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luxraydyne · 2 months
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ooooOOo crud the way the persona 3 MC departs from life in the embrace of a being who loves them dearly, into the embrace of Death, a being who also loves them dearly
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averysillygoose · 10 months
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apparently people have like intro posts now so thats what im doing
hi idk what to call myself i used to go by basil so i guess that works? im in high school and i use she/her pronouns, im pansexual too idk if thats relevant
books i like: harry potter series, the lady astronaut series by mary robinette kowal, aggressively feminist books, any gothic/vampire esque book
movies/shows i like: any by wes anderson (i know its basic dont come at me), shameless, south park, pokemon, national geographic documentaries, twilight, star wars
music: taylor swift, lana del rey, david bowie, the beatles, the kinks, any classic rock rlly
other stuff: i figure skate, i havent used tumblr since like the begining of the pandemic, im making this on the fourth of july, and um if youre between the ages of 15 and 18 lets be mutuals :)
edit: ed blogs pls dni 😭😭 its in my bio but ig people dont read it so here it is again. that shit is triggering for me, even if its pro-recovery, so please dni
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hobateas · 2 years
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ʚɞ the art of craving update! ʚɞ
hey yall! after months of silence (my bad) ive taken up taoc as my main project yet again. ive added plot this time, gonna rework it and send it your way :D im hoping for 5 parts for now, 3 main and 2 as sort of intermission ig, that happen outside the main setting yet are relevant to the plot. please stay tuned in and ill get the chapters out asap. hopefully, the first plus intermission to be out by next weekend! ive missed writing toac and after writing today, i feel happy. thank you everybody, have a nice day.
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i think thats it, sorry if i tagged somebody else, i depend on my discord to tag yall and am not sure if someone changed urls or not :')
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spaceyflowers · 2 years
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etc thoughts about ep 412
big deal's current situation is so unfortunate but im just glad they're getting a lot of screentime 😭😭
speaking of screentime. i think this is the last we're going to see of sinu.
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or at least him playing a big role;;
jake stays true to his words and was very adamant about leaving sinu alone now that sinu's happy again so... knowing sinu wont show up in the huge war between big deal and workers means he'll either never show up again or only in flashbacks/mini stuff.......... 💔💔💔💔
i mean. idk maybe ptj will have him show up at the perfect time to pull a "i may have left, but im still a part of big deal. i've gotta be here alongside you guys to fight and protect big deal" or something but thats definitely wishful thinking 😭
im soooooo happy to finally see mitsuki again (looking pretty as always 🤞💖) but i cant fucking believe her character has gotten even more reduced 💢
she started off as a girlboss kinda character but then got reduced to a yandere and now she's been reduced even more to just being the motivation for some guy 😒 (no offense ryuhei ily <3 this is about ptj's misogyny.)
i think this is the last we'll see of her, too 😭😭😭 ever since sinu was saved, she lost her big role bc all the attention went to the guys who could fight (ryuhei especially, but kenta as well) and i dont think she'll be relevant anymore 💔💔
charles isn't attractive to me at all and he's a bitch but his younger self is so attractive 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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jake and jerry were so cute as kids 🥺💖💖 i think this confirms that they're basically childhood friends which makes their friendship even cuter 😭💞
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STILL waiting for jay to be relevant again. where's he been all this time. and crystal. she literally has 2 bodies like daniel, that was a big important thing but now the story is focusing on the 4 crews 😭😭
i know there was some stuff about jinyoung doing experiments on big daniel but that's the last of when the 2 bodies thing was important;;;
also i STILL just want to know how zoe and mira are doing <//3
the way the story is going on now implies lua failed to convince johan ?? 😭 like yeah she succeeded on distracting him for a bit and even told him the truth of what she was doing but we've yet to see johan's decision and eugene is confident that johan is going to help them take down big deal 💔
what's james doing right now btw. i mean ig he cant really... do much? but didnt he tell daniel to unite the 4 crews... and now eugene's doing all this shit.. is james just watching all this unfold..... i dont even rmbr why he told daniel to unite the 4 crews... did he just say it to tell daniel he'll tell him the truth about the 2 bodies if daniel succeeds ??????
ok yeah i honest to god have lost track of lookism's story. i only have a vague idea of what's going on and am really only just continuing to read bc i adore the characters and like action stories 😭
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rexd1z · 2 years
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𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎
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𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐇 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄:
So, idk how to start this, but i'm gonna write some info before u follow!
I'm a native hispanic but I study English for as long I can remember, so ik my english it's not the best.. even so I hope that everything I write is understood .... btw, I will write in English and Spanish! Although I think it will be more in Spanish than in English.... but thats not relevant i think...
Before everything, i'm new in tumblr and i'm a minor writing nsfw, so, maybe my nsfw isn't that good, but at least I try! ig...
I WRITE DARK CONTENT! But it will always have a TW, so dw about that
I accept request! But I really don't know how to activate the question thing....so if someone can guide me, I will be infinitely grateful T_T
THINGS I WILL WRITE:
𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖:
1. smut
2. lime
3. NON-CON
4. DUB-CON
5. Degrading nicknames such as the use of: bitch, slut, whore, cocksleeve, cumdump, and more nicknames I don't remember right now
IN ALL OF MY FANFICTIONS IT WILL BE A TW!! Again, don't worry about that sweetie
𝐒𝐅𝐖:
1. Fluff
2. Angst
3. Cute drabbles bc there are times when I need love and I plasm it into writings of my favorite characters
4. Romanceee
5. Hurt
6. Confort
𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐒𝐇 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄:
Bueno, en realidad no sé cmo empezar esto, ¡pero voy a escribir algo de información antes de que me sigan!
Soy español nativo, pero estudio inglés desde q tengo memoria, así que voy a variar entre idiomas! A veces escribiré en inglés y a veces en español, pero btw la mayoría de fics serán en español pq es mi primer idioma
Antes que todo, soy nuevo en tumblr y soy un menor de edad escribiendo nsfw, así que tal vez mi nsfw no sea tan bueno, ¡pero al menos lo intento! Creo...
¡ESCRIBO CONTENIDO OSCURO! Pero siempre tendrá un TW antes de la escritura, así que no se preocupen acerca eso!
Acepto solicitudes!!! Pero la vdd no se como activar lo de las preguntas....así que si alguien me puede orientar sobre eso, se lo agradeceré infinitamente, realmente necesito orientación....T_T
COSAS QUE ESCRIBIRÉ:
𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖:
1. smut
2. lime
3. DUB-CON (consentimiento dudoso)
4. NON-CON (no consentido!)
5. Apodos degradantes como zorra, puta, perra, manga de polla, contenedor de semen, juguete, y otros q no recuerdo
EN TODO MIS FANFICS HABRÁ UN TW!!! nuevamente, no se preocupen sobre eso
𝐒𝐅𝐖:
1. Fluff
2. Angustia (cosas tristes (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩) )
3. Dolor
4. Confort
5. Drabbles tiernos pq hay veces donde necesito amor y lo plasmo en escrituras de mis personajes favoritos
6. Romance
master list
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kato-kosmos · 2 years
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Fuck you im writing minesona smut because im a dirty bored bitch-
also- Bad is a trans dude with magic top surgery- he got tittie deletie in the revival but he still got a pussy alright? this is never relevant to the plot in anyway and he doesn’t get dysphoria about it- if anything since the magic gave him a dick too- he’s just a guy with an extra hole.
Also like i legit dont know how to write his chest wound into this- and his vines- and mask and face covering- Ig i can say since its when he’s more stable now that it healed, he learned how to put it away with magic, and he trusts Series enough/doesn’t get as much dysmorphia anymore so idk. but they’re not in this except for the throwaway line about his vines and they’re not in the other smut drabbles unless mentioned
thats it. this is the only lore you’re getting here.
Oh and Series is here too- She’s the Dom because they deserve it <3 they’re a robot they got different attachments down there whatever they need- she looks human in this one just a few exposed robotic parts here and there. And she’s going by mommy, master, and sir in this one because we stan a genderfluid dom here.
Anyways-
kinks: dumbification and a bit of bimbofication, degradation and praise, slight vouyerism and exhibitionism, fingering, slight petplay, ownership, uhhh slight mommy kink, cockwarming at the end, anal, there’s consent check-in sprinkled throughout too! because healthy fwb relationships, there’s probably more im forgetting tbh but this is the basics.
Summary: Stressed out of his head, Bad decides to take a little break to… stress relieve persay. In hindsight he should’ve picked a more private spot to finger himself but being caught by Series is always part of the fun. And hey if being caught means being bent over the bed and fucked senseless with lots of cuddles after, he’s totally up for being caught being such a naughty slut.
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Bad rubbed at his eyes as he adjusted the wiring again.
he had been at this project for hours and he had been at automating the island for weeks, he’s exhausted and stressed out of his mind to be quite honest with you.
…And pent up now that he thought of it.
Really pent up apparently if the growing erection in his pants had anything to say about-
“Well- I mean Series probably won’t check up on me a bit since they know I’m busy,” He muttered to himself as he stripped off his goggles and armor. But he’d be lying if the thought of being caught by Series didn’t make him even harder, “And gods- I think I really need it-“
His cock was straining against his pants now and he could feel the slit between his legs dripping with arousal.
Concentrating slightly to uncoil the vines from his arms and legs, he watched them quickly fall away before moving upwards up his shirt to reside next to his heart.
Kicking off his pants and tugging off his shirt, he drifted his hands to his underwear. He palmed softly at his cock groaning at the pleasure that already racked through him from the small touch.
Going lower he felt the large growing wet spot from his pussy dripping. Now that was a little more unexpected given the little use it got now a days. But the thoughts of fucking himself with it now made him moan under his breath as he played with his soaking wet lips through his underwear.
Sitting on the machine he was supposed to be working on he pulled off his underwear. Sucking in a sharp breath as the cold air hit the aroused parts. Leaning against the pipes coming from the center of the machine, and moving one of his legs up to rest next to him on top of the machine.
He panted slightly over the thoughts that took over his head. He ghosted his fingers over the head of his cock moaning slightly. Fuck he really needed this. Moving his free hand up to his chest he pinched his nipples softly, relishing in the pleasure the slight pain brought.
