hi
hello , my name is azghi
i like basebell
im practising my introduction
i leave my home in india
i fly fly fly and land in america
im very excited
my entire village has turned up
i have passport
u know im first person to fly
i have a letter
dear azghni , its wonderful place
im going to help u
u can live with us and see america
he owned a restaurant
400 east 6 th st
the world , galaxy
hey ma , dont cry
when i go america , i will write every day
i will from top from empire state , bottom from grand canyon, hollywood
i will write from cleveland
i will be rich and i will invite u
what is this
a stone
u are giving a stone
story of riverstone
i dont r
im keeping it
i threw it away
i keep it
it is in my pocket
i have to go
u made it
this is new york is a crazy place
this is my job
im manager here
im the owner
im the waiter
its such a good job
u know mr hakim were waiting at airport
they two children
samir is 10 year
he is playing with gameboy
how am i doing
sakina is older
dont u worry , soon u will catch on
i have no idea
if u smile , nod u head , people love u
mr hakim is my best friend .. let me tell u something profound
any one can be rich
i just smile
u are absoultely
one day u are millionaire
america can u give u nothing
my dream is classical indian dancer
show me i used to dance
i used to dance
she closed her eyes
her arms and hips
i think u should
then she told me she is going to teach me dance
i try
i put my wrists and turn my hand
im very good this
i can be dancer myself
i can do much than cook food
u bught present for me
hello bob , business is good , dinner for 5
very proud of him
i understand
time is money
what is this dress
u think are too smart
u can marry black guy,white guy
why did i can to restaurant
so that i can proud of u
why did i came here , it is for u
they teach u about
i know
its all fun and games
and then what
everything will be gone
dont speak to me in english
look what u have become
dancing is iportant but im not
help ur mother in kitchen
sakina is getting married
its a party , there are lot of people
there is a dj playing songs
how could u leave ur stuff, u need to clean up
i give the gameboy.. give me postcard
u know what what
my sister sent picture of ninja turtles
we were supposed to go
but my grandmother died
u know what happened happened
u know what
i had a fight
im doing that
no way
u know what happeend
then i called upstairs
to see pics
do u remmeber
u can hold my gameboy for 5 mins
i kicked him
its my five minutes
im not even sorry
he stole my gameboy
im not coming here
why do u hit me
everyone is stupid
we were supposed not to
im sorry
come here ALI:Shut Up!—Shut Up!—I have to walk, I have to clear my head,
and I have to come back. I have to walk, I have to clear my head,
I have to come back, I have to walk, I have to clear my head, I
have to come back. I have to WALK! I have to clear my head, I
have to come— (Suddenly he looks up as if someone has opened
a door and he is staring into their face. He is visibly nervous, his
mouth is dry and his hands are sweaty.) I only have fifty dollars, I
don’t know if that’s enough or not. Oh, that’s fine, whatever you
do for fifty dollars is fine. I don’t know if I want the complete
package anyway. It’s probably safer that way, in regards to diseases and such. (Realizing his faux pas.) I’m sorry, I’m not saying
that you have any diseases. Oh no I ruined the mood. I’m sorry,
its just that I’m a Pre-Med student, so I’m always thinking about
diseases. I don’t do this kind of thing normally—NEVER!! never
before actually, I don’t know if that matters to you, but it matters
to me, and so I just thought I would share that with you. (Pulling
money out of his pocket and handing it to her.) Look, I’ll just give
you the money and you can put it over there on the dresser, or in
your— (Noticing that she put it in her underwear.) there!—This is
very unlikely for me to be in a place like this,—I’ve actually been
trying to deepen my religious faith lately. I’m a Muslim, you know.
