#im literally so mad that i made this

[arom-antix]

And so @viktuuri-week starts!

Day 1: Music

I was in one hell of a time crunch to make all the illustrations because I procrastinated UuU But I took most of these works as opportunities to experiment a bit with some ideas so I had fun.

Credit to TheMoonChild on Musescore.com for the arrangement of Yuri On Ice used.

#i made this so goddamn fast yall #i had no time #this is literally the very first rough sketch just cleaned a bit and filled in and then every layer effect in csp #i had fun though #i was really hating it until i started playing with the background and then it all came together #also i know i committed crimes against that sheet music by compressing it but i swear it was worth it #also unintentional but yuuris colours be lookin a lil gay #and i cant say im mad at it #especially since i wouldve done it anyway if i knew how #idk what i did #layer effect magic #yuri on ice #yoi #yuri on ice fanart #yoi fanart #fanart #art #arom antix art #arom antix #katsuki yuuri #viktuuri week

[p00sy-d3stro7er]

I actually thought that my previous text post would be the last one but I found these in the depths of my gallery so. Enjoy your meal *throws them like chicken feed*

#black sails #black sails text post #captain flint #john silver #james mcgraw #thomas hamilton #anne bonny #max black sails #charles vane #edward teach #jack rackham #silverflint #jackanne #maxanne #im convinced that blackbeard is talking about Jack since he would never talk like that about vane #IM SO MAD I HAVENT MADE ANY WITH MADI BUT I COULDNT FIND ANY QUOTE THAT WOULD FIT HER #AND IT LOWKEY LOOKS LIKE IM IGNORING HER ON PURPOSE WHICH ISNT TRUE!! #SHE IS MY 2ND FAV CHARACTER AND I LOVE HER VERY MUCH #anyway. Thank you sm for all the nice reposts under my previous posts they literally make me giggle and kick my feet

[stil-lindigo]

freelancer things.

#when i still lived with my parents i could make do by just talking incessantly to my dog #now i live alone and sometimes ill go for days without saying anything out loud #its so jarring asjfkldakl #i still dont know how to taaaag #comics #stillindigo art #relatable content #tm #this got so much fucking attention on twitter and i literally made it in 5 minutes im so mad

[chessb0r3d]

i cracked the code.

#believing dirk is the worst guy because its what dirk thinks of himself #ignoring daves bisexuality and think hes a gay man in denial even when he explained hes bisexual #believing john 'im not a homosexual' egbert is explicitly straight while he makes out with his mcconahey and cameron posters more #than he kissed women(literally only once) #believing that rose is an edgy psyhcotic little bitch when she was neglected. she speaks elegantly to cover that shes silly and a total ner #and how did people forget that rose also writes gay wizard fanfiction. reads Wikipedia. and her beautiful artstyle as a result of neglect #(and by neglect meaning having SO MUCH TIME to draw) #jake wasnt into dirk. he also told di that he didnt like how brobot getting touchy with him during strifes #but as part of the repression 4(prospit kids). he refused on changing the bot settings #what jane said about roxy being better when she was drunk. it was fucking sarcasm. its the least insane shit you could say to a best friend #all the kids have issues and of course people get mad over a girl being sarcastic. #when KARKAT said THE SAME THING to rose when she was drunk on the meteor nobody bats an eye #trolls are just grey humans that are bugs. he doesnt get an excuse for being an alien. humans were made from KARKATS BLOOD #jade isnt all silly girl and is so FULL OF HATE towards the trolls. she called karkat a fuckass (VERY FUNNY) to do her a favor #“jade would rather have punched karkat in the fact then had a pleasent conversation with him.” #“she viewed the trolls as rude mean and cruel. and even thought that nepeta was just making fun of her. #despite it being that nepeta just wanted to roleplay and have fun." #dred.loki #I HAVE YET TO ADD MORE. THESE ARE JUST NOTES #homestuck #chss