Eagerly he moved his hand down to his pussy, caressing his thighs softly as he went. Playing his fingers softly against his dripping wet hole he moaned, before quickly moving the hand at his chest up to stifle it.
Fucking Nether, He Needed This. So Badly.
Without wasting a second more, he carefully pushed a finger into himself.
“Fuck-“ he breathed out as his finger stretched him out. It felt so fucking good. He felt so full like a piece had finally completed him. Filling the empty space he had inside him begging to be filled for so long.
He tentatively pushed his finger up. Feeling for the sensitive little spot that he knew laid inside him. A deep moan fell out of his throat as the pad of his finger pressed against it.
Pulling his finger out, he carefully pushed another one in as he entered his pussy again.
Beginning to pump both of his fingers in and out of his achingly wet hole, he aimed them carefully to brush against the spot inside him.
More and more moans escaped him. They built in volume softly behind his palm, before he quickly switched to biting against his knuckle. His eyes fluttered closed as he focused on fingering his needy hole.
It felt so fucking good. The pleasure foreign but oh so welcome to his stressed form.
But with his eyes closed he didn’t notice the figure that was watching him from the door way. Eyes transfixed in arousal and shock, their own hand slipping slowly in their pants before a quick head-shake threw them back into their senses. Because no matter how hot this was, they still felt weird creeping on him without consent. Slowly opening their mouth, their words cut through the moans filling the air.
“Bad? What are you doing?”
Fuck. Snapping his eyes open and slamming his legs shut, he looked up at Series watching him from the doorway.
“Fuck- Shit- Sorry- I was just- Fuck-“ Bad stumbled out. His words tripping over slight moans since he forgot to take his fingers out of himself before closing his thighs around it.
“No no no no- It’s okay- don’t stop-“ Series said as they approached Bad slowly, “Shit- I’m kinda terrible at this- But I- I was actually check up on you to see if I could masturbate myself.” She muttered trying to hide her blush as she got closer.
“…What?”
“I’m pent up too. I was coming to see if you were busy so I could go masturbate myself- But instead I saw this beautiful sight,” They said nudging their legs open slightly and standing over him.
It took a lot for Bad not to moan at the slight touch to his thighs. And fuck why was he even harder now- He does suppose its been a long time since they fucked and it’d be so nice…
“You sure you want to do this?” He asked through bated breaths.
“Yes. Absolutely. Anything you want to do?” Series nodded still stroking Bad’s thighs softly.
“Don’t want to think- Want that dumbifiction- the dumb slut one please- and a bit of bimbo stuff too-“ Bad asked his mind filling with lust, “Want to be your dumb bunny- Please- Oh- Is there anything I should call you?-“
“Hmm- Mommy, Master, and Sir are fine- And really now? Does my dumb slut need me to think for them?”
“Mhmm- Yes please just like that- And I want you to play with my ass and pussy a bit too later-“ Bad moaned as Serie- his Mommy’s fingers played even closer to his pussy.
“Such a slut- But I will. Thank you for telling me. Now remember. Safe word is creeper. And the Green-Yellow-Red color system too. Green is keep going-“
“Can be Green be Pink instead?” Bad asked cutting them off suddenly-
“Mhmm sure, and yellow is slow down and red is stop.” Series said their voice dropping into a lustful tone, “But we still need to get ready- so I want you to go continue to play with your tight cunt and I’ll go walk out and we’ll be starting this roleplay session mkay? So give me a color, my bunny.”
“Mhmm, Okay. Yes Mommy. And Pink- I’m ready.” Bad said pushing his fingers back into himself.
Thrusting them softly over and over into his pussy, watching his Mommy walking out filled him with a new sense of arousal. Knowing how much is going to be in store, filled him with even more pleasure then before. Letting his eyes shut again in pleasure as he continued fingering himself, slowly going faster and faster inside of himself. His other hand desperately attempting to muffle his moans.
He heard their footsteps this time, but let himself ignore it. He knew how much better it would be if he let himself go.
“Bunny? What do you think you’re doing?”
Opening his eyes he saw Sir standing over him, her eyes watching him carefully.
“M’ sorry Mommy- I know I’m not supposed to touch myself without your permission-“ He spoke softly, moans still clinging to his voice.
“It’s alright, it was a bit silly of me to think my dumb little bimbo bunny could do anything other than think about me fucking him.” She gripped his chin as she forced him to look up, “So what? Did you get too needy while your dumb little head tried to do this work? And you started fingering yourself?”
Bad tried to stifle his moans as he heard the degrading words fall onto his ears. And oh he figured out how Series was working with this now.
“Mhmm- Yes Mommy- There was just like, soooo many wires and complicated little buttons- and I just felt really empty without something inside me-“ He let himself whine and giggle slightly throughout his sentence, falling easily into his role as a bimbo slut, “Soooo- I let myself have like, a little break but then I started thinking about you Mommy! and your nice big cock- and like I just couldn’t help myself.”
His master tsk’ed to herself before dropping his chin. “Take your fingers out. And you better not have cummed.”
“No Sir- I haven’t cum yet Mommy-“ Bad said though he whined at the loss of his fingers inside himself.
“Good. Now then, since you can’t be anything but a slut, You’re going to go to your room and put back on your slutty clothes which is so much more fitting for a bimbo like you. And then I want you in my room within the next hour. Got it? and give me a color too.”
Fuck- Bad loved his Mommy’s commanding tone. It made him so weak, and he can do this command quite easily. He knew why they had ordered this since they both need time to get ready, and he loved putting those clothes on it made him fall into his bimbo headspace so much easier.
“Yes Mommy- and Im like so Pink- so so so so pretty Pink, Mommy-“ He grinned dopey as he stood up.
Glancing to see their reaction he saw that Series must’ve realized why he asked to change the normal colors they had, seeing how this way they could stay in in scene easier while still checking in.
“Fuck-“ She growled out as she leaned in close, “You’re so fucking hot like this, Bad- Gods you’re so fucking smart about the color thing too- I would fuck you right now if I could.”
He blushed, though whining at the reminder of his intelligence. It wasn’t often Series broke the roleplay so to him this was an accomplishment even if right now he wanted anything to be just Mommy’s dumb slutty bunny instead.
“But that’s good, Bunny. Even if you’re too stupid to remember not to play with yourself, at least you know not to cum,” She was so close he could feel the heat coming off of them, “Now go. Get ready, and be quick you know I don’t like waiting.” She spoke her breath clinging on his neck. She gave him a small kiss on the cheek, before she softly spanking him pushing him on his way.
He blushed at the moan that escaped him as his ass jiggled at the impact and he walked off but Bad was excited to say the least. He was pent up and needy, and he could barely wait for his Sir to play with him.
If he was a little bit smarter in the moment he would’ve just teleported to his room but instead with his head wrapped in lust he simply started walking. He made sure to wiggle his hips and ass as he walked off knowing how much his Mommy loved it and how much it made him look like a slut.
He found his way to his room after a minute or two or five of searching. It’s not his fault though, he whined to nobody in particular. There was just like so many turns and doors, he got confused. But he still had time to get ready for His Mommy!
He still had time right? Well, the big number on his watch on hadn’t changed yet so yeah! He did still have time! He grinned to himself as he walked over to his drawers.
He picked up a pair of silicone breast from the drawer. They were a bit small but fell comfortably in the palm of his hand, though when sitting on his chest they were nice and jiggly. He picked a nice pretty pink bra to support them, it felt so lovely against his skin.
He grabbed a set of matching pink lacy panties as well. Pulling them up his legs, he let the head of his cock poke out of the top of the band. He groaned out at the pressure against his cock.
Digging deeper in his drawers he pulled out a pretty pink skirt to compliment his panties, a pair of elbow long pink lace gloves to cover his arms, and a headband with a set of bunny ears sat upon the top, along with a nice pink collar to adorn his neck- the loop at the front perfect for a leash for his Mommy to yank at.
He grabbed at the make up sitting at the top of the drawers before making his way towards his mirror. Uncapping the bright red lipstick, he ran it across his lips- Making sure to put a good coat on to be able to leave nice pretty marks when he kisses his Mommy’s cock.
He brushed on rosy blush onto his cheeks and eyeliner under his eyes that he surely will cry off by the end of the day. He added a nice set of fake eyelashes on and applied some nice mascara on too, not caring how clumpy it was knowing it would have a similar fate to his eyeliner.
As he grabbed his long brown-haired wig, he debated ways to keep it steady on his head before thoughts of it falling off and the humiliating words that would follow fogged into his head, making his cock twitch. Tossing it carelessly on his head, he placed the bunny ears on top of it and tugged on his gloves. He clasped the collar on around his neck and brought the skirt up to his hips and let it drape over his dick and panties.
Putting on some pretty red heels, he didn’t really mind that he’d be taller than his Master knowing he would be laying or on his knees for most of it. As he finished putting on the last of his outfit, he stared at himself in the mirror. He looked just like a slutty little bunny bimbo, and he loved it. The bimbo in the mirror was so sexy and slutty and knowing it was him made him suck in a sharp breath.
He quickly exited his room as he looked at the clock, his heels making a soft clicking against the floor as he crossed the hall to his Mommy’s room just under the hour.
Knocking against the doorframe, he waited for his Sir. The door opened quickly to Series waiting, She was wearing a loose button up and jeans- their hair was thrown into a messy ponytail and it looked like he switched out his chest for a flatter one too.
“Wow-“ escaped breathlessly through her lips, “And you’re sure you still wanna do this? because as soon as you say yes and step inside my room, I’m going to destroy you because you look wonderful like this-“
It was a breathless ramble, but Bad knew what they meant. Nodding his head he uttered a quick yes and assurance before stepping past Series.
He felt the lust filled haze slowly brush over his head as he saw the toys spread across the counter and the scent of flowery candles drifted from their scattered places around the room.
He didn’t even hear Series walk around him until her fingers were snapping in front of his face.
“Did you hear what I just said slut?”