Do you know what that is?…Yes, it’s a type of cloth. What is your
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name?—Angel?—Really? (He laughs.) No, no, I’m sorry. I was just
thinking that that’s an ironic name for someone who does what
you do for a living.—What?—No, no, I’m sorry, I’m not a jerk. I’m
sorry that was rude, look I think you’re very attractive. In fact,
that’s even the reason I followed you in here from the street…was
because of the way you look…or at least who you look like. Well,
you see, you look amazingly like this girl Karen who sits next to
me in my Human Anatomy class, and who I cannot stop thinking
about, and earlier this evening I was trying to study for my exam
tomorrow, but I can’t seem to concentrate because I can’t stop
thinking about Karen, and then when I think about Karen all the
time, I think about my parents beating their chests when they
realize I’ve failed all my exams. So I decided to take a walk and
pray for some concentration, and that’s when I saw you, and
you—well, you look exactly like her, and you looked at me, and
you smiled, and so when you started walking I followed you, and
while I was walking up the stairs just now to this little room, I
started thinking to myself that you must be a sign…a sign from
God!! that since I’ll never be with Karen, I could be with you, and
then I could go home and be able to study, and pass my exam
and make my parents proud of me!!! (He suddenly breaks down
into tears.) I’m sorry, I’m really sorry, I think I’ve made a terrible
mistake. You see I just realized that God would never, never lead
me to a place like this. I must be losing my mind. I have to study,
I have to go! I need some sleep! I have to study, I’m really sorry. I
have obviously wasted your time, I’m really sorry but I have to go.
(He leaves, there is a long pause and then he returns.) I think I
should probably just get a refund. I don’t know what your policy
is as far as refunds go. I’m sure that it doesn’t come up very
often.—What?—Uh, thank you, that’s very kind of you—Well I
think you’re very attractive yourself—No, I can’t do that actually,
No I can’t, No I really can’t—Well, because I’m engaged…or at
least “betrothed” which is actually more like…engaged!—She’s
a very nice girl, Sakina!! would you like to see a picture? I have
one,—No of course not, What I’m trying to say is that she really
is the perfect girl for me, comes from a very similar family, same
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religion, same tradition, same values, these things are important,
you know. Besides, Karen is just a distraction. I mean, she’s
American. In the long run she would never accept Indian culture,
she would never understand the importance of an Islamic way of
life, she would probably want to have pre-marital sex which is
something that as a Muslim I could never do. I know that that
probably sounds ridiculous under the circumstances, but it’s
true!!! It’s not just a religion you know, it’s a way of life and I have
dedicated my entire spiritual life identity to the complete submission to the will of God. That’s what Islam means. So you see, I
can’t just be running around having sex (He thrust his pelvis forward unconsciously.) like a rabbit (He does it again, with more
vigour.) with every woman I am attracted to (He does it again
repeatedly with real vigour.) It would be SIN!! and that is why I
have to leave. What? What is my name? (He pauses.) AL!—
Really!—OK, OK. It’s not Al the way you are thinking of it, like
short for Alan or Alvin or something. It’s actually the short form
of a very religious name, a name I can’t even say right now, otherwise it would be a sin—I think. I probably don’t even deserve
this name.
(We begin to hear the song “No Ordinary Love.” This plays
throughout the rest of the piece.)
ALI:What are you doing?—no I really don’t think you should
…REMOVE THAT!!! (He hides behind his hands so as not to look
at her but then he slowly looks.) You want me to call you
Karen?…OK!? Karen, Karen, Karen, Karen…
[(She unbuttons his pants and begins to perform oral sex, the
rest of the lines are delivered while he is receiving a blow
job.)]
ALI:Oh, my God, this is not me, this is not my life. Oh, shit!
(Looking down.) I’m sorry, I’m trying not to swear. It’s hard, you
know, to do the right thing, you know.—I’m always asking for
forgiveness, because I believe that God understands and he is forgiving, and he knows how hard it is, to do the right thing all the
time, even when you want to, more than anything else, and if
you fail and you disappoint people, you can just try again, right?