[cube-cumb3r]

i will never not go crazy over 12s run being just completely permeated by donna. shes not even there and hes got his face because of donna, hes navigating moral dilemmas with her voice echoing in his head, he has to face having to erase a companions memory again AGAIN. TWICE. and walks out of it a humbler, more grounded and kinder version of himself just like he was when she was next to him. how am I supposed to be normal about this

#and now he just is this person without her AND HE GETS TO BE THIS PERSON WIRH HWR ALSO im literally going mad #also obviously i knoe the Whole thing is mostly a retroactive way to explain why 12 looks like that #but they went so hard with it ans decided to make all of 12s run orbit around it that now everything is about donna always #they made 12s run for the donnalings #donna noble #twelfth doctor #doctor who

[satancopilotsmytardis]

Thinking about a more modern beastars-style AU. Dabi isn't considered desirable in traditional rabbit circles after being badly burned as a child and ends up out on the streets. Eventually, he ends up with a job in a sketchy "host club" that is actually an illegal brothel that boasts that it can fulfill every fantasy and his scars caught the owner's attention. He doesn't have anywhere else to go and ends up working there.

It's a pretty shit situation, but the bartender is really sweet... you know, for a Predator.

AFO, owner

Dabi, server/"talent"

Shigaraki, bartender

Compress, entertainer (piano, etc. Not "entertainer")

Magne and Muscular, bouncers (one of them is a good bouncer, one of them harasses the staff, one guess which one.)

Spinner, handyman (the place is a sketchy hole-in-the-wall to avoid the wrong kind of attention)

Twice, janitor

Toga, a runaway who is like, living in the walls. Everyone knows Twice snuck her in once to get something to eat and then she never left and no one will kick her out, but it's very clear from how the white wolf bartender snarls at anyone who comes near her that she's off-limits

#i literally just wanted to draw bunny!dabi and didnt want to have to worry about the nudity and i made a new au #im laying facedown now #why does this keep happening? #shigadabi #tanco speaks #doodle #doodles #i fucking already thought of a plot twist AND NOW IM MAD I HAVE SO MANY PROJECTS TO WORK ON

[weirdmageddon]

HER RIGHT ARM IS LITERALLT ON HIS HEART IT’S ACTUALLY SICK. NOT A BIT OF AIR BETWEEN THEM

#it’s the same hand he missed by a hair btw. her right one #loz #totk #zelink #i’ve been cornplating the hell out of the falling sequence in totk #literally looking up totk ending 60fps 4k on youtube and playing it at 0.25 speed #because nintendo made the worst camera angle decisions ever for this cutscene and im trying to figure out how theyre posed #and this mad eme emotional #first link’s smile out of bounds when zelda says “warm loving embrace” #and then this just barely visible with the greatest scrutiny and multiple videos some in 4k and some with with different bottom armor #why do they want to hide the details so bad like……trying to figure out their vertical pose here has been so hard #the fact that i have to use different videos just to show more details is crazy. like i had to rely on speedrunners for wearing no pants #totk spoilers #but i found this when comparing the footage and it made me go. AAAGGHHHHH

[bugchuckles]

approximately One Million Percent on board with hunter potentially apprenticing to dell clawthorne and learning to carve palismen as part of his therapy-slash-redemption arc. flapjack supervises

#the owl house #toh #hunter #hunter wittebane #flapjack #toh spoilers #potentially?? i mean if you've seen the new episodes OOF #yes that's the palisman log eda got luz. yes those are boo boo buddy bandaids. yes that's a bluejay he's carving. SHUT UP IM COPING #cannot believe this is my first self-motivated toh art. THEY FUCKING GOT ME. PICKED ME UP FROM MY NECK #i will not spoil anything but the last two episodes made me SO FUCKING MAD LMFAO. ARTHUR FIST LEVELS OF ANGRY #anyways it's literally the last day of finals and i am STILL PROCRASTINATING. SOMEBODY COME MAKE ME DO WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO INSTEAD OF THIS #my art #knives #injury #just in case. PLEASE hunter im begging you wear gloves i've never seen you without them in the show PUT EM BACK ON