“N- no mommy- I’m sorry-“ he muttered back as he looked down slightly to look them in the eyes. Though he noted how Series never really said anything in the first place- but he wasn’t listening to his logical side at the minute, he was completely entranced in the lusty haze that swirled in his head. So he probably guessed his Master had and he just didn’t hear.
“Fucking figures- I asked why did you waste my time? I gave you thirty minutes to get ready and you came to me almost a whole hour later!”
“Thirty minutes but you said-“ A swift slap cut him off as he yelped in surprise. Though he relished in the small sting it left behind.
“I said thirty minutes, you dumb slut. And don’t you know not to talk back to me?” Sir was glaring him down and made him feel so weak despite towering over them by a solid couple of inches, “I guess a whore like you really is too stupid to listen.”
Bad just nodded his head as the degrading words slowly broke down any thoughts he had and welcomed the ever encroaching lustful fog in to his mind.
Clicking her tongue, Mommy looked at him before seemingly making up his mind on something.
“Well since you obviously look like a slut- follow me to the bed. I’m going to show you your intended place, princess.”
“Y-yes master” He stumbled over his words as the words sunk into his head. Mhmm he was Sir’s Princess. Just a slutty girl for Master to use. He walked quickly over, a shadow behind his Mommy.
Turning around to face him as they made it to the bed, she held out her hand clearly waiting for something.
“Well? I told you grab a buttplug on the way over, where is it?”
Bad did nothing but continue to stare.
Was Mommy talking to him? But Sir knew he could do nothing for master but look pretty and please him.
He whined softly as his tongue started to fall out from his mouth.
“Oh bunny, You’re right.”
But- But he didn’t say anything-
His master giggled, before he felt his chin be gripped by them.
“You did say something, princess. I guess you really are just a dumb stupid slut that can’t think for herself,” Dropping his chin, they smiled softly at them, “It’s alright though, but you know bimbos like you shouldn’t be standing.”
“Yes Sir- Mommy’s always right! So what should I do instead?” He asked through tiny whines and giggles. Words fell from his bright red lips, his mind to empty to hold or process the sentences.
“Get on you knees, sweetheart. It’s your rightful place as a slut anyways, plus I don’t want you to get any ideas about being in more control since you’re so tall. Though I think that’s a bit too much credit on your part.”
Bad nodded his head quickly as he lowered himself down. He stopped really listening after Mommy started using big words, but Master looked really nice from down there he had to admit.
So caught up in admiring his Sir, he didn’t see them grab something before a few snaps were placed in front of him.
“Color, Love. I want to know before I leash you and we really start.”
“Pink! Pretty princess Pink, Mommy! but umm a little less mean please- M just wanna be good for you even if I’m just a dumb slut-“ He mumbled softly, it wasn’t a strange request from him but it still made him embarrassed.
“Of course, sweetheart. You’re such a good girl for telling me bunny.” Master’s tone was softer as he rubbed his hair right between the bunny ears.
Bad beamed at the praise, a dopey smile on his face. A soft click and gentle tug indicating to his dumb head that he was leashed now though.
Crawling in the direction of the tug he let his jaw hang open with his tongue out. He was just Mommy’s dumb little fuckpet! He didn’t have to think and he could just leave all that to Sir.
He nearly ran into Master’s legs as they stopped a few feet from the drawers. A quick jerk to his collar caused him to sit on his knees and look up at Sir.
“Go on, I’ve helped you out since your head is so empty. Go get that buttplug I asked for.”
“Mhmm, Yes Mommy-“ Bad said nodding his head quickly.
Leaning down, Mommy unclipped his leash and nudged him with her legs towards the drawers.
He made his way quickly to the drawer, making sure to give Mommy a good show of his ass jiggling as he crawled.
Pulling it open as he got there, he dug his hand in searching for a plug to use. Mommy always asked him to grab toys during sessions so they knew what size he was comfortable handling that day.
Today though, he grabbed a medium sized metal one- with a pretty little bunny tail attached to the base. It was pretty akin to what he was normally used to if not a tad bit bigger.
Satisfied with his selection he turned around ready to make his way back. Before realizing he didn’t know how’d he’ll bring it back if he’s on his hands and knees.
He stopped for a second before placing the plug in his mouth- he was simply just a pet and pets carried things in their mouths all the time. He moaned gently at the weight against his tongue as he crawled back to Mommy, his tits jiggling as he went.
Approaching Mommy, he sat on his knees in front of him. Mommy smiled at their bunny placing his hand in front of him. Dropping the buttplug gently into her hand, Bad looked back up at them with waiting expectants.
“Awww, Bunny even got her tail- What a good girl,” Mommy spoke gently clipping his leash back on, “And you did so well getting it all lubed up with your mouth too! You looked so slutty with your ass and tits jiggling as you crawled, Bunny-“
Bad beamed at the praise before a tugging of his leash had him walking towards the bed again. His head fuzzy with praises of being a good girl for his Mommy and listening as well as he can for such a dumb slut.
“Come on, Bunny- Stand up and sit on the bed now.” Sir said, tugging his leash upwards, “Take off your heels and gloves off too.”
Bad complied quickly. Sitting on the bed, he looked up shyly for his next instructions from Master.
“I- I’m ready, mommy-“ He muttered trying to catch Series’ attention from where it was unbuttoning her shirt slowly. He could vaguely feel their eyes grazing over him, admiring her pretty bunny.
“Such a good girl, ready so quickly for me-“ They lulled out, as their fingers played with the remaining buttons of her shirt.
Series sat next to him, her cock straining against their newly unzipped jeans.
“Come on, Bunny- Be a good girl and get my dick all lubed up with that pretty mouth of yours,” They slipped their cock out of her jeans now, the 6 inches standing stiff right between her thighs, “Just lean right over and start sucking like a good girl,”
Bad nodded, excited to please his master. He leaned over and placed a small kiss against the head of her cock, moaning softly at the taste of Sir’s pre cum.
He wrapped his lips over the tip of his Mommy’s cock softly, moaning around it as he bobbed his mouth softly down the length of it.
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The Web + The Eye for Hotch, please! 🤗
the web: what would your character least like to be forced or tricked into doing? what would it take to get them to do it?
i think it’s hard to trick hotch into doing anything, whether he wants to do it or not. he’s too perceptive and too “no nonsense” for that. like morgan, he’s more likely to submit to constant pestering with a fond, but begrudging, eye roll. he’s more likely to affirm boundaries, if only to uphold some half-assed attempt to cover up the fact that their boss is a complete pushover. but thats conditional and mood-dependent, so it’s a toss up at best.
and hotch has a lot more bullshit that he has to say “no” to. he’s given up trying to tell whether the requests are genuine or just to annoy him—mostly because he’s afraid of the answer. no, you cant run gambling ring at the round table after hours. no, we aren’t doing “booty short friday,” please go change. no, you cant play paintball in the bullpen. no, we're not installing a speaker system or rave lights in the jet.
ok i brought up scratch in the last ask and tbh now thats all im thinking about lmao. ig this is technically a horror ask game, so lets get into ttrue emo shit: what is the thing he is most afraid of doing? hurting his family: jack and the team. think of how much guilt he has any time one of the team is injured. he’d go to any lengths to protect them. we already saw that the initial fear scratch explores is the team dying in front of him. the concept of actually hurting them? terrifies him to his core.
i love to imagine what scratch made hotch experience before the team arrived, and one of my favorites is a nightmare of hotch as his father abusing jack. i’ve said it before and ill say it again: i think hotch tries so so hard to be the opposite of what his father was. he never wants jack to look at him the way he looked at his own father. and hotch is so so gentle with jack, taking care not to raise his voice or speak in anger or move quickly in a way that could startle him. an unexpected but welcome bonus scratch wasn’t anticipating is that hotch has already had nightmares of this exact situation. the thought of hurting jack in any way… it cripples him.
i dont think anything would convince him to willingly do it. even if someone held a gun to jack’s head and said they’d pull the trigger unless hotch kills one of the team, he wouldnt ever make a move to hurt his family. it’s a line he absolutely will not cross. it’s something that’s physically ingrained in him at this point: when scratch tries to get him to shoot at his team under the influence of drug-induced delusions, hotch—even though we’ve seen that he’s susceptible to the drug—still doesnt do it. he’s incapable. and nothing is as heartbreaking as the fear in his voice when his trembling hands give the gun to rossi, begging “take it,” with the most distress and genuine horror we ever hear him speak with. its either because he’s still drugged and the command to shoot at the team remains, implying it really was an extreme mental feat to defy the order. or its because he’s so afraid at how close he got to actually doing it, showing how even the thought of hurting them was so debilitating it almost broke him.
the eye: what does your character not want anyone to know? how would they react to people finding out?
oh my god. his homelife. what else could there be? we get absolutely ZERO information about his childhood. and its not like the others are exactly keen on sharing the secret parts of their lives, but it comes out in one way or another. not so for hotch. he keeps that shit locked up tight.
everyone has their own take on hotch’s childhood but we can all agree he’s been abused in one way or another. because it’s something that hotch never says a word about, you know it has to be brutal. i want to keep the response relevant to the question, so i’m not gonna go into the specifics of what i think happened. but whatever it is, he wants to keep it far far away from the team. its an era of his life that he wants to leave firmly in the past—not something he ever wants to acknowledge.
it kills me that we never got an episode that drags them through hotch’s past, bc honestly i cant even imagine how hotch would react. there are just… so many options. is he away from the team, like morgan was? is he there as they piece it together, like with emily? is it something he actually has to tell them about bc theres no other way around it, like reid? whatever the sequence, the end result would be the same: he wouldnt fucking talk about it again. “embarrassed” or “upset” doesn’t quite cover it.. he would be ashamed. not that its anything they would shame him for, but its something he’s kept secret for so long that its unsettling for anyone else to know about it.
im just thinking about how he has no one in his life now who knows anything about his past. even the people he’s known for a long time, like haley or jess, don’t seem to know the extent of it. sean was too young to remember. everyone else on the team has someone from their childhood that they interact with at least occasionally (if we wanna get more specific, everyone else has parents they interact with at least occasionally). but hotch is worlds away from his past. i guess it just worked out that way, but its also probably at least somewhat intentional. and i think thats why its so distressing for anyone to find out. because not a single living person knows.