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And you can have the intention to try again even while you’re
failing…failing! I don’t suppose there is really any chance of me
passing this exam tomorrow. I mean, if I’m going to be punished
for this, and I’m sure I will be, that will probably be the punishment, because when you’re trying to do the right thing and make
people proud of you, Satan wants you to fail. And then you end
up being a huge disappointment. Well, if I’m not going to be a
doctor, I wonder what I will be?—Maybe I will be a bum!—And
Sakina will say, “I can’t marry him, he’s a BUM!!!” (He is getting
quite worked up at this point as he gets closer to orgasm.) And I
will say, “GOOD!!!! BECAUSE THIS BUM WOULDN’T MARRY
YOU WHEN HELL FREEZES OVER!” AND HER PARENTS WILL SAY,
“HOW DARE YOU TALK TO OUR DAUGHTER LIKE THAT!!! AND
I WILL SAY I JUST DID! ! AND MY PARENTS WILL SAY, “HOW
DARE YOU TALK TO HER PARENTS LIKE THAT, YOU ARE A GREAT
DISAPPOINTMENT,” AND I WILL SAY, “MOM, DAD EAT (He
orgasms.) SHIIIT!!!!” (He falls to his knees in shock, and slowly as
if almost in slow motion he doubles over on the floor, unconsciously going into the Islamic position of prayer. After a few seconds, he regains his composure and attempts to stand and
button up his pants. Thank you Angel, I mean Kar—…I mean
Angel.
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AZGI:ABDUL! I need two puri’s on table five! I need two lassi’s on
table six, and this lamb curry is COLD COLD, COLD! Food, Abdul,
is supposed to be HOT, HOT! Not COLD! How come you don’t
seem to understand that????? (Azgi runs to speak to one of his
tables. To first table.) I am very sorry. In all the time that I have
worked in this restaurant, food is NEVER cold, NEVER! He is heating it up right now. I will bring it out in two minutes and you just
keep enjoying your…water. (He moves to the second table.)
Hello, how are you? My name is Azgi, I will be your waiter. How
can I help you? Oh yeah, it is kind of spicy, but we have a scale.
You see, you can order how spicy you would like one, two, three,
four, five. You decide, he’ll make it.—What?—You want number
five? (Azgi is a little concerned.) Sir don’t take number five, take
number two—No, no, number two is better for you, it’s very
good, you’ll like it very much.—Please sir, don’t take number five.
Sir I am trying to save your life OK. (Getting angry.) look, look in
my eyes OK, number two is better for you. OK you think about it
I will come back OK. (He runs upstage again.) ABDUL!—Where is
my lamb curry ????
(The lamb curry seems to have appeared on the line.)
AZGI:A-ha! (He runs over to the first table with the imaginary
lamb curry. It is very hot and burns his hands.) There you go. OK?
piping hot—What happened? Why you look so sad? Not
lamb?—CHICKEN.—Oh my God!—No, no, please sit down.
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Where you going? please don’t leave, sit down, I am very sorry,
this is a terrible mistake, I will bring out chicken in just two minutes, please don’t leave, whatever you do don’t leave. (He runs
over to second table.) OK, OK, look I tell you what, number three,
number three is plenty hot, plenty hot. You don’t need number
five. LISTEN MAN!! I AM FROM INDIA!!! and even in India
nobody asks for number five! It’s not a real thing that you can
eat, it’s just for show. I am not screaming, you are screaming!
Look, look, now your wife is crying! I didn’t make her cry, you
made her cry! OK, OK. Fine, Fine, you want five, fifteen, one hundred five!! I give you OK!
ABDUL!—- Listen on dup forty-one, I put number five, but
you don’t make it number five, you make it number two, OK?
And this lamb curry is supposed to be chicken curry—Because I
am telling you, that’s why. Because I am the boss right now OK,
Listen you give me any trouble no, I will have Mr. Hakim fire
you!!!—Oh, yeah? Oh, yeah? Come on, Come on Abdul (He puts
up his fists.) I will take you right now! I will kick your butt so hard
that you will be making lamb curry for the tigers in India! Oh,
yeah? Come on, Big Guy, come on, Big Guy, come on, Big Guy,
come on—
(Suddenly Azgi is faced with Abdul who grabs him by the collar.)
AZGI:—BIG GUY! I am joking, man. I am just kidding around, why
you take me so seriously?—please don’t kill me. (Turning.) Every
night I have the same dream. I am a giant tandoori chicken wearing an Armani suit. I am sitting behind the wheel of a speeding
Cadillac. I have no eyes to see, no mouth to speak and I don’t
know where I am going. Mr. Hakim, he come up to me, he say,
“Azgi, Azgi, Azgi, you have to calm down, man, he say to me, he
say “Success, Azgi, is like a mountain. From far away it is inspiring, but when you get close, you realize that it is simply made of
earth and dirt and rocks, piled one on top of the other until it
touches the sky.” Mr. Hakim, he is a smart man, but I wonder to
myself when God was building the mountain and piling the rock,
one on top of the other, was he working or playing? (He begins
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to ponder this thought, and then suddenly he smiles and goes
over to the first table.) Hello, my name is Azgi…I am working…and playing. (He goes over to the second table.) Hello my
name is Azgi, I am working and playing…how are you ? (He goes
over and looks in the direction of Abdul, and blows him a big
kiss.) ABDUL…I love you man!!!!
