelhouse 😅 #rambling

[faggotician]

Really tho reading stone butch blues n reading leslie feinberg saying 2 the effct of "i dont categorize myself in th ideas of gender thr the western world provides" rlly did change smth in me & make me understand thr gender rlly is nothing more than what ppl seeing u on the outside see . U know in yr heart what u feel & whether or not it fits among what strict boxes Society™️ puts up 4 Us . Ofc its fine if u do feel like u fit into what u were designated at birth but like . At the Very least u have 2 @ least Acknowledge that those boxes will never fit Every single prism of experience encased in each nd every human being. I jus think our need n desire 2 categorize Every feeling n type of person has become overbearing n counterintuitive 2 visualizing a world w/o boundries.....as soon as u understand the needlessness of gender as a whole the sooner u can accur8ly advoc8 4 people who dont find themselves represented in these massive boxes

#Its hard bc like. Obviously the medical industry is helpful 4 disabled or othrwise medclly troubled folks #Occasionally wen it wants 2 be LOL but #When it comes 2 psychiatry n mental ill ness n all that it jus feels like a constant #Rewritten attempt 2 categorize or label every Kind of person which is jus futile cuz theres So many perspectives nd experiences #If u take this in good faith i hope u kno wat i mean lawl #Im drauuunk also so idek if this makes sense LMAO

[weizhiyuan]

The format of Dracula daily is something vampiric in itself. Dracula, as it was originally written, was an epistolary. Although we get multiple perspectives, our reading of the novel isn’t in chronological order but through which sequence Mina decides to put them in. One purpose of this is to add to the believability. That these are something real people wrote and recounted. When reread in chronological order, particularly as a serial narrative that comes out as it was written, it returns to older vampiric stories. Specifically: Carmilla & Varney the Vampyre, the latter of which is a penny dreadful. Form is an important thing in vampire tradition. The way a story is told adds as much as the content in it. Our view of Dracula may change because it’s been serialized. If you know the ending, in this form Mina is no longer the one in control of how things are ordered (and therefore can she be trusted any longer with her claiming her scar went away? That things ended happily ever after?) (could she be trusted with that originally?) (her agency is removed). But it might also add to that same believability. I haven’t looked into if it exists but I thought a found footage version of Dracula would be fantastic, especially if it was made in a time before the internet where things could be looked up & revealed easily. We get closer to that through real time updates. Simply by returning to older vampiric storytelling there’s an additional uncanny horror effect. Dracula and Varney are both Byronic. The format is similar, the story is different or perhaps vice versa however you choose to view it, and yet… this Byronic vampire lives forever.

#dracula daily #this was way longer than I thought bye #and now idek if it makes sense gn #my point is in the uncanniness and how it lives on through form mostly dskdjd #y’know the funny thing is. I don’t even like dracula that much like it’s not my fav vampire story LMAO #but reading it in this form is like lol. we are in the 19th century. email edition #b.txt #dracula daily spoilers

[shadesofnavy]

holy shit Pico looks so freaking nice there! Though I have to say that I had a friggin double-take when I saw you mention that he's like in his 20s there. I'm just "wtf I thought he was a bit older here, not friggin younger" lmao

That life-style stress doesn't do him favors, but he's in his maybe late twenties there. I'll admit my art style's in a weird phase right now where I'm struggling with how I want my faces to look (realistic shaped, simple eyes? The rounded cartoony cheeks? Which one?? How do I make it look good???) I'm still in "art puberty" as you can see lmfao, so that's probably why he looked older augh

#art struggles #any tips? or idek what im doing here tbh #im just sketching away #wanna do digital too but been pretty tired to lately #after the whole holiday stress washes out i'll get to it hopefully #and maybe try to fix up my drawing issues lol #i like realistic-cartoony blended together if that makes any sense #head shapes be an ass for me though #i like how his head came out on that one #its not too cartoony but not completely realistic either #asks