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ig this makes those one chapters of aoyama being sus but then just befriending deku a (pretty ok) misdirect. the traitor plot has been up in the air so long its kind of irrelevant for how good it is since its otherwise literally had no buildup but. ig its better than hagakure. i think aoyama may still die tho tbh.
Yeah thats my problem with it... There was so much tension when it was first brought up and then no one said a damn thing about it for like a million years and then it was brought up again!! And then it wasnt relevant until now.
For what it is if it were paced better Id love this reveal I feel for my little sparkle baby. I love him... but the tension from the THERES A TRAITOR AT UA was already gone.
Then Hori like... tried to ramp it back up artificially by using Hagakure which would have REALLY sucked but then next chapter its nothing about Hagakure at all.
And again if Aoyama was gonna have this moment he should have gotten more time! Hes basically got a parallel to Dekus moment with All Might....
If Aoyama dies I'll be annoyed again but its definitely possible he'll have a redemption=death moment even though its literally not his fault.
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Idk about the first bit, maybe different flags of the different nations idk
But when it does the scrolly uppy thing that turns into sick guitar thats like peaceful landscapes that turns into fire and war
for the, first bit there like with firepaw in the spring, cerul and sunny, very obviously separated
the second bit is farm duo, both holding idk some crops or flowers or something, yk, peaceful
And THEN for the third shift we have rose quartz both with their weapons, rose swinging his axe and quartz with hope, both aiming at something off camera
that bc we cut to squid and adrian is implied to be them!! Anyways squid and adrian are also swinging weapons, squid with like talon claw weapon things and adrian with a cyberpunk ass sword
and then the bit with the fire right thats addict. thats addict slowly going from kneeling to standing, surrounded by purple fire
and on like, "kokoro" addicts hand is reaching towards like a blinding light
and then with all the. rhe villains running i replace that with those nifty fight sequences where one character is suddwnly another character, and idk theyre fighting like shadow demons or something symbolic
and ig bc fighting and story relevance it goes
squid -> cerul i think does fight monsters so yeah her -> sunny -> ash -> scar -> adrian -> rose -> quartz -> addict
AND YES SQUOD AND ADDICT BEING ON OPPOSITE ENDS IS INTENTIONAL TY
and ofc then theres the brief music thing where sol is looking at the eclipse but for this it would be addict pausing to look at the something
the camera like turns around them and now we see specifically rose and quartz fighting squid and adrian (respectively tho both teams def like, cover for each other and stuff. like ie quartz shoots at adrian and squid slices through the arrow in the air with her talons, before yk trying to hit rose again) and addict is framed as in the middle
but then the camera like zooms through the fighting, also past scar, cerul, ash, and sunny, and through landscapes again, and the title sequence ends on whats either a sunrise or sunset, hard to tell
and maybe addicts silhouette against the light yk bc Protagonist™
Yes
I may or may not storyboard this at some point if I ever find a video editing software that has a good crack
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thosch3i · 3 years
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So here's my personal ranking of DMBJ adaptations, thanks @mejomonster for the idea :D
(but psst first if anyone seeing this post haven't seen it already, there's an interest check for a pingxie gift exchange! over here.)
1. Ultimate Note (2020)
So I wrote a long ass post about UN here, where I mainly talk about the Iron Triangle because they're the heart of DMBJ and their relationship is what makes or breaks an adaptation for me, all else equal. But thankfully UN also has good pacing, faithfulness to the original story (and honestly a smoother and less confusing way of portraying it, but thats not saying much), no exceptionally cringy added romance plot lines, female characters treated as well as they can be given they were fridged in the source material, and a cast and crew with a deep appreciation and love for the characters and story, making the most of what they could with a tiny budget and no promotion. (UN is now the most highly-rated DMBJ adaptation on douban!) The main cast is a bit green, no doubt, but the longer it goes on the better they get. (If you scroll through my #translation tag far enough you'll find stuff XYL and ZSX have said about their characters. XYL especially, really understands Zhang Qiling and I will always respect him for that, which is why he's my favorite Xiaoge.) I'm just eternally sad about the ending and that there probably won't be a S2 for the main story finale because NPSS won't sell the rights again.
2. The Lost Tomb 2 (2019)
Before UN came out, this was my favorite Iron Triangle. The Pangzi and Xiaoge friendship was also super cute here! A sorely underrated friendship, for sure. And I absolutely adore TLT2 Xiao Hua. He and UN Xiuxiu would make a great team. The entirety of the first half (undersea tomb) was remarkably true to the source material (despite being unnecessarily draggy at points), and I do like that they made the Bronze Tree arc more of an Iron Triangle thing than a Wu Xie solo mission like in the novel. But uh, the second half of this drama was just...really confusing lol with so many long shots of them trudging through snow endlessly. But it's a cute Pingxie and Iron Triangle. (Saw someone once say TLT2 is the fluffy Pingxie but UN is the angsty Pingxie, which......accurate tbh.) But...man...will TLT2.5 (Heavenly Palace) ever be released from jail ;;;;;; its supposedly already filmed (different cast) but can't air for...legal reasons? idk? ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
3. Time Raiders (2016)
A wacky movie that makes no logical sense whatsoever but God it was such a fun, wild watch lmao. Pingxie were so unnecessarily gay in this, and also TLT2 Pangzi is great as always. I liked A-Ning being a total badass as well. Movie gets a bit sad when you realize there's a deleted scene canonizing the movie as book!Wu Xie's wishful thinking and fanciful story he told because he misses his friends. In reality, Pan Zi and A-Ning are dead, his San-shu is missing, and he doesn't know if he'll see Xiaoge again (which is why TR!WX is always taking photos of him, I'd say).
4. Qinling Sacred Tree Donghua (2021)
So uh this still doesn't have official English subs (you can find it on a streaming site somewhere but I can't vouch for translation quality). But it's a pretty faithful adaptation of the Bronze Tree arc, but with a slight twist to make Xiaoge more relevant. (I'm still squinting at Liang-shiye.) Still largely a Wu Xie and Lao Yang duo mission, though. But the scenery in the donghua is gorgeous and the food looks really good too...and, like, it's a good and solid adaptation. I just wish it had been an Iron Triangle adventure 😅
5. Sha Hai (2018)
Qin Hao is an amazing Sha Hai Wu Xie. I love him, and the fact that ZSX posted a photo with him ;;;;;;;; my favorite Wu Xies ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; (fun fact: to this day, QH's Weibo pfp is of himself as Wu Xie!) But anyway. Yeah I mostly just love Wu Xie here and everything he's gone through and turned himself into now that Xiaoge is gone. There are several UN parallels because they were done by the same company (which is also why a lot of the actors are the same). Unfortunately, the whole plot was....??????? and I wasn't a fan of any of the romances, or any of the side characters in general 😅 Skipped...so much of it lol. Why did they do *gestures vaguely at the entire show* Man at least they had Three Days of Silence. Small mercies.
6. The Lost Tomb 1 (2015)
They did Pangzi so dirty, I'm sorry sweetheart. That aside, the OCs were also a big ?????? and the fact that they had the iconic Iron Triangle hotel fight so early...WITHOUT THE FULL IRON TRIANGLE????????? But TLT1 Pingxie were literally a case of love at first sight soulmates so that was sweet. Also the blood feeding. Nice 👌 This Xiaoge is probably what most of the tomb-robbing world (or very casual dmbj fans ig lmao) see when they think of Zhang Qiling: aloof, mysterious, terrifyingly strong, (and kinda 2000s emo-boy-looking for some reason???)
7. The Lost Tomb Reboot (2020)
Confusingly wild deviations from the original story, really cringy romances + fridged women, and unnecessarily dragged out plot aside, I just wasn't feeling the Iron Triangle in this one 😅 Nor was I a fan of the treatment of Xiaoge. (He was stolen from his mother as a baby and abused by the Zhang family ever since, used as a convenient bloodbag to get around tombs and he didn't even understand he was a human being with a heart who could want things until he met his mother again in Three Days of Silence, where he finally regained the "heart" given to him by his mother that the Zhang family had taken from him...and then the first thing he experienced was the loss of his mother. I think this was the only canonical instance of him crying. After that, he lived a life full of mostly loss and more trauma, being kidnapped, kept naked in a basket, and used as zombie bait when he lost his memories...and knowing all this about his past, Pangzi tells him to use his blood in a tomb, enthusiastically, without hesitation. Like...you don't tell your best friend to cut himself because you think his blood might be useful. Especially not your best friend who you know in his past has been abused just like that since birth by his blood-related "family".) I do, however, think all the actors did amazing jobs with what they were given and are very talented. The effects were also good and the music is fantastic too. I don't think I need to praise Z1L's acting because everyone knows how good he is, and he pulled off that hallucination scene where he saw Xiaoge die for him just beautifully 👌 And Xiaoge smiles! Also very cute.
So yeah that's all the adaptations I've seen! It's past 1:30am so I'm a bit rambly but 🤪🤪🤪
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dynasty live watching: an incoherent post so that i’m not spoiling people on the twitter tl (i doubt any of this will be chronological or coherent enough to actually contain spoilers but better safe than sorry!)
oh my god the “previously on” - i forgot abt fallon and evan....