(Phone rings, Azgi turns and looks at the audience.)
AZGI:Phone! (He picks up the phone.) Hello, Sakina’s Restaurant
Azgi speaking, how may I—Oh Oh Mr. Hakim? No No He is right
here, I will get him—
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Sakina’s Restaur
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We decided to watch a called no way home because we kept seeing its ads on youtube. We knew the trailer so well that we could say it word for word. Mark's favorite line was when the lead actor talks about his girlfriend in the movie. Mark would repeat it all the time,
So, we went to the movie theater, hoping to see that scene . But to our disappointment, the lead actor didn't say that line at all. In fact, the whole scene we were waiting for wasn't even in the movie! We left feeling upset
As we left,. We realized we could just go watch another movie without paying again. We felt a little bad, but we had spent a lot on snacks, so we didn't feel too guilty. Plus, we felt like we deserved to watch another movie since no way home let us down.
We ended up watching a movie instead. It was good, and since we hadn't seen any ads for it, we weren't disappointed.
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i needed a car , i could rely on public transport
and all i had was 2000$ so i bought a ford car
so after few rides , it started giving problems
the transmission broke..the power steering didnt work
i couldnt find parking on campus..
Is your minivan all fixed?" Larry inquired.
"Yeah, but it cost us a pretty penny," Mark sighed.
"How much did they charge you?" Larry's eyes widened.
"$2500," Mark responded.
"$2500? You've gotta be kidding me! $2500 for a new transmission?" Larry exclaimed.
"A new what?" Mark looked puzzled, glancing at me in the backseat.
"A transmission. An automatic one. That's what you had replaced, right?" Larry clarified.
"Oh, right, yeah, a new transmission," I confirmed.
"Well, it sounds like they're pulling a fast one on you," Larry said as he dialed a number on his phone.
He called someone named Rocko, then his buddy Kurt, both of whom echoed his sentiment that we were getting ripped off. Mark nervously suggested haggling, but I pointed out that we already agreed to the price.
As we pulled into the garage, Larry insisted we stand our ground. "You tell 'em you ain't gonna be taken for a ride," he advised.
larry gets out of the car an goes in and talks to car dealer.
After a few minutes, Larry returned with a grin. "Saved you a few bucks, boys," he announced proudly.
When we settled up, the bill had mysteriously been reduced by $500.
I still don't know what Larry said or did in that office, but his advice and charm saved us some serious cash. Now, we just hoped the new transmission would hold up.
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There are few things that bring my father as much joy as clearance sales.
It's not so much the food that my dad loves at Denny's—he only knows three flavors anyway: salt, butter, and A-1 Steak Sauce. No, what he adores is the simplicity, the straightforwardness of the entire Denny's experience, especially the menu.
“You don’t even have to read anything,” he’d say. “You look at the pictures of the food, you pick what you want, and you point.” And that’s precisely what he does. We'd settle at a table in Denny's, he'd crack open the menu to a Moons Over My Hammy or whatever caught his fancy, and he'd point. “I want that.” Not a word more, not a word less. It's the perfect restaurant routine.
we bought couch
So, off we went, driving at a snail's pace—twenty miles per hour in a forty-five-mile-per-hour zone. The officer followed my dad quietly for a few miles before my father suddenly pulled over, even though the officer hadn't signaled with lights or sirens. I followed suit.
After the officer wrote us both tickets for having unsafe loads, he warned us not to drive with the furniture again or risk getting more tickets. Stuck on the side of the road, my dad asked if I knew anyone with a truck. That was like asking if I knew anyone at all.