[saym0-0]

one (1) joelish bean

i never finished the wings bc they r evil 2 me but here u go

ignore the fact that its on the same canvas as a jonny drawing lol

#smallishbeans #joel smallishbeans #hermitcraft #hermitblr #still absolutely mad to me that hes a hermit #joel!! the guy ive watched literally most of my life!! on hermitcraft!! #he also has wings but im so out of practice they never made it out of the sketch stage #actually ill add a version with sketched wings under the cut #the cuffs on his ankles and wrists r a carry over from my mezelea design #bc they dont come off w/o a special key that he does have but lost #plus his home doesn't exist anymore so they're there for sentimentality too #i will be real they r like house arrest cuffs they beep & send his location to someone in mezelea but they're long since deactivated #they do that bc 99% of the time if he went off server in this body (his real one) (he can hop bodies between his clones) #then hes been kidnapped or something else nefarious #omg sorry i will take any opportunity to ramble about esmp1 my bad #my art

[justacrazylilguy]

To The Metal Gear Fandom

Okay so silly question but i see a lot of yall on here and you say all the homoerotic stuff in mgs is canon right? Especially otasune, bbkaz, bosselot. Not to sound like a hater but the first game came out in 1998. You know what age hideo Kojima was back then? 36 with a wife and kids. So what's his real purpose for making a whole game series about a buncha gay guys? That's what leads me to believe it's unintentional but idk. If he said why then lmk cause I dont get why he would? I've been thinking about this a lot recently because I've been seeing a lot of people saying it's deliberate. Anyone can answer btw my askbox is open because i Need an explanation. More in tags cause im insane.

#mgs #Metal gear solid #solid snake #Otasune #Bosselot #Vkaz #Bbkaz #Don't come at me mad btw im literally a gay guy so it's not like I mind it 😈 #Its just I get confused when mgs is praised for like . rep? its not rep if it's ambiguous really..And like why would he even care #Enough to make it his lifes work when he's straight. Mayb closeted but its so weird to speculate on anothers sexuality 😭 I see people do it #Idkkkk im thinking the ppl that point out the blatant homophobia have it right. Only villains being explicitly queer and raikov well. exist #My friend says the beach date w kaz is mocking his admiration like Ooh hoooo someone has a big ol crush on Big Boss. Ocelot too #Hes also gay btw but neither of us could come with a good reason other than hes closeted but that seems unlikely. Infact he said so I think #It makes more sense in my mind that Kojima accidentally made the gayest series ever. He's an ally though thanks Kojima 👍

[adhdandcomics]

adding to my tags because i’ve been thinkin a lot about the post i just reblogged and have more thoughts:

i’ll be real, the more i saw ‘hey adhd influencers are so annoying’ the more i worried that i was unconsciously contributing to the spreading reputation of adhd folks as annoying and over-pathologizing every symptom they experience

and then i realized. i am not a goddam influencer or life coach or representative. obviously i have some obligation as someone who cares about myself and the people that like my comics to not spread harmful ideology or blatant misinformation but i never intended myself to be a “’increase your productivity!!’ blog OR a ‘if you have XYZ you have adhd!’ blog. and i do this for fun, and originally started this blog bc i had a lot of internalized shame and self loathing about my adhd and thought if i could make it funny i might have less of that. let’s get real! and it worked!

i’ve obviously done this kind of thing— (hey these symptoms might be adhd!) a lot before in my life & on this blog, but there’s more to it than trying to be an “influencer” or whatever. a term that didn’t even exist when i started this blog!

i felt very isolated trying to find out if i had any mental problems & what have you originally because of large advice (etc) blogs with staunchly anti self Dx views at the time

so i overcorrected when i DID get dxed and tried to validate everyone who was like me. and of course. not the best course of action always for the ol mental health. tried to be the source of positivity and jokes that i didn’t see because the online adhd presence was near non-existent.

and anyway. i make a lot of fun of myself & the way m brain works in my comics obviously but it is not my obligation to... how do you say.... not be annoying online.