Theyre at a FUNERAL??? this was actually predicted but oh my god. if its steven i am going to be so mad. what an unfitting end to the- WAIT WHAT SIX MONTHS? what was that font;;;;:; whes sueiwjwk
copper arch🥵🥵🥵
this is cute. this is cute i like faloon pretty women so true
BYE I FORGOT ABT THIS VASE
fallon is genuinely such a bad person this is so bizarre,,,, i think she needs to calm down about oiterally everything ever
“This wedding is our chance to break the cycle of craziness” babe ur literally the one making the cycle of craziness
w. was that an ikmenn of liam getting his head off
JEFF MY BELOVED HE LOOKS STUNNING IN THAT OUTFIT. WHYS ALEXIS HERW “POWER COUPLE” YOU WERID MANIPULATIVE PERSON GET AWAY FROM HIM LOL
alexis is up to no good. bad bad jpeg. why do they write her dialogue like this
adam is acted so well lmao he’s the most unhinged person to ever exist *screams*
ohhh dominique, i don’t remember much abt her 😭😭😭 this woman she’s with is beautiful
ITS LAGGING????? i cannot Believe tjis
~rebrand~ ok girlboss!!!!!!!!! can we ship this businesswoman i dont recall her name with fallon???? id like that i think
too many plotlines have happened in too many minutes, i’m already forgettint things that have happened... isn’t blake supposed to be in prisoj? no? Ok: sure
adam is constantly doing this expression that is like 👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁 HI SAM HI SAM HI SAM BEAUTIFUL MAN I LOVE HIM WHOS THIS MAN
raf is so stunning ughhhh i’m loving the costumes this season, everyone looks great! is this man a sam love interest? nervous? that is kinda cute. i miss stevej though. sadness. so many emotions
UHHHH hi alexis sure ig ur here
~OMENS~ babe that’s a tad dramatic don’t you think?????????? “Ignore the lore at your own peril” alright
WHOS THAT? WHOS THAT? OH HER OK
bye everything is going wrong for this......:..:::... *rubs hands together evilly* that will certainly be entertaining
credit scene!!! such a beautiful cast! where’s anders, oh how i miss him... i miss monica too wasn’t she supposed to be BACK🤔🤔🤔🧐🧐🤨🤨
its a commercial break... havent had to watch the show with these for so long😑😑😑. getting american ads is so funny bc the vast majority of them are Not at all relevant... at all
BACK TO DYNASTY!!!!!! was that a slinky? huh? oh ok that’s why the marriage is happening at the manor. #whenyouonlyhaveoneset oh hi ok monica so shes not going to be here?????😑😔😳
WHY IS SHE GETTING A CAR I FEEL LIKE THATS FORESHAWDOIWIJG FOR UMMMMM.... NOT GOOD THINGS ..... ITS LAGGING AGAIN 🤨
blake having dinner... ok hi cristal,,,,; is the priest subplot back? that was a weird one
adam???? how on earth does adam work his way into everything? NEXT GUEST? HUH? are you cheating on your wife? HI CULHANE! HI!
“straight people are exhausting” i mean yes, objectively, absolutely, but culhane is #notstraight .... idk how i feel about sam and this man. also what? huh? staying here? ok cool ig
OHHHHH he got married i see i see
“Haven’t you milked the carrington cow already” but....... she is literally the person who deserves the stuff..... k......... i don’t like dominique but she was given the short end of the stick also blake stop manipulating people just bc they tell u the truth😶😶😶😶😶😶😶
frustrated that we haven’t seen fallon in any non-wedding related stuff yet i always liked her more ~dramatic~ plots . like she’s a sweetheart but i do want her to evolve beyond thsi. idk if that makes sense. ok bye
“A relative’s happy marriage” uh???? we live in a society😔📈
who is father lynch<3333 oh he is in the hospital that’s not great oh adam upset that’s new /s
y is kirby dressed like an elf. god bless.
ughhhh i just think adam is not good for kirby. he’s not good in general. so true . what is he up to. ads again hhhhhhhhhh💯
omg we are back!!!!! blake wear the suit!! hi liz!!! i’ve seen pictures of this outfit, it looks nice. “I really want things to work out with liam” now that would be great but you’re in a soap opera so the chances of that are .... I DONT EVEN ONOW IF U CAN WEATHER ANYTHING W CRISTAL...)))))!$$ NOT NECESSARILY THE BEET CHOICE????
~technically it wasn’t cancelled~ alright love i feel as though you’re not telling the full truth here. ok his name is ryan . we know that now . cool . this relationship is awkward but it could be sweet
what the Fuck is dominique talking about this is so creepy😭😭😭 please do not market lingerie to ur niece 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂 why does no one in this show know how to be polite
“You want me to stake my personal assets” i’m sure this would be meaningful if i knew anything about finance????? WAIT WAIT WIAT WAIT WAIT DHE REHEARING THE SAM DONS G THE SONG ALEXIS DONT INTERRUPT HER SINGING THE SONG🧐😔😔😔🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🥰🥰🤬😤😤😤😤😤😤
~duplicitous sham~ that’s quite a juicy phrase ms fallon. alexis i dislike your marriage. and you in fact. yes x . “We were just like any other newlyweds” except the newlywed factor........:
anders. oh my god i adore him so much. he reminds me of my grandfather . YES adam is dangerous. anders i love you so much. be my grandfather figure. top 10 cool old dudes of all time.
liz is so beautiful how am i suppised to “Focus” on the “storyline” kirby just went 🥰🥰 also hi culhane ily babe
“My father’s convinced adam is pure evil” you see, that is......... trueeeee...........:.::: im sorry culhane ily love
this dialogue unfortunately does not flow all that well LOL . people dont think up things like this on the fly “my love is like that boutineer” sir i guarantee that metaphors r not going to save ur relationship... HI sam. so true. hi ily. samhane? culsam? 😳😳
DONT STEAL ANDERS SPOT OH HI JEFF YOU LOOK STUNNING.......... BEAUTIFUL BOY ....... HI!!!! ~you are the only family you’ve ever needed~ shit none of this wouldve happened if the Carringtons werent so greedy ij the first place
~true love has many faces~ how many anti liam omens can they sneak in into the episode 😭😭😭😭 hi laura whats up
the poor waiters at this establishment...... why does laura look like a rlly young version of my grandma........: huh.... wont think abt it /... alexis bad mom.jpeg
“I don’t want to miss my sons special day” ok bye i don’t #care she’s kind of rude
fallon trying to avoid future drama is confusing to me as that used to be her ENTIRE THING? HUH??? everyones talking to their moms today what the heck do that many people talk to their moms???
jeff hiiiii <333 that maroon suit!!!!! love!!!!!
Dont hurt anders you strange little evil man!!!!!!!!!!! (Adam, for reference)
fallon likes to ~e n u n c i a t e~ her dialogue. Drama Teachers Love Her
FIRBY SCENE! WELL THEY R TALKINF! UWU ! UWU ! smiles:) smiiiiiles:) the height difference i cannot do this😑😊😊😊🕯🕯🕯 BYE
BueirHWIIDWJDIWIFJWIFJWJJFWJFJWJDJWJDJWIFJWJFJWJDKWJDJWDJJWHDWHDHWHEHWHDHWJDJWJRJWJEJWJDJQUEUWJEJWJEJW CRIES SOBS SCREAMS THIS OS SO FUCKING FUNNY
Kirby you dumbass😭😭😭😭😭 ALEXIS WUDIWNDJW JEFF CAN YOU NOT HEF FCANKREMTIWN WHY IS THIS DIALOGUE IM SCREAMIGNRJFJD
kirby babe you are the kist imorjri WHQT? HUH? when all the characters have the maturity of a 13 yr old <33333 DID THE SHOW JUST END?????? OK.... DAMN.... they were really 2 minutes away from the end and remembered that things are supposed to happen in tv show episodes.... i cannot tell whether it os over actually?????? huh??? going to keep watching because it would be so embarrassing if i missed a few minutes oh yeah theres more
IM SORRY WHYBARE THESE PEOPLE SO STUPID. every single one of them. ih my god l. ohhhh my god . “I never meant to hurt you” you cheated on him. both of them are bad people. 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨 kirby darling what were you thinking . this dress on kirby is STUNNING ugh, she’s so charming . adam Shut the fuck up. He hasn’t said anything but shut the fuck up. OH MY GOD ADAM SHUT THE FUCK UP. OH MY GOD I HATE ADAM SO MUXH. OH MY GOD HOW IS HE THE WORST PERSON TO EVER LIVE 😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😶😶😶😶😶😶😶😶😶 HES SO EVIL
“I didn’t want to tell you because i didnt want you to think of me as a monster” why did you do that stuff then bro . Kirby you SHOULDNT trust someone after they say that? How naive? Huh ?
omg hello jeffs grandma!!!!! she deserves better than every shitshow in this family... god🤨 dominique being a good person? i like to see that. she seems so genuine. ok this is nice . wait... SAFE? 😳😳😳😳 💴 💵 #money i miss monica
why do they never have sufficient lifhting in WAIT..... HER?????? #dumbofass HI JEFF <33333333 HI you can scam and whatever ur allowed to i support u
ooohhhh GORGEOUS fallon outfit
“Such a fail” IS THIS 2012 . CRINE HEIDJWJFIWNDWJDNWKFJW ENJDJSDJWJNDJWJD they keep saying folklore and im thinking its some sort of reference to the album and i get confused. wheres scheming fallon. need scheming fallon. do a scheme. do it
“We are that lucky couple” press x to doubt .... wait who is this🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔 this seems cincerning im cocnentwd why did it zoom in on this random man
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lucidpantone · 3 years
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I was thinking about how they had Kato listed as the best dancer in the IG stories yesterday and how it feels like they are aggressively showing support to her or the actress as almost a response to everything. I dunno, it just feels deliberate or something.
Yep thats the vibe am catching and i think they are getting pressed no one is taking the bait. I dont think those anons defending kato are coming from wtfock but I won't be surprised if they whispered into someone’s ear to see what the general vibe is and guess what? We still dislike her a ton and dont want to see her on our screen. They are really trying to make this girl happen and they just dont get it. They ruined any chance of making her redeemable and now she is just a scurge on the remake. Like if I had an ear to a wtfock intern I would be honest and tell them tell your boss to utilize her as minimally as possible unless you want the hate fest to begin again. Just pay romi her check for showing up even if she just sits there drinking a coffee the entirety of s5. It would just be better for the fans and the overall vibe of the season because if they try to make her relevant the fans will blow up and start flooding them about using the season of woc to fix their racism. They had that moment last year and they failed. The best “fix” to their mistake is to give Nora 100% the limelight and push Romi completely aside. You had your moment and failed miserably wtfock. It’s time to move on the character is useless now.
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smolslothloaf · 4 years
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Yo as the only Micheal Crew fan (prolly), can I just say I’m so fucking salty that he died how he did?
Homeboy’s been hinted at since the fourth episode in this entire goddamn series, he’s been repeatedly connected to the Leitner books (which I guess are less important now that we’ve met Jurgen Leitner and we’ve got Gerard but uggggghhhh), he’s got a cool lightning scar and backstory and everything!