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You ever have those gym ,PE classes that make you question why you even bother showing up? . Coach McAndrew, bless her heart, she had all the enthusiasm of a cheerleader at a spelling bee.
Coach blowing her whistle like it's her only source of oxygen. "Forward rolls, backward somersaults, cartwheels, repeat!" she says, as if we're all Olympic gymnasts in the making.
How am I supposed to learn by watching them? It’s like telling someone to learn how to swim by watching a fish.
I muster up the courage to approach Coach. "Excuse me, I don’t know how to do any of those things. Can I please go to the library?" I ask, hoping she'd see reason. But nope, she hits me with the classic "No pain, no gain" line, like she's trying to motivate a sack of potatoes.
So, there I am, at the back of the line, watching these kids effortlessly roll, somersault, and cartwheel like it's second nature.
Finally, it's my turn. I kneel down, put the top of my head on the mat, and just pray for a miracle. But all I manage to do is roll sideways off the mat—splat—onto the wooden gym floor.
All pain, no gain, and a side of humiliation. Can't wait for next week's adventure in awkwardness.
This is America? I’m fucking in! Big Pimpin’ was the epitome of the American dream and I needed to be part of it. I wanted to be like these larger-than-life American superheroes they called rappers. I wanted to be a pimp like Jay-Z and a gangster like 50 Cent. I made it my life’s goal to live the Big Pimpin’ lifestyle. Whenever I watched BET, I forgot I was a small foreign Chinese boy and I felt like a badass gangsta. I started imitating how the rappers walked and how they talked. I would go up to my classmates and say, “Yo what up, dog. Our geometry teacher is a bitch, homie.” I felt like my identity was being judged based on the other Asians around me instead of my own personality, my inside voice screamed, I listen to Jay-Z, motherfuckers! In high school,
thong thong thong thong thong!” This was one of the first songs I heard on American radio. It was catchy as hell, but I had no idea what a thong was. Then when I saw the music video, everything made sense.
I couldn’t rap for shit, but I wanted so badly to be part of the glamorous rap game that I’d seen on Rap City. Chris downloaded a bootleg copy of Sony’s ACID Music Studio, a beat-making software, and he started cranking out some sick beats. Then Jeremy, Phil and I would go to Chris’s mom’s apartment and record our raps on his five-dollar computer microphone. Next thing you know, we’d formed a rap group just like N.W.A. Chris’s mom’s apartment and his Dell desktop became our recording studio. We felt like the real deal and we called ourselves Syndakit. The first time I recorded at Chris’s house, he played me a beat he had just made. It sounded like a real track I’d heard on Rap City. I pulled out my notebook and I was ready to write my first rhymes, but I
I never got a record deal, but I experienced creative freedom for the first time
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offer to buy one and get the other for half price , my father was first in line.
his ability to consume knew no bounds.his favorite was chocolate pean with extra sprinkles
when i orderd plan old chocolate icecream , he took it as an insult
they have thirty two flavors andu order chocaloate
u can get chocolate anywhere , why did we come to america
we didnt sacrifice everything come to here so u could be satisfied with plain old chocolate ice cream
i just want medium soda
get the large
u get extra large for thirty nine cents more
America was Willy Wonka’s chocolate factory and he was a ten-year-old who had won a golden ticket.
Let me tell you what is really embarrassing,” he continued. “Having only one pair of shoes, that’s embarrassing. Having to study for your exams under a street lamp because you don’t have your own room, that’s embarrassing. Hanging off the side of a train on your way to work because it’s so crowded and you can’t afford a seat, that’s embarrassing.”
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“When will you become an American?” he continued. “Okay, pour the extra thirty-nine cents-worth into a cup and I will drink it later.”
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I saw a job posting in the college newspaper for telemarketer and decided to interview for it. The college building was squeezed between a sandwich place and a bookstore. The guy interviewing me looked a bit like Paul Giamatti from "Billions," but there were definitely no billions to be made here.
During the interview, he asked simple questions like who had used a computer before and who knew how to use a phone, how to type basic english. I got hired and was given a script to follow.
I got hired and was given a script to follow. My job was to keep people/alumni on the line and chat about how great the university was still doing.