because if folks interpret MY little jokes as a strict guide to diagnosis. that’s on them, really, not me. i also believe “making adhd your entire personality” is a non-issue. so what if people find out they have it and get over excited with identifying as adhd. saying this as someone who DID do it. criticism of this gives the same vibes as people being annoyed that young queers make “being queer” their whole personality. im very obviously more than a guy with adhd, and id reckon other adhd comic artists are too. (im friends with a lot of them!) it’s fine to post about it online.

anyway. i just don’t take myself too seriously and i’m a comic artist for myself first! and you know what, i’ve been considered annoying my entire life. what do i care if a few more folks think i’m annoying. neurotypical or not

#i think the article did have some good points especially on the capitalism and marketing angle but i oft think it did venture into #being mad at individual folks who post jokes about adhd. which is literally fine thats what an opinion piece is for lol #i am just very tired of people pretending that a lot of reaction to online adhders is not in itself just an extension of the ableism #we already were facing #'adhd people are so annoying everyone does this youre pathologizing everything' ok and how exactly are you helping. #i hesitate to throw my hat in with hating on adhd tiktok because i am simply not on tiktok and have no way to back up my thoughts #that they may be annoying and oversimplifying a complex disorder on the 'drains your attention span' website. #and i think perhaps the value of each adhd resource varies widely depending on who made it and what theyre even posting. #sometimes its a joke made by a person with adhd. sometimes its sourced and cited research. sometimes its someone discussing their personal #experiences in depth. sometimes its someone talking completely out of their ass. sometimes its THINLY veiled ableism. #its up to the individual to research and determine the value of the memes and resources you seek #anyway. perhaps these points are tough to clarify on sites like insta and twitter. bless. #text #adhd #im punk now #oh and yeah i also agree lots of folks do not talk about the unsavory parts of adhd but rather the funnies and the sillies. but that is #once again a larger capitalism and marketing and ableism problem #r we not talking about them because we are actively trying to infantalize this disorder or is it because we collectively experience a lot #of internalized ableism and hesitate to talk about our worst symptoms for fear of the backlash #weve always gotten about them 🤔🤔🤔 #much to consider #if youve read this far sorry for tangent number 56 about this. but also start being more unapologetic about your disorders. fuck it! #<3

[heartscrypt]

i get so mad when ppl say riddle would be ignorant/clueless towards lgbtq+ stuff bc he was raised sheltered. no the fuck he wouldn't. maybe he'd start out that way yeah but as Soon as its implied he doesn't know something hes taking that shit to heart and learning everything he could EVER know about it. hes making a fucking study of it. he knows more than you actually

#twst #txt post #jamie talks #idk maybe this is a delusional take #also shes transfem so jot that down #it just makes me really mad when ppl characterizing riddle as just Not Getting it #''he put she/her pronouns in his magicam bio because he thought he was supposed to put the prns of the gender he was attracted to'' #FIRST OF ALL. THAT'S FUCKING STUPID. #sorry that was a real take i saw on tiktok it made me so mad #anyways riddle literally hates not knowing things and will study relentlessly until he's mastered it #see book 6 gamer riddle + halloween vignette riddle learning how to walk in high heels #and he's not going to disrespect others' identities just because they don't match the norm. what the fuck are you on #in his dorm vignette he was able to process that caters way of retaining information was different from his #and what did he do in response? learned. adapted his approach in order to reach cater in a way the other would understand #it's not so hard to believe that he'd do the same for sexuality+gender identity #anyways im crazy. riddle and her mandatory heartslabyul pronoun pins

[perilegs]

do even half the bg3 players think about, or at the bare minimum, read/listen to anything said in the game. ever.