And once we get to meet him? He’s so intriguing-he ‘s polite even as he forces Jon to just fall through the air, he has a great voice (both literally and writing wise), and once he explains his backstory it doesn’t dissapoint. You get the image of this scared child whose been searching for protection and meaning his whole life. This creature’s been following him ever since he’s gotten his lightning scar, you kinda get that it’s the personification of his past even if he connects it all back to the Vast. To an extent, he kinda describes his relationship with his scar and his journey in self discovery all as both finding meaning and acceptance in the Vast. The moment he figures out what’s been calling to him is also the moment he accepts his past and his trauma. It all makes sense and comes together.
What I also find particularly interesting the way he laments about never being able to remember the most important events of his life, as I feel it’s something we all can relate to. Traumatic or not, negative or positive, many of us have trouble recalling the most life-changing events of our lives. We feel frustrated over this, we beat ourselves up for it, it’s just apart of life. In Mike’s statement this is such a small detail but it’s one that resonates with me deeply.
They set up Micheal Crew in such an engaging light and make him feel so real. I will admit that I’m not sure how much more they could do with him as this episode tied up pretty much all loose ends in his story. That being said, I would’ve absolutely LOVED to see more of him! He has an intruging personality, a cool backstory, he could’ve been a neat reaccuring character or something.
But no! Daisy Fucking Tonner just needsa bust down the fucking door and be like “YO THIS BITCH HUMAN?” And Jon’s like “uhhh ig not” and Daisy’s like “WELL THAT MEANS HES GONNA CATCH THESE HANDS.” AND JUST FUCKING SHOOTS HIM???
FUCK THAT NOISE.
YOU BUILD UP A CHARACTER OVER THE COURSE OF THREE SEASONS, WE MEET HIM AND HE GIVES US HIS LIFE STORY, THERES STILL SOME ROOM FOR HIM TO GIVE US ANSWERS OR SOME SHIT, THEN YOU HAVE THE A U D A C I T Y TO JUST YEET DAISY IN AND HAVE HER SHOOT HIM OUTSIDE?
O K A Y
LIKE,,, IG THEY NEEDED TO SET UP DAISY’S STORY AND GET MICHEAL OUT OF THE STORY OR SOME SHIT BUT. NOT LIKE THIS PLEASE?? IM FULLY WILLING TO ACCEPT THAT IM JUST UNREASONABLY SALTY ABOUT THIS BUT SERIOUSLY?? SHE JUST. SHOWS UP. SHOOTS HIM. THREATENS JON. BITCHES FOR AWHILE AND WE’RE SUPPOSED TO BE OKAY WITH IT?
MICHEALS NOT EVEN BROUGHT UP AFTER THAT HE KINDA JUST GOT SHOVED TO THE SIDE FOR IMPORTANT PEOPLE PLOT(tm). HE GETS. PUSHED. TO. THE. SIDE. IN. HIS OWN. FUCKING, EPISODE. WASNT JON GONNA QUESTION HIM MORE? WASNT THAT WHY JON WAS THERE? I MEAN I GUESS HE COULDNT CUZ MICHEAL COULDDA DEFO KILLED HIM, BUT HE DIDNT EVEN DROP ANY BREAD CRUMBS FOR JON’S INVESTIGATION. JON LITERALLY GOT JACK SHIT FROM THAT INTERACTION ASIDES FOR MORE FUEL FOR HIS STATEMENT KINK. AS FAR AS THE PLOT’S CONCERNED, JON DIDN’T NEED THE CONTENTS OF MIKE’S STATMENT. THE KNOWELDGE WAS GOOD BUT HE GOT NO FURTHER ON HIS INVESTIGATION OF THE STRANGER. HE WAS DIRECTED TO MIKES DOOR FOR THE PLOT BUT THE PLOT AINT THERE, THE PLOTS AT DAISYS HOUSE
TO REVIEW:
THEY
DEADASS
JUST
THREW MICHEAL CREW IN THERE
HAD HIM EXPLAIN HIS BACKSTORY
THEN KILLED HIM OFF
AFTER HYPING HIM UP
FOR
THREE
FUCKING
SEASONS
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME???
ARE YOU ACTUALLY FUCKING KIDDING ME???
YA KNOW THATS PROLLY THE ONE BIG BONE IVE GOTTA PICK WITH THIS SHOW. THEY BUILD UP INTERESTING CHARACTERS OVER THE COURSE OF FULL SEASONS, THEN THEY’RE ONLY GIVEN THEIR TIME TO SHINE FOR ONE EPISODE BEFORE BEING ADRUPTLY KILLED OFF AND NEVER MENTIONED AGAIN. I HEARD IT GETS BETTER BUT ITS A PRETTY BIG PROBLEM FOR THE FIRST TWO SEASONS.
JANE PRENTISS COULDDA BEEN COOL! AND SHE WAS COOL! BUT SHE ONLY ACTUALLY DID SHIT FOR ONE EPISODE THEN WAS KILLED WITH LITTLE RESISTANCE. SHE DIDNT EVEN MAKE A COMEBACK OR ANYTHING, THEY REALLY JUST WENT “THAT BITCH DEAD AND DID JACK SHIT” AFTER HYPING HER UP THE WHOLE SEASON. LIKD OKAY SURE GO OFF. THEYRE BUILDING UP BREEKON AND HOPE A BIT MORE NOW, CANT WAIT FOR THEM TO BE KILLED OFF AS SOON AS WE MEET THEM.
LIKE I GET IT I GET IT. MICHEALS STORY WAS COMPLETE. NOT EVERY CHARACTER NEEDS TO BE PLOT RELEVANT. NOT EVERY CHARACTER THATS BUILT UP NEEDS AN ELABORATE PLOT. NOT EVERY CHARACTER NEEDS A SATISFYING SEND OFF.
BUT IM STILL FUCKING MAD ABOUT IT CUZ I FEEL NOTHING. I LOVED HIS STATEMENT AND IT WOULD’VE JUST BEEN FINE IF MICHEAL WAS JUST LEFT ALONE AFTER THAT OR SOMETHING. OR HELL HE EVEN COULD’VE BEEN KILLED IN A DIFFERENT WAY I JUST HATE HOW DAISY CAME IN THERE OUT OF BUTTFUCK NO WHERE, SHOT A GUY SHE BARELY KNEW CUZ “he spoopy” AND ITS JUST NEVER BROUGHT UP. MIKE DIDNT EVEN NEED TO BE THERE. JON WENT THERE FOR ANSWERS, MIKE GAVE HIM NOTHING CUZ INSTEAD OF HAVING AN INTERESTING LITTLE CONVERSATION, DAISY NEEDED HER CHARACTER ARC. IM REPEATING MYSELF AT THIS POINT BUT IM JUST SO FUCKING ANGY ABOUT THIS.
FUCK DAISY, ALL COPS ARE BASTARDS
I am fully aware that I’ll wake up tomorrow and deem all of this as invalid and unreadable, I just needed to get this all off my chest. In all honesty the main reason I’m upset is because the Vast is my personal favorite entity and Micheal’s statement is a good summation of why
People affected by the Vast are just that-people. Well, all statement givers are people, but the Vast’s statments I find are much more grounded and down to Earth. They aren’t as out there or over the top like the Corruption or the Stranger. They’re just little ‘tweaks’ in someone’s perspective that shakes their core. It takes mundane occurances and pushes them to their extreme. All the Vast did in “High Pressure” was make someone feel as though they were sinking forever and forced them underwater. It’s some you could probably picture happening to yourself more clearly then say, being attacked by War Ghosts. (NOT bashing on War Ghosts btw, they’re just a different brand of spooky.) The type of fear that the Vast victims have is also kinda different to me. I’m not sure how well I can explain it but best I can describe it is that it feels like geunine trauma that someone with that phobia would experience? I still don’t think that’s quite right but take “A Long Way Down” for instance, where the statement giver’s brother suffers from Acrophobia. That’s a real boy with Acrophobia! I feel who he is as an actual person as I follow his life, I know his worst nightmare, and once you see what happens to him, you completely feel both from him and his brother. Or in “Freefall” where you see a mother mourn for her son’s trauma and death. She saw something he loved suddenly turn him so, so afraid then saw the very thing he feared swallow him up.
It’s just any average person greiving their loved one’s trauma or being pushed to a limit you can see yourself being pushed to. It’s all very grounded in reality and makes it all feel that more real. And I feel like Micheal Crew’s statement just summed that up so well. He’s such a perfect face for what I love about the Vast. He’s just a person at his core, who was scared and needed guidance.
It’s just that the way it ended and how adruptly he was killed left a sour taste in my mouth.
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uh hi, i used to be in the fandom in 16-18 but then grew disinterested ig, but i came back (boredom+still loving characters) and im so confused on everything. mcd is still similar to what i remember but then i havent watched the revamp, but im so incredibly confused on mystreet, i kinda remember the emerald stuff and aph getting a maid cafe and gene was there?? idk thats all i remember and the wiki isnt helpful, can you explain mystreet please?
TLDR; Aaron beats up a prick who had a crush on Aph in highscool. Mentioned prick tries and fails to get revenge. Aaron is exposed to be an Ultima WW (a werewolf with powers) so everyone hunts for him when he just wanted to have a nice vacation. Aaron dies a total of 3 times then gets amnesia. The end. This is very long bc Mystreet is very confusing. Moving on:
Mystreet seasons 1-3 are a slice of life take, and have no revelance to the plot of seasons 4-6. Phoenix Drop High, two prequel series to Mystreet, are about the high school years of the cast. PDH S1 is also not relevant, but in S2 we introduced to Ein, a werewolf. He likes Aphmau, but he was also pretty power driven, and acts like a prick because of this. Aaron finds out and gets into a fight with him, and Ein is no longer able to romance/manipulate Aphmau.
MSS4 is set in a lodge in the mountains with Aaron and friends (Garroth, Lucinda, and newbie Kim). They are planning to renovate the lodge, so Aaron can legitimately earn money and take Aph on a vacation. Zane and Aphmau eventually turn up, but Kim is possessed by a ghost residing in the house (who is appropriately named Ghost). They don’t do much with this, but it’s pretty sexy.