I was supposed to ask alumni like Milli for a hundred bucks to support the college.
but milli response was "Oh, I'm sorry, hun. I'm barely scraping by on a fixed income. I'd love to help, really, but a hundred dollars? not happening."
So, I lowered the amount to fifty dollars, but still got a no. Then I tried twenty dollars, and she agreed to make the donation.
After working for an hour, a bell rang for a break. The boss, stood on a chair and called out how much money everyone had brought in. He gave cookies to the top three earners.
Overall, it was an interesting experience, but I only worked there for a few weeks before my semester started, and I quit the telemarketing job.
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“BE CAREFUL!” my roommate WILLIAM TOLD ME . “I am being careful!” I said, grabbing the dvd from him and totally not being careful.It wasn't contraband or illicit substances..it was dance dvd.. I was staring at it in awe, my heart pounding like crazy.
cuoristy got the better of me and I put the dvd in my vcr. And What unfolded on the screen was unlike anything I’d ever saw.
and what captivated me even more was drummer in the corner setting the rhythm and this guy was dancing to the beat in rhythm…it was beautiful…
soon i was playing drums…
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coach andrew, transmission,affleck movie,
, clearance sales-denny's,
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I needed a job. Scanning through the student paper, I found an opening in the computer lab. It seemed perfect, except for the minor detail that I knew next to nothing about computers. All I knew was that if something goes wrong, you should reboot the computer. Sure, I could switch a computer on, but i knew nothing about coding, programming, troubleshooting.
I interviewed with this quiet guy who wore glasses, named Dominick. He wore a buttoned-up shirt, light brown khakis, and Nike running sneakers. "Hi, Kunal, nice to meet you,” he said, in a soft, high-pitched voice. “I am looking for some people to be computer lab managers. What are your skills?”
“Troubleshooting, programming, Excel, PowerPoint,” I said.
“Can you give me more details?”
"Sure, I've read courses online, fixed bugs on my computer, and developed applications."
"I like you. I’m going to hire you,” he said as we shook hands. Bingo! “Given your advanced skill set, I’m going to give you a very special project.”
He turned to the computer and opened up a software program I had never seen. “The school is trying to integrate this new voice recognition software. I want you to figure it out, dissect it, and write an entire instruction manual based on what you’ve learned.”
So three days a week, four hours each shift, my job was to sit at the computer and try to figure out voice recognition software. The first day I took the job very seriously. I spoke into the microphone and compared what I said to the words that appeared on the screen: “The cat drank the cow’s milk,” I said. On-screen: "You drank the milk." I said it slowly again… "You drank the milk" again… I basically gave up on the project after a few days, and each shift I would spend fifteen minutes on voice recognition, and then would spend the rest of my time chatting.
The week passed, the instruction manual was due and it was time to face the music. I decided to write something… click the L button… etc.
“I just got an email from the university. I have some troubling news.” Shit. My scholarships. Dominick took off his glasses. “The school has decided to put a stop to the software. The license has expired.”
I said, “Whatever’s best for the university."
“Because of your hard work and commitment to this project, I’m going to promote you to lab manager of the engineering building.” He gave me a raise, bumping me up to nine dollars an hour, which was damn good money at the time. I was a good lab manager.
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After finishing college, I got a job as a waiter in a restaurant. But I also had to wash dishes.
Sadly, I wasn't very good at it. I was slow.
The restaurant needed clean dishes to keep running. So, even though I was slow, I had to keep going.
The owner would tell me to just keep washing.
He often came over to me at the sink, shaking his head and yelling.
He'd say, "Wash the pots first! Why are you washing the plates? We have lots of plates!"
When he got really frustrated, he'd grab the spray nozzle from me and
quickly clean a bunch of pots in just a few minutes.
I got a job as used car salesman.
Apparently, you need zero qualifications to become a used-car salesman."
The car lot manager, Larry, was a sixty-year-old car salesman and a alcoholic. I wouldnt see him for days and then he would come and sell ten Dodge Neons in a week.
I looked up to him as a top-notch car pusher.
I learnt car sales from Larry and soon i became good that i could afford HomeTown Buffet once a week.
and i know one day, if i worked hard and I'd be able to afford Red Lobster.