#ive seen people mad bc they're convinced patch 6 made durgetash canon. it literally did not. did you see what was added to it? #that sounds like a take from someone who has not played the game #tbh. i'm going to get executed for this. but astarion fans especially feel like they a) have not pleyed the game which is true for a lot of #them b) have not listened to a word he's said and just project their own fantasy onto them #''i can't be whay you want to see in me'' #bg3 critical #this is beyond fanon. at this point i'm just guessing those with the loudest opinions have not explored the game. at all. #sorry for the typos im on mobile so i can't edit tags 😔

[semercury]

I hate you keto, I hate you low carb, I hate you sugar free fat free zero calorie snack, I hate you artificial starvation, I hate you the idea that food should not be a source of energy, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!

#stuff sarah says #been on my mind lately #i work at a groceru store that is like health food adjacent #and a lot of the things here freak me out #1. i hate keto so much. its literally tricking your body into thinking youre starving #''ackshually its just putting your body into ketosis and'' its the same fucking thing shut your fucking mouth #2. there are so many zero calorie things here that should not be #the zero calorie sugar made from sugar and syrups terrify me #like what is in them? do they taste like motor oil?? #food exists to give you energy!!! #and this is not me saying you shoulsnt eat healthy!! you should!! #goodness knows i struggle with it myself!! #but maybe instead of marketing all these chemically pumped foods with bo caloties #we should make fresh foods more readily available to people #ugh im mad

[stevethehairington]

so like as a stand alone thing with no prior knowledge of it, netflix's 3 body problem is pretty good! HOWEVER, having read the books it is based on i am INCREDIBLY disappointed. first of all, they anglicized the FUCK out of it. like. the books are written by a chinese author and they are ABOUT chinese characters in chinese society. so the fact that the netflix show took those book characters' stories and created a bunch of brand new non-chinese characters to give those stories to... don't like that. rancid vibes. (and sure, the new characters are somewhat diversified, as in there's a black guy and a pakistani guy, but there are also 4 new white characters too so like.) but yeah they did that which isn't great but they ALSO are like. taking bits and pieces from all three of the books and mushing them into one show? and iiiiiiii gotta say im not a big fan of that either? like. i feel like these books are split up SO distinctly in their time lines — like they literally span a 400 year period — so to smush them all together does it a great disservice? and like the technology and futuristic developments and the space travel and the details of the space societies in the book were SO cool and those are either erased in the show or just aren't able to be portrayed because of they're squishing it all together. ALSO they changed the name of the aliens and i hate it??? like WHY?? the name they have in the book is cool and the one they gave them in the show... sucks. like what.

anyways. it's good if i ignore the books, but if i don't then im super disappointed :/

#3 body problem #mack reacts #ALSO I HATE WHAT THEY DID WITH LUO JI!!!!! #his storyline in the books was SO fascinating #and they ruined it in the show!!! #luo ji did not have friends!!! he was always on the outskirts in college!! #he was a lonely man!!! and he continued to be lonely!!!! and even isolated himself further after becoming a wallfacer #he literally dreamed up a girlfriend #but in the show they made him (a white dude first of all which fuck off) part of the group and made him actively friends with them #which aLSO TOTALLY fucks up his decision to agree to be the one to be sent to the trisolarans #im so mad about this actually

[toruvi]

Can I be real and kinda depressing rn

Haha so like when am I gonna stop living in a constant state of stress and panic?? Does that stop bc bitch I feel like I've been losing my mind every day for the 6 months and not in a heeheehaha way. There's so much on my mind on what I need to do when it comes to cons, school, work, even my personal projects for fun. Can't sit down and write because I keep thinking like, "oh I should be cleaning/doing the dishes/unpacking/literally anything besides that. I can't even enjoy things I usually do for fun bc I have so much other crap I'm thinking about and I literally just want my brain to shut the fuck up for a week man

And usually I smoke to help with that right but whenever I smoke my memory jsut turns into absolute shit and then I feel like crap physically idk I can't win I'm just really 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 iunno. Not happy LOL

#like noy to be dramatic but i had literally everything go wrong this week and just needed a moment to decompress before bed #so i go to look for my fave asmr videos #find out theyre deleted and the guy is just done completely (which i get it. im not mad at him) #but im just so like #everything was already shit and then the one thing i wanted to resort to to kinda help just ...made everything worse #ive been so off ughhh