Anyway, Michi (who works nearby?), Lucinda, Aphmau and Zane are put under a trance - the effect of a forever potion. After a period of time the effects of a forever potion become permanent. Together they lead Aaron and the remainder of his friends to another lodge, where the mastermind of this mind control is. It’s Ein! And he’s doing all of this to get revenge for what happened in high school. He wants Aaron to turn Aph into a werewolf, because surprise! Aaron is an Ultima WW and can turn humans into WW and visa versa. We find out Aph is now under two forever potion effects, one to make her love Ein and one to make her hate Aaron. This eventually leads to Aaron falling off a cliff and dying. Irene talks to him and revives him, and he goes to fight Ein again. Aaron and friends try to break Aphmau out of the potion effects, and they do, but not before Aaron is stabbed and almost dies again. End of S4.
Aphmau’s year is an inbetween of S4/5. She can’t see Aaron because he’s pretty much died twice and needs to recover. She is very sad.
MSS5 is another slice of life series, the gang from before + KC, Katelyn, Travis, Aaron’s parents, Melissa and a Wolfpack from high school go to the vacation island! It’s like one big theme park. Aaron and Aph are reunited. Later on, Aaron goes WW mode because he saw Ein, and accidentally turned Garroth into a WW. Aphmau wants to experience WW racism so she is also asked to be turned into a WW. Aaron proposes. S5 ends.
S6, the latest season, is when everything goes more crazy. Aaron is revealed to the public as the Ultima WW, so a bunch of people are trying to hunt him down. They spend some time in hiding, then some decide to go to a masquerade with the rest of the public(???). After this, they are found out and have to run again. Melissa (Aaron’s Sister) is shot and declared dead by everyone. Aph+Zane find where the ww in hiding are, but Ein is there (he lived ofc). Aph is held hostage, Travis is possessed by the person who possessed his dad, and Garroth and Katelyn are now being controlled by the forever potions.
Turns out some of the parents thought it would be cool to make their kids drink forever potions that make them strong (???? And also under someone’s control ????). Aaron finds Aph with Ein, and turns Ein back into a WW to save aph. Because of all of this, KC is almost killed by Garroth and Aph is actually killed by Ein, who had laser powers now. Aph is revived by Irene’s daughter, Alina, who gave up half her heart to see her mother again, but she gives that to her reincarnation so w/e. Aaron goes apeshit and kills a bunch of people, and is captured. They wanted to kill him for his relic? But they end up killing Irene and Aaron’s dad instead. When everyone is healed and reunited, they have an epic fight with the Demon Warlock who possessed Travis, using the divine relics of the reincartions that would have them. Our gang ends up winning, but some people are injured both physically and mentally, so Zane can’t remember peoples names and Aaron has amnesia about everything. Melissa is also alive. That’s the end of S6.
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littlebabycrybtch · 4 years
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oh my god regs stop claiming old identities to excuse being a bigot now. idc if u thought you were ace or trans or nonbinary, if you Admit that you arent now and openly Hate and Reject these identities, you no longer get to have a relevant attachment to it and parade it around like a trump card. even though you thought you were, you are not actually that identity. you are saying this yourself. so this shit doesnt count for anything. you may have used the labels and been in the community, you may have had vague experience with it, and thats fine to talk about and see it as something personal, but you dont get to be vocal about it as if you are Still There or relate with it. thats an offense to the people that are actually that identity i mean, you wholeheartedly admit you literally Arent Us but you’re still trying to talk over us? FOR us? lol no, you dont get to pretend you saw the corruption of an identity you literally didnt have, and odds are the reason you felt uncomfortable was bc you fucking admit you were not actually that identity. like. of course you’re going to be uncomfortable when you get your identity wrong and are unknowingly in the wrong environment. how much more simple could this be. you made a mistake and are unfairly blaming others for it. 
cis ppl dont get to be vocal about the trans community bc they questioned their gender previously, non aces dont get to talk for the aspec community, binary trans people dont even get to have opinions on nonbinary trans people, what you may see inside these communities is automatically skewed once you can look back and realize you were not actually one of them. you need to acknowledge this. to be specific ig, internalized homophobia has to be fought on all social levels but is still in the end a completely personal based problem and therefore cis gay people you are on the most basic level like everybody else responsible for your own misunderstandings of yourself and these other identities, and most importantly, you have to recognize that you have the ability to DAMAGE them when you are trying to talk about them but confess you dont actually see yourself in them. if you change your identity you change your community, end of story. you dont get to keep talking about the old one like its evil of them that you chose to be in it out of ignorance. idk like. i saw a terf blog just this Morning that called themself a ‘de-transitioning trans woman / gay man’ and. i am just so Tired of this shit like not to be blunt but no you are not you are a hateful cis guy who had some trouble figuring out ur identity and to hate trans women now makes you a transphobe no matter what your past was like bc you are cis NOW. yall you dont get to just. collect up a bunch of identities so you can hold onto them and feel you can talk abt any issue without listening to others and be free from criticism like even broadly you have to pick Something here and i think when you decide to Hate an old identity you’ve made it clear which side you’re on. you are not the same as the people in these groups, there was always a distinction between you and them, you admit this, you agree with this, so stop acting like you get it. stop using YOUR mistakes and misunderstandings against harmless minorities. again, im not saying if you de-transition or change label you cant talk about your old experiences but... once you realize the truth about yourself, all your experiences with that prior identity are inherently personal and not community ones now bc You were the person that was in the the wrong One and you are switching for a Reason so its not ‘your community’ anymore and frankly, never was. you were always looking at it as someone who wasnt really a part of it, for the love of god, use some brains and recognize that
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Med Rewatch Series (#1)
Right, monkey brain said no sleep no rest, only suffering at the hands of med.
I am going to start with the first episode of S2: Soul Care. Reasoning? I need to check if Latham references Ava in his first interaction with Connor.
If my memory serves me right, when Connor is passed over to Latham for his fellowship, Latham says that he was not his first choice. In fact, his first choice was a brilliant surgeon from South Africa. In the first episode of S2, a season where Ava Bekker is only introduced with one line at the end of the last episode.
If I remember correctly and Latham does actually say that in the first ep of s2, it will be huge for the continuity (and my theory that I came up with today, if you’re interested in following this you should really read that really long post that came a little before this where the basis of the theory is laid out). 
Also in rewatching this I see more of Sarah which, again, I have not seen in two years, and she was the reason I became invested in the show, and the reason I stopped watching after she left.
And all of this even before I start the episode.
There are so many emotions and thoughts running through my brain it literally hurts. I think i’m getting a headache. I’m already really regretting this, this cannot be healthy for me.
(btw, this will basically be a train of thought type thing, I’ll do my best to keep it coherent)
- omg its starting
- i completely forgot how s1 ended but its not importnat in anyway
- just, why are they in a helicopter
- how fast does the episode move ive forgotten and i need to know
-JESUS CHRIST SO DRAMATIC
- THE BEGINNING WITH WILL WHY
- it is at this point where I apologize to all those who made it this far bc we’re literally not even 30 seconds in yet
- i just have a lot of med thoughts
- oh god save me
- i am laughing hysterically
- JESUS CHRIST THE APRIL TB STORYLINE AND TATE WTF
- god that feels like a lifetime ago it was relevant holyshit
-remember when she was pregnant?
- literally what have I missed
- side note, i really like the cup april drinks out of.
-THERE SHE IS
-SARAH
-SHE’S HERE
-and she’s a barista
-literally wtf is this show
-and the dramatic music is still going literally chill man god
-THE WAY SARAH SMILES HOLY SHITTTT come on man there was literally no way i’d survive this but fuck not even a minute in...
- okay but i never understood charles’ family scenario but this is already too fucking long for a minute in so i hope we can just skip past that
-hahahah sharon’s fucking divorce? holy shit, this is too dramatic for the first ep literally save me (at least she acts well)
-yeah the one thing I will say about med (thats a lie ive already said a hundred but yk) is that for the crap storylines and all, the actors take what they’re given and give it their all and i appreciate it so much
-the helicopter’s number is N365UCC and just... succ
-ethans bird (!)
-also the fact that’s so big for ethan to be chief resident is so weird to me. like the last medical drama I watched was greys and they are all like grizzled veterans and have been doing that stuff for actual decades and i tend to put med and greys on like the same level bc they are the only medical dramas ive watched but.. holy crap the people on med are so young?? half their main cast is med students and residents. when nearly every main character on greys is a department head. its wild.
-proud of ethan. proud of my boy (did you know that adam jacobs who played aladdin on broadway was in a s3 episode? fun facts) (fun fact: did you know that ava is the only main character on the show who’s status is now deceased? I’ll shut up now.)
-oh my god i say roland buck III’s name and GOD noah jesus
- i find noah incredibly annoying, especially bc he tries to overshadow reese (my fav) but also just bc hes spoiled [that thing that said that one of the biggest mistakes med made was not having sarah get the emergency med residency at the end of s1 comes to mine, and the fact that noah got his residency easy peasy] - but, i will say that the moment at the end of this season where noah and reese dance together at the party is very adorable. (pre reesker brain showing lmao I really did love sarah with my whole heart) (moreover my snapchat memories were filled with just recordings of reese scenes lmaooooo)
-okay at this point I need to stop once i get to the potential ava thing bc what is happening we’re not even two minutes in why is this so long. (so many thoughts)
- i find will annoying but,,, he is kind of nice to look at. and what i mean is like facial acting (i am a lesbian). like. just. don’t speak. and when he’s being a good character he’s fine. it’s very few and very far between ig
-natalie annoys me so much and shes only had one line, and it wasn’t even a character line, it was mainly exposition.
-EW
-FUCKING EW
-ITS CONNOR HE’S HERE. god i forgot what he looked like in red scrubs and his poofy hair. child compared to s3 and s4. hopefully we see latham soon so we all don’t have to suffer through this. and he looks so angsty. he definetly glowed up in the later seasons.
- i have no clue how to spell definetly. I am guessing literally everytime.
-latham please come and end this all.
-oh haha there’s downey hes dead.
-okay so i actually watched s1 after i watched s2 which is so weird to think about. like that means that i liked s2 so much that i BOUGHT THE DVD FOR S1. yeah. I liked it that much (it really only means I was that much of a simp for sarah). but it also means that technically i watched s1 after i met ava?? like i honestly had NO CLUE what was in my future. did young me ever think she was going to stay up late at night, avoiding history hw while analyzing a defunct character from this show on a whim? a character i was super annoyed with at the beginning? who has no become a huge part of my personality? honestly? no. no she did not.
-and the story with downey was so jarring. and the story with zanetti. like i think i first started watching with the first ep of s2 (the one im talking about rn) and i was a bit lost. so going back and watch s1 to like connect the dots. but i never expected the dots to look like that. its like each season of this show is a completely different show from all the other seasons. like i’ve said before, this show is a headache. but literally latham please come and end this for now.
-GOD CONNOR LOOKS SO YOUNG WHAT THE HELL thats so weird lmaooooo
- like i had absolutely no clue who downey was going into this. and they they started talking like ‘oh yeah he killed his attending’ and i was just like ‘damn bro ill cheers to that’
- that’s literally ava’s first line actually. “i heard your girlfriend went insane and you murdered your attending.” - which was why she was hated at first. that was literally her first line to connor which is like, so hilariously rude that it was instantly iconic.
-also HAHAHAHAH CUE FUCKING ANGST ABOUT CONNOR HURTING EVERYONE AROUND HIM WTF BRO THE EFFECT YOU HAVE ON PEOPLE
- but i’m also sad now. --- “I heard your girlfriend went insane.” Oh. Oh, sweetie. Ava... No. --- but why does s2 ava (all two lines) foreshadow s4 ava in so many ways. like literally what were the writers on.
-baghdad.
-ah yes. the return of baghdad. been a long time since i heard that one, but it is easily one of my favorite running things about med. its just a little detail but the nick name is like perfect. (when i read fanfic where the chars are actually doing doctor stuff in the hospital it makes me light up) the WORLD BUILDINGGGGG. but whatever
-this is the girl who has the fake baby right? that was a really good ep (bc sarah content. can you see my favorites? for the same reason the one where the girl has split personalities easily ranks high with me.) oh wait this is the one where the dad like dies but then comes back for a split second to see his grand child. there’s not really a lot I can say about that, but the fact that i remember it vividly is... weird.
-okay but I actually love the ED in this show. I love how the show is centered around the ED and not the OR like greys. its fast paced, you see a lot about the characters really quickly (one of the reason’s connor’s intro to the hospital in the pilot is certified iconic in my mind [his interactions with will are gold]). the team works well together (usually, when things are good. - which is another reason I hated the show more as time went on. The personal lives interfered more and more and more with their work as time went on. it got so annoying). but like right here will just calls maggies name and maggie is just On It. I love it. I love the fast pace. it’s why this show got me to come back. so many things happen, it overloads my brain, like the way a video game works y occupying all of your attention.
-when is the dad gonna pass out i’m just waiting
-AHAHAHAHAHA JEFF NOOOOO. what even was the deal with jeff that storyline annoyed me so much I never got it. he was friends with nat’s husband (who died) and they were both named Jeff? and she actually ended up getting with Jeff a few times?
- the more you watch med and see how the characters get with each other, the more jaded you become
-omg they’re transferring the girl to the bed i love it when they count
-maggie was great but from what i heard/read they ruined her character too??? just not the same
-lmao only real g’s remember the chicago fire backdoor med pilot (if you want an explanation ask me lmao it was a ride)
- i was a real med simp bc I bought that episode on apple video.
-ahahaha this is so stupid. Jeff tries to do things and Will (being a fucking asshole and jealous, doesnt’ let him). he’s a med student let him fucking learn. also i remember why i hated will
-okay but if you look at greys vs. med, greys literally gives their med students no rights. scratch that. they give they’re interns little to no rights. (i only watched the last three seasons bc lesbian, but in those seasons they introduce the bottom of the totem pole, the sub I’s, who are a step ahead of med students, yet they are jokes on the show.) its just a weird juxtaposition is all.
-”lungs are wet.” dramatic music intensifies.
-OKAY BUT I LITERALLY FORGOT NATALIE SPECIALIZED IN PEDS. LIKE I COMPLETELY 100% FORGOT. HOLY SHIT THATS SO FUNNY i can’t believe in my mass hyperfixation i forgot, just more proof that she doesn’t deserve anything.
-why did will make nat do that call? also idk why but is it weird to anyone else when the characters call each other but just.. their names.
-ahahahah i laugh literally everytime i remember that will is supposed to be in charge like he is threatened by anything that MOVES. (also more juxtapositon to greys bc here the attendings are treated as a joke!)
- hly shit i just remember monday mourning and god damn the angst literally never takes a day off but whatever.
- i dont usually get like this but the dad’s acting here is actually making me sad lol. Usually i get annoyed when family members get emotional (im weird uhhhh)
-why did we have to watch the tube being put in for so long - med is so dramatic this fucking show whyyyy
- i bet u the dad is gonna pass out
-oh ig not oops
-OKAY FUCK ME THAT LITERALLY ONLY TOOK US TO THE TITLES HOW DO I HAVE THESE MANY FUCKING THOUGHTS.
-wait latham introduction we may just be able to call it here.
-haha i fucking hate him (connor). he just... comes off so fake-charming its annoying. i cant get over it lmao
-okay but literally every gives connor shit and I am here for it. Latham: “did you kill him?”
- it is literally so funny but annoy how connor throws hands with literally everyone in his path (like dude just chill come onnn)
-okay. okay. okay. finally the part i was waiting for.
- Latham: I preferred a young woman from Groote Schuur, but I was outvoted.
That’s an actual quote, from Latham. For those who are wondering, Groote Schuur is a famous hospital in, you guessed it, South Africa. This is where I’m calling the episode. This is all I needed.
I just want to restate. This is the first episode of season 2. Ava Bekker is introduced to the show in the last episode of season 2. What does this mean, my friends? It means everything.
For those of you who stuck through to the end, I am very thankful. Here we have probably the first piece of evidence to my theory, at least chronologically.
I, personally, think it’s absurd I remembered this point, but I did. That point, that line, presently, watching this episode with no idea of what the future holds, is only there to tell us that Latham and Connor are not going to agree. But this is the single greatest piece of foreshadowing med has ever done.
Med has never planned anything. I feel confident when I say that. Look at their storylines. They are literally on fire, and every decision the characters make reads like the writers going ‘we have no idea how we made it this far, we thought we would get stopped like ten steps ago.’
When has med ever planned things more than a few episodes in advanced, honestly? Almost never, and going a full season sitting on a plot point, that’s major. This was the first time med has ever planned something miles in advance.
In all honestly, yes I am probably giving the med writers a lot more credit than they deserve. It’s quite possible that as the season progressed they just decided connor needed a new love interest or at least a new dynamic, so they could have just easily looked back and thought ‘oh, hey, here’s a fun little thing we said earlier in the season, wouldn’t it be fun if it paid off?’ That could be true.
Here’s why it probably isn’t. The med writers have no respect for their own continuity. you really think that, in order to come up with a whole new character, they went back to the first episode of the season and paid off a line that is said in less than 2 seconds? no way. Bull. Shit.
honestly, it is probably equally unlikely that either of these things happened. The med writers don’t look back at their story. It’s true, but they also don’t plan things in advance either.
here’s the thing, the more i write, the more absurd it starts to sound. Yeah. Sure. the med writers sat on a character for an entire season, that’s totally a thing that happened and not sarcasm. When pigs fly. everyone knows med is impulsive and messy. But what I am saying is that they planned one thing. One thing.
Ava has an accent. That was a commitment. A pretty uncommon one too. South Africa is such an out of the box choice that god its barely on the map. It asks a lot of someone to act hard while also doing an uncommon accent. If the med writers just decided they needed to give connor a new dynamic, they could have made it a n y o n e. Yeah, sure it would have been nice to have the latham dynamic with the new character, but it would have been so much easier to just create a new character that doesn’t have such a commitment. We all know people who play opposite of Connor Rhodes do not stay around that long.
There is absolutely no reason Connor’s s3 love interest had to be the girl from South Africa. It could have literally been anyone. They could have kept Robin on. They could have made the new character not have so many specific requirements.
At this point, I’m pushing this really hard. Yeah, obviously Ava was planned from the beginning of s2. She had to be. It’s way too specific to be anything else.
What I’m pointing out here is med has never done that before. (at least to my knowledge, if i’m wrong please tell me i don’t want to be a fool) They have never had such a concrete plan for a character, so much as to tease them a full season before they were introduced.
I’m saying, that Ava was special. She was the only character who was teased ahead of her arrival. The one who they knew they wanted, other than the originals, and honestly saying the ‘knew what they wanted to do with the originals’ is being generous. But Ava was different. They had big plans for Ava.
It’s undeniable. Ava was the only character who was planned and teased ahead of her arrival. Ava has such a different style and character than anyone else on the show. She was always planned to be, even when she was just being teased, a rival to connor, meaning she could stand her own against him (or without him).
Now of course, the med writers forgot this when writing s4 and s5. But for the purposes of the important things, all that really matters are the two mentions in s2, and what happens in s3. (for the theory at least).
In conclusion: think about how odd it is that Ava was the only character that was planned over the course of the show. Like sure the characters are planned, but never this far in advance. Med writers don’t really plan anything. I would be shocked if they did anything but through a dart at a spinning wheel. But they had plans for Ava, and they had plans for s3, when she was good.
Think about how odd it is that the med writers had a character planned from the start of s2, that they sat on for a whole season. They never, ever did something so slow and deliberate. Never. It goes against their formula. Like a fucking shark, they have to be moving or they die, at least in their heads. But Ava was always a change to the formula. They had a plan for s3.
that’s it for now. we will see what happens when i watch the last episode of s2.
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Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6 / Part 7 / Part 8 / Part 9 / Part 10 / Part 11 / Part 12 / Extra
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