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It's been three days since I lost the pool key, and now my mom is mad at me. It feels like she has a superpower that keeps her angry without a break whenever I mess up, which is why I try my best to never do anything wrong.
It's like there's a flashing neon sign on my forehead: "HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE, GOOD-FOR-NOTHING KID WHO LOST THE POOL KEY. $50 DOWN THE DRAIN!"
I try to explain to her that Cindy and I put up twenty flyers all over, and I understand that fifty dollars is equivalent to three hundred and fifty tomans in Iran, which is a lot of money to flush down the toilet. That's what it'll feel like if we have to pay the landlady.
"Why don't you check the clothes dryer and all your pockets?" my dad suggests, im filled with hope. I search through all my clothes, inspecting the washer and dryer, even go through the vacuum cleaner bag. I c heck between the sofa cushions and manage to find twelve cents.
But still, no pool key. The following day, my dad suggests praying to Saint Anthony, claiming it always works. "Saint Anthony, you mean?" I ask.
My mom , suggests we ask Saint Anthony to come over and look for the key instead. "He's a saint, so he's been dead for a long time," I tell her. "If you think a dead man is going to help you find the key, good luck," she retorts.
but I decide to pray, and, my prayers are answered when a neighbor finds the key gives it to the apartment office.
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communication is the key. That's the key to a relationship. That's how you build intimacy, through communication. It's very important to talk and listen to your partner so you can both grow as a unit.
but It's just talking and talking and talking. And I was listening to every word 'cause I thought, you know, there was a point. But there's no point. I should've hired an AI for her to talk to. 'Cause there were so many things I just didn't care about. "Should I move this couch or get a new one? I don't know what to do with this room. What do you think?"
It was a psychotic, babbling conveyor belt of nonsense. "I went to get my nails done, but they didn't have the polish I want.
One of the differences was, I learned this from her, raised to ask questions. You have to ask questions like, "Why? How come? How much? That much? Why should I spend that much?" And, , we don't want to ask questions 'cause we don't want any information. "Look, I didn't see nothin', I don't know nothin'.
" So the questions started driving me crazy. It was like falling asleep with a Spanish radio station on.
Why do you think we possess some mysterious knowledge we're keeping from you? We go to see a movie, she's like, "Now, who's that guy?" "Did I write this thing? I came in with you. How the hell do I know who that guy is? What do you want me to do, show up early?
So she leaves, right? It's all over.
I'm sitting in my room for two weeks straight. my roommate says
They don't want you to talk to them. They don't want you to listen to them. They want you to agree with them. And if you don't agree with them, they just keep talking and talking and talking until you do. and then they will say I'm glad we talked about it.'"
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When I was a kid, I had this bright yellow Yamaha YZ80 dirt bike. It was super fast, and I loved riding it around. But my mom hated it.
"Josep, you ride that thing, and I swear to God you’re going to die!" she'd yell at me. And I'd be like, "Mom, it's fine. I'm totally safe." But she wasn't having it.
"What, do you want to die? Is that it? Ha?" she'd say. And I'd respond, "No, Mom, I don't want to die." But then she'd hit me with, "Or maybe you want to kill me from worrying. Yes, that’s it—you want to kill me." And I'd just stand there like, "No, Mom, I don’t want to kill you."
But she wasn't done. "No, no, maybe it’s better if I die anyway. I go to heaven, at least I don’t have to worry anymore. Go ahead, keep riding the motorcycle." And I'd be like, "Fine. Fine! I won’t ride the motorcycle anymore!" But let's be real, I kept riding that motorcycle.
One time, a cop caught me riding the bike without headlights. He was really mad and told me to leave the bike and get in his car. I thought I was in big trouble, preparing myself for the worst—prison, electric chair, death by firing squad—whatever it was. I'm practically begging to go to jail at this point, but no dice.he took me home.
When we got to my house, my mom was freaking out because she thought I was missing. She was yelling at my sisters, too. The cop could hear everything, but he didn't seem to care. He walked me up to the door, and my mom answered, acting all polite.
But as soon as she saw me, she flipped out. She dragged me inside and slammed the door in the cop's face. That was the only time my mom ever hit me, but it wasn't physical. It was all the yelling and arguing that really hurt